Author: Hardguy Title: pickup (Work in Progress) Summary: The following story is a work in progress and is presented as is. It may be unformatted, contain misspellings, poor grammar, half constructed thoughts, and continuity errors. Story title may be misleading, as the plot may change during the writing process from the initial inspiration. If anything, it is presented in an effort to gauge reader interest. Keywords: M/g, ped, cons, 1st ===================================================================== He had always just been there as far as Mandy knew. Same place, same time, same look on his face. An expression that seemed trapped between a pleasant smile and desire. Her friends would ignore him, what with being too busy discussing boys, movie stars, clothes, parents, and other topics that generally appealed to tween girls. Mandy had other interests though that she didn't speak to her friends about. None of them had ever said a thing about that little bump that seemed to hide inside the top of their private slit, or how great it could feel when it was rubbed. Playing with your privates just wasn't a girl thing. It seemed too...boyish to Mandy. Boys. She would never understand them anyways. Always running around on the playground at school shooting imaginary guns at each other, and making fun of anybody that was different in the slightest little way. It was so dumb, and, well, it kind of hurt when you were the target. Some of her friends had started to swell on their chests already, and Mandy had been lucky enough to be an early starter as well. What she wasn't nearly so fortunate in though, was her mother's distraction and indifference to this fact. While her budding friends had all gotten training bras, which they padded to the point of looking nearly 2 years older than they actually were, Mandy remained exposed so to speak. She started wearing sweaters and sweatshirts almost religiously as a rather simple way of dealing with the issue. She didn't care so much that her tender little breasts were being hidden unlike the way her friends were flaunting theirs, she just didn't want to be known as the nipple queen of the 5th grade. What really bothered her though wasn't just that they were prominent, it was that whenever she felt like somebody was staring at them she would get excited. It wasn't difficult for a girl, no matter how young and inexperienced, to see the relation between the good feelings created by touching between her legs and the wetness that accompanied it. She had gotten that wet feeling a few times at school, and it had made her incredibly self-conscious while being around her peers, even if they didn't know a thing. It was that childish innocence that brought her back to the man in the mall. Her innocent friends, sex not even a blip on their radars, their padded bras aside, never seemed to notice him looking their way. Mandy noticed it of course. She was aware of his eyes that seemed to track the group as they would walk past. Day after day, she and about 6 of her friends would descend upon the mall, no parental escorts along as they felt safe in numbers, and would go from store to store without a care for their surroundings. Except for Mandy. It was within the first week that she noticed him. He was almost like a statue at first. Just something there, part of the scenery. She saw him the first few times she passed, sure, but his presence was quickly out of mind as soon as he was out of sight. Their eyes met the next day, making Mandy smile and blush a little and look away. He was there again the next day, and once again they looked at each other, a smile on the man's face this time. The third day cemented it. Their eyes met, they both smiled, and Mandy barely whispered, loud enough that only she could hear it herself, "Hi." If he responded, she didn't know, because she felt her cheeks burning as soon as the vowel left her lips and she could only think of running from the way that minute, almost forgettable exchange between them made her feel. It sent her skipping a few steps faster than her gaggle of friends. Mandy couldn't put into words what about that moment made her feel the way she did, but she knew she liked it. She liked it so much, that at home that night it was the smiling stranger in the mall who became the focus of her first masturbatory fantasy. The next day at school her mind was far from the subject matter, and was solely on if she would see this man again at the mall. She squirmed about in her seat, her privates buzzing along with her mind, and every recess she would race to the restroom to satisfy her body's strange new demands. So desperate to do this and not be found out or raise suspicion, she would masturbate in the stall while a friend would be outside talking to her, oblivious to the adolescent sexual self-discovery taking place on the other side of that inch thick steel wall. Finally the school day ended, and Mandy could barely contain her enthusiasm for the daily mall excursion while among her friends. Her heart felt like it would leap out of her chest every moment she spent inside the building. She was noticeably distracted, spacing out with regards to everything her friends did and was naturally teased for it. For the most part