Dirty Little Diaries

by Sarah J.

 

Story Codes: gF/FF, gdom, Fdom, ped, bon, nc, blackmail

 

Warning: The narrative deals with underage persons.

If you find this offensive, then please don’t read it.

 

 

The following story is a purely fictional account. Any relationship to any real person living or dead is absolutely coincidental.  The narrative deals with underage persons and the author in no way condones or promotes such acts, but realizes the special place literature holds in the harmless enjoyment of fantasy, which is recognized under laws of free speech. All subjects can, and should be, freely explored with the written word, and it is the author’s belief that, while the criminally deranged among us may get also get enjoyment from works of fiction, but they are not created by them. The criminally deranged were with us long before the Internet, or even works of erotic fiction.

 

 

Introduction: Julia had come to regret her whirlwind romance with Brad. He swept the thirty-four year-old off her feet, proposed marriage, had Julia adopt his nine year-old daughter Amber, and talked endlessly about what a wonderful family they would be. Then the bastard maxed out Julia’s credit cards, stole her car, and disappeared – leaving her with Amber, and a lot of explaining to do to her friends. Things were tricky at first between the inexperienced step-mom and her precocious new daughter (after years on the road with her dad, Amber was anything but a girly-girl), but they settled down into a manageable routine – until by chance their lives took a strange turn. This is their unusual story taken from journal entries made by those involved.

 

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Part One: Sometimes things just spin out of control…

 

 

Julia: June 7th

 

Debbie came round today, moaning about work as usual. I got the wine out and she started to get horny (as always), I really don’t know how to tell her that things are, well, getting boring. She’s a good sub, nice body, and those big tits of hers used to amuse me for hours. But I’m getting closer and closer to Maxine now – why is everything always so difficult?

 

Julia: June 9th

 

Really couldn’t be bothered with Debbie today, so I made up a new “game”, basically I tie her up and leave her somewhere in the house for a few hours. I tell her I think it’s very sexy, don’t think she was sure at first, but I think she’s enjoying it now. Fuck, if she knew I was slipping out to see Maxine while she’s roped up on the bathroom floor she’d be devastated.

 

Julia: June 12th

 

Amber was hanging around this evening, I don’t know what was wrong with her, maybe she just wanted some attention, who knows what goes on in a ten year-olds head? Went to make margaritas and saw Amber looking at Debbie in a strange way. Amber was having a mini-tantrum because I’d said she couldn’t have a new pair of Adidas, the ones she has are fine. She was throwing her self around and huffing a lot, mumbling about me under her breath I bet. Maybe it’s Debbie’s submissive nature that got Amber interested, perhaps she thinks Debbie’s scared of her (which is probably true, and the little bitch is even more scary when she’s in a kick-ass mood).

 

Amber: June 12th

 

julia is so fuckin lame at times, she finks i don’t know about her an that weirdo, dildo-debbie an that bitch is just stupid sittin there looking all nice an stuff coz she wants julia to do stuff to her, debbie’s worse than any grownup i know which is saying loads right, coz they’re all fucked up in the head basically. i seen stuff happen to people loads of times an its not cool if your them, but she actually wants to be tied up, which is just one loser bitch big time.

 

Julia: June 14th

 

Tied Debbie to my bed today as she complained the bathroom (while a very sexy idea) was too uncomfortable. Can’t say I want her in my room but if I don’t keep this up then I’ll either have to confront her with the fact that our relationship is over (which I can’t bring myself to do just yet) or miss seeing Maxine. Anyway, I did a good job as I thought that would keep her happy for a while longer. I invested a heck of a lot of money in more equipment, new cuffs, collar, leash, shackles etc. but it was worth it. Debbie was happy spread-eagled on my bed for four fucking hours while I was getting it on with Maxine. I know I am a bitch, but if everyone’s happy right?

