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 Lisa Michelle's Diary (M/g spank reluc)

   Written by cc

   Dear Diary,

   I've never kept a diary before!  My Daddy says that most people who keep
a diary write in it like they were writing a letter to someone named
"Diary".  Isn't that funny?  I guess I'll do that too.  So, Hello, Diary!
How are you?  I am fine.  (Ha ha ha!).  If I'm going to be writing a letter
to you, I guess I should introduce myself.  My name is Lisa Michelle -----
. I live in ----- .  I am nine years old.  I like to ride my pony Stubby
and play with my dog Jimbo.  I like all my teddy bears, but especially I
like Mr.  Bingle.  I sleep with him.  I like music.  I love church and
Sunday School.  And I love my Daddy.

   I wasn't born in ---- .  I was born in --- .  This is how I came to be
with Daddy.  Daddy went as a mishunary to --- .  While he was there, he
heard about an "auction" where some little kids were going to be sold. 
Daddy says that they weren't all going to be sold to nice parents, either!
Some of them were going to be bought by mean men who would do bad things to
them.  So Daddy went to the auction to see if he could buy one of the kids
to rescue them.  Daddy saw me there, and he says he fell in love with me
right away!  I was only a toddler then.  So Daddy bought me at the
"auction" and he took me home and `dopted me!  Then I was his little girl,
and he was my Daddy!  Then Daddy says that he decided that he loved me so
much that he wanted us to always be together.  So he moved us to --- where
he said that there was no law about the "age of consent" (whatever that
is!).  What it meant, though, was that Daddy could marry me!  Even though I
was only three or four years old!  So now I'm not just his daughter, I'm
his wife, too!  Isn't that funny?  I'm so glad my Daddy loves me that much!
And he says that someday he'll be able to love me in a new and special way,
cuz we're married.  I can't wait, cuz I want as much of my Daddy's love as
I can get!

   I live with my Daddy in a nice house, all by ourselves.  Daddy is so
good to me!  He loves me, and makes sure I get the right food to eat (and
some of the kids around here don't get much food!) and nice clothes to
wear. He teaches me all kinds of stuff and takes me to church and Sunday
School.  And he makes sure that I behave myself, too!  Daddy says he
believes in dissplin, but there's something else Daddy calls it...I'd
better go ask him.

   Daddy says to tell you that he believes in "corprul punishmint".  I
think I know what that means; that means getting spanked, and I mean a lot!
Daddy spanks me `most evry day, for all my life as far as I can remember.
Sometimes it's big spankings, sometimes just little ones.  I can't remember
back much farther than when I was four or five years old, but I remember
getting spanked then, too, pretty much the same way I get it now.  Usually
when my Daddy spanks me he just pulls me down over his lap across his
knees, tosses my dress up, and spanks me hard on my bare bottom with his
hand.  He doesn't have to take anything else off me, cuz I don't wear
panties, cuz my Daddy says little girls shouldn't wear panties.  And he
doesn't have to pull my dress up very far, either, cuz Daddy gets me
dresses that just barely come down far enough to cover my bottom.  When I
bend over they don't cover it at all!  Daddy says he can see my little
bottom whenever I bend over.  It's so embarrassing to be a nine year old
girl and have your Daddy see your bare bottom, don't you think, Diary? 
Anyways, that's pretty much the way my Daddy always spanked me, until I was
about six or seven years old.  Then Daddy started spanking me a new way,
too.  He still spanks me on my bare bottom, altho sometimes he just bends
me under his arm and spanks me.  But after he spanks my bottom he usually
sits me on his lap facing away from him, spreads my legs apart and spanks
me right between my legs!  He just spanks me again and again on my...what
should I call that?  I'll go ask my Daddy.

