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   The (Sex) Story of My Life, by Jeff Zephyr (jeffzeph@hotmail.com)
JeffZeph's Life So Far

   A semi-true story ;-)

   Thinking back on my life brings back lots of memories, and the
occasional fantasy about "back then." I'm not dead yet, and some of you
might find my tales interesting.  Check out the intro if you want more
background.  Living in the country was great fun, and it was becoming even
more interesting.

   Jeff Zephyr's Life JZL10_01: "Playing Naked in the Wild - Debbie in the
Woods" Age 10.  (bg exhib, bbgg exhib, preteen, no sex)

   It was about a month after school let out for the summer, not long after
my birthday, and Debbie and I were off alone together in the woods. 
Playing kid games and just chasing each other around , but we were off in
the sparse birch and maple woods where I went to play naked.  Plenty of
sunshine, and you could see out quite well , but no one could see in. 
These woods were a wonderful mix of concealment and openness, and very nice
to play in.

   Debbie had asked me a few more times before this about getting naked
outside, but hadn't offered to get naked with me.  She did, however, like
hearing me talk about doing it, telling her how nice it would be to feel
the sun and wind on her body.

   "Do you feel like doing that today, getting naked?" Debbie asked me,
when we stopped running.

   "Sure.  It is such a nice day.  How about you, do you want to try it?"

   "No.  I don't think so, not right now.  But you can do it, if you like."

   It didn't seem like it would hurt to get naked in front of Debbie, not
with us alone in the woods and no one around to catch us.  Each time when
this came up before, I didn't feel like doing it, not me getting naked
without her.  She was now inviting me to do that, to play naked in front of
her.  I didn't feel embarrassed this time, and she seemed serious, not just
teasing about wanting to watch me.

   It was exciting, thinking about getting naked outside with someone other
than my brother, especially a girl, one my own age.  I took off my T-shirt
and jeans, standing naked except for my shoes because I didn't bother
wearing underwear in the summer.  I did put my shoes back on in order to
run around better without hurting my feet on stones or twigs.  As I walked
off, my naked dick bouncing in front of me, Debbie followed along, laughing
at me.  When I stopped, she knelt in front of me to take a closer look at
my private spots, which she never seen before.

   Now, living on a farm, you have some idea about sex and sex organs, at
least for animals but I didn't relate that to people exactly, and I wasn't
ready to try doing the sex thing with a girl, or anyone else for that
matter.  But letting Debbie look at me closely, feeling the coolness of the
wind and the warmth of the sun, and perhaps of her breath on my naked skin,
made me feel hot inside and my dick began to harden.  It might have just
been the thought of showing it off to her, but it felt very nice, and I
enjoyed letting her look at me like this.  I didn't want more than this,
just showing her my naked dick, hard and free in the open air, was all that
I needed to be happy today.

   Still, Debbie seemed to find it fascinating to watch, too.  I let her
look at me for a long time.  Then, she asked "How does it feel, being naked
in the woods like this?  Sunshine on your skin, those places where the sun
doesn't usually shine?"

   I said "It is nice, really good.  You should try it and see."

   Debbie stood up, staring at me, frowning.  "I don't want to get naked in
front of a boy."

   "Well, you could go off behind those trees by yourself, and see how it
feels.  I'll stay over here if it bothers you."

   I might have been really annoyed, thinking that she should show me her
naked body since I had shown her mine.  Just to be fair, you know.  But I
knew that I hadn't asked her to make a deal like that, and was enjoying
showing off for her.  I didn't mind at all, although I'd really love it if
she would let me see her naked too.

   Debbie seemed to think for a while, looking at me, eyes aimed down,
clearly able to see my secret place as she was thinking.  Still staring at
me, or at my dick, she simply said "OK."

   She started walking away, giggling.  Turned around, to look back at me,
making sure that I was still standing there, not following.  Then she
turned and continued to walk away.  She got about halfway to the trees and
then stopped again, facing away from me.

   Debbie pulled her shirt off, baring her back and chest.  I couldn't see
her tits, but at age 10 they weren't that much different from my kid
sister's but it was still special because she wasn't supposed to take her
shirt off like this in front of me, but she'd done it.  Debbie was topless,
no more than 15 feet from me, while I watched her, naked except for my
shoes.

