Narisa 1
By C. Stanton
Leman
Chapter 3
…All he said
to me was, “It’s time.”
It’s time…
Those words
had such a tone of foreboding and doom. Just the way he said it seemed to fuel
my suspicions that I was being led to the hangman. With a deep sigh of
resignation, I slowly rose and exited the cell. He grabbed me by the arm and
briskly walked me through a series of corridors to where I’d begun my
incarceration. I was told to strip, shower and shave what little beard I had
after which my street clothes were handed to me. They’d been cleaned.
After
completing my ablutions and dressing, I had shackles placed on my ankles
connected with a chain about two feet long limiting my stride. My hands were
handcuffed in front of me then I was led outside and put into a waiting vehicle
where we left for the location of my trial.
On the way to
court, I began to feel hopelessness slip in and began to cry. Clenching my jaw
and squeezing my eyes shut tightly as I fought to regain my composure. I
swallowed hard and resolved not to give my accusers the satisfaction of seeing
me fall apart.
I gave a
silent, ironic chuckle to myself thinking that if I was to have a lawyer, he’d
never even visited me to formulate my defense. Some defense! It seemed the
verdict was already in…
Well, there’s
nothing I can do about it now, just steel myself and accept it.
When we
pulled up to the building of justice, there was a noisy throng of people
outside the courthouse all abuzz, seemingly waiting for the infidel to be
tried. I was led into an anteroom next to the actual courtroom from a side door
and was instructed to sit and wait to be called.
I could hear
many people talking in the other room, but couldn’t make out anything being
said. I heard a gavel drop three times, the door opened up and a uniformed
guard took me by the arm to escort me into the courtroom.
In the front
of the courtroom, sat a panel of three mullahs with the presiding judge in the
center and I assumed a clerk and court reporter sat adjacent to the bench. The
trial judge, I was soon to find out, was also the prosecutor. I learned (and
experienced) that Iran has what’s called an inquisitional type of justice
system.
As I was led
to my place, I saw my parents, our guides, my friends, Rafi and his father
behind where I was to sit. I even saw Doe Eyes as she sat a few seats behind
Omar crying. My mother was sobbing as quietly as she could, but it could be
heard easily over the murmurs of the audience. My Dad had tears in his eyes as
he saw me shackled and led into the courtroom. In the front row of the gallery
I saw my assailants sitting smugly with arms across their chests.
My lawyer
immediately introduced himself as Samir Bashira. He hurriedly told me that he
felt something was up and this didn’t appear to be a normal trial. The mood of
the court and the unheard of presence of officials from the Special Clerical
Court were also in attendance were indicators that this was an unusual trial.
Shaking his head, he said in a low voice, “This could be bad: very, very bad.”
His English
was good and Samir said that he’d translate for me as quickly as he could so
that I was fully aware of what was going on and could answer when directed to.
The trial
judge banged his gavel three times again, and all eyes followed his to the opposite
side of the room as a side door slowly opened. The crowd gasped as a woman
dressed in traditional garb led a small, young girl towards the table next to
me on my left. I recognized her as the girl I’d tried to save by the cut on her
forehead above her left eye. It had been closed with several stitches and she
was dressed in an all black abaya and hajib and was handcuffed in the front as
I was.
Our eyes met
for the first time as she approached the table. She stood about four feet nine
or so, very slender build (from my recollection of her nude form that fateful
day) with large, brilliant blue eyes. She was weeping and the tears rolled down
her cheeks as she silently walked to her seat. Even through her tears and our
fleeting glance, I saw a glimmer of a smile of appreciation directed at me for
my efforts. Her face was symmetrical with high cheekbones, a small mouth with
pink lips and a small, straight nose. Even in painful distress she was
absolutely lovely. From looking at her, I raised my estimation of her age to
about eleven, maybe twelve.
As soon as I
saw her, my heart was overwhelmed with joy that she was alive but that feeling
was soon replaced with an ominous feeling of dread. I knew they were going to
torment each of us as the other was tried, convicted and sentenced.
My lawyer
leaned over and said, “They will try you both together. This isn’t normally
done and it’s probably the work of the Special Clerical Court. The world is
watching this case and its outcome. Somehow word got out that an American is
being charged with a capital offense. It is rumored that a plot was averted to
frame the girl to destroy her father and they didn’t anticipate a foreigner
intervening. I will help you all I can, but things look very, very bad.”
I turned to
him and said in an almost sardonic tone, “You’ve already said that once.”
He just
looked at me and shrugged.
They did
get the story out! I wonder if Hasan had anything to do with it?
The courtroom
was abuzz with the murmurings of the spectators for several minutes as the
mullahs shuffled papers between them. Once ready, the trial judge banged his
gavel three times and said in Farsi, “Quite, this court will now come to order.
We are here to prosecute these two accused of crimes against Islam and the
state.”
“Narisa
Assad, step forward.” ordered the judge.