she was able to just pass it off as being tired or trying to identify the song playing over the in-store P.A., but neither fatigue or puzzlement would hold a candle to the anticipation she was feeling. Their routine movement through the mall meant that Mandy would have to wait close to 2 hours for her big moment. She wondered if she could slip away early and see him sooner...would they notice she was gone? She tried to drift away from the group, but Beth, her closest friend in the group, caught her first. Finally, the time came, and they started their march towards his spot. Her stomach was doing summersaults as they approached, and she nearly felt paralyzed with a sort of fear when his face appeared in the near distance. She couldn't pull her eyes off of him, and once the group was within his earshot, he looked up at them, and smiled as his gaze settled on her. Mandy lagged back a few steps from her friends, and sure enough he stayed with her, all but ignoring the padded training bras and makeup in favor of her natural chest and face. She didn't want to stop and talk to him, as that would call too much attention to her from the other girls, but she did slow her steps in preparation to simply say 'hello' to him again. As it would happen, Mandy wouldn't get the first word this time. "Hi there," he said with a smile. Mandy could only giggle shyly and hurry the few extra steps to be back with the group. Once she did so, she looked back at him, and saw him chuckling to himself as he looked at her go. He gave her a wink, which made Mandy wish her skirt was just a little longer because she was sure her panties had a little wet spot on them now. Having achieved the highlight of her day, the last half-hour spent at the mall was like a satisfied kind of torture. She was on a cloud over the degree of interaction she'd had with him, but knowing that the next opportunity was now 24 hours away felt like an eternity. All she wanted to do now was go home and masturbate herself into a coma, so that she could awake and come back to the mall and see him again. She relied on Beth's mom for a ride home, and as a latch-key kid she was able to spend a few hours alone at home working towards that goal. Somewhere between her 5th and 6th sessions, her homework still hopelessly unfinished, Mandy wished there could be a way to be alone with him...even just for a few moments. If only she didn't have to come home...and now that she thought about it, who would know if she didn't? Her mom never got home earlier than 10pm, Beth could be lied to, and she could always take the bus later. It suddenly seemed so simple to her, and she wondered why she hadn't ever thought of it before...god, to be alone with him, what would it be like? She knew how he looked at her, but would he...would he want to do more than look at her? She closed her eyes and the fantasy of his hands on her body just made her pussy twitch even more while she played with herself. Needless to say, the joys of her young body occupied her for the rest of the evening. When she wasn't rubbing at her sensitive lips on her back in bed, she was going around the house, naked from the waist down, one hand manipulating her wet slit while doing whatever else was necessary with the free hand. She had gotten so accustomed to this manner of living, that she actually greeted her mother home like that. Fortunately (or perhaps unfortunately, given the woman's role as the mother of a tween girl), her mother was so tired from working all day that she barely looked at her daughter as she went from her car to bed. For her part, Mandy knew that she had better get to bed as well or else it would be difficult to get up in the morning for school. As she lay down and started to frig herself harder for her final orgasm of the night, she realized that her homework had gone undone, her backpack left virtually untouched since the moment she set foot in the house and peeled off her panties. While there was a momentary feeling of regret that she hadn't done it, it was the realization that she didn't really care that brought a mischievous grin to her face. At that moment, school tomorrow was just a means to an end for her. It was now just another step along the way in order to be with him. The next morning, Mandy was awakened by her mother as usual, though considering she had fallen asleep following one last relaxing orgasm, she was naked from the waist down and not entirely covered by the bed sheets. Though the situation was awkward for the both of them, an impromptu mother/daughter talk was held on the subject of sex. Mandy assured her mother that she wasn't fooling around with any boys and that she wasn't planning to (which wasn't a total lie, considering the man at the mall was an adult). The discussion was cut short by both of them needing to be ready to leave the house for work and school, but they agreed to talk more later that evening. Knowing that she might miss the bus if she did, Mandy resisted the urge to masturbate in the shower like usual. After drying off, she streaked from the bathroom to her room to get dressed, her plans for the day making her feel bolder and more mischievous. Despite that it was only her and her mom at the house, Mandy had always been modest