Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. The Estate (C)2004 d. edwards/san francisco Chapter 51 Coming back to work the next week was a painful experience, both physically and mentally. The staff, sensing some essential change, treated her more kindly, letting her rest often and giving her more simple tasks until she began to recover. Unlike in the past, she accepted their offers thankfully, sincerely grateful for the moments of peace they offered. Coming across Randy in the hallway she had braced herself for a mocking smile and a suggestive comment and was surprised instead to find genuine concern on his face and a small bouquet of lavender and rosemary being pressed quietly in her hands. Saying nothing she turned away quickly, not wanting him to see the sudden tears in her eyes. She was also surprised and relieved to find out from several close associates that nothing of what happened in the surgery had made it to the grapevine, sparing her the mental anguish of that humiliation. It also began to change her opinion of Randy. After Pierre had left her she was relieved to feel the urgency of desire recede, giving her some respite from the constant reminder of the mesh tugging at her. She began spending more time at the estate, staying long hours after work reading and helping prepare the other specialists for their next day with patients. Everyone appreciated the change, and it didn't fail to get the attention of Dr. Collins who looked on with approval, seeing something in the young nurse she didn't expect to happen so quickly. There were still several things left for Jasmine to do before the doctor would consider freeing her and she was content to wait and watch patiently. Chapter 52 John woke up slowly, groggy with lack of sleep, his mouth sticky and dry around the pacifier. Groaning slightly he started to roll over onto his side, curling his legs to ease the pain of his lower back, and bumped into the sleeping form of Delores next to him, his surprised face brushing against the sheer fabric of her nightgown and the soft swell of her breast. He suddenly remembered that he wasn't in a crib and that it was her arm now draped over his head and shoulders. He relaxed slightly, only mildly uncomfortable at the unexpected change of sleeping quarters. The last four weeks had tempered him from the anger and panic of the first few days at the Nursery. Now, with the constant attention of these women, he'd slowly been bent to their will, cooperating just enough to ward off any further punishments. He still suffered the constant anguish of not being allowed to speak and of being treated as an infant, and was no less confused with the reason he was here in the first place; but the relentless schedule had worn down almost all will to fight and he'd slid into the state of complacence that now garnered the pleased smiles of the nurses. A deep sigh, fully awake now, he now knew where he was and recalled the day when he'd first been moved here from the Nursery.