The young
girl stood with her escort and proceeded to slowly walk towards the bench and
stopped, standing about four feet in front of the quorum.
Narisa… now I
knew her name. It’s ironic that she’s the first Iranian I’ve seen with blue
eyes.
“You have
been charged,” the prosecutor/judge began, “with offending the public morality
and committing acts incompatible with public chastity. How do you plead?”
“Not guilty,
your holiness,” Narisa answered meekly.
“On July
twelfth,” he continued, “were you not standing outside an open doorway on a
public street, in full view of the public displaying yourself like a prostitute
peddling her wares?”
“No your
holiness,” she answered. “I was outside the doorway looking for my brother who
was coming to take me home. I was not displaying myself.”
“Was an adult
with you, watching with you for your brother?” the judge asked.
“No your
holiness,” Narisa responded. “I stepped outside to check and see if he was
approaching.”
“So,” he said
as if having already proven his case, “you were standing outside an open
doorway, near the street, alone, in full view of anyone walking down the street
as a prostitute would show herself to be available to any man on the street.”
“But I wasn’t
displaying myself. I was just looking for my brother!” Narisa pleaded.
“Enough!” he
shouted, “By your own admission you were standing alone by the edge of a public
street in full view of the public — is this not the truth?”
“Yes, your
holiness,” she replied. “I was standing by the roadside outside my friend’s
door looking for my brother.”
“By your own
testimony,” he said with finality, “you have convicted yourself and we find you
guilty of the charges of prostitution and acts incompatible with public
chastity. You are hereby sentenced to fifteen lashes and death by hanging as is
prescribed under Islamic law.”
Being held
steady by her female escort, Narisa let out a heart-rending cry, started
shaking and lost control of her bladder. As the puddle of wetness formed and
widened around her feet, her knees buckled but she was caught and held fast by
the matron. Narisa began sobbing and pleading, “Repentance, please I beg
repentance!”
Pointing to
the floor, “Your actions today only confirm what you have convicted yourself to
be.” mocked the judge. “Only a prostitute would relieve herself in such a
public display.”
I vowed not
to let them see me cry, but the humiliation of the scene before me was too much
to bear and I began to cry as I covered my face with my hands. Even a district
police chief’s daughter received no mercy here today. It seemed that dirty
politics and corruption would cost Narisa her life. I knew then that my
parent’s reputation would be of no help to me and I would meet the same fate as
the girl I’d tried to save.
“On the
twentieth of July, three days hence,” the judge said as he finished, “at six
a.m. you will be hanged in the public square until you are dead.”
The women in
the courtroom wailed as if all were her mother. The matron had to practically
drag Narisa back to her seat like a limp rag doll because she didn’t have the
volition to stand on her own. She’d stopped crying but she now stared blankly
into space as if catalectic.
After Narisa
was seated, the court was called back to order after the floor was cleaned. The
prosecutor/judge shuffled some papers as he whispered to the other two mullahs.
When he was ready to begin again, he banged his gavel three times and called my
name (or what I understood to be my name).
I wiped my
eyes and with a composing sniffle, slowly stood erect and moved to stand where
Narisa had stood in front of the bench with my lawyer. He stared at me with a
venomous, evil look and said, “You are charged with obstructing officers of the
Islamic Republic of Iran while discharging their duties in accordance with
Islamic law, and interfering in the internal affairs of our sovereign nation.
You are also charged with grievous sexual assault and defilement of a virginal,
unmarried Muslim girl by lying upon and touching her nakedness as a man would
with his wife, bringing shame upon her and her family. How do you plead?”
Samir raised
his hand and objected saying, “I must object, your holiness. My client is a
citizen of the United States and has no knowledge of Islamic law or the
workings of the police in our country. It was not his intention to sexually
assault or defile this young girl, only to protect her as would a fireman or a
policeman in an emergency. As to the charges of obstruction, my client didn’t
know those men were officers of the court.”
“Objection
denied!” the judge ruled with a bang of his gavel. “Ignorance is no excuse of
the law. If a blind man touches an electrical wire and knows nothing of
electricity, does he not still get electrocuted?”
“Joshua Williams,”
the judge said directing his stare at me, “In your American passport, does it
not say to acquaint oneself with the laws of the countries you visit? And
doesn’t it also state that while you are in a foreign country you are subject
to its laws?”
“Yes, your
honor,” I answered, “my passport does so caution its citizens.”
“How do you
plead?” he asked leaning forward on his elbows.
“Not guilty.
I stopped a murder, your honor, not an arrest.” I answered. “I did not sexually
assault the girl; I only shielded her from further injury.”
“Do you know
for an unequivocal fact that she was being murdered? Do you have any factual
evidence of this perceived murder in progress to make such an accusation?” the
judge goaded me.
“I have no
concrete proof that she was being murdered, but it looked like she was being
stoned to death, your honor.” I answered.
