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 The Lottery

   My wife and I have been married for just under four years.  After
Bethany was born, two years after our wedding day, things went downhill.

   We were down to a single income with no prospect of my wife returning to
work soon since we had no family we could call on so childcare was an
issue. This was fine initially; we tightened our belts and got by but it
was a lot harder since we'd ploughed all our savings into the flat we'd
bought and there was no way of getting the money out with the slow housing
market.

   Then as things got harder we ran into other problems; my job was risky
which resulted in having to take a pay cut plus the constant threat of
losing it altogether.  That was when we began to rack up debts on credit
cards and an increasing overdraft until we were forced to reduce then stop
our mortgage payments altogether to pay for other things.

   Now I'm not saying we were destitute but we had very little income to
spend on food and other essentials which was why we decided to ask the
mortgage company to suspend our payments.  The only problem with this was
the knowledge that in a few months we'd not only have the bank debt but
many thousands of pounds owing on the flat which would eventually be
repossessed and then where would we be!

   The flat was worth less than we'd paid for it meaning we'd still owe
money if we sold and it was getting grim.  Then one evening when drunk with
an old friend she said to us laughingly that Kerry, my wife was the only
asset we had left to sell.  Kerry threw something at her and we laughed but
later on she went on to say that it was a pity Kerry couldn't sweepstake
herself; for a night of passion because we'd make a good bit of money and
it would only be the once.

   Now I'm not saying we thought about it or even spoke of it later but
there had been something in what she said; put bluntly max income with
limited outlay (no pun intended).  Anyway it wouldn't have got anywhere
except another friend was with us a few weeks later and Kerry mentioned it;
she was actually being a little rude about the other friend so it wasn't
brought up as a suggestion but used as an example of her inappropriateness.

   Anyway the male friend we were with gave her a look and then told her he
actually knew a guy who could arrange that if she wanted.  He was serious
and we both stopped to stare at him.

   "Well I know this bloke who has sold err...  well he's in marketing and
tell me he was once asked to sell a woman's err...  virtue and in the end
he made her a fortune!  Told me he made her a lot of money, so much so she
actually told him after it was all over that it was a shame she could only
lose her...  well, virginity once." He grinned as I shook my head and Kerry
snorted.

   "No!  I'm serious.  Firstly the guys brilliant at sales and marketing
plus he showed me some of the material he used.  Err nothing rude!  I mean
he was very discrete but obviously had to...  well show the goods, so to
speak but it was tasteful and very clever." He stopped at this point.

   "So you think I should sleep with a few people for money to help our
overdraft!" Kerry stated a little coolly, I sensed a rising element of
frostiness but so did Josh.

   "Hell no!  Kerry I'm sorry!  I was only saying he made lots of money for
the girl for a single night which was something.  I'm not suggesting you do
that and besides it was kind of different."

   "Different?  Meaning what exactly?" I wanted to shut him up but he was
too deep now anyway.  Her voice was stony as she spoke.  "What?  Prettier?"

   "Definitely not!" he defended becoming a little edgy.  "She was
younger..." he saw her eyebrow rise, Kerry was only 24.  "...I mean a
teenager and she could prove...  you know...  prove she was a virgin."

   "I see.  That's something I can't claim!" She shrugged having decided
Josh wasn't making uncalled for suggestions so she relaxed a little.

   "Still he made her over £80,000 for that night, I was impressed." He
stated finally.

   "How much?" Kerry asked suddenly.

   "Err, 80K.  Like I said he's bloody good!"

   "Bloody good liar!" Kerry retorted.

   "Think what you may I bet he could do a sweepstake or lottery thing for
you and make you a mint...  if you wanted to!" He added hastily.

   "You think." I chipped back.  "Assuming he wasn't full of bull-shit!"

   "I promise you he did it!  Can't prove he made her 80K but since he told
me I believe him.  He's no bull-shitter, well not like that anyway." Josh
defended.

   Kerry then pointedly changed the subject and that was that until after
he'd gone.  We went to bed and she immediately began by asking me what I
thought about what Josh had mentioned.

