Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. Read all my stories at: /files/Authors/cyberguy (Copy and paste this address into the address window at the top of your browser window.) Needless to say, this story belongs to me. You can share it with friends but son't rip it off for any kind of personal gain without my written authorization. ------------------------- I write, usually about a young girl and an older man, for my own pleasure. My stories usually have a kernel of an actual event in them but they are sheer fantasy. I will sometimes see a young girl at the market or riding a bicycle or waiting in line with friends for a movie and my body will literally twitch with excitement. Not just ANY girl; some girls. There is no way I would ever approach one of these girls but I do fix an image in my mind of their faces, figures, clothes and body language. I then dream, like a perverted Walter Mitty, about what might have happened had we actually met. ------------------------- Blue Lake Resort (m17f13) Part One I never understood how mom and dad ever got together. He liked to hunt and fish, she liked to shop and give parties. So, before she died, our vacation each summer was to this fancy resort for mom one year and a remote guest ranch with great fishing the next. That way, each was semi-happy. Since she died, though, it's been the Blue Lake Resort every year. This is the fourth year in a row. Calling it a resort is just a little bit generous. It might have been a resort once but it's kinda run down down now, even though the pool is nice and the dinners are terrific. Dad loves it, though, 'cause the fishing there is great, he says. He used to make me come with him when I was littler but now I'm 13 and I told him I thought fishing was "yucky and boring." I guess I'm a little like mom. I'll never smoke, though. The doctor said that's what killed her. So now dad goes fishing all day and I get to lie by the pool or play mini golf or tennis. I'm very good at lying by the pool (lol), fair at mini golf but I suck at tennis. I just learned how to play tennis last summer, mainly 'cause there's this hot guy who comes with his family every year, like me, and he's on his school's tennis team. He's really, really good. And he's really, really hot! I mean, he's always all tanned and he's got these killer abs and big shoulders. He wears these cool sunglasses that reflect light so you can't see what he's looking at. When I'm sitting there waiting to play, sometimes I think he's looking at me but I can never tell for sure. I *hope* he's looking at me, but I don't think so. After all, he's like 17 or something. Why would he be interested in a kid like me? Dad let me buy this way cool bikini for the trip this year and I wear it every chance I get. My boobs are bigger this year. Last year I just had these little bumps and I know Frank -- that's his name -- thought I was just another kid. And I grew like a foot since last year, too. Now I have these really long legs; kinda skinny but not bad. I'm almost as tall as Frank is and I think I'm kinda hot in my bikini. I hope he does, too. I think if I swim and play tennis a lot my boobs will get bigger and my legs will look better. Anyway, I'm doing both as much as I can and, with dad off fishing during the day, I have lots of time for that. There's this other boy I know, Steven. I see him at the pool almost every day. He's my age and we sit and talk a lot. He says Frank only dates girls who "put out." I know what that means. Sometimes at night I think about what it would be like if Frank asked me out on a date. I'd be scared shitless! Then I feel myself feeling funny down there between my legs and I think I would do it. I mean I think I would do it with Frank --- if he wanted. Then I find my hand creeping down into my pajama bottoms and my fingers find my slit and it's all wet already. Geez. Just thinking about doing it gets me all hot and bothered. I have a few hairs down there now and they're soft and feel nice. I imagine that my hand is Frank's hand and he's feeling my pussy hairs and he knows I'm not a little girl any more. Well, duh! I've got boobs. He would know that already. So I imagine it's Frank's finger going down into my slit and...Oh!... he finds my little clit. Oh, that feels good. Yeah. He runs his finger through my slit and gets it all slimy from my pussy and then he rubs my clit. He's making slow circles, pushing it every which way. Oh, YEAH! Geez, that feels good. He's gotta know by now that I'm almost a woman. After all, I've got boobs and pussy hair and it gets all wet when he touches it. He's pushing his finger in there now. I feel it going in. OMIGOD, that feels good. But, ooof! Shit! I can't push it in any more 'cause I still got my cherry. That wouldn't be good if Frank was pushing his finger in there and it hurt like that. Damn! So I go to sleep with my hand down my pajama pants. It feels good down there. So, there I am, waiting to play tennis against Frank. He plays all day until he gets tired or hungry 'cause this court is a "Challenge Court." You sign up on a blackboard by the gate and the winner of a match plays the next person on the list. Frank always wins so he just plays and plays. I'm sitting there thinking about last night and I'm getting wet right there on the tennis court while I watch Frank play this old guy. I'd sure like to