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 All the girls I've `loved' before.

   Part 13 - Janet and Tara

   Please be sure to read Parts 10, 11, and 12 - `Janet the secretary'
before you read this.  It will make more sense.  xesman

   Saturday -

   Even though I hadn't set the alarm, I still woke up early.  I went to
the bathroom and cleaned up and then went back to bed.  Janet hadn't
stirred so I put on some clothes and went downstairs to get some coffee and
a newspaper.  I brought some coffee and a muffin back for Janet.  When I
came back, I closed the door quietly so as not to disturb her.  I looked in
on her and she was just starting to wake up.  She was stretching and opened
her eyes.  I said good morning and told her that I had brought her a coffee
and muffin if she wanted it.  She started to sit up and said she had a
killer headache.  I asked her of she wanted some aspirins.  She said yeah
so I got some out of my bag for her.  She took them and said she felt like
shit!  She stood up and sat right back down again.  She kept shaking her
head like she was trying to clear some cobwebs or something.  I asked her
if she was alright.  "Other than the fact I feel like shit and like I've
been fucked by a horse, yeah!" She stood up again and asked if she could
have a piece of the muffin.  I set it down on the small table and pulled
the chair out for her.  She sat down and took a small piece of the muffin
and tasted it.  Then she went to town on it.  She finished it off and drank
some of the coffee.  She said that helped.  I asked her if there was
anything she wanted to do today before we headed home.  She thought a
minute and said no, she had seen everything she wanted to see this week.  I
asked her if she wanted to get breakfast or would the muffin hold her `til
lunch.  She said she would be okay until lunch.  I asked her if she felt
like getting dressed or did she want to read the paper.  She said that she
didn't feel like reading right now.  She got up and said she would get
dressed.  She went into the bathroom as I sat down and read the paper.

   Janet came out about fifteen minutes later and sat down at the makeup
table.  She worked on her makeup and then her hair.  It took her about 45
minutes but when she was finished, she looked like a million bucks.  "Well,
that's as good as it gets!" she said.  I told her she looked great.  She
asked me what I wanted her to wear today.  I told her to go ahead and pick
a dress.  She took one of the ones she had brought for day wear.  She asked
if it was okay.  I looked at it and said it looked fine.  It wasn't the
sexiest thing she had but it was still about three inches above her knees
when she put it on.  She looked around and took a pair of four inch heels
and slipped them on.  "Will these be okay?" I noticed she was asking for my
approval for everything.  I wonder if it was temporary or if she was
finally broken.  I'd wait and see before I rendered judgment.  She came
over to me and asked if I wanted a blowjob before we went out.  I thought
about it and said, "Great thought!" She dropped to her knees and took my
cock out of my pants.  She licked it and then took it in her mouth.  It was
already hard and she sucked it, moving down on it.  She gagged a little but
kept trying.  She started bobbing her head on my cock and kept trying to go
deep.  I could feel it hitting the back of throat.  She was trying hard if
nothing else!  I didn't want to mess up her hair so I didn't grab her head,
instead allowing her to do her thing.  It didn't take long to bring me to
my peak and I shot my load into her mouth and throat.  She kept my cock in
her mouth and swallowed all of my cum.  She looked up at me as she slowly
withdrew her lips from my cock.  She licked me clean and then smiled and
asked it that was okay.  I said it was better than okay.  I asked her if
she wanted me to take care of her but she said she was too sore down there.
I helped her to her feet and kissed her.  I asked her if she was ready to
leave.  I had packed all my stuff already.  She said she just needed to put
her stuff away and she would be ready to go in about fifteen minutes.  She
asked me what I wanted her to do with all the stuff I had bought, like the
bra and garter belt and stockings.  I told her she could keep them if she
wanted.  She packed them up with the rest of her stuff.  I double checked
the room to make sure we left nothing behind.  I left ten dollars on the
desk for the maid.  Hopefully she would take care of the pillow without
raising a fuss.  We took our suitcases downstairs and checked us out.

   I loaded everything into the car and opened the door for Janet.  She got
in and I looked at her legs but didn't get a pussy shot.  I figured before
we went home, I would go to Pacific Beach and we could take a walk in the
sand.  I asked Janet if she was up to it and she said sure.  I drove up
there and looked for a parking place.  Pacific Beach is not the easiest
place to park in.  After driving around for 15 minutes, I lucked out and
someone was pulling out.  I squeezed in and parked.  It was a tight fit but
I managed to get out of the car.  Janet had no problem on her side.  We
walked about a block to the beach and Janet squatted down to take off her
heels.  I took off my shoes and socks.  I put my arm around Janet and
walked onto the beach.  We walked right to the water's edge.  I wasn't in
the mood to get my feet wet since I had to drive home and sand between your
toes when you're driving isn't fun!  We walked quite a distance and then
turned around and walked back.  There was a gentle breeze blowing but it
didn't seem to be pulling Janet's skirt up (Yes, I was checking!).  We
walked back to the car pavement and Janet steadied herself on me so she
could put her heels on.  I walked barefoot to the car so I could clean the
sand off my feet before I put my socks on.  It was now about 1:00 PM so I
asked Janet if she was getting hungry.  She said she was.  I noticed we
were right near a Hooter's so I said, "Let's go eat at Hooter's!" Janet
rolled her eyes up in her head and said, "Haven't you seen enough boobs
this week?" Of course I responded, "One can never see enough boobs, ever!"
She laughed at that and we headed into the restaurant.  As usual, there
were all different types of girls in Hooter's.  One thing though, they all
had legs up to there and tits!  Certainly none of them were ugly but as far
as looks go, Janet had most of them beaten.  We were served by Allyson. 
She was fairly short with an abundance of boobs pushing out the top of her
shirt.  I ordered a beer, Janet went with a coke.  Allyson brought our
drinks back and asked if we were going to eat.  I said yeah and asked Janet
what she wanted.  She said she wanted a burger.  I ordered the same and
ordered some curly fries.  While we were waiting for the food, I asked
Janet if she was ready to go home.  She said she was.  I asked her if she
had had any fun.  She looked around and then leaned towards me and said,
"Yeah, a little, except last night which really hurt!"

