Author: UncleJimmie Title: CONFESSIONS 57 TO 59 Part: Part 7 Summary: Sexual things you have done to others and stuff they have done to you. Sexual fantasies you have or would like to see. Anonymous or first name. Keywords: M/g ,M/b,F/g,F/b,F/F,b/g,b/b,g/g, Preteen, Pedo, Molestation, Underwear, Cum marking ====== Introduction Below are confessions I have recieved from readers about sexual things they have done or have been done to them along with their fantasies,etc. Some have a lot of detail and some are very short. It doesn't matter as they all give you an idea of what adults and kids are doing and thinking. And there is a lot of nasty perverted thinking going on! Please send me your confession or fantasy either anonymously or with a first name. If you want you can include age and sex but you don't have to. You don't have to make the header, I'll do that...just send the basic confession. Don't worry about spelling nor grammar. Want to make a comment on a particular confession? Just send it with the confession number. I'll add it to the confession. I will update CONFESSIONS as replies come in. The other Confessions can be found at: /files/Authors/UncleJimmie/ ====== SEND YOUR CONFESSION TO: unclejimmie@gmx.com ====== Confession 57 By Moth When I was 13 years old, I used to go into my older sister's room after school whenever she had not come home yet. I would strip naked, lay on the floor and hump her carpet. It was a rug with a deep pile and it felt good on my young adolescent cock. My sister had lots of nudie books in her room and I took advantage, looking at the pictures as my bare cock got thicker and harder and leaked precum into the rug. The nudie books were the reason I had started doing this. One of the books in particular had caught my eye and I used it often. It was a book called "Show Me". It was a photo sex education book for children, depicting kids frollicking with other kids and adults and they were all nude! Some of the kids must have been as young as 4 or 5 and you couId even see all of their junk. Some boys were shown with hardons and there was even a closeup of a little girl's vulva. I would masturbate to a climax looking at those pictures; but I was careful to catch the load in my hand so I wouldn't make a huge mess on the carpet. My little balls produced a lot of spunk on those occasions. Sometimes, it would pump 7 or 8 times before I was finished. Before leaving, I wiped the wet precum spot on the floor with cold water and returned the book to a place in the closet where I always found it. A couple of days and I'd be ready to do it again. It really turned me on both that I was doing this secret thing in my sister's room and that I wasn't supposed to be masturbating to pictures of young kids in the first place. There was also a forbidden thrill in that my sister could have come back at any time and caught me there humping away, my naked little ass rising and falling as I looked at the dirty book. Fortunately or perhaps unfortunately, she never did discover what I had been doing. Since then I have always had fantasies about sex with children, even babies. I don't do anything for real though. Sometimes, I find adult women online to roleplay with and most are happy to oblige my fantasies. Some of them get really hot for it too. Usually, the woman takes the role of the little girl or infant. On occasion, I have played a little boy for the grown woman to use. Another game is that we are both adults and we do a fantasy about an imaginary girl or infant that we molest together. Sometimes, I have even found women who like to fantasize about their own kids and I am more than happy to help them do that in fantasy chat. These pedo women turn me on so much. Moth (Age 49) ====== Confession 58 By Cee Cee Another true story with an older woman. Summer, 2010 I did have a fairly hot, but short fling with a woman in early August. It was GNO here (Girls Nite Out) and I was at my favorite local place. I had glass of wine, and was sitting at the corner, at the bar, my favorite place. A group of 4 women came in, all dressed well, summer dresses even, which I love. Now I love summer, love to see women in short, simple, white dresses. Gets me hard at times, I admit. I spoke awhile to the one on my end, Jill. Petite, 5 ft nothing, about 100 lbs, not much more. Big tits, not D's, but close. She was cute, 55, dressed well, rings, necklace, one-piece dress that showed her boobs. Couldn't help but notice them on this small-framed woman. She laughed, I did. She was out with her friends for the nite. Lived in St. Louis Park, not married, but she has a guy, LTR that's lived with her for 20 years. Over the nite she told me she wanted to leave him, but couldn't. He's now having some medical problems, he wasn't interested in sex anymore. Well, that got interesting. I of course