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Prelude:
Life thrives on this planet earth.  It adapts , propels itself forward
enjoying habitable conditions.  The human component enjoys an enviable spot
on the ever changing earth's surface adapting and re-adapting .  This story
is a tiny arc of human existence as it circles and spirals onward into time
and space governed by our existence on earth , third planet from our solar
system sun , in one of the spiral arms of the Milky Way bar galazy.  Life
grabs at ideal conditions , enjoys itself and overpopulate's .  Many of the
humans now populating this planet are here , not because of life enjoyment
, but because of religious power .  The human population explosion will be
curtailed by conditions on the planet as they change .  The planet does not
acknowledge who of us is here because of the life force versus the
religious force.  Religion sucks it's power from the millions of new
parents created by religious creed.  Those new parents in turn create
children educated with the will of their religion!  Enjoyment of life is
meaningless where religion dictates two thousand year old dogmas.  Those

who cannot enjoy life care less about the planet we enjoy.

   This story is a continuation of "JoshuaTeenAndFriendsGrowingUp.txt".

   WARNING TO READERS.

   This story and contents are fiction.  In this story : Words describe
ideas and actions different from the spectrum of organized religious
tolerance .  You the reader must consider your own cultural status.  Do not
read this story if you are under eighteen years of age .  Do not read this
story if you are programmed by organized religion.  If you the reader
objects to this description of a particle of the life force as it concerns
teens , then please quit reading this story .  To the people who continue
reading , please enjoy it .  Life needs to enjoy itself in order to thrive.
Our time on this planet should be enjoyable and every new born including
every child deserves the same .



   Phase one : Summer

   In the previous previous story <JoshuaTeenAndFriendsGrowingUp-Fall > a
fourteen year old boy makes some life long friends , enjoys the security of
his mother's bond , only to find , that bond is poisoned by forces beyond
her control.  His mind comes apart , crashes , but is rescued by his new
friends , then adapts to the new reality and then enjoys it immensely.  In
this story he discovers the power of religion as it applies to extroverted
and open minded individuals.  As in real life , he must learn to deal with
over whelming events.



   Phase Two : Fall : In the previous story
JoshuaTeenAndFriendsGrowingUp-Fall the boy wants to attend the same high
school as his brother and his girl friend but the education system has
placed him in a different school more attuned to his needs.  Joshua
despairs at first , but then encouraged by his friends decided to attend
the high school in spite of the board of education letter.  His friends
make all sorts of plan and contingency plans.  They are confident Jos will
be allowed to go to their school , but waves of trouble change everything
on the first day.  Phase Three : This story is phase three .  Joshua and
his brother are deeply scarred from the first day of school experience . 
They discover that they are behind in school , and behind in health with no
time left in each day to ever recover.  Joshua decides to ask the twin girl
friends parents about moving in with their twin girls.  That way , they
reason , there is a way better chance of making up lost time in school and
getting healthy faster and enjoying life.  The twin's parents consider the
request and base on their twin girls request , they say yes , unsure of
what it will really be like in their home having two twin boys suddenly ,
to be raised as sons.

   Phase Three (this story)



   Chapter 1 , on the farm.

   "Joshua , wake up , Wake up".  "Wha -cah"!  "Jos"!  "S'dark"?  "Pull
your weight on the farm Jos .  Vacation's over .  My parents are at work
for the week and you put your name first on the list for early morning
chores".  Joshua pushed the hand at the end of his arm above the covers. 
"It's dark , Jen".  "Look up , you can see faint star light in the sky
light window".  Jos let the covers down from his face.  "Winter in Ontario
means a black five in the morning".  "Ahhhg ".  In pitch black , Jen peaked
under the covers , sensing Jos warm body lifting itself from hibernation
mode, Snuggling to his ear , She whispered : "Remember last evening". 
"I'll not forget that for a long while Jen ", His arms pulled her on top.
She struggled till the arms overpowered her , waited a second, sensing the
desire and atmosphere of his fifteen year old body under the covers , then
recovered herself away from him.  "Jos , if we both work we can get
everything done long before the bus arrives and have time for that again".
Her palm brushed across his stomach muscles encountering a soft fleshy
partially upright post.  "I could use some of that a bit later" , smiled
Jen.  Jos slipped from the bed bumping Rakir, feeling his way to his
underwear and socks.  Jen handed him two pairs of socks long underwear and
pants and t-shirt and hoody.  She helped him dress quickly.  Rakir stood up
to go with him.  "Not now Rakir , just go back to sleep".  They stepped
outside into Ontario's gray black morning , complete with mitts and
insulated rubber boots.  "Yuk ?  " "Yikes ?" "Six inches of cold stuff". 
"Minus five"!  "I like the hot six" , smiled Jen.  Ear to ear grinning on
Jos , as they lit into the side walk snow with brooms and shovels ,
clearing a path across the walk and then working the driveway.  Twenty
minutes later, rosy cheeked and sweating inside the suits , they entered
the cattle barn.  Sixty reddish cows and a few black and white ones aroused
themselves , clamoring for feed.  Curling his nose slightly ,"It's cowy
alright!" Jen and Jos stared into the rosy glow of each other's faces.  "Ok
, Jos , first you feed them , then you check each one , then you clean the
stables , then you provide new bedding , and finally check their water
troughs.  In winter the pipes can freeze and a cow looses health quickly
without water and don't forget to feed and check the bull".  Jos repeated
the list to Jen and followed her to the feeder console.  His fifteen year
old frame watched her careful selection of buttons on the automatic feeder
and the the cleaner.  The feeder was already programmed to dispense
rolled-crushed grain to the anxious animals, each one trying to get as much
as possible.  Automatically pulling their hooves away from the groaning
stable cleaner paddles oozing the waist along the gutters toward the far
end of the stables , the animals stretched their necks to get the first
lick of fresh grain.  Twenty minutes later Jen and Jos checked every animal
and their automatic water dishes.  They checked the huge animal at the end
of one row.  "He stinks", ventured Jos.  "Yeah , a little , but so do you
Jos".  "Whaaathe".  "He drops his water midway underneath , added Jen ,
"and that pollutes his bedding".  Jos peaked under the two ton animal ,
laughing , " Do I piss in my own bed Jen ?  "Well not too much" , submitted
Jen , but that other creamy stuff floods everywhere".  "It's good stuff Jen
, filled with all sorts of feel good hormones".  " For sure , It is hard to
turn down the creamy stuff " , laughed Jen , "I might be addicted to it".
Jos pretended to not hear , he peaked under the huge bull.  "His balls are
big as bowling pins".  "Haha , diminishes your's to look like cat's eyes".
IF my cat's eyes can flood a bed , bowling pins could flood the whole
stable"!

   Satisfied with the equipment operation , Jen led Jos up a ladder into
the straw mow.  They hefted straw bales into the drop chutes counting them
as each dropped.  Jos looked around the huge straw mow , then glanced at
Jen , but she was already mounting the ladder for the descent.  they
provided fresh straw under the animals , then walked through in a final
tour checking ventilation fans , indoor temperature and the stable cleaner
resting position.  They placed straw into the gutters where the cleaner
paddles entered and left the big building.  "The cleaner chain will freeze
at these places unless covered with straw".  Jos acknowledged.  Jen lead
Jos up to the barn power supply switches.  She checked the switch status
carefully , then switched power off the unnecessary circuits.  "The less
power circuits , the less risk" , she explained.  She smiled and kissed him
on the cheek.  Then they raced each other to the barn exit , and across the
snow covered clearing toward the driveway.  "How much time"?  "Lots of
time".  Zesty gleam filled Jen's eyes.  She stopped in the driveway ,
pulled Jos close , kneeled , removed his mitts , washed his hands with
fresh fallen snow .  Jos puzzling over what next, stood patiently .  Cold
fingers slipped themselves into his warm stomach then dipped below his
belt. Undoing the zipper and inside buttons on Jos underwear , "I'm looking
for the trouser worm " , giggled Jen into his ear.  Sinking slowly ,
following her tugging into the fluffy snow beside the driveway , her hands
and lips contacted vital parts.  "Think you found the snow bunny" ,winced
Jos , her cold fingers brushed his fresh puberty fur aside.  Jen eased the
soft fleshy cylinder away from it's home , wrapped a cover of snow around
the soft tool , then licked it off.  "Popsicle"?  Rock hard now, his body
shuddering from the cold penis snow pack followed by hot tonguing.  Jos
rolled a snow ball from the fluffy driveway cover , squeezed and kneaded it
into a ball of ice feeling the fingers cleansed by the melting water.  They
crept into the warmest place on Jen , as her fingers snow washed his shaft
. She mouthed the outer skin covering in the blackness of early morning
with snow flakes tumbling around them.  Within seconds she had a hot icicle
protruding from the boy's pelvic heat.  Thwump , Jen landed on her back in
the soft snow , Jos body snugly between her thighs.  "I like this whispered
Jen .  You are getting so strong with all the therapy and yard work". 
"Farm boy strong " , whispered Jos , his outer covering now wet with saliva
and pre-ejaculate dived on Jen .  Blue eyes piercing into hers , without
hesitation , shafting aside , the protective outer lips , entering her
personal space , displacing the folds of hot skin with bubbling precum ,
continuous slip , sliding deep , slowing as Jen's pelvic muscles engaged ,
deeper as Jen's body accepted the penetration , finally , stopping with Jos
reddish blond fur meshed into Jen's fair haired mound covering.  Holding
his position until Jen recovered her breath , "Jos , so cold , then so hot
! Your snow bunny's hopping inside me".  Jos waited her desire , catching
fire , paused .  There noses touched , eyes contacting in the low light .
Cheeking her pink face , "The rabbit burrow becomes you Jen".  "Luff me Jos
, luff me big time" .

   Ever so lightly the two bodies coalesced into one , girl boy evolution ,
evolving in a blanket of cold white fluffy snow flakes.  Her girl hotspot
feeling his glans expanding , unsheathing itself inside the deepest part of
her anatomy.  Clamping her legs on his back ignoring the tightness of the
winter clothing , locking Jos , so close .  Feeling his body heat through
two outer layers of clothing and two inner layers of underwear.  Fluffy
snowflakes continued to paint a white silhouette as sky light reflected
from the snow clouds illuminating their pale gray world.  She clamped her
pelvic muscles to his thin shaft pulling it deeper .  Clamp pressure
expanded the end of Jos glans .  His thoughts , by passed her ears , "Jen ,
I need this so bad , it's gonna happen too fast".  She felt his tension
revving , her legs locking him closer , her arms penetrated his coat and
hoody and t-shirt , fingers striving to pull his lithe boy body tighter
than tight.  Lips locking , arms steadying pre-spasms of the stuff of
dreams.  Sensing the fifteen year old fire power being loaded , every organ
quivering , neither boy , nor girl moved.  Even as the penetration grew
bigger and harder on her control center.  Jen's tongue searched his tongue
, her body quaking with his energy and expectation.  "Jos , don't move ,
stay in me forever , oohh Jos , Jos , Jooos" , feeling his six pack muscles
cavitating.  Her lips tried to form the words "Caan feel you expanding
outside the cold foreskin covering ".  Eyes unfocused , ears shutdown , his
tongue chased hers , his heart beat into hers.  "Joohohohohohohohsss , like
your the bull and I'm just one of those silly cows bracing myself"!  "Why
can't I hold back Jen , Caan't stop , exploring this rabbit hole ".  "Jos ,
don't move , just hold me and love me , forever".  " Can't staaawp".  "Hold
Jos".  A blue warning light bathed them from afar.  Breathing froze in her
mouth , muscles rippling across ugly scars on his belly .  Sensing distant
head lights and the blue flashing warning lights , pulled his barn coat and
his hoody tight over both their heads.  "Jos , Jos hold me , tight -
tighter - tightest"!  Her pelvic muscles clamped Jos hot rod , freezing in
clamped condition , lingering , waiting , savoring .  A motorized growl
rushed past them on the road .  Rivers of light fluffy snow flowed over
their backs.  Snowflakes blasted the crevices between their clothes ,
spilling , melting themselves on overheated hot boy and girl flesh.  The
exterior avalanche of creamy white snow , from the plow started another
avalanche inside.  "Aaaaainn" , escaped , Jos throat.  "Trying to stawp it
" !  "No Jos , let it be , I'm ready"!  His young muscles stiffened from
collar bone to toes.  "Let the rabbit run Jos , I am ready , and I am
waiting".  A final flick her tongue escaping the quivering jaws .  Rivers
of boy sperm cascaded into Jen.  Her face buried in his , her body feeling
the power of muscle driven blood and sperm and liquid heat .  "Auunnn ,,
Jos sperm inside me forever".  "Aaaaghgainn"!  Her fingers inside his
clothing locked on Jos ass cheeks , ratcheting tighter to her pelvis. 
Renewed surges of the milky white fluid inundated her cervix.  Jos mind and
body peaked with potent sex chemicals .  Her girl tube absorbing the
anxiolytic blasts of boy cum.  "Auauauauauaua for eeeevver".  Overdosed on
adrenalin, oxytocin , seratonin and dopamine , both kids un-conscioused and
re-dreamed the experience , fast forwarded again and again through joined
minds.

   Motion stayed frozen .  Time stopped.  Fluffy snow occluded noise as
pink dawn light filtered through into love glazed eyes.  Clamping hot flesh
milked the long thin tube softening , then hardening again.  Undulating the
full weight of Jos body.  Clamped between powerful girl leg muscles ,
attached by every muscle possessed by Jen , like waves in the ocean tossing
Jos lower abdomen, cajoling the long thin tube into rock once again.  Lips
commanding Jos , "Don't move Jos, let me do it all.  Close your eyes ,
breath slow , dream ".  Eyes closed, Jos dreamed unmoving , fully awake ,
experiencing , savoring expanding tube , thundering power , streaming power
into a pressure cooker of girl action.  Undulations increased in amplitude
and speed until the tube , stiffened , expanded again , then exploded a
second burst of boy cum into the hot cavity sourcing attention.  Jen
groaned , squealed .  Turbulence of hot boy cum invaded and pulsed her ,
into outer limits .  "Ahhhh hahhhh , sucking all that energy out of you
Jos".  His pelvic floor responded with tensioned jerking , lungs gasping ,
Jos weight disappeared.  "You are now part of me" , whispered the voice
into Jos mind, "Give me , give me like you want to Jos".  Prostate pumping
uncontrollable , ramming the boy log tighter and farther , the walls
closing , gripping on the wobbling shaft.  Jos brain over loaded with sex
hormones , then extreme sensation on his glans bursting way beyond the
safety of the foreskin , at the bottom of Jen's cave.  Movement froze
again. She dozed in bliss , dreaming rose petals and cream cascading from
the sky , waited till his breathing dropped back , sensing the tube , spent
and drained twice.  Jos weight returned to her body cradled by her breasts
under the parka.  His eyes opened , stared into Jen's.  "I WILL luff you
forever Jen"!  "May your snow bunny grow to the size of a bull rod"!  He
collapsed on her again , the long thin snow bunny still wobbling and
wicking residual boy sperm into her pubococcygeus cauldron .



   Ten minutes later the plow revisited the other side of the road leaving
a fresh clean path for the school bus.  Jos enjoyed her body clamp tight on
his limpness.  One last hardened wave , exploded from him , then softness.
Her pelvic muscles ejected his spent tube into the cold.  One last kiss ,
they leaped from the snow drift , rushed into the house toward their room ,
Rakir looking for his own morning activity, shedding clothes in the
appropriate spots on course to the hot shower .  Jac and Jes soon joined
them .Within minutes , cereal was eaten , hair combed , teeth brushed and
the school bus trip began.



   Chapter 2 , on the bus.

   Already ten or eleven students populated the bus at random intervals. 
Jes and Jen eye contacted all the students , in their path, then sat
together with Jos and Rakir and Jac across the isle.  The students
responded with curious early morning glances , smiling back at the Monday
morning happy smiles of two pairs of teen twins .  The dog wedged himself
between the boy twins.  Side glances and rear peeks continued from on-board
students and bus boarders as the big yellow vehicle stop-and-goed itself to
Bridgework High.  From almost empty to full bus , then crowded bus , then
doors flung open as students hurried to their home rooms.  But all the
students did not hurry away.  "It is real".  They circled Jos and Jac and
Rakir , absorbing his confidence and smiles.  They waited till all the
buses emptied and whispered the word ."His bro is back".  "Thought I would
never see him again"!  "Two of them"!  "Jac is back".  "Soooh good"! 
"Didn't know the two of them could look so fresh"?

   Jos and Jac and Jen and Jes moved slowly toward the high school entrance
, Rakir following sensing the joy and excitement of a hundred students
surrounding the blond twins in the high school atrium entrance , packing
close to get a glimpse.  Jos stopped trying to move as Rakir wedged himself
between the four twins.  Jos wanted to address the crowd , stiffened ,as
Jen and Jess lifted him high on to Jac's shoulders.  "Awe" emerged , then
quieted Conversation converged to , "It's him".  "Told you he was on that
bus".  "Joshua Green is back at Bridgework".  "His bro is here too".  "So
sweet"!  Geez , their girl friends are so lucky".  "Their so cute".  "I
would sleep with all of them"!  "I would sleep with his dog" , mouthed a
girl in the back.

   Jos whispered : "Hello".  The silence deepened.  Jos smiled, raised his
arms over his head .  "I see all of my friends".  The inner rows of
students dropped on their knees so those behind could see.  "You came to my
hospital room last year , but I could not see you , yet I knew you were
there " , spoke Jos.  "You're names are written on the visitors lists for
every day I survived in that room.  As I learned your names , now I see
your faces in my mind".  "It's Jos , It really is the one who was beaten to
death yelled a student - Hurrah".  Two hundred students chanted , "Hurrah
Jos".  Tears moistened his wide open blue eyes.  The crowded students
shifted backward imperceptibly to give Jos and Jac holding him on his
shoulders more space.  Jos controlled his emotion.  "Difficult times for me
and my family .  My bro tells me , you have seen my scars and so you have
seen my pain.  I thank my bro every day for helping me , and I thank you ,
all and each ,for helping all of my family through a nightmare of death ,
especially my girl friend .  She is my rock .  Thank you to everyone who
helped .  I am , over it.  The dreams and terror are gone.  My strength is
improving.  I am free .  But we are all free now to enjoy school and learn.
I have a dog friend now .  His name is Rakir .  He likes all of you.  Say
hello Rakir : "Woof Woof".  "Rakir is protective , let me know if you want
to pet him or me , cause he does not ask questions , nor bark warnings". 
Jos made eye contact with as many students as possible.  Jac rotated as he
addressed the crowd of young faces.  You , know what my bro and family has
done for me , and what I have done for you".  Pausing , " Continue with
your fun times and your career and have fun at school.  This is my first
day back , my second first day, and thanks to all of you for giving me the
best new years present , the present of respect , as I wish each of you
success.  The students chanted "Jos, Jos, Thank you Jos", as they filed
through the high school entrance.  A policeman appeared in the hall to
check on the commotion of moving students.  Rakir followed the twins ,
staying with Jos and Jac as they split off from Jen and Jes .A slender
Asian boy caught up with Jos and Jac on the steps.  "Hey Jos , Hey Jos
,Wait up".  Jos stopped as the boy collided .  "Please Jos Please, so glad
you are back.  I saw your body and all the tubes and bandages and wires and
, Oh Jos I wanted you to come back so bad , and now you are!" Jac smiled
"It's Ohbi , Jos .  He was at your room for weeks in a row, him and Ives
and Mallory and Fran and a dozen other students".  "Er I gotta go to class"
, blurted Ohbi, but let me talk with you at lunch .  I'll be on your lunch
hour today.  Bye." They arrived in home class two minutes late.  The
teacher waited until they seated.  "Class , Welcome back to Bridgeworks "
Rakir crouched on the floor beside Jos chair and yawned.  Raising his hand
, " Sorry sir about being late".  The teacher smiled.  "Jacque - er Joshua
, last September a student arrived in this class room against our scheduled
plans.  The student had his own plans.  He taught us that when you want
something and you work for it , plan for it , you get it.  All that is now
settled with all members of this class and the staff .  For the remainder
of this year , no student in this class need apologize for being late or
early or black or white or bullied or whatever.  Just get here when you
can. These seats near the door are always reserved for the last student
arrival.  That way you can slip in quietly as class continues".  "Yes Sir"
, bubbled enthusiastically from a dozen mouths at once.  The rest of the
day advanced normally .  Ohbi found Jac and Jos at lunch time.  "Jos , Jac
, I need to be friends, I need to help with your school work .  Your girl
friends are in my class.  I have already cleared myself with them". 
Excellent Ohbi, I like you to , we can be friends for sure and if you can
help us with learning last terms work , then more plus".

   The bus was more crowded on return , forcing Rakir to sit in the isle
with his master on the edge of a crowded seat.  "Ok men and Rakir , we need
to change into farm clothes to feed the cows" , motioned Jes as they dashed
toward the house.  Jen is on listing , as preparing supper , Jac and Jes
tend the animals and Jos walks Rakir.  Jos remembered the dog trainer
visits making him the official Rakir handler.  Attaching the collar and
long leash would allow Rakir lots of freedom.  "Be good boy and in time we
forget the leash".  Rakir licked his fingers as they stuffed themselves
into the mittens and headed outside.  They walked around the old farm house
next door , then took a wide circle through the meadows around the barn
watching for signs of Jes and Jac tending the animals.  The final phase was
twenty minutes of forced running back the snow filled path to the north. 
Rakir fell into a loping rhythm matching Jos speed .  The snow was melting
and slippery .  Unsure footing used twice the energy anticipated.  Sweat
beaded from Jos hairline and under arms.  Rakir held his speed , as though
cruising with the pack to run down an unfortunate prey.  Checking his watch
, Jos heart pounded , lungs gasped , but no one slowed for twenty minutes
till they reached the turn around point by the dam.  Jos and Rakir sank
instantly to the soft snow.  Rakir licked his ears and face ."Good boy
Rakir , that tongue cools my neck muscles".  He raised on his knees,
released the fly and began to write his name in the packy layer of snow. 
Rakir sat politely , ears twitching , watching the hot stream form the
letter J and o and s.  Now Rakir , your turn - go pee.  Rakir stood , and
let fly a nozzled blast into the ground.  "No nooo , you got to lift one
leg Rakir.  Dogs always lift one rear leg when they piss".  Rakir licked
his fingers then went for the final beads of sweat on his forehead.  Jos
wrestled his big head to the ground , then tried to grab his feet but Rakir
broke free , then rushed between Jos legs knocking him off balance into the
snow.  "Good boy Rakir, nobody can wrestle my dog down".  He tried once
more , this time by grabbing the big shepherd's nose and pulling it between
his front legs.  Rakir curled expertly rolling back to his feet and
pouncing on Jos with all fours.  "Ha ahh - Very good Rakir".  As the games
ended Jos gathered his mitts and set off toward the house with even more
speed.  They ran flat out for fifteen minutes , entered the house tongues
hanging out by a mile.  At the same time Jac and Jes returned from the barn
grinning each other like elves.  Jen played mother .  "Well well what gives
with the long tongues "?  "Running and running ", laughed Jos.  "And the
elfish grins"?  "Ahh we did it in the straw mow" , laughed Jes.  Jos
regarded his bro's package , "I think you need to do it again bro" ,
visually checking Jac's lower abdomen.  Everyone laughed , joining in
supper , with Rakir waiting for his food.  "Homework , and more homework"!
"yuk it but do it"!  "We gotta do this stuff as fast as possible muttered
four students heading toward their home work stations".  "Why"?  "So we can
go back to the mow " , yelled Jac.  An hour later , "Math is done".



   Chapter 3 , homework

   "English completed".  Jac and Jes exchanged notes trying to understand
their twin's results.  Jes and Jen did the same.  "Sometimes it works ,
that's a plus." "When it does not work , then you have to tell me your
reasoning, and when that fails we get help from friends".

   If none of our friends can get answers , we contact the teacher at
beginning of the next class.

   "Homework complete".  "Then speaker phone time to call our parents". 
"We called the Greens first last night , so it's the Roggeres first
tonight".  Rakir joined in the conversation when asked.  The teens
refreshed their parents on the first day of school , especially on how
Rakir fit in.  "Gettin late"?  "Do we really need to revisit the mow"? 
"It's better not to disturb the animals , once they have settled" , added
Jes.  Jac relaxed on Jes' bed packing his school sack for the morning.  Jos
sat beside him with Jes and Jen still packing their school back packs for
tomorrow.  "What animals are you referring to , Jes".  "For sure the
bovines , need not be re-disturbed , as they will expect to be fed again,
but imagining animals , there seem to be some that are still trying to make
up for lost time while they were in coma last year".  "Yes , and , and your
point"?  "I'm ready for bed".  "Me too " , mentioned Jen , "but we have yet
to finish some project work".  Jos studied Jac , noticed the package
un-subsided.  "Bro , I can help you with that if the girls have work to
do". Jac laid back over the bed sheets , grinning , "Love you Jos and Jes
and Jen".  Jos grinned , "Jen and Jes , do your project in Jen's room, I'll
wind down bro until he sleeps like an old dog".  "Don't say that too loud
either, Rakir might take offense".  At the mention of his name the big dog
front pawed his weight on to Jes bed with Jos and Jac.  Jen and Jes
disappeared into the other bedroom.  Jos snuggled beside Jac feeling his
tense body on the bed , lifted the weight from Jac's legs as he removed the
socks and pants and underwear , then did the same for himself , pulling the
covers over both their bodies.  Rakir stayed on the edge unwilling to leave
as Jos finger tips massaged Jac's toes and ankles and calves.  When his
finger tips got to Jac's pelvis , "Your soft , yet hard bro"?  "Does that
mean I'm unappreciated"?  "I need you bro , think I came way to fast in the
mow.  Jes had fun but me - not so much".  "I know what you need bro".  Jos
slid his face along his twin brothers chest, pausing over the belly button
with two licks, over the blond curled hair.  His lips picked up the half
limp foreskin , savored the gentle remains of Jes along with seeping cum
left over from the mow sex.  "Is it ok, Bro" , Jac grinned at Jos' face
sniffing his peckers slippery leakage.  "No prob Jac , D'you want we to
awaken the snake"?  A gentle nod from Jac released Jos tongue.  Contacting
the ridges hiding in his brother's blond scrotum fur , moving softly along
the raphe toward Jac's boy shape.  Wetting a path ,leaving a crispy trail
of cool tingling saliva nearing the tightening foreskin .  His lungs
involuntarily inhaling until the lips curled over the forming knob , "Geez
Jos , your good".  "It's ok bro , I owe you a few ".  "Relax Jac , eyes
closed , let me do , what I owe you".  Jos continued engulfing his
brother's slenderness , using his tongue , testing the foreskin opening
licking , wetting , coaxing .  "JOS "!  Jac sat bolt upright , pushing the
cover aside , grabbed his bro's shoulders and hauled him in half a turn as
his own body tried to side up to Jos in reverse, but Rakir landed in
between with a low growl.  "Rakir , what the fuck"?  "Rakir thought you
might hurt me , mused Jos" , as he comforted the big dog.  "Oh Rakir , You
and I are so much alike".  Jac put his arms around the big shepherd instead
of Jos , moved him from between their bodies.  "Stay Rakir".  "Does he
answer to me Jos"?  "Yeah , Rakir understands you were not going to hurt
me. See his ears and face are being humble .  He is happy when I am happy "
, laughed Jos , pulling Jac's pelvis close to his face.  Rakir curled into
a ball beside Jos.  "Hey bro , you're supposed to be relaxed".  Jac replied
, "You owe me nothing Jos , I want to show you what I can do for you - er
lets do , as team".  Both boys nodded.  Jos felt a tongue on his balls as
he resumed lipping Jac's pecker.  "Woawa , that tongue has rasp " ,
whispered Jos.  "Rakir wants to help " , laughed Jac , his lips engulfing
Jos' softy.  Slipping softly along the pee slot of the expanding glans ,
teasing the frenulum on the underside encouraging the tightened foreskin.
"Jac, you do the help yourself " , stated Jos nudging Rakir aside .  Jos
trailed his lips along Jac's raphe again , this time nibbling bits of
flesh. "Mercy on me Jos"!  "Ha ha Jac, you're harder than rock now.  Those
nibble marks will heal quickly.  In the meantime , We have ignition".  "We
do indeed " , laughed Jac , pulling Jos pelvis closer and tasting the drops
of clear fluid from Jos penis .  "It's colorless and tasteless and yet it's
alllll goood".  "Boy , oh boy , that's so good" , Jos " his body pleasured
into collapse on Jos .  Slide his throat the full distance upward over
Jac's pecker , feeling the pulsing shaft preparing to deliver.  "Man , your
throat is almost better than Jes".

   "What , not as good " , choked Jos pulling his throat away to breath. 
"Bet she can't do this ".  Jac increased his lip suction on the glowing
knob as Jos did the same.  Each held their maximum vacuum until their lungs
ached for air.

   Chapter 4 , more homework.

   In the other bedroom Jen and Jes collaborated to complete their deadline
project.  "Due tomorrow at nine" , moaned Jes.  "Wait Jes , wait , we don't
have to do more work , these are the answers we need from this mornings
class.  All we need to do is rewrite this section and add the credits and
were done".  "Fantastic Jes , I never saw that till now".  Jen smiled. 
"Heh sis , you ok with Jac"?  "Why do you ask"?  "Cause I think you're
distracted" , nudging Jes' shoulder.  "Lets finish this mess right now
while were hot , and then we'll see if the boys are still up".  "Jac is
quiet but tonight when you guys came in from chores he seemed down".  "Er
He wan - er he was unhappy how the straw mow went".  They worked studiously
until the project was complete and spell checked.  Jes sighed , as they
saved their work , and shut down the computers , "Probably Jac is sleeping
by now"!  Jen snuggled closer to her twin.  "Ahhh did you head up Jac in
the mow"?  "Not too much , We were in a hurry"?  "Are you hoping asleep"?
"Well , er no".  "Jes , most boys sleep like logs , our boy twins sleep
with logs".  "True" , smirked Jes , "Jac seems to need sex even in his
sleep".  "Well he is a young very fast growing boy , like a boy who has
just learned to walk , he learned from Jos what life can be and then you
popped into his life knocking him up to cloud nine and then the bully
beating and loss of four months school and almost loss of his bro"?  "Yeah
Jen , I know , but I forgot all that with the pressure of this course.  I
want to ace this project so bad".  "That's ok Jes.  We must concentrate on
one thing at a time".  "Knowing those twins has elevated us to cloud nine
also ".  "Jos was raised totally different from Jac but together they
magnify the differences into strength".  "We saw that strength emerge after
the bully beating".  "Jos makes me want to crawl inside his body when he
smiles".  "Very cute"!  "When Jac smiles , not often enough yet , but when
he does I feel melting into his arms.  He's tough but sweet and takes care
of his brother , though Jos competes with him at times.  "He will also take
care of you Jes.  Jac takes responsibility to new levels.  It almost
wrecked his mind , because he felt responsible for letting Jos get beaten".
"Yeah Jen , but we were there , and know exactly how that creep knocked Jos
down.  Nobody could have stopped them in their tracks faster than Jac, with
a bit of help from Ives.  "I think Jac reflects his bro's action.  Jos gets
stronger every day.  He pushes his body to a new limit every day and he's
so young and Jac is so tough about it".  "And horny".  "Lets just say ,
evolution gave Jac and Jos overdrive muscles for sex".  "Not only sex drive
, they over achieve everything.  They compete as friends but push one
another to do things and to enjoy life".  "Did you see Jac this morning
holding Jos on his shoulders in the crowded school entrance way"?  "I know
, he stands like a rock even with double his weight on his shoulders".

   At this point they walked into the boys bedroom .

   "Whew , what is this "?



   Chapter 5 , Twin boys by twin girls.

   "What's not as good " , demanded Jes lifting Jos lips away from Jac's
tube with a pop.  Jos tumbled on to Rakir pushing him off the side.  Jac
grinned , "I said , and will say again that Jos throat is not as good as my
favorite girl".  Jac sat up drawing some covers over his pulsing rod.  "Jac
, I'm sorry about the straw mow , Jen and I were pressing to complete this
project.  We must hand it in tomorrow at nine , and up until a few minutes
ago , I thought we would be up all night , fighting to get a third rate
mark.  I'm ok now , Jen's solution worked.  The project is complete ",
lowering her voice , "possibly class A ".  "Whew hoo" , yelled Jac and Jos.
"Hi fives for all" , clap clap clap.  "Woof , whoof" , barked Rakir.  Jac's
eyes met Jes.  "Jos was tryin to get me through a long night.  I'm sorry
Jes about the straw mow".  "Jac , it's not your fault at all, it's mine and
I'll make it up to you.  First I must thank Jos".  She reached over Rakir
and gave Jos a kiss , a long slow kiss that stiffened him instantly.  "Jes
, we don't point fault .  I saw my bro's problem and wanted to solve it".
"I love you for it Jos.  You're one in a million.  Sis will take care of
your log".  "She lowered her head to Jos foreskin , flicked the tip with
her lips ".  "Ahhh , Sis get in here before you miss out on the stuff of
dreams".  Jen pushed in beside Rakir , her arms wrapping tightly on Jos. 
"Jes loves you , , I hyper-love you Jos".  Jes smiled watching her sister's
lips displace the taut skin releasing precum everywhere.  Jos rolled to his
back as the long woman cave engulfed his tube .  Her fingers holding his
stomach , feeling the start of her boy friends no return point.  "Ahhhh ,
Jen , Jen ahhhh , ohhh oahh , cumming"!  "I know it Jos , when you start
into it , your whole body goes rock hard , except your eyes, Your eyes turn
a deeper blue ,your lips a deeper red ".

   Jes kneeled in front of Jac.  "Can I have your attention away from your
fav bro.  "Thought you would never ask" , grinned Jac.  "Jacque Green , you
are the boy of my life and in my life.  You look after your school friends
and you look after your brother .  You are hawt hawt hawt , that I dream of
you in every classroom and every minute of every day".  She lifted the
cover from Jac's pole.  "When I first saw this , I thought you were Jos . I
wanted you so badly, knowing you belonged to Sis.  Now ,I know it is for
me. You can share it with Jos but I want it now and remember Jac it's is
not your fault , it never was , and it never will be .  You are so full of
life and vigor and friendship ,and boy stuff, think I want to pump you dry
right now".

   Jac responded to Jes.  "First let me please you Jes.  Let me do what I
wanted to do in the straw mow".  "I'm really sorry , about the straw mow
Jac.  You don't need to ".  Jac pulled her on to the big bed, removed her
clothes with deliberateness refolding each piece exactly as Jes would.  He
kissed her lips then slid to her breasts then to her navel .  Fingers
floating on the silky soft skin arrived at the magical opening beckoning
his tongue.  It opened the girl doors to her opening with expert ease.  Jes
gasped.  His lips corralled her clitoris at the end of the narrow passage ,
driving it , flicking it and sucking the tiny post until Jes melted into
him.  He started to line up his hot rod with the quaking cavity but she
recovered enough to hold him away until her lips rejoined his foreskin. 
Jes tightened her lips just enough to displace the taut skin .  Cascading
it away from the deep red glans , Jes's lips locking to the red knob , her
tongue swirling with sensations.  "Lollipop , lollipop lollipop ", played
Jes , her tongue curling close over Jac's ultra-sensitive boy organ , then
releasing completely as her lips sang out the word , then pushing back over
the real lollipop displacing the foreskin yet again before it fully
re-clothed the glans.

   Jos and Jen locked together for a minute , enjoying the long slow
shrinkage of the deeply embedded tube , then recovered , as the tube pulled
free .  They pounced on Jac as Jes maneuvered her pelvis for contact.  Jen
ended up on Jac's face and Jos landed on his knees.  They sat on Jac and
steadied Jes , preventing her from fully dropping on to Jac.  "Ok for you
two , issued Jen , "It's got to be slowed down and we are going to do that
, until you two get to know each other better".  Jos put his legs close to
Jes preventing her body from over dosing on Jac's rigid tube.  Jen smiled
as her hands gripped Jac's arms pulling them above his head to soften
thrusting urges.  "You've got to make it last Jac.  Don't let her get
crazed and just ravage you.  Let her stay crazed until she screams for
more".  Jos pulled Jac's legs out straight and sat on them locking him to
the bed immobile.  HE watched Jes pelvic muscles tremble with anticipation
as she tried to slide down the shaft.  "Jos prevented her from over
stimulating.  Jen's knees locked either side of Jac's head .  She drew his
arms out tight away from his chest and sat on them.  Jos pulled Jac's legs
apart, tying one to each bed frame post with the pillow cases.  "Now we
have you immobilized Master Jac" , stated Jos , concentrating on preventing
Jes from sliding her hot cavity along his light house tower.  Jen sensed
hot breath in her vagina , then a searching tongue as Jac sought out what
he needed.  "I can't get no satisfaction , mused Jac , but I can get Jen".
"That will keep your mind off my ravaging sister" , responded Jen.  Jos'
arms wrapped around Jes anchoring her body to his , even as it slided
slowly up and down along the light house tower.  The battle continued , Jos
supplying enough muscle power to slow Jes from over dosing on the power of
Jac's tube.  Jos legs worked themselves between Jes and Jac , enough to
force almost a penis length of separation.  Jes continued writhing on the
hardened head of Jac's cock , no longer able to ride the full length.  Jen
and Jos watched their vital signs , until they seemed stable.  For the next
half hour Jes pushed and pulled Jac's tube foreskin with her outer labia .
She seemed to be increasing strength as red blush spread across her neck
and breasts.  Jac held immobile , wrists tied to the bed support legs and
head held tight by Jen's knees grinned.  His tongue and lips stroked Jen's
clitoris methodically.  Jos noticed the red blush accumulating on Jes and
Jen.  "Er Jen , Jennifer , How can you help slow down the reaction when you
are in it"?  "Too late " , nodded Jen , her head arching back , her hips
thrusting Jac's tongue.  "Ahh ahhh ahhhh" , she breathed hard , trying to
stop her own body but could not.  "Jen's body picked up her sister's orgasm
signals , as both girls broke into , " ohhhhh gawddd , thats gooood" . 
Jes' vaginal lips contracted on Jac's glans , drowning in precum.  Jos
surveyed his Bro's body , the reddened cheeks , flush red chest .  Heart
rate one ten.  He watched Jes' inner vaginal lips gripping Jac's boy shaft.
I'didn't know girls had those muscles in their labia".  "Awwww for vaginal
muscle spasms" , breathed Jac with dilated deep blue pupils staring at Jes'
breasts jogging above him.  "Are you ready Jac"?  "Yeas please".  "You have
to yell your love for Jes".  "I love you Jes".  "Louder"!  "I LOVE you
JES". "Louder Jac"!  "JESSICA , I LOVE YOU"!  Jes responded from her orgasm
daze , "Jac , you make me feel sooo goood".  Jos tried again , pushing Jen
away from his brother's lips and foaming tongue , "Jac you got to get Jes
to say I love you , and only then I'll untie your arms and let you
penetrate her".  Jos felt his brother's heart rate jump another notch. 
"Jes , I love you, kiss me Jes"!  Her pelvis dropped slightly , Jac's hyper
sensitive red knob throbbed out of sight.  Her body lunged forward pinning
her clit to his tube, then broke fee and rotated until her lips touched the
slender shaft hardened and re-hardened by an hour of foreplay.  Jes lowered
her mouth increasing her suction as Jac's glans pulsed in her lips.  "I
love you Jes".  "I want you to come inside me, but deep deep inside"?  "I
want to come inside you Jes , I love you from here to the sun and moon"!  ,
yelled Jac as Jos released the ties on his arms.  Incredible muscle
strength in Jac's shoulders pushed his arms down and his knees bent
thrusting his whole torso upward at the elusive target.  "Haahhhahaahhhaah
, Your glans gets way big in my mouth when all that muscle power pushes
toward me".  Muscles tensing , Jac's body raised , pelvis falling , penis
pulling away from her lips , his body somersaulted and rotated over her ,
flipping her body like a flapjack , lips meeting her lips.  Chest meeting
her chest and soft blond pelvic fur meeting her's.  Jos and Jen dived for
cover and cheered , "Hurrah , hurrah for that maneuver Jacque , how did you
do that"?  "No instant replays in this sport" , laughed Jac.  Jessica
stared into his blue eyes .  Their pupils locked on each other. 
"Permission to penetrate"?  "Granted".  Jen pulled Jos farther away . 
"Your job is done".  But Jos and Jen stayed close watching absorbing the
energy radiating from their twin pairing.  Jac's arms and chest bulged with
pent up emotions , six pack muscles straining , red arteries pulsing , legs
quivering , torrid tube sensing heat and drooling precum on to Jes opening.
"Say the magic words Jes".  "I need you Jac".  Jac's glans touched the
swollen labia.  "Again".  "I want you Jac".  The glans dipped into her
hotness.  The vaginal lips contracted.  "Again".  Jen's eye's bulged . 
"His glans is three times oversize ".  "Are we not identical Jen , but ,
right now my bro is armed with heavy lead , You should do that to me
sometime Jen , It looks fun up".  "Inside please".  Jessica's vaginal
muscles tightened.  Jos and Jen warned Jes , "It's way too big Jes, it's
gonna hurt".

   Jen smiled .  She pulled Jos against her pelvis.  "They're negotiating
now.  Let's do the same thing as they say.  Arms braced , legs taut , Jos
touched Jen's vagina with his hardened sheathed glans , then continued
exactly as Jes and Jac talked.

   Jes felt the tension on her opening .  With both arms , she yanked Jac
down , quivering his glans half deep , sensations of penetration roaring
through her body.  "Chiiiiss Jac , it hurts , it stabs , and I WANT IT
deeper".  Jac's hyper drive feelings returned as the tube force fed itself
with Jes' thrusts of power.  "Please Jac, I need you deeper".  "Tell me ".
Screaming "I LOVE YOU".  His pelvis shifted the long shaft toward her
center of gravity.  Jac's foreskin hid way at the bottom near tightening
balls , pulling themselves from harms way , by lodging in the dimples from
where they formed in babyhood.  "Ooo , Je T'aime".  "Your glans , is big ,
hardened as only a well trained fighter could be".  "Encore".  "I love you
Jac , I want you to cum inside me , please , please" , voiced Jes in
between her moans of joy.  Jac closed the distance gradually lusting then
teasing , then closer and farther , until his own glans broke through her
spasming muscle block, jumping like a fly catcher's tongue after an insect
deep inside her.  She orgasmed again.  Jen and Jes orgasmed together ,
unstoppable , begging , screaming for more.  "FUCK ME Jos".  "FUCK me Jac".
JAc caught his brother's eye and Jos returned the gaze.  "Y'ok bro" ,
wondered Jos checking his heart rate at the pelvic muscle inside his leg.
"Chiii Jen , Jac's rate is one hundred and thirty .  He's high as a space
station " , withdrawing his fingers from his twin.  "Your only at one
hundred and five , Jos".  Jen and Jes writhed , twisted , screamed ,
"Please please FUCK ME".  Jos winked back at Jen , "Wait till the magic
word one more time".  "Joshua I LOVE YOU".  "JACQUE , I LOVE YOU" ,
screaming now.  Slowly , deliberately the boys totally contacted , resting
their weight , dropping into the girls.  Their glans stripped of protective
flesh drove deep into secret passages.  "Keee-eep loving me " , whispered
two girls voices , over dosing in raw sexual splendor.  Jos put his hand on
Jac's ass.  Jac put his hand on Jos' ass.  The girls wrapped their arms
tight around their boy's chest preventing movement , forcing the pulsing
tubes nearer and nearer to their throbbing primal control points.  Jos and
Jac's fists clenched each other's cheeks , signaling "Hold on , not yet".
Twin girls eyes cried , then their lips locked to their boy's lips ,
tongues forcing through boy lips.  Twin lungs breathed into their boy ,
breasts cradling , chests pounding , belly muscles rippling six packs ,
legs locking on their boy friends ass right over the clenched fists.  Jac's
finger pushed alongside Jos prostate as Jos finger compressed Jac's
prostate gland.  "Can we cum now , girls"?  Crimson arteries raced around
the boy twins young bodies.  "Please".  "Cuuuming".  The twin brothers felt
each other's prostate taking aim.  Awed at the loading process , feeling
each other's tremble , as massive sperm dumps caverned from testicles into
the prostate.  The girls labia detected wave pulsations and their cervical
opening anticipated .  White splendorous rushes of roiling creamy boy cum
flooded from the fingered prostate organs.  "Ainhhhh ainhhhhh" , panted Jos
and Jac now breathing air through the girls noses, mouths , lips , sealed.
Waves of cum amplitude ejected ,each boy's love organ , their fingers
massaging the other's prostate again and again sending new orgasms of boy
cum , again and again until spiking blood pressure loaded with boy hormones
numbed the boys brains into unconsciousness.  Rakir sat on the side lines
watching the twins become one.  "Ring ring ring".  "Rakir carried the phone
to Jos , pushing it against his ear.  "Slowly his mind regathered reality".
"Hello".  "Hello".  "This is Jos".  At the other end of the line Jen's
mother laughed , "You have all gone to bed already"?  "Well not totally " ,
whispered Jos , "Jen and Jes completed their project and we celebrated.  "I
can guess what that means Jos , er that's all I called about , just checkin
on your girl".  "They're that for sure , Do you want to talk with them"? 
"That's ok Jos , Don't forget , freezing rain tomorrow.  Goodbye".  Jos
ended the call , handed the handset back to Rakir , lifted himself away
from Jen and waited.  The other three dozed blissfully into the night.  Jos
slipped on his outdoor clothes , checked the barn and returned.  He turned
out the lights , locked the doors and felt his way across the bedroom ,
pushing aside Rakir to get next to Jen.  Jac and Jes already asleep.





   Chapter 6 , ice storm

   Chirping alarm clocks and radio snoozes announced the morning cycle of
chores and school to begin again.  This time the black Ontario morning was
warmer , minus two.  Drops of freezing rain attached themselves to all
outdoor material.  Jen and Jos headed out to the barn.  The step under the
eve was free of ice but the three steps were not.  Jen yelled to Jos , but
too late.  She crawled down the steps on all fours , wrapping her arms
around the thrashing boy.  "It' no use Jos , you got to take it easy ,
strength is no good.  The driveway and trees and wires are iced.  Be
careful".  Jos looked up at her grinning into her face , then frowned , as
his eyes studied the twisted bows and stretched hydro wires above them. 
Righting himself on all fours with Jen , they four pawed beyond the
stressed limbs and service wires above.  Regaining their upright stature
allowed them to slip and slide along the path to the barn.  The barn gate
was frozen shut with an inch of ice.  Jen perplexed.  Jos opened his fly
and let a stream of yellow hot water melt the the gate latch ice.  They
entered the barn quickly, and raced through the feeding and barn cleaner
routine.  Jos pressed the cleaner button .  Loud growls of over current
motors and gears ensued.  Jos hit off quickly , then jogged the power
button again.  Part of the barn cleaner moved then groaned.  "It's frozen
outside Jos , but will come free if you try it a couple more times".  Jos
grinned at her , "I like the cum part".  Each time the power button flashed
red Jos watched the cleaner paddles jump an inch , the wave of power
ripping up the outside shute, then stopping , then hit stop.  As predicted
the electric engine and gears eventually ripped free all the frozen paddles
, and continued movement .

   The automated feeding system started uneventfully.  Within the hour all
the animals were fed and happy.  Outside the rain continued.  Trees
shuddered and bows creaked.  Pieces of ice mysteriously dropped from limbs
and hydro wires.  "It's the weight , wondered Jos.  As the tree boughs and
wires bend , pieces of ice crack and fall".  "It can't continue much
longer" , mused Jen.  Tree limbs or bigger will take out the electricity if
this rain continues".  They watched , helpless , unable to stop the natural
phenomenon.  "Lets stay here a minute until we plan a path".  Nothing is
safe with tons of ice up there".  Jos pulled Jen into his warmth.  They
watched from under the barn eve , looking for signs of weakness in there
path ahead to the house.  Jos dialed Jac on his cell.  "What the fu , Jos ,
what the'ell".  "Sorry to wake you Jac".  "You didn't".  "Then I'm really
sorry for breaking into your logging routine." Both brothers laughed , as
did Jess and Jen.

   "Jac , Jen and I are in the barn.  Freezing rain all over hell up there.
The trees are gonna fall soon on the wires.  Stay in the house .  We are
planning a safer route by the back door.  The house hydro service wires and
poles are warping .  If they don't break , a tree bough covered with ice
will fall on them".  "Jos and Jen , wait till we turn on the rear house
lights , so you can see.  Take care." Jos and Jen crept along the barn eve
and dived into the spitting rain , making their way toward the old farm
house.  They reached the old house safely , then slid and slipped through
the back yard , and over the the fence between the two properties.  The
trees creaked and groaned unwilling to give in.  They noted the back door
lights and crept cautiously to the back door.  Jac opened it as they dived
through the open door into the warmth.  Rakir waited patiently , then
closed in.  "Geez bro , thanks for letting us in the back".  "With pleasure
Jos .  Thanks for delaying Jes and me.  It'l be just so much more fun". 
Jen and Jos watched his ass cheeks return to Jes' bedroom and laughed . 
"The boy really has no clothes on".  "I love you Jac , they called out" ,
removing their winter clothes.  Jen and Jos called the Roguerres to inform
them of the freezing rain conditions.  "We could loose power anytime" ,
voiced Jen , but don't worry all the animals are fed for now and we are
safe in the house".  "Guess your free to do whatever until weather
improves".  "Yeah , the bus will not get here today , so we are taking a
vacation day".  "Well deserved ", ended Jen's mother , Be careful , the
weather man says another hour of rain for sure".  "Thanks for tending all
those hungry animals , and if power does fail , then be very careful with
the manual chores".  "We have lots of help now" , chirped Jen, as Jos and
Jac know most of the farm routine".  "Bye".  "Bye mom".

   Jen put her phone back on charge , knowing it would last at least one
day of no power.  Jos did the same.  They quietly searched out Jac's cell
and Jes cell , plugging them in to chargers.  Warm shower water peeled off
the barn smells , Then Jen and Jos treated their bodies under the bathroom
drying lamps.  They entered Jes' bedroom to tease Jac about his logging
routine but Jac and Jes were totally involved , and could not comment. 
They left Jes' room in the dark as Jac called out , "Thanks again for
another delay.  This logging session is getting overdrive".  Jos and Jen
could see a faint outline of two bodies locked together.  They made
breakfast , eggs and toast and jam and bacon with extra bacon and boiled
eggs for lunch if required.

   Smiling as breakfast was carried into Jes bedroom , "Arise"!  Jac and
Jes pulled themselves upright beaming each other with rays of , "I love
you".  "Jen we are so lucky to have you and Jac for room service".  "So
that makes me the maid" , laughed Jos , pulling his bro from the sweaty
bed. "You two are getting pretty high on each other ", smiled Jen.  "Thanks
to you and Jos ", nodded Jac and Jes.  "Do you two have pilot licences " ,
jested Jen.  Rakir howled at some unknown sound outside.  The room went
dark as seven am would allow.  Rakir growled .  "It's ok Rakir , we have
lost power".  Might as well enjoy breakfast .  An hour later , Rakir licked
the dirty dishes clean .  "No automatic dish washer , no water pump , no
refrigeration , no freezer, no ventilation in the barn .  We are now back
into 1935 when our grand parents bought this place".  "Not quite , We still
have cell phones and we have insulation to hold the fridge and freezer". 
"Each toilet will have one flush but we should try to avoid that in order
to keep some water pressure on the taps".  "No more showers !" "I'm stinkin
all ready mused Jes".  "Maybe if Jac and you had delayed the logging
contest till another day".  "Jes , it's not stink , it's the smell of raw
love".  "Teen spirit signaled Jen".  "We have lots of that stuff , laughed
everyone", as Rakir circled.  "The residential phone lines are out and the
power is off" , informed Jes as she followed Rakir around the house taking
status.  Jos retrieved a big bowl of dog food and filled Rakir's bowl. 
"Take it boy".  "What's to do then"?  "We got last years home work , we got
to plan manual chores for the barn and we got a dog that needs exercise".
"Remember that test that both of us failed".  "Math failures are
cumulative. We have to learn what we did wrong ".  "Stinkin math the
opposite of teen spirit".  "We can have more of both".  Jen and I will take
Rakir for an outing.  We need to check on the barn animals".  "You two boys
solve those old math problems and we'll be back".  "Stay away from downed
wires".  "Don't worry boys , we'll take the back route to the barn and keep
in touch by cell if required".  "Lets go Rakir , but you need to be very
careful even on four paws".

   Jos and Jac stared at each other after the girls and Rakir left.  "Lets
get at that math stuff , then.  One less issue to face when class resumes".

   Outside Jen and Jes and Rakir took the exercise path which Rakir knew
well.  Slipping precariously they walked , then trotted as their footing
improved through experience.  Rakir stayed at their side pacing himself .
Freezing rain froze everywhere except on warm skin.  In half hour , it
began to freeze on their coats and on Rakir's whiskers as they returned. 
Being careful not to wake the barn animals , they sorted out a plan to
manage the animals if the power stayed off.  Re-entered the house with Jos
and Jac munching on the left over bacon.  "It's a celebration for our math
break homework ", talked Jos , handing a half piece to Rakir.  "We did it
smiled Jac".  BWBAD math is PASS".  The girl twins high fived and Rakir
barked approval.  "Nothing has broke right here at the farm and the rain is
removing more ice than building up".  "Let's hope the power crews fix our
main line quickly".



   Chapter 7 , accident but what?



   Jos stiffened his neck and Rakir stared him face to face.  "What's wrong
buddy"?  "Jos you look profoundly worried"!  Rakir moved in close to
comfort Jos.  "I don't know , I feel , just something".  "Pain"?  "No". 
"Sick"?  "No".  "Dizzy".  "Rakir feels it too or at least he knows my
feeling".  Jos retrieved his cell , straight to the listings for "Adrian".
Jac stiffened , and dialed his best friend Thierry.  "What is with both of
you" , begged Jes and Jen?  "Thiery can't answer his phone", whispered Jac.
"And Adrian's cell is off line , whaa the fuck"?  "It might be just
coincidence", Jac.  "We got to get over to the farm where Adrian works ,
now".  "Jos , it's pretty rotten on the roads".  "No it isn't Jen , not
that bad".  "We can hardly stand up on the road and if they do sand and
salt , it just freezes over in minutes".  "Jac do you feel it"?  "Uhh
maybe, is Thiery in trouble"?  "Chist , yes , I don't know what but we can
help if we can get there fast".  Jen and Jes looked at Jos' eyes , then at
Jac then Rakir.  "It's not panic , It's that look they get when trouble
comes".  The tractor is winterized , it's tires will bite through that road
ice.  There's room for only one more than the driver inside the cab.  "I've
never driven a big tractor , Jen you've got to do it , Ill ride with you.
It's two kilometers west to the cross roads , then south two to the farm
where the creek crosses under the bridge".  "Jac and Jes , stay here while
Jen and I drive over there.  Will keep you posted by cell".  Within minutes
the well dressed boy girl team started the big tractor in the drive shed.
It lumbered slowly at first until Jen found a slow road gear.  Jos huddled
behind her in the tiny cab watching the dials and gauges as Jen guided the
metal monster along the road re-learning ice driving as she went.  Above
the noise of the engine ping, "This thing doesn't even need roads" , to
Jen's ear.  A few trees near the road had collapsed with ice.  Jen slowed a
bit , put the tractor in four wheel drive and crawled over the limbs
flattening them to tooth picks.  In seconds they were whirring along the
road again.  Jos described conditions on his cell to Jac .  "Don't worry
Jac, be there in minutes , nothing can stop this monster" , yelling above
the engine noise.  A minute later the big tractor crawled over downed power
lines.  Another cell call warned Jac of the power lines under a tree.  "We
gotta make sure the tractor metal does not touch those wires!  Jen did not
stop at the crossroads sign.  She could see both ways through the freezing
rain ,for a hundred meters , and the front tires did not grip well , she
just slowed the monster and tapped the left brake pedal turning , jerking ,
south.  A couple more splintered tree limbs and the bridge over the creek
came into view , with the farm on the other side.  Jen slowed the tractor
and carefully traversed two inches of rock hard ice on the bridge surface.
Fans roared in the cab but ice still clogged most of the windshield.  "No
way we could stop on this stuff , yelled Jen".  They entered the driveway
near the house .  It was locked , and no vehicles were around.  "Jac , I
want you to keep calling Adrian and Thiery on the cell , so we might hear
it ring " , as Jen shut down the big engine.  Their ears accustomed to the
silence of the freezing rain and snapping tree branches.  "The rain freezes
and covers everything.  But where would their truck be parked.  I never
heard him say they did not park near the barn"?  Both kids stared , cupped
their ears".  Frozen ice pellets hitting the tractor and creaking tree
branches softened all other sounds.  "Nothing"!  Jos cell barked out a
ring. "Rakir wants to follow you Jos".  "Ok Jac" .  "Woof".  "Let him go".
Jos checked his watch.  They heard the door open and "woof woof , and "go
find Jos , Rakir".  Jos and Jen searched around the house then the barn. 
Rain and sleet obscured away any traces of Adrian, though Jos knew he was
always here on time, "and where is his truck.  Perhaps one of them did
chores while the other left in the truck"?  Five minutes later a happy
"woof" cheered up Jos and Jen as they searched around the farm.  "Rakir
sit".  Rakir immediately opened his ears and rested".  We need to find
Adrian , but you don't know who is he , unless you remember him at the
Christmas presents day".  "HE brought me heavy winter gloves ".  "Ha ha " ,
laughed Jen .  She pulled off one of Jos gloves and held it for Rakir's
nose.  Rakir looked at Jen , then at Jos and suddenly acknowledged.  "Luck
is with us yelled Jos".  Rakir find Adrian .  He stuffed the big glove
against Rakir's nose.  Rakir stepped back immediately.  He slipped and
slided to the road and turned back toward Jen's house.  "No Rakir".  "Here,
find Adrian here".  Rakir barked and retraced his steps back the icy road.
"No boy , no , here"?  Jen watched Rakir , come to her.  HE pulled her
mitten hand toward the road with a growl.  She followed , stumbling on the
ice .  Jos followed Jen.  Rakir would not let go.  He dragged her , half
running toward the narrow bridge.  Jos began to run ahead of Rakir , his
stomach churning.  Jen ran with him.  Rakir got to the bridge first , dived
off the west side through low trees crushed down by the ice storm.  "Woof
WOOF".  His barks signaled intensity.  The iced tailgate of Adrians truck
appeared in the bushes , it's front end submerged.  "Jos dialed 911 and
flung himself through the icy bushes into the back of the pick-up truck. 
Both doors were locked , the air bags exploded , mostly under water.  "No
Adrian , No Thiery , yelled Jos ".  "Getup GETOUT of there NOW".  The
sounds of the over sized creek gurgled around the truck.  Jen yelled , "I'm
getting the tractor and a pull chain".  Jos crawled under the rear of the
tailgate , tried to unlock the spare tire , but all the tools were locked
inside the submerged cab.  He ran up to the road as the ping of the big
diesel moved close.  Jen positioned the tractor up above on the road , and
threw a clevis hook and chain to Jos.  Stumbling , falling and dragging the
big chain to break his slide, Jos looped it, locked around the elevated
rear axle .  Four tractor tires reversed ripping away the icy road surface
until they hid solid road bed.  Smoking black rubber seized the frozen
gravel and moved the tractor away from the creek cutting deep ruts into the
frozen road surface.  The truck inched backwards into the brush and on to
the stream bank .  Jen stopped and shut down the engine leaving the tractor
emergency flashers and brakes locked on.  Jos raced to the drivers side
door , reefed on the locked handle but nothing.  HE could see water level
inside the truck now.  It was not totally full.  Jen appeared with a foot
long monkey wrench.  She adjusted it over the door handle and reefed
upward. Shiny chrome splintered as the handle ripped crazily from the door.
Jos grabbed the wrench and rammed the handle into the metal hole wrecking
the door latch.  With a giant splash water gushed from the cab.  Jos
climbed inside releasing the other door and the seat belts.  Jen pulled out
Adrian and Jos pulled out the driver Thiery.  Jen checked for throat
blockage , applied her mouth and began the training routine.  Jos did the
same on the other side of the truck.  Rain continued to pelt , freezing on
everything it touched.  Between air gulps Jos yelled instructions by phone
to Jac.  "Adrian's truck under water , tractor pulled it oout , respiratory
failure , please Jac ,need help".  Ten miles away paramedics yelled
instructions.  "Chopper can't fly in that stuff".  "It'l take an hour to
get there because of ice and downed power lines and trees.  The truck is
already stopped at downed power lines and broken poles".  JAc and Jes
understood "need help" , but how.

   Jos rolled Thiery on his side as streams of water drained his clothes
and mouth , then kept blowing and pounding his chest.  Jen continued her
respiration , ripping away Adrian's buttons and shirt and under shirt to
get hands on his freezing chest.  Rakir helped with his teeth gripping and
ripping long strips of under garments from Adrian's chest.

   BAck at the farm house Jac and Jes brain stormed.  "There is always a
way Jes , We just have to theeink".  "Yes".  "The sleigh".  In minutes they
were dressed and out on the road with the Roggeres' family bobsleigh.  Jes
rested in it first holding the steering rod and Jac pushed the first
kilometer at top running speed along the ice covered road.  Jes celled Jen.
"Were on the old sleigh , we can run almost top speed with one resting". 
Jen called Rakir.  "Go get Jes".  He ran to Jos working frantically with
Adrian .  "Rakir GO get Jes".  In a flash the big dog disappeared .  Jac
pulled himself into a ball to lessen wind resistance as Jes raced behind ,
pushing the sleigh.  Over the broken tree branches and jumping downed power
lines.  It was marginally up hill to the cross roads.  She collapsed on to
the sleigh , and Jac took over again till both of them almost reached the
cross roads turn.  Rakir appeared.  Jes gave him the rope" Pull us Rakir ,
Pull us to Jos.  Jes and Jac held on as the sleigh gained speed , veering
around the corner and now on level road Rakir was gaining speed , his big
padded paws locked on the wet ice like fly paper.  Five minutes later Rakir
let off , the sleigh drifted , and snared into the chain strung across the
road , throwing Jac and Jes on to their feet.  Rakir barked excitedly ,
leading them down the bank of the road .  "Adrian showed signs but Thiery ,
did not move".  Rakir and Jac and Jes dragged Thiery up the bank to the
road level.  The life saving respiration continued by Jos.  Then they
dragged Adrian up to road level.  JAc settled beside Jos and Thiery.  Let
me do it now bro .  I love this guy like the big boy he is.  He taught me
to skate .  He's not getting off this planet without my say so.  Jos rolled
Thiery around one side then the other , then over on top of top of Jac as
he performed the respiration without hesitation giving himself totally to
the lifeless body.  "Come on Thiery , Breath you fucking big bear" , yelled
Jos.  Adrian tried to get up but colapsed.  "Hold on Adrian , we'll revive
him , we will do it".  In the distance the wail of emergency vehicles
echoed across the frozen meadows.  Freezing rain soaked and froze.

   "Come on Thiery , Breath you fucking cow farmer" , yelled Jos at the top
of his lungs.  He rolled and pushed Jac and Thiery around the frozen road
hoping to dislodge water inside his lungs perhaps shock the heart to pump.
Jes and Jos pulled off his soaked upper garments , massaged his lungs while
Jac pumped air into them and Jen compressed his chest with brutal fists. 
"Breath , Breathe you sheep fucking farmer yelled Jen".  She pounded his
chest .  The emergency vehicles had gotten almost to the cross roads by the
sound.  Jen called 911 to warn them about stopping long before they hit the
big tractor with the flashing lights.  A truck clanked into view first with
tire chains and spewing sand.  The paramedics followed oxygen tanks and
masks and drug kits and medicine bags.  They attacked Thiery , gently
releasing Jac from his face as an oxygen mask fell into place with
electrodes charged for the high voltage shocks .  Whump , Thiery's body
convulsed with the electronic defibrillator .  The other medic attended
Adrian , rolling him on to the carrier and inside the ambulance out of the
rain.  Another whump , the body convulsed again , this time hitting the
medic bending over him.  Jes and Jen and Jos pulled Jac away from his
friend.  "We did all we could do bro" , murmured Jos and we are not giving
up".  "Jac stop it , there is no way you are gonna cry for this guy until
those medics tag his toe".  "We don't have toe tags yelled one of them
cause we don't give up either".  Constant chatter with a far away hospital
faded across the meadows.  A police car arrived .  Within minutes Thiery
was aboard the ambulance with Adrian.  Jac crawled in with the medics, and
there was no more room in the big vehicle.  Jen released the tractor
breaks. Jos unhooked the chain as they let the vehicles turn around at the
farm house.  The sand truck left first , followed by the police car and
then the ambulance.  Jos and Jes and Jen and Rakir stood in the rain
stunned by rapid events.  They listened as the wailing of emergency
vehicles faded away into the freezing rain.  Another police car appeared
from the gray mist and slithered to a stop in the farm house drive way. 
"Jos"?  "Yes sir".  "The cop stepped forward on unsteady feet and tumbled
as Jos caught his fall".  "Weather sucks , officer , great day to be at
work".  "It's my day off , grimaced the face , but every available cop
works when this happens." "Jos and Jen and Jes , pleased to meet you".  "My
orders are to get you back to your house safe.  Your body is cold as though
you may not know it.  You could have hypothermia".  Face dropping Jos shot
back : " I don't know if Thiery was alive".  "Nobody said the death word" ,
counseled the cop.  "If we don't know we won't talk about it ", finished
Jos.  "Lets check the animals in case they need something right away.  Then
we'll take the big tractor and sleigh back home".  "I'm soaked and freezing
cold" , yelled Jen as the big tractor sprang to life Jes climbed inside and
took the controls.  Jos hooked the sleigh to the tractor hitch.  On the way
home Jos rode with the cop following the big tractor and sleigh.  Jos
called Aric and Julia to let them know , then his parents.  The police car
followed them to their house but could not stay , "There's problems every
where , I gotta keep moving .  Keep in touch".  Emergency power crews are
working on those fallen power lines .  Stay away from them.  Everyone
headed for the shower to warm up but there was no power.  The water pump
did not produce pressure for the shower.  We should all strip these cold
wet clothes anyway , before uncontrolled shivering starts.  Jos and Jen
already have uncontrolled shivering.  Jen was shivering rapidly .  Jos
fingers were too numb .  His mind could not make the fingers unlace the
frozen boots.  Jes helped them.  She went directly to Jos pants zipper but
it was frozen.  Jes pulled his icy outer shirt away as Jen worked on the
ice in his pants zipper.  The denim was still frozen but she managed the
buckle and clasp.  Both girls pushed him flat on the floor on his back. 
Each worked on a pant leg twisting pulling and wriggling the winter pants
off his waist.  They pulled Jos upright and found his shrunken tool ,
pulling it out.  Jos , let your piss soften theses boot laces.  Jos grinned
, relaxed.  A tiny dribble , then blast of yellow water directed by Jes
thawed the boot laces .  "Stop - STOP the flow kid.  Start again.  She
saved some yellow water for her own laces and Jen's.  Jen worked on her own
pants and underwear and boots and socks .  " I'm nude first ".  "I'm next"
, chimed Jes.  They both concentrated on Jos water soaked underwear and
upper under garments , throwing them into the puddle of boy urine on the
floor.  "I can't stop the shaking".  "Jes regarded Jen, "Should we call
another ambulance"?  "Lets bed him under lots of blankets".  They walked
the shaking boy to Jen's bed room , and covered him with goose down
blankets .  Jen grabbed her cell from the cold clothes heap and both girl
then dived under the blankets sandwiching Jos.  At the same instant both
girls reversed to Jos and began to lick the softness.  "Relax Jos , Let
yourself shiver .  Just shake everything " , smoothed Jen.  She held his
entire tool inside her throat and Jes held his fingers in her mouth until
they warmed to her touch.  "Ok Jos , ok"?  "A broad grin appeared across
the boys face".  "I know that grin ", yelled Jes.  She pulled another hand
of fingers into her mouth sucking them like a calf.  "Ahh , he's choking me
" , yelled Jen trying to get her breath after pulling the long narrow
expanding tube from her throat".  "Let me do that yelled Jes as her throat
engulfed the cold fleshy rod".  Jen grinned and ran her tongue around his
boy breasts and down the happy trail until her head bumped Jes.  "Jes Jes ,
my turn now" , as she dislodged the gasping throat from a very hard
throbbing tool.  Jen slid her body cavity over Jos belly .  Jes aligned the
shaft as Jen slipped herself backward , impaling her inner hot spot on to
the grinning boy's hardon.  "Aihnnn aihnnn ".  Rushes of hot air vented
from Jos chest.  "Jen , ohhh Je , Jen tigher , harder please Jen . 
Lovooooe me." Jen grinned at Jes.  "He's cumming".  "I know , Jen , I'can
feel his testicles pulsing ".  Jen's face illuminated again " Oh geees
geeees , I'm coming toooo".  Rakir jumped on to the big bed and sniffed the
outside of the over active blankets.  "Ainnnnn, Ahiiin " , muscle spasms of
hypothermia changed directly to contracting six packs and pelvic
contractions.  Jos knees bent slightly , his leg muscles contracting into
all out body contractions.  Jen pushed herself tight to Jos pelvis bending
the pulsing shaft into a body warp pushing his outer hardon skin back to
the balls.  Deep inside the red knob pulsated free , expanded and expelled
it's creamy liquids into Jen.  "I can feel his cum Jes.  It's HOT".  "He's
all hot Jen, Sexy hot and body hot and so are you sis".  The twins stilled
all movement, except for fingers checking vital signs.  Jos fingers checked
for vital signs on Jen and Jes.  "We"re all ok .  We're more than ok ,
we're charged , bunny jump charged", laughed Jos.  "Auuuh , - Jen it feels
so good when you clamp on me like that , and Jes , your thumbs milking my
ball sack like a mother cow , - top gun"!

   Jos was overheated.  He began to exit the bed covers.  "Jen , yo' ok? 
"Jes , do yo'need a something to light more fire".  Jen faced Jes with a
kiss , "Do you need his hot rod inside you Jes"?  "Ohh Jen , could I ,
could I please"?  Pulling Jos slender abdomen back on to the bed , her
mouth sucked his glans free of boy cum.  "Jos , can I , can I get some
too"? "Would it be ok for you"?  "I want to check with my bro before we do
it again , Jes .  It's gonna take at least five minutes to get this hot rod
reloooo , ahhh re - loaded" , as Jes applied suction to the huge red glans.
"If it starts to come again" ?  "You mean , WHEN it starts to come again" ,
laughed Jen?  Jes took her lips away long enough to tell ,"It's hard , I
can believe , it's gettin harder than before"!

   The cell sang out.  Jen talked back , "Were getting warmed up , though
no power here in the house".  "Bro he's gone , I can feel him gone".  "Og ,
Jac , I'm so sorry , the medics were so quick getting him.  I'l let your
bro talk to you"!  "Bro , I feel him gone , I know he's dead , innnnn't. 
"I can't Jac , I can't feel him at all." "Wher's he"?  "Emergency". 
"Still".  "No body will talk to me".  "Jac , I talked to Julia.  She going
over there to ER ".  "She can't do much".  "Jac , I talked to the cop.  The
death ,word, was not mentioned and Julia can do lots, Jac, and so can you.
Forget your own grief , ask those doctors pointed questions.  Let them know
you want Thiery to live.  They do miracles , but they can do super miracles
if prodded.  Compose yourself like I know you can bro, then go ask "! 
"Right , I can be that rock , thanks bro".  Jos collapsed back to the bed.
Everything collapsed.  "Jen , Jes , I'm soo tired now and hungry".  Rakir
barked outside the covers.  Jen peaked out.  "Power is on, Lets get
showered and this place cleaned up"!



   Chapter 8 , no more waiting.





   Jac stood straight , exited the waiting room , walked straight to the
information desk clerk.  "May I help you"?  "Need to see Thiery now"! 
"Only next of kin can go there".  "He has no next of kin.  They disowned
him when they found out he was gay".  "Well , young man , we have our
instructions and we abide them".  "I want to see Thiery now".  "Are you his
brother"?  "No , er YES".  "Right", smirked the desk clerk.  "I grew up
with him.  He taught me to swim and to skate".  "So which is it little
boy"? "He taught me how to live and how to play hockey".  She smiled
without emotion.  Jac looked her straight in the face.  "I love Thiery and
I am going in there now".  The clerk nudged a button ,"Gay boys should not
be in here at all".  In the reflection in her glasses , Jac could see the
big burly guard approaching his back and farther down the hall a lady
entered with quick steps.  Tightened calf muscles jumped, cat like landing
on the other side of the counter with the frightened receptionist.  "Can I
help you son" , Jac chided the guard hurrying to the counter.  "Ahh , boy
come out of there , that's a no go zone".  The big guard keyed the counter
lock and entered , stepping around the clerk to get at Jac.  Jac watched
his key hand closely , jerked the key free of it and landed on the outside
of the counter.  He pushed the counter entrance door closed to click lock
it.  Julia watched the maneuver as she approached the counter.  "Wish to
see Thiery".  "We have a security issue right now, this office is closed".
"There is no issue except a farm worker near death .  Give me a chance to
see him now".  "Are you next of kin".  "Yes".  "Mother"?  "No maam I'm his
lesbian father , you narrow minded no nothing bitch with no right to hide
an accident victim from his loved ones".  "Call the er now".  Her face lost
all colour.  She pressed a button , " Doctor Jones?".  A doctor appeared
quickly .  He ushered Julia and Jac through a side door , then into the
trauma unit.  Thiery's head laid on a rubber heating pad , his body
stretched into a shallow tub , with many wires attached.  Warm water raced
from jets around the edge and drained into exit tubes to be heated and
circulated.  Auxiliary breathing units forced his chest up and down with
life giving oxygen.  "Heart failure , hypothermia"?  "Yes maam, How long
was he in the water".  "S'no answer replied Jac".  "He goes to work at
seven .  S'along story , but I pulled him out half an hour before the
medics got there".  "Vital signs"?  "The truck cab was submerged in icy
water , with the exploded collision bag under his chin".  "He was cold and
dead".  The doctor choked.  Julia dropped her keys on the floor.  "The
roads were solid ice with no snow banks.  He was probably ten or twenty
minutes late getting to work and if the truck slipped into the water at
that time then ....".  Another doctor crowded close , his mind churning the
new information.  Thirty five minutes in ice cold water".  "I'm Doctor
Rash".  "And I'm Julia and this is Jac".  "Almost", stated Jac, but the cab
would have taken at least ten minutes to fill".  "And the water would not
be totally cold as the outdoor stream" , remarked Doctor Rash".  Julia
stepped forward .  Doctor my name is Julia , this kid , Jac here , was
separated from his mother.  His father raised him.  Thiery also raised
Jac". "He taught me how to swim and skate".  "Thiery mentored me through
hockey games and summer baseball".  "Thiery was a dad and a mother to me
and I love him more than all boys , cept my twin brother, Jos".  "When
Thiery's parents found out he was gay , they ignored him , but Thiery was
the same person to me, regardless.  I need him to survive doctor .  This
city needs Thiery.  Ontario needs him".  My bro and his girl friend , they
found his truck and pulled it out of the stream with the big tractor , and
smashed his door open to pull him out.  Don't know if the cab was totally
submerged.  The girl friend gave mouth to mouth and chest compression to
his friend and my brother gave mouth to mouth to Thiery until I got there
and took over.  He never once showed life".  The doctor swallowed as Jos
finished.  "I'm glad you told me Jac".  "After Adrian began to move , we
concentrated harder on Thiery.  I did mouth to mouth , and Jos rolled him
around to remove water and Jes pounded his chest with compression fists. 
His body was cold and gray-blue".  "I also have no parents but a good
friend.  If my friend fell into freezing water I would give him non-stop
mouth to mouth , no matter his vital signs and no matter the time
submerged.

   Jac and Julia looked away as the doctor Rash voice softened.  Then his
voice corrected , toughened.



   Chapter 9 , A Life at risk.

   "Jac , we are going to revive this big farm boy , no matter .  "My
friend , He pulled the other doctor close and tapped his cheek.  Doctor
Jones , we have one of our own and he has real friends ".  "You two retreat
to the waiting room.  I promise , you will see Thiery again when this water
heater stabilizes his temperature".  Julia and Jac arrived in the waiting
room as Jes and Jen and Jos arrived.  They found Adrian in another room .
Sleeping under electronic supervision and oxygen mask.  They returned to
the waiting room and talked.  "Remember when you went for the walk under
the Rouge River bridge"?  "Yea".  "I asked Adrian to find you".  "There was
no complaint , no response , except tell me directions"?  "Thiery was the
same.  When I got beat up in a hockey game , Thiery said he would teach me
to fight on skates".  "He did it laughed Jos".  "He sure did teach you to
fight with or without skates " , laughed Jes.  "Jen and I saw what you did
to those bullies".  As they talked a few students trickled in.  Ives
announced , " I know those two.  They protected Jos when he was helpless".
Joseph and Una appeared.  "Adrian and Thiery , they are class A humans ".
Randy and Melony and George appeared , followed by Abra .  "Adrian and
Thiery need to stay together " announced Abra.  "what time did you get him
out of the water"?  Jac and Jos went through the facts again and again as
each person searched for hope.  Just before noon the doctor appeared with
one thumb up.  "Fifty fifty folks".  He glanced at the room full.  "Thiery
heart beats but in coma, No more questions at this time".  Jos and Jen
returned to the farm for noon day chores .  When they returned the waiting
room over flowed , into the halls.  By 15:00 police directed traffic.  The
other doctor appeared in the waiting room.  His temperature is stabilized.
A roar of approval shook the walls.  Surprised that the whole room wanted
Thiery , the doctor added , "All of us get into difficulty .  Thiery is in
deep but I see all of you are here because he made a diff in your lives.  I
hope that Doctor Rash and I can make the difference for Thiery".  Jos and
Jen and Jes left to do chores .  At 17:00 Adrian appeared in a wheel chair.
" Ho Hope Thiery ets etter" , his voice failing.  "He will get better
yelled Ives , three cheers for Thiery".  "Hooray for Thiery , Hooray
Hooray".  Adrian smiled.  The chair attendant moved him back to his room.
Jac stayed in Thiery's room , and Jes stayed with him for the night.  The
next day most of the students attended classes.  Adrian gaining strength
visited Thiery.  "How are you Adrian"?  "Glad to know I'm alive", smiled
Adrian.  "How is my buddy Thiery"?  "Sleeps".  "Like Jos was".  "Yeah". 
"Jos got better".  "Then so can Thiery".  "Thiery is ok" ?  grinned Jayr .
"Adrian , this is Thiery's brother Jayr.  You might have met him at the
down town hospital when Thiery and I had lung poisoning from the pool
fire". JAyr looked at Thiery , and frowned.  "He's alive Jayr.  That's all
we know right now , heart stopped when the truck sank into icy stream
water".  "Oh gawd , my bro ,Thiery .  how did he get here"?  "Rakir , Jos
dog , Rakir, found the truck.  Jos girl friend pulled it out of the stream
with her tractor and Jos pried open his door , gave him mouth to mouth and
chest compressions till I got there.  Thiery was dead Jayr , but we never
gave up and those two doctors are with him constantly .  He still does not
breathe on his own but no active movement".  "GAwd oh gawd oh gawd I
treated Thiery so shitty cause he was gay.  I was wrong Jac , so very very
stupid wrong.  Thiery's my only brother and I watched him grow up into a
better man than me".  Jayr bent over the bed , hugging and crying Thiery
but no response.  He pulled Thiery upright setting off the medic alarms ,
and hugged him comatose , kissed his mouth and cheeked against his face. 
"Gawd oh Gawd Thiery , boys are not supposed to love boys but that's all
over now.  I love you Thiery , always have and always will".  "That's why
we're all here" , closed Jac , "cause we love you Thiery and we need you to
come back".  A nurse began to pull Jayr away from his brother , but Jac
chided her away.  "It's never easy Nurse for a brother to watch his brother
unconscious.  It's impossible yet real.  Let Thiery stay till he has made
his peace with his brother.  None of us know where Thiery is right now , or
whether he will ever return".  Joseph and Una entered.  "Jac , I can see he
is breathing, but on a machine.  Remember in the hospital when he could not
breathe".  "Yes Jo , you helped him then.  You and Jos saved his life". 
The nurse gently tugged at Jayr again , trying to separate him from
Thierry. This time Joseph and Una moved close to her.  "Nurse , ah please
nurse , let Jayr be alone with his younger brother.  If Thierry dies , then
that is the way it must be , and nurse , there is no better way to die than
with your brother hugging you.  I know this because my brother died in my
arms".  Tears erupted on the nurse' face and water flowed from every eye in
the room as Thierry slept.



   Chapter 10 : can life be saved?



   Una raised her eyes.  "Can you save him again Jo"?  Jac faced Jo.  "Does
Una know that rescue"?  "Partly Jac" , turning to Una , I was a messed up
kid then " , as questions formed on Una's face.  Jac pulled Jo's ear to his
lips.  "Jo you are still my bro's great friend.  Take Una down to the
cafeteria , near that corner by the indoor palm.  Tell her everything you
did to Thiery and why.  She needs to know how you rescued him".  Jo nodded:
"It' really about how Thiery rescued me".  Jac smiled a little , "Oh Joseph
, I knew there was more between yo and Thiery"!  "Una , it is time for me
to tell you more of my past , don't worry , this part of my life with Jac
and Jos gets better".  More visitors arrived as Una and Joseph slipped away
to the coffee area.  "Hi Mallory and Fran".  "Jac we're all really worried
that your missing more school this term".  "I know, but my bro Jos is at
school and he takes excellent notes for me to review." "Should you be with
Jos , in case he is , you know , attacked again"?  "Jos has a friend in
class now".  Rakir is quite protective of him".  "Jac we , er all of us
students do not need to agree on what Adrian and Thiery stood for , but we
do all agree on what Jos and you stand for.  Personally we both remember
that day in the waiting room when Jos was in a coma and Adrian and Thiery
met us in the hospital hall.  They were sensitive, humorous and smart big
boys.  When we fainted they gave us girls mouth to mouth.  We are here to
cheer for Thiery , whatever we can do to help him".  "Jayr , these two
girls Mallory and Fran want to help your brother get better".  "But you are
girls , Thiery is gay"?  Mallory laughed .  "I know that Jayr , I also know
Thiery loves girls , He just loves one boy more than us girls , essentially
Adrian".  "Fran and I met Thiery and Adrian at the hospital when Jos was
not expected to live another day.  Thiery and Adrian created hope between
them and they gave us hope.  We are forever grateful , because there was
nothing left for Jos except hope , so now we are here because , to help
Thiery is to give hope".  "This time we have more than hope , because we
know what gentle caress and touch can do , and you know it also Jayr".  Jac
smiled.  "It's true Jayr , a few caresses in the right spot by the right
person will help Thiery .  If we wait for Adrian to improve we may miss out
on the chance to bring your brother out of this sleep of death".  "What are
you saying Jac"?  "If my brother was here he would recognize , the person
other than Adrian who has the most influence on Thiery .  Do you trust me"?
"Right", Jayr reasoned.  "Dial your bro's cell number , but then let me
talk to him".  Jac produced his cell , tapped some keys and handed it to
Jayr.  "Hey buddy , I'm in math class, wa'sup".  "Jos it's me , Jayr". 
"Chise Jayr , is something wrong", as Jos stepped outside the class room to
cell talk.  Rakir followed at his side.  "No no , but yes, Jac is fine but
no word on my brother Thiery".  "Jayr , you're not that close to Thiery ,
whats ' with you"?  "Your wrong Jos , Just realized , I've always loved him
and I want to help him".  "But your parents abandoned Thiery when they
found out his gay".  "Ok Jos , it's true , I sided with my parents for a
long time.  Now I know that was wrong.  I wish , I could talk to my bro".
"And I can help you , help him at this point"?  "Wait Jos , wait , I have a
request , a beg of you actually , will you help"?  "Of course , Jayr .  YES
, I will".  "If one of us , JAc or me or Joseph or whoever has a chance to
pull Thiery out of this , who do you suggest"?  "Let me call you back Jayr
, give me ten".  "Bye".  Twelve minutes later "Ring".  Jayr grabbed Jac's
cell .  "Jos"?  "Yes .  Jayr did you ever ahh , actually give your brother
a big hug, I need to know and make sure Jac is listening and if Joseph is
there he may listen also.  In fact take them all to a private spot , put
that phone on speaker phone.  We can do this right now".  Jayr summoned Jac
."We , er Joseph and me and you need a private spot to talk on speaker
phone with Jos".  Jac smiled , "We're on it".  Mallory , Fran , we need
your help too .  Come on everyone follow me to the coffee shop under the
palm tree".

   Meanwhile Joseph and Una sat close under the indoor palm, talking about
Thiery and Jac in the downtown hospital with lung poisoning from a pool
chemical fire last summer.  "Before I met you Una ,and before Jos and
before all my friends , I grew up with my brother Liam , but you know all
that story.  My grandfather a residential school victim raised us.  After
Liam rolled off the viaduct , I went down into the ravine.  I knew he
wanted to be dead and yet he was not.  Cops and paramedics picked up his
broken body from me and tried to revive him.  Liam left the planet because
he did not want to be here.  I was destroyed by my grandfather.  When Liam
suicided , I ...  I ..".  "Wait a minute Jo , take a deep breath , then
continue.  Una put her arms around Joseph not knowing his path , only that
she loved him more than the whole universe.





   Chapter 11 .  Jo tells a story about Thiery.

