Collar My Heart

C. Stanton Leman

Chapter 7

You should have seen the look on her face when I said, “With your mouth, you nasty little slut.”

She swallowed hard and probably thought the worst, envisioning being throat-fucked. Mioko is a very pretty, tiny woman even though she looks to be about thirteen. I was so hard it was painful and just the thought of a woman who has never even seen a real cock much less sucked one had me primed. I wasn’t too sure how long I’d last anyway. Asuko was the last one to orally please me over a year ago.

Mioko looked at me with a stunned and incredulous look and stuttered, “B-but I’ve never done that before. I’ve never even seen a real one before”

I could have asked her if I was taking things too fast, but hey, a blowjob is basic to the job description.

“Well-l-l-l,” I drew out, “it looks like you’re going to come face-to-face with one real soon, doesn’t it? Today’s your lucky day. You’re going to be getting some real practical experience sucking cock. Besides, now seems as good a time as any to learn. You seem to forget something, Subbie: this scene isn’t finished yet. Who’s the boss here anyway?”

Gulp. “You are, Daniel-san.”

With that, she slid off my lap to her knees on the floor between my legs and looked up at me as if to say, “What do I do now?”

I figured I’d help her get back into the swing of things, so I said, “Now what was it you wanted to do for me, little girl?”

“Ah, ah…. I – no, may this little girl please s-s-suck your c—cock… sir?”

“Why thank you, Princess! That’s a maaah-vel-ous idea! You most certainly may.”

“W-what do I do, Sir?”

“Well, in order to suck a cock, my little slut in training, you need to have a cock to suck. Wouldn’t you agree?”

Blushes. “Hai, Siren.”

“So, don’t you think the first order of business is to fish out my cock so you can suck it?”

“Sorry, Daniel-san. This girl is frightened.”

“Why? It won’t bite. Maybe spit at you some, but other than that, he’s a rather friendly fellow.”

She looked down, blushed and giggled. She then reached up and taking hold of my zipper, started to pull it down.

“Wait,” I said. She jerked her hands back like she was going to get slapped and looked up puzzled.

I stood and told her to unbuckle my pants. She reached up and began to undo my belt, then the waist button followed by lowering the zipper. She lowered my pants to my ankles and froze. Kneeling with my tented cock at eye level, her eyes got as big as saucers and she gasped and looked up at me with a rather comical look of trepidation. I looked down, gave her a sinister smile and said, “He’s waiting.”

With a gulp of resignation, Mioko reached up and took hold of the waistband of my boxers and began to lower them slowly. Her face was less than a foot away from me and when she hooked my erection on the waistband, my cock pulled down to horizontal before clearing the garment then flipped up as it came free, almost hitting her in the nose.

She pulled back in surprise and giggled as she lowered my boxers. Now, she was fascinated with it. She tentatively raised her right hand and slowly encircled the shaft midway and gasped, “Oh, Sir, it’s beautiful — and big!”

“Thank you, Little One, glad you like it.”

“Now, all kidding aside, If and when you decide to submit to me, first and foremost, your main goal in life, if you are a true submissive, is the pursuit of my pleasure. Understand?”

“Hai!” she replied dreamily as if half listening while fixated on fondling my cock.

“Good. Now about a blowjob: no teeth. You bite or nick me and you’re in deep shit. Second, see the “V” on the underside of the head? It’s very sensitive and loves to have your tongue swirled around it and over the head. Use both your tongue and suction as you move your head up and down the shaft. Also, use your hand and move it up and down the portion that isn’t in your mouth. With practice, you’ll develop your own technique and learn what I like and how I respond.

“What I want you to do today is listen to me, memorize how I react to what you’re doing and concentrate on bringing me as much pleasure as you can. One last thing: ideally, swallow it all, but if you spill a drop on my pants or the ground you’ll get another twenty with my belt. Got it?”

“Hai, Daniel-san.”

I don’t know why, but she smiled and stifled a giggle.

“Okay, Princess, are you ready for your first belly full of cum?”

“Hai, Siren.”

“Okay then, let’s see how you suck cock.”

