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All names and situations are fictitious. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ See previous chapters 1-6 Chapter 1 /files/Authors/Whitesock_Sissyboy/Dr.%20Visit%20-%20par t1.txt Chapter 6 /files/Authors/Whitesock_Sissyboy/Dr.%20Visit%20-%20par t6.txt ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Continued from Chapter 6 .. Another early morning meeting just after meeting with Frank between Gary and Dr. Allen Rudd shortly before Bradley is to meet with the Dr. and the day before Bradley is to be re-united with his mother and brother Trevor at the lake house. -------------- Allen, When you meet with their mothers, I want you to explain that the boys do not want to be separated. You will tell them that staying together will be beneficial in getting them back to a normal teenage life. Tell them these boys need each other and have counted on each other so much during there captivity, that taking away from them their best friend now would counterproductive. Explain to them that both mothers have both been through the same trauma and will go through the same emotions of being re-united, needing the same support. They have so much in common it would be silly to not take advantage of being able to lean on each other to get through the reconciliation process. That beside the fact that both boys love each other more than brothers, they need each other now as much as they did during their captivity. I told both Bradley and Jamie that their mothers would be informed of the lives that they were forced to live and that they would be told of the sexual things they were forced to do as well, including the porn sites and videos that they were made to do. You know what surprised me Allen? Both of the boys did not seem overly concerned that their mothers would know about the sex stuff. They both felt that their mom's would understand it. I have to tell you that these boys are both very special kids in many ways. I really believe that they will both be fine Dr. Rudd. I think these boys will adjust to their new lives without a lot of difficulty, I really truly believe that. It is more of a concern to me that their mothers accept it and adjust to them being back in their lives without causing the boys too much conflict. Gary, these boys appear to be very resilient, most kids usually are. From what you have told me I agree that this could work out. I will know more and be in a better position to evaluate the situation after I have met with Bradley and Jamie each individually. Now tell me what you were thinking about in regards to them all living together? Obviously, niether mother can afford anything, so I assume you are planning on housing them somewhere? Allen, as you are aware, I have Mrs.Raines and Trevor staying at the lake house. Yes I know Gary, is there enough room for all of them to stay and live there? Oh, I think there is Allen. What you don't know is that I never really cared a lot for the place because it is SO big. Frank Banks said to me that he thought that he was at the wrong place when he took Mrs. Raines and Trevor there because he said, it looked like a resort not a house. Are you kidding me. I figured it was just a getaway place for you. I am learning not to figure anything based on the norm with you Gary. (lol) Well Frank was right in his comments Allen. The lake property was originally supposed to be a small family resort. The developer ran out of funds and I bought the place about 6 years ago just before he was foreclosed on. I knew the developers son from college and essentially saved his dad from losing everything. His dad had bought the property years before when lakefront property was still relatively cheap. This was a labor of love for him and he poured over 6 million dollars of his own money into the property. He had another 4 million in a construction loan. He ran out of funds to finish the development and could not make the payments on the note. The bank, rather than increase his credit line they cut it off and thought that they could steal the property from him. Since he could not make the payments he was losing it all. I bought the note from the bank and gave the developer another million, one sixth of his cash investment to help him recover financially and get back on his feet. I then paid the developer to finish the project into a private estate rather than a resort and finish the cottages that were already under roof. That cost me another 2.25 million including furnishing the place. As it sits now, the amount of private lake front with its own huge cove and all the acreage, close to 400 acres, even without the homes are worth well over 10 million today even in this depressed market. With the enormous home, cottages, and mini marina it is, at current market value, appraised at 15 mil. I wound up helping my friends dad get back on his feet and ended up getting a steal on the property. He now is a