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   Gary Nelson is a handsome strapping 35 year old.  He is extremely
wealthy (old money) and a very successful business man that is having his
first visit with Dr.  Allen Rudd, a Psychiatrist.

   So Gary, tell me exactly why you are here today.

   Well Doc, I felt that I needed to talk to someone about my feelings and
I need some advice.

   Tell me Gary, what is on your mind?

   Well you see Doc I have some desires that I have found myself unable to
control.

   Like what Gary?

   Well ever since I became a legal adult, I have always been or tried to
be in control of all aspects of my life and business, I am a dominant type
of guy.

   Yes..  I see in my records from the biography and background information
that you provided me that you control or have controlling interest in quite
a few large and major companies.  This says that you have thousands of
employees worldwide.

   That is all correct Dr.  Rudd.

   Well Gary, I would surmise that a person in your position would be a
very dominant and control oriented person.

   Oh I am Dr.  Rudd, I am.  In fact, quite honestly, when I give orders
people jump when I speak.

   Okay..  so tell me Gary, tell me what it is that is bothering you, why
are you here today?

   Well, Dr.  Rudd, I have been having sex with young men..  and, is it
alright if I just call you Allen?

   Sure Gary, if that makes you feel more comfortable, it shows me your
control side.  So, it bothers you to have homosexual sex?

   No, it doesn't anymore.  I am comfortable with being homosexual, albeit
in the closet.

   Well that is a good start Gary.  You should learn to not be worried
about being a faggot, we can work on getting you out of the closet if you
wish.

   Do you have to call it that Allen, a faggot?

   Of course Gary, that is what you are.  You should embrace it as you do
with everything else you do in your life.

   Yes I suppose you are right, I just never thought of myself as faggot
until just recently and it is still sinking in just how much of one I must
be.

   Why is that Gary?  Tell me what is really bothering you!

   Well you see Allen, I have become obsessed with sucking cock and
drinking cum, and I just cannot get enough of it.  There, I said it!

   See Gary, that was not so hard was it?

   Well, I really feel humiliated right now telling you this and what I am
about to say, but I am so comfortable when I am on my knees sucking a cock
and working to get a guy off.  I think that it feels so awesome knowing
that I am controlling some guys body through his cock.  I then get to
reward myself with a mouthful of his cum by getting him off.  I find that I
also enjoy being told by the guy I am sucking what to do.  I am such a
dominant in my day to day life that I find it relaxing to be somewhat
dominated when giving head and I really get off on being submissive. 
Allen, I know that I can stop it at any time and not let anyone get out of
hand with me and I would never let a person make me do something that I
really don't want to do.

   That is totally understandable Gary.  I believe what has happened here
is that deep down inside you probably have always been queer and you have
finally let your true self surface.  All your life Gary until recently, you
have compensated for your queer submissive side by being the exact opposite
in business.

   I never considered that before Allen.  I find it really satisfying to
suck a man or a boys cock for that matter and have them dominate me in some
way and to control me, telling me what to do, I really get off on it.

   Gary you just defined what a true cocksucker is.  And a true cocksucker
needs to be told what to do and be controlled.  This goes completely
against your business nature, but not your sexual nature.  A normal man
could never do what you have been doing, but apparently you do have a
wonderful natural ability to please a man or boy and enjoy it.  That takes
a certain kind of person to realize his and others needs.  It seems that
you have Gary and you should be proud of it.

   Well I never quite looked at it that way.  What I came to see you about
Allen is that I think I have let my obsession get out of hand.

   In what way is that Gary?

   Well I told you I've been getting off by being told by guys what to do.

   Yes Gary you've told me that!  So now, tell me what is bothering you.

   Oh..  okay Allen.  Well Allen, when I am sucking someone, anyone, I will
do almost anything they tell me.

   And you should Gary that is what a good cocksucker does.

   I know Allen, but I will do nearly anything no matter how perverted or
dirty it seems.  I become crazy with lust when I have a hard cock in my
mouth knowing that shortly thereafter I will get a mouthful of jizz that I
crave.

   Gary, just spit it out, what exactly do you do?  Tell me in as few words
as possible what it is that you do or did that is so bad that you felt you
needed to see me.

   Ok, here goes.  About 9 months ago, I went with this guy I suck off a
lot to a lake cabin with a few of his friends.  There were a total of 4 men
besides myself there for the week.  Well anyway, 2 of the men brought their
teenage sons along, boys that I was told were both 15 years old.

