Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. The Estate (C)2003 d. edwards/san francisco Chapter 7 "Isn't that better?", she smiled patiently, straightening up and again reaching for something under the bed while John struggled, swearing at her. "We should be finished with this first lesson in about three minutes". With that her left hand came up into view holding a very large steel 'A' clamp. Seeing the sharp teeth on the dull steel jaws froze John's words in his throat, and with that hesitation she flexed open the jaws and with her right hand grabbed a generous portion of his inner thigh through his jeans and slipped the clamp onto it. John screamed with the bolt of pain, his back arching against the restraints, his throat suddenly hoarse with effort and tears began welling in his eyes. The pain lanced up his thigh into his groin and tortured back muscles, his jaws a rictus of agony while his screams bounced off the walls. ''Pleeeeeeeease........aaaaaaaah!", he begged through clenched teeth, "Taaaake it offfffff..... pleeeeease", as his legs and arms struggled helplessly against his restraints, his hands trying desperately to reach the clamp. Delores held his head back firmly, stroking his brow and making gentle soothing noises as his body quivered under her hands and chest. '' Go ahead and cry, no one can hear you, it's just you and me", she said quietly over his harsh pleading and moans. Looking at her watch she stroked his brow softly, "Just another two and a half minutes, then we'll start again, OK?" "I'll be quiet, I'll be quiet, I'll be quiet....take it off, take it off.....", he panted, moaning steadily, pleading, the sweat beading his brow and upper lip, "Just take it off, pleeeeease", he begged, tears starting to stream down his face. "No dear, I'm sorry", she said, shaking her head sadly, "This is your punishment and it's going to last the full three minutes, just as I promised". Taking his jaw in her hands she forced his bloodshot eyes onto her face. "Do you think you can listen and obey without talking after this?", she asked quietly, feeling him struggle beneath her. ''Ahhhhhhh....nngggggh....", John grunted, teeth clenched and now crying openly. Again he pleaded, looking up at Delores, begging hoarsely, "Pleeease, pleeeease take it off". "I'll tell you what", she said, holding his eyes to hers, "Give me the next thirty seconds of complete silence and I'll take it off, OK?'' She looked down at him, waiting. John quickly nodded yes, yes......, his face pale and open to her desperate to do anything to get that awful clamp off his thigh. Stroking his face gently she unclipped his back and bringing his head up to her chest, cradled him against her warm bosom, the scent of her filling his nose, now buried in soft cleavage. "Gooood boy, you're learning so fast, we should be able to get through the next six months just fine" she smiled, feeling a small jolt of his shock at this bit of information. ''mmff.........", he started, but held his tongue. Good, she thought, he's beginning to learn. A moments silence from Delores held him paralyzed, fearful of her decision. "I'll let that one go.....just fifteen more seconds......." she consoled him, rocking gently. Panting into the soft swell of her chest with the effort not to make a sound they seemed wound together almost as lovers in an intimate embrace, his tears dampening her blouse. "Times' up" she whispered, pulling his head back to look at his tear streaked face. "No words, all right? Or the clamp goes back on, this time for four minutes, hmm?" He nodded as she lay him back down onto the mattress, keeping her eyes locked with his while releasing the clamp. John gave an involuntary shout at the sudden hot flush of pain in his thigh with the returning blood. He looked at her anxiously. "No more, no more, don't worry little one" she soothed, "There will be a little bleeding but we'll make sure it doesn't stain your bed sheets or jammies". "?" John wondered, the pain receding, his thoughts coming back to her recent words, Six months?. He almost spoke his sudden panic, the words actually in his throat. Delores watched closely, both hands on his chest, waiting, her eyes steady on his. John saw no sign of any empathy, only a stern smile. He paused, let out a sigh, resigned momentarily to avoiding any more pain at any cost. I'll have to wait for my moment...... "Thaaaat's better", she coached, "Now lift up your bottom..." Chapter 8 John hesitated as their eyes remained locked, hers unblinking, a slight smile still on her face. There was no threat, no trace of anger. John held still a moment longer. "We can punish.......... again......", she said, raising an eyebrow slightly, her smile fading. With that threat John's backside lifted slowly off the mattress as her smile widened with approval, hands quickly reaching over him to grab both sides of his jeans and start tugging them down over his hips. His underwear started to come with them, exposing his lower belly and the tops of his hips before he plopped his butt back down in shock. "Keep that bottom up sweetie", she prompted, using his confusion to reveal another two inches of exposed skin, his sparse pubic hair now peeking over his boxers. '' C'mon now, don't make this too much work, we don't have all day and there's lots to do", she said firmly, quietly