partner in one of my companies and personally handles most of my development projects. Now you are kidding, right? No Allen I am serious. There is enough room at the place to easily raise a dozen families. So what do you want to do? Let them live there for awhile and then move them somewhere else? I don't think that a lot of change is good, once we get these families together again. Stability is more important than ever, as well as a sense of security since they have had none. No Allen. I don't plan on having them move out once they are established and have settled in to the place. So what? You just planning on letting them all live there as long as they want? No. Not as long as they want. So what? Remember, you can't see/saw them Gary, what's your plan? They can stay there as long as Bradley and Jamie want to. Thats very commendable but what exactly does that mean Gary? What do you mean by that? They can stay there as long as the owner of the lake property wants them to. Gary, you are not making any sense. (exasperated) Stop playing with me, I can tell you are toying with me. Okay Allen. (chuckling) I didn't mean to try and rile you up there, I was just having a little fun with you, I'm sorry. The lake property does not belong to me any longer. Now what the hell does that mean? You just said that they could stay as long as Bradley and Jamie wanted to. Are you planning on moving them somewhere else? You are still toying with me Gary I can tell. No Allen, I am not toying at all. I had my lawyer transfer the title of the property in "Trust" to Bradley Raines and Jamie Thompson. Dr. Rudd just looked at me somewhat stunned. What??? Are you crazy??? You tell me Allen, you're the shrink? Seriously Gary! (He looked at me very seriously) You transfered an asset worth over 15 million dollars to two boys that you met only early last summer? (I stared him straight in the eyes and nodded in the affirmative) You ARE Crazy! Let me explain Allen. Oh please do Gary, I need to hear this one!! Allen, I know that it seems crazy to you. I too would have agreed with you if I heard the same six months ago. But you have no idea how much these two boys have touched my heart. I will know, that if I never saw either boy again, that they will have more than they will need probably for the rest of their lives. This is as much for me as it is them. But Gary, why? Why would you transfer so much of your wealth to these two boys? I will answer that question Allen, but to ease your mind put it all into perspective okay? Okay Gary I am listening!! For one, you have no idea what my financial worth is other than what I have told you, correct? This is true Gary. I read the bio that you provided and it states very clearly that you control a lot of money and power. It would give anyone the impression that you have substantial resources at your disposal. But seriously Gary, to give an asset worth in excess of 15 mil, of which you actually invested nearly half that amount in cash or credit to a couple of kids that you barely know! Allen.. does this give you a better insight into me and how much I love my Bradley and Jamie? ... (no response from Dr. Rudd) Allen, what you really don't know and what I don't like to discuss with anyone is what my net worth is. What am I going to do with all of my wealth if I don't eventually give it away? I have no one to leave it to. I have no family. I had a brother and a sister and they both died with my parents when I was just a kid in a freak accident. I, know what it feels like to be alone. I, know what it feels like to feel like NO ONE cares about you. I, have more material things than most people could ever want or need during a lifetime, but it means little to me. For your concern Allen, you said "Why would you transfer so much of your wealth to these two boys? To put it in perspective, let me just tell you that the amount of the asset I have released to Bradley and Jamie is no more than I win or lose on a monthly and sometimes weekly basis in the markets which have nothing to do with my annual income from my business ventures. Allen, my annual income is, obscene. My personal net worth is.. let's just lets say seriously ridiculous. Second. It also puts my relationship with both families on a different playing field. Though "they" may feel that they owe me, they won't feel that if I want or say something that they have to do it because I control their futures. Gary, what about the maintenance, utilities and taxes. They cannot afford the upkeep even if you give the place to them. If something happened to you they would wind up losing the place just like your developer friend. Really now Allen. Do you think that I am that short sighted. Of course my attorney set up a trust fund that will generate enough revenue to cover those things pretty much forever. I also set up a small half million dollar Trust for each of them individually, Bradley, Trevor and Jamie to generate a monthly allowance