   "But you got through it didn't you?"

   "Yeah, but I'd rather not have to do that again.  I had forgotten how
much it hurt having a kid.  You reminded me last night!"

   "Do you regret your decision to go this week?"

   Janet thought about it and said, "No, although at times I have!"

   "What was the most fun?"

   "Having all day free to do things.  That was a lot of fun.  Also, having
dinner with you each night was fun even though you had me doing things.  I
still am worried about giving that waiter my panties with my phone number!"


   "So you enjoyed dinner?"

   "Yeah, it was different.  Kind of weird because I knew you were going to
do something each night which had me worried.  But I experienced a lot of
new things which I wouldn't have otherwise."

   "What about the strip club?"

   "The first night was really weird but I kind of liked the dance Katie
did for us.  It was kind of embarrassing but exciting at the same time. 
The second time, I thought I was going to die when you made me enter that
contest but once I had finished and won, it was kind of a high!  When you
told me that the outcome was fixed, that kind of burst my bubble a little.
But overall, it was fun.  I only hope nobody back home finds out about it!"

   "I won't tell if you won't!  And I didn't see anyone else there that I
knew."

   "I hope not!"

   Allyson brought our food.  Janet was hungrier than she thought and began
devouring her burger.  She looked like I hadn't fed her all week.  I ate as
well and the burger was good.  It sure beat McDonalds and Burger Death! 
Besides, the girls looked better here!  We finished lunch and I paid the
bill and left Allyson a nice tip.  We walked back to the car.  There still
wasn't much room between the cars and I had to let Janet get in by herself.
I went around to my side and got in.

   I drove out of the parking lot and got on the road towards the
interstate.  Once I was on the interstate, I set the cruise control and sat
back.  Janet looked like she was someplace else and a couple of times she
looked my way and looked like she was going to say something.  Then she'd
turn back and look forward.  After about an hour, I stopped at a rest stop
to take a leak.  Janet said she didn't need to go and would wait in the
car. I hurried up and went back to the car.  I got back in and buckled up
and headed back onto the interstate.

   Janet did that little thought thing again and this time actually opened
her mouth to say something.  She quickly closed it.  This time I asked her
what was on her mind.  She started to say something and again closed her
mouth.  She was obviously thinking something but didn't want to say it.

   "Come on, out with it!"

   "You're not done with me, are you?"

   "What do you mean?"

   "You are going to want more sex before we get home, right?"

   "Or maybe after we get home!"

   Janet thought about that one for a moment.  I knew I had confused her so
I clarified for her.  "Janet, the agreement was Sunday to Saturday.  I
didn't say where to where.  If you remember on Sunday, we started with a
blowjob on Sunday at your apartment.  I was actually just thinking that
another of your BJs might feel good right now!"

   "I probably shouldn't have said anything!"

   "Janet, if it means anything, it wouldn't have mattered.  I was already
thinking that I'd like to feel your lips wrapped around my cock."

   "Roy, somehow, that sounds seedy!" But she bent over and undid my zipper
and gently extracted my cock from my pants.  She bent over further and
licked my cock several times and then took it in her mouth.  She undid her
seat belt and slid around so she had her head in my lap and her knees on
her seat, her ass up in the air, although it was pretty well covered by her
skirt!

   She bobbed her head up and down while I tried to concentrate on the
road. Janet was definitely getting better at giving head!  If I had another
week with her, she'd be almost as good as Ann!  I held on to the wheel with
my left hand and used my right hand to reach over and pull her skirt up,
exposing her ass to the world, if they cared to look!  Then I reached
underneath and gently squeezed her boob through her dress.  Janet moaned as
she continued working my cock over with her mouth.  She wasn't taking as
deep as she had this morning but given the angle she was working at, I
could understand.  She definitely was giving a great effort.  I had to give
her points for enthusiasm!  It took her almost 15 minutes to bring me off
and she didn't stop once!  Finally I shot into her mouth and she swallowed
what I gave her.  She pulled her lips off my cock and then licked her lips
clean.  She smiled at me and then tucked my cock back into my pants. 
"There, that should hold you for awhile!"

   "Yeah, for awhile!"

   She laughed at my comment but sat back in her seat and re-buckled her
seatbelt.  She looked down and noticed her dress was pulled up.  "When did
this happen?"

   "Gee, I don't know, probably while you were blowing me!"

   "You are so bad!"

