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 Author: Kyoko
Title: Kyoko's Cheating Husband
Summary: A wife finds herself aroused when she catches her husband
cheating with another woman
Keywords: MF,husband-cheat,wife-voyeur,voyeur,caught,cuckquean

   Kyoko's Cheating Husband

   By Kyoko (Kyoko@nym.alias.net)

   My name is Kyoko, and I'm a 40-something Japanese woman, married, but
not for much longer.  This is a true story about what is happening in my
life right now.  If you like what I wrote, please let me know.  This is
true, and I'm not sure if it's exciting as some made up things people write

   My kids are in school, and I have today off.  I have the house all to
myself, complete privacy.  As I go about my morning routines, I've been
thinking about something...my husband cheated on me a while ago.  It was
with a Chinese woman.  I didn't catch them together, and while it was going
on, I didn't even suspect anything, but one day she got pissed off at him
and called me in a fit of anger and told me what had been going on... 
after that, I confronted my husband.  He admitted everything, answered all
my questions, and filled in lots of the gory details.  Sometimes I wish I
had not asked so many questions, or that he had not told...even though I
didn't actually see them together, it is now just as real as if I had...

   Some people wonder what it's like to catch your husband cheating on you.
I have such mixed feelings about it.  I was so angry at him...and we have
recently separated as a consequence.  But also, and I'm so ashamed to admit
this, hearing of it all made me very wet, very excited.  Now, long after
the fact, I remember every detail he told me.  I can picture it all in my
mind so vividly.  He described her to me: barely 5 feet tall and 100
pounds, short black straight hair (he told me that she didn't shave the
sparse black hair at her armpits...  why do details like that haunt me?),
almost nonexistant boobs........  and a small, tight, shallow cunt, so
small that she was unable to completely accomodate my husband's
much-larger-than-average cock.  I am Japanese, and fairly small myself, so
I know exactly how it feels to be full of that cock: really, incredibly,
unbelievably good, that's how.  Even though she couldn't handle it all, I'm
sure the little bitch loved trying!  I think of this frequently, imagining
him and that tiny, flat-chested Chinese bitch doing all sorts of obscene
things together.  Him pushing into her and hitting bottom, and her hands on
his hips urging him on while she tries to cram more of him into herself. 
MY husband...  whose cock is supposed to be for ME...  in HER cunt!  One of
the worst things for me to think of is I know they did not practice safe
sex.  Several times, he came home after fucking her and fucked ME with that
same naked cock that had been inside her, inside his Chinese slut mistress.
He didn't even wash himself!  I was so angry to hear this, but at the same
time, so aroused, my juices begin to flow just when I think of it...  now
we're separated, I get so excited that I have to touch myself and relieve
my need that this creates in me.

   Anyway, I've been thinking of them again all this morning, and now I am
so very excited.  Today's routine was fairly typical for me.  I woke up and
dressed in my sweats to go downstairs and work out.  I rode the exercise
bike for a while, and did some stomach exercises.  I get warm and sweaty
when I work out, and the rubbing on my pussy makes me aroused even in spite
of myself sometimes.  This morning, my mind was wandering all the time, and
I kept coming back to him and his bitch mistress.  Every once in a while,
I've been touching my cunt through my clothes, sometimes even reaching down
inside my sweat pants to touch myself.  I'm not wearing any underwear, just
my sweats.  You would not believe how hot, wet, and slippery my pussy feels
right now.  I put my finger between the lips, and it slides right in there,
and it's warm and slippery and sopping there, so slick between my labia. 
The crotch of my sweat pants is damp with my sweat and juices.

   I wonder, is this normal, to think of how my husband cheated on me and
to get such extreme excitement from it?  Or is something wrong with me? 
Something wrong, I think.  It seems like a really sick thing to do.  Maybe
I wasn't good enough for him to keep him happy?  After I learned of his
cheating, I let him do whatever he pleased with me.  Basically anything. 
That's how we began with anal sex (I wrote about that before, maybe you
read that).  I let him fuck me in the ass whenever he wanted, even though I
at first didn't like it, it really hurt...  but I let him have me that way
because it excited him...  and maybe also I felt I did not deserve more
than to have my ass fucked.  Maybe I needed to feel pain from his cock.  I
don't know.  Maybe I need a psychologist to explain this to me.  But now I
crave anal penetration, I find I like the mixture of pain and pleasure
intensely.

   Thinking and writing has me so excited.  Right now, right this minute, I
can't take it any more, I have to do something to relieve myself.  I'm so
ready.  First I want to go get a butt plug for my ass...  it's time to take
off my sweat pants...I'll tell you what I do...  I want everyone to know.
That thought makes me more excited.  I wish everyone could see.

   OK...  my pants are off and I have a plug and some lubricant.  I used my
fingers to put some lube on my ass hole.  I put some on my fingertip and
pushed it into me.  It feels so nice having a finger inside.  My ass is so
hot inside.  I like to put my finger in all the way and wriggle it slowly
around in there.  Then I put some lube on the plug too, then squatted down
on my haunches and leaned forward a little so I could insert it inside.  I
push the tip against my anus, in a little, and pull it back out to put on
more lube, then slowly push it all inside.  It has a wide part, then toward
the bottom a constriction, and a flared base, so I can put it inside and it
will stay there.  The wide part hurts for a moment as it goes in, but once
it's inside it feels deliciously full in my rectum.  I love that feel.  I
put my panties back on to help hold it in place.  I like to put it in and
walk around, do things around the house.  It feels good when I squeeze down
with my ass, and from the motion of my legs as I walk.  I did some things
in the kitchen and walked down and started some laundry.  Every once in a
while, I can reach back and push it or wriggle it inside me.  I'm sitting
down on it now, it's all the way up in me, as I write this.  It feels so
good when it is in so deep like it is right now.  Sometimes I leave it in
for quite some time like this, because I like the feeling of fullness in my
rectum very much, and because it stretches me slowly so I can go on with
something larger.