“Was she
breathing when you laid upon her naked body and grabbed her by her bare,
uncovered shoulders and wreathed upon her naked, virginal body?” he asked sarcastically.
“I did not
wreathe upon her your honor and yes, she was breathing.”
“So,” he said
like he was springing the trap, “in your expert opinion, knowing Islamic law
and justice, she was being murdered and you were assisting this country by
preventing a crime. Is that correct? Does the court understand this to be your
testimony?”
“In my own
humble opinion, your honor,” I qualified, “not from any expert knowledge of
Islamic law. I truly believed in my heart that her life was in mortal danger. I
was not the one to defile her person, your honor. I saw a girl defiled by a
group of men by forcibly stripping her naked in public then assaulted with
stones. ”
“Well,” he
taunted, “if you felt this girl was being defiled, why did you aid in her
defilement by accosting her lying on and grinding yourself upon her. And
another thing, and the girl you defiled is sitting right here in the
courtroom. Did she not walk into this
courtroom unaided and under her own power? Does she appear to have any broken
bones or life threatening injuries that can be seen?”
“No, your
honor, she doesn’t;” I agreed, “but she does have a gash on her forehead that
required stitches and if I hadn’t shielded her body and taken the majority of
the blows intended for her, she might not be sitting here today.”
“Hmmm.” he
muttered looking at some papers, “The evidence shows that she received her head
injury as a result of you pouncing on top of her and the bruises unseen under
her clothing are a result of you grinding her body into the ground as you
lasciviously moved on top of her.”
“Someone must
have been mistaken.” I replied. “Her head wound was a result of being struck in
the forehead with a rock. I committed no lascivious acts or movements upon her,
your honor.”
“Enough!” he
said gruffly, “You offer no proof for your suppositions and your defense is
contrived yet you admit to laying upon and holding a naked virginal Muslim girl
by her bare shoulders. Did you or did you not lie upon a naked Muslim girl and
hold her by her bare shoulders — answer yes or no?”
“Yes I did,”
I admitted.
“And did you
or did you not interfere with the officers of this court based on the immature,
unknowledgeable and fabricated mental ramblings of a fourteen-year-old boy
without any substantial evidence as a basis for your defense — yes or no?”
“Yes I did
your honor. I believed with all my heart her life was in mortal danger.”
“By your own
admission,” he said victoriously, “You have convicted yourself of the charges
against you. You have just openly admitted to lying upon a naked girl in public
while holding her by her bare shoulders and interfering with officers of the
court in the course of their duties. You are hereby sentenced to ten years in
prison and thirty lashes for obstruction of justice and interfering in the
internal affairs of the Islamic Republic of Iran. After your prison term is
served, you shall be hanged until you are dead for crimes against public
morality and for the sexual assault and defilement of a virginal Muslim girl.”
I stood with
my jaw locked tight, fighting back the tears and stood erect and motionless
with my cuffed hands clinched tightly together in front of me as the verdict
sunk in. Throughout the courtroom could be heard my mother’s deep guttural cry
“Oh my God no! Please have mercy on him!”
I glanced
around the courtroom and caught my parent’s painful, shocked gaze. I saw the
pained expressions on the faces of my friends, Narisa’s family and spectators
in attendance. I looked at our assailants who sat with leering, victorious grins.
I then turned and looked over at Narisa and she had her head down, hands over
her face sobbing. I took a deep sigh and turned to look the judge squarely in
the eye as the corner of his tight, pursed lips just perceptibly curled upward.
I remained
standing erect, not knowing what to do: should I turn and return to my seat? Should
I remain standing here, or will I be led away to serve my prison term while
Narisa is led to her death? My mind was in total shutdown.
In the
background I could hear the room filled with the painful cries and tears of
Narisa, my parents, our friends and sympathetic citizens. The judge just seemed
to let this wailing continue and relished in his victory as he looked around
the courtroom.
The presiding
mullah: our prosecutor, judge and jury banged his gavel numerous times to quell
the mournful cries of those present and although the crying subsided it didn’t
stop completely.
He began,
what I thought was his summation…
“Today, all
present in this courtroom have borne witness to the conviction of those guilty
of crimes against morality and chastity, of sexual assault and interference in
the internal affairs of our country. They have been fairly tried and convicted
by their own admissions and have been sentenced to the fullest extent of
Islamic law.”
He paused for
effect and continued, “But as we all know, Allah, all power and glory unto Him,
is a great and merciful God. Being true believers of the faith, the execution
of justice in Iran can also praise Him by being merciful.”
As I listened
to the word “merciful,” my blank mind snapped back to reality thinking that our
lives might yet possibly be spared.
“As a result
of the interference by a foreign national into the internal affairs of our
Republic and one of the accused is relative to an esteemed officer of the
court, the Special Clerical Court has taken it upon itself and considered this
case in conjunction with the Revolutionary Court using the holy precepts of
Shana (Islamic law) as their guide.”
“Will the
convicted prostitute Narisa Assad, step forward and stand before the court.”