 

Maxine: June 14th

 

Julia came round last night again, it was me that ended up cumming tho, I remember when we first met and she said she was switch, no way, this bitch is sub down to her pretty pumps. The thing about subs? You can be fucking lazy which is cool right? Let them do all the work… and then they thank you for it because they tell themselves it was part of your Dom routine, yeah, right! Suck my pussy bitch while I just lay there getting off. All I did was finger her for ten minutes after and the bitch can’t wait to get back here.

 

Julia: June 16th

 

Amber was hanging around again, and she’s being so weird with Debbie, but I suppose that’s okay as I really need her to move on, I know Maxine wants us to see more of each other and this thing with Debbie is getting to me. Well, if anyone can drive her away it’ll be Amber, it would give me the creeps being stared at like that, she’s a scary little bitch. I forgot Debbie’s coffee at one point and I had my hands full with my coffee, the cookies and Amber’s soda, so I asked my darling daughter to fetch it. She did though, but then she just sat there grinning as Debbie drank it. That kid has problems, but then after living with that bastard of a father of hers I guess it’s no surprise really. Anyway, Debbie as usual seemed oblivious to it all.

 

Amber: June 16th

 

y’know the way some people just make you pissed at em for no reason? well debbie is like that, the way she just sits there all polite an lookin at julia’s legs an stuff, an she doesn’t even say anyfing when i stare at her, sometimes i feel like callin her a stupid bitch but it’s not worth the trouble wiv darlin step mommy, she would just freak an go on an on about it - yawn!! fuck em both! well then julia asks me to get stupid smiley face’s coffee from the kitchen, so i did an i could hear them talkin so i dunno, i just did it, i pulled my jeans an panties down a bit, stuck the cup under an let go a bit of pee in her coffee :-) she didn’t even notice an i sat watchin her drinkin coffee wiv my pee in it, fuckin cool or what?

 

 

Julia: June 20th

 

Thought I’d fucked up today, Maxine was coming over and I had my room nicely laid out, candles and everything, I was really looking forward to it. Anyway, Debbie suddenly turns up. Fuck! I kept her busy in the lounge just chatting and giving her white wine, hoping she would go. Then I could tell Debbie wanted to play – and I just blurted out that my room was being re-decorated so we couldn’t use it. Debbie suggested the bathroom and then I was stuck. Maxine would need to use the bathroom and anyway I was hoping for a little two in the shower fun. For some reason I just said ‘how about Amber’s room,’ Debbie didn’t like the idea but after a couple more drinks she relented. Luckily the little weirdo is at her friends tonight.

 

Julia: June 21st

 

Maxine came early last night and I still had Debbie tied in Amber’s room. I was desperately trying to think of a way of getting Debbie out without the two meeting, but Maxine opened a bottle of tequila and after a while I just forgot. Maxine left early in the morning, about six, and I felt great – then I remembered Debbie. Fuck! She was thirsty, cramped, busting to pee and a bit freaked out, but I paid her some attention and she calmed down. She seemed to accept my excuse that it was supposed to be part of the game, and yes I should have asked her first and yada, yada, yada…crap end to a great night basically, she has REALLY got to go.

 

Amber: June 21st

 

they’ve been in my fuckin room! i like know where everything is an stuff’s been moved an the bed’s different, the sheets are changed an i never even slept in the last ones and it’s back further against the wall, bet it was that stupid bitch debbie! i fuckin hate her!

 

Maxine: June 21st

 

Well, this just gets better and better. I know she had some other bitch there, in her kids room too! How funny is that? Anyway, I got my little sub slut to tell me her life story, and I even managed to look interested, y’know, I think she’s actually falling in love with me or something, what a fucking joke! Very interesting to hear about her daughter though, I sneaked a picture off the dresser and now I even know what school she goes too.

 

Julia: June 23rd

 

I am so happy, I should have quit men a long time ago. Debbie was fun for a while but Maxine is wonderful, I love her red hair, and her long, long legs, and that 26 year-old body is divine, so hard, well, she’s twenty years younger than me or Debbie so no surprise really. She knows me so well and is into all the same stuff and I have totally fallen for her, I even like being submissive with her and I’ve never been into that before, I know Maxine does a lot of it to excite me – she’s just so caring!