   She didn't stop with just her shirt.  She pulled her pants down and off,
right over her shoes, leaving her standing there, facing away from me, in
her white panties.

   This didn't take long at all, and once bare to her panties, she turned
to face me, and said "This does feel interesting, Jeff.  The breeze on my
'nibbles' feels nice," touching her bare chest to point out the effect on
her, making two hard pink points on her front.  "It feels nice.  I guess it
is OK to be naked with you, since you did it first."

   We played like this for a few minutes, just running around in the woods
together.  Debbie wasn't naked, still having panties on, but her pink skin
showed through them, and it was very exciting for me.  I felt very happy
and hot, a new feeling of desire filling me.  I was so happy to play this
game with her.

   When we stopped running for a while to catch our breath, Debbie asked
me, "Have you seen a girl's vagina before?"

   "I've seen Cher's, you know that."

   "Babies don't count.  I've seen baby boy penises before today, and it
isn't like seeing yours."

   "My babysitter Sheila showed me hers, in the city.  And her sisters'
too." I told Debbie briefly what happened with that, including how we
touched each other.  But I didn't dwell on the spanking that followed when
we were caught.

   Debbie stood in front of me and slipped her panties down to her knees,
exposing her hairless pink pussy.  "Does my pussy look like that girl,
Sheila's?"

   Debbie didn't give me a long time to look, as she bent down to push her
panties off.  Then, she stood up, standing with her legs spread, to give me
a fine look at her bare pussy.  I knelt down in front of her, to take a
close look like she had of me.  I thought that Debbie's naked pussy was
beautiful, the most marvelous thing I'd ever seen.  I knew that this
feeling had something to do with sex, and the sensations ran right to the
tip of my hard dick.  I looked intently at Debbie's naked secret place and
compared it to my memories.

   "Sheila's pussy had hair around it, a big patch right above it.  But she
was older than you.  I think that hers was longer, too.  The part in the
middle sticks out more than hers, though."

   "How long did you get to look at her naked?" Debbie asked.

   "Hours.  A long, long time."

   Now, it had been almost five years since I'd played with Sheila, and
doing this with Debbie brought it all back.  Yet my feelings were now
different, somehow.  I felt a warmth between my legs, a very hot sensation,
and my pulse raced.  I wanted to do something more than just look.  But I
didn't know what I was supposed to do next in this situation.

   Debbie leaned forward a little, brushing her hip against my hand.  I let
my palm slide across the middle of her body, right over her open pussy. 
She wiggled when I touched her there.  It felt warm and soft, and very
nice. I was curious about this, too, so I pressed my hand there, touching
her pussy, rubbing my palm and fingers along the open slit from the bare
mound on top to the opening below.

   I'm not sure what Debbie felt from this, but she didn't stop my
explorations.  I didn't keep it up for more than a minute, before she asked
"Can I feel you, too?  It feels funny to be touched down there."

   I stopped, stood and posed to let her examine me again, spreading my
legs as she'd done for me.  She used one hand first, rubbing my dick which
was still hard, then my balls, pulling on the sack, rubbing hard on my
dick. Then, two hands on me, holding and touching, gently feeling me.  I'd
touched myself and it felt nice, but having this girl do it felt strange
and wonderful.  It wasn't at all like doing it to myself felt.

   After a couple of minutes, she stopped, having satisfied her curiosity.
I'd told her that I couldn't shoot sperm yet and, though this new sensation
was very nice, I didn't think that I had changed enough to let that happen.
It was fun touching her and being touched and I liked it, but I expected
nothing more than this nice feeling.

   Debbie ran and I chased her.  We went all through the woods for a long
while before coming back to our clothes.  We lay in the sun, just relaxing
in the nude.  She took another close look at me as I lay down and let me do
the same to her.  Then we dressed and went home, happy with our new
discoveries.