   I like to make this play last a long time.  I play with my clit a
little, but don't let myself cum.  I like to keep aroused.  Oh God, my cunt
is so wet.  The thought of someone knowing what I am doing makes me so hot.
I would like my husband to watch me.  I'm so ashamed of myself, but I want
him to.  I wish you could see me, too.  I think maybe you're watching now,
and I don't know it.  When I finally see and realize you've been watching
me all along...  I don't know what I will do...  so mortified, but so
excited too!

   I like to bend over in front of our full-length mirror and look at this
plug stretching my anus.  For some reason, the sight makes me more excited.
I guess I think of my husband, or someone else, doing this to me or
watching me do it.

   The front of my panties where my pussy opening is, is so damp!  I think
it's from rubbing myself through my clothes, rubbing the cloth against my
slit.  The butt plug is slipping out when I get up, so I think my anus is
stretched and it's time for something larger.  I have a triple ripple plug,
with three progressively larger ripples.  It's pretty big at the base,
maybe 5 inches around, not quite as large as my husband's cock, but large
enough.  It won't stay in by itself, but I put it in and I am sitting on it
now, while I write some more.  Now I feel *really* full.  I have to sit
down and push hard against it to keep the biggest ripple inside me.  Mmmm,
I like that.  It's like I am pushing against someone fucking me up my ass.
I'm rubbing my cunt and bumping up and down on the plug now.  I feel I will
cum soon.  When it happens, I will allow it this time.  So close...  Yes.
Wait, I need both hands now...

   Oh God, that felt so good...  with my ass contracting around that plug
when I came.  Really quick and intense.

   I'm not finished, though.  I won't be able to write during this next
part, so I'll tell you what I'm going to do.  I am going on my bed, where I
will get on my hands and knees, and put a dildo in my ass instead of this
plug, something I can stroke slowly in and out, deep, as if I am being
fucked there.  I like to hold my bottom up...  my face and chest flat on
the bed and my bottom held high...  and close my eyes and imagine him doing
it to me.

   Then when I am ready, I will turn onto my back, keeping the dildo in my
ass.  I will put *another* dildo all the way into my cunt, and use my
vibrator on my clit, and give myself orgasm after orgasm after orgasm, both
holes full, until I am too exhausted to continue.

   While I do this, I will fantasize about my husband and his little
Chinese bitch mistress.  I will think of her lying naked impaled on MY
husband's cock, her little flat-chested body writing, squirming, twisting
and turning beneath him in pleasure as he pushes his cock deep in her.  In
my mind, I can hear her panting breath and gasps and cries or pleasure and
pain, like some animal in heat.  I wonder which position they will use.  He
said she liked to be on top, straddle him.  And I know his favorite...  the
woman on her hands and knees, taking her from behind.  I will imagine her
face twisting occasionally in pain as my husband's huge cock pushes into
her little body and finds some sensitive spot deep inside as he pushes,
trying but unable to get it all into her.  Yet even so, she has her hands
on his body urging him on, begging him for it, her body writhing sensuously
beneath him.  Her hands on MY husband, his naked cock in her hot, wet
little cunt.  this makes me so angry, but SO HOT

   I need to find a bigger dildo so I can stretch my cunt and make it hurt
a little, so I know how she might have felt sometimes.  In my mind, I can
hear her orgasms, her cries of pleasure, I can almost see her face
contorted with her pleasure...  I know her climaxing arouses my husband
intensely, and I see his movements grow more determined and steady and deep
as his own orgasm approaches and he loses conscious control.  I can hear
his breath, so quick.  And finally, I can hear my husband, his voice, his
sounds of orgasm, his cries I know *so* well, the very same cries he makes
at his moment of climax, his peak of pleasure, when he is fucking *ME* and
ejaculating into MY body, where his cock is SUPPOSED to be and his cream is
SUPPOSED to go!!!  But I see his cock inside her, wet and slippery and
coated with *her* juices, moving in and out.  And I see his hands clutching
at her hips, at her ass as he moves spastically, uncontrollably, thrusting
wildly up and into her, over and over as he ejaculates deep in her, his
swelling cock spurting again and again, and her arms and legs come up to
pull him closer still to her, as she lifts her pelvis, tilts it up for him,
cradles him in her arms, and as he empties himself into her upraised cunt,
a smile of satisfaction curling on her moist lips, as she takes what should
be mine.  My husband thrusts in and out slowly a few more times, and now I
can see his cock wet with his own cum too.  I know he has emptied himself
into her, and she has welcomed it, received it willingly.

   I am so ANGRY, so ashamed of myself, mortified that this makes me sooo
excited, that I masturbate and fuck myself brutally in my ass and cunt, and
have these violent orgasms to images in my head of my husband and his
chinese bitch lover.  But I do, over and over, every time I think of this,
and I can't seem to stop thinking of it.  I am so rough on myself that my
pussy and ass become very sore and irritated, but I can't help myself.  I
am drawn to do this like moth to flame

   And so I will use that vibrator to give myself orgasm after orgasm, my
holes filled with two huge dildos.  It feels so good to be so full, my body
contracting around those dildos.  And then finally, when I am exhausted and
can cum no more, I will take a little nap, so I can be fully refreshed by
the time the kids come home.

   I don't know what to do now that we're separated.  I want him to come
fuck me, but I don't want him...
   .....kyoko