   "I wanted to be dead , but how"?.  A wolf pulled me out of the muddy
river and left me on the bank to live against my will.  A week later , I
was on the streets living under overpasses and stealing food from school
cafeterias and garbage cans.  Nobody knows this Una , not Jac , not Jos ,
not even me, until I remembered it , seeing Thiery in that hospital bed.  I
got alcohol, got smokes .  Drugs couldn't stop my mind from the death
spiral.  Nights were when the terror came.  Screams for help but Liam never
came.  I ran out on to the four lane street and tried to get hit by a car.
Somehow the drivers careened around me.  They would rather hit another car
than run over a drunken drugged suicidal kid.  Several drivers stopped in
the street.  They tried to put me in a vehicle , but I fought back for my
death".  "Una , it was so hard for me" , teared Jo.  "I crawled under one
car , stopped and yelled go faggot go".  "What happened then Jo", Una
drying the tears from red eyes.  "The car in the next lane stopped.  A big
boy driver got out , grabbed my legs and pulled me from under the car ,
threw me into his passenger side .  So strong .  I punched and bit his arm
, but he drove around a block and parked on a side street.  I could hear
the cop car sirens , coming to get me , but they went on past that time. 
The big kid wrapped both seat belts around me, so couldn't move".  HE sat
there beside me his arm bleeding from my bites , his face swelling from the
fist marks and he laughed".  "Hi kid , my name's Thiery".  He watched his
own blood drip from his elbow.  "I said , kid , My name's Thiery". 
"Silence".  "I haven't had much of a life either, but you've had worse.  I
can tell by just lookin that you want out".  Una dried more tears away. 
She snuggled Jo in the farthest seat under the big indoor palm , hoping
they would not be interrupted until Jo unloaded.  "Thiery opened the glove
box and retrieved some face wipes , and passed the box to me.  I zombied".
"He opened a window".  "We could here the police cars and fire trucks out
on the boulevard trying to sort out the mess of accidents and the idiot who
caused all the trouble.  The cops probably knew it was me , cause they
caught me in the south bound lanes two days before that.  Thiery looked at
me , a sixteen year old kid with eighty year old attitude".  "What's your
name , boy"?  A police car passed us , then tow trucks , sirens on high".
"He reached in the back seat and pulled a sandwich bag up front , peeled
off the wrapper and gave me half.  I wanted to die but I took it and wolfed
it down like a dog.  HE gave me his half too.  Then an apple and a pear and
an orange.  He peeled the orange , broke it into segments and put them to
my lips.  My lips took the food until it was gone".  "I guess yo were
pretty hungry kid"!  "Another cop car went by , then stopped and backed up.
Thiery rolled his window to speak ."He said , don't look kid".  "Thiery's
arm was swelling around my teeth marks".  There were two cops in that car.
The passenger side cop hailed Thiery.  "Were looking for a suicidal kid". I
sank my head without looking ,"Sorry".  Thiery answered the cop , "I saw
some wrecked cars , just pulled the corner here to get away from that
mess". "I slouched a bit lower marveling at one minute biting and
scratching to get out and the next trying to stay in the car with a total
stranger".  "Your arm's scratched , s'that blood"?  "Yeah officer , I
bruise easily , We are on the way to work and gotta hurray".  "Both cops
stared through the windows at me , so I started changing the stations on
the radio with my head mostly obscured , Their radio crackled more commands
and the car moved on ".  Thiery smiled a bit at me .  Thanks kid for not
reporting me about child napping and the teeth marks ?  ,"No big deal . 
D'you wanna go somewhere , cause I gotta get to work".  "Sorry Thiery". 
"The lunch was no big deal either , he smiled.  What's hurtin me so much is
your desire to kill the only body you have It's beautiful and I think I
know you .  Can I call you Li , lia Liam".  "NO YOU FUCKIN CAN"T". 
"Sorry". "YOU DON"T EVER CALL ME THAT AGAIN".  "Ok boy, I was up there on
that viaduct when he fell.  I wanted to do that , but he took my spot. 
That was two weeks ago and last week I saw the cops pull you off the
traffic lanes.  You're Liams brother aren't you.  I read all the papers.  I
cried for Liam for a week.  Life is pretty shitty for some of us kid , but
I got over it.  You can too.  You gotta write off every thing and every
body.  You can do it.  Keep yourself , dump all that fuckin bull shit that
fills your mind".  "Thiery started the car and drove me to his apartment
building , split his house key off his key chain and handed it to me.  I
hope you stay there until I get off work , cause that's the only key , ok?"



   His car was gone in a second.  I found the apartment , went inside ,
crawled into his bed and slept, for fourteen hours.  Heard somebody knockin
on the door .  "Glad your still here kid - thanks for letting me in .  Get
your shoes off and get in the shower ,yor covered with road tar, you stink
, but yo're cute" , as Thiery stripped everything from the bed and took it
to the bottom floor laundromat.  "I sat on the floor too afraid to polute
any more of Thiery's apartment.  He finally returned undid my shoe laces ,
pulled them off and urged me into the shower , turned the water clothes and
all".  I used a whole bar of soap , washed my clothes on my body.  When I
got out Thiery dried me with towels.  "My name is Joseph Alnot".  "Thought
so".  "Thanks".  "Welcome to the land of living and working Joseph". 
Thiery fed me for three days.  To work every night and then home to feed
me. On the fourth day , the weekend I looked out the window when his car
arrived.  There was another boy with him and they kissed before Thiery came
inside.  Thiery looked at me sideways , and said "Joseph , you can stay
here if you want , as long as you want , but it was too late .  "Faggot ,
fucker faggot".  I ran out the door yelling and never went back.

   Chapter 12 Stories About Thiery

   Una caressed his chest and cheeks.  "I was so fucked up Una.  I went
back to the street and drugs and alcohol twice as bad as before, until the
cops caught me and took me to my grandfather's home.  I stayed with him for
half the summer , but my mind was coming apart .  One night everything that
was good changed to bad and everything bad became good.  I called Thiery
from a street phone.  "Thiery , I'm sorry for being asshole".  "No prob kid
, I mean Joseph".  We got together a few times after that , when my
grandfather was too angry to feed me , Thiery did.  My grandfather forced
me back to school .When school sucked , Thiery's place was always open to
me.  He gave me a key.  One night Thiery fell asleep on the couch.  I sat
beside him.  HE smelled good.  I rubbed his arm where my teeth left a scar.
He opened his eyes and smiled at me.  A couple weeks later I was back there
again.  I hated my grandfather cause he raped Liam and me and went over to
Thiery's apartment , took my key and walked right in.  Thiery was asleep in
front of the tv.  He was totally bare.  I could see his big limp thing by
the bright tv screen .  He didn't hear me enter.  His thing was way
different from mine.  I watched him , sat beside him and then I fingered
his pecker.  It was covered with a lot of loose skin.  I don't know why
Una. By then I wanted to be the opposite of whatever my grandfather wanted
and he was always yelling faggot at Liam and me.  The pecker grew and grew
until it filled the sleeve , then poked out the end.  Thiery opened his
eyes .  I froze , and yelled "God damm faggot" , and ran.  This time I ran
back to my grandfather.  I got through half another school term and then
the pool accident.  Liam's death wish was for me to continue.  And that's
where , at the down town hospital , I met JAc and Jos and all their
friends. " Una snuggled close to Jo , "A lot of strangers helped you Jo".
"Yes".  "Everyone was a stranger to me , except my idiot grandfather ,
excepting Liam, but he left.  , Thiery was somehow like Liam , a protector
for me .  He gave me a look at life , I could not see otherwise.  Jos
expanded that view with the jaws of life on my mind.  By the time he was
done , I was way better , wanting to live on this planet.  Jos did the most
for me , but Thiery was my friend when I had none.  HE was my brother after
my brother died, and my mentor.  I love him Una , because he loved me first
unconditional love is powerful stuff.

   Then Jos and Jac's friends led me to George and now my life is yours and
your life is mine and we are going to medical school for George.

   Jo leaned into Una kissing her long .



   Chapter 13 : The official , unofficial statement.



   "Hey Jo and Una , can we sit with you" , inquired a serious Jac carrying
a phone with the others following?  "Sure Jac".  "It's Thiery.  We want to
help him out of this.  We got my bro on the other end of the phone " , as
he set it on the table in front of the seated group and pressed speaker
phone.  "Hi all , this is Jos." The group responded , "Mallory, Fran , Jac
, Jo , Una , Jayr".  "And on my side Ives is with me, cause he helped with
my rescue".  "Hi all , from Ives", bubbled a voice from the speaker phone.
"Are you guys still in math class"?  "No Mallory , the vice principal took
me and Rakir and Ives alone in his office.  There's little privacy in the
school and we did not want more rumors.  The principal says we can stay
here until the emergency is solved".  "Continue Jos and Ives".  "And I'm
looking for some magic to help , maybe wake Thiery , Any suggestions"? 
"What does Doctor Jones say " ?.  "What about the dog helping us " ? 
"Suppose we do for him what we did for you Jos" ?  The suggestions kept
rolling in as Jos wrote them down and urged for more.  In conclusion , they
decided to corner one or both of the doctors who treated Thiery for
hypothermia.  For now guys , We got to be with Thiery twenty four seven ,
talk and touch him and let him know we want to see him get better".  Fran
giggled to Melony, "Did you just see that doctor kiss the other one by the
giant cactus"?  "Hey , that's Jones and Rash"!  Jac ran across the coffee
shop and hailed Doctor Rash.  "Hey guys, Jones and Rash , can you sit with
us under the palm for ten minutes"?  The two doctors walked briskly to join
the group as Jac caught up adding chairs.  "Group , this is Doctors Jones
and Rash.  They treated Thiery for hypothermia".  "Hi Jones , Hi Rash
barked the speaker phone from Jos and Ives".  Ives continued : "Ok group ,
top of the list was to get a report from the doctor".  Silence echoed Ives
request.  Jac looked at the Doctors faces.  "It's ok men , you may have
heard about BWBAD.  My brother Joshua was the victim and the rest of us
here tried to bring Joshua out of his coma for a whole school term.  Now we
are simply hoping to do the same with Thiery.  Can you help us Doctor
Rash"? "My name is Mose Rash and ,,, My name is Sven Jones".  "Melony, Fran
, Jac , Jo , Una , Jayr" , echoed around the table again".  Everyone stared
at Sven.  "First we think Adrian will make a full recovery.  It will take a
couple weeks , maybe a month for his strength.  There is significant damage
done by lowering the body temperature forcing the heart to stop without
oxygen".  The chatter in the rest of the coffee shop over shadowed further
conversation under the palm.  They watched the line up of people at the
counter ordering.  Doctor Rash leaned forward speaking softly to Jac.  "You
are Jacque Green , the student who took out three goons last fall at
Bridgework High"!  "Ahh , I had a lot of help from my friends" , sighed
Jac. "Four broken ribs , perforated lungs , and kicked in pelvic wounds",
whispered Jos, and I would be dead except for Jacque and Ives".  Both
doctors faced Jacque.  "But your half the weight of Thiery and or Adrian ,
not to mention that brute who was shown on national tv"?  "S'true doc , but
just a bit of help from Ives gave me the advantage to do what had to be
done.  Ives took a broken rib for his distraction of the goons but I
leveled the creep under three school desks because he took his eye from me
to punch Ives".  "Impressive response".  "Thiery taught me to fight wearing
skates , to feel the solid surfaces and balance points on the floor".  Jos
cleared his throat , " And Sven , Mose , you know we did everything
possible for Adrian and Theiry , - I know when doctors don't know , but all
you can do is tell us what you think will happen to Thiery".  Sven and Mose
exchanged glances , then they began : "The combination of truck hitting the
ditch , air bag deployment , rapid cooling by ice water and possible
secondary trauma events makes Thiery and Adrian complexity.  Why one would
survive and the other not , is beyond my scope.  I will only say that hope
from friends is a powerful ally in getting Thiery to the same point as
Adrian.  I wish , that we could tell you more Jos and Jac".  His eye
contact weakened Jac which weakened Mose.

   Coffee shop noises seemed to grow softer as each group member put his or
her hand into the next's hand.  Jac wrapped his fingers around Jayr but
found no response from the limp hand.  "Jayr , Jayr , you gotta stay with
us till it's settled".  Jos and Ives dragged their phone closer, "Doctors
gave us their best guess, It's not written in stone until Thiery ...".  Jac
shrugged , controlled his face , then smiled , "Mose , Sven , is there more
that we can do.  You know Thiery is a brother to me and Jayr and lover
friend to Adrian and mentor and dad and a hundred other good things to
people we don't even know".  Una and Jo shifted.  "Thiery was the first
person to understand Joseph after his brother suicided , ohh if only we
could do more...".  Sven sighed ," We have laid out a dozen plans , Plan A
, Plan B , Plan C and so on.  Thiery is the type of person who touches all
with good , and Thiery is one of our own.  We will use every plan in the
alphabet to bring Thiery back , but the way is not clear , and life comes
without guarantee".  Jac sat back heavily , "Birth means that we must die
mused Jac.  We can only postpone the facts.  For Thiery , lets get back to
his room.  HE will get all the letters in the alphabet until no more bets
are left".

   Chapter 14 Hope!

   The group dispersed silently.  Jayr remained , till JAc lead him back to
Thiery's room.  "Jayr , you got to tell Thiery everything you ever did
wrong and right for Thiery.  Even if he does not make it , his unconscious
mind has a right to know how you really feel , aside from the religious
trip.

   Over the next week Thiery was moved and tested and diagnosed and moved
again.  Sath and George and Bill studied Thiery .  A dozen other doctors
consulted his condition.  Jayr said nothing to him beyond normal get well
soon jive.  Sven and Mose continued their plans for Thiery.  As the last
plan for revival drifted into history he could not breathe on his own . 
Ives found Jos and Jac's parents.  They rented the big van and brought Ra
and his handler into Thiery's room.  There were no new events.  At the end
of the second week Mose and Sven consulted the group .  "We want to remove
Thiery's life support machine"!  Everyone looked to the sound of the crash.
Jayr writhed on the floor , his eyes closed , his mind burning itself from
inside.  Thiery , you can't die Thiery , please Thiery , tell me you love
me , sorry Thiery , I am so so so sorry".  Malory and Fran comforted Jayr ,
to no use.  HE began to kick and smash himself against chairs.  Jos and JAc
managed to subdue him until interns arrived.  Adrian had left Thiery's room
to join the group.  "Adrian slouched in a chair as did Jac.  "We had lots
of good times with Thiery , and I will remember them".  "Yeah , Thiery". 
"If Thiery survives without ventilator , there are still more options
whispered Sven , his eyes showing the stress of what could not be".  Adrian
gained strength as predicted.  He spent every hour with Thiery as the day
for life support arrived.  Jos and Jen and Jes watched over Jac.  They
wondered how Jac would let his friend go.  Una comforted Joseph , as best
she could.  Jayr appeared randomly , his face contorted , unable to talk
and unable to stop the time clock against Thiery.  Melony and Fran cornered
him sometimes , "Jay , remember the good times you had with Thiery". 
"There were no good times" , growled Jayr.  "My family is so fucked by
religion.  Dad won't come down here to his room cause he is gay , and Mom
won't come here to see him cause her church has rules on sin, and I have to
live with them"!  Jayr drifted in and out of reality , sometimes even
speaking to Thiery as though he would get up and walk out.  Adrian
confronted Jayr in Thiery's room.  "Jayr come over , and see your bro. 
He's hurtin for you , and fadin every day this ventilator forces him to be
alive.  Come on Jayr , for me and Thiery , come and tell him one last
time". Jayr ran from the room , to puke himself in the washroom.  He did
not return.  Sven and Mose sat with Adrian watching Thiery struggle , with
the automated breathing machines.  "There are no more plans in the alphabet
Adrian.  Tomorrow is the day we turn off the machine , if he makes it that
far".  "His brother is coming apart".  "I know ,Adrian .  It's tough and
life sucks to see Thiery wasting away, and Jayr cannot be consoled".  "Jayr
never hugged his brother .  His parents believed that could make him gay.
Likely they've never hugged Jayr.  HE seems to want no one close to him
except Thiery but after the accident Thiery can't respond.  Before the
accident Jayr would not talk to his brother.  I don't know what can happen
with all this"?  The doctors bowed their heads.  Jac and Jos entered the
room .  Mose and Sven rose from the chairs to continue the rounds for their
other patients.  "Adrian , stay with him.  I doubt he will need the
ventilator tomorrow".  They left as Jayr returned with his bible.  "The
lord is my shepherd , I shall not want .  He maketh me lie down in green
pastures".  Silently the room filled with Jos and Jac's friends and
parents. Tears wetted the floor as Adrian and Jac stood up to be with them.
Una brought Joseph as close as possible to Jac.  "Yea, though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou
art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me" , read Jayr.  Adrian
revisited his year long friend , hugged him one more time.  Jac hugged
Thiery again and again.  Thiery's silence comforted Adrian embracing Jac.
"He's got no pain Adrian" , whispered Joseph , continuous tears
transforming his cheeks, "He's got all his best friends with him.  Wh wh
wh-hen I leave ", tears flowing freely from Joseph , " this is how I want
to go".  Rakir sat beside Joshua with Jen, understanding the impact of
Thiery leaving the planet.  "Unmistakable growl from Rakir , then
"Howoooooouuuu" , three times echoed through the hospital.  A long burst of
beeps began as nurses rushed in to the room.  Sath was wrapping her arms
around Jac and Adrian .  Una clasped Joseph mightily to herself , both of
them sank to the floor ,wet with tears.  Sven re-entered and checked for
that precious thing called life , nodded his head and turned off the
machines.  "And I will dwell in the house of the LORD " , yelled Jayr . 
Throwing down the bible , stalking from the room .



   Chapter 15 : no Hope!

   "Stunned silence is no credit to the life of Thiery " moaned Jac .  "I
loved him like an older brother and a dad at the same time .  He was that
guy".

   Jos took Adrian's hand quietly , gently and led him out , silent with
tears , followed by friends , parents and doctors.  Jac and Joshua and
Joseph hugged Adrian until he could not breathe.  His tears soaked them as
they walked as one , out of the hospital.  Snow flakes covered the ground.
Cold evening air swept past.  " Adrian , you know we are gonna stay with
you all night and all day" , mused Jos .  "Come home with us to the old
farm house " , begged Jen and Jes , their parents watching the daughters
take charge .  "Robert , Jill , Sath , George , all of you , come to our
farm.  The old farm house and the new one have lots of rooms".  Jen puzzled
, "But where is Jayr"?  Jos ran ahead to locate Jayr, found him hunched
over the steering wheel.  HE signaled Jac and Robert with his phone.  "Jayr
is not ok , I mean , I'm not ok either but Jayr's limp".  Jos tried to open
the door of his car but it was locked.  Suddenly, the engine whined ,
accelerating the car out of the lot , snapping off the parking barrier as
it raised too slowly.  Jac and Robert caught up to Jos.  They walked to
their vehicle , light snow covering their tracks .  Everyone arrived at the
Roguerre's farm.  Adrian and Jac and and Joseph went to the old farm house.

   Jos cautioned Jen and Jes and Una.  "Jac wants to be alone but I don't
want him to be alone and Adrian and Joseph is anybody's guess.  I will
watch them all night and ring you if anything happens.  Robert , can I take
a bottle of Canadian rye whiskey with me.  Robert nodded as Caelin produced
two bottles.  "IT will help deaden their feelings for now".  Everyone else
stayed in the new farm house for the next hours , some gradually drifting
off to their homes.

   Adrian and Jacque and Joseph went straight to the kitchen where Thiery
used to sit when he came there.  Joshua followed them.  Without disturbing
Thiery's chair , Jos grabbed other chairs and placed them around the empty
place.  He pushed the old farm table aside loaded the whiskey into five
glasses , setting the extra one in front of Thiery's place , then joined
the small group.

   They sat in the dark , nursing whiskey and ice.  The automatic routines
of the old farm house , refrigerator, well pump , freezer , hummed and
crackled through the silence.  Snow filtered past the windows , brushing
the siding and whispering unknown songs.  Jac finally spoke , "Goodbye my
friend , It was my pleasure.  Thierry , you got me through some tough times
until I found my brother Jos , and when they attacked Jos , Thierry you
great big bull , you showed me how to hold the line for five months of
unknown darkness , till Jos got better" .  Putting his hand on the empty
chair , " Thiery some place , some time in this giant universe , I will see
you again and I am gonna hug your giant chest tighter than Adrian ever did
and if you need it buddy , I will do for you what a best friend should" .

   He passed the unowned glass to Joseph who poured more whiskey.  He drank
from the un-owned glass holding it off the table.  Another long silence ,
then , Joseph talked to no one, "I know you had to go buddy , cause your
time was up.  You gave me something to live for, when I was fucked and
raped by the church and I will never ever forget you Thiery".  I wish I
hadda pulled your wire when I had a chance , cause you deserved a better
life than what you got".  He passed the unowned glass to Joshua.

   The ice was melted and the liquor burned his throat.  Joshua slugged the
remainder .  He rose unsteadily and sat on the unowned chair .  If I coulda
grown up with you Thiery , I mighta learned a lot sooner about fucking
churches and how they wreck boys lives.  I wish I had got to know you
better , maybe even sat on your lap like I'm on this chair and held you and
felt your chest heave and your cock pressure my pants when you hugged me
tight like a the bear you were , but I still have Jac to teach me
everything you taught him .Life is short as you and Hal and Liam well know
, and and I promise myself Thiery , to remember you and what you were , and
what you mighta become".

   The glass continued around and around , stopping each time at the
unowned chair and getting refilled until the bottle bottomed upward.

   In the morning , Jos woke Jes and Jen and zombied for the farm chores.
"I did not sleep much anyway, I think Jac and Joseph drank most of the
bottle but Adrian must have got more than them.  Adrian and JAc are curled
up with Joseph in the big bed upstairs.  I was with them till three or so ,
but was getting drunk on their breath".  Jen steeled a kiss from Jos , "Wow
Jos , your breath smells like a well known Canadian distillery".  "It does
? Well s'not too noticeable is it"?  "Not too bad" , winked Jen , as she
checked his package.  "I know your drunk when your pecker is soft in the
morning".  Jos tried to smile , but it throbbed his head ache.  Sounds in
the barn hurt Jos head .  They completed the chores , somehow mostly Jen
and Jes .  Jos retreated behind the barn and barfed but nothing came up. 
He rolled on his back in the soft white snow letting it cool his cheeks. 
"At least the cold morning air is refreshing".  Jen and Jes followed him by
the barn door and watched him roll over.  Jes wanted to help , but Jen bade
her to stop and wait.  He rolled flat moving his arms and legs to carve an
angel in the soft white powder, staring upward into the gentle white flakes
, speaking to them , " Dear Flakes, if you guys see Thiery leaving this
planet , tell him , that Adrian , and I Joshua and Jacque , We still love
him and we won't change just cause he can't ever come back".  She moved in
close.  "Jos , Jos where are you "?  Pretending to trip on his arm in the
darkness.  Jos broke her fall pulling her close.  "Jen , I feel awful"!

   "I know you do Jos , Cause there is no way to lose , what the three of
you have lost and feel good ".  HE pulled her lips close , "Jen don't worry
about me , I will get over this and I love you through everything"?  She
kissed him with the softness of the falling flakes.  "Your message to the
snow flakes , beautiful"!  Jes dropped to her knees , laying a kiss so
gentle on his temple so as not to crush the snowflakes.  Jen whispered ,
"Jos how much"

   "Way much".  "I mean silly , how much alcohol did you have"?  "Three
little drinks".  "From the shot glass"?  "Joseph was using orange juice
glasses".  "Jos , you drank too much , you got a hang over .  I can smell
liquor on your breath .  Thiery never drank whiskey ".  "Yes he did Jen ,
He had a bottle in the glove compartment".  "Doesn't mean he drank it". 
"He never gave it to us cause we're under age".  "What did he keep it for"?
"Adrian told me that Thiery needed a stiff drink after he talked to his
parents and ,or Jayr.  Said it balanced his mind ".  Jes choked , "liquid
antidote to religious toxins .  Are you ok Jos , Want to get up now "?  Jos
stared straight through her.  "I heard what you said to the snow flakes
Joshua , beautiful words for Thiery.  I hope he gets them".  She pulled Jos
to standing .  They returned to the old farm house.  "I'm going with you to
see how Adrian and Jo and Jac are doing"?  Jen followed Jos.  They stood
inside the front door listening for the noises of sleeping boys , upstairs.
"Let's go check on them .  It's sunrise though we can't see it".  Adrian
was curled into a big ball in the middle of the big bed .  Jac and Joseph
slept in the little bed , their clothes strewn about in the shadows".  Jes
sat quietly beside the little bed , leaning over Joseph to kiss Jac.  HE
stirred , then pulled Joseph tighter.  Jos and Jen retreated to the
downstairs.  Jen looked into his eyes .  "Why do boys just want to be alone
when death stalks"?  "Do you not think it's hurting me" , snarled Jos? 
"Ohh Jos , I'm so upset , I'm sorry , that answers my question".  She
pecked a kiss on Jos cheek.  "Jos I'm gonna answer my own question , er
ok"? Jos sat down in the middle of the floor.  Jen sat with him , continued
,"Girls want to talk when tragedy strikes , but to boys ,there is nothing
any one can say to make a better situation , and boys are not supposed to
cry in front of girls".  Jos pulled her beside him.  "You're close Jen to
my truth.  There is not any words ,so we say nothing.  We stare at each
other , we get drunk , we fall over each other and we touched each other
with a hug.  Jac and I and Joseph kissed Adrian , cause he feels way worse
than any of us .  Joseph is hurtin the most right now, because he had
little chance to say goodbye.  All boy barriers collapse , we want space
around us , but in tragedy we make that space smaller for key friends
because they understand , unless female.  Joseph pulled Jac into that
little bed with him.  They're together with all barriers down.  Boy friends
can do that like puppies in a disaster.  Boys communicate by wrapping their
bodies to a close friend".  "Chist".  "Is your headache worse"?  "Yeah
but"? "But what Jos"?  "It's Jayr".  "Why"?  "Not sure -er".  Jen tried to
get closer but Jos ignored her.  "Jayr has no close friends.  Thiery would
be close if religion had not interfered".  "What are you sayin Jos"?  "The
tone of voice when Jayr read those bible words during Thiery's death.  Jayr
does not believe in that crap either.  His voice was taunting the great god
to just fix Thiery well".  "And"?  "That did not happen".  "Your eyes are
blood shot Jos and your head is hanging like it needs to puke .  How can
you worry about Jayr"?  "He's a human boy Jen , like Joseph .  He's had all
sorts of religious shit stuffed in his mind , and probly does not even have
a foreskin to play with in desperate stress storms".  "He was rude at the
hospital".  "Eggzactly, I got to find him Jen and try to help , I'l get
Adrian and Jac and Joseph.  Can you get your dad to drive us to Jayr's
house.  JAc knows where Thiery lived , before he met Adrian and got tossed
out of the family.  That would also be Jayr's house".  Jos ran to the steps
, stumbled , regained his hurting brain control , racing up the steps.  Jen
followed.  She tried to wake Adrian.  Jes and Jos pulled Jac and Joseph out
of the bed.  "Come on boys , we gotta find Jayr , before he suicides , be
quick".  Jes ran around picking up their clothes , trying to fit them on
the right boy".  Jen managed to uncover , and unwind Adrian ."Come on
Adrian , come with us , we think Jayr is suicidal .  Jos wants to help him
like he did Joseph".

   "Wha , Jayr's gonna kill his self"?  "My head hurts".  "We gotta help
Jayr".  They scuffled around ran through the shower , and ripped on
yesterdays clothes as Caelin arrived out front with the big sedan



   Chapter 16 Jayr ?  Call 911.

   Adrian , Jac , Jos , Joseph , piled into the big sedan and roared off
toward a Toronto address.  The car sped along with light traffic through
the sun blocking morning haze.  Jac pointed out directions on the quickest
route.  Adrian cornered Jos in the back seat , "Jos , how do you know ,
Jayr's that bad "?  "He's sick Adrian , hes got no friends and his religion
is fail.  Did that ever happen to you"?  "No".  "But it did happen to me "
,stated Joseph.  I saw my religion fail and after Liam suicided , I was
free to kill myself , but Thiery stopped me".  Adrian sobbed , "Yeah , I
know Joseph , HE was like that to people in peril".  Caelin slipped though
on an orange red light , pushing the car to it's limit after slowing down.
"Do we all agree , Jayr is only a matter of time"?  JAc spoke first "Yeas
sir".  Then Jos ,"Yes".  Then Jo ,"yes".  Then Adrian "Lets do it then ,
call 911.  Maybe they can get there faster than us".  Jos dialed the
numbers of death and destruction , 911 - Tried to explain Jayr's mood to
the phone operator.  They drove on through the sullen morning , bits of
snow flakes and some ice pellets hitting the windscreen.  "There , on the
left , my old street and now turn at the end right to ...." His words ended
.  Caelin pulled to the road side as an ambulance moved toward them. 
"Chist" , exclaimed Jos he got no lights flashing , no siren.  "I hope it's
cause he got there and Jayr was ok".  They turned the corner.  The street
was blocked with police cars.  "Not good" , muttered Caelin, as a cop
flagged them to a halt.  "Domestic disturbance ahead folks - Street is
closed to all traffic".  "Officer , these boys are friends of Jayr .  Is he
the reason for the block".  "No one is allowed beyond this point
gentlemen". "May I talk to your leader".  The officer keyed a radio button.
"What can I do for you gentlemen" , asked a non-uniform approaching from
the blocked street".  "We are friends of Jayr".  "That would be Mr.  Papp".
"Yes sir", responded Jac , My brother here Jos , submitted the 911 call as
we drove here from the country , er is Jayr ok".  "The Papp residence is in
crisis mode".  "No one is allowed to go there".  Caelin opened the car door
and addressed the leader.  "These boys were with Jayr yesterday when his
brother died from an auto accident.  They were key friends of the accident
victim , Thiery , and knew his older brother Jayr.  These boys know that
Jayr was breaking down yesterday , part of a long struggle with his parents
religion and his younger brother's gay life style.  Officer , it's
important for Jos to talk to Jayr .  That's why we submitted the 911 call
half an hour ago , just in case Jayr's mind was already coming apart".  The
leader remained looking in the direction of the blocked street , but
considering the words offered.  "Two constables were on route to this
address.  Because you called 911 they were on high alert investigating an
earlier 911 call.  They approached the front door .  Shots were fired from
an upstairs window.  The constables took one hit in their body armour and
retreated.  That is why we are blocking the street.  It's possible the
officer would have been killed if the second 911 call was not placed.  ".
Jos stepped forward to the team leader.  "Officer my brother Jac grew up
with Jayr's brother Thiery.  Jac knows the inside of that house and Joseph
and I know what Jayr was going through when Thiery died three weeks after
the ice storm accident.  We came here in the spirit of Thiery to help his
brother Jayr.  We need your support to try talking him out".  The team
leader issued more commands on his radio , "All units stay out of site and
well back".  He consulted more higher up officials as the original officer
moved forward to Jac.  "I detect alcohol on you breath sir.  Have you had
drinks this morning"?  Adrian spoke up , "Officer I had a lot of drinks
last night because my best friend in this world died in a hospital room
yesterday.  I have a terrific hangover , but Jayr's more important than my
discomfort.  Joseph had a few drinks with me.  Jos here and Jac " ,
pointing to JAc , did the farm chores early this morning , then dragged us
out of bed because they realized Jayr was suicidal in his actions last
evening.  He refused to come with us to grieve .  I am afraid for his life
Officer , please let us at least try to talk Jayr down".  After many
consultations the team leader turned to face Jos again.  "How old are you
Jac"?  "Er sorry we are identical twin brothers .  I am JAc ".  "Then I
want to talk to you Jos , How old are you".  "Fifteen sir".  " First of all
, thanks for putting in the second 911 call.  You probably saved a police
officer's life".  Then the officer straightened , "Very young to talk down
a suicidal man, How old is Jayr"?  "Thiery was nineteen , making Jayr
twenty one sir.  Officer , Jayr realized only after his brother's accident
that life is precious and should be lived as it happens.  Jayr was stuck
with his religious parents way too long while his brother took a different
road.  I feel that Jayr acts more like I did when I was thirteen.  Jayr was
struggling with religious values condemning gays while his own brother
enjoyed that same life , until his accident.  Jayr has aged ten years in
the last three weeks.  He's desperate Officer.  He's looking for his God to
come and take control , but that will not happen , so he will get more
destructive and louder until you have to kill him or his God does" . 
"Jeesus , not another suicidal man hoping the cops to kill him!" , muttered
the leader.  "Do you really want another member of your response team going
through life with the memories of killing a thirteen year old boy who
happens to actually be twenty one"?  Joseph cleared his throat .  "I had
several drinks with Adrian last night and a hangover that would drunken the
cows , but I know when Jos is right sir.  He pulled me from the streets
last year , from dope and alcohol and the downward spiral of suicide.  My
own brother Liam Alnot plunged from the viaduct two years past.  I'm alive
and grade A student because of Jos and Jac.  Officer , I beg you to give us
all a chance with Jayr".  A slight nod from the team leader , and four
plain clothes officers appeared beside Jos and Jac.  "Ok Jos and Jac ,
there is undetermined time left.  You have to contact Jayr immediately and
keep him talking , -doesn't matter waht , just do it , and Jac , you gotta
draw me the floor plans of that house.  Lets do it".  Jos stripped his
outer coat and donned the bullet proof vest , took the megaphone and
followed the plain clothes officer.  "Wha's your name buddy"?  "Brian , and
yours , "?  "Jos".  Stay behind me Jos and when I tell you , flip that
switch on and talk in the direction I nod.  "You do this for a living
Brian"?  "It's a part of my job.  It's tough , were about fifty percent
successful".  They weaved around parked cars arriving across the street
from Thiery's residence.  "And when you fail"?  "Technically there is no
fail , only resolution".  The cop motioned Jos down on his knees between
several cars.  "Talk".  "Jayr , it's Joshua".  The sound bounced between
houses confusing Jos voice and hurting his ear drums until he corrected for
the echoes.  "Jayr , I want to talk with you .  I got my cell with me ,
just call it anytime.  I need a cell call right now".  The words bounced
between the street residences , echoing away into the distance.  "Jayr keep
me posted.  I gotta know Jayr , you're ok , I gotta know ".  Silence. 
"MAybe I don't need to know , but Jac does for sure , and Adrian is here
and Joseph.  Were all hurtin Jayr.  Life can fuck you up without talk
buddies .  Thats why we want , to talk with you Jayr.  You don't have my
cell number , so just get Thiery's cell.  I know you have it in your pocket
, cause we had it dried out at the phone store and I put it in your pocket
last week, that gray denim jacket you wear every where.  Have you got it
now Jayr.  Pull the tray open , finger the contacts button , have you got
it Jayr , Roll down to Jac Green , press talk.  Ok Jayr".  Silence.  "Jac
is here at his old house around the corner.  He will tell me if his phone
rings.  Ok Jayr , do it , cause we want to see you out here".  Jos felt the
hand on his back as Jac appeared with him.  "Jayr remember when you pulled
Thiery and I in the red wagon.  It was my first wagon ride", whispered Jac
into the megaphone , trying to get used to the echo back from nearby
houses. Jos took the megaphone ," I wish I could have a ride in that wagon
with you pulling Jac and I .  Us twins were separated by the church rules
because my mother thought my dad was gay.  That's why Jay , I was never in
your red wagon .  I did not even know my brother Jac existed then.  I had
no red wagon and no big brother to pull it.  My parents separated because
of --- well Jayr , religion does that , but Jac and I did survive .  I
found Jac because I wanted a brother.  You can survive too Jayr .  Ahh Jayr
press the talk button , it's fun".  "Jayr , there are some police out here
because your neighbors might be afraid.  The police helped my school a lot
after I was beaten by those gay bashers.  It's so funny now Jayr ,when I
think about it .  They beat the livin Jesus out of me because they thought
I was gay.  Life is complicated right now Jayr , but Jac and I got over it
. We were kept hidden from each other for thirteen years Jayr , like pet
puppies separated to different homes.  Jayr hit the talk button for Jac. 
Tell him if you still have the red wagon , ok buddy"?  Jac took the
megaphone again , as the plain clothes cop motioned them lower behind two
rows of cars.  "Jayr , I still have that little scar from when your bb gun
punctured my thigh.  What were we thinkin that day?  Did Thiery pull the
trigger or did you.  It doesn't matter anyway , except my dad said it could
have punctured a testicle if they were big enough to find one.  HA ha , ,
crazy life , isn't it Jayr.  For thirteen years Jac and I could not speak
to each other.  And for"..  Ring. ...  JAc placed the cell to his ear.  "Hi
Jayr".  "Jac".  "JAyr , Jos and I drank Canadian whiskey with Adrian and
Joseph last night".  "I don't like whiskey Jac".  "I don't either Jayr ,
sick as a dog today , brain cells are still dying ..  Think my IQ has gone
down to IZ".  "Sick Jac".  "I know Jayr , sick jokes for a sick kid.  Can
you find the red wagon Jayr"?  "Jac I'm sick too".  "I know you are buddy ,
I saw it yesterday , but it started before , long before you realized it .
Come on out and we'll go to that little park".  "I can't JAc , I shot a cop
, with dad"s little hand gun".  "Well , I'll just tell them that your dad
pulled the trigger , er and where is he Jayr"?  "Locked in the basement".
"That's no big deal Jayr".  The cops can let him out while you're in the
park with me and Jos".  "Where's your mother Jayr"?  "She's in the upstairs
bathroom prayin".  "No prob , let her keep on prayin and we'll go to the
park and after that we'll go to my house and my dad will have ice cream".
"Nope".  "Jayr , you can do it , just get your coat , open the door and
come with me and Jac".  "My parents are gonna kill me".  "Jayr , we are
born and we die.  I say we have ice cream in between".  "My parents ...".
"Tell them your goin to my house Jayr, just like Thiery did .  Tell them
fuck you Mr.  and Mrs.  Papp , but be polite , after all they did bring you
to this wonderful planet".  "Jos there's no way out for me".  "We humans
use the door Jayr , er Dogs use the dog door and cats can use the cat door
, ahh there's lots of doors".  "My door is this little hand gun".  "It's
not got much of a key Jayr"!  "I don't need a key now".  "Jayr , what can I
say , if you use that hand gun door , I will remember for the rest of my
life , however long that is".  "That's a fact , I can't change Jos"!  "Jayr
, if you use that door , it opens only one way , I can't talk to you inside
the door .  Jac can't talk to you.  Joseph can't talk to you.  We will
never ever forget in all our lives , because we all want to at least say
goodbye .  If we don't do that , you will never know how much we wanted to
help you".  "I'm not askin for help".  Jac took the phone from Jos and put
it on speaker phone.  "Jos was dead last year in the
BridgeWorkBullyAssaultDay but the trauma unit saved his life.  He spent
three months of his life in a coma , unable to live or die cause we, his
boy friends wanted him , the doctors wanted him , his parents wanted him ,
and his girl friends wanted him to live".  "I don't care".  Jos answered ,
"I know you don't care much Jayr , but you still have believers wanting to
help , That's us Jayr , We are here and hurtin and it won't ever go away if
you use the bullet door.  There will be a path of life that we can't walk
along - The police escorted Joseph in behind Jac and Jos and he continued
the statement with , " a river we cannot swim in , a red wagon which sits
empty , but we can't ride in it".  "I know that Jos and Jac , apology to
you guys , but the cop with the bullet in the chest will ...".  "That cop
is ok Jayr , I saw the ambulance hurrying but no lights flashing". 
"Riiiight".  Jac stepped away from the conversation and motioned to the
team leader, "Can you get that wounded cop to talk here with us"?  "He is
in the hospital with chest bruise".  "Please officer , let me call him". 
"It's a her Jac and she may loose her breast".  "Try anyway , call her and
explain , that I need to talk , please Sir".  "The officer handed his phone
to Jos while Jac kept Jayr occupied.  "This is Joshua Green , Maam".  "Wait
, Joshua , I recognize that name.  You were on national tv , assaulted by
bullies last year and almost killed".  "They did kill me Maam , but my
friends would not give up on me , so I'm alive and enjoying this great
planet called earth because my friends wanted me back , but the reason , I
called you is to keep an angry boy pent up by religious parents and lack of
friends from killing himself".  "You mean the Papps residence".  Maam , I
know what it's like to have your chest caved in by angry boots , but I was
never shot.  My ribs still have pain when the weather changes.  I need your
help Maam.  I need you to talk with the twenty one year old who shot you. I
need you to tell him , you are ok , if you really are".  "Mr Green , For
you Mr.  Green , I will do what ever you need".  "Hold Maam until we get
your phone conferenced with my brother's cell".  Jac explained his idea to
the leader and to Jos .A police communications expert appeared behind Jos ,
and motioned for the phone.  Jos and Joseph took a deep breath and began
again with Jayr , "Jayr I have the police officer who was shot here this
morning on another phone.  You will here some clicks as we add her to this
conference.  Is that ok"?  "For"?  "Jayr , the officer was not hurt as bad
as you think , and we want to talk to the officer on our cell phone so you
will know".  "Kay , but my door is gettin wider".  "Keep you foot in it
Jayr till we speak with the officer".  The communication expert took Jos
phone and carefully attached it to conference with the officer and remain
on speaker phone.  "Jayr , you still got your foot stuck in that door , I
have the officer who went to your door early this morning , ahh Officer
where are you now"?  "Hello Mr.  Green and Mr.  Papp.  I'm just released
from the regional hospital.  There's a huge bruise on my chest , but I'm in
way better shape than you Jos when the bullies kicked you last summer". 
"But , I saw you fall"?  "I did fall Mr.  Papp , but I was wearing a vest.
The bullet came from above knocked me down , glanced and hit my boot.  It's
ok Mr.  Papp , I am hurt and doctors say I may loose my breast , but I am
alive , and I am glad to be the one helping you .  I'm in a car right now
heading back to your house".  "Jeesus , Officer , I am sorry , soorrry ,
way sorry ".  "I know you are sorry Jayr , and I know this officer's future
child may not get enough milk from his mother.  If you could see her , you
would know what I mean".  "It's true , er may I call you Jayr , I am
pregnant for April or May this year.  I hope she grows up to be a cop like
me".  "Jayr , when you come out , just leave the little hand gun on the
floor, but bring the rounds with you , er so she can keep them for her baby
girl officer".  "Y'aa , it's just a clip with three rounds left".  "Can you
release it from the hand gun".  "It's done Jos".  Beads of sweat formed on
Jos in the cold morning air.  "There's one left in the barrel Jayr , is
that right"?  The sounds of far away traffic drifted through the quiet
neighborhood.  Constant chatter continued on the police car radios.  "Jayr
, can you throw the clip out the window"?  "I can't get the bullet out of
the barrel".  A police siren boomed in the distance , then stopped.  Two
minutes later a cop appeared behind Jos with a bandaged chest.

   "Y'aaa Jos , there's one door left".  "Wait a minute Jayr , hold on
---". BLAT , belched from inside the residence.  Scuffing echoed in Jos ear
and to JAc and Joseph and Adrian who had joined the talk team.  All heard
the click , clunk as the cell bounced on the floor.  Jos sank to the frozen
street.  Jac grabbed him.  Adrian and Joseph hugged each other.  "I wish it
ended another way, mused Adrian".  "Jos said it right".  We are born and we
die".  "Chist , Jac , there was time for Jayr to have ice cream and give us
a ride in the wagon!  "Hold on team " , offered the response team leader ,
see there in the drive way".  Two constables lead Jayr toward an open
police cruiser door.  Four boys ran up the driveway slipping on icy
patches. "Jayr , JAYR , what the fuck , your ALIVE JAYR "?  Hand cuffed ,
Jayr took his place in the back seat , his head slumping.  Jos attempted to
jump in beside him.  "Jos we can't transport you in this vehicle".  "Hold
on Jos , I will go with your friend " , as the female officer with the
chest bandages took the other seat beside Jayr.  Another officer moved to
get the door closed but Jac offered some words , "Jayr I can get help for
you right now.  Take this number and call my dad , when you want to argue
your case".  He held the door another few seconds to touch Jayr's cheek,
"It's gonna be ok Jayr , these guys will let me call you as many times as I
want.  Be what you want to be.  You've proven here that you can do stuff
for yourself.  This is the start , of your own life buddy .  Congrats on
not taking that hand gun door".  Jayr looked back at Jos , a tear formed as
the car started.  The officer with the bandaged chest held Jayr's hand and
then the car was gone.  Jac and Jos dad and mother appeared as the police
searched the residence and released the Papps.  "Jos , JAc" , yelled Jill.
She climbed over a police car to get to him.  "Jos , JOS , JAC , I love you
so much and so hard and so ...  ".  Jos hugged his mother and then his dad
as Jac hugged his dad and then his mother.  Adrian and Joseph closed ranks
around them.  Group hugging until the team leader could get a word in :
"Joshua Green and Jacque Green , of the millions of people in Ontario , you
are the best .  Once started, these early morning encounters are most often
lethal.  What you told Jayr is better than anything my communicator could
say".  He shook Jos hand.



   Chapter 17 .  A life saved.



   "But Jayr tried to kill himself , didn't he , that last shot .."?  Our
guys grabbed him , the gun went off , because he did not know how to remove
the round from the barrel.  He was trying to open the breach when we got
him , not shooting at anyone at all.  There is now a bullet hole in the
ceiling and the Papp parents are greatly concerned about it".  Jos stared
as the cop wound down the events , then smiled.  The cop continued , "Jos
and Jac , I liked what you told Jayr about being and doing what he wants to
do.  He's not a bad kid , nor is he impaired , except maybe by over
religious parents".  Robert added , " Thanks my sons .  Ontario has a
chance to grow , and by the way I can still smell alcohol on your breath".
"Mom , dad , I feel so tired, and rotten".  Julia and Aric showed up with
Jen and Jes.  They disappeared into the Green's residence , not wanting to
interrupt their twin boy friends from comforting Adrian.  Una appeared and
smothered Joseph with kisses , dragging him away to the basement playroom.

   "I feel worse than tired remarked Jac and Adrian and Joseph".  "Ok boys
, you don't come to my house very often .  The rest of today is yours at my
house , name anything you want , er legal of course" , as the last officers
removed police lines do not cross tape.  Jill smiled .  "Jos I know where
the red wagon is , Thiery brought it to our house looking for Jac and he
never took it back home , because his mom wanted to paint it white".  "A
wide grin grew across Jos".  "Dad , that's all I want , is a ride in the
red wagon that Thiery pulled for Jac , and after my ride, I want Adrian to
have that wagon , as a gift from a guy who gave everything to live and work
and play in this great city".  "What about it Adrian"?  Joseph steadying
his hands , eyes misting , big frame sagging with both Jo and Jos
supporting him.  "Aww Mr.  Green , I would dearly love to have that wagon
for keepsaking my friend Thiery , unless Jayr wants it back".  Everyone
headed to the Greens house a few doors away.  As news of standoff-talkdown
spread , all Jos friends knowing where Jac had lived showed up.  Jill
practiced her new abilities as host to the crowd ordering refreshments and
food until everyone had celebrated Jos and Jac's victory , and remembering
Thiery.  Jos found the red wagon as Jill described.  He took it to the
sidewalk with Adrian.  "There room for you too Jac".  "Chees Jos , memories
of me and Thiery are flooding back.  This wagon still has the scratches
where Thiery and I rode it into the ravine in the park.  I was eleven and
Thiery's voice was changing".  Adrian pulled the wagon with careful steps
around sidewalk ice patches."Bet you guys did not ride in January".  "No
Adrian , we had a lot more snow then and the weather in the summer was hot.
Thiery was behind me in the wagon just like you are Jos.  I could feel his
tube pushing on my back , so I said "Thiery have you got a hand gun on my
back"?  "He was kinda stunned , cause he didn't know he was even doing it.
We coasted down the path in the park gaining a bit of speed.  The wagon hit
a bump and threw us into a pile of arms and legs under a green bush.  I
wrestled Thiery , and looked him straight in the eye and said "Thiery you
do have a hand gun in there".  Dismay wrecked his smiling face.  I told him
, Dad had already told me about gay boys and sometimes it just gets hard
for every boy.  That's the way we are.  Thiery's face smiled a tiny bit. 
From then on we became better friends.  Thiery's family even at that point
was pestering him about stuff he couldn't control".  Adrian stopped the
wagon at the end of the street leading to the ravine , took a few more
steps into the ice covered path ,then took a seat behind Jos crunching the
three boys together.  "That exactly how Thiery was sitting behind me
Adrian".  "Jac , Thiery told me just after I met him about you".  "What did
he say Adrian".  Thiery said he had many friends until his voice changed .
Jac you were his top friend , because you had no bias against Thiery". 
"You mean , I saw him as a friend , a boy , not as some sexual freak
described by organized religion".  "More than that Jac.  Because of you
Thiery became a solid team member to those who responded , a defender of
all kids bullied.  Thiery saw what religion did to Jayr and he began to
refuse it.  JAc you influenced him to be what he had to be , despite
parents and bullies unleashed by religion to beat the crap out of him. 
They did it once Jac.  You may remember ...".  I do remember when Thiery
was fourteen Adrian.  I saw his face with black eyes and his arm hanging
limp for weeks with a shoulder sling.  After the sling came off , we were
supposed to go swimming together.  Thiery would not go , so I asked Dad
about him.  It was eerily similar to what happened to Hal.  One day he just
refused to see me.  Dad called his parents and they just said he did not
want to see us.  Then I saw Thiery in the park .  Dad and I cornered him .
We said , we were taking him swimming and the water would allow his arm to
float for therapy.  Thiery was growing way bigger than me by this time.  HE
was almost a foot taller , and so Dad went with me to the pool.  We helped
Thiery in the change room.  His back had kick marks and his shoulder was
black and blue even after three weeks.  Thiery never said what did it.  We
got him sitting on the change bench nude , and I pulled away his undies and
put the swim suit back on him.  The swim suit was a bit small.  As usual
his tube was half outta the waist line twice before I got his suit on him.
Finally I just reached inside his swim suit and tucked the big turtle into
the white mesh where it was trapped.  Thiery and I laughed about that for
two years afterward.  We had a great swim that day with Dad showing us the
breast crawl over and over until both of us got it.  We did three pool laps
without stopping , that's a first.  Thiery went swimming lots after that ,
sometimes even by himself.  HE drove himself to be strong and agile even as
his body was growing an inch a month.  Thiery and I competed just like I do
with Jac now.  We ended up like seals in the water , strong and lean". 
Adrian smiled , "Jac I wish I could'a had more time with the big guy
myself. Thiery pushed me too , for strength and friendship just like you ,
but we went way farther.  THiery and I loved each other more than the sun
and moon".  "I know that Adrian " , responded Jos .  "And I know it also "
, responded Jac .  "Thiery and you were closer than Jos and I , You must
have had some pretty good sex with him to get that high on another boy". 
"It's true , Jos and Jac.  I missed Thiery before I knew him , and when I
knew him , I still wanted more , but there are rules.  I'm gonna miss
Thiery for the rest of my life , but I am gonna remember the fun , and
friendship we had too".  Jos pulled Adrian's legs together against his
outer thighs and Jac did the same.  The wagon creaked under the weight of
the three boys.  "Adrian , Jac and I have storms sometimes , and sometimes
Jen and Jes are too busy to notice.  When that happens we will do what we
have to for our bro.  Adrian , until you find someone to challenge and
compete with you , I will be that coach.  That means , I will call you
every day and or you will call me.  We will find some way to get you
through this winter season".  Jac seconded , "Adrian , you have my support
too.  Whatever you need , talk to us , kick us , pull our hair if you feel
down , but make sure you keep us in the winter loop".  Adrian put his arms
around both twins and squeezed until no more air expelled , "Jos , JAc , I
will do it .  You are the best guys of all the millions in this city".  Jos
grinned , "It's happening to me now Jac , think there is a lead pipe
stickin into me".  Adrian and Jos and JAc laughed and laughed.



   Chapter 18 Jos and Jac and Adrian in the red wagon.



   "What is all the laughter about " , trilled Jes and Jen as they located
the red wagon riders while walking Rakir.  "Laughing is best shared".  "Can
you tell us " , grinned Jes and Jen.  "Of course , Jen , the Greens have no
secrets".  When Jos was finished recounting the story Jes and Jen laughed
again with them, "But , of course it is unlikely that Jos can talk down a
lead pipe as easily as Jayr's hand gun".  Jen and JEs took the wagon tongue
and pulled the three laughing animals back to the Green's residence.  "
More exercise than wrestling a two ton bull " , laughed Julia and Aric when
they appeared.

   "Lunch is served , every man , woman and dog for himself " , yelled Jill
.  Lunch ended the day's activities .  "You never know what a Sunday will
bring in the middle of January" , remarked Jill as everyone headed for
their homes.

   Caelin drove the boys and Gaila back to the farm .  The others rode with
Aric and Julia , along with Rakir.  Jos and Jac slept most of the way.  Jen
and Jes joined them at the farm house.  Essential school work was done and
chores were completed.  Jos called police head quarters to determine how to
talk to Jayr.  He dialed the numbers provided.  "It's Jos calling , So
is'this Jayr".  "Your close Jos , Are you the boy who helped him this
morning"?  "I am that boy , and you are .."?  "Regional operator of the
closed floor group".  "Can I talk to Jayr".  "Yes Jos".  A few seconds
later , "Jos , Hi bud".  "How are you Jayr".  "Fine , you mean am I still
cidal"?  "Sure Jayr".  "They say they will keep me here fo a while Jos. 
It's ok , I have a television and a few other mates are in here.  I can
stay here for some time.  Have you got your cell with you Jayr "?  "Yes".
"Is my number in your contacts list and do you still have my Dad's number"
? "Yes Jos , I'm ok , I am fine.  If I need you , I will call Jos" . 
"Great Jayr".  "Bye for now".

   "Jayr seems to be stable for now" , talked Jos to no one in particular
as he prepared his school bag for Monday morning class.  HE pulled Rakir
close .  "You big German sheep hearder , come here and get your fur
combed". Rakir snuggled close as Jos and Jac decided to take him for a run.
They returned twenty minutes later exhausted.  "At least we got you some
exercise today Rakir" , as they bedded down.





   Chapter 19 , Remembrance.

   Cloudy skies greeted the next day.  Adrian took charge of the funeral
arrangements.  "I've never done anything like this before" ,he told Joseph
, "but at least Thiery gets a send-off without having his name mentioned in
the church that despised him and by the parents that pretended he did not
exist.  Joseph and Ives helped Adrian with location of a hall and a food
catering service for light snacks after the remembrance meeting.  Ives
pointed out , "If God is left out of the meeting then friends of Thiery
will be less intimidated".  He was right , Mallory and Fran and Abra
volunteered a few words .  Adrian took on the master speaker with
invitations to the other volunteers .  Jos and Jac convinced the
authorities to release Jayr for the funeral.  Eric showed up in police
uniform as did the police officer shot by Jayr.  "And so ends the life of
my best friend my best lover" , spoke Adrian.  "I knew him only a year or
so and would not have even that experience except for Joshua Green.  I met
Joshua on the road in front of the old farm house.  He sort of stepped into
my truck path.  I braked and said hello.  I became friends with Joshua and
he in turn found his lost brother Jack who also had a friend.  That friend
was Thiery.  I met Thiery at the old farmhouse and we were together ever
since , ,, till now" , explained Adrian , eyes sparkling with tear drops.
Jos quickly approached the microphone and relieved Adrian.  "You are a big
guy Adrian , a gentle giant , I'm glad you found Thiery.  Life can pass by
in an instant.  At least you and Thiery had an instant in time of
happiness".  "We did that", admitted Adrian , we had many many instants of
pure joy.  I will always remember Thiery ".  He stepped aside handing the
mike to the approaching Jayr.  Jos stayed with Jayr.  "Do you want me to
say something for you Jayr", but Jayr took the microphone , face twisting ,
"I was Thiery's older brother folks.  I saw how he wrecked our family by
dating out Adrian".  Jos touched the microphone tip , "Jayr you don't have
to say anything, except if you want".  Jayr continued.  Jos put an arm
around Jayr holding him straight.  "It's ok Jos , I'v made enough fool of
myself to get a time in the pen , but let me get this out , as you said in
Thiery's hospital room to the nurse who tried to stop me , You said "It's
difficult to watch your brother die".  Thiery continued , "The cops could
have shot holes through my head but they did not.  They did not fire at
all. That fact encouraged me to think what I was doing , and my response
was , I am right.  IT was my religion that ruined our family , not my
little brother , not Thiery not me , but dogma , 2000 year old writings
from another era .  I'v got to tell all of you , how sorry I am to be such
a prick , especially Thiery.  You were my young brother Thiery.  You were
smart , you were always fun to be with , and always , always full of hope ,
despite your birth place in our family of god.  You Thiery , inspired me ,
even as I teased you about being gay , and you never once complained about
me.  You taught me Thiery".  Jayr looked around at the sombre faces.  " My
own little brother taught me about fun and hope and being human , and for
that I called you faggot.  Well little buddy , you are not any of those
things I said.  You were a big brother, kind and gentle to my mother and
father even as they separated from you.  You made friends , life long
friends , as I can see by the number of people attending this remembrance .
I was stunned that you got even one friend Jacque.  But after the pool
accident you got more permanent friends , like Jos and Joseph and Melony
and Fran and Ives.  Thiery , you are now my hero , though I could not see
that a month ago , I can see that now.  With you gone buddy , a month ago ,
I would still be laughing in my zombie religious stupour.  That has all
changed.  When you died buddy , I tried to end it all , but your friends
intervened.  I shot a cop , yet they chose to hold their fire.  They
rescued me buddy , just like you said they would , cause you knew all along
that life can change in an instant when friends help.  Oh aww Jeese Thiery
, if only I could have got to know you better".  Water poured from Jayr but
he continued speaking.  "Buddy , I will make it up to you somehow.  I
intend to stay on this planet as long as the rules last for me , cause I
know , I can do some good for your remembrance".  Jos and Jac and the
police officer grabbed Jayr as he collapsed.  Mallory and Fran sat him on a
chair and sat beside him.  Adrian returned to the front.  In a quiet voice
, "Thanks Jayr.  All of us accept your statement and we understand your
life , especially Joseph and Jos and Randy who all have personally
experienced organized religion's intensity.  It can help but it can also
wreck , deceive and ruin all that human wants to be.  And what is life ? 
What is life if each human cannot be who and what he wants?  Life is not
life at all when freedom fails.  Life is ....  Life is ss ".  "Suicide" ,
spoke Joseph , taking the microphone from Adrian.  Randy stepped forward
beside Adrian and Joseph .  "Thiery taught me not to give up" , mused
Joseph.  Even as Liam took the desperate way out , Liam saved me and Thiery
saved me , just long enough for Joshua.  Joshua changed my attitude from
suicide to life".  Joseph handed the microphone to Randy , who spoke.  "I
heard of Thiery's accident from George , my oldest friend.  I wanted to
speak to all of you about pauwer.  I know also the pauwer of religion to
wreck.  My first friend , Hal , took the suicide way out because of a
priest, leaving me and his other best friend to wonder where he would be
today except for religion.  This remembrance is tough as it gets on the
living.  There is no easy way out , but religion calls even the most
difficult way out sinful.  I did not get to say good bye to my friend HAl ,
so much time back , nor did his other friends.  Religion fouls the truth
and divides it's targets into self imploding zombies".  Randy gripped the
mic harder .  "All of us , are here , because we are life , we are alive
and free from the guilt of 2000 year old writings.  We are all alive in
this room , and if the spirits of those not alive , are here also , we are
honoured.  We have all learned what religion does not want.  We have
learned that the pauwer of friendship trumps god.  Forgive me Adrian , but
let me say a few more words on Hal.  Hal found me in grade school along
with Jac.  Jac and I were in different social classes , but Hal spanned
those things.  He became good friends with Jac, having only one hard
working parent and with me having two drug loving religious parents unable
to raise me , the child they created.  HAl spanned all that until he was
targeted by a priest and destroyed.  Hal suicided under the train wheels ,
and his parents being the good Christians they were did not have a
remembrance ceremony because suicide is a sin.  My condition was failure. I
did not have enough guts to tackle a train , so I chose drugs and liquor ,
but the cops rescued me so many times.  For the cops here in the audience ,
thankyou thankyou and to the trauma team that consoled me in that padded
room when I returned from the river , more thank yous.  It was Hal's other
friend Jac who found me under the MacDonanld Cartier Freeway Rouge River
bridge.  It's known that Jos can pull a humans health from bad to good in
so many ways.  It was his brother Jac , though , that found me , when Jos
was suffering in a coma from the beatings given to him on his first day of
high school.  Jac , for some reason , goes for a walk.  He finds me on my
second day under the highway bridge.  You can hear the screaming of a
million tires under that bridge , like the screaming of my own mind to get
it over with that cold December day.  I had limited totes left and I was
saving the last four for the final plunge into cold muddy water.  Jac
recognized me , friended me and smoked some pot with me.  Somehow we both
fell in the river .  When you make a friend , life changes for the better.
The road ahead gets wider.  The river looks more muddy and cold.  I pulled
Jac out of that water and put my coat on him .  When Adrian found us , we
were shivering , and close to hypothermia shock , but he did find us and
that folks is why I still live here on this beautiful planet.  Randy
returned the microphone to Adrian and took a chair beside Jayr.  Adrian
called the next speaker , "Mallory, Fran ?".  Both girls stood up and held
the mic together.  "Our philosphy is sort of live and let live , but two
bullies in our school were wrecking everyone's lives one by one.  When
Joshua Coresland came to class , he showed no fear , only desire to learn .
We recognized him instantly as a first grader boy , but also a man , who
would change the course of Bridgeworks High School.  The thugs who beat up
Joshua said he was a faggot to be showed right from wrong.  We were afraid
after the beating and we saw the helicopter take away our boy breathing
blood out his mouth and leaking blood through holes in his lungs.  Mallory
and I , followed the copter anyway because life at the school was on put on
hold by the beating.  We hurried through the hospital halls , finally
finding Joshua's location.  We first met Thiery and Adrian in the hall near
emergency and we fainted when told the news , of Joshua's condition .  We
awoke in the waiting room , But no one in the waiting room was screaming
vengeance or doom.  Thiery and Adrian had carried us there and placed us on
pillows from the furniture.  They were sombre but jubilant , with Adrian
joking that he and Thiery were way more gay than Joshua.  Mallory and I
began to change from despair to hope because all of Joshua's friends showed
up with hope.  Thiery was a big part of that hope , an anchor if you
imagine.  Thanks everyone " ended Fran as she handed the microphone to
Abra. Joshua quickly took the microphone from Abra and accompanied her to
address the crowd.  More people had entered the hall.  Jos spoke for her .
"Abra grew up in a society far different from ours and yet totally the
same, as far as fundamentalist religions go.  She does not speak yet but is
learning to read spoken words.  Abra will speak sign language and I will
translate for her unless there is a better translator here.  "There is a
better translator.  Here he is , smiled Sath as a young boy walked with his
mother to the front.  Ladies and gentlemen , friends of Thierry , this
young boy is Arthur , the son of George's son killed by auto accident three
years ago".  Joshua motioned Adrian to pick up Arthur Junior and hold him
high while Jos held the microphone and sign languaged Abra to begin. 
Abra's arms and hands and fingers began to explain her remembrance.  As her
sign language continued Arthur Junior spoke the words to the microphone. 
"My name is Abra.  I came to this giant city with my parents last year.  In
my country girls do not go to school and deaf girls have no hope.  I was
thrilled to be here until the rape.  After it happened , my parents found
out.  They wanted me to disappear , and when they found out I was pregnant
, they wanted to kill it.  I ran away .  This city is so big when you have
no friends and so mean.  The city newspapers published Jac's devotion to
his twin bro and the fact of their door always open.I went to Jos hospital
room several times.  The door was like a beacon.  It was always open and
his friends noticed me there.  They took me in , to help me , but in the
process I grew to love them more than anyone in my old country.  I have an
unborn son now , a beautiful little boy unplanned but real in my life.  And
This boy Arthur translating my words has helped me , as has George and
Randy and Thiery and Adrian.  For my unborn , son created because of a rape
, I love him more than all else , unconditional love , love until death. 
That folks is what I saw in Thiery and his message will not leave my mind ,
ever.  Humans must stop killing because of religious dogma.  Thank you
Joshua , In covering the your story the picture of the man who beat you was
published in all the newspapers .  That allowed me to identify my rapist
and the father of my son .  The cops have helped me immensely as has
everyone of you.  I attend the same high school as Randy and we often walk
together like Canadian boys and girls to school.  It is a life for me way
beyond my old country and way beyond what my parents wanted for me.  My
parents came here to be Canadians but with little understanding of what
that means.  Today they decided to come here with me to this place ,
because one of my friends has died.  My parents wish that Thiery was still
alive , because Thiery , to them , is the greatest Canadian of all".  Jos
took the mic back from Arthur Junior as Adrian placed him gently back on
the floor with Melony and George.  A murmur of deep respect responded from
the hushed audience.  Jos grinned at him .  "Well done Arthur Junior , well
done".  He turned the mic back to Adrian who hugged Abra .  "Abra ,
thankyou to you and your parents.  Attending this remembrance for Thiery
and me is everything that Thiery and I stand for".  A few more speakers
took the mic as lunch was served.  Jes and Jen stood by their best friends
as their parents greeted other parents and the children.  Robert concluded
the remembrance by offering , "Thiery , you were my sons friend when I was
having trouble relating to him.  You gave him hope when Hal disappeared and
you gave him the ability to fight on skates.  If that were all you gave him
, it would be way more than enough , but you entertained him , pulled him
in the red wagon for a hundred miles and you lighted every room and every
hockey game he attended.  Thiery , you made a difference to my son Jac, and
he makes differences for his friends.  That is how life evolved on this
fantastic planet.  Life evolved for fun and freedom to be.  All of us here
want our sons and daughters to have fun and be free.  We have seen the
other life styles and choosen this one.  Thiery , your life was too short ,
but no one knows when any of us will leave.  We can only hope to follow the
path you picked and remember the landslide of difference you started in
each of us.  Thank's Thiery , for a life well lived , and may I mention , I
loved you kid and will not ever forget what you meant to my son".



   Chapter 20 : Adrian alive.



   A few school days later Jos was on chore duty with Jac.  Jen and Jes had
stayed at a friends house near the school.  Jos awoke , Rakir was barking a
good morning welcome.  "Rakir , thanks boy , but it's late" .  Dragging on
Jac as they hurried across the road to feed the cows and clean the stables.
Rakir followed them into the barn.  "We have to be ready for the bus" ,
charged Jac .  "Our teacher is away for the first and second periods" ,
proclaimed Jos , "But we need to be there for third period test".  Adrian's
truck slammed to a stop in front of them as they returned from chores to
cross the road.  Jos watched him open the door from the inside , "The latch
is fixed but , parts back-ordered for the outside door handle" , grinned
Adrian.  "Already tried at the wreckers to get a door handle but the the
guy wanted to sell the door as a whole unit , so I decided to get new
parts".  Jos put his arms around Adrian and pulled him out of the cab ,
"That truck runs good after being dunked in the stream , o o o h n".  "It's
ok Jos , I wish Thiery was still here but nothing can help with that , er
it's ok to talk about it with me".  Jac grinned and put his arms around
Adrian also, both twins trying to pull him down beside the truck door but
Adrian responded .  He picked up Jos and - , Grrrgrgrgr , the German
Shepherds jaws appeared from nowhere threatening to crush Adrian's wrist.
"Rakir , STOP , Good boy" .  Adrian released his catch gently , eye to eye
with Rakir.  Jac grinned at Adrian , "Rakir trusts no one with Jos".  "He
is firm with intent to sever", blurted Adrian.  Jos pulled the big dogs
neck away to hug him tight , "Rakir is the best dog and friend ever.  He
will get used to you Adrian if we allow it to happen".  "Adrian held the
truck door open and motioned.  Jos and Rakir and Jac piled inside.  Rakir
sat on the floor on Jos feet, trying to appear small.

   "Where are the girl twins"?  "Jen and Jes get a bonus break from chores.
Jac and I know the routine farm stuff now.  They went to a girl friends
house.  Sleepover girl stuff".  Jac sat beside Adrian staring at the dash.
"This reminds me of the day Randy and I self destructed on pot".  Jos
laughed.  "Ahh Jac , I think it was more like , Randy and you came to your
senses about your best friend and his suicide".  "Yeah , your right Jos".
"Pot is not totally bad stuff.  It can help when there is no help".  "So
what are we doin in Adrians truck"?  as Adrian pulled into the farm house
drive way.  "As I recall , we are in here because we were unable to stop
the big guy from wrestling us into the truck until Rakir took control and
then we thought we'd better get in the truck to show Rakir , it's a good
place to be.".  "And I've gotta get goin on to my own chores" , mused
Adrian ."It's really good to talk to you guys , though".  "Adrian , we will
help you do your farm chores , if you will drive us into the high school by
eleven.  The first two periods are canceled but we need to be there at that
time for a test".  Adrian high fived both twins , then gunned the truck
down the road to his workplace chores.  The twins and Adrian completed all
of Adrian's work in record time.  As they returned to the truck.  "We have
lots of time left to get this cowy showered off and then some".  "Stop at
our place Adrian and get cleaned up there".  The truck with the three
friends darted over the country road to the twins house.  "Everyone to the
mud room"!  Jos and JAc turned away as they undressed back to back , then
headed toward the shower.  Warm water sprayed splashing off the barn dirt .
Rakir sat in the warm water also.  "Not a big fan of that cow barn smell".
"Hey Adrian , there goes that thing again".  "It's not mine , I mean it is
attached but it has it's own mind".  JAc laughed , " Thiery never told me
about the size, Adrian".  "What the fuuuc , the thing's got to be twenty
centis" , groaned Jos.  "What the fuck Jos , if you'd quit lookin at it ,
maybe I could get dried".  "Sure don't need a towel hook laughed Jac".  Jos
and Jac compared their developing frames to Adrian , five years older.  "I
think I could handle that when I grow up ".  "I doubt it boys , I can't
handle it and I'm full grown".  Jos and Jac grinned , regarding the massive
shoulder muscles tapering to the six pack pattern.  Shower water spraying
back from the muscle toned flesh as Adrian rotated in the shower.

   "Full grown , Full Man , indeed" , laughed Jos , "s'bigger than the leg
bone of a beef steer " , looking at Adrian , "and those balls must be taken
from the big bull in the barn" , marveled Jos.  "That day , you almost
bumped me last year with the truck on the road , er were you drivin or was
it the full man"?  "Boys , there's no need to overstate .  Thiery and I had
a pact to make sure this did not happen.  Now that Thiery's gone , I'm
different"?  "Oh Adrian , I'm sorry to keep Thiery in your mind so much"?
"It's not that Jac, it's just this thing , like I said , It helps to
remember Thiery".  "I remember Thiery in the pool" laughed Jac.  He was so
good at swimming.  Would a bin meters faster if he could a kept the anchor
pole in check".  "When I was ten , Thiery was fifteen , my age now , with
smooth muscled back and giant biceps.  With six pack muscles so thick ,
belly button so deep , it would hold a cup full of water when floating on
his back.  You are bigger than Thiery in height by an inch or two but you
have the same six packs , bigger biceps and those dimples under the left
and right rib cages , Chiist Adrian , you could be a model".  "Clothes"? 
"Yep".  "Sports"?  "For sure".  "Food"?  "I would buy anything you ate on
television Adrian".  "Porn"?  "Aww boys , I'm not that good"?  "Oh yes ,
and , you are" , responded Jos and Jac simultaneously.  Jac snapped the
towel across Jos and hung it on the new towel rack.  Jos placed his towel
on the post also.  It drooped , letting the towels on the floor.  "They had
too much heavy water in them" , posted Jac.  "Yeah the stuff of nuclear
fission".  Adrian mused out loud , "I forgot to bring my clean clothes pack
in from the truck".  "Run out and get it Adrian , the road is not busy this
time of day".  "Ahhh , not a good thing boys, drawing any attention to a
twenty year old hangin out nude with twins , five years younger is bad
news".  "Yes , your right Adrian , I'l get the back pack from your truck ,
by slipping into Jen's raincoat.  Be right back folks",Rakir followed him
as the door slammed.  Jac and Adrian faced each other , Adrian keeping the
wet towel around his full man".  "Do you really think I'm bigger than
Thiery was"?  Jac reached forward , lifted the towel .  Adrian stepped
back".  "It's ok Adrian , Jos and I can do nothing about the past , but we
want to help you when we can.  This looks like prime help time".  "Jac , As
you know we would be breaking all the Christian laws if discovered".  "Only
if the discoverer gossiped".  "But , ".  "Don't worry Adrian , everyone in
my family and in Jes" family knows us".  The door slammed shut as Jos
popped back inside.  "Lock it".  "Done".  "Anyway , look what the good
Christians did to Hal , a forty five year old priest raping a ten year old
boy ...GOD DAM THE PIOUS MAN".  Silence followed Jac's outburst.  "It's not
like you've pulled the god thing , and ordered me to submit"?  Rakir
watched him , whined with a protective glare.  Jos calmed his bro with a
gentle chest hug".  Jac smiled , enjoying his brother , "For almost four
months , I wished for you to do that bro".  "Adrian , you walk like a
penguin except they don't have a post " smiled Jos, kneeling in front of
the big bear and cheeking the full man.  Jac removed the wet towel ,
hanging them on the racks to dry.  "Close your eyes Adrian".  Jos took
Adrian's fingers and squeezed , drawing him closer as he backed up into his
bedroom and lowered Adrian to the bed.  Both boys rolled his big frame to
the middle .  Jos slid over Adrian's chest until his softy shaft laid on
Adrian's face.  "Open em".  "Aww Jos , you don't have to help me this
much". "I can see , you need it and your eyes were peaking at it already.
It's not much in size by your standards but give me a try.  See if you can
harden it up a bit.  I'm kinda new at this game".  Adrians eyes checked
Rakir in the corner of his eye lying quietly.  Tentative lips caressed Jos'
softness like a cuban cigar.  His tongue slicked the shaft wrapped inside
protective skin , pulling a deep groan from Jos , his shaft expanding
toward Adrian's lips and tongue , pelvis muscles contracting quickly and
stomach muscles shrinking.  Jac motioned his finger pads along Adrian's
legs , closer , farther , then closer to the full man.  "Is it ok Adrian ?
Can we both do this" , asked Jac?  He opened his fist letting four condoms
fall on the bed.  "Found these in the glove compartment.  Brought a few in
just in case".  Adrian sank into the soft bed sheets.  "Just close your
eyes big guy and go by touch".  Jos put his weight on Adrian's chest
letting his body be supported and sucked by the big bear.  Under his temple
, Jac massaged the full man.  "This thing is more than two hands tall". 
"Look at the size of that thing" , winced Jos , from the close in view. 
"Yeah , I finally got it to respond ", smiled Adrian , as he glanced to see
if Jac was hard .  "I meant , yours you big dumb ass ", mocked Jac , "not
Jos".  Jos lifted to regard the huge stud poking his hair.  "So Adrian , do
you really need to poke one of us with that"!  Adrian grinned , "I don't
HAVE to do anything with it".  "Yes you do , big guy.  Jos and I promised
we would get you through the hard times and we will do that , but I'm Not
sure if I can gay up to that cock", laughed Jac ?  Wrapping my finger grip
around the full man leaves problems , one , my finger and thumb can't touch
and second this thing is at least three hands high".  "Accurate description
", breathed Jac , his face enjoying Adrians lips and suction power on his
own tube.  "Ohhhh the power in these stomach muscles".  His legs lifted
until Jac's full weight held them down , chest and neck rising as his hands
and elbows steadied Jos' thighs around his neck , being forced into the air
on to the powerful shoulders without losing suction on Jos hard shaft. 
"Wow , never saw that move before"!  "Me either" , wondered Jos , now
sitting on Adrian's shoulders hanging on to Adrians ears and scalp. 
Passing one of the condoms to Jos , "You're gettin super hard Jos , anh
wanna do the honors"?  "I can do the honours" , Adrian , laughed Jac.  "I
want to know what Jos experienced last summer when he pumped me full of
cum".  "You mean , you guys already have fu--"?  "Not exactly Adrian , Were
just not inclined everyday , but Jos wanted to try me out on one of our
hikes in the woods, just because he likes to know all there is to know
about being gay , or any other subject matter he can learn".  "Ok kid , I'm
yours".  Adrian released Jos pecker and set him on the bed , pounced on
Jac. His lips found Jac almost hard .  The pulsing rod was soon immersed in
a latex cover.  Adrian leaned back , "Giver the hard boy"?  "Yeaas". 
Adrian relaxed on his belly positioning Jac between his legs , then raised
his rear as Jos pulled Jac's pecker closer to the hairy entrance way to
Adrian.  "Oyy".  "Gotcha smiled Adrian".  His body twisted in one motion on
his back pulling Jac's pecker close to his balls.  Jos helped his bro line
up at the right angle , positioning his slender tube to Adrians crease and
pulling Adrians legs full apart , knees up to facilitate entry.  Eager
fingers did the final positioning .  Jac's tube advanced inside the
lubricated condom against Adrians star.  Jos used Adrians cock as a handle
to lift him slightly allowing the correct angle.  Adrian closed his eyes in
bliss.  Jos steadied Jac and kissed his twin brother's lips and nudging his
ass forward , watching the long slender tool disappear into Adrian , his
man powerful pelvic squeezes operating on Jac like coiled boa constrictors.
"Unhf unhf , Adrian , ohh too much , toooo hot", pelvis involuntarily
tumbled forward on Adrians chest , his pecker deeply imbedded , pulsing cum
into the rubber.  Jos chuckled , "Bro , you blew out in twenty three
seconds" , as Jac weakend into a humping doggy shape locked into his bitch.
"Uuunnf , oh unnnf".  Red flush flooded Jac's shoulders and neck.  Jos
lifted his face to Adrians eye level .  "Sorry buddy.  Jac I just couldn't
help myself when that long hot rod slithered inside".  "I expected to last
longer than that , but guess I needed so be deep boyed to" , quieted Jac.
"Jac hold right there" .  Jos put a condom on his hot rod and eased into
position behind Jac feeling the contour of Adrian's body with his own rod ,
slowly , touching , re-adjusting , lifting Jac's pelvis just a bit , gently
pushing aside Jac's balls, feeling his rod slipping along side Jac's
partially softened rod.  "Oh boy , oh boy" , grinned Adrian twin entry" ,
relaxing into full openness.  Watching Jac , then Jos face , Adrian
adjusted himself and pulled Jos tight , snapping his pelvis close in behind
Jac , tight like supermarket carts rammed together.  Jos oscillated slowly
feeling his rod penetrating alongside Jac's , and then surprise , "Chiiiss
Jac your rod is hardening again absorbing all slack in the tightening
cavity".  "Annnhf , Chiist Adrian , sooo hot" , mouthed both twins.  Adrian
arched his back against the bed , pushing one leg toward the skylight and
then the other , then wrapping them around Jos and Jac's asses.  "We are
locked", laughed Jac and "we like it " laughed Jos , smiling.  Adrian
wriggled toward the bed edge dragging the locked twins, until his neck
rested over the edge , head hanging upside down staring at the wall. 
Oscillating his motion , his clamping tighter and deeper on the dual penis
probes .  Jac held Adrian's penis with both fists.  Jos reached around Jac
, his fingers gripping all the available soft skin remaining on the huge
throbbing pecker .  "Boy , boooys , ohhh uhhh booys" , howled Adrian , four
hands gripping his cock tighter each time his pelvic muscles tightened on
the two hot rods slamming against his prostate.  "Jeeese JAc, you gotta
stop , Jos pull up , pull , eyes glazing as Jos load filled another rubber
boot with churning boy seed.  Jac's cock was super hard now cushioned on
the rear by Jos's tool , Adrian could not stop his own contractions. 
"Boooy uhhh booooys " .  Jac and Jos fists clamped on the big snake harder
each time a contraction hit their imprisoned rod.  Using Adrians pelvic
stomach muscles , forcing the full man tight and tighter into their fingers
as their knuckles bore the foreskin into Adrians lowest abdominal muscles.
Jac's cock getting gripped tighter as Jos cock expanded again.  Both twins
double humped into Adrian , shifting their weight on to his happy trail ,
crushing his balls now cowering in the protective pelvic depressions .  "On
the high roller coaster now screamed Jos and Jack" ,pumping ,fully ,
recklessly , gripping the huge light house with the sliding skin , forcing
it against his happy trail of fur.  "BOYES Boyes Boyoyoyo,yo,yo" , tapering
off into Adrian's breath gurgling.  The boy twins left their grip mark
patterns on Adrian's private post , his stomach muscles contracting , chest
muscles rising , gasping for new air , legs clamping tighter on Jos back ,
heels forcing Jos against Jac deeper inside himself, "Uunnff , fauuc ,
fauucc cumming , ounf chiist cumming".  "Double cumming , triple" yelled
twin boys , their fists no longer aware of fierce pecker lock on Adrians
writhing shaft.  Unable to see through Jac's body , Jos fist gripped
Adrians raw red glans behind the ridge , closing his fingers until fore
finger crushed against thumb.  Twin boys own peckers expanding , pulsating,
deep inside Adrian's private space, again and again, crushing Adrian's
prostate , his head almost to the floor , back arched over the bed , and
mouth grunting at the wall.  Tiny droplets of the full man cum spraying
Jos' chest through the locked tight fist on Adrian's giant red glans. 
Pressure of the clenched fist on the outside and roiling turbulent cum
ejaculating on the inside.  Jos fist power surged the giant raw red
unsheathed glans .  Adrian's pumps shot ahead into over drive, , his lungs
screaming "BOOOY BOY OH BOY FOR MY SAKE LET IT GO" .  But Jos fist remained
clenched even as Jac's hands could not hold the liquid pump pressure . 
Spurting ropes of white frolly into the air , spotting cum shots on the
skylight above the bed , pulsing to the back wall.  Each ejaculate pulse
from Adrian compressed his star around the two boys frothing peckers , the
cycle of extreme boy pressure creating even higher pressures .  Final
overloads of milky fluid subsided from Adrians crushed glans.  "Gaw OH GAW
BOOYS" , toooo tigh , tooo tigght"!  Descending slowly from their overdoses
, Jac released his grip on the monster pole allowing the foreskin to move.
Feeling his own brain overdosing on the sexual hormones , released Jos fist
muscles .  Adrian's raw glans exploded with Jos sudden fist release . 
Super intensified glans meatus explosions of sexual lust detonated pelvic
muscle shock waves , jumping Adrian to the bedroom floor in crumpled heap
his pecker dumping more cum across the carpeted floor.  Ripping the boys
own twin peckers forcefully popped into free air unleashed the final
droplets of the twin's cum across the bed covers.  Gasping boy twins heaped
on the bed , recoiling from the stripping forces along their raw glans .

   "AHHHK, GAWD OH GAWH".



   Jos raised his head first to check , "Yo'oh'ok Adrian"?  One thumb
popped up, "Class A ".  "Class A double bore" , drooled Jos and Jac. 
Adrian wriggled pulling himself upright.  Cum splashes decorated the room.
Jos and Jac admired their silouhette on the wall , as Adrian stood up on
his knees.  "Oh man , I feel like a sperm whale , if that's possible , and
I'm dripping boy sperm on the carpet".  "What the fu"?  "No-oh you ca'n't
be cause we both have safes".  "Well you guys blew the ends out of em
then". "What the fuC"?  Adrians fingers advanced , puling the rubber covers
from the twin's blushed red peckers.  Jac and Jos gasped for more air again
as the latex separated from the still swollen red glans of each twin. 
Placed each in turn , his lips blew the milky contents over Jac and Jos
genitals.  "Like blowing a hose of milk". .  Remaining cum slushed through
the ripped end of each condom.  "Chiisst"!  , Holly fuck "!  "Have you guys
any idea how many times you can cum within twenty minutes.  These little
plastic tubes will not hold a whole bowl of cereal cream".  Jac and Jos
grinned at the ceiling skylight.  "And what kind of rocket launcher hits
the ceiling with his cum " , added Jos and Jac.  "Beep beep beep".  "The
timer , I set it to remind us".  Rakir's bark pierced the room .



   Chapter 21 , Late for class.



   "Ahh , we gotta be at school in twenty minutes , think I miss judged the
time available , for period three".  Everyone stampeded into the shower not
waiting for warm water , dressing quickly.  Adrian started the truck as Jac
and Jos and Rakir piled in.  "It seems every traffic light is red"!  Rakir
ran between Jac and Jos as they entered the high school classroom room. 
Each boy took a desk inside the the door and waited patiently as the room
custodian handed them test papers.  "Fifty minutes left , gentlemen" ,
reminded the custodian , staring at Jos blond head , then walking away. 
Jos and Jac glanced each other.  They knew the rules for tests.  "If you
are late"?  "You do the best you can with the time you have boys".  Rakir
rested at Jos feet.

   Fifty furious minutes of mind and pencil work later, end of class
indicator sounded.  , every student returned their work promptly.  The
twins sat in the cafeteria.  "Hey you guys slept in really bad ", smirked
Ives.  "Yeah , er , even forgot our lunches".  Both twins added , "We
forgot lunch money also".  Fran and Mallory laughed as they joined the
table.  "Jos , Jac , you guys look like the end of a ten mile run or a
football game".  Ives grinned.  "Was it football or stick ball".  "Ahh
stick , yep stick , it was".  Fran empathized ,"Here's a ten dollar bill to
buy your lunch boys , and Jos you've got a lot of boy stuff matted in your
hair , makes it look so sexy".  "Oh no " , mused Jac the test was hard ,
and Jos you look like a porn star".  Ives shared a sandwich , grinning
,"Looks like more than the test was hard".  "Eat healthy Jos and Jac. 
Mallory and I want you to eat and be strong".  "I want you guys to be
strong also" , Ives pushed an orange to Jac , "maybe it will add a bit of
orange to your complexion.

   After lunch Mallory looked at Jos.  "You guys were red as beats when you
arrived for the test.  Hope it went ok for you".  "It did go way ok for us
Mallory , as you suspected",grinned Jac.  "It was one of those difficult
tests where we were supposed to think " , ventured Ives.  They discussed
the test in detail, with no conclusions as to what was a correct answer. 
Rest of the day passed quickly.  Jac and Jos returned on the bus with Rakir
.  Jac and Jos explained their romp with Adrian to Jen and Jes as the bus
rolled through the countryside.  "So , no hurrying to hurry to the room,
because there was a spill.  They jumped off the bus first and ran to the
house , entering the room with every intention to clean up the spill first.



   Chapter 22 , Who cleans up the mess?



   Both boys headed to the soiled bedroom.  "Hi boys" , reminded Gaila. 
"We are home early this week because production is stopped".  "Ohh Chiist
Gaila, this room was a mess.  Jac and I left for the school in a hurry ,
not having time to clean up".  "That's ok Jos , I never had twin boys to
look after until you arrived .  Didn't really know what I was missing. 
It's odd boys , that there are spots dried on the skylight , the carpet
smells peculiar and the wall behind the bed is stained.  Did you open a can
of fizzy pop in here"?  "No , er I mean yes maam".  "I understand the
answer said Gaila , especially since Caelin indicated the stuff on the
ceiling is a bit more tacky than pop".  She viewed Jos as deep crimson
veins illuminated his neck and cheeks.  Then she viewed Jac with much less
blush.  "Your bro does not seem to be embarrassed so much ,by the stuff".
"Ok Gaila , true , I am a boy and need not be embarrassed over the spots on
the skylight.  Just one of those things that happens to boys".  "Sure he
did not want to overstate the situation but, Caelin said there was a lot of
power in that gunk to send it all the way to the ceiling, he found these on
the floor under the bed".  Gaila held up two packaged condoms .  "Caelin
already disposed of the used ones.  Glad you did not throw them in the
toilette bowl.  Septic tanks sewage systems can't deal with that latex
stuff".  "What stuff ", asked Jen entering the room"?  "Ahh Jen as
explained already , Jos and I made a big mess which we did not clean up".
"Typical boys" , laughed Jen as Jes joined the group followed by Caelin. 
"Not so typical " spoke Caelin.  This was a big big mess , and on the
ceiling"?  Gaila moved the step ladder to remove the last spot.  "You boys
do owe some explanation to Jen and Jes".  Jos and Jac attentioned.  Jen and
Jes laughed.  "It's way ok mom and dad , Jos and Jac already told us what
happened".  Jos face dropped.  "Gaila and Caelin , we did explain
everything.  Do you want us to go over it with you two"?  Gaila looked at
Jen.  Jen looked at Jes.  "Yes it was a rather gummy mess , I suspect . 
Jos and Jac , we will meet you at the kitchen table after supper for the
story".  "Mom , Jos and I will finish up this room.  You can relax a few
minutes.  I'm sure you will enjoy the story , and this stuff all goes into
the washing machine"?  "Did I mention , I found this in here under the
covers also " , holding up a driver's license".  "Er , I'l ask him to come
by and pick it up , Is it ok if he stays for supper"?

