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 Author: Tranquilid <tranquilid(at)gmail.com>
Title: Hopeless fans
Summary: When men can be changed into women, two losers decide that
something is better than nothing.
Keywords: tg, preg, MM
Language: English

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   "Well, this fucking sucks."

   The last pitch was thrown.  Jeff and I had been friends since boys'
league.  We had been waiting our whole lives to see North River make it to
the finals, and they just lost four in a row.  Each game started out
exciting.  But as each inning passed and the beer bottles stacked up, I
would feel sorry for myself and fall asleep on his couch.  I had basically
slept on his couch every night this week.

   In fact, I was trying to decide whether or not I should get up and go
back to my apartment or just fall sleep here again when Jeff rose from the
couch and looked at me.  I thought he was going to say something, so I just
stared at him and waited.

   "Pretty depressing," I offered.

   "Yeah, yeah I guess so," he said as he stepped towards me.  Before I
could say anything else, Jeff was standing right in front of me.  He
quickly unzipped his pants, and his semierect cock sprung right out.

   I was shocked..  I think?  I should have been shocked.  This was my
friend of 15 years, and I was just staring at his penis while he slowly
stroked it in front of me.

   "I've been so lonely, Cera.  I know you have, too," he drunkenly slurred
while he kept a steady pace on his cock.  "I just, I know this isn't what
you would want.  But, it's been so long..  for both of us.  I decided to do
something about it."

   I lay there mesmerized.  My eyes focused on the tip of his dick.  I
could see the head turning a deep red every time his hand stroked forward,
and a pale white when he pulled back.  I should have moved, sat up, yelled
out.  Just move!  But, I just lay there staring.

   "I've..," Jeff started panting between words, "been jerking off on you
after you passed out.  I'm..  I'm sorry." His hand quickened on his cock,
and his breathing matched.  I could see his balls twitch.  I could hear his
pants, his grunts.  Suddenly, his cock head swelled, and white hot cum
splashed on my face.  My eyes slammed shut, and I gasped slightly.  I could
feel the hot semen on my cheeks and on my lips.  I could smell the salt
like I was standing by the sea.  Jeff continued to grunt and a few more
small splashes landed on my face.

   I opened my eyes to see him putting his dick back in his pants.  He
turned and stumbled back to his room.

   I just lay there, stunned.  Jeff's sperm was cooling on my face, and
dripping on my shirt.  I stood up and slowly crossed the hall to my
apartment.  I wandered to the bed, and fell face first onto the pillows.  I
could feel Jeff's sperm smear on my skin.

   As I sank into sleep, I thought about my biology classes from school. 
In our species, males can convert to females if there is a severe gender
imbalance.  It's gotten us through many plagues and wars that would have
wiped us out otherwise.  The process is long and slow, though, and not
really practical when there's plenty of males and females running around.
But, doing that to one of us?  To me?  I decided I would tell Jeff to stop
in the morning.

   CHAPTER 2 The next morning I woke up energized.  Jeff was my friend, and
I wasn't going to hurt him.  But, this was ridiculous.  I wasn't going to
let him cum on me just because he's had bad luck with girls.

   I strode across the hall and let myself into his apartment.  "Jeff," I
called out.  No answer.  I banged on his bedroom door.  "Jeff!  Wake your
lazy ass up!" I opened the door, and saw him still passed out in bed.  I
walked to the bedside, and leaned over to shake him awake.  "Jeff!"

   Jeff turned his head and looked up at me.  He saw my face, and quickly
sat up.  The sheet shifted, and I saw his morning erection peek out as he
stretched.  I quickly fell to my knees and stared at it.  It was the same
cock that had exploded on me the night before.

   "Cera, I'm sorry.  I'm..  you must be furious..."

   Jeff stared at me waiting for an answer, but I kept staring at his cock.
I could see the little head bob back and forth slightly with every
heartbeat.

   "Cera?"

   I wanted to look up at Jeff, but I couldn't tear my eyes away from from
his perfect little dick.  He carefully swung his legs over the edge of the
bed, and sat himself inches from my face.  I could feel the warmth of his
body as he started to stroke again.

   "I thought..  I thought you'd me mad..."

   I was mad.  Or, I think I was mad?  I was trying to remember how I felt
when I first woke up, but it seemed so far away.  My eyes were full of his
eager little cockhead right now, and the only thought I could hold in my
head was the cum about to surge out of that tiny hole.