asked if she was. She smirked, flirted with me and me, as horny as I was, flirted shamelessly back. Yeah, she was interested, but only wanted 'oral' as she called it. That could be arranged, I told her. I explained as easily and quietly as I could, that I was very interested in licking her pussy and clit. We talked more, she couldn't get away then. I told her my place was only 2 blks away, would she like to come? No, she was with friends. She gave me her number, showed me her blackberry and told me to text her later. I did, I waited 'till mid-next day, but I told her she could come by anytime. I was surprised when she finally agreed to meet, where else, the corner bar/restaurant in town. She wanted lunch.We made plans for Saturday afternoon, met had some lunch, a glass of wine, small talked, as it was outside on the patio. I finally said, 'Let's go, where did you park?' She parked in the big lot nearby, and we walked to my place. Up and in, sitting on the couch, time to get serious. What does she want? Just to be licked, and to cum, no sex. OK. We kiss some, and I start feeling her tits. I don't at all like fake boobs, and these were too solid. She's wearing a shirt/blouse, and shorts. Off comes the shirt, and then the bra. Nice, small, pointy nipples that get my attention. First to roll one in my thumb and forefinger, as she moans as I'm kissing her, then to kiss down her cheek, to her neck, to her nipple. She liked most of it, but I knew when to stop. My hand went to her pants, and popped her button, and I worked the zipper down. She scrunched her ass, and I slid her shorts right down, hands to her ass, pulling her up and over some. She moved her leg, and my hand went to the back of her ass, and into the back of her pussy, lightly rubbing with my fingers, up and down. She moaned a bit more as I continued to play with her nipples. I licked and sucked, and tested her level, by using my lips to pull on her nipple. My hand went under the elastic of her panty at one edge on her inner back thigh, to find her soft labia, and inside, wet too, I split her labia with my finger to rub inside. Man, she was wet already. I moved my hand away, and turned her on her back, sort leaning back on the corner of the couch, and slid off the couch to the floor, pulled at her panty waistband, and she got the message. Slid off those panties, and spread her legs. Shaved. Bare, recently, and I rubbed her pussy and cunt before rubbing my thumb in on her clit. she was looking at me, but her head went back, and her arms stiffened. I moved in, and licked on side of her labia, then over to the other. Her ass moved on the couch, and she spread her legs more, opening her pussy to me. This popped out her clit, and I slowly, lightly licked in, up and down. It was smaller, actually, way small, but as it turns out, very sensitive. I worked around it and she was really getting turned on. Moaning more, she moved on hand to the back of my head, ran her fingers in my hair. I tongue-fucked her pussy, she's very wet, then back up to her clit, as I now rapidly worked at it, my hands coming up to finger her cunt. One finger easily went in, her hot, wet pussy, and right on her g-spot. This was small too, but I started right on it, and yes, it did swell with my movements. She was breathing hard, 'oh,oh' once in a while, then a few times, a bit louder, her hips jerking some, but I kept at her. I love to lick pussy like this. She was now pretty splayed out on the couch, and I was on the floor, so I stopped, got up, grabbed her arm, and lead her right over to the bed. Mmmmm, this is much better', she said. She lay back, head on the pillow, and spread her legs wide, all the time looking at me. I'm stripping my shirt off, then my pants, underwear. Hard cock out, leaking pre-cum. 'That's a nice cock' she said. I moved back down, my hands under her cheeks to spread her more, push her legs back, which was easy to do here, she being very small, very willing. This allowed me to get into her pussy better, lap at that clit, which I eagerly did. She had said that she just wanted to be licked, and maybe more, but didn't really talk about it. She did get off, came about 5-6 times, as it was, very quietly. It kinda surprised me. Not at all what I had been used to, not like the nurse at all. She was lying there, panting, spent, so I spooned up next to her from behind. I cupped her boobs, and she pushed back onto me, her ass rubbing against my hard cock, very hard cock. I wiggled my cock in her ass, and reached down, pulled it up between her legs. It nestled right in her pussy, very hot and wet yet from my actions. I moved my hips back and forth. She said, "Do you want to fuck me?" 