continuing to strip the bound man. His pants and underwear were now bunched around his thighs, the binding on his crossed legs preventing their complete removal. His penis and scrotum were limp and pressed up close to his body at the recent pain and sudden exposure, the pale skin around his groin damp with sweat. Embarrassed, his face flushed and his eyes turned away. ''No, no, little man, eyes on me". she prompted, turning his head back to face her. "We're going to finish removing these clothes and get you into something something a bit more comfortable." she said, reaching into a drawer below his bed. Showing John the surgical shears first, she quickly cut through both sides of his jeans and boxers, tossing them on the floor. "Mmmph", John started, again both of them freezing for a moment while his fate was decided. "That's the last one, promise?", she said, frowning slightly, "I really think I've been too lenient...." John shook his head No rapidly, hoping for mercy, a sudden tear rolling down one side of his face. Delores smiled softly at his earnest face. "You can be so sweet when you're sincere", she said, tickling her fingers across his belly, "OK for this time, but remember...." John nodded slowly, relaxing into her hands now cupped under him. "Good, now lift up once more....'' John heard rustling as she slipped a large adult diaper under him, placing one hand on his lower belly, and guiding him back down onto the diaper. She again leaned over his naked waist and straightened the diaper on both sides of his hips. John was too confused to struggle, the recent pain and the hidden threat behind the ever present smile confusing him enough to let her keep control. He was sweating profusely now, the torment of being hurt and then stripped naked by this stranger, a woman no less, was wreaking havoc with his emotions. She deftly swept a small amount of baby powder onto his belly and pubic hair, taking her hand and slowly smoothing it into his skin and inner thighs, avoiding the angry welt, all the time watching him to gauge his reaction. His face was fiery red, agonized with the conflict of this intimate violation and the unexpected pleasure of her hand touching him so gently. Continuing with her caresses she slowly sprinkled more powder onto his balls and cock, using her fingertips to massage powder into every fold, the back of her hand hefting his relaxed scrotum out of the way and coaxing the soft powder under them and down onto his perineum where her fingers pushed steadily lower. He flinched, clenching his buttocks together in a reflex that caused her to frown. ''Relax please....", she said firmly, her hands paused at that last boundary, insisting. She again held his eyes, bending his will to hers and slowly she felt his muscles relax, allowing the progress of two of her fingers. Feeling him quiver beneath her caresses, she sprinkled a bit more powder onto her cupped hand, letting it trickle down onto her fingertips and expertly prodded his cheeks apart, coating them, pushing further across his now exposed rosebud. Brushing the tips of her index and middle fingers back and forth, she worked the powder into and around his anus, causing John to gasp at the invasion, blushing furiously. His hips tried to pull away but her hand and fingers followed his every move. She saw the slow lurch of arousal of his testicles, his scrotum slowly contracting to gradually draw up close to his body, his penis now thickening and rolling across his pubic hair. Judging his response, she lifted her hands from their caress, seeing a momentary flicker of disappointment cross his face. 'How quickly they come around', she mused, taking his penis and tucking the thickened member down between his legs while pulling up the center of the diaper and snugging it firmly up against his groin. Bringing the tabs on the sides of the diaper up, she stretched them across the front panel, grabbing the bulky diaper in a firm grip, making a tight seal against his belly, the bulge of his cock and the thick padding now apparent between his legs. Running her fingers around the edges she made sure the fit was snug and flat against his skin. "Isn't that comfy?" she asked, confident John would remain silent with the shock of being diapered. John lay still, overcome with embarrassment and fear, not understanding his arousal or her actions that led to him being diapered. Nothing made sense, but his dread of further punishment was greater than any urge to speak, so he found himself unable to do anything other than to lay back and let the nurse have her way with him. He was still on the edge of panic though, and Delores sensed this with her hand on his chest, feeling the thud of rapid heartbeats under her palm. "One more time please, '' she said, urging him off the mattress with a small push of her hand under his bottom. This time he lifted immediately, her smile a gentle encouragement that gave him a wash of relief. The crinkling sound of plastic caught his attention as a pair of pink plastic panties were slid under him and the snaps bought up between his legs and sides. The soft edges were thick against his legs and waist and as she pressed the snaps together he could feel the trapped heat in his crotch beginning to grow. His groin, smooth with powder slid easily in its snug cloth folds and the diaper slid smoothly