   "Oh Gaila , ah , it's Adrians drivers license , slipped out of his
pants".  "I bet it slipped out"!  Caelin rescued Jos and Jac by adding ,
"You twins are doing the steak and the potatoes on the barbecue , so just
add another for Adrian".  "Right" , concluded Jos.  "Yes" , answered Jac.
Adrian arrived just before supper was served.  The story was not mentioned
and supper was delicious.  Adrian looked around the table imagining , "what
comes next"?  All remained at the table for the story.  Everyone stared at
Jos.  "Ok , er Jac do you want to join in the story or shall I take the
floor"?  "It's yours Bro , if you need me I am here".  Jos retained the
water jug and filled everyone's glass , talking as he served , Jos and I
did the farm chores this morning.  As we returned to the house , Adrian
stopped to say hello.  We watched him closely.  Adrian seemed to be ok , in
spirit , after attending his best friends funeral a few days ago.  In fact
Adrian was mentally fine but physically challenged.  His ord , I mean the
front of his pants was , er ".  Jac broke eye contact leaving Jos looking
for words for Caelin and Gaila.  Jen spoke , "You mean Jos , that his
package was over sized".  "Yes , Jen , thanks , I know I can speak freely
with your parents , but the words are tough to find in a situation like
this".  Jac cleared his throat and added , "Jos , you know we want to be
lawyers just like my dad"?  "And"?  "Well Jos , we are both almost sixteen.
As adults we must learn to talk adult language logically , regardless of
the pressure .  This is a chance for us to explain ourselves , as we learn
to cope with courtroom environment".  Jos relaxed a bit with a quick smile.
"Your right Jac and I am out of practice with so many months in coma , but
let me continue".  Caelin and Gaila glanced each other .  Jos took a sip of
water, motioned toward Adrian and continued.  "Adrian was distressed.  He
needed some physical reality to get by.  Jac and I determined to help. 
Adrian as a friend of this family needed help.  We offered to help him with
his chores , provided , he would drive us to the school for the the third
period test.  Adrian agreed and within an hour he brought us back to our
home , though it belongs to you two parents.  We dragged Adrian with us
into the shower to wash off the cow smell .  Adrian was still distressed ,
and JAc and I took him into our room to help him unwind.  We did unwind
him. Jac and I reconfirmed Adrian as a top friend.  We are glad to be able
to help him with the swollen package , but time ran short.  Adrian got us
to the school and we got to class ten minutes late .  , not a good start to
a critical term test.  I guess Adrian's driver license dropped from his
pocket at some point".  Jos handed the driver's license folder back to
Adrian quietly.

   A pause followed as room conversation shifted to the parents.  "Caelin ,
do you think Jac and Jos made a poor choice" , requested Gaila?  "I think
knowing the friendships that Jos cements with friends , that , Jos and Jac
had no choice but to help Adrian.  I thank Jos and Jac for being who they
are.  You and I Gaila did not call ahead.  We just did what any home owner
would do , and that is , return home when the shift schedules changed for
maintenance".  Gaila smiled , " I suppose we did enter unannounced .  Jos
and Jac, I am happy that you refer to this house as your home.  It is what
Caelin and I wanted when you made the pitch to stay here with Jen and Jes.
When we decided to let you live here , we knew it would not always , to be
easy.  We did get strong arguments from our daughters Jen and Jes , and
their happiness means everything to us.  When I saw the mess in Jen's
bedroom , Jos , I forgot that it was also your bedroom , and I forgot that
you are free to use that room as you please.  In short , Caelin and I
forgot that you also call this place home.  Forgive us Jos and Jac for
doubting our own decisions.  We know that Jen and Jes love you , and we do
not see any break or weakness in that fact because of the mess.  Because
Jen and Jes love you , we accept you unconditionally".

   Jos waited until Gaila finished , giving Adrian a hug, drying the random
tears from his face with a napkin.  "I'm so so sorry Adrian to cause you
more grief.



   Chapter 23 , Grief , no.



   "It's not grief at all , murmured Adrian.  "My life and Thiery's were
continually challenged by forces beyond us .  Our lives were hell until you
and Jac entered.  For my brief time with Thiery in this universe , I thank
you from everything that is me or Thiery.  And to your parents Caelin and
Gaila , I apologize for the mess in the room and I know that I broke the
laws of this country by lying in bed with a boy less than eighteen years
old.  I am not worthy to be friends with either of these two boys".  Tears
flowed past his nose.

   Jos stood up .  "Adrian , you did nothing wrong.  You cannot judge this
situation by a law passed to protect us from perverts , because you are not
a pervert Adrian.  You are a friend and we intend to keep it that way".

   Gaila, face pale , stood up also.  She approached Adrian arms wide. 
"Adrian please accept our apology for suggesting you broke any laws.  You
did not.  Your life has been managed by a society of religions unable to
agree , even that man evolved on planet earth.  Nobody can take away your
life or make you miserable because of who you are.  She planted a huge kiss
on Adrians tear streamed cheeks.  Adrian , stay here with us for the
evening.  The den is free.  We want you to enjoy life just as our girl and
boy twins do.  Tomorrow Julia and Aric are coming for breakfast , and we
would like you to stay for that.  Breakfast is served at six thirty as Aric
and Julia and Caelin and I , intend to take a day skiing in the north.  We
will be away by seven thirty.  As usual the boy and girl twins will be off
to the school bus by eight.  We can give you a key to this house , and you
can lock up if you leave after the students".

   "Aww Gaila , I wish that you were Thierry's parents because he got a
pretty rotten deal .  And for myself , except for the brief time I spent
with Thiery, life and happiness never occurred together.  Thiery will be a
part of me forever and to tell the truth , I was feeling rotten about my
best friends death and hiding that fact from myself so well.  Jos , who
seems to know me better than myself , recognized my needs.  Raising his
teary eyes , Adrian stared at Gaila , forming a partial smile.  "It's true
Mrs.  Roguerre , all that you said, but I can't handle truth that well, and
when your hospitality hits , it reminds me that Thiery is gone - excuse me"
.  His face contorting , Adrian rose quickly and walked into the darkened
den .  He sat on the couch.  Jen and Gaila hearing the sobs of deep grief ,
headed for the den , but Jos motioned a stop.  "Please mom and Jen , Adrian
needs alone time now.  Every kid and adult grieves differently.  He looked
at Jac's face and began .  When I was in the hospital , Jac found Randy
under the Rouge Bridge.  Randy a kid deep in the midst of self denial about
his friend Hal , and his own life flowing away into the cold muddy river ,
found by Jac , still tortured by the unknowns of his friend Hal's suicide
and squeezed by the possibility that I would never recover was carrying
duel baggage.  They spent hours under the bridge unable to communicate
until hit by the drug of smoking pot .  I listened to Jac so many times
about that day and I concluded that sitting in the freezing cold under a
bridge in December was right for Jac and Randy.  Right now Adrian's
thoughts are still with Thiery.  Don't go in there now.  Adrian wants to be
alone with Thierry.  HE can only do that when his friends are nearby
waiting to help.  If you go in there now , you will only remind him of what
he already knows.  He will come out here again when he needs us".  Jos
whispered into Rakir's ear , and watched him pad quietly into the darkened
den.

   Jac smiled , "I was Thiery's best friend .  I'll watch him and go in
there if Adrian needs me".  Everyone else , just put away the food , load
the dishwasher , and move on with your evening.  Jos is correct.  Right now
he should be alone , but know that we are here for as long as he wants". 
Jac sat on the floor outside the den.  Everyone else moved on with the
evening activity.  Caelin sat with Jac.  "JAc , is there more or less that
we can do for Adrian".  "At this point no" , replied Jac ,"but it can
change.  Jos told me about being alone on the floor in the old farmhouse
upstairs bedroom.  To him , it was the worst feeling ever , but then
Jenifer put him into bed and covered him.  That was the best.  The
knowledge that someone else , remote from all the reasons of his despair
would look after him like that opened a new world for Jos.  Until then Jos
was his own master .  After , he realized that friends, would help him when
he was crushed.  Jos found out the same lesson again when his friends took
him to their school , the school he wanted to attend".  "But that turned
sad very soon" , added Caelin.  "IT did turn extremely sad , and yet the
knowledge or confidence that my bro gained from his friends may have saved
his life .  Jos had two lessons of friendship support , love , before he
was attacked.  Those memories may be what kept him alive when the trauma
team threw his lifeless body on that steel table and started cutting holes
to put his ribs back inside and pump the escaping blood away".  "Agreed".
Caelin's head dropping as he recalled his daughter telling about Jos first
day of school attack .  The sounds of the rest of the house died down as
Jac and Caelin conversed.  "Jac , I understand Jos better from your
perspective , but now I want to understand Adrian , and I feel helpless
that events have overwhelmed him".  "As do I " , concluded Jac.  "Perhaps
us humans , by having so much analytical skill , torture ourselves more
than necessary".  "Are you suggesting that we start thinking of Adrian in a
more simple world such as the way Rakir sees him"?  Jac and Caelin faced
each other and grinned .  "When there is nothing you can do to help ,
pretend you are a dog and try a new approach" , laughing.  "Heh it's quiet
in there now".  They noticed that Adrians sobs had stopped.  Jac remained
on hands and knees as he peeked into the darkened room.  Caelin did the
same.  Adrian was not visible but Rakir was on the big couch in the
darkness stretched his full length on top of another body.  Rakir's ears
twitched , his eyes detected the intruders .  As Jac and Caelin neared he
gave them the warning look, continuing to lick Adrians cheeks and face. 
They retreated.  "It looks like Adrian is in good care right now" , smiled
Caelin.  "He sure as dog is " , laughed Jac .  Caelin chuckled outside the
den , "As parents of you boy twins and girl twins , Robert and Jill and
Gaila and I decided to get Jos something for protection.  We had no idea
what , or how Rakir would fit in .  We should not have concerned ,"spoke
Caelin.  Jac smiled back , "My bro has already put Rakir into healing mode
, and he knows exactly how to help.  Sometimes our brain size does not
help.".  Jac and Caelin parted for separate activities knowing that Adrian
was "ok".



   Chapter 24 .  Thiery's gone.

   Adrian collapsed into the long couch in the den.  For several days after
the accident, and for the hospital days and funeral , he would not admit
Thiery dead.  "Thiery was just going to reappear after his work was
finished"!  But being with Jac and Jos in the morning , then the mad dash
to get them to school , then coming for supper with the boy twins ,
suddenly hit home , his mind talking to himself, "Thiery is dead.  He's not
coming ever, not to me now , not tomorrow , not ever Adrian.  HE's dead ,
HE died in the hospital from drowning in an auto accident.  Thiery is dead
and his brother Jayr crazed and shot a cop.  Why am I alive if Thiery is
dead".  Adrian sobbed his huge frame into the cushions .  His big frame ,
heavy , beaten.  Something licked his fingers.  Ignoring Rakir , his face
turned inward , but Rakir would not be defeated , climbing on the couch
over Adrians body , Rakir let his front paws slip on either side of Adrians
face , his tongue flicking a cheek and an ear .  Huge paws steadying
Adrians face , tongue licking slowly .  Finaly, Adrian turned to look.  Two
large yellow eyes comforted his.  Two paws held his arms and two rear legs
straddled his frame.  Rakir covered the sobs with dog love until they
stopped.  Then he rested on top , his big nose snuggling into Adrians
shoulder.  The weight and warmth comforted Adrian .  The sobs grew less
intense and stopped as Rakir closed his eyes.  Family activities faded away
.  Adrian relaxed in his sleep.  Rakir awoke him, around two AM , by
prowling on the floor.  Adrian sensed Rakir had to go pee .  Adrian
followed him outside.  Man and dog watered the front lawn off the end of
the cement step and returned inside.  Gaila heard the stirring and appeared
as Adrian followed Rakir back to the den.  Expertly opening the couch into
a bed , Gaila , watched him sinking back into the foam mattress.  "Oh no ,
Adrian , sit up a second" , as she unbuttoned his shirt and undid his belt
, "Kay pull your arms free , ok , now your knees" , as she peeled away his
socks and trousers.  Adrian complied , snuggling into the soft mattress
with Rakir.  She covered both of them with a light blanket then asked for
the rest.  "The rest ?" GAila laughed innocently.  "If I can be your mother
, I can strip you down to your birthday suit.  Then you will have the best
sleep ever with Rakir, and that is needed".  She reached under the blanket
, pulled gently as Adrian shifted his weight until the underwear slid off
his toes.  Rakir was already re-settled for the night when she covered them
and went back to sleep".  Adrian dreamed in his own apartment .  Thunderous
roars filled the room.  Adrian tumbled from the bed , then crawled back in
almost under Thiery .  He snuggled close all night as thunder and lightning
spooked the heavens.  The noises faded .  Dreams reverted farther back to
the first meeting with Thiery .  His large hands pulled Thiery closer and
closer.  He snuggled deeper .  Rakir felt the hair on his neck being
pulled. He let the fingers pull as hard as they could.  In the morning the
alarm clock , radio deejay began the news , a robbery , a beating , and
another auto accident .  His mind pulled himself up quickly at five thirty.
HE could hear the boy twins going outdoors to do the chores.  Rakir watched
him get dressed and followed him to the barn.  Jac was at the automatic
live stock feeder and Jos was programming the manure system.  "Hey , Adrian
yo'OK".  "For sure Jac".  "Glad for you big guy, so give me a hand with
this feed nozzle , think it's plugged or something".  "Those kind do that
once , twice a month" , motioned Adrian as he rattled the tubing to free up
the grain.  "Whatever you do Jac, never never think about putting your
fingers near that augur"!  "Jes warned me about that also".  "Good boy". 
"I guess , around here , every warning comes at face value , Jes warned me
three times until , I yelled back at her".  "She's pretty smart Jac.  She
knows , that you know when the acknowledgement comes back like that. 
Sometimes you have to hurt people to understand them".  "What do you mean ,
Adrian" , asked Jos joining the group.  ""I mean " spelled Adrian , "that
it's not enough to love your friends.  They sometimes have to hurt you". 
"Friends will do that " grinned Jos and Jac.  "We hurt you yesterday Adrian
, We know that your private life is very private , but we went ahead and
invaded it , and then we spread the news to the whole family".  "Why"? 
"It's the way we are Adrian, nothing is secret in the Green - Roguerre
family.  It's the glue that holds us together and helps us cope when events
go very wrong.  Besides Adrian you are human , er you have basic needs that
ought to be satisfied.  Jac and I are close friends.  We simply decided
that you were neglecting your basic needs , possibly because of past
pressure from religious bull shit.  We exercised your needs because we
recognize , you must continue with normal enjoyments , lest the crap of
previous religious comments start to gain control of your mind".  "Did you
sleep ok".  "Er Yes , Rakir and I like logs in a meadow".  "Why"?  Adrian
eyed both twins.  "You guys , knew what would happen all along , didn't
yah"?  "We did not want the parents to find out so soon , but yes , I think
we proved to you Adrian that we care about you , otherwise , you would have
had a lousy sleep".  "And you sent that big furry guy to hug me all night ,
just in case you were wrong"?  "Yeap" , laughed Jac and Jos.  We lock on to
our friends caught in events beyond control , no matter.  When we say we
love you Adrian , sometimes , we don't get a response , so we get bigger
and louder until we do".  "H'mm just like Rakir , if you ignore him , he
gets right on top and licks your face".  "Yeap".  Adrian stopped , moved
close to the boy twins.  They wrapped their arms around his body tight
enough to suffocate .  Adrian did not resist , letting them crush his ribs
into their chests until his face turned blue.  Finally Jos and Jac released
him.  "I love you Jos and I love you Jac more than the stars in the sky".
"You speak the truth" , grinned the boy twins.  "I am extremely private ,
yet , you twins have weaseled into the deepest corners of my mind , and I
like that".  "Never dreamed your sexual preference would be discussed in
open at a family dinner table "?  "Nope".  "It's the way we are , Adrian ,
and we say what we mean.  It's not possible to forget Thiery, Adrian , and
we do not want that to happen.  You can still enjoy life even with another
boy , even while keeping those memories close.  Randy and I got into
distress because we tried to forget Hal, but humans don't forget.  We
learned our lessons Adrian and we want to help you through this , knowing
that some days will be blue sky for you , but some will be cold and
miserable".  Chores completed , the boys walked with Adrian back to clean
up and breakfast.  At the table , Jos introduced , "Adrian , you know now ,
that you can trust every member of our families including our dog.  Trust
is a duel link , like two logging chains .  A failure means both must be
broken , and that won't happen".  They ate breakfast in silence .  Adrian
seemed to want more input , but remained quiet.  All the family members
remained quiet until finally he spoke again.  "I loved Thiery folks , more
than all the rest of the world , but I had a dream last night , pulling
Rakir's fir with my fists , except it wasn't Rakir in my dream .  It was
Thiery.  I realize , I still need Thiery, though he's gone .  I need all of
you to help me.  And I realize Thiery's brother Jayr needs my help , to get
through this trouble, and I want to help him".  Everyone stood up.  "We
will help you Adrian ".  Jac continued ," Our first case as lawyers , of
course , my dad , or one of his friends will be with Jayr when necessary .
I've already talked with him about this case.  Shooting a cop is rotten as
it gets in Dad's book , but wasting a life in jail will not correct Jayr
because he already knows what he has done .  Jayr will get the full weight
of justice , but hopefully ,not the crushing weight of penitentiary , if my
dad can get his way with the trial.  Adrian broke into a huge smile , then
tears , then smiles.  "No repayment is required " , smiled JAc and Jos.

   After breakfast the Roguerres left as planned , a house key was provided
to Adrian and the twins made for school.  Adrian left to his own job .



   Chapter 25 End of first term and the party.



   As winter winds and snow subsided , the twins attended their school and
Adrian worked hard on the farms , hiring him to do the daily chore work.

   Jen and Jes attained A on their project .  The marks were returned at
the end of there first term along with congratulations from school staff on
a term well accomplished.  All other marks for Jen and Jes promised to send
them to the end of the second last year of school with honor averages.  Jac
and Jos with lots of help and by giving lots of help , somehow completed
their first term of high school with almost A marks.  The term test where
they entered the classroom late actually worked to advantage.  The test had
tough questions .  Being highly aware of a lost minutes , forced them to
consider strategies in passing.  They achieved the highest class marks
because both boys made calculated risks on the value of the questions.  By
answering only the questions , they knew well and then putting remaining
time on partial answers for the others in order of difficulty , their mark
surpassed all other students.  A general sigh of relief accompanied all the
students after the term results released.  A gathering of close friends
began at the twins residence .  Jes and Jen's parents decided to stay in
their work week apartment and let the twins entertain.  Many of Jos friends
attended though they were not students of Bridgework.  Adrian , Eric , Una
and Joseph , Abra and Melony and Sath and Randy appeared.  From the high
school side , Mallory , Fran , Ives , Obi and his girl friend Aileen.  In
total almost thirty young people appeared.  At the girl twins decision
there were three large bowls of punch , one with some alcoholic beverages
and one with freshly squeezed fruits a third with fresh vegetable juices.
There was multiple cans of pop and milk and every other drink imaginable.
Potato chips, corn chips , and a dozen other kinds of chips were served .
Obi and Aileen entertained , playing guitars and singing.  At many times
during the evening the crowd would join in to sing along with Obi and
Aileen.  At other times they broke into dancing.  Rakir howled when the
musical notes struck his fancy.

   "Will you sing along with this one " , Mallory and Fran eventually
caught up with Adrian.  Because of his size , he stood out of the main
group of chatter all evening.  "Ah ah I'm pretty shy with singing".  "Do
you sing when no one's around , Adrian"?  "How did you know that "?  "Ahh
Adrian , I meant do you sing to yourself"?  Adrian nodded shyly.  "Mallory
smiled, I have heard that song -when no one's around- .It seems to describe
you a bit Adrian".  "Yeah , it does".  In the main room the crowd began to
sing complete songs with Obi and Aileen.  Ives found Fran in the darker
room and led her back to the main party , leaving Mallory with Adrian. 
Mallory edged a bit closer to Adrian, "I remember waking in the waiting
room with you carrying me Adrian , and I have dreams about being
resuscitated by you.  Adrian I want to thank you for helping me cope with
Joshua's beating".  Eyes downward ,"Anybody would a done it to such a
pretty girl Mallory".  "But you did do it".  "Yeaaa".  "Would you do it
again"?  "Well Mallory , no need right now".  "What if I conscious out
right here"?  "Mallory , you and I are not in the same class".  "I know
that Adrian , but I know that I dreamed about you doing that many times to
me .  I'm sorry about Thiery's death and sorry for you , but, I have also
watched you closely , Adrian.  I know in my heart that you like me , though
I am a girl".  "Mallory , you don't need to apologize for being a girl .  I
grew up looking for girls but I never found one.  When I meant Thiery , it
was like the clouds parted, blue sky forever".  "I know Adrian , I could
see the flame between you and Thiery .  It sort of reminded me "The good
ones are always taken.  But I saw you watching me , sometimes".  "Oh listen
, there playin an old country western tune -Crystal Chandelier".  Adrian's
grin widened.  "I know , it's my fav".  "It's my fave too".  Mallory and
Adrian together "Will the new wear off of your Crystal Chandelier"?  "I
never did fit in too well with the folks you knew"....  Mallory moved
closer staring into Adrians eyes.  His eyes unflinching back.  Their lips
inches apart.  "So you traded me for the ....".  Their lips touched. 
Electricity flowed.  Adrian stood strong letting Mallory's hands slide
around his waste , letting her gentle swaying motion with the music move
his huge frame back and forth.  His big hands felt her motion and moved
around her shoulders holding her close , the two of them moving as one in
the shadows of the den.  "The song continued as Mallory lead his movement
with ginger pressure.  "Adrian , I have wanted to be this way with you ever
since the resuscitation".  "I know , I thought that I would stay with
Thiery forever but that cannot be , and I thought maybe I was totally gay ,
but Mallory , you're doing things to me that no girls has ever
accomplished".  "Maybe you were just to tall for all of them"?  "Maybe". 
Their lips met again , his huge frame bending to reach her .  "Could love
me"?  The next kiss never ended until the song ended.  Adrian and Mallory
found themselves outside the den almost in the main room .  Several friends
gathered around as Obi took a break to join in the party conversation.  The
boy and girl twins carried new refreshments to everyone , enjoying the
evening.  Outside the clouds had parted.  A giant moon shone down shadowing
those who stood on front and back steps.  Obi and Aileen addressed Adrian
and Mallory.  "Mallory , I always see you with Fran in class.  Is she your
sister"?  "Fran's my best girl friend .  Obi and Aileen , this boy is my
boyfriend , Adrian".  "I know Adrian from visiting the hospital for Jos",
laughed Obi.  "The days of bully terror are over".  "Jos is one of my best
fiends, I wanted soo baad for him to get better .  Thiery wanted him to get
better".  "We all did , all seven hundred students , except two bullies ,
talked about Jos and Jac and you Adrian , cause you were always there in
the worst times".  Mallory kept holding the big boy as she spoke.  "All the
times are now good Obi and Aileen.  Your music has worked special charms on
me and Adrian".  Obi smiled and returned to pick up the guitar for another
song.  "Class , this song is dedicated to Mallory and Adrian.  Aileen
swiped her fingers across the guitar starting then stopping , until Obi
started mouthing the words: "Another turning point , a fork stuck in the
..." "I hope you have the time of your life" , smiled Mallory , "I know I
am".  They drifted on easy foot steps , the farm worker powerful graceful,
lead by the pretty blonde girl , oblivious of the party around them.  Randy
and a girl friend of Jen stood on the front cement watching frilly clouds
drift under the moon.  They held each other against the cool night air
wanting to be alone but wondering how to take the next step.  Several
groups of students laughed boisterously out in the driveway , enjoying
refreshments not available inside.  One of them brought another drink for
Obi.

   Adrian and Mallory slipped out the back door to be greeted by a cool
breeze.  "Too cool , no just right" .  Adrian put his arms around her
shoulders.  ,Mallory kept her arms around his back, noticing the belt was
not tight.  Adrian's tilted head connected his lips to Mallory.  Her
fingers slipped to the six pack area where Adrians lower ribs ended , dived
gently inside.  His lips touched hers harder.  The fingers slid along a
path of thick hair.  Their breathing deepened , the fingers searching
deeper with each breath of cool air.  Adrian shuddered as the fingers ended
the search.  She carefully straightened the long tool until it deflected
the waist line and belt enough to feel her finger prints.  Music inside
seemed louder as the lovers swayed on the back step.  She pushed his hands
one by one against the closed door , lowered her lips to the belt buckle.
Her tongue found a warm round swelling peaking over the belt buckle , and
licked.  Trembles racked Adrian .  The lips closed over a hardened tip as
the tongue worked inside the soft layers of covering.  Adrian shuddered ,
"But , no Mallory , do ,,,".  Her tongue quivered on the taught frenulum ,
her lips suctioned tight until the red head entered her mouth.  The vacuum
increased .  Another shudder .  Her fingers tightened on the lower shaft
stretching his foreskin away from the tip tighter , tighter .  "No Mallory
, your making me mess my pants ,,," she nodded , another few licks and cum
filled her mouth.  " Ahh Mallory , Mallory" , whispered Adrian ,stomach
muscles contracting , pelvis pulsing and pumping.  Toughened stomach muscle
quivered with sensation.  Mallory waited until the activity subsided.  Her
fingers gently released the big hose as her lips raised to meet his.  His
lips pinned her against the door , tasting himself and Mallory's tongue. 
"Mallory , aww Malory , I tried to tell you stop but the words froze". 
"That's cause I love you big boy , I love you and love you".  Adrian drew
his arms closer feeling her heat".  "But Mallory , I did't ask fo--".  "You
don't need to ask .  A person who loves you will just do", smiled Mallory.
Adrian felt the door shift , while Mallory tucked the hose away into his
waistline.  "Oh , ahh Mallory , Adrian , I'l bring the food out later __".
"No no , were fine Jen".

   "A plate of food for me quizzed Adrian as Jen pushed the back door
moving them aside.  "There's lot's left" , smiled Jen , "enough to keep you
two warm out here ."Jen , I need the key to your old house" , whispered
Adrian.  She smiled and then consulted Jos.  "Jos , Adrian is asking for
the old house key , What do you think , We seem to be getting more party
goers and it's after one".  Jos replied , "Yes , I know , Jac thinks we
should start reigning them in.  He and I do not want our party to become
too sexual , especially because some hard liquor is here.  "It's true the
music is so good , the party atmosphere is encouraging too much".  "Lets
ask everyone to fill up on food and coffee".  "I'll get Obi and Aileen
first to join us and ramp the party down".  Jos confronted Adrian and
Mallory.  "I love both of you guy , but Mallory and Adrian , I'm asking you
to hold off from the good stuff , tonight.  There are a few people getting
a bit drunk or drugged , not sure which , and so we are asking everyone to
have some strong coffee and get there rides home".  "Obi is also into too
much fun.  We''l need to watch him.  He drove Aileen out here with his
parents car".  By two AM most of the students refreshed with food and
coffee began to leave.  Jos and Jen greeted them carefully, as each left ,
making sure their evening was a success.  Some left with their parents some
had designated drivers and some rented taxis.  Every one was ok except
Ives, quite drunk.  "Too much punch for me " , Ives slurred his words a
bit. Jos began to dial his parents , then stopped.  "Ives , you need to
stay here the night , your parents can pick you up in the morning , or we
can get you back to your home tomorrow ?  Ok ?  "Guez Oh".



   Chapter 26 The Party ends.



   Jos helped Ives out side to the back step .  "Adrian and Mallory , We
need to slow down the party now and get everyone home safely.  I'm thinking
about your request , I'l be right back .  Keep an eye on Ives for me , K"?
JAc and and Jos continued deploying the guests.  He watched Obi and Aileen
getting into Obi's parents car in the driveway.  Obi was getting behind the
wheel !  "Obi , Obi ", Jac and Jes got in the back seat.  "Are you going
with us Jac" ?  "Well er no " , stated Jac , detecting the powerful alcohol
breath in the closed space.  Jes smiled at Aileen , "You both can stay here
with us all night , there's lots of room".  "No er , We'l be home in thirty
minutes".  "My parents are away Obi , you can stay in their room".  "Aileen
, please " , acknowledging , I'll call your parents , you can stay here".
She lipped Obi's face and lifted the keys from the ignition.  Jac reached
forward to search Obi's vest locating his cell.  "Can I call your folks
Obi"?  Jes lead Aileen to your parents bedroom ".  Aileen , are you real
close with Obi or "?  "Do you mean , do I love ,"?  "Er would you stay the
night with Obi in our parents bedroom.  I think he is too drunk to drive
anywhere , and secondly , I need you to watch over him , in case he gets
sick.  Don't worry we will be there to help you".  Aileen responded with
her own question .  "Jes , Do you and Jac live to--, I mean together like
parents"?  "Aileen " , whispered Jes , Jac and I are totally lovers , Er
are you and Obi like that"?  grinned Aileen.  "Jes I'm so glad you had this
party , I need Obi".  Jes smiled ,"I know you need Obi , he's a wonderful
boy but tonight is not the night.  Obi has drank too much.  We will keep
him here tonight .  We'll put him in bed with you but don't let him be
frisky.  He's not ready".  "Why , Obi wants me".  "Aileen , both of you
belong together , for sure .  You can sleep with him but tonight he is too
drunk.  When you two both decide to do it , I can help you but for now ,
you need to just spend some time with him until he sobers a bit.  JAc and I
will sleep in this room on the floor.  I think Obi will need our help in a
couple hours".  She pulled the covers back on the corner.  "Undress Aileen
and crawl in here.  HAve a good night sleep".  Jac opened Obi's cell and
searched parents , but did not recognize the character set on the phone".He
handed the cell back to Obi .  "Plan b"?  He dialed Jes' cell and
explained. Jes convinced Aileen to call her parents.  After several
iterations they agreed the best solution was Aileen stay with JAc and Jes.
But Aileen did not know Obi's parents.  Jos and Jen continued the process
until everyone had left except Adrian and Mallory and Fran and Ives, and of
course Obi and Aileen.  Rejoining Jac , "So everyone is ok except we can't
locate Obi parents and he's too sleepy to call them.  "There is always a
way ", mused Jes , returning .  Jos smiled , "I know".  He checked his cell
for the number of the restaurant , where they had eaten before Christmas ,
and dialed.  "Ring , Ring , Ring , Ring " .  "Hello , this is Joshua
Green". "Joshua how can I help , we have closed hours ago".  "I know , but
we want to tell you that Obi is staying here with us for the rest of the
evening".  "Obi"?  "Obi".  "Ohh Joshua , I know now , I am the restaurants
cleaning staff , but I know , you mean their son".  "Yes".  "He's a good
kid isn't he".  "He sure is , but you need to give his parents this number
for them to call".  Joshua and Jacque and Adrian lifted Obi from the car
seat , locked all the doors, and carried him into the house into the den.
Five minutes later Joshua's cell rang.  "Hello , this is Joshua Green". 
"Joshua is Obi OK"?  "Yes, but he needs to stay here with us tonight". 
"Can I talk with your parents Joshua"?  "Er they're not here , Can I ask
your name Sir"?  " Ray Pham, Any parents there"?  "Pleased to talk to you
Mr.  Pham , Adrian is the oldest person here now , all the other guests and
parents have gone home".  "And your parents Joshua ?" Jos paused to compose
an answer.  "Ray , my parents and my girl friend's parents are not here. 
They chose to let us manage the party.  It's not totally students .  There
are several of my friends here who are already in the job world".  "My
friend Adrian is with me".  He passed the phone to Adrian.  "Hi , this is
Adrian Mr.  Pham".  "Adrian you were with Jos and Jac at my restaurant"? 
"Yes Sir , Ray I was and the food was super".  "Is my son in good hands".
"Yes Sir , the best".  "Can I speak to Joshua"?  Joshua took the phone ,
"Mr Pham".  "I remember now Joshua everything.  Am sorry for questioning
your wisdom.  May you please do look after my son Obi and the girl he's
with , I can call her parents".  "We did that too , spelled out Joshua" ,
Aileen is staying here for the night also".  "Thankyou Joshua Green , I
will pay you tomorrow".  "No Ray , Obi is a friend.  We look after him for
free".  "No way".  "Yes Ray".  "Can I speak with Obi"?  "Er , ahh Ray , Obi
is sleeping already in the den".  "I want to tell him to pay you for the
night.  "No way , Mr Pham".  "Is he ok , I mean ,is he -"?  "Ray this
family of mine , we cannot tell a lie , if you ask again , I will tell
you"? "Is he with too much drink"?  "He may have taken too much drink from
the punch bowl marked adult " , laughed Joshua.  "Ohh , well I can drive
out there and get him".  "Ray , you don't pay me , and you don't come out
tonight".  "I will personally watch Obi all night and Jennifer will watch
Aileen".  "Ok".  "call us tomorrow at ten to make plans".  "Thankyou Joshua
Green and Thankyou Adrian and Jennifer .  I am happy that Obi is looked
after".  "Your car is parked in our driveway , it'be safe there tonight ,
Bye Ray".  "Bye Joshua".  He replaced the cell in his pocket.  "A promise
is a promise , Jen.  "Then we sleep in our parents room with Aileen and
Obi".  " Don't fret to much , we can do that at another time.  Right now
our goal as hosts is to keep everyone safe."



   Chapter 27 A visit by Obi's Parents.



   Adrian smiled at Mallory and Fran , laughing.  "Don't worry Mallory , I
will still love you in the morning".  Jacque suggested , "Mallory , Fran ,
you two can sleep in Jes' bedroom , Ives in the den with Adrian ".  With
the final activities slowing down at two thirty AM , Adrian helped JAc move
Obi into their parents bedroom.  They helped Aileen remove his shoes and
shirt and then placed him face down on the cover sheet beside Aileen.  Obi
needs lots of fresh air for now, Aileen , make sure he awakes if sickness
happens.  A boy can actually suffocate on his stomach contents when he is
that drunk".  Rakir joined Joshua and Jen on the carpeted floor of their
parents bedroom beside Obi and Aileen in the bed.  Jacque and Jessica slept
in their room and Adrian and Ives slept in the den on the pull out bed.  By
five Aileen and Rakir awakened Joshua.  "Obi's sick".  Jos assisted ,
carried Obi to the bathroom , but too late , vomit flooded the bathroom
floor and Obi's pants.  Jos lead him into the shower sitting him on the
floor as gentle rain trickled through his jet black hair.  "Obi , sit here
on the floor" , as Jos stripped his clothes away with his own.  "Y'ok Obi"?
Obi's head dipped forward body slumping.  "I feel oorf , awful Jos".  "Ok,
that's good Obi".  "I'm sorry" retched Obi.  "Awful means you have feeling
and thats good".  "Obi , it's ok , I did this for another friend , er Watch
him Rakir , keep him happy".  Rakir licked his cheeks and ears .  "I love
you Rakir" , Obi pulled the big shepherd close , soaking his fur with the
warm showers as Jos finished removing the polluted pants.  Obi sat in his
under shorts held up by Rakir as warm water cascaded.  Jos returned with a
glass of cold water with ice cubes , held it to Obi's lips .  The lips
responded and drew in a huge mouthful of water , then another".  "That
should be enough".  Ten minutes later the final contents of Obi's stomach
contracted on to the shower floor.  "So sorry Jos , Am so soorry".  "No Obi
, no sorry , your ok , you had too much alcohol , You don't have a choice
now.  You have to be sick and that's good for you body.  Don't worry".  Jos
sat beside the big wet dog and watched Obi , checking his vital signs at
the neck artery.  "Your one class above me at school Obi , so you're , ahh
seventeen"?  "Sixteen , just barely Jos.  My marks very good , I skipped a
grade some place , and you Jos".  "Fifteen and a half , so you just got a
driver's licence"?  "Last week".  "Well done Obi , You make your parents
proud in school".  "In school ok , but in life ,I suck".  "Obi , playing a
guitar like that and good marks at the same time , Your awesome , and a
pretty girl friend who also plays guitar.  More than awesome Obi"!  Obi's
head sided no ,no.  Yes"?  "No" .  "My parents say I not know how to act in
public".  "Your parents are wrong Obi , You did fantastic fun this evening.
Every single person liked your music".  "My parents say,--".  "I know Obi ,
but let me tell you what you really did wrong".  Jos steadied his head and
stared into his brown eyes as the shower streamed by".  Obi stared back ,
attempted a grin .  "Obi you got to tell other people , NO , when they
bring alcoholic drinks".  "I did say no".  "Ok , but you did drink too
much".  "Aileen really like you.  Stay away from alcohol and get high on
her.  Alcohol drinks are for adults.  Even adults get sacked by them. 
Tomorrow you will forget this but I will tell you again Obi , OK"?  "You
better give me those wet under shorts , wait here a few minutes with
Rakir". Jos pulled the undershorts away , by shifting Obi side to side. 
We'll wash your clothes right now before the chores.  You better get dried
off and back in bed.  Aileen will take care of you from here".  Jos tucked
the pukey pants into the washer , along with socks and underwear and
pressed the button, then assisted Obi back to Aileen's bed.  Jen was
already up and dressed.  She helped Obi , now shivering, under the warm
covers with Aileen.  "Aileen , Jos and I must do farm chores now , Remember
, now is not the time.  We will be back in less than an hour".  They dried
Rakir and left him to guard the two musicians.  Aileen used the skylight
light to peer into Obi's eyes.  "I wish you had not drank so much".  "I
wish that too Aileen".  "You know I like you".  "And I like you".  "You did
really good with guitar tonight Obi".  "And you prayed well , er I mean
PLAYED WELL , Aileen".  "Joshua and Jacques party was lots of fun". 
"Except for two much booze".  "You already said that Aileen , I'm sorry
about this hang over".  "At least we learned , Jos to be a great friend."
"Jos and Jen are lovers Aileen.  Jos told me in the shower, and Jos also
told me to say no when alcohol is served , wish I'd listened , my head
hurts worse than broken glass".  "Aww poor boy , maybe I can get you
through some pain".  Aileen slid under the covers her face nearing the
flaccid tube , but she retreated.  "Your smell like alcohol everywhere". 
Aileen kissed his lips with some response from Obi.  "I love you Aileen
with all my heart".  She let her fingers slip down Obi's chest until they
located the flaccid tube.  For a second it responded but quickly lost
hardness again.  She checked Obi's eyes.  They were closed.  He was asleep

   Outside a bright moon shone over the distant horizon.  The cattle were
demanding feed and water.  Two or three clog ups in the feed auger slowed
progress.

   A car pulled into the driveway .  Mr.  and Mrs.  Pham walked into the
house to be greeted by Rakir.  "Ahh big shepherd , nice doggy".  "My name
is Ray and this is Sia".  Rakir stood up , wagged his tail.  "We want to
see Obi".  Rakir nodded his head toward the master bedroom.  Ray and Sia
moved in that direction.  Rakir padded ahead .  He jumped lightly on to the
foot of the bed and watched them.  Rakir pulled back the covers to show ,
Aileen and Obi wrapped together under the covers.  Ray stepped toward the
bed.  Rakir growled.  "Good boy , good dog" , as Ray and Sia moved to wake
up Obi.  Rakir's teeth showed , the growl deepened , his face projected
toward the Pham's.  Sia and Ray backed away.  Rakir wagged his tail , but
eyed them.  "He not want us to disturb them".

   Jos and Jen finally returned to the house.  Their smell was reeking of
cow dung and fermented silage feed.

   They noticed the extra car, followed the ajar door to the master
bedroom. "Oh uhh , Ray and uh Mrs.  Pham" "Yes".  "Please join us in the
kitchen for coffee and breakfast" ?  "Hi Joshua , my name is Sia " ,
whispered Mrs.  Pham.  "Your guests, ee , er ,are both in same bed"?  "Yes
Maam , but wait for Jen and I to get the cow dung cleaned off.  Come sit in
the kitchen .  Rakir will guard them .  Trust me".  Jen smiled , "I'm Jen ,
Joshua's friend and please come to the kitchen , while we get showered".

   The Phams followed to the kitchen.  Jen showed them coffee and the maker
, then slipped into the mud room and the shower with Jos.  They returned
quickly to the kitchen hoping for the best.

   Chapter 28 Obi drank too much.



   Coffee was already poured for Ray and Sia.  Jen and Jos , in bath robes
poured half cups which they topped up with cream.  "Ray and Sia", We are
enthused to have you for coffee this cool Saturday morning".  Ray smiled.
Sia straightened her collar.  "Please , take off your jackets and relax " ,
grinned Joshua , "My brother and his girl friend will be up soon , and we
have two friends other than Obi and Aileen also sleeping in today".  "What
time did the party end " ?  , asked Sia hanging her jacket over the chair "
?  "About two thirty", but Obi was up around five when we went out to do
chores".  "Your son Obi is very talented with guiding young people with
music" , smiled Jen , "He and Aileen play well together er , I mean
guitar". "If you'll excuse me again folks " , I just need to start the
dryer".  Jos returned with the whir of the dryer operating in the
background".  "Aileen's parent's don't want her in bed with Obi".  "Coffee
is good" , quieted Ray.  "Jen and I drink just a bit" , smiled Jos , "We
don't drink alcohol either really , except a few occasions , mostly we just
get high from each other " , indicated Jen.  "Was there drinking , last
night".  "There was some , I guess there will always be some", mused Jos.
"We asked Obi not to drive home at two AM" , indicated Jen.  "Rakir is
watching over him".  "Yes we know" , laughed Ray , "We got here , you were
in the barn , the door was unlocked , Rakir took us right to Obi, but he
would not let us touch them".  "Ray , Obi and Aileen were up very late , We
ask you to wait until they awake , likely around eleven.  Were you worried
about Obi"?  "No er Yes , I means "?  Joshua and Jennifer studied their
faces as the answers appeared to contradict.  Jennifer offered more coffee
, "We understand Sia and Ray.  Obi is your only son , he is precious to you
as he is a friend to us.  That is why we did not want him driving last
night.  That is why Jos took him into the shower this morning , and why the
dryer is drying his clothes , and that is why Rakir prevents anyone from
interrupting their sleep.  Obi is almost my age Ray , He is susceptible to
all sorts of forces.  At our house he is protected".  "Parents sometimes
smother an only son , Look at us" .  "Ray , My twin brother Jac and I live
here with twins Jen and Jes.  We have already endured the forces of bullies
and our own religions" .  "Obi has told you about the hospital coma of
myself".  Sia frowned , " Ray and I went to see you in the hospital before
they moved you to the recuperation hospital.  Obi dragged us there".  "Did
Jac show you the wounds"?  "Jac was like a rock , tense but in control all
the while.  He warned Obi to keep us near the door and steady .  When he
pulled back your covers Jos , I cried , and Ray cried.  You are white but ,
We saw our own son beaten to death , yet it was not him.  It was you.  It
was like you took this punishment for all the boys and girls at
Bridgework". "Obi missed a lot of school to be in those tutorial classes
run by your friend Joseph and Una.  We thought his marks would drop. 
Instead his marks went to A+ from A.  Things happened at Bridgework high
after your beating Jos.  Lots of students dropped Obi as friends but new
ones , real friends stepped into his life.  That's when Aileen approached
him.  She was afraid to talk to Obi with the bullies threatening students
every day.  Obi is young , thin frame , undeveloped muscles.  He was kicked
twice by those slugs the year before Jos appeared.  I wish Jos that us
adults could have stopped them but , "?  Ray's face collapsed and Sia
stared at the floor.  "Its ok Ray and Sia " , as you can see , I am in
great shape.  The scars are now battle scars of honor.  Jen opened his bath
robe , exposing the scars on his chest.  As Jos sat motionless ,Jen talked
where each rib snapped and punctured a lung or forced itself outside the
flesh.  She uncovered the lower abdomen , now rigid and firm with new
muscle growth".  Ray and Sia gasped as Jos genitals came into view.  "As
you can see Sia and Ray , the doctors repaired Jos body and his friends
healed his mind".  "Obi told us so much about the physical damage and
healing , but very little about how you family got from the assault to now.
You and Jos appear to be relaxed together and very happy".  "The trauma
changed all our lives , but we recovered and now we insist on improving our
lives every day".  Obi said , the bully was almost killed by a kick in the
face from my brother Jac".  "Obi told us the story in every detail over and
over" , whispered Sia , "He told us about the gynecologist wanting to
remove your genitals and pancreas".  "We would be devastated if Obi came to
that".  "He will not ever come to that in this house Sia".  "My parents and
Jen's parents treat us as full adults now.  We run the farm , we do the
chores and we manage our own affairs including end of term teen parties. 
There was no trouble here at all last night.  Your son sang and played the
guitar and his girl friend sang and played with him.  A few students did
have strong alcohol but we managed to help all of them to a safe
destination one way or another".  "Do you know Obi's girl friend"?  Ray and
Sia sat straight up , "Well we knew she existed but Aileen should not be in
bed with him".  "We should get them out of there right now" , grimaced Ray.
"Wait , please , wait , first of all Obi drank too much.  I have already
talked to him about that.  Second Obi puked in our shower at five.  That is
good for his recovery , as it will happen with a sharp hang over , just to
remind him of the bad stuff, and thirdly with that hang over he will be
totally inactive with Aileen.  We put them in the same bed together to
allow Aileen to look after him and Rakir to guard him.  If there is any
activity Rakir will get us.  In the meantime Aileen and Obi must be left to
determine their own destiny , and path.  Ray and Sia , if both of them pick
the same path , I would be extremely honored to help them as long as they
need help" , smiled Jen and Jos.  "And the same statement applies from us"
, talked Jac and Jes as they entered the kitchen.  Jes and Jac took chairs
and poured themselves coffee.

   "Thanks bro for the coffee".  "It was not me who made it".  "Thanks
Jen". "Not me either Sis".  "This is Ray and Sia Pham.  They own and
operate the restaurant where we ate before Christmas and they are parents
of our friend , Obi , and they make great coffee".  Ray and Sia waited ,
watched the interaction of the four kids.  "So all of you run the party
last night by yourselves" , responded Sia.  "Yes".  "It's very dangerous to
let too many teens loose in your house".  "It's very dangerous to be beat
up by religious bullies Sia , managing a party is easy.  We had lots of
help from Obi and Aileen and from Adrian my big farm hand friend and lots
of other close friends , including an off duty cop.  When you have real
friends with you Sia , many small disturbances even out without rippling
bigger into trouble".

   Sia and Ray agreed .  "So I guess we have three hours to wait before Obi
awakes".  "You two must stay here with us until they do appear " , smiled
Joshua and Jacque and Jennifer and Jessica".  "What would you like for
breakfast"?  "You two and Obi have made your entire career out of serving
good people good food .  Today , you relax , and we will serve you and Obi
and Aileen and Adrian and Ives and Mallory and Fran ".  Jacque and Joshua
took stock of the kitchen supplies and decided on bacon and eggs and rye
bread toast with apple slices.

   "Jacque and Jessica" , grinned Sia , "we are Obi's parents Ray and Sia".
"I remember you from the restaurant Ray, and the food was super".  Ray and
Sia shook hands with Jac and Jes.  "We have heard so much about the defense
of your brother by three bullies Jac".  "Not my proudest moment folks" ,
head bowing.  "I was too slow to stop them from putting bro into a death
coma".  "Obi said "You were fast enough to save him from death".  "Jos
squirmed , "Each time we review the story , I remember more" , as he broke
the eggshells and split them into a fry pan.  "I was knocked down , blood
filling a lung from a broken rib and I remember grabbing one of those thugs
by the boot to knock him off balance , then the pain passed me out".  "Ohh
Jos , I still feel so bad , and so sorry that us adults were unable to stop
the bullies".  "It's ok Sia , It's the way we humans must be.  We must have
personal freedom for all to mature and that means bullies also.  They chose
their footsteps carefully and now must pay .  That is how humans experience
life.  Ray and Sia , we cannot mention to you enough that Obi is like the
way we were last year.  We would like him to stay here on the farm and work
with us for several weeks.  Obi gets good marks and he can play great music
, and he managed the party entertainment well, but he needs help in
choices. I can see Obi taking wrong choices and that would hurt us as it
would you.  Please let us ask him if he would like to stay here for three
weeks".  "On your farm"?.  "Yes".  "His school work"?  "Obi is one year
ahead of us boy twins but takes many of the same courses as Jen and Jes" ,
offerred Jacque loading the toaster.  Jen spoke , "Jes and I will help Obi
but more likely he will help us in school".  Jac agreed , "It's true Ray
and Sia , that helping other students actually reinforces knowledge already
in place , and that will serve to hold Obi's marks at A".  "But what about
Aileen , Obi hardly knows her and right now he's in her bed".  "Ray , as
already explained , Obi took a bad choice last night and got drunk , but
that choice allowed us to meet him with too much alcohol.  Obi does not
fight or change personality when drunk.  He's classy even in pain.  We have
met Obi sober and drunk and we know we can be great friends with him.  We
know he is almost the same age as Jac and I , and we know he has wonderful
parents.  We feel the farm will benefit Obi in terms of helping us while we
help him".  "Why exactly are you wanting Obi"?  "First , as I explained Ray
, We changed immensely after the BWBAD.  Jos suffered immense pain and I
shut down my life , to live it through Jos , and help him.  Even when Jos
physically walked again , both of us were scarred mentally.  Our parents
and the girl twins parents and our existing friends pulled us through that
dark period.  Jos and I are now free of the assault in totality.  We now
know that making yourself better every day is key to a a successful
education and career.  Jos and I want more friends , because life improves
with each new friend.  We think , er no , we know we can show Obi a way of
life , a way of improvement in his life that will improve us.  Our grades
may improve , perhaps we can learn a few music lessons , and we can watch
Obi mature , while he enjoys a new learning environment".  "What about
Aileen , Jos"?  "Sia , I know you are extremely concerned about Aileen and
Obi sleeping together but, ".  "Mostly I am concerned about Aileen and what
her parents might do" , corrected Sia.  Adrian and Ives entered the kitchen
, sniffing coffee.  "It smells way good , Can I have some"?  After
introductions again of Ray and Sia to Adrian and Ives , the conversation
returned to Obi.  "Obi must make all those decisions as must Aileen" ,
stated Jen.  "This farm can accept one or both of them at the same time. 
Aileen's wishes and her parents desires may change things , but Obi has
shown us , he treats Aileen with great respect , sober and more importantly
drunk ".  "Why is it important for Obi to drink"?  "Sia , I did not mean it
that way , I mean , Obi was perfect in all his choices except the strong
alcohol.  It could have been a traffic accident tragedy , but the good side
of this poor choice is , we saw , ".  "All of us , Jos , Jac , Adrian ,
Ives , Jen and Jes , met Obi at his best and his worst behavior and we
still like him.  Obi has many good qualities , as do each of us.  We feel
that Obi and Aileen , if their decision permits could teach us some
improvements and we can help Obi with the best choices".  "Oh man , this
coffee is so good ", laughed Adrian , "I could stay here and like this
coffee very much".

   "I don't know " , stated Ray.  Sia smiled , "Letting Obi stay here is A
big decision for us".  Jac and Jos set aside the cooked food on a warming
tray.  Ives shifted , "Ray , Sia, Obi knows Jos and Jac through extreme
trauma " , reminded Ives.  "Obi was in that hospital room more than anybody
beyond the closest friends .  Obi came to Jos hospital room as soon as word
of the fight circulated across the classes and upper grades.  He made
friends with Joseph and Una when they took part in organizing the tutor
classes.  Obi is hurting because of that bullying.  He just doesn't show it
very often.  Those bully's assaulted me, almost wrecked my life forever.  I
know there are kids like me, in the upper grades , maybe even Obi , getting
good marks and enjoying school , but not enjoying life .  Their minds are
still processing the filth spit out by the bullies.  Pardon my suggestion
Ray , but your decision is just a part of the process.  Each day Obi and
Aileen grow , their decisions become eighty percent where as yours drift to
twenty , -its all part of growing up and managing your own life".  "That's
why we want Obi to spend some weeks out here with us " concluded Jos , "So
that Obi will make good decisions for himself and Aileen.".  "The decisions
must be made by Obi , if he is to mature as he should" , whispered Jes.

   Ives continued: "Obi is trying to control with alcohol some bad
experiences buried in his mind .  It didn't work for me .  It didn't work
for Joseph.  It didn't work for Randy".  Silence followed Ives' comments.
Ray and Sia surprised , "But he gets such good marks Ives".  "Ray , Obi
cannot tell us what drives him , cause he doesn't know himself".  Jes and I
see him sometimes in class , when he is really alone , but in the middle of
a large group of fun kids.  Two weeks ago , a teacher singled out Obi ,
with the best mark in English.  It's a really tough mark to ace.  Instead
of enjoying the moment as the teacher intended , Obi looked like he would
cry for just a second , then changed to neutral , then acting , seeming to
enjoy.  Sometimes his mind is far away from school and fun friends.  You
can see his face is distressed , but he won't tell me why".  "Jos is always
right about hidden feelings.  Perhaps that's why the bullies beat him so
badly.  Jos sees with his logical mind and with his unconscious mind.  He
compares and evaluates the differences , weaknesses , strengths , if you
will , between the public space a person presents and the private space
they live in".  "And , you're saying that Obi's private space is in
danger"? Silence followed the last question.  Jen and Jes and Jos and Jac
looked at each other for assurance.  "Yes" , replied Jes.  Sia turned to
Ray , "Perhaps we pushed Obi too hard Ray".  "Disagree Sia , Obi is way
better off than Randy , or Joseph at that age, at this point.  He has a
work ethic and music ability , both leading to respectable school grades
and many friends at school.  That enhances his ability to speak to public
groups like the party goers last night.  Ives is correct , perhaps seeing
some of himself in Obi .  "Sia , you and Ray have given Obi a lot of tools
to deal with the upcoming world.  We want to give him another tool "!  Sia
leaned back in her chair."Ok Jos , but there are some terms".  "Rules"? 
"Suggests" , responded Sia.  "Ok".  "I like this farm place Jos.  It
reminds me of my own early existence before I met Ray.  I agree the
decision is mostly Obi and Aileen , we will go with what they decide , of
course that has to involve dialog with Aileen's parents".  "Agreed , and of
course , we must clear our plan with our parents also".  "What about , I
mean , we want to pay you for keeping Obi".  "As always we insist on no
money , Sia .  That way we expect Obi to earn through farm work".  "But
Obi's never had a job".  "Ray , I knew nothing about farming until Jen and
Jes asked me to search for a lost heifer last summer.  I was raised by my
mother separate from Jac who raised by my dad.  It was a religious war for
thirteen years which kept me separated from Jac and , my mom and dad
separated".

   Sia's face dropped , "So sorry Jos to see you have suffered much more
than most kids already in life".  "At least I am still alive " , quoted Jos
, as all his friends boomed out , "We love yo Jos".

   Jacque and Joshua served the bacon and eggs with slices of apple and rye
bread toast.

   "How did your family get back together after all that time"?  Jac and
Jen and Jes stared at Jos , as he positioned the rye toast and apple
slices".  "I can't really do anything , mused Jos , I can't skate , can't
play hockey , can't fight , can't er ".  "But you can see through people
Jos and you know what must be done to help them enjoy life"!

   A silence followed.  Then, all enjoyed the food.

   "I was hoping there was some way to give Obi more room , before he
disappeared to college or university in two years.  What do you think Ray ,
Is this our chance to let him mature a bit with Jac and Jos on this farm"?
Ray gave her a kiss on the cheek, "Agreed , with one more suggest.  Jos ,
you and Jac and Jen and Jes have no secrets .  If I ask you any question
about my son over the next few weeks , assuming he decides to stay here ,
will you promise to answer the truth whatever I ask ".  " Tough one " ,
responded Jac and Jen.  "We must respect the wishes of Obi at all times " ,
sparked Jen , otherwise , we will be spies for the parents".  "Perfect
answer Jen ", replied Ray.  "Agreed".



   Chapter 29 Obi decides.



   Rakir burst from the master bedroom , going straight to Jos.  "You gotta
pee big boy"?  Rakir retreated toward the bedroom as Jos followed.  Obi was
already on the floor , with Aileen trying to comfort him.  "Jac , I feel so
crappy , I'm gonna die".  "Rakir , go get Jac".  Rakir took off to find Jac
as Jos lifted the limp slender body.  "Obi , I'm Jos , but Jac is coming .
Come on buddy , you're still hung over , still craving for that hard Irish
whiskey.  You're ethnic Asian Obi.  You're not designed to drink Irish
grog".  "Why did he drink so much", Aileen remained wrapped in a sheet". 
Jac rushed in , Rakir following.  Both boys picked Obi upright and walked
him into the master bedroom bathroom.  Jos shed his house coat ,
accompanied Obi as Jac adjusted a fine frizzle stream of warm water over
Obi.  Jes and Jen excused themselves from breakfast as Rakir returned to
the kitchen.  Jen went to help Aileen get dressed and Jes let Rakir outside
for his morning needs.  When she returned indoors with Rakir the Phams and
Ives and Adrian finished off the breakfast dishes into the dish washer.

   "Is it Ok for us to see Obi now".  "He's feeling extra sick again .  Jos
is sitting with him in the master bathroom".  Of course , Sia and Ray you
may see him , but he might be embarrassed with his parents peeking in.  Let
me get his clothes from the dryer and he will come out to see you in the
kitchen , if you like".  Ray and Sia remained seated.  Jes and Jen returned
to the kitchen with Aileen .  "Hello Aileen" , called out Sia.  "How're you
this morning.  Did Obi treat you well on your first date"?  "Yes , Sia ,
Obi is fun to be with .  He plays guitar and sings well".  Ives volunteered
, "Everyone was impressed with your guitar duos Aileen".  Adrian seconded ,
"And Aileen , you sing in perfect harmony with Obi".  "Obi needs a bit more
time to wake up", smiling at Sia.  "He needs time to mature " , added Ray.
"Yes Sia , Obi was perfect last night , he'l be up in a while".  "It's ok
Aileen.  We know Obi drank too much last night and we are pleased that the
twins kept him all night.  Ray and I worried about you and him .  We drove
out this morning to check for ourselves".

   Meanwhile , Jos comforted Obi , "Want warmer or colder"?  "Colder now
Jos , It'l sober me faster".  "That's the spirit Obi"!  staring into Obi's
tired eyes , He managed to stand Obi straight up , held his hand to the
shower control.  "Left is hot , right is cold Obi, go ahead twist the knobs
till you feel it".  Obi's left hand took the controls.  His right arm
wrapped around Jos waist , as the two of them struggled to stay under the
stream.  "Ah ahh cold Obi , ahhh cold" , whispered Jos.  "His hand reversed
direction too quickly , "Ahhhot".  "AHott".  "Cooold coold now".  Their
voices howled above the pulsing water pellets .

   The Phams exchanged glances in the kitchen as loud voices traversed the
room.  "Well ok Ray and Sia , I know you really want to see him".  Jen
laughed , "Did you two ever think about having a brother for Obi"?  Jes
grinned , "Jos has a particular knack for becoming a brother of single
boys".

   "Tooo hhot" , colder , hotter " , screamed voices from the bedroom
shower".  Jen took Sia by the hand and Ray and led them into the master
bedroom.  They peered through the bathroom into the walk-in shower.  Ives
and Adrian and Aileen followed.  They stood in awe outside the bathroom. 
Jac fully clothed and soaked under the shower head pushes Jos and Obi
wearing just soap.  "You better get out quick " , yelled Jos , "Your
shirt's getting wet".  Obi laughed , "Ouch , ouch , cold colder , I mean
warmer " , as three hands twisted on the shower control knob , and more
hands flipped the water nozzle according to comfort or discomfort and arm
strength.  "You've gotta pay for that cold blast" , yelled Jos .  He
flipped water diversion to the hand held unit and blasted Jac's arm pit
with super cold.  "Ahhh , not so ," , Jos and Obi both wrestled the cold
nozzle against Jac , and stuffed it under his belt buckle.  "Wooover Moover
Chisiist" , c co cold coold ".  Stomach muscles shrinking violently away
from the ice cold water , Jac's trousers slipped away to the shower floor ,
his underwear a pile of wetness under foot.  "Obi strength on the shower
knob forced hot water over Jos and Jac .  Jac muscled Obi into a head lock
, his own arms around Jos ears , as warm water greeted their supple bodies
twisting into the warmth.  "That's so nice , so oo nice , ahhhot hot hot" .
Obi grinned " Cold coming Jos , heads up ", rotating full hot to freezing
cold in one motion.  "Ahhhh , Chissstting cowld cooawwled".  "Have mercy
Obi".  "Sorry men " , Obi shot back , stopping the water immediately. 
"Water cross ?  Water cross now " , yelled Jac.  "Immediately warm yellow
water erupted from Jac spilling over Jos".  "Noooh not the water cross" ,
yelled Jos , his own tube spurting water across Jac and Obi.  They both
grabbed Obi holding him tight and upright , then grinned.  A third stream
of yellow water flowed over their legs and feet.  Jos caught some in his
hand and flung it at Jac.  "Hehh it's like , it still smells like whiskey"
, roared Jac.  Jos grinning , "Give me more Obi", cupping his hand under
Obi's drain pipe.  "we could drink this stuff and get drunk all over again
" , yelled Jos , flinging it under Jac's nose.  Obi caught the last of the
stream and flung it over Jos.  "Have some Irish sweat from an Asian
sweater" , roared Obi , a glint of spirit bubbling from his alcohol
tortured mind.  All three boys stripped the last drops from each other ,
returned the shower to normal and quickly rinsed away the piss.  Jos and
Jac helped Obi , " You spray the water jet on us and around the wet room ,
rinsing away any pools of boy pee.  My parents don't like their shower
smelling like an urina uhl", peering out of the shower wet room. 
Spontaneous laughter greeted the watchers as three very soaked and clean
boys emerged.  "Well folks ,you saw them " , offered Ives.  "Looks like Obi
has two new brothers " , radiated Aileen.

   Ray and Sia returned to the kitchen first followed by the others. 
Within minutes the three brothers emerged fully dressed with combed hair .

   They took seats across the table from the Phams.  Jos and Jac grinned ,
"I'm glad we were able to make you feel a bit better in the shower",
looking at Obi.  "You did bros" , laughed , moaned Obi.  "We'l try to get
you through the rest of the day Obi".

   Ray and Sia shifted their positions, "Jos , Jac , You are the best
brothers anybody could hope for".  "That's ok until some bully appears and
tries to kill one of us " , murmured Jos.  Jen and Jes concurred , "There
are people who can't enjoy life , and they will kill those who do".  "Did
they ever hurt you" , questioned Jos , staring at Obi in a low voice.  "I'd
not expected them", squirmed Obi , face pale with fear".

   Jen gathered Aileen up.  They stood behind Obi in his space.  Were
shielding you now Obi, as Aileen rested their hands on his shoulders and
back rib muscles.  Jac cautioned , "Obi , you don't need to tell us more ,
now.  In this family you are safer than safe".  Jos called Rakir and gave
him the guard command.  "We also have boy's best friend , Obi.  On this
farm you are safe and with us you are safe with Rakir , just as you were
safe with Sia and Ray before you ventured out into the real world.  For the
next , as long as it takes , you will be with one , if not two of us".  Jen
and Jes addressed Obi and his parents.  "Ray , Sia we want Obi to stay here
on this farm with us for three weeks.  We will still catch that ugly yellow
bus to school as required ,as will Rakir, and we will contact you when you
request.  As operators of the Roguerre farm we want you Obi to stay here
with us , we want you to enjoy life as it would be with your very own
brothers.  What do you say , Mr.  Pham" , looking directly at Obi and
Aileen.

   Jos and Jac and Ives and Adrian watched Obi's face shock , confuse ,
then sag to the table surface.  "I so do doon't know Jen".  "What'f I screw
up ".  "Farms are places where mud spatters and cows shit and calves suck
Obi , You will not screw up , you will see".  Obi stared at Ray and Sia ,
"Is it ok mom , is it ok , dad"?

   "Your decision is the best decision Obi.  We brought you into the world
to love and enjoy , just the same as Jos parents did for Jos and Jac.  We
saw what happened to Jos and Jac.  We want more than all the stars to see
you enjoy your life , but Jen and Jes and Ives are right about those who
pretend to enjoy life and then snap into fury when they see others in
enjoyment .  We never told you Obi , but you did have and older brother. 
HE was born just fourteen months before you.  Your brother's life was taken
by a driver going home from church.  The driver was drunk.  Your brother's
baby carriage was shredded by a car running a red light.  Sia and I cried
for him until you were born Obi.  We never forgot him and we were so happy
for you until last night.  Jos called us and explained that you wanted to
drive Aileen home.  We were worried , then amazed that Jos and Jac and Jen
and Jes were doing the right stuff and then we were shocked , because it
was a sixteen year old driver who killed your brother so many years ago. 
Ives put it best when he imagined trying to cover something over with
strong alcohol , and Ives says "It did not work for him or Joseph or Randy
or ...".

   Everyone stayed put in the silence.  Automatic equipment whirred some
where in the basement as water pressure topped up.  Outside a seven forty
seven labored into the sky from Canada's busiest airport.  Some crows cawed
in a tree in the north meadow.

   Obi drooped his head to the table , Jen and Aileen still massaging his
neck and back.  "I don't know what happened" , I didn't even know I was
drunk last night mom , but I sure know it now".  "I'm sorry".  Jos put an
arm around Obi.  "Sorry is ok if the event is reversible.  Sorry cannot be
undone for accidents and deaths .  Obi , I cannot criticize because I do
not yet have a driver's license.  I do have a gun license , at least I've
passed the tests , but can't get the license till I'm sixteen.  Have I ever
taken strong whiskey ?  Yes I have , clogged my mind with that stuff.  And
Jac , has smoked pot while I was in the hospital in coma.  We all do stupid
things Obi , because we're young and learning." Jac put another arm on Obi
from his position.  "Obi , all of us want you to enjoy , all of us love you
.  Aileen , it's your first date , you must make your own decisions on that
but the rest of us here for widely different reasons , well we want you to
succeed.  Whiskey is a bad choice if you end up killing some one.  Sorry
will not work for any of us , and it will not help you , if that should
ever happen.  We are asking you to stay here because , there are underlying
situations in your mind.  Ives imagines that you are trying to control
those feelings with alcohol.  I guess that's why I had strong whiskey for
Thiery's funeral , but we had it in a safe place with our best friends
present.  Obi , you were using alcohol to continue your successful
enjoyment at our party.  Your sub conscious thoughts were demanding more
and more alcohol to stay quiet.  If that happens again Obi , I will be
beside you , and JAc and the rest of your friends from this group".  Jos
continued , "Obi , when I asked about hurting you , you said "I'd not
expected them".  Ray and Sia leaned close to touch their son's long black
hair falling on the table.  "You don't need to tell us anything more right
now Obi.  I've had hang overs like you.  We are going to bring back your
clothes and personal stuff tomorrow , Obi , early so you can continue to
school with your friends.  They will look out for you Obi if you decide. 
If you want to come home with us right now ,that's ok also".

   Obi raised his head , looked at Aileen .  "Sorry Aileen , your first
date was such a shambles , will you come back to stay with me a few days" ?
She kissed the top of his forehead.  "Yes".  Obi smiled , "We can be good
friend Aileen".  "I know we can" , kissing him again , this time on the
hang-over lips.

   And so the final arrangements completed .  Aileen returned to her
parents house , and Obi received his personal items the next morning just
before the big yellow bus halted on it's path to school.





   Chapter 30 Obi moves to the farm



   Jen adjusted her back pack as they rode to school ,"Should we tell
school officials about protecting Obi".  "No".  "Anybody".  "No Jen .  We
don't know who or what is affecting Obi .  Today he is quiet again.  Rakir
is squeezed between him and Jac.  He seems to be happy for now".  "You
would be happy also Jen after coming out of a nasty hangover".  "He's not
completely over the hang over yet.  I called Joseph about hang overs on
whisky overdose.  That type of overdose can take two days , according to
Joseph".  Entering the school from the bus zone was normal for the twins .
Jac stayed with Obi until Jen and Jes caught up and they headed for first
class.  Rakir accompanied Obi with Jen.  They met Aileen in the first class
.  Jen and Jes asked Aileen to be alert for Obi in the one class where they
were separated.  The new term advanced through several days of bus ,
school, bus and back to the farm .  The days fell into routine for Obi . 
Every day after school he accompanied whoever was on chore duty for the
first week.  In the second week he accompanied whoever was on kitchen duty
, watching and learning to prepare some basic foods.  Jos and Rakir and Obi
were peeling potatoes when the phone rang.  "Hello , your talkin to the
farm".  "Hi Jos , it's Ray".  "Ray , we are starting supper prep , Jac and
Jes are on barn duty .  Obi and I are cutting carrots with Rakir".  "Any
new news"?  "Glad to talk with you Ray and say hi to Sia , No new news here
, we are just getting used to the new routine.  Aileen has mentioned she
would like to come out here again but nothing yet , good or bad.  "Ooowh".
"Hold on Ray , will get back to you , he switched the phone to speaker
mode".  "What is it Obi"?  "Ahh cut myself with the carrot peeler , Jos".
Jos dipped Obi's hand under the cold water to wash away the blood.  "It's a
slice cut Obi , now there's a bit of skin still hangin on .  Don't peel the
fingers , just the carrots" , he chided.  "Sorry" .  "Nah , no sorry Obi ,
a band aid is what is needed".  They heard Ray chuckle on the phone.  "I'll
call you back Jos , later , Bye".  Obi held his forefinger out as Jos
wrapped it with a pink band aid.  Jos applied an ice cube over the bandage.
"Keep it on there for a minute or two and then you can help me finish the
peeling.  "Do you have medical clearance to shed blood on food"?  Obi sat
at the table as Jos continued the carrots.  "I don't like them anyway ,
muttered Obi".  "They're not my fav either , but carrots are cheap and
pretty good filler for a growing boy".  "I'm not growing any bigger , Jos".
"Meaning , you want to grow bigger or not"?  "Well of course , I want to
grow bigger".  "You're taller than your dad and mom already Obi".  "I still
want to be bigger".

   Jos stared at Obi , "I like you Obi", and Obi returned the gaze , the
two boys evaluated each other .  Jos studied the thin wide eye brows
separated by the wide nose.  Jet black hair adorning his scalp , flowed
past Obi's shoulders making his ears small.  Face forming a broad smile
showing eight perfect wide white teeth guarded by the dark red thick lips.
Obi's eyes flickered under the long black lashes, set far apart in his face
above the flared nostrils contoured perfectly into wide cheeks tapering to
a narrow chin.



   "Obi , every boy wants to be bigger , it's boy nature at our age".  "No
, I don't mean that , yet it would be nice to have 15 centi".  "What do you
mean , Obi , your cube has melted , come on and lets finish the potatoes
while were on a peeling run".  "Look at the size of this one , just one big
spot" , Jos used an apple coring tool to remove the spot in a potato
cylinder.  "Is yours this big" , grinned Jos.  "Wish it was" , smirked Obi
holding up the last carrot.  "This one is a hundred and fifty millimeters
and 3 centis wide".  "Two centis wide if you keep scraping off so much peel
, " laughed Jos , taking the carrot from Obi and pushing it tightly through
the hole in the potato".  Obi smiled , grinned and grabbed another potato
peeled it and made another hole with the apple corer.  Jos shoved another
carrot though it.  Together they sliced onions and threaded the carrots
through the onion rings, then wrapped them in foil with a piece of butter.
When Jac and Jes sat down for supper there were barbecued vegetables and
salmon fillet for supper.  "This is really good guys" , munched Jac and Jes
and Jen.  "A new invention , the carotatto".  "How did this happen"? 
"Evolution never stops ", laughed Obi and Jos.

   They finished loading the dish washer.  After dessert Jes and Jen
retired to Jes room for homework.





   Chapter 31 The boys take a walk with Rakir to the frozen pond.



   The boys loaded their winter clothing and went for a walk to exercise
Rakir , following the path north of the old farm house.  The air was cold
as it had been for a few days after a warm spell.  "He does need a leash "
, specified Jos.  "Rakir is obedient and under control, without leash". 
"When are you guys going to let me off the leash " , smiled Obi.  "I guess
your right Obi".  "We kept pretty close to you all last week".  "Do you
need to be unleashed , Obi".  "Nawt really".  "We apologize for mothering
you Obi".  "It's ok really " , replied Obi , "I guess trying to drive home
was stupid ".  "True".  "I was too drunk to know drunk" , Obi flashed a row
of perfect white smile to the boy twins".  "How far are we going to walk"?
"Quite often Jac , I run" !  Jos picked up the pace with Rakir at his side.
Jac and Obi followed behind every one falling into a rhythm of foot steps
on the narrow path.  Narrow places forced Obi and or Jac to adjust the pace
for single file.  Jos slowly increased the pace , carefully watching the
two friends over his shoulder.  As they tired more quickly , he watched to
see which team member would give way the easy route to the other .  Rakir ,
ears back slightly, stayed on Jos left.  Jos stopped at one of the icy
covered wood piles , grabbing Rakir and trying to throw him into a hog tie.
"Give me a hand here Jac and Obi , pretend we want to catch this dog".  The
game of touch Rakir began , evolving into each of the boys plotting to get
a paw or head lock Rakir.  Each time the big dog seemed almost caught , a
surge of paw power would pull him away from the boys.  Rakir rushed about
jumping the old fences and re-jumping them to run past the boys.  On one
run past , he jumped too far over the fence and landed on some ice.  Rakir
tumbled with all paws scratching for traction, recovered and rushed back
passing the boys at top speed.  Three boys crouched near the fence where
Rakir would jump it , and waited for him to fall into the trap.  Rakir
stopped almost in mid leap on the fence , turned and retouched the hard
soil over the fence.  Finally he stopped , just sitting and tongue lolling
for extra air.  Jos and Obi and Jac climbed over the fence to gather round
him.  Jos removed a mitt and began to play a tune on the taut wires in the
wire gate.  "Plunk plink plunk plink " , sang Jac.  Obi joined in but with
a real tune in his voice matching his tones to the tortured wire sounds of
the cold metal gate.  Jos and Jac played on , Obi singing .  The three boys
began to grin together and then laughing .  "You're so much fun Obi".  "You
guys ignite my music".  They stared at each other.  Rakir stepped on to the
frozen stream where it ponded behind the dam.  The boys followed carefully
assessing the ice thickness.  "Rakir enjoys this game ", laughed Obi.  "He
does like it" , smiled Jos.  "This is spooky"!  The three boys hesitated ,
then moved out gingerly , over the frozen pond.  "There's fish down there ,
yelled Obi , his body flat on the ice , hands cupping a shadow, peering
through into the clear water.  "An old car at the bottom"?  "Jen said that
one of her granpas told them a story of the car at the bottom of the pond".
"Yeah" , replied Obi.  The dam was built in the forties and the car was
worn out then.  They just left it on the bottom until it was too late to
recover because the dam filled too quickly".  "Where is it"?  Obi edged
closer to Jos pulling him beside him and directing his face toward the
shape about seven feet below them in the water.  "It's a wonder , the car
has not rotted away after all this time".  "So , maybe the fresh stream
water prevented much rust".  Obi jested with Jos ,"Would you like to ride
in my car"?  "For sure " , responded Jos and Jac.  Jos and Jac used their
bodies flat on the transparent ice beside Obi to block the sun.  In their
shadow the old car materialized.  "Look at the silt over it" .  "Wow , the
thing is half buried".  "But some current still flows around the the front
end high lighting the front fenders and door handles".  "If that was my car
I would take you guys for a spin " , laughed Obi.  "Where to Obi"?  "Where
does your dream whant "?  "I pick a time , five years back , when I saw
Hal".  "Ok Obi me too , take me back to Hal".  Surprised Obi remained
silent but Jac continued : "I can see him , Hal's on the balcony of his
parent's condo.  He's waving at me way below.  Something is dropping , a
tennis ball from the tenth floor.  It seems to take forever , whining like
incoming, bounces about ten meters high and I catch it on the bounce, not a
bad catch for a ten year old.  Hal is laughing , disappears.  He comes down
to lawn level grinning like a clown.  "Hey , Jac , nice catch".  We played
with that ball all summer , until the building super , Golsteen , caught us
, gave us hell for dropping things .  Hal laughed and I laughed about it
until we even got old man Golsteen grinning , after explaining that we were
careful to drop the ball only when no one else watched.  That was my best
summer with Hal.  Thanks Obi , for the ride".  Jac gave Obi a hug on the
frozen ice as Jos spoke up : "Obi take me next.  I want to go to my dad and
mother's house just before they separated.  My dad has told me about this
story after I asked him about water cross.  Jac and I were two years old
just out of diapers.  We were always together but sometimes we still had to
pee without warning.  My dad would lift us out or the training shorts and
set us down facing each other as the yellow water started to flow.  Often
the stream burst forth soaking whatever was blocking it's path.  We would
try to direct it against the other twins tube.  My mom was always perplexed
that we would come inside with our baby boots reeking of pee" .  Wait wait
Jac , Aww cheiise , I'm remebering that too.  Oh gawd oh gawd , it was so
far ago in time , but Jac I love you for that story and I want you to
remember , and tell me everything you know from those days".  "Dad was so
much fun , until all that separation stuff started .  Thanks Obi ".  Jos
and Jac hugged Obi again as they stared down into the pond.  "Both of us
loved those trips".  "Ok Obi , your turn , where too boy"?  "Ahh I
dunknow". "Pick a time or place or anything Ohb , whatever minds you". 
"Ahh right now , then".  "Right now it is Ohb.  Fill us in".  "I know you
want to help me with my prob Jos, and Jac".  "We will help Ohb"!  "Take us
to it , Ohb , as Jac pretended to open the car door , slamming it shut with
his foot.  start the engine , driver .  Motor us to the stop sign".  "It's
not really a sign Jos , it's just , er ".  " So the car's out of gas".  "No
" , exclaimed Ohb ," Lots of gas and the engines running , but were stopped
at a light".  "Aha , the stop light says go but the two of you don't go ,
er you used "were"!  "Right on Jos , Aileen and I are close in the car.  At
the light her leg brushed my thigh .  I took a huge breath of air and then
her fingers slid out of mine and slided to my stomach.  I kissed her before
the light changed and we moved on through the intersection , and then
stopped in a parking area.  Aileen kissed me again , but I could not
concentrate, a pain was in my , er ahh".  "In your crotch Ohb"?  "Sounds
normal to me".  "S'not normal " , snapped Obi , " fuckin hurt.  "Sorry Obi
, I can feel the pain now from your eyes.  It was real and it still is ,
right"?  "Yes".  "And so on the party night you used some hard liquor to
quell the pain"?  "It worked until I started pukin Jos.  Ahh hell , I'm so
embarrassed in front of Aileen and you guys for being such a goof"!  "No
Obi , yor'not goof , Jos and I will help you , we don't have to tell
anybody if your embarrassed".  "Thanks boys , s'what I need now , is help ,
can't talk to Aileen , not to parents , and as you heard , don't have a
brother .  Sah will you help"?  Jos and Jac grinned , "whatever it takes
Ohb , back to you bud".  "S'your foreskin hurtin , right Ohb".  "Yeah Jos,
how did you know".  "Jac told me , you winced like a hockey puck hit your
tube during the party".  "Jac's right.  Aileen was in my mind but pain was
in my shorts".  "The more she touched you , the more pain , right". 
"Right".  "Life is not always carefree".  "I'so sorry Jos and Jac about all
this trouble".  "Ohb , I want you to listen to me .  Stuff happens to us.
We are boys growing up and that thing attached to our balls grows faster
than the rest of our body at this age." Ohbi rolled on his side to look
into Jos eyes.  "Is this normal boy pain".  "Nope Ohbi".  "But pain has a
reason .  Let us look at it and see if were right".  Obi looked around. 
"It's all private property , farm land and nobody trespasses up here. 
Rakir is on alert .  Don't worry about showing us your tube.  We already
saw it when we stripped you and took you to the shower".  "Jac , I'm so
sorry about tha".  Jos put his mitt over Obi's mouth.  "Obi you understand
, we like you , we friended you and there is not anything you can do to
hurt that friendship.  In time you will understand us".  Obi smiled , "I
knew you were lookin at it in the shower , kind of conscious of it , even
when hung over".  Jos stopped Obi from talking.  "We saw your tool Obi , er
what do you call it"?  A dozen sparrows flew over the pond tweeting
messages".  Five miles above , a jet liner droned across the sky spilling
white exhaust.  Jac and Jos watched the big jet disappear into a trail of
vapour, returned their gaze to Obi.  "Zaak".  "Zawk"?  "No Zak".  That's it
, the name of your personal boy handle , or girl handle as the case may
be"? "Ok , , and so on the day of the hang over there was a red glow on
your zak openning , ahh the place where the yellow water first appears . 
Is it still there now"?  "No , not so much but if Aileen touches me , it
gets worse".  "And that made you drink way too much whiskey"?  "It hurts
bad".  "Let me see Zak".  "Show me yours first , er , so I'll know what one
should look like".  The twins were still lying on either side of Obi on the
frozen pond.  Jos opened his snow suit fly , then the inner zipper , as Jac
watched over Obi's shoulder.  "It's pretty cold and shrunken".  Obi shrank
back away from the limpness.  "You afraid of it Obi"?  "Dunnkow".  "Yeah ,
you are a bit " , insisted Jac.  "Just to show you how fun it can be".  Jac
lowered his chin over Obi to Jos tube.  Lolling his tongue along the
expanding tube left it jutting excited like, away from Jos.  "Gheeeze guys
, are you like gay".  "Obi we don't have gay in our life any more. 
Everything taught to us based on our religion is erased.  We live , we have
fun , and we don't hurt people or animals.  Beyond that , there is nothing
wrong or right about me licking Jos' tube, except he likes it, and would do
the same for me".  "Riigght" , shrugged Obi.  "What about std's"?  "Obi ,
Jos and Jen and Jac and Jes and all our friends are free of those issues,
because we chose friends carefully, and we are totally honest about our
contacts".  "Wow" , you mean , your gonna tell your girl friend Jen that
Jac touched your tube".  "Yes Obi , ahhh um , and you Obi , are you free of
std's"?  "I think so".  "Where would I get an std"?  "Obi you know well as
us, where they come from , and if your honest you'll tell us the real
story".  "You think I have std"???  "Not at all , Obi .  We simply do not
know , aaahhhh".  Jac dropped the long slender shaft from his mouth and
pushed it against the frozen surface.  Obi and Jac laughed as the long
slender tube contracted back into a wrinkled baby carrot.  "Ok Obi , whip
it out , so we can check this pain Zaak".  "Gheeez , it's hurtin more just
thinking" , worried Obi as his snow suit and then zipper opened to reveal
the shrunken Obi boy thing called Zaak".  Light reflecting from the ice
showed a tight dark skinned wrinkly foreskin.  "Does it get big , Obi ,
like when you play with it"?  "No , but lately it gets big on it's own and
it always hurts".  "You mean you've never retracted the skin"?  Puzzeled ,
Obi asked , "skin"?  "You know , Zaak is covered by a thin film of dark
reddish skin.  Inside that , will be Zaak's head, and it will be mostly red
, dark red like the colour of your lips".  "I've never seen Zaak's head".
"Look here ".  Jac stretched Jos tube to horizontal with two fingers and
then gently released the foreskin back along the red glans until Obi could
see the semi erect glans protruding again from Jos snow suit.  "Wow" ,
grinned Obi , how do you do that?  "No magic Obi , that's the way Zaak
should work , also , but you've got to teach him".  "No ,way , Zaak gets
big , the skin hurts badly".  "May I" , offered Jac ?  Gently diving the
purplish foreskin at Obi's pelvis on to the frozen pond.  "aHhhhhh , ahhh"
, Obi's stomach muscles contracted violently inside his snow suit.  "Hang
on Obi , let me do this another ten seconds".  A pool of cold water
materialized around Zaak as Jac held it firmly into the small ice cavity of
melting water.  "Urts no Urts , but not so much ", grinned Obi.  The boys
watched as Zaak swelled and shrunk depending on Jac's finger pressure
directing it against the ice.  "Jos held his tube against the ice also to
show Obi , it's ok.  "K Ohb , now while Zaak is stretched but almost frozen
to the ice , try to slide the skin back just a bit to view the head.  It's
called the glans".  Obi touched Zaak gingerly , easing the purple skin back
just enough to show the tiny red end of the meatis.  "It's really red and
sore looking Obi , but can you get the glans on the ice and stretch the
skin off the glans more.  Keep head right against the ice.  That will
prevent it from expanding.  Obi , you must try to ease the foreskin back
farther until the glans pops out side, but don't do it if there's pain. 
Skin could still be partially fused to the head or maybe it's infected with
some bad bacteria"?  Obi's fingers backed off the foreskin but not enough
to expose the head.  "That's the best I can do Jos".  "Obi put your finger
on my tube.  Slide the skin back so you know what it feels like.  Then do
it to yourself".  Obi's finger and thumb coaxed Jos foreskin away from the
glans.  "Ahh , it sort of hurts if you move it too fast Obi , ahhh go easy
, easy".  Obi watched Jos tube reveal itself.  "Inside out " , mused Obi.
"Riight on , murmured Jos and when done very slowly it feels oh so good".
"I feel it , expanding Jos " , excited Obi , "pulsing inside".  "Ok ,
enough , now try that with Zaak"!  Obi's fingers , tighter now applied firm
pressure , and held".  "Ahh , urts ".  "Release slightly , push it tight on
the frozen surface".  "urts not so bad".  "Ok Ohb , more pressure now , but
keep it on the ice , especially the head".  "Ahhh urt not too bad , urt not
bad".  "Stretch Obi , stretch ", chanted Jos and Jac.  Rakir prowled over
to watch the ritual of Zaak.  "S'like Jaak's birthing , excited Obi. 
"C'mon Obi , Cmon Obi , stretch , and freeze the head".  "No pain at all
now".  "Ok Obi but be careful".  Jac reached in again to hold the partially
showing glans flat on the ice.  "Roll a bit close to the ice Obi , get the
whole frenulum area cooled down if possible".  "My fingers are freezing
though".  "Let my fingers hold it flat on the ice Obi.  Jos you take over
Obi's fingers until they get warm".  Slowly Jos accustomed his grip to Zaak
, sensing pain in Obi , with the other fingers on his pelvis , Jos
pressured the stubborn flesh.  Obi's face moved between pain and enjoyment
as Jos continued the stretch.  "Y'ok Ohb"?  "Way ok now Jos".  "Ohb , is it
ok if we do this even if you cum"?  "Uhhh Jos , keep doing it".  "Ok Ohb ,
but if any pain at all , yell , and when was the last time you played with
this thing"?  "Never".  "Wow , you mean , your sixteen and you've not ever
cummed"?  "It's hurting Jos to cum".  "Oh Obi , cum is most enjoyable , but
your foreskin has to be managed and stretched , er are you sure you want me
to continue".  "Yeaaahhh" , Jos , I need you to make me cum".  Jos released
the partially hardened shaft allowing the foreskin to reclaim after a brief
look at the glans.  "Your right Jos, it was the same color as my lips ,
much darker in color than yours but , then yours also matches your lip
color".  "We should stop Obi".  Jac added ."Obi you gotta do this for
yourself or you gotta get Aileen to do it for you".  "But why"??  "Obi boys
normally do this to themselves sometimes even before they mature enough to
cum.  You've got lots of colorless lubricant started , so I know you can
come buckets , more than me.  You are older than me with cum ready balls.
"Me do it to myself"?  "Yeah"!  "But it will hurt , that's why I never did
this before".  "It won't hurt Obi".  "We just proved it won't hurt , if
done carefully".  "There's chemicals , er hormones involved.  Once they
turn on , trust me Obi , you will not feel pain.  But you gotta promise to
do this only if you have lots of ice around.  If your foreskin does slip
behind the glans corona , it might get stuck there without ice". 
"Meaning". "Obi , the pain will return as soon as your hormones deplete and
Zaak's head is choked to death by your tight foreskin ring".  Jos and Jak
watched the color drain from Obi's face.  "Whaaat"?  The boys laid on the
ice as they talked.  Jos tucked his tube back into the warm place , and
closed the zippers as did Obi.  "If it hurts , then I won't"!  "Yeah , you
will".  "Nohp"!  A few birds flew overhead cawing their usual sounds. 
"Y'ok with what we did Ohb"?  "But I need to cum Jos".  The boys stood up
and stretched as they walked back toward the farm house.