'Yes', I said, and I pushed my dick into her pussy from behind. She sorta shifted some, and I slid into her easily, back and forth, then too, I flexed my hips, and went deep in her. She was small, and tight for sure. I fucked her in and out some, but the position wasn't right. I slipped out, and played with her pussy, grabbing my cock and rubbing it on her clit, back to her pussy. Then too, I pulled it back to her ass, and worked it around. She really relaxed, I could tell, so I put my cock-head at her asshole, and pushed it in some. She opened right up. I was plenty wet from her sopping pussy and I slid the head in, while nuzzling her neck. She turned her head and said, 'It's been a long time since I was fucked in the ass.' I took that as being OK, and pushed in more, easily. She pushed her ass back, opened up more, took about half my dick in her ass, before putting her hand on my hip, bracing herself. I stopped, played around some, and slowly moved in and out. She was tight, but still wanted to play more. She shifted her hips a bit, and that really opened her up and I slid my cock in all the way up her ass. She gasped bit, moaned an 'Oh, oh' a few times, and said, 'Oh, that feels really good.' I lifted her top leg up, and that spread her ass even more, so I could fuck her better in the ass. I was getting into it, she was open, her ass was taking me well, and she was enjoying it. Nothing I like more than a woman that knows how to like taking a dick in her ass. I'm not a jerk, and wouldn't do this if she didn't like it. The fact that she told me it had been a long time, told me she's done this before, knows how it all works, and can enjoy it. She was moaning as I was fucking her, and shifting around. I finally turned her on her tummy, and got on top of her, grabbed her hips, and brought her to her knees. I slipped out, but then with her on her knees, head down in the pillow, and her ass spread, I easily pushed my cock back in her ass, as I was on my feet, legs bent. This is the best position if you really want to ass-bang a woman. She got into it, now more noisily, every time I'd fill her ass with my cock. I could fuck her fast and deep this way, and I listened to her, 'Oh, yes, do it, do it deep like that.' 'Ung, Ung, Ung' she'd say every time I'd bottom out in her. It's been a long time for me to enjoy a good ass fuck this way and we were both really into it. It takes some time for me to cum this way, as the ass is different than he pussy. A woman's pussy can contract, has more muscle control, and if she's good at it, can milk a guys cock, as she squeezes it in her cunt. Not so with a woman's ass, unless she has great control. She was very open, gaping too, and yes, her sphincter is tight, but my dick-head was buried in her ass, where there was no real stimulation on it. I was feeling like I was gonna cum though, and I was fucking her pretty good, a steady pace, and she was still talking, 'Oh, yes, yes' with every stroke. 'Oh, gawd, oh, gawd, fuck me' she'd say. That put me over the edge, as she was egging me on, and I came, long, hard, that electric shock thru me as I pumped her ass full of my cum. I was pretty noisy too, and I laid her down, pushed her down after I came, my dick still in her ass. We were both panting pretty hard after that, and I turned her on her side. My dick softened, and popped out of her ass, and I wrapped my arms around her, kissed the back of her neck, and cheek. 'Wow, that was really good. I liked your dick in my ass' she said. She turned more on her back, and I leaned in, kissed her, told her she was great, that I really liked that she was open and ready for me. Told her I liked anal sex. She said I was good, that I didn't rush it, and that she was good with it. She rested, we rested a bit, but then she said she really needed to go. She spent a long time in the bathroom. I had asked if she wanted to shower together. (my favorite) but no, she just needed to get going. After that, we txted some, and we met once more, about a week later. All she wanted was to be licked, no fucking, no ass-fucking. OK. She stripped down, laid back on my bed, and said, 'lick me make me cum' She had great body, no question, and that bare pussy on that form was very inviting. She came fast, not a lot of noise, but 5 or 6 times, before she grabbed my head, and pulled it off her pussy. She asked me if I wanted to cum, and she did stroke me some, sucked on my cock some, looked at me in the eyes, then pulled it out of her mouth, and finished me with a hand job. She really liked that, as she rubbed my cum all up and down my shaft, rubbed the head of my cock 'till I couldn't stand it any more. I got up, cleaned up, and she was getting dressed, ready to go. She left, told me she'd txt me later. Funny thing then. I didn't hear from her for a few weeks. I emailed, txt'd, and then I got an email from her, that said she didn't want to get together anymore. WTF? I was because I 'wasn't attached' she said. She wanted me to be