   Wow, Diary!  That was something!  My Daddy said that I can call that my
girlcleft, or my cleft, or my vulva, or my girlhood, or my girlness, or my
maidenhood (but he said I couldn't call it that forever.  He wouldn't tell
me why.  He said I'd find out when I was a little older).  But he also said
that it was OK to ask him about it (I knew that!  I can ask my Daddy
anything!  He never minds.) but that it was naughty to be thinking about
that, and that I would have to be punished.  And he did, right then and
there!  First he bent me under his arm, threw up my dress, and spanked me
kinda fast and hard...but that's not exactly what I mean.  I'll go ask
Daddy.

   Daddy said he gave me a "brisk, businesslike spanking", and he sure did!
Then he sat me on his lap and spanked me right on my girlcleft (I think
that's what I'll call it, mostly).  Boy, did it sting!  It sure is
embarrassing to be a nine-year-old girl and have your Daddy spank you on
your girlcleft, don't you think, Diary?  Anyways, that's the way Daddy
usually spanks me, since I was six or seven years old.  Well, good night,
Diary, talk to you later!

   Dear Diary,

   Wait'll I tell you what happened to me yesterday!  I was taking a bath,
when I noticed that my little breasts were just a teeny bit bigger than
they were before.  I had never noticed that before.  But I guess they've
got to get bigger sometime, don't they, Diary!  Anyway, I told Daddy about
it.  And you know what he said?  He said that was normal, it was my "breast
buds" develping, or something like that.  But he also said that it was OK
to ask about it, but that it was naughty to be noticing it!  And he said
that I'd be punished for it, but not all at once.  Isn't that funny? 
Anyway he just gave me a quick spanking, and said I'd be punished in a
special way later.  Boy was I anxious all day waiting for that!  At
bedtime, Daddy called me into his room.  He put me across his knee and
spanked me hard.  Then he spanked my girlcleft again and again.  Then Daddy
did something he'd never done before.  He had me sit on his bed (he had to
give me a quick spank on my girlcleft to get me to do it fast enough!). 
Then he pushed the straps of my nightgown off my shoulders and let the top
of it fall to my waist!  There I was, naked from the waist up, so my Daddy
could see my little breasts and nipples and everthing!  It was so
embarrassing!  I'm going to tell Daddy it was embarrassing.  Daddy said
that it's s'posed to be embarrassing, and that's part of the punishment. 
And he took the top of my dress off just now and looked at my breasts again
for asking about it, too!  Well, Diary, if it's s'posed to be embarrassing,
I guess I'll just be embarrassed, cuz my Daddy knows the best way to punish
me.  I love my Daddy, so much!  Anyways, after Daddy had looked at my
breasts for a long time suddenly he reached out and kinda grabbed my
breasts!  But that's not exactly the right word...I'll go ask Daddy.

   Daddy said that he "seized" my breasts, and also that he "kneaded and
worked" them.  All I know is that my Daddy's hands were holding my breasts,
and it felt so intense, I thought I was gonna pass out!  Then, as if that
wasn't enough, Daddy took my nipples in his fingers, and began to pinch and
pull and twist them again and again!  I made a kinda noise, then, I'm not
sure what to call it...  I'll go ask Daddy.

   Daddy said I "gasped and moaned", and I sure did!  It was like this,
"Ssssss, oooh!  Oh, Daddy, you're squeezing my breasts and pinching my
nipples!  OH, DADDY!" I really thought I was gonna pass out, then!  But
that wasn't all.  Daddy took out a riding crop.  Daddy had never whipped me
with that before!  Sometimes he switched me, but never that!  Then Daddy
said, "Your breasts were really made for the riding crop." Daddy said that
was a quote, but he didn't say what from.  Anyways, then he brought that
riding crop down across my little breasts!  Boy, did it make me make noise!
Not exactly a yell, but...I'll go ask Daddy.

   Daddy said that I "cried out" and I sure did!  He whipped my breasts
like that again and again and again as I moaned and cried out, like this:
(Wap!  Wap!) "Ooo!  Aaa!  Oh, Daddy you're whipping my little breasts!"
(Wap!  Wap!) "OOOO!  AAAAH!  Oh, Daddy, please!" Boy, that was sure
something!  But that wasn't all!  Then Daddy told me to go to the bathroom
and go number one or number two if I had to go.  When I got back, Daddy
told me to get up on the bed on my knees with my chest down on the bed.  It
was so embarrassing, Diary, cuz it made my little bottom stick out in the
air and Daddy could see my girlcleft and my...what should I call that? 
Y'know, Diary, where number two comes out?  I'll go ask Daddy.