   "I know you do Ohb , but I don't think your boy-boy like Adrian and I
don't think you've got much experience at all with Zaak.  Your a cute boy
Ohb and you will develop best mentally if you learn how to whank yourself
as the British twinks say .  You got to learn about your own body first. 
We've given you the basics , and your balls are gonna hurt for an hour
cause they need release.  Trust us Ohb , you have a certain edge ,
discipline if you call it that.  It allows you to play beautiful guitar. 
Jos and I want to be your friend.  In fact we are your friend , and we
believe you gotta do this by yourself , until your hand falls off.  It
should be a very private time for you".

   "Well how was it with you Jos and Jac"?  The same crows flew back over
the boys hoping one of them would be left stranded and helpless.  As the
boys and Rakir neared the farm house Jos finished explaining to Obi how the
twin girls drew cum from Jos after the calf birthing and then from both of
them at the birthday party.  "There's a song , Love Hurts".  "Obi grinned ,
"Yeah , I know that song well".  "So , it's true , the stories are true " ,
mused Obi.  "If Aileen is the one who wants to spend the rest of her life
with me , then Aileen is the one to draw my first cum".  "And it will hurt
like the song says but it will be magic for you and Aileen".  The boys high
fived as they trooped into the mud room .  "I see you boys are happy hungry
and ready for supper".  Unloaded their heavy out door clothing and headed
grinning to the bathroom to wash up for supper.  "Why all the grinning ,
Obi " , yelled Jess after them.  HAve you boys played each other"?  "We can
tell you know if energy levels are wasted".  "Can they really know that" ,
smirked Obi warming his hands under the warm water.  "Yes , they can ",
issued Jos , as Jen approached with a clean towel.  "That's why we tell
them everything .  No secrets means , trust , and trust is everything with
your favorite girl".  Jen grabbed Jos cheeks and laid a huge kiss across
them, then the same for Jac.  Obi ducked as he knew it was coming, but JEs
was behind Jen , giving Obi a huge kiss on his dark reddish lips.  "We like
you Obi , cause your sexy and you can play guitar.  Are you ready for
Aileen to come out and stay here with you a week or two"?

   "But first look me straight in the eye and tell me , "did these boys
bond with you this week , cause your looking happy , really happy for the
first time , but not necessarily contented".  "Yes " , stated Obi.  "Jos
and Jac are top friends".  "Ok" , high fived the girl twins.  "Supper is
ready , lets eat".  During supper Obi was able to report the afternoon
adventure to the twin girls.  Whenever embarrassment threatened , Jos or
Jac continued until Jen and Jes were laughing and grinning with the boys on
an adventure worth having.  During dishwasher loading Jac's phone rang.

   Chapter 32 Call from Robert.

   "Hello".  "Jac , this is Robert ".  "Glad to talk Dad".  " I have Jill
on this speaker phone ".  "Great , Hi Mom " , yelled Jos and Jen and Jes.
How is Obi.  Have not heard from you for a couple days".  "Hold on Robert ,
we're going to speaker phone" , as he touched the speaker option and set
the phone gently to the table for all to hear".  Jac spoke , "supper is
just over , glad you called Robert , Jos and I are just back from a long
walk with Obi".  Obi cleared his throat , "Hi Mr.  Green".  "Hello Obi ,
but call me Robert.  That formal stuff is for lawyer talk".  "Hello Robert
" , yelled Jen and Jes and Jos.  "Hello Robert " , yelled Obi .  "Is school
going ok".  "Tough , still catching up last years disaster semester but
easier than a month ago".  "And Jen and Jes , how are you kids".  "Fine
Robert ", chorused Jen and Jes .  "We're especially happy tonight after the
boys and Rakir returned from a long walk".  "That's great girl twins, good
stuff for all of you , and Obi , are you enjoying farm living"?  "Yes sir ,
Robert .  This place makes me happy".  "Glad to hear that Obi".  "Rakir ,
good dog".  "Woof" , replied Rakir now listening to the conversation around
the table.  "Ok kids , there is a reason for this call.  There was a prison
break.  It seems , Ralph was in transit from his cell to a dentist. 
Somehow he got his freedom from the prisoner transport vehicle".  "Do you
think he'l hurt us Dad".  "Nope , but he may want to" , warned Robert. 
"Last known sighting"?  "Kingston".  "It's a long way from here to that
city, we should be fine".  "You know your mother " , apologized Robert. 
"She wanted me to ensure you know".  "Woo hoo , laughed Jos.  Thanks Mom ,
I love you and will take care".  "When was escape"?  "Yesterday , and
authorities have not found him yet , that's why Mom wanted you to know. 
Jos , and Jac , nobody knows what goes through his mind .  In the two
months of incarceration , the reports on Ralph are negative".  "Expected
behavior by a man programmed by God"!  "Not to be underestimated ",
mentioned Robert.  "Thanks Dad".  "Jac, Jos , keep vigilant".  "Ok Dad".



   Chapter 33 Learning to defend.



   Once a week the boys disappeared into the old farm house.  They rigged
the basement area with gym mats begged from the school gym teacher and eye
bolts from the hardware store for slack lining and wrestling.  The main
floor with high ceiling was used for kick boxing.  Jos muscles rebelled at
first not able to survive a whole evening.  As the training sessions and
Jos' outdoor running added up his brain seemed to be getting more control
over ever strengthening muscles.  Often Adrian trained with them.  After a
particularly hard , work out , where Jac determined to put Ohbi and Jos
down at the same time with Adrian running interference.  "Ohbi , do think
we are helping you learn defense"?  "Even if I only learn what I cannot do
, I am ahead".  "Are you ok with that , knowing the amount of effort we are
spending in here"?  "For sure Jac , I'm learning a lot more than you think.
My stature will never allow me to be as strong as you are but with practice
I'm going to learn quicker than you , how to stomp an attackers face .  You
already said Jac , that speed is thirty percent and agility is thirty
percent and the rest is practiced strength".  "Great answer Ohbi.  I like
you.  The positive always out weighs".  "What's the downside" , requested
Obi.  "Excellent question.  Every pro has a con.  Ohbi it's possible for
you to be too much positive but you seem to have a reservation point.  A
hesitation point can save you if you listen to it".  "What do you mean Jac
, a point"?  "Ohbi , sometimes you withdraw from the crowd as though you
are evaluating what to do next.  It is a good process to do that , but
sometimes Jen has noticed that you do that at inopportune times in your
class.  It's possible , that's just inexperience but it's also possible
that your mind is hiding dreaded memories , and when one occurs your brain
stops to put it back in place.  I hope I am wrong , but on the pro side ,
hesitation can save you when danger exists close by".  Jos and Adrian
rested beside Jac.  Jos examined a large bruise growing on Adrian's left
bicep.  "Adrian , I can help that bruise".  Adrian leaned back flat on the
mat , arms relaxed out-stretched.  Jos started by cupping the bruise with
both hands, tightening , loosening , increasing the pressure but never
quite releasing all pressure.  Adrian smiled , closed his eyes.  "Great
Jos, don't know how you do it but all feeling just left my muscles".  "All
except one" , surmised Jos.  "That one's not mine", grinned Adrian as Jac
and Ohbi watched the misbehaving muscle".  "In my class , I would never do
that ".  "Adrian does not have a choice".  "Once your muscle is damaged ,
it should be attended".  "Noah noaahh " , grinned Obi.  " I mean the hump
in his trousers".  "I can fix that too" , laughed Jos , regarding Obi's
hesitation.  "Adrian do you need attendance on the lump" , grinned Jos. 
"You know me better than myself " , laughed Adrian .  Jos regarded Ohbi's
face.  "Is it ok Ohbi , if I help him out".  "Er I can go in the other room
"?  "Ohbi , we want you to belong to everything.  If you don't want me to
do it , just say no.  Adrian and I and Jac are ok with that".  Adrian spoke
gently , "Ohbi be yourself , not your mother or father and definitely not
anyone else.  We already have friend ticked on your profile and nothing you
say or do can erase that".  "Ahh , er , I want you guys as friends too, but
I'm afraid , if I get a stiffy , it will hurt.  It's a pain for me , as you
know Jos".  "Right Ohbi , agreed.  I will help you and Jac can help
Adrian". "Sure".  "Lets do one more agility session with the slack roping ,
then we'll all relax".  Jos strung the heavy rope fifteen feet across the
basement about three feet from the floor mats , climbed slowly on to the
long brown hemp rope.  As he moved out from the wall , Obi stepped on to
the loading area , both of them straining every muscle to remain standing .
Next Adrian climbed on to the rope , his greater weight defecting both boys
severely as they struggled for balance.  "NExt" , yelled Obi and Jos , as
Jac followed Adrian across the taut rope vibrating with energy as each boy
tuned his muscle control to the others.  "Here I come " , motioned Jac ,
his agility disturbing the other three all ready more than half way across
the basement.  Jac easily caught up with Adrian and steadied his waist with
nimble gripping of Adrian's rear cheeks.  They caught up with Obi as Jos
reached the other landing , all four boys successfully unloading on the
other side of the room.  "Way to be slackers", yelled Jac.  "I set the line
really slack tonight " , issued Jos.  "It was very tough " , gleamed Obi.
"I liked it".  "One more time then "?  "Reverse order now , back across,
ordered Jos".  The boys reloaded the slack rope , muscles screaming to
balance until all boys again moved cautiously , with extreme discipline
back across the basement.  This time Adrian and Obi were sweating profusely
with Jos an Jac laughing.  "Want to do it again anyone"?  Jac stood on the
mat under the rope and leaped , landing expertly on the careening rope ,
finally balancing his weight.  "Shiite , that's tough yelled Obi".  "Can
you do it" smiled Jac from the vibrating rope responding to his muscle
control.  "No , I can't".  "Come on Ohbi , coached Jos, no words just try".
"Come on Ohbi coached Adrian , "just because I can't do it , means nothing
to your ability.  Pretend your jumping on to a huge guitar string".  "Yeah
Ohbi , come on ".  "Can you do it Jos "?  "Yes , because Jac already knows
my weight.  He uses muscles , I don't yet have to stabilize the rope when I
land on it".  "You try , Ohbi.  I think you can do it , and if not we'll
spot for you.  Adrian positioned himself beside Jac and Jos beside Ohbi , "
In case something goes wrong , Ok Ohbi , your best shot".  Obi stationed
himself carefully , knowing that too far from Jac and too close to Jac were
both equally difficult.  He walked along the tremoring rope to the right
spot and leaped , both feet landing expertly on the rope, as Jac
accommodated the new weight beside him.  The rope dived left then right
then the wave from the weight adjustment reflected and arrived under his
straining muscles .  Obi's body rippled with hardened grit , every muscle
carefully straining to absorb the rope movement.  Jac's muscles rippled
each time to compensate for the disturbance .  Then both boys stood
grinning at each other".  "Yeehaw " , exploded from Obi .  "Heeyaw" ,
yelled Jac , both bodies now sweating from exertion.  Jos and Adrian
clapped and cheered.  "Ok boys make your way to the end and step off as
normal".  "That means we have to crawl over each other"??  "Not this time
Obi , Jac will simply turn around and let both of you unload over there".

   Ten seconds later everyone collapsed on the gym mat.

   Jos returned from the kitchen with a bag of ice and crawled against Obi.
"Relax Obi" , as he laid Obi's body back flat on the mat , then , pulled
off the sweaty gym trunks.  Jos applied the ice to the round deep redish
tube , before any response from it could occur.

   Jac proceeded to lay out Adrian massaging first his left biceps , but
gradually working the whole body.

   "Y'ok Ohbi".  Thumbs up in reply.  "Each of has a code word .  Do you
have a code word Ohbi".  "Jen and Jes have already talked to Aileen.  My
code word is neela".  "Riight " smiled Jos, "then lets begin".  He lifted
the dark red tube from the ice , massaging and healing with feather like
fingers.  "Ahhh".  "Just lay totally relaxed Obi".  "No sounds , no
thoughts , cept you can hold that smile".  Jos worked one hand on the tube
and the other took care of every muscle Obi had used.  He lathered Obi's
sweat back into his skin and when that dried he licked raw areas.  "Ohbi ,
your getting muscles where none existed, not to mention the one out of
control".  "You feeling tired Ohhbi"?  "Let everything go , forget where
you are and dream where you want to be".  He worked carefully over every
inch watching Obi's body respond and relax.  Finally he stopped.  "Obi is
asleep" , smirked Jos.  He turned to watch Adrian's tube , standing at
least nine inches tall , farm hardened six packs quivering with sexual
tension , and moved closer until Adrian's big hand cupped his balls ,and He
cupped Jac's balls as Jac cupped Adrian.  "We got to be quiet so as not to
wake up the guitar player".  The three boys synchronized their hand
movements , then watched their partner , using facial feedback and
respiration levels to guage enjoyment.  Hand slides up , hand slides down ,
fingers tantalize , fingers release , fingers tighten.  Adrian's unused
hand pushed stiffly on Jac's six pac and on around the triangle continued.
Deep red blush permeated each boy's ears , then chest and right down the
six pack muscles, now quivering like the rope.  Hands up , hands down ,
lifting the foreskins tight sliding out over the swollen glans , then
dropping the foreskin gently , teasing it , sliding it , where it wants to
go as the glans takes over .  Fluids leaking, Boyhoods straining , stomachs
hardening and shrinking inward until all three fountains exploded at once.
Energy of the eruptions permeated the room.  Obi awoke and watched the
spectacle of the boy hood sperm spouts.  "Wow Adrian , that's more stuff
than elephant cum ".  "For sure " , grinned Adrian ,It's more than my
normal.  "There's enough all around here to double the earth's pop , "joked
Jos".  "Will I be able to do that soon" , asked Obi.  "You can do it now" ,
grinned Jos , "I don't know you well enough yet to just go ahead and milk
you".  "Instead you put me to sleep" , laughed Obi , "How did you do that".
"Obi , Jos is far advanced over me on mind control".  "It's true Ohbi" ,
grinned Jos .  "For some reason , I imagine myself in your body and what I
want to do for you and , it happens".  "Extravagant".  "Every time is a new
learning experience" , repeated Jos , and I need to practice a lot". 
"Right".  "The more friends I have , the more I learn".  "I need to
practice making you feel better in order to learn how to hurt you".  Jac
and Jos and Ohbi and Adrian exchanged knowing glances.

   The boys cleaned up , showered together in the old shower upstairs ,
sharing soap and water and back rubs and the odd penis pull .  The shower
had to be quick as ice cold water raced through the ancient hot water tank
. Jos and Jac would hold everyone a second longer each time.  Over many
weeks each boy learned to experience the cold water longer.  "Ohbi Ohbi
hang on , le'me control your cold pain " , yelled Jos , the sound of the
water changing to spring fed well cold.  "Ahh haahf-aaaghhf , hurting"! 
"It's ok Ohbi , he can do it for me already soothed Adrian".  Jos and Jac
held Obis body between them as the cold water advanced, Jos using his
fingers on Ohbi's neck to deflect and nullify the cold effects.  Adrian
jumped free and grabbed towels for the other three as they emerged .  "Your
deep redish purple is blue Ohbi".  Jos wrapped his palms around Ohbi's tube
, dropped it into his mouth as Ohbi changed from wincing to regular deep
breathing.  He dropped the tube before any expansion would occur.  "Thanks
Jos and Jac , not sure when I'l ever use cold water training but learning
is experience".  Ohbi saw the pain start on Adrian's face before his words
finished.  "Ohh , ohhh Adrian , I'm sorry , sorry sorry .  I say such
stupid things".  Jos answered for Adrian .  "Ohbi , Theory likely drowned
when the truck filled with water , but we understand you meant no harm for
Adrian".  "Eventually , I will be able to talk about it , but not now ",
spoke Adrian.  The boys returned to Jen and Jes' house to complete their
homework.  Ohbi promised to show them a guitar chord.  "One chord every
week", with the timing in place will help you understand music and timed
intervals" , bantered Obi as Jos and Jac learned.  "Great Obi , the chords
seem to have their own intervals , and that can teach me more about
delivering high speed energy to an opponent".  Wide eyed , Jos agreed.  "I
need to learn what these string resonance do inside my head".  "Music
affects every brain differently" , mused Aileen as she sat with Obi ,
watching his interaction with new friends.





   Chapter 34 Jos healing power.





   The next few days remained well below zero.  Ice on the pond , behind
the dam , solidified to allow sports activities.  Obi and Aileen appeared
with skates.  Jac and Jen and Jes and Adrian donned skates .  Adrian
appeared several times with skates as did Mallory and Fran.  The weight of
school work and chores blended evenly into the open air skating and fun ,
except for Joshua.  "Rakir , you and I are the only kids in Ontario who
can't skate".  Rakir licked Jos face as though : "I hear ya buddy , do
somethin about that".  Jos usualy minded goal with rubber galoshes over
steel toed boots .  Today he put on brand new skates and tried to keep up
with the puck.  "Forward falls , backward slides and head over heels " ,
wondered Jac , picking up Jos once again.  "I can't skate , forget it Jac".
"Jos you can't do a triple sow cow at first , but you can do it ,
eventually , keep trying".  "I ne-never wanted to do a triple sow cow or
even a mono sow cow".  Obi zipped across the pond .  "My parents are
hopeless on ice , Jos".  "Your trying to help me with that comment Obi". 
Jen attempted to steady Jos , as his legs buckled one more time , one out
front , and one under him .  Jos sank slowly to the ice , muscles burning
with stress.  "I think , Obi was telling you that he learned to skate very
young" , quoted Jen.  "That means he doesn't know how to help you learn ,
nor does Jac".  Jac and Jes sat on the ice with Obi and Aileen in a circle
around Jos.  She sat beside Jos on the ice.  "Help you , I can Jos , if you
would ask me".  "I want to skate , and I will learn , if you will help me
Jen".  "That's the spirit Jos" , soothed Obi and Aileen.  "Jos , Jes and I
taught each other to skate around ten years old.  I still remember a lot of
learning tips".  "Let em rip" , Jen.  "Skating is not easy for you Jos. 
Trying to hard to muscle power yourself".  "You mean , I don't need
muscles".  " Yes , Jos, of course you do but , intelligence must guide the
muscles with the steel blades in mind".  "I need to rethink what my legs
are doing"?.  Jen glanced at Jes and Jac , sitting close by.  "Jos ,
remember when Jes told you , that when the time comes you will know what to
do"?  Jos laughed , relaxed .  "Oh Jen , you mean skating is like the day
we first , ahh um , in the forest"?  "Partly , skating is tougher to learn
than swimming , once you get into puberty".  "That sounds silly Jen , You
mean , I should have learned to skate before we enjoyed the forest
solitudes".  Jac questioned Obi and Aileen about the forest solitude.  "Obi
and Aileen , are you ok with the story of Jos and Jen and Jes searching for
the baby calf"?  "Yeah Jac , Aileen and I are very aware of how you two boy
twins got so much in love with these two girl twins.  It looks like Aileen
and I have learned skating first and that means we can proceed to sex" ,
smirked Obi as Aileen pushed his red face and parka to the ice.  Jos
grinned , watching Obi's face and Aileen's reaction.  "Ok Jen , I'm relaxed
now , sort of".  Jen smiled " Easier to learn skating when relaxed.  First
Jos you gotta go back in the net.  Just try to keep balance on those new
blades and keep some weight on your stick".  "That should be easy", grinned
Jos .  You mean my stick is overheated and needs to be cooled on the ice".
"Yes" , grinned Jen , watching the groups reaction.  "Your mind will be
concentrating on stopping the puck , and the feet will do what is necessary
to keep you stable".  "Your saying , my brain is useless to figure out ice
balance".  Jen and Jes laughed together.  "It seems Jos , your mind is
better off idling or catching pucks than analyzing your muscle movements".
"Your mind was never able to control that muscle either " , alluded Jes to
Jos groin.  "Jen's mind was way better at that"!  "I love you two".  Jos
stood up , shuffled to the net and took possession.  "Ok everyone , play
hockey as before".  The game continued until everyone collapsed from
fatigue an hour later , but not before Jos got used to catching pucks while
standing on the razor sharp edges.  Dusk faded to night as the group
finished supper .  Then they split up , with Adrian , Mallory and Fran
staying in the old farm house .  Obi helped Jos and Jac with a homework
quiz.  The girl twins stayed with Aileen trying to pick tunes on her
guitar. "Obi , how can you skate so well".  "My parents came to Canada ,
wanted me to be a Canadian.  I went to a hockey school until starting high
school".  "Why did you quit playing hockey" , asked Jac casually as the
sound of guitar strings permeated their room.  Obi seized.  Jos watched his
face , "fear or anguish".  The sounds of carefully strummed guitar strings
and girls laughing continued.  "Um , er composing his face again , "I did
not like hockey".  "Your parents , were they ahh disappointed"?  "I just
told them I was too small to continue in a rough game".  "I wish you had
played on my team or on Hal's team , reminded Jac".  "I wish so too ".  Jos
could not tell for sure , but Obi was tired and ...  "It's ok Ohbi , let
your eyes tell us why you quit hockey" whispered Jos.  Watching Obi's eyes.
Rakir suddenly appeared , sat beside Obi , licked his face.  A tear formed
in each eye , then Obi asked : "Jac , why did you stop hockey"?  "I didn't
stop voluntary-like Obi.  I wanted to play with my old street friends in
Toronto and I wanted to teach Jos , but too much happened last year".  "You
mean , Rob and Jake beat me to death and you spent a quarter of a year in
hospital with me ", stated Jos , hugging his brother so tight.  "Ahh ,
Sorry Jac , a stupid question "!  Jos , Jac and Rakir faced off with Obi .
Jos stared into his moist eyes : "No Ohbi , not a question at all , a fact
, and I need to explain that no question is stupid.  Ohbi , can I ask you ,
what made you stop playing hockey , cause out on that pond you are happy
and carefree.  Way better skater than me , yet even I enjoy the game.  Now
suddenly , I see hurt , and I feel hurt Ohbi.  You know I pick up hurt when
my friends do that , and Rakir does the same.  Now I think Jac sees
something too , maybe , even feels some of your pain.  Face dropping away
toward the floor , Jos padded his fingers on Obi's temples , his thumbs
seeking to alleviate Obi's despair.  Some tears dropped , then stopped ,
then Obi wrestled free and ran to his bed.  Rakir followed him.  Jos and
Jac nodded , waited for the girls to finish their chorusing.  They padded
quietly to Obi.  Rakir growled.  Face hidden , "Leave me please".  "Ohbi ,
we can help , if you let us.  Your pain is getting higher Obi.  That's why
Rakir is guarding you.  He feels it Obi , and I feel it , and it's going to
make me cry too.  Please Obi"?  "Did the coach er "?  "Noh".  "Did you team
make playoffs".  "No , I don't know"?  "Ohbi , you stopped mid season"?  "I
, um , er , Joshua please , help me".  Rakir sat quietly.  Jos matted his
palms to Obi's head, moved them over his ears.  "That better Obi"?  "Thanks
Jos , don't know how you do that".  "I don't know either" whispered Jos ,
his face now against the back of Obi's head , "but I know I can get you
through this without alcohol or drugs , can feel your trust Obi , and I
feel your hurt in my own head , but I need to know why Obi"?  "I c c
can't". "LEt me help more Obi", placing his hands tight over the ears and
eyes" "Jac , put your hands around my hands.  Obi's still hurting , and his
breathing's accelerated".  Jac lifted Obi's head from the bed , moved close
to him , let his head stop on his own shoulder.  Jos detected some relief.
"Obi you and I , We all ben through the same thing , have we "? 
Imperceptible , yet Jos detected the nodded "yes".  "They beat you didn't
they Ohbi" , questioned Jos attempting to lead the facts.  Ohbi said
nothing , his face said it all.  "They beat me senseless Ohbi because I
ignored them.  They said I was gay and faggot when they attacked.  Why did
they beat you"?  Ohbi burrowed his face into Jac's shoulder.  "Jac and I
are Canadians , and your family Obi , are new Canadians , right".  "Yea".
"Obi tell us what happened in your language , OK".  "It's ok Obi , kids cry
the same in all languages.  It's ok .  Boys cry too ,with someone they
trust.  Tell us , let everything be said".  Letting his index fingers
relieve the eye lids released water , lots of tears and sobs in Ohbi's
family language.  Jac tightened his hug , pulling Obi's face into his
chest, tears soaking his t-shirt.  Jos' face against Obi's mind.  "I hear
you Obi , I heard you in the hospital , but I was not able to help you
then, but I'm strong now Obi.  I feel your pain , like it was then.  Oh , I
wish I could have helped you , the first time you came to see me.  I hear
your screams but I don't yet understand your language".  Jac stared at Jos
disbelieving , yet believing.  "Ohbi , you were hurt by ,, I can't , I
listen , I hear Ja .  Jac hurt you.  No wait" , tears roiled from Jos as
Obi's mind turmoiled to dump the pain .  "He sucker punched , threw your
body behind the equipment bench , chiisst Jac , Obi is telling me what
happened in his own language.  Jos sweated , his eyes crying for Obi as
layers of terror flowed through his mind from Obi.  "Rip my t-shirt Jac ,
before I overheat".  Jac propped Obi between himself and Jos.  His fingers
gripped Jos t-shirt at the side seam.  R, r, rip , the seam vanished as Jac
stripped the t-shirt into two pieces and unraveled it from Jos , carefully
letting his hands stay on Obi.  Obi's pain ramped again .  Jac watched his
chest heave , watched Jos sweat and blush as Obi's pain spread to both of
them.  "We're In a locker room , your body , stuck behind the equipment
bench , face pushed into the rubber mat floor, something kicks you from
above and behind in the balls, your underwear ripped down to your skates ,
your jock strap broken , then feeling ass tickle , then lungeing
penetration , grunting , cursing , chissst Jac Obi's body is being raped by
Jake".  The sounds of three girls enjoying a guitar session faded in the
darkened room.  Rakir licked away the tears of both boys faces.  Jac pulled
the boys together lungs gasping , crying .  He held tight.  Obi's sobs and
Jos tears soaked into Obi's shirt .  He removed it also , along with his
own.  Flesh on flesh soothed both boys.  Tears and sobs continued .  Then
Jos felt new waves of pain , like another giant wave shuddering through his
body.  "Come on Obi , come on , Tell Jake to fuck imself , cause your
gettin better and Obi , Jac and I are gonna take all the despair you got
until you get better".  Rakir heard the girls approaching the bedroom door.
He ran to stop them.  Aileen looked through the door into the dark room ,
sensed Obi's sweaty smell.  "Obi , y'ok"?  Jac answered , "Aileen don't
flip the light switch , get a flashlight , bring Jes and Jen".  "We need
help with Obi , but we need to be gentle.  Jos is coupled with his pain. 
They're both hurting and crying , with terror.

   The girls split decisions.  Aileen would make tea.  Jen would find a
light , and Jes approached Jac in the dark.  "Your sweating Jac , and very
warm , er do you want ice packs.  Just wash cloth to absorb the tears and
sweat.  Obi and Jos are locked in conversation , with Jos telling me what
he is saying.  Stay with me Jes , were not through yet.  Relief wavered
through Obi , then Jos .  Rakir returned to lick Obi's face .  Jen and
Aileen returned with green tea .  They shone the flashlight upward to the
ceiling , the pattern making a huge happy face.  Ohbi did not see light and
Jos did not look up , face locked aside Obi, both faces held by Jac against
his chest.  Jen remembered Jac and Randy's pain after Hal's suicide, she
began to comprehend .  She took Aileen's hands and directed them around
Obi's waist, her own hands around Jos and Jess held Jac .  The new strength
emboldened Jos to challenge more terror.  "Come on Obi , tell that puke
face Jake to fuck hiself again".  Obi's lungs inflated rapidly, new red
flush highlighting his ears.  Jos gripped Obi tighter , his face shaking ,
his mind flushing out bad memories.  "Obi can't breath , crushed on his
stomach , underwear tangled in his skates .  Jake holds him with out mercy
over the equipment bench , Rob enters his asshole with grunts and groans ,
pushing , pumping , wrecking , ripping , dumps his load , but the wave is
still getting bigger , raw terror blazes forest fire from Obi.  "Gau oawww
nooaa gauuu nooaa" , indescribable pain effuses from every pore of Obi's
sweat .  "Let go Ohbi , let us have all of it , fuck o'rself Rob , creepy
bastard of bad religions.  The terror rolls higher and higher , as Obi
screams in some unknown language , but Jos understands.  "God dam , my peek
is cuming , gog dam god dam damm dammm FAWKKKK".  Obi's outburst ended in
nothing.  Far away outdoor sounds quieted the room.  Aileen and Jen and Jes
felt the chill leaving at last.  They tightened their limbs to buffer the
outgoing pain.  Heart rates and respiration slowly subside to normal.  Jac
kisses Jes confidently.  "We did it , Jes".  "Is Obi and Jos ok"?  "They
will sleep all night now" , mused Jac , "like I did after Randy and I
visited Hal's suicide".  Aileen and Jen and Jes and Jac undressed Obi and
Jos , putting them into Obi's bed.  They tip toed from the room leaving
Rakir to guard.

   In the kitchen Jac told the girls what he understood about Ohbi's
condition of mind, about memories of rape and buggery held inside , of Jake
and Rob raping him in the hockey equipment room.  He told the girls about
his recovery from the pain of Hal's suicide with Randy.  Jess corroborated
the events , remembering the night of terror in the padded room.  "But why
would Obi do that " , queried Jess to Jen.  Jac grimaced at the question
but determined to answer it.  "Er are you meaning Jess , why did Obi cum ?
, like you're assuming he was enjoying the RAPE?  Jes and Jen backed off .
"Yea Jac , I apologize , what do I a girl know about a boy being raped , er
we are so much different than you"?  Jac continued , "Jes and Jen , a boy's
penis is controlled by his mind , so they say , but it receives stimuli
from rubbing , from vibration and any number of other physical aspects. 
Obi was fourteen when the change room rape occurred.  His body was high on
the new drugs coursing through him at puberty.  Obi could not control the
sensations ram rodded into him by rape.  Even pain can be interpreted by
the reproductive glans .  Obi's mind would be screaming 'NO' but the
rapists persistent attack could force his reproductive organs to cum".  The
absolute opposites in Obi's mind can not be lowered in intensity by the boy
himself.  Someone has to help Obi reason with the out come until he
understands what happened to his own body.  I think , after tonight , Obi
will realize his body did not give in to the rape.  It simply did what any
normal boy body at fourteen would do because of the friction of the rape".
Jes and Jen stood up , "Thanks Jac.  Well said.  We hope Obi's mind can now
deal with this event".  Aileen smiled, "This much better than a padded room
like you had Jac"?  "Yes , we must check on them all night though".  "What
if Obi has more pain waves , Jac maybe you should go back with them.  There
is room in that bed for three".  "All of us can sleep with them tonight ,
ventured Jen.  "We can put the air mattress on the floor".  "I would like
that very much " , offered Aileen , "I love Obi so much, and I want to be
with him always , and that includes his pain".

   Within a few minutes Jac returned to sleep with Obi and Jos.  He crawled
under the covers beside Obi and snuggled down.  The three girls padded in
with Rakir and settled down on the air mattress.  Evening wore on . 
Refrigerator continued endless cycles of hum and off.  The dishwasher made
it's own song of high pitched water pressure.  Eventually the dishwasher
stopped and the well pump rested.  Total silence enveloped the darkened
house.  Obi's body twitched , eyes rolling behind his lids .  Black clouds
descended from the sky holding , immobile against a black rubber floor. 
Powerful hands emerged from behind , punched his stomach and knocked him
down , ripped away his belt , and trousers , then his jock strap and
underwear.  "Ne no noh nohaa" , screamed from his lips even before the ugly
shaft entered his rear.  Jac awoke turned on the flashlight on the ceiling.
In a low solid voice, "Ohbi , ok , Ohhbi pull through it".  Obi's mind
fought back.  Raw fists lashed out smacking Jos , then Jac.  "Ohhbi" ? 
Jac's voice getting louder.  "OHBI" ?  Jos felt the fist concave his face.
Jac gripped his wrists , with full power , Jos pulled Obi chest to chest ,
face to face.  Rakir appeared , ramming his big head into Obi's face.  A
foot kicked at Rakir.  "GRRR-WOOF" , as the big dog nimbly avoided the
foot. "Wha Whaa What , Be have' I done " , yelled Obi , his eyes fully open
, his mind now over-conscious.  "Ohbi"?  "Ohbhbi"?  "Josha"?  Jos released
his arms , as Jac let go the wrists.  "We are with you Ohbi.  It's ok. 
It's ok".  "It's OK Ohbi" , whispered Aileen.  "We are all with you".



   Chapter 35 Obi Recovers



   In the morning on the school bus everyone saw the cut eyebrow and black
eye on Jos.  "I'm ok guys , tired but OK".  Then they looked at Jac with
the cheek bruise.  JAc wanted to explain to the puzzled students , finally
passing off the black eye as a puck strike.  "Jos was playin hockey"?  New
rumors crept through the halls that day concerning BWBAD and Joshua Green .
As the high school day passed Joshua quelled most of the worst rumors with
methodical explanation to every question.  Aileen held Obi tight after the
last class.  "I'm going back to my family now as planned".  Obi held on
tighter , knowing his hugs were drawing attention from the pedestrian way
adjacent to the bus loading area.  "Just another minute Aileen , in my
arms", begged Ohbi".  "My parents will be in the parking lot soon, and you
must catch that bus Obi".  Jen and Jes watched from the bus window.  They
spoke with the bus driver: "It's ok with me Jen , I can wait up to ten
minutes , but you better ask the rest of the bus students if we can wait
ten minutes".  Jes and Jac stood up in the isle : "Hey guys , everyone ,
bus riders , See that couple on the side walk , they have to separate . 
Can all you guys let the bus wait here for ten minutes till they finish".
"Let em finish".  "We can wait for Obi".  "Tell the boy to take more than
ten minutes" , laughed another.  "Ok , ok , but don't let em do it in
public" , yelled another.  "Ahh I take that to mean we can wait another
nine minutes " , yelled Jes to the bus crowd.  "Nine minutes" , cheered
fifty five students.  The driver nodded.  She ran to tell Obi and Aileen ,
he had eight more minutes.  Ohbi and Aileen smiled at the bus than wrapped
both arms around each other.  Their lips touched , hands pulled closer ,
bodies blended into one , for five minutes.  Bus students began to cheer
"do it Obi , do it Obi".  Another car squeezed in front of the waiting bus.
Aileens mother jumped out to collect her daughter wrapped with Obi.  Obi
opened his arms and pulled her together with Aileen in a full one minute
embrace.  The bus students went crazy , "Ohbi , Ohbi , Ohbi , kiss her
too". Aileen's mother awared of the watching crowd wrapped her own arms
around Obi.  "Love , Love , Live and Love" , chanted the students.  Aileen
, Ohbi and the mother quickly separated.  Obi jumped on the bus as Aileen
and her mother left in their car.  The bus students teased Obi when he
boarded.  "Obi kisses , Obi kisses , Obi kisses".  HE took the last seat
beside Jen near the middle of the bus .  Jen held up her mirror for Obi. 
"They love you Obi , just like they love Jos".  Obi checked the lipstick
marks on his cheeks.  "Good thing Aileen does not use lipstick , or I would
be totally red " , mused Ohbi , as the bus headed out on to the street.



   Chapter 36 Forseen is real.

   Back at the farm Obi took JAc and Jos over to the old farm house to be
alone with him.  He thanked Jac , "Jac you saved the whole school from a
lot of grief , and you saved me also".  "You're friend Ohbi".  "And you
stay a friend" , confirmed Jos , removing the dark sun glasses which he had
borrowed from the principal , during the questioning , brought on by
concerned teachers and parents aware of Jos swollen face.  Jos continued :
"It's all good Obi.  The principal grilled me pretty good about my face ,
explaining that he was concerned because of what happened last year.  It
seems some of my friends are still afraid to come out and talk to me at
high school , but they did tell their parents.  The principal got an earful
of condemnation from many families , just because , they still remember his
inability to prevent those religious freaks from trying to assassinate me
last year.  For that I am grateful to all those students.  I know that one
family was your parents because I saw them leaving his office".  Obi
gasped, stared at the floor, "I'm so dumb and so sorry Jos for fisting you
last night".  "N'Ohhbi , not your fault , about why you did it"!  " Hit my
best friend ever Jos , so fucking stupid".  "Obi , don't you see , you were
fighting back.  You were defending your right to be who you are.  No one
can destroy that right.  Experience is the toughest teacher, and you have
now gotten fight back experience, and now you have friends who will defend
you also".  "But Jos , you told me two weeks ago , that you are unable to
match Jac's fighting - er , defense skills at any level.  You and I are
doomed to be pervert fodder for freaks helping out this two thousand year
old christian god".  "Chiisst Ohbi , that's cruel as it gets , to your best
friend , er boy friend".  "Jos , we be honest with each other .  I'm slight
build in your culture anyway and I play music and I get good marks .  In
high school , there are still some who think , I'm worse than gay , I'm
nerd gay .  If I had glasses , they would be broken by those bullies.  When
I took my guitar to public school three years ago , someone pushed a nail
right through the vibration panel".  "Right , Ohbi , - you're right , I
suck , when it comes to physical defense.  Jac and Adrian have toughened me
a lot against pricks like Jake and Rob, but , true , I am no where near the
defense class that Jac has pushed himself to".  "Why does Jac do that"? 
"You remember Jac's friend Hal ,drugged and raped by a priest , then
suiciding by the train".  "Oh , sorry Jos , now I remember , and Jac trains
hard to defend Hal's honor".  Jos face saddened as he explained Hal's
suicide.  "It's the best students in our country that get killed, they're
smart , they're handsome , they're trusting , and cute to rapists and
bullies .  Add a bit of negativity from church preachings and you have a
freak who satisfies his sexual urges and does god good , all at the same
time" , ending in sarcastic tones Obi could not miss.  "Jos I know that and
you know that , so what can we do to balance the odds of attack"?  "Obi ,
Jac and I have something we have never talked about to anyone.  Jen and Jes
and a few key friends know that I can absorb other peoples pain, and lots
of it ".  Jos paused as Obi absorbed the words , continued.  " Sure it
hurts , just like the victim is hurting , but very slowly Jac is learning
from me , to do the same thing .  By taking the pain from another person's
mind , they get better faster.  It seems our mentality prevents us from
understanding the process , but I know it works and so does Jac, and Jen
and Jes , and Randy , and Adrian and Joseph , especially Joseph".  "Anyone
else know of this healing power"?  "Sath possibly has some of this ability
also, perhaps she taught it to me and Jac , inadvertently , and the old
doctor financing Joseph and Una , will not talk about it but , George knows
about it".  Smiling with the broad Asian grin changing to frown, "Jos it
does no good during an attack to feel , even help other peoples' pain".  "I
know that, Ohbi , but there is more." Staring at the wall to avoid eye
contact with Ohbi, "I don't know how it works" .  Refocusing on Ohbi , " I
can alleviate pain or I can CAUSE pain in another person".  "But how"?  ,
Ohbi's face dropped , then uplifted.  "By putting my fingers on their body
in certain places".  A long silence permeated the conversation.  Jac sat
away from them , listening and learning.  "I can't believe that" , Ohbi
finally blurted.  "There's more Ohbi , but you must never talk about this ,
except with Jac , er perhaps that is enough information for you to think
about Ohbi".  "I will Jos , I promise to keep silent , er one more question
, why did you not use it when I fisted your face"?  "I do not plan to use
it on friends ,because I don't know the limits Ohbi.  There are no math
formula for this , and no one on this planet mentions this stuff".  Jos
pulled Obi's face to his.  They focused into each other's face , dark blue
to wide brown eyes.  "If I use this bottomless pit of defense and if I
don't know how to stawp , Ohbi you would die"!  He watched Obi's face
change jaw dropping open.  Obi withdrew a safe distance.  "Good Obi , you
do understand , but you pulled away and don't understand.  The shock on
your face tells me acknowledgement but the pulling away from me ,frightens.
Ohbi come back to me , close , closer , nose to nose .  Look into my eyes
again .  Ohbi you will not be hurt by me , ever.  I will not hurt a friend
, I cannot hurt a friend , nor can I hurt normal acquaintance on the
street. When I think in a certain way , and it takes all of my
concentration , then and only then do my fingers know where to touch my
opponent".  "But what , how do you know it works".  When Jac and I met
Ralph last year disguised as a shop clerk, I knew without even looking at
him , to be enemy.  My senses told me as we entered the store .  It's a dog
like reaction to something forseen.  It's not explainable in any of our
languages".  "When did it start , er when did you first notice the reaction
to forseen"?  Before I found Jac , I was alone , but I knew , I was not
alone .  It started around the time , after my , er , Ohbi do you remember
when you first wet dreamed"?  "Noah Jos , ahh what is wet dream"?  "It
started after Jen opened my mind in the forest.  Jes and Jen and I went
looking for a lost heifer.  We ended up in a clearing , Jes on my mouth and
Jen on my -er well you know - , The girl twins opened my sexual drive , and
my mind .  They milked me like a one titted cow , again and again and
suddenly I was the one on top of Jen.  Jess left us to take the calf and
cow to the barn.  Obi , my conscious self over drived pumping Jen into a
happy place of boy cum and sperm and emotion and then she lifted me to a
higher level of sentience .We leap frogged each other up the ladder of
human existence until both of us passed out.  It released something inside
me Obi".  "I hope I can get there with Aileen someday Jos".  "The
experience started as sexual but ended with far more .  Later that same
week I could relive the event and sometimes just let my sperm run out into
my shorts even while riding the bus." "That's got to be where I want to
be"!

   "Ahh Ok Ohbi , I'm sure , after I met Jac , last year , I knew the
forsen when Jac had the pool accident with Thiery.  My mind suddenly told
me , that bro was in great danger.  When Adrian and Thiery were in the car
accident , my mind told me to go to the farm where Adrian worked and when
Jayr started to do his suicide thing , my mind , from nowhere told me to go
see him.  Don't you see Ohbi , there are , at least in my mind , ways to
know stuff that is happening , though I can't say how".  Ohbi relaxed ,
realizing his neck and shoulders complained about the extreme face to face
conversation nose to nose with Jos.  Jac moved behind Obi , stroking his
slim neck and shoulder muscles.  "It hurts my muscles also when Jos talks
like that".  "Sorry Ohbi and Jac".  "As you always say Jos , sorry is an
unworthy word , when the result cannot be corrected".  "I can fix this " ,
laughed Jac.  "Jac , Jos , if this forsen is real , what happened last year
on the first day of school.  Jos , you were viciously assaulted in class by
those religious freaks.  How did they get by your forsen , I mean your
forseen"?  "True ".  "But how"?  "Ohbi , Jac and I have spoke of this a lot
though always in private.  My first day of high school was filled with
trepidation.  Fear that I would be allowed to stay and then would fail the
course , fear that the principal would not allow me to stay .  You see my
forsen works best when I have no fear.  Right now , it could be construed
as a weakness , but I just need a bit more training from Adrian and Jac and
from you Ohbi.  Once I get to a certain plateau , fear for me will not
exist.  At that point my ability to hurt with my mind will climb to new
levels.  "So fear itself , cannot be feared" , Obi wondered ?  "Right" ,
replied Jac.  "Training to put the mind in complete control of physical and
mental functions prevents fear".  Obi let himself to the floor , allowed
his body to lay flat on his back.  Jac followed continuing light massage of
the pectoral muscles .  "These pecs are getting hard and smooth Ohbi. 
Congrats on all that exercise in the basement".  "Jos , tell me again about
fear".  Jos leaned over Obi's face , his arms in push up mode , his legs
straddling Obi.  "Fear is a hesitation mode created by your own mind Ohbi.
By hesitating our ancestors avoided many dangers , but fear has a downside.
In my situation , It delayed my mind on the first day of high school , such
that Rob and Jake were able to get within striking distance" .  Jos stared
into Obi's brown eyes.  " I was in the same room as the vice-principal.  I
was in trust mode with fear of being prevented from attending school.  I
had illogical impressions like - No one in my mind attacks with the vice
principal in the same room.  All those fallacies are gone now Ohbi".  Obi
closed his eyes as Jac massaged the six pack on Obi's lower rib cage.  Jac
helped Obi remove his t-shirt , pulling it off his out-stretched arms. 
"These muscles need much more attention Obi".  He fingered the dark reddish
skin around the Obi's rib cage , evaluating six pack muscles and the lower
abdominal muscles" .  "Right" , breathed Obi , eyes closing.  "I know that
, of which you talk about Jos.  I was in the locker room after game over. I
often sit there after every one leaves , thinking about my
should-have-dones and wanted-to-dos.  We lost that game by one goal cause
my pass was intercepted.  I heard familiar voices and started to untie my
skates.  Jake and Rob appeared arguing angrily.  I cringed as soon as they
saw me, and it made them bolder.  They were both on my hockey team and Rob
was supposed to get my pass but it deflected from the other team's
defenceman.  Rob pushed my head into my stomach , but I did not fight back
, then rolled my legs over the bench.  They stood on the bench then stepped
on my back.  I tried to crawl Jos.  It upset Jake's balance and he fell. 
Rob jumped behind me , kicked me hard , right behind the equipment bench".
Jac reclosed Obi's eyes with one hand , worked his magic fingers along
Obi's muscle creases again and again.  "Were both here Obi , Safe.  Keep
talkin about fear".  "It hurt that much , the kick dissipated in my jock
cup , but fear stifled me from fighting back or even screaming.  Rob yelled
at me "Get down faggot" and I got down even lower , so he stomped on my
back , crushed my face into the rubber mesh floor , my arms underneath and
stuck with his full weight.  Jake ripped down my hockey shorts , grabbed my
jock strap and reefed.  The strap burned my groin , broke as he pulled it
over one skate and stuck both my legs through one leg hole.  I started
crying.  It Made them worse.  Jake switched off the lights and locked the
door.  Rob grabbed my sweater and my skates , carried me like a gym bag to
the shower and turned it on.  I was cryin , cold water , then hot water
soaked.  Couldn't see them in the dark with water in my eyes.  They draped
me over the equipment bench , Probing , pushing , uncomfortable like I had
to defecate and then screaming with hurt , but they had a mitt over my
mouth.  Pain searing my pelvis , entering inside like a poker digging
weeds. I screamed , I kicked, but my skates were tangled.  The thing , it
just kept ramming until it totally insided me.  My body splitting in two ,
my mind crying , my face warping against the box top , eyes wide like in
old atomic bomb movies .  My inside felt outside .  Trying to kick them
away but nothing .  Lunging , ramming my guts inside .  No tears left ,
only fear".  Jos pulled Obi to his chest and rolled to his back , Obi on
top.  Jac accessed his back side muscles .  Obi's face burrowed into Jos
shoulder .  Tears poured on to Jos chest".  "This time Obi , everything
that happened " , soothed Jos.  "You must tell JAc and I every single
detail".  Intimate sobs rippled from Obi , "The poker enlarged until I
screamed again then pulled itself out .  Then another entered my ass , even
quicker and faster ripping insides as it plunged.  Screaming and screaming
and screaming , my voice failed.  White pain convulsing my lower abdomen.
Weaker , weaker and fainting , but God damm your god Jos , I didn't faint ,
I didn't know WHAT THE FUCK WAS HAPPENNING , I cumed , WHAT THE FUCK JOS ,
Raping my ass and I CUMMED".  Jac's massaged Obi's rear glute muscles
pushing his body tight to Jos underneath.  Obi tried to stop the tears. 
"Ohhbi , hang with us , you did what had to be done"!  "Ohh gawd damm Jos ,
why did I cum "?  "Ok Obi , you told us everything .  You cummed Obi
because your a boy.  You can't stawp it".  "I'm not supposed to enjoy rape
Jos ,snapped Obi ," gawd adammmm adam daam fu".  Jos felt Obi's package
against his , then fingered Obi's shaft .  "Your ok Obi , you're not hard
now , you're ok".  Obi yelped , "Zach's hard but it can't get hard cause
the skin is hurting".  Jac returned from the freezer with an ice bag as Jos
removed Obi's gym shorts .  They rolled him on one side and worked the ice
in around the deep red purplish protrusion that Obi referred to as Zach. 
Jos fingered the small opening pressuring gently until the glans poked
through as before.  Pushing the smaller ice cubes into the foreskin opening
kept it cool.  At the same time Jos let his mental thought draw out Obi's
foreskin pain.  "Zach , ok now ,Obi", Jos whispered .  There was no answer
. Obi was asleep.  The twin boys pulled Obi to standing and walked him to
the old kitchen chesterfield, letting his light weight body rest on the
cushions.  Jos called Jen to tell her they would have supper later , when
Obi awoke.  Both boys studied Obi asleep, soft , smooth , Asian skin ,
bright eyes set wide apart , light eye brows , long brown eye lashes ,
flawless cheeks narrowing to a small slightly dimpled chin , muscled neck
and pectoral mass , mostly undefined six pack , yet creases outlining where
one would soon exist , no body hair except a tiny path of jet black fuzz
materializing below the navel and flowing into the little pool of black fur
, hiding Obi's boy hood.  "Sleep well Obi , you are in protected space ,
sleep until you are well , and free of that christian bully stuff". 
"He'likely sleep till nine or ten tonight , maybe all night".  "Right Jos ,
this time I think he's at total peace".  "Joseph knows best how hard it is
to ged rid of that boy rape baggage".  "At least Joseph did get rid of it.
HAl and Liam suicided because of that religious crap , the hurt , the fear
of going to hell"?  "Do you think Obi knows about hell".  "Don't know Jos ,
he's not religious like older folks are and I don't know what his parents
have told him about sodomy and god.  I know according to my learning that
you don't look back at a city of sodomy , except by being turned into a
SALT BLOCK".  "Ha ha aaha " grinned Jac licking the salt off Jos sweaty
arms.  "Lets put him in the little bed upstairs , where you slept with dad
, Jos".  "I know , it's a good night rest but I'm not leaving him alone
until his mind ok's .  Rape is extremely powerful , as we know from Hal and
Liam".  "Obi's not going to go there".  "Lets get Rakir over here to guard
, just in case.  We can finish our home work and maybe even complete some
of Obi's with Jen and Jes help".  "Ok , we carry him back to the main house
, put him in his own bed with Rakir and we do homework .  Fifteen minutes
later the boy twins had placed Obi in his own bed in the den.  Rakir
snuggled beside him.  Jos and Jac worked homework.



   Chapter 37 Obi dreams



   Obi's mind wandered in dreamland.  Ice covered ponds , skating fast ,
friends bumping and challenging , Aileen close by taking Zach in her own
hands , and what ?- dogs licking my pecker ?  "Wha , where am I"?  Jos got
to Obi first , followed by Jac.  Jen and Jes followed.  Grinning his best
in class Asian smile , "No need to run Jos".  "Oh ahh Obi , Jac and I were
hoping you'd wake up smiling".  "Zach awakened me , being licked by Rakir".
"I guess we should have put on your pajamas , but we wanted to let you
sleep".  "Oh no , Rakir did good , I guess he knew that it would hurt if it
got too big".  "Good watch Rakir.  Mans best friend helps Obi".  "I just
had great dreams about you and this farm and good friends and Aileen was
snuggled tight".  Jen and Jes studied Obi's new demeanor , "We enjoy you so
much , birthday boy suit , waking up in our house , completely at ease with
your body and us.  Ohbi , dreams like that show forward times , good times
and places to be in the future".  "I know Jen , and I thank you for digging
all the bad memories out of my mind.  I feel great , like waking up being
carried by dad to breakfast".  "Excellent Ohbi , I think JAc and Jen and
Jes and I have helped you get to the fast learning curve again".  "Jos ,
can I ask another question"?  "Questions are like road signs reflected"? 
"Jos you said I could help you , er before I fell asleep , and I want to
help you do that , but how "?  "Remember the FEAR Obi .  I had it too , and
I said training would control it".  Puzzled wide brown eyes , " and so ".?
"Jes face twinkled , " I can answer to Obi".  Obi's face delighted Jes. 
"Your MUSIC Obi spills into every corner of the boy twins composure.  You
were a bit drunk at the party Obi , but your music intoxicated us , and
when you started to add your voice to the guitar chords , they carried your
voice Obi and everything that is you into our thoughts and memories.  Not
just us Obi , Adrian and Randy and Eric and Aric and Una and Joseph , on
and on .  Ohbi , the alcohol let you be yourself and your music carried you
, not your public mask but you, just like you are right now , beautiful
birthday suit boy , into our hearts and minds and future.  And therefore to
answer your question : Your MUSIC ohbi , it conquers all of our fear and it
lingers for days after .  Each time I hear your voice , I rehear the
music". "So true ", confirmed Jac .  You change us Ohbi with your music".
Jos added : "Ohbi , I know I will not play ever as good as you but learning
a few of the chords has already taught me another timing method.  Timing is
critical in many human endeavors , such as sports ".  "And defenses " ,
quoted Jac.  "Then I can help you Jac and Jos, and now I am really keen to
teach you more".  "We are keen to learn more Ohbi"!  "But one more question
Jos and Jac".  The boy twins stood at attention , both faces looking into
Ohbi's eyes".  Ohbi smiled , then straight faced , eyes focused on Jac , he
stepped face to face , chests touching.  "Jos , you will teach me how to
mitigate pain and increase pain"!  Jos face nodded "affirmative".  A few
more school days passed with Obi fully enjoyong the early morning routine ,
new friends and complete feeling of safety and learning physical challenges
of outdoor activities and training activity next door.

   chapter 38 Obi learns.



   After school and chores the twin boys and Obi spent many hours in the
old farm house wrestling , conditioning and strengthening developing
muscles. .  They measured and remeasured every muscle as it blossomed into
full force .  In the last hour of every evening after the rigorous exercise
and wrestle activity Jos held Jac with Obi watching.  He practiced the
communication holds on Jac , describing intimately his own body as it
locked on to his twin's brain rhythm .  Then Jac would hold Obi until he
achieved the same command control.  Finally Obi would replay his
experiences by holding Jos.  Rakir watched the process every time , trying
to understand the silent communication.  "But Jos " , Obi's mind asked ,
"How do I know , I might cause you some disaster.  You said , their is no
shut down for these control points once passed to another's brain wave". 
Jac looked at Jos , then back to Obi.  Jos nodded to Jac , to answer . 
"Obi we trust each other.  We were twins created inside the same womb ,
inside the same birthing sac.  We know what each other wants and likes and
breathes.  We know what preferences we prefer and we know we can
communicate by touch alone without any sound.  Slowly Obi , we are taking
you there to our place of safeness and protection.  You have to trust us
Obi , but above that trust yourself.  If there is any place in your mind
that might hurt us , we want to find that place and try to help you , to
prevent that place from being turned against you by an intruder.  As we
become closer and closer you will become a twin like us.  Both our minds
protect us.  You cannot hurt one of us without hurting the other and we
would not allow that to happen.  Secondly Obi , Do you have any intentions
anywhere in your conscious or un-conscious to harm Jos or Jac.  We already
know that you do not because you have told us audibly and subconsciously ,
and thirdly Rakir appears to understand , perhaps even he is reading our
thoughts.  Do you think he would allow you to get this close if there was
danger?".  Obi relaxed allowing the words to penetrate , his body sinking
to the wrestling mat , mind churning through every combination of the twins
reply , eyes closing face neutral , Jac and Jos relaxed on their backs on
either side.  Rakir moved to guard the door..  Obi faced Jos , eyes closed
reached out to him pulled his body close , then the same with Jac .  Eyes
closed , fingers releasing all of Jos clothing piece by piece , then same
with Jac.  His body lowered itself on to the twin boys but still
unsatisfied , Obi pulled off his own clothes and prostrated himself over
Jos and Jac equally.  His face touching the left side of Jos face and right
side of Jac , his tanned skin accessing the blond boys at every cell . 
Allowing his mind to probe the twin's minds , feeling their breathing and
heart beats and lung air exchanges.  Obi's mind spoke without words or
sounds , "There is no resistance" .  Suddenly he heard the answer though no
sound occurred and no lips moved.  The thoughts came from one mind but from
two people.  "Obi you are welcome here , I am the mind of Jac and Jos. 
Come closer".  The voices frightened Obi because they were real but the
ears did not hear them.  "Jos , er Jac , who , er what do I call you, er
what am I talking to"?  "We are one Obi , Do not think , just talk .  Tell
us of your journey here".  "It's like I'm you , C' Ca ' can feel your heart
, your lungs your lips the hardness of your chest muscles , ".  "What else
Obi".  "Arms, legs, fingers, toes".  "What else"?  "Muscles , air sacs in
the lungs , capillaries pulsing blood , nerves sending messages".  "What
else Obi"?  "You are letting me fall deeper now into your memories".  "You
are not falling Obi , You are traveling there because you want to
experience us".  "Oi , feel your chest muscles , heart pumping fresh oxygen
but now to memories again.  I feel inside with you , I feel soft liquid
bouying me , feel floating but not on the surface.  I am in a compressed
chamber with you.  Your arms and legs pull me close.  Your brain is inside
my brain , oh no my brain is inside your brain , I am you".  "I AM YOU". 
"What did you expect"?  "You , exactly , I expected to feel all your being
and I am".  "And "?  "Yes you are beautiful Joshua , Jacque , Obi".  "You
are me and I am you".

   Apart from their world Rakir rested but guarded the entrance.

   "I can stay only a short time, because our bodies need maintenance all
the time".  "You may stay until you satisfy".  "OK"?  "But what Jos , what
Jac should I do here"?  "Too early to tell .  It is enough to know that you
are here , but leave a sign , so we can know that when we awake".  Obi's
mind probed up and down .  looking to leave a sign.  Jos answered : "Obi
probe this part of me".  A tunnel appeared in Obi's mind.  He moved into it
, feeling un-experienced but good.  "It's Jen , or rather what I know of
Jen and Jes responded Jac.  You see our minds contain other friends , but
of course they will not respond though you can see them".  "Ahh Jos , I see
you under Jen , I hear her heart beat , her lungs , her uhh oh uhh ". 
"It's ok Obi , you are seeing my best memories of Jen.  Can you feel ?  Let
it happen Obi .  Trust us." "No"?  "Ok" Obi felt himself again, nude flat ,
chest against Jos and Jac , belly against Jos and Jac's belly and knees
between Jos legs and Jac legs.  Obi raised himself gently as Jos and Jac
awakened.  Obi sat aside on the mat as Jos and Jac righted themselves to
sitting all three boys facing cross legged.  "Obi , I am proud of you ". 
"Whaaa".  "Obi you were there inside us , in our minds.  You left a sign ,
Remember".  "What'd I do"?  Jos laughed, "Admit it Obi , I know you know ,
but just say it out loud".  "I slept with your girl FRIEND , JEN".  "Yep ,
you did Obi".  Jac grinned.  "Obi an extreme honor for us , that you came
into our minds and you enjoyed yourself with Jen".  "But I did not wa".  "I
know Obi , it's ok with us.  It proves you are now one of us , er like a
twin perhaps".  "But I was not wa".  Jos moved closer to Obi.  He squeezed
Zach with his fingers , collected some of the white transparent fluid and
brushed Obi's face , then his own nose.  "It's cum Obi , yours , your boy
stuff flowed all over while you visited my experiences of Jen".  "Oh , no
Jos , No Jac "!  "It's ok Obi , that is your sign .  It's a normal boy
reaction.  I am honored ".  "I I I I really am , I mean I was inside your
mind Jos and inside Jac's too".  "Yes you were Obi".  "Then I am , like I
am you".  "For sure Obi , Jac and I now know you have the ability to get
inside and to do things for yourself".  The forsen is awakened Obi , just
like with Jos and Jac.  "I hope , I never have to use the forsen".  "As do
I Obi but time will fill in the blanks as it moves forward.  You have the
forsen like us".







   Chapter 39 Obi talks .



   Time quickly arrived when Obi's visit finished , Obi's parents called
the Roguerres.  Ray and his wife Sia, insisted Obi return to stay with them
in Toronto.  "We need Obi's help in the restaurant " , explained Ray.  "I
am renovating a small area of the restaurant , where Obi can play while
guests dine".  Caelin responded , "Obi does play well.  Good for you to
give him a place to get even better in a public dining room".  "We are
longing for Obi to live with us again .  We miss him .  The house is so
quiet ".  "What do you say Obi , do you want to return or stay with us"? 
Obi sat in the nearest chair , relaxed , "I want to do , uh do both .  This
farm is a magical place .  It hurts to get up at five and do chores but I
like it here.  In the city , I will still get up at five and play some new
music chords , while my mind walks through the cow stable ." "Dad ,
sometimes you wanted me to stop playing my music"!  "I know son , but now I
realize that music is part of you and it has become part of me.  When I
don't hear you practicing a new chord , happiness leaves me.  Your music is
necessary for me and Sia to enjoy you and to enjoy life.  Obi , we have
hired a contractor to build a music room just for you.  It will have
acoustic live walls, and be big enough for fifteen chairs.  It will be your
room Obi , complete with a fold out sleeping accommodation and a small sink
and kitchen area.  The building plans are mostly approved.  All we need is
for you to say yes".  "Dad , I don't want a music room".  "Wait Obi " ,
motioned Jos , "May I say this"?  Ray and Obi leaned back in their chairs.
Jac looked at Jos , puzzled , "Jos we agreed to stay out of parent - son
communications".  "It's ok Jac and Obi , may I speak"?  His head nodded as
did Ray and Sia's.  "Obi , you're music is wonderful and when you play with
Aileen , your music makes Jac and I smile for a whole day.  It makes Jen
and Jes frisky .  Jos watched from the corner of his eye as Jen and Jes
blushed lightly.  " You're music development is important to all your
friends including Ray and Sia.  You and Aileen must continue .  We wanted
you to stay with us because we love you Obi but we do not want to impede
your music progress".  "But Jos , there are so many other things I need to
learn yet".  "I know Obi , but each of us can learn and do a finite amount.
That's why we have friends Obi.  You can continue to enjoy your friends
here and learn new music in the big city.  We promise to come to your music
room often and you can still return to this farm anytime".  "Dad, I need a
music room and I need Aileen and I need you and mom , but I need Jos and
Jac also , and that dog Rakir .  I also need Jen and Jes but not , in the
same way as , Jos and Jac.  Someday soon , I want to need Aileen in the
same way as Jos needs Jen and Jac needs Jes".  Ray nodded , "This is great
Obi , You have picked up a certain zest for life out here on the farm". 
Sia smiled , "Obi we are extremely pleased with your new friendships out
here on the farm.  I see desire and hope .  You are changed Obi , and Ray
and I want that to continue.  Teen years mean big changes.  For the first
time since public school , I see your desire to forge ahead , and I know it
has rubbed off one of your friends on this farm.  Ray and I want you to
continue music , and managing the restaurant and dating Aileen.  I like Jos
comment , about the music making people frisky".  Jos cleared his throat ,
"Sia and Ray , we offer you serious congratulations on raising Obi.  All of
us on the farm are extremely careful now about choosing new friends.  Obi
chose to be with me everyday of my hospital stay.  Jac and I now understand
Obi's internal self and his public self.  Out here away from the peer
pressure and high school codes , Obi's real consciousness appears every
single day.  That is what you are now seeing.  There is unfinished
opportunities for Obi to help us and for us to help him even more.  Jac and
I , we love Obi like a brother".  "Obi is almost like another twin" ,
concluded Jen , "When Aileen is with him and they are in his room with that
guitar vibrating , I feel like a new teen wanting to go in there and kiss
him".  "Instead , she kisses me" , laughed Jos , "even when Jac and I are
trying to complete some task".

   Ray and Sia relaxed in their chairs.  "Jos , how did you get Obi back to
his public school happiness"?  "As mentioned , Obi is like another twin. 
When Obi needs confidence , we guard him , Rakir guards him.  We sleep with
him and we do whatever , regardless of public pressure , and masks and
outside demands.  Just like the four of us , Obi and Aileen lived the same
way .  No secrets , no locked doors and no fear.  Each time a fear surfaced
, we worked on Obi.  In the last instance Jac massaged Obi , entire body ,
in his birthday suit.  Obi has told us what was holding him back in high
school , because we went back to his public school days to help his mind. I
wish , when I was growing up , that my dad would be with me.  That did not
happen, but it has made me determined to help my friends , and trust me. 
Obi is now twin status for Jac and I".

   Silence continued after Jos admission .

   Finally Obi began : "Dad and mom , you two brought me to this earth. 
You loved me so much and gave me so much , yet , I was attacked in a hockey
locker room and was so shameful , I could not tell you.  Jos and Jac have
dredged those memories , allowing me to be myself once again".  "Attacked"?
"Rape is the word , Ray .  With my friend Joseph , it spiraled him and his
brother to suicide.  His brother Liam was successful , but we , meaning Jos
and JAc and Thiery and Adrian and Jen and Jes and lots of other's like Sath
and George reversed Joseph from his own death.  Jac and Randy suffered
similar consequences because of Hals' suicide.  We are almost certain , Obi
is free now , to be what his body and mind wants to be.  There is one more
hurdle for Obi , before Jac and I can safely let him go back to the city".
"Hurdle".  "A blockage , something Obi must conquer".  Ray and Sia looked
at Obi.  A Confident offspring looked back at them.  "Can you tell us Obi"
asked Sia , "What comes next", in a low voice.  "Jen and Jes and Jos and
Jac moved close to Obi.  "It's time Obi to tell your parents of the
blockage in your own words.  Trust us Obi , you have good parents , and
they should know, but not from us , er from you".

   Rakir appeared from his nap.  HE sat beside Obi , ears twitching.  "I -
i can't tell you dad".  Silence permeated the room.  Ray sat straight and
watched Sia .  Jos regarded Ray and Sia , then Obi.  Rakir licked Obi's
crotch, sitting between his legs.  Jen spoke , "In my family my dad would
always talk to me .  No matter the issue .  HE sometimes said to look
elsewhere for answers , but he always answered.  What we have here is a
teen boy unable to talk about an issue with his parents".  Jac continued ,
"My dad sat with me the day of Hal's suicide , for the whole day.  HE found
me on a bridge looking down on the railroad tracks , and he knew what was
going on in my head even more than I did".  Jos continued , "My dad was
hidden from me by my mother for thirteen years of my life.  When the truth
came to my mind , it destructed .  I was lost but Jen put me in bed with my
dad.  All night long I slept with him right against my skin.  we had common
dreams , we communicated in ways , even Jac does not understand and by
morning , I Joshua Coresland had become Joshua Green.  It was a turning
point in my life Ray and Sia , no matter what your culture says or imagines
, no matter what my mother's twisted religions says , I am now who I want
to be.  Every kid in BridgeWork High knows who I am.  I have no public
mask".  Obi watched and listened.  "And I know more stories about my
friends Dad and Mom.  I know why these two boy twins love these two girl
twins so much.  I know how tight the bonds between them are.  I want to
have the same bonds with Aileen".  "Friendship is trust and that means no
secrets Obi , and Ray and Sia , it means no secrets.  Ray have you ever ahh
, have you er ever sat in the bathtub with your son and played with each
other.  Have you ever went behind a tree and pissed with Obi on a poison
ivy plant , or on your neighbors cat for soiling a flower bed, for that
matter"?  "What ?  , a cat grinned Obi".  Ray and Obi began to laugh.  At
first a small grin , and then Sia smiled ."We don't like cats"!  Jen and
Jes laughed louder as Jos and Jac high fived.  They high fived Obi, and
Ray. Standing straight , Obi wrapped his arms around JAc and Jos and Jen
and Jes , followed by more arms from Ray and Sia.  "Ok Obi , you and Ray
and Jac and I are going out the back door to water daisies.  If the
neighbors cat persists then so pee it too".  Obi worked on getting his fly
open , then Ray delayed.  Jos pulled off his own trousers as did Jac , then
helping Ray and Obi undress.  "Shirt and underwear and socks , YES " ,
demanded Jos helping strip Obi to birthday status.  "OK , everyone on three
, water cross , YEEE HAW".  Jos caught Jac with a fast spouting, splashing
Obi , as Jac retaliated a pressure stream toward Ray and Obi , who promptly
returned the yellow water jets.  Sia and Jen and Jes watched from the back
door as the war of bladders and personal pressure hoses spread from boy to
boy and back eventually dying down.  "It's like they are two years old
again" , marveled Sia.  "Yes , in this family , the laws of killjoy do not
hold.  The bible says -yee can be saved , but qualifies that statement with
unless you are gay and five hundred other rules from the old book.  Sia my
parents were strict but there motto seemed to be you can have fun.  When
Jes and I met Jos , he was everything that organized religion pukes against
, and we love him for it".  Jes continued , "Jos found his brother Jac last
year , because Jos mother and dad were separated by religious beliefs.  The
boy twins were separated at two years.  Jos mother never told Jos about his
brother.  Some how Jos found him anyway and actually brought his parents
back together.  Jos and Jac have no rule book.  They look into your eyes
and decide ".  Sia smiled , "We used to be like that until we moved to
Canada.  I guess we thought we had to behave as Canadians .  Obi has never
done any of that stuff.  Jes , do you think it's too late for Obi ?".  The
boys ran out of water power as Sia and Jes talked.  They streamed through
the side door into the mud room shower.  "Sia , there is not any word in
our relationships -too late- .  That's what I mean.  If Jos looks in my
eyes and sees a request , he does it for me , regardless.  Jos and Jac do
not have an age to act out.  They are what they are".  Sia put her hand in
Jes' and took Jen's in the other hand.  "Ray and I are so lucky to have
found the real Canadians.  She kissed their hands delicately".  "Ohbi has
done that for you Sia".  "Why yes , he sure has", marveled Sia.  Listening
to the yells and joys emanating from the mud room shower the girls moved to
the hall to watch .  Ray acted the youngest of the group , letting the
younger boys push him under the shower, until someone set the water cold.
"Ahee , c co co col colddd".  He sank to his knees in the cold stream ,
grabbing Jac's legs and pulling him under the stream , "Cheeiiiiisss".  Obi
followed as Jos roped them all together with determined arms , " five ,
four , three , two , one ,,,outta here before we freeze", unisoned Jos and
Jac and Obi.  Jen handed them towels , proceeded to dry Jos.  Jes did the
same for Jac.  Sia took two towels , drying Ray and Obi.  Ray finished
wrapping the driest towel around Obi .  Everyone returned to the kitchen
table.

   Jen pulled out glasses and prepared hot chocolate.  The conversation
stalled as she delivered the chocolate.  She pulled out a separate marsh
mallow for each from the bag and dropped one in front of each.  "Have the
biggest marsh mallow", challenging .  "Mines bigger" , impished Jac.  "No
be , no be Mine is" , yelled Jos.  "See here " yelled Obi , placing a huge
white marsh mallow on his spoon and sailing it around his chocolate milk.
Jen and Jes and Jos and Jac turned to watch Obi's face.  Sia and Ray
already studied Obi.  "ahh Dad , mom , I could not tell you .  My zack
hurts when I look at Aileen".  Sia and Ray , face dropped , then
neutralized.  Jos stood up with his towel .  Everyone , when I was beaten
to death by those bullies , my bro determined to show every single visitor
the wounds.  They have all healed and this is what I am today , pulling his
towel away.  "Full fledged boy" , mused Jen , "and I love you so much" . 
She pulled Jos to her lap.  Jos talked : "Ray and Sia , Obi was targeted by
the bullies in a boy rape.  They hurt Obi more than any of us knows".  "I
know how much it hurt him Jos.  Before you and I got back together my
friend Hal suicided under a train because he was raped by a priest".  Ray
and Sia's face drained of color.  " I wish I could have been with you Jac ,
but we are here for Obi and we can help him past this".  "You already have"
, murmured Obi.  "Not entirely Obi , there is a block of memories you
cannot yet address.  The bullies left a mark in your mind.  It shamed you
about your tube, er Zack.  Now you have a minor issue with Zack and you
can't get help from your parents because you can't tell them".  Everyone
nodded their heads.  Obi spoke : "Dad , mom , how right Jos is , as always
. The rape humiliated me badly .  I did not have a channel on which to talk
to you.  Thanks Jos and Jac and Jen and Jes.  This moment has taken you all
morning to prepare for me, and I love you guys for it.  Someday I will
write and play a song for you love puppies".  Obi stood up walking around
the table , dropping the towel.  "Mom , dad , my foreskin is so tight. 
When I see my girl friend it hurts me.  It's a small problem , I know , but
it is not SMALL.  It's big , because the pain reminds me of the rape.  My
friends here , Jos seems to know all about me have helped , with ice cubes
and frozen ponds and icy snow.  I want to tell you dad and mom , this pain
encouraged hard alcohol and was getting worse , except for Jos and Jac. 
And you know something else mom and dad .  I like playing hockey and , I'm
learning to defend myself on skates and Jos and I and Jac are going to join
a few hockey practices with his old friends in the big city".  Obi ended
with his arms out stretched face tearing.

   Ray and Sia crushed his boyish body between them as Obi finished.  Sia
dried the few tears .  Obi's face grimaced then smiled .  "Mom , Dad I lo"!
Ray's watered .  "Yes Obi we love you , bigger and more and er it's the
same love between Sia and I , we created you Ohbi".  Sia pulled Obi's head
into her chest, then Ray.  "Both of you are so stubborn , now it's all
over. We can be like these Canadian twins".  Ray straightened , "Jos , Jen
, Jac and Jes , you Canadians show us how to be ".  "Boy twins loving girl
twins", stated Jos.  Lowering his eyes , "Love , what ever it is , needs no
definition with us , nor do we care who loves who , thinking of my big
friend Adrian who had one great year of love with Thiery.  Obi we welcome
you and Sia and Ray to Canada .  May your happiness prosper this country".

   Jos remembered all the help lavished on Joseph.  "Hey , Ray , is it ok
if I ask my old retired doctor friend George to look at Obi's zack"? 
"Joshua , we have a family doctor who has looked after Obi since birth". 
"Oh , well give that a try and would it be ok for George to give you a
second opinion , I mean most Ontario doctors are governed by the Ontario
College of Physicians and Surgeons .  Up until recently their solution was
circumcision , sort of like If thy penis offends thee CUT IT OFF"!  "Wow ,
I think your friend George is perhaps a better choice to solve Obi's pain".



   Chapter 40 Release and medication.



   Early in the week , at Jos request, Obi visited George downtown.  Jos
also invited a reunion of Sath and Joseph and Una ,and Obi's girl friend
Aileen, and Randy and Melony and Arther Junior (Aj), and Abra, .  "Chilling
with a few old friends in George's house would help accustom Obi to the
visit".  Obi spent an hour of personal examination with the old doctor.  In
summarizing George explained , "Obi , you need to play yourself more often.
Here is the name of a special cream you can apply.  Your skin is tight but
extremely stretchable".  "Really , THAT stretchable " , complained Obi. 
"Well Obi , think of where you came from on your first birthday.  The skin
you came through , is the same as yours".  "Whaa , I never though about
that" .  "And secondly Obi , this thing is pretty small compared to the
size of your real head .  Perhaps it has told your real brain that it is
way bigger than it is" ?  , laughed George.  "Ha ha ha ha " laughed Obi .
"I see what you mean".  "But for sure Obi , you need to feel what you mean"
, at least once a day , if not ten times a day, you must stretch it , but
without pain.  If there is pain , then you know Zack has out smarted you
again".  Obi smiled , "Good logic Doc"!

   Your relaxed size is only a few inches but expanded is many times that.
You are a lucky boy to have such a small soft penis footprint .  It means
your privates are safe from danger when not in use.  Use this cream every
day and by that I mean get your favorite friend be that girl or boy to
climax you , if you can wait out the stretch pain, every day for a week. 
Work out the best time of day for you and just do it.  If there are still
issues after a week come back again".

   Obi returned after his examination to George's rec room where every one
chilled around a brand new pool table.  Aj climbed about on the the smooth
green surface nudging the balls about and calling out the numbers as they
rolled into pockets.  Abra sat beside Aileen.  "You are almost ready"? 
Arther Junior promptly translated the words into sign language for Abra. 
Aileen puzzled , "Is this your little boy , are you having another"? 
Jennifer moved into the conversation to explain Arthur Junior was Melony's
son by her deceased boy friend , son of George and that Abra was pregnant
by an unknown assailant but wanted to keep the baby, despite her parents
religion to kill it and her.  Aileen and Abra understood .  Arthur climbed
off the pool table and climbed on Aileen checking her slim waist compared
to Abra.  "There a baby in there and I know his name" , perked Arthur
Junior.  Aileen let Junior hang on while she hugged Abra in a long embrace.
"Oh Arthur Junior , there is no baby inside me"!  AJ teased her back ,
"Then why is one inside Abra"?  Aileen deferred the answer.  "I want to see
him when he is born"?  "I want to see him now ", contended Junior.  Obi and
Aileen played a few songs for their new friends and for Arthur Junior.  The
unorganized party ended as all others at George's house , with delicious
food and drink until every one made a move to go home.  Obi picked Jos for
the first excitation as soon as chores and home work were completed the
next day.  "Jos we need to practice every day , so I can learn how to hold
off and how to let it go".  "No Obi , not like that , you practice enjoy
the ride and pause , like music , you prepare the audience with soft notes
and then you let them hear it , but in this case I put the cream on and
feel your pain or pleasure until it turns to pleasure.  If I do this right
Obi , you will not need to move a muscle and you will feel no pain at all.
Ok ?".  "Please begin".  Obi smiled.  "Are you ok with this approach Obi"?
"Yeah".  "Sure".?  "Not sure"?  "Would you rather do another way"?  "Jos ,
I guess I wanted to do this with Aileen but I know she's not ready for that
yet".  "Did you ask her"?  "Ahh not specifically"?  "Obi , I know you love
her .  I watched you two swinging and singing at our party.  I know , it
was not only me who saw the communication between you two".  "You're right
Jos .  You're always right.  That's why I picked you to doctor my foreskin.
It hurts a lot , but I trust you Jos to make it less painful".  "I know you
do , Obi , and I am honored .  But back to the issue.  You need to stretch
your skin , since it has not grown as fast as the size increase of Zack".
"I know , I know , Am I just old fashioned , or am I reading too much into
your meadow adventures with the lost calf and Jen and Jes?  "No Obi , you
are who you are and you are telling me , you want Aileen to be here , but
that means we need to talk to Aileen's parents and find out if they're ok
with this".  "Jos , YOU're making it sound complicated".  "You and Jen and
Jes did not consult your parents!  No?  " "Right , we did not , but my mind
tells me , parents should be involved ?  In my case , my parents already
gave me the green light to be myself and Jen and Jes parents the same. 
"We're talking about you Obi and every one agrees you got to do this .  You
have not done it to yourself , because of the pain.  You need help now ,
and Jac and Jen and Jes and I have decided this approach is best.  You will
drift off to sleep and when you awake it will be over for Zack".  "Ok
buddy".  Jos crawled under the covers beside Obi.  His fingers searched
Obi's cheeks settling on the left and right temple.  His tongue searched
Obi's chin and neck for the tiny stubble hairs trying to form a beard. 
"Obi let me practice pain and pleasure for awhile.  My mind can sense your
mental state .  We trust each other so.  I promise to keep your desire for
Aileen in the picture".  Obi smiled , "Jos , did you do , like self play
before you met Jen and Jes"?  "No Obi , I did not whack off at all.  I was
pretty dumb about my self and what was happening to me , having no Dad and
no friends did not help.  Maybe that's what my mother wanted".  "Sorry Jos
, to ask that stupid question".  "You are allowed only ten million more
Obi" , laughed Jos , easing him flat on the bed , "Stay closed eyes". 
Pulling off the shorts under the covers.  "Sleep Obi".  Balming the tiny
dark skin coiled tube with lots of the special cream .  Jos' finger pads
quickly returned to Obi's face , tingled their way into communication
instantly on Obi's temples .  His tongue drifted lyrically over Obi's
collar bone sucking gently on each boy teat until it expanded in his tongue
, pressing gently and listening to the life flow of Obi's respiration and
heart , riding the six pack of muscles until the little depression of skin
deepened into Obi's belly button.  "Ohbi , you are now totally relaxed". 
Light pain registered but Jos dipped quickly to the soft tiny tube coiled
in Obi's fur patch.  "Ohbi you will have no pain.  I promise".  Pain and
pleasure at the same time registered in Jos finger tips still locked to
Obi's brain at his temples".  "Stay closed eyes , breath slow lungs".  Obi
relaxed , letting Jos command his bodily functions.  Jos tongue tasted the
special cream , melted it into the soft end tissues of Zack.  Pain suddenly
ramped from nowhere into Jos' brain.  "Hold Obi , hold it , easy boy ,
relax Obi , let it happen".  Jos mind steadied itself for the onslaught of
numbing pain.  " I am absorbing your pain.  You will feel only pleasure
while your foreskin expands inflated by you're hydro static blood
pressure". Obi sank deeper into sleep , his body composure neutral , eyes
fluttering sometimes as Jos tongue zeroed into the tiny pee slit on Zack
imperceptibly pressuring the slit with saliva , cream and Ohbi's precum ,
now oozing freely.  Jos tongue slipped inside the tight spherical opening
of Zack , carrying the cream and lubricants back inside .  Shuddering as
foreskin pain diverted from Obi cascaded into his own ,pushing Jos brain to
it's control limits .  Absorbing Obi's pain expertly, checking respiration
, and pulse rate, satisfying himself that Obi was totally hypnotized.  "Ok
Ohbi , his mind messaged back , now you will cum".  "Ahhh ahhh , hannh
hannhh " , fluttered Ohbi's eyes along with his vocal chords and groin
muscles.  Jos held his fingers tight to Ohbi's temples for maximum pain
release.  His tongue detected the boy cum geyser , could not catch all of
it , spurting his eyes and throat and every where else , his own pain
threshold violated by the onrush from Ohbi.  Obi writhed in pleasure with
Zack exploding through the high tension foreskin, collapsing into a tiny
coiled dark tube again .  Pain disappeared instantly.  Adrenalin and
oxytocin from Ohbi's cum flushed into Jos and swamped Obi into deeper sleep
, even as Jos awoke him with a mind command through his fingers.  "Ahhh
aaaaahhhh , Jos , so tired , let me sleep now".  Jos withdrew from Ohbi's
room , and recounted the experience to the other three.  Jen snuggled
Joshua , "you're sweatin Jos , it took a lot out of you to control Obi and
release him".  "Yeah , I'm so tired , yet I'm excited , can't seem to
settle myself".  Jen cuddled , studying his face.  "Obi's boy cum plastered
my face white".  "Likely you got high on his adrenalin and pacified by his
oxytocin".  She nodded to Jes and Jac as they sensed Jos body and lifted
him to Jen's bed".  "K so , how do we undo all those drugs pumped into Jos
by Ohbi's first cum".  "Ah , the same way , but because there are three of
us we can all take a bit and Jos will be fresh for school tomorrow".  Jen
and Jes undressed Jos boyish frame , snuggled on it from both sides, but
Jos mind was far out , his tube lay limp.  Jac marveled at his bro's eye's
rolled back and continued sweat pouring from his scalp.  "We could just let
him stew half the night , and likely get over it"?  "What , I love Jos too
much to leave him in misery " , issued Jen taking him orally.  After a few
minutes Jen stopped , " No response"?  "Ok Jes , plan B , let er rip".  Jes
removed all of Jac's clothes.  She coiled her fingers , tightening his tube
into a missile and aimed it at Jos rear.  "Do you want a condom" , smiled
Jes.  "It's up to you Jes , I have all the same stuff as my twin bro
already".  Jes guided a bubblegum flavored condom over Jac , watching his
stomach muscles contract as pure energy flowed from her fingers activating
the flesh inside the condom .  Jen moved with Jos limpness as the two girls
edged his body to the bed .  JAc's missile guided under his brothers
limpness as Jen vacuum massaged the tube.  Jes lined up the missile with
the opening and pressured Jac gently into his own twin brother putting more
tension on Jos' limp mindless tube.  Jen raised her finger , showing a big
OK.  The polite tube limping in her throat jumped to attention as Jac's
shaft crept into Jos activating the prostate .  "You girls are living me
into a dream and also Jos".  Jen signaled, " A OK" , again.  Jes and Jen
laughed as Jes took up position behind Jac.  She lathered another condom to
two fingers and expertly entered Jac.  With the other fingers , she
communicated with Jen , who issued the control signals.  Slowly , her lips
coaxed Jos tube into a huge lighthouse as Jac's missile forwarded in and
backed out on Jes finger cue.  The process continued slowly building in
speed as Jen controlled it.  Her tongue wrapped tightly on Jos cock tasted
precum and boy sperm seeping from Jos unconscious reservoir.  She delayed
Jos further but continued signaling Jac thrusting, hoping to keep Jos
excited until he was ready.  "I'm ready tooo" , signaled Jen and Jes
signaled back , "yeahhh baby".  The girl twins uncoupled threw Jac on the
bed beside Jos .  Each girl twin pounced on her boy.  Jen was first in
dropping her tunnel over Jos' turgid pole !  Jes had to remove the condom
as she plunged herself on to Jac .  Both boy twins groaned , stiffened ,
then growled wolfishly as the girl twins spasmed .  Jos eyes flew open to
see his brother prostrate on his back with him, the girl twins riding them
like bronco cowboys.  "Whack , whack Jes smacked her fingers on Jos hips
and Jen smacked Jac leaving finger prints imprinting pink welts into the
boy's cheeky muscles.  Branding both hips of each boy with long red finger
slaps.  Jos and Jac drooled , "Aaannnnh , haannnnnh".  "Ride em cowboy
screamed Jen to Jes , her muscles locking to the soft whitish tissue
lubricating the protected boy glans.  Until they slipped free of the
sheath,-- "Ooohhh ooooooohhhlala" , screamed Jen and Jes".  Both boy twins'
glans surged forward inside the long tunnel riding the surging shafts as
their foreskins retracted in reverse toward the tightening ball sacks.  Six
pack muscles shuddering , groin muscles quivering and hamstring tight . 
The boy twins fired full salvos simultaneously into their targets. 
"Ooooohooooooh ".  "ooooooohhhooo much".  Jen and Jes high fived as boy cum
roiled into their vaginal orifices .  Hardened posts like heated pokers
pistoned further into their personal space.  Boy cum flooded the girls and
drained back out as the pressure tubes relaxed and restored themselves to
soft flesh covered tubes.  Jen and Jes collapsed on top , tears and joy
raining the boys.

   Chapter 41 A normal day at school.



   Morning was a bit slow getting started but all farm chores were done and
the twins and Rakir stepped on the bus without delay.  Jos sat in the back
with Jac .  Speaking quietly , letting the road noise and rattles of the
bus override there whispers.  "You ok now Jos"?  "Great bro".  "Sure". 
"Yeah".  "Jen concerned herself last evening , that you were hurt".  "I
know Jac , Jen held me pretty tight all night till she was sure I was ok".
"You were weird after Obi released".  "I know , I know , couldn't help it"!
"What happened Bro".  "Still trying to figure that out" , smiled Jos. 
"First of all my experiment in pain control for Obi worked".  "And" ?  "I
took all of Obi's pain , more that I wanted".  "Why not go slower"? 
"That's the thing Jac , I could not control the speed".  "Oh , I get it now
Jos , Obi has blue balled for months and suddenly you broke the dam of pain
".  "It hurt more than I can talk about".  Rakir moved closer to Jos ,
sensing Jos mood.  "That means it worked , It worked totally for Obi". 
"He's sitting two seats ahead on the left.  Look at him laughing and joking
with that boy and girl beside him .  S'no pain there." "No pain at all". 
"Jos , where did it hurt".  "Head pain Jac.  Nasty head pain.  Then my
adrenalin took over , cause Obi's pain was overpowering , then Obi's
adrenalin and who knows what other boy chems , ejected into me.  It was
like learning to swim in the pond but having no air to breath.  The pain
was stifled but would not stop even after Obi fell asleep.  Thanks JAc ,
and thanks Jen and Jes ", signaled Obi to the girl twins.  "If you had not
helped me last night , I would be zombie today and my classmates would be
puzzled".  "The teachers would presume you were drugged" , smiled Jac.  "I
know , I know Jac , but I have such great friends and a friend and a twin
and a brother all at the same time.  Thanks bro".