   We discussed it in detail until we both agreed he was probably not the
kind of guy to make it up which led to the next question what would it have
been like for the girl to have got 80K for one night assuming the marketing
guy was also on the level.

   That prompted some great sex followed by us skirting about the subject
until Kerry finally stated something like that would ruin a marriage as a
husband couldn't cope.  I said that was not so and then the real
conversation began:

   "So if say I sold myself for one night you'd be ok with it?" She
quizzed.

   "No." I replied honestly.  "But if someone was foolish enough to pay us
80K for you for one night and it was just one night then maybe, just maybe
I'd tolerate it."

   "So why not two or three or ten?"

   "Because there is a difference.  Assuming that teenager really did get
80K for her virginity and it was a once only thing, is she a slut?  No I
don't think so but if she did it more than that then the answer would be
yes.  She'd be a...  well a...  hooker or something!" I blustered, it was
embarrassing and I was aware Kerry might take it the wrong way.

   "I don't see how you could view me differently?  It's money for sex
whichever way round you view it."

   "But there is a difference.  Say we did see this guy and he sold tickets
and...  and he sold err...  1000 at £500 each...  let me finish, it's just
suppose!" I said as Kerry was about to interrupt.  "So £500,000 and that
for one night, I wouldn't be happy and you might feel err...  cheep or
slutty..."

   "Not cheep at that price!" Kerry laughed.

   "It's just suppose!" I stated again.  "...ok you might feel less of
yourself for doing it but for £500,000 it would be madness not to, as long
as both of us agreed to be strong and also that it was just that one time
because after, say a few months or so, we'd begin to see it as little more
than a windfall..."

   "Except someone will have fucked your wife..."

   "Ok, ok, point taken!  It's not for us but I'm just saying..."

   "I didn't say it's not for us I'm just pointing out what the `windfall'
would actually mean!" I gave her a look in the gloom.

   "But that's just it.  If I had the strength not to get jealous over it
and you could accept it, like a kind of one-night-stand with no secret to
hide from me, then..."

   "So you want me to do this?" She quizzed.  There was a little tension in
the air but I didn't know if that was because she thought it was awful or
an idea that might, just might be worth exploring.  I was hesitant.

   "Tell me the truth." She asked quietly.  "What do you think of the
idea?"

   "I wouldn't get jealous." I stated.

   "So if I was ok with a night with another man, you'd go for it?"

   "Well as we said for 500K sure!" It was over-light and she batted it
away.

   "But realistically if this guy could get us 80K or 50K or maybe even
less then should we do it?"

   "That would depend on how much less." We were talking as if it were a
possibility now.  "Look we owe the bank £3,000 for the mortgage payments
plus another £1,000 to cover the overdraft then the credit card, the last
payments on the Fiat plus general bills which means seven thousand would
just cover what we owe now.  We need to pay the mortgage for another year
until I can either go back on full pay or get another job so that plus
enough to help us buy stuff we really need..."

   "So you're saying nothing less than seven thousand would do?"

   "I guess so."

   "So if this guy can get us ten should I do it?"

   "Would you want to for ten?"

   "No!"

   "Well then it's a dumb question."

   "But I'd say yes if it were fifty because I'd be sure it really was a
one time thing!" There was a pause as she and I both contemplated what
she'd just said.

   "So how much would be enough...  for you to say yes, I mean?"

   "I don't know...  fifty for certain...  but that's not possible. 
Actually I guess any figure that means it's worth feeling like a...  well
you said it feeling like a hooker...  for a while.  And then there's you
always wondering what I did and if it was better than you..."

   "What!"

   "Well men are like that!  A man cheats and its `good old Jim, bonked the
girl in accounts' but a woman's a slut; `there goes slutty Sandra, poor
John'!" She stated.

   "Bonked?"

   "Stop it!  You know what I mean!"

   "Yes I do and you are wrong.  Well maybe not totally but I would find it
hard but only because of the err...  sacrifice you would have to go
through."

   "So if I told you I'm willing for you to discretely get hold of this
marketing guy and arrange a meeting to discuss this auction or lottery or
whatever, you'd be happy to?"