put my hand down my bikini bottom and rub myself but, yeah, right in front of the whole world? I think NOT! Finally it's my turn. I've been practicing all winter. Dad even bought me some lessons from a guy he knows. Frank tells me to serve first and I whack a zinger down the line for an ace. He wasn't expecting that. I grin a little. "Hey, kid. Nice serve." "Thanks." He's ready for the next one and returns it right at my feet. Oops. I can't let him do that. Fifteen all. I serve another and we volley a couple of times before he puts one away. He ends up beating me in straight sets but I do make some points on the way. After the game he comes up to the net and congratulates me on becoming a better tennis player. He says he'd like to play me again and maybe show me some stuff. I'm thinking what I'd like him to show me. He always wears these really tight spandex shorts like the ones bike riders wear and he's always got this big bulge. I'm thinking I wish he'd show me what's making the bulge. OMIGOD! I'm standing there just staring at the bulge. I know he caught me but I couldn't help it. "Ummm," I say, "Sure." Geez. How lame was that! "You're a lot taller than last year and you've... umm... grown." I know he's talking about my boobs. "Yeah, thanks." "I like you're bikini. It makes you look really hot." Ohmigod! Did he just say that? He thinks I look 'hot'? I must've turned three shades of red. "Thanks. You're pretty hot yourself." I can't believe I said that. He's gonna think I'm some kind of slut. On the other hand, maybe that's good. If he thinks I'm a slut maybe he'll ask me out sometime. But sluts can't be virgins -- or vice versa. Whatever. "Thanks," he said. I work out." "When can we play? Umm... tennis, I mean." "Hehehe. Pretty cool. How's tommorrow morning? It's not so hot. Then maybe we can go to the pool in the afternoon." "Sure. What time should I be here?" "Let's use one of the other courts. We need to be there early 'cause they fill up later. How's 8:00?" "Ok," I hear myself saying. Frank waved to the next 'victim' and I walked back to our cabin. Dad was fishing, as usual. I lay down on my bed and started to imagine Frank's bulge again. I knew, if we went out, that Frank was gonna want to do more than just kiss me. That'd be cool but I've only kissed a couple of boys. I wonder if he french-kisses? I've never done that. My friends say all the older boys like to french -- and touch a girl's boobs. MMmmmm. I think I'd like that. I sat up and took my top off then I lay back down, closed my eyes and let my hands move over my titties. My nipples got all hard and my fingers felt so good when I rubbed down below each boob and then up, pushing them higher before my fingers rubbed across my nipples. That felt sooooo good. I did that for a long time and got really horny. I was wondering what it must feel like to have a guy's 'thing' up inside me. Everybody says it's the best ever. I couldn't tell, though, 'cause there's still that maidenhead thing in the way. And Steven says Frank only dates girls he can do it with. My friends say it hurts the first time. If Frank wants to make love with me I don't want it to hurt, so I push my finger up inside me and I can feel it like it's bumping up against something. Maybe if I push a little more. Owww! Yes, it hurts! I gotta find something else except my finger. So I go around the cabin looking for something. My hairbrush isn't any good; the handle is too big. Some girls say they busted their cherries with a hairbrush but they must've had smaller handles. It can't be too big but it can't be sharp, either, like a letter-opener. Ouch! That would really hurt! I needed something else. A candle, maybe -- or a carrot. They're both kinda pointy on the end. A candle would be better, though, 'cause it's all smooth. I needed a candle. Then I thought about how they always have candles in the main hall on Friday nights so they must have a stash somewhere. So I changed into jeans and a shirt and walked up to the main building. There was no one around in the middle of the day so I looked around to figure out where they put the candles. There are some sideboards with knives and forks in them and cups and saucers up top so I started quietly opening drawers until I found the right one. "Wow! Lots of candles. I slipped a white one inside my shirt, closed the drawer, slipped out of the dining room and walked and ran back to the cabin. I couldn't wait to try it. I took off my jeans and panties and lay back down on the bed. But, wait a minute. I might bleed. so I got up and found an old shirt to put under me. Daddy would wonder if I got a towel bloody even though I've been having periods for a year. He knew I'd never use a towel if I started early. But I was tired of using pads, so busting my cherry would let me use tampons. That was another reason poke the candle up inside me. I laid back down with the shirt under my butt and my legs drawn up. I started to put the small end of the candle in but it still had a wick on it and I didn't think that was a good idea so I used a knife to cut off the wick and laid back down again. I figured I better get myself ready first so I closed my eyes and used my finger, like I always do, until I was all wet and slimy down there. Then I picked up the candle and pushed it in. I kinda poked and prodded until I felt the tip pushing against me in the