Title: Finding Her Inner Submissivness, Chapter Two- M/F, M+/F, F/F
Author: Gilda
Summary: Sarah decides she enjoys Jack too much to stay married, as she leaves her husband for him. She is introduced to more sex from Jack, as well as from his friends.
Keywords: M/F, M+/F, F/F

(Eskimo: This is the second chapter telling the story of Sara, as it was sent to me by one of my readers. I edited it, and hopefully, you all will enjoy it.)

Its Friday morning and in 4 hours I will be driving back to the beach. I left the house after my husband, so leaving a note wasn't hard. I told him in the note that Missy needed to go and visit her mom in the hospital and she wanted me to come down. She needed her best friend to talk too. Missy knows about Jack, so on weekends she leaves her phone to ring through to her service and then she can screen her calls. Now how much easier can it make it for me?

I have tied up all the loose ends and will be in my car in 15 minutes. My heart is beating so fast my head is spinning. I was thinking that I hope I know what I am doing. We all know the answer to that one, don't we. I can't let Jack go, he has shown me parts of myself that I didn't fully understand. I enjoy the things we do together. I wonder just how long this will last. To tell you the truth I didn't even care right now.

I am within one hour of being at Missy's. I will spend some time with her and let her know what has happened up to date. Missy is never surprised at my actions. We were wild in college and dated more then our fair share of the captains of the football team. Now that is a story all in its own.

I am pulling up at Missy's house and she is already in the drive to meet me. The smile on her face tells me she can't wait to hear all the news. We spend about 3 hours talking and she tells me to be careful and not to trap myself. She wasn't surprised of my weekends for it was no secret on how unhappy I have been. She knows I am going to stay at Jacks so she will field the phone calls. I was ready to leave for Jack's and I told her I would be back Sunday morning and spend a few hours together before I leave to drive back home.

I am now at Jacks and I find him sitting on the deck that looks out over the ocean. He smile and tells me how happy he is to see me and how much he has missed me. I wanted to tell him how much he means to me, but I don�t dare. I still can't find the right words yet. I am not sure if love is even an option. I just know I have deep feelings and I am still a bit scared. We walk into the kitchen for coffee, sharing the week with each other. It's as if we were an old married couple catching up with the gossip of the day. Jack has gotten darker with his tan due to all the time he gets to spend on the beach. I told him I would love to have time to spend on the beach for a week.

Jack smiles and beinns to tell me about a trip he has planned. It's to a little hide away that he discovered while out looking around. He wants to take me there. Smiling from ear to ear, he saw that I could hardly wait. He informs me that we will be on our way in a couple of hours and will spend the weekend there. Enjoying the sun, sand, and fun.

Jack packed up one suitcase and informed me he had done some shopping for me, and I didn't need to worry about my clothes. I started to laugh and asked if this was a hint about the way I dressed. "No", he replied with a smile, "I just thought the clothes I bought you would like great on you." With interest I wanted to see them first and I asked if I could see them now. Jack laid out one of the most beautiful dresses I have ever seen. I was truly surprised. Next was the smallest two piece bathing suit that was ever made. I noticed there was no underwear what so ever and I knew not to ask.

We got into Jacks car and drove down the coast for about an hour. One turn to the right and 2 miles down a dirt road. There was the little house close to the ocean with some large shade trees. As we parked near the front, I notice how secluded the house is from the others. It has one bedroom actually up in a loft. A small kitchen and a large front room with a fire place and bar.

Everything was modern and that wasn't what I would have expected from the looks of the outside. One very nice surprise. Jack put the suitcase up in the loft, then retired to the front room. He went to the bar and mixed us drinks and then lit the fireplace. Very cozy, and very romantic. I was very happy being back with Jack. The fridge was full of food and there was no need to go out. We finished our drinks and Jack suggested that we go for a walk before dinner.

As we started down the pathway towards the ocean I was really starting to see how secluded we really were. However, I was just a little on edge and scared. It was just about dusk and I wasn't sure of just where we were. Jack stopped and said "Lets sit here for a while and watch the sunset." That was fine with me.

Jack sat behind me with his legs around me and up close. I could feel his hard cock against my back. I could feel myself becoming wet. I had on a short skirt and that made it easy for Jack to put his fingers into my pussy. As he pushed his fingers in and out, I could feel my pussy getting very wet and my nipples were hard. I leaned my head back, and he kissed me hard and long. By this time he is taking off his shirt and slipping his pants off.