married, or have a gf, so I could cheat on them. She wanted the same excitement and danger (she said) about meeting together as she was. She wanted that excitement together. She never replied again or answered any of my texts. Weird. ====== Confession 59 By Cee Cee The beginning "Well if I get the fuckin' fanstastic title then I am going to keep working at the naughty. Maybe throw in some selfish and wicked ... but in my "sweet" way. ;) " Her reply to me after we had re-engaged this past summer in 2012. June 2009 She had hit on my AM profile right away, within a few days of me posting it. I said that I had been re-reading her profile, and waited, wanting to reply. She wrote right back. She was looking for an older man, interviewed some, but no one had appealed to her yet. We were both looking for something we needed, and not getting it in our mate. We exchanged a bunch of emails that first week. She was attached, married. I was separated. In her second email, she told me she was a lesbian, bi-sexual, married to her "Mrs" as she referred to her wife. She wanted sex with a man, an older, experienced man. Did I have a problem with that? She'd wait to see if I replied before she would want to talk more or meet. No, not at all. No problem. To some men, it might be a real fantasy-turn-on. Fuck a lesbian? Here I am, a well-experienced man, that a lesbian wants a hot, torrid affair with? Yeah, man. But you know, I really didn't look at it that way. Yes, I was intrigued; the why's, what does she want, what will she want to do? (She never did tell me what she and her Mrs. did together.) I wanted passionate, erotic, sensuous, hot sex. She told me when her wife turned 40, the "Mrs" lost interest in sex, and that now, she was horny all the time. She was the dominant one in her relationship but didn't want to continue that way, and her Mrs, some 5 years older than her at 43, wasn't interested in sex anymore. She was 37 when we met, I was 58. She used to slip off her wedding ring after she came in and set her things down. I had sent her a list of questions, what she'd like, what I like, what did she want. She answered them all very well, positively, no shirking. She didn't want to use condoms; she was not fertile. It was OK if I wanted condoms, but she didn't. Great. Hated them. Loved the bare-feeling of my cock in her pussy and ass too much anyway. In her second email, she told me too, she wanted to be 'anally penetrated', wanted to experience this. Well, that got my attention. I love to teach and show women good, anal sex. Turns out it took a long time before it actually happened, but as she said, she had a 'tight ass'. She liked it played with, no question, licking her ass hole, fingering it, probing her ass. She mine also. We used some toys on each other as she did admit to me she and the `Mrs' used some. I had a string of anal beads, a silicone double-dildo and a vibrating butt plug. We used them all, eventually. She loved the double dildo in her pussy and the other end in my ass. Turned out she was well experienced in massaging a man's prostate. I had asked her about rimming, and she replied, 'Absolutely', so, she was into it. She was always, always, very clean, fresh, pussy and ass. She wasn't a lipstick lesbian by any means, very plain, very short, black, stiff hair, 160, 5'-4, 34B. If I had to describe her further, I would say that she reminds me a lot of k.d. lang. OK, not a real beauty, but that's not all where the attraction was. We talked and laughed a lot in bed, and she had a delightful set of small dimples on the tops of her cheeks that would appear way too seldom. She is a nurse, working for a major urban hospital here. She worked shift hours, and at times, this was very good, as she could break away at different times during the day to come see me. We had some memorable 'nooners' this way, usually lasting a few hours. In the beginning, she'd come by after her late shift a few times, but that really didn't work out. She wanted a strictly 'FWB-NSA' situation, with not much other interaction. I was OK with this, and I certainly was not interested in anything involved, nor was I interested in falling for her. She remained very discreet with me regarding her personal life. Yes, she shared some details, but not a lot. I just wanted the passions and the eroticism that came from close, intimate, very personal contact. I wanted these old feelings back. I wanted to please a woman, and have her give me pleasure like no one else has. She did this, we did it together, we did it all. We first met for lunch, to check each other out. A great Thai place in the main eatery area of town. We chatted, flirted some, agreed then to meet that Saturday. When we left, I told her `I think we're going to have a great time together.' She dropped by late Saturday afternoon. I was staying at a