We glanced at
each other momentarily as she stood and moved to stand before the bench and
came to a stop next to me about three feet to my left. The judge began to
speak.
“Narisa
Assad, you have been convicted of prostitution and crimes incompatible with
public chastity. You have begged for repentance and will now be given an
opportunity to repent. This court will grant you leniency, with conditions, if
your act of repentance is deemed to be genuine and accepted. Do you now accept
these conditions, regardless of what they may be to receive clemency?” he
offered.
“Yes, your
holiness,” she replied. “I accept the leniency of the court and its conditions
and am thankful for the opportunity to repent.”
The judge
nodded for her to proceed.
Narisa’s body
visibly relaxed and she fell to her knees with her head bowed to the floor and
began sobbing out her prayer, “Oh please merciful and loving Allah, I beseech
you, please hear the heartfelt pleas of this wretched sinner’s supplications.
Forgive me my sins, cleanse me of shame and grant forgiveness to your humble
servant. All praise, honor and glory is yours oh merciful Allah, spare the life
you have so graciously given me and I shall praise and worship thy name all the
days of my life.”
Narisa
remained on the floor sitting with her legs under her and her head bowed
forward touching the floor in front of her sobbing.
The judge
banged his gavel once and ordered, “Stand woman, your heartfelt repentance has
been heard which this court believes to be sincere. Just remember the words of
your supplication and fulfill them all the days of your life.”
“Joshua
Williams,” he said as he turned and looked at me, “You have been convicted of
interfering in the internal affairs of the Islamic Republic of Iran and defiling an Iranian Muslim woman. Allah
extends His mercy to all the creatures of the earth, including infidels so that
His presence is known in all men’s hearts. If you will make a taped, public and
heartfelt acknowledgement of your crimes, stating the fairness of your
treatment and trial and profess genuine remorse for wrongdoing, you too will be
granted leniency with certain conditions. Do you now accept the clemency of
this court and its conditions regardless of what they may be? Do you wish to
make your profession of guilt and remorse at this time?”
I stood
silent for a few moments thinking this wasn’t the end of it, there had to be a
catch: something more he was holding back. What real choice did I have? I was
facing ten years in prison only to be hanged…
I looked at
Samir and he was shaking his head begging me to accept. I started to look back
at my parents but the judge stopped me saying, “Stop! In this country, you are
considered an adult man. Make your decision and make it alone with the
conviction of a man without any outside influence. Let your decision be yours
and yours alone.”
I took a deep
breath, exhaled slowly and replied, “I accept the promise of this court for
clemency with all its conditions. By accepting the good faith offer of leniency
by this court, I am willing to now make a public statement and profess my guilt
and remorse for my crimes.”
There were
murmurs and whispers from the gallery as a video camera was set up behind the
bench to record me full face while I made my taped confession. While this was
taking place, I thought about what I’d say. I remembered taped confessions
shown of TV of downed American pilots or captured soldiers and civilians in
Muslim countries. Most of us in the west took them for what they were: coerced
statements made only to save one’s life. It didn’t matter if what was said was
heartfelt or not. The world knows that a person will make such statements to
preserve their life.
When they
were ready, the judge nodded for me to begin.
“I, Joshua
Williams, a citizen of the Unites States of America, have committed and been
convicted of interfering in the internal affairs of the Islamic Republic of
Iran and defiling and shaming a female Iranian citizen and her family by a fair
and just court under Islamic principles. In return for the fair treatment
during my detention and trial along with leniency promised by this court, I
wish to express my heartfelt sorrow for my crimes and I ask for the court’s
forgiveness along with that of the girl, her family and also of the people of
Iran.”
When I was
finished, there was silence throughout the entire courtroom. The judge waved
his hand and the camera was turned off.
“Now for your
fates, according to all the conditions both of you have agreed to,” the judge
said solemnly.
Narisa and I
stood facing forward and I think we were both waiting for the hammer to drop.
“Under
Islamic law,” the judge began, “there is only one means to absolve the
defilement and shame inflicted on a virgin and her family by the perpetrator
and one and only one by which that shame may be absolved.”
He leaned
forward with his hands on the bench and continued, “Narisa Assad, the
absolution of your shame that you’ve brought upon yourself, that same shame you
prayed fervently for Allah to forgive can only be removed by one means.”
“Joshua
Williams,” he continued as he looked at me, “that same shameful act of
defilement that you seek forgiveness and absolution for from her, her family
and this court can only be obtained by a man resolved to do what’s right and
just to show his repentant desire to restore that girl’s dignity. You have lain
upon her nakedness as a husband would and touched her bare body. The only
fitting and right way to remove her shame is for you to marry the prostitute
you have committed fornication with.”
Immediately
one of our assailants stood and shouted, “I must protest! Under no
circumstances according to Islamic law is a Muslim woman allowed to marry an
infidel!”
While this
man was shouting, Narisa and I looked at each other in total shock,
disbelieving what we’d just heard.