   The bus continued stopping , starting , eventually getting to school .
By noon Jos was completely himself , entertaining his friends and absorbing
the day to day learning.  On the ride home Obi sat beside Jos.  "Did you
really do what you said last night"?  "What did I say"?  "I dreamed you
said , "" Obi you will cum now"".  "Yes Obi , you were great in your dream
er , is there tenderness today".  "Just a tiny speck when I urinate". 
"Kool Obi , just six more of those and you will be ok on your own".  "So
can you do it to me again tonight Jos"?  "Tonight it will be Jac's turn.  I
gave him the exact instructions , I followed and Jac is the same boy , as I
, though physically he's stronger".  "And mentally"?  "Jac and you will be
fine".  "I have only six more nights with you a the farm.  My dad and mom
hope I can be home two days after the treatments end.  I promised them I
would be home that day , but I want to surprise them if possible by
appearing a day earlier".  "Good plan Obi , the treatments will leave you
armed and dangerous " laughed Jac.  "Should we warn Aileen"?  The
responding look from Obi said ,"No" as the boys exited the bus.

   On completing the chores and homework Obi reported promptly to Jac as he
shut down his computer.  "Ready "?  Jac stared Obi both eyes.  I am ready.
Obi , for you , I'm getting help from Jen and Jes , just in case the pain
is over powering".  He watched Obi slack his jaw.  "S'ok Obi , Jen and Jes
want to make sure you feel no pain , and the three of us can do that".  "It
takes three of you to do what Jos did by himself"?  "That way we have
confidence in our plan".  Obi stretched out on Jac and Jes bed , "Proceed
doctor Jac".  Jac eased Obi's clothes off , pushed away all the covers and
pushed Obi's chest tight to the bed.  "Raise your legs Obi , want you to do
twenty sit-ups before we start".  Obi complied , with his body bending
sharply twenty times as Jen and Jes entered.  "Jac put his finger pads on
the sensing points above Obi's eyes.  Jen took one leg and Jes the other ,
pulling them firmly until Obi's lower back relaxed.  Jen applied the
special cream with neutrality on the dark skin .  Holding finger pads in
place , JAc's lips traced Obi's contours , contacting the dark skin . 
Tongue contacted tight peripheral closing muscle on Obi's foreskin , as
pain leapt into Jac's head.



   Chapter 42

   Jen and Jes put their finger print pads on Obi and Jac , absorbing as
much as possible , First Jen , then Jes "Relax Obi , - no pain for you". 
Within a minute Obi's mind relaxed , his body comatose except for one
muscle.  Jac' tongue caressed the cream into the tiny opening until Obi's
dark skin glans pushed his tongue out.  Stretching and stretching , bigger
and bigger until Jac felt the whole red glans pop into his tongue. 
Concentrating on the finger pad language of communication :"Obi now you
will cum".  Pain numbed JAc and Jen and JEs.  Pleasure beyond the universe
lifted Obi's mind into a brain wave high.  Lungs striving for more air,
groin muscles pushing , Obi's glans shot ahead into Jac's throat with a
roar of white frenzied boy cum , one huge pulse of cum , like a hypodermic
emptying.  Within seconds the glans contracted pulling itself back into
Obi's foreskin carrying the melted cream with it.

   The girl twins to each other and Jac : "Now I know what did in Jos". 
"S'hard work " , mused Jac.  "Guess he's asleep for the night " ,mused Jen.
"Glad you didn't spill all that cum in my bed Jac".  "Ahh girls , we need
to wake Obi, and make him walk to his own bed".  "Jos said ".  Jos and
Rakir appeared in the room.  "I'll do it guys".  He reached under Obi's
back pulling him to upright and snapped his fingers , "Obi wake up and walk
to your bed.  I'm with you baby".  A minute later , they tucked Obi in his
own bed fast asleep.  The week passed quickly with more progress each night
with Obi's foreskin.  By day four Obi was showing off his new ability in
the gym shower, retracting the skin shaft carefully with cool water
flooding freely.  "You better not do it too often" ,chided Ives watching
his after gym shower activity.  "Ha ha , Yes I will ", insisted Obi , until
it totally works ok.  "Just stand here with me and let everyone think ,
you're my bro.  That way no new takers will appear".  Both boys laughed
whapping each other with wet towels.



   Chapter 43 : Obi goes home.



   Obi promised his parents home on Tuesday but he wanted to surprise them
by appearing at the restaurant on Monday.  With only two classes of
importance , on Monday Obi cleared the work with his teachers.  On Monday
morning he packed his bags and called a taxi , scheduled to arrive right
after the bus left for school.  HE watched it disappear down the gravel
road as a car approached from the other direction .

   Unknown to Obi , the car had already passed by this place several times.

   Ralph slowed on the brakes wanting to catch Jos , but as the car slowed
he noticed the boy was more slender and dark skinned than Jos.  He sped the
car up , again but stopped a half kilometer beyond the farm house.  "Nobody
is there cept the yellow skinned boy".  Ralph grabbed his chloroform kit
from under the seat and moved cautiously back along the inside fence line
to observe the school boy.  "Carrying a packet of books , a knapsack and a
guitar" ?  Quietly he stalked the prey.  Obi was swaying silently to his
ear phones reading a music book.  Grabbing and drugging Obi with chloroform
was easy for the two hundred pound prison inmate , now on the lamb.  Ralph
stuffed the body and possessions through the barn doors and ran to get the
car.  He was almost back to the farm meeting a taxi on the road which
quickly stopped at the farm house.  Ralph continued driving after watching
the taxi driver paying no attention to him , but intent on locating his
fare.  After five minutes the taxi left as Ralph watched from far away. 
Quickly retrieving the body , duct taping it tightly , and tossing it into
the trunk with the other possessions in the back seat, Ralph headed for the
open highway .  Just before the four hundred series on ramp he noticed an
abandoned barn and promptly pulled the car in behind.  Obi was stirring but
not yet sober of the chloroform as Ralph lifted his light frame from the
trunk , sprawled him on the ground in long grass.  Ralph pulled down Obi's
pants.  "Welcome to hel , little buddy".  Pushing the undershorts aside ,
Ralph pushed into him , splitting his ass with lubricant on the condom , as
the big mushroom pressed for service.  It was inside and reciprocating
before totally expanding.  Obi groaned as the intensity of the penetration
overcame Ralph.  HE finished quickly , laughing as the huge mushroom shed
it's outer sheath still in place.  Pulling his pants back on quickly ,
Ralph pulled out a syringe and loaded it with clear liquid from a
reservoir. He poked the syringe into Obi's soft groin area and injected the
drug, before pulling back up his underwear and pants and retaping his
wrists and ankles.





   Chapter 44 Where in hell am I

   "Ahh crap , where am I"?  "This is no taxi".  Cramps raced through Obi's
legs.  He moved them but nothing moved.  "What the fu".  "Where am I" ? 
Tire noise echoed through muffled ears .  "Mom , dad ", flashed through
Obi's mind.  Road noise and rocking motion assuaged the cramped leg muscles
as Obi's mind untangled itself from reality back into slumber.  Obi dreamed
he was hog tied in a trunk traveling on a paved highway.  "Potholes and
construction signs loomed ahead".  "What in hell , Where"?  "Caan't move my
legs".  Tire and road noise lulled his mind.  "This time Obi fought off the
slumber , "Where in fucc" , unwilling to believe in reality.  Concentrating
, "Check - Toes to feet ok".  Check legs , "Ankles tied together". 
Abdominal , "Muscle cramps "?  "This dream has got to stop , STOP STAWP",
but only muffled vibration sounded his ears.  Check arms , "Wrists tied
together!  Check head , "Wrapped in cloth"!  "EYES CAN"T SEE , Mummy ,
Daddy".  His mind fighting back tears.  "Again Obi , Keep cool " , followed
by a deep breath.  "At least I am breathing".  "I'm alive".  Continual road
noise droned his ears asleep only to awaken an hour later.  Car motion
saved his muscles from the worst cramps .  "Again , then , this time in
neutral , no panic , no screaming - ".  Road noises changed direction
slowing , left , straight decelerating , stop , hard right , repeating
several times .  "Dam dam , stuck in a trunk in a car on a major highway
and then a detour " , as the high speed drone of rubber on asphalt
commenced again.  "What the hazing is stuck in my ass"?  Obi's mind felt
the tingling of a foreign object , a reminder of something done hours
before but not remembered.  Obi counted rhythmic noises from the road ,
"It's the northbound highway to cottage country", mused a tired mind.  "Why
am I so fuzzy tired".  "Ohh oh , might puke " , but the stomach put a hold
on that feeling.





   Chapter 45 : This is not home.



   Obi's rectal muscles tried again and again , finally pushing the foreign
object free.  Working and working the wrists , stretch the ties then relax
, stretch and relax.  Obi knew one wrist could free eventually.  Using the
car's motion to aid in stretching , "Where the hell am I"?  "What's stuck
in my rear"?  More road noise changes , deceleration , then a stop .  "I
can hear gas flowing into the tank".  A car door opened and bags of
groceries rattled in the back seat.  Obi heard a box of cereal twanging his
guitar strings.  Within minutes the high speed monotonous noise returned ,
but one wrist worked itself closer to the ties until the palm and thumb
slipped through.  Firstly the fingers located Obi's waist line , slipped
under his belt and waistline to retrieve the object.  "I did NOT shit
myself but what the fuc"?  The object returned to his nose , "Latex , sperm
, my own smell "!  "A condom , for heathen's sake and cum".  Unmistakable
smell leached into Obi's mind as did the realization of reality".  Mind
fighting the monotonous road noise again , "I'm raped ".  "What the fuck ,
HELL , RAPED"?  The free fingers quickly dropped the latex rubber and
removed the towel from his eyes and mouth.  "Still too black to see".  "Got
to remember not to cry , or let my captor know I'm free"!  Squirming to
stretch cramped muscles , "I'm hog tied and raped and don't even remember
what happened"?  "Drugged"?  "My mind is still on drug, not alcohol , but
I'm drunk".  "I oughta know what that feels like".  "And I'm not free". 
Careful checks of every space in the trunk located a backpack , books ,
pencils, school crap".  "Where is my cell"?  Obi controlled his search
again , and again.  "S'gone , Cell is gone".  Road noise changed to a new
kind of pavement.  "Goin north farther and farther from home , no cell , no
friends , nobody to help , I'm fucked" , processed Obi's mind , just before
a drug relapse shut it down again.

   Obi's mind dozed, not noticing the car motion stop , nor the flip of the
trunk open .  Dreaming his body lifted out of the trunk lying on the grass.
A snake pushed into his rear end searching squirming trying to find a new
home.  Finally the dream ended as the trunk lid closed again.  BAck in the
car again.

   Dreams possessed Obi's sleep.  "I'm up again but not awake.  My bum is
hurting again.  What the hell is happening?  A hot poker in my ass?  No
way? I got to kick myself out of this stupor".  How can I stop this hot rod
from poking my ass?  Aww no , it's inside me again pushing , shoving puking
me".

   Stones chipped the bottom of the trunk.  Tires hummed a high speed song.





   Chapter 46 Not Again?

   "Now where am I ".  "What is stuck in my ass again"?  Hand tried to
examine the ass.  "Oh no , not again , both hands are tied tight". 
Grunting his guts , expelled the safe into his trousers.  "No need to keep
askin , Im raped again , this time more than before, and there's nothing I
can do to stop it, or is there"?  Obi's mind fought the drugs to stay
lucid. "Is the rest of my life to be raped daily by something too freakin
dirty to stop?  There's got to be a way , but how , what ?" Road noise
changed again as the car's tires gained a decade of voices.  "The car is
passing a big truck , with many wheels", decided Obi, "allowing his mind a
break from the sick reality of unremembered multiple rapes.  The monotone
tire sounds resumed lulling Obi to sleep.  "Noah , no fucking way am I
gonna sleep , Got to get out of here some how".  Two hours later wrists
still tied and raw from trying to work loose the bindings, Obi tried to
concentrate on some other way to free his wrists.  "They seem to be duct
tape type material perhaps from a highway roadside tourist stop".  Obi
remembered the leather mitts at the farm , maneuvered the wrist bindings
slowly to a strategic spot , then let his bladder free.  A trickle of
intense yellow water soaked through his jeans soaking the bindings.  His
fingers worked quickly using the piss as lubricant , stretching the
bindings by hooking them to a bolt head on the trunk lock assembly and
pulling his strength.  The tire noise was slowing down.  Obi worked quickly
, finally freeing one hand as the tire noise changed to slow , freeing one
leg and then the other as the car rolled slowly.  "Not going to be raped
this time "!  Obi listened for the road noise to stop , pushed the inside
trunk release and flung himself from the trunk.  It was dark except for
pale gas station lighting .  Obi got ten feet away.  His legs collapsed.  A
strong arm quickly attached to his neck hauling Obi back to the car.  "Get
in the car , or I'l kill you now " growled a voice.  Obi stared at his
assailant.  "What do you want "?  "My name is Ralph lille buddy", Ralph
shoved him , into the front seat , looking casual as the gas station
attendant appeared from a small office.  "Fill please".  Ralph got back in
the drivers side holding Obi's wrists in his huge hand , pretending to comb
his hair as the attendant poured gas.  A minute of gas station pump noise
passed , then another .  The attendant came to the drivers door ."Eighty
eight dollars for gas, Sir"?  Ralph produced a credit card and the
attendant hurried off to the office.  Obi allowed his wrists to be held
tightly hoping the attendant would alert authorities.  He tried to flex his
wrists , then , noticing a small hand gun under Ralph's jacket pointed
straight at his face.  "You'll be dead first , then the gas jockey ",
muttered Ralph.  Obi stared straight ahead when the attendant returned the
credit card.  Out on the road , Ralph smiled down on Obi, "You pissed
yourself boy"!  Obi shrank , "It happens".  "Do that again and I'll cut you
now".  The car rattled over some rough pavement then found another quiet
patch of purring for the wheels.  Obi succumbed to the effects of the
drugging .  He did not see Ralph turn off the main highway , nor stop in a
small town and buy groceries.  The car rolled on through the early evening
, eventually turning north to a logging road , headlights showing
inadequate coverage of the twists and turns in the rough gravel road. 
Grinding noise of gravel dragging on the underside disturbed the car's
passage , as it navigated a twisted winding road built for giant wheels and
heavy loads.  Obi's eyes opened again and watched for signs of
civilization. There were none.  "Nobody uses this road now boya , the
timbers all cut and gone.  Nothing in here but forest animals and you".



   Chapter 47 Where is Obi.



   Jac and Jos and Rakir jumped off the bus first , followed by Jen and
Jes. Bus disappearing into the dusty road , as Jos grinned , one day down ,
four to go".  They skipped across the dusty road but stopped abruptly, Jos
grabbing Jac and hauling him down to the cement step as they neared the
house.  "What is it Jac"?  "What is it Jos"?  "Sudden mood change , for
both boys , mused Jes, as Jen unlocked the house door".  "Don't know what
it is , Jos, but I was thinking of ---".  "Obi" , yelled Jac as the big
shepherd nudged between them.  "The door's not locked chimed the girl
twins"!  "Rakir" , where is Obi".  The dog stood up , looking left and
right , circled the house with Jos following.  Jac dumped his book case ,
as did Jos , following Rakir search the property.  Ending at the side of
the road across from the driveway.  They returned to the house ."Chore
time".  "Lets do it" boy twins" , as Jes headed for the stables.  "Maybe
the activity will make us feel better about Obi being gone home" , muttered
JAc as Jos and Jes entered the big barn , Rakir behind them.  "Woof , WOOF
WOOF".  "Shh boy , you'll scare the cattle in here, "WOOF WOOF" , announced
Rakir , presenting his muzzle to Jos.  "Chiees boy , drop it".  A red cell
phone dropped into Jos hand.  "CHisst , Jac look at this , Rakir found
Obi's cell inside the barn door.  "what the fuck" ?  "It means , dun know"
? Jos flipped open the cell , entered Obi's unlock code and activated the
first contact entry "mom".  The ring backs , "One , two , three , four ,
message time" , counted Jos.  "Hi Sia , this is Joshua Green.  Please call
me.  Thanks".

   The boys and Jes hurried through the daily afternoon chore routine in
record time.  As they worked Jos checked messages on Obi's cell .  They
were finishing the automatic feeder when Jos yelled , "Jac look at this ,
it's a message from the taxi company saying , sorry we could not find you
at that address , please call this number immediately".  Jac dialed the cab
company number.  "Bah blah blah ,,,,, " ?  "Mr.  Green , we did not pick up
Obi Pham this morning .  HE called for a ride and when the cab got there ,
uh nobody was there"!  "Thanks ", explained Jos , closing the cell , as Jes
finished the chores.  Rakir sat on the spot where the cell was found.  As
they left the barn , Rakir whined "Grr rr".  Jos used his own cell to dial
911.





   Chapter 48 Trouble , Where is Obi?



   Jac , Jes , Jos and Jen ate supper in silence .  Rakir sat at the chair
where Obi ate supper.  "Wish you could tell me what you think Rakir .  Did
Obi just drop his cell by mistake or is there trouble".  Rakir laid back
both ears "Grr rr".  "Rrrrr , rrrr".  "It's Obi's ring tone".  "Hello , is
this Obi"?  "Er, "?  "Obi's coming home tomorrow , right Jos" ?  "Ahh Sia ,
we have a situation.  As we speak Jac is notifying the cops as Obi is
missing".  "Wha , whhhaa Jos "?  "Please go get Ray and we will go through
what we know as of getting off the bus".  Within ten minutes an "Amber
alert" coded through all police stations in Ontario.  Information available
, boy smiling face , south east Asian , black hair brown eyes , slender
build , light muscles , fifty five kilos , five foot nine , with guitar ,
Bridgework high school knapsack , and school wind breaker and blue jeans.
Elapsed time nine hours ".  Jos heard the details on the local radio
station while cleaning up dishes .  "This stinks , it really stinks" , as
Jes entered.  "No , Jess , no not the food , er I mean Obi's gone and he's
not in Toronto either"?  "I know Jos ", explained Jes.  We have started the
search rolling, but where to actually look".  "A special constable arrived
with lights flashing, to lead them thru the known events one more time". 
The constable looked at Rakir.  "Where's Obi"?  Rakir whined to be let out
side , then ran to the spot across the road from the driveway.  "Howoooop ,
Howoooooo , HOWOOOOOO" , but nothing answered.  "He was taken from that
spot ", murmured Jac.  Rakir sat down , ears back".  The constable took
photo's of Rakir , then examined the road detecting several tire tracks ,
one of them on the road margin.  Later the same tread appeared on the lane
way to the barn door.

   Within hours a lot of information entered the missing persons file.



   Chapter 49 Kidnapped : The Car Stops



   Dozing in and out of consciousness , Obi awoke as the car slowed.

   An hour later the car stopped beside an abandoned storage shack.  Pitch
black earth and sky closed in when the headlights extinguished.  "No place
to go out there boya , unless you like bears and wolves".  Obi stared
straight , dozing for a minute at a time as the heated auto air diffused
through the passenger window into wilderness black air.  Awakening with a
stomach spasm , "Why are we here Ralph".  Stars twinkled from a million
miles away.  In moonlight the landscape littered with tree limbs , and
brush.  Occasional blot outs of the moon by dark clouds stamped their
presence on the wilderness intruders.  Finally Ralph cleared his throat,
"Not sure boya , cept your a good fuck buddy and I bin here before".  "Then
why are you here"?  "You know already boya , cops want me in jail".  "Why
me"?  "I wanted that little Josha fucker but you'll do".  "Why Joshua"? 
"Cause he's a fag , that's why".  "Your the one faggin me Ralph".  "Shutup
boya".  A large hand cuffed Obi sideways against the passenger side window.
Obi finger padded his head where a bump would form from hitting the window.

   Far out in the wilderness of spruce and pine trees , a lone wolf marked
the air with long moon howls , answered by yips from another area of the
logged off forest.  "We better plan this together boya , or we both git
eaten".  "The wolves at least won't drug me up with date rape drugs and
fuck me till I can't sit down".  Smiles across Ralph's face , preceded the
heavy cuff that Obi could not dodge.  Refusing to show the full effect of
sharp pain , Obi closed his eyes and stared straight.  "Get used to it boya
, you're my fuck buddy or yuh can be bait for the wolves if you want". 
Opening the car door drew no response from Ralph.  Obi stood by the rear
fender , nursed his shoulder hurting from the side punches , fumbled with
his belt buckle, and pissed , walked a few paces behind the car and , "Walk
in front of the car boya".  Obi noticed several yellow eyes on the road
behind the car.  Obi reversed and stepped in front.  Bright light from the
headlamps blinded him until Obi looked away.  Five pairs of yellow eyes
regarded his slender frame from the road in front of the car.  Three broad
sets of yellow eyes watched from the back side of the car.  "They'll lick
the cum out of your cunt ass , if you ask them" , muttered Ralph and then
they'll fight to see who guts your tender belly".  "I gotta shit" , Ralph.
"Do it under the head lights , then .  Wolves get hungry in the spring
before the deer have new fawns".  Obi moved closer to the bright lights,
pulled down his pants and underwear.  He tracked the wolf eyes all the
while.  The eyes moved closer.  A sudden click under the hood startled Obi
, squatting , as the engine started.  The head light grew brighter.  Most
of the pairs of yellow eyes retreated as Obi let the waste drop on the
ground , then quickly redressed his underwear and pants in one motion
returning to the car.  "Now , you do that for me boya, I got the keys so
don't get any ideas bout lockin me out there unless you want to see them
open up your belly and chow down your intestines ".  Ralph shut off the
ignition , pocketed the keys , moved around to the front of the car and
dropped his pants and underwear.  Obi could see the steam from his dump in
the headlights.  Climbing back into the driver's side ,"It's above zero by
a few degrees , but tomorrow will be warm.  Probably still ice in the
swamps though.  It finally melts in mid June".  For now , my baby fuck
bunny , let's play.  Ralph's hands reached for Obi's chest.  "Do you want
more date rape drug boya or can you take a back seater like a man"?  Obi
winced , " uh jus let me think about it".  Ralph locked the doors ,
released Obi's seat to full back position.  "Get in the back seat boya"!



   Chapter 50 Rape.

   Obi tried to imagine somehow else.  The delay brought another smack from
Ralph's hand knocking Obi's head to seat rest.  Casually , Ralph released
the passenger seat tipping it full back, wrestled , then lifted Obi's body
, swinging his legs over the head rest.  "Remove your pants and underwear
boya"!  he commanded while repositioning the passenger seat in full forward
, then tumbling on top in the back, pinning Obi in the sitting position to
the back seat.  Dazed by the cuff , eyes frightened , Obi froze.  The delay
brought another punch this time to the stomach , then release of Obi's belt
buckle.  "Do I havta kill you to do this" ?  , undoing the pant buckle and
belly snap.  "Well look here boya , looks like a little baby hot dog
stuffed in these here underwear" , as Ralph pulled Obi's feet up to eye
level sliding off pants and underwear.  "No , no , Ralph don't do this" ,
grimaced Obi at the thought of Ralph's intention , eyes darting , teeth
clamped.  "Scream more , the better it is for me", whispered Ralph .  His
head bumped the map light switch .  "Hey , I can see the little hot dog in
the bright light , and it , , it looks covered in skin like a sausage
wearing a hoodie , nicely browned , it is".  "It's mine " , growled Obi. 
"Why haven't you been cut like all god fearin boys"?  "I don'twanna be". 
"For now" , grinned Ralph , "for now".  "What are you going to do "?  "What
do you think , little buddy"?  Ralph unzipped his pants.  "I'm not much
into that stuff".  Obi glimpsed the thickness of Ralph's unseen mushroom
inside his underwear.  "Don't matter what your not into little buddy"! 
Ralph pulled his cock through the underwear leg hole.  Obi's eyes widened
as they glimpsed the mushroom head exposed.

   It inched forward toward his loins followed by the massive muscles,
Obi's hands gripped the hard belly trying to stop the advance.  "No Ralph ,
Na No ", His elbows braced against the back seat to jam the advance.  "Can
I have more date rape drug"?  , Mushroomed head pushing at his asshole. 
Hands gripping Ralph's abdomen , elbows locked straight.  "GAWWD NO
RALPH!". Ralph completed the leverage on his back muscles against the front
seat.  Obi's arms shuddered , shoulders sinking into the seat cushions ,
then buckled under the pressure leveraged by Ralph as the front seat
mounting bolts groaned from the stress.  "Too late , little buddy , scream
if you want , nobody will hear except me and the wolves".  "Please noah ,
PLEASE FUCKING NOAAH RALPH !!  ".  The mushroom head contacted smooth walls
of skin guiding it toward the central hidden orifice.  Muscles straining ,
sweating the heavy pressure , delaying, but not stopping the advance.  Eyes
glaring at the hairy mushroom.  "JIIISE JISSSEE ".  Obi squirmed right then
left , to no avail , clamping his legs with delaying effect, on Ralph's
neck.  The mushroom pole closed in spitting precum and contacting hard ,
the drooling mushroom tip , unstoppable .  Sphincter loosing the assault,
Obi screamed.  "GAAWD GAWWD RALPH , IT HURTS CHIISST IT HURTS".  Violence
invaded his personal space.  Ralph's eyes pierced into Obi's brain.  Brute
strength overcame frantic arms , the mushroom taking over Obi's property ,
with the power of a rutting season bull moose .  With no pause the mushroom
head edged inside.  A wave of fear fueled pain swept deep , deeper and
deepest into Obi's core.  Ralph's scrotum collided Obi's ass cheeks ,
crushed against them and forcing the victim, sinking into the back seat
upholstery.  Obi viewed the grin on his attacker's face against bright
white light from the map bulb blinding his eyes as did the blinding pain
from his anus.  "No ahhhhh , crist STAWP".  The response was Ralph's hands
sinking behind Obi's rear ass cheeks , reefing the body closer to his own
weapon" Abdominal pain shutting down all other feeling, "CHRIST STAAAWWP" ,
Obi heard heard himself groan again .  "Ralph , let me go , I gotta shit ".
Driving down now into Obi , shoulders hunched under the roof line pelvis
compressing Obi's balls against his groin , neck sinking into the back seat
rest, "I told you to relax Red , you hear me at all times ".  "Who's Red"?
Gyrating a few times until his weapon felt maximum warmth inside Obi, Ralph
paused ,"Nothin Lille Buddy , you little red faced fart" , positioning ,
surmising the fight left in his lille buddy, then settled into a long slow
rhythm.  Cringing , eyes closed , rhythmic pain over-taking , eyes leaking
water through closed lids.  No sounds now , through clenched teeth.  The
weapon still expanding , powered by Ralph's heart beats and blood pressure
excitement.  "Still hurtin boya"?  Stretch pain overloaded Obi fueling fear
for holes forming in his inside organs, absorbing painful thrusts.  Teeth
gritting and abdominal pain enduring the Slow rhythm change to gradual ,
then car rocking.  Obi's sub-conscious adopted to the abuse , even as his
mind screamed with pain , turning all Obi's pelvic muscles off.  Numbness
over-came the inner organs .  PAin seemed less with, out strokes and only
somewhat hurtful in plunging deep.  His eyes opened slightly , viewing
Ralph's blurry hairy hulk through a pool of tears above each eye.  Grunting
now accompanying the inward savaging .  Rear seat creaking on every thrust
, sweat dripping from Ralph's hair line.  "What the fuck is happening to
me"?  Obi's ears began to notice his own body grunting , in response to
Ralph.  "I gotta stop making him think , he' hurting me" .  Huge balls
slamming against Obi's ass.  "Jeezze , but he is not hurting me , my body
is liking this", his own dark orbitals taking the crushing pressure and
liking it, as each wave of Ralph collided .  "What's going on with me "? 
The hands paid no attention to Obi's thought, clasped behind , pulling
Obi's limp body to meet the ram rod , only to be rammed back into the seat
upholstery by the balls and pelvis of the attacker.  A hundred more
repeated rhythmic blows seemed to wear away the lower pain.  Obi's mind
screamed to understand the process of his own body betrayal.  "Can't be ,
no , no noway can it be" - Ralph slowed slightly , the windows steamed ,
his huge mass gurgling in anticipation , lungs ventilating for more air. 
Car rocking with the power of two hundred pounds of oscillating muscle and
flesh .  Ralph's arms lifted his victim's ass higher and higher.  Obi's own
body responded to the ravaging beat , anticipating the width of Ralph's
huge mushroom head advancing until his crushed balls leaked bits of cum and
prostate fluid from the limpy sausage dangling above Obi's tortured cavity.
The fluids lubricated the mushroom piston on the thrust and then followed
back out trapped by the the pulsating corona edges.  "Chiist I feel gggoo ,
it's not hurting now".  With glazed eyes Obi's mind wandered , " Outward
going mushroom head vacuum milked Obi's prostate with pleasant pain
pressure release waves , desirable pain .  Obi's own sub conscious brain
sent signals to his limp dangling sausage.  The tiny sausage sparked with
arousal and shot up , erect , spurned on by the prostate milk out flowing
from the tip .  Pistoning continued slower now as extreme sensations on the
mushroom head forced it to reduce withdrawal speed.  Entry speed maxed ,
even plunged , for the mushroom to hit full bottom, just to make the
withdrawal longer and slower as the mushroom head detected new tightness .
The small hot dog erected beyond firm , then poker hard.  Obi's body
betrayed his mind , convulsing in sexual lust , his ass hole tightening
with the lustful contractions beginning inside his pelvis , resisting the
big mushroom advance.  It responded harder, , plunging a new heated path
into Obi's center even as cum sprayed from the skin covered end of the
burning hot dog .  Eyes wide open , face grimacing , deep contractions of
Ralph's cum filled Obi's temporary bowel space, balls now held together by
crushing pelvic forces.  "Annnnnh Annnhhh " , whimpered Ralph his whole
body shaking with lustful spasms , full weight pushing Obi's shoulders into
the seat padding, Ralph's chest on top , his head draped into Obi, drool
dripping to Obi's shoulder, and running down between his heart beat and
Ralph's.



   Chapter 51 We got to find him , but how.



   Jac and Jos finished their homework early , then took Rakir with them to
the old farm house next door.  It had already been searched by the police ,
as was the twins house and barn and back meadows , though Rakir insisted
Obi's last known location was the driveway stop , and sometimes inside the
door of the barn.  Jos and JAc were agitating themselves when Jen and Jes
entered.  "Lets go back to our den boys.  We will think of something.  "Yes
, there always is an answer" , moaned Jos , "but what is it".  "Lets sit at
the kitchen table instead " ,motioned Jac.  "I wish I could here Obi's
music playing" , sang Jen as they settled around the table.  "If I was
taking that kid in a car ride , and the amber alert appeared, I would ditch
that guitar " , mused Jen.  "Ok , and what else might identify Obi" ? 
"Jacket , back pack"?  "Smile"?  "His foreskin", mused Jes.  "We got to
find somebody who has seen him or his stuff"?  They sat in silence.  "What
is one thing we can do , no matter how retarded " , alerted Jos.  "Lets
check all the lost and founds for back packs and guitars and schoolbooks
and wind breakers", whispered Jen.  "It's a start , yelled Jos".  "Ill look
for back packs , along the roads and in for sale places", He began calling
friends such as Adrian who might have noticed something discarded along the
road.  "I'll look for guitars " , quoted JAc.  Outside the roar of
helicopter blades elevated and retreated each time the police search
chopper picked a new path.  Swarms of police searchers invaded the meadows.
Police dogs scented with Obi's unwashed underwear fanned out from the last
known location indicated by Rakir.  Rakir crouched beside Jos , his teeth
showing small angry tips of canine power.  "And Jen and I'l look for wind
breakers and school books ", answered Jes.  They began placing phone calls
and searching the immediate vicinity , although the police had already
searched.





   Chapter 52 Kidnapped , Withdrawal: Rape Again.

   Early dawn saw Ralph pull himself away from Obi , put on his underwear
and pants and socks and a new shirt and windbreaker from his knapsack, step
out of the car into the fresh wilderness air.  "In case the lil bugger gets
thought on leaving", Ralph hid the ignition keys under the rear corner of
the storage shed.  Obi curled fetus like without waking, mind confused ,
wanting more of the date rape drug , frightened , angry , and now dreaming.
Drug withdrawal symptoms welled up inside Obi.  "Mommy , mommy , help me" .
Sweating , cold and stomach churning, Obi was far away from help. 
Withdrawal and the dream continued .  Ralph was controlling Obi with
powerful wrists , crushing him to the ground and ripping the lower clothing
away, tying Obi's legs to a cross-like tree limb left by the lumbermen. 
Using duct tape on each ankle to anchor his legs wide, apart.  The top of
tree limb with Obi attached was stuffed against the car tire while the
forks of the limb were anchored against the storage shed with Obi's body on
it's back , the back of his head grounded and his feet about three feet off
the ground.  Completely securing the body , Ralph finished with a piece of
duct tape around the wrists taping them well above the head except Obi's
body was now angled down with his head almost grounded and his legs
elevated.  The last piece of duct , covered Obi's mouth.  "Just so your
screaming frightens no wolves and bears" , laughed Ralph.  Obi in his dream
, fully awake now tried to imagine the next.  "Why Ralph , wha'd I do ,
Wha'd I do".  "Nothing little buddy , except born with all that skin.  God
says "cut it off".  "What"?  "Circumcision is the covenant of the Lord thy
God".  "Wha"!  "Without it , you can't be truly christian".  "You mean with
it , you can't be truly christian"?  "Whatever , God does not like
foreskin, so it has to come off Boya".  Ralph retrieved his knife and
stared at Obi's crotch with blank eyes.  Testing the blade's tip on his
forearm , watching the release trickle of blood well up to a droplet . 
Moving forward , zombie mode , lifting the tree limb forks higher and
ducking under to get centered between Obi's legs.  He checked the duct tape
binding Obi to the limb , then zeroed his gaze to the squirming flesh
offered up to him.  Obi stared, "No Ralph , for chisst sake no"!  "What's
wrong lille buddy , normal procedure for new borns.  I was one once and you
see , it did not affect me.  You're big Obi.  Should be a breeze for you. A
perfectly normal procedure.  Just hold on while I get started".  "No NO ,
fuck RALPH NO".  "Not a bad idea lille buddy , er fucking you , while doing
god's covenant".  Holding the knife in his teeth , Ralph lowered his
trousers , pulled them free , followed by the underwear.  The mushroom
growing before Obi's eyes as it advanced and contacted target .  Pelvis
edging closer opening the pale cheeks of flesh.  Piss flooded forth running
down Obi's ass and back.  The fluid provided a delay and lubricant for the
blunt shaft forcing Obi's ass open.  The semi hardened shaft, continued
slowly but unstoppable , deeper as before until the entire length and width
occupied Obi.  He screamed , then cried out , guts moaning for space . 
Ralph grinned down on Obi , his body searching for the fix of power and
adrenalin it needed.  Pelvis undulating , pistoning the shaft deep and
shallow , then deep , then shallow , trying to get the sensation of a
sliding foreskin , which his mind craved , but could never have.  Gripping
the legs now with full strength , precum seeping into the cavity gave him
the sensation the only way he could get it .  With force and power and
speed Ralph's hips collisioned the pale cheeks held firm by duct tape and
three hundred year old tree limbs.  Eye's staring zombie like into Obi's
fear , hands gripping Obi's abdomen to yank it closer , as if the tree limb
was not solid enough and might break with the force of collision of two
bodies , one immobilized by duct tape and the other powered by religion ,
and fear of god.  "STAWP IT HUUUURTS".  Eyes contacting Obi's ,"I don't
have feeling's like you have Obi.  I get them by doing this".  "It hurts
Ralph , it fuckin hurts me , do you not see that".  "Dream on lille buddy ,
till you feel real good about the little sausage".  Obi's eyes endured, and
watched shadows from the sun light illuminating Ralph's upper body through
the green camo shirt.  Sweat beads glistened on the sideburns.  Red glow of
adrenalin replaced the shadows from the sun , and the knife blade glinting
with each deep thrust into the center of Obi.  Slow at first , then
accelerating Obi's mind dreamed of his own cum hosing his dark furry happy
trail.  Intensity and heated exertion building , Ralph removed his shirt ,
his body now humping , uncontrollably , sensing Obi's sphincter
contractions on the desperate pistonning shaft , teeth gritting knife blade
glinting.  "I gotta cum , I wanna cum , please Lord let me cum like last
night".  The over driving ram ignited Obi's prostate , now precumming ,
spilling untested seed.  "Gahd gahd , don't do it" , warned Obi's mind but
the forces of a raped prostate, overwhelmed his mind.  Obi's cock erected ,
preparing to spew the boy sperm according to the laws of human evolution .
Ass tightening , clamping the big mushroom .  Ralph's teeth gritting , the
knife blade glinting , as he tossed his shirt aside.  Not noticing the big
hands letting go of his cheeks, Obi's shaft responded with pulsating boy
sperm at the same time as two fists gripped the shaft jerking his foreskin
forward , stretching it , yanking it tight and tighter , boy sperm
overflowing the cup of stretched foreskin , and then , the knife zipped .
Obi's abdomen contracted , stomach churned and lungs deflated --- blinding
white pain , a nuclear blast of energy pain blinded Obi's sensations .  The
pain reaction affecting every organ of Obi's body.  Exploding blood and boy
sperm spewed the atmosphere ,blasting upward into Ralph's face and raining
down on the happy trail and a , a churning stomach and face blinded by
blood red tears , a nose plugged by stomach vomit vented by the extreme
pain of Obi's brain loosing contact forever with four inches of double
penis skin cultured from conception of Obi in side his mother's protected
zone.  "Gahhhh dam you fucker" , Obi heard his boy skin scream as stomach
fluid dumped and , as his own bladder added to the forced prostate boy
sperm with wild spurts of waste water .  Out of control now with blinding
white pain , unable to breath with the stomach dumping into his mouth ,
unable to twist or scream , heart pounding with dropping blood pressure as
sub conscious trauma control took over , Obi's intestines let loose with
yesterday's waste pushing the retracting mushroom free.

   Obi unconsioused , and screamed again .  Ralph pulled open the car door.
"Yuh shit yourself lil buddy"!  "Mommy"?  "Lille buddy"?  Obi's eye
fluttered , mind straining to face reality , struggling to re-understand .
"You know Obi , I hated my mommmy for my whole life".  "Wha , What the
fuc"? Obi smothered his cock from Ralph's view , feeling his intactness ,
sighing to know it was only a dream "BAa Baaddest fuckin dream ever".  "No
lille buddy , not a bad dream", Ralph concluded , thinking about his
release the night before.  Obi sat up , half smiled that his foreskin was
still there then realized the enormity of the night before rape , "Cum
does'nt mean it was good".  "Yeah Obi , you cummed , you cummed strong like
,,".  Defeated by his own body , confused by a powerful dream , Obi
screamed "Fuck off creep" , slamming his hands over the small skin covered
sausage , with a great sigh".  "Ammmphhhh ammph ".  "Nope , you never heard
what I said boya ", as a nasty yank , then smack , knocked Obi on his back
beside the car.  Ralph's gripped Obi's elbow , pulled him back up , hammer
locked him ,full weight prostrating Obi to the automobile front door , eyes
to the eyes reflecting from the passenger side window.  "It'l happen to you
, like your red headed buddy" , blurted Ralph.  "Get out of there and clean
yourself up lille buddy".  Obi used half a roll of paper towel beside the
shed as Ralph watched , grinning.  "Awake now" , crazed eyes , he felt
Ralph's pants sliding along his rear muscles.  Obi checked the trousers as
they fell .  "No keys ehh , what could he have done with the keys"?

   A pecker rubbed the soft flesh of Obi's anus, seeking out warmth in the
cool outside air.  "What Ralph , what did you mean , every body loves their
mother and about red haired friend"?  "Not me , Obi .  My father was a
prick and my mother a stupid slut.  They had no right".  The pecker
punctuated the last word from Ralph by ramming Obi's opening , jamming his
own against the car door.  Stomach growling from lack of food or the last
punch or both , "HAd no right to bring you into this world"?  "No asshole ,
they had no right to strip off my foreskin, Fucked me into this world ,
then treated me like a pet dog or a cat to be sexually crippled ".  Ralph's
lunges were overpowering on Obi's frail body smearing effluent from the
little sausage over the car window.

   "Aww chist Ralph , I had no idea , why your such a prick , I mean why
you are what you are".  "What's that supposed to mean"?  The sentence ended
with the giant crazed pecker forcing Obi off his feet , slamming his
sausage almost to the top of the window.  "I mean , Ralph , you are not
exactly enjoying your stay on this planet , my observation anyway"? 
Ralph's cum trickled down Obi's legs , his erectness softening instantly.

   Ralph turned away quickly , though Obi noticed a new facial expression
behind the blank bully look.

   "Get dressed boya, Lets eat something ", muttered Ralph.  He moved away
, opened the storage shed door , pulled out a propane stove with a small
iron pot.  Ralph gathered twigs from demolished tree limbs nearby, and
igniting them in the small propane flame , placing them carefully in a
burning circle in a depression between two stumps.  More twigs and brush
and careful positioning produced a hot cooking fire nestled in a space
between the roots of two tree stumps.  The sun warmed them from the back
and the fire from the front as Obi and Ralph finished off pieces of heavily
buttered camp fire toast with sunny side up eggs cooked in the camp stove
accessories.



   Chapter 53 Back to School





   The school day dragged , with the twins going through the motions of
school , only appearing really alert when yet another student would ask
about Obi.  They already had spent time with Obi's girl friend , hoping she
might recall something of interest.  The police had already interviewed her
also.  Each continued there personal items search for any clue from Obi. 
Every spare moment , Jac's cell was in use , until he walked past the class
room where the music teacher worked.  With certain confidence Jac entered
the music room , class in session .  The music teacher accosted Jac ,"Jac ,
do you want to learn to play an instrument"?  He consulted the teacher who
nodded.  Ten minutes later the class room members were given Jac's personal
cell number and a description of Obi's guitar.  Before leaving the class ,
Jac left a message to the students.  "Most of you know Obi and how well he
can play that guitar , If any of you have been looking for a used guitar ,
please visit all those sites when you can , again.  If you recognize the
guitar , call me on my cell , 24/7.  Thanks class" , smiled Jac as he
turned and left the room.  The music teacher resumed lessons.





   Chapter 54 Kidnapped: Ralph talks.



   Seated heavily on a tree stump, Obi stared into the fire.  "I'm confused
Ralph, I'm in trouble , my parents and friends are looking for me .  I'm
way north in Ontario and all I can think about is cumming with you inside
me last night , and now your cum all over my legs."?  "No big deal Obi,
your body adopts to changing situations".  "But I wanted to show you , I
was tough by not doing that".  Laughing, "Say it again Obi , use the word
cumm , cum on".  "Ca ca can't".  "Then you can't admit what you did and you
can't deal with it Obi , - you're stuck".  "Just like you Ralph , stuck
with a mother who hates you".  "No, NOO , Obi , I hated her.  She loved me
, like a woman would any son".  "Then , how do you know you hated her , er
hate her"?  Obi continued staring the flames, watching the heat spread from
piece to piece , exploding the sap from inside , then consuming the wood.

   "When I was a little boy I heard myself telling her lots of times "Mom ,
I hate you , but I did not know why I said that for twenty years.  I only
knew , that anytime she praised me , I hated her praise and I often pissed
on her furniture.  "Having no foreskin affects the way you pee"?  "I pissed
myself until I was ten years old and my parents let on it was my fault. 
They didn't know the first drop of warm pee on a foreskin tells the boy to
stop and head for a urinal.  I usually pissed about a cup full before the
water wetted pants enough to tell me I had to go to pee".  "Makes sense
Ralph , They cut off urinary feedback sensors".  "They also destroyed my
pain sensors and fear of things , Obi".  "How"?  "I don't know how , just
think it had something to do those bastards cutting my foreskin away with
no pain killer and no explanation.  My pain threshold was nothing.  Just
some kid or my father looking at me would start me screaming in fear , and
to be touched made me hurt everywhere.  Of course , that's what my mother
did when I broke down crying.  She would reach down and pick me up.  Her
fingers felt like daggers squeezing blood from my lungs".  "No wonder you
hated her Ralph"?  "Not only that , Obi , raw fear puked my stomach if a
stranger even talked to me.  By fourteen my teeth were rotting because of
the pain when I brushed them.  My parents took me to a dentist , he had to
gas me before fixing my teeth , and even then , I would have dreams for
weeks afterward waking up in a nightmare of sweat holding my genitals". 
"Gee Ralph , I can feel your pain in my mind, like ten head aches all at
once".

   "They also cut off my desire to live, Obi.  My penis skin is caked with
dead skin cells because it's supposed to be inside a skin cover.  I have no
feeling there until two thrusts before the cum.  Then it's over with ,
before my brain figures out what happened".  Obi looked carefully aside. 
"Joshua said, his dad said , they did it to him , when he was born.  He
refused the doctors when they tried to cut Joshua and Jacque at birth".  "I
, ahh I didn't know Jac and Jos had foreskins.  I just presumed every body
got cut"!  "Ralph , your church forbids talking about boys foreskins or
genitals.  There is no talk in school about genitals or kids who like same
sex kids or anything like that".  Crackling flames quieted with the
conversation.  "And you Obi , why so lucky to have soft skin over the whole
sausage"?  "Where my parents come from religion does not force cutting
foreskins off".  "You are so lucky to have such parents".  "No Ralph , that
phrase is like saying I was in the right place at the right time versus
your situation".  "What do you mean"?  "Meaning that your church has
hundreds of thousands of inexact ways to explain why bad happens.  The
truth is Ralph , BAD DOES NOT HAPPEN , means nothing.  What means something
is that your parents subjected you to the pawer of the church and , the
church raped you , pedophiled you , and put the fear of the lord into you
forever.  That fear is a handle Ralph.  Any religious cleric can grab that
handle and make you do what they want , be it suicide bomber , theft ,
bullying , or all of the above and MORE.".  Both boys watched the flames
subside , as tiny wind gusts fanned the embers into white hot radiation. 
Limbs that so far escaped the fire , began to explode with the intense heat
from the embers.  "Anybody"?

   Ralph pushed himself straight , "Hate is a feeling you grow up with ,
like no foreskin , you don't know any different until the hormones kick in
at puberty and tell your brain to enjoy yourself.  Well for me , self
enjoyment never happened , yet my brain craves it .  I cannot shut off the
feelings , I have for my parents and for those who did this to me".  "But
hate is powerful , how do you know , you hate her"?  " I did a lot of
stupid things before my teens but when I got into my teens I did really
stupid , just because she said not to do them".  "So what was her
response"? "You don't hate me Ralphie , you'll get over it".  "Get over
what"?  "She called in the GODDAMMED DOCTORS for me to be circumcised ". 
"And you remembered the pain"?  "How did you know"?  "Jos and Jac's dad was
cut up by GODDAMMED DOCTORS , er the church fundamentalists as a small boy.
Jos says "His dad remembers the pain and he also hates his parents , or at
least did until Jos got them together again.  I understand he tolerates
them now , because there was a major incident when they came to the
hospital to view Jos in a coma.  The incident changed JAc and Jos grand
parents and now they at least talk with their son.



   Chapter 55 Talking , Dreaming

   You see Ralph , some good came from the beating you gave Jos.  So how do
you really know Ralph, about hatred"?  Ralph drew a deep breath , then spat
into the embers.  The spit boiled and vaporized instantly.  "Everything
mother wanted , I hated .  When I heard my mother bragging about the good
marks I got in school , I failed the next year just to watch her squirm at
her tea parties .  You have to know Obi, I did not know it was hate at the
time , but in looking back now, there is no other word available for the
way I felt and still feel about her , all the while she treats me like any
mother would treat her son , making me birthday cakes , buying expensive
Christmas presents , the whole nine yards , never complaining , except once
she threatened to send me to a reform school".  "What brought that on"? 
"There was a pond in our back yard with all kinds of minnows and frogs It
had a bubbler system and local pump to keep a waterfall running year round
. My neighbourhood friends liked to play there.  When I was thirteen , but
I started bullying them badly.  I could not stop trying to take control of
my life , the only way I knew how.  Now , I know , I will never have
control of my life because it was severed by Ontario doctors.  My friends
abandoned me , left me alone all summer.  My mom , begged them to come and
see the fish.  On the day before they came , I dumped all the bathroom
cleaners and all the dishwasher powder into the pond.  The water was still
smoking the next day .  Everything in the pond died , the fish and frogs
were all dead when they arrived bloated and floating in super clean water.
I told them , I would push them into the pool next".  "But why Ralph , the
fish relied on you for good water"?  "No they didn't Obi , the fish just
happened to be born in the wrong place at the wrong time , just like me". A
cold fear flashed through Obi's mind , but he showed no emotion.  "Am I in
the wrong place at the wrong time Ralph"?  "What do you think boya"?  "I'm
thinking of my friends who must be looking by now".  "What will be , will
be " , muttered Ralph .  "You know , we are three hundred clicks from
nowhere".  "So you can do whatever you please".  "Yup".  Hair straightened
along Obi's neck.  "Lets be upfront then Ralph .  What does it mean I'm in
the wrong place at the wrong time".  "Foremost Obi , I am dreaming , lying
to myself , basically turning into a thoughtless , logic less ZOMBIE. 
You've called me on that and you're right about thousands of useless buzz
words to explain bad things done by the church.  In Bridgework High School
I punched , tried to kill Jos without knowing why.  I just did it , because
my buddies wanted revenge.

   "Meaning"?

   "When you are held down by the GODIES who cut off your flesh without
pain killer , you change Obi.  The unforgiving pain , the feel of your
stomach dumping it's contents into your lungs because they're holding you
on your back , suffocating in your own puke , can't yell because you can't
get air , blinding white cloud of fear will never heal.  Four hundred
million cells in my head wanting the pleasurable touch of foreskin but that
can't happen Obi.  Not in the whole FUCKING UNIVERSE.  NOT EVER .  GOD
forced my mind into turmoil and fear .  My whole self is worthless without
the ability to enjoy".  "I understand Ralph" , maybe more than you imagine
possible".  "You DONT UNDERSTAND OBI cause it didn't happen to your brain
and you have the four hundred million brain cells still attached to what
they need".  You don't understand , my jaws clamped so hard , my baby teeth
came in crooked and had to be pulled.

   The flames on the camp fire licked blue heat from the embers .  In the
distance crows cawed an urgent message.  A blue Jay screamed of enemies on
all horizons.  The distant wolf howl moved from one treeless forest to
another.  Chickadees flitted from limb to limb .  Downey wood peckers
opened up a rotten tree limb behind the storage shed , devouring worms
evacuating their nests.

   "They cut all the trees , Obi , just like GOD cut off my dick , and
nothing in this forest could stop the force of cutting pain each tree
endured , until it's limbs were ripped away by the the giant logging
machines that finally cut it from it's own roots and dumped the body on a
truck , bound forever".

   "There is no forever Ralph , All that religious shit is lies".  "It
still happened Obi , and my life is forever FUCKED", Ralph spasmed,
throwing the little propane heater on to the glowing hot embers.  Voice
lowering , "I don't even own my body" , growling ," GOD FUCKIN OWNS IT AND
ME" , tromping the propane tank deeper into glowing coals.  "Go FUCK
YOURSELF GOD and suck up some propane gas when it blows to KINGDOM CUM"

   Obi jumped back from the fire pit , the five liter tank would soon
become shrapnel or a high temperature jet engine.  Ralph hovered over it
cursing his god to show up and apologize .  Without a second thought, Obi
rushed , tackled Ralph , but he remained like a zombie staring the coals to
hell.  Obi faltered.  Unable to move the frozen zombie , but realizing the
tank was getting hot .  HE gave up on the big zombie and kicked the tank
free from hell's grip , sloshing his own running shoe and sock with burning
embers.  Obi patted his pant leg now covered with flames , then dropping
his school windbreaker over them to insure quick out.

   Wilderness silence pervaded.  Blue Jays , gone .  Wolves , no sounds .
Chickadees , stilled.  Pieces of the sky floated across horizons of cut
down forests.  Small green buds wanting to be leaves hid under layers of
green bark, just to challenge the frost still hanging in the air over the
lowlands.

   Pulling on his jacket, Obi tried to pull Ralph away from the glowing
embers.  Ralph's eyes glowed hotter than the embers.  A nasty punch laid
him flat across the coals.  "CHist , that's hot , GAWD DAM HAWWT".  Obi
rolled in the dead leaves to extinguish flames , on the back of his school
jacket , and approached Ralph who turned away , but Obi turned with him
ready to yell for his attention and to dodge the punch.  He moved close to
Ralph to make eye contact , using his left arm as a guard against the
vicious punch expected.  His right fist gripped the throat.  Obi was
thinking of the training given to him by Jos and Jac.  HE knew he could
cause Ralph's body to reject his heart, and Ralph would be dead by heart
attack within hours.  Obi positioned his fingers on the neck to convey his
message , with one last thought.  Ralph was limp in his grip.  "But if he
dies , I will die trying to walk out of here " , And one last look ,"Chist
Ralph , you're crying".

   Instead, He pushed gently on Ralph's calf muscles to sit the big guy
down in front of the fire.  Reluctantly the legs bent .  Ralph sat on the
tree stump , eyes full of water.  Obi picked up the propane heater ,
checked the control valve and carried it into the shed.  He looked around
knowing there would be a spot where it had sat for many months.  Placing it
beside an old round pointed shovel in the corner .  Obi noticed the shovel
discoloration .  "Roof must have leaked on it or something" , as he walked
back to Ralph.  "Ralph , I had a dream last night.  In the dream you
stripped me naked , duct taped me to a forked tree limb with parted legs ,
and you raped me right there by the car , until my own prostate started
dumping.  At that point you stretched my foreskin as it filled with my cum
and sliced through it with the hunting knife".  Ralph squirmed ."My body
shut down Ralph , stomach dumped , bladder pissed and intestines voided all
at the same time , as my cum mixed with blood spraying from the cut off
foreskin".



   Chapter 56 Ralph Hears Obi's Talk



   Ralph's head lowered , mouth bellowed , "Gawd gawd gawd Obi , why , why
did they do it"?  Obi confused : "It's ok Ralph, I will look after you ,
fuck GOD .  FUCK ALL THE GODS IN ALL THE UNIVERSES.  Cry , cry it out , cry
now" .  Obi wrapped his arms around the giant frame , hugging him with the
warmth of his charred school jacket.  Ralph's forehead , red with twenty
headaches of head pain : "I don't want to kill you Obi , but GOD tells me".
"That I should burn in hell"?  "Yes".  "No human on earth evolved on this
beautiful earth to burn in hell ?  , ahh NOPE".  "Yes , if GOD commands
it". "Ralph , you fucked me hard last night , real hard , made mew scream
with pain , then you cummed inside me , er why , isn't that what your GOD
does NOT command"?  "Do not question my GOD , lest more skin is taken"! 
"Then my death is unimportant to your GOD"?  "Right"!  "But your death IS
important to your GOD"?  "Yeah , Obi".  "Why"?  "Why is my death GOD's
purpose but your own death is not"?  Ralph stared into the coals.  "All
humans evolved on the planet to live and love and reproduce and die ,
leaving new humans.  What part of the evolution process comprises the death
by will of god"?  "There is a hymn, er bible verse , GOD SEES THE LITTLE
SPARROW FALL.  Mother sang it to me all the time , He loves me too , He
loves me too , but GOD does not love me Obi , GOD owns my foreskin , owns
me , and I am now a GOD , I bring life and death at my whim".  More tiny
hairs bristled with fear on Obi's neck ,"Then bring death on yourself
Ralph".  "Everything I love must be destroyed with me".  "Do you love me "?
"No"!.  "Ralph , you fucked me because you have a sex drive , which comes
from evolution , mostly from your sub conscious brain , yet is controlled
by your high level logic brain.  But your logic brain is screwed up by
religion and church dogma and the raw power of what was done to your body.
You intend to Dominate me , for the feeling of control that you get from
it. Think about it , Ralph.  Is that a component of evolution "?

   Another long silence pervaded.  Obi stared at Ralph's watery eyes, then
drifted to the sky.  Behind him a vapor trail three miles above the earth
threaded through silver lined alto cirrus clouds , silently , like a
hypodermic needle delivering pain killer.  Above the southern horizon a
moon peered down through hazy grayness at Obi's eyes , while his brain
tried to predict Ralph's response.  Ralph's eyes rolled skyward , looking
for answers.  On the western horizon a plume of gray exhaust from some
giant industrial process drifted skyward, it's own man made cloud
overshadowed the western sky.  "Domination Ralph"?  returned Ralph's eyes
to his.  Again Ralph's eyes drifted skyward seeking out the sun shine
penetrating deep into the silvery opaque layers of water vapor.  "Did you
enjoy what you did to me , Ralph"?  "Yeah".  "Really"?  "Well "?  "Ralph
your own evolution conditioned you ,and me, to fall back on crutches as the
logical brain self destructs.  Every organism needs to procreate and that
means love , to be blunt , sexual gratification , through both masturbation
and pair coupling.  Don't you see ,Ralph , your sexual enjoyment was cut
off, causing your brain to invent a new approach.  You brain is in denial ,
trying to find that which it cannot achieve because of GOD".  A remote
drone of far away jet engines filtered down from the upper atmosphere ,
pushing the vapor trail eastward toward the sun.  The vapor cloud drifted
northward , by unseen high altitude winds.

   Ralph's eyebrows opened a bit, to let in more light.  "Agreed Obi , bu
bu but , er maybe I did do it ".  "Did you enjoy it before , during and
after you molested me"?  "GOD IS GREAT" , Obi.  "That's you RALPH".  "You
are great , God is ,er , uhh a mystical idea".  "No Obi God is real". 
"Then what sex is God , Ralph , tell me , now male or female".  "Male , the
bible says HIM , everywhere".  "Ha , then GOD is a pervert by cutting off
boys foreskins"!  "Wha , what the fuc"?  "For sure Ralph , why else would
he keep all those millions of little boy foreskins"?  Ralph slumped on the
stump by the fire pit , now mostly burned out.  Staring into the smoking
embers , as Obi walked around the car looking for someplace where Ralph
might have hid the keys.  Then Obi searched the road on the far side of the
car .  Frustrated by no luck , he gathered more tree limbs and reloaded the
fire pit.

   "I've gotta wash myself of all this cum", Obi sat on the other stump
facing Ralph.  A flame flickered under the new limbs , then changed again
to smoking , forcing him to take a new seat away from the noxious fumes. 
"The limbs are wet , Obi".  "Yeah , good thing we have the cook stove
propane to start them burning hot".  "I tried to kill myself Obi , or at
least give God a chance at it".  " I saw what you did , and I know why you
did it , but you've got to promise me , You will not kill yourself , now ,
because you know there is no GOD".  "I still want a foreskin Obi .  Why did
God take it"?  "There is no reason , cause there's no GOD".  "Then who cut
the foreskin off your friend's dad".  "The same idiot humans that cut you
Ralph".  "But Why"?  "Religion has killed more people on earth than all
other causes except old age , combined, look at the history of war, of the
middle ages , of sacrifices of death marches .  The only logic of religion
is FEAR.  Create fear and you will have a follower.  What causes fear ? 
Lots of things cause fear but only one thing cannot be forgotten ".



   Chapter 57 Talking yet

   A long silence continued with Ralph staring into the flickering flames.
They sucked on the ground breezes glowing and curling upward around the
super heated brush.  A knot snapped.  Ralph jumped.  "My baby's foreskin"
yelled Ralph.

   "Right" , replied Obi, "I can understand the pain you endured Ralph,
because of the dream.  Somehow you transferred the seeds of the dream to me
, but I am trying to understand where you are now, because I want to help
you".

   "Too late for that Obi".  "Your alive Ralph and you can grow up and do
good things , instead".  "Nope".  "You've beat a kid unconscious in high
school last year , but he's ok now Ralph.  Couple of months in jail, not
much time out of your life of possible good".  "You're wrong Obi".  "I hurt
you by raping , and even the priests can't get away with that now".  "I
wish you were right Ralph but Jac's boyhood friend, Hal killed himself
after a priest raped him, and the priest is still free on bail".  "You will
not be imprisoned , if I say I wanted to be raped".  "Jises Oh My GAWD, Obi
, no one ever offered to help me like that before".  "People will say your
gay and your girl friend will leave you.  Your friends will tease you and
the teachers will sniggle while they mark your school work with pink
mistakes".  "You're wrong Ralph , my friends , Jos , Jac , Jen and Jes ,
and my parents and my girl friend.  They are solid people.  They don't care
about gay , because they care about me , and church labels have no
meaning."

   "Labels , er church labels"?  "Yes Ralph , "Gay greedy , dirty , filthy
, unclean , bum, fag homosexual uncircumcized - they're all labels invented
by the churches to put you down , and to put you down HARD, so you can
confess your sins and be made whole again, then redo it all again next
week".  "Yu right Obi, they stripped away my foreskin to force fear and
violence , then filled my mind with handy propaganda words to be used on
others".  "You used them well Ralph, according to Jen and Jes and Malory
and other kids who saw what you did to Jos last year.".  "Ha ha , I did use
them , but I apologize for that now Obi".  "Not to me Ralph , you apologize
to Jos because he spent a year of his life trying to catch up".  "Ahh ,
it's no good , Obi , I'm fucked.  Lots of stuff , I did will get found
out". "Even , if there is a list a meter long , they can only take the most
serious one to trial Ralph.  What's going to be the most serious charge"?

   Ralph stared deeper into the flames.  They were licking his boots but no
movement away from the fire.  "Ralph , you ok guy"?  My boots are glowing
red like red"?  "Obi pushed his boots from the flames , now searing the
ends of the softwood brush with steam vents exiting.  "Can you tell me
Ralph"?  "This car , it's not mine Obi , stolen from a car lot, and those
credit cards.  I took them from an old lady's purse in southern Ontario .
She didn't even see me do it ".  "Robbery happens every day Ralph, I am not
happy hearing about it , but if no violence is involved , then two or three
years in the pen.  You've already bin there , and know it's tolerable ,
cause there's hope at the end of the sentence".  "No Obi , you don't
understand, I have a gun from a ransacked cottage and I used the credit
cards ten times in the last week , but nobody cares.  That means the old
lady did not get to a phone , maybe she's dead.  The cops would be tracing
those credit cards like crazy , if she had squawked".  Obi stared into the
flames.  "You might be lucky , the old lady forgot she even had credit
cards in her purse".  Ralph stared into the flames for a long time.  He
kicked a burning limb closer to the fire.  "The fire's already burning lil
buddy and I'm the wood".  "Not true Ralph , thinkin about the hand gun ,
It's likely an illegal gun for a cottage owner to have.  It stands to
reason Raplh , that the owner will never mention the hand gun to police".
"So whats the penalty for an illegal hand gun"?  Obi poked the twigs trying
to escape the licking flames.  "If you discard the handgun , nobody will
ever know you had it , but I would keep it at least for now , in case those
yellow eyed puppies come around looking for meat".  "There one more thing
Obi".  "A rape"?  "A girl rape!" "Jac told me about the deaf girl Ralph. 
She saw your picture in the national newspaper story about BridgeWork
Highschool bully assault".  "Gawd oh gawd".

   "There is no GOD , Ralph .  GAWD did not do it.  You did it didn't you.
She was fourteen and deaf.  She came here with her parents from the middle
east.  She was already fearful of her parents religion which accepts and
preaches and enforces no differences from the twisted sense of norm
established by thousands of years of fear."

   Head down sitting heavy on the tree stump , a voice came up from the
roots: "I saw her come in the store , fragile , looking behind her like she
was being followed".

   "And then"?  "She purchased a magazine with nude photos and started down
the isle".  "What happened then"?  "She stopped mid way , and opened the
magazine to a glossy photo of some fruity boy singer and stared.  I moved
beside her one counter over.  The store was empty.  I felt excited and sick
at the same time , grabbed her from the side , into the store room".  "Did
she scream".  "Clamped my hand on her mouth and nose , with some ether ,
but I think she fainted from fear as I carted her body into the storage
room.  No room to lay her on the floor.  I held her by the neck with one
hand , pulled her jeans and panties down with the other.  My cock was aimed
before she came back conscious and pushed right through her opening pinning
her against the cigarette cartons .  There was blood everywhere , must have
had the rags on".  "Chiist Ralph , "rags on" , didn't you know , CHiist oh
chist , she was a virgin.  You ripped her open like a card board box , as
she was trying to recover consciousness".  " She just had time to take a
deep breath , I cummed in seconds , pulled her panties and her jeans back
up, stuffed the magazine in the top of her handbag and lifted her outside
the front door.  She was like , er , in a dream , dripping blood on the
sidewalk and walking along the street when I went inside .  It was closing
time.  I thought for sure the cops would come , closed the place quickly
and hid out for a day, but nobody showed up , and the next day , business
as usual".



   Chapter 58 Ralph talks of Rape.



   "Do you know what happened to her , Ralph"?  "No".  "Her brother saw the
blood , told her parents and they threw her out of the family.  She lived
on the streets for two weeks till she recognized your face on the national
newspaper.  A few days later Jos' friends caught her in the hospital room
where Jos was recovering.  She wanted to see Jos , don't know why cause he
was in a coma.  They held her almost against her will and contacted a
special police officer assigned to rape cases.  Did you know , you knocked
her up"?  "Aww , No I did not".  "Yes you did Ralph".  "I mean , Obi , I
did not know , I mean who knows what happened after that.  It was nothin
for me , no feelin , just a release"?  "Ralph , because of your release ,
the cops returned her to her parents and they tried to kill the baby, er
tried to force an abortion.  She refused them Ralph and the doctors avoided
her case, and she ran away from them for good , choosing to live with Jos
doctor friend downtown.  She still goes to high school and she lives with
Jac's friend Randy at the old doctors residence , along with a girl called
Melony.  They taught her sign language and she goes to high school with
Randy downtown and she will have the baby any day".  "You mean I'm a dad"?
"Yes , almost ", an illegal dad but very much a dad".  Ralph sank deeper on
to the log , his feet dangerously close to the the flames in the fire pit.
Once again Obi pulled them away and snuffed out the flames licking molten
plastic from the soles.  "Still tempting god to burn your soul" , asked
Obi. "I deserve it Obi".  "NOAW Ralph , no such thing as god ".



   "And Noone on the planet deserves to be burned alive".  "Canadian law
will take it's course , nothing more and nothing less"!  Ralph straightened
a bit making eye contact through the water pouring from his eyes , "Do you
think I could see the baby before they jail me"?  "I said the law of the
land will happen , whatever that means , I dun know".  "I wanna see my baby
Obi".  "Fair is fair Ralph , If we ever get out of this place , I can ask
Jos and Jac what they can do to help".  "Obi , Jos and Jac hate me".  "You
are guessing that based on your religious mind set Ralph.  Don't rely on
your logic.  It is faulted by your religion".  "Wha"?  "I said , Jac and
Jos are logical creatures , and they are human .  Neither one has ever said
they hated you ,Ralph , or the the other two goof balls now in jail". 
Ralph stood up , walked around to gather more brush for the fire.  "But we
terrorized the whole school , beat Jos almost to death".  : You did
terrorize some kids and those kids will not forgive you easily , but you
did not terrorize Jac and Jos.  Remember how cool they were with you"? 
"Yea".  "And by the way , you did beat Jos to death".  "Wha"?  "Jos brother
saved him by staying with him in the helicopter and in the operating room
and the recovery room , and finally brought him out of the coma".  "I don't
have friends like that"...  "Religion does not foster friends , allies
possibly but not friends".  Ralph breathed deeply.  "Jos and Jac are
bouncing back and they don't see you as the problem.  They see the Canadian
churches long ago spouting death for gays and lesbians , now remaining
silent while their leaders try to dodge the law against child molesters".
"I can't understand , them not hating me"!  "Ralph , that is your parents
talking .  That is what your parents taught you .  They ripped off your
foreskin when you were born and filled you with homophobia and labels and
by example taught you to expect hatred"!!  "When we get back , stay with
Jos and Jac until the cops come , stay away from all religious doctrine. 
Your parents will try to get a lawyer and protect you.  Don't let them near
you.  Stay with us and take your chances with Jac and Jos and the law.  Do
you have a cell here , I can call Jac and find out if his dad will help
you".  Ralph listened intently to Obi's words , sinking on to the log as he
spoke.  Eyes watering , snuffling snot on his sleeves , "I wish I was born
into your family Obi.  I'd rather be Asian and uncut than Canadian and
wrecked , oh gawd oh gawd why did they hurt me so bad".  "Ralph you are
still a little kid in great fear of your parents God.  Your mind does not
know your real age , over twenty years old and your size.  You use the
logic feared into you by sickly religious parents and pathetic priests.  It
does not work now.  Religion is FAIL.  You are concerned about bringing a
new human to this wonderful planet but your question is WHY DID THEY HURT
ME?

   "I mean , Obi , how could I be so stu , er suc , er , I dun ave a word
to describe it even".  "There are no words in any human language to explain
your actions , Ralph , because nothing that you have learned based on God's
teachings like sparrows falling and turning into salt makes any sense.  If
you spend time with trust worthy friends and avoid your parents , maybe
just maybe , you can change , but that can't happen over night.  You need
to trust humans and that can take years , if ever for you.  Perhaps I would
have done you a favor by killing you when I had the chance, but you see I
don't have the ability to hurt anyone , regardless of what they do to me.
You Ralph do not have the ability to love anyone regardless of what they do
to you."

   "NO , your wrong Obi , that last statement .  I do love you Obi.  I
would not hesitate to kill anything but , you have shown me , different.  I
brought you here to torture you into my own model of hatred , but Obi ,
you've shown me no matter what I did to you , that you see hope.  That
makes me feel bad , extremely bad , and bad enough to kill myself".

   "Suicide is the bottom of the roller coaster Ralph.  Will you get off
there or will you ride up the other side and do something good with your
life"?

   "I don't know yet Obi".  "That , at least is a start Ralph".

   The sun was setting when Obi moved again to stoke the fire.  Obi located
some tins of tuna and opened them with his jack knife .  They ate in front
of the roaring flames , then finished supper with apples and oranges. 
Wrestling Ralph around to make him get in the car , then crawling inside
himself.



   Chapter 59 Buying used goods.



   Obi and Jac completed their homework and met with Jen and Jes.  Rakir
relaxed on the mat by the door.  "Ok all, lets go through the list of items
Obi had with him".  Jen and Jes concurred , "We talked to Aileen , today.
It seems that Obi carried condoms and a tiny knife, which we did not know
about".  "Great stuff Jen" , mused Jac.  "If we keep working all the loose
ends , a clue will surface from somewhere".  They started to go through the
list of objects already on the search list Jos explained his success in
convincing the music teacher to contact all the students who might want to
buy a musical instrument , specifically a guitar.  They were half way
through the list when Jos cell rang.  "Hello, this is Jos Green"?  "Jos I
found a guitar in Wawa , for sale.  It is at least similar to Obi's
guitar". "Great news , can I take your name and the address of the seller".
The information was exchanged with Jos voice showing excitement.  "What is
it Jos ", asked the others moving closer?  "Could be Obi's guitar". 
"Whoopee" , and then the realization hit Jac and Jen and Jes.  "Obi would
not give up that guitar without a fight".  "Careful , there ", stressed Jos
, "Concentrate on guitar only".  Jos and Jac exchanged glances.  "I'l take
the phone in the den , speaker phone and mute" , yelled Jac.  "Jos , You
make the call and buy the guitar back".  We'll get to that place tomorrow
morning if we start driving now.  If the guitar does not belong to Obi , so
be it , but if it does it's a big time jump.  The cops seem to think that
Obi has gone across the border at Detroit , because of some leads they got
already.  By checkin this lead ourselves , we cover more of Ontario" Ok
everyone , lets email this guitar owner in Wawa to get his phone number .
That way we can talk to him about the guitar , maybe even get a photo.





   Chapter 60 Kidnapped : The Second Night

   Obi avoided contact , but Ralph snuggled close to him .  Wolves howled
in the moonlit brush piles outside the car windows.  Ralph moved close
again.  "Your the only friend in this whole fuckin world Obi".  Obi
responded by squeezing a huge finger.  "Obi , I'm sorry for hurting you. 
You are a lot smarter than me.  Thinking about the gun.  You even told me
to discard the gun but keep it for now, to control the wolves , even though
you know I can use it on you at any time ".  "Ralph , Decisions are never
black and white.  Jac and Jos have taught me that decisions , perhaps call
them choices carry consequences , good and bad".  "I'm just learning that
now Obi , from you.  You are the first person ever to teach that there is
no black and white , just gray shades".  Obi opened an eye to peer out into
the night time.  A dense mist crept toward the car from the lowlands .  No
stars and no moon decorated the sky.  A piercing howl echoed from the
storage shed walls.  "That wolf is inviting the others to come closer". 
Ralph listened also, to the sound of the night.  There was none , total ,
complete silence.  "Not even an owl hoot"?  Thump thump , something soft
footed was standing on the roof of the car.  Both boys heard the scratch of
dull toe nails as the animal adjusted his footing.  Ralph nudged Obi to
look out the back window.  A large wolf face greeted him not half a meter
away.  "He can't get us Ralph , without peeling the roof off or smashing a
window".  "True Obi , but I can't sleep with him eying me up for lunch all
night".  Obi conditioned his throat , "Growwww , Growwwww" , rolling the
r's in the back of his throat like Rakir.  The wolf lept off the car
landing neatly beside the fire pit , still smouldering.  "What did you tell
him Obi"?  "Dog talk for get the fuck back" , laughed Obi.  Ralph put his
big hand into Obi's and shook it.  "You made a big impression on him Obi".

   "Ralph, you made a big impression on me.  You kidnapped me , raped me
and treated me worse than dog , but that fact has little impact on our
survival situation .  We need each other to survive.  Crying at the wolf is
gonna show him my fear and that will not happen .  Taunting you by crying
or begging is not helpful either , because as a kid , you were taught to
bully, without hearing or seeing your victim.  I'm half your weight Ralph
and unarmed , but I could have hurt you , if my mind was ok with that. 
Right now , my mind sees you , troubled, confused , frightened , and unable
to ask for help , but I know I can help you , just the way I've seen my
friends help others".  "So sure Obi , even cocky , er no not cocky ,
confident .  Where did you get so much bluff , Obi"?  "From my friends
Ralph.  Jac and Jos took me into their house on the farm .  I learned about
farm animals , the beef cows huge happy animals waiting to be impregnated
by the bull who is twice their weight , keeping them healthy , about
automated equipment that can tear you in two pieces if you error and about
the minds and body of the the boy twins.  But most of all I learned about
myself.  My every move on the farm was studied by Jos and Jac and their
girl friends Jen and Jes.  First they got my trust and then they proceeded
to change the ideas in my mind that are harmful".  "Geeze , nobody ever did
that with me Obi".  Obi watched the yellow eyes warming itself by the
smouldering embers.  Pulling Ralph's shoelace tight , strumming the string.
"What did you do with my guitar Ralph"?  "Was afraid somebody would
recognize it in the back seat of the car , so I sold it at a highway stop
when you were sleeping".  "You mean while I was drugged"!  "Yep"!  "Sucks".
"Yeah , I know , but I got a lot of groceries for it, er , Can you play a
guitar"?  "Well yeah , I play better than most kids my age"?  "My grandpa
had one when I was little.  I used to hold the the strings for certain keys
.  He played it for me a few times before he got sick".  "Did you like the
music"?  "I did, but my dad said it was devil music.  After grandpa died ,
cancer , My dad hid it .  I used to search for it in grandpa's attic.  My
dad would yell "Get the hell out of there Ralphie".  "Why'd he do that"? 
"I found guitar notes and under them grampa's guitar stuffed in a big
trunk. .  He swatted my head , knocked me down hard".  "Were you ok ,
Ralph"?  "Sort of , cause I was used to it, but this time, was worse.  He
picked me up and stripped off my pants.  Said I was disobedient and
strapped my ass with his belt".  "Jeesus Ralph , how old were you"? 
"Twelve".  "God dam the man".  "Did you scream".  "Couldn't stop screaming
, he kept whackin my ass.  I begged him , I prayed to him , Please Daddy ,
PLEASE , STOP HURTING ME".  Ralph stared through his feet.  Obi breathed
out slowly.  "You can still still see the scars today".  Obi stared
straight ahead.  "Did your mother hear the commotion"?  "She heard it . 
When daddy started beating me , she always hid".  "I'm so sorry Ralph". 
"After while my ass was red on fire.  Couldn't stand the pain.  Then I
really yelled, he pulled off my underwear and tied me across the stairwell
with out my clothes head facing down the stairs.  He whacked the bottom of
my ass until I screamed, but nobody heard me, except my mom hiding in her
room downstairs.  There were words coming out , I had just learned .  When
I yelled motherfucker he went crazy, buggered me with a knife handle and he
hit me with that fucking belt until I puked .  I said I was sorry but it
didn't count .  I could hear him huffing .  Every second he hit me until
the strap got bloody.  The leather belt was thin.  It contacted my ass
cheeks , and snapped around between my legs stinging my cock every time. 
Finally he untied my hands pushed me to the bottom of the attic stairs and
shoved me into my bedroom , locking the door .  Comatose from the pain ,
laying on my belly on the floor in my room with my clothes tossed on top.
Whimpering.  My cock was all wet slimey , slippery.  I didn't know what it
was at that time.  I thought I had pissed myself again , but it wasn't piss
, it was clear but milky ".  "Jeesus Jeesus , he beat you till you cummed,
and that was your first"?  "That's my daddy" , growled Ralph.  Obi felt the
hurt in Ralph's voice , sensed the fear in his thumping heart and watched
his eyes glowing behind the tears.

   "Feeling returned to my ass , skin and groin , thought I was going to
die covered with sticky cum , unbearable pain.  They came in later and made
me shower in cold water.  On Monday , my mother gave me pain pills for the
school day.  When I got home she sent me to my room because my dad had told
her about my swearing.  It took most of the week before I could sit at the
table to eat , and every meal dad said a prayer and asked God to forgive
me".

   Obi held his arm around Ralph and contemplated, the two of them in a
stolen car in the middle of no-where with the wolves keeping their hungry
distance outside the vehicle for another night.  "Ralph , your Dad should
have asked forgiveness for himself.  You did nothing wrong , AT ALL".  Obi
dozed again until Ralph spoke.  "Obi , I'm fucked , when the cops get me in
jail the prison guards are gonna beat me just like daddy".

   "Not true Ralph , Jos says that Jay shot a cop , and he is in jail , but
they did not beat him like you got beat by your father".  "Why is Jay in
jail"?  "His parents are religious freaks and forced Jay to hate his
brother who was gay".  "Was"?  "His brother died in an auto accident.  He
was twenty one years old and the best friend anybody in this world could
have".  "So why is Jay in jail"?  "Jay spent a lot of time with us , Jos,
Jac , Adrian our girl friends and so on.  Jay figured out how his parents
religion poisoned his own mind against his brother.  Then, his brother died
, Jay's world collapsed.  He went to his parents house with a gun but
someone called the cops.  Instead of killing his parents , he shot a police
first responder officer".  "I can't believe the cops did not kill him". 
The cops now are younger Ralph.  The old ones who believed in the fear of
God and and used it regularly are all retired.  The wounded officer helped
Jos and Jac talk Jay down from his rage of fear.  He's in jail now but Jos'
dad is a lawyer.  He has promised to help Jay".  "Jeesus jeesus , why would
Jos and Jac 's dad help a cop killer".  "Ralph , it's like this Ralph , Jay
snapped but we saved him from a killing and suicide.  These are powerful
events in Jay's mind and he is a changed man.  Depending on how well he
behaves in jail and how much of the religious bullshit and training he can
shed in the next two years and whether his mind can somehow make peace with
his dead brother, Jay can still make a diff in this world , make it
better". Liquid dripped from Ralph's eyes , his lungs shuddered .  "Obi ,
may I call you Obi"?  "You already have Ralph".  "Obi I want to kill myself
for hurting you.  I could open the car door and run away into the night ,
but I am too afraid of the wolves teeth".  "I would follow you Ralph ,
trying to pull you back to safety".  "I know Obi , I know now that you
would risk the wolves teeth just to help me , but why"?  "Short answer is ,
the wolves have made eye contact and told me they will attack , and
secondly I have already said that I cannot kill you willfully Ralph and
that means , I can't let those poor hungry creatures carry your balls away
to feed to their cubs either".  "Ha hahaha ha ha" , laughed Ralph
hysterically , causing Obi to laugh with him.  "For Chisst sake Ralph , we
should be sleepin but your laughing like a hyena".  "I know , ha ha , I
know Obi ,, er do you think I'm insane".  "Like in doing the same thing
over and over expecting different results.  No Ralph by my standards you
were insane until , er , until today , you cried for help.  Now in my mind
I see intelligence and hope for you Ralph"?  "But what about you Obi, I've
kidnapped you , and hurt you bad , and humiliated you".  "Ralph, You did
kidnap me and hurt me.  I am not humiliated by being raped.  My religion
does not send me to hell for being raped , nor does it cause my parents to
hate me as unclean".  " I'm not ok with what's happened but I know if I can
get back to my friends, they can get me through the bad times and I think
they can get you through the bad times also Ralph".  Ralph stared at a tree
stump , eyes watering.  Mists from low lying land dissipated.  a few stars
lighted the tear drops raining from Ralph's eyes.  Bawling , like a calf
with no mother, Ralph collapsed into Obi's chest , allowing his giant body
to be held and petted by Obi.  Both boys fell asleep again as the stars
danced overhead.







   Chapter 61 Jac Jos Jen Jes and Rakir search.



   Jac Jos Jen and Jes met again after the completion of their homework on
the following day.  After getting the address and phone number of the
guitar seller .  "It's Obi guitar for sure ", exclaimed Jen".  "Agreed" ,
concluded Jes.  "We can't all go to Wawa tomorrow".  "Who will do the
chores , look after the animals"?  "Who ever is on the list to do chores
should do them" , concluded Jos.  Jac checked the list pinned to the fridge
, "Ok folks , I am staying and you are staying Jes".  Jos and Jen are going
to Wawa .  A hasty meeting was arranged with all the parents.  The final
plan was Jos and Jen and Rakir and Jen's dad , since Caelin was already off
work for four days.  Caelin would drive his car .  They would leave as soon
as a lunch was packed at one am in the morning to avoid the busy time
traffic.  After leaving southern Ontario they would stop at assorted
roadside gas stations in the hope of having Rakir detect Obi's scent.

   "Should we notify the police"?  "I'll do it ", confirmed Jos , "on my
cell as we drive".  After Jos police call he filled in Caelin and Jen as
the van roared north toward Wawa.  "Well there is a problem " , explained
Jos to Jes and Jen , over the hum of highway sounds.  The official police
investigation is concentrating on a suspected cross over by Ralph from
Ontario to New York State.  The police are still taking all possible
suggestions .  But I guess they have to concentrate on what they think are
the the top leads .  They did say that we should call them again if the
guitar is actually found and to make sure the guitar is handled carefully
in case it is needed for evidence".  "OK" , acknowledged Caelin and Jen as
Rakir slept .

   By eleven o'clock Caelin and Jen had taken turns driving without stops ,
except for gas stations along the the trans Canada highway.  In the
afternoon "we exit to Wawa".  Jen was driving as Caelin slept in the back
with Rakir, resting for the next gas station stop.  The routine was ask
Rakir to find Obi , check out the washroom and ask the gas station
attendant about people buying gas and supplies over the last three days. 
"Will we ever find Obi"?  mused Jen.  Jos had just hung up his cell after
providing a progress report to Jac.  " If he came this way , and we will
confirm that with the guitar in Wawa , there are very few places to buy
gasoline and groceries.  There's a good chance Rakir will find some trace
of Obi.  After spending ten hours in a car traveling , Obi would have
gotten out at some point , if only to stretch his legs.  "This twelve hour
car ride , stopping checking gas stations starting , Will we ever find Obi.
Ontario goes on forever".  "Our plan is still in progress" , mused Jen ,
"though I would really like something to report", guiding the car around a
huge logging truck with the hood open , abandoned on the side of the road
side.  "According to the map , there is one more gas station before we turn
off the trans-Canada".  She signaled to turn as the station gas price sign
loomed .  Jos and Rakir jumped out first .  Sniffing around the station
yard , as Jen and Caelin parked and got out in the fresh northern air. 
Rakir circled the gas pumps , then the station itself , appearing to find
nothing until walking toward the parked car.  "Woof woof woof", Rakir
circled an area in front of the vehicle then sat down , staring at the pot
holed tarmac.  Jos continued to the gas station office to inquire about
recent events.  Jen stared at Rakir.  "Something happened here , didn't it
Rakir"?  The big shepherd flicked his ears , licked Jen's hand, refusing to
be petted.  Caelin and Jen sat down with the dog.  A few other travelers
going by concluded that the family needed a break from riding in the car
too long.

   Sniffing the bottom of a pothole , eyes blinking .  ears twitching ,
"Houuu" , howled Rakir.

   "What the"?  Caelin leaned forward.  Jen changed her position to beside
Rakir.  Looking at whatever Rakir was looking at.  "I see it Rakir , boy ,
but what , do you want me to d--"?  "Houuuuuw".  Jos came running, "Rakir ,
yuh ok boy".  He reached into the pot hole and pulled out a heart shaped
pebble.  Rakir stood up , then licked Jos fingers.  "It's Obi's isn't it
boy".  "Wha " , smiled Caelin.  "I see , I see ", yelled Jen , planting a
big kiss on Rakir , It's Obi's guitar pick isn't it"?  "Woof" , Rakir sat
contentedly.  Jos dropped the pebble into a zip lock bag , noted the time ,
date and location with a black marker, and placed it in his jean jacket
pocket.  "My dad told me to take evidence bags".  Caelin side glanced at
Jos.  "I would not be a good cop , would I"?  Jos laughed , with Jen.  "We
know Rakir better than you do dad".  "It's only a pebble to me".  "And to
me also dad, but I trust Rakir and I will never give up.  Jos pulled his
cell , thumbed some keys and waited.  "Aileen , this Jos".  "Jos , hi". 
"You ok Aileen"?  "Not much Jos, I'm sitting in my bedroom trying to play ,
but my mind will not".  "Aileen , as you know I have a list of all the
things Obi carried .  I know I've covered this off before but Aileen , I 'm
asking again , Did you tell us everything that Obi carried"?  There was a
pause , no response and then.  "er yes , but no Jos".  "Are you sure"? 
"There was one more thing , but it was personal between Obi and I". 
"Aileen can you tell me what else , promising you, it will not go further".
A few guitar strings answered Obi's request , then "Jos".  "Yes Aileen". 
"Jos , Obi and I have promised our love to each other.  No one knows about
it.  The last day at your farm , we walked along the gravel road.  There
was some heart shaped rocks on the roadside.  Obi picked them up.  HE
sorted through them , gave one to me and he kept one".  "Yes Aileen".  Obi
kissed me , so gently , it felt like brushing a rose petal .  He wrote my
initial on his rock and I wrote my initials on his rock , and ohhh Obi i
will die if Obi is gone booo hoo boo hoo".  "Aileen thanks very much , it
might help , us find him".  "Boo hoo boo hoo".  "Don't cry Aileen , make a
new song just for Obi when he returns".  "I'l try , Ok Jos".  "Goodbye
Aileen , till we meet again , I love you too".  Pocketing the cell , then
withdrawing it and more numbers.  "Jac , I have a heart shaped pebble ,
found in a pothole here at a trans Canada highway gas station.  Rakir found
it.  He insists it belongs to Obi".  Jac filled Jos in on the rest of the
new information bubbling the spirits of Caelin and Jen and Rakir ending
with , "Jac , do not mention this to anyone , cause it's Aileen and Obi's
personal pebbles".  "Keep searching then Jos".  "JAc , one more thing
please.  Go to Aileen's house , spend some time with her .  Talk with her
to know that we care and tell her , I WILL find Obi".  "Gotcha bro, I'll
get her to go back to school tomorrow".  "Love you bro , bye".  Jos petted
Rakir while locating the pebble from his pocket.  Caelin and Jen watched.
"Not much boy but this little pebble means more than the whole planet to
Aileen and Obi .  You are a genius dog , Rakir".  Everyone stood up and
prepared to get on to the trans Canada one more time.  Jos explained the
gas station attendant who works nights might know more.  "Jen , while I'm
driving , you can call the inspector about interviewing him when they can ,
just another long shot".  The big suv roared to life and surged ahead on to
the three thousand mile long highway , fitting into the west bound traffic
behind a tractor tanker trailer of propane gas.  They traveled on in
silence , until the turn off .





