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 Title: Jill's Eighteenth Birthday Ch.  01


Summary: Nick's cousin doesn't want to be a virgin anymore.


Keywords: inc,fic



   My cousin's eighteenth birthday was a couple days ago but the family had
decided to wait a couple days to celebrate since it fell on a Wednesday. 
It made sense to wait for the weekend since it meant no one had to worry
about leaving early or anything and it was a bit of a drive for some of us.
Opportunities for us to get together had become fewer and fewer over the
years as the children had grown into teenagers and were now pushing in to
adulthood.  Partly that's what this was, just an excuse for us to spend
time with each other.  That's what most of the bigger holidays had become
as well.

   I seemed to be the last one to arrive at my parents' house that night.
Unless anyone had a new car since last time they all seemed to be accounted
for.  The driveway wasn't really designed for anything more than two cars
but it had space and we put up with awkwardly trying to get someone out
every now and then.  More commonly, whoever's car was last in got stuck
with running any last minute errands.

   After getting inside the house I was briefly greeted by my parents and
my aunt and uncle before being directed downstairs.  The basement was
typically where my sisters, my cousin, and me would hang out while our
respective parents stayed upstairs.  It was a pretty nice space with one
large, main room and a couple smaller ones at the ends.  When I still lived
at home I had at some point made one of those rooms into a bedroom for
myself, and that was usually where I still slept when I was over.

   As I had guessed my cousin Jill was already there, lounging on the sofa.
My older sister Angela, though she preferred Angie these days, was there
too lying on a mattress that had been set up on the floor between the couch
and television.  It amused me sometimes how one of the first priorities the
girls had was usually where everyone was going to sleep.  I was happy
enough just to go wherever nobody else had claimed when I got tired enough.

   My little sister Kelly was the first to actually see me coming and
immediately raced toward me.  She was a month older than Jill, leaving our
mutual cousin as the technical baby of the family, but it wasn't enough of
a gap to matter that much.

   "Nick, you made it finally!" Kelly said, throwing herself at me for a
hug.  "We were starting to think you wouldn't show up."

   "I'm only like half an hour later than I planned on," I protested.

   As the only one in the family with a habit of being late rather than
early, I had long ago learned to deal with the occasional teasing about it.

   Kelly led me over to the couch where Jill sat up enough to give us room.
Neither Angie nor Jill were actually excited enough to see me to get up,
but my cousin did at least give me a hug once I sat down.

   "So what have you guys been doing before I arrived?" I asked.  "I'm
assuming it was more than just sitting around waiting for me."

   "Oh, you know, mostly talking about you while we had the chance," Angie
said with a hint of an evil grin on her face.

   Kelly glared at our older sister as though it would have any effect. 
Jill stared conspicuously straight ahead and took a long swallow from the
cup she had on the table beside her.

   "I don't suppose you're going to tell me what about?"

   "Nothing too much," Angie continued, predictably ignoring Kelly.  "We
were settling sleeping arrangements, probably two of us on the mattress,
one on the couch and you in your room.  Nothing unusual.  But then we were
thinking maybe we shouldn't exclude you like that, you might prefer
sleeping surrounded by girls wouldn't you?"

   I noticed that both Kelly and Jill had relaxed and assumed that wasn't
what they were worried about Angie telling me.  Not to mention the obvious
clues, obvious to me after long years of practice anyway, that let me know
when she was making shit up.

   "I think it probably loses some of its appeal when the girls in question
are all related to me," I said, pitching my voice to sound like I was
legitimately considering the suggestion.

   The best way to deflect her attempts at getting to me was usually to
play along a little rather than being too defensive and just giving her
more to work with.

   "Really?  So you're telling all those times I caught you staring at my
boobs I must have just been seeing things?"

   "Absolutely," I said earnestly.  "I'd probably stare at Jill's if
anything, they're nicer."

   I felt a small twinge of guilt at bringing Jill into it like that, but I
knew none of the girls would have a problem getting even if I said
something too inappropriate.  My not-entirely-thought-out statement might
also have subconsciously come from the awareness that, while not
necessarily nicer than Angie's, her breasts had certainly developed over
the past couple years.  Not that it was the sort of thing I was supposed to
notice.