Mioko swallowed then licked her lips as she started to jack me off. “Not too hard. Loosen your grip a little: firm, not hard.”

“Hai,” she almost whispered as she concentrated on the job at hand (pun intended).

A drop of pre cum slowly appeared on the head and she leaned forward and slowly licked it off. Her tiny tongue rasped over the slit and I groaned. She smiled with a single thin strand stretching between my cock head and her lower lip, evidently happy she’d gotten a good response from me. She licked her lips then started laying butterfly kisses all over the head of my dick and along the shaft. Hmmm, nice touch.

She then opened her mouth and lowered her head taking me in, closed her mouth over the glans and pulled her lips back off just faintly touching me. Her mouth was hot, wet and sensual and it sent a jolt through me. She must have sensed it because she did this about six times as she languidly stroked me with her hand and she was driving me crazy. I wanted to shove it down her throat, but tabled that thought as I silently mused; The little brat is teasing me!

I looked down at her and she was smiling around my dick. I thought devilishly, Okay you little minx, I’ll remember this. Paybacks are a bitch and I can be a real bastard! Inwardly, I was happy to see her take to the task with some initiative and try to make me want her even more.

All of a sudden, she wrapped her lips around the bottom of the flange and began to swirl her tongue around the head and then switched to up and down flicks of her tongue tickling the frenulum. Oooh, this girl is gonna be a great cocksucker with some practice. Hell, she’s doing pretty damn well so far.

She then started to slowly bob her head, taking a little more each time until she reached the back of her throat and gagged with a heave. She stopped and just held me in her mouth until she recovered. She was breathing heavily through her nose and she looked up to see if I was displeased.

“Don’t take more than you can handle, Little One, you’re doing just fine.”

She somehow instinctively knew to place her hand at the point of her limit so as not to choke again and resumed her task of alternating between bobbing and swirling her tongue on the upstroke.

I knew that if she kept this pace, I’d be cumming in soon. She’d been at it for about five minutes and she looked like her mouth was getting tired, so I said to her, “This feels good, Princess, stroke with your hand a little firmer and a bit more suction. When I tighten my grip on your hair that means I’m going to cum soon. When you feel me starting to swell in your mouth, pull back with just the head in your mouth, jack me firmly with your hand and give me some good tongue action. Got it?”

“Mmmmmm,” my little cocksucker replied and nodded. The vibrations felt great, but I couldn’t resist and said, “Don’t talk with your mouth full.”

She giggled around my cock and it felt great

Thinking the end was near, my little flower doubled her efforts and was sucking, slurping and bobbing to beat the band and her handgrip was perfect. She was drooling and had my balls and her chin soaked. She drove for the home stretch without missing a beat and I began to feel that tingling in my balls.

I tightened my grip on her hair as my thighs started to tighten up and she pulled back and swirled that little tongue like she was polishing the silver. She began flicking her tongue again and I shot off forcefully into the back of her throat and grunted out, “Ahhhh, yes! Take it! Atta girl, swallow it!”

She swallowed the first shot, but choked on the second and opened her mouth. She must have felt my spend start to run out of the bottom of her mouth and moved her left hand under her chin to catch it. She finally recovered after the third blast and finished sucking the dregs until I tightened my grip on her hair saying, “Enough! Just hold me in your mouth.”

I slowly pulled from her mouth and looked down at her as she panted and her chest was heaving with every breath she took. Her left hand was still under her chin and she had a string of cum dangling about an inch from her chin.

She was just frozen there on her knees, looking up at me waiting for my approval — or displeasure as a tear spilled from her right eye. I chuckled at the sight and her eyes brightened and she smiled as that string of cum swung tenuously from her chin. I pointed to it and her hand and quipped, “Well, that’s your protein for the day. Eat up.”

Mioko blushed and with the heel of her cum-filled hand wiped the string of dangling cum from her chin then proceeded to lick her hand clean. When she’d finished, she looked up at me with a smile and I pointed to my dick and said, “A good girl always cleans up her messes.”

She blushed and proceeded to reverently give me a nice tongue bath. When she’d finished, I just stared at her and then the light went off in her head. She pulled up my boxers and then my pants. I grabbed my pants and stepped to the side, tucked my shirt in and finished dressing.