   Over the summer, we played this new game very often.  We'd get naked
most days when we could play alone together outside.  We didn't spend much
time touching, not on our genitals, though we'd hug and lay next to each
other when nude.  Or we'd roll and wrestle together, naked, feeling our
whole bare bodies touching.  It was very nice to play like this, but it
seemed as though our curiosity about direct contact with our genitals was
satisfied, so we didn't do much more there.  Still, we did spend a lot of
time looking at each other, especially when we lay in the sun together. 
Mostly, we just ran around in the woods naked and relaxed, enjoying the
feeling of the sun and wind on our bodies.  Some days we got rained on as
well, getting a bare shower in the outdoors.  It felt free and fun to be
naked together in the woods, a girl and I together.  I also did these
things with my brother, but it didn't feel quite the same as doing it with
Debbie.

   It wasn't the only way Debbie and I played together.  Nor did we add our
siblings to our mutual naked playing, even though my brother and I did so
alone.  Jack didn't enjoy playing this game as much as I did, or even as
much as Debbie did.  Debbie would stop by my house and ask me to go off
into the woods to play with her and would strip naked as soon as we got
into the woods..  We'd walk the rest of the way to our playing places in
the nude, carrying our clothes, not worrying about anyone seeing us.  I
didn't even have to suggest playing naked, she just did it whenever we were
together and alone.  Jack required a little coaxing to play this way, even
though we were both boys and it wasn't anything embarrassing to be naked in
front of each other.  But then, I wasn't embarrassed in front of Debbie
either, not at all.

   Usually, we kept our shoes on outside because rocks and twigs would hurt
our feet.  When we lay down in the sun, though, we'd take even those off
and be completely naked in the sunshine.

   There was a big rock, a huge granite boulder, at the end of the woods
where we played.  We could stand on it and see the highway, watching the
cars go past.  Debbie and I would go up there naked and stand on it,
watching the cars go by.  They were too far away to see us unless someone
was looking with binoculars, but we imagined being watched by the passing
cars.  This was also exciting and we'd duck down, pretending that we'd been
spotted, and lay on the hot rock.  That was an interesting sensation too,
the hot stone under our bare bodies, the hot sun on top of them.  We'd lay
up there for hours, secure in our privacy despite being in the open. 
Laying on the stone, we could see anyone coming a long ways off, but
couldn't be seen ourselves.

   After a while, we expanded our naked playing outside beyond just the
woods,.  I'd already stripped naked outside anywhere that I felt I wouldn't
be seen, and enjoyed the feeling.  I'd told Debbie about going naked in the
barn, in the fields, along the road.  I'd never been caught by anyone
except my brother who knew about it and wouldn't tell anyway.  I felt very
safe playing these naked games outside, free and happy.  Having Debbie
share them made them even better.

   The road we lived on had almost no traffic.  Our two houses were the
only ones on it, and though there was a highway at one end, it wasn't on
the shortest route to anywhere important.  Our road was so quiet that you
could lay on it and go to sleep, and still feel safe.  We'd played that
game, pretending to be asleep, but we'd never really fallen asleep in the
road.  It was exciting to do it anyway, especially for a city kid who knew
that fast cars would really hurt you if they ran into you.

   With no one around us to notice, and about a mile either way to houses,
I'd get naked and run across the road, stopping to lie in the middle.  I
did this with either Jack or Debbie watching, but neither one was willing
to join me in this game.  Jack did so once, but was afraid to cross the
road naked and simply stood there watching me run back and forth.  Debbie,
however, decided that joining me one time was OK, and for a while, we
played around, running naked across the road.  She was unwilling to lie
down in the middle, naked, but would stand there next to me, exposed to
anyone who might come along.  After that, we'd played this game a few more
times.

   Another time doing this game, she decided to join me in running naked
for a long distance, back and forth across the road.  We started about two
miles from her house and worked our way down the road until we weren't too
far from home, still naked.  We darted across the road, then hid along the
side in the grass, then ran again.  We were laughing and out of breath from
running, when we heard the sound of a motor.

   Quickly, we dove off into the grass by the side of the road, laying down
and trying to hide.  We saw a pickup truck drive past, with a couple teen
boys standing in the back.  They just might have seen us, as the truck was
tall and the grass around us barely covered us.

   After the truck passed, Debbie said "Let's get dressed," and ran off to
our clothes.  I followed.  As she dressed, she said "That was exciting, but
what if Dad came by?  I don't want any trouble by doing this.  OK?"