   Boy, I guess I should have expected that!  Daddy said that I could call
it my rosebud, or my bottom flower, or my anus.  But he also said, you
guessed it, that it was naughty of me to wonder about it.  But I'll finish
what happened last night before I tell you how he punished me just now. 
Anyways, Daddy could see my little bottom flower, and everthing!  Then
Daddy took the riding crop and started to whip me with it, right on my
girlcleft and my bottom flower!  Like this: (Wak!  Wak!) "Oh, Daddy! 
OhOhOh!" (Wak!  Wak!) "OH, DADDY PLEASE!  OOOOO!" He did it again and again
and again, till I REALLY thought I would pass out!  Then he stopped with
one last WAK!  that made me cry out really loud.  Then he began to rub me.
Now Daddy always rubs me after he spanks me (and sometimes before, too) and
he's rubbed me on my girlcleft before cuz he spanks me there.  But this
time he "seized" my little girlcleft and my rosebud and he "kneaded and
worked" them!  They were still stinging from the whipping, too.  Then Daddy
lubercated his finger with that jelly stuff, y'know Diary?  The stuff he
uses when he puts a thermometer in my bottom to take my temperture when I'm
sick?  Then he put his finger right in my anus!  But that's not exactly the
right words...I'll go ask Daddy.

   Daddy said to tell you that he "thrust" his finger into my anus, and
that he "pierced, penetrated, and probed" my anus.  And he sure did!  He
pulled his finger out, and thrust it in again and pulled it out, and thrust
it in again and again.  Boy did it make me cry out and moan!  And then,
while he was doing that, his other hand came around and started touching my
girlcleft.  And not just my girlcleft, but that little nubbin; you know,
Diary, the one that feels so special when you rub it while you're washing
yourself?  I wonder what you call it?  I'll go ask Daddy.

   Daddy said that I can call it my clitoris or my clit.  I like clitoris
better, it's prettier.  And Daddy punished me for asking, too!  I'll tell
you about that later.  Anyways, he rubbed and rubbed my clitoris.  And
soon, this like wave thing started going through me.  It kinda started at
my clitoris, but my anus was part of it, too.  Pretty soon, without my even
meaning to, my hips were pushing up so that my anus went up into my Daddy's
hand as he pierced me, and they went down to push my clitoris into my
Daddy's other hand.  It was almost as if my little anus was saying, "Oh,
Daddy, thrust it into me more!" And that feeling just took over my whole
body, and I was shaking and crying out, and moaning.  It felt so intense! I
wonder what it's called?  I'll go ask Daddy.

   Daddy said that's called an orgasm, but most people just call it coming,
or came, or come.  And I sure came!  But right as I was coming the most,
Daddy stopped rubbing my clitoris and piercing my anus.  He suddenly took
the riding crop and started whipping me again, making sure that he whipped
my little rosebud and my clitoris, again and again.  It made my come just
explode!  When it was finally over, I just collapsed on the bed, and Daddy
just rubbed me up and down , and kissed me, and held me until I fell
asleep. I love my Daddy!  Bye for now!

   Oh, I almost forgot to tell you how Daddy punished me for asking about
my anus, and my clitoris.  He just spanked me at first, but then at
bedtime, he probed my anus again and again, then he spanked my anus, and he
made me come again!  Boy, Daddy really knows how to punish me!