Mioko hadn’t moved or said anything but sat back gracefully on her legs with her head bowed in place. I said to her calmly, “Mioko, look at me.”

She shuffled on her knees and looked up at me. I sat back down on the bench where this whole scene began and said, “The scene is over, Mioko. You are released from your submission. I want to thank you for trusting in me and surrendering to me. You did very well and I’m proud of you: very proud. You took the initiative to be creative, even on your first blowjob and I’m impressed.”

She quickly scooted to me and fell forward and wrapped her hands around my knees with her head in my lap and cried. I pulled her up, placed her on my lap and just held her. I asked her, “Are you alright? Are you okay with everything we did, or is there something troubling you?’

“No, Daniel-san, I’m fine. In fact, I feel wonderful, happy and alive. I’m most proud of the fact that you are proud of me. I wanted so much to please you and I tried my best. I loved it all. Even the times when I was frightened, I knew I was safe. Please, Sir, don’t leave me! I know that no matter what you have me do I can trust you. Just don’t leave me.”

“Mioko,” I replied, “You’re high on adrenaline and endorphins right now. What I said to you still applies. I still need to know as much about you as I can and you need this time for introspection. We’re not talking about an isolated scene like we just played out, but our lives. You need to be absolutely certain that this is what you want and I’m the person to give it to you. When you read that contract, you need to be willing to sign it without any doubts or reservations. If you decide I’m the Dom for you, I will be taking you back to New York with me to live. There won’t be any backing out. Either you fully commit yourself to be submissive to me, or remain here with your parents: there is no in between.

“It’s not going to be as easy or as wonderful as you might think, but a lot of hard work. There’ll be times of sadness, frustration and uncertainty ahead and you need to be fully committed to any relationship we might have. Do you understand?”

“Hai, Daniel-san,” she replied with a sniffle. “But, Sir, how do you feel about me… now. I know I didn’t… well, perform perfectly today. I almost spilled your cum. Do you still want me?”

“Yes, Princess,” I assured her, “I want you. I want you very much. For your first time, you did well and you used your head — and your hand — and caught everything. By using your hand and catching what escaped, you showed your respect for me. In the end, you still swallowed it all.

“I felt that connection between us during the scene and I believe that we fit together very well. I just need to be certain that you want me to guide you. I think we both know what will happen in a week when I leave, but we must go through all the steps. There aren’t any shortcuts. You may not understand it yet, but if you really wish to give me your gift of submission, you need to trust me. Trust that I know what’s best — even if you don’t like it — and find peace in the fact that I will devote my time and energy to helping you become all you can become.”

In a small, weak bird-like voice, my little flower answered, “Hai.”

“Now, how’s your little butt? Still hurt?

“Hai, but it’s a good hurt. Know what I mean?”

“Yes, I think I do. How about your first time sucking a cock?”

“I loved it! Everything about it: your smell, your taste, and the way you feel and the fact that I could give you such pleasure. I thought you were going to make me try and swallow that katana.”

“Don’t let go of that thought because one of these days, you’re going to be expected to do just that.”

“Gulp.”

She smiled meekly and blushed as she rubbed her throat probably imagining what my cock would feel like lodged in her throat

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When Daniel-san looked at his dick and said, “With your mouth, you nasty little slut,” I almost choked. I thought for sure he expected me to swallow the whole thing and I got really nervous — no, scared was more like it. He called me a nasty little slut. He gives me too much credit. I’m just learning to be a slut. Nasty comes later.

I couldn’t help but look at him with a shocked look on my face and say, “B-but I’ve never done that before. I’ve never even seen a real one before”

I knew that wasn’t going to matter much, but I thought – I hoped – that he’d go easy on me. I saw the lust in his eyes and I could tell he was anticipating my mouth on him, but jeez, a girl’s got to start at the beginning, right?

He began toying with me and made the joke about coming face-to-face with one very soon and that my introduction to sucking cock was definitely going to begin very shortly saying, “Besides, now seems as good a time as any to learn.”