   I smiled and kept driving.  Janet leaned back in her seat and I think
fell asleep for a bit.  I pulled into town and she woke up as we got about
a block from her apartment.  She stretched.  I said, "Good morning, Miss
Sunshine!  Did you have a good nap?"

   "I can't believe I fell asleep!  And I can't believe I still have my
clothes on!" Again, she stopped immediately after the words came out of her
mouth as if she had given me another idea.  "I meant.."

   "Relax Janet; we're almost to your apartment.  I'm not going to
embarrass you here in town, where someone we both know could see us!"

   I pulled in the parking lot of her apartment and got Janet's suitcases
out of the car.  I took one and she took the other to her apartment.  She
reached in her purse and got her key out.  After unlocking her door, she
opened it and we both went in.  Janet dead bolted the door as soon as we
were inside.  I asked her where she wanted her suitcase.  She said right
there was fine; she'd deal with it later.  She asked me if I wanted
anything to drink.  I said water would be fine.  She went in the kitchen
and brought back two bottles of water from the fridge.  She offered me one
and opened the lid on the other.  I opened mine and took a long drink of
it. My thirst quenched, I put the bottle down.  It had been a couple of
hours since I had cum and I figured I had one more shot at Janet before the
deal was over.  She looked at me like she was reading my mind.  She didn't
say anything, just stood there.

   "Janet, it would be nice if you took your dress off." She didn't say a
word but shrugged her shoulders and took her dress off.  After seeing her
naked all week, she still looked good standing there naked in her heels! 
She came over to me and got down on her knees in front of me and started
undoing my zipper.  I pulled her up and said, `I don't want another
blowjob."

   "Roy, my pussy is still sore from last night!"

   "Yeah, it's probably not too tight either!" But that's not what I had in
mind."

   "What....?  Oh!"

   She was reading my mind!  I pulled her close to me and said, "How about
we move to the bedroom.  She shook her head okay and we started down the
hall.  About halfway there, she stopped and said she would be right back.
She went back to the living room and got her purse.  She caught up to me
and handed me her purse.  I shook my head no.  She was confused and just
looked at me.  "I want you to take it out." She opened the purse and took
out the tube of KY and handed it to me.  I stood there while she unbuttoned
my shirt and unbuckled my belt.  After taking my shirt off, she bent down
and took my pulled my shoes and socks off.  Then she pulled my slacks off
and my shorts down.  She turned and went over to the bed and bent over,
placing her hands on the bed.  I told her I would rather she knelt on the
bed.  She climbed on the bed and was on her hands and knees.  I got behind
her and looked at that ass!  Then I lubed up my cock and put some on my
finger which I put on her asshole.  She jerked a little when she felt the
cold jell on her ass.  I worked a finger in her ass and she squirmed a bit
but didn't say anything.  I withdrew my finger and lined my cock up with
her asshole.  I gently pushed forward, feeling just a slight resistance
before the head of my cock popped into her ass!  "Oh!" was all she said.  I
gently eased my cock into her.  I paused every so often so she could
adjust. It took me a few minutes, but I was in no hurry!  I finally
bottomed out in her ass.  I slowly withdrew.  Janet moved back with me.  I
left the head in her and then eased back into her.  After a few minutes of
this, I began fucking her.  She grunted a little but held steady, I started
fucking her a little harder and she made a little more noise.  Since I had
already cum twice today from her two fantastic blowjobs, it was going to
take me awhile to cum.  I'm sure Janet wanted me to finish quickly! 
Finally, I felt myself building.  I figured I had fucked her enough so I
didn't try to delay any longer.  After a few more strokes, I came in her
ass.  I held my cock in her until it deflated.  Then I eased it out of her.
She grunted again as my cock popped free of her ass.  I got off the bed and
she turned and asked if she could get up.  I said sure.  She went into the
bathroom and came back with a washcloth for me.  I wiped myself off and she
handed me a towel.  After I dried myself, she excused herself and went to
the bathroom.  After a few minutes she came out.  She smiled at me.  It
didn't seem forced.  I asked her if she was okay.  She shook her head yes.
I started getting dressed; Janet bent over and picked up my shirt and
handed it to me but made no effort to get dressed.  I told her it was okay
to put her dress on.  She went into the living room and got her dress and
came back with it on.

   As soon as I was dressed, I said I guess it's time for me to go.  Janet
looked at me a moment and acted like she wanted to say something but
didn't. I asked her what was the matter.  She didn't say anything at first
but finally I could see a little tear forming in her eye.  I asked her
again, what was wrong.  Finally she looked like she was going to breakdown
and start crying.  I put my hands on her shoulders and again asked her what
was wrong.  Through her tears, she said, "You never intended to lend me the
money, did you?  It just struck me that all week you've screwed me and now
you're gonna screw me!"

   I was astonished!  She thought I was going to cheat her out of the
money. I quickly said, "No way Janet!  I have your money for you.  You
really didn't think I was that low, did you?"

   "I didn't at first but it just came to me that you might.  I was feeling
stupid for not getting part of the money up front or something in writing!"

   "Janet, I might be a prick but I'm a fair prick!  You lived up to your
part of the deal and I'll live up to mine." I took my wallet out of my back
pocket, opened it and took out a wad of $100s.  I counted out fifteen bills
and handed them to her.

   "But I only need a $1000!"

   "Janet, I know we agreed on $1000, but you more than lived up to your
deal so the $1500 is fair."