The judge sat
back in his chair, picked up several pages and while putting on his glasses
responded to the man’s objection.
“In
considering this unique case by the Special Clerical Court, they have
considered and rendered a decision, based on the special circumstances of this
particular case using strict interpretation of Islamic law.”
Interrupting
his explanation to read from his notes, he continued. “The marriage of a
Christian man and a Muslim woman although not specifically forbidden verbatim
in Holy Scripture, that omission in the Qur’an has been interpreted to be
deemed undesirable and thus not allowed. Now we have to remember that in this
case, the Muslim woman in question is a convicted prostitute and not a
moral, upright and chaste believer of the faith and as such, has no rights or
protection under the law. Let us concentrate on the verses in question to
understand the high court’s decision.”
He looked at
his papers continuing, “The Qur’an states in Al-Baqarah 2:221, ‘And give not
them (Muslim women) in marriage until the idolaters believe.’ And again in
Al-Mumtahinah 60:10, “They (Muslim women) are not lawful to them (the
disbelievers) nor are they (the disbeliever) lawful to them.’ A closer look at
these verses taken in context, specifically relate to idolaters of a
polytheistic religion. It has been accepted proper interpretation of the Qur’an
by scholars that there are some aspects of Jewish and Christian beliefs that
are polytheistic in nature. The usage of the term “Mushrik” in the Qur’an is a
polytheistic person who ascribes partners and equals to the one true God. It is
for this reason that the Qur’an, even though it has referred to some Jewish and
Christian beliefs which according the concept of Taweed, amount to polytheism,
the Qur’an has mentioned Jews and Christians as a distinct and separate group
from polytheists. This fact should be clear according to scripture in
Al-Baqarah 2:105, Aal Imraan 3:67, Surah Al-Taubah 9:1-33 and Al-Bayyinah
98:1.”
“The
decisions and rulings by the Special Clerical Court are irrevocable and final,”
the judge admonished the gallery.
Taking his
glasses off and setting the papers on the bench before him he looked at both of
us and said, “To grant the redemption and absolution for the sins both of you
have confessed to and to remove your shame, do you both agree to marry, here,
in this courtroom today as one of your conditions for clemency?”
Narisa stood
silently waiting for me to answer while I stood stoically in shock at what I
was being asked to commit to hit home. All within a matter of moment’s thoughts
raced through my head. I’m fourteen for God’s sakes! How can I marry a ten
or twelve-year-old girl? How? If any of the other conditions means prison, how
can I support or protect her: will Mom and Dad be able to? Will this just delay
her death once again if I’m jailed and unable to care for her? Will we be able
to leave and go to the U.S. to live our lives? If I said no, we’ll both lose
our lives. Somehow, by my
instinctual empathy to protect her I had somehow joined our fates and lives
forever. Here was that ripple in the pond of our combined histories: hers, our
families and mine — and ours as husband and wife!
I calmed
myself and began to conclude that this whole trial: this show of publicly
convicting us and sentencing us to death was all a charade to get us to be
partners to their scheme to sweep this whole thing under the rug. The Iranian
government didn’t want any part of this or the backlash it would produce and
wanted it to be over and done with. We marry and live, albeit convicted
criminals and probably go home while they save face with the world all in the
name of fair and merciful Islamic justice. I didn’t see any way out except to
receive what I’d prayed for: acceptance to whatever fate God had in store for
me.
At fourteen,
I was about to take a bride.
The judge
cocked an eyebrow at me as if to say, “Well?”
“Is she
agrees, I will marry Narisa Assad and cherish her as my wife.” I stated with
conviction.
Narisa
relaxed as if she were holding her breath waiting for my decision.
“And you
Narisa Assad,” the judge asked, “Will you consent to marry your defiler?”
She didn’t answer but gave a perceptible single
nod.
“Your honor?”
I asked humbly.
“You may
speak,” he replied.
“How old is
my intended bride?” I asked.
He nodded to
Narisa and she looked at me and smiled meekly then replied, “I am thirteen
years and one month.”
As I leaned
down and heard Samir’s translation, I nodded and gave a sigh of relief. At
least she was just a year younger than I. He quickly added, “I will walk you
through the ceremony. Just repeat what I say, okay?”
I nodded
agreement
The judge
looked over the gallery and ordered, “All unmarried girls and women are hereby
ordered to leave the courtroom and bring her mother forward.”
(Iranian
wedding custom is that an unmarried girl should only hear the ceremony for the
first time at her own wedding.)
Samir told me
that the judge will ask both of us three times if we take each other as husband
and wife. The bride will remain silent twice but you are to answer. She will
declare her intentions on the third request. This indicates that you seek her
and that she has considered and married of her own free will before consenting.
I think I’ve
got the jist…
After the
courtroom had been emptied of all unmarried females and Narisa’s mom stood next
to her daughter, the judge said, “Let’s begin.”