He reminded me (as if I didn’t know) “You seem to forget something, Subbie: this scene isn’t finished yet. Who’s the boss here?”

Nothing like a dose of reality to bring things into focus… I swallowed audibly hard and slid off his lap onto the floor onto my knees and looked up awaiting his instructions. I was in a daze and was frozen, not knowing what to do or expect next. I just looked at him like a dumb kid going “Duh?”

With a playful lecherous grin he reminded me why I was kneeling before him, my face about a foot from his zipper. He asked, “Now what was it you wanted to do for me, little girl?”

You stupid idiot! You’re supposed to ask permission to suck Master’s cock, dummy! “Ah, ah…. I – no, may this little girl please s-s-suck your c—cock… sir?”

“Why thank you, Princess! That’s a maaah-vel-ous idea! You most certainly may.”

I wanted to laugh, but thought better of it thinking, You’re already gonna get more than you can swallow so keep your smart mouth shut. Suddenly, I remembered my ignorance of the task ahead.

“W-what do I do, Sir?”

“Well, in order to suck a cock, my little slut in training, you need to have a cock to suck. Wouldn’t you agree?” You’re absolutely right, Sir. How stupid of me. After all, I’m about to lose my oral virginity. How silly of me to think I could do it without one.

I blushed at my dim-wittedness and admitted he was right saying. “Hai, Siren.”

“So don’t you think the first order of business is to fish out my cock so you can suck it?”

Now, he was being facetious and teasing me. I felt a bit embarrassed and suddenly became frightened again.

“Sorry, Daniel-san. This girl is frightened.”

“Why? It won’t bite. Maybe spit at you some, but other than that, he’s a rather friendly fellow.”

I looked down, blushed and couldn’t help giggling. He’s right. His cock and I are going to become intimate friends so I might as well meet the monster face-to-face or is that head-to-mouth? Well, he’s waiting so I guess now it’s time to suck my first cock. I reached up, grabbed his zipper and started to pull it down when he suddenly said, “Wait.”

I quickly pulled my hands back, shocked at his abruptness thinking I’d done something wrong. I looked up at him thinking I was in trouble. What? I didn’t do anything, honest!

Daniel-san stood and nearly had his crotch in my face. He told me to unbuckle his pants and I knew he wanted me to undress him from the waist down. With a gulp of resignation, I undid his belt buckle, then his pants and slowly lowered then to his ankles. When I saw the size of his cock sticking out through his boxers, I about died. It looked huge! I’m supposed to suck that? I just looked at him sort of stunned.

“He’s waiting,” he said lightheartedly. I bet he is! If I was a dick I’d be drooling for those virgin lips too!

I grabbed hold of his boxers at the waist and slowly lowered them to reveal his weapon. It hooked on the waistband and flipped up when it came free and nearly hit me in the nose. I pulled back and laughed thinking, Whoa! Almost got dick-slapped!

My eyes about popped out of my head! Holy shit! That thing must be twenty fucking centimeters long and five centimeters thick! It’s big, but it’s beautiful!

It was like I was hypnotized by the sight of my first real, live cock. I reach out as if drawn to it and wrapped my fingers around its girth. It was warm and hard, but soft at the same time and I became mesmerized with it and I whispered out loud, “Oh Sir, it’s beautiful — and big!”

He thanked me with a hint of pride. Yeah, if I was a guy packing this katana, I’d be proud too!

He then reminded me of what my life’s mission would be if I was to offer him my submission. It all came down to him: his pleasure, serving him, pleasing him. I now knew that this is what I was born for. He may have thought I wasn’t listening, but I heard every word and answered with finality “Hai!”

Daniel-san then told me that teeth and sucking cock definitely didn’t go together and that I’d pay dearly for any teeth marks on Master’s cock. He then gave me a short verbal tutorial on cocksucking and what to look for and memorize while sucking his cock. I then learned that Master’s cum was going to become a part of my regular diet — or else! Spilling Master’s seed was a definite no-no.

I answered with definite affirmation, but when I had the thought of him not spilling a drop of one of my gushing gasms, I almost burst out laughing.