   Jeff's pace and breathing quickened just like last night.  Without
thinking, I tilted my head up slightly as my lips parted a hint.  Jeff's
cock exploded cum all over my face and mouth.  I closed my eyes, but not
out of reflex.  I wanted to focus on the heat on my face.  I could taste
the salt of his semen, and smell the musk of his sweating body.  Warm cum
covered my lips and tongue, and I swallowed without thinking.  Jeff's
breathing was heavy, and I felt his hand in my hair.  I stood up slowly and
walked out of the room.  Jeff fell backwards on the bed, and was instantly
asleep again.

   I walked into Jeff's bathroom and started to take off my clothes.  I
smiled slightly as I realized they were still the clothes from last night,
and stepped into the shower.

   I turned the water on hot, and let it spray on my face.  I stood there
for a few moments just letting the water warm my body.  As I started to
lather up, I looked down at myself.  I was 5'9", pretty normal for a man. I
wasn't fat, but I really wasn't fit either.  I had short blond hair and
bright blue eyes: my mother's eyes.

   I started washing my penis as normal, but stopped and took a long look
at it.  It was just 2 inches long right now.  When fully erect, it would
get just above five inches, which I knew to be average.  "Long enough," my
girlfriends had always said.  But, I didn't have many of them, and my
relationships never lasted that long.

   CHAPTER 3 When I got out of the shower, Jeff had already left for work.
He left a plate of scrambled eggs and toast on the table for me.  I sat
down in front of his computer and munched while I pulled up a medical site.

   "Gender Reorganization," it began, "is a process evolved to ensure there
are always an adequate number of females in a population for reproduction.
Semen contains a hormone, Phasodrin.  Phasodrin has no effect on the
biochemistry of a female body.  However, when Phasodrin comes into contact
with the male body, it can lead to increased production of female hormones
such as estrogen and progesterone.  Skin contact with phasodrin from one's
own semen is generally harmless because of the male hormones released in
the body after ejaculation."

   Well, that explains why my hands are still manly after years of
masturbation.

   "Phasodrin contact with different parts of the body can lead to
different results.  Contact with the skin will change the dermal and
subdermal layers through reduced body hair production and stimulating fat
cell multiplication.  Contact with the lips and tongue leads to the highest
levels of estrogen production.  Contact with the rectum..."

   Ugh, I didn't want to read anymore.  It was too much to take in at once.
Subdermal layers?  Estrogen?  Is there an abnormally high amount of
estrogen in my body right now?  Actually, I was feeling a little horny. 
Maybe it was the estrogen.  Or, maybe it was reading about females and
ejaculation all morning.

   I clicked around to some porn sites, and let my hand slip into my pants.
Actually, it made some sense.  Jeff said he had been jacking off on my face
for three days while I slept this week.  When he pulled his dick out last
night, my male brain must have been soaked in estrogen and didn't know how
to react to another man's penis stuck in my face.

   After a few minutes of browsing, I realized my dick wasn't getting hard.
I went for the "Big Tits," category of the website to see what those women
had to offer.  Nothing!  I tried "Hardcore," which featured women being
impaled with huge dicks.  Still nothing!  I stopped looking at the girls in
the videos, and started looking at the men.  I normally couldn't stand how
ugly male porn actors are, and was relived to see that was still true. 
Still, nothing was working!

   CHAPTER 4 Suddenly, I heard the door open behind me.  "Hey, Cera," Jeff
said as he quickly strode past me towards the bedroom.  He didn't even look
at me, and I quickly slipped my dick back into my pants.  It was dark
outside.  I must have been "reading" all day.

   I stood up and followed him to the bedroom.  He had already taken off
his tie and jacket, and was just unbuttoning his shirt when he turned and
saw me in the doorway.  He froze.  "So, uh, do you want to talk about..."

   "Shut up," I snapped.  "I've been horny all day, but my dick won't get
hard." I walked across the room and got right in his face.  "I don't know
what the fuck you did to me, but I'm pretty fucked up, Jeff." He was
speechless.  I frowned at him.  How did this spineless bastard do this to
me?

   My hands grabbed at his crotch.  I could feel his erect dick under the
cloth.  Apparently, my confrontation had turned him on..  I unzipped his
fly, and grabbed his hot cock.  "Goddam.." I mumbled out loud, "it feels so
good to have a hard dick in my hands." I looked up at Jeff while I stroked
his cock.  His jaw had dropped and he was staring at me.  Our eyes met for
a moment, and we stared at each other.  Then, he squeezed his eyes shut and
grunted, and I dropped to my knees.

   I held his hot dickhead an inch from my lips and stroked it hard.  When
I used to masturbate, I would squeeze the hell out of my own dick.  I
didn't know if that's how Jeff liked it or not, but it was what I was going
to do to him.  My left hand wiggled into his boxer shorts, and grabbed his
scrotum.  His skin has hot, and I ran my thumb over his balls.

   "Oh fuck, Cera.  Oh fuck..."