 

 

Maxine: June 23rd

 

Pulled up a hundred yards from the school and I saw her as she walked down the street, dark-brown hair, freckles, brown eyes, about 4’ 6” 54lbs ish, (lol, I sound like a cop on a stakeout) she looked strong though, sporty type, pretty too, v.long light-brown hair, down to the middle of her back, intense brown eyes, yep, cute, except that she has a bit of a white-trash look about her. Well, I called her over and she came, I knew she would, she didn’t look like the type to be afraid of strangers. “yeah?” she says, so I explained that I knew her mom and that we might have a common problem. When I said her address, described her mom, their house and even her own room - she got in the car. I thought McDonald’s was a good place to chat. I let her talk first, saying how she thought her new mom was a stuck-up pain in the ass, and how she hated someone called Debbie who had been in her room. Must have been the same bitch that was there the night I was, which was VERY interesting. Anyway, turns out me and the kid DO have a lot in common and we just hit it off, so after hearing some more of the story from her I came up with my plan.

 

Julia: June 25th

 

This is awful!! I still can’t believe what’s happened!! Debbie came round and I was all set to tell her, so I had some wine to get my courage up, then she wanted to be tied up again and I just couldn’t face telling her, tomorrow, I kept thinking, do it tomorrow. So I tied her in Amber’s room again as she was at her friends, well about 10pm Amber suddenly walks in the room, I jumped and spilled my wine and said “what the fuck are you doing here young lady?” she just grinned at me and said you need to see this mommy dear, holding up a video cassette. I was so confused and drunk too, I sat in silence as she played it – it was awful. There was Debbie naked and tied up on Amber’s bed like I had left her, and there, laying next to her also naked and tied up was Amber!!!!! SHE SET ME UP, THE LITTLE BITCH ACTUALLY SET ME UP!! The video was terrible, I would be in prison in a minute if it got out, then Amber tells me she has copies!

 

Amber: June 26th

 

Maxine is so cool, not like julia or that stupid debbie bitch, an she had the coolest plan an she gave me all the stuff an told me how to do it. i left my bedroom window unlocked like Maxine said then went out, you should have seen that bitch debbie’s face wen i climbed back in my window, it woz like her eyes were screaming y’know, cool, coz she had a gag an everything so she couldn’t shout for julia, so i set the camera up like Maxine said an then i took my clothes off, an i hated it that debbie was watching, even tho she woz naked too, but i did it. then i put on the bondage stuff Maxine gave me an put it on loose but so it looked real, an then i laid on the bed next to disgusting debbie, which woz gross but it woz part of the plan, an i put a gag in my mouth an Maxine gave me this stuff wot i rubbed on my cheeks an it made my eyes water like i woz crying, Maxine is so fuckin cool an clever, an i stayed there for ages, like an hour, an i tried to look really scared and struggling an stuff. then i took the video to Maxine an she cut out the bit where i got on an off the bed. fuck! mommy dear is in so much trouble now.

 

Maxine: June 26th

 

Priceless! How else can I put it, the kid and I are a real team. So there we are in Julia’s bedroom and the silly bitch is on her knees just like I told her, and I’m standing in front of her with Amber, I think that was the part she hated most, y’know, that the kid was there. I had untied the bimbo Debbie from Amber’s bed earlier, shown her the video, then tied her up again. I just left her in the kid’s room, well, that was the deal, I get Julia and Amber gets the bimbo. Although we did agree to swap now and again so I get to mess up the bimbo and little Amber gets to play with her mommy! Aw! How sweet!! So on our first night as real slave owners we had Julia kissing my boots, and then, best of all, kissing Ambers feet as she stood there grinning in her white socks! Like I said priceless! And were just beginning the fun and games!

 

 

 

To be continued…

 

 

Ó Sarah J. 2004

 

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