for them for the rest of their lives. Allen just looked at me and said nothing. So I just stared back and said nothing more. Allen finally spoke and said, "Gary I underestimated the depth of love that you have in you for Bradley. So much that you will also take care of his best friend and brother as well. In all the years that I have been in practice I have never known someone like you. I want you to know that I am proud to know you Gary. I did not expect that from Dr. Rudd. I just looked at him and then said thanks Allen. I am glad to know you as well. Now Allen, do you think that you can make what I asked happen? Do you believe that you can convince Mrs. Raines and Mrs. Thompson to agree to keep this all private? Gary, I can't imagine that they would do otherwise. After the lives that they have been leading and now to have their sons back and be taken care of the way you are doing, it would not make sense for them not to. I am meeting with Bradley in an hour, and then with Mrs. Raines later on today. I will call you tonight when I get home. Thanks Allen, I look forward to hearing how that goes. I also just need to say to you, I appreciate all that you have done for me since I first came to see you. This has been quite a ride Gary. I don't usually get this involved in my patients personal lives. -------------------------------------------- A short time later that morning at Dr. Rudds office.. DR. ALLEN RUDD MEETING WITH BRADLEY Hello Bradley, I am Dr. Rudd. Hello Dr. Rudd, your Allen right? Yes Bradley I am Allen. I take it that Gary has told you a bit about me? Yes Dr. Rudd he has, is it alright if I just call you Allen? Oh, you are more like Gary than I would have imagined. "Huh", Bradley said. Never mind Bradley, you can call me Allen. Do you know why we are meeting today Bradley? Sure Allen. Gary said that you were a Psychiatrist and that you help fix people with a broken brain. (Allen starts laughing whole heartedly) But I don't have a broken brain do I? Dr. Allen Rudd wipes tears from his eyes and stares at Bradley for a few seconds and says "No Bradley I am sure that you don't have a broken brain." As Dr. Rudd stares at Bradley, he can almost start to see why Gary has fallen in love with this boy. He has a spark in his eyes and personality that is captivating. Bradley is wearing dark navy jean shorts that go to half thigh with and a white nuatical shirt with vertical blue pinstripes. He has thick white socks that are scrunched to just below his calves and has on a pair of navy blue slip-on skater sneakers. He has thick almost black straight hair that falls evenly from his bangs to the back of his neck, covering his ears. His smooth fair skinned unblemished face with his pretty red lips and perfect small white teeth are only outdone by his oversized big dark green eyes that have the longest black lashes ever seen on someone. He is not only beautiful, he is just about as sweet as you could ever imagine. I wonder how he can be this way even after all he has been through. It makes me re-think some of the theories that I was taught in school. Bradley, I want to chat with you and ask you some questions, but I need you to be totally open and honest with me and not hold back anything even if it is uncomfortable for you to tell me. I will Allen. Gary told me that you are the reason that he found out who I really was. That you are the reason that he was able to know that me and Jamie were not who he thought we were and that we were really in trouble. Gary told you that did he? Yes, and he said that I should not be afraid to tell you anything. To think of you like I was talking to him, and Allen, now that he knows who I really am I tell Gary everything. That is right Bradley. I am here to help you in anyway I can. I need to know some things so that I can help in getting you and your mother and brother back together and help that transition to go smoothley. Do you understand what I mean by that Bradley? Sure, sort of. You want to make it so that me, my mom and brother Trevor, and my best friend Jamie and his mom can all live together and get along. You make this all sound too simple Bradley. You I think are wiser than you appear. Bradley, I want you to know that Gary has told me about his and your personal relationship as well as the intimate love that he and you share. I am also aware of the sexual videos and websites that you were forced to do while in captivity. What I want to know is how you feel about what has happened to you since you were kidnapped and to get in your words how you feel about it. You want me to start from when I was taken from my mom and brother? That would be a good place to start. I don't want you to get into great detail at this time. I want you to just give an overview of how it started up until we met here. But I want you to express some of the feelings you had at the times that you describe to me. Alright, here goes. The day that I was taken I was at the