   So, Debbie quit playing naked by the road, but in other places we still
did it just as often and freely, not afraid at all.

   One place was inside her house, often with her mother home.  The way she
did this was clever and unusual but, even so, it worried me.  Jack and I
came over to Debbie's house often and played girl games like "house" with
she and her sister.  We would dress, change clothes, and undress for bed.
For Jack and Tammy, that meant putting sleeping clothes on over their
regular clothing.  For Debbie and I, and sometimes for Cher since she was
still the baby, it meant stripping naked to put on our pajamas and her
nightgown.

   We didn't do it with the little ones in the same room, so it wasn't
totally obvious what we were doing.  Nor did we stay naked long, but it was
enough to let us see each others' bodies well, and to touch each other
briefly.  Once dressed for bed, we'd crawl into her bed together, and our
bare skin could touch, her bare bottom exposed when her nightie pulled up.

   We'd kiss but it was just light kisses on the lips.  Still, it felt
funny and nice, doing this with her.  Our bodies would touch in bed, with
just thin cloth between us, and sometimes nothing at all.  My dick slid
easily through the opening in my pajamas, and I didn't bother buttoning
them to make that even easier to happen.  Our genitals would touch, and the
sensations there were very hot, very nice.  Now, I knew what fucking was,
but I didn't feel ready to do that, even though we were extremely close to
being in position for that.  It just felt nice to hold her, and be in bed
with her, touching.  Nothing more than that.

   No, I did know it was something more, but I wasn't sure what to do about
it.  It felt so nice, to hold and touch her, to be with my friend that way.
Someday, maybe not too long from now, I might feel like having sex, but
this was just nice to do, good enough for us together.  We'd have time to
do more later on, as we got older and became ready for more.  I was almost
ready to do more but hadn't quite picked up on the magic of the feeling of
sex.  I knew that touching felt nice, and nothing more was needed between
us.

   'Naked in the house together' was a fun game, if sometimes scary.  We
both knew that our parents wouldn't approve if they knew, but neither of us
wanted to quit playing these games.  Though it was scary, it felt safer
doing this at Debbie's house than at mine.  Her mom never came into her
room without asking first, while I didn't trust Mom, or especially Dad, not
to intrude on our private playing.  We never tried playing naked together
in my house.

   Our barn, though, was a nice place to go for private naked playing.  The
loft was filled with straw and hay, and finding places to hide was easy. 
The rough straw tickled our bare skin, but just running around in it naked,
rolling literally in the hay, felt great.  We'd even go by the loft door
and look out of it, knowing that someone just might be able to spot us, but
smart enough to know that we'd see them long before they'd notice us. 
Mostly, we stayed safe in our naked hiding places, buried in the straw or
laying on it.

   The sensations of nakedness outside and contact between our bare bodies
were sensual, not truly sexual.  It was close, but not quite there, not yet
into sexual responses for either of us.  I enjoyed this time with Debbie
immensely, and though thoughts of sex, mostly intercourse because that is
the main sex act I knew about, did enter my mind, doing it with Debbie
didn't feel right.  Not yet, I could wait until she wanted it, and I did as
well.

   It didn't stop us from playing that way, naked and touching each other,
all summer long.  Even in the fall, after school started and we had less
time together, we still got together.  School was much harder for me now,
because I'd been advanced a grade, skipping 4th altogether.  I didn't mind
the change in school, and even though I had new kids in my classes, I still
got to see my friends, since we were still in the same building because
there was only one grade school in town.

   One weekend all four of us, Debbie and her sister, my brother and I,
were out in the fields, just playing and running together.  Tammy surprised
me by asking Debbie "Is this a good spot to take clothes off?"

   Debbie answered "Maybe, no one could see you from here." We weren't in
our woods where we played naked, but were close to it, and really, no one
but us kids came out this far from the houses.

   Some teasing followed between Jack and Tammy, and apparently, Debbie had
shared some of what we did outside together, getting naked, with her
sister. I had told Jack that Debbie and I got naked, but hadn't told him
how much we did that, or how nice it felt, just that we'd done it.