He removes my top and skirt seeing just how hard my nipples are, touching and sucking on them very hard. His fingers still into my pussy and he is making me cum. I start to suck on his hard cock. Running my mouth up and down his shaft. Stopping from time to time and flicking my tough across the head of his dick. I wanted to be fucked so much at the point I am about to beg.

Jack is on top of me at this point, I am not really paying attention to what was going on. I start to hear noises and people coming up close behind us. I stop and was about to tell Jack, but by the time I realized there were four men standing around us. Jack never said a word, he held me down and before I knew what was happing the four men were touching and feeling my body. Jack kept fucking me, I was scared and I was being fucked so hard I started to cum while the men watched me. When Jack finished and we sat up, Jack tells me the men are his best friends and he wanted them to see how hot I got when he fucked me. I was not saying a word, and not knowing what was about to happen next.

I soon saw the four woman that were also there. Jack told me we were not going to swap and that he didn't want to fuck any of the women but he knew how I enjoyed being eaten out. I told him I didn't want to do this while I could see everyone watch. He laughed and said "Don�t worry." Before I could say a word, the first woman was down on me and the other three started sharing my nipples. I felt someone grab my hands and held on tight. Next my legs were pulled apart and one of the men knelt down and I felt something cold being rub over my pussy. I felt a sharp scrape and was told not to move or I could get hurt. I held very still, I felt the razor shave my pussy hair off. Then a cold cloth laid on top. I was left laying there and Jack told the men he would talk to them later and we were going back to the house.

On the walk back Jack asked if I were okay. I wasn't really sure, I have never willingly taken part of group sex and wasn't sure if I would want to repeat doing that. But there was an excitement that was over whelming. Jack told me how he enjoyed watching me with the four women and that seeing my pussy being shaved made him and three of the other men masturbate while they watched.

Jack and I are now at the house and he starts dinner. We had decided to eat in front of the fire and talk. Jack asked if I was comfortable with having his friends watch us at the beach. I told him I wasn't sure. Seeing that before I was blindfolded and that I couldn't see everyone seems to make a difference. I guess I was just a little unsure and I can't say that I would want continue on with it. Jack said that was okay and that he never wants to put me into anything that I didn't get pleasure from. I told him that I would let him know if I didn't want to continue with adding his friends.

After finishing dinner we opened another bottle of wine. My actions were that of someone who is a bit different then he thought they would be. He asked me if I had any questions about being a submissive. I told him no. I told Jack that I had been reading up on domination and subs. I do understand why he is doing this, but I might not be that submissive. He smiled and told me "Everything comes in time."

Jack was telling me that he would love to fulfill my fantasy's and he was enjoying living than out with me. I was happy with him and wanted this to be a great relationship between us. We finish the second bottle of wine and I am a little buzzed. Jack held my hand and up we go to the loft. He has me remove his clothes and he in turn takes mine off. I was standing there, my naked body reacting to his touch. This time we both slipped into the bed and held each other for some time, without speaking a word. Jack starts to kiss my neck. Then he turns me on my stomach and has me on my knees. Jack is behind me and slips his hard cock inside of me. As he pushes in and out, he stops every few minutes to prolong me from cumming. This is what drives me crazy. Just feeling him in my pussy for a couple of minutes and then stopping. This always makes me want to beg for more. This turned to us making love and not just being fucked. There is a difference and it felt wonderful.

Jack held me in his arms and we fell asleep. I woke up first and went to the kitchen and made coffee. This gave me some time to reflect on last night. I started asking myself if this is going in a new direction. I wouldn't say we are in love but, the bond is getting stronger. The book I had read speaks of how a strong bond is built. I must keep in mind that we haven't even been together for more then four weeks and that was only weekends. I hear Jack coming down the stairs. He asked "Is the coffee ready yet?" He comes into the kitchen and sits at the table. I grab a cup and filled it with the hot coffee. Jack puts the coffee cup on the counter to cool down.