park. I had to go to the bathroom and went into the restrooms and used the urinal. The next I new I was grabbed from behind and had duct tape put over my mouth and a knit hat over my face. I could not see anything. I felt a sharp prick on my leg and then the next I remember I was in a dark cold room and was naked. Do you remember what you thought right then? I remember screaming for my mom. I was scared, cold and hungry. I did not understand why I was in a place like that. Then a man opened a door and came down some stairs and turned on a light. I moved to a corner and was sitting on the floor with my arms around my legs. That man was Steve Betel. I asked him where was my mom. He told me that I was his property now and would never see her again. Allen, that was not something that I could comprehend back then. I was only nine years old. I don't really want to talk about what happened over the next few months, but it was not pleasant and they were really mean to me. For the first, I don't know, it seemed like months, they would never let me sleep. They would wake me everytime I fell asleep. At some point when I did what they asked they would finally let me sleep or give me some food. They would not let me wear clothes for a long time. After a while I didn't care anymore. I figured my mom was not going to come and get me and then I did what I had to not to be so miserable. Eventually they introduced "privilages" and then gave me to someone nice compared to what I had been through to take care of me, that was Tom. I was told that I had to do what Tom asked or I would be beaten and put back in the dark room. They also said that if I tried to leave or call for help, that they would take my mom and little brother and do the same to them as they had to me or even kill my mom and do even worse things to Trevor than they had done to me. Bradley, that is more than a little boy should ever have had thrown at him. You were not responsible for your mom and Trevors safety. I can understand why you would do what you needed to survive and protect them as well. That was a brave and noble thing that you did son. Well, it wasn't so bad after I went to live with Tom. And then I met Jamie. He was living with someone else and had gone through the same mistreatment as I had. They put us together and forced us to do things sexually. At first we both hated it, but after awhile, we found comfort in it. We at least had each other and both new what the other was going through. I love Jamie. I can't imagine him not being in my life anymore. And I hope that we can all live together like a real family. Bradley, I know that Gary has made that possible. How do you feel about Gary? (No hesitation) I LOVE HIM! I love him more than anyone, even more than my mom and Jamie. Why do you love him so much Bradley. I know that Gary is a nice guy and all, but he is over 20 years older than you and you only met him this last year. THAT DOESN'T MATTER!! (Bradley started getting emotional, and angry) Gary loves me and I love him and we are going to live together forever. Bradley, I am not trying to get you upset. I am not saying that it is right or wrong how you feel about Gary. I am just trying to understand how you came to feel so strongly about Gary in that way. Allen! (now, little Bradley is raising his voice. Still though somehow sounding as sweet as could be.) Gary is the nicest person that I have ever met in my entire life. He is so kind and loving and all he cares about is that I am happy. Is there anything wrong with my loving someone like that? Isn't that what people that get married want? They look for someone that is kind and nice and care about each other more than anyone else? Gary does not care about the things that I had to do with other men when I was kidnapped. Instead he told me that he loved me more for doing what I had to do to stay alive and protect my family. (now Bradley is crying) He said that had I not done that he would never have met me, and that I mean more to him than anyone he knows or anything he owns. I know that Gary will never abandon me like my own dad did when I was just a five year old kid. And then when I was kidnapped, when I was only about my little brother Trevors age my own mother did not find me. But Gary.. (sniffling) once he figured out that I was not who he thought I was managed to not only save me, but also my best friend Jamie. And on top of that he is protecting Jamies mom and my mom and brother too. Bradley, .. Bradley take a deep breath, take a minute now and relax okay? My meeting with you was not to get you upset, but to find out what your feelings are and how to help you deal with feelings that are uncomfortable and bothering you. You have told me a lot even without trying to. Bradley, I am not here to judge you, Gary, or your relationship. Quite honeslty Bradley, I find Gary to be an enigma. Do you know what an enigma is Bradley? No, I don't know that word. Bradley, an enigma