   Dear Diary,

   It's my birthday!  Happy birthday to me!  Today I'm ten years old.  And
we're going to have a party.  Some of my friends are coming over.  I
haven't said much about my friends, have I?  When we first moved to --- I
was the only little girl around.  But Daddy told a lot of other Daddies
about this place, and soon some Daddies and their little girls had moved
in. So now I have some friends!  And all the other Daddies are a lot like
my Daddy, too.  They're all real nice.  And they all spank their little
girls a lot!  We're gonna have cake and ice cream and pony rides.  And
usually, when the Daddies and their little girls get together, one or two
of the girls get spanked and punished, right out in front of everbody!  I
wonder if it'll be me this time!  Well, gotta go get ready for the party.
Bye now!

   Dear Diary,

   Well I was one of the ones, all right!  What happened was, I was talking
with my friend Angela.  She's twelve.  She told me that someday my Daddy
would punish me by "raping" me.  But I didn't know what she meant, and she
wouldn't tell me.  So I went and asked my Daddy.  He was talking to
Angela's Daddy.  When I asked him, at first he just looked at Angela's
Daddy.  Then Angela's Daddy asked her if she had told me about being raped.
Angela looked kinda guilty and said that she had just told me it would
happen, but hadn't told me what it was.  Angela's Daddy looked at my Daddy
and they kinda smiled at each other, and my Daddy said to Angela's Daddy,
"I guess that settles the question we were wondering about, you know, who
to pick?  Looks like Lisa Michelle and Angela." Next thing I knew, Angela
and me were getting tied up to be punished!  Daddy doesn't tie me up very
much, but some of the other Daddies do it a lot to punish their little
girls.  Angela gets tied up a lot.  Her daddy tied her up on the porch in
front of everbody so that the rope pressed right onto her girlcleft and her
bottom flower!  Boy, did that ever make her moan!  Then her daddy whipped
her with a switch on her bottom and her thighs and her breasts and her
girlcleft and her anus.  She moaned and moaned and cried out a lot.  Then
my Daddy tied me up between two posts on the porch with my legs spread wide
apart.  Then he took the riding crop and whipped me on my bottom, and my
thighs, and my little breasts, and my anus and my girlcleft.  I cried out
so much, Daddy says I cried out "wildly", and I was wild, I can tell you!
It was so punishing to be whipped like that in front of all my friends and
their Daddies so that everbody could see my breasts and my girlcleft and
everthing.  It was so embarrassing!  Then at bedtime, Daddy punished me
like he did that time with his fingers piercing my anus and rubbing my
clitoris, and I came and came!  What a birthday!  Well, bye for now!

   Dear Diary,

   Yesterday the most amazing thing happened in my entire life!  At
bedtime, Daddy called me into his bedroom like he usually does to punish
me. He pulled me down onto his lap over his knees, threw up my dress, and
spanked me kinda hard on my bare bottom.  Then he sat me up and spanked my
girlcleft.  Then he stood me up and made me hold my nightgown up at my
waist so he could see my bottom and my girlcleft.  He told me to spread my
legs, and when I didn't do it fast enough, he spanked my girlcleft again! I
spread them fast then, I can tell you!  Then he took that riding crop and
whipped the backs of my thighs.  Then he whipped my bottom.  Then he
whipped the front of my thighs.  I thought he'd never stop whipping me! 
And isn't it funny, Diary, how it feels so much different to be whipped on
the front of your thighs instead of the back?  I mean, being whipped on the
back of the thighs is sort of a usual punishment.  But the front of the
thighs feels different, but I can't figure out how.  I'll ask Daddy.

   Daddy says the reason it feels different is because it's "sexual" to be
whipped on the front of the thighs.  Well, if Daddy says so, I guess I'll
just feel "sexual" then!  Anyways, then Daddy just pulled the nightgown
right off me and left me all naked in front of him.  Boy that was
embarrassing to be ten years old and be naked in front of my Daddy!  Then
he seized my breasts and pinched my nipples until I almost passed out, it
was so intense!  Then he whipped my little breasts!  Then Daddy brought
that riding crop up kinda quick...but that's not the right word.  I'll ask
Daddy.