He has me lay down on the table, and pushes my rope from the front of my body. He has dropped his robe to the floor. He cock is long and very hard. He wraps his right hand on the shaft and puts his left hand down on my pussy. Jack is moving his cock and the head against my hole. He is rubbing in round circles and not moving his hard cock inside of me. He watches my nipples start to get enlarged and hard. My nipples seem to always enlarge and become hard from the moment he touches my skin. Jack loves to play with my body in anyway he can. He starts to lick around my tits and moves his tongue around and down to my pussy. He has not entered me and I have already cum for the first time. He starts to eat me, and my body is starting to wiggle and I want to feel him inside of me. He is still teasing me with his tongue and then he puts his fingers inside of me. This man knows how to finger fuck a woman and make her cum. As he removes his fingers I can see my cum on his hands. Now he is moving that hard cock into my pussy. Pushing with long slow strokes, then as moments go by, he picks up the pace. I am so wet I feel my juices on the inside of my thighs. My legs are over his shoulders and he has rubbed over and over the G spot. I feel my legs shaking, then I feel him pulsing inside of me as he cums. Jack now is standing next to my head so that I can suck and lick everything on his cock. I cleaned his cock with my sucking mouth, and letting him finish with a tit fuck.

Jack helps me to my feet and we both cover ourselves with our robes. He speaks, saying "Lets get something to eat, I am hungry. Tell me Sara, is there something you would like?" I smiled and told him I am not big on breakfast but I prefer sweets and coffee. The coffee was poured and out came the danish. After relaxing and sipping coffee we decided to go down to the beach, lay out in the sun and soak up the rays. I just assumed that because its Saturday the beach would be crowded. I had put on the two piece Jack had bought for me.

We walked down the path to an opening at the beach and to my surprise there was not a person in sight. I guess that must have shown on my face and Jack turned to me and said "Don't worry sweetie, its just the two of us." We take off our suits and lay down on the blanket and I feel the hot sun warming my body. Its one of the best moment I have ever enjoyed. That is something I really do like. I can get the same feeling just walking outside of my house. I hold my head up towards the sun with my eyes close and feel the sun beaming down on me and I start to feel as if I was being recharged.

We lay there and talk for awhile. He wants me to tell him about my fantasies. I paused for a moment and told him. One of them was giving up total control and letting him make not only choices for me, but making me his slave. Jack smiled at me, and his reply surprised me. He told me that doing things to that degree was often in the end not acceptable to most people. It goes against their self worth and most people will not give it up. It would be total dependency on him for everything, and most women are against that. He said that there is so much for me to learn and he wants me to take my time and not scare me. Jack was right and I knew it. Maybe one day my love, maybe one day. So for now he said "Let's enjoy the day and relax and think of what if there is anything you would like to do later."

As I laid back and closed my eyes, I couldn't help but think of my husband. Now that was a surprise. This was the first time that had happened since Jack and I have been spending time together. I was started to wonder what he was doing, if anything. Was he spending his weekend with someone? Or the usual laying around the house and watching sports. I am feeling some guilt, but that didn't last long. Turning my face towards Jack and watching him laying there smiling from the warmth of the sun, I could still feel my heart beating fast. I known this is not the end for us. I couldn't even began to look forward and see if there was a future. That seemed to be the glue to this relationship. That's what always made it a chance, it seemed as if it were always a dream.

As the hours were slipping by, Jack asked if I would like to go back to the beach house and shower and fix dinner. I was in agreement, for I was in need of some food. We walked back through the path, just before we reach the house we came across a patch of wild flowers. I started to pick a few and Jack smiled while watching me. He said that I looked like a young girl finding her first field of flowers and was trying to pick them all. He laughed and added "I still love the way you look when you seem to see something for the first time. You have such a zest for life, and at times I get a glimpse of you in your youth."

As we got back to the house, I told Jack I had to leave mid-morning on Sunday. I needed to stop by Missy�s and then drive home. He didn't seem to care to much for that, but there is not much I could change. I knew I was going to have to do some fast talking when I got home.

Jack and I showered and dressed. We went down to the kitchen. Jack started cooking and I made a salad. I then set the table with candles and the wine glasses. Two bottles were set on the table. I started joking with Jack and asked him if he was trying to get me drunk ? He laughed in return and said what ever works.

Jack and I spent the next four hours talking. He was telling me he would have to leave for business next month and would be gone three weeks. He was going to Paris. He could see that I was not very happy at that moment and I wasn't. Jack told me if I wanted to come with him, he would buy me a ticket. I really wanted to , but how could I explain that one. Three weeks is a long time and I knew I could never be able to make up a great lie that would fly at work let alone at home. I felt like my world was about to end. I would be back to boredom and just getting by. Jack asked me to think about it and there was time if I changed my mind.