means sort of a mystery. Gary appears to be one thing when actually he is something a lot more. I come to understand Gary more everytime that I meet with him, as well as meeting with people that he has touched. What are you trying to say to me Allen? Bradley, Gary is like something out of a story book. You don't meet nor hear of people like him very often. Quite honestly, I have never met anyone even remotely like Gary. I think Bradley, that you are a very lucky young man. I hope that when you are older that you and I will meet again and look back to this time as a real positive turning point in your life. Allen! That turning point will have been the day that I met MY Gary at the cabin last summer. Allen, do you know that from the time that I was kidnapped until just recently every man that I met would use me and make me do sexual things. Even though sometimes it may have felt good, I HATED it and felt dirty. But do you know that even though Gary could have done ANYTHING that he wanted to me sexually, that he never did. Other than loving me and giving me blow jobs that "I wanted" when I was with him, he never asked or forced me to reciprocate. He never tried to fuck me or even ask me to give him a blow job. You know that for the last couple of months that I spent my weekends at Gary's that I wanted so badly to suck his cock and have him fuck me. Did you tell Gary that Bradley? No!! Why not Bradley? Because Gary just wanted to cuddle me and love me and I just really needed that Allen. I needed to feel loved, and not because I would give someone sex. Gary told me that in the last year that he just loved to suck cock and drink cum. He told me that he can't get enough of it. He said that he hoped that I could understand that it was just his quirk and that he was not some kind of disgusting pervert to me. I told him (laughing with him at the time) that had he not taken up that new "hobby" that he would never have met me, and he agreed. I also told him that I loved him no matter what his "quirks" were. Gary never asked me or expected me to do anything sexual with him. I of course knew that he loved drinking my cum and me being horney all the time was more than happy to ask him to suck me off often when I was with him, but I was always the one that initiated it. Bradley, when you said that you wanted Gary to fuck you, is that something that you like? Is that something that you think that Gary would want? Allen, I don't know if I would like it or not. I have never been fucked before and I wanted Gary to be the first one to ever do that to me. Bradley, come on now. Are you telling me that in the last five years of captivity and with all the sex and porn that you were forced to do that you never were penetrated from your rear? Never Allen, neither was Jamie! We were told to be sure never to allow any trick to do that to us. The men that rented us and used us were told that fucking was absolutely not permitted and that if they attempted to do so that they would be shot or worse. I did things that would make you puke Allen, but at least I never had to deal with that. What was funny though, is that I was told to let Gary do anything that he wanted. I mean, anything. In fact, they wanted Gary to do sexual things with me and wanted him to fuck me. I know that they wanted to get more stuff to blackmail him with. Both Jamie and I know all about fucking though. We have both seen plenty of hardcore porno movies with boys being fucked by big men. I cringed the first time I saw a boy take it up his rear. When we got a little older and we became really close, Jamie and I tried to do it a couple of times. But we were so stupid that we did not realise that you needed some kind of lube. Everytime we tried, (now laughing to the Dr.) we thought we would break our boners. As either of us pushed into the other our boners would bend and finally hurt to the point that we quit. We stupidly thought that it only worked when your dick got bigger like the men in the videos and that they would not bend like ours did. Jamie and I do love to hug naked and suck each other off as often as we are together. We also worked on our kissing skills. We were both required to kiss in our videos and when we had a trick, most of the queers that rented us wanted to kiss us. But I just did it because I had to, except with Jamie. I love Jamie and I would kiss him for hours when we got to sleep together at night. We were together 2-3 nights every week for about 3 years. So you can understand why I can't live without him in my life can't you Allen? Yes Bradley, I can certainly understand your feelings. How do you feel about all of you living at the lake house? Do you think that your mom and Trevor can adjust to you having your boyfriend Jamie and his mother living in the same home with them? I hope so Allen. I don't know for sure. I think that my mom loves me enough to accept that I love Jamie and Gary. I know that she is going to want