friends house, newly separated, and I met her at the back door, small neighborhood. The back door was down a few steps from the entry. I opened the door and she threw herself into my arms, kissing me, grabbing me. Her hands went to my pants, pulling my belt open, then the button on my jeans. She dropped my pants and fished out my cock, hardening quickly. She pushed me back so that I had to go ups a step. My cock was near her chin and she engulfed it right away. She slurped it quickly and I got rock-hard. She pushed in deep in her mouth, swirled her tongue around my dick-head. Now, I hadn't had good head like this for some time. We were both horny and I wasn't sure I could hold it and I'd cum in her mouth right here. I pulled her up, off me. She said, "I couldn't wait to do that, OMG, I've been so wet all day." I wanted to fuck her and she wanted to be fucked. We rushed to the bedroom and tore off our clothes. We fucked hard,. She was very limber, and could actually put her legs back, flat against her side. She grabbed her legs, and spear them wide, "Fuck me, fuck me now." I did not hesitate and plunged into her all the way. We ended up with her on her knees and screaming loudly, "fuck me, Fuck me hard." This was the start of 2 years of sex. I loved her pussy! She had a big clit, and it grew and stuck out when she was aroused. She had short, black, tight pussy hair. Turns out, she absolutely loved to have her pussy and clit licked, tongue-fucked, and also to have her g-spot massaged at the same time. This was a lot of our sex for the next 2 years. When I wanted her to cum, and cum hard, I simply dropped my face down between her legs, spread her pussy lips, and licked in, all over. She'd moan nicely, grab my head at times, and spread her legs more for me. She made a set of comments about that at one point, saying what I do to her, that she automatically wanted to lie back and spread her legs for me. She did talk sexy and kinky with me some, but not enough. She rarely came, maybe twice, while I was fucking her, once we came together. Her big clit stuck out well when I sucked on it. I loved it, loved to finger and lick her. She'd shudder, spasm and writhe in bed when I did this, building up her orgasms. She'd fist the sheets, hold on. When she'd cum, she'd explode and scream out, "Yes, that's it, that's it!, Ahhhh!". I got goose-bumps writing this in remembrance. Over the months, she got into a very comfortable position with me. I'd usually be between her legs, scrunched down, but more having my knees up and bent. She'd get so that she'd rest her ankles against my thighs, bend her legs and knees, and use that for leverage. She'd push back against me this way. I could always tell when she was settling in for a good cum when she did this. Yeah, it took some time, 15-20 minutes at a time, but, wow, could she cum. I'd lick her some, and she'd wiggle her ass and hips, and then I'd introduce one, then two fingers, in her pussy, hot, wet, dripping at times. One time on the couch, I had her up on her knees, and I was licking her pussy, fingering her, two, maybe three fingers in her from the rear, and her juices were literally running down my arm. Loved that always. But lying between her legs was the best. Sometimes, I'd reach under her legs, push them back so she'd stick her ass and pussy out more. Times, she'd grab her legs, hold them spread, as I licked her clit and pussy. It was easy then to slip down to her perineum, then too, right into her asshole. I know she liked this, and yeah, there were a few times she gasped when I licked her, tongued her ass. Loved to lick around her rosebud, then push my tongue in, hard, deep as I could. A few times she did open her ass, and I tongued in more, deeper. I loved doing this and did it as much as I could with her. This would then usually work her up well, and my fingers were wet enough, that I could pretty easily insert my finger in her ass. When she really opened up, my middle finger would be all the way in her ass, with my palm on her butt. A few times I got two in up to the 3rd knuckle. But fingers in her pussy were great, the best for her. Licking her clit, then up to 3 fingers in her pussy, palm up, fingers pressed in hard on her g-spot. Very hard, curled around, pushing in, then too, back and forth. One time, right at the end, I was doing this so hard, she was so wet, she'd puddle in the middle of my hand. She loved to suck me also, on my back, my head propped up so I could watch her. She always looked into my eyes, smiled and she'd devour me. She had some very good oral skills, working my cock-head and frenulum well, 'till I'd blast in her mouth. She'd moan and suck, and drive me crazy. She loved to give me 'cummy kisses' then too. Oh and, she did like to get fucked also. She was very responsive with me. Some of the best, was simply