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 05 My worst experience 2 years ago I went to São Paulo, to visit a friend
of mine, Luana, she was living in Consolação a quarter near the center, on
the first night she managed to suck me, it was a little unexpected but it
was ok, what I did not like was that she was addicted to cocaine.  She
wasn't look to good, on the next day we arranged to go to a rave on the
outskirts of São Paulo, When we were nearly there I took an acid, cuz I
like it, but the rave was definitely not kicking ass cuz I like techno but
I don't like hippie kitsch Trance as it was happening there, Luana met a
friend, a man, I did not like him from the start, I did not follow my
instincts, what is the worst mistake a woman can make, I did not want to be
rude or unfriendly as I am sometimes and friends criticize me for that (no
real friend really did that just fake friends as I found out later), so he
offered us some ecstasy, I accepted, soon Luana was kissing the man, and I
was so bored, asked for the keys and said would grab a taxi and meet her at
her place, they said they were coming to, it was 4 o'clock, by this time I
was tripping a lot, the next thing I remember I was sitting on the sofa on
the guy's flat, I am sure he did not give ecstasy to me, cuz basically
ecstasy warms you up and accelerates you and you need a lot of water all
the way, but I wasn't like that, I was tripping though, and then the guys
came up, Marcelo, that is the name I'll call him, came up wearing a black
rubber short and a black leather shirt and boots, Luana was half naked, now
let me tell you why I didn't like him, I didn't like him cuz He looked like
an asshole, this whole muscle guy, all arrogant and stupid who was dressed
as a surf boy, now he was like a Gestapo boy.  So Luana opened Marcelo's
short, and a big dick came out, I hate big dicks, but anyway she started
sucking it, then she opened her dress and he started fucking her through
the back, she laid over me lifted my skirt and started licking my cunt, I
was excited after all, I was excited and angry at the same time, I didn't
know why the fuck I was like that, but I was horny after all.  Marcelo took
his penis off Luana's pussy she moved in his direction and he cumed in her
mouth, then he was looking at me and as I was already in there I thought I
could be wrong perhaps the guy is nice, and I am just fucking crazy, so I
joined in and started sucking that massive horrible dick, he had a handcuff
and ropes to tie someone up, well he put on a condon he kind of moved me
towards the sofa and started fucking my vagina through the back, he was
destroying me and I was enjoying I had even forgotten who was on my back,
he was holding me like an animal, Luana was sucking my nipples, then he did
what I was expecting he would do, he took his penis off my vagina, took his
condon out and penetrated my ass full of fury, he was destroying my anus, I
even tried to escape, but Luana hold me and screwed my escape, and he did
cum inside me, I was shocked he left all his weight over me, like
suffocating me, I pretended that I liked.  -Now is your turn Marcelo,
you'll never be loved like this in your life, I kissed and Luana and sucked
her looking to him, as I was doing it for him, then I said.  -You want some
nice cum, so gimme this handcuff here, and I took it from him, he was a
little bit tired but excited, he tried to do something but I said: -You got
to trust me dear, don't you want to make us happy?  And I aplyed them to
his fists, I helped him up, took him to the kitchen.  -Now I will do
something nice to you, help here Luana you are going to cum all tied up
sweetie, I took the ropes and with Luana's help I tied him up but very very
tight so he wouldn't scape, then I went to the toilet, I found a iron bar
he used for lift weight, I came as a flash to the kitchen a hit his knees
so hard that I thought it had broken them, but they were not broken, he
screamed as a beast, as a pig to be more precise, but I made him shut up, I
took a large knife from the kitchen and just said.  -Look bastard ass hole,
I don't know you, but if you don't shut the fuck up I gonna kill you right
here, right now.  And you bitch if you don't help me up I kill you too, so
just fuck shut up ok?-I must explain this up a bit, I am not usually like
that, but I think I was so mad that something in me just came gave
strength. The guy was moaning -Hey Luana that was not what we had settled,
you said it she liked that and all.  -I looked to Luana and she realized
she was in a bad situation, it was a set up on me since the begin, but I
would make sure they regret that, I went to the toilet again and I found
some big scissors, I returned gave quite a few cuts on his legs and belly.
-If you move I kill you fast, if you stay quite perhaps you survive.  -He
is dangerous Dolores, you don't know him, you don't know who is him.  -Now
I am more powerful, I am not submissive, I am not sadic, I don't like
people getting abusive on me, specially a nazi-guard camp like him, that's
why he is bleeding know and have his knees broken up, I ain't have anything
to loose.  If you put me mad I just cut his throat.  Then I did something
very symbolic, I moved a table close to him, he was very quiet in pain, I
went up the table was looking at him, he was in fear, all muscles, thinking
women like to be subjugated, I knew it was coming, I prepared myself and
shit on his face, a single shit.  I moved out of the table, I went to the
toilet and cleaned myself, took Luana with me and left the guy handcuffed
with a shit on his face.  We got a cab, and Luana explained this guy was a
drug dealer that she is owning money to, so she gives him some services. 
-And you just have included me on the package, I said.  -She remained
silent.  -He could just have infected me, do you realise that?  Because of
your egoism!  I took a shower, Luana was asking for apologize, she helped
me in the shower, the fucking bitch, and then she was sucking me.  She took
me to her bedroom, and we started doing a 69, then I moved her mouth away,
I sucked her cunt and then her ass, she was in panic to have some crude
fuck, I took her dildo which was just laying there, I put it on, and moved
to her ass, I went to her first nicely, then I went medieval to her ass, I
went to kill it, to take blood from it, I moved out, I took a broom and
tried to put in her ass, she was crying, I just punched her face.  Now I am
a femme, I am little delicate but don't mess around with me, I don't like
people taking advantage with me, women just think themselves as bitches who
depend upon men or something else.  I went home the same night, 6 hours by
bus.  In the same week I did two aids tests and both were negative, I cut
my hair, it was really small.  It was the worst experience of my life, I
felt like shit, but I felt strong as well.  I went to Britain 2 weeks
later, and there I studied multimedia, non-linear video editing and all
this shit.  When I remember that I just know how important is to have the
right company, I definitely prefer to be alone rather then some asshole.
   2001/5761 please email doloreskrugg@hotmail.com for coments.