My thoughts were running wild, I didn't want to be separated from this man, yet I couldn't see anyway around it. I was to attached to Jack for such a short time. Jack finally said, "Sara, I really care about you and I need you. I want you to come with me." I told him that I knew if I left for that amount of time my husband would know that there was someone else and with me leaving just a note on Friday afternoon, may have already sealed my fate. Also there is my job, as my boss will not let me have that kind of time off at this point. Work is very busy and I believe that I could end up out of work.

Before I knew it, I said the words that could end everything, I told Jack that I loved him. I could hardly get the words out. Scared to death of his reaction. My hands were sweating and I was shaking. Jack held my hand and turned towards me with this big grin on his face and said "I love you too."

Now we have just changed the relationship. I am still married. Do I leave? Do I follow Jack to Paris ? Am I going to spend the rest of my time and life with this man ? Questions are flooding my brain and I want to run with Jack and never look back. But I know its just not that easy. We stayed up talking all night. Jack was not happy with me leaving in two hours. I needed to stop at Missy's and get an early start back to my life. I was going to use this time to try and sort out my questions and answers that need to be determined before I saw Jack again.

This is a sad good bye for three weeks felt like it was for the rest of my life and I really did feel that way. Jack kisses me and tells me he will call me at the office and hope that I will be fine. I assured him I would be and I got in my car. Starting down the road I couldn't help the tears for starting. I tried not to think about it and by the time I got to Missy's, I only gave her some of the highlights of the story. She warned me again about not getting trapped into something I may never be able to have or what I stood to lose. I gave her a big hug and told her I would keep in touch and I should be returning in about three weeks.

I now have time to think. I wanted Jack, but was this only a fling or were we starting to have deep feelings and what the hell were they based on? I know one needs more then just sex and games for a couple to settle down. I was hoping against the odds that we could be better then most. Then If we weren't, would that mean hard times and lonely nights apart and always wonder if there was someone else?

Here I was just blocks from the house, scared and not wanting to be there is going to start up a fight. I parked the car and before I could turn around there was the hubby full of questions and pointing fingers. Let me tell you, that is the wrong thing to do to me. I become really pissed off and will not answer questions. It wasn't as if I didn't own him something I guess I had gotten to the point I didn't care anymore. Now that was no big surprise for this has been coming for a long time. I was caught in a cross fire with a man who could barely contain himself and his hands. I never got to say a word to him with all the yelling that was going on. I still had my car keys in my hand and as he started to walk up to the door, bingo, that was my cue. I jumped back into my car, started it, put it in reverse and waved good bye.

As tired as I was, I headed back to Jack, thinking to hell with all of it. It seemed as if the drive was taking forever. Finally, I pull up to his house, no lights, no car, and I have no keys. I sat in the car and just waited, it wasn't long and out of exhaustion I fell asleep. In about an hour Jack had pulled up behind me. He jumps out to see what was wrong only to find me asleep in the front seat. Jack opens my door and takes me into his arms and up to the front door. Once through the door, Jack carries me to the bedroom, laying me down and covering me up with a blanket.

I woke up about three hours later, and Jack was still sitting in front of the television, with a glass of wine. On the table there was one for me already waiting. I sat down and we talked and I explained what had happen and I know I shouldn't have shown up like this. I started to cry and Jack took me into his arms and wiped the tears and told me if I hadn't come back he would have been disappointed. He assured me the love he has for me is very real and I feel the same also. Is it enough to even start with and is it enough to build on and try to make it all work for the both of us? I guess time will tell. Jack and I talked most of the night and I was at the point that nothing was making sense. Off to bed and I fell asleep and I could feel Jack up against my body still holding me.

We woke up about dawn, hungry and still some what tired. I had made a huge change and I am sure this may be my down fall. Jack listened to me and was very careful of his comments. This put me on edge. I know at this point I could not return to my husband, I didn't even want too. I also felt that this might be a big step into making Jack feel commited to me, and he may not want that.

Jack made coffee and told me he was glad to see me back. He told me I could stay as long as I like at the house. We both agreed that time will tell if we could make this long term. I know it's shaky ground to build on, but I was willing to take the risk. I had call my job and took a leave of absents for a month. This would give me the time I needed to pick up my clothes and rent an apartment for the time being. This way I had a safe place to have if needed to retreat from all of this.