After several
readings from the Qur’an, he asked, “Do you Joshua Williams seek the hand of
Narisa Assad in marriage?”
“Yes, I wish
to marry her.”
“And you,
Narisa Assad, do you wish to be joined to Joshua Williams as his wife?”
Narisa’s
mother replied, “The bride is thinking.”
“Again,” the
judge asked, “do you Joshua Williams seek the hand of Narisa Assad in
marriage?”
“I do seek
her hand in marriage.”
“And you,
Narisa Assad, do you wish to be joined in marriage to Joshua Williams as his
wife?”
“I’m sorry,
you holiness, she has gone to pick flowers.” her mother replied (Note:
this is a traditional response).
Pick
flowers???
“Again,
Joshua Williams do you seek the hand in marriage of Narisa Assad as you wife?”
“I do seek
the hand of Narisa Assad as my wife.”
“For the last
time Narisa Assad, do you wish to be joined in marriage to Joshua Williams as
his wife?”
Narisa began
to speak and said, “Your honor, I stand before this court and declare my
intentions. Being of legal age and the only virgin daughter of Nazir Assad, I
have given myself in marriage to Joshua Williams (although it sounded
differently) of my own free will.”
Samir told me
that my next response has to be verbatim: “I have accepted her as my wife.”
“What of a
dower?” someone abruptly shouted from the gallery.
“This woman
is a convicted prostitute and isn’t entitled to a dower,” the judge responded
striking his gavel on the bench.
He then
looked at me and asked, “Do you Joshua Williams accept Narisa Assad as your
wife?”
I answered,
“I have accepted Narisa Assad as my wife.”
“I now
pronounce you husband and wife. What God has joined together let no man put
asunder. Come forward and sign the Nikaahnama (marriage license)”
How
convenient: he just happened to have it with him!
Like that, I
was a married man. After Narisa and I signed the document and the three
witnessing mullahs signed, we returned to our positions before the bench.
“Now for the
last condition of your clemency,” the judge said, “Joshua Williams, do you vow
to allow your wife the right to practice her Muslim faith all the days of her
life, allowing her to fulfill her plea of repentance and agree to permit her to
raise your children in the precepts of Islam?”
“I do,”
“Now…” he
added.
What now? There’s more?
“To the issue
of punishment and your final fate.” he revealed.
Now the
hammer is really about to drop!
“Narisa
Assad,” the judge said commandingly, “You will be given fifteen lashes and have
the rest of your sentence commuted then set free to reside in your husband’s
house. Joshua Williams, you will receive thirty lashes and the rest of your
sentence commuted then set free to your temporary residence. This court will
expedite and provide all the necessary documents and a passport for you to take
your wife and return to the Unites States, neither of you to ever return. You
will be permitted to go to the Swiss embassy to obtain permission and travel
documents from your government for your wife to be admitted to your homeland to
reside in your house. If the U.S. government refuses entry to your legal wife,
her sentence of death with be commuted to life imprisonment.”
He banged his
gavel once and ordered, “Take the prisoners away and administer their
sentence!”
“Wait your
honor!” I quickly interjected.
”Do you wish to confess another crime?” he asked sarcastically.
“If it pleases
the court, your honor,” I asked, “may I receive my wife’s fifteen lashes in her
place?”
“Why do you
insist on taking her punishment for a second time?” he asked surprised.
I raised my
cuffed hands pleadingly and looking at my bride said, “Isn’t it the duty of a
husband to cherish and protect his wife from injury or harm?”
Narisa
covered her mouth with her cuffed hands and started to cry openly.
He just
stared at me with anger. He probably thought I was doing it to make a fool of him
and look like the better “man.”
“So be it!”
he retorted in a huff. “Release the woman. Take the prisoner away and give him
forty-five lashes with the cane! This trial has been concluded!”
With that, he
banged his gavel once with authority and the quorum rose and exited the room.
I was led
through the door I entered by and taken downstairs to a room in the basement
that had rings embedded in the wall about six feet high off the ground. I was
told to remove my shirt and my hands were bound to the rings and my caning
began.
THWACK!
THWACK!
THWACK!
I think I
lost count around ten. I could hear the whistle of the cane swing through the
air before impact. When the cane landed, I felt a sharp, searing, burning
sensation on my back. I just thought to float out of my body and let it happen.
When it was
over and my hands were unbound, I slumped to the floor in agony. My whole back
felt as if it was on fire and I could feel the coolness of the air against the
wetness on my skin. Whether it was blood or sweat, I wasn’t sure and didn’t
really care: I’d survived and it was now over!
I sat on the
floor for several minutes to muster the strength to stand when the man tossed
me my shirt. I slowly rose to my feet and gingerly put my shirt back on. He
then led me back upstairs the way we came, opened the side door to the
courthouse and pushed me out the door that I’d entered through hours before.