to spend a lot of time with me at first. How do you feel about that Bradley? Well, I want to spend a lot of time with her and Trevor too. I mean, I have not been able to for almost 5 years. (Bradley starts to choke up again) But, I CAN NOT be separated from Jamie and Gary. I don't think you need to be worried about that Bradley. I have information that tells me that you should not be concerned about that. Before we wrap up here, I have one more thing I would like to ask you. Sure, what do you want to know? During the time that you have been away from your family, did you have any outside hobbies or strong likes that you did or were allowed to do? Bradley, what I mean by this question and what I am looking for here are what ways you could express yourself personally, any outlets for your talents or abilities. Well, both Jamie and I both love soccer and we convinced Steve that we would promise to work with them even harder if they let us play on a soccer team. Both of us found that to be the best escape we had during our captivity. Were you on a school team? No Allen, niether of us went to school. We just got enrolled in the County Parks soccer leagues. So you did not get to go to school? Therefore you did not get to learn to play an instrument or participate in the typical things an average kid got to? This also means that you both will need tutoring to get caught up in your education, am I wrong? Allen, we were pretty much isolated except for soccer and turning tricks or making videos or picture shoots. That is why I said, if it wasn't for my relationship with Jamie, I don't know how I would have made it this long. And when I found out that Jamie was being sold overseas, well I would not have been able to handle that. Aside from that, I did like to draw pictures when I was bored. Sometimes I would write poems. Really Bradley? Did you do that often? Over the years I guess so. Do you want to hear the last poem that I wrote? Of course I would Bradley, you have it memorized? Well, it is not that long. I just wrote it when I thought that Gary was going out of town and I was worried sick about Jamie. I had to tell someone my feelings and I wrote some of them down. Here goes. I called it "Liquid" I didn't think I had more tears to shed for those I love. But if there is a power above I ask you please come help me. I have a friend who needs me now more than may ever be. With hope that I can help him I am sure he is counting on me. I have but one that I can call that maybe can intercede. The only one I know and love that could help me in my need. I met him when my days seemed dark and he was filled with light. He was the spark that cured my pain and ended most of my fright. If only he knew my depth of love that only he deserves from such a little boy he knows whose plight he's unaware. If only he would know my truth I would not be in such despair. I cry again with all I am to he who's great oh hear me. Please now, please now save my friend this one who is so dear. Dr. Rudd stared at Bradley as he wiped away some tears and then said to him, "Allen it all came true. He heard me and it all came true." Yes it surely did at that Bradley. Bradley, you have a unique ability to express your feelings pretty clearly. Not everyone has that trait. That was very deep when considering that you are only just 14. I thank you for sharing that with me. Did you write your feelings down often. If you did, I would very much like to read more of your writings. It would certainly help me in analyzing your situation and help me in determining where your needs are concerning your well being. I wrote them down all the time. But they would all be at Toms house. Gary told me that Toms place burned down. So I suppose all of that stuff was ruined. Well I think that you are a talented young man Bradley. With Gary's guidance and proper schooling, I believe that you will accomplish great things during your life. Bradley smiled from ear to ear hearing this. He did not get complimented very often except from Gary. Allen! Are you going to be there when I meet my mom and Trevor tomorrow? Would you like me to be there Bradley? If you could, I would like you to be there. I am excited and nervous at the same time. I would feel better knowing that I had someone that undersands what I have gone through and does not judge me in the wrong way. Oh Bradley, don't for a minute think that your mom is going to judge you. She is going to be so excited to have her son back that I promise you, seriously Bradley, that she will just love you for you. Bradley looked at Allen and smiled. He then very sweetly said "you really think so?" I am pretty excited to get to see mom and Trevor. Last time I saw Trevor he was only just barely out of diapers. He was really, I mean really a cute kid. I wonder what he looks like now? Well young man, you are going to see for yourself soon enough aren't you? 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