   "Well, if you were!"

   There was a silence for an age then in a soft voice she asked.  "For
real?  You'd be ok with it?"

   "If you genuinely were..."

   "Do it!"

   "What..."

   "If you want to, up to you now but I'm willing for you to do it.  Only a
discrete contact then a chat, to see if he could get anything more than £50
for me, but it is up to you, either way."

   "I'll speak to Josh and..."

   "Don't tell Josh!  Shit Mike, don't tell him a thing!"

   "I wasn't going to!  Give me a little credit.  The company were looking
for tenders for a new campaign a while back, probably closed now but Josh
won't know that.  I'll talk to him about it and see if I can get his
contact details."

   "Don't be too pushy I don't want Josh being suspicious!"

   "Look I'm not a fool!  If it's not forthcoming then it finishes at the
start.  I'll mention the project and if he tells me the guy isn't suitable
then I'll be cool about it."

   There was quiet before her hand strayed to my rock hard cock.  "So
mister, you're might-be-for-the-right-price whore needs a bit of
attention!" And we had sex again.

   Now it was three days later when I finally got hold of Josh and it was
easy to quiz him about marketing and the project which I was able to
detail. He told me the guy was called Alex then added that he was great at
off the wall projects adding he was actually bull-shitting about the virgin
teenager (I didn't believe that for one second as I knew him well enough)
so I played along and told him damn then added I was hoping he had a few
more up his sleeve.

   I put off phoning but Thursday night I told Kerry I had the number and
we had great sex again and that was when I decided it was the following day
or never.  I got through just after lunch and immediately felt tongue tied
so I began with the project at work only he dismissed it politely telling
me it was too big for him but thank you for thinking of him.  Shit I had to
do it now or forget it completely!

   "Alex...  I want to ask also about...  well Josh mentioned you'd err...
auctioned off something very err..."

   "I think I know what you are talking about and it's a lie.  Josh has
peddled that story about for quite a while, he almost believes it himself.
You see I'd never do anything like that and..."

   "That's a pity." I stated.  I think he picked up on the note in my
voice.

   "Why is it a pity?"

   "Never mind.  I'm sorry that I've brought it up..."

   "Mr Edwards, Mike, I think you owe me an answer; why is it a pity?"

   I paused, could I really mention it to this stranger?

   "Josh tells me you are very discrete."

   "Clearly more so than him!  But yes I am and if you wish to speak to me
in confidence about any matter now it will remain just between ourselves."

   "I...  that is we...  my wife and have a few financial issues and
well..."

   "Look Mike, I'll be honest with you.  Yes I did what Josh told you but
I'm not a pimp or a..."

   "Alex!  That's not it!  Well I guess it isn't...  look we're
overstretched and we came up with an idea of an auction and well it was
just a silly thing except when I was laughing about it with Josh he said if
anyone could get it to work it would be you then he mentioned the girl
and...  well the girl.  You see we thought if we could get even half of
that then..."

   "I doubt you're wife is a virgin Mr Edwards!" Alex stated.

   "No and we have a daughter but...  but she is young and very attractive
so we thought...  we thought if we could maybe auction her as a prize and
sell maybe a couple of hundred tickets then we'd be able to clear our
debts!"

   "But that wouldn't be any good Mike.  You need enough to clear your
debts and then have some to put aside to stop it happening again, assuming
you don't intend to try this more than once, not that you could make it
work a second time!"

   "We know." I went silent.

   "Tell you what, give me your address and I'll come over and meet you
both.  We can discuss it over a glass of wine.  Also if it's clear we can't
do anything we can just have a good laugh over it and that will be that. 
Don't worry about Josh he will never know why you really called me."

   I thanked him then gave him my address and we agreed to meet the next
evening.  I phoned Kerry that instant and she was quiet for ages then said
in her soft voice we'd better think it through carefully before he got
there.

   That night we chatted about it much as before only this time it was more
real.  Both of us kept asking the other if they were ok about it and slowly
we came to the same conclusion; that talking with the man wouldn't hurt.