   As it turned out all I got from Jill was a surprised giggle before she
slipped sideways onto my lap.  I wasn't expecting that, but I automatically
wrapped my arms around her waist while she turned to Angie.

   "See, I'm his favourite so nyah," Jill said, sticking her tongue out at
Angie.

   Angie continued to smile but she did shut up after that.  I speculated
sometimes that she didn't really mind losing so much as long as it was her
game that we were playing.  Or it could be that she knew I was now
uncomfortably aware of my cousin's breasts and their proximity to me.  She
was devious that way.

   As Jill turned back toward me a bit I caught the definite smell of
alcohol on her breath.  It wasn't a surprise exactly, 'sneaking' booze into
the basement was something that had started a while back though it had
mostly just been me and Angie who drank any at first.  I didn't mind that
Jill was drinking now, she just seemed to be a little quicker getting
started than I remembered.  Then again, it had been at least a few months
since I'd seen her last.  Who knew what had changed in that time.

   With a sigh of boredom Kelly flopped down on her back onto the mattress
beside Angie.  The way she landed her shirt pulled tighter across her chest
than I think she realized.  Her breasts were probably the smallest among
the three girls, although not by much.  Certainly they were big enough to
stand out when she wore something tight enough.  Again, not the sort of
thing that I was supposed to notice.

   It wasn't like I could help checking them out every now and then.  It
wasn't my fault that they were so distinctly female.  And despite the
teasing I got over it, I don't think any of them really minded either.  The
one time I'd accidentally seen Angie topless, just barely, she'd only
rolled her eyes and called me a perv and that was the end of it.  It made
it easier to put up with the occasional fabricated accusation.

   "So what are we gonna do now?" Kelly asked.  "This isn't much of a party
so far."

   "Birthdays are another one of those things that don't always get better
with age," Angie said.

   "We've traded silly hats for silly arguments you mean?" Kelly said.

   "I wouldn't have to argue if Nick would just accept that I know what I'm
talking about," Angie said.  "He only pretends he's not interested because
he's worried we'll pick on him more."

   "Now you're just starting to sound crazy," Kelly said.

   "Oh yeah?"

   The wheels were turning in Angie's head, I could see it.  She was up to
something.

   Angie pushed herself up on to her knees, then pounced on Kelly without
giving her a chance to react.  She pinned Kelly to the mattress and turned
her head toward me just for a second, just enough to make sure I was
watching.

   "Let's see him try to pretend her doesn't enjoy this," she said.

   Kelly squealed as her older sister kissed her, but I could see that she
wasn't actually struggling at all.  Mostly she seemed to be letting Angie
do whatever she wanted without protest.  Angie wasn't being overly
aggressive, but she was keeping up pretty steady contact between their lips
and one of her hands was wandering dangerously close to Kelly's breasts.

   I had no doubt what they were doing was an attempt at getting to me
rather than anything real, but that didn't mean it wasn't working.  I
couldn't help wondering if they had planned this ahead of time, or whether
Kelly was just going along with it for her own reasons.

   Despite my best efforts I was getting hard watching my sisters making
out.  That on its own wouldn't have been such a big deal if not for Jill
still occupying my lap.  She was bound to notice sooner or later if those
two didn't cut it out.

   Suddenly Jill looked at me with an expression on her face that told me
she could, in fact, feel me poking her butt.  I started to apologize, but
her finger was instantly on my lips and she shook her head very slightly.
She obviously understood why I would be getting an erection and maybe she
didn't want to let Angie know how much of an effect it was having on me. 
Then again, maybe she was just embarrassed about it.  She remained exactly
where she was though instead of returning to her original seat, which made
it even harder to figure out what she was thinking.

   Angie finally pushed herself up on her arms, separating her and Kelly.
My younger sister had an almost flushed look on her face and seemed on the
verge of giggling nervously.  Angie, however, was only interested in my
reaction.  She could see that I had been staring at them, and how could I
not?  She would probably take that as a victory regardless of what the
effect on me had been.

   As I suspected, Angie looked quite pleased with herself as she climbed
off of Kelly.  I really didn't have anything that I could say that would be
of any use to me either, so I kept quiet and hoped that was the end of it.

   "Alright, well that's taken care of," Angie said.  "Who's up for
watching a movie?"

   She spoke as casually as if the past few minutes simply hadn't happened.
I was okay with that, moving on probably was better than dwelling at that
point.