around others, no matter how close they might be. Out of habit she went to her sweater drawer first, to cover up those pointy braless nipples of hers, only it was while she was considering which to wear, why should she wear one at all this time? He liked to look at her, so why not give him something to really look at this time? She looked through the drawer for a shirt that she knew was a little tighter than the rest and pulled it on. Without putting any stress on it, her little bumps stood out like hills on a plain. She took ahold of the hem of the shirt and pulled it taut. Her breasts, still lacking any kind of adult bulk to them, mostly flattened themselves against her chest, but her nipples took shape against the fabric like pencil erasers. Mandy giggled as she posed in the mirror, hoping that he would like her like this. Her mom called her for breakfast, and she grabbed some panties and a skirt and put them on. As she ate, her mom raised the subject of Mandy needing a bra. She admitted that this was something that she should have addressed earlier, but just hadn't found the time for it. For her part, Mandy just nodded silently. She knew her mom was just doing her job as a parent, but it was still damned embarrassing, just like how she was woken up this morning. Despite feeling comfortable being nude around her mother, there was never a sexual element to it until this morning, and for her mom to be talking about her breasts on the day she planned specifically for them to be seen as uncovered as possible by him, it just had her cheeks burning. Her mom had to abandon the lecture on modesty or else she'd be late for work, and as usual, Mandy was left to get herself out the door in the morning. She didn't have to take the time to pack her bag like usual because she hadn't even unpacked it last night, so she was out the door a few minutes earlier than usual. Her enthusiasm for the day planned was a little dampened by her mother's embarrassing talk, but as she met with Beth on the way to school, her mood brightened, as she was able to put the first part of her plan into effect. "M-my mom will pick me up from the mall tonight," Mandy told her friend out of the blue. She felt uneasiness in her voice as she spoke, because it was an outright lie and not exactly one she could undo later. "Oh, ok," was all Beth said, completely unaware of what had just been set in motion. They talked as they walked, but Mandy wasn't really listening. Her mind was 10 hours ahead of herself. She remained more or less zoned out for the entirety of the school day. She saw only him and heard only him saying "hi there," the only two words he'd spoken to her. This mildly catatonic state went unnoticed by her teachers, but it didn't escape Beth's attention. "You ok?" she asked Mandy during the late recess. "Huh? What? Yeah," Mandy answered. "You've been weird all day. You didn't start...that, did you?" Beth asked. Neither of the two girls had gotten their periods yet. "N-no, of course not," Mandy giggled. "I'd tell you if I had, you know." "I know you would...but it's still like you're...like you've been thinking about something all day. You didn't even do your homework, and you always do your homework." Mandy felt like she was caught. Beth was her best friend, had been since kindergarten, and here she was seeing right through Mandy's fa‡ade. "N-no, I'm...I'm not thinking about anyth-" and before she could finish blowing off her friend again, Beth had her in an embrace. "Stop it! You're lying, I know it!" Mandy couldn't see Beth's face, but it sounded like she was crying. "You won't look at me, and you're shaking, and...and you're not wearing a sweater like you always are so the boys won't make fun of your nipples showing." Mandy started to feel teary herself. How could she make the one person who knew her that well cry? She had to tell her something...but not everything. She returned the hug to her friend. "Why are you crying, silly?" Mandy asked, her own voice catching on emotions. "Because...I was afraid you weren't gonna be my friend anymore, keeping a secret from me." "I'll always be your friend, ok? Forever." "You mean it?" "Yeah." Beth let go of Mandy, and the two took a step back from each other, and looked at the reddened tear dripping face of their best friend. Together they started to laugh. "You're such a baby, Beth," Mandy teased, wiping at her own tears. "Yeah, well," Beth said, wiping her tears away, "you're being a butt," and she hit her lightly on the shouder. "You gonna tell me?" "Y-yeah...um...you won't tell anybody, will you? It's kinda..." "Why? What is it? Did your mom catch you peeing in the backyard again?" "No!" The two of them giggled together again, and then Mandy cupped her hands around her friend's ear. "I was rubbing my pussy all night." It wasn't a total lie, but it qualified as a shocking secret for a 5th grade girl to want to hide. The look of total shock on Beth's face certainly bore that out. "Ohmygod Mandy, that's so...so...you perv!" Mandy could only giggle at Beth's reaction as she put her finger to her lips and shushed her loudly. Beth lowered her voice, even though there were very few people near where they were at. "All night?" "Yeah...it feels so good. I couldn't help