Jack asked if I would like to go for a morning swim and I agreed. Bathing suits were on, and towels in hand and down to the beach we went. The sun is just coming up and we were the only ones on the beach. Jack took off his suit and I slipped mine off while trying to keep an eye out across the beach for the early morning walkers.

The water was very cold, but it felt good against my body. Jack was rubbing up against me and his cock was hard. We kissed deep and long and before I opened my eyes he was inside of me. Between feeling the desire of being fucked and the cold water around me it was very sensual. His hands pinching my nipples that were so hard, making me feel myself starting to cum.

By now Jack grabs my hand and we head back up to the beach were the towels and suits were. Without any care in the world, Jack had his head between my thighs. My heart is pounding from being with him and the fear of who would see us. He is now spreading my legs apart even more and he started to eat me and play with my clit. Jack stops after a few moments and his cock is now very hard and large. He sits back, pulling my arms so that I end up on all fours, and I start to suck him. I worked my tounge around the head of his cock and down the shaft. Flicking and sucking him hard. By this time I didn't even care if someone was there.

I didn't even know how long we have been there until I felt someone stick a cock into me from behind. Jack was smiling and I was still sucking. I tried to get a glimpse of who it was, but that was not possible at the moment. The man was fucking me hard and I was excited. Jack was now starting to cum. I keep sucking and swallowing. Jack pulled out of my mouth, and I rolled over, and now I was laying on my back and the second man who had been standing there watching us is now hard and is climbing on top of me. He starts fucking me and the other one has his cock in my mouth. Jack is standing there watching, within minutes a woman was sucking on Jacks cock. She is letting him finger her pussy and he lays her down and starts fucking her. We are almost side by side. The two men with me are changing places , I am now being fucked in the ass as the other one is holding me down on the sand. I feel a hard slap on my ass and this man is getting in me so deep I feel myself starting to cum. Jack is standing over me as the man finishes me. Next the girl is on top of me and eating me the men form a circle around us. I can see their smiles and how they are rubing their cocks. The girl rolled over and off me. She grabs my hair and pulls me down to her pussy and pushes me hard into her cunt so I would start to lick and eat her out. This was something I would never even had thought of doing, but I was sexualy charged and was willing to eat, suck or fuck.

The sun has lit up most of the beach, but this didn't stop the men from wanting more of us. Jack started again with me. By this time the two men were hard and one asked Jack to put me on top so he could fuck my ass. Jack didn't waste a minute and I was on top. The man hunched down and in went his cock. Before anyone was cumming they stopped. I wasn't ready to stop and I was still wanting more cock, as they pulled their cocks out of me, and I ended up on my back in the warm sand. The girl stood over me and smiled as she spread her legs wider and sat on my chest. She held me arms down. I was getting somewhat worried at this point. Jack and the other men were standing there just watching us. I felt someone�s fingers inside my pussy. The girl never moved off me, I was becoming so wet, next I felt this very large cock start to enter me, I was tense and that was making it just a little hard for him. He didn't seem to care, he just kept working his cock in and it was filling me up very fast. I heard him make the comment to Jack that he was only half in and he was going to have to push a little harder to see if I could take it all. Now I am very wet and still not being able to see who it was, I could only feel my legs being pushed up and he is working his cock in and out as fast as he could while he was still pushing it in as hard as he could. My body was starting to shake and my nipples were hard as the girl was pinching them and rubbing her cunt up against me. Soon one of the other men grab my arms and the girl got up. My eyes focused on the man fucking me. He was big and was strong. His head was bald and his skin was dark brown. He now was leaning in to me and I could feel him all the way up inside of me. He now is starting to push in faster and faster. His cock is like a large steel pipe and he is getting ready to cum. I feel his cum and it is shooting inside of me and I am cumming also and within minutes I feel our juices running down my legs.

As I lay there the girl lays next to me and asked if I were okay. I was still so full of excitement and cum I did not think I was ready to talk. She told me the four of them have known Jack for five yrs and that they all spend time here at the beach house. She also told me that they all share the girls and everything stays in the group. I felt as if she was welcoming me to the group. I really did not think that I was ready for the group on a steady bases, but I needed to find out from Jack if that was how things were going to be. I wrapped a towel around me and Jack came over and put his arm around me. He told the group to come back for dinner tonight and I can get to know everyone.