   There was a general agreement to Angie's suggestion since, presumably,
no one else really had any other ideas.  Not encountering any resistance
she stood up and nudged Kelly with her foot.

   "Come on, let's go get snacks," she said.  "You two pick something out
while we're gone," she added to Jill and me.

   My sisters departed to the upstairs, leaving me alone with my cousin. 
She made no move to get up and I really wasn't going anywhere with my legs
trapped underneath her.

   "So, any ideas?" I asked, nodding toward the shelf of dvds.

   Jill chewed on her lip, clearly trying to make a decision far more
important than the one I'd given her.

   "Nick, I have something to talk to you about.  Something to ask you I
guess," she said in a serious tone.

   "Uh, okay.  What is it?"

   "It's something you might not like."

   She squirmed uncomfortably at the prospect of actually saying whatever
it was she had to say.

   "I promise I'll try not to be upset or anything," I said, now intrigued
as to what it could possibly be.

   "I want you to have sex with me," she said.

   It was safe to say that I hadn't seen that coming.  I stared at her like
an idiot for a long moment, not sure how to respond or even that I'd heard
correctly.

   "What!?  Why?"

   "'Cause I'm eighteen and I'm still a virgin.  Well, not physically I
mean, but I've never been with a guy or anything.  I'm getting tired of
it."

   "Jill, come on.  It's not a big deal.  I mean, think about it."

   "I have!" she said a little louder than she intended.  "I've thought
about it way too much.  And you might think it's not a big deal, and you're
right in some ways, but it means a lot to me."

   "I know it does, but it's just symbolic.  It's not actually going to
change your life it some meaningful way."

   "It'll let me believe that someone loves me, at least for one night,"
Jill said softly, staring down and away from me.

   "Jill...."

   "You wouldn't have to for real, you wouldn't even have to pretend.  I
could make myself believe it," she added quickly.  "I know it probably
seems kind of pathetic, but you've always had your sisters.  All I have is
you guys sometimes when we get together.  Most of the time when I'm sad or
upset or whatever I pretty much have to deal with it on my own."

   I never would have considered that she would be having emotional issues
on this level, never would have even crossed my mind.  Now that I knew it
was breaking my heart to see her so desperate.

   "If I just wanted sex, I could get that," she said, perhaps just to fill
the silence.  "But with anyone I genuinely care about, or think I do, it
doesn't work out.  Never does.  I'm trying really hard to tell myself it
isn't me, that I'm just unlucky or maybe I'm still too young.  Probably
both actually.  I think...  I think with you it could work though, it would
give me something that I've never really had."

   "It wouldn't need to be sex though, would it?" I said.  "I mean, me and
Angie and Kelly are all here for you right now even if we can't always be."

   I hoped my sisters would be back soon to help me.  I had no idea what
the right move was, whether saying yes or no to her would do more damage in
the long run, and I needed someone to bail me out.

   "It would only be once, that's all.  That's not a bad deal is it?  Sex
with no consequences afterward?  Or are you really telling the truth when
you say you're not interested in any of us even a little bit."

   She knew better than that, she'd felt first-hand a few minutes ago what
kind of effect my sisters could have on me if they decided to.  I suspected
she was offering me a way out if I really wanted it, a way to say no
without coming right out and saying I didn't want her.  She wouldn't take
it well if I did though, it wasn't going to spare her feelings any.

   "It's not that," I said.  "But...  I don't know Jill, I don't know what
to think."

   "That's okay, I know I just sprang it on you.  It wasn't really fair.  I
don't mean for this to be hard on you."

   She took my wrist and brought my hand up to her breast.  I surprised
myself probably more than her when it didn't even occur to me at first to
jerk away.  She felt...  well, she felt like a girl is supposed to.  I
wasn't supposed to be touching her in inappropriate areas, but I suppose
that didn't mean I wouldn't enjoy doing so.

   "You can touch me if you want," Jill whispered.  "Anywhere.  I won't
take it as a commitment or anything, but maybe it'll help you decide."

   She let go of my arm but my hand stayed exactly where it was.  It wasn't
like a girl letting me feel her up out of nowhere was something that
happened all that frequently.