working her up, hot and wet, fingering her, then easily rubbing the head of my cock in her pussy. Usually this elicited a small moan, a wide-open mouth, and she'd flare open, and I'd ease in. There was one time when she just grabbed my ass, pulled me in her mostly dry. She said she liked to do that at times. Oh, but that feeling of warm, wet pussy on my cock, her gasping, tight, mmmmm, always a turn-on. There were times too, when I liked to roll on my back, grab her, bring her to me, roll her on top of me. I know I said a few times for her to grind on me, rub her pussy on my cock. She did this a few times too by herself, as she liked to tease almost as much as I did. She'd slide back and forth, wetting me, rubbing my cock, and then arch her hips some to slide down on me, as my cock fully entered her pussy. Doggie-style was the best, for us both. Loved her on her knees, fucking away. After some great pussy-licking, I'd love to then stand at the end of the bed, grab her legs, pull her to the corner. I'd position her ass right at the corner, then push her legs back, and fuck her hard and deep, using my legs to leverage in her. I loved to fuck her like this, very hot, very sexy, and she'd always then say, 'Fuck me, yes, fuck me hard, deep' I loved it when she'd call out like that. She was very vocal that way. We did finally get into anal sex. As I said, she had a tight ass that only really opened up after a lot of play. We tried a few positions, her on her back, her on top, but the one that worked was her on her side, me behind her. I'd lift one leg and slide my cock along her crack. Mind you, this was after a lot of oral sex, her on my, me on her. Lots of rimming thrown in. I did use some Astroglide, had it ready. After some fingers in her ass, lots of slitty runs, she turned her ass to me, my chock-head at her rosebud. A combination of me pushing and her pushing back, open her ass finally to my cock. She gasped a bit, held my cock firm, then pushed back more unit I popped past her sphincter. Her first words, `Oh, it does feel good!' That day I got about half in her, moving slowly back and forth. Funny about anal sex from a guys perspective. A sphincter is tight on your cock in one area only, but the inside of an ass is very open, not like a pussy to grab you along your whole length. When I did get into her ass, I wasn't getting as much direct pressure on my cock as she was getting in her ass. The first time, I didn't cum in her. A few times later, she told me she wanted me to open her ass so I could fuck her ass as hard as I fucked her pussy. We eventually did, and yes, I did fuck her ass hard, which she loved and I did cum up her ass a bunch, but that was short lived, much to my chagrin. We only really talked and communicated thru email. Oh, and yes, in bed. Yes, we exchanged numbers, but she told me right away, she didn't like to talk on the phone. Oh, we'd text some, not a lot. Again, she didn't seem to like that. She had a 'pay-as-you-go' phone, TrackFone or something. OK, no big deal. As she was working odd shifts, she'd usually send me her schedule, out weeks. I'd suggest times when she could come by, but again, this was on her schedule. A bit odd and frustrating at times, when *I* wanted to fuck or lick her. At the least, I could leave her v-mails, again, usually late at night, so she'd get the message as she drove home after 11 from the late shift. Sometimes I'd try to be funny, sexy, erotic, tell her how much I had enjoyed her that day, or the previous day. She'd always comment on them, tell me she liked to hear them, told me she liked my voice. She never once returned the favor. Don't know why. In the height of it all, we were emailing a lot, daily, multiple times during the day. We only got together at my place, on her terms, when she wanted to, which was usually once a week, and usually for about 2-5 hours, sometimes a lot more. I loved to spend the time with her, more so than with anyone else. Yes, she could make me cum 3-4 times also. She is very through. Some of the best memories I have of us together were early on Saturday mornings, 9-10, in winter, when the sun would blaze in through the 3 windows I had. We'd get so warm, I needed to open the windows in the winter. The sun would cascade on us in bed, so warm, sexy then too, under the covers. We only got together for sex, rarely anything else. A few times we'd meet at the local pub, share a glass of wine, or a few times, lunch. I always provided a clean, quiet place for us, clean sheets, usually the night before, clean towels, always a clean bathroom. Oh and yes, we always showered together, always. I really understood about keeping it discreet, and she wanted to be as clean as possible to go home. Wash off any residuals, stray hairs. The shower was a place to play also. She brought her own brand of