it." "How can you do it that long? I can't..." Beth started to say and then put her hands on her cheeks, feeling them heat up. "You can't, what, Bethy?" Mandy laughed. "S-shut up...I don't..." "You just said~" Mandy teased sing-songily. "Yeah, ok, but not all night long! It gets all...you know...squishy..." The two girls giggled together at that, their friendship not only remaining intact, but seemingly deepening. Aside from discussing their physical development, they'd never spoken about sexual matters before. More importantly to Mandy, she'd managed to allay her friend's concerns over her strange behavior without giving away what her plans really were. Maybe she'd tell Beth about it tomorrow. As the final hour of the school day dragged on, Mandy found herself feeling nervous, excited, and bored all at once. This plan to stay behind after all of her friends had left was kind of a scary thing for her. She'd never been alone at the mall, or really at any store before. She glanced at Beth, who caught the look in her direction and smiled back at her. The two of them had a secret they shared now, and that was the enjoyment of their own bodies. Mandy started thinking about playing with herself...and then thinking about Beth playing with herself. It was a whole new avenue of discussion they could embark on the next time they were alone together. Finally, mercifully, school was over and Beth and Mandy joined their group of friends at the local bus stop. The two friends both seemed to be biting their tongues when ever they spoke to each other, a taboo topic yearning to dominate the conversation. When the bus came and they got on, Mandy saw the driver's eyes pause upon her chest and scrutinize the two points showing against her shirt. She felt her cheeks warm and shortly after a warm tingle between her legs. She just hoped that he would look at her that way as well. Clothes, jewelry, accessories, they flitted about seeing them all in the shops, any forays into the more intimate apparel were usually brief and full of laughter and avoided eye contact. Not one of them had the chest to fill out anything in the adult department, but it was something of an unspoken worry that they might be thought childish by the others in the group if they were to look at the underwear designed and sized for preteens. Mandy adhered to these social expectations despite her interest. She'd never worn a bra before. Should she buy one? She could put it on before she met him. Would he like that? Would he notice it? Would he even want to see it? It was all something of a moot debate in her head anyways. She didn't have enough money to buy one, and the trips to the mall were always more social in nature with her friends and less shopping. Although it was a minor disappointment for Mandy to not take that further step into adulthood by purchasing her first bra, the girls leaving that store was a momentous occasion. His usual sitting location was next. Each footstep felt lighter than the one before it, but at the same time the movement felt slow, like she would never get to see him. In reality, barely a minute had passed since leaving the store and before she saw him sitting there. Unlike the previous days, when he had only looked at her when the group passed by, this time he was watching for her as well. Their eyes locked at a distance and Mandy felt a goofy grin take over her face. It was the kind of smile that made her cheeks hurt. He smiled broadly back at her, and she noticed his eyes dart downward from her face. 'He's looking at them,' she thought to herself. 'He's looking at my breasts...my nipples...' She felt so embarrassed, she wanted to cross her arms over her chest the same way she had the first day she had been teased at school by the boys. She couldn't do that now though. 'This is for him,' she told herself. She tried to fight the smile, it made her feel silly and childish to be acting like that in front of him. She'd smiled like that before though at him, and it didn't turn his attention from her, quite the opposite. The two of them came closer and closer, each never looking away from the other, until he did, his attention drawn just beyond Mandy and then he turned away, almost in shame. Confused, Mandy felt a nudge against her arm and she turned to look at Beth, who almost seemed to be glowering in his direction. "You see that guy?" she said a bit hushed to Mandy. "He was totally creeping on you." It felt like a bit of a punch in the gut for Mandy to hear her friend talk about him in that way, but she swallowed her true feelings before replying. "O-oh...really?" "Yeah, didn't you see him looking at you? I think he was looking at your..." and she nodded slightly downward to indicate Mandy's chest. This time Mandy gave into the urge to fold her arms over her chest. She glanced over her shoulder and their eyes met again, but he kept his attitude low as Beth also looked at him. "What a perv," Beth muttered, that last syllable stressed with disgust. Beth's dislike of his attentions cast a bit of gloom over Mandy for the remainder of the excursion. She wanted to tell Beth about him after today, share this extra secret with her, talk about her pleasurable fantasies she had of him, but didn't appear to be