right spot. I pushed a little. Mmmmm. There was some pain but not a lot. I pushed harder; more pain...and then, pop. Ouch! But it pushed through. It felt like something tore down there but the candle went in at least an inch or two more. I held still for a minute, just holding the candle where it was. I think I could feel myself bleeding a little but I didn't want to look yet. So I just held the candle steady until I thought it was ok to move it a little. It felt really weird when I did. I think it was because the candle was wax so I pulled it out slowly. Oh, wow! That felt really good. I looked at the candle and it was all bloody but the shirt wasn't. So, I got up and found a pad and put it on under my panties. Wow! I had done it! I wasn't a virgin any more. Well, technically, I still was but I knew I wasn't. I wanted to try pushing the candle farther in but I was kinda sore so I figured I better wait a while. Maybe tomorrow. I think I'll buy some tampons tomorrow, too. Juniors. If I can get a tampon in then Frank won't think I'm such a kid. I had $10 in my pocket so I went over to the little store and bought a package of Tampax Juniors and some Vaseline. The woman kinda looked at me funny but I just imagined I was thirty and did this all the time. I went back to the cabin and tried to put the tampon in but I was still too tender. I tried putting some Vaseline on the candle. It hurt a little at first but then it went in a long way. I pushed it very slowly and felt how it made me feel kinda stuffy down there, like it was stretching me. But it felt good so I pulled it back a little and that felt good, too. I started to move the candle in and out a little bit at a time. Back and forth. Ohhhhh, wow, it felt great! So I used my other hand to rub my clit and I pushed and pulled the candle in and out of me. This must be what fucking felt like and I knew I liked it. I don't know how long I did this but, suddenly I woke up with the candle deep inside me. "Oh, shit," I thought. "What if daddy comes in and finds me like this?" I got dressed and found a hiding place for the stuff. It wasn't ten minutes more before daddy came back. I was sitting, reading a magazine when he opened the door. We went over to the dining room that night. Daddy caught lots of trout today but he likes them for breakfast. He's taught me how to cook them with cornmeal and all, so I get up early and fix him coffee and trout with fried potatoes -- you know, the little potato cubes fried in butter or bacon fat with just salt and pepper. He uses ketchup on his, though. Anyway, I put on my bikini again and raced up to the tennis courts. I was 10 minutes late. "I thought you had decided to go to the pool with the little kids," Frank said as I arrived, out of breath. "No. I had to cook breakfast for my dad." "Why doesn't your mom do that?" "She died a few years ago." "Oh," he said, obviously embarassed that he had said that. "I'm sorry." "It's ok. So, we gonna play?" "Yeah. You ready to get trounced?" "In your dreams, fella," I boasted, knowing all too well that that was exactly what was going to happen. "How do you know about my dreams?" "I can only guess." "Well, you're in them." "Really?" Oh, shit! I felt myself turning beet-red again. "Yeah, but I don't know if you'd want to know what we were doing." "Maybe you'd better not tell me." "Yeah. Let's play." He really creamed me the first couple of sets. Then he let up and let me win the next set, I think just because he felt sorry for me. Then he beat me 6-0 again but it wasn't all that bad 'cause I was looking at his crotch instead of the ball. I felt like a complete ninny but he hugged me at the net and told me I really made him sweat. Boy, did I like the smell of his sweat, too. I was kinda leaning over the net when he hugged me and I tried to lean as far forward as I could so I could push my boobies up against his chest. He had taken his shirt off and I wanted to know what he felt like. I took a deep breath, too, and felt a little twinge down between my legs when his manly scent entered my nose. God, he was soooo sexy! Let's go have a Coke," he offered. "Sure. I'm all sweaty already. I'm glad we played this morning instead of waiting." We sat under an umbrella on the patio of the main lodge and sipped our Cokes. "So, what was your dream about," I asked as casually as I could." "So, you do want to know after all," he said with a glint in his eye. "Yeah, I said, offhanded like even though I was dying to know. "You're sure?" "Yeah. You can tell me. I'm not a kid any more." "Well... we were skinny-dipping on the other side of the lake." "Wow! Maybe I shouldn't have asked." "Have you ever...?" "Skinny-dipped?" "No." "Want to?" "Oh. I don't know. Somebody might see us." I was churning inside. I really, really wanted to but I was scared. Geez. I was worried about french-kissing and maybe wondering what I should do if he touched my boobs and now he's talking about getting naked and swimming together! But, hey. I really wanted to see what was inside those shorts of his. No, I couldn't wait to see. "Maybe." Oh, shit. Did I say that? "How 'bout this afternoon?" Omigod. Now I was in over my head. But wasn't that what I wanted -- to be in over my head? In ten seconds I thought of a hundred reasons why I shouldn't but I also thought of the one reason I would -- I wanted to see Frank naked and I wanted