   I knelt there: pumping his dick with one hand, and rolling his balls
with the other.  He started to pant heavily, and thrust with his hips.  I
gave his testicles a quick squeeze.  Jeff yelped and stopped thrusting, but
didn't stop grunting I opened my mouth just as Jeff's dick shot warm cum. I
felt it jet inside my mouth, hitting the inside of my cheeks.  I held his
balls firmly against his body as he came in me and I swallowed it all. 
After he was done shooting sperm into my mouth, I closed my lips, leaned
forward, and gently kissed his dickhead.  The last of his sperm dribbled
out, and I wiped it on my lips.  I crawled onto the bed while Jeff just
stood there.  I slipped under the sheets and folded into a fetal position.

   "Do you..  do you mind if I lie down next to you," Jeff asked.

   "I don't know," I snapped back.  I sighed, "I just don't know.

   Jeff got into bed and lay on his back.  We fell asleep.

   CHAPTER 5 The next morning I woke up when Jeff's alarm stared blaring.
He shut it off, jumped out of bed, and started walking towards the door.

   "Wait," I said as I slid out of bed.  I got right onto my knees and Jeff
turned around.  I pulled his dick out of his shorts and began to work it.
It was only semihard at first, but quickly began to rise in my hands.  Once
it was fully erect, it was pointing right at my mouth.  I gave it quick
kiss, and then another.  Jeff gasped.  I smiled, grabbed his balls with my
hand, and gave his hot dickhead kiss after kiss.  Jeff was grunting,
yelling, panting..  I've never seen him so worked up.  I just kept working
his dick and balls, and his hips started to trust.  I let his cockhead pass
my lips just a little bit.  He kept thrusting, but I would only let him in
an inch or so.  Finally, he tensed up, and his dick started shooting cum in
my mouth.  Since his dickhead was completely past my lips, all of it landed
on my tongue, and I felt my mouth get warm and full quickly.  I gave his
dick a little kiss, and wiped the last of his semen on my lips again.  I
sat back on the ground, and looked up at him.  He was breathing heavy and
staring back at me.  I smiled, and made sure he saw me swallow his cum.

   "What the fuck are you waiting for," I yelled, "you're going to be late
for work." Jeff turned and ran to the shower.  I stood up and smiled.  I
owed him breakfast from yesterday, so I put on a robe and got into the
kitchen.  Jeff came out fully dressed, wolfed down his breakfast, and ran
out the door.

   "Bye, Cera," he said.

   I jumped up behind him and gave him a quick slap on the ass.  "Cya,
Jeff." I said.  He turned and looked at me, half shocked.  I smiled and
slammed the door on his face.

   With Jeff off to work, I hopped into shower.  I glanced at the mirror,
and froze for a moment.  I looked good!  I mean, I didn't look any
different.  I just looked happy.  My eyes were their brightest blue, and my
lips looked almost bright red.

   After my shower, I got dressed and walked around Jeff's apartment.  It
was kind of messy.  Not really dirty, but not as clean as it could be. 
"Well, he's not going to clean anything with me sucking his cock everyday,"
I said to myself.

   CHAPTER 6 The door handle jingled as Jeff let himself in.

   "Hey, Cera..  whoa!" Jeff froze in the doorway and looked around the
apartment.  It was spotless.  I spent all day cleaning, and clearly he
noticed the difference.

   "Hey, dinner's almost ready," I said to him.  Jeff dropped his briefcase
and wandered into the dining room.  I had set out an entire meal, and even
lit a few candles.

   "What's the occasion?" Jeff asked.

   "I just don't have much to do all day," I replied.  Jeff shrugged and
sat down to eat.  We ate together and made small talk.  He obviously hadn't
eaten a big dinner in some time, and I smiled at his eager appetite.

   "So, Cera...," Jeff began.

   "Jeff, stop." I said.  "I don't really understand what is happening.  If
you had asked me a year ago what I would expect out of life, this would
have been my last guess...  I'm not doing this very well." I smiled
sheepishly, and Jeff smiled back at me.

   "Look," I said, "my life was going nowhere, you know that.  But now..  I
don't know.  I have a purpose."

   "Purpose?"

   I stood up and walked to him, "Yeah, a purpose.  My purpose is to suck
your cock, silly." He turned in his chair, and I grabbed at his crotch.  I
unzipped his fly, and pulled his dick from his pants.  I turned my head and
slowly ran my tongue up the length of it.  When I got to the head, I gave
it a quick kiss, and Jeff moaned again.  I worked the shaft with one hand,
and sucked at his dickhead with my lips.  Jeff started to moan loudly and
buck his lips.  I quickly pulled my head off his dick and looked up at him.
His head snapped down and stared at me with shock.  I gave him a small
smile, and kept working his dick with my hand.