   "The girls will probably be back soon," I said, reminding myself as much
as Jill.  "Maybe we should talk later, in private.  It might not-"

   "I told them already," she interrupted.

   "You did?  But then...."

   They knew what Jill was up to?  That didn't make any sense.

   "They agreed with me.  You're a better option than me getting too
desperate.  It could lead to some really bad decisions.  But if we're both
okay with it, there's nothing wrong with it really.  No one except the four
of us would ever know."

   "So if they knew, then what Angie was doing..." I said slowly as some
pieces fell into place.

   "She was trying to help I think.  In her own bizarre way."

   "Who knows, maybe she did."

   Getting me horny was certainly not a bad idea if she was trying to get
me to agree to sex.

   I had to leave that thought as I heard the sounds of my sisters
returning.  I dropped my hand down beside me and away from Jill's chest out
of sheer guilty reflex.  Maybe they were okay with it, but that didn't mean
I was comfortable with the idea yet.

   "Are you two seriously still sitting there?" Angie demanded, as if she
didn't know we had been talking.  "You didn't even pick out a movie did
you?"

   "I'll get one," Kelly said, setting down the bowls she was carrying.

   It looked like they brought popcorn and chips, not that I was
particularly in the mood for snacks at that point.

   "How about Pulp Fiction?" Kelly asked, after briefly scanning the
options.

   Angie agreed with her choice and Jill and me weren't paying enough
attention to care that much.  Plus it was something I wouldn't mind
watching even if I wasn't so distracted.

   After getting the movie started my sisters settled in on the mattress
leaving Jill and me the couch to ourselves.  We really weren't using that
much of it though, since Jill didn't seem interested in getting off my lap
and instead was now resting her head on the front of my shoulder.

   I could get used to having her so close, that was the weird thing.  One
of the weird things anyway.  If not for the pervasive sense that sex with
her would be wrong in a vaguely defined way, there was not much else
stopping me.  There was still the idea that it might actually hurt her more
than refusing would, but I was getting less and less confident about that
being anything more than grasping at straws.

   The thing was that I actually was really tempted to go along with Jill
and see what happened.  She had already told me she didn't mind if I
touched her, and she'd even actively encouraged it.  I could almost still
feel her breast on my hand and there was nothing stopping me from groping
her more if I wanted.  Angie and Kelly were facing away from us and all I
would have to do is move my hand if either of them turned around.

   The more I thought about it the more I decided that I was really going
to do it.  I'd go slow at first and see what Jill's reaction was.  If she
stopped me at some point, well, the choice I had to make might take care of
itself.

   Moving as casually as I could I replaced my hand on Jill's breast where
she had put it earlier.  She gave absolutely no visible reaction and if I
didn't know better I might almost think she hadn't noticed.  I squeezed
gently just to make sure she really had no objections and still I got no
reaction.

   My imagination started running wild with ideas of what I could do.  I
didn't intend to go too far, but that didn't mean I couldn't think about
it. There was definite potential in having a girl who would let me touch
her anywhere without so much as acknowledging it.  I was getting ahead of
myself though, all I'd really confirmed was that she didn't mind if I felt
her boobs which she'd as much as said already.

   I continued playing with her breasts for a bit, switching back and forth
between them every now and then.  I still got nothing in the way of a
response except for a barely audible sigh at one point which I took to be a
sign of enjoyment.  Granted it wasn't loud enough that I could distinguish
any emotion in it, but if she had actually been demonstrating annoyance
then I assumed she would have stopped me.

   When I felt brave enough I slipped my hand down under the bottom of
Jill's shirt.  Again, no reaction.  I kept to the relatively innocent area
of her tummy at first, slowly rubbing the soft skin in a more or less
circular pattern.  I worked my gradually up her body until I brushed
against the bottom of her bra.

   Despite everything, I half-expected her to stop me when I covered one of
her bra cups with my palm.  I still wasn't touching her breasts directly I
suppose, but it was getting pretty close.  It could be that she actually
meant what she said and she really wouldn't mind anything I did.

   Like many people, I wasn't designed to quit while I was ahead.  Since I
had encountered no resistance yet I decided to see what happened if I
removed Jill's bra.  It took a moment or two as I fumbled under her shirt,
but soon I had it unclipped.  It wouldn't fall away on its own, trapped as
it was between her shirt and body, so I had to help it along.