   I was interested, but a little worried about doing this, getting naked
with Tammy and Jack.  Tammy decided to push the issue by taking her own
dress off, saying "Why don't you guys get nudie?"

   Tammy stood there, in her little girl style pink panties and shoes,
waiting for us.

   I took my shirt off, and Jack did the same.  Boys, though, get to skip
wearing shirts outside and no one minded on warm days.

   "You guys are just chicken," Debbie said, and she pulled her dress off
too.

   "Ya!" Tammy yelled, as she pulled her panties off, leaving her naked in
her shoes.  She didn't cover herself up either.  Her pussy didn't look as
developed as Debbie's, but it wasn't much less so, nor much different from
my baby sister Cher's in truth.  None had pubic hair, all had pussy slits.
But still, I hadn't seen Tammy naked before, so that was new and exciting.

   Debbie and I took off our bottoms at the same time, leaving us naked. 
Jack wore underwear, so he ended up being the last of us to get totally
naked.

   Once naked, we all ran around the woods for a while, laughing, enjoying
the sun and wind on our bodies.  It was still warm, early in the fall, so
this was a very pleasant sensation, bare naked in the woods, two brothers
and two sisters together.

   My brother and I still had hairless pubes.  Even Debbie had only a light
frizzy bit of hair, not hiding anything, just a bit of fuzz, not concealing
her pussy at all.  Us boys looked much alike there, our dicks similar in
shape, though mine was growing with hardness quicker than Jack's.  There
were differences between us and we stopped and took the time to look at
each other, comparing our bodies.  I don't know that I learned anything new
but I did notice that Tammy's pussy wasn't exactly a twin to Debbie's, even
though they were sisters.  Both looked nice to me and it was great fun
looking at them, letting them look at us.

   We didn't touch each other this day.  Debbie and I had done that, but
neither of us reached out to touch our new younger playmates, though we
both looked closely at them, Debbie and I kneeling side by side to examine
our siblings.  But all we did was look, and run and play in the woods. 
Just having a fun naked day together.

   The cold Fall weather came back quickly, which curtailed naked play
outside.  Debbie was afraid to play naked in her house now that Tammy and
Jack shared our secret.  She didn't explain why that was so, but I felt
there was something new in our feelings between us.  When we did get
together in our barn, to get naked together, we cuddled close, rubbing our
bodies against each other, letting our genitals touch and make direct
contact.

   "For warmth," Debbie said to me.  But I knew that it wasn't just to keep
away the cold.  I felt warmth inside me and between my legs, a wonderful
closeness.  I felt happy and relaxed, just being naked laying with her,
holding her.

   Between school stuff and our parents being around paying more attention
to us, we didn't have much time to play together like that.  I looked
forward to Spring, when Debbie and I would find chances to be together in
the woods and explore more of our new feelings, naked in the sunshine
again.

   In the middle of the cold autumn, my mom's sister and her family came to
visit.  They stayed at our house for a few days, my uncle and my two
cousins joining us to do many things together.  John was my older cousin, a
little older than I and a bit bossy to the rest of us.  Judy was around my
brother's age, seven or eight, and she liked chasing us two boys around,
getting away from her brother to play with us.  As Judy was a new girl for
me to play with, I felt a desire and curiosity to see her naked, to learn
about her, to play with her like I did with Debbie.  John, on the other
hand, didn't think that getting naked and looking at private parts was fun
at all, and didn't think that us boys should do it together, let alone do
it with a girl around.  That stopped the idea of us four getting naked
together in the barn, something which I thought would be fun to do.

   Still, I felt that Judy had some interest in me as a friend, if not for
getting naked with.  The cousin relationship didn't seem important.  We
weren't close at all, not before this anyway, because we lived in different
cities and rarely met.  She was a nice, attractive girl, and I didn't see
how it could hurt for us to share our nakedness with each other.

   I was sleeping in just pajama bottoms, no underwear, as I'd been doing
for some time now.  It felt nice, and I could easily touch myself without
pushing or pulling at underwear.  Judy got to sleep in the upstairs bedroom
with Cher, the same floor as Jack and me in our shared room.  The others
slept on the lower floor.  That gave Judy and I time to talk in private
before we'd go to sleep, without her brother or our parents around.