We started to walk back to the house, I asked Jack "Is this a group all the time, or what?"

He started to laugh, and he replied "No, we only get together once in while for sex and fun. Most of the time they just come over to eat and drink and play cards." As we got up to the house Jack went straight to the back deck to set up for the dinner. I started to set up the bar. All I could think of is that I now know I can't go back to my old life, but is this what I really want? The thrill of it has been amazing, and I still was looking for something, and still not knowing what it was.

It wasn't long and the group was back and I was working on my fifth drink. Jack was busy in the kitchen cooking. I was lending a hand and spending most of my time somewhat quite. Everyone was joking and having fun reliving this morning. Hearing this after the fact was sending a message to me. I was thinking how much I did enjoy this and that Jack was a great lover, yet I was still feeling lonely. Working on the drinks and having more, was making me escape the day.

As the guys stood outside enjoying the tales, I walked to the bedroom. As I turned to pick up my sweater, the girl from this morning was standing right there. She smiles at me and tells me how she enjoyed the morning, and she finally tells me her name. I in return told her I was Sara and it was nice to meet her. Bella, that was her name, and she has coal black hair with a big smile. She was tall with green eyes and was telling me she was bi. Bella puts her arms around me and whispers how much she would like to be in bed with me. I wasn't sure just how far I wanted to take this, but Bella started to remove my clothes. Touching my breast and watching my nipples get hard. She leaned in and kissed me while her fingers made it into my pussy. Bella smiles as she now knows how wet I am and I have not made a move to leave. She strips her clothes and pushes me down on the bed. By this time she is licking my tits and begins to suck my nipples. I have my hands on her cunt and I start to finger her. We are both laying at head to legs. I am eating her out as she does that to me. I find Bella enjoyable, soft , and very loving. It wasn't long and we were both cumming.

As I sat up Bella asked me if she satisfied my needs. I smiled and told her yes. I must admit as a woman to woman she really knew my needs. We dress and walk back to the kitchen. The guys were still outside, never knowing what we had been up too. That alone made both of us smile and start to laugh.

Jack walks in and asked what was so funny. I told him we are just exchanging story�s of growing up. The rest of the guys came in and we all sat down for dinner. The talk was pleasant and interesting. Listening to all the tales of the group was somewhat surprising. The group has been together a long time. Maybe a little to long. After dinner, the guys started to play cards and Bella and I talked. It wasn�t long and one of the guys came into the front room and suggested Bella and I go to the bedroom. Bella�s face lit up and I said as much as I would enjoy it I was tired and would prefer to make it another time. A few hours later, Jack found me and tells me the rest of the guys were on their way out and we would be saying goodnight to Bella and Joe.

Jack and I decided just to sit in front of the fire place just the two of us and relax. Pouring some wine and unwinding. Jack takes my hand and asked me how would I like to live with him. I hadn�t told him that I was getting an apartment. I told him I would like too, but first I was going to look for a new job and could we talk about it after I find work. He agreed and finished his drink and he wanted to go to the bedroom.

I never did pick up the bedroom after Bella but, he didn�t ask any questions. We slipped into bed and Jack held me tight. He tells me how much he enjoys that fact that we seem to share a lot of things and that I always want to please him. I really didn�t have much to say about that and I just leaned in and kissed him. His hands start to wander over my body. First my breast, then my nipples and then to my pussy. I in turn lean over and start sucking him. He loves to be sucked and licked. His cock is hard and growing. Soon he is inside of me and at this point he tells me how much he adores me. We are actually making love, just not sex or lust. It seemed to be a long time since that has happened.

Afterwards Jack tells me his trip overseas has been moved up. In five days he will leave, and of course he asked me to come with him. I really would love to go to Paris, but I have to go back to the house to pick up my clothes and look for a new job. He agrees and told me he will give me keys to the house and will try to be back as soon as possible.

I was going to use this time to get an apartment. I still felt safer if I had my own place to retreat too. The days fly by quick and Jack packed and kissed me good bye. I have the rest of the next three weeks to get a job and find a place to live. I was counting on this time to give me a chance to rethink in what direction I wanted to go in. I was still feeling a little lost and needed space. This way I didn�t have to explain to anyone what my plans were.

End of chapter two.