   "How long do I have to pay it back?"

   Again I was astonished!  "Janet, I thought we were clear at the
beginning that this was not a loan.  That is your money.  You don't have to
pay it back!"

   Janet's eyes got wide.  She said, "I don't?"

   "Nope, I thought you understood that."

   "Roy, I can't believe this!  All week, I've bounced back and forth
between feeling pretty good and feeling like a slut!  A couple of minutes
ago, I felt as low as I've felt in a long time when I had the feeling I
wasn't going to see any of this money.  Now I feel great that I can move
into a more affordable apartment and not have a giant debt.  Although I
feel like a whore for how I got the money.  But somehow, I knew I was going
to feel that way!"

   I couldn't argue that she had sold herself but I had offered it to her
so I was just as guilty.  I told her, "Janet, I going to tell you something
now.  I don't know how you're going to take it but I feel you need to know.
At work, you act very cocky.  You have an attitude that at times made me
want to slap the crap out of you.  Several times this week, as I was being
nice to you, you started getting cocky again.  Towards the end of the week,
you acted like you finally woke up.  There is nothing wrong with being
self-assured, but at times you overdo it.  Yesterday, I had planned a quiet
evening until I caught you wearing panties and you had a little bit of
attitude again.  I really didn't get much out of sticking my hand in your
pussy, but I was trying to degrade you."

   Janet looked like she was going to cry again.  She wiped the tears from
her eyes and said, "I didn't know I was that bad!  I'll try to get better.
Maybe that's why I always feel on the outside at work.  Everyone smiles at
me but nobody is really my friend!  Thanks for clearing that up for me.  I
really do appreciate it!"

   I hugged Janet and said, "I guess we're all done here.  I'll let myself
out.  See you at work on Monday?"

   Janet said yes and then said, "Roy, are you finished with me?  I mean,
is our deal complete?"

   "Yes, Janet, you have your money.  Our deal is complete."

   "Can I say something?"

   "Sure!"

   "Roy, putting the money aside, I really did have fun this week.  You
showed me a lot of new things.  I wasn't all that hot on doing most of them
but I got through it.  It was an experience that I will remember forever.
If the opportunity arose again, I would gladly accompany you on another
trip.  I don't mean for money, just for the fun.  We could negotiate how
far you could go with me but I'd be open.  I know that probably didn't come
out right but I had to say it."

   I was again astonished!  If I heard her correctly, she said she would go
on another trip with me for free and pretty much do the same things!  I
would have to keep that in mind.  I told her that I appreciated it.  I
reminded Janet that our arrangement needed to stay between her and me or
there could be trouble.  She said she understood.  I reminded her how much
of a gossip Jenny was and not to fall for any of Jenny's `fishing' for
info. Janet said she was smarter than that.  She said she already figured
out that she would say that she spent the week with her parents and they
had given her the money.  That would cover her being gone and also the fact
that she had cash.  I thought that was pretty good.  I gave her a hug and a
kiss and said goodbye.

   I started out the door and then turned back to face Janet.  "Oh, by the
way, one more thing."

   Janet froze and said, "I thought you said we were done with the deal!"

   I reached in my pocket and pulled out her panties that she thought I had
left for the waiter.  I handed them to her and said, "Here, I thought you
might like these!"

   "What?  Where did these come from?  I thought...."

   "You thought I left them for the waiter, didn't you?" She slowly shook
her head yes.

   "I wouldn't do something that would put you in danger.  He seemed like a
nice guy but you never know!"

   "Thank you Roy!" With that I turned and left.

   I drove home and lugged my cases into the house.  I checked the
answering machine and there were the usual messages from sales people. 
There was one message from Tara that said to give her a call when I got a
chance.  She knew I was gone this week so I wondered what that was about. I
called her back and got her answering machine.  I left her a message that I
was returning her call.  I took my cases and started unpacking.  This was
the one part I really hated about traveling, the laundry!  I sorted all the
dirty clothes and got them ready for the machine.  It was nice having a
washer/dryer because having to go to the laundry would really suck!  I
started one load and then went through my mail.  The phone rang and it was
Tara calling me back.  She asked me how my week went I told her the meeting
was fine.  She asked if I wanted to meet her for breakfast in the morning
(Sunday).  I said sure and asked her what time.  She said, how about 8:00.
I said fine and I'd see her in the morning.

   Sunday

   Sunday morning, I got up and went over to the restaurant to meet Tara
for breakfast.  I got there a few minutes early and they weren't very busy
so I took a table and ordered some coffee.  Tara showed up about 15 minutes
late (typical of Tara!) and said she would probably be late for her own
funeral!  She looked good.  She had on a short sporty skirt, a sleeveless
top and some 3 inch heels.  Her hair was in a ponytail and bounced back and
forth as she walked.  She sat down across from me and I poured her some
coffee from the carafe.  I told her she looked great!  She said, "You know,
you always say that when I just throw something on.  I don't think I spent
ten minutes getting ready this morning!"

   "Well, it doesn't take much to improve on perfect!"

   "Thanks, but I'm far from perfect!"

   "I'm only tellin' ya what I'm seein'!"

   She smiled at that and took a sip of her coffee, then asked, "So how was
your week?"