him to see me naked, too. "Ok." "Good. Why don't you have lunch and we'll meet here at 1:00." "Ok," I said, my heart pounding so hard I thought it was gonna jump outta my chest. My throat seized up and I almost couldn't say Ok, even. I jumped into the shower and washed and dried my hair. I even put on some makeup -- a little lipstick, blush and eye liner, but I still couldn't make myself look 17. Oh, well. I'd just have to chance it. All I had to wear was that same old bikini. It was pretty sexy on me but, geez, I couldn't keep on wearing the same old bathing suit every day all summer. People would think maybe we're on welfare or something. I took my swim socks and a towel and my dark glasses and a sirt to put over my bikini and met Frank right on the dot. "Right on time this time," Frank said. "I didn't want you to think I chickened out." "Yeah, like I was worried," he said as we started down to the road that circled the lake. IT was getting really hot by the time we were halfway around. I was ready for the cold lake water. Frank said he knew a spot that was private, even if someone else walked along the road. He led me down through some bushes and there was this little sandy beach right next to the water. It was clean, too. "Here. Spread your towel out next to mine," he said as he shook his own out and let it float down on the sand. I put mine as close as I could to his. "Do you want to go right in?" "Yeah," I said. "I might chicken out if I wait." That wasn't the most real reason, however. I was sweating like a pig in the afternoon heat. It was after 2:00 and we'd been walking in the hot sun over an hour. "Turn around," I told him. I'm not used to this -- yet." "He laughed and turned his back as he stripped off his own clothes. He was wearing a regular bathing suit this time and it came off in seconds. I put on my swim socks first. Then I dropped my shirt and bikini top and pulled the strings at the sides of the bottoms. "Here goes," I thought as I let the bottoms drop to the ground. I ran as fast as I could into the water and made a surface dive as soon as it reached my knees. Thank good ness there were no submerged branches or rocks! "Whoa!" I cried as I hit the cold water. "Oh, shit, this is cold!" Frank was right behind me and did the same thing. "Fuck!" he said. "You're right. We shoulda tested it first." Both of us stood straight up to get the icy water off our bodies as much as possible. We just stood there looking at each other. "My God," he said. "You're so fucking pretty!" I had my arms around myself trying to fend off the cold. He couldn't see my boobs 'cause they were hidden under my arms but he was looking at my pussy. It was a very satisfying feeling to know he could see me and thought I was pretty. "Take your arms down," he said. I did, slowly revealing myself to him. "Oh, fuck. You're a ten!" I stood perfectly still, relishing the moment, drinking in how his face looked as he saw me -- all of me -- for the first time. I looked at him, too. I thought he was gonna have a big dick, like a horse, but it wasn't. It was all shrivelled up and just a few inches -- maybe three or four inches -- long. He saw me looking, staring is more like it. "Oh, he said. Not to worry. It gets all tiny like when it's cold. It's ok once it gets warm. I giggled. "Yeah. It looked much larger in your tennis shorts." "Yeah. All the girls tell me that." "All the girls?" "Just kidding. Those shorts kinda emphasize it. That's why I wear them." "Can we get out now? I'm freezing." "Yeah. Sorry, I didn't realize it was still so cold." We walked up to our towels and dried off a little and then laid down to let the sun bake us dry. We both lay on our backs. I wadded up my shirt for a headrest. Frank looked so funny, lying there with his little dick pointing straight up. I couldn't see it completely looking out of the corbner of my eye but it was kinda comical. I closed my eyes and relaxed. I may have even drifted off to sleep. But, all of a sudden, I felt this cool hand set down right over my boob. It felt nice. I lay here without moving until Frank's hand started to move in slow circles. My nipple got hard immediately. I kinda moaned a little to let him know it was ok and I heard him turn onto his side to face me. He scooted closer and my face was in shadow as I felt him draw closer. His lips touched mine in the most tender kiss I could imagine. I held my breath as long as I could but finally had to pull away and gasp for air. Frank laughed. "Breathe through your nose, silly." "Oh," I said. "I never knew that." Looking down I could see what had filled his tennis shorts. His dick was hard, sticking straight out from his body and it was enormous! I mean huge! He saw me looking at it. "Yeah. Junior has recovered," he said. "Oh...umm..I...." "It's ok. It's just another way of telling you how pretty you are." "I...umm...I've never seen one hard like that before." "I like having you see me," he said as he moved in for another kiss. This time I did breathe through my nose and we kissed for an hour. Well, maybe it was just a minute or two but it seemed like forever and, when he pulled away, I scooted forward and kissed him again like some shameless slut. But I didn't care. It just felt so nice to have our mouths pressed together and our tongues writhing together as we tasted each other. Frank's chest was pressing against