I know the reason I am here, I know my life's a lie, I want to know what makes me fear The answer is goodbye Each day is just a sunken dream Each night a hidden reef I am the oh-so-quiet scream The vortex underneath I used to see the shining moon But now it's only scars I was the child who saw too soon The Earth rising from Mars My madness is my only friend Within my prism walls The Omega without an end Until the curtain falls At 36 I hate my face, at 20 just my eyes That looked upon the human race A species, born of lies. Inside my head the living dead The chances I have blown My heart is lead, my words unsaid And I will die unknown