   "It went okay.  It was good to be away from the office!  I think I
relaxed a bunch this week and I guess the place didn't collapse without me!
At least it hadn't when I checked in with Mildred on Friday!"

   "No, it's still there!

   The waitress came by and asked if we were ready to order.  I knew what I
wanted but deferred to Tara.  She said she was ready and ordered.  I
ordered as well.  After the waitress left, I asked Tara what the latest
gossip was.  She said pretty much the same old stuff.  She said she had
been keeping her ears open after what I had told her about Jenny spreading
gossip about us.  Then she looked around and said, "Oh crap!  Here I am
having breakfast with you.  If she was to see us, she would take the stuff
further!" I told her not to worry.  Since Tara didn't work for me, we were
just co-workers and it didn't matter what she said.

   "But Roy, you've helped me advance in the company.  I wouldn't want your
rep tarnished over a little gossip!" I told her not to worry about it, I
wasn't!  Our breakfast came and we ate.  I asked Tara how her weekend had
gone.  She said it had been quiet.  Her boyfriend was gone hunting and she
had used the time to catch up on reading and rest.  She had thought about
going out but hadn't done anything.  Then she remembered that I would be
back yesterday so she thought she would give me a call.

   I had thought for sure she was going to tell me that she had found out
about Janet going with me!  It was a little early for that to happen but I
figured somebody (Jenny?) might put two and two together and tie Janet's
absence and mine together.

   As we were eating breakfast, I was wondering if there was another motive
for Tara's invitation to breakfast.  If her boyfriend was away and she was
horny, then she might be looking for some.  Normally, Tara isn't shy about
anything so I figured if she was horny, she would make it known.  I had had
a pretty busy week, sex wise, so I wasn't really looking for any, but if
Tara was offering, I would be accepting!  We finished breakfast and when
the waitress brought the check I took it.  Tara said that wasn't right, she
had invited me to breakfast.  I told her that having breakfast with her was
enough reward for me so I would get the check.

   "At least let me leave the tip!"

   "I'll just put it all on my card."

   "Well, make sure you leave a good tip.  She did a good job!"

   The waitress had done a good job, making sure we were never wanting
anything.  Tara had been a waitress when she was going to college and knew
what it was like.  I always tipped well because I could never be a server!
It is way too tough a job for me!

   I paid the bill and left a sizeable tip.  As we walked out of the
restaurant, Tara asked me what I was going to do the rest of the day.  I
told her I didn't have anything planned since she had gotten me up so damn
early!  She laughed and said, "You could have said no!"

   "Yeah, right!  Like I would ever say no to you!"

   "So what are you going to do?"

   "Well, I need to get my laundry done.  After all tomorrow is another
work day."

   "What, you don't have a maid?"

   Laughing, I answered, "No, I fired her last week!"

   "Well that wasn't real smart!"

   "Nobody ever accused me of being smart!"

   "Want some help?"

   I didn't really need help doing laundry!  I only had one load left to do
since I had done most of it yesterday when I got back.  But I wasn't about
to turn Tara down.  "Sure!  Maybe you could show me how that stupid machine
works!"

   She said she would meet me at my place in a couple of minutes.  I drove
home and waited for Tara to show up.  She arrived about 20 minutes later.
She said she had stopped at her place to make sure that Bruce, her
significant other, hadn't called from his hunting trip.  She asked where
the laundry pile was.  I told her I was only kidding, I could handle the
laundry later.  She said she didn't mind at all.  Reluctantly, I showed her
to the kitchen where the laundry was.  She looked and said, "There isn't
much here, considering you've been gone all week!"

   "Well, I already did three loads yesterday when I got back!"

   "So you're not as helpless as I thought you were!"

   "No, not totally helpless!"

   Tara laughed at that comment.  I loaded the washer with the remaining
clothes and started it.  We walked back to the living room and sat down.

   "When is Bruce supposed to be home from hunting?"

   "He planned for two weeks but you know Bruce.  On one hand, he wants to
maximize his time hunting, but on the other, he wants home cooked meals. 
Besides, I don't think he trusts me a whole lot.  He is always accusing me
of flirting with guys and if you listen to him, I've slept with every guy
in town!"

   "Why do you put up with him?"

   "I don't know.  I guess I'm just that way!"

   Tara got real quiet all of a sudden.  Then she turned to me and said,
"Roy, you know I'm not like that, don't you?  I mean, sure, I mess around
with you but there is nobody else!"

   "Tara, you don't have to prove anything to me!  We're friends and I
trust you!  I just can't believe Bruce is such an asshole!"

   "Well, he is right in one way!  I did sleep with one other guy!  Of
course, I never told him that!"

   "I hope not!  I don't want him coming after me with one of his guns!"

   Up until now, Tara and I had been sitting side-by-side.  She looked at
me and said, "Will you hold me for a bit?" I said sure and spread my arms
for her.  She leaned against me so her back was to my chest.  I crossed my
arms in front of her and although the natural place to put my hands would
have been on her boobs, I sensed that she didn't want that right now.  So I
placed my hands on her stomach and pulled her to me in a hug.  She leaned
into me and I could feel her breathing.  I held her like that for awhile
and then I felt her body spasm a few times.  She raised her hand up and
wiped her eyes.  She was sobbing!

   "Tara, what's the matter?" "I am such a loser!  I am a no good bitch!  I
don't know why anyone puts up with me!"