soap, loved to soap my cock, reach around me from behind and jack me off, while fingering my ass. I loved the feeling. I'd play with her pussy and ass too, but I tried not to get soap everywhere. We did like washing each other, and the last time we were together, she wiggled her finger in my ass, with promises of more things to come that way, I had expected. That sorta surprised me, as that day was filled with a lot of sex. I had thought we were on the right track again, getting frisky, hot, erotic with each other. I used to tell her, and I'd smirk a bit doing so, that I was happy to send her home to her wife, with my cum in her belly and pussy and ass, even though she was squeaky-clean on the outside. She had broken it off, right before the holidays, late in 2010. She wanted to regain her `integrity' as she put it, by recommitting to her wife. I understand this, and can respect it. I know she was stressed at this time also. She was/is going through a big set of changes in her life, wanting more from her career, wanting to change paths, and wanting way more from her personal life, and not getting anything, except from me. I thought about that some. From what she said, I knew that I fulfilled her needs, a lot. She told me a number of times that I gave her the best orgasms of her life. She did give me one big send-off, after she emailed me then wanting `one last time' together. She came over about 10 that morning and stayed late in the evening. We fucked and sucked for hours, showered, talked, fucked some more. She deleted her email account that night after that. So, OK, nothing, no contact then for like 6 months. Literally, the first of June last year, 2011, I'm out having a glass of wine, and I get a text-message from her. `Miss how you make me cum' was all she said. We texted a bit that night, flirted. She said she was tired of being a `good girl'. She sent me a new email address. She wanted to fuck me all summer. I was curious as to why she was contacting me now. She told me at the beginning of last year, that she wanted to renew things with her wife, and she wanted to end our relationship. I couldn't really argue with that, disappointed, yes, extremely. I told her then that last January, I'd never find another woman like her. She looked puzzled, and it's simply true. I'm over 60 now, and I get looked at differently. My age group wants 'soul-mates' and 'long walks on the beach'. The AM crowd doesn't looking for an older man. Perhaps that's part of the reason I would have liked to have continued longer with her, again for this past summer. I've been patient, and I know she appreciated that. She clearly didn't want to talk now at all, nothing, to the point of breaking things off again here. We sent some emails back and forth, where we both then stated all we (I too) wanted was to have hot sex this summer. She told me of her plans to leave town in early fall, right after our first GTG. Her career was changing, and she was exploring options. I never did talk to her about much else, as we only got together 3 times before the end of June. We did still talk a bit about both wanting to get our needs met. I guess right now that is all she wanted, but she was troubled, it was clear to see and hear. All I wanted was a hot summer, as things would be changing for me also by fall, last fall of 2012. I think it affected her more, when she couldn't get what she wanted from her wife, only to find it with me. I don't think she really wrapped her head fully around that, or then, maybe she did, and couldn't handle it. She was pretty tight with her feelings and emotions, except when they all came out during sex. Then she was all over me, passionate, frisky, kinky, expressive, submissive. She was sexually fantastic, yes. After that first time back together with her, I had really thought then this past summer was going to be a hot one. It didn't happen. I was very disappointed, as I had planned to really be aggressive with her, fuck her hard, especially in her ass, and leave her drained every time. I know it was gonna be the last time I'd see her, probably ever. We got together in late June, a hot day, outside and inside. I wrote extensively about that day. After that day, I never heard from her again, as she deleted her email account, yet again. I sent her a tersely-worded v-mail one last time about a week later. She never replied, and I never heard anything else. I'm not even sure she did leave town. Many times, we'd be lying together after a hot session, panting, sweating, holding each other. She said once, "Where'd you learn to fuck like that?" I just smiled, kissed her passionately, held her close, and start licking her all over, up and down again. For two years, we had the best sex of our lives, and yes, I miss it. ======= My other Confessions can be found at: /files/Authors/UncleJimmie/