   I was invited for the week because Vic, the guy I know and have been
letting have his way with me for the last year said that they needed a, in
his words Allen, "a cocksucking sissy faggot" to take care of their needs
for the week.  Vic explained that I was to be there for one reason only,
for their pleasure.

   Well it sounds like you were about to have a very fulfilling week Gary.
Did you, and how did you feel about them bringing 2 teenage boys along? 
Were you concerned at all about that?

   It was a great week but I was taken back a bit when I saw the boys.  One
of the boys, Jamie, looked like he was only 12 at the most, a late bloomer
his Dad Tom said.  But it turned out both Jamie and the other boy Robbie
were horny the whole time.  They both had perpetual hard-ons and the
younger looking one Jamie had the most delicious cum I have ever tasted. 
The boys used my mouth and each must have given me 5-6 mouthfuls a day,
every day I was there.

   Now Allen, this is pretty embarrassing, but Vic told me to wear bright
white ribbed thigh high socks with a frilly white garter belt, and a white
lacy camisole that ended at my groin.  That is all I wore for the whole
week.  He also said to make sure I had my whole body shaved and waxed
smooth as well, which I did.  When he saw me he said that it made me look
so much more feminine for them.  Even though I am not a small guy, I have
to admit that with all my body hair removed and wearing the sissy outfit
that Vic told me to wear I did look pretty sexy.  when I looked at myself
in the mirror, my own dick got hard.

   So how did it make you feel to be dressed as a sissy in front of
everyone?  I take it that they, all wore clothes?

   Allen, it was very embarrassing at first, especially in front of the
young boys.  I mean, here I am an extremely rich and powerful executive,
walking around for an entire week with my smooth body and hairless cock and
butt exposed for all to see and play with at anyone's whim.  Top that off
with wearing some really sissy looking girly undergarments.  It was so
humiliating, and at the same time exciting and exhilarating.  The absurdity
of doing that was such a turn on to me.  It was like I was someone else in
some weird fantasy world.

   Allen, the boys were really cute though.  I found myself harder than
normal just by looking at them, which by the way did not go unnoticed by
their dads.  They of course quickly pointed it out to everyone embarrassing
me all the more.  When the boys had arrived, they both came directly from a
soccer game before leaving for the cabin and were wearing their thick white
knee socks, short red shorts and thin white long sleeved soccer jerseys. 
For some reason I found them to be sexually exciting to look at.  I never
thought about a boy being attractive in a sexual way, but my cock was hard
as could be.

   Allen, I find all of this very difficult to say to you and I appreciate
being able to talk so openly with someone.

   That is what I am here for Gary.  Don't hold back anything.  I will help
you sort this out.  Now just open up and spit it out, I am here to help you
not judge to you.

   I just don't know what to do about my feelings.  In fact, I would have
been the first person to condemn an adult for abusing a child, but I think
that I am in love with Jamie.  In fact, I know that I am.  I thought it was
just infatuation with a cute horny boy that was feeding me his delicious
young cum.  But Allen, I cannot think of anything but Jamie all the time. I
can not even get my work done.

   Gary, it is not unusual for a person to desire youth.  Does Jamie know
how you feel about him?

   Yes!  Jamie knows as does Tom, his dad.  I could not hold my emotions
and feelings in that week at the cabin.  After I had sucked off Jamie for
about the 20th time I told Jamie that I thought I loved him.  He said that
he felt like he loved me too.

   Jamie said he has known he was gay since he was 8.  He told me his dad
Tom encouraged his queer side and supported his homosexual activities with
his little friends as he was growing up.  Jamie said that he was not only a
queer, but that he was a sissy.  I did not know exactly what that meant,
but he explained that it was the reason that I was made to wear feminine
undergarments for the week at the cabin, to please him.  Jamie said that he
wears panties and girly clothes when he is at home all the time.

   Well Gary, it sounds like you have developed into a full-fledged queer
cocksucking sissy faggot, as well as a chicken hawk too.

   What do you mean by that Allen?

   A chicken hawk is an expression for an adult that likes young ones.

   Oh.  Allen, I guess then you could say that about me now.  Now every
time that I see a cute skinny young boy wearing white kneehigh socks, or
just white socks for that matter, I get a bit turned on.

   I say a lot of things Gary, and one of them is that you need to be
seriously careful and not get yourself in trouble with the law.  You have a
lot at stake and don't need to go down that road.