   Chapter 62 Northern Gateway to Timber



   "Wawa , Northern Ontario's gateway to timber " , mused Jen guiding the
car into the town".  They watched the unfamiliar sights of streets and
roads and schools pass by.  "Civilization again".  "There it is Jen , turn
right and park over there".  "Let's pretend were going into the bush , er
the logging roads " , mused Caelin .  "We will need ,,, " , making a
grocery list.  "Logging roads " puzzled Jos as Rakir disembarked.  "Non
government , industry , uncontrolled roads dive into the forests north of
here.  They were created for use by the giant logger trucks.  Most do not
have maps.  The main logging roads start just north of here".  "Ok er ,
there's the guitar owner , --he said look for the red headed owner".  They
contacted the store owner.  "Glad you came folks , I need to sell this
thing to get money for my grocery supply truck and he delivers tomorrow".
Jos smiled at the owner , "Do you have a list of all the groceries that we
need to pay for , to buy the guitar"?  "As a matter of fact yes" , answered
to grocer handing Jos a long list.  Jos took the list , then passed it over
to Caelin.  "I kept a copy because , I need to get two hundred dollars for
this guitar to pay this bill".  The store owner walked back to Jos with the
guitar .  Jen examined the guitar .  It's Obi's alright , mused Jen ,
kissing Jos lightly.  The plan is progressing ".  Caelin collected a couple
of days supplies and paid the store owner for the supplies and for Obi's
guitar.  The store owner grinned.  "This is about the amber alert isn't
it". "How did you know"?  "Look inside the guitar , see there , this is
from a music shop in Toronto near the place where that kid went to school.
My brother lives near there, and he told me about the beating last year
that wrecked that kid's life.  It was on national news.  Sometimes I wish I
could give my Three-OH-Eight to my brother.  Toronto is more dangerous than
the bears and wolves here.  Did that kid ever get out of hospital.  My son
was his age ".  Jen and Jos hugged the store owner , then answered .  "That
kid who spent four months in coma.  I love him with all my heart" ,
responded Jen , as she kissed Jos.  The store owner sat down quickly on a
display of life jackets.  "And I am the kid" , whispered Jos , opening his
jacket and pulling the t-shirt up".  The store owner dropped his jaw at the
scars on Jos abdomen.  "Aww gawwwd , I am so glad to know you got better
son , and those scars from broken ribs and ,,," "Perforated pancreas and
spleen , severe blood loss , emergency air transport through a hail storm
to Canada's best hospital , what more can I say " , whispered Jos , adding
"They did bring me back to life and after a long time I came out of the
coma.  "And you sir , his father" , regarding Caelin?  "Ha ha sort of , I'm
Jen's father.  Jos lives with her on my farm".  The store owner regarded
Jen .  "Jen I recognized your pretty face when you entered the store , but
could not make the connection at first.  You were on the national news
channel with the kid here in a wheel chair in the snow out side your
school. You captured a whole nation Jen with that stoic look and Jos pale
weak grin .  It was an image I will never , ever forget".

   The store owner stood up , shaking Caelin's hand , then Jen , then Jos.
"Excuse me son but that image is gonna make me cry , I'll remember you were
here , as long as I live , because you changed a whole school , maybe half
a city , and you started a movement still growing , and I know you were a
hero of my son, because he was bullied by some kids here in town .  They
didn't know what they were doin to him and neither did I." "I can talk to
him if you want er , Mister".  "Name is Jeff".  "Ok Jeff".  "Jos , Caelin
and Jen".  "Jeff , let me talk to your son"?  "I wish Jos , I wish , Gawd I
wish , but ".  "We can wait Jeff , we have time".  The grocer pulled
himself up , gave Jos a sudden hug.  "He's ga gaah gone Jos".  "Oh , uhh
Jeff , I'm sorry , Please , I'm so sorry ".  "Would a bin sixteen today.  I
carried on like it didn't happen".

   Caelin looked."My kids mean all the world to me Jeff and for you to
loose a son would be like me loosing Jos.  The universe has too much hurt
". "Say that louder Caelin , There's a red head girl in town who liked my
son, works at the pizza store now , but she cried even more than I cried
when JJ never came back".  "Does she know anything about JJ missing"?  "No
Jos , Piely withdraws when anyone mentions JJ.  I didn't know they were an
item.  Nobody did .  Piely was crazy to find him for weeks".  "Were there
events leading to the disappearance"?

   "Looking back , there were signs , but we did not see them, Some of his
friends stopped coming .  Sometimes he acted strange , but that could be
normal too for a teen of that age.  We never found him , maybe picked up by
the traffic on the trans highway , maybe kidnapped ,maybe just wandered
into the wilderness, we just don't know, anyway , that's enough from me. 
You have a mission to carry on".

   "Ahh Jeff , what was your son's name , I have your last name and phone
number already" ?  "Jeff Jr , and we always called him JJ , has bright red
hair" "Did you notice which way the guitar salesman went".  "Everybody
stops and turns around at this point cause there's nothin but loggin roads
to the north.  Empty trucks are all that goes in and loaded trucks come
back out sometimes carrying a broken logging machine.  That car did not
turn around before he came on the lot, and I never saw him go back the
highway.  My best guess is he took the logging road.  It's a hundred miles
through to the other side if you know the way".  "Other side".  "East
toward Timmin , maybe ten hours drive".  "Ouch".  "Watch out for forest
fires and or flooded streams , and if your serious , better get a local
guide.".  "Thanks Jeff , and when we find Obi , we'll stop on the way
back". "Guys , just remember , it's wild , private logging roads , no help
in there if you need it , cell phones may not work , and unplanned ,
unexpected things happen in the wilderness.  Will I ever see you again "?
Jen gave him one more hug.  "Jeff , I'm so sorry for your son JJ .  I
promise , we will find our friend and when that's settled we will talk with
you again Jeff.

   The store owner sighed and walked back into his store.  "Take care , all
of you".

   They carried the groceries to the suv.  Jos took a seat beside Jen. 
Caelin started the big suv and moved northward past the warning sign , on
to the main logging road.  Jos leaned over to fall asleep on Jen's lap ,
exhausted from the long day of driving .  Rakir watched the trees go by as
Caelin headed north toward the first major branch in the logging roads. 
Jen watched the sun in the west and both sides of the road for anything. 
"No fences , no grass , no shoulder , just a ribbon of gravel beaten to
death by hundreds of trucks over the past ten years".  "The truth is" ,
noted Caelin ,"that these are not really roads but , just gravel dumped
over-top of the tree stumps and roots and underbrush , then compressed into
place by the axles of loaded trucks".  Jos continued to slide gently to the
suv floor , seeking a quiet place to sleep.

   Jen continued , "So what's the diff , Dad"?  "For one , tree roots under
the road will eventually rot leaving holes.  For another , a forest fire
under dry conditions will burn the roots even under the gravel.  The road
may disappear".  Jen held Jos head from bouncing around as the vehicle
passed over rough gravel , sometimes pitching side to side.  "I see an
opening on the left , like maybe a giant parking area" .  Caelin guided the
car off the main road into a clearing moving slowly through long grass. 
Stopping the vehicle , checking , then moving a bit , Caelin finally shut
off the engine as the sun set behind western trees.  "We can stop here and
make a camp.  Let Jos sleep if he will, he has worked tirelessly all day
mapping , checking and studying every gas station along the road".  Caelin
and Jen and Rakir climbed out.  They soon had a cooking fire on the propane
stove , preparing supper from the grocery bags contents.  Caelin and Jen
continued conversation .  "Supper is almost ready Daddy"?  "About ten more
minutes Jen".  "Can I wake Jos now , the way I usually do"?  "Ha ha , I
don't know what you mean Jen , Wake him like you always do"?  Jen climbed
into the suv.  She crawled next to Jos .  in the flat space over the spare,
and started to rouse him but Jos was in complete sleep.  She spread Jos
arms out straight above his shoulders on the suv floor.  "Now how can I
wake him for supper" , unzipping his fly.  "Let me see , there is always a
way to wake up this boy , Daddy don't look ", mused Jen, lowering her lips
over the soft closed tip.  Her tongue searched at the hose opening ,
quickly found the place where Jos brain could not sleep.  In seconds a
stiffy post of soft skin arose from the sleeping Jos' pelvis.  "Five more
minutes to go" , called Caelin.  The soft tissue inside pushed forward ,
helping Jen's lips.  release the foreskin back into the groove , then
targeted the throbbing glans .  Eyes still asleep , narrow hips twisting
each time Jen's lips sucked over the bright red organ,Jen continued the
massage until the hips seemed to freeze solid .  Jos lungs expanded with an
inrush of air , nose dilated , eyes closed.  Faint but distinct sigh
emitting from Jos' throat.  Her throat detecting the creamy eruption.  "I
love the taste , and texture , of this stuff" , her lips clamping the red
pulsing knob.  Caelin stirred a pot over the propane burner , but realized
, he needed tomato sauce.  He returned to the van and slid the door ajar
enough to get a jar from the grocery bag.  "Uhh , Oh , Jen , needing tomato
paste , er , I see you're having desert first", taking a jar of tomato
paste with him.  Jos raised his head to watch Jen milk the the long tall
snake until it limped soft.  "It's supper time Jos" , winked Jen .  "I feel
, like eating a whole moose", as Jen led Jos to the camp fire.  "No wonder
Jos, You have to replace all the milk, she just milked you like a one
titted cow".  Blushing somewhat , "I know Caelin , and I am totally awake
and hungry now" .  Caelin laughed.  "Daddy , you are the best in the whole
world".  Caelin stared into the prepared food , one eye twinkling
acknowledgment".  Jos moved behind Caelin , putting his arms solidly around
Caelin , pulling him tight to his cheek.  Daddy , I love you as the best
Dad in the whole universe.  Thanks Dad for helping us look for our friend
Obi.  We are on a fast schedule , to my thinking , just because you jumped
into this plan with us so quickly".  Caelin pretended to stir the food. 
Jos licked his neck and ear .  "Daddy , I know you are being cool , but you
forget when I have you this close, I can read most of your feelings right
out of your mind , and Caelin , Jac and I regard you as a father we never
had , and I can feel your raw emotion camouflaged away inside.  Jac and I ,
WE WILL NOT SCREW UP , ever.  Though you never had a son , We know what it
takes to be your son , and Caelin , your daughters are a part of you and we
enjoy them , with all our devotion." Jos kissed Caelin on the cheek ,
slowly moving around to his lips.  Staring into Caelin's misted eyes , Jos
found Caelin's lips and touched them gently with both lips.  I am your son
and Jac is your son Caelin.  Thanks for being there for us".

   Caelin relaxed momentarily , "I am so lucky Jos , to have you and Jac
for sons .  Now let's eat before my stomach growls like Rakir".  Jen
watched the interaction , watched her dad's misty eyes tear as his smile
grew and grew.  "Your just a perfect dad to me and Jos , and Jes and Jac" ,
kissing him as Jos did.

   They settled down on unfolded chairs around the camp fire enjoying the
ground beef in tomato sauce ladled over fresh tea biscuits.  "The sun ,
it's beautiful" , smiled Caelin .  They watched the sun set and then the
after glow fade into the western sky.  "I hope Obi is watching that sun",
imagined Jos.  Rakir helped them clean out the empty pots and plates , then
his own dog food.  Caelin made tea and poured the remaining hot water over
the dishes.  They climbed back into the suv , with Caelin sleeping between
the first row of seats and Jen and Jos in back space .  Rakir picked an
isle location between the humans , where he could comfortably watch and
guard the entrance.







   Chapter 63 Kidnapped : New day.



   Obi awoke at daylight , felt around for Ralph.  Somehow he had climbed
out of the car quietly .  Sitting on the tree stump pushing twigs into the
ashes to start a new fire.  "I'm sorry for hurting you Obi and I'm sorry
for bringing another human to this planet .  I was going to crawl into
those embers and burn , but what good would that do"?  "Ha ha The wolf cubs
would have cooked food " , laughed Obi.  "HA ha ha " laughed Ralph .  "It's
true that you see the positives in everything.  I wish I could see
something good in everything I see".  "You will Ralph , if you spend enough
time with me".  "It's not fair to you Obi , to lay all my fuckin misery on
you".  "OK , but Ralph , what if I can see some good in the misery.  Then I
will have benefited".  "There's no good in me, and there never was " ,
retorted Ralph, rolling off the stump on to the embers , flickering with
new flames.  "Gawd Ralph , stawp it " !  Obi kicked Ralph's head , forcing
him to move just enough , then smothered the flames on his shirt with his
school jacket.  He started cuffing Ralph on both ears.  "There is no god ,
there is no god , repeat after me " , yelled Obi "THERE IS NO GOD".  Ralph
grimaced the blows , sinking to the spring forest ground vegetation.  Words
formed on his lips "Fuck it God , It's over , go cut some other helpless
kids foreskin off".  Obi cuffed the ears again , "Repeat again ".  Go to
your hell of hells God , take my stupid parents with you , cause God, I am
going to regrow my foreskin.  YELL IT RALPH".  GO TO HELL GOD , GO TO YOUR
FUCKING PLACE OF FORESKIN MISERY CAUSE I"M GONNA REGROW MY FORESKIN AND YOU
ARE GONE FROM ME GOD".  Ralph's eyes balled , his neck twitched , pulling
his arms in under his big frame.  Obi sat with him for the next hour poking
twigs on the fire to keep Ralph warm.  Obi prepared some soup , warmed it
over the fire.  Pulling the big man upright , he watched Ralph's tongue
consume the fluid offered.  " We stink Ralph , you and I smell like zombies
from a long buried grave but you have taught me a lot about myself and who
I want to be.  You are gonna be fine Ralph".  This afternoon , you will
find me the car keys , and I'll drive us to safety".  Ralph's head moved ,
eyes closed under Obi's hands.

   The sun rose high as the season permitted , then started the long slide
toward the western horizon and the distant man made plume of exhaust . 
Birds chirped.  Obi petted the big head until it responded.  "I'l get the
keys".







   Chapter 64 Kidnapped: On the road with Ralph or not.

   Obi started the sedan , cranked the power steering , backed it in beside
the storage shed enough to get turned around.  They crept along the logging
road.  Staring the distance to the horizon , offered Obi a view of the
exhaust plume of some giant industry.  "Logging roads ought to have sign
posts" , worried Obi.  Ralph grinned , "You're navigation is fine Obi. 
These roads were built for heavy trucks loaded with big logs".  "I'm
driving by that plume of smoke on the horizon.  Several times we have
crossed creek beds with just a few inches of water.  We will be lucky to
get across them if there is a heavy rain upstream".  "May and June have
little rain here.  The forest rubble is drying out , too fast".  "Yeah ,
Ralph " ,as the car approached yet another fork .  Obi studied the fork
carefully , acknowledging that a fully loaded logging truck could not turn
to navigate a sharp turn.  Obi steered in the direction of the easiest
route.  The sun combined with the exhaust plume and darkness arrived.  It's
the north star now to keep on one direction and I can see damaged ground
where the heavy trailer axles followed the big tractors.  I'm pretending we
are a trailer loaded with logs , headin for civilization".  Ralph grinned
as sleep powered him.  He heard Obi talking from the driver's side but
other things were occupying his mind.

   Obi eyed the gas gauge , musing, "It was a bit over half full , and
therefore there is enough gas to get out of here if I follow the correct
path".  The car was climbing slowly , pulling itself away from a waterless
creek , up a long gentle slope.  The night sky was clear and starry , Obi
using the north star for guidance to continue west at every intersection.
After several hours, the smell of smoke alerted Obi as the car reached a
ridge separating two valleys about twenty kilometers wide.  At the top of
the ridge he stopped the car and stared south .  "Wiffs of smoke
entertained his nasal passage , but from where"?.  Obi got out and stood on
the car roof peering south and west , trying to follow the path of the
logging road across the valley to the next ridge.  Struggling to get a view
just above the under growth stymied by the used-to-be tall trees , Obi's
eyes detected what he did not want to see.  At least ten kilometers away
but definitely real , orange flames glowed in the night.  They appeared to
be on the top of the next ridge .  " Flames are coming north toward the
same place I want to drive.  I can try to drive fast enough to get past
them , but I don't know how wide is the river of fire".

   Obi climbed back into the car , just as the passenger door slammed shut.
"Ralph , damm".  He jumped out racing around the car toward the figure
heading into the brush.  "Hey stawp stawp Ralph , let me talk to you".  Obi
followed the noise of breaking branches and brush along the top of the
ridge.  "Wait Ralph , Wait for me".  Then silence .  "Ralph , Ralph , where
are you , I need you to help me get home.  Let me find you".  A huge vee of
geese winged north far above.  Obi could hear their voices in the cool
evening air but heard no noise of Ralph.  Getting directions from the stars
again made Obi pause , until he heard a new sound.  Leaves rustled to his
left.  Obi turned to speak to Ralph.  A low growl punctuated the shadows. A
large dark shape concealed itself from the star light , as Obi's eyes
accustomed to the moon shadows pierced by bright yellow eyes.  "Ralph ,
come back here , you bastard , I need the gun now".  Obi back tracked on
what he thought was his path from the car , growling his own growl .  The
bear made no noise , raised up on it's rear legs and slashed a mark across
an under growth tree.  Backtracking carefully , keeping his eye on the dark
shape illuminated by the stars , Obi startled: "What's up with you Obi",
laughed Ralph , "Letting a little bear scare you".  "Gheees Ralph , so glad
to see you , I guess I ran right past you in the dark".  "You sure did ,
Obi , right into a baby bear".  "If that's a baby , I dun wanna see the
moth--- what the fuck"?  The car was insight but standing between it and
them a black bear cast another huge moon shadow toward them .  "A a a at
least seven feet tall on it's hind legs"?  "That's the mother Obi , er you
mentioned her" , cocking the revolver.  "That little hand gun won't stop
her if she charges , will it Ralph"?  , as Obi pulled a huge tree limb from
the brush and waived it madly in the air.  "Nope, not for about a mile
assuming four or five bullets hit her, she will go for the one shooting ,
if she goes .  The other should head for the car instead of looking like a
giant moose zombie.  "I'm not leaving you here to be killed by a black bear
Ralph" , both men edging side stepping toward the logging road behind the
car , trying to keep farther distance between themselves and the huge black
mass twitching it's ears in front of them.  Beads of sweat rolled down both
faces.  I'm not leaving you here either Obi.  This is a nine millimeter
weapon .  It packs a big wallop , but not enough to stop an angry bear
before it tears your arm off.  "If she charges , I will drop to one knee
and put the whole clip of bullets into her neck.  You Obi , run to the car
and start the engine.  That will frighten her away".  Tracking backward,
they felt the logging road with their boots , more than saw it.  The bear
did not move.  Paws planted on the ground , her eyes gleaming now in the
star light to the left of the men.  "We will now move toward the car " ,
smiled Obi , still carrying the tree limb above his head, slowly , but
without fear .  We can get in the driver side door in another twenty
meters. The bear watched them , eyes unblinking , ears studying , and nose
sniffing as they moved into the breeze , The bear cub suddenly appeared
following their scent.  "Oh Chiisst , here comes the baby.  The mother bear
charged ."Wait Ralph , it's the cub?".  Ralph pulled up to fire and
squeezed the trigger , but Obi knocked the first shot low.  The mother bear
collided with her cub knocking him down , with a body slam , and hit
ruthlessly , with a large roar.  Obi shoved Ralph toward the car doors and
both men climbed inside , as Obi started the engine , and lights on.  They
watched as the mother bear bit off a piece of the cubs ear and heard it
wailing as she knocked it away from the car into the darkness.  "She would
a done more than that to you Ralph if the bullet had hit".

   "Ralph from the back seat , "Maybe Obi , maybe not if the bullet
happened to hit her spine".  Both men watched the huge mother bear blend
into the night. .  Obi reached over the seat and cuffed Ralph's shoulder
with a closed fist.  "For getting us almost killed".  Ralph laughed ,
"Death for me "!  "OR --Would you rather go by forest fire"?

   Chapter 65 Kidnapped: The Fire.

   Obi moved the car ahead to get a better southward view , then stopped.
"What"?  "Get out and climb on the car roof"!  Both men stood on the roof
being careful with the metal supporting their weight.  "See , in the south
, orange glow".  "Shit yeah , a big one , likely burning for days".  "So
that's why the bear was inconsistent , they're probably moving away from
the fire".  "Fires are normal this time of year Obi , er the wind might
change long before it gets here".  "Don't think so Ralph .  It's coming off
lake Superior all day and probably will all night".  "You're right Obi , we
better get moving right now".  "What about retreating and heading east"? 
These logging roads all go west to that big mill spewing out exhaust. 
Likely it's more'n a hundred kilometers away.  If we go back , and if the
wind does shift it'l be from the west , and that fire will catch up to us
when we get to the end of one of those dead end roads.  There's likely one
that goes on through but I don't know which".  "Then we have to go west and
get to the next ridge before the fire".  Obi had the car moving before his
mouth stopped speaking.  Ralph watched from the passenger side as the car
descended into the valley.  Head lights could not see around the twists and
turns.  Obi's eyes strained into the dark turns as the car sped over loose
gravel and rocks , getting closer to the lowlands of the valley.  Ralph
watched a giant stump clawed by hundreds of bear claws move past.  "Obi ,
as I recall , the next stream is tricky.  This stream has quite a bit of
water Obi.  Probably fed from melting ice from one of those swamps.  "What
is recommended Ralph , er do you want to drive across it"?  "There's no
real answer , at night Obi , cause you can't see the ruts under the water".
"Rut"?  "Tire ruts from the logging trucks .  If you straddle them with the
car , ok , but if both left and right tires fall into the ruts , we'll be
stuck".  "The good thing is the water will not burn" , popped back Obi. 
"Right on , but the bad thing is the brush will burn hot as the hubs of
hell on both side of the stream".  "Par-boiled"?  "Yep".  Careening around
a sharp turn , "Guess we don't need to worry about meeting another car on
this road".  "Nope".  The car rounded a long bend and dead ahead a ten
meter wide stream sparkled in the head lamps.  "What's the plan navigator
as the car stopped at water's edge".  Obi opened the car door.  "I don't
smell any smoke now".  "That's cause you haven't bathed"?  "Really"!  "We
can stay here till morning , then drive across in the right place".  "The
breeze is heavier now than before and it's still from the south , but why
don't we smell smoke if we're in danger".  "Probly the hot air forced up
along the tops of the ridges".  They stared at the rippling moon light
reflections.  "Got it Ralph, You run ahead straight across the creek . 
Motion left or right depending on where your feet feel the ruts.  I'll
follow with the car keeping the hood ornament right on your ass".  "K Obi".
Ralph jumped out and ran into the stream , grimacing as the cold water hit
his ankles , then downstream a bit as Obi followed , then farther
downstream exiting the water only a meter ahead of Obi revving the engine
in low.  He jumped back inside as the car moved alongside , and climbed
away from the stream bank toward the high ridge.  "Never would a guessed
that path Ralph".  "I think the fastest water moves the pebbles and gravel
downstream , every time a vehicle passes.  In a few more trips the path
will not line up with the landing".  "Being in the right place at the right
time" .  mused Obi .  The road twisted and turned as before , leading the
hurrying car in almost complete loops sometimes but always rising toward
the ridge.  Whump , Obi ducked as the deers hooves clipped the car hood and
sailed right over top.  "Chiist , we don't have much time if the animals
are evacuating".  Obi pressed a little heavier on the gas pedal , and
brakes often at the same time to push the car as fast as possible on the
hill side.  several downhill dips and twists straightened out into a wide
path at the top.  Obi and Ralph gazed southward , watching the orange
flames consuming everything from the top of the ridge.  The next valley
spread out before them .  Flames were not showing on the top of the next
ridge .  "Gun er Obi , no turn back now", as three moose thundered past the
bumper.  The car shot down the slope , gouging gravel from the road where
ever the shocks failed to hold it above the rough gravel surface.  They
reached another almost u-turn , headlights blinding fleeing animals before
the car straightened again and headed up the slope.  "Mostly deer and
moose".  "The smaller animals can't outrun it Obi".  "And the bears and
wolves"?  "Probly stopping to roast the carcases" , laughed Ralph.  "Right
on Ralph , I knew you would start to see the positives".  Gravel stones
pounded the undercarriage as the car surged around another bend , down a
few meters , then rising steadily again.  Rabbits danced ahead of the
bumper like dolphins in front of a ship , but Obi spared no time.  "They'll
just get frittered anyway".  "Yep" replied Ralph , I think were half way up
the valley" .  "Geeeze , WHAHHH" , Suddenly the headlights seemed dark. 
Intense orange light warmed the car interior.  "Hot man , HAWT".  Obi
activated the air conditioner .  Then placed his wind breaker in the
drivers side window to stop the orange glow from hitting frying his
shoulder.  Rats mice and rabbits , some on fire flowed across the logging
road in front of the speeding car and some behind.  "GAwd almighty" yelled
Obi as a flaming moose raced madly in front of the car.  "God's cooking one
up for his self ".  Both boys laughed hysterically, the car surging forward
through sporadic flames on both sides of the road , then winding into a
long turn devoid of flames , then darker territory , turning , then turning
toward the hell fire and surging through cinders and ashes.  "Ten minutes
more , before we join the moose", yelled Obi.  "I've never rode a flaming
moose yelled Ralph, can't wait to catch up to him".  Heat inside the
automobile was building and Obi knew the outside must be close to
incineration.  "Ralph , you probly wanna fuck that moose , like you did
me". "Wow , Obi , can we get him in the back seat"?  "HaHA HA Holy shiist ,
echoed Obi , so fucking hot in here.  Another tight turn suddenly
straightened and the car began to descend .  Ralph leaned close to Obi
."The heat gage is up a bit Obi".  Ralph and Obi enjoyed the darkness
stretch of road ahead of them .  The heat gage returned to normal. 
Suddenly the headlights were on bright again, as the car descended along a
straight stretch crushing crazed animals under the tires running in the
same direction.  The car overtook another moose , it's back and flanks
flaming but unwilling to give up the struggle for existence.  Obi guided
the car past the terrified animal , giving it a shield from the intense
heat for a half second.  A burnt rubber smell invaded.  "Chisst , our rear
tire is flaming yelled Obi" , seeing the glow in the driver side mirror. 
Burnt rubber seared their nostrils.  The car surged forward along the fully
engulfed logging road , took another turn up , then north and down.  "Our
tire is gonna blow out , yelled Obi" , as the car plunged mercifully
through another creek bed.  Obi slammed reverse and backed back thru the
shallow water , then forwarded again ripping gravel and water from the
creek bottom up into the car undercarriage.  "Keep doing it Obi" yelled
Ralph , jumping out into the water.  The car surged forward and back with
Ralph splashing more water on the tire with each pass.  "Can only put out a
rubber fire by cooling it" , yelled Ralph as Obi did donuts and u'ees in
the stream around Ralph.  Engine whining , gravel and water spraying from
the front tires flooded the the rear axle until Obi was almost dizzy. 
Ralph suddenly yelled , and jumped toward the car as Obi slowed.  He jumped
back in the passenger side as the car motion straightened .  "Keep goin
Obi", looking backward as the orange monster closed the distance.  The
front wheels clawed for traction.  "Yee Haw " yelled Obi.  "Were gonna fuck
that roasted moose together".  "Full power , Obi , full speed ahead" as
Ralph watched the orange flames dance on the stream water, , then darkness
closed in again , the fire now spreading further but not rapidly in the
western direction.  "It might not cross the stream for five minutes, Obi,
so lets get the fuck over the next ridge while we still have a car".  "Part
of a car anyway" , laughed Obi , "Look at the left headlight , up in the
trees now , guess we hit something but I didn't see it".  "At least the car
still moves Obi, and we are in it ".  The next ten kilometers were gone in
ten minutes on a straighter road , and no more streams.  Obi put the
transmission in high again to save gas , and navigate the straight
stretches quickly , still scooping bushels of gravel under the car
suspension.  The rising sun illuminated the car when they finally reached a
sign post "trans-Canada next left".  Obi pulled off the road in a grassy
clearing area littered with rusting logging equipment just as the sun
breached the ridge behind them.  The boy and the man stood in the road
middle and looked back.  "That one's a hundred and fifty thousand
kilometers away Ralph , It'll not burn us up till July".  Ralph laughed ,
both men high fived , then stared at the car.



   Chapter 66 Caelin and Jen and Jos awake.



   At sun up , everyone eager to get moving again , "The radio said a
forest fire is burning across the logging roads east of here".  Silence
pervaded from the back of the suv.  "I hope Obi is not near that fire",
soothed Caelin as he started the engine and continued their trek on the
logging road.  Caelin looked over at Jos .  "Do you drive Jos"?  "A little
bit " , grinned Jos.  Caelin stopped the vehicle to switch places with Jos.
It's a lot of fun learning to drive , "I'll watch you and the speedometer .
This vehicle needs to be steered and braked.  The cops have no real
authority on logging roads because they are not public , though they will
use them to enforce civil law".  Jos started the engine , selected drive
and moved ahead cautiously , braking when Caelin prevailed and stopping
when Caelin called out stop.  Gradually Jos built up a new skill of driving
, avoiding the gravel build-ups and pot holes slowing to a crawl on the
unavoidable ruts and speeding up where possible.  "You're doing great Jos".
They traveled about ten kilometers , mostly north reaching a ten acre
staging area cleared of forest but covered with new trees and brush over a
relatively flat land.  Rakir became interested in a car further down the
meadow.  It seemed to have scorched paint coating.  A noticeable breeze
alerted the big dogs nose of interesting scent from the direction beyond
the car .  There appeared to be an abandoned truck farther down the sloping
meadow , partially obscured by brush and tall grass.  Noticing Rakir's ears
twitching, Jos stopped the suv .  Caelin lowered the passenger side front
window.





   Chapter 67 Kidnapped: Wrecked Car.



   Some paint still showed around the license plate on the back.  Drooping
crazily like red taffy candy the left tail light smiled .  They walked
around the passenger side.  Charred paint dangled in ultra thin melted
shards , now hardened and sharp to the touch.  The front grill was melted
into grotesque bars of sintered plastic still holding the deformed
headlights , one pointing up and one pointing down.  The driver's side was
simply clean grayish metal , except near the ground the plastic cowling
under the rear door was gone .  They stopped at the tire.  Model number and
identification labels were gone , but somehow it still supported the car .
Obi released the hood mechanism , but the hood did not move.  It was stuck
shut.  "We don't need to get to the engine anyway" , smirked Ralph.  "H'mm
, was thinkin we could sorta take this back to the dealer Ralph , but it
looks like it has a bit too many miles , to honor the guarantee".  Both ,
laughed almost to the puking stage , high fived again , "Happy to be alive
with you Obi".  "And I'm happy to be alive with you Ralph , Lets do this
again some time".  More laughter exploded.  Obi released the trunk and then
pried the lid until the melted rubber seals released.  "Lets have precooked
lunch" , laughed Ralph , locating a can of beans and bacon.  They sat
quietly in the long grass on rusty abandoned load stabilizers staring at
each other.  Ralph pulled out a hunting knife ."Chisst Ralph NOOO".  "Oh
gawd Obi , I'm sorry , I scared yuh".  He slashed the bean can in half ,
tipping both ends away from spilling and gave Obi one end , keeping the
other.  "No Ralph , it's my fault.  Remember the dream , I had.  That's the
knife you used to cut off my foreskin".  "Jeesus , Obi , I'm so sorry for
all the shit I've put you through , and to have scared you that bad is
gonna bother me a lifetime".  "No Ralph , it's my fault , it was my lurid
dream , and I don't know even why I dreamed it".  "Cause I scared you Obi ,
I was going to circumcise your little worm , but now I see , it would be
like cutting my own foreskin all over again".  "True Ralph , you are a
human and everything you do to hurt a human eventually hurts you .  That ,
I think is why you have stopped wanting to hurt me".  "True Obi , but I
cannot change that quickly .  Over the next months I'm gonna have relapses
like a drug addict without hits.  Bullying was my only way to keep going. I
can no longer hurt people especially you , Obi , but something will set off
my rage again".  "Predicting that is more'n half the battle Ralph".  "I
hope , I can take a deep breath and avoid the fear but it is there Obi ,
every time I have to piss , I see and feel the cutting again.

   Obi sat alone staring into the west , watching the exhaust plume from
the pulp mill climb into the upper atmosphere.  "It's closer now ".  Ralph
returned from the trunk with bottles of water and potato chips.  Overhead a
vapor trail followed four hundred people going on a trip.  A deer stared at
them or the wrecked car from a pair of trees fifty yards away.  "The water
bottles are like warm milk" , laughed Ralph , handing one to Obi and
sitting down again.  Obi tipped his water bottle to chink with Ralph's. 
"To a good hunter".  "And to a good driver".  "Those fires race through
northern Ontario all the time.  When one hunts you , life and death depend
on cool thinking".  "What if the car did get stuck in that stream in the
middle of the night"?  You Obi , and I would have got it out after an hour
or two , only to find our road in flames for fifty kilometers.  Probly we
would have turned around and headed back across that stream and tried to
outrun the fire.  By now we would be at the end of one of those roads with
the fire an hour behind us".  "Obi cleared his throat , "But we would have
no where to run".  "Exactly Obi , humans can out run the fire with a car
but once the road ends for only a few kilometers or so by foot".  "No body
would have ever found the charred carcasses" , that we would be by four
o'clock today".  "My friends would be hurt".  "My parents would be hurt but
that doesn't bother me"!  Laughing out loud again , "Ralph do you still
want to fuck that moose"?  "HA ahahah ha hahahha , I remember our
conversation while driving Obi.  You also wanted to fuck the moose".  "Ahhh
ha ha hahhhhhaa", both men stared at each other.  "Obi your pant legs are
burned , your shoes are charred black and your school jacket has burned
hole in the back".  "You Ralph , have burned holes in your pant legs ,
melted souls on your boots and your soot black and you stink like a double
zombie".  "Aaah ha ha hahahahah" , We both like mooses , or is that
meeses", roared Ralph.  The burst of laughter died away leaving a drone of
airplane engines five miles above .  Both men stared down the road in front
of the car .  "They will be looking for us".  "I know ".  "Ralph , I want
you to come back with me.  Your a grown man er how old" ?  "Twenty three".
"You can make a good life".  "You always see the good , Obi".  "Because you
do have good Ralph , you have a lot of good and you can make this planet
better once you pay your dues".  "I can never pay for all the crap I've
did".  "But the law does not know everything".  "You pay , only for what
the law demands , er that's how it works.  I've talked a lot with Jos and
Jac ,about Jayr and I know what'l happen , and Ralph , you can weather it ,
and you can change cause you already have started the process".

   "Ralph , you have a baby to look after" .  Ralph shuffled his boots in
the grass ,dropping his bag of chips, looking into the sky , A northern Jay
hopped closer hoping for a meal of left over potato chips.  "Abra loves him
, and she may have delivered him by now , maybe nursing him right now,
wondering if she will ever get to see his father again".  Tears seeped from
Ralph's eyes.  "How do you know that Obi"?  "We are close , all of us ,
there are no secrets with my friends.  Abra ran away from her parents to
avoid an abortion, and all of us supported her , from the cops , from the
doctors , and from each of her new best friends.  Abra does not hate you
Ralph.  You raped her and impregnated her with probably blond haired blue
eyed boy.  She will love him with all her heart.  And that means she loves
you Ralph, regardless of what you did to her".  The Jay edged closer to
Ralph , plucking a potato chip from the bag dropping from his fingers. 
Another Jay cruised in looking for the food bag on the forest floor.

   Obi stood up , put his hands on Ralph's ears and temples , stared his
eyes, .  "You are coming with me Ralph .  That little boy has every right
in this world to see his dad.  If Abra wants you to stay , win - win , and
if she refuses to see you , it's still good because you got to see him and
you know he is in good hands, with all of Abra's friends , and who knows.
Look at Jos and Jac's grandparents.  They now talk with their son Robert
and Jos and Jac.  Time heals a lot of religious stab wounds".  "There is
one wound Obi.  Nothing can heal".  "Not heal but at least mitigate" ,
smiled Obi.  "You mean , foreskin restoration , Obi".  "I do mean grow your
skin back by stretching it Ralph".  Jac and Jos' Dad is doing it.  You can
too".

   Ralph sat heavier , shifted off the seat and laid back in the green
grass to stare at the sky.  Obi did the same.

   Obi nestling in the long grass below the breeze level , staring into
fluffy morning clouds , "Ralph look up there into the clouds"!  "What
should I see Obi"?  "Tell me what you see"?.  " The clouds are looking back
at me Obi , as though they're sorry , I escaped from raging forest fire
destructing through unpopulated ridges and valleys , shaped by past glacial
ages and recently by man".  "Can I help you with that thought".  "er yeah ,
go ahead"?  "Ralph to begin with , unpopulated, is a christian concept.  In
reality , there are millions of life forms dying a terrible death in that
fire.  Correcting you , to think of life on this planet as a collection of
all life is important.  Do you see that , there are times when positive
thinking simplifies your existence .  That's why organized religion omits
animal life forms from their bible.  In fact Jac's dad has explained that
his church leaders destroyed the native population through statements like
-they worshiped trees and animals- .  Organized religious teachings screwed
with our minds to ensure , our eyes see only the life forms that practice
religion.  In other words those who do not practice our religious dogma are
not life forms at all.  That is where Canada's policy on the residential
schools for native's originated , and that is why , in your mind , it was
ok to bully and rape life forms separate from your way of life." "Jeeese
Obi , that message sucks my breath away , drops my existence from chosen
one to murderous one." "That's great , Ralph, logic when expanded to
fullness hurts like pedophile circumcision knives ." "Meaning"?  Obi stared
off into the western plume of smoke.  "Oh , I get it , Obi , the church
uses their own logic based on the existence of the creator , to cause us
pain and fear , knowing that fear will keep us together in the church.  "By
hurting you with inescapable , forced pain , organized religion left a
physical and mental time bomb.  You are marked by fundamentalist religious
terror.  They carved into you , and your existence a handle , a control
point , to be used as a harness on you through your time on this planet, or
even worse to use you as a dynamite mule to wreak terrorist havoc."

   "I am so tired , Do you realize we drove all night , and through a
forest fire besides" ,Ralph yawned.  "No sleep is catching up with me
also". Warm sunshine illuminated the meadow , as Ralph's eyes closed ,
opened and closed again.  Obi relaxed into the soft spring greenery
watching fluffy clouds drift high above.



   Chapter 68 Kidnapped : Ralph Dreams.



   Ralph's body on his back , soaked up the warm morning sun , a serene
moment on a wonderful planet of sunshine.  He located his cell from an
inner pocket , quietly dialed his parents number.  Obi was already asleep
as Ralph talked to his mother about a lawyer called Robert Green who would
help him.  Her voice seemed so astonished and happy that Ralphie would
call. She babbled on endlessly as Ralph pocketed the cell and drifted into
deep sleep.  A cloud drifted silently across the sun with a quick cooling
effect on Ralph's face.  His mind , using the serenity to digress backward
in time , lying in his crib , safe in a warm room lighted by the sun ,
suddenly shifted to events twenty three years earlier.  Two people entered
the room , gently shifting the crib to the middle of the room .  Ralph was
no longer in the the sun's warm rays but sleeping contentedly still on his
back.  The crib rocking gently as it moved , lowering the sides , as the
humans moved closer shifting the sleeping baby to a restraint pad .  Ralph
dreamed his mother to be holding his legs tight as she changed his diaper,
but she did not put a new diaper back on.  Instead a gentle touch alerted
his mind to a new feeling , a pleasant feeling centered in his lower
abdomen .  The family doctor with his helper kneeled beside the crib
tweaking the tiny skin , clothing his little penis.  Stroking , until the
tiny rod hardened , posting itself proudly and full of maleness , almost
lifting Ralph's pelvis, but his mother's hands still held the legs tight as
though putting on a new diaper.  Fondling of the boy with complete trust
continued , the tiny rod now over stimulated flooded Ralph's mind with
emotional love and trust.  Baby eyes were opening slightly when a cold
steel rod pushed into the tightness surrounding his tiny glans.  The grip
of his mother tightened as Ralph's stomach squirmed to undo the unpleasant
sensation now riding on a euphoric high of the first hard-on for the baby
boy.  The eyes did not see a mother , instead , the rough face of an old
doctor and assistant holding an opened bag of steel instruments in one hand
and an uncapped bottle in the other.  Cold alcohol liquid flowed over his
belly button , down the pelvic channels to disappear on either side of the
tiny sac holding Ralph's balls .  The doctors fingers tightened on the rock
hard shaft now sticking male strong , still stroking , manipulating ,
exciting Ralph's mind to a euphoria never before achieved in his short
life. The exploration instrument entered inside Ralph's foreskin , at first
gently but firmly until it rammed tight to a place on the inside between
the soft flesh and rock hard-on.  Cold alcohol dripped directly on the
foreskin cooling the surface like ice on a bruise but inflaming the new
wounds where the foreskin separated from the glans.  Pain traveled to
Ralph's brain as the foreskin cells ripped away from the glans, but four
hundred million brain cells were already in euphoria from the fondling
fingers tightening against the glans .  Ralph's mind dived into his sub
conscious sea of nerve cells , instantly changing direction.  The nerve
cells detected nothing in the outer world of the foreskin, but the dream of
baby boy's first orgasm continued , hoping , needing , praying that the
euphoria would go higher.  Tightly stretched foreskin , now marked with a
magic marker felt the tingling cold blunt probe along side another colder
thicker steel tool .  Ralph's mind lulled slowly , in a baby boy's first
dry orgasm of millions of brain cells never before stimulated , now
suddenly tightened between two rough fingers with another hand holding a
new tool .  Like an alligator , jaws rasped the foreskin sliding forcefully
along the glans ignoring the baby's squirming with the doctor's grip
trembling, tightening.  "Now we apply the clamp".  A million sensitive
nerves reversed from euphoria to blinding PAIN , the clamp closed on the
full length of the baby foreskin and locked.  Baby eyes exploded to tears ,
mouth clamped shut , crushing gums and lips into garish smiles of totem
pole carvings.  Screams emanated from the closed mouth anyway.  Every
muscle strained , but detected no movement .  Millions of screaming brain
cells overpowered all.  Baby Ralph's body quivered , shook , chilled to
bone , then overheated .  His nose detected cigarette smoke.  The old
doctor was waiting for maximum damage to the dual layers of crushed
foreskin .  Pain exploded with every heart beat and Ralphie's heart
increased two fold over normal rate.  Garish totem pole faces destroyed the
facial ability to smile and still more unbridled screams continued.  The
doctor and his helper stood away back letting the unpleasant noise bounce
harmlessly around the room.  Five minutes later a new flash , of intensity
beyond pain raked through the four hundred million nerves cells in the
baby's brain.  Each nerve cell recorded the last time it would ever
communicate with it's corresponding nerve ending in the foreskin.  Five
minutes later the severed flesh of a new born baby boy disappeared from his
glans forever.  "FOREVER" ?  Ralph's heart elevated the thought "OBI SAID
THERE IS NO FOREVER".  Ralph's giant hands cupped over his rigid rod.  They
did not need to examine or touch it , because the brain recognized nothing,
no protective foreskin , no intense feelings , no sensation .  "Permanently
disfigured, permanently wrecked sexual pleasure , and permanent pain
forever like the phantom pain from amputated limbs".  Ralph rolled aside ,
arising quietly , "He has no right to deny my FUCKING PAIN".



   Chapter 69 "A different Ralph".



   "What the hell , er what are you doin Ralph"?  Obi awoke feeling the big
man pressing on his lungs.  "Nothin special lil buddy".  "Get off me
Ralph", asked Obi twisting sharply and knocking Ralph away from his chest.
"Wait just a minute buddy , I need a few more minutes with you"!  "No
fucking way Ralph , you told me"!  Ralph tightened his grip on Obi's chest.
"Wait Ralph , what the fuck , you were ok an hour ago, you're coming back
with me to Toronto"??  Obi capitalized on his quick twists and broke free .
Ralph pulled the gun.  "Settle boy or your body will be full of bullets". A
loud snap assaulted his ears, and a revolver bullet crashed into the turf
striking the toe of Obi's shoe.  Stopping in his tracks , "So that's it ,
Ralph , you are giving up everything I try to help you with" , holding his
stunned foot.  "No big deal Obi , for you".  "Yes , Ralph IS A BIG DEAL for
you though".  "I got nothin to loose buddy and one more good fuck with you
before we part will not hurt".  "Wrong Ralph , very wrong".  Ralph
shrugged. "Do that to me again and all bets are off , all help evaporates .
You know it hurts me , drugged or not drugged with that shit you carry in
your coat pocket".  "Lil buddy , it hurts me too , but ,," "Listen to me
RALPH , You don't listen , I MEAN IT.  I am light build and easy to grab
and fuck from your point of view , but their is a price you will pay.  Try
to imagine the degree of hurt and degradation you already forced on me ,
then imagine me crying as you rape my body once again".  Ralph grinned ,
gun aimed and closing the distance to ensure Obi' freedom was not to be. 
Obi winced as delayed pain from the gunshot illuminated his toe.  "Obi ,
I'm gonna take one more fuck out of your ass , then we'll talk".  "Are you
willing to give up all the promises I made to get you back to southern
Ontario, to see your baby boy , to help you patch things with his mother ,
to get the best lawyer help for you.  It's still possible Ralph.  Think
about it, before you ram that gun barrel into my guts , and before you hurt
me again with that mushroom poker".  Ralph grinned , "Give me yourself Obi
, then you can help me" , taking Obi's arm and pushing the revolver back
under his belt.  Rolling his eyes in disbelief , "Ralph you understand ,
you are hurting me".  In a lowered voice ,"God hurts everyone Obi , only
the strong survive"!  "Ralph , there is no god .Your argument is flawed".
"My cock skin is all gone Obi.  Therefore God exists".  "Where is this
coming from Ralph, you did agree that god was only a crutch used by minds
with too many brain cells".  "It comes from my body lil buddie , it
re-invents itself in my mind every time I have to piss , every single
instant ,I feel the raw end dragging over undershorts , every single time I
see your little intact rod and know that you enjoy cum " , unraveling duct
tape around Obi's wrists.  "Then your hallucinations are just that Ralph,
er are you willing to let the monsters who cut off your dick use that spot
to control you and rape me"?  "Well , no lille buddie I'm not willing , I
never wanted those fuckers to cut off my foreskin , I never wanted to be
wounded for my entire hopeless life , unable to enjoy normal sex , unable
to feel anything till the final impulse of cum.  Do you think Obi that I
like being sexually crippled?  GOD DAMM YOU OBI for FUCKIN with my MIND and
WHY THE FUCK WAS I EVEN BORN" , viciously duct taping Obi's wrists.  "Ralph
do you agree , rape is used to enforce power more than to get enjoyment"?
Ralph answered by duct taping Obi's cheeks and mouth.  "That oughta do it
lille buddie" , wrapping a swath of tape around Obi's ankles , then pushed
hard knocking him into the grass.  Stepping back disgustedly , Ralph looked
around the field at various abandoned equipment.  The wind shield of an
abandoned logging truck further down the path glinted in the morning sun as
Ralph dragging by the ankles trudged.  Obi blacked out when his head hit a
steel logging post buried in the long grass.  Ralph expected to retrieve a
squirming kid wrapped in duct tape.  Instead ,dragging Obi by his belt
toward a pair of steel stakes mounted on the flat bed of the abandoned
truck frame , He placed Obi's body on the platform between the stakes ,
severing the duct tape from the ankles , then , separating the legs
forcefully , attaching an ankle to one and the other ankle to another steel
stake , then climbing aboard the platform to secure Obi's arms outstretched
by the wrists to the either side of the platform.  Ralph walked back to the
car .  Bright sun shining in his eyes , Obi tried to pull himself conscious
, working his wrists desperately to soften the grip of the tape.  Returning
with a couple of water bottles, Ralph checked the rusty cab of the truck
ripping the bench seat from inside , and throwing it and himself on to the
truck platform.  Lifting Obi's body , sliding the old bench seat under it ,
and pulling the duct tape off his cheeks.  "Ok boy , you can have a drink ,
you can talk like -yes Ralph- and -no Ralph-, but don't piss me off or
else"!  Obi's eyes focused the big man , completely at his mercy thinking ,
"There is no mercy there cause he never got any of that from his family ,
or from his god for that matter".  Noticing the hurt on Obi's face , "Wish
I had a beer , Obi but water's all we got .  Ralph pulled his knife and
sliced through the duct tape holding Obi's left wrist , handing him an
opened water bottle , taking long slugs out of his own.  Obi sat up as the
tape allowed satisfying his thirst with a long swallow .  "I want to help
you Ralph".

   Chapter 70 Obi fights back



   A long duct tape strip quickly landed on Obi's mouth.  "Guess you won't
be needin to talk for a while lille buddy".  He watched a tear drop from
Obi's eye , grinned , "It won't be so bad , but it won't be good either ,
having your skin cut off like mine was.  Aiming the knife at Obi's groin ,
Ralph slit open the pants carelessly from the groin toward the knees . 
Obi's eyes widened , his body flinching from the razor edge each time it
nicked a new blood source , face deepening trying to understand what
thoughts occupied the big guy's tortured mind.  Pulling them down past the
duct taped ankles , next pulling Obi's underwear toward himself as the
razor sharp blade split the cloth into two pieces , then another until Obi
lay exposed on the bench seat.  Involuntary flinches shook Obi where ever
the blade nicked soft dark skin.  Ralph eyed the fear in Obi's eyes ,
fingering the soft foreskin sheath rolling it around as if to draw some
hardness .  "This is how God does it Obi" , his thumb and forefinger
exposing Obi's dark red glans by pushing the supple foreskin toward Obi's
sac.  Eyeing the beautiful symmetry of the sixteen year old's genitals . 
Obi breathed heavily trying to comprehend.  Ralph did not see the revulsive
anger fueled by his intrusion of private parts.  Smack !  Obi's left fist
connected , unbalancing Ralph two steps backward , knocking him off the
flatbed.  "GOD DAM YOU LILLE FUCKER FACE" , roared Ralph , leaping back
aboard.  Kicking Obi in his genitals hard enough to knock the whole body
against the duct taped bindings.  Staring Obi's defiance and baring his
cock .  "Awww GOD FUCK YOU", overstressed lungs yelled out , pain rippling
through every pelvic muscle as Ralph maxed himself against Obi's duct taped
light frame.  Waves of tightness , abdominal pain wracked Obi , for the
next ten minutes , Ralph exhausting himself ramming , poking and smashing
his pelvis against Obi's buttocks.  The tears of pain in Obi's eyes grew
higher and higher .  Squirming , twisting , trying to mitigate the
abdominal pain wreaking inside himself.  His grief triggered more animal
instinct .  Traces of Ralph's precum lathered the passageway , smoothing
the action.  Obi's body reeling , squirming , then responding to the wild
lust and power unleashed on his prostate glans.  Obi closed his eyes,
trying, forcing his mind to think of other things .  Trying to stop the
feeling only made Ralph's penetrations more intense.  "Now lille buddy" ,
grunted Ralph unintelligibly , " check this out , Not gonna cut your
foreskin off after all , nope , I'm gonna cut out your testicles and eat
them one by one as you cum", laughing wildly and penetrating deeper as
Obi's body betrayed his mind once again.  Ralph retrieved the knife
mid-thrust , amid a succession of violent pelvic thrusts into Obi's rectum
, crushing his balls and pelvis with every thrust.  Again and again the
massive pelvis rammed itself inside Obi, threatening to rip his body in
two. And yet the violence deadened Obi's abdomen , except for the rapid
hammering on his prostate gland.  For Obi , involuntary enjoyment, tension
increasing , pelvic muscles getting ready to deliver sperm , ball sack
cremaster muscles tightening his small brown scrotum and balls against his
pelvis.  He tried to squirm again , then to close his orifice but Ralph
continued staccato pumping, His abdomen flinched again as Ralph's fingers
locked around the shrinking ball sack , his other hand holding the razor
sharp knife.  Blinded by tears of pain and bright sunshine, rough fingers
pinched into Obi's scrotum , adjusted the grip then pulled , adjusted the
grip tighter and pulled again.  Each jerk forced Obi's body closer to
involuntary ejaculation.  Stretching the ball sack well above the pistoning
rod , swollen testicles scrunched into oblong spheres tensioning Obi even
higher.  Eyes closed in disgust and disbelief , Obi peaking past the point
of no return.  His balls pulsed between Ralph's fingers, Ralph's cock
hammering home in bursts of penetrations , attempting self relief of the
tortured brain cells , still looking for the missing foreskin after twenty
three long years.  Lungs heaving , sweat glistening, Ralph's pelvis slowed
, expanding, his glans developing sensation , pressing hard , full length
shaft , cock skin stretching in pain , then euphoria, shifting to the
intensity of male release, inside and crushing Obi's prostate.  Obi's
pelvis jumping with the pulsations of boy hood cum and sperm delivery . 
Pulsating , rock hard , the mutilated nerve endings in Ralph's crippled
cock suddenly overflowed like a drug users high.  Ralph's cock did not
soften.  The euphoria in Ralph's brain failed to intensify to complete
ejaculation.  Ralph growled , tightened his grip on the knife , grunted and
rammed his cock harder and faster.  Obi felt his pelvis jerking, his
foreskin stretching by the rock hard shaft oscillating with Ralph's power
surges.  Surrendering a spike of boy hood juice , head tipping backward ,
bumping rhythmically on the floor, brain enjoying the orgasmic start ,--
then , screaming "AHHH FUUUUCK GAAWD DAMMM HELLL", blinding white pain
exploded the release of his second pulse of boy cum.  Eyes wide with pain
from abdomen to toes to brain and skull , black hair standing on end
breathing freezing.  Eyes glazing in lust .  The razor edge slit through
Obi's scrotum , popping a bloody testicle out with his thumb and
forefinger. SCREAMS of pain rose up inside Obi from the cool air on his
exposed genital , even as his abused prostate pulsed twice more to eject
turgid bloody boy cum.  Unclosable eyes horrored in slow motion as Ralph's
body spasmed into his and Ralph's fingers cupping the bloody testicle
spartly inside the protective inner lining , and still attached to the
myriad blood and sperm service vessels.  Spasmed injections from Ralph's
intense mutilated cock rocked his prostate , excited him high over the
blood and boy cum pumping from involuntary prostate excitement.  "Heeelp
me" , Obi's ears heard himself cry out.

   A northern Jay dropped from the sky to study the horrific violence by a
big man on a young boy.

   His mouth unable to bend close enough to consume the bounty , Ralph's
fingers aimed the knife toward Obi's pulsing testicle , slitting the final
inner sac of bright white boy skin, opening another gash into the testicle
loosing blood and life forms and screams into his hand.  Against a back
drop of green forest meadows and screams of a living human being eaten
alive, the mutilated testicle still pulsing boy sperm and blood against the
stretching vas deferens.  Unfathomable ramps of intense pain forced Obi's
fist again into Ralph's face as it moved toward his bleeding testicle sac.
Ralph squeezed , pulled , stretched the spermatic chord to place the
testicle into his mouth like a ripe cherry still attached to the tree. 
Teeth opened slightly to receive the bloody bounty.  Obi's left fist
punched Ralph's head with vicious self defense.  The reaction from Ralph
ripped a five inch slash into Obi's forearm .  Blood sprayed on Ralph . 
Letting his spent penetrator slip out of Obi's rectum, Grinning white teeth
closed on the pulsing testicle , crushing the boy ball between his top and
bottom eye teeth .  Obi dropped into trauma feeling his boy essence
spurting , his spermatic chord ripping under the pressure of Ralph's teeth
. "Ok lil buddy , GOD wishes you now to be eunuched".  The spermatic chord
stretched tensioning Obi's complete abdomen with pain beyond death.  The
knife twitched , nicking , then severing the cord splattering boy life
forms , blood and lymphatic fluids , testoserone , adrenalin .  Abdomen
pain refocused Obi's mind from unconscious , to convulsive horrific
sickness, lungs emitting blood curdling screams of pain and ferocity ,
marking the forest and meadows pain without ending.  Both sides of Obi's
brain felt the searing force of teeth crushing his testicle , brain
simultaneously cumming and loosing all communication with the testicle pain
.  Intensity squared , heart screaming , brain concussing in pain , Obi's
frozen open eyes , awared the dark shadow Of death itself flying over his
body , mind screaming "I WILL NOT GIVE UP AND I WILL KILL YOU FOR THIS
RALPH" , but no sound came from his seized vocal chords .



   Chapter 71 Dark Shadow





   Ralph's eyes missed the dark shadow coming over the cab of the abandoned
truck.  Enjoying his teeth crushing the testicle , and his gums feeling the
raw human adrenalin , and salty bloody testicle innards spewing inside his
mouth.  Ralph's tongue sloshed the juices to the roof of his mouth .  The
testicle connected to Obi's brain via the spermatic cord , The taste of
living blood and living human sperm , the testoserone , set off a power
surge in Ralph as Obi's screams racked the forest for twenty miles. 
Imagining Obi's death to follow like a shadow passed .  Ralph's eyes closed
with his teeth to enjoy the fragrance of a live testicle , fresh blood
,testoserone and sperm and lymphatic fluid fizzing in his mouth like warm
pop.  Instead ,four eye teeth of powerful jaws clamped tight on his right
shoulder , but the big animals weight continued full speed , it's neck
muscles absorbing just enough momentum to protect it's own self.  The high
speed mass yanked Ralph off the flatbed , ripping , severing and tearing
shoulder muscles deep to the shoulder bone socket.  The hand at the end of
the attacked arm lost all feeling as severed nerves failed , the knife
tumbled free to the truck.  Ralph somersaulted to the ground stunned on his
back behind the flatbed, face grimacing from the sheet of pain caused by
the dislocated shoulder now useless at his side, Rakir's jaws still
attached , the four eye teeth tearing muscle and tendons and still clamping
tighter as the dog's dark blue eyes contacted Ralph's.  "Aiiieeee , GAWD
DAMM " , spat Ralph struggling turtle-like to turn over , one arm useless .
Rakir spread his paws and neutralized Ralph's attempts to move.

   The shadow passed over Obi's eyes .  For a fleeting instant envisioning
death but his consciousness rebelled.  Disciplining his brain for screaming
and giving up , viewing the gun and the knife on the flatbed.  Free arm
stretching to grab the knife and cut away the duct tape holding his limbs.
Fingers wanting to feel for the missing testicle , but brain acknowledging
- "gone already", not inside his scrotum , Obi concentrated , pelvic pain
willed "gone", arm spurting blood ignored, shifted his weight to the rear
edge of the flatbed , Obi eyed the huge police dog , paws holding the big
man on his back , teeth still shaking , guzzling, sinking into Ralph's
shoulder , the arm flailing wildly out of any ones' control, then dropped
on to the squirming Ralph like a spider on it's prey.  "He stared into
Ralph's eyes one last time.  Ignoring blood pulsing from his arm artery and
from the hole shot through his shoe, ignoring intense pelvic pain ,
Controlling pain from the knife attack , in a soft lyrical voice : "Now
MAster Ralph , you will die".  Ralph swallowed the testicle , grinned. 
Ralph's left fist punched out at Obi .  He ducked the massive power
generated by his muscles pressed against the ground , but Rakir did not
miss , dropping the destroyed shoulder and catching the big wrist mid power
stroke, using the strength weight of Rakir's mass and power against Ralph's
own thrust action to clamp his full jaw deep into the flesh protecting the
big man's wrist bones.  Ralph squealed in pain , howled , feeling his wrist
bones breaking inside the powerful shepherd jaws.  Obi placed his hands on
either side of Ralph's neck locating , locating , as Ralph screamed and
writhed both arms now useless.  Concentrating , ignoring all body turmoil ,
oblivious of the blood spurting from his arm and blood pouring from the
severed testicle sac , and from Ralph , Obi's fingers detected the
lifelines of connection into Ralph's subconsciousness, an information
pathway into Ralph's brain , concentrated , connected , completed the
commands setting off the beginning of the end.  A powerful leg kick
attempted to dislodge Obi's grip but it was too late.  Ralph's brain began
to reject his own heart according to the forcen theory which Obi had
learned from Jos and Jac.



   Chapter 72 Jos finds Obi.



   Jos had pulled the big suv to the road side not even a mile from the
forest clearing.  "Several roads branching out here", he signaled Caelin
and Jen , as electronic motors lowered the windows.  Rakir dozing , in a
ball of fir on the front passenger side floor , raised his ears , listening
to the far away Blue Jays squawking .  Jos glanced at Caelin.  "I'm hurting
Caelin".  Jen moved forward and pulled him close ."Jos what is it"?  Rakir
raised both ears , nostrils flaring.  "I hurt , It's Obi , I know it's Obi
, PAIN".  Rakir's ears detected a sound , a plea for help , a cry of hurt ,
the death sound of an animal being eaten .  One movement exploded Rakir in
a blast of escaping air , propelling across Jos and through the open suv
window.  Rakir raced toward unknown danger.  Jos gunned the suv to follow
Rakir , gained speed on the huge dog now racing at forty five miles an
hour. The meadow of abandoned forestry equipment loomed into view .  They
watched through the windshield as Rakir transformed himself into an ancient
killing machine , catapulting over an abandoned vehicle roof and disappear.
Jos slammed the brakes , ripped the emergency brake to full on.  He was out
of the vehicle before it stopped sliding .  Catching himself falling , then
landing in a running gallop.  Jos vaulted himself over the cab , but Rakir
was not there .  Instead , he leaped again to flatbed , littered with duct
tape and splashed with a gallon of blood.  Joshua landed beside Obi on the
ground behind the truck , as he jumped back from his tormenter .  Staring
at Obi , stripped of jeans and underwear , genital blood smearing his legs
, blood gushing from his forearm with every heart beat , a trail of blood
to Ralph and then away from Ralph.  Denying his stomachs attempt to puke,
Jos grabbed Obi , still surging with adrenalin , yanking , lifting, then
carrying him like a rag doll away from Ralph toward the suv.  Jen and
Caelin rounded the other side of the abandoned truck to see Rakir shake ,
tighten and shake his victim again , two hundred pounds of flesh threatened
to liquify with the violence of the Shepherds powerful neck.  Jen finished
the 911 call, regarded Ralph's condition , blood pouring from shoulder and
wrist, , contorted face silent but screaming with pain.  Glancing at Ralph
his face cursing and held on his back by jaws waiting for the kill command.
Jen ordered the big dog to guard , but Rakir paid no attention.  "GAWD DAM
, PLEASE GOD get him off me, I can't breath" roared Ralph.  Jen peered back
toward her fathers suv .  She yelled , "Jos , Jos ,call Rakir off before he
kills Ralph".  Jos fingers finished the 911 call with Obi's blood spraying
the phone.  Feeling hot blood soaking his clothes with every heart beat ,
Jos lowered Obi to the grassy ground , after ten or twelve steps, applying
his belt as a tourniquet to Obi's arm.  Blood not squirting with every
heart beat now .  Caelin and Jen tried to pull Rakir off the cringing
animal under him.  Growls of blood curdling sounds stopped them dead.  Jen
yelled again , "Jos call off Rakir"!  In almost inaudible voice, "Rakir
halt" as Jos removed Obi's shoe to determine another source of blood. 
Rakir jumped away to stand on guard , returning beside Obi.  Ralph writhed
, used his neck muscles to roll over , then raised himself using knees ,
then legs , eyes disrupted by a broken wrist and dislocated shoulder .  He
took a step forward , eyes blazing in pain , still watching for the big
shepherd , and then tears as heart pain flamed and knocked him flat.  Obi
revived himself with Ralph's tormented screams.  "It's too late Ralph , You
are finished" , whispered Obi .  Watching the face contort in the pain of
repeated heart attacks on top of the upper body pain inflicted by Rakir ,
Jos and Caelin turned their backs to help Obi away from the zombie like
being , struggling to follow them .  "Obi , Obi , for gawd sakes , PLEASE"!
Rakir backed away, jaws open half way, hoping Ralph would make another move
to hurt his friends.  Ralph spotted the weapons on the flatbed , tried to
pull himself on to the truck .  His arms now useless , Roaring with rage
and pain seeing the gun so close but so far away, his heart flailing wildly
inside to stay alive , his own brain rejecting it as foreign .  "Help me ,
For GAWD SAKE , Help me", screams followed Caelin and Jos as they stemmed
the blood flowing from Obi's testicle sac.  Jen caught up with them ,
holding her fingers across the scrotum edges to stay the blood .  Obi
looked back one last time as Jos picked him up again and raced for the suv.
"There is NO GOD RALPH"!  collapsing into Jos arms .  "We have an ambulance
on the way Obi , --- ", as they lowered his body into the suv.  Jos
re-tightened the tourniquet on the arm spraying blood .  He called Rakir to
follow him.  Then pulled off his own pants and underwear placing his
underwear over Obi's genital wounds , Obi's ball sack.  Jos pulled his
trousers back on , connected with Obi's body to absorb his pain.  His
expert fingers connected with Obi's mind.  Jos relaxed himself accepting ,
mitigating Obi's pain and communicating to determine the intensity of
forest fire pain consuming Obi.  Jos determined to absorb his friend's pain
no matter what.  Delirious with the pain of Obi's testicles , Jos face
turned white , his teeth gritting , lips inverted .  Caelin's cell made
constant communication with the ambulance dispatcher.  Police sirens
announced their arrival , followed by ambulance with paramedics.  Jos tried
to give his information to the cops but unbearable pain in his abdomen sac
froze his jaws shut , teeth clamped and lips jammed tight.  Caelin filled
in information , ending with "Ralph is down there near that abandoned truck
, he has cut up Obi pretty bad and he has a knife.  Rakir lay beside Obi.
Three male cops went to recapture Ralph and one female officer stayed with
Obi , revolver loaded .



   Ralph , left arm crippled by dislocated shoulder , right arm pushing a
broken wrist bone tried to follow Jos and Caelin laboring Obi up the grade
to their suv, but weakness dogged his legs , muscles weak from heart
irregularity slowed.  He heard the siren , the cops and zombied back to the
truck , this time stepping to the front bumper , then the hood and over the
cab to the flatbed.  He crawled over the bloodied bench seat and felt the
pistol grip in his damaged hand , eyes sighted through the windscreen,
trigger finger searching for movement.  CRACK!  CRACK!  shattered the cab
windows of the old truck and beyond ; one police officer collapsed and the
other two took cover to help him.  Radios crackled emergency codes ,
Officer shot , officer SHOT , backup requested.  The officer with Jos
responded first.

   Paramedics converged on Jos covered in blood only to find him attached
to Obi by powerful fingers around the top of Obi's rib cage.  Rakir snarled
the paramedics to stay back.  Get him away from the other boy , yelled one
medic to the cop , but the cop was already turning his back to return fire
,if required.  Caelin yelled louder, He is helping Obi, Leave them
together. Paramedics produced a stretcher , "CALL OFF THE DOG!  " .  Jos
mouth opened ,"Halt".  Rakir licked the paramedics hand.  Bundling ,
supporting both bodies ,carrying both boys toward the cube ambulance ,
sirens warning , and lights strobing the empty forest.  Paramedics flooded
in blood from Obi's wounds , immediately called for helicopter evacuation.
Jos felt Obi drifting into coma , his pain subsiding for now.  "Hey cop ,
my dog can take out Ralph" , as gun shots rang out across the clearing. 
Put your vest on Rakir" , "as officer SHOT", echoed through her radio.  The
police officer stripped her vest and zipped it to Rakir.  Jos gave the
command and Rakir surged back down the road .  The female officer warned
her mates , "Hold your fire - The boys dog will get him".

   Ralph writhed on the blood covered bench seat , seeking cover from the
drawn pistols of the cops pulling their budy to safety.  A new shape
entered Ralph's vision.  "THis time my little furry friend , you get
yours", his eyes aiming at the big dog racing, jumping , bounding side to
side , up and down.  Two shots popped toward the dark racing animal. 
Rakir's fir parting by one bullet taking a hole through his ear , the other
shot shocking but lodging in the bullet proof vest as the the big animal
vaulted the cab , landing on Ralph's position.  Fearless teeth clamped this
time to the targets weapon grip crushing , the thumb as the gun dropped
harmlessly.  The jaws , refocused , clamped to Ralph's throat , but letting
pressure go , before severing jugular veins , somersaulting Ralph again ,
on to the ground behind the flatbed.  Four officers heard the whump of two
hundred pounds flat on his back.  Two officers pinned Ralph's arms and legs
and handcuffed over the blood and bite marks .  Rakir allowed the officer
to release his death grip as the handcuffs and leg irons clicked into
place. The female officer kissed Rakir's bleeding ear .  "You can have my
vest big boy , you've earned it".  "The suspect is not doing well" ,yelled
an officer .  Medics running with a stretcher gathered up Ralph's body as
the sound of a rescue helicopter churned the tree tops.  The fugitive and
his victim were rolled on board .  Jos attached beside Obi as the copter
soared into the sky.  Medical chatter and air traffic controllers
decisioned the destination as Thunder Bay.  Obi heard nothing except the
gentle communication in thought waves from Jos ending with Jos :"You are
doing ok Obi" , then grimaced.  Obi's pain was returning. .  A young woman
smiled , approaching with a syringe.  "No doctor , NO painkiller , Obi is
ok".  She watched Obi revive somewhat as Jos face displayed his raw pain ,
began checking Obi's body.  She searched quickly to the source of blood
from Obi's pelvis.  Cutting , Pulling off the underwear with the words Jos
inscribed around the band , latex covered fingers examined the dark reddish
sac, "Oh my GAWD , His testicle , s'gone ?? ."Yeah, it's still hurting him
Doc".  Bursts of medical information echoed to Thunder Bay hospital and
back.  "And you are " ?  "Joshua , er Jos , Obi's best friend.  "But this
underwear is yours"?? .  "When I found Obi , he had no underwear at all ,
just blood everywhere".  "You put your underwear on him"?  "Obi's shy,
doc"! Medical parameters gathered by the doctor zipped off to a far away
trauma unit.

   "He was kidnapped from southern Ontario" grimaced Jos , we found him ,
but Ralph cut out his balls".  Jos paused to control the new pain waves and
the brain connections from Obi's mind assuring , that one ball was intact "
er Doc , er , I can feel his one testicle" , Jos interacted with the
doctor. "Joshua , one of his testicles is gone.  We stabilize him until
Thunder Bay trauma room".  "No doc" , gritted Jos through clenched teeth.
"Not Thunder Bay , er Toronto".  "But TB is much closer , we'll be there in
minutes".  "I , I can feel his consciousness and he will get better , but
in Toronto".



   Chapter 73 Air Ambulance



   The doctor perplexed , "Obi is lucky to have a friend like you Jos". 
Analyzing Jos' eyes , "How old are you"?  "Sixteen"?  "HAve I seen you
before"?  "No ma-am".  "Maybe".  "TV , news"?  "Doc , how come you are
aboard .  Usually , the copter carries paramedics".  "Two paramedics are
aboard Jos.  I was on route to Toronto when call for help came in".  Jos
smiled.  The doctor studied Jos smile, "Last year , you were in the
national news .  I remember , at the high school north of Toronto , -er am
I right".  "Yes".

   "Joshua Green , I am so glad to know you got well.  The news papers and
stories have faded , but I remember you coming out of the coma , and going
back to that school that almost killed you".  "There is a hospital in
downtown Toronto where they took me after the beating.  I know half the
doctors in the emo center there and Obi's parents live nearby".  Obi opened
his eyes.  Jos face grimaced with new pain as Obi's mind turned conscious .
But Jos smiled and kissed his temple , "We are on chopper for Thunder Bay
and we have our own doctor aboard Obi, ahh her name is , " "Doctor Jones".
"How are you feeling Obi".  "Like I have no body".  "Don't worry Obi , you
have a body and all the parts are still there , but one , as you already
know , and Doctor Jones will help until we reach hospital".

   More decisions , more consultation with the paramedics working on Ralph
condensed a plan.  "Your attacker is gravely ill , May God help him".  Obi
rolled his dark brown eyes , "Long story Doc , God already owns Ralph".

   Over the next half hour the chopper landed in Thunder Bay.  They
unloaded Ralph deemed , unstable to travel .  Medical supplies were
replenished as Obi and Jos transferred to a medical airlift plane.  It
soared into the air.  "New destination downtown Toronto in one hour and a
bit".

   Jos cell phoned Jen.  "We are on the road to Toronto Jos, expect to be
there in eight to ten hours".  "Thanks to you Jen and to your Dad for
helping me find Obi.  This plane will be in downtown trauma center in an
hour .  I am at Obi's side , he's getting blood plasma and IV".  "We are
driving non-stop".  "It's ok Caelin and Jen , the cops will call Obi's
parents and Ralph's parents.  They have people who break bad news when
required , but Obi will be good news.  I know he's hurting but , I can help
him on that.  Oh, and Caelin, try to keep the cops from seizing Obi's
guitar for evidence".  "Too late Jos , they already got it in plastic " . "
OK then call ahead to Jac and tell her to get my dad , to buy a new guitar
, one that Obi will like.  I have to hang up now .  Thanks".  Doctor Jones
checked Obi's vital signs while Jos talked.  Obi forced a wide smile at her
as she listened for blood pressure and pulse.  She finished removing the
blood soaked underwear.  "Obi , Jos , this stuff will reduce the direct
pain from the severed testicle", applying pain killer directly to the
jagged slash from Ralph's knife.  The doctor expected a scream but only a
small flinch responded from Obi as she taped the jagged knife slash in his
scrotum .  "I can't believe , Obi is so strong to weather such trauma". 
"Yes Doctor Jones", Obi is a strong kid .  HE is good with music .  I can
sense his mind playing music to deaden the pain.  "Jos you look stressed"?
"Yes" "Are you somehow deadening your friends pain"?  "Yes".  "What kind of
music".  " He is gonna want to play that guitar".  She changed her gaze to
Jos .  "You are more than friends , are you?".  "Yes Ma-am , We are more
than traditional friends , er Doctor"?  "Shelly".  "It's ok Shelly , Obi
and my twin brother Jac and our girl friends Jen and Jes , we are closer
than friends.  Understand ?  - but you may not , except know that we
support each other , more than just friends can".  "That why you want to
treat Obi in Toronto"?  "For sure Shelly , we have a support group of
doctors and lawyers and police friends.  They will all be ready to do
whatever it takes to help Obi survive , er -to help Obi thrive".  "And the
guitar ?  , he will be unable to play that for some time".  "I don't know
Shelly , I am working with Sath and the trauma team to repair the damage
quickly.  Obi's girl friend will need to see him and hold him as soon as
possible.  My bro was helping her in Toronto.  She does not know the events
happening to Obi.  Awful stuff , for sure.  Obi has told me about his
kidnapping , being drugged , locked in a trunk , waking up in northern
Ontario .  Raped repeatedly , - er by a creature programmed by God.  Do you
know what happened to Obi's testicle Doctor Shelly?  The doctor squirmed ,
"What happened"?  Restrained with duct tape , raped until his organs ached
and worse .  His scrotum was slashed open by Ralph during forced
ejaculation .  Ralph squeezed the testicle out of his sac and put it in his
mouth even while raping Obi's ass.  With Obi's brain screaming even to
Ralph's gods to STOP - Ralph did not stop.  He chomped the living fleshy
ball from Obi's pelvis , severed the spermatic chord and swallowed Obi's
testicle.  Obi's mind witnessed , experienced and endured the entire event
, having his own ball eaten by another human while still attached.  Aileen
knows none of this.  Only Obi and I know and Ralph .  Ralph is not long for
this world.  I want Aileen to find out from Obi , not from prosecution and
defense lawyers , not from Doctors ,and not from media reports .  I want
Aileen to discover what happened to Obi as he tells her , when he is ready,
if that ever happens.  "

   Doctor Shelly tried to neutralize her face.  Jos understood the ashen
palour and deformed expressions on her face.

   "You are much older Jos than you look".  "I know , Shelly , how much
damage is done to Obi.  He has already told me most of the story , through
our internal communication.  You should call the trauma doctors attending
Ralph, and tell them that God already owns Ralph".  Shelly made a few more
tests on Obi , decided against any more action.  "Obi seems to be sleeping
now like a baby".  "Sleeping Like a baby"?  mused Jos!  "Yes"!

   " Is It not a label provided by fundamentalist religions to describe a
drugged baby after they have cut off the live flesh from his penis". 
Doctor Shelly's face flashed despair for an instant , then recovered.

   Jos continued , " Don't worry Shelly , go ahead and call your Thunder
Bay team , and tell them Ralph is already owned by God".  Confused look ,
Shelly dialed the numbers for her trauma doctor friends.  "Gus , er Mary ,
".  "Shelly , we can not stabilize him , aww , he just gets weaker no
matter".  "Er , I'm to tell you , that Ralph is already owned , by God". 
"We think he will go unconscious before his parents get here.  They are on
a flight that lands in one hour".  "His victim is asleep right now but has
a friend , Jos".  "Ralph has confessed that he swallowed one of the victims
testicles and that it is killing him , we can't seem to help Ralph ,
probably some psychological reaction".  "More than that , Ralph's body is
rejecting his heart as if , it does not belong to his genetics.  We are
giving him increasingly strong immuno suppressants but , they can't work
more than a day at this rate".  Shelly hung up her cell and re-attended
Obi. "For my own information Jos , what does it mean , God already owns
him".  "Shelly , I know that trauma team members thrive on saving lives ,
and I know from my friend Sath , that unexplained deaths can harm those
caregivers.  When they have done absolutely all that can be done and when
they see death.  I ask you to imagine , "Sometimes there is nothing that
you can do , nor anyone else on this planet to keep Ralph alive.  That's
why , He's owned by God".  "Ok".  Shelly did not notice the relief on Obi's
face".



   Chapter 74 Downtown once again



   The plane landed at downtown airport , with Obi , Shelly and Jos quickly
prepared for the short helicopter transport to the trauma center.  Obi
opened his eyes , staring into Jos' , helicopter , decelerating on runway.
Shelly watched the two ,sharing unknown thoughts until Obi raised himself
helped by Jos.  In amazement , she watched as Obi helped by Jos waived off
the ambulance bed.  They walked into the trauma center , to be attended by
the trauma team headed up by an androlgist.  Two hours and a half later ,
with Jos still at his side , Obi arrived in the care facility room ,
dressed in critical care hospital robes.  Obi's parents with Aileen's
parents and JAc were already waiting.

   Obi and Jos greeted his parents.  Sath and Shelly watched the boys
present themselves to Obi's parents.  Sia and Ray hugged their son and Jos
equally.  "Easy on him" remarked Sath , "this boy , Obi , has two wounds ,
either of which could have been fatal except for his persistence of
character and determination to see you all again.  Tears of happiness burst
from Sia.  Ray left the room to get Aileen , rather than let Obi see his
tears of joy.  Returning with Aileen , and her parents , and Jac who
slipped into the room in spite of the number of people allowed.  Jac hung
back while Aileen wrapped her self around Obi.  "Obi I so much missed you ,
could not sleep , could not think , Jac kept me amused and gave me the
details of your rescue".  Ray and Sia and Aileen's parents backed off as
Aileen pushed her arms inside Obi's robe.  Her fingers searched across Obi
's ribs as her lips locked on Obi's mouth.  "I love you Obi , I love you ,
I love you , I love you forever and forever" , murmured Aileen through
crying eyes.



   A tv crew carried Obi's arrival live to the high school where hundreds
of friends gathered around a closed circuit screen.  Local news channel
reporter "Obi was rescued this morning from a kidnapper in Northern
Ontario".  Obi requires minor surgery on undisclosed wounds , though it
appears his arm was lacerated when he walked into surgery in downtown
Toronto.  Here at Obi's high school I can see the relief on his friends
faces and on the school staff here in the auditorium , a place where Obi ,
an accomplished musician often played for school events.  News stories like
this folks rarely end with with success , especially a rescue by one of his
friends , more on this story as it unfolds".  "Meanwhile in Northern
Ontario , a police officer and a privately owned police dog were shot shot
by Obi's kidnapper.  The policeman is now undergoing surgery in Thunder Bay
hospital to remove a bullet lodged in his shoulder and the police dog who
was wounded but is unhurt is returning to Toronto with a parent of Obi's
friend and a student from Obi's school".

   "We understand folks , the kidnapper take down was a violent undertaking
involving four officers and the police dog".  Thunder Bay hospital has
refused to share any information on his condition , but we do know that
this kidnapper was armed with a knife and a gun and had escaped custody
from prison guards while on a doctor visit".  "Once again , this type of
kidnapping rarely ends well.  In this case we are happy to report a
successful outcome for the victim".



   Chapter 75 Obi moves to Recovery.

   After the surgery and the many hugs by Obi's parents , the critical care
room dropped back into the constant monitoring by electronics and doctors
and nurses of Obi's condition.  Jos stayed with Obi , beside him in his bed
, communicating with Obi on the mind level.  No words were voiced with both
boys thinking and mind reading.  Except for local anesthetic now long worn
off , Obi allowed Jos to absorb the pelvic pain now threatening to force
himself into screaming.  "I know it Obi , I know your hurtin , but trust me
, both of us can get through this without pain killers and narcotics". 
Obi's mind screamed in silence , "But How Jos , how the fuck"?  Jos seemed
to be loosing his ability to absorb Obi's pain.  "I need you to help me
Obi. Right now your fear is returning.  It's causing you to tune me out".
"Sho damm".  "Er , Obi listen , give me one more chance , I will get you
through this.  Remember when you entered my mind where I keep my memories
of Jen"?  "Lets go there one more time".  "I don't want to think about
making love with Jen".  Feeling Obi's pain ramping even more .  "Er ok Obi
, I know who you really want to love.  Give me a few minutes".  Jos celled
Jac.  "Bro how close did you get to Aileen"?  "That's kind of leading to
trouble" , expressed Jac.  "No no , Jac , I mean , I need to get Obi's mind
off his pain.  If you have enough memories of Aileen , both of us can
present them to Obi.  Hoping that will keep him from experiencing the hyper
pain of having a testicles ripped out and eaten".  "Chheeess , Jos , Is
that really what happened with that idiot Ralph"?  "It uhh , did , Jac and
I need you here with me.  It's not going to be easy for Obi , unless we can
get him through the next twenty four hours pain free".  Jos explained all
the data learned from Obi's mind on the airplane flight into Toronto.  A
few minutes silence echoed Jos after he completed the story to Jac.  "Er
Jac , Are you there?" "Yeah bro , almost puked when you blasted all that
information to me at once".  "Sorry bro , but no choice.  Obi needs
everything we got NOW".  "Hold on Jos , still thinking".  Jos grunted as
Obi's pain ramped again".  " Bro , Let me make some calls .  I'l see you in
twenty five".  Jos re-concentrated on Obi .  Disciplining his thought
process for just one purpose , "to reduce Obi's pain", just as his scream
threshold seemed to be activated.  Jos breathed slowly , Obi's pain
overpowered him.  "Obi , ahh Obi hang on for a few minutes more .  I've got
help on the way." "Help Jos , it hurts Jos , please help me ,," , as Obi's
body convulsed against Jos .  Nurses and Doctors came running as the
electronic monitors activated.  Jos straightened his face and insisted Obi
was ok , "Please doctor, no more of that pain killer shit for him.  I have
a plan , You will see in ten minutes"!

   Jac contacted Sath , "Sath we got to do something for Obi right away".
"Why Jac , I thought Obi was rescued"?  "He's here in Toronto now Sath. 
Obi was kidnapped by one of the bullies who assaulted Jos last year.  Obi
was drugged and raped repeatedly by Ralph , fleeing with a car into
Northern Ontario.  His mind is wrecked by Ralph's actions .  Sath , get the
old doctor George and Bill if you can find him.  Explain that we need
backup resuscitate Obi if we fail , but explain that , if I am right We can
get Obi through the next twenty hours or so , he will heal quickly and that
will heal his mind way faster.

   JAc met George and Sath.  They raced into the hospital locating Bill ,
cleared the hospital information booths and change rooms and hurried into
Obi's room dressed in sterilized cloth.

   Jac explained the pain experienced by Jos striving to control Obi's
abdomen pain and mind pain simultaneously.

   Jac took a chair beside Obi and wrapped his fingers close to his chest.
"May I do Obi so you can think of Aileen" ?  "Sath , you and George and
Bill take over the monitor station".  George consulted Sath and Bill.  "Jos
' got more pain than he can handle".  Sath wrapped her fingers to Jos chest
cavity , feeling for the lung functions and heart beats , that would tell
her about Jos.  "He's in danger George".  "What , how " , Bill studied the
sweat on Jos forehead.  George rolled his fingers across the stress lines
forming on Jos forehead.  "It's because hes taking Obi's abdomen pain.  Er
the pain of having a testicle cut out and eaten during the assault by
Ralph".  Sath nodded in agreement , "And a second wave of pain is coming
from Obi's brain.  Loosing a testicle is bad as it gets for conscious pain
in the mind".  Jac discarded his gown, pulled himself close , with Obi
between himself and Jos.  "Sath , remove Jos robe and Obi's robe.  Let him
wedge his whole body against Obi to better communicate with him".  Both
boys now communicated with Obi.  "Sath get in here between Obi and me" ,
asked Jac.  "We are going to communicate through touch with Obi and put his
mind at ease".  Sath stood back , "First George get a nurse to attach
monitors to Jos , , same as Obi .  I want to make sure we know Jos
condition at all times in case his body collapses with the pain".  She
watched a trusted nurse apply the gel and sensors to Jos.  "Oh my gawd" ,
experienced the nurse , "This boy has had multiple perforated ribs , I can
see the scars"!  "It's all part of going to high school in the big city" ,
sarcasted Sath.  George and Bill took up their places in the monitor room
to watch the situation develop.  Jac began to communicate to Obi.  " Yes
Jac , , Let me talk to Aileen through you".  He allowed Jac's fingers to
center on the area over his heart as his other hand contacted Jos , still
connected and absorbing Obi's pain.  Jac signaled to Obi.  "Just think
about Aileen and we will provide a channel for you two to communicate.  Jac
could not connect.  He signaled , "Jos you have to let Obi connect to me
also".  Still no communication .  Jos answered , " I think Obi's in too
much pain , Should we let the doctors medicate him .  "But that narcotic
crap they have is addictive".  "The narcotics please the mind into
believing that hurt is good , very bad " limited Sath.  She slid her narrow
body between Jac and Obi , carefully navigating the monitoring devices
attached all over Obi.  "Give me one more chance".  Sath moved close in to
Obi along side his body , licking the chest around Obi's heart , then she
replaced Jac's fingers to a better communication spot on his chest.  "Obi ,
I'm so sorry about your pain".  "It's bad , Jac" , and I need your help
with it".  "Ok Obi , our plan is to take your mind away from pain by
helping you meet Aileen .  "Ok".  "Lets do it , Jos will absorb your pain ,
and I will facilitate your thoughts on Aileen.  Another doctor , Sath is
here because she knows more than anyone how to improve health in wounded
bodies.  I was with Aileen during your kidnapping and got to know her quite
well , Where my knowledge runs out , I will just provide thoughts of Jes ,
should you decide to go that far into my mind.  Remember your experience in
the old farm house when we allowed you into our thought processes and
memories" ?  "Yes Jac and Jos , I remember very well".  Sath detected the
positiveness throbbing in Obi as Jac communicated.  Jac signaled Jos . 
"His heart rate is relaxing , keep doing what your doing.  Obi is now
absorbing memories of Aileen".