   Jack and Cher were there but they didn't get in the way much, just
seemed content to let us talk quietly together.  I wasn't naked with her,
but clad only in pajama bottoms with the opening undone , Judy could easily
see my bare dick.  She didn't mind that at all, it seemed.  I asked her,
"Judy, do you see anything special?"

   She replied "Uh huh, OK." But she didn't seem interested in showing me
her special place, though she did let me see her panties when she sat on
the floor.

   The last night before they left, Judy came to my room after we were
supposed to be asleep.  My door was cracked open, so she whispered "Jeff,
are you awake?  Are you naked in there?"

   I'd told her that I would sleep naked that night, but I chickened out,
afraid that our parents might notice in the morning.  Judy hadn't come by
sooner, or I would have been naked.  I lied, and said "Yes, I'm naked."

   "Come out here, OK?" she asked.

   I felt she might decide to get naked with me, too, so I quickly slipped
my pajama bottoms off, and slipped quietly out into the dark hall to meet
her, naked.

   She could see that I was truly naked, even in the darkness.  She pulled
her nightgown off, showing that she was bare naked under it, and let me
look at her.  She stood in front of me and we just looked at each other,
saying nothing, trying to see each other in the darkness.

   Then, I decided to move closer.  As I reached her, touching her body but
not her pussy, the floor creaked loudly, startling both of us.  Next, Dad
yelled loudly up the stairs "Get into bed!"

   Judy ran off, naked.  I grabbed her nightgown, and ran after her,
tossing it into her room, then ran to my bed and slid inside, putting my
pajamas on quickly.  I didn't leave them on, though, feeling excited about
what happened.  I pulled them off, and slept naked, touching myself and
feeling nice.  But that was all for my encounter with Judy, this time,
though we both remembered it later.

   Things didn't go well for our family after this.  My dad's job slowed
down, cutting back on his time and money.  As a result, we couldn't keep
the house heated fully and I got quite sick, having to go into the hospital
for a while.  My parents fought a lot, and I was cold and miserable. 
Though it was probably good in the long run, the school's decision that I
was too smart to keep in 4th grade, moving me to 5th, causing me to lose
easy contact with my school friends, and new pressures with school changing
from "an easy breeze" to "tough luck." I was catching up, but that part of
my life was harder, home was harder, and it really wasn't a good time for
me.  As a final bit of depressing news, my dad decided to tell me that
Santa Claus wasn't real.  He just wasn't going to have money for presents,
and felt very bad about it.  Believe it or not, I spent a lot of time
arguing with him about how Santa had to be real, how we had seen him (my
dad's friends helped out wearing costumes, and vice versa) outside on
previous Christmas Eve's, the TV news even said he was real and gave
reports on his travel progress.

   Just after Christmas, we moved back to grandma's house in the city. 
Despite the lack of money, we did have a few presents and other relatives
gave enough that I really didn't notice the shortage of presents.  Though I
was back in my old school, most of my old friends were a year behind but
Sherry was now in my class.  The next year was more or less a usual kid's
year, getting used to new friends, and remembering old places.  The swampy
field across from my house was now a store with a large parking lot.  While
some old friends had moved away, many old ones were still around the
neighborhood, in school, and the rest of this school year was very nice.

   I don't remember anything specifically about nudity or sex during that
time.  I probably will if I think about it.  It is possible that there was
nothing more than a bit of playing while nude with my brother, and seeing
my baby sister (about five now, going on six) naked.  It was something we
just took for granted, that a baby girl that age could be naked about the
house, unlike older boys.  But at this point, none of this activity
involved sex as a reason for doing it.

   This was a period of innocence, despite the stress on my parents.  The
relief after our very cold winter on the farm was great.  Being with
grandma and auntie again was also quite nice.  I hadn't noticed it directly
but before we moved away mom had really felt bad about living with her
in-laws and not being able to have a place of her own.  But during our time
of living so far away, grandma and auntie had kept in close touch and, when
things went bad, offered to let us move back, no worries about rent nor
owing anything for the help they gave to us.

   As the weather warmed up, and I got used to being back in my old school
in the city, things changed quickly for me.  The new feelings in my body
were pushing at me, and I no longer could resist them.





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