   "Actually, Jeff," I said, "I've been doing a lot of reading.  It turns
out your semen can do some pretty amazing things."

   "Uh..  huh..."

   "It doesn't just change my body inside.  It can be used to change my
body in certain ways."

   "Uh..," Jeff's eyes were shut, and he kept moaning.  I knew that I was
holding him just under orgasm.  He wouldn't cum if I kept this up, but it
would feel pretty damn good.  I kept squeezing his penis while I unbuttoned
my shirt with my other hand.

   "I figure if we're going to do this, we may as well do it right.  If I'm
going to be a girl, Jeff, you better turn me into a sexy girl."

   "Uh..," Jeff couldn't speak.  I laughed.

   "I want you to come on my chest, Jeff.  If you come on my chest, I'll
grow tits.  You want me to have tits, don't you, Jeff?"

   "Uhh..."

   "I want to have tits.  I want to have big, fat tits, Jeff.  Can you do
that?  Can you do that for me?"

   Jeff's breathing was getting heavy again.  I knew he was going to come
soon.  So, I knelt over him.  Still working his cock in one hand, I slipped
the other into his pants and cradled his balls.

   "Come on me, Jeff.  Give me tits.  Give me tits, Jeff."

   Jeff started to moan loudly and buck his hips.  I kept working him, but
I kept his cock pointed at my chest.

   "Come on, Jeff!  Come on me!  COME ON ME!"

   Jeff gave a final thrust of his hips, and hot cum splashed on my chest.
I held his dick and balls tight in each hand and coaxed every drop of cum
out of him I could get.  His semen streaked across my chest and nipples. 
When I was sure he was done, I dropped back to my knees.  I gave his dick a
little kiss, and spread his cum all over my chest with my hands.  I rose
and started to walk out of the room.  "Oh," I said, "and you owe me a
blowjob every morning.  It's what keeps me so horny."

   "Uh.." Jeff moaned.

   "You want me horny, don't you, sweetheart?"

   "Oh.  Okay...," he finally mustered.  I smiled and walked towards the
bedroom.  I slipped out of my clothes and into bed.  Later, Jeff stumbled
in, got into bed next to me, and quickly fell asleep.  After I was sure he
was asleep, I carefully took one of his hands, and pulled it over my side.
I held it in both of my hands just above my navel.  I fell asleep in my
man's arms.

   CHAPTER 7 The next few months were pretty similar.  Every morning I gave
Jeff a blowjob before work.  I started taking more and more of him into my
mouth.  I still remember the first time I felt his balls slap on my chin. I
was startled at first, but then just took him deeper into my mouth.  I
would have smiled if my lips weren't wrapped around his dick!

   Every morning he would come in my mouth and I would swirl it around my
tongue while giving his dick a kiss and sending him off to work.  I would
spend my day exercising, reading, cleaning, or cooking.  At night, I would
take him into the bedroom.  We used his penis like a paintbrush. 
Sometimes, I would jerk him off onto my chests or ask him to come on my
ass. Sometimes I would suck his dick, but instead of swallowing his cum I
would spit it into my hands and rub it into different parts of my body.

   I remember the first time I asked him to come on my feet!  He said it
was the stupidest idea he had ever heard.  I shrugged and said, "Do you
want to come tonight or not?" He sighed and pulled his dick out of his
pants.  I gave a little squeal, grabbed it with both hands, and stuck my
little feet in front for his dick just as he came.  "If I'm going to be a
girl, I'm not going to have big, man feet, Jeff."

   Sure enough, I started to change.  At first, I thought it was wishful
thinking.  I would stare at myself in the mirror.  Things seemed different,
but I couldn't really tell and Jeff said he couldn't remember.  I remember
one morning, though.  I sat up in bed, and felt a weight shift on my chest.
I froze, then lay down and sat up again.  I felt it again.  "Jeff," I said,
"I think I felt my tits!" He looked down at me.

   "I don't see any tits, Cera."

   I got out of bed, and grabbed his hands.  "Are you sure," I asked.  I
forced his hands against my chest, and rubbed them around my nipples.

   "I don't I think so..."

   I frowned at him, and grabbed his dick.  "Well, if these aren't tits,
why the fuck is your dick so hard?"

   Jeff laughed as I kneeled and sucked his dick into my mouth.  With his
whole dick is my mouth, I no longer needed to work his shaft.  So, I took
his scrotum into my left hand, and rubbed my chest with my right.  I swore
I could feel tits sliding around!  I pulled my mouth off Jeff's dick and
looked up at him.  "So, how does it look from up there?" I asked.  "Do you
see tits?"