   "Wait boys , I have an idea".  Sath turned her body in reverse between
Obi and Jac.  "This way my arms and hands do not interfere with yours". 
"Y'ok Obi ", minded Jac.  "Yes".  "Y 'ok Jos ", minded Jac.  " Barely Bro ,
barely".  George and Bill watched the blinking lights in the monitor room
keeping track on Obi and Jos medical parameters.

   Outside the critical care doors , a hospital security guard ensured no
interruptions from the rest of the world.  "OK Obi , Lets begin" responded
Jac , detecting another wave of pain racking through Jos.  "This is not
easy to get started , but ,,, Obi , what happened , I will recite your
thoughts to Sath.  All of us will have the same info".  "No JAc , not that
way" , responded Obi.  "With Jos controlling my pain , I can sense
communication with Sath".  "But Obi , it will be difficult for Sath to
communicate with you directly.  She has never contacted you before and
secondly , Jos and I already have our hands locked to your chest to
maintain communication , Is there room for more hands on"?  "There is room
since Sath is turned around.  Er I can feel her inside me already.  I know
Sath , and trust her through your trust Jos.  Let Sath try to contact me".
Sath's eyes contacted Jac , then Obi".  A window of easing pain allowed Jos
to speak.  "Obi , I understand perfectly.  Lets do it".  "Sath , I am
ready".  "Obi began to share the details of his kidnapping".  "The bus for
school already left.  I was waiting for a taxi ride , er and everything
went blank".  Jos intervened , " Hey everyone , this information will be
shocking and stressful for Obi .  I can feel his pain ramping again".  Obi
continued .  "I woke up sort of inside the barn doors but not really
conscious .  Got out my cell and tried to push 911 but passed out.  nNext ,
I was behind a car close to the highway , raped , passed out again.  This
happened two or three times , my star hurt so bad .  I woke up in the trunk
of a car on the highway at least three times.  Got the tape binding my
wrists off just as the car stopped for gas at dusk.  Tried to run but my
legs buckled .  The driver caught me , pushed me into the passenger seat
and pulled a gun while somebody filled the car with gas.  We started moving
again , but I passed out.  Woke up away off the highway on an unpaved road
at night.  Wanted to run but a pack of wolves watched from the darkness. 
My assailant was Ralph .  He raped me again in the back seat of the car. 
Oh Sath , it hurt , IT JUST hurt".  Sath acknowledged , "Obi you're safe
now".  "Jac it hurt soo much".  Jac acknowledged again .  "You are safe now
Obi".  The narration continued as Obi explained , actually communicating
with Ralph and trying to save him from exploding a propane canister in the
camp fire.  Sath soothed again .  "It's OK Obi .  Tell us every detail that
happened." After Obi stopped talking.  "Y'ok Obi" ?  "Yes".  "Y' ok Jos "?
"Holding Jac , managing , er Obi has layers of pain , not yet expressed".
Sath questioned .  "Jos , Jac , Obi is hurt physically and mentally both
conscious and unconsciously".  Obi answered first , "I know Sath , I can't
handle all the pain , I know my abdomen reeks of pain".  Sath , "Can you
tell us".  "Ralph was very big inside me , raping me".  "The doctors
examined you Obi , mentioned internal rectum tearing , scrotal sac knife
slash , forearm knife slash , bullet damage on the toe of your foot.  Is
there more"?  "I can't , oh Sath it hurts so bad".  JAc interrupted . 
"It's the sperm tube , er vas deferens that was ripped out when Ralph ate
your testicle.  He didn't cut it completely frree did he Obi"?  "Na Noh ahh
nooo".  "We better take Obi back to surgery.  The sperm tube likely ripped
a hole right into Obi's prostate".



   Chapter 76 : More Surgery.





   Obi shuddered .  "Oh Sath oh Sath , I remember now , it hurt , it hurt
soo much , I screamed until the sound echoed back from the forest.  Ralph
was so big inside me , but he was making me cum , oh ahh Chiii , making me
cum until I felt a pop like the string breaking on a bow an arrow.  It hurt
.  It just went straight to my voice box , the pain screamed out of me
without me wanting to scream".

   Doctor George burst through the door running.  "Everyone , ready to move
to OR".  Jac retorted .  "No doc , do it here".  "But we ,---".  "Do it
here Doc , Jos and I will bear Obi's pain.  Just do it quickly , local
anesthetic , no more pain pills , no more anesthetist ".  George paused .
"Yes " , Obi says do it here Doctor George.  George regarded Sath , then
Obi.  "Ok".  Minutes later the trauma team re-appeared.  George appealed to
Sath , "Catheter".  Sath located Obi's tip , fed the catheter in expertly
until Obi's bladder gave up the last few drops.  At the same time George
applied local anesthetic above Obi's groin , quickly opened a small hole
and inserted the remote camera and cauterizer.  George snaked the camera
behind Obi's prostate examining searching .  Jos groaned with pain .  Jac
groaned as the camera retouched damaged organs .  Finally .  "There it is ,
the broken vas deferens " , mused George.  "Jos , Jac , Obi , get ready for
the laser ".  "Why , what"?  "Obi's vas deferens tube from the missing
testicle , it's leaking .  I'm going to seal the end as soon as this laser
is focused and ready".  Doctor Bill appeared .  "I'm ready" , he smiled ,
while bringing a couple of empty water cups.  Sath took Obi's hands ,
pressed her weight on Obi's feet and knees".  "Obi stiffened , "No Doc
please , no more hurt".  "Oh , sorry Obi about touching that foot wound".
Sath calmed him .  "Ok Obi , ok".  She picked up Obi's foreskin in her
mouth , massaging the tip with lips and vaccuum , slowly pulling the
catheter in reverse.  "Ready" ?  "Not yet " , issued Sath.  Jos and Jac
felt Obi's responses in their own tubes as Obi's responses to the slow
catheter removal and tongue massage.  "Ready " , queried George?  "Not
yet". The process continued until Sath detected the catheter hose almost
free from the rock hard shaft, her tongue sucking the raphe on the
underside.  "Ready"?  Sath nodded as Obi's body delivered boy cum following
the catheter.  Jos and Jac were cummed at the same time , in unison.  "Ahhh
There's no pain here now ", concluded George.  He fired the laser ,
cauterizing the vas deferens tube loose end.  A sharp jab of pain echoed
from Obi to Jos , to Jac as Bill caught the boy cum of ejaculating twins.
Sath held the brown skinned tube over another glass .  The doctors saved
Jac and Jos' cum , pouring it together into a glass.



   Chapter 77 : Medicine



   They consulted Obi.  "You know this semen contains enough hormones to
put you to sleep for the night, Do you want to take it orally"?  Obi
smiled. "Yes doctor".  He raised his shoulders with Sath helping.  George
held the glass up , at least three ounces of boy sperm there plus feel good
hormones.  Obi leveled his lips and sipped.  "Very good".  "Very very good
" , his lips swishing the milky fluid around his tongue and swallowing. 
Immediately Jos and Jac relaxed .  Obi's pain was gone , at least for now
and Obi's eyes closed , oblivious of all that had happened to him.

   "Wish I could relax like that " , blurted Jos.  "Don't worry Jos " ,
chimed Jac , " You have done your part well , in releasing Obi from the
horrific events leading up to his partial castration".  "How do you feel
Jac" ?  "Drained but confident that we are helping Obi immensely , I think
he is healing faster than the doctors expectations , but let's wait until
they comment on that".  Sath watched the expression on Obi's sleeping face
, the dark skinned lips, the profile nose and long handsome eye lashes
below his shiny forehead.  "Obi is so beautiful " , she remarked.  "He is a
cute boy and a handsome boy and an extremely successful boy " , murmured
Jos .  "I would have subjected myself to that religious programmed zombie
rather than let Obi suffer all that crap".  "What's done is done ",
concluded Jac , "and thanks Sath and George and Bill for being there when
we needed you".  "It's true Jos " , concluded George, "Obi's life could
easily be ruined by the zombie if you two twins did not spring into
action". A long silence ensued , then Jos spoke .  "George Obi would never
have got abducted if we had not convinced him to stay with us on the farm"!
George and Bill both grabbed Jos , pulled him from under the bed covers to
standing position .  "Jos DON"T YOU EVER IMAGINE OBI's misfortune is your
fault"!  Jos shrugged as Jac and Sath joined him on either side.  "It's
true Jos , what the doctors say".  Putting his arms around Jos , and
holding him chest to chest until his lungs stopped breathing.  "Do you
understand Jos".  Another shrug from Jos.  Sath spoke , "Jos , you've had a
difficult day , with controlling Obi's pain.  You did a stellar job.  No
narcotics pumped into Obi will help his mind and body heal very fast.  Obi
is so lucky , to be friends with you and Jac.  Do you like his music"?  Jos
smiled , "Yes Sath , I like everything about Obi , his sense of humor , his
accomplishments in school , his music and his girl friend.  If I was gay ,
I would pick Obi as my partner".  "No you would not bro , I would pick him
up first " , laughed Jac.  Sath mused , "Obi is safer with you guys than
anyone else in Ontario".  She studied Jos face , his eyes and brows.  "Jos
, you're exhausted from the pain you suffered from Obi today , and your
still tense as a catfish in a shark pond".  "Yea , I know , just can't get
down now , it's like I need to eat and sleep, but , not hungry and not
tired".  George faced Jos.  "You've psyched yourself beyond endurance Jos".
"Wha"?  "If we can't relax you soon , you'll crash like a zombie".  "I
can't leave Obi"!  "Obi will not realize you are gone right now.  Take off
with Jac .  Go find Jen and Jes.  I will personally stay here with Obi as
long as you and Jac are out.  Sath will help me.  In the morning Obi's
parents will be back to see him , OK ?".





   Chapter 78 Jos and Jac take a Break.





   Jac and Obi regarded each other's faces then nodded.  Let's do it". 
They dressed quickly and an hour later were entering the farm house in the
early morning hours.  "Aw , I see their car , it looks like Caelin and
Gaila are home " , mentioned Jac as they quietly unlocked the door and
entered.  "It's ok Jac , remember Gaila said , this was our house , also".

   "Oh yea , almost forgot the Adrian incident".  "Hell"?  "Just realized ,
I really am keyed up so tight , guess if I was old enough to drink , I
would have one of Adrians shots of whiskey".  "Maybe , but drugs are rarely
a real answer".  "I know , but Jen and Jes are asleep at this time in the
morning".  "So how are we gonna get down Jos"?  The boys whispered as the
big shepherd met them at the door.  "Oh , I know lets take Rakir for a walk
.  It will give us some exercise and that will help".  "C'mon Rakir , Lets
go.  You need some exercise too".  The boys grabbed some fruit from a bowl
in the kitchen , headed out the back , closing the door quietly.  They
walked slowly through the warm evening , asking Rakir to be calm and heel ,
as he was not on a leash.  Jos watched Rakir scanning ahead in the darkness
, his eyes scanning the path and the trees ahead.  They passed under a
canopy of tree leaves where the trail was dark .  "It's ok Rakir , we both
know this path well , and even in total darkness , it is always safe". 
Rakir relaxed as they emerged into a moon lit area approaching the pond by
the dam.  "It's pretty hot out tonight Rakir".  "It sure is seconded Jac" ,
as they reached the pond.  Jos pulled his t-shirt top off and dropped it on
the wood pile.  Jac did the same.  Rakir stopped , looked at both twin boys
, then wagged his tail as if to say "Yep , it's really hot for a dog , when
you can't undress.  Jos fingered the wounded ear with the bullet hole. 
Rakir showed no pain.  "Go for it boy , swim your heat away , Rakir".  The
big shepherd trotted to the dam , launched himself.  A splash of cool water
signaled his action.  Jos and Jac moved close to the gurgling dam.  "Listen
to that cool water bro".  "Are you with me".  "Yep" , stripping his shoes
and socks and pants.  Rakir barked once as two nude bodies shot over him
and slid silently , happily into the pond.  "It's way deep out here , bro".
"Remember in the winter , there's an old car down there about eight feet" ,
challenged Jos.  The twins eeled and darted like otters up and down and
across the pond , Rakir second guessing their actions and showing up
between them.  "To the old car" !  Both boys dived like seals toward the
moon lit bottom.  Rakir dog paddled nervously awaiting their return , then
dived for them , but the twins popped to the surface laughing as Rakir
surfaced.  "It's deeper than in the winter " , remarked Jac .  "See that
dam top board , the water is right at the top.  It must be twelve feet , er
4 meters down to the old car".  The twins looked at each other , taking
deep breaths of air.  "Stay Rakir"!  Lithe boy bodies heads submerged . 
Rakir watched their asses and toes disappear last, straight down.  He
snuffled water from his nose , then watched the stream of bubbles released
from the two boy bodies .  Jac' fingers opened and closed expertly ,
powerful muscles pulling him down , down down .  Jos tried to mimic his
brother , but quickly fell behind , watching Jac's feet propel into the
deep.  Even so Jos experienced the increasing silence and pressure.  He
clawed deeper , using every muscle available forcing himself downward into
dimming moon light and a watery environment of pressure and silence.  Jos
watched Jac at least two body lengths below him grip the steering wheel
through the window motionless , while bubbles stopped .  Stubbornly
following Jac until ear pressure panicked his mind.  "Push on down , push
on down" , but Jos mind snapped , his mind wanted air.  There was none. 
Jac saw his bro's silhouette , recognized his own body actions from many
years before when he had learned to dive.  He let go the wheel and strong
leg muscles plunged upward , undulating his body with powerful back muscles
and leg kicks.  He grabbed Jos from behind , his arm snugging Jos across
the knees as the the other three limbs pushed him to the surface.  "Woof
woof", Rakir dived under Jos , barking and moving him to shore.  Jac
followed dragging Jos above and behind him , his hand gripping Jos thigh
tightly.  Jac made contact with the shore , pulled Jos from the water like
a suitcase one arm under his chest the other in his crotch , draping Jos
down over the wood pile.  Jac studied for choking keeping his hands under
Jos chest , peering into the corner of his eye with the moonlight.  "Gaah
Gaaahed " .  "S'ok Bro , S'ok".  His cheek brushed Jos's lips gasping
trying to pull in air .  His other hand still measuring his brother's
racing heart.  Jos struggled to stand as though still pushing his head
above water.  Jac lifted him straight up , wrapped both arms tight to his
chest.  Chest to chest , boy tight.  "Look in my eyes Jos".  "Jac licked
his lips , kissed him to get attention".  Jos stopped hyperventilating ,
pulled Jac into himself.  Jac stared into the frightened eyes.  "Let go Bro
, I know you need it .  Let go "S'ok bro , S'ok " "Tears " ?  , no I will
not cry .  But Jac held him tight , while his lungs fought to restore
oxygen starved muscles.  Jac slapped his back with strong hands , like a
mother would burp her baby.  Mouth contorting , eyes flooding , Jos cried.
" Scared Bro".  Rakir howled.  "So fucking Scared" "Sok bro , s'ok".  Jac
rubbed his back , held his chest tight .  Jos mind cried a full minute ,
then slowed , sobbing.  "Jac , I don't want to cry".  "You want to be
strong Bro".  "Yeah".  "I know that , I'm the same person as you , you know
it".  "Do you cry sometimes JAc" ?  "No NEVEREEER" , laughed Jac in a
hysterical grin.  "I'm shitting you bro , you know that".  Jos smiled ,
then smiled wider.  "You kissed me Jac , and I feel your body heat bro". 
"I know you do Jos , and I can feel more than heat".  They both separated
just enough to see what had popped up between them.  "We are boys " ,
grinned Jac.  "And we need that too " grinned Jos.  Rakir licked their
hands and the protruding boy things.  "Yeah , I know we should get dressed
and head back".





   Chapter 79 Two boys alone under the Moon.





   "Wait Jos , just you and I .  Remember when you asked what it would be
like if just you and I , er we uhh"?  Don't ask grinned Jos , Just do". 
The moonlight silhouetted two young bodies head to head.  Rakir watched
them , relaxing now into a rest knowing both boys were happy.  He watched
the lips and tongue bath each other , then slide to the throat , then the
chest.  Rakir turned his head to look away at the bright moon.  He did not
watch their tongues as the bodies reversed and continued exploring.  "Jos".
"Yeah".  Exploring the the ridges of muscles under Jac's chest .  "Do you
think we're gay"?  Jac's tongue stopped at Jos navel , licked the hole
thoroughly as though trying to get that bit of lint always stuck in the
bottom where the skin closes as though knotted inside.  "No".  Jos fingers
massaged the rippled muscles stopping below them to trace out a heart on
Jac's sensitive skin below his belly button.  Each time Jos tongue slimed
the baby smooth skin Jac's pelvic muscles quivered and his stomach muscles
pulled inward.  "Why"?  "Joshua , I don't care what anyone or anything
thinks about us , gay or fay .  When you found me last year and invited me
to live with you , I still had some thoughts put their by the religious
freaks about boys with boys.  Seeing what they did to you on your first day
of high school .  Wanting in my own heart, searching for the words that
would bring you back to life and not finding them.  After four months , and
after getting punched by that hospital administrator and then finding Randy
under the bridge , Joshua , I quit looking for words and for understanding
. For now I want to be an animal like Rakir.  Right now , I want to be with
you Jos , beside you , on you and inside you until all the grief and panic
that nobody saw leaks out of me into this wood pile".  "Love you Jacque ,
love you when you talk to me like that".  "We're only humans , and we're
just animals like all the others on this plaet".  "Remember in mommy's womb
, the two of us like this".  Soft tongues located each others most
sensitive zones , wrapped and vacuumed themselves to each's stiff
protrusion.  "Unnnnh , uunnnh ".  Rakir watched them touching , tonguing ,
slurping , licking each other , under the moon light.  Jac's tongue
following the fingers toward Jos crack , sat up as the fingers entered Jos
bottom just enough to find the hardened ridge of pressurized flesh inside
the star shaped muscle.  Jos groaned , unable to talk , his throat and lips
gripping his brother's solid flesh tool , not yet exposed to the moon's
rays.  Jac's tongue penetrated the star shaped muscle with gentle pressure
followed by his fingers.  Rakir watched they're chests and stomach muscles
massaging each other into steamy slippery perspiration.  Then Jos pulled
away from Jac's penetration and pulled himself around the pelvis , his
tongue probing Jac's bottom , lubricating the crack , entering the star of
ancient boy to boyness.  Jac's mouth found the still protected tip ,
layered under translucent foreskin.  His lips locked on the tip applying
full body heat through the ultra thin glans covering .  Jos's tongue surged
into the star , followed by fingers , locating an internal organ just
inside the waste chute.  He knew his tongue was on target when Jac
shuddered .  Feeling his own body sweating thick slippery sweat ,
lubricating their chest to stomach contact.  "Jac pulled back .  "Wait Jos
, got an idea".  "K".  "Crawl forward a bit more till our tubes line up".
Both boys inched forward feeling their way over the rough pieces of wood
until Jos felt the hot heat of the muscled star on his tip.  Jac stopped at
the same point , feeling the heat from Jos star.  Slowly carefully , Jos
pressured his hot flesh into Jac's star.  "Wait , I have to roll over". 
Then Jac felt the heat from Jos star muscle the same way.  Jos looking up
at the moon and stars , his body draped over the wood pile head lower than
his ass ,"Oh ahhh uuunnh" this is animal , so good , so hard to get it in".
"Keep trying Bro , It' l work".  Jac's body lying face down the other side
of the wood pile , his ass meshed perfectly into Jos.  Slowly , carefully .
"Yeah bro" .  "Not very good at this , but we gotta line up shaft head to
match the angle of the matching star muscles".  "I can see the stars and
moon and feel you inside me Jac".  Rakir listened to a frog croaking at the
pond edge.  "I can see the pond and the grass and wood pile and feel you
inside me bro".  "Did we ever do this in mommie's womb"?.  "Probably"
,gurgled Jos , "And some day you and I are gonna remember it".  Each boy
twin remained motionless except for surging peckers seeking deep body heat
. "Think I'm remembering , now"!  Exercising pelvic muscles and squeezing
on the other's testicles brought the twins to full excitation.  At first
squeezing gently to grow the prostate pressure , each twin squeezed the
other twins balls a bit harder , electrofying pelvic sensation.  Rakir
walked over to lick Jac's neck and head cleaning away the sweat from
flushed capillaries.  Then he walked around the wood pile to Jos , his
tongue vacuuming the sweat away from Jos cheeks and neck.  The boy twins
intensity climbed higher.  Fingers clamped each other's balls tighter. 
"Uunnnjh , Uunnnjh " .  Rakir watched their stomach muscles quiver , then
cavitate , then cremaster muscles yanking the balls into tight formation ,
between the clamping fingers.  "Unnjh , oh ahh aah".  "Want this to last
forever , Waann uunnjh".  Rakir pushed his nose between the two boys ,
licking the cavitating stomach muscles , ignoring pelvic contractions
crushing his ears .  Twin boys wretched , bent , contorted , to keep the
pulses of cum flowing forever into each other.  "Oh chist JAc , your cum
Jac !  IT"S HAWT".  "I like your boy pressure cumming in me , too, Jos ,
ohh CHIIST your pecker is so awesome , quivering and pulsing ".  Their
bodies writhed in perspiration and togetherness.  Rakir watched , licking
Jos stomach muscles until he felt the pulses of cum wind down.  Jos watched
the moon go behind a cloud .  Jac , facing the pond , watched a frog ripple
across the perfect mirror of water, saw the clouds reflecting.  "I wish we
stay here forever Jos".  "We can stay forever Jac , cause theses memories
are powerful enough to last until we die".  "Are you crying again Jac" ? 
"Yeah , a little Jos".  "I can feel your pecker shrinking".  "Any movement
of that thing is so good " , mused Jos.  " I'm feeling so good about this
Jac" .  "Me too Jos".  Boys motionless as long slender tubes retreated. 
Jac rolled over and turned around draping his body over Jos.  Lips to lips
, nose to nose.  They kissed , long , hard kisses , breathing each others
air.  Rakir nosed between them again and followed his nose to the turbulent
boy cum , seeping outside.  Jos finally pulled away .  Both boys stood up .
They hugged each other , then Rakir.  He licked their genitals dangling in
the moonlight.  "Good boy Rakir , just packing the junk back in it's place"
, Dancing to the shore line , to the bank and plunging in.  Rakir followed.
They swam towards each other in a game of swim joust , where one swimmer
tries to grab the the opposing swimmers pecker.  Rakir watched the game
progress , swimming between them nipping at Jos shrinking tool.  "Heh boy ,
that could hurt you know" , pulling Rakirs foreskin as the dog paddled by.
"Oh man Jac feel this".  Both boys grasped Rakirs cock.  A huge ball of
hardened flesh pulsated away from Rakir's pecker tip half way to his balls
, even as his legs churned to stay upright in the deep water.  They climbed
out of the water.  Jos pulled on Rakir's foreskin.  He laid down on his
back exposing the puffy tip of something glowing red in the moon light. 
Jac put his fingers on the shepherds balls and pulled forward gently
contacting the huge double swelling.  "Is that big lump , his balls moving
inside the shaft" , gazed Jos.  Well no bro" , petting Rakir's muzzle. 
"Look here , feel these balls under his tail .  That other lump is a hard
on that dogs get .  This is what locks them together" , mused Jac.  Jos
continued stroking gently , Rakir's belly undulating .  Jac held the big
shepherd's face .  "He likes it Jos, I can feel his jaws smiling , just
like yours do".  Spurts of dog sperm flew in his eyes and face .  Slippery
dog sperm ran down his belly, but Jos continued.  Rakir on his back humping
into himself with both Jos hands coddling the red snub nosed dog snake. 
Jos continued firming his fingers in a closed fist , allowing the headless
snake to lubricate itself and push.  Red pecker extending , pushing .  "Gaw
what is that" ?  The fist sized swelling popped into view.  "Geez"?  "I
mean what a cock"?  "What a huge fucking pecker you have buddy".  "Wish
mine would do that too" , mused Jac.  "Jes would not like being locked
together like that".  "Jos you would be surprised by what those twin girls
would like".  "Do you think they will disapprove of this"?  "Nope , your
right bro , the girls love us for what we are".  "And the girls say we are
not gay " , laughed Jos.  "Rakir has to intensify his fun seven times more
than us humans".

   Both boys stopped.  Rakir was in obvious overdose , his ears laid back ,
lungs panting , tongue lulling out one side.  "His pecker is so huge". 
Clouds covered the moon as they waited for him to shrink.  Rakir seemed to
enjoy licking his pecker back to normal size.  "That's something we gotta
practice " , laughed Jos.  "Ahh were covered with canine protein".  "You
mean puppy milk".  "Yep"!  They took one more swim to rinse away Rakir's
cum , reclothed and started walking back ."It's so dark all of a sudden
Jos".  "Just a few hours till day break Bro".





   Chapter 80 Storm Heavy Clouds.



   "Thunderstorm clipping in fast".  The boys tried to hurry in reduced
visibility.

   "Now it's really black ", expressed Jac.  "Lets keep moving slowly. 
There's a lot of trees along the path and they will attract lightning".  A
drop of rain smacked Jos , then Jac.  "Breeze is getting cold as ice".  A
few more rain drops smacked them.  Rakir stepped ahead more quickly with
Jos and Jac running alongside , feeling his fur in the blackness.  "Head
for home Rakir".  "Shit Jac , that stuff is like ice water".  "I know , Bro
, We're in this good".  "What's that noise" ?  Rakir flexed his ears , the
sound of hail seemed to block their path.

   "Hail Jos .  Keep moving fast , er hoping the trees will slow it a bit.
"Hail stones engulfed the twins , with freezing down draft of high speed
air pummeling the high branches above them.  Rakir guided them at full
gallop as they burst forth into the open air and rushed for the outside
roof of the back porch.  "Chisst , chiist , hurting hurting ".  Rakir
adjusted speed , cleared the steps with both boys in full run.  They
collapsed under the old porch roof.  Deafening hail pelted the steel above
them , bouncing crazily around the ground and the wooden steps landing on
them even under the roof.  Gasping , hugging each other and Rakir for heat
, "Look out there Bro , there's an inch of hail already".  Some of those
pieces are bigger than your balls.  Jos grabbed an irregular frozen shape ,
pushing it against Jac's package.  "It's way too big for me , try Rakir " ,
laughed Jac.  "We're safe " , yelled Jos.  "Safe by a second" , reported
Jac.  "That stuff could have killed us , if Rakir had not run us back in
the dark".  The twin boys hugged Rakir from both sides.  "You got us here
Rakir , cause you got the biggest balls".  They rubbed his ears being
careful to avoid the healing bullet hole.

   "We gotta get inside and get some sleep bro".  "Tomorrow you help with
chores and get to school .  I will go back to the hospital and make sure
Obi's ok".  "Ok"?  "Ok".  "I am so tired mused Jos".  They crept quietly
into the house , found the spare bed in the den and flaked out.

   Jes found them in time for morning chores.  She pulled Jac free of the
bed and directed him toward the barn.











   Chapter 81: Back to Hospital



   A couple hours later Jac left on the bus for school and Jos hailed a
taxi for downtown.

   He arrived at Obi's room just as the morning hospital staff finished
waking George.  "Were you sleeping with Obi"?  "I was" , smiled George ,"He
slept like a log.  Even the hospital noises made no difference".  "Woow er
, who hit you on the head Jos ".  "Ah Jac and I got caught in a hail
storm". "It looks like you've been stoned ".  "I know George , and , except
for Rakir hurrying us in pitch black , we would have got really hurt from
exposure to the hail".  George pulled Jos shirt away , examining the welts
on his neck and back.  "You ok".  "They hurt , like paint ball hits only
worse".  "I can see that" , grinned George.  "Er do you need pain relief".
"Nope , I'll suffer , and in a couple days , I'll feel really that much
better when they heal"!  George called Bill ."Look here Bill , this boy got
caught in hail".  "Woow , he sure did George " , as Bill examined the welts
still growing bigger.

   "But look here at Obi , sleeping like a baby.  I've never ever saw
anybody get over a traumatic event like that fast.  I predicted he would
need pain medication for three days".  "Sath and I , and JAc , er yesterday
, you saw what we did for Obi.  By handling his pain for him , his mind is
now at ease.  The pain is not burning itself into his permanent memory like
it did for my buddy Joseph".  "If you are right Jos , and I think you are
on to something you can bring a great deal of good to patient treatment ".
"Thanks George".  "And further more , Jos "!  "Yes".  "You are one in a
million boys, to handle what you've gone through and now working Obi
through his trauma.  If I have lived on this planet at any other time in
the universe , I would be disappointed with my life , never having met
you". Jos grinned from ear to ear , opened his arms to hug the old doctor
who stepped backward.  "The way we are is also a reflection of your
qualities ", catching George by the waist and pulling him close.  "If I was
born sixty years ago , I would hug you until your lungs quit .  Oh what the
hell , --" .  Jos slipped his arms inside George's smock , pulling it
aside. HE clamped the old gentleman with both arms shifting his fingers
over every part of George.  "This will keep you feel good alert George . 
You know I love you George since that first day I met you , and I don't
care how much longer you live because my memory of you is all good and I
know , I can make you happy whenever I please".  The old gentleman buckled
under Jos loving touch.  He sat squarely back on the bed with the sleeping
Obi , Jos lowering him gently beside Obi.  "Ok George , I order you to stay
with Obi until he awakes.  Lick him , hug him and treat him like you did
your only son when he was two hours old , because I know you have what it
takes to prevent his pain from returning".  Bill laughed , "George , are
you going to let this young snapper order you , a senior medical surgeon
around "?  "Yes , Bill".  "Look at him , look at the welts on his head and
shoulders and back.  The boy has been through shear hell , and yet , here
he is ,here in this hospital with Obi, because , well I don't really know
because , perhaps I'm too old to know".  Bill smiled at them , "Thought I
would never hear you admit that George".  From the bed , "Bill , my own son
Andrew was so close to me and yet so far away.  Jos is way closer now than
my own son ever got , before his accident.  And Jos reminds me of a part of
my life , I can never get back and yet I am so happy for it.  Jos and his
brother have made me realize what life is".  George relaxed beside Obi and
continued ,"It's easy to fall into our traps of culture and religion.  They
cheapen our lives Bill.  They guide us into straight jackets of church on
Sunday and work on Monday , laundry on Tuesday and shopping on Wednesday
and so on and so forth.  But we are evolutionary animals , as Jos stated.
We evolved on this planet to learn , to make a career and to have fun . 
Jos always gives me fun and at the same time he heals my patients.  That is
stuff of dreams , and of life on this planet".  Bill pulled a chair up
beside the bed as George continued .  "Bill , We have learned in old age
what Jos practices now".  Bill nodded , "And what about his twin brother".
"Well what about his twin brother Bill , He protects Jos like a gangland
body guarder.  Jac is the same age as Jos , but stronger physically.  When
Jos was attacked in his high school , Jac put down three larger aggressive
attackers".  "He had some help from a friend piped up Jos" .  "Bill smiled
, "Help from a friend is a ,, well, er It's more than just a friend when a
bystander puts his own life on the line to save a friend".  "Both of them
put their lives on the line to save Jos life".  Jos leaned on the wall.  "I
am glad for my friends protection , but it did not always help.  Remember
what happened to Jac , attacked by the regional hospital administrator". 
"Jos , you have a protective dog now.  Has he helped in any way"?  "YEs
George , Rakir helped Jac and I in a hail storm just last evening.  We were
swimming at night in the pond.  It got dark .  Hail pelted us.  We could
not see to run , but Rakir guided us to the house".  "What the faw ?  " ,
George inquired?  "Yeah , I know we were alone swimming at night , no
lights and nobody knew we were there"?  "You did not see a hail storm
coming".  Blushing slightly , "We were , ahh maybe a bad choice".  Bill
laughed , "Jos , you have never made a bad choice , in my mind anyway". 
George enquired quietly , "Exactly what was a bad choice Joshua"?  "Ahh Jac
and I were ,,We had no clothes on ,,, "?  "Skinny dipping is not a poor
choice Joshua".  "Annhh , can I be totally honest men ", inquired Jos ? 
"George and Bill nodded .  "all the recorders are off except vital signs on
Obi " , as they checked down the hall for other staff.  Joshua braced the
wall , continued , "We were alone , Jac asked me about gay people and how
they interact.  George , Bill , I started to show Jac how they interacted
at the most intimate level , only we , I mean my bro and I even took it
farther than that".  "You mean , you ahh intimately , ahh f--"?  "At the
same time George , both of us after skinny dipping.  Me face down on the
woodpile attached to Jac face up over the wood pile"?  "I didn't know it
was possible " , asked Bill?  Jos red now as a beet , holding the whole
hospital wall with his weight , "IT was the best day of my life and the
same for Jac.  We did not yet tell our girl friends but , soon enough , we
will".  "You mean , are you two gay"?  "No George , I mean there is no gay
, not in the sense that our girl friends will loose our love".  "What do
you mean , Jos"?  "There are no words to describe what happened between us.
We communicated at a level far higher than other animals , er humans
would". "George sat up as Obi awoke".  "Josua why so red " , intimated Obi
, gazing at his best friend , holding up the hospital wall.  "Ohh Joshua ,
I'm sorry" , permitted George.  "You did NOT MAKE any bad choices".  "Jos ,
don't embarrass .  You did what was correct for you and Jac.  That is all
that matters.  George and I , we never ever heard anything you said about
the pond" relaxed Bill , "In fact , the choice of the churches to kill
those who communicate at such a high level is DEAD WRONG and always HAS
BEEn.  Obi climbed out of bed carefully as though expecting fierce pain. 
Jos grabbed him , held him tight."Not too tight ", laughed Obi , "lest I
piss myself".  HE walked toward the bathroom door , Jos relieving his
weight , held the door open and pulled his robe aside.  "No don't touch the
water tap" , mused Obi , "It's pretty turgid right now".  Jos grinned ,
wrapping his finger pads to Obi's chest , and sensing for the searing pain.
"Wheww George and Bill , Obi has no pain at all, healed ?".  George and
Bill laughed .  "You and Jac filled him with pain killer last night.  The
instruments were quiet all night also.  I think Obi is indeed healed , and
that's exactly what I mean about you Jos.  With a little help from Sath and
Jac , you have healed all the damage to Obi".  "And Yet , I can not bring
back his sac of dna".  Obi slouched , "That round thing filled with my dna
was stoled from me , but I have one left , thanks to Rakir and You Jos, and
your Bro".  Obi laughed carrying the bandaged arm with his other hand. 
"Now Jos , give me a hand".  Stripping the last of the dripping pee from
Obi's cock , Jos tucked it back inside the hospital robe.  George and Bill
called an intern to remove the bandages on Obi's arm and his ball sac.  Obi
remained standing.  "Yep , the knife slash is healed , not totally , but
it's at least a week ahead of a normal schedule , and there is clean new
skin the full slash length , probably not even a scar will be left". 
"Amazing" , remarked Bill , "I'm feeling really bad that Jos did not get
that kind of care and therapy after the high school bullies attacked". 
"And look at that , Obi walking with a bullet hole between his toes , like
how possible"?  Jos smiled "Apology accepted , and of course , my friends
and I are glad I'm alive".  "Spread your legs apart Obi" , inquired Jos ,
checking the new film of dark red skin holding the testicle safely inside.
"Look here George , totally healed , we can take out all the stitches
tomorrow".  "Take em out now " , suggested Obi , "I feel that good". 
George and Bill concerned , then concluded .  "Yes , lets do it".  "obi ,
do you need topical anesthetic"?  Jos nodded no".  "Obi "?  "Nope".  They
moved to a new room and everyone got dressed except Obi.  Jos embraced Obi
positioning his fingers to absorb pain.  Within minutes , all the stitches
were carefully snipped and removed , Obi flinching every time a stitch
pulled out.  "You are a healthy sixteen year old boy" , pronounced Jos. 
"Half a boy now" , whispered Obi.  "And you are a tremendous healer fifteen
year old medical healer Joshua " , remarked both old doctors.

   The door opened slowly , "Mommy" yelled Obi , "Daddy" , Embracing his
parents gustily.  "Hold on Obi , you're hurt remember"?  "No Mom , I'm
healed" , holding his arm out for them to see.  "Now , that was quick",
admitted Ray , " and the doctors said there was other damage , er internal
stuff , they did not elaborate".  Jos stepped forward protectively, "Yes
Sia and Ray , and there was other damage and someday Obi will tell you
everything.  For now Obi needs lots of smiles and hugs and kisses from his
friends and parents and I gotta get a new guitar for Obi.  Just as he
finished another visitor found the new room.  "Aileen , Oh Aileen , I love
you so much , thought I would never see you again".  Tears burst forth from
Obi.  Jos pulled the two of them together , whispering to Aileen .  "Do you
have it".  She pushed Obi's emergency button still strapped to his robe.  A
nurse rushed to the room , carrying the shiny guitar , thrusting it at Obi.







   Chapter 82 New Guitar





   Aileen smiling , Obi , eyes wide open , "for me".  "Yes love".  "For me
, I mean"?  "Yes , it's brand new , it's what I thought you would like Obi
and it's totally paid for by the Roguerres and Greens , because you are a
friend of Jos and Jac".  "But I lost the old one Aileen, and Mom always
said you have to take care of your stuff"?  "It's ok Obi" smiled Ray and
Sia , if they want to give you a new one.  Jos stepped ahead , whispering
into Obi's ear .  "We do want you to have a new one Obi , because music is
what frees you , and because your old one is in quarantine for evidence and
because Jac and I love you and because Aileen loves you .  Obi you've
earned the respect of my parents and Jen and Jes parents.  Take the guitar
and play.  Jos pressed the little stone found by Rakir in northern Ontario
into Obi's fingers.  "And this little stone , found in a pot holed parking
lot , the cops say they do not need to keep this".  Obi knew immediately
what it was without seeing.  "Oh Jos , oh Aileen , I can't ta take ,". 
"Yes Obi , you can , cause we need to hear music now".  "I play now".  Obi
re-gripped the instrument , his fingers raking the stone across the
perfectly tuned instrument.  A slow rhythmic beat emanated from the guitar
as Obi spoke.  "To my parents and friends and doctors and to Sath , Je
T'aime everyone here in this room".  The slow rhythmic guitar strings
traversed the open door , echoed through the hospital .  Putting her arms
around Obi slowing but not changing the guitar string resonances , Aileen
hugged him shedding tears of relief , "Obi Je T'aime".  Eyes glistening ,
"Je T'aime".  Aileen hugged him closer until the guitar strings dampened in
her fingers also as she timed the rhythmic beats.  The strings reverberated
with double strokes .  Aileen laughed , "I can play this song too".  Bill
and George regarded each other , looked for Jos in the back corner of the
room.  He was gone.  Quietly they left the room .  "Obi should be alone
with his parents and girl friend".  They walked along the hospital corridor
, guitar strings reverberating behind them.



   Jos met Jac after school, compared notes on missed homework.  They
cleared up some of the homework Jos had missed during the week.  Jen and
Jes did the same .  They appeared after homework , gathered for supper with
Jos bearing the conversation on Obi's kidnapping.  "I'm sure Obi is fine "
, smiled Jos for the third time on questions from Jes and Caelin and Gaila.
"You're tellin me Obi was beaten and cut up by Ralph yesterday morning and
today , he is healed"?  "Yes".  Caelin and Jes acknowledged , "But Jos we
saw Obi bleeding from his arm with stab wounds and blood was smeared all
down both legs from his crotch".  Jos smiled again , "I know folks , it's
puzzling to you because it took me five months to recover".  "But"?  "You
just have to trust me when I say that Obi is physically ok".  "Ok , but
what does Sath say ", ventured Jac.  "She was not in attendance today". 
"Then what about George and Bill"?  Jos dialed George's cell.  He handed
the phone on speaker to Jac and confirmed that Obi was healed.  "We
examined Obi after you left Jos and we are sure he is healed .  We decided
to keep him one more night in the hospital.  Tomorrow he goes home to his
parents".

   Jen returned from the fridge with water glasses .  "Cold well water for
everyone" , mused Jes.  "Yes" , returned Jen ."Hot weather makes our well
water so much better".  Jen watched Jos put the glass to his lips , watched
the cold water flood into his mouth and glug down his throat , but she did
not drink hers.  "If Obi is ok , then he can be back to school soon and we
can return to normal".  "Yea , and yet I wonder what happened to Ralph".?
"I think he died in Thunder Bay hospital " , pointed out Jac , " because of
the news in the papers".  Jos burped , "CHiist".  "Why Jos"?  "Cause Obi
did not want to hurt Ralph"?  "How did Obi hurt him"?  "Lets go in the
shower , everyone , perhaps a late evening splash"?  "We'll wait just
outside" , smiled Caelin , "but for you young foke , go ahead .  We'll
listen from here".  Jen, Jes, Jac and Jos crowded together in the shower ,
water splashing gently on to lithe boy and girl bodies.  Jos addressed the
question ,"Obi told me much on the plane" , using the silent communication
, when his pain was under my control".  "And" ?  "He had a chance to use
forcen , twice".  "First time , he stopped cause Ralph was crying , but the
second time Ralph had just cut out his testicle and chomped it up in his
teeth , then ripped it out of Obi without even cutting the sperm tube". 
"Ghhhee chiisst" , grimaced Jac , with Jen and Jes swallowing hard to avoid
vomit.  "That really happened"?  "And much more" , urged Jos , "I'm so
proud he survived the ordeal , but Obi does not see it that way.  Obi
thinks he was wrong to use the forcen because he tried to help Ralph ,
almost convincing him to come back to Toronto , promising that my dad would
defend him in court".  "And the reaction "?  Ralph broke down and cried ,
but then they dozed off because they had driven all night on the logging
roads with a forest fire".  "So why the forcen"?  "Ralph woke up , a
changed person.  That's when he attacked Obi , raped him again , cutting
out one of his balls , and eating it".  Jac swallowed hard to stop the
puke. Jen and Jes cried , under the gentle shower rain.  "Whispering to
them now , "Obi used the forcen to destroy Ralph's respiratory system". 
"wha wha happened"?  "Severe chest pains , hit Ralph.  He had enough time
left to shoot at the cops and Rakir.  On the plane to Thunder Bay the
doctor said he was not responding ".  "Chiiiii yii yiii", breathed Jac ,
and Jes.  Jen alerted , "So that's why he was an easy take down for the
cops.  I mean it wasn't easy but on the other hand Ralph was not shot
dead". "Rakir took him out first , when he heard Obi scream for help.  That
dislocated his shoulder.  Then Ralph tried to strike Obi .  Rakir broke his
wrist bones for that attempt to hurt Obi.  Then Ralph fell off the back of
a logging truck flat bed.  Obi jumped on him , in a fit of revenge and used
the forcen causing his mind to reject the heart".  "And it , it , it ,it
worked"?  "Yes it did , bro".  "We got to get back to Obi before he finds
out"?  "Because , wha"?  "Obi would not hurt anyone , it is against his
beliefs .  When he finds out Ralph is dead , he will be in impossible
disbelief".





   Chapter 83 Obi , a killer?





   Caelin drove Jos and Jac back to the hospital by midnight.  They took
Rakir for exercise.  Jos explained Obi's condition to the old doctors and
Sath.  "Bill and George , and Sath , we know that Obi will be desperate
about his existence when he finds out about the death of Ralph.  We need to
be with him when that happens".  "What do you think he might do".  Jac face
turned white , "HE might jump in front of a train".  "But Obi is so calm ".
"Not so ", exclaimed Jos.  "He appears calm but underneath , there will be
reaction , especially since he already knows the danger Ralph was in , from
the doctor on the plane ".  "I will explain to his parents , that Obi
should go back to your farm for a week Jos".  "And if they reject"?  "Cross
that bridge when it happens.  Obi's parents will be here in the morning at
eleven to take him home".  "Only a matter of time before Obi finds out
about Ralph".  "No solution to be gained by talking more on the matter". 
"Jos , Obi had more visitors after you and Jac left.  Abra and Randy
visited Obi".  JAc and Jos talked "Uh Oh , We are going to Obi's room to
check on him".  They checked in with the information desk and hurried to
Obi's room.  "EMPTY", groaned Jos.  Racing back to Bill's office , "he
can't be gone that long , Bill".  They found out from the information desk
that Obi was present fifteen minutes ago.  "If we call 911 , we have to
give a reason for Obi missing ", warned Jos , "and that we cannot explain".
George smiled , "I can explain" , dialing 911.  He explained check out time
and that Obi had left prematurely.  To Jos and JAc , "It's a mild form of
away without reason , er I hope they find him".  "We will find him first "
, commanded Jos.  "Keep in touch George and Bill" , as the twins exited the
hospital and piled into the car with Rakir and Caelin.  Within minutes
Rakir determined that Obi left by a parking lot door .  They sat outside on
the sidewalk trying to think Obi's destination.  Rakir seemed restless to
move on.  "What is it Rakir , did Obi get in a car and leave here"?  Rakir
woofed and started across the one way lanes , not busy in the early morning
hours.  They followed Rakir cautiously passing the no stopping signs and
down a ramp under the street .  Rakir increased speed to a slow pace ,
knowing the twin boys could keep up easily.  The underground ramp wound
around and leveled out on to the service street for the sprawling hospital.
Rakir increase his pace , tongue lulling in the stifling evening air.  The
twins followed.  Racing full run to time themselves for the major
intersection crossing walk , Rakir and the twins slowed the pace after the
crossing .  Rakir did not veer left or right , but straight along a raised
street into a residential neighborhood.  Jos looked over the side to
realize they were on a bridge rising with gentle slope over a small park
dotted by outdoor potted flowers and shrubs.  "Should we notify the cops "
, intimated Jac between the sounds of their shoes treading the pavement .
"Not yet" , returned Jos , "We got to be close now , to where Obi is".  The
road leveled ahead , Rakir slowed , as the twins caught up to him , then
increased the pace down hill , running flat out , until the street
intersected another at a tee.  Rakir stopped abruptly, looking left , then
right ."Aww he's lost " , muttered Jac.  Rakir looked straight across the
street and made the dash through light traffic.  Both boys following with
puzzled expression.  "That's it " , Jac admitted.  The twins ran full out
again along a narrow unlit foot path between fences and barking dogs. 
Rakir yipped excitedly , putting on more speed , the boy twins puffing now
with pained breathing but neither slowing.  "He seems to be asking the
local mutts which way to go ", smiled Jos.  The path rounded a slight curve
, both boys stumbling forward as the path gave way to a tennis park and a
basketball court.  Rakir stopped again , this time eying the surroundings ,
as Jos and Jac caught up again.  All stopped , panting , heads bowed but
eyes scanning the darkness.  "The lights are broken around here but there
is light over there .  They stuck together Rakir choosing to follow as Jos
and Jac stepped into the lighted basketball court.  A raccoon scuffled away
from a garbage bin.  The sound of the city traffic seemed far away, yet ,,
"What was that"?  Jos looked at Jac and Rakir.  Rakir walked across the
court into the darkness.  "Where is he " , uttered Jac .  "Right here Jac".
They rushed to Obi sitting on a flat basketball behind the hoop anchor. 
"It's nice out here JAc".  "Yes Obi , really nice".  "The day nurse said
there was a little park here.  She comes over here to get away from the
hospital on her break".  "We did worry about you Obi".  Jos immediately
called George to let him know , Obi was found.  "That's great boys" ,
George replied , "He ok"?  "For sure"!  "I'll call off the 911 thing".  "K"
Call ended.



   Chapter 84 Obi Ok





   "Yo'ok "?  "Yep , just".  "Just"?  "Just needed some time to think"? 
"About"?  "Abra told me about Ralph.  She know he's dead"?  "Chiist Obi , I
wanted to be with you when you found out.  Jac and I made Caelin drive us
back to the hospital.  You were gone , so we asked Rakir to help out". 
"Rakir is very smart".  The dog perked up his ears and moved closer ,
letting Obi hold his big head.  Obi petted his ears but Rakir whined
pitifully.  "Oh chhess Rakir , so sorry " , kissing the bullet hole very
gently.  Rakir accepted , pushing his muzzle closer into Obi's crotch , his
tongue licking Obi gently.  Obi licked the big dog's ear gently at first
then more vigorously.  Rakir continued to lick Obi's crotch .  "S'my fault
, you got shot boy , I'm so sorry".  "No Obi , this whole affair is sad .
It happened because he made it happen.  He knew what he was doing and we
did not know".  "I knew Jos , I knew I could kill him and I did , It's soo
stupid of me Jos , and WHy "?  Jac sat on the tarmac beside Obi , Jos on
the other side.  They watched the clouds high above, and listened to far
away street cars , buses and trains rumbling through the city.  Locally ,
the silence enveloped all.  Obi picked a dog hair from his mouth.  "Hope it
heals for you soon Boy" , whispering in Rakir's ear.  Scuffling entered the
court next door, then another.  The twins could see a shadow move behind
the tennis court.  Then another shadow convened at the same place.  "Likely
a drug deal", whispered Jac.  Rakir sat attentively , Obi and Jos and Jac
remained unmoving.  "That sounded like a belt buckle".  Obi whispered back.
"The day nurse said this is a guy park".  "You mean a gay park"?  "Yeah ,
that's it".  The two shadows were on the cinder blocks now.  "Joined
together into one by the forces of mother earth" , smiled Obi.  "Great to
see the life forces of the planet in motion " , urged JAc , boy was I wrong
about that call".  "Street drugs just replace the real forces of the
planet" , laughed Jos.  Love , togetherness is what they seek".  "Is that
what Ralph wanted"?  "Yes Jos , That is what Ralph wanted , because that's
what we all want , to be held and loved".  They watched the two shadows
undulating in the shadow of the tennis court fence.  "They're free Obi". 
"Yes Jac , Free and clear of all the bull shit that destroyed Hal and
wrecked Randy and blew Liam off the via duct into the the Don Valley". 
"Obi put his arm around the bowed shape of Jac, now staring into his
shoes". "And free of the preachings that wrecked Jayr's life and pushed
Abra into the streets of hell because she got impregnated", concluded Jos.
The shadows seemed to be quiet now on the other side of tennis court . 
"Just two lumps of human flesh transformed into one" , mused Obi , "Like
that's what Ralph did to me , in his own twisted order of mind, he could
see , he was hurting me , that his cock was destroying my insides , and yet
he still persisted ".  "Ralph was hardened , insensitive to my feelings and
yet , Jos , Jac , I tried to save him , and I had him convinced to come
back to To with me".  "And"?  "He agreed".  "We were on our way back to
civilization.  I think I heard him on his cell telling his parents he would
come back".  "What happened next"?  "Don't know , he had the gun , shot a
warning shot to stop me from running ,then raped me and while raping me he
got out his kn -kn -knife and "?  Everyone watched the two shadows stand up
adjusting clothing.  They hugged each other in the darkness , unable to
separate.  "And"?  Obi shuddered , "Ralph pumped me full of his stuff.  At
the same time he knived my nut sack, squeezed out a testicle"!  "And"?  Jos
and Jac held Obi with both arms, fingers soothing the sweat running down
his cheeks.  "And"?  AHh , eee ate it , it was still attached to me.  It
was pulsing.  Er it was cumming like it should with that much excitement ,
and ah ee ust ate it , he chomped it up like a chocolate candy , uhhh "! 
Obi screamed a short curdling noise, then fainted in their arms , they laid
him out on the tarmac, using the flat basketball for a pillow.  Jos kissed
him .  JAc checking his pulse and respiration.  Rakir growled low.  "Easy
bo , easy , blurted a voice from the two shadows" .  "No harm" , commanded
Jac , "Were fine here by ourselves like you are".  "Peace bro, er are you
guys ok , er I mean I heard a noise of hurt".  "I know brother , I know ,
our friend had extreme pain done to his body.  He is trying to tell us what
it was like".  "K".  The two shadows shared the path.  "He ok" ?  "Yeah" ,
replied Jac.  "We're fine , we love life too much to go stupid on it". 
"Right on bro".  "Were outta here then".  Obi raised his head?  "Who was
that"?  "Friends of life", volunteered Jos.  Jos and Jac continued ,"And
then".  "It hurt Jos.  It hurt Jac.  I tried not to react , and heard the
echo of my screams from the trees".  Jos pulled his face to face Obi. 
Rakir sat close licking Obi's crotch again.  I heard it too Obi , and Jac
likely heard pain all the way into Toronto.  Rakir heard the screams Obi.
He launched himself through the the suv window , cause we were parked about
a kilometer away .  "And"?  I blacked , I saw a shadow and I thought grim
reaper, but the shadow missed me.  IT was Rakir.  He took Ralph right off
the flat bed truck , dislocated his shoulder with a massive body slam".  I
recovered in a crazy daze , and tumbled off the truck on top of Ralph .  He
tried to punch me , but Rakir grabbed the fist and crunched his wrist bones
, could hear them snapping.  But me, I didn't stop Jos , I put my fingers
exactly where the forcen works and Ralph , big as he was , could not
dislodge me until I finished".  "And"?  "Nothing at first , except he was
in great pain , but of course with one shoulder dislocated and the other
wrist broken , that would be normal".  "I can't believe I killed him Jos".
"What did Abra say Obi"?  "Ralph got what he wanted".  "Huhh"?  "Yeah ,
Abra still loved him but she said Ralph got what he wanted".  "LEts go back
to the hospital".  "YEah , it's almost four o'clock".  "Goin home in the
morning".





   Chapter 85 Jeff , Missing Son





   They walked slowly along the narrow path , across the intersection and
over the bridge.  "Was Ralph sane"?  "Yeah , he was , also very smart about
the ways of the forest , keeping me from being eaten by the wolves".  "As
though he had lived there before"?  "Yeah"?  "Sometimes he did say strange
things".  "such as" ?  "Red".  "Yeah , he called me Red sometimes just
after we got there to the tool shed".  "Uhhh"?  "Yeah , he said Red as
though I was that person"?  "Chiist , that's it Obi , we gotta go back one
more time to that place on account of Jeff and his son".  "Wha"?

   Jos explained to Jac and Obi the story from the store owner about his
son's disappearance.  "There was shovel in the shed , stained , but I just
thought it was under a roof leak and rusted".  "Could it be blood"?  "Oh aw
chiise"?  "So that's where he hid out after escaping the guards"?  "If
Jeff's son is buried under the shed , by that blood covered shovel , at
least we can give Jeff some peace he will never know otherwise".  "Let's do
it".  "In the morning I'll call the detective and he can check it out".





   chapter 86 Revisit the shed.





   Jos , Jac and Obi re-entered the hospital by the side door , opened by
George.  "Guess you couldn't wait for me to sign the release papers" , eh
Obi.  "Oh no , not that at all" , urged Obi , "I have some thoughts in my
mind to be worked out and so I went to the little park out the side door".
"Did you work out everything OK"?  "Yes sir , George , I did , and thanks
for asking".  "Was it bad hospital food or the constant noises when you
were trying to sleep"?  "No , er George , not anything even close to that".
"It's ok Obi , we can tell George anything , his brain forgets it
automatically".  Obi sat on the bed , Jac and Jos beside him.  "You see
George , I feel bad that Ralph is dead".  Jos stood up in agreement,
"George , we think that Ralph has done much worse than eating a testicle
attached to a live boy".  "You mean a dead boy".  "Yes sir".  "We will call
the cops in the morning to discuss it".  "They work twenty four hours a day
, Call em right now.  I know the guy you want to talk to , and he always
works nights".  Jos handed his cell to George who dialed the cop.  They
conversed a few minutes then Jos took his phone , "Well Obi said there was
a giant fire along the logging road.  About ten hours of driving back to
the east there's a shed where Ralph stopped.  Obi refers to Ralph calling
him Red on occasion and there was shovel in the shed with a stain".  "Can I
talk to Obi directly"?  Obi took the cell , "Yes , this is Obi".

   "We never got any leads on Jeff's son till now Obi .  Son , I know what
you've bin through , but I know it would mean a lot to all of us and much
much more to Jeff , if we can solve that boy's disappearance.  If you are
unable to travel , I will recruit a search party .  Are you able to travel
, and to guide to that shed on the logging trail"?  "Yes sir , I'm fine".
"But we just rescued you from the suspect less than 2 days ago.  Police
report lists kidnapping by force , drugging , multiple rapes , knife
slashes , blood loss , and a genital knife attack ."?  "Not sure , why I
feel so good sir , but you can ask my doctors".  "I already did , and he
says your healed".  "What about your buddy , Jos".  "Er Jos and Jac , Sir ,
they are my friends for sure and Jos is the reason why I recovered so
quickly".  "Do you want Jos or Jac to accompany you on the trip"?  "First ,
I don't know if I can guide you back there , first because we escaped
through a forest fire and second , because I was drugged by Ralph on the
way in".  "Am sorry to hear that but , noted , you will give it the old
college try".  "For sure , with Jos and Jac I know I can find that place .
I want to find out more about my attacker Sir .  I will take you to the
shed if you want , but my parents will want me with them".  "Obi , I will
call them in the morning and meet you there with them when you are released
from hospital".  "Ok" "Bye".

   After the call ended , George smiled.  "I am impressed boys. 
Volunteering to go back to that place where you were hurt Obi , transcends
my deepest thoughts.  Acute acts of personal injury by another human , are
difficult for all of us to manage , but for you Obi , with the injury
inflicted , and for both of you , Jos , the pain endured , I recommend you
stay in school and let the cops figure this out".  Jac sided with Obi, "I
know George you are correct for ninety nine percent of humanity but Jos and
Obi are not in that group.  Jos is one in a million.  Pared together with
Obi and I , we are three in a billion.  I feel , we can manage this and
also our school classes which are tough to keep up".  "What about it Obi ,
You've already missed class this week".  "Jen and Jes share some of Obi's
classes.  Certainly they will help me in class".  "Ok men , I'm convinced ,
but I need to check you one more time Obi , and thoroughly , in case ,
something happens ".  "Such as "?  "Obi you guess my concern".  "K" ,
smiled Obi.  "I was raped while drugged , I already had withdrawal pains so
hopefully they are over with.  Ralph hurt my anus so bad , it's still
uncomfortable but much better now.  Ralph cut up my forearm with a skinning
knife because I punched his face.  The wound opened five inches of the
artery in my arm along with seven inches of muscle and flesh.  Right now my
arm tingles a bit when in heavy use , but definitely no pain left and
stitches are now gone.  Finally Ralph gouged a hole in my nut sack , and
squeezed one nut outside.  at the same time he was raping me with fury
unleashed, badly enough to cause my own prostate contractions, unstoppable
by me.  Just as my cum started to flow , he slashed the inner testicle sac
again , pulled it into the free air with his teeth and chomped on it".  Obi
paused to catch his breath.  Jos and Jac grimaced , holding Obi solid in
strong arms.  George asked for time , "I'll be right back boys".  They
could hear his stomach retching in the bathroom .  He returned and sat on
the bed beside the three boys.  "Ok Obi continue".  When Ralph chomped on
my testicle , the pain recorded overload everywhere in my being , White
pain with shark like teeth eating my flesh while it continued pulsing boy
cum.  He jerked his head away from me pulling the testicle still attached
to it's sperm tube.  The pain turned from white to hyper white as the sperm
tube stretched and snapped inside my pelvis , so that my eyes closed with
tears and my mouth screaming like a perishing deer by a hundred wolves" ,
paused Obi, face white , hair sweaty.  George paused them , returned five
minutes later with cold pop .  He opened one for each of the boys , then
one for himself.  "Continue".

   After Rakir subdued Ralph , I remember a sort of trance where everything
was just black and white , except that , I know ,dropped on to him , and I
hurt Ralph more than he could know , and then the pain over whelmed me
until Jos took control on the helicopter".  Rakir whined in agreement. 
"Continue"!  "And so , George , your question, What could happen?  I could
have another withdrawal of whatever narcotic Ralph forced into me.  I might
re-split the healed artery , or worse , I might have a blood clot dislodge
and stroke my heart or lungs or brain".  George finished writing some tests
, then spoke .  "You may also have contracted some diseases from Ralph . 
If so , it's extremely important to determine them early and take action
now .  I have a list of tests to be performed on you before release at
eleven tomorrow, and I have another list of results of tests completed or
still in progress from Ralph.  If nothing turns up by release time , then
you can leave , knowing a complete bill of health" , smiled George.  Jos
and JAc laughed , "Amazing George , totally amazing that you will be able
to see him off tomorrow , with confidence".  "Lets get busy then boys,
sleep with Obi until five AM , then stay with him regardless of all the
tests performed .  By nine thirty they will be complete and I or Bill or
Sath will return to see you.  George raided a closet and dropped off a
couple of thick blankets for the bed.  "It's a narrow bed boys but , I
imagine you will be close together all night , er whats left of it".I am
exhausted now .  Goodnight boys".

   Chapter 87 .  The tests.



   Jos , Jac and Obi pulled off all their clothes , piled into the narrow
hospital bed.  Each boy encountering their full closeness under warm
sheets. Rakir slept beside the bed on one of the blankets.  A nurse passed
through soon after , dimming lights and closing the heavy door with a
click. The boy twins , now three , descended into deep sleep for four
hours. Promptly , the tests began on schedule , blood tests , saliva tests,
respiration , heart rate , and a dozen others , then cat scans , mri ,
ultrasound and finally the exercise test with respiration , , blood tests ,
and heart rate repeated.  Bill and Sath appeared on schedule .  They
studied the results carefully looking , looking and looking.  Several other
doctors rushed in to deliver their results on specified tests .  Finally ,
George appeared at ten , checked all the results registered so far.  HE
brought fresh clothes from the boys parents and sent them to shower and
shave if required in a staff area.  "NExt we are going to lunch men ", he
announced .  "It's an unspecified restaurant uptown." Obi relaxed as the
bus navigated , "I know where we going".  A few minutes later they walked
into a brightly lit restaurant .  "Welcome Obi and friends and Rakir" ,
flashed a giant tv , as the boys followed the waitress down the steps to
their seats , at the center of a darkened downstairs room".  Twenty of the
boys closest high school friends , the boys parents and grand parents ,
their guardians , several police officers , some of their teachers and the
high school principal waited whispering in the hushed room.  The boys
noticed they were at a central table to be seated across from Jen and Jes
and Aileen.  After the boys sat down , the lights came up with a tremendous
ovation , as every person stood spontaneously and cheered Obi.  At first he
remained seated , but the cheering grew louder.  Then he saw Aileen
smiling. HE stood up with them and applauded back.  Jos and Jac remained
seated , watching Obi take the full applause, his face slightly flushed ,
straight black hair flowing , eyes glistening , face smiling that Asian
wide smile.  The applause continued .  Obi's parents appeared smiling ,
grinning.  They grabbed Obi from each side , hugged him , kissed him ,
smelled him and patted him .

   From somewhere George's voice audioed on the hall speakers .  "Everyone
who loves Obi , please stand .  Just reading my notes folks" , he jested .
"Welcome Obi Pham" .  All of us were greatly concerned when you did not
show up for your parents last week.  We feared the worst but your friends
came through for you.  Jen and Jes and Jac and Jos , We know how well you
worked and strived to find Obi and your search proved good based on a
missing guitar found after Jac queried the music class at the high school.
This young man came up with the idea to find that guitar .  Congrats Jacque
on a classy plan to locate Obi.  Now folks , , I met Jacque Green one sunny
afternoon two years ago in a respirator with lung poisoning by a pool
accident and soon afterward , his twin showed up to look after him.  It was
for me , the most important event in my learning career spanning forty and
more years of learning everything medicine can do .  As careers in medicine
go , I thought, this giant metropolis had taught me everything at that time
?  Since I met Jacque and his brother Joshua , I have learned more about
healing than my entire career before that.  And now folks , Obi , a slight
build , handsome sixteen year old east Asian boy confronts my senses again.
Obi Pham pushed his way into the friendship circle of Jacque and Joshua. 
But , Obi endured the pain that comes with being friends of Jacque and
Joshua.  I know that , just as there are people who cast a trail of
destruction across the planet , there are those who radiate a trail of
accomplishment.  I learned so much because Joshua and Jacque are twins of
accomplishment and somehow this young man Obi joined them on the farm ,
working , learning , and gaining new skills.  Obi , an accomplished
musician and an honor student took on the farm life with his four new
friends.  Obi also made a new personal friend.  They made plans but then
disaster struck .  Obi disappeared.  His friends despaired but never broke.
They formed a plan and carried it through resulting in Rakir rescuing Obi
at a critical moment , but not before Obi incurred serious injury.  All of
you folk , know that Obi is not a fighter but Obi fought his assailant . 
In the final outcome , Obi suffered serious knife wounds , a police officer
and Rakir were shot and the assailant injured in the take down.  The
outcome , at least is happy for Obi and Rakir.  Aside from a hole through
Rakirs ear and a lot of healing for Obi where Jos and Jac used their
healing knowledge and here he is folks , With great pleasure , everyone , I
show you , Obi is back ".

   Jos and Jac gripped Obi's thighs and pushed him high into the room where
everyone cheered "Welcome back Obi".  They chanted until Obi raised his
hands .  "To Everyone , Thank You , for thinking of me and thank you for
helping Jac locate the guitar , especially thanks to the music student
class who produced an important lead.  I have a new guitar , by the way ,
donated by Jac and Jos parents and their second set of parents the
Roguerres .  Let me down Jos and Jac and I will play for all of you".

   Obi played the new guitar until the restaurant staff served dinner. 
After dinner Obi gathered Aileen against him.  Folks , a kidnapping is ugly
when you are the kid , but thoughts of a special friend kept me going . 
May I introduce her as my best friend Aileen.  Er as George said she is my
personal friend, not to imply any less friendship of my twin friends on the
farm".

   After the cheering died down a uniform police officer took the
microphone and explained one more task for Obi, to help the police solve
another missing person from six weeks back.  In order to return Obi to
school and normal life quickly as possible , we have a helicopter already
on route to a nearby parking lot.  It is a speedy craft and will get us to
the site in Northern Ontario within hours .  Obi will show us where the
location of the equipment shed used by the assailant.  Obi will return to
normal life tomorrow.  Thank You all.

   Jos and Jac quickly agreed on the helicopter being too crowded.



   Chapter 88 To the shed





   By mid-afternoon Obi was high above the Lake Superior route with Rakir
and Jos .  "Im Jon Smyth , an inspector for the local police area".  "And
I'm Obi and this is Jos and his dog Rakir.  They are inseparable".  "Yes ,
I know the reason behind that , volunteered the inspector".  "There it is
pilot , follow that road east".  Obi watched the charred forest floor far
below , signaling the chopper pilot each time a fork appeared.  " It's
difficult to be sure " , commented Obi , "because of the fire".  "Don't
worry boys ", added inspector Smyth.  "We have a vantage point view from
here.  You will know quickly if you pick the wrong fork and the pilot has
plenty of time".  They looked down on an ocean of charred fire disaster. 
Occasional wisps of smoke still signaled fie burning underground roots.

   Half an hour later the chopper landed on the road beside a burnt out
shed.  Clouds of soot soiled the chopper and settled slowly.  The police
detective and Obi waited for the soot to settle ,then disembarked .  "The
place is burned!  ".  "Yes , only the steel roof is left " , echoed the
officer.  "I wanted to go in that shed and show you the stain on the
shovel" , stated Obi , dejectedly.  "I know Obi , but lots of times such
stains survive high heat anyway" , returned the inspector while prying away
part of the steel roof on the right hand side.  Rakir and Jos stood at
attention regarding the charred landscape .  The helicopter pilot waited in
the cockpit , checking maps and communicating.  "Tell the inspector , Jos
,there is another shed just over the hill from here, according to aerial
photos".

   Jos begged a pry bar from the pilot and stepped forward to help the
inspector lift away two pieces of steel roof.  "The ground did not even
burn under here"!  "Yes , the fire creates so much wind , it actually sucks
the air away from burning debris after passing".

   "I see the results now.  Extreme heat blast , incineration of outer
layers and then extinguishment".  "That's right Obi , a big fire hardly
ever destroys everything".  Obi reached under the collapsed steel , pulling
a shovel with a partially burned handle out into the sunshine.  "Yes sir ,
it is stained".  "Easy Obi , do not touch anything except with these
gloves" , pleaded the inspector , as the pilot appeared with gloves and
plastic specimen bags.  Rakir stepped forward and sniffed the shovel before
the pilot placed it inside a zip bag.  Jos donned a pair of the gloves also
and crouched beside Rakir , "Where is JJ , Rakir".  Rakir sniffed , he
walked around the shed , Jos making him go slow to avoid charred wood
splinters and even roots still burning below the surface.  "I know it's
gonna be tough to find him boy , but we think Ralph killed him near here".
The big shepherd flicked his ears , walking slowly in wider circles.  Jos
followed .  The inspector and Obi continued dismantling the roof , taking
photographs and , piling the steel sheets at the road side on a clear patch
of gravel.  Gradually Rakir moved farther from the shed , then stopped
facing into the charred forest .  Giant tree stumps smouldered below ground
, smaller stumps of carbonized soot still poked through the scorched forest
floor .  "We might have a scent over here" , yelled Jos , as the inspector
caught up.  "What now Jos"?  "To me , he is saying somethings not right in
this direction".  They both followed Rakir over a crest of charred plant
life , every step raising clouds of carbon silt , seemingly along a level
area created by the giant logging machines .  The remains of another
charred shed stood about one hundred meters down the long slope.  Obi
caught up with them as they reached the shed.  Both boys stared at the
charred ruins.  "It really messes up trees and sheds , and animals ,
remarked Jos".  "Obi bowed his head".  "Jos , tens of thousands of forest
animals died the day of the fire.  Some of them ran past us with flaming
fur , the skin burning off their backs".  They stared at the charred
remains of some big animal.  "It was an elk , a beautiful sleek animal that
could run thirty kilometers an hour " , mused Obi.  "I knew I would see
these things when we returned , but seeing them , is too real", using Jos
shoulder to steady himsef.  "False alarm mused the inspector".  "Doubt
Rakir has ever falsed anyone " , commented Jos.  He patted Rakir's ears ,
asking the dog again "Rakir where is JJ"?

   "There's probably so many dead animals around here , I doubt ever
finding a body".

   Rakir began the circle again , ending up on the other side of the burnt
out shed , stopping , walking around it again , sniffing , breathing
deeply. The inspector communicated to the pilot , "Bring the wrecking bar
down here".  They began to pry off the roofing sheets.  The floor was
charred but still solid.  Rakir watched.  The roof joists were completely
vapourized , allowing easy removal of the steel sheets.  They moved slowly
to avoid the clouds of carbon black stirred up by every activity.  Rakir
climbed on to the charred inner floor.  HE scratched at the floor boards
with both paws.  Inspector Smyth took new interest in noting some boards
were re-nailed.  The first two boards were lifted off , Obi and Jos eyes
widened .  Rakir whined .  "Rakir was right all along ", mused the
detective , staring into the sunlit area under the roof.  That's a human
body , dead for almost a month".



   Chapter 89 Body Found



   Jos backed away , face ashen, holding Obi , stomach heaving .  They
puked breakfast on the charred ground.  "Oh gaaaawd Obi, that body had no
genitals at all" , the two boys comforting each other while tears and puke
rolled down their soot covered cheeks.

   Immediately communicating with his superiors , "It's human remains
alright , a kid , likely red hair , bring in forensics".  The inspector
nudged Obi and Jac away from the area , "Thanks men , now we have another
job to do"!  Jos and Obi and Rakir trudged back to the helicopter.  The
inspector replaced the piece of steel and caught up with them as the
helicopter came to life.  "There is not more anyone can do here " , moaned
Jos , "and I promised the store keeper , I would find his son after we
found Obi".  "That you have likely done " , finished the inspector but we
have to wait for forensics to make sure .  They will be here in less than
an hour , should have results by end of today".  Jos hugged Obi , "Chiist
Obi , I love you sooo much and if that happened to you bro, I would never
..".  Obi cut him off , "Jos , it did not happen to me , I'm ok thanks to
You and your training and Rakir".  "Ok Obi , and thanks to you also.  You
somehow kept alive with that snake for over three days , though he was
twice your size".  Obi put his arms around Jos , wiping away the tears with
his filthy black shirt sleeve.  "I'm ok Jos , I'm fine , and again , thank
you for rescuing me and thanks to the cops and the air ambulance and the
trauma doctors and everyone else .  I am alive and way better off than the
red h ha hhhair hairred , oh , it's JJ isn't it".  Inspector Smyth ,
watching the interaction ,tried to change the subject , " Congratulations
boys , you saved me two years of work out here ,and likely much more. 
Forensics has there own dog , in case they need to search further.  Lets
get back on the helicopter and do whatever you want to do for the rest of
today.  Please do not mention this to anyone.  I will make an official
announcement based on forensics.  There is a hotel booked for us in Wawa .
It has a huge swimming pool .  It's where I go to relax , when the pressure
is off but the hurting continues".  "And hurting does continue!" , swore
Jos.  "K".  Half way back to the hotel Jos and Obi watched another chopper
speeding in the other direction.  "I hope they don't find that he was JJ ,
but chisst I know red hair on a boy in this area is rare".  Obi consoled
Jos again by rubbing his back .  An hour later the boys found themselves in
the hotel lobby , clean , showered , wearing new clean clothes , having a
cold pop and watching the local news on overhead tv.  "These clothes fit
ok", mused Obi studying Jos .  "Wish I had brought swimming trunks ", mused
Jos , "That night Jac took me swimming really did calm me".  "It's too much
to buy them for one swim".  Obi watched his face , wanting to imagine some
fun .  "Got an idea" , excited Jos , dialing his cell .  "Hello , is this
Jeff , er yes I'm Jos and my dog Rakir , er you remember us , er can you
bring us a couple of swimming trunks and take a swim with us , this hotel
is just a block away from your store"?  Twenty minutes later Jeff appeared
carrying a bag , as Jos introduced everyone.  "We are going to have a swim
Jeff and I think you could use a break and swim with us".  The boys and Jon
and Jeff moved to the pool area.  "This is beautiful Jeff , did you know
this pool was here"?  "Yes , my son came here often , he learned to swim
here and I swam with him.  The swim trunks , I brought , for you and your
friend are his.  He had three or four pairs as he grew up".  "This one fits
me perfectly" , added Obi .  "And this one fits me perfectly ," added Jos,
as the inspector reappeared .  "How did you get the trunks on so fast
boys". "Jeff already had his on under neath so while he was changing on the
pool deck , Jos and I did a quick underwear to trunk switch back there by
those big planters.  Jeff smiled ,"JJ used those planters all the time". 
Jos dived immediately , followed by Obi.  Rakir scanned the perimeter, then
edged down the steps.  No one appeared to stop him.  He slid into the water
and paddled out to Jos.  Jeff turned to inspector Smyth , "and you are an
inspector with the police force, Are you watching these two boys this
afternoon"?  "Ahh Yes , as a fact , I am their official guardian.  They
wanted to go swimming and I had no suits for them , so thanks Jeff for
letting them have fun".  "Are you goin in Jon".  "Lets do it Jeff".  Both
men big splashed into the midst .  The water was soon roiling with everyone
making a bigger splash than the last guy.  Jeff and Jon ended up along the
pool side watching Obi and Jos jump and play and stalk each other like
sharks , then do it all over again.  Later they started doing deep dives to
the pool bottom to see who could retrieve a hockey puck that Jeff pitched
into the pool.  "They play well together" , he smiled at inspector Jon. 
"They are special boys to a lot of people" , added the inspector.  "I just
learned that this afternoon and I am usually a crusty old cop to most". 
Jeff pulled himself out of the pool to dry on the edge.  Jon did the same.
Jeff straightened his legs, "I know cops are never out here to entertain
boys"?  "I wish we could do that sometimes ", mused Jon .  "I remember you
from the investigation of my son ", mused Jeff.  "This day is the first
time I've enjoyed myself since that happened".  "Thank Jos for that , Jeff"
, er one of the reasons he is special to me.  "It's about JJ , isn't it ,
inspector"?  "That case is still open Jeff , until we solve it".  "Jos
bought a stolen guitar from me last week and he promised to find my son for
me after he found his friend and that is his friend" ?  "Jos has many
friends Jeff , Another reason , he is so special " , replied the inspector
, diving in for another swim.  Jos and Obi played tag around the pool
behind the planters and into the water again.  They found a tennis ball and
smacked each other regularly as part of the game.  The ball whizzed across
inspector Jon's head and caught Jeff surfacing.  He promptly fired it back
and joined the game with Jon.  Over the next hour or more everyone got
smacked more than once with the tennis ball .  "We better stop now" ,
yelled Jeff , "this game is leaving me with welts".  Rakir was last to
leave the pool , daring anyone to try to catch him with the ball.  They
returned to the inspectors room and donned the freshly laundered street
clothes .  This hotel knows how to clean smoke and carbon black from
clothes " , mused Jon , ordering pizza with Jeffs recommendations.  Cold
cans of pop and beer appeared for the boys and Jeff.  They sorted out the
drinks according to age , sat quietly at a glass table in the lobby , each
one deep in their own consciousness .  Jos and Obi talked of their school
marks , and Jon and Jeff sipped a beer .  A red haired girl arrived from
the pizza shop.  "Oh Jeff , I didn't know you were in here , and who are
the two boys -ooolala - with the inspector, I knew it was his room that
ordered".  "I'm Jos and this is my friend Obi" , giving her his best hug.
She hung on to Jos , then locked Obi with her arms.  "Oh I'm sorry , again
, whispered the pizza girl , a bit too tight for a boy I've never met
before".  Obi red faced a bit , "No , no maam , We are sorry that we have
never met before".  "Ahh , I'm Obi , this is my friend Jos".  The two boys
enjoyed meeting her".  The inspector gave her pizza money.  She paused ,
her eyes scanning Obi up and down , pocketed the payment , "Enjoy it
everyone , especially you Obi" , and left.

   Jon laughed "She likes you Jos but she likes Obi best".  "Everyone likes
Obi", smiled Jos.

   Jeff volunteered : "She's the smartest girl in town and the nicest in
the north.  She liked JJ a lot , I really don't know how much".  "Does she
have parents to fall back on , or a friend"?  , queried Obi.  Jeff spoke
again .  "No Obi , her parents died last winter in a auto , moose accident
, and like I said she had only one good friend until he left".

   Everyone charged into the pizza .  Rakir shared a piece on a paper plate
on the floor.  He looked hungrily at the paper , wanting to eat it also. 
"No Rakir , Jos chided , you do not eat the plates" , tossing his dog
another ".  Rakir caught it in mid air and chomped.  After more chomping
and sharing ,"It was very good ", smiled Jos and Obi.  Rakir burped.

   Jeff stood up finishing off his beer in gulps.  "That red headed girl
was JJ's friend , and I think you're here inspector ,because I'm never
going to see JJ again", surmised Jeff , standing and eying inspector Jon.
The inspector looked up to speak.  His cell barked out.  An untidy voice
spoke low in the ear piece.  He conversed it and hung up.





   Chapter 89 The truth nobody Wanted.



   "Jeff , there's no easy way to tell you , but , you must be informed
first as next of kin" .  Jeff froze , face wanting to cry but no tears
erupted, just pain and open mouth.  Jos immediately stood and grabbed his
shoulders , "It's ok Jeff , you've known all after noon haven't you"?  His
face smiled back lying , " I don't want JJ , to , not come back ".  Jos
hugged him harder and whispered , "Jeff , I said I would find your son" !
Jeff's face twisted , legs tried to buckle , but Jos anticipated the
buckling legs , held tighter.  Obi grabbed his other side .  "Inspector ,
call the girl back , Jeff will need more help , as will that girl".  Obi
and Jos walked Jeff down the hall , trying , almost getting an
acknowledgement of truth from Jeff.  The inspectors phone rang again
reminding him of JJ.  The pizza girl re-entered .  Her face dropped on
seeing Jeff.  Jos and Obi knew , she knew as soon as she saw Jeff , the
twisted pale lips , water flooded eyes , Jos holding him upright like a
department store mannequin.  "It happened about a month ago" , added Jos
solemnly.  "We are so so sorry" , added Obi trying to console the red
haired girl".  Other hotel guests walked by pretending to look away but
knowing without saying , comprehending without hearing.  Normal activity in
the hotel ceased.  Doors opened and closed with people hurrying , the staff
concentrating on their jobs.  The proprietor appeared , "Gentlemen , I have
a room for you to talk" , He ushered them into the hotel bar , now deserted
.  Everyone took a soft chair.  "We are a small town" , explained the
proprietor , everyone knows or will know soon.  The inspector poured
himself another beer addressing the proprietor, "Thank you , I have so much
to do and these young folk need so much strength ".  "The bar tender will
look after them Inspector".  "Great , then , I ca- , then , I can
concentrate".  Jos still holding Jeff coaxed him to sit on a couch ,
encouraging his knees to bend, and sat beside him.  Obi guided the red
haired girl to his other side then sat with her.  Soothing her hair , "Your
hair is beautiful Maam".  She shrank from him , but he persisted ."There is
no words er Maam , I'm Obi and this is Jos".  Jeff reached tried to look ,
"Her name's Piely".  "Piely" , she cried and then collapsed , "My JJ , why
JJ" ?

   Obi consoled her again , "There's no words Piely".  Her face vacated all
interpretation.  Her hurt expanded numbing , and stifling Obi.  Jeff leaned
forward his head on his knees.  Breathing deep ,Speaking softly to her ,
"Piely"?  No response.  Jos held Jeff from tumbling to the bar room floor ,
"Don't try to talk Jeff , cause there are no answers in talking".  "Piely
don't speak , don't try".  She moved her lips , with no sound.

   "Piely" , just cry , or scream , hold on to me ".  She slouched forward
tumbling toward the ceramic floor.  "Piely , Piely , I love you , stay with
me"?  Obi tugged her back to the chesterfield.  Eyes closed , then tears
flooded Obi.  "Piely , JJ is gone , if he was here , he would say , "I love
you Piely".

   Sinking into the soft cushion , Jos comforted Jeff's trembling body .

   Inspector Smyth moved under the pot light , "Jeff , Piely , as
representative of the justice system in Ontario , forensic scientists have
concluded what nobody wants to hear.  The body of our missing person ,
identified as Jeff's son , known as Jeff Junior was located on a remote
logging road north and east of here , hours ago.  The body has been there
for sometime.  No other information can be released until the forensic
investigation completes their task , typically four to six weeks".



   Chapter 90 JJ Dead

   Piely flung her head back .  "JJ oh god , JJ why you , why , why , WHY
WHY WHYYY YOU"?  Jeff held her hand on one side and Obi on the other.  "I
wish I could have helped JJ , oh I wish ..." , trailing away into moans and
mountains of hurt .

   Grief flowed from Jeff and Piely .  Resisting basic instincts , Jos and
Obi , hugging the man and his son's girl friend , wondering what could have
been.

   Jos lips moved , there was no sound , he disciplined himself to talk ,
after a long silence , "I confirm the inspectors words Piely and Jeff , I
wish there was a way for me to help you through this information .  In
reality we are all different as snowflakes .  We were born and raised on
this planet but each one of us sees , and hears , and smells , and tastes ,
and touches the planet differently.  Our minds interpret those basic senses
, as we must , according to our experience and our parents dna .  Piely ,
your red hair tells me that you are more singular than most of the planet's
population.  Let us stay with you and learn from you about the boy and man
he would have become".  Fighting his own emotions , "Each of us builds a
wonderful house in the mind , of memories and emotions of people we love.
Their smell and touch are comforting.  This house inside the mind is what
keeps us stable and drives us forward to make the planet better . 
Everything , now changes , from forward looking to backward looking".

   Piely , eyes rivering , stared straight into Jos' eyes as he spoke.  Her
eyes dulled , face fallen.  "I will not forget JJ " , she growled fiercely
.

   "That is the spirit Piely , JJ is no longer here but no one on this
planet can make you or Jeff forget what JJ did , what he was , or what he
might have become".  "We now change from hope to memories".

   "JJ didn't deserve death", angered Piely.

   "I wish I could help you bring him back Piely , but every life form on
this planet follows the rules .  Death is irrevocable.  It may occur at any
time after we first breath the planets air .  Us humans are more developed
but less able to understand it than other animals on the planet .  It is an
event as sure as birth , yet the event , hurts.  IT is final .  Let's talk
about what JJ did and what he was.  That way we can remember him better".

   Piely watched Jos face again as he spoke , absorbing his words and
imagining JJ.

   She sank lower into the cushion.

   Jeff recovered to speak, "Jos , I'm glad you came back to tell me
yourself.  And this afternoon in that pool , was the first time I enjoyed
swimming since he disappeared".  "Thank you Jeff " .  "When you and Obi
played in that pool , I saw my own son Jeff Junior playing with you.  It
was the greatest gift you could give me Jos and Obi.  JJ was full of fun.
Everyone , he touched , enjoyed his time on earth".

   Sounds of silence filled the big bar , a cooling machine creaked as cold
refrigerant rushed through the coils of copper and steel.  The bar tender
appeared from the shadows of the room.  He offered water , and beer , and
juice and pop, but nobody answered , he left a few drinks of each kind on a
tray in front with glasses and ice cubes , then faded into the shadows with
, "Boys and girls , this house is open for you this evening and anything We
can do to help ".

   Inspector Smyth awakened the silence.  Regarding Jeff, "JJ , it seems ,
was like you" , pointing at Jos , "Jos , and like you Obi" , favoring Obi .
"My investigators wanted to find JJ alive but we knew all along the outcome
of these hunts is rarely positive .  All my team , noted his time on earth
was positive and now we know the truth .  Why I continue to work in this
division , confounds my existence when the truth happens.  This news hits
all of us hard , even those who did not know him personally .  JJ , his
photos , his description , his friends and his life , they're all good and
my best forensic investigator crying when she delivered that cell phone
call tore my heart in two.

   "Why do I grieve so , for a boy , I never met", queried Obi.  "Because
we are humans Obi , we sense the grief in those we like .  To turn it off ,
is to be unhuman".

   A big screen tv at the end of the bar ran short blasts of text along the
bottom of the screen , "Body of local Wawa boy confirmed dead by forensic
investigators".