   Once I had pulled the bra free I wasn't really sure what to do with it.
Angie and Kelly were still paying no attention to what we were doing, but I
didn't want to leave anything obvious lying around in case one of them
happened to look over their shoulder.  For lack of any better ideas I
buried under a pillow lying against the arm of the couch.

   When I turned my attention back to Jill I found her looking at me.  I
still had one hand under her shirt and she took hold of the corresponding
arm.  For a second I thought I had managed to push too far and she was
going to stop me now.  She didn't though, she just gave me a little smile
and pulled my arm closer to her instead of away.

   My fingers landed on the soft, bare flesh of her breasts.  She smiled
wider and let go of my arm, having made the message clear.

   Her head was tilted up toward me and her lips slightly parted.  Without
stopping to think about it I leaned down and kissed her.  She didn't react
passively to that and met me eagerly, kissing me back with force nearly
equal to my own.

   I couldn't help myself, I truly wanted her now.  She was just so
willing, so ready to do anything for me.  I was her older cousin and I
tried to be the responsible one when necessary, but I was still only human.
I couldn't resist what she was offering and she might very well get what
she wanted after all.

   With my free hand, which had been left out for most of the activity, I
grabbed Jill's butt.  Her tits and ass were mine to do what I wanted with
and I decided to take advantage of it.  Her jeans were fairly tight on her,
but with enough wiggle room that I could work my fingers under them. 
Before too long I had my hand pressed against her butt where her panties
didn't cover.

   I had abandoned any real pretense of restraint.  I was too busy
concentrating on other things like whether I could get Jill into my room
without attracting attention.  Being discreet was soon made a non-issue.

   Caught up in what I was doing I pinched one of Jill's nipples a little
too hard and she let out a noticeable gasp.  I realized that my sisters
could easily have heard it and as soon as I checked on them I could see
that they had.  They were both staring intently at us and there was no way
they could misinterpret what we were doing.  Jill blushed a little but
didn't seem to mind too much, I suppose she must have known this was a
possibility.

   Then I saw Angie's hand was busy inside her pants, not to mention that
both she and Kelly had shifted from where they were sitting before to be
able to see us better.  Shit, just how long had they been watching?  How
long had it been since I checked on them?

   "Are you actually masturbating?" I asked for lack of anything better to
say.

   "I don't think you want to start an argument on who's being a bigger
perv right now, dear brother," Angie shot back.

   "Yeah, you're probably right," I conceded with a sigh.

   "Don't worry Nick, we both said we were okay with this," Kelly said in a
reassuring tone while glaring at her sister.

   "What?  I wasn't starting anything," Angie said.  "I want them to keep
going.  It's kinda hot."

   Kelly shook her head in disbelief at Angie's nonchalance toward the
whole thing and I silently agreed with the sentiment.  Our older sister had
been taking the situation far too well, which wasn't a bad thing in some
ways, but it made me suspicious of her motivations.  I hoped it was simply
an over-eager attempt at helping out Jill.  Or maybe she really did think
me and Jill together was hot, which raised its own set of questions.

   "Do you want to go into the bedroom now?" I asked as I turned back to
Jill.  "Get some privacy."

   "Only if you want to," she said.  "I don't mind if they watch, they're
my cousins too you know.  I love all of you.  Don't take this the wrong
way, but I mainly singled you out because you're a guy."

   "No, I get it," I said.

   I was a little embarrassed about carrying on with my sisters there,
Angie watching with fascination and Kelly with more of a wide-eyed wonder
at what she was seeing.  It helped that I understood now that we all shared
something with each other, something that went beyond the typical family
relationship.  The girls seemed to have gotten it well before I did and I
was only now catching up.  Jill needed us, me specifically, and we were
going to help her even if it meant stretching our comfort zones.

   Or maybe that was bullshit and I was just getting to the point where I
was too horny to care.

   I unbuttoned the front of Jill's jeans having decided the time for
subtlety was long past.  I then slipped my fingers inside her panties to
stroke her pussy, making her moan approvingly.  There was a damp spot on
her panties that I could feel where my knuckles brushed against them, and
yet more of her juices were leaking out as I toyed with her.

   "You ready?" I whispered into her ear.

   "Uh-huh, I think so," she said.