   I thought of that too Allen.  I cannot afford to ruin my reputation, but
I know I cannot give Jamie up either.

   Are you saying that your relationship has continued after the week at
the cabin?

   Yes Allen it has.  While I was sucking Tom off at the cabin, Jamie told
his dad as he was watching us, "that I loved him and that he loved me too."
His dad smiled at Jamie and looked down at me as he blew a huge load of cum
in my mouth and stated that he already knew that.  As I licked his
overflowing cum off my lips and cleaned his cock up I asked Tom how he
knew? He said, I know Jamie!  He said he could tell as soon as Jamie met
me. Allen, Jamie's dad condones our relationship and has been letting Jamie
stay at my estate on the weekends.

   Gary, why do you think that Tom condones this?

   Allen, I have thought about that too.  I want to think that he really
loves Jamie so much that because he wants to stay with me so bad, that he
wants Jamie to be happy.  Tom told me that as long as I do what Jamie asks
and that I never hurt Jamie in any way that he was willing to go along with
Jamie's requests.  My business instincts question that thought though.

   Gary, I hope that you are not being naive here.  I know that you are
very bright and very successful.  You did not gain your success by being a
pushover or unaware of people's behavior.  I am just concerned as your
doctor that sexual desire can cloud one's ability to see the truth.

   I just want to caution you that you may be the victim of a trap.  I know
Gary what you feel is real, but it is possible that there are other
motives. I have seen this sort of thing before and it could be a well
thought out set-up.

   Allen, I cannot believe that Jamie would conspire to do such a thing.

   I know what you must be feeling right now Gary.  Believe me when I tell
you that I am looking out for your best interests at all times.  You are my
patient and I am here to help you and protect your interests if need be. 
Without further investigating, we won't know.  Jamie may very well have
real feelings for you but not be in control of his situation.  For all we
know Jamie may not even be the guys son, he may be a pawn in a clever plan
to blackmail you.  Gary, it is unfortunate, but when a person has extreme
wealth, as you do, you have to always look at things as I am doing now.

   I know you have my best interests Allen.  My regular doctor, friend and
business associate highly recommended you and said that I should trust you
completely.  I am so messed up right now that I don't trust my own
judgment.

   It's okay Gary.  Seeing a shrink is all about opening up, and expressing
all your feelings.  Then hopefully your analyst, myself in this case, can
help you make sense of it all and help guide you through your confusion.

   I appreciate that Allen and I am open to what you have to say, even
though I can tell you that my emotions have me in love with a fifteen year
old beautiful boy that tells me that he loves me with all his heart.

   Gary, I am not saying that what you feel for Jamie is not for real, I am
only asking you to consider that it might not be as it appears.

   Now, what I am about to propose to you is for your protection and peace
of mind.  It is also going to be expensive.

   You know Allen that money is not a consideration here.  I agree with
your assessment that I do need to know for sure and not be naive.  I was
really starting to get upset with myself.  I was feeling pretty
uncomfortable with the situation as I looked at it in hindsight.

   Allen, I am going to transfer some funds into an account that will be
expensed out as security.  You will have access to and can use this fund in
any way that you need to.  The only condition for its use is that the funds
never be traceable back to me personally.

   Your making the right move Gary.  To start with I am going to hire some
investigators to do a thorough check on Vic, Tom and his other friends that
were at the cabin that week.  It just seems odd to me that four men, two of
them with underage sons, would be so open to what took place that week at
the cabin.  Now, I am going to ask you some specific questions and based on
your answers I will know how to move this forward with a plan.

   I hope that when this is all done Gary that you just happened to fall in
with a group of wild sex craved men that wanted a willing "slave" for a
week and that Jamie just happened to be a bonus for you.  But Gary, I have
a sinking feeling that you were the victim of your newly found lust for
cocksucking and cum drinking and thereby were easily manipulated into a
position of vulnerability.

   If what you feel turns out to be true Allen, then I could be in some
deep trouble by now.  And if you are correct, I will spare nothing at my
disposal to rectify the problem as well as destroy those that would
perpetrate this on me.

   Gary, that is the dominate business side of you coming out, and I think
that you need to try and stay in that mode for a while.  Now we need to
discuss how to handle your current situation of which I have some thoughts
on how to proceed.

   Continued go to Dr.Visit - part2

  
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