   "Whoa, wait a minute!  What are you talking about?"

   "I always go for the `bad boys' and they always take advantage of me. 
For some sick reason, I like it.  There is something seriously wrong with
me!"

   Wow, we had gone from having a fun breakfast together to Tara breaking
down and crying!  This wasn't good!  I opened my arms and turned her to
face me.  I kissed her gently on the nose and said, "I'm sorry I got you
worked up!  I didn't mean to."

   "It's not you Roy!  This has been running through my mind for awhile and
every so often pops to the surface.  I'm just feeling sorry for myself. 
I'll be better in a little bit."

   "Can I get you anything?"

   "Maybe some water.  Maybe I just ought to go and not drag down your
Sunday!"

   "No, you're fine right here.  I don't want you to leave.  Let me just
hold you for awhile.  I'll go get you the water." I got up and got some
water for her and also brought back a box of tissues.  She grabbed a few of
them and wiped her eyes.

   "I'm such a baby!"

   "No, you're not!" I knew that Tara was bi-polar and she and I had had a
few times where we were `mad' at each other because her mood changed so
rapidly.  I had seen her depressed a few times, like the time she needed to
borrow the money.  But this was pretty bad and I wasn't going to let her be
by herself right now.

   I sat next to her and played with her hair a little.  I asked her if she
needed any aspirins or Tylenol or something.  She said no.  then she looked
at me and said, "Roy, I'm a wreck right now.  But I think I need to cum. 
Please take me to the bedroom and fuck me!  Please?"

   Gee, I had to think about this one for a bit!  NOT!  I asked her if she
was sure.  She shook her head and said yes in a very small voice.  I got up
and helped her stand.  I walked her back to my bedroom and then turned her
around and kissed her.  I could see that her tears had smudged her makeup a
little.  She opened her eyes and caught me checking her out.  I smiled at
her and she forced a smile back.  I kissed her again and she kissed back. I
asked her if she was sure she wanted to make love.  She shook her head no
and said, "I don't want you to make love to me!  I want you to fuck me!" I
was a little confused but I think I understood the difference.  Still, I
intended to start gently with her.  I dropped my hands to her waist and
slowly lifted her top up and over her head.  I folded the top and laid it
on the bed.  She had on one of her sexy Victoria Secrets bras, real lacy
and fairly sheer.  I undid her bra and took it off of her, freeing her
breasts.  I tossed the bra to the other side of the room on a chair in the
corner.  Then I bent over a little and licked her hard nipples, eliciting a
moan from Tara's lips.

   I reached down and felt around for the snap on Tara's skirt.  I fumbled
quite a bit and couldn't find it.  Finally, Tara reached down, swatted my
hands away, and then undid her skirt.  As it fell to the floor she stepped
out of it.  Her panties matched her bra and were just as lacy, just as
sheer, and just as sexy!  I didn't waste any time with them but slid them
down Tara's long sexy legs and waited as she lifted each foot up to free
them.  I tossed them over where I had thrown her bra.  Now Tara was naked
except for her heels and I had no intention of removing them!  For a 33
year old mom (She had a son who was about 10), Tara looked fantastic.  Her
36B boobs (I looked at her bra) stood proud on her chest and had only the
slightest sag to them.  I knew she had nursed her son because I remember
several "emergencies" where Tara had to rush out of a meeting because her
boobs were `leaking'!  And her legs were absolutely without equal!  Those
legs are definitely a `10', absolutely perfect all the way up to her
fantastic ass!  There was nothing wrong at all with the way Tara looked
although she had a poor self image.  She always thought there was something
wrong with the way she looked and whenever I told her that she looked good,
she would say something like `I don't know why you say that, I didn't do
anything.' She wasn't just fishing for compliments either.  With Tara, you
could tell it was real.

   Now that I had her naked, I almost wanted to stare at her body but I
knew Tara needed to cum so I gently pushed her back onto the bed and eased
myself between her legs.  She spread them voluntarily and I worked my way
down until I was kneeling on the floor with my mouth near her pussy. 
Tara's pussy hair was a light brown unlike her blonde head.  I thought
momentarily how she would look with hair color that would match her pussy
hair.  I've always known Tara as a blonde.  I licked her thighs and around
her pussy lips.  She reached down and tried to pull my head up but I
refused to move.

   "Come up here so I can kiss you while you fuck me!"

   "No, you wanted to be fucked so we'll do it my way!" With that, I went
to town on her pussy.  After my tongue found its way into her slit, she
stopped fighting me and started moaning.  I worked all around her pussy and
could taste her moisture.  She was definitely getting wet!  I worked the
lips of her pussy, intentionally avoiding her clit.  She squirmed her hips
trying to get my tongue in contact with her clit.  I didn't let her do that
but instead moved to her thighs and licked them.  She must have just shaved
her legs because her thighs were smooth as silk.  I kept licking her thighs
and then made my way back to her pussy.  As soon as I did, she started
trying to get me to lick her clit again.  I could hear the frustration in
her voice as she started begging me to make her cum!  I didn't want to
prolong her agony any more and worked my tongue onto her clit.  The result
was immediate.  Tara started screaming, "Yes!  Yes!  Yes!" over and over
and pulled my head into her crotch.  I felt her body tense and she grunted
as she came!  Then her body went limp as she released my head and dropped
her hands to her side.

