DEAR  DIARY 
by Lea  Adams
	
Thursday May 19
	I know I haven't written for a long time but this is just too big.
Today we had company!
My aunt and uncle came to stay with us for the summer. Their house
got flooded by the spring storms and it will take three months for
the workers to fix it back up. They brought their son with them, my
cousin, he is almost the same age as me.

Friday May 20
	Things are so different here since they moved in. My daddy says that
I have to be nice to my cousin. That will be difficult, because he
is such a twit. He doesn't seem to know anything.

Saturday May 21
	Josh, my cousin, follows me around all day, asking stupid questions.
He is such a pain in the butt. My daddy says that we can't have our
regular time together tomorrow because we have company. I am so sad.
I do look forward to our Sundays together.

Sunday May 22
	Josh and I went to the park together today. I guess he isn't so bad
once you get used to him. He confesses that he has never kissed a
girl. I tell him that he is only eleven and I tell him I haven't kissed
a boy yet and I am twelve. Of course I didn't tell him what my daddy
and me do. He asks me if he can kiss me, just for practice. I say
sure, why not. I don't know what all the fuss is about kissing boys
is. It's okay but not all that exciting.

Monday May 23
	Went to the park with Josh today. Played ball with some kids. Josh
came into my room and wanted to kiss me again. I let him.

Tuesday May 24
	Nothing much happened today, Just watched TV.

Wednesday May 25
	Went to the park and just sat on the grass and talked. Josh says
he has never seen a girl naked. I ask him if he has ever seen his
mother naked and he says no, or his father. Wow! he asks if I have
ever seen a man naked and I lie and say no. I sure wasn't going to
tell him that I suck my daddy's cock all the time.

Thursday May 26
	Josh is still pestering me to let him see me naked.

Friday May 27
	Went to the park with Josh. He ask me to let him look at me naked.
I pull him into some bushes and lift my skirt and pull down my panties.
He kneels down and stares at my bald pussy in wonder. He ask me if
he could touch it and I told him no.

Saturday May 27
	Went swimming with Josh today. I wore my tiny bikini that my grandfather liked so much. I miss my grandfather so much. Josh's eyes bugged out when he saw me, made me feel good. He kept trying to see my titties,
such as they are.

Sunday May 28
	Everyone went to church today except Josh and my father and he decided
he would go to the office and catch up on some work. I think he misses our Sunday loving as much as I do. I took my usual bubble bath, with lots of lilac bubbles.
I felt so left out. After drying myself I wrapped a towel around and
went into the room that Josh shared with his parents and told him
to come to my room if he still wanted to see me naked. He almost beat
me to my room. I dropped the towel and lay down on my bed and let
him look to his hearts content. He ask if he could touch me and I
said "Do what you want" I closed my eyes and pretended that it was
my daddy touching me. His hands felt good on my body and I let him
play with my nipples and run his hands over my little pussy. I finally
sat up and told him that I wanted to see him, so he took off his clothes
and his little cock was sticking straight out from the excitement.
It was only about three inches long and hardly bigger than my middle
finger. I knelt down and took it into my mouth. I thought he would
faint from the excitement. I reached down and cupped his balls in
my hand, so much smaller than my father's. We heard my father coming
back and we got dressed real quick and were playing a game of cards
when he walked into the room.

Monday May 29
	Josh and me went to the park. All he could talk about was how great
it felt when I sucked his cock and when could we do it again, so I
took him behind the lawn mower building, it was a holiday and the
park workers were gone, and he took out his cock. I was determined
to make him cum so I sucked really hard and fast. He began jumping
and groaning and yelling and sure enough, his little balls tightened
up and out spurted some thin, white cum, not a lot but cum. He continued
to thrust his cock into my mouth, not wanting this moment to end,
but his little cock got soft and we had to quit. I came home very
frustrated. My father was just getting in the car when we got there
and I ask him where was he going and he said  just to the store. 
ask if I could go with him, Please, just me. He seemed to understand
and said sure. I told Josh that I would be right back and jumped in
beside him. I began unzipping my father's  pants before we hardly
got out of the driveway and pulled his beautiful cock out. After Josh's
little one, this was magnificent. My father was driving with one hand
while rubbing my little ass with the other. My mouth sank down over
the head of his wonderful cock and I heard him moan. He pulled into
a back street where there were nothing but small factories, closed
for the holiday. Reclining the passenger seat all the way back he
pulled my panties off, dropping them onto the floor. Then I felt his
masterful tongue slid inside my tortured little pussy. I cried out
in ecstasy, as his tongue slid over my tiny clit, bringing waves of
pleasure. His tongue was pressing hard on my clit and a finger was
inside my throbbing pussy. It picked up slick juice from my pussy
and I felt it move to my ass hole. I spread my legs in anticipation
and felt it push it's way inside my tiny ass. I moaned in exquisite
pleasure as it moved in and out. All too soon he pulled the finger
out and his tongue went away and I knew that it was time for me to
give my father the release he needed. He lay back in his seat and
I knelt on mine and slid his cock into my mouth. Lovingly I ran my
tongue over and around that huge head. Pulling away from time to time
with a big sucking sound and blowing on the head. I could hear him
groaning in sweet pleasure as I slowly engulfed the head once more.
My hands were moving up and down the full length of his cock as I
raked my tiny teeth across his most sensitive organ. I could feel
the tension building in him so I redoubled my efforts in anticipation
of being inundated by his cum. I felt, rather than heard him groan
way down deep as huge spurts of cum erupted from his cock into my
mouth. I drank my fathers essence, gulp after hungry gulf, I swallowed
every bit. Other than that dear diary nothing much happened.