   Daddy says the word I want is "sharply".  That's right!  Daddy brought
the riding crop up sharply between my legs right against my girlcleft and
my rosebud!  It was like this: (Whap!  Whap!) "AAAA!  OH, Daddy, please! 
OH, Daddy, you're whipping my girlcleft and my anus!  O-O-O!" Then Daddy
did something he'd never done before.  First he told me to go to the
bathroom.  I wondered why, but I soon found out!  Daddy made me kneel at
the bathtub (and when I kinda didn't at first...what DID I do, anyway? 
I'll ask Daddy.) (Daddy said I "dithered".  So when I dithered at first,
Daddy said "Right now, Lisa Michelle!" and he brought the riding crop
sharply down across my breasts!  I got down to the bathtub right away,
then!).  Then Daddy gave me an enema.  Daddy never gave me an enema before,
but some of my friends get them a lot.  Actually Daddy gave me FOUR enemas!
The first two were soapy.  And after the first two, Daddy did something
really special.  He took a funny kinda hard rubber thing covered with like
sponge stuff, soaped it up, and thrust it deep into my anus, and scrubbed
and scrubbed me!  I moaned and cried out and kinda struggled, but Daddy
told me, "Hold still, Lisa Michelle!" and he spanked me five times!  I held
still after that!  Then he gave me two more enemas with plain water to
rinse me.  The last one had some perfume or something like it, so that it
would smell nicer (you know, Diary, your little bottom flower doesn't
always smell the best, does it?  Ha ha!).

   Then Daddy told me to go to my OWN bed!  Daddy had never punished me in
my own bed before!  I dithered at first, but Daddy said, "Get in your bed
right now Lisa Michelle!" and he took the riding crop and whipped me four
times on the front of my thighs!  I hurried to bed, then!  My room is real
nice.  Daddy fixed it up for me just like girls like things, with lacy
kinda bed stuff, and pink hearts on a border around the walls, and all my
teddies around the room.  When I got to my room, I just lay face down on my
bed and buried my face in my little heart pillow and held Mr Biggle (my
teddy bear) and kinda sobbed and sniffled a little.  Then Daddy came in. 
He sat on the bed next to me and said, "Lisa Michelle, sit up!" When I
didn't right away, he spanked me on my bare bottom a few times, so I popped
up next to him real quick!  Then he put me in that "knee-chest" position,
Diary, and he just immediately started spanking me on my little bottom
flower, my girlcleft, and especially on my clitoris!  He just spanked me
and spanked me and spanked me!  Then he picked me up and held me close.  He
kissed me and kissed me.  Then he lay me down on the bed and held me and
started talking to me.  He told me that it was time for me to become his
wife completely.  He said he was going to rape me.  By this time I knew
basically that meant he was going to put his rod (you know, Diary, the
thing in his pants that gets so stiff when he punishes me?) inside me. 
Daddy said either he or I could choose: did I want to be raped in my anus
first or my girlcleft?  I dithered and couldn't decide, so Daddy decided to
rape me in my anus first.  I figured he would, cuz getting raped in your
girlcleft is even more special, so he saved it for last.  Anyways, he said
he was going to "rape me of the maidenhood of my anus" to punish me.  He
put me on the bed face down with my heart pillow and some others pressed
against my girlcleft and hips to lift me up a little.  He probed my anus
for a bit with lubercant on his fingers.  Then he lay down on me, and
pressed the end of his rod right against my little rosebud.  Then he just
thrust in real quick and went in so far!  I cried out real wildly.  Then he
just thrust his rod in and out of my anus, again and again!  I cried out,
"Oh, Daddy, you're raping my anus!  Oh, Daddy, please!  Oh, my anus is so
stretched!  You're so big in there Daddy!  Oh, please!  Oh, DADDY!" I was
sobbing and crying out.  And all the time Daddy was rubbing my clitoris and
thrusting into my anus!  And pretty soon I felt that wave come over me, and
I came and I came and I came!