   "I think..."

   "Either you see tits on the girl sucking you off, Jeff, or you're headed
for a cold shower."

   "Oh, uh, yeah!  I can definitely tell from here."

   "That's what I thought," I mumbled before returning to his cock.  I
sucked for all I was worth, a reward for being so nice to me.  Jeff gave me
an extra load of cum, and I swallowed it.  I swore I could feel my belly
tingle now whenever I swallowed cum.  I didn't know if it was real or
imaginary, but I liked it.

   CHAPTER 8 One day, I got an email from Tom.  Tom was a friend Jeff and I
hadn't seen since high school, and he wanted me to come over for coffee.  I
was momentarily terrified.  I hadn't been in public since Jeff started my
transformation.  Hell, I rarely went back to my own apartment. 
Nonetheless, my tits were only a B-cup at that point.  (Jeff said he
thought they were still As, and I gave his thigh a sharp little pinch
whenever he said so!) Still, I realized that man or woman I couldn't spend
the rest of my life in Jeff's apartment.  I pulled on some loose pants and
a thick shirt and headed for Tom's apartment.

   When I got there, I knocked on the door.  It opened a bit.  I walked
inside.  "Tom," I yelled.  "Tom?!"

   "In here," I heard from across the apartment.  All the lights were off,
so I slowly made my way down the hallway.

   "Tom?  Tom what's going on?"

   "In here.  I'm in here."

   I walked into the bedroom and saw a woman sitting in a chair in the
corner.  It was very dark, and I couldn't really see her.  "Where's Tom?"I
asked.

   "Cera, it's me.  I'm Tom."

   The woman reached out and turned on a light.  She was unbelievable. 
Long, curly brown hair fell down onto huge breasts.  And I mean big, they
were practically sitting on her lap!  She had an impossibly thin waist, but
huge thighs that curved down into sexy calves and adorable feet.  I
realized at this point if I had still been a man, my erection would have
torn through my pants by now.  "Who are you?" I asked.

   "Cera, it's me.  I'm Tom."

   "Tom?!  No way, where's Tom."

   The woman started to tear up, "Cera, please, it's..  I'm..Tom, please!"

   The woman doubled over and started to cry.  I dropped, and sat on the
bed.  "Cera, it's..  I..  I always trusted you.  I didn't know who else to
tell."

   "Please..  Tom, what happened?"

   The woman sat up and took a deep breath.  She looked at me.  She was
unbelievably beautiful, but obviously distraught.

   "I ..  they..," she took another deep breath.  "I got a promotion at
work.  It was down to me and the boss's kid, but the board decided not to
play favorites and gave me the job.  That night I walked to the car, and I
was jumped.  I remember..  I remember a pain, and then darkness."

   Tom got up and walked towards me.  Her hips bounced side to side like
her spine and pelvis were on a ball joint.  She sat down next to me.

   "I woke up and it was dark.  I couldn't see, I couldn't scream.  There
was tape on my mouth.  Then, I felt it.  Someone's hands on my ass.  I
tried to stand, but I was chained to the ground on all fours.  Then, it
burned.  Oh god, it felt like my ass was being ripped apart by fire. 
Someone was fucking me!

   I tried to scream, I tried to move, but I couldn't All I could hear was
laughing.  Then, I felt..  I felt him come.  It burned so bad." Tom started
to cry.  I reached out to put a hand on his knee, but he slapped it away.

   "Then, hands.  Hands all over me.  On my ass, on my face.  I felt
someone else put their dick in my asshole.  It slipped in easily this time,
but it still felt like a chainsaw in my guts.  They kept me there for days.
Days, Cera!  It felt like there was always someone's dick in my ass.  And
people coming all over me.  They were jacking off, and rubbing it on my
body, Cera.  And look at me!  Look what they did to me!"

   Tom's head jerked up and he looked at my eyes.  They had made him a
woman.  But, not just any woman.  They pushed him to the limits.  His tits
and lips were huge, while his waist and feet were impossibly small.  They
rubbed sperm into every inch of his body, but they never came in his mouth.
Despite the changes to his body, he never had the hormonal changes.  He was
still Tom, but a Tom with tits and no dick.

   "Cera?!  Look what..  Cera?"

   Tom looked at me.  I pulled my shirt tight over my body, but there was
no hiding my own changes.

   "Tom.., Jeff and I."

   "Oh God, he raped you, too?"

   "No!  Tom, we.."

   Tom went white.  "You're letting him fuck you!  Cera, you're letting him
make you his bitch!"

   "Tom, it's not like that!"

