Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. My Dream Girl Part 1 My name is Joe. I am in my late thirties. I am not a big guy. I am not tall. I am barely 5 ft 9 inches tall with a slight build. I weigh barely 140 pounds. I have narrow shoulders, small feet and an undersized cock. I live in the northern outer suburbs of Atlanta with my wife Ellen. We have been married for 7 years. I have an executive sales job at a major plumbing supply manufacturer near the center of the city. I have the job because my father in law started the company and is still the chairman of the board and a major owner. I apply myself and do a pretty good job for the organization. I make a lot of money and have a lot of people who work for me. I never wanted to live in the outer suburbs. That was my wife's idea. She is not comfortable in the city. The crowds and run down areas make her uneasy. My wife has her ways of getting what she wants. Some of her control comes from her being a beautiful woman. Some of her control comes from the fact I work for her daddy. But a good deal of her ability to control our live comes from the fact that my cock is undersized. It is barely 4 and a half inches when hard and it's pretty skinny. My wife lets me fuck her but we both know that my cock doesn't do that much to arouse her. We have learned to work around it. Mostly, I use my mouth to compensate for my inadequacy. Ellen is hot blooded. She wants sex almost every day. Our lovemaking usually starts with me licking her pussy for about ten minutes to get her "loosened up". Then I mount her missionary style and fuck her until I cum. We try other positions for special occasions like my birthday. After I cum, I use my mouth to get her off. Sometimes Ellen lies on her back with her legs spread. Other times I lay on my back and she mounts my face. Since my cock is so short, I don't cum very far into her pussy. As a result, when I lick her to orgasm, I always get to sample my own cum. For the last couple of years, Ellen has taken to mounting my face for her orgasm more often. I can tell that she enjoys the control that this position gives her. While she rides my face she contracts her pussy muscles to push the cum out into my mouth and onto my face. Before we were married and for the first couple of years after we married Ellen used to suck my cock. Occasionally, she even let me cum in her mouth. That has tapered off to the point where it no longer happens. Ellen has structured our lovemaking and trained me so well that my cock gets hard all by itself when it's time to mount her. Ellen doesn't work. So she has a lot of time for hobbies and other activities. Over the last three years, I know that she has had more than a half dozen affairs of varying lengths. There are a couple of ways I know when Ellen is getting fucked elsewhere. The first is that her pussy gets stretched out and my cock fits even looser than usual. I guess she chooses lovers with big cocks. The other is that when I lick her to orgasm, the cum tastes different. I know that I am tasting the left over cum from her fucking her current lover. Ellen could clean her lovers cum out of her pussy before we made love, but I guess she gets off on feeding it to me. I am almost sure that I know one of the men Ellen had taken as a lover. About a year ago she became really excited about playing tennis. To improve her game, she arranged to take lessons at our club. The tennis pro is a young large black man. He is well over 6 feet tall and is very muscular. I saw him naked once coming out of the locker room shower. He has an impressive body and is hung like a horse. Every day that Ellen had an afternoon tennis lesson, she would feed me someone's cum that evening. The tennis pro was such a fine specimen of a man, I couldn't really blame her for fucking him. This was especially true considering what I had to offer. I am jealous but I put up with the situation because I know that I am somewhat at fault. If my cock were larger, I might be able to meet Ellen's needs. I also enjoy the high paying job my connection to Ellen brings me. I also really love her. However, I can't help but wondering if Ellen sucks off her lovers and swallows their cum. Continued in Part2 Please address any comments or encouragements to jcbottom@hotmail.com