   So the next evening Alex appeared and one look at Kerry convinced him
there was something to sell and half an hour chatting through with us got
his inventiveness working.  By the end of the bottle he stood shook our
hands and told us he'd have a long hard think and let us know.

   It was Sunday night that he phoned us.

   "Mike, Alex here, I've got an idea."

   "Ok." I responded cautiously

   "I think we can run a raffle for a jigsaw puzzle; sell it as a puzzle on
loan that Kerry will help the winner with, say until 10am the next day. 
We'd have to shoot some stills and a short video, nothing pornographic,
well a little I suppose but not very - as stylish as possible.  I can
organise selling the tickets discretely for say £50 each and if my skills
are any good with your gorgeous wife as the real prize I'm confident I'll
sell well over 300 tickets." He paused waiting to see if I needed to ask
anything but I was silent.

   "So, I take 20% and you get over £10,000, more, if I can sort it out. 
Now I'm certain with some photos and a video we can get a lot of
interest..."

   "Err...  sorry but a video will let everyone see her and..."

   "We need to sell the goods Mike..."

   "Yes I know but anyone who knows her will recognise her and she..."

   "Sorry!  I forgot to mention.  Look we do a lot of editing and I even
have some software on my Mac at home, nothing too fancy but it will be
perfect for this.  I will blur her face a little so they will see her eyes
briefly and her other features from the side but not enough to recognise
her.  Also she should wear a wig and I'll even change her voice frequency,
very easy to do, so she won't even sound like her."

   "Oh.  That would be ok but nude..."

   "I said tasteful.  Nothing nude.  Stockings and the like showing her off
and hinting, well just a little more than hinting, at her charms.  That
ok?"

   "Well yes, I think so.  Do you really think twelve thousand is the
lowest figure because we don't want to go less than that!"

   "Mike, if I said I'll sell 500 tickets you'd say wow are you sure you
can sell that number because if you don't etc.  I'm saying 300 to be
conservative but let me tell you something, this idea will work, if I can
get it right, which I'm sure I can, so let's say 300 knowing that it could
be a whole lot more.

   Just be clear though, once you give me the green light Kerry can't
change her mind no matter what!  In fact I'd go as far as saying she must
not even consider changing her mind.  I'll get seriously damaged if she did
and I'd...  well...  just be sure that's all, because I got burned once
before."

   I considered his words as did Kerry who was listening as well.

   "Alex, I promise I will not change my mind.  If we do this I know what
I'm giving away and will see it through.  I will be err...  professional
about it!" She smiled at me and for the very first time I realised that my
wife would not only have sex (probably for the whole night) she would have
to be seen to enjoy it willingly.  That made me feel more vulnerable but
then it dawned on me why she'd mentioned about different perceptions of men
and women and I smiled at her.  If she could do this then I would be
totally cool about it, helpful and even encourage her.  I wouldn't label
her even in my own mind.

   "Great, then I'll pop round to give you a run through next week and we
can go from there." He said goodbye and the line went dead.  The die was
cast.

   Kerry was very alive after the call and more chatty than usual although
we didn't discuss this at first since it was a subject we'd talked to death
over the past week.  When however we went to bed later both of us were on
fire and we made love for several minutes until Kerry stopped then looked
at me knowingly:

   "You had an Epiphany when we were speaking to Alex didn't you." She
stated.  "I could tell you finally realised just what this will mean if we
go through with it."

   "I've always known..."

   "Yes you knew I'd be having sex with someone else but I'm guessing
you've been thinking about it in the `lie back and think of England' way."

   "What?" I replied confused.

   "You remember; it's what Victorian mothers were thought to have said
about the trauma of wedding night sex to their supposedly virgin daughters.
You know; it's going to be unpleasant but grin and bare it!"

   "Oh, yes I see.  Well I didn't exactly think it would be like that!"

   "No, but what you didn't think either is the idea of me performing with
whomever I'm going to be with!  It's not going to be a passive act, me
staring at the ceiling for ten minutes until it's over.  Remember Alex is
selling this as the opportunity to be with a willing married woman for the
night!