over the plastic. "Don't want any leaks the first night do we?", Delores cooed, widening his eyes in alarm as she rubbed the thick padding between his legs, "Let's see about getting you fed, shall we?". She busied herself out of his view for a few moments, the sound of cabinet drawers and water running telling him only that she was making something. The whir and quiet ding of a microwave made him stir, causing his diaper to rustle with the movement. Trying to look around to see but still pinned down firmly, he waited. Ch 9: "Here we are, just the right temperature", she smiled, looking down at him and bringing the plastic bottle into view. Clinging to it's nipple was a cloudy white drop which quivered and dropped onto his cheek. She wiped it off with the tip of her finger and quickly brushed it across his lips. He lurched his head back in disbelief, not willing to let her put that nipple anywhere near his mouth, the sweet taste of infant formula causing him to shudder and his heart began racing with fear. 'No, noooo, not that, please no....' He turned his head from side to side, trying to avoid the nipple she was holding to his mouth. Smiling at his reaction she leaned forward and reaching under his neck, cradled his head with her right arm, lifting it up slightly and bringing the two of them closer together. She tipped the bottle towards his mouth, brushing it across his cheek in that most ancient of gestures, the warm nipple making him flinch as if it were scalding hot, but his head was trapped between her shoulder and right breast and her arm firmly bought his head back, closer. "You will eat", she said gently, " And I don't really want to punish you but I will if I have to.'' With that admonishment she gently slipped the warm nipple between his lips, the first few drops of formula sliding between the gaps in his teeth, flooding his tongue with sweetness, his saliva glands cringing with the sudden flavor. Their eyes met again, his suddenly tearing up again with the impossibility of it. He started to moan deep in his throat. She cradled his head, slowly urging his teeth apart, keeping her eyes on his, again pressing her will onto him, their faces so close now that her breath stirred the hairs on his forehead. "Please, do this now little one, let's get you fed before it's too late", she coaxed, insisting with another firm push of the bottle. The room was perfectly still but for the sound of his ragged breathing. Slowly his jaws relaxed, letting the nipple slip between his teeth, the formula now flowing into the back of his throat causing him to swallow, his face glistening with tears that poured slowly from his eyes, now wide with shock. His chest heaved, the knot of tension there almost unbearable, painfully aware of the forced intimacy he was trapped in and aware of other feelings trying to rise up within him. "Push up with your tongue,''she prompted, ''You need to learn how to nurse properly.'' His tongue pushed the nipple up against the roof of his palate, drawing a strong jet of milk into his mouth, forcing him to swallow the thick sweet milk. A small cry escaped from his loosening throat as he continued to suck and swallow. Watching him struggle she held him close, patiently holding the bottle for him as his lips and tongue nursed on the soft rubber nipple. He swallowed and almost choked, causing him to swallow some air. She held him closer, raising his head slightly, against her chest, and started an almost imperceptible rocking while he nursed. Her breast was warm against his face, the starched buttons pressing his cheek and the soft sound of her heart pulsing against his temple. He swallowed again, drawing more formula into his mouth, the warmth growing in his face, his throat and his stomach. He heaved with a deep breath, letting it out between swallows, slowly relaxing further as he drained the bottle. They rocked together, quietly, until the sudden sound of air drawn through the nipple made them stop. "Two more to go", she whispered, bringing the second bottle to his lips before he could protest. He refused the nipple, causing her to react, again with a frown. "I thought we came to an understanding, but apparently not." she sighed. Alarmed at her reaction his lips quickly reached for the nipple but she pulled it away just out of his reach. "There will have to be a punishment for that,'' she said quietly, staring at his face, making him pale, "All you can do now is to determine how long it will be for." She watched him strain forward for the bottle again, his fear impressing her at how quickly his attitude had changed. "Take this bottle now,'' she said, firmly pushing the nipple back into his mouth, "Take the next bottle immediately after and I'll consider making the punishment much less severe". Tears starting to flow down his cheeks, unable to believe he would have to endure such intense pain again. He looked up at her, begging with his eyes, hoping she would soften. "No, no, my little one, I'm sorry", she said softly as she rocked him back into her chest, "I'll be more gentle, but I won't go back on my word. This is just the first of many lessons you need to learn. Let's finish those bottles, shall we?'' John groaned, going limp with resignation. She smiled, gently dabbing at his tears with a spare cloth diaper as he slowly sucked down the second bottle.