Disoriented, I walked by memory back the way I was driven in and standing on
the courthouse steps were my parents, in-laws, our guides and my friends, and
with my mother’s arm around her, stood my lovely thirteen-year-old bride. There was also the press and curious
onlookers trying to get close to the convicted infidel and his prostitute
bride.
When my
parents saw me turn the corner, they wanted to rush to me but I held my hand up
motioning for them to stop. I didn’t particularly feel like getting mauled or
hugged, I just wanted this ordeal to just come to an end quietly.
I started to
push my way through the crowd, but they courteously parted as I walked towards
my family and my blue eyed bride.
When I stood
in front of my father, his tears flowed as he gently hugged me around the neck
and kissed my cheek. I winced in pain and Mom just stood on tiptoes taking my
face in her hands and kissed me tenderly on the lips. I looked at my trembling
wife and smiled softly. Her tears were falling down her cheeks and she smiled
at me timidly. Still smiling, I ran my finger over the closed gash on her
forehead with a feather touch of my forefinger and smiled at her as if to tell
her, “It’s okay, you’re safe now.”
I
think she understood because she took my hands in hers, brought them to her
lips and gently kissed them.
Now I was crying!
I looked to
the side and saw what I thought was Narisa’s family. I recognized a smiling
Rafi, his tearful, smiling father and the very tiny woman crying in court as
Narisa’s mom. No wonder Narisa’s so small: she’s no bigger than her mother!
My mother
made the introductions as I shook my father-in-law’s hand and did the same to
Narisa’s mother. Rafi had a cheese-eating grin on his face and said, “Hey
brother, you still suck at football! And to top it off, I have an
American infidel pig for a brother!”
Hasan touched
my arm and quipped, “I guess Doe Eyes will have to stay “married” to Omar, huh”
We three guys
just laughed. Everyone else couldn’t believe we’d found something to laugh
about.
“Why don’t we
all go back to our house,” Mom suggested. “We can get better acquainted there
where it’s more comfortable.”
Nazir, my
father-in-law, said that it wasn’t possible. He discreetly pointed down the
street and we saw a parked car with two men sitting inside.
”We’re being
watched.” Nazir revealed. “I will contact you tomorrow about Narisa’s
documents.”
Sadly, we
agreed it was probably best if we parted ways: no sense in tempting fate twice.
Nazir handed Dad a sheaf of papers then her family took turns kissing Narisa
farewell. Nazir then turned with his wife and son to leave.
It was a
tight squeeze in the minivan with Narisa, my parents and our guides, but Narisa
sat quietly as I sat on the floor next to her. I could smell the faint odor of
urine on her clothes as we drove and I got a spine tingling shudder as I
remembered all too well the sounds of those words, “You are hereby sentenced
to death…” I just rested my head against her knee silently all the way
home.
On the ride
home, feeling the jostles of bumps and turns I tried to picture our future
together. What was to become of us? Is it possible for this pretty, tiny
wisp of a girl and I to have a real, happy marriage or would it simply be our
vehicle out of here only to be annulled back in the States? Do I want to
be her husband? Does she want to be my wife? What of our futures? School?
Careers? In her culture, it’s normal for a girl her age to be married, take
care of a husband and possibly kids but not me. This is all so foreign and
disconcerting.
I sort of
chuckled out loud when I thought, Hell,
I’ve never even felt a bare boob: what am I going to do with a wife lying in
bed with me! I don’t have a freaking clue??
Mom asked
with a smile when she heard my laugh, “What?”
I just smiled
back and said, “Nothing. Just thinking is all.”
I smiled
inwardly at another thought: my dream
of seeing Cindy Molten nekkid is history. God! I’m even starting to think like a married man! Jeez.
Once home, I
sort of rolled to my side and out the side door and waited for everyone to get
out. Narisa and I stood by the front steps waiting for everyone to exit the
vehicle. Holding Narisa’s hand, I gave it a gentle squeeze as we started inside
and she smiled shyly and gently squeezed back. I looked down the street and
there were our “observers.”
Once inside,
Narisa and I sat on the sofa with Mom next to her. Dad sat in the armchair
while our guides pulled the chairs from the dining room. Hasan volunteered to
be the official interpreter.
I was having
what I’d describe as flashbacks of the events of the trial and asked my Dad,
“What really happened today?”
Looking down
for a moment shaking his head he looked up at us and began, “Nazir explained
that this whole ordeal was a plot by Haseem Hussein to take over his job as
district police chief. Hussein thought that if he could kill Narisa under the
pretext of prostitution, shaming her name and her family’s, Nazir would lose
his job and be imprisoned. What Hussein didn’t count on was a foreign national
intervening and causing an international incident. When it was learned that an
American citizen was arrested for interfering in Iran’s internal affairs, the
Special Clerical Court investigated and unveiled the plot. They had to save
face with the pretense of administering an appropriate and harsh sentence yet
preventing an American from being executed. The Judicial Council held Nazir in high
esteem because they sought to protect his reputation and Narisa’s life while
saving the life of two world-renowned professors’ son.”