   I wasn't finished with her yet.  I kept licking her clit and didn't give
her a chance to come down from her orgasm.  She started tensing up again
and quickly came a second time less than a minute after her first one.  I
was about to try to make it three when she pushed me off of her and said,
"Please, no more.  Let me catch my breath!" She was breathing very quickly
and raspy like she couldn't catch her breath.  I pulled off of her and lay
down beside her to give her a chance to recover.  Her heart was beating
very rapidly and it looked like she was having a hard time catching her
breath!  Finally, she took a deep breath and let it out and then another.
Then she turned to me and said, "Thank you!  I needed that!  Why did you
make me cum twice?"

   "I thought you needed it and I didn't think it would take much to put
you over the second time!  Sorry I worked you so hard!"

   "I thought I was gonna die!  It was great but I couldn't catch my breath
after the second time!  Why did you do that?  I told you to just fuck me!"

   "I thought you needed to cum a lot more than I needed to fuck you. 
Besides, you know I always let the lady have her fun first!"

   "You are such a gentleman!" With that she rolled on her side and then
got to her knees and started undoing my shirt.  Once she had it unbuttoned,
she made me sit up and took it completely off me.  Then she undid my slacks
and pulled them and my underwear off.  Now I was as naked as she was! 
(Well, not exactly, she still had her heels on!).  She bent over and licked
my cock.  Then she looked up at me and said, "It's been a long time since I
sucked you off, hasn't it?"

   I agreed, "Yeah, way too long!"

   "Well, I'll just have to treat you better, won't I?" With that she took
my cock in her mouth and started to give me a serious blowjob!  It had been
quite some time since Tara had sucked me off at the office but it quickly
came back to me how good she was at it!  She played with my balls as she
bobbed her head up and down.  She took a good portion of my cock into her
mouth and I felt it hit the back of her throat.  She didn't gag but did
hesitate a little bit.  She actually hummed as she sucked me off.  It
didn't take long since I was already excited from seeing her naked and from
licking her pussy.  I really wanted to fuck her but I couldn't resist
cumming in her mouth.  I warned her that I was going to cum and then shot
my load into her mouth.  She dutifully swallowed.  She pulled her mouth off
my cock and licked her lips.  She started to dive down again when I stopped
her and pulled her up next to me.

   "Give me a little time to recharge!"

   "Well, you did me twice in a row!  I wanted you to see how it felt!"

   "I think it will take me a little longer to get there again then it did
for you!"

   I kissed her lips and held her close to me.  I dipped my head down and
licked her nipple.  She moaned a little and said, "Hey, I thought you were
just gonna hold me!"

   "Your boobs are too inviting!"

   "Men!  Show a little tit and they get all worked up!" With that she
laughed.

   I responded, "You don't even have to show me your boobs!  I get all
worked up just seeing you, period!" That earned me a playful smack on the
arm and, "So now I gotta worry that when you see me at work, you're gonna
have a hardon?"

   "Well, you don't have to worry about it, but you could try to fix it!"
That earned me another smack on the arm!

   All this playing around had given my cock time to recharge.  It started
to harden, a fact that Tara noticed immediately!  "Ooh, look what we have
here!"

   She didn't waste any time but dropped her head down and gave my cock a
few licks which made it even harder.  Then she moved her leg over mine and
straddled me.  She took my cock in her hand and guided it to her pussy. 
With one plunge, she lowered herself onto me.  She paused for a moment as
she felt my cock fully inside her, a look of bliss on her face.  She looked
down at me and said, "You feel so good inside me!" Then she began raising
and lowering herself on me slowly at first then picking up speed.  She
experimented with different angles and found one that seemed to stimulate
her more because she stuck with it.  She licked her lips and moaned.  As
she pumped up and down on my cock, she looked at me and smiled.  I lay back
and let Tara do most of the work.  I watched her boobs bouncing up and down
on her chest, the nipples as hard as pebbles.  I reached up and touched
them, eliciting another moan from her.

   I could tell from her movements that Tara was in this game to have an
orgasm.  I held out and let her have her way with me!  She started making
funny noises that seemed to come from deep in her chest instead of her
mouth.  Then she transitioned to a solid "Ohh!" each time she bottomed out
on me!  After a few more minutes, she let out one continuous moan and
ground her pussy into my crotch.  Then she went limp on top of me but
didn't collapse.  She did stop moving though so I had to start moving my
hips to keep the stimulation up on my cock!  She got the message and
started moving her hips again, albeit a lot slower than before.  Since I
didn't need to hold back any longer, I let myself work up to a cum. 
Considering all the physical and visual stimulation I had, it didn't take
long before I shot into Tara's pussy.  I put my arms up around her back and
pulled her to me.  She placed her head on my chest and went totally limp. I
just held her there for quite awhile.

   I think we both drifted off for awhile because the next thing I knew, I
was awakened by Tara moving slowly.  She lifted herself off me and gently
got off the bed.

   "Where are you going, gorgeous?"

   "Oh Roy, I'm sorry.  I didn't mean to wake you up!"

   "That's okay.  I really didn't need to sleep more." I got up out of bed.
Tara went into the bathroom to clean up.  She stuck her head out and asked,
"Is it alright if I use your toothbrush?"

   "Sure!"