   Tom jumped up off the bed.  One of his enormous tits bounced out of his
shirt.  I could see the dark nipple pointing right at me.  "What the fuck,
get out Cera!  Get the fuck out!"

   I ran out, crying.  I ran down the stairs and onto the street.  I don't
even remember how I got back to Jeff's apartment.  I just remember hot
tears on my cheeks, and my tits bouncing with every step.

   I ran into the bathroom, tore off my clothes.  And looked at my crotch.
I could barely tell there used to be a dick there.  There was no shaft and
no scrotum: just a bump between my thighs.  That night, I quietly jerked
Jeff off into my hands, and rubbed it into my crotch.  As Jeff quickly fell
asleep, I thought about my transformation so far.  Sucking off Jeff and
watching my body change had been fun.  But, this isn't about fun.  It's
about survival of the race: it's about babies.  I was going to become a
woman, but was I also going to become a mother?

   CHAPTER 9 One night, I was waiting for Jeff when he came home from work.

   "Hey, babe," he said, "where's dinner?" He grinned at me.

   "Jeff, I just want to thank you for being cool about this.  And not
giving up on me."

   "What do you mean, why would I..."

   I quickly walked up to him and cut him off before he said anything else.
"Just, thanks." I gave him a quick kiss on the lips.  I pulled back and
looked into his eyes.  I saw the same friend I had seen for 15 years.  I
had just kissed that same friend.  But, he saw a different face.  Bright
blue eyes, blond hair that was just long enough to curl, and bright red,
fat lips.

   He leaned in fast and kissed me again.  I parted my lips a bit, and let
him kiss me.  His hands wrapped around my waist, and between kisses his
tongue would give my lips little licks.  I giggled and slowly backed into
the bedroom.  He followed eagerly, always keeping his lips locked onto
mine. We undressed as quickly as we could.  Jeff practically tore off my
shirt.  My breasts were swollen Cs now, and Jeff couldn't restrain himself.
He licked and sucked hard on my left, little nipple, while he rolled my
right breast slowly with his huge hands.  I tossed my head back and moaned
loudly.  It felt so good.  I thought I could even feel a tickle in my
crotch, which had been pretty much numb until now.

   I pushed his shoulders back.  Jeff stood up straight, ready for his
blowjob.  Instead, I turned and crawled onto the bed.  I got on all fours,
sank down on my shoulders, and stuck my little butt into the air.  Jeff
just stared at me, and I stared back at him with my bright, blue eyes. 
"Well," I said, "are you just going to leave me here like this?"

   Jeff quickly got onto the bed and kneeled behind me.  He started rubbing
his cock against the inside of my thigh, and I pressed my butt against him.

   "Just, be gentle," I whispered, "it's my first time."

   We both laughed at this, knowing that it was actually true.  Jeff, being
a true gentlemen, took his time.  He continued to rub his dick on my thighs
and crotch, and started to massage my anus with his thumb.  He made little
circles, and would press against me harder each time.  It felt so tight.  I
didn't know what to do.  But, Jeff kept pressing and I bit my lip.  Before
I knew it, his thumb slipped right into me, and I gave a little gasp.  He
let it stay there a moment as my muscles became comfortable around this
intruder.

   He started slipping his thumb back and forth, never pulling out
completely.  I started rocking back and forth a bit.  I felt good whenever
I felt that little knuckle pass through my ring.  Then, with one quick
movement, he slipped his thumb out and his cockhead in.  I gave a little
grunt.  It hurt a little being stretched so quick, but the job was done. 
Jeff's dick was in my ass.  He froze, not sure if he hurt me, so I started
rocking back and forth and he got the message.

   He rocked his hips back and forth: never pulling out, and always pushing
a little further in.  I just kept pushing back.  This felt good, and I
wanted to feel more of it.  Jeff began thrusting his hips, and a wave of
pleasure rolled through me.  I could feel his hips bump against my butt,
and his balls slap on my crotch.  I could feel my breasts rubbing against
my arm.  All of it felt good, and I wanted more of it.  Jeff kept thrusting
back and forth, but I just kept pushing back.  I wanted more of it.

   "Cera..  oh god..."

   Jeff was panting.  I was moaning.  I became obsessed with his dick.  I
wanted more of it.  I kept pushing back so it would go further and further
inside me.

   "Oh Cera, I'm going to cum!"

   I pushed harder.  I didn't care about his cum.  I wanted his dick.  My
moans were becoming screams.  His thrusts were getting faster.  I screamed
for more.  We were consumed.  He in his need to cum, and mine to be
penetrated.  He started to yell.  I leaned on one elbow, and reached back
with my other hand.  I grabbed his hand on my side and held it tight.  He
gave me one last, hard thrust and froze.