He then asked me if I was ready for my first belly full of cum. Sure, Master, I need all the protein I can get. Maybe it’ll help me grow some tits.

Of course I answered “Yes Sir.”

“Okay then, let’s see how you suck cock.”

I started to jack him off as I swallowed and contemplated having a mouthful of dick for the first time. I was still enamored with his cock and I thought this circumcised beast really was beautiful. When he corrected my grip saying I was holding him too tight, I whispered “Hai” as I concentrated on my next move.

I saw the drop of pre cum ooze from the slit and I leaned over and slowly licked it off. It was salty and the taste sent a sizzling jolt from my taste buds straight to my drooling cunt. As my tongue slid across the head of his dick, he groaned. At that moment, I felt so proud that I had the power to elicit such pleasure from so simple an act.

I wanted with every part of my being to be his. He was my man, my future and my Master. I pulled back and smiled, proud that he found my mouth pleasing. I wanted to make love to his cock and started laying tiny kisses all over it.

I opened my mouth and put just the head in and slowly pulled my lips back over the head just to get a feel for it and try and memorize its shape and texture. With my mouth full, I could smell his strong male scent as I breathed through my nose. It sent a shiver through me and I sensed his pleasure with my light, feathery oral treatment.

I was winging it, but I felt a sense of power over him. I also wanted him to want me as much as I wanted him, so I began to tease him by repeating my feathery treatment of his dick head.

As I ministered to his cock, I would look up at him, trying to gauge his reaction by his facial expressions. He looked pleased and I felt a little bratty so I smiled around his cock. He gave me a “you’ll get yours” look.

Feeling emboldened by his reactions, I figured it was time to get to work and pay homage to Master’s cock. I plunged the head of his dock into my mouth and began swirling my tongue around the head and flicking my tongue on that all important “V” like he said.

I was really getting into this cocksucking stuff and started bobbing my head. I was doing pretty well too: Master groaned a few times and he was stroking my face as I pleasured him. I learned just how green I was when I pushed down a little too hard and about choked to death. I stopped dead, heaved twice with his dick still in my mouth. I knew that if I pulled off, I’d hurl all over him. I glanced up to see if he was going to hold my choking against me.

He belatedly cautioned me about taking too much into my mouth. Thanks, Boss for the warning. I guess I’m learning from the college of hard cocks!

I had tears in my eyes and I could hear my breaths hissing as I breathed heavily through my nose. He did compliment me saying I was doing a fine job.

I wasn’t about to gag again so I placed my hand where I knew my limit was and went back to work pleasing my Master. I tried everything I could think of to make my first blowjob one to be proud of. I sucked, swirled my tongue and bobbed my head. I worked that monster for what seemed like an hour and my jaw was starting to get tired. I toughed it out thinking that if I relaxed my mouth and I nicked him with my teeth, I’d have false teeth before my mother did.

When he told me what to expect when he was close, I knew I was going to get my reward. When he finished his instructions, I wanted to finish and didn’t break my rhythm but hummed my acknowledgement.

When he told me not to talk with my mouth full, I almost lost it. What do you expect when you ask your slave questions with your supersized cock in my virgin — oops, my once virgin mouth?

I broke rhythm and giggled, but I flicked my tongue over his glans and he seemed pleased with my recovery

It was either make him cum or die of lock jaw, so I redoubled my efforts. He called me a nasty little slut so I got down and nasty. I started working that cock and was generating a lot of saliva. I threw etiquette and propriety to the wind. I just keep sucking, slurping and licking and slobbering all over his dick and balls. Come hell or high water, I was gonna make him cum!

When he tightened his grip on my hair, I knew what was coming. It actually scared me a little because I didn’t know what to expect. I pulled back and started swirling my tongue around and over the head.

When he did cum and I felt the first spurt, it entirely filled my mouth. It was thick, hot and it hit the back of my throat like a blast. I swallowed quickly, but the second followed right behind it and it was just as forceful, thick and bigger than the first. I had a hard time swallowing the thick, syrupy fluid and I choked. I opened my mouth to catch my breath and felt his spend start to slide off my tongue. I quickly brought my hand up to catch what I’d spilled and resealed my mouth around his cock and swallowed as fast as I could.