happening now. "Mandy? Mandy?" Her friend's voice startled Mandy. "Wha--? Yeah?" she responded to Beth, who was looking at her curiously. The others had left them behind 15 minutes ago for the bus stop, and it was time for Beth to meet her mother in the parking lot. "You feeling ok? Should I go get my mom and we can wait with you fo-" "No!" Mandy objected a little too forcefully. "N-no, it's fine. I'm just a little tired, that's all." The concern on Beth's face was replaced by a sly grin. "Tired from doing that all last night?" she asked, her voice dropping to a hush as she made the innuendo. Mandy hadn't even considered that meaning for her reply, and turned a little red as she looked at Beth with a shocked expression. "Jeez, Bethy, I thought I was the perv," she answered in a similarly hushed tone. "I'm ok. My mom will be here soon. We're, uh, we're gonna look at some bras for me." It wasn't a total lie, since it was something her mom had mentioned needing to do that morning, but it just wasn't something that was going to actually happen after Beth left. "Oh, cool. You need one," Beth said, adding an exaggerated wink, that made Mandy laugh and lightly slap her friend's shoulder. "I guess...I guess I should go now," she said, a little concern in her voice still. "Your mom will be here soon, right?" "Yeah. Why?" "That creeper guy," Beth answered. "I didn't like the way he was looking at you, you know?" "Oh." Mandy didn't want to talk about that, the very root of her lying to her friend. "If you see him again, stay away, ok? Like, go where there are other people." "He was just looking, Beth. It's not like he was trying to touch me or anything," Mandy responded in an almost defensive tone. "Ok," Beth sighed, and then hugged her friend. Mandy could feel there was some real emotion in the way Beth was embracing her, just like earlier that day when they had their little heart-to-heart. "Hey, um," Beth said, as she loosened her arms. "Tomorrow, can we, maybe go to your house instead of here?" Mandy looked at her curiously. "I guess, sure," she answered, though she really wanted to come to the mall again and see him, especially if her little adventure today went well. "Why?" "Well, we could, uh, talk about...doing that, you know?" Beth was blushing, and Mandy quickly got what she was suggesting. "Oh, ok," she giggled. "N-neat," Beth said shyly, taking a step backward. "I-I gotta go. See you tomorrow, ok?" "Yeah. Tomorrow," Mandy said with a smile, thinking how cute her friend was acting just now. "B-bye," Beth said finally, and waved. Mandy raised her hand and waved as well, and watched Beth walk away, leaving her at last alone and nervous for what she was about to do. Her first steps were small ones, full of uncertainty and hesitation. Beth's warning about the man had crept into her mind and slowed Mandy a half step. She knew Beth meant well, and was just looking out for her, but Beth couldn't possibly know for sure. The man always looked so nice, and those few times they spoke his voice had been gentle. He certainly wasn't interested in doing bad things to her. If he was just out to hurt girls, he'd have paid more attention to the others with their padded bras, instead of her dumb little nipple bumps. It just didn't add up to danger in Mandy's mind, and her feet moved faster with this reassurance. She rounded the corner and the place that he always sat came into view, well, not the exact spot, but the space where that cluster of benches was located was now in view. He would be on the bench in the left corner, which would remain unseen until Mandy walked into the thoroughfare that the benches sat around. He'd still be there, wouldn't he? What if he had left? What was she going to do then? How would she get home? How was she going to get home anyways? She hadn't thought about that at all. He'd have a car, right? What if he wouldn't take her home? She'd need to call her mom then, and that might be troublesome to her. When did the mall even close? Would she need to wait outside in the dark where some real bad guy would grab her and- "Ow, hey!" A large soft object suddenly was right in front of Mandy and she had walked straight into it while lost in thought. "You need to watch where you're going, young lady," the object said. Mandy had been in such a daze that it took that admonishment for her to realize that the object was actually another person, a rather overweight woman at that. "O-oh, I'm sorry," Mandy apologized. "I wasn't paying attent- " She didn't really need to finish what she had been saying, as the woman rather rudely shrugged Mandy off and walked away. It was now that Mandy took a look at her surroundings and found that she had actually walked right past all the benches without even noticing. She spun on her heel and hurried back, her heart sinking when she was able to see his spot was now occupied by a young woman and a child enjoying ice cream. He was gone. "N-no..." she whimpered with disappointment. The edges of her vision got blurry as tears threatened to spill down her cheeks as other shoppers walked past her. Some walking towards her seemed to notice her distress, glancing with brief concern as they passed. It felt to Mandy as though they were all staring at her, and