   I felt his orgasm explode in me.  I could feel each jet of cum surge up
his dick through my asshole.  I felt the warm flood of liquid around his
hard rod..  Then, I felt a hard cramp in my stomach.  I moaned and bit my
lip.  It was an intense pain for about 5 seconds, then slowly faded into a
dull throb.  Jeff probably thought it was an orgasm, because I heard him
laugh a little.

   He slipped his dick out of me and collapsed onto the bed.  I felt a
stream of cum ooze out of my asshole, and drip down onto the crotch.  My
insides were a mess.  My asshole felt like it was on fire, and my crotch
tingled.  My guts felt like a swirl of heat and pain.  I slowly lay down on
the bed, and snuggled up next to Jeff.  He wrapped his arm around me.  The
pain felt like it was melting away, and I just felt warm inside.

   "What was that about?" Jeff asked.

   I stared at his chest, and traced little circles with my fingertips. 
"I'm just, I'm tired of waiting.  I want to get this over with."

   I looked up at him, and he looked sad.  I smiled and gave him a quick
kiss on the nose.  "So," I said, "you're putting me on a strict diet. 
Blowjobs for breakfast, and anal for dinner.  If you can skip out at
lunches for a quickie, I'll jerk you off onto my crotch."

   "Does that mean we're done with your breasts?"

   I sighed and thought about how my C-cups were just shy of being Ds.  I
thought about all the pornstars I had jacked off to in my life.  I thought
about Tom trying to sleep under those twin mountains of fat.  "Yes, Jeff.
We're done with my breasts."

   CHAPTER 10 It had been almost a year.  North River was back in the
finals, and Jeff was excited to watch it again with his "girl"friend this
time.  He went off to work, and I went into the bathroom to take a shower.
I unbuttoned my shirt and unclasped my bra.  I slipped out of my panties,
and stared at the gentle bump between my legs again.  I must have taken a
gallon of cum up my ass by now, and all I had to show for it was this same,
boring bump under the same pubic hair I had as a man.

   I got into the shower and quickly washed my body.  I loved giving my
nipples a quick twist in the morning, but I knew getting myself horny this
early wouldn't do me any good, so I went back to washing.  As my fingers
slipped between my legs, I felt a slight itch.  I scratched, but that only
made the itch worse.

   I kept scratching myself, but the itch wouldn't go away.  I had been
growing my nails out for a few months now, and I was using them furiously.
Suddenly, I felt a sharp stab!  I look down to see a trickle of blood swirl
down the drain.  I stepped back and looked at my crotch.  My skin had torn
in half!  It was bleeding a little, but soon stopped.  Once the blood and
pain were gone, I bent over as far as I could.

   Pulling the skin back, I saw pink little folds.  It was my labia.  My
pussy.  It had been forming there the whole time, just under the surface of
my skin.I ran a finger along it's length, and felt a tingle zap through my
body.  I pushed further down, and I could feel it.  I felt a little hole on
my fingertip.  I quickly pulled my hand back, smiled to myself, and
finished my shower.  This was going to be an exciting night after all.

   Jeff ran in the door, and I heard him yell.  "Cera!  Cera the game
started already, where are you?"

   "I'm back here, Jeff.  Can you help me with something quick?"

   Jeff ran into the bedroom, "Cera, I...," he trailed off.  I must have
been quite a sight.  I was lying on his bed on my side.  My blond hair was
to my shoulders now, and my lips were naturally so red that I never
bothered to start wearing lipstick.  A blue and white bikini top, our
team's colors, was stretched across my breasts.  I had a trim tummy from
all my exercises.  I wasn't wearing panties, but had my legs carefully
folded over my crotch.  Thick, firm thighs ran down long legs to perfectly
dainty feet.  While my 5'9" fame had been boring as a man, it gave me such
long legs as a woman, but still left me a couple inches shorter than Jeff.

   "Babe, I love the bra, but seriously, the game has started.  Can't we do
this after?  Or during?"

   I stuck out my bottom lip in a pout.  "Jeff, I'm a girl, and girl don't
like sports."

   "You're kidding, right?"

   "About being a girl?  No, Jeff, I'm not." I bent my leg just enough to
show my crotch.  I was hoping it would stretch my outer labia just enough
to show a flash of pink.

   It must have worked.  His jaw dropped, and his briefcase fell out of his
hand.  I rolled onto my back, and said, "Well, you can go watch the game if
you want..."

   Jeff ran across the room and leaped on top of me.  His clothes were
scratchy and he was pretty heavy, but I didn't care.  I had never seen him
so eager.  His hands were all over my body, while I used my hands to get
him out of his clothes.  I undid his belt and fly, pulled his cock out of
his pants, and held it tight against my pussy lips.  I could feel they were
wet, and I knew he could feel it, too.  His chest was heaving, and breath
was hot in my ear.  I used my foot to kick his pants down to his ankles.

