Swimming in Desire This journal is from Madeline's growing collection of journals at Madeline's YesRoom (http://www.yesroom.com). In addition to more journals, you can find erotic stories and softcore site reviews at Madeline's YesRoom. Enjoy! ********************** Swimming in Desire by Madeline 6 May 1996 This journal may be reposted to usenet and the web under the following conditions: (1) No fee is charged to view the journal, (2) a link to Madeline's YesRoom (http://www.yesroom.com) is included, (3) Madeline is e-mailed at madeline@yesroom.com informing her of the repost, and (4) the text is not altered, including this copyright notice. Thanks! -- Madeline ********************** I am in lust. My mind will focus only on the possibility of you. My body no longer obeys my commands. It hungers for your teasing lips, for the touch of your fingers. The thought of your physical presence consumes me. Lover, do you hear me? I want you. I lay in bed, my eyes slowly tracing the lines of the curves on my body, my thoughts lost in images of our last encounter. In my mind's eye I am kneeling before you in the living room, as I was that night, my hands secured above my head, savoring the taste and feel of your hard cock in my mouth. I feel you freeing my hands, allowing me my fingers wrap around your shaft as my tongue rolls over the head of your cock, exploring every ridge and curve. I want to savor your beautiful cock for hours on end... I want to feel your body pressed up against me, your arms wrapped around me, your breath on my neck, after you walk through my door. I want to feel the smooth skin of your arms underneath my palms. I want to lean against your body, your hands gently caressing my stomach and then my breasts. I want to run my fingers through your long hair as I kiss you, lightly at first and then harder, deeper with every kiss. I want to swim in the sensuality of your presence, losing myself in every absent touch of your flesh upon mine. I want to feel your lips upon my skin, delicately teasing me, making me want you all the more. Lover, do you hear me? I want you. I do not know how you do this to me. Maybe it is your long hair, the angles of your face, or the smoothness of your skin. Maybe it is the way that you seduce me every time, driving me wild with your teasing lips and suggestive fingers before you will touch my sex. Maybe it is the thrill of exercising my sexual power over a man, over you. I do not know. I cannot explain it. And I cannot resist it. I could not will myself to stop wanting you. So I submit to my hunger, to the sexual beast that rages within me. Even when I am most in control, when I have the most power over you, I am still submitting to you, to my desire for you. I am in love with maleness, with the male form, through you. I worship your body with every small caress, every hug, even kiss, every touch of my hands and lips upon your cock. I make love to your cock, your beautiful cock, reveling in the pleasure that I am giving you, in the intensity of the sensations that I am making you feel. I had forgotten what it was like to be in lust, to take so much pleasure from and to be so aroused by the simple physical presence of another. I had forgotten the delight of sexual conquest and abandonment to raw pleasure. But no more, I could not be content with anything less. Perhaps you do not feel as I do. It wouldn't matter. I want you, all of you, regardless of your desire for me. Perhaps that is the key to the intensity of my lust for you... it is my own. It is not the borrowed lust of someone else, which my mind tries to twist into something real. It is mine... All mine... Lover, do you hear me? I want you. ********************** Madeline madeline@yesroom.com Madeline's YesRoom http://www.yesroom.com Madeline's YesRoom offers high-quality erotic stories, Madeline's journals, softcore site reviews, erotic penpals, and chat. Updated daily!