“Crazy!”
Hasan said shaking my head in disbelief.
“Mom, what
happened to you and Dad after I was arrested?”
“We are
confined to the apartment until today,” Mom answered “We were then permitted to
attend the trial. With today’s verdict and the instructions regarding your
fate, they were discretely telling us that we are free to travel with our
escorts to take care of any necessary arrangements to take Narisa with us back
to the United States.”
Turning to
Narisa, Mom asked, “How do you feel about going to America?”
Narisa looked
down at her hands on her knees and began to cry,
“What’s the
matter, Narisa?” I asked as I gently took her hand.
“Will they
arrest me as a prostitute?”
Dad was
translating as she spoke and I chuckled. She looked at me angrily thinking I
was mocking her. I smiled at her and answered, “If you’re a prostitute then I’m
Ayatollah Khomeini!”
I humorously
answered that question.
Dad touched
my arm and asked, “How do you feel about being a husband with a wife, Son?”
Narisa looked
at me with curiosity when she heard the translated question. I looked at her
and said, “Responsible: responsible for this whole ordeal, responsible for
probably ruining your careers and now I feel responsible for Narisa.”
“You haven’t
ruined our careers.” Mom sloughed it off with a slap on my arm. “You did the
right thing, Josh. You saved a girl’s life and her father’s reputation. But I
never want to go through that again! When I heard you being sentenced to death,
a part of me died when I thought that you’d be killed.”
Grabbing
Narisa’s hand with a smile she said “We’re a family now and we’ll get on with
our lives and go after our dreams, right daughter?”
Narisa smiled
and nodded as she peered at me somewhat uncertain.
“Great!” Mom
exclaimed as she slapped her knees with her hands, “Now, after all of us have
had our death sentences commuted, how about something to eat? I’ve suddenly
regained my appetite!”
“Do you feel
like going out to eat?” my dad asked.
“Going to
prison for four days and being caned has tapped every ounce of energy out of me.
I’m famished, but I’m too sore to go out. I think Narisa and I would just rather
spend some quiet time here at home away from the public, don’t you, Narisa?”
Hasan
translated, Narisa nodded agreement then he and the others stood then politely
said goodnight and left. Mom took off her hajib and looked at Narisa. Narisa
timidly looked at all of us and slowly removed hers also.
Mom explained
to Narisa that she and Dad spoke fluent Farsi but that I didn’t. Either one of
them would automatically translate for her but when we were alone, we’d have to
find our own way to communicate. We both looked at each other and blushed.
With her hair
was fully on display, I just shook my head in wonder at her luxurious, thick,
curly blue-black mane. Even dirty, her hair was beautiful!
When I
reached up my hand, she timidly pulled away momentarily then let me touch it. I
slowly combed my fingers through her tresses and said, “I would just love to
brush your hair.”
When she
heard Mom’s translation she blushed six shades of red, covered her face with
her hands and silently nodded approval.
To ease her
embarrassment Mom said, “Well, daughter, shall we make our husbands some
dinner?”
Narisa nodded
with a smile and the two women rose for the kitchen. I told Dad that I was
going attempt to take a hot shower to release some of this tension and pain. He
patted my knee and said, “Go ahead, Son. I’m just going to watch the women of
the family for a while.”
The hot
shower felt great even with the terrible pain of the water hitting my striped
back but it was worth it. I felt more relaxed and refreshed as I dressed for
dinner.
The meal was
a simple one of lamb, rice with some tomatoes but it tasted as good as a
restaurant prime rib to me. It was about nine pm when we’d gotten the table
cleared and dinner dishes finished. We sat in the living room talking for a few
minutes when Dad said, “I think we’ve all had a long, emotionally exhausting
day: especially you two. Maybe it’s best we retire and begin tomorrow by going
to the Swiss embassy to make arrangements for Narisa to go back with us. We
only have two weeks before our scheduled flight leaves for Washington.”
Narisa and I
looked at each other and she suddenly had a look of apprehension. I think I
understood that maybe she thought that now was the time of her deflowering. I
slowly stood and smiled gently down at her as she looked up at me with a
child-like vulnerability. I held out my hand and she sat silent and motionless
for several seconds looking at my hand. She then looked at me and managed a
slight smile as her eyes filled with tears and gently laid her tiny hand in
mine.
I took a very
slow step back pulling her hand with me and she slowly stood and looked up at
me as a tear spilled over her bottom eyelid and trickled down her cheek. I
gently pulled her to me in a comforting embrace and she laid her head against
my chest with her hands on my waist. I whispered to her, “Sushhhhh,
everything’s okay”
I think she
understood “Okay” because she perceptibly nodded against my chest.
Mom said to
Dad, “Steven, don’t you think---“
“Quiet,
Marie,” Dad cut her off, “they have to work this out at some point, might as
well be sooner than later.”
I put my arm
around her tiny shoulders and slowly walked her to our bedroom.