   Jos settled deeper , taking a sip of the beer he had just opened putting
half in a cup for Piely.  "Jon , I feel the sadness of JJ , to know that a
friend , and a positive symbol of this town , can be erased so quickly ,
but , on the other hand no one can stop us from realizing JJ's life , his
ability to make the planet a better place , and so I say talk about him
Jeff , talk about him Piely , and tell us so much good stuff that we can
cry with you .  We are with you through the next few hours.  To begin with
, I know he was an excellent swimmer , likely a lot better than myself,
since I almost drowned last week , except my bro caught me and pulled me to
safety".  Jon looked at the youth through expert eyes.  "Jos I know that
you were clinically dead in the high school brawl and now I find out that
you almost drowned in a pool accident , oh no , that was your brother
Jacque er ," Jos interrupted , "Yes my bro Jac almost died from chlorine
gas lung damage by a swimming pool shed fire , but last week I , too , was
swimming with my bro , by moon light in a remote pond.  I tried to follow
him into too deep water and panic took over.  My bro pulled me to the
surface and revived me , so both incidences are true." Jon rolled his eyes
, then smiled ,"You are growing up Joshua and having the time of your life
, as is your twin brother Jacque .  Lots of kids who have no one to help
them , they do not make the difficult times.  Those kids who push the
boundaries of every day choices on the positive side of life are the ones ,
I admire most , and when they don't make adult hood , I cry too .  It seems
like our society grows with them enjoying their presence , but unable to
protect them from the rotten-ness of jealousy , revenge and whatever else
pushes some of humanity into that darkness .  I wish , along with every
parent , that we could be there for the kids who don't make it to adult .
That perhaps is what drives me to do what I have to do in this job".  Jeff
in controlled sobs , "Piely could a bin my daughter-in-law , a daughter I
never had ".Jos consoled , "Jeff you still have your daughter.  She is an
awesome girl".  Piely sat up , took a sip of the beer from Jos glass , and
started , " JJ and I grew up in school together.  We were brother and
sister from grade one onward .  We just lived each other as though that
would be forever , like both of us would always be there.  My parents died
, JJ spent hundreds of hours with me , sitting , nothing to say , and
slowly I grew to love him beyond the brother , and friend he was , and now
he isn't , boo hoooo hooo" , tears flooding , soaking Obi .  He pulled her
gently .  Piely sank into his chest.  "I so wish you'er JJ".

   Jeff poured himself another beer , "JJ was born in my house.  The
weather on his first birthday , forty five degrees below zero.  The cold
snap dropped a foot of powdery white sugar snow .  His birth was the
sweetest part of my life and my wife.  We kept JJ inside for a week because
of the vicious wind.  My wife and I loved him for every thing he did , and
became.  When we took JJ outside he enjoyed the cold winter , the outdoor
spaces , the people he met and the silent woods nearby .  When my wife died
, JJ consoled me with , "Dad she gave us every good part of her life like
she would be here always".  And now I realize JJ grew up the same.  HE
became all the good in her and spread it out, too ,to the whole world , and
yes , Jos , he could swim , tried out for the national swim team , just
before his mother passed away with cancer .  He said she wanted him to swim
harder than ever before , and he did , passed all the tests in the top
percent , yet he stayed here with us , something holding him back ".

   "I think Jeff , it was me " , echoed Piely.  "He wanted and I wanted him
but we were like brother and sister for so long".  Her arms wrapped around
Obi , tears still seeping into his chest voice muffled , "Now I can never
have him again , nor he have me"!  Obi felt her hot cheeks and wet tears
against his heart , her hair cast red shadows from the pot lights across
his face.

   Softly , "Piely , that is life at it's very best , a boy and a girl ,
and the whole world ahead" , whispered Jos .  "For you and JJ to experience
that moment , May the memories stay as awesome forever".

   "I knew he was close to you Piely , and I wanted it to happen , because
he seemed aware after his mother was gone ", teared Jeff.  " JJ knew , I
would give him everything but , He wanted something , I could not give ".

   "Why oh why JJ ", cried Piely shaking Obi".

   "JJ gave everyone in town a welcome feel , even our own town wino , he
gave everyone else what he could not get back".





   Chapter 91 Piely's need





   In the darkness of the bar , Obi gasped , as Piely's fingers slipped
inside his belted trousers.  "I need JJ " , whispered her voice into his
chest.  "Piely , please Piely , I'm not JJ ".  "I know , but I need him".
Her fingers checked the soft shaft inside , then cupped his sac.  "Jeeseus
, Obi , only one ball"?  Obi looked away at Jeff and Jos .  It was dark but
he could see her fingers inside his pants her face sinking slowly toward
JJ. Inspector Jon excused himself and left the room and the bar tender
remained out of sight.  Jos motioned Jeff to a window seat.  They watched
the sky change from moon light to black under nervous clouds.  Each one
sipped on half a beer.  They listened to Piely and Obi but stared through
the window.

   Outside two maintenance workers moved to the weathered flag pole with an
extension ladder.  They worked carefully in the night light to thread a new
rope through the ancient flag pole pulley.  Another gentleman , with a dark
suit ran toward them with a large box.  "It's the hotel owner" , remarked
Jeff.

   They opened the big cardboard box and pulled the contents carefully on
to the fresh green lawn.  After studying the red and white object they
installed it on the hotel pole rope ,raising it slowly ,guiding the nylon
rope through old worn pulleys , but only half way.  Both men stepped back
to view the sparkling new Canadian flag , and saluted when a breeze
expanded the full breadth.  The workers attention stood until the breeze
collapsed and the flag subsided.  The hotel owner standing rigid also ,but
sagging as the breeze stopped , the maintenance workers supported him ,
helping him off the lawn.  But he returned with a white flower from the
flower bed and asked the men to lower the flag one more time.  He pinned
the white rose to the heart of the giant maple leaf and the workers raised
it once more to half mast.  "He knows the hearts and soul of this town Jos
, the white rose is for an innocent fresh youth who we will not forget". 
"Forever" , added Jos , calming Jeff's trembling hands.  They returned
their gaze to the indoor activity.

   "Piely , please , I want to help you but I'm not JJ".  "I know Obi " ,
her fingers revisited the soft scrotum flesh feeling the outer covering
squishing the single ball between her soft finger tips.  "Boys have two ,
don't they , at least JJ had two"!  "I have , only one ball , Piely".  She
rechecked for another ball , "Why Obi"?  "I kanlt let you know".  "Oh gawwd
, Obi , now I'm so sorry for touching you".  "No Piely , it's natural for
you to mourn JJ , I , do want you to continue , yet , I do not want you to
learn what the kidnapper did to me".  "Why , Obi "?  "Cause he likely hurt
JJ , worse "!  "Why , Obi , why , oh gawd WHY" ?  , she screamed .  Her
voice rattling the dishes in the bar room storage cabinets.  The big tv
screen went dark.  Nothing moved , nothing sounded , for the next five
minutes as though the bar and everything inside stopped existing Random
snaps of the giant flag let them know when a gust of wind moved past.  "Why
, why , why Obi , why did they kill JJ"?  Obi slouched .  "You know the
answer , yet you won't tell me " , questioned Piely?  She stared into his
wide open eyes.  Cornered , he began to talk .  "The kidnapper held me for
three days with narcotic drugs and weapons , Piely .  I worked with him to
rescue him , not knowing he had already killed another boy".  "JJ " ? 
"Probably , but leave that to the forensic investigators".  "Obi why , WHY
did he do so baaad ".  "Cause the kidnapper had reasons for being what he
was .  Boys do not evolve into killers , er their first years on the planet
make them that way."!  Piely held in her distress , "Why Obi , Please"?

   Obi and Jeff looked out the window as alto cirrus clouds raced past the
moon , but they listened to the silence of Obi's unspoken words.  Another
of the bar appliances shut down with a gurgle of liquid refrigerant.

   Her fingers stopped cupping Obi , instead she examined a faint ridge of
healing flesh all along his forearm.  "Why Obi , what is this"?  "I can't
Piely , because it will hurt you even more".  Her face touched his face .
"Your face , It's hot Obi like you are in great distress like me , and
nothing can hurt me more now".  "I want to tell you Piely , ,, Can't" "Obi
, tell me , all that you know , so we can share our memories of what you
and JJ faced".  A refrigerator in the back began to churn out new gurgles
and Obi tensed.  "The kidnapper was raped both mind and body by his parents
, starting from birth .  They cut off his foreskin to please their Lord .
HE functioned poorly , without it.  He peed his pants , he was scared to
death of the pain endured , he created a wall of protection in his mind ,
not even his parents could get in , so they punished him until he left home
, but they continued to give him money , cause he could not accept love .
His name was Ralph .  He was not a bully.  HE became a bully with younger
side kicks and he killed Jos last year on his first day of high school. 
Technically , he broke more than a dozen bones in Jos body .  He did kill
Jos , but Jos brother with some high school friends and an alert principal
and a reckless helicopter pilot transported the body , to the trauma center
.  HE was clinically dead on arrival , came out of the coma four months
later at Christmas time".  Piely's fingers revisited the ball sac , her
cheek radiated red haired heat into his sweat soaked clothing.  "So Obi ,
you were targeted because of Jos "?

   "No Piely , Ralph did not target , he drifted like a human bomb through
our lives , behaving exactly as his parents acting on religious principles
shaped him.  Ralph's walls would not let him friend anyone , not girls ,
not boys, not his mother , not even the fish in his parents pond , and his
father beat him severely.  He had no chance to live and his pain had no
outlet.  Ralph knew only one outlet , discovered somehow by himself ".

   Piely snuggled into the tear soaked jeans.  "I wish I could have JJ one
more time ".

   The bar darkened further with outside cloud cover.  The inspector joined
Jos and Jeff for one last converse , then left for his room , leaving the
bar tender with his room number to pay for all .

   "But why Obi , why did he hurt you"?  Ralph hurt me because he was
hurting himself.  He was dieing inside.  Ralph knew everything was wrong ,
he could not stop it , or help himself ".  "Like a wino , like an addict ,
but more so".  "His only outlet was rape , that brief time in the act when
his walls lowered just enough for him to experience a percentile of what
normal boys feel during intimate love."!

   Piely comforted Obi leaving hot finger prints on his soft fleshy tip".

   "Yes".

   "Piely , a boy's skin is precious.  That part , the church removes is
what provides comfort in desperate times".  "Like this , Obi" , her fingers
once again stroked the softness around Obi's tube.  She felt his
involuntary stomach muscles contract.  " Unn , er , Yes Piely , I
understand you need to do it because evolution must have checks and
balances to make sure we do not break when our minds torture us".

   "And Ralph"?

   "Ralph had no such balance".

   "And so he raped you Obi"?

   "Badly , and many times Piely , with drugging me , and without , with
violence and yet ".

   "Yet what"?

   "Ralph got some relief when I cried out loud from the raping , the cries
seemed to lower his wall just a bit each time , and even after multiple
rapes , still , I tried to rescue him.  I got him to talk .  Ralph said ,
he felt nothing by the rape , until the climax second , and then it would
be all over , and the wall inside his mind closed again until the next
rape".  "I wish you could have rescued him Obi , even after what he likely
did to JJ".  "Piely , I failed".  "Obi you almost lost your life"! 
"Failure is still failure ", whispered Obi , feeling her fingers at his
threshold".  "Obi , I want to do this for you , and for me".  Her fingers
opened his trouser belt and lifted the softness away from the under garment
waist band ".  "Why Piely"?  "Because , it is ,in our genes , our evolution
, in stressful times a boy and a girl are programmed to , you know , take
their minds away from what hurts and make the best of unfathomable
madness". "But the Christian god says you are whoring and don't they throw
you out of the house and family when their taboos are violated , cause
that's what happened to Jac's friend Hal , after he was raped by a priest.
"?  "Yes but for me Obi , if you will let me inside , it will help , and I
think the god's have always tried to divide us into little groups and make
us fight each other".  Her thumb and index finger slid along his flacidness
looking for a sign.  "I did fight Ralph " , whispered Obi choking on the
words.  "Obi , I sense you are not a fighter and you are medium stature ,
light weight , but muscular quick".  "With no choice left , Piely , I
punched him hard .  For a second he seemed to understand , then resumed, he
slashed me on the arm with his hunting knife , then determined to rape me ,
again forcefully".  "And so the same with JJ" ?  , Piely's face twisted
with the admission.  "Guessing yes" , a moistness now forming on Obi's
face. Piely shook her mind free of JJ , continued asking questions, "Obi ,
can you tell me what happened"?  Obi's eyes misted .  After a minute , she
spoke again, "Obi , tell me what he did so that I will know JJ's final
moments".  "I kan't Obi , it's too awful , in real words".  She pushed
herslf close to him again and breathed the fiery breath from his nostrils.

   "I tried to rescue him Piely , and he agreed , I think , let me drive
him all the way back to a big meadow , just north of here , and there was a
forest fire , we had to pass through.  The danger sort of bonded us .  We
drove all night , the car caught fire , but we escaped the forest fire ,
but in the morning exhaustion knocked us out, Ralph had a sleep in the
morning sunshine as did I .  Next thing , he attacked me , pulled the gun ,
and fired a shot through my shoe and my foot.  I stopped , he was a hundred
pounds heavier than me , grabbed me tied my body to a big tree limb , c cu
cc c".  Piely dropped her tongue over the plush softness in Obi's pants ,
and breathed in sensing the increase in his heart rate and the temperature
rising around his neck , and sobs emanating from deep in his abdomen ,
asking , "Can you continue Obi , Please , for me"?  "Cut off my clothes ,
at least my shorts and pants with a hunting knife .  Me pleading , like a
victim on a Christian altar , He pushed into me anyway , me now screaming ,
insides hurting like a burning log , started pumping me Piely , I fainted ,
then came to , then fainted again , and when I came to he was doing his
thing almost ready , sweating like a bull , like a bull on a cow's back ,
but I was his heifer .  A bull on a cow's back takes only a minute.  Ralph
humped into me for what seemed like hours.  I couldn't stop Piely , my arm
was bleeding from a twelve centimeter knife wound .  Blood was spurting out
on him with every heart beat , yet my insides responded to his pounding".
Piely tasted the concealed tip , completely soft but trembling , "This is
soft and slippery , not like JJ , but Obi is so tormented "?  "What next
Obi"?  "I c c can't Piely , I can't tell you what happened , please let me
go".  "Obi I need you to help me and I need this as much as you , Please ,
please go on for JJ".  "Piely , I could not stawp , not even hold, my body
just started moving like a humping dog and me crying and bleeding but
loving it at the same time".  "Then"?  "I felt the knife cut open my ball
sac , I was so high , it was so unbearable , for I was past the point of no
return .  Do you know what that is Piely "?  "JJ told me Obi , when I did
this to him.  Oh gaww Obi , I wish I could have him one more time, because
once is not enough".  "Once "?  "Yes , JJ and I , we did it once , in the
back of the general store.  JJ's dad was home .  There were no customers
and , it just happened in the storage room.  I used to go in there with him
to get supplies for the shelves , after closing time".  "Obi's tears dried
away a bit " , I'm really glad Piely , you got to do it once , cause I have
never did it yet, though my girl friend is ready now , maybe , and firstly
, I'm glad for JJ , to experience his first love with you".  "Oh Obi , tell
me what happened next , can I call you JJ ".  "Can I call you Piely"? 
"ok". "JJ what happened then"?  "The point of no return , stomach
cavitating , lungs screaming for higher blood pressure , heart racing like
a fire truck , involuntary pelvis muscles moving my hips, I felt it Piely ,
the high pressure cum , and then O chisst the pain ." "Pain , wha"?

   "Yes Piely , I screamed so loud , birds left the forests .  My pain was
white and red and curdled my stomach.  My cum was blood red .  As it flew
out , Ralph cut open my ball sac on the first pulse, squeezed out one ball
and chomped it in his mouth , blood , semen and everything else oozing on
his tongue , me , tied face up on the back of an abandoned logging truck. I
saw his eyes Piely.  There was a flash of remorse , and then total greed
and lust for everything he could pluck and suck off me".  "Geez , oh gawd ,
oh fuck , oh shit , oh hell Obi , I'm so sorry I made you say this"!  Piely
lunged her head over the edge of the chesterfield and retched but nothing
came out.  Hot flashed of revolt and disgust pummeled .  "My ball , er
testicle was cumming like nature evolved it , but his teeth crushed into it
, firing pain waves over top the pleasure waves into my brain and memory ,
, ripped it right out of my body , stretching the sperm cord all the way to
my prostate.  It just kept pumping Piely .  Pain , blinding white pain
stopped my heart when the sperm cord broke free ".

   "Oh , my christ "?  she gasped.

   Silence invaded the room again.  She listened for sounds of danger , or
perhaps the truth of a violent rape leaving the room to be remembered
forever in burned out brain cells.  Piely forced herself into his chest ,
then his face.  His eyes were jammed shut , his nose refusing to breath. 
She squeezed his cheeks hard , put her mouth over his mouth and tried to
blow .  His mouth was locked shut.  She put her mouth over his nose blowing
into his lungs.  She felt his lungs expanding as she blew hard , collapsing
as she released her mouth.  "Come on Obi , Come on breath me again".  Rakir
sensed Obi's danger and landed beside Piely.

   Jeff and Jos listened to Obi's talk over and over in their minds as
though he was still talking , with Jeff playing back the words over and
over in his mind , imagining his son's agony.  The flag snapped again . 
"It's a beautiful flag for a small community Jeff".  Jos and Jeff stared
out the window watching the flag expand and shrink.  The snap of the flag
opened Obi's eye's.  She stared into them once again , imagining a new eye
colour and new pink in his cheeks.

   She started licking him again after the seizure of truth passed ,
rewarding his information with a long deep kiss , her tongue probing Obi's
for a truth that violated all the logic of evolution and all the rules of
animal behavior.  Obi shook off her kiss , drawing in a long long new
breath of air.  "Christ didn't care " mocked Obi , " the whole fucking
forest heard my pain for a thousand kilometers".  She distracted him again
with a deep kiss , adding , "Probably that scream is still circling the
planet and bouncing into space".

   Piely let him rest , checking his foreskin with her fore finger and
thumb.

   "What happened then , JJ"?





   Chapter 92 Obi's Story





   "I sensed it , a shadow , a dark speeding shadow over the truck cab ,
and I expected death".  Piely held Obi like a new born , propping his jet
black hair and head in the darkness , with one arm , but the other
comforted his ball sac , cupping it in disbelief and horror".

   Jos grasped Jeff's hands , squeezing some life into them.

   "The shadow" ?  "Without sound ,without wings it flew right over me ,
with rushing air following it".  Piely pushed under his pelvis deep into
the leather cushion.  She pulled Obi's entire body snug into her breasts.
"Death"?  "It was not coming for me " , spelled Obi.  "What was it"?  "At
first I , a jackal of death , a grim reaper , a chupacabre , a loo garoo "?
"JJ called them Wendigos , But Obi you are alive in my arms , you comfort
me , and you give me security".  "It was Rakir , hearing my screams , he
flew over the cab of the old truck , his jaws took Ralph's shoulder right
off the truck on his back on the ground behind.  The rushing air recovered
me , and there was the knife, lying in a pool of my blood.  I used it to
cut my bindings , and then I dropped on to Ralph like a spider" .  "Wha ,
after what he did to you , Obi why not run"?  "Yes".  "He could have killed
you Obi , Yes , you are very brave , NO?  "?  "He failed Piely , because
Raker found me in time"!  Piely pushed her face through the buttons on his
shirt , her warmth affected Obi and his security calmed her mind.  Obi's
fingers comforted her neck under the red hair.

   "His shoulder was wrecked but his other arm lashed out.  Rakir caught it
, mid-air on a trajectory to my neck , in his teeth.  Ducking the power of
his fist , I could hear his screams with the wrist bones cracking like
chicken wings in a restaurant on free chicken wings night.  My world went
black and white .  I looked at my own blood spraying with every heart beat
and it looked like chocolate.  The grass under Ralph was gray and Ralph's
hair was gray.  My fingers went for his weakness , sensed the vulnerability
and delivered a message to his mind , that cannot be undone".  "What JJ ,
What cannot be undone"?  Piely puzzled , not understanding , gave up on
calling him JJ , sensed Obi trance like again , speaking slowly ,
deliberately.  "And"?

   "He looked me , into my eyes like an animal from a trap.  I was in his
space and his face ,he tried to fight as upbringing dictated.  But one
shoulder was wrecked and the other arm had broken wrist bones locked in
Rakir's jaws.  By then Jos was carrying me like a rag doll .  Jos , his dad
and girl friend Jen , They carried me to their van.  I never saw Ralph
again though Abra told me "he is dead".  Piely let his head rest back on
the soft cushion.  The bar room was black.  She could still sense Jos and
Jeff over by the window listening to a story of unimaginable cruelty .  She
heard them sip on the beer in their glasses.  "Obi"?  "I know you did not
mean to hurt him"?  "Yes , I did , Piely , I was out of it , my logic had
turned to fear, er and , I remember hearing myself , saying ,"Ralph you
will die".  Piely could not understand the statement but could not force
Obi farther on the subject.  She imagined Jeff and Jos near the window
listening to her , and Obi's conversation.

   Total silence spread through the room.  They waited for Jos or Jeff to
say something but the silence continued.  Darkness and lightness flashed
the room as the moon light danced through scurrying clouds.

   "Obi you are not a killer , What happened had to happen , because Ralph
killed JJ and maybe others in the same way.

   "There is no -had to happen- Piely , I failed myself".

   She watched the water flow again from the dark brown eyes , so she
kissed his lips.  They were not soft , but not hard either .  In glints of
moon light she saw a new force in Obi's eyes , something not seen before ,
"Brown eyes almost yellow , pierced her face , then faded.  "Not any easier
for me to live with that knowledge Piely , life sometimes just sucks ". 
"No Obi , life evolves like Jos says , to enjoy and to procreate , and to
make things better.  It is religion that sucks , and here in the north . 
it provides no warmth for me or my friends".  She pushed his jet black hair
back again , felt the heat from his cheeks and kissed him , again , and
again , longingly.  This time his lips tensioned to meet hers , the yellow
glow brightened.  "Piely".  "Yes".  "Call me JJ and do me like you did him
in the store room".  Something or some creature shadowed the bar room. 
"Wha the"?  "Wha the , was that"?  "I don't know Piely , something just
left this room but I didn't hear a thing".  "It was weird Obi , er maybe
one of the appliances shut off".  Obi reached for her , asking , "Piely , I
am safe , I mean , not catch anything off that monster who raped me.  The
hospital did a hundred tests before releasing me , and as for anybody else
, well I've never did it".





   Chapter 93 Piely's intention





   "You know , I dreamed and prayed and begged JJ to come to me one more
time, because we never finished our first time.  JJ was more of a brother
and that first and last time in the storeroom he touched me.  He put on a
condom and pushed it against my private place .  I cupped him just like you
Obi .  Something inside me hurt badly.  His face showed me he wanted to be
gentle , went blank and he groaned until the condom filled with with his
stuff.  No One else ever ever touched me like that.  It hurt so I pushed
him back , but I wanted him to do it , and now he's gone.  I will not use a
condom and I do not take birth control"!.  "Jos and Jac helped me a few
times with a problem , I had , with my Zack but it is ok now .  Er It's
ready , Piely , can I trust you to be free of std's"?  "YEs Obi , I am a
true virgin as yet".  "You did not trust JJ to complete the act"? .!  "It
was our first , I didn't know it would be the last.  If only I had known
Obi but life plays tricks like that.".  "Did he , er I mean was it your
real , real first time , Piely "?  She paused , "Obi it hurt , it hurt bad
for just a second , and so I pushed him back .  JJ thought he had hurt me ,
then ejaculated every thing into that stupid plastic sock".

   "Piely , I feel so bad , it's not the way for boy girl first time
interaction".

   "I know Obi , backward looking , stupid , but looking backward, I'm
still glad we did it even with a hurtful dry condom ".

   "For sure Piely , bad things happen , but right now we are alone, and
yes , protected by Jos and JJ's dad and Rakir is lying in the door way
again .  He never sleeps when Jos is vulnerable.  "Strange is it not , You
are safe because Jos is here , and Jos is safe because Rakir is here". 
"Yes Piely , that is something friends do".  " And Inspector Jon stated
that Jos is here because his twin brother Jac saved him from the bullies ,
and before that turn Jos saved his brother Jac from a pool accident .  And
so I am safe because you are here Obi , secured by a chain of events
folding back two years or more , maybe even much farther .  I felt so
secure in JJ's arms .  Oh Obi , why , why , why"?

   She pushed him gently to the couch leather.  Her lips met his again ,
this time , on his back on the couch.  "JJ , I know this will be one time ,
and I need you , and you need me, and I am ready , You JJ , do nothing ,
let my body queue yours like evolution intended".

   Obi smiled his eyes closing.  Lips touched again and again , Obi now
completely flat on his back , legs limp , draped over the couch.  "Obi I am
not going to use birth control of any kind.  I want to experience
everything possible , since he is gone , and you are here for only one
time".

   "I've had a super nasty week Piely , except for Jos and Caelin and Rakir
, I would be dead now.  As is , one of my testicles is gone forever and
that will always remind me of the monster.  I need what you offer Piely , I
will not lie about it , life is too short for lies".  "And the girl you
mentioned "?  "Aileen"?  "Do you love her"?  "More than the sky , but we
are like you and JJ".  "No one made the first move".  "Aileen tried at
term-end school party , but I was too drunk".  "Are you drunk now Obi"?  "I
have changed so much , since meeting Jos".  She kissed him again sucking
his breath away with her lips.  "What do you think Piely"?  , his eyes
glowing with yellow fervour.  She tried to stare into his eyes , bright
yellow coals glowed back .  "I can never have JJ again , you are already
inside me with your eyes Obi".  She covered them with her fingers.  "Your
eyes still shine right through my thumbs".

   Obi's did not care to see , only smell and taste and touch , what was to
happen next.  He awared of her removing his shirt and pants and underwear.
His lungs hyperventilated inside when her red hair flowed over his chest.

   Jos and Jeff sat silent , timeless , listening to the cruelty of a
situation beyond their control of a time and place that happened far away
and yet was too close to believe .  They checked when the clouds separated
. For a minute , they saw a silhouette of tender flesh in woman form, and
the long red hair unbundled .  It was only a reflection from the glass
doors on the bar appliances.

   "Powerful" , whispered Jos.

   "All powerful ", replied Jeff , "JJ made a lasting impression on her".

   "One time is all JJ got".

   "Look at the sky outside , the orange glow in the upper atmosphere , the
dead silence from the breezes here , the flag unmoving at half mast , yet
up high the clouds rampage.  It's like our time is being slowed "?  and so
we see normal time in the clouds accelerating"!

   A searing bright flash of lightning stunned them from the upper clouds .
Turf exploded from the base of the rusty flagpole.  Thunder clapped through
the bar room shaking the metal equipment like chimes.  "What it means " ,
queried Jeff , unable to see momentarily.  His hand instinctively connected
with Jos hand.

   "Stuff , yeah stuff , we don't understand " , whispered Jos .  "We have
no right to interfere".  Jeff wanted to move , but Jos cautioned.  "It's
why we survive on the planet Jeff , but you knew that all along ".  "JJ did
not survive Joshua , I would give my nuts if he could be brought back" ,
finishing another bottle.

   They poured another beer , half and half as was Jos custom, and watched
in silence.  The clouds separated more , supplying grayish blue star shine.
Illumination bounced , danced and reflected from all the bar surfaces.  The
silhouetted image cleared , though the back of the couch provided no direct
view.

   Jeff watched , unable to look but unable to look away .  Jos provided
commentary : "I can see Obi's black hair , his shiny chest and iridescent
stomach muscles".  The silhouette red hair covers his face and the girl
with soft , glowing skin , hovers over him , like they have known each
other forever"?  Jeff took another sip of beer .  "Like they were born for
each other" , mused Jeff , "But Piely and my son were intended".

   Jos continued: " The whole place is charging with energy .  There's a
glow around them Jeff , like I've never seen before , yet , I have seen it
when something came to George's house and left a note in Andrew's , his
dead son's book.  And later something re-assembled Joseph's foreskin with
application by Sath.  Jeff stared at him "Wha , re-assembled a foreskin,
possible , No".  "It's ok Jeff , we are seeing only what we need to see. 
We can't have your son and what we want , but something is going to happen
, way beyond Obi and Piely and you and me , and anyone on this planet
earth".  "If it was meant to be , then it will be" , questioned Jeff?  "It
is true"!

   "What is it"?  , queried Jeff "?

   "No answer Jeff , It seems your son was more , much more than you and
your wife created, and whatever happens here , likely ,we will not remember
it in the morning, but trust me , on this , we will never ever forget JJ ,
not ever".

   "How "?

   My mind seems to know , without factual basis , JJ will return somehow ,
sometime , somewhere to see you again Jeff"?

   The man's grief shifted , momentarily smiled and faded , "It cannot be
so Jos".  The huge flag inflated briefly , then drooped again.  HE saw Jos
face surprised , "I'm sorry Jeff , I don't know why I said that"!

   Jeff's eyes clouded again , drooped his head on the table top , but Jos
watched the sky , puzzled and wondering , "The upper atmosphere is roiled ,
but complete calm here where I am , and where Obi and Piely are " , peaking
at Rakir lying in the hall way at the door ," and Rakir is unconcerned"?





   Chapter 94 Obi and Piely Dream







   Obi's body lay flat dream like in the glowing plasma light flowing
around and through his body.  Piely's red hair grew larger and and longer
conducting the light in conduits of flowing tubes.  Her hair sparkled,
charged by his chest , and discharged into his six pack muscles , lips
frisking , tongue tasting the essences of the tan skinned Asian boy ,
tranced , but conscious of all happening.  His eyes opened to see her face
one last time before the lips returned to his pelvis .  Glowing coals in
his eye sockets watched the embers of raw energy , illuminate her face. 
She dived , opened his foreskin , and the tongue forced itself inside a
hardened piece of steel flesh , glowing red beneath thin tight tan skin
covering .  "Never before seen by any girl on the planet ", imagined Piely.


   Jeff squirmed in his seat.  "Jos , I'm not sure if I can go on" ,
confiding .  "My wife is gone , my son is gone .  I might as well be
go---,".  Jos heard and sensed another being with Jeff.  Confused because
no doors were open , no windows moved , and Rakir dozed , but some one or
something was with Jeff.  He noted Rakir again , as calm.

   Another lightning bolt struck the flagpole , the flash of light erasing
low light vision.  When Jos eyes finally re-accustomed to the light , he
saw Jeff on the floor beside his seat.  Jos dove to the floor and checked
his vital signs.  "Heart rate - good , respiration good" , but Jeff was
unconscious to acknowledgment .  "Come on Jeff , talk to me , tell me your
staying on the planet ".  Removing Jeff's shirt , His fingers sought out
the silent communication with Jeff , searching back and forth over his rib
cage for the place where his own nervous system could mesh into Jeff's and
help him through .  Another being answered Jos request , "Jos do not wake
him right now"!  "But Jeff , I need to know , are you ok", insisted Jos. 
"Please Joshua , I am here in spirit only , and my dad is only sleeping".
"You know my name , already"?

   "Yes Joshua , I know who you are and what you are , and all of you is
good , but I have only tonight to act.  Piely is going to combine with Obi.
When I am done , your friend Obi , will have sired a baby boy that will
become me.  And I must do this before he combines with Piely".

   Jos questioned, "But his sperm cannot create a red haired blue eyed boy
like you, er, I mean like JJ was"?

   "Yes he can , if he wants to"?

   "Will it hurt Obi"?  asked Jos.

   "Jos , there will be one quick stab of pain for Obi .  The ball sac
wound will be reopened and one of my dad's testicles will be transplanted.
It must be re-attached to the broken sperm duct and a hundred other
technicalities but we think , I mean my helpers can do it .  It will take
two minutes for the transplant and ten minutes to heal, and Piely will
briefly nap during that time.  When Obi awakes he will be fully functional
, but his boy stuff will be mixed with sperm from my dad's testicle.  My
helper' will do the transplant Jos , and once in Obi's sac , they will use
some particle theory to help the fertilization process along inside Piely.

   Jos took some breaths , restrained himself from hyperventilation , mind
ripping through his entire memory , trying to understand , ran the words
over and over through his mind ,sperm from dad's testicle , "What the fu" ,
, finally answered, "JJ , K , Ca , Can I help "?  "Yes Jos , your job is to
comfort my dad during the operation.  The life forms in Jeff's testicles
will be used to recreate me , through Piely".  "and then what happens to
Obi"?  "Obi has already consented to Piely and Piely has consented to Obi .
We are not messing with things that would never have happened.  He will
have the greatest time of his life with Piely and the same for her".  "But
what about Jeff , a forty year old man awaking with one testicle gone is
troublesome in my mind"?  "Jos , he already has hinted there's nothing left
for him and that he would give both balls to bring his son back.  We can't
do that but we can follow the plan we have and hope for the best".

   Jos sat down heavily.  "Right JJ , this is the best that Piely and that
Jeff could hope for".  "Lets begin , we don't have much time before Piely
milks him"?

   "Wait , JJ , one last thing , Will Jeff feel pain"?  "Not if you absorb
it for him Jos , and I know you have the ability to do that because Obi
healed in twenty four hours from a catastrophic castration".  "Ok JJ ,
sorry to slow you , but will Obi feel pain er , I'm on board now".  "You
can stop Obi's pain also Jos , when I give you the word".  Jos mouthed the
words , "OK, Let's Give'er".



   Jos moved close to Jeff again , Checking Jeffs respiration and heart
rate , then moving his fingers over Jeff's hairy chest, he sensed , instead
, that Jeff would soon be asleep.  His head rested to the floor .  "Jos ,
do not worry .  You will be able to absorb his pain , and tomorrow , you
must tell him what happened and why.  Jeff trusts you Jos like he did me ,
when I was alive".  A half visible entity pounced on Jeff , stripped his
pants and underwear in one swoop of air gusts.  A lighted glow surrounded
Jeff's pelvis.  "Ahh Chiist , growled Jos , on seeing the merciless hacking
job left by Jeff's circumcizers when he was born".  "Jos , there might be
enough skin left to re-arrange , -er should we try it"?  "I ca can can't
speak for Jeff , dam it".  "Yes you can Jos , you have many special powers
, of which you are unsure".  "bu but"?  As the spirit talked Jos felt the
crushing pain caused by instant removal of one of Jeff's testicles.  Jeff
remained calm.  Jos writhed with the viciousness of the pain , and then it
was gone.  Blue and green and red plasma flowed from the helpers limbs. 
The bright white operation continued to focus on Jeff's scrotum.  Jos
watched the skin re-assemble , rejoin itself where the incision occurred.
Jeff stirred slightly , but Jos knew it was just a normal sleep adjustment.
Now the light focused on the the head of Jeff's penis.  The lower half of
his foreskin was still there although bunched up and useless , because the
top had been severed away after his birth , as was the practice in Ontario.
JJ asked again , "Jos will you let me fix my dad's hood.  It's a mess , he
already told me that when I was twelve years old".  Jos improved his pain
control and readied for the blinding white pain , "Yes JJ , fix it".  JJ
pulled the skin into position , as it should be .  Jos fingers clamped
Jeff's chest and ribs, for maximum contact , his mind preparing for the
shock of pain.  JJ's helper nodded , drawing triple beams of visible and
invisible radiation rays in a screw manner around the mangled flesh. 
Searing pain !!!  , Jos slammed his head on the floor with the shock wave
of feeling enervated by the stretching , cutting , healing and
re-stretching of Jeffs's mutilated foreskin.  Sweat beads dripping from his
forehead , stomach puking , but contents held down by powerful stomach six
pack muscles ."Yok Jos"?  "Giver" , Jos held his own.  The operation was
over in minutes.  Jos continued to mitigate Jeff's pain , but took a look
as his eyes readjusted to the light.  "It's really thin and tight Jos , I'm
relying on you to stay with him a couple days , until it heals properly er
I mean until he gets used to it.  Don't let Jeff get hard for a few hours ,
the longer the better , and then encourage him to stretch it , just like
you and Jac helped Obi".  "Do you know everything , about me JJ".  "I said
yes , and yes I do , Joshua Coresland and now Joshua Green.  You have my
trust , like I have yours".  The light suddenly extinguished .  Jos was
left in the dark .





   Chapter 95 Adjustments







   Jos imagining a similar process on Obi by JJ and his helper or helpers
felt himself drawn to the bar couch.  Suddenly he was with Obi , and Piely
both of them slender nude and beautiful.  He wanted to stop and get used to
touching them ,but his fingers went straight to work connecting on the well
known control points to Obi's central nervous system .  HE could see the
localized glows of flowing plazma , imagined the smells of charged ionic
air .



   Obi's body floated free from Piely , nude and unconscious , her red hair
covering the cushions.  A dozen instruments layered with plasma discharges
positioned themselves around Obi's tortured ball sac.

   "The voice of the spirit barked ,"Now Jos".

   Obi's body quivered , but Jos endured his pain , limbs trembling , his
heart racing to distribute pain killing adrenalin into his own ball sac ,
where intense pain threatened his existence.  Jos eyes closed .  He forced
them wide open .Laser cutting wands reopened the recently healed scrotal
wounds on Obi's ball sac.  Spirited forces lifted out the inner liners of
thin body tissues .  They watched Jeffs bloody testicle dive back inside
the inner liner , then everything passed back through the same hole cut by
Ralph .The inner layers of muscle and soft skin liners rejoined themselves
in minutes leaving only traces of Obi and Jeff's blood.

   "Be ready again Jos"!

   Several instruments yanked Obi's penis away from his pelvis .  Multi
frequency lasers opened a tiny hole straight through Obi's pelvis , bearing
deep down inside his abdomen.  The pain waves flattened Jos , his own
prostate pulsing boy cum without purpose , yet Obi slept without pain ,
without discomfort.  Jos heard the voice again , "It's done connected to
the exact place ripped out by the unfriendly".  The helpers vanished .

   JJ existed almost inside Jos.  Feeling a wave of new energy , and
breathing deeply as it settled .

   "Let your friend alone now Jos .  Success is sweet".

   Jos stood up .  HE lifted Obi gently , kissed him , and placed him on
the chesterfield beside Piely .

   JJ laughed , "Joshua Green you are a magnificent boy and if we ever meet
again , then I will check to see if you have learned how to use this new
power instilled in your body".  Jos stared , stepped back from the
spiritous being , seeing him preparing to leave.  His mind wanted to thank.
Instead he kissed JJ , tingling nebulous energy snapped through his lips ,
staying within his body.

   The entity faded , then materialized right over Obi, took one last look
straight into Obi's face , admiring the glowing coals of yellow light. 
"Hang in there Obi , you deserve all that we can do for you and then some".
JJ placed his hands on Obi , Caressed his contours from hair line to the
wounded foot , then back .  The hands lifted his dark skinned organ , for a
long second , until it flashed and sparkled a thousand blossoms of energy.
"Obi , When you awake , do enjoy your time with my girl and make her happy
as I know you can".

   Casting his attention to Jos , "Joshua , you and your bro Jacque will be
rewarded when the time is full".  "Wha , means ?".  "Do keep working on the
skills you already have.  They improve with use"!  The being faded into the
darkened bar.  "Wait" !  A flickering notion of sound pinged Jos ear drums
from far away .  "No time , got to go , but remember Joshua , I did not
break her , so please ease her pain when she drops on Obi".  "Wha" , "how"?
Bar refrigerators took over the sounds , with giggles and spurts of
refrigerant and pump vibrations.



   Jos awakened with his head on Obi's chest.

   "They were gone"!  Obi was stirring dreaming , "Piely , Piely".  "This
is a bit crowded" , blushed Jos separating himself from Obi's hands
reaching for Piely.  He placed Piely's hand in Obi's and slipped free.  Jos
moved back to Jeff , realized he was still stripped on the floor. 
Wrestling Jeff's clothes back on , pulling him up , picking him up , and
carried him down the hall to the room assigned to Obi and Jos by the police
inspector.  Jos stripped Jeff , examined his scrotum for any wounds , then
left him under the bed covers.

   On his way back , he encountered the bar tender headed for the bar. 
"Bar tender , we are not finished in there as yet".  " Oh it's past closing
time young man , I saw you putting your father to bed , guess he drank to
much .  I got to close up and get to bed myself.  Morning will be tuff for
me , the townsfolk will be gathering here as the news of JJ spreads".  "Sir
, I can close the bar when we are finished " , smiled Jos .  "Fine then ,
Jos , just make sure the doors are closed on all the appliances and set the
alarm , ok".  The bar tender tossed a key ring to Jos and headed back to
his room , "Keep the keys all night.  I can get in your room to retrieve
them if required".  "Wow , no one ever trusted me that easily before" ,
imagined Jos .

   He re-entered the bar and took a seat by the window staring at the floor
where Jeff was lying , realizing , he had just carried a full grown man
from here to his room.  "Don't know , how I was able to do that" ,
whispering to himself.

   Glancing in the reflections , he noted that Piely and Obi were ok. 
"Moving , as forseen" , his mind replying to his own question.

   The sky provided full moon light.  It danced from the glass shelves and
bar surfaces.

   Piely felt herself above Obi , almost floating , every sense of her
being linking to the willing boy under her.  She felt his heart and lungs
and blood flow like her own , her lips wrapped around the steel hard shaft
of his flesh .  Plasma , charged particles of light swept into her from
Obi's shaft , engulfing her waist .  Arms from Obi's body lowered her
pelvis.  His tongue moved to intercept the photons surrounding her hips. 
Bliss bubbled from Obi's tongue touching the non-broken skin visited by JJ
on the first and last encounter of their lives.  Piely responded , lips
contouring Obi's shaft , softening, the super tight bands of flesh
protecting Obi's most private boy thing .  His tongue explored her opening
, pushing deeper into the crevice , locating intimate spots of Piely .





   Chapter 96 The dream occurs.







   Jos watched , in silence .  Every touch , every taste and every smell
effected a new desire , a deep inside desire , in both of them .  "There
point of no returns started already" , wondered Jos .  Her body was
changing position now , rotating .  Lips locked to the dark skinned
protrusion until pulled away by the movement.  The tan skinned boy's tongue
surged one last time before separating from her spot of pleasures.  Without
effort and thought evolution guided her actions .  Obi positioned his
around her slender waist , steadied her trembling body.  Her red hair
hiding Obi's face.  She whispered , "JJ I need you" .  Her body descended
in slow motion as though already connected to Obi, by some invisible
machine , using intricate timing to connect with Obi's tanned glowing flesh
.  Jos remembered JJ's request , " she's not broken , ease her pain"!  He
rushed back to the bar room couch , hesitating at first to disturb a boy
girl encounter so intimate and representative of every life form on the
planet.

   Jos fingers tested her chesty flesh , slid across , making connection to
her nervous system.  "I should be able to reduce your penetration pain when
the hymen breaks" , Jos mind signaled , "Piely , I will help you ".  While
marveling at the plasma streams dancing between Obi's post and her unbroken
opening .  "Joshua" ,her silhouette meshing with Obi's post .  "Joshua ,
the dream is happening" .  Glowing womanly form , changing to steel gray ,
absorbing the plasma from his post even before the two became one , hair
glowing , eyes closed .  No need to see now, or even be seen , Obi's eyes
closed , nostrils flared open .  Piely's private skin transluced toward
Obi's docking post.  No sounds , no movement but flows of light ignited
internal organs .  Spell bound , Jos , tingling with her energy , his
fingers burning with Piely's ramping desire to couple Obi .  Her body now
visible inside , all of it.  Watching her thumping heart , her lips locking
to Obi's tongue , her blood flow streaming through the cervix , expanding ,
twisting , sensing for the head of Obi's tube.  Plasma vortexing , Obi's
steel post into her cervix , glowing in three dimensional pink.  Vaginal
lips pulling him toward herself , lifting his whole body weightless by the
light sabre tube throbbing from his pelvis.  Jos felt his own strength
growing , his lungs expanding and heart pacing .  Piely's back arched , her
hair turned yellow and fell away from Obi's face.  "Wondering , Is Obi
ready for this" ?  , Studying the brown eyes of his boy friend but they
were not brown .  The eyes were glowing with yellow , emotional energy ,
bathing Piely and Jos .  Obi's hands tight about her slender waist. 
Hanging on ,Jos fingers locked around her ribs to Piely's chest in total
concentration for the penetration pain.  "He's gonna be transparent soon",
concluded Jos , "his flesh is plasma excited like hers" .  Transparent yet
visible as light can be , a stream of new particles erupted inside Obi's
single testicle to replenish the prostate reservoir of Obi's boy sperm ,
but oh yes , two testicles were now on line.  Jos awed , watched and felt
Obi's life forms and Jeff's life forms racing along visible pathways , to
overloaded sperm ducts , to Obi's prostate reservoir of turbulent mixing
and fluid conditioning .  Her lips took Obi's color , then face then neck ,
"like she is a storage tank about to be filled with dual boy fluids
blasting from the supply nozzle".  Arching back , red hair streaming ,
Piely's pelvis aligned with the crackling plasma charging between them. 
Jos felt the impact like a meteorite , Obi's small tube now four times
expanded , anchored in a hundred pounds of untested teen boy flesh met her
barrier , her personal gateway to inside .  Luminescent pink annular rings
preceded Obi's tube into her opening.  Piely screamed , dishes rattled . 
Plated glass cupboards rattled.  Eyes widening , Jos watched ,her gateway
resist the surging pole .  Plasmastic discharges arced between them. 
Geyser fluids erupted from the covered glans inside Obi's foreskin .  "I
was right" , surmised Jos , "Both of them began the point of no return long
ago".

   Jos began his count down .  "Grimacing face , tensioned lips , wide open
eyes , concentrating mind power".  "Cheeiost to hell fuck" , head slamming
backward into the couch arm , fingers burning free from Piely's hyper
ventilating chest.  "I am no match for the raw sexual power flowing between
these two".

   Obi's eyes turned fire red .  Shimmering arteries expanded , glowed ,
surfaced , decorating his lower stomach and bypassing his sinking belly
button on emergency supply routing to the shaft of his boy flesh.  Still
grasping her slender body , forcing it on to himself .  Her body meshed
into his , her lungs sucking his lungs .  Her pelvis sucking him deep
inside herself .  Obi's color draining as her's filled.  Her body undulated
and pulsed , "Like a jelly fish , but filling with his color, his sperm
,and his stuff of dreams".  Jos still-frozen by the vision , saw Obi move ,
his biceps , his stomach muscles , leg muscles , his pelvic muscles , and
his most powerful light sabre embedded deep into Piely.  Starting without a
starting point , softest , soft , loud , ear breaking , "AAAooouuuu" ,
releasing from Obi's lungs.

   "Wow Obi , I hope you do remember this .  This cum is powerful enough to
rock the world".  Jos watched Piely's transparent body pump Obi's pumper ,
Transverse , dorsal ventral oscillations ravaged his boy organ longer and
longer until it sparkled and kinked with energy .  "Muffled fire crackers ,
away inside Piely" , imagined Jos.  Obi's foreskin persisted in protecting
the rigid rod on it's journey to the center of the earth , then snapped
against his balls like elastic bands .  His body shuddered , "AAAooouuuu" .
But Piely's body elevated to her stratosphere , his snap back foreskin
rushed past her girl post , igniting it beyond explosion.  Sensations of
milkish liquid bounded and rebounded inside her body , milky gravity waves
distorting her flesh and blood.  The waves gathered energy from Obi's cum ,
as they bounded and rebounded past the glowing transparent connection hose.
Jos mind overloaded with her sensations.  "Too much for any boy to endure".
HE fell free of her , as a breeze of plasma emerged ,then attended.  "Both
Piely and Obi totally transparent , like baby tadpoles viewed in bright
light" , imaged Jos .  Obi's balls evanesced in two colors ,manufacturing
life forms and dumping them into the prostate gland along transparent
ducts. "He's fully functional now " , boasted Jos , remembering the giant
bull in the pasture across from his old apartment window.  Obi's cock
frothed , frenzied .  His eyes glowed in yellow with red heart beats . 
Spurts of cum bulleted through pressure tubes of conducting fiber . 
Blasted deep through the expanding organ , locked into Piely's cervix , her
body squirming , twisting jumping , and flaming red to gather every drop.
Like a fireman's hose , Obi wrestled his body to control the high pressure
flow.

   Piely screaming with glorious intensity , glasses on the table singing
in unison , disintegrating with pops of too much audio energy .  "I want it
, JJ CUM , CUM INSIDE ME , for just this one time in my whole life" .  Jos
pulled on his shirt and ran to sooth Rakir , frightened by the shrill
vibrations and popping glasses .  Rakir licked the wet cum from Jos crotch
, "Did not even feel it", do that " , mused Jos , "a wet dream inside a boy
girl dream .  Small wonder , I could not help Piely with the explosion of
her girl flesh hymen " ,mused Jos to Rakir , "I don't even have one of
those things , so how could I have helped"?  Rakir finished licking.  Jos
viewed them again.

   Piely's color changed quickly to normal red skin and red hair, rested
her full weight on Obi's tan coloured skin.  Both boy and girl still one
body but dreaming the after effects .

   "Is Obi completely busted" , wondered Jos , remembering Jes and the calf
in the forest.  Again total silence pervaded the bar .  No machines
whirred. No pumped refrigerant and ice water gurgled.  Jos put one hand
back on on Piely , sensing her awareness , feeling her joy her contentment
over riding all else .  His other hand sensed Obi ,expecting sleep .  "Nope
, he's moving again"!  Jos anticipated another sound blast.  Rushing
through the bar putting the remaining glasses and cups inside the dish
washer .  "If Piely and Obi do it again , she will break every glass on the
counter" , mused Jos.

   Eyes dulled , Obi stood up pulling himself from under her .  Piely shook
herself away from Obi , then , wrapping her arms around Obi pulling his
bloody swelling into her mouth.  Her tongue closed , wrapped itself about
the cherry red pulsing glans , tasting herself and her own blood on Obi's
sabre .  Savouring traces of cum sucking , massaging his glans into
unmistakable hardness , like Jos had never seen.  His eyes glowed yellow
again and Piely knew , her time was ripe to get the freshest and most
powerful cum this boy would ever produce .  She tugged his boy thing with
both hands until he sat , then pushed him into the plush leather
chesterfield once more.  Jos watched , wondering , "Is Obi fully healed " ,
studying , remembering Piely's pain on learning of JJ's death.  "Got to let
Piely get all that she will ever want" , mused Jos .  "But not if she risks
exploding an artery in Obi" .  Jos put his hands on Obi's chest , watching
his eyes and boy thing surge as Piely played out her evolutionary dreams .
Aligning her gateway one more time and dropping on to Obi's frolicking
tube. The penetration pain activated Piely .  Her mouth twisted a bit , but
showed no more pain , as Obi's hot rod began the expansion cycle again. 
"Obi's energy is building " , mused Jos , "already he into the second point
of no return", his eyes glowed yellow again , cheeks bright red .  Piely
moaned , his boy thing inside until her cervix collapsed around the cherry
red glans.  Heart rate jumping , lungs hyperventilating , eyes glowing like
embers in a forge .  Jos could see right through Piely again , her organs
pulsing , rippling and dancing around the cherry red swelling.  Obi's
stomach muscles contracting up inside his rib cage , using every micro unit
of oxygen , then expelling it .  Jos felt his cremaster muscles corralling
the two balls into one tight spot.  Heart rate speeding , lungs sucking
fresh air , his brown yellow eyes now lighting the whole room .  Piely
continued , almost invisible to Jos , jelly fish like pulsing milking
,pulling his boy cum from him in .  The cherry red glans overpowered
Piely's organs , forcing his colour into her once again.  Milky boy cum
volcanoed from the tip , and she went wild , crazy like , eyes closing ,
cheeks turning to Obi milk colour , pelvis squirming , writhing , jumping ,
and lungs screaming to the universe .  " EEEEIIIIIEEE" .  Jos let Obi go on
his own , rushed about the bar stashing dirty glasses in the dish washer ,
returned to his seat by the window.  Rakir watched, as the couch walked
around the room powered by the wild forces of first time adrenalin crazed ,
rutting teens .  Jos petted Rakir as the chesterfield danced over marble
tile , "but something at the door wanting in" ?  At first Rakir growled
softly , but Jos saw it was a large husky sniffing .  He opened the door ,
on Rakir's request .  The husky entered.  Jos read the collar tag , "return
to Piely" , and let the dog go.  It did not move .  Rakir highly alert ,
unworried , raised his starure on to his toes.  Jos left them to check on
Piely and Obi .  The chesterfield was rocking , Obi and Piely locking
together , boy cum still pumping , when a new sound flowed.  Rakir's ears
on Piely's dog , his front paws locked under the husky's chest , weaved
through the bar room trying to get traction on the marble floors.  The
husky stopped beside Piely , Rakir still pounding her opening like a jack
hammer.  Piely's hand comforted the husky , as Rakir frothed and drooled
over her ears , his dog rod surging deep into her opening , until they
appeared as one six legged animal.  Piely and Obi rested a bit until the
husky started to sing .  Rakir's ears twitching, teeth frothing white foam
, the husky singing like a song bird in the springtime.  Piely petted the
husky , "Ok LooseLeaf , what have you got yourself into" ?  Their heat
reignited Piely and Obi.  The chesterfield jumped and pounded itself.  Obi
screamed as Piely's body sucked out his third heart pounding cum .  Rakir
did the same .  Piely sang with her dog , both of them pulling in spurt
after spurt of white milky life forms.  The chesterfield stopped moving ,
Piely crawled away form Obi.  She petted her dog and checked her
underneath. "Locked together , do you think we can get one more puck from
your hockey stick".  Obi pulled her on her back , climbed between her legs
, licking his cum and her blood from her opening.  She screamed again as
the partially soft hot rod entered , affirmed itself twice it's size and
then took her to places higher than the highest mountain and lower than the
bottom of Lake Superior.  The chesterfield danced, and waltzed , Obi
pounding her , with long steel shafts ,two balls bouncing in unison .  She
laughed , as he point of no returned again and again , and yet again the
floor creaking , the chesterfield bouncing.  Jos steadied it from crushing
Rakir and Looseleaf against the beer cooler.  Rakir's rod with throbbing
fluids subsided and Rakir was able to withdraw with a splash of dog life
forms spurting the floor.  Obi's eye were glowing coals thrusting Piely the
last time , her eyes accepting his offerings , her body glowing with
oxytocin , adrenalin and serotonins from the boy sperm loads swimming
toward her center of woman hood.





   Chapter 97 Rest now until morning







   Jos knew the inspector needed his sleep and escorted the one time lovers
back to his hotel room , settling them in the second bed, checking on Jeff
in the other.  Returning to the bar , he followed the bar keeper's
instructions , tidying at least a great part of empty bottles , and lastly
sponge mopped the couch leather.  Setting the entry alarms , Jos scurried
back to his room turning off lights , dropping the keys on the inside door
knob of the darkened room.  He checked Jeff closely in the dark ,
"Everything is fine with Jeff", and shifted to the other bed , detecting
Obi and Piely's scent under the sheets.  Jos moved discreetly , unwanting
to wake them , his fingers reading their body for normality .  "Oh man ,
they're combined again in deep sleep.  Rakir did not move , nor did
Looseleaf snuggled beside Piely , Obi's body on top , of Piely , his pelvis
imbedded between Piely's thighs , arms wrapped under her back , and her arm
, one of them draped over Obi's neck.  Jos located her other hand , "Wow ,
she has one finger in his back door locked on his prostate , the others
cupped his dual balls sac".  Piely shifted slightly , and Obi's weight
readjusted automatically .  Jos detected another spurt from Obi through the
softened pecker deep into Piely.  "Sweet dreams for sure " , as Jos
retreated .  "Four hours left till dawn , Now where do I sleep , with Jeff
or the lovers or the lover dogs"?

   He stripped , crept into bed with Jeff , and dropped immediately to
sleep.



   Chapter 98 After the Dream



   Sun rays crept inside the hotel room windows , streamed across the two
animals still locked together after four hours of pulsating euphoria. 
Piely felt the warm rays on her face.  She wanted to stay locked , "Like
this forever", "but life has to move on".  She pulled herself away from the
soft pecker , and from under Obi , turned around and sniffed him closely
then fished his spent tool out the back between his buttocks .  The scent ,
her scent mixed with male sweat coalesced with boy cum collapsed her back
on the bed , excited her .  She rose exhilarated , licked his soft tool
again , nipping at it with beautiful rows of teeth.  A smile formed across
his lips and cheeks.  Obi opened his eyes wincing from the tiny bites . 
Twisting his neck around as if to see a hungry bunny nibbling on his carrot
, He studied Piely in the bright sunshine , deep red hair , redish blond
skin , a couple of freckles on her shoulders , her chests full and firm . .
"Piely oh my , I can't believe what I dreamed last night".  "Obi did you
have the same dream as me"?  "I hope , er I mean , Chiisst did we do it".
"It was no dream boy" , Piely opened her eyes.  "I'm loaded with enough
sperm to create an army and an Obi - Piely cross .  If it happens , He will
be like you , maybe even with my hair , and he will get constant
supervision until his own needs start to drive him where he needs to go. 
He will be called Jobi.  Jos awake as the conversation progressed.

   "Oh my Piely , I did this , but I'm not ready to be a parent".  "No Obi
, I know Obi " , kissing his bare chest , you are free to go back south to
your real girl.  If you choose , you can get updates, if not forget what
happened ere".  "I can't forget Piely , I mean I don't want to forget
anything , cause you are my first love".  "I know Obi , all teens have a
first love but hardly ever end up with the first for a whole lifetime". 
Her face dropped realizing , her lost dream with JJ .  "It's ok Piely , I
will not forget you ever , and I will explain the circumstances to Aileen
and We will become a success ".  "No Obi , don't tell Aileen"?  "Why"? 
"Obi I want you to enjoy your life to the fullest and if Aileen leaves ,
you will hurt".  HE corrected ,"If she leaves I will find another who
understands".  "That is my thought spoke Jos volunteering to help Obi , but
she will not leave you Obi".  "And mine also chimed Jeff , rubbing his
eyes".  Jos continued , "Though my guess is , and Jac will agree on this ,
Aileen will accept you under any conditions, because she loves you Obi ,
and everything that is you , your friends , your music and you".  Jeff
crawled out of bed away from Piely and Obi's view , "sorry kids , for
exposing my old hairy body , but , I don't even remember how I got here ,
and my head ache goes with that story" .  "Piely iced the cake a bit , "
Jos , do you remember how you got here "?  "My mother and father would know
that Piely" , he replied coyly.  "I mean Jos , there were some funny things
happening last night , besides Obi and I ".  Obi kept his bare skin mostly
under the covers , wondering how he could get dressed without exposing
himself.  Jeff bent over to pull on his under wear , promptly fell forward
on the floor.  Rakir cocked his head on hearing someone approaching in the
hall .

   "Hallo in there , bar tender here , can I get the barroom keys" , called
a voice outside the door".  Jos answered , "Ahh just a second bar tender ,
till we get decent".  He jumped out of bed pulled Jeff back into bed both
of them now under the covers .  Piely pulled the covers over herself and
Obi's.  "K bar tender , come in , keys are on the backside of the door
knob".  The door clicked , opened slowly , a hand reached around the edge
and grabbed the keys but did not clear the door knob , when he pulled . 
The key ring opened and dumped all the keys on the hotel room floor.  Rakir
watched , flexing his ears as the keys bounced around the carpeted floor.
"So sorry all".  Jos nude , strode over to the door , reopened it for the
bar tender and began to pass him the master keys.  "It's my fault bar
tender , I will help you if you don't mind my birthday suit.  "Oh my gawd ,
young man , wha I mean wha happened to you , I mean all the scars over your
ribs .  A bear attack"?  "No ahh bartender nothing like , just my first day
of high school in Toronto".  "But , how son , could that happen at school"?
"Sorry bartender , but it does happen when you mix old time religion and
get troubled bullies".  "Oh I'm sorry now , I remember that bully crap ,
twas on national news.  Jos is it , think that's what the inspector said ,
by the way HE got called out of here about four AM , asked me twice, to
make sure you guys were ok " , pausing , "Er the inspector reveres you son
, hardly ever attends so much effort to the general public "?  "Yep this is
me bartender , I wish it didn't happen but here I am , at least still
alive".  Piely poked her head from under the covers .  "It's ok everyone ,
Robert , here the bartender is not one to prattle about hotel activity in
town".  Jos stuck out his hand , quickly taken by the bartender , "Robert ,
my name is Joshua Green , my friends name under those covers is Obi and of
course you know Jeff , ah , yeah I was sleeping with him , but everyone
here is cool , I hope".  He finished loading all the keys on to the ring
and handed them back.  "Hello Joshua , young man , did you know you are a
hero in this town , we have our own anti bully thing going on now.  It's
working ." Jos held his hand tight , pulled him against his chest into a
bear hug.  "With pleasure Robert ".  "Joshua , It does excite me to see you
in person, and all those scars , sickens me to puke .  I'm so sorry you
were wounded like that in your own school".  " Worse has happened , er I'm
totally over it now Robert , but yeah , it changed my way of looking at the
world , but not the way I react to the world".  "That's the spirit boy ,
and , uh oh , I remember now why the inspector said you were here.  It's a
part of our human nature , I guess to beat up and mutilate other humans .
JJ , he was a cut above all of us in this town , so sorry to hear the
outcome , I hope they catch the guy that did it".  Obi poked his head out
of the covers , "You don't have to worry Robert , the guy will never hurt
anyone ever again".  "Sure , are you , that you would know that son "?  Obi
shied back under the cover.  Jos rolled his eyes , pulled the bartender
over to Obi's bed and hauled Obi out into the open .  Robert , this young
man put the guy out of our misery forever".  "But my gawd , so light and
such a fresh young man , how and where "?  The bartender's cell rang .  HE
answered and then excused himself quickly.  "I got a lot of work to do ,
men , and would love to talk more but this hotel is open twenty four seven.
See you".  "Bye Robert" , yelled all.  JEff crawled out of bed again , this
time with Jos help .  With Obi on the other side they walked him to the
bathroom , turned on the shower and took him in ".  "Sorry Piely , I will
be right back , and Jeff will be out in a minute , after we wake him in the
shower".  Both boys showered with Jeff .  They took Rakir in the shower
also.  After fully soaking everyone then started the game of hot water ,
cold water .  Jeff between them ,roared when a blast of cold hit him . 
Rakir enjoyed the cold.  After a couple minutes they all got out , wrapped
in towels and sat sat together on the bed.  Rakir sat on the bathroom tiles
to dry.  "Go Piely , do what ever girls do in there , take your girl along
with you .  Stay as long as you want " called out Jos as he clicked the
door fully closed.  Piely put a towel on the floor for the soggy shepherd ,
petting his ears.  "So you got yours last night too Mr.  Rakir , Come here
star Shine and tell me what he did to you".  Looseleaf followed Piely into
the shower.

   Waiting until the shower water started running , "Ok Obi and Jeff" , I
have some information that I must tell you now , before you live another
minute.  Promise me , this information will stay with you and is not to be
passed on to anyone .  Is that OK"?  "What is it Jos, do I need to know" ,
asked Obi?  "Can I live without this info Jos , asked Jeff?  "Men , to be
honest , it's personal news for each of you , and no one else needs to
know"!  "Fire away ", spoke Jeff.  "Yes , ok " , stated Obi.

   "First of all , last evening , we had a visitor , not a real visitor but
in a sense a very important visitor from the stars".

   Jeff and Obi interrupted , "but ".

   "Please boys , let me finish this information is for you personally ,
from the visitor , who transcends our logic.  He had a plan and I helped
him with it.  The visitor was not reality yet , his plan worked better than
intended.  Obi when you agreed to couple with Piely his plan was set in
motion.  I know you felt his presence Obi , and I know Piely would have
wanted him to stay but there are rules and all life follows them.  He had a
limited time to perhaps arrange a re-creation if you will , of himself. 
Don't ask me any details , listen only to my words , as fact.  Is there one
question from each of you"?

   "Was it JJ 's ghost" , Jeff and Obi blurted"?  "Yes" , Jeff and Yes
Obi". Jos went on to explain the facts as he knew them .  After finishing ,
he pulled away Obi's towel and Jeff's towel.  Cupping Obi's balls , "Two
for you , and" , cupping Jeff's balls in the other hand , "One left for
you".

   "The more I learn the less I know" , remarked Obi and Jeff.

   "True , for me also " , stated Jos , "but I know , I was visited twice
before by something not-understood.

   "Jos you have some special powers" , chirped Obi.  "Yes Obi and Jeff ,
and I take responsibility for your new foreskin Jeff".  "Whaaat".  "Take a
look Jeff"!  Obi and Jeff and Rakir and Jos spread his legs to see the most
natural of boy's natural things.  "I knew I was feeling better than good",
bubbled Jeff.

   "But Jeff , don't think about it , don't use it , I mean don't get hard
, for at least a day".

   "No worry" , smiled Jeff , but knowing and feeling natural tops up my
whole life".

   "You're only forty boy , so you got a lot of catching up to Obi and my
friends" , roared Jos , laughing crazily.

   "What Jeff do you need to catch up " , smiled Piely , exiting the
shower".

   "Piely , I love you like my own daughter.  There is so much I can help
you with and you can help me".

   "Such as".

   "You already know how to run the general store.  You will be my equal
partner unless , until you have kids , then you get two thirds the store".

   "Oh Jeff , what have you boys been smoking ?  And get some pants on
Daddy , because the store opens in one hour".

   Jos continued , "Jeff and Piely , my friends and I , we will share our
cell numbers and our dreams with you , and when you come to Toronto ,
welcome in my house forever".

   "Including me Jos" , joked Obi.  "Snap" , Jos towel lashed a bright red
mark on Obi's chest touching off a towel war of major proportions.  Piely
laughed getting in on the action by laying a huge red welt across Jos rear
end.  He retaliated on Obi and Jeff , announcing , "Piely , I love you ,
cannot hurt you even in friendship".  She pulled him away from the towel
wars , "Jos you know far more about me than you are saying".  Twinkling his
eyes , "Yes Piely , and all that I know is good.  For Jeff , JJ remains
close.  None of us will ever forget him , but you Piely are getting the
ride of a lifetime .  I know you will work hard and enjoy life when it
happens".

   They parted in the hotel lobby under the giant Canadian flag at half
mast .  Jos kissed Jeff and reminded him of the new flesh.  Then Jos kissed
Piely , held her , and felt the spirit in her power.  "Until we meet again
Piely".  Obi hugged Jeff first , "Thank you son for making this town safe
Obi".  He gripped Jeff again , crushed his lungs , and smiled that ear to
ear greeting, "Jeff , for you , I think Jos is saying , the best is yet to
come"!

   Then Piely pulled both boys into herself .  "I will come to your city ,
sometime boys , and we will talk and laugh about everything that happened .
Will most certainly bring you a new puppy Jos".

   "Bring all your puppies" , he winked.  "Meaning "?  "Let me know Piely ,
when the February winds turn bitterly cold and a foot , or I will guess two
feet of sugar snow falls in the night , and you are heavy in bed with a
child of the stars and a child of the moon .  Please Piely , I will help
you birth them with out pain." "What Jos , I mean , really?

   Jeff and Obi danced a jig as Jos finished , "Piely , I watched you and
Obi , and I know this much , at least will come to pass .

   The flag snapped as they parted.



   Chapter 99 Back to Toronto.







   Jos cell demanded attention , " Jon here , and I've got a ride for you
two , can you get back to the landing pad in twenty minutes"?  "Yes sir" ,
barked Jos.  Both boys grabbed a pop from a vending machine and raced each
other to the landing pad between the hotel and the regional hospital. 
Rakir loped between them.  "Still puffing breathlessly , as the giant
yellow aircraft , two huge rotors descended .  Both boys and Rakir lowered
their ears as the hurricane of wind decreased under the rotors , climbing
aboard the air craft.  The big search and rescue helicopter lifted them off
within seconds .  On board , Jon , approached them , "Enjoy the free ride
boys , Toronto in fifty five minutes".  He dropped them off on a convenient
landing pad , where a waiting taxi sped them to Obi's home.  "I'm so hungry
grinned Obi" , "Cause We had no breakfast laughed Jos , just a fizzy pop
from the north".  Obi began to show Jos his home , and his new room freshly
added in the basement , complete with a bigger private bedroom and attached
music studio.  "It's fabulous Obi", announced Jos with Rakir watching.  "It
is , and more " yelled Obi fingering the strings on his new guitar and the
buttons on several amplifiers and mixers and recorders , It's what I wanted
, exactly , yelled Obi , running upstairs to find his parents.  He burst
into the upstairs living room ready to hug Sia and Ray.  "Mom , Dad how did
you get all this".  "There was a reward outstanding Obi , left by an
unknown donor for leading to arrest of an escaped con .  Inspector Jon ,
ok'ed it yesterday , as soon as it was offered .  We knew mostly what you
wanted , and Aileen and Jac seemed to know where to get it , of course ,
any problems , and you can exchange whatever".  "But I don't deserve all
this Dad"?  "Obi , we are the first to admit , we don't deserve a son as
good and kind and musical as you , but we have that son , and we love him ,
more than all the stars in the sky , and he is safe here with us".  "The
reward was generous Obi , it is filed in your bank name , for you to manage
as you wish".  "Mom , Dad , oh Jos , I'm gonna explode with too much".  Ray
and Sia corralled Jos against a piano.  "Jos , Obi was a normal teen boy
before he spent a month on your farm , Now look , we thank you and Jac and
the girl twins , but how can we ever thank you enough"?  "No need for
thanks for us ", replied Jos , "Obi creates his own path".  Ray and Sia
moved in for the hug.  Rakir blocked them until Jos petted his ears.  They
hugged him anyway , all the while he dialed a taxi for the trip back to the
farm.  Ray and Sia stepped back breathless , ,"and how can we ever thank
Rakir"?  Obi grabbed Jos as the taxi appeared , "Jos I am a man now , but I
will see you as a boy tomorrow in school".  He kissed Jos solidly , until
the taxi beeped.  "Ok Obi" , yelled Jos.  One more hug from Obi's parents ,
then rush to the taxi.





   Chapter 100 Back on the Farm





   Half an hour later Rakir and Jos appeared in the farm driveway.  He and
Rakir slinked into the kitchen to forage for left overs.  "Hey Jac , are
you here , or Jen , or Jes?  "No one is here , Rakir , so I guess we plan
supper" , searching through the freezer retrieving various frozen meats. 
Jos called Jac and Jen and Jes , asking , What do you want for supper"? 
The answers arrived within minutes , so Jos pulled the right frozen stuff
from the freezer , and lit the barbeque .  NExt the microwave defrost cycle
and then the hot barbeque flame.  After calling Caelin and Gaila he ran
through the process again pulling out more food for the parents.  "Friday ,
I guess , we'll have a full course supper".  The calls continued until
supper was defined , complete with dessert to be brought by the parents. 
Jos was almost under control when the house phone rang.  His parents had
decided to come also.  Again Jos raided the freezer , then the defrost
process and the hot barbeque flames .  By 15:00 everyone arrived , by bus
by car.  Jen arrived last by taxi after an afternoon with the dentist. 
Everyone assembled around the big table in the living room , where JAc and
Jes set out the utensils.  They took turns past the barbeque , where Jos
cut the meat and vegetables and loaded the plates one by one, lastly his
own.  HE slipped Rakir a generous piece and joined the others at the table.


   "I'm really glad to see you again Joshua" , said Jill , "and secondly
this supper is very good".  "Seconded " , mentioned Robert .  "Thirded " ,
declared Caelin and Gaila.  Jen proposed a toast for Joshua , "To my best
friend ever and to the best boy in Ontario".  "Thanks everyone" , enjoyed
Jos , "Did I miss anything"?  "Three mid-terms " , mentioned Jac , and they
were tough as mule hide".  "Oh man " , growled Jos , "Three all in one
week"?  "I will help you with them , Jos", assured Jac.  "I want to help
him more " , livened Jen.  Jos smiled , "Thanks , I will need help as soon
as this evening's school work starts , and Obi , Jen , Jes , do you know
how much Obi missed "?  "One mid-term and a week of heavy homework " ,
volunteered Jes , at least in the subjects he takes in my class". 
"Tomorrow we need to make plans to get Obi up to speed again .  Right now
he is in the new music room , his parents built for him , and he has a
complete music studio.  When I left he was too excited to talk".  Robert
added , "It sounds like you guys are in need of some time to start the
homework .  To help you , I will clean up the dishes and the kitchen".  "No
I'll do the kitchen " , mentioned Caelin and help you Robert.  They
finished the meal with ice cream dessert brought by the parents.  Lively
conversations continued almost an hour and then they split apart into
groups.  The parents Caelin and Robert and Jill and Gaila left the kids to
do homework , and went for a walk back the path to the pond.  Rakir stayed
on the front step as they walked away back the path.

   Jen and Jes led Jos and Jac to a bedroom for the tutoring session on the
mid-terms.  Their parents were gone for four hours , allowing Jos some time
to learn the most difficult issues of the lost school week.  When Jac was
helping Jos , the two girl twins called Obi and managed to brief him on the
missed homework and the mid-terms coming up next week.

   "I missed a lot of school stuff , but "!  "It's ok Jos , you are doing
fine , your responses are correct to these testers".  "My stomach is happy
, my mind is primed , but I need something more Jac".  "What bro , let me
guess"?  Jos shrugged.  "Your boy thing needs some lessons "?  "Fuck sure ,
Jac , you're dead on , How did you guess so quickly"?  "We're identical ,
the same and your vibes , hitting me during tutoring , I know the score ,
but one thing stands out.  Didn't you notice it Jos , like an animal
pressing against the boundaries to escape"?  "What Jac"?  Jac called Jen
and Jes into the room , "Do you Jen and Jes see anything outstanding about
Jos".  Jes looked away at Jen , grinning ,"Jos we noticed when you were
serving the barbequed carrots and baked potatoes , there was a bigger one
stuffed inside your trousers.  I guess your parents haven't seen you for a
while but my parents noticed right away , You have grown and need new pants
or there is much pent up desire in your boy thing".  Jen pulled him upright
in front of the big mirror , and Jes arranged Jac facing the mirror also.
"My parents led your parents into the forest , assuming you Jos would need
some massage right away.  Instead we burned the evening on school problems
and testers.  Look at yourselves boys"!  "Ok men " , ordered Jen , "Eyes
forward to the mirror , Stand at attention"!  Jes took up a position behind
Jac as did Jen stood behind Jos.  "Comparing to each other , both standing
at attention , both with blue jeans , both with threadbare tee shirts and
no belts ", coached Jen , " which boy has the best package "?  Laughing ,
"I feel like the little dough boy , compared to that front load bulge" ,
freaked Jac.  "Oh , ahh , I notice now ", smiled Jos , "You know I never
was very good at self diagnostics".  "You are A plus plus at helping others
get well Jos , lets finish the evening with helping you , for all you have
done already to make the planet better"?  Pink streaks flowed across Jos
cheeks , "I'm sorry JEs and Jen , hope your parents were ok with my
behaviour".  "Not your behavior Jos , Fixing supper like that was exemplary
, you're package never obeyed you , having a free will of it's own , but we
are used to your second brain , Jos".  Kneeling behind Jos , Jen reached
around his thighs .  First her hands brushed up and down across the carrot
like bump of denim.  Then her fingers appeared in the mirror as Jos stood
at attention.  Jac enjoyed the same from Jes.  The girl twins peaked into
the mirror to watch their fingers attempting to undo the frontal snap of
each boys faded jeans.  "This is tougher than frontal operation " , grinned
Jen , her smile reflection flashing Jos eyes , still standing at attention.

   Jes fondled the snap , popping it and releasing Jac's pants first. 
Pulling on his rear pocket with her teeth dropped them quickly past the
soft smooth muscles to the knees.  Seconds later Jen did the same , except
Jos pants would not fall , being caught on something on the front.  Her
fingers compressed the frontal bulge , allowing his pants to fall.

   Both girls peaked around their boy's bare thighs to compare .  "Agreed ,
there is more package material on Jos , then Jac".  "But we are identical
twins " , spoke Jac.  "I know that , already" , confirmed Jen and Jes and
Jos.  "Question is , why is there a visual difference , when there never
was before"?  "Well , here's to solving the puzzle " , as Jes high fived
Jen behind there backs.  Each girl reached their fingers into the waist
line of their boy friends underwear just below the six pack set , pulling
gently , "Close your eyes boys" , lifting the elastic material away away
from the belly button to clear the boy poles , then lowering it to the
knees.  Both girls clamped their hands on to the soft covered skin jutting
in front .  They held tight , enjoying , squeezing the tubes.  Jos and Jac
remained at attention , feet flat , chest protruding , stomach tight. 
"Open them" , commanded Jen and Jes.  "Heck , exclaimed Jac , "Double Heck
" , laughed Jos , "Jac you've shrunk".  The two girls barked out , "Jack
right turn" , "Jos left turn"!  They kept their grip as the boys double
stomped to face each other.  "Look here " , cried Jes , "My two hands cover
almost two thirds the length" .  "And for me , yelled Jen , "My two hands
cover only half the length".  Both girls manipulated the soft skin growing
tight over the tip , but the distance in length stayed noticeable.  "Hey
Jos , you have grown an inch since I last saw you , er remember the wood
pile.  "?  "Yeah Jac, and your right , though I don't know how it happened
, maybe just a mirror illusion"?  Jes moved in front of Jos , took him into
her mouth , then dropped him and took Jac full in".  "It's real Jos".  "Let
me try", excited Jen.  Pushing Jes aside she took Jos fully inside , gagged
heavily , then took Jac inside with comfort.  "Ahh everyone , there is no
illusion , Jos is same diameter but one inch longer".  "Oh my , what a
puppy !  , tee heed Jen , feeling her own wetness , "I want some inside
me". The boys began to look away at the bed.  "No No , ATTENTION Please" ,
barked Jen and Jes.  Both boys snapped back to military service.  "Stand
back one pace" , commanded Jen .  Both boys now faced each other with
enough room for each girl to suck at the same time.  With tight vacuum lips
, the boys foreskins advanced retreated and twisted in unison , the girls
using the mirror to set the same speed for both boy.  After a few minutes ,
The girls used hand signals to start phase 2.  Each left hand cupping a
ball sac near the top , stretching , pulling the foreskin tighter and
tighter, the tongue working the tip as the lips vacuumed .  With each head
bob , the fingers gripped tighter , pulling down harder.  Deep pink colour
bubbled into each boys cheeks .  The girls watched , bobbing and sucking ,
the pink turned to deep red , expanding down the neck line , across the
collar bone.  Another hand signal for phase three.  The remaining hand
traced the red blush , measuring the thumping heart and the quickening lung
gasps .  Keeping their head movement synchronized , to slow steady rhythm .
The two boys stood rock solid with their peckers stretching tight the soft
velvety skin shimmering , dripping , until , , "Ahh ahhhh".  Jen and Jes
rotated their boy back to facing the mirror as the lungs visibly and
noisily charged the boys roiling blood with new oxygen.  Both girls sensed
the six pack stomach muscles cavitate and contract to pull as much possible
air into the huge lung cavities.  NExt they detected the cremaster muscles
in the other hand pulling the seething balls up inside to their pelvic
protection zones.  Both girl twins spit out the tube and held it aimed at
the giant mirror.  Mutual long sighs erupted from the boys lungs as the cum
blasted forth , spotting the mirror with each contraction , with each pulse
."Aaahhhhhhh " , "Aaaahhh , "Aaahhhhhhh" , , with each pulse .  The girls
watched spell bound .  Jos and Jac standing rigid , arms at sides ,
stomachs cavitating up and in , peckers pulsing in unison , and giant drops
of the white milky fluid splashing the mirror.  Jen leaned to the mirror to
gather some on her tongue .  "No No No , don't wreck the experiment yet" ,
yelled Jes.  Both girls watched as Jos pecker finally stopped , cum drooled
from it down to the floor.  "One , two , three , four , five , wait a
minute , Jac has four cum splashes on the mirror , Jos has eight"! 
"Permission to speak " , request Jos?  "Granted".  "I feel like a heifer
milked by the bar maid " , grinned Jos.  "And you Jac "?  "Milked , for
sure , but wish I could have kept up with your spurts bro , I thought you
were gonna white wash the whole mirror"!





   Chapter 101 First Time Again.







   Both girls hauled their boy to the bed ,pulled the rest of their clothes
away and flattened them on their back , started again with the synchronized
vacuum milkers .  "Attention "!.  Both boys stiffened on their backs , arms
held straight , fingertips on their thighs.  "ah eee " screamed Jos as the
highly sensitive deep red glans suffered a direct vacuum suck.  Then Jes
did it to Jac , "Ahhh iiii".  Both boys peckers hardened with their
gutteral grunts .  The girls were undressing as the highly sensitized glans
took tight vacuum suck strikes again and again , grunts continued
."Ahhhhhh" , Ahiiiii".  Each girl pounced vagina first against the
screaming red glans.  They dropped themselves full on the pecker posts ,
writhing , twisting , clamping .  Jen and Jes supported their body weights
on the boys six pack muscles , using gym class training to hold their full
weight , while their asses wiggled like towels blowing and snapping in a
stiff breeze.  "AHHHHHHHHAHHIIIIIIIII" , screamed Jos and JAc in a
simultaneous blast of gigantic fluid pumping.  The girls continued writhing
until both peckers self destructed into mind blowing limpness .  "Epic ,
simply epic".  They pulled away , then leaned into the limp hoses ,
studying the soft length of each boy.  "That settles it " , concerned Jes ,
"Jos has way more cock than he used to.  What was it like Jen " ?  Dreamily
responding , "Like our first time Jes".  "Way out"?

   "Like remember how sore we were , how we walked , that calf out of the
woods , like how we rested at the edge of the forest and then we tried to
walk normal in case someone was looking across the open field"!  Jes
grinned at her sister , "for sure".  "Wowee , SURE , "yelled Jen , like I
just hit a home run with the bat stuffed way up inside" .  "Wish I could
got tHAT high ", smiled Jes , "It was epic just the same".  "Permission to
speak " , requested Jac and Jos ?  "Granted , lover boys".  The girls
resumed again the same routine.  "AHeeee , oh chiisst Jen , that tongue
feels like a million tongues.  The twin girls tried to milk their boys a
third time , but Jac could not stay hard, so both girls waited .  They
studied the peckers , licked them ,cajoled them , and stroked , but Jac
remained soft.  "Guess we have to stawp".  "No girls , wait , I can heal
him , just like this.  Jos took Jac's pecker in his lips , massaging his
pelvis , as his mouth pulled the slacker deep inside .  Jac cautioned him ,
"Er Jos , this time might pass me right out till morning".  "So be it " ,
yelled the girls , pouncing on the straight hard peckers for a third ride.
This time , however the girls writhed and twisted they could not make the
boys cum again.  Instead the hardened posts engorged on blood pressure and
already spent excitement , excited the girls to screaming at the tops of
their lungs .  Jac urged his twin brother , "K bro , go limp ,Go LIMP". 
Both twins tried to go limp .  "Arms , legs , Go LIMP".  The bow twins arms
and legs did relax bouncing on the bed like fish out of water as the girl
twins ramped their sexual frenzies.  Filled with two boy loads of cum and
adrenalin and seratonin , oxytocin and millions of lifeforms already ,
allowed the twin girls twice their normal strength.  Jon and Jes began to
raise their hips higher and higher on each bounce of the mattress.  "Hey ,
I'm lifting Jos totally off the bed" , yelled Jen.  "We are locked " ,
exclaimed Jes , "just like dogs".  "Doggeeeee me DogeeeME" , yelled the
boys allowing their girls to raise their bouncing asses right off the bed.
"If we really are locked ,you can hover me above the bed by my tube ,
yelled Jos , count on THREE".  The twin girls counted , "One Bounce" , as
the bed rebounded , then "Two Bounce" .  The girls positioned their feet
and hands for the the third bounce.  The mattress jumped , accelerating the
boy girl pair to the top of the their arc.  "Three" , "Hold" , yelled
female voices in unison.  Jos and Jac relaxed except for one hardened rigid
muscle discovered their backs arching , heads and legs barely touching ,
when Jes and Jen stopped the count.  "We are flying yelled Jac and Jos ,
like upside fish above the water"!  Jen and Jes arched their backs on all
fours two feet above the mattress.  The boy twins bodies dangled from the
girls muscle clamped vaginas .  "Were dangling by our tubes locked into the
girls", excited Jos.  "And I like it yelled Jac , Ohhh d Do I like this".

   Jen and Jes faces exclaimed pure joy , their bodies now pumping every
drop of available milky fluid from boy tubes engorged with the high
pressure blood and locked in girl muscles , so tight that no blood could
escape their swollen cocks.  It went on for twenty minutes until ,
exhaustion collapsed the girls.  The almost sixteen year old boys flipped
their girls to their backs on the big bed , using both hands on their
bodies , lifting up and pulling down on to poles of rock hard red flesh ,
writhing her left and right and letting her full weight against his pelvis
with the slap of contact sex.  Male blue eyes watching their girl's eyes
dance with intensity of out of control oil wells , girl bodies tossed like
flags snapping in the wind , girl lungs and lips cooing with the resonance
of sexual bonding boy to girl.  Jos and Jac's eyes , closed, stomach
muscles deeply contracting inward , balls disappearing into their pelvic
sockets , "AHHHHHHHHHHHIIIII, "CHIIIIISTttt ".  The girls's eyes felt hot
spurts of boy cum traversing their entire body , spattering the sex fluid
like fireman's hoses , her desire finally quenched.  "Jac and Jos clapped
wildly".  Jes and Jen collapsed on top of the turgid tubes.





   Chapter 102 Parents Return





   "Hallo , HI in there , can we come in the house" , they heard their
parents yelling .  JAc slipped on his pants , running to open the door for
them .  "Oh , it's not locked " , he announced .  "I know that " ,
responded Caelin , "just ask Rakir to stand down".  "Oh er ahh yes , Ahh
Jos , ask your dog to stand down".  Jes called back , "He's sleeping like a
baby and so is Jen".  Laughing candidly , "Er sorry , Caelin ".  "Rakir ,
come on boy , lets go see Jos".  Rakir followed Jac into the bedroom ,
jumping on bed alongside the two baby sleepers twitching his ears.  The
parents unloaded their shoes and entered the kitchen with Jac.

   " Jos did his school work , but he was tense .  We took some steps to
relax him".  Caelin laughed , "That's great Jac".  Robert smiled , "I am
happy to know , you still look after him Jac".  "Well , I try " , continued
Jac , "lately I think Jos is winning the upper hand on taking care of us".
"I know", spoke Jill.  "Yes " , smiled Gaila , he made the entire supper
for us , had it all cooked before we got here.  "And supper was as good as
it gets" , mused Jac , "And furthermore Jos outlasted all of us in the uh
,, , well you know mom and dad and Caelin and GAila" .  "We heard a lot of
, ahh singing ".  Jac's face tinged red , "Jos has more physical power now
than me".  "I know you twin boys have always competed in every thing you do
" , smiled Robert.  "It's healthy competition that makes us strong".  Jes
joined them in the kitchen , "Healthy competition is good for all of us " ,
remarked Jes.  "I think Jos is finally healed from the bully incident , and
not only that , he is taking all of us with him for the ride.  I apologize
for my twin sister making so much singing .  Jos was over achieving himself
tonight".  "Congratulations Jac , ohh , and do not worry at all over what
we might have heard , Jes and Jac.  Jac , you are the guy that saved his
life and now , I am so pleased to know that he has saved Obi's life , and
from the stories coming through George from the inspector , Obi may have
saved many more lives from ruin at the hands of the escaped Ralph".  The
parents high fived each other , then hugged Jac and Jes.  After they
settled down to sleep , Gaila and Jill went into Jos bedroom .  They kissed
both the kids still locked together under the covers , fed Rakir , and
turned out the lights.  "Tomorrow is a new day , And tomorrow is a better
day for our children ", remarked Jill.

   The END