   When I finally stopped sobbing Daddy told me to go back to the bathroom.
He started the shower, and he took me into it.  Daddy had never taken a
shower with me before!  He scrubbed and scrubbed me with a rough terry
cloth on my breasts and girlcleft and anus.  When I struggled a little, he
pressed my front up against the cold tile wall so that my breasts and my
cleft lips were right up against the cold tile.  Then he took a plastic
ruler and spanked my thighs and my bottom Wap-wap-wap!  real quickly.  Then
he spread my legs and brought the ruler up sharply between my legs and he
spanked me on my anus and my girlcleft and my clitoris.  How I moaned and
cried out!  Specially cuz I'd already been punished a lot there!

   When Daddy was finally done punishing me in the shower, he took me out
and dried me with a rough towel, spending a lot of time on my breasts and
my girlcleft!  Then he told me to go back to my bed.  I had an idea what
was coming, so I dithered bigtime!  I kinda danced back and forth and said
stuff like, "Oh, Daddy, do I have to?  Oh, Daddy, please!  Oh, Daddy!" So
Daddy said, "No more nonsense, Lisa Michelle, it's time for you to be
punished!  I'm going to rape your little girlcleft and take your maidenhead
right now, so you just march right down to your bed!" Then he bent me under
his arm and gave me a "brisk businesslike" spanking and sent me on my way.
I lay down on my bed again with my head buried in my pillow, and Daddy
spanked me like he did before, so I popped right up again!  Then Daddy
talked to me some more.  He told me that raping me of my maidenhead was
going to hurt, and there was no way to stop it.  He said I could choose if
I wanted him to rape me of my maidenhead fast or slow.  I couldn't decide,
so I told him he was my Daddy, and he loved me, so he knew what was best.

   Daddy told me to lie down on my back.  Then he started to kiss me and
kiss me.  All of a sudden he was kissing my breasts!  And he took my
nipples in his teeth and sort of pulled on them and sucked them real hard!
I don't know how it happened, but that seemed to make it sort of wet on my
girlcleft.  Isn't that funny, Diary?  After a while he moved down, kissing
my belly button.  That made me giggle!  Daddy just pretended to frown and
said, "No laughing!" and spanked my thighs a couple of times.  Then he
reached my girlcleft!  Daddy kissed the lips of my cleft again and again.
Then he put his tongue deep inside my cleft, pressing right up against my
maidenhead!  Then he sorta grabbed my clitoris with his tongue and teeth,
and sucked and sucked on it.  Pretty soon I was getting ready to come!  It
was so embarrassing to be just ten years old and to have my Daddy kissing
me on my girlcleft and everthing!  Then just when I was almost about to
come, Daddy quickly raised up, lay down on me, and thrust his hard rod deep
into my little girlcleft, and he raped me of my maidenhead!  Oh, it did
hurt so much, and I screamed "AAAAAAAAH!", and I cried and sobbed for a
while.  Daddy just lay there holding me and stroking my hair, and kissing
my tears, all the time just buried deep inside me.  I could feel him sorta
pulsating in my cleft.  Then, when my crying had died down to an occasional
sob and sniffle, Daddy began to thrust in and out of my girlcleft.  First
long and slow, then hard and quick.  It was so intense, even though my
little cleft still hurt where he had raped me of my maidenhead, I began to
feel that wave coming on again.  As he thrust and thrust so deep inside me,
I began to cry out, "Oh, Daddy, I'm only ten and you're raping my little
girlcleft!  You've raped me of my maidenhead, Oh, Daddy!  Oh, Daddy please,
please rape me more!  Oh, Daddy, please!" And Daddy raped me harder and
harder until finally I came and came and came and screamed out loud as I
came, "DADDY!" And Daddy came inside me and filled me with his seed.  Then
he lay with me, still inside my tender sore girlcleft, as my sobs and
sniffles died away.  Pretty soon I fell asleep.  But later that night,
Daddy woke me up by whipping me on my thighs and breasts and girlcleft and
anus.  Then he punished me and punished me and raped me again and again and
again through the night, his big hard rod forcing me to come again and
again.  Oh, I love my Daddy so much!

   The End

   By cc

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