   "So..  you're a complete woman?" Jeff asked.

   "What do you think?" I pulled his dick down towards my vagina, and
slowly guided that eager cockhead into me.  The feeling was unbelievable.
With anal sex, all the sensation came from one tiny ring around his dick.
But, in my pussy, I could feel everything.  I could feel every inch, every
vein.  I could feel the little ridge at the base of the head.  Jeff just
pushing it into me, and I felt it go deeper and deeper into my belly. 
Finally, I felt his scrotum touch my thigh.

   "I think you are," Jeff whispered.  In that moment, he rolled his hips
to savor the sensation of his dick in my pussy, and he inadvertently ground
my clit under his public bone.  It was like a shock of light in my spine.
My back arched, and my pussy squeezed his cock.  Jeff froze like the wind
had been knocked out of him.  I smiled.  "Did you like that," I purred.  I
gave his dick another quick squeeze and he moaned.  He started to slowly
pump his dick back and forth.

   "Actually, the transformation isn't complete yet."

   "Uh.." was all he could say.  He was completely focused on fucking me. I
slowly pulled up my legs and wrapped them behind his ass.

   "My body is still going to react to your cum until the final step."

   "Final..  step...," Jeff tried to ask.  His trusts were still slow and
deep, but he was pulling much further back now, just leaving his cockhead
inside me before trusting back again.  My chest was heaving.  My mind was
slipping away into a white haze.  It took all my concentration to give his
dick a squeeze every time he thrust.

   "Yes, Jeff.  The final step.  When you impregnate me Jeff.  I need to
have a baby."

   "Baby!" Jeff looked at me in shock.  My legs were wrapped around his
ass, though, and he couldn't pull out.  I held his body right where it was:
deep in my pussy.  Despite his shock, his hips never stopped pumping.

   "Yes, Jeff.  A baby.  You want to give me a baby, don't you?  Did you
think this was all for fun?" He kept staring at me, and I stared right back
at him with my cool, blue eyes.

   "You started me on this path, Jeff, and we're going to finish it
together.  You've given my life purpose.  I love you, Jeff.  I want to be
your lover.  I want to be the mother of your child." I leaned up towards
him, and whispered his ear.  "Don't you want to cum in me?"

   I gave his cock a squeeze.  My pussy muscles were like a vice.  My legs
were wrapped around him, and his pants were wrapped around his ankles.  His
body wanted to run, but his dick wanted to fuck, and my pussy wasn't going
to let him go.

   "Do you want to come in me, Jeff?" I gave his cock a squeeze.

   "..yes."

   "Yes?" Another squeeze.

   "Yes, I want to come in you."

   I laid back down and stared into his eyes.  My body felt warm.  It was
like the tingle I used to feel on my tongue or in my belly, but now it was
everywhere.  It was in my fingertips and eyelashes.

   "Do you want to give me your baby?" I squeezed his cock with every
question, and he gave me a deep thrust with every answer.

   "Yes."

   "Then, fuck me, Jeff.  C'mon, baby.  Fuck me.  Fuck me, Jeff.  Fuck your
baby into me."

   "I love you, Cera." He was thrusting out of control now, as fast as he
could.  The waves in my body were rising.  Every nerve felt heat, and all I
could see was white.

   "I know, baby.  Now cum.  Cum in me.  Cum in me Jeff."

   Jeff started to yell, but I could barely hear him.  He was thrusting
with all his strength, but my body was drifting away.  I felt one last,
deep thrust, and a shudder run up his cock.  I could feel waves of hot cum
splashing on my womb.  The waves felt like they ran through my body.  My
back arched and I screamed in orgasm.  Jeff moaned with every burst of cum,
and I shook with joy.  I was a woman, soaked in my lover's cum.  He loved
me.  He gave me my new life, and I was going to give him a child.

   We lay there panting.  I could see his face again.  He looked deeply
into each others' eyes, and I gave him a kiss.  He slowly slid his dick out
of me and rolled onto his back.  I felt hot sperm leaking out of me, and
quickly turned and pressed my pussy against his leg to keep his cum inside.

   "So, you were kidding about not watching the game, though, right?"

   "Oh shit!  Yeah, we're missing it."

   Jeff leapt out of bed, and ran into the living room fully nude.  I
chuckled at him, pulled on some panties and a shirt, and padded out after
him.  Jeff was standing in front of the TV, his erection slowly dropping.

   "Hey, I think we scored!"

   I smiled at him, and patted my tummy just below the navel.  "Yeah, I
think you're right."