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 03 My cousin Davi I found my cousin Davi drinking a tropical juice on the
corner where we used to live few years ago, I knew him so well that it was
just see him to realize he wasn't ok.  I came through behind and covered
him eyes, he said my name just confirming how connected we were at that
time, so I asked him what was trouble him, he said nothing, I asked again,
and again, then I asked him to come over to my flat so we could run it
through, he agreed, he was so beautiful that day, when we were on the
elevator, I felt such a impulse to kiss him madly in the mouth...He was
with that romantic lost expression that would give me thrills.

   He was little bit out of his mind, he was speaking very fast and after a
while I could figure out some of it, he just had finished with his
girlfriend, because he managed to seduce a common friend, who had just
finished a relationship with one of his friends, so he was getting pressure
from both sides, because his ex-girlfriend was threatening him saying she
would take her life away, so he had to give love to her, screwing her, and
he was having the best sex of his life with this new woman, and both of
them were fairly older then him he was 21, his ex was 26 and the other
woman was 29, let's call her Beth, and he was running mad, because everyday
something strange would happen to Beth, one day it was the man who has a
hidden crocodile farm, what is completely illegal, following her, another
day her flat was invaded by cucarachas, on the other day a man who came to
give her a massage tried to rape her, on the other day Beth was locked with
another woman in her flat.  Now this thing of get locked with other women
happened more than once with her.  Another thing was: He told me that at
the begin his plan was to arrange a threesome he and the ex and Beth but
everything went wrong cause his ex just went mad, he was trying to convince
her that perhaps Beth would be interested, but his ex was not up much to
it, and then he was under so much pressure he went crazy.  Beth and he
would fuck all night and then sometimes another friend of her would visit
them and they would talk politely and would go to a restaurant or drink
wine and smoke marijuana, this girlfriend of Beth was even older 32 or
something and she was interesting and had everything on the right places,
her name was Malu and he said that he even thought that Malu would be
perfect to join him and beth, but he said he met Malu's boyfriend he had
about 38 years old and he was a nice chap interested in nothing in
particular, thinking on that he never made any movement, even feeling that
Malu could not take her eyes from him when they were in Beth's flat.  I was
listening to all that and I was getting warmer and warmer, how could my
stupid cousin be so naïve and silly?  He wanted to fuck 2 women, he had now
all that for him, Beth confessed to him she had lesbian experiences she did
not confirm if she still wanted more, but he never insisted, I asked why if
that was his aim at the firs place, he said he was nearly mad, with his ex
and stuff he just wanted to survive and fuck, fuck sweet as he was doing
with Beth, that alone was already good, very good, he never realized that
one of her girlfriends who were locked with her was A.  an argentinian girl
who was studying cinema in Brazil and was known as a lesbian.  He said he
just had his weirdest cum of his life, last week he managed to fuck Beth's
ass after licking her buttocks and ass, but last night he cum into her
mouth after she had sucked his ass.  He said that nearly dreaming, cause he
would not say that to me, my pussy was nearly exploding all that I wanted
in a man at that time was just in front of me, my crazy cousin, I curved my
self to the front trying to make my dress, which was large at the front,
display my beautiful tits to my cousin, I was just looking to his trousers,
looking where his penis was, looking for his sweet ass, I wanted to eat him
all, and I never had a man to me, I wanted him badly, it was my arousing, I
was again in need of love.  He did not touch, perhaps he did not realize, I
could have said to him.  Davi, you sweet little prick, I want you badly, I
want your penis on my mouth and then on my wet pussy and I want you cuming
on my ass, please, please, please.  I could have said, my cousin, you never
realized how much I love you?  Take me away, or fuck me here, fuck me
anywhere, just fuck me pleaseeee.  But I had to respect him something
deeper, like respect or something made me stop, no this guy is serious, he
is having his troubles I must support him.  Then he looked at me and said,
what am I talking here.  You were opening your heart to me sweetie, I said,
it's ok, I just want to see you one day with your Beth.

   So I met Davi and Beth together in the Chinese restaurant that a friend
of them owned, Beth wasn't very beautiful, but she was strange and sexy,
she could not take her eyes from me, yes she excited me so much that under
the table I was touching myself, very discretely, her eyes were on fire, I
wanted to be fucked by both of them but Davi was in a different world he
was always under marijuana effect, so after one month more he finally split
from Beth, I went four years later to visit him in Israel where he was
living, and he was addicted to cocaine, perhaps he was even selling his ass
to get some.  When I saw him I just felt sorry for him, he was a weak
person all the way, nice but weak, and life is for the strong.  It's a pity
but that's the truth, stay away from heavy drugs, I don't like junkies
really cause you just become slave of something, and I don't like slaves I
mean people who made themselves slaves, this do not apply for people who
were forced into bondage and slavery.  Long time I don't see him, wasted
himself on the most stupid way.

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