Tuesday May 30
	I woke up this this morning with a sore butt hole from my father's finger.

Wednesday May 31
        Josh pestering me to suck his cock.

 Thursday June 1
	Went swimming. Lay around the house all day.

Friday June 2
	I think my father is jealous of Josh. I met him last night when he
got home from work and gave him a big hug. I whispered in his ear
to please find a way to take me somewhere on Sunday, just him and
me. He smiled a real big smile and said he would try real hard.

Saturday June 3
	My daddy handed me an invitation to a birthday party today, very
fancy in an lilac scented envelope. When I sniffed the scent of lilacs
I suspected something, but my father just winked. The party was for
Sunday. When I showed it to my mother she said that she was not about
to give up her day at church to take me to a birthday party. My father
said that he would be glad to take me and that it was a shame that
the invitation was for only Lea. my father said that we would leave
at 11:oo o'clock, so for me to take my Sunday bath and be ready. I
knew exactly what he meant. He also slipped me a small package. "Don't
open this until after your bath," he whispered.

Sunday June 4
	Dear Diary
	This was the best day of my entire life. Nothing can ever be better.
I took my lilac scented bubble bath and dried myself, then opened
the package my daddy had gave me. Inside was the most beautiful tiny
pair of black lace silk panties. I stared in wonder at this treasure.
the silk was nearly transparent and the lace on the edges was so very
delicate. He told me later in the day that he had bought a pair of
lovely panties from Victoria Secret and taken a pair of my panties
to a seamstress and had her cut the silk ones down to fit me. All
I knew was that they were the most beautiful things that I had ever
seen. I slipped them on and ran to the full length mirror in my room.
My tiny slit was clearly visible through the thin fabric. I slipped
on my lilac colored party dress, my white ankle socks and finally
my lovely high heels. (half inch) I heard my father calling me and
ran to the top of the stair, there at the bottom of the stair was
my hero, my knight in shining armor, my lover. His eyes seemed to
light up as I came down the stair.
	He drove us to a fancy resort at the edge of town and escorted me
to a table in the restaurant for lunch. I felt so grown up as the
waiter came to take our order. "And the lady will have?" He ask. I
thought I would burst. After dinner my father took me to the fancy
room he had reserved just for us. 
	I slipped off my dress and shoes and modeled the beautiful black
lace panties for him. His eyes were filled with love as he watched
me pose, then turn and pose again. He kept saying how beautiful I
was and how sexy. I tried to get  into all the sexy poses that I had
ever seen.
	My father took off his clothes and lay on the king size bed and I
stood above him, feet on each side of his head, so he could get a
good look at my pussy through the shear fabric of the panties. I glanced
over my shoulder and saw his huge erection and decided that I might
like to suck it so I turned and knelt on his chest and took his cock
in my hand. ever so slowly I skinned it back until it would go no
further then very slowly I licked around what he called the glans
and felt his body quiver.
	He rolled me away and slid my panties off, tossing them onto the
floor. He then bent my legs up until my knees were against my chest
and exposing my entire lower body to his gaze. His tongue began on
my back and slithered across my ass hole, lingering for a time to
probe, then on to the lips of my quivering pussy, touching them with
just the tip of his tongue. Then I felt his tongue slip inside, gently
fucking my tiny slit with his tongue. I was in total meltdown as the
emotions flooded over me. I could felt the tension build in my body.
At bare;y twelve I didn't know if I could have an real orgasm but
I did know that I was so very close to something tremendous. I could
hardly breath as wave after wave of delicious feelings flooded my
young pussy. 
	"Today is your day my darling," he said, as he raised his head
 and looked for me. "Just you my love. Today I want you to cum."
	His head dipped once more to my aching  pussy and this time the target
was my tiny, swollen clit. I thought I was going to die from the pleasure
sweeping over me. He had his finger inside my pussy as far as it would
go without touching my hymen. He pulled it out, all slippery  and
slid it into my ass hole. I moaned in absolute ecstacy as I felt it
go in all the way. My ass muscles were clenching it like a vise and
he began to slowly move it in and out, all the while his mouth was
on my clit, his teeth gently biting down on it. I was begging, pleading
for release and finally the dam burst on me, in me, over me. I was
clawing at his head, screaming into his ear. My body was going crazy,
I thought I was Peeing as the juice flowed in my pussy. The world
exploded behind my eyes and I locked my legs around his head. I exploded
into a thousand pieces and must have passed out, because I became
aware of my father patting my face. 
	I opened my eyes and looked at my father. "WOW! WOW! WOW!" I kept
saying. My father was batheing my face with a damp towel. "Are you
okay? He asked. 
	I looked up into his eyes. "Oh yes daddy, I am so okay." I lay there
as if I was dead, absolutely unable to move.
	I think I lay there for a couple of hours before crawling to the
shower and joining my father there. We soaped each other and I finally
was able to suck my father into a release long delayed. It was nearly
dark by the time we got home. I allowed my father to carry me upstairs
and help me undress. I placed my arms around his neck and for the
very first time kissed my father as a woman, my tongue meeting his
and our bodies telling each other just how much we loved the other.
I am way too sleepy to do anymore writing tonight, so I will finish
it tomorrow.

Monday June 5
	I woke up this morning with my mother shaking me. "Lea, Lea, it's
nearly noon! Are you sick or something?"
	I opened my eyes and mumbled something about maybe catching a bug
or something at the party. She left and I staggered to the bathroom.
Every muscle in my body was in agony. I felt like I had been beaten.
My pussy was sore, my ass hole hurt, my tummy muscles were in agony.
As I thought back over yesterday there was a big smile on my face.
I hope Josh doesn't want a blow job this morning because I am so very
tired.