mine and I could feel my boobs rubbing against bare skin. That was another first for me and I liked it -- a lot! I scrunched my body up and down so I could feel my nipples rub against the hair on his chest. Sooo kewl! I scooted my hips forward, too, wanting to feel his hard dick, too. Oh, wow. I could feel it lying against my hips and stomach and it kinda twitched once when I moved. I couldn't stop kissing him now and I kept moving against him, feeling his hot, sweaty body with every inch of mine. "Just a second, sweety," he said as he rolled me back onto my back. He leaned down and very softly kissed one nipple. Then he looked at me (I was watching everything), smiled and kissed the other one just as softly as the first. I thought I was gonna die right then. Electricty coursed through my body every time his mouth touched my boob. While I watched, he slowly opened his mouth wide and encircled one boob, sucking as much of it as he could into his mouth. OMIGOD! His tongue was flicking my nipple and he was sucking my titty like a baby. It felt soooo fucking good! I felt his hand creep down between my legs and his finger dip into my wet slit. Yes, it was wet! It was sloppy wet and his finger felt so nice in there as he moved it up and down. Oh, shit! He touched my clit and my hips bucked up against him. I didn't mean to, it just happened. My body was like it was being electrocuted, with sparks jumping through me from everywhere. He stopped sucking my titty and slid down until he was between my legs. OMIGOD! He's looking right at my pussy! I was so scared I couldn't move. I don't think I would have moved even if I could 'cause all at once I felt his finger slip out and then I felt something warm and soft and...wet! OMIGOD! It's his tongue! He's licking me there! This was better than anything! His tongue was so gentle. At first he just moved it up and down through my slit and sometimes poked it in a little but then, after a while, he licked higher and... WOW!... pressed against my clit. Oh, this was SO much better than when I used my fingers there. His tongue was softer and warmer and he really knew where to lick me, like some girl taught him all the good places. I just laid back and let him do me. I tried pulling my knees up and laying them flat. I tried squeezing my thighs against his head. Nothing made it any better -- it was fantastic no mater what I did. Then I discovered I could grab some of his hair in each hand and pull him tighter against my pussy. I think I was trying to pull him inside. I sure wanted to. My girlfriends had told me all the guys like to have a girl suck their cocks until they cum but no one ever told me about a guy licking a girl's pussy. This was incredible! Frank kept on licking and ...oh...OHH...OOHHHHHHHHH. Shit! He's sucking it -- my clit. OMIGOD! It's sensory overload. It's like I felt when we went to Disneyland and went on the Small World ride with all the sound and music and lights and stuff. But this was all happening to my pussy and my pussy was making my body crazy. Oh, God this was great. That little tiny bud down there was making my body explode with pleasure as Frank sucked on it like a tiny lollipop and rubbed his tongue against the tip. I felt fireworks all around. Then I felt my toes curl as my body tensed and this kind of wave started up my legs and up through my body and out over my head. And, just then, my pussy exploded and I felt myself gush like I never have before. Frank choked and shook his head and then dropped back down and licked me, more like lapped me as I felt streams of cum come pouring out. I've never, ever done that before. I've had a lot of cums but never with such force and soupy almost fountains of cum. I pushed Frank's head away. Every little touch down there was sending lightening jolts through my body and I couldn't stand it any more. I was super-sensitive. "Oh, please, Frank. Just hold on for a minute," I thought. I was shaking. Literally shaking, still holding Frank by the hair and keeping him at bay from my sore pussy. I was panting; my heart was beating a mile a minute. "Oh, geez, Frank. That was sooooooo good. I'm in heaven right now but I can't take it any more." He looked up at me with smiling eyes. "I know, baby," he said. I wanted to do that for you." I released my grip on his hair and let my body relax. I closed my eyes and felt like I was floating on a cloud, weightless and feeling better than ever before. This was as close to heaven as I could imagine. Franks didn't say anything but he slid back up even with me and he stroked my forehead with his fingers so very lightly. He kissed my eyelids. I couldn't move. I sunk into the towel and just floated while he touched me. Then he kissed my lips and I lazily kissed him back and wrapped my arms around his neck to hold him there. We kissed for a long time before I let him up. He laid down beside me and took my hand in his and we fell asleep. * * * * * Part two will follow shortly. Let me know what you think of Part 1. What I've found lately is that I get about ONE comment for every THOUSAND times one of my stories is read. Hey! I don't get paid for this. Your comments are the currency of appreciation here. I always enjoy comments, good or bad. Nice things encourage me to write more. Critical things encourage me to write better. 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