I wanted to make sure I got it all and sucked like my life depended on it. He groaned “Enough! Just hold me in your mouth.”

I immediately stopped sucking and remained motionless with his dickhead in my mouth. I was breathing heavily though my nose from the exertion and I could feel his dick head spasm in my mouth; he was having little aftershocks. My tongue tingled and I could still taste the saltiness of his cum on my palate.

Panting through my nose it finally dawned on me that it was over. I’d done it! It wasn’t flawless like in my fantasy, but I’d done it: I’d sucked my Master’s cock and made him cum. I was ecstatic!

He slowly pulled from my mouth and looked down at me. I started to tear up and I felt a single tear spill from my eye. I remained frozen in place with my hand still under my chin looking up at him. I could feel a strand dangling from my chin, but I didn’t care what I looked like. All I longed to for was his approval.

Daniel-san got a twinkle in his eye and smiled at me and I knew he was pleased with me. Yess! I did it! He’s pleased with me! Ut oh, what’d he gonna say about the cum in my hand?

He chuckled and pointed to my hand and the strand hanging from my chin and said, “There’s your protein for the day, eat up!”

I blushed and suddenly felt embarrassed. I scraped the cum from my chin with the heel of my hand and began to lap up my Master’s gift. It was the most deliciously satisfying meal I’d ever eaten! I earned it!

When I’d finished, I looked again at him for his approval. He smiled and pointing to his dick reminded me of my duty to clean up after my messy self. I blushed. How foolish of me! It’s my spit, I should clean it. Besides, seconds is always a good thing, right?

I proceeded to pay homage to the cock that would soon be taking my maidenhead and filling my bowels. I was in sub heaven as I lavished his tool with my tongue. When I’d thoroughly cleaned him, he just stood there looked at me as if waiting for something. Jeez, Mioko, you can be so dense sometimes. Pull his fucking pants back up. He’s not going to waddle back to the house with his pants around his ankles!

I pulled up his boxers and pants then he stepped to the side and finished dressing as I remained motionless and looked on. I sat back on my heels and bowed my head in submission to him awaiting his next instruction. He asked me to look at him and I moved slightly to face him and looked up at him.

He sat back down on the bench and I waited with baited breath as he began to speak. He said, “The scene is over, Mioko. You are released from your submission. I want to thank you for trusting in me and surrendering to me. You did very well and I’m proud of you: very proud. You took the initiative to be creative, even on your first blowjob and I’m impressed.”

I was so overcome with emotion I fell forward and wrapped my arms around his legs, laid my head in his lap and began to cry with joy. I pleased him! He’s proud of me! He’s even impressed!

He stroked the side of my face and asked me if I was alright and if I was okay with what we’d done. I poured my heart out to him and expressed my joy and happiness that I’d done my best and he was pleased with me.

I wanted more, I now had my first taste of serving and pleasing him and I didn’t want it to end. I pleaded with him not to leave me. In a calm yet decisive tone, he remained unwavering in his decision to follow his plan and leave in the morning. His explanation was methodical and reasoned and although I knew he was right, it hurt and was hard for me to accept.

Despite his praise, I felt that I’d failed in some way by letting his spend slip from my mouth. I couldn’t let go of the feeling that he was leaving me. I asked him plainly if he still wanted me. He reassured me that he wanted me very much and that I’d covered my mistake and had fulfilled his command having ultimately swallowed all of his gift.

He also reassured me that we had a special connection and that we fit together very well. Like a true Master, he told me there were no shortcuts and that if I really wanted him as my Dom, I needed to trust that he knew what was best. Trust and follow, trust and follow… but it’s so hard!

When he promised to devote his time and energy to helping me become all I can become, I obeyed and answered, “Hai.”

When he asked how my butt felt, I told him that it hurt, but it was a good hurt. When he inquired about my first blowjob I was honest and told him I loved everything about it. When I told him I thought he was going to make me swallow that monster, he informed me that I would be expected to learn to do just that.

I swallowed hard and rubbed my throat wondering what it would feel like when his load shot directly into my stomach.