   I made Jill lie back on the couch and took the opportunity to slip out
from underneath her.  With her help I pulled her jeans down and tossed them
aside, then crawled between her legs as she spread them for me.

   Even while I repositioned myself and bent down to kiss her I could feel
her fumbling with my pants.  She got them down just far enough that she
could get her hands on my cock.  She played with it experimentally until I
started humping back out of sheer instinct.

   I lowered myself as Jill guided my cock to her pussy and as I continued
thrusting I ran into her panties.  It felt good and I just kept grinding
against her while she moaned and wrapped her arms around my neck.  I kissed
her again and felt her fingers tangling in my hair.

   We were very nearly fucking at this point.  All that lay between us were
Jill's increasingly damp panties and it wouldn't take much to get them out
of the way.  I was, however, reluctant to leave her even for the short
amount of time it would take.

   Jill was a little more clever and practical than I was in this instance.
Instead of removing them completely, she simply pulled her panties to the
side and all of a sudden my cock was rubbing against bare skin.  Heavily
lubricated bare skin.

   I was already making more or less the right motions and, the female body
being shaped the way it was, my cock naturally tried to slip inside her.  I
had to shorten my movements to keep from full penetration which left me
teasing the entrance to Jill's pussy.  She didn't put up with that for long
and bucked her hips toward me, forcing the head of my cock inside her.

   I came to a full stop for a second as the sensation of actually being
inside my cousin hit me.  Again her impatiently rocking hips attempted to
make up for my lack of progress and I soon gave in and began working deeper
into her needy pussy.

   "Oh, fuck," Angie said from off to the side along with what I could only
assume was the sound of her furiously fingering herself.

   Even after the reminder that they were still there I didn't turn to
check on my sisters since I wanted to focus entirely on Jill.  Let them
enjoy the show if they wanted, I was enjoying it more.

   Soon I was getting about as deep as I could on every stroke.  Jill let
out a little whimper occasionally when one of my thrusts was bit harder,
and her hips moved in synch with mine almost perfectly.  Her breathing was
ragged, as was my own, and with her mouth so close to my ear it drowned out
most other sounds in the room.  Sometimes she would bury her head in my
shoulder for a few moments, then throw her head back while I took the
opportunity to kiss her exposed neck.

   I sensed when she came more than I heard or felt it.  I couldn't put my
finger on what exactly it was, only that something in the way she reacted
made me certain of it.  Something in the way she tensed up maybe.

   Only when the sound of her breathing returned in large gasps did I
realize she had been holding it.  It could be that she was embarrassed
about letting anyone know and had done all she could not make a sound.  She
might not have ever had anyone around when she'd had an orgasm before and
now there were three other people in the room.

   At that point I was getting more concerned about my own needs.  That and
not knowing whether it was okay to cum inside her or not.

   "I'm getting close," I whispered.

   "'Kay, it's fine whenever you're ready," Jill whispered back.

   I took that as being permission, or something close enough to it anyway.
Again it was that immediate acceptance of what I wanted that I
unfortunately didn't the metal capacity to analyze just at that moment; I
was far too close to orgasm.

   With a groan of pleasure I let my first shot of cum spray into Jill's
pussy, quickly followed by another and another.  When I finally finished I
rolled off of Jill toward the back of the couch, nearly pushing her on to
the floor.  She refused to let go of me though, and once we were settled we
shared the length of the couch.

   "Well that was fun," Angie said, startling me slightly.  "We should do
it again sometime."

   Angie was stretched out on her back now and looking extremely satisfied
with herself.  Kelly was sitting with her knees pulled up to her chest and
still had a look of not quite believing what she'd just seen.

   "You know you can get porn on the internet right?" I said.  "For free
even."

   "Enh, it's not as interesting," Angie said with a shrug.  "Hey, maybe
you guys could do that again only we'd film it this time.  It wouldn't be
the same but it might still work for me."

   Kelly landed a solid punch on her sister's shoulder before I could even
start to reply to that.

   "Thank you," I said.

   Angie pouted as she rubbed her shoulder but didn't seem the least bit
apologetic.  I kind of suspected she would get to see more like she wanted
to anyway.  Despite what Jill had told me I couldn't see this only
happening once.  It would be up to her of course, and maybe she had all she
wanted now.  I'd just have to wait and see.



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