   I went in the bathroom as well and asked Tara if she was going to
shower. She sniffed her underarms and asked, "Do I smell that bad?"

   "No, you don't smell at all, except good!" I was just offering the
shower!"

   "It probably wouldn't hurt to rinse off!  I need to go food shopping
this afternoon." As soon as she finished brushing her teeth, she hopped in
the shower and quickly soaped her body and rinsed off.  She jumped out and
I handed her a clean fresh bath towel.  She dried herself off and wrapped
the towel around her.  I went back into the bedroom and looked around.  I
saw my camera sitting on the dresser and I picked it up and took it to the
living room.  I still hadn't downloaded all the pictures I had taken of
Janet.  I slipped the memory card out and slipped a new one in.  then I
went back into the bedroom.  Tara was just coming out of the bathroom.  She
dropped the towel on the bed and stood there naked, looking for her
underwear.  I had thrown it in the corner when I undressed her.  I snapped
a picture of her standing there and she shrieked!  "Roy, what are you
doing?"

   "Just taking a couple pictures of you!  Say Cheese!"

   "Roy, no, you can't take pictures of me!"

   "Why not?"

   "What are you going to do with them?"

   "Just look at them when I can't have you around live!"

   "That's too dangerous!  What if Bruce finds out?  He'd kill me and then
kill you!"

   I didn't intend to let Bruce see any pictures I have of Tara.

   "Oh come on, just a few." I snapped another of her.  She shook her head
but didn't complain anymore.  She asked where her underwear was.  I told
her I was going to keep it hostage."

   "You're going to keep my underwear hostage?  What are you nuts?"

   "No, it's just a way I can guarantee you'll come back for another
visit!"

   "But I can't go to the grocery store without any underwear on!  If I
bend over to pick something up, I'll show the world everything I've got!"

   "And that would be bad, how?" I snapped another picture of her.  She
found her shoes and slipped them on.  I snapped another picture.

   "Would you stop that!" In response, I took another picture.

   She picked up her top and slipped it over her head.  The she picked up
her skirt and slipped it one, effectively covering her private parts.  I
snapped a few more of her fully dressed.

   "Are you really not going to give me my underwear?"

   "Yep!  I really am not!"

   I held the camera up and Tara struck another pose.  I snapped another
picture.  Then I teased her and told her to show me some skin.  She spun
around and I snapped a picture of her skirt covered ass.  The she flipped
her skirt up and I caught it perfectly!

   "Let me see what you've taken so far."

   I moved the camera selector to `View' and started going through he
pictures I had just taken of her.  She looked at them and said, "You are so
bad!"

   "You look really good in these!"

   "They aren't bad, are they?" she asked.

   "No actually they're great!"

   She said, "I really need to go.  I'm not sure when Bruce is coming home
from hunting and I have to make sure there is plenty of food or he will
pitch a fit!"

   I went over and kissed her and thanked her for coming over.  She thanked
me for breakfast and then she paused like she was thinking of something.

   "Making up the grocery list in your mind?" She looked funny at me and
then laughed as she got what I was saying.  Then her face got serious and
said, "Roy, you always treat me so well!  Well, except for the fact you
steal my underwear!  And it's my best underwear, too!"

   "I know, it looked good on you.  You can have it back on your next
visit!"

   "Her face got serious again and she said, "You know I can't get out that
much when Bruce is here.  He is so jealous of me and wants to know where I
am all the time!"

   "When is his next hunting trip?"

   "Not soon enough.  Probably in another month or so."

   "Gee, that's a long time to wait.  Maybe you can flash me at work a few
times and I'll give them back to you.  Or you can wait another month!"

   "You are so mean!" Then she paused again and looked me in the eyes and
said, "Roy, it's too bad we didn't work out as a couple!  I really enjoy
the time we spend together.  I know we are way too different to make it
work but I want you to know that you are really my Guardian Angel!  You
have saved my life so many times!"

   "Tar, you know I care a lot about you!  I think of you all the time and
really wish we could have worked out, but you know we would have killed
each other if be had stayed together!  But I'll always be here for you! 
You know that!"

   "I do and I've taken advantage of it!  Thanks for saving me from
myself!"

   With that I kissed her and she left.  I downloaded the pictures I had
taken of her to the computer.  They really came out great!  While I was at
it I dug out all the memory cards of the pictures I had taken of Janet this
past week.  I downloaded them as well and saved them all.  By the time I
was finished, I had 85 pictures of Janet and 12 of Tara.  I backed up the
computer so I wouldn't lose them and then cleared the memory cards so they
wouldn't fall into the wrong hands.  I cleaned up the apartment and picked
up Tara's bra and panties where I had thrown them.  I folded them neatly
and put them in a drawer.  I looked forward to see how Tara was going to
get them back!

   About an hour later, Tara called.  When I answered, she called me an
asshole and then laughed.  I said, "Well, now that we have that out of the
way, what's up?"

   "I went food shopping after I left your place and everything I needed
was on the bottom shelf.  I had to keep bending over!  And to make it
worst, there were these little teenage perverts that kept following me
around.  I'm sure they saw my pussy a couple of times!  After awhile, I
gave up trying to be lady like and said screw it!"

   I laughed and said that she probably made their day.  She said the
little perverts were probably going to go home and jerk off!  We had a good
laugh and I again thanked her for making my day!

   To be continued