I Love being Beaten

An Erotic Story by Yonny Love, © 2006, 2008, 
as told to him by 0rly l'Am0ur

Keywords: masochism exhibitionism submissive urban abuse 
poverty degradation pee scat teen violence m/F mmm/F

i LOVE BEING BEATEN – PART ONE: PRESENTATION

Hi Boys, my name is 0rly, i'm a 21 year old Israeli 
newly-released soldier, i'm fair-skinned, i'm brunette, 
i'm rather tall, i'm skinny and athletic, i'm Jewish and 
i am masochistic to the bone. i feel good ONLY once 
humiliated. Beaten. SEVERELY, inhumanly degraded. Smashed.

i have seen the Stories, those MIRACULOUS Stories, by the 
Godlike Angel, the Holliest of Saints, Jennifer "cowgirl". 
i have rad them all and adore them, she is my Divine Hero, 
my Mentor. She, without even knowing that, showed me 
the way of the sub – a favour for which i am forEVER 
in her debt. i LOVE YOU, JENNIFER!!!!!!!

i am also against any sort of "human-rights" activity – 
i do not WANT any rights!!! Quite the contrary: i wish 
for the Total and Complete Abolishment of all my 
currently existing "rights", starting with that 
ultra-idiotic "right for privacy". i have just moved, 
into my current apartment, for only one single reason: 
i have absolutely no privacy here. It had actually been 
a department-store during the 1990's, which has been 
"rezoned", into an apartment-building. i live at the 
semi-basement floor, and my only windows, are to the 
pedestrian-sidewalk, meaning that everyone who walks 
there – if they'll only bother themselvers to look down, 
into my apartment! – shall be able, to see my entire flat 
– and there is, almost, no place to hide. i MUST keep 
these windows wide-open 24/7, totally regardless of the 
weather, or else i shan't at all be able to breath 
(no matter, of course, that there's much more Bus-smoke, 
than oxygen here – but… well, that is another thing, 
of which i do Heartfully enjoy: the knowledge, 
that my body suffers more and i shall get cancer, 
and PRAYFULLY, the cure wouldn't be financed by the 
government – and THEN, i shall be "forced by the harsh 
circumstances", to carry out my sweetest dream: to become 
a whore; the lowest, cheapest and most degraded kind 
of a whore, which i could EVER be!!! i do, sometimes, 
stand, near the window, in the height of the rush-hour, 
while there are traffic-jams all over, wait until a bus, 
shall be right by my apartment – AND INHALE… and i 
pass out quite swiftly. and i PRAY – ho, Lord, do i PRAY, 
to get this sweetest cancer SOON… ho, Lord, 
PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE!!!), and Thankfully it is, usually, 
SOOOOO warm and SOOOOO humid, that, while at my 
Home Sweet Home, i do, mostly, walk along STARK NAKED…

Besides, i believe, Heartfully, at the Supremacy of the 
Government, the Sacred GOD-given Authority, over 
my Entire Life. And thus, before my name, i do usually 
say out my Identity-Document's Number: 03220284-8. 
i do mostly say it like: 0-322-0-28-48, QEDEM 0rly 
(while smiling, shyfully, as appropriate for a young 
female, which – so i do full-Heartedly believe – makes me 
ForEVER Birthly, Geneticly inferior, in comparison 
to a MAN; ANY MAN). And, as i am positive, the very term 
"Identity-Document" does pretty clearly certify that, 
above all other things, the word of the Government, 
of the Supreme Authority, defines one's TRUE IDENTITY 
far, far better, that one can define one self's… 
For example, the fact, that my Number has two 0's, 
does most certainly mean, what is my true, genuine worth: 
NOTHING. Nulla. Zero. i am lower than gurbage (which can, 
at the very least, be recycled) – AND LOVING IT!!!

i am nothing. my own worth is nothing. i am a waste 
of skin, and i KNOW that. i am the lowest of the low. 
There is absolutly no reason whatsoever, to treat me with 
anything, which could, somehow, resemble anything, 
even remotely reminding of any sort of "dignity", 
let alone "respect"!!! As i am lower than pig's shit!!!

And i come, hard, just as a result from these sweetest, 
sweetest thoughts…

But, as i've told You all above, my Number ONE most 
favourite past-time, is to be subjected, to all, each 
and every conceivably possible sorts, of physical 
and sexual batterings and molestations. And Thank Heaven, 
there are A LOT of cool, sweet opportunities for this 
in here… As i am living at what most people shall define 
as "the worst neighbourhood" in Israel – which does most 
naturally mean, of course, it is THE BEST one for 
that ugly little, sub-human creature: me…

There are so many poor, brutal and neglected little 
street-children here! And – having been born to the lowest 
street-hookers and thieves and drug-addicts themselves, 
they are ALWAYS up to carry out their culture, of 
humiliating any available female in their grey, urbanicly 
cold surroundings, just whenever they possibly can…

And so, they do take every chance they could have, to 
humiliate and de-humanize little stinky me.

Joyfully, it had all started off right after i had moved 
in here – i was just taking a shower, after finishing to 
rearrange all my stuff, and – right when i was soaping 
my breasts (which are rather big), i had, suddenly, felt 
a warm liquid, being shot at my left shoulder from behind, 
right from the direction of the window, accompanied 
by the sweetest, most Heart-capturing of all voices known 
to exist in the entire Universe: the sweet sound of 
children's mocking, vicious and Heartless laughter, at the 
account of somebody else's weakness.

i had turned around – and my Heart swelled at once: 
at the wide-open window stood three young, handsome 
black Boys, of about 14 years of age, two of them 
almost naked – and one of them WAS PEEING RIGHT UPON 
MY NAKED FLESH!!!

This warm stream was a Boy's pee!!! An actual yellow, 
stinking Boy's pee, has been washing the soap off 
my shoulders, my Breasts, my neck… i had opened my mouth 
wide open, my eyes smiling Lovingly at him – and he shot 
his garment RIGHT INTO MY OPEN MOUTH.

i was standing at my own apartment, at my own shower stoll, 
stark naked and at the middle of taking a shower, looking 
obediently and adoringly at three vicious and heartless 
street-boys and DRINKING ONE OF THEM'S PEE.

It was kind of sweet, actually. Kind of sweet and kind of 
salty. And i totally LOVED it!!!

"THANK YOU, Dear Heart!!!" i called, right after 
he finished. "Care to come on in, the three of You 
Godly Boys? i want to give You three my ENTIRE body!!!" 
And signaled them the direction of my WIDE OPEN door, 
at the base of a dirty, dog- and human-shit-filled staircase…

And they were very swift to arrive. i had, actually, 
planned to lick their bare feet and to swallow all 
stink and dirt, which had been upon them, but – they 
were NOT up to allow me any such "strolling activities"… 
my strong desires for scat & dust lickings should have been 
put then to a very brief halt – as right them, their young, 
yet long Dicks, were already standing UP…

Yes; i had allowed ALL THREE to forcefully ravage my body, 
to tear me apart from all directions, to take me vaginally, 
anally and orally AT ONCE – and then, they had all peed 
and squatted ALL OVER ME, and deeply into my mouth 
in particular… and – i'm telling You, Dear Lords, their SHIT 
was sweeter than Chocolate!!!

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