she grew self conscious and wiped at her eyes and starting walking again. She wasn't really sure where she was going though, but she just wanted to disappear for a few moments. The sign for the restroom seemed to come out of nowhere, and that felt like as good a place as any right now. She turned down the hallway that led to the men's and women's rooms, and a figure exiting from the men's restroom caught her eye, and she his. Mandy slowed in her tracks as he came nearer, a smile spreading on his face. "Hi there," he said. "H-hillo," she stuttered, running 'hi' and 'hello' into one dumb sounding word. She stood still as he casually strolled past her and out to the mall traffic. He was still here! She could still go through with it! She could talk to him more! She rushed out after him, but he was lost in the crowd just like that. Back to the bench area she went, but his usual spot was still occupied by the woman and child and their ice cream. Mandy groaned, thinking she had lost him again, and stomped her foot in petulant frustration because she didn't know what else to do. "Oooh!" This public display of angry emotion drew more than a few stares. "Is that any way to act when you're in public?" asked a voice from behind her. It wasn't a familiar voice to her, but she just knew who it belonged to before she turned around to see him. "Y-you're still here!" she exclaimed, suddenly wishing she had gone into the bathroom moments earlier because she felt about ready to pee herself with excitement. "Yes, I'm here," he said with that gentle smile, "but, uh, maybe we should go somewhere else? You're making a bit of a scene over running into your uncle." His words confused Mandy for a moment, but she realized what he was suggesting. "O-oh. S-sorry, Uncle Mark," she said meekly, using the name of her actual uncle. "It's ok. Let's go get some dinner," he said loud enough for those still looking their way to hear. He offered her his hand, and she took it with only a moment of hesitation. 'It was so warm,' she thought as they left all those pairs of questioning eyes behind them. "I have to admit," he said to her as they walked, "I'm a little surprised by this. Did you leave your friends behind for me?" "W-well, yeah," Mandy said. "I, uh, I wanted to talk to you." "Really? A strange man like me?" he questioned. "You're not strange. I see you here everyday." "I see," he said. "So you've been looking at me while I've been looking at you." The way he said it made Mandy blush. "Y-yeah. You...you've really been looking at me?" "Of course. Why wouldn't I? You're the prettiest of all your friends." "J-jeez...no I'm not," Mandy bashfully answered looking at the floor. "What makes you say that?" "Dunno...my face, my body...I don't wear make up and stuff like them." "Among other things," he commented. Mandy didn't quite understand what that meant, but a glance up at him saw his eyes look to her chest where two pointy little bumps were, and the meaning was clear. "J-jeez..." she said in embarrassment and looked away, even though she chose specifically that morning to dress so that he'd see them. "That's part of what I like about you though," he told her. "You're real. Your friend all stuff theirs, don't they?" "Yeah!" Mandy said with slight amazement. "You can tell?" "Everybody can," he said with a chuckle. "A girl your age shouldn't look like that. They should look like you." If Mandy's face wasn't already flushed, she would feel it growing even warmer. What she did feel though was more aware of her little breasts, which had tingling sensations filling each little point in response to being spoken about. "T-they're not big or anything. Just pointy," she said, her voice edging close to a whisper. "They're cute, and so are you," he whispered, just above her burning ear. "I...I, uh...I l-like you too," she said to the floor, her lips moving, but no actual sound coming out of them, despite it sounding loud and booming inside her head. It felt strange to her to admit her feelings so readily, but for a boy, no, a man, especially this man, to call her cute, it could only mean that he liked her. "What was that?" he queried, only then letting Mandy know that he hadn't heard her confession. She looked up at him, his face, that smile, the hours of touching herself the night before, how she wished it was his fingers as she lay wrapped in his arms, making her wet, making her squirm and gasp. Now it wasn't just her nipples that tingled. "I like you," she said, unflinchingly, to his face. She bit her lip out of fear that she had said too much, too soon. What if he didn't like her? What if he was only just complimenting her on her body because he was a nice, embarrassing, but nice guy? "You do?" he said with a hint of surprise, though his face didn't show it. Worry filled Mandy, and she felt her stomach start to ache in a pit of it. His mouth moved again, and as she braced herself for rejection and disappointment because she was only a little girl and he was a man, her brain processed his words. "I like you too." ===================================================================== ***This marks the end of current progress on 'pickup,' as of 17 April 2015.*** Current word count: 5,689 Current page count (in MS Word): 12