   Now, like we agreed, if anyone wanted to sleep with a £50 whore they
probably could but it would be brief and almost certainly the type of woman
most men wouldn't get near in ordinary circumstances.  Therefore what we
are selling is the offer of a night of passion with a young, hopefully not
unattractive woman, willing to perform for them for up to twelve hours!  In
addition being married and previously faithful adds to the whole package!"

   "I get it!  I really do and yes I know you will be marketed as the
pretty young mother you are; doing this for a once only time, I understand
it all."

   "Do you really?  You have a chance to say no to this now, as I do,
before we commit; no recriminations and no reflections because this is a
major decision for both of us and you need to really understand what I will
do."

   "I'm clear about it, I really am."

   "Ok you think so.  Well I'll give you my thoughts on it then!  I'll be
having sex with someone, he will put his cock inside me and I will ride
with him until he cums.  I will either climax myself or fake a climax. 
I'll probably give the man oral sex before and after this.  I'm going to be
with my suitor for the best part of twelve hours and I damn well know he'll
want to get full value.  I'll almost certainly swallow his semen have sex
many times including anal..."

   "Anal!  Kerry you hate anal and...  well I don't think it's required!"

   "I don't hate it.  It was just a little uncomfortable the two times we
did it.  Look Mike what would you expect a man to ask for of a woman who is
their willing sexual plaything for the night?  I'll answer for you,
everything!  You might well shake your head but it's true.  I'm expecting,
vaginal, oral and anal plus some other things as well."

   "What other things?"

   "Possibly facials, he may want to eat me out first or get me to play
with myself or use objects...  I don't know...  anything really, but what I
must do is expect everything.  If he asks for it, I will be ready!"

   She was looking at me carefully as I realised she was right and I hadn't
thought it through in that much detail.  Her body moved and we worked
together becoming aroused.  She pulled my face to hers and we kissed deeply
then she continued to talk quietly in my ear.

   "So just to recap: I will play with myself and ask the man to fuck me
then I will spread my legs for him and welcome his cock inside me with a
groan of approval.  I will tell him how good the sex is and urge him on to
reach his goal and will probably have more than one climax of my own. 
Later I will suck him back to an erection and either swallow his cum or get
him to have me again.

   Later he might take me on all fours possibly anally and I will cry out
as he fucks me begging him to cum himself.  After we will lie together
kissing me telling him how good it was and then getting him to take me for
a third time.  Of course that will all be repeated the following morning
after a few hours sleep!"

   "Christ Kerry!" I growled.  Excited by the talk and a little disturbed
by it as well.

   "Mike, that's how it will be!  I will be sexual, willing and inventive!
In other words professional.  I want then to have the best of times because
although they will have paid only £50 the act will be worth over £10,000.
Besides Alex's reputation is also on the line and it would be totally
unfair to let him down!"

   "You've thought about this in a lot more detail than me, I guess." I
stated.

   "You still want me to do this?  Want me to open my legs to a stranger
who has paid me, your wife and the mother of your child, for sex for the
night knowing I'm going to throw body and soul into it and will probably
love every second!"

   "You will!?"

   She laughed.  "Well not every second I suspect!  But I'll be fucking
Mike, fucking..." She was getting herself turned on as was I, so I
interrupted her as we went at it in a frenzy.

   "Shut up!  Just fuck me you slut!"

   We had a fantastic mutual climax and clung to each other as we got our
breath back.

   "I love you." She stated kissing me.  "Sorry, I was getting a little
carried away...  but much of it's true you know...  my willingness, I mean.
Are you really ok with that because I'm still not 100% certain I am!"

   I was silent for a while thinking about it.  So how would I really feel
sitting at home on the night in question, knowing she would be with someone
else?  Upset, jealous, frustrated and more than a little impotent!

   Then it dawned on me that these were all my own selfish feelings.  My
first thoughts had not been for her health or her safety but a reflection
of my own emotions.  She was the one really involved, the one who was
giving herself up to a stranger, it made me feel suddenly extremely
shallow.

   "I'll be fine.  It's you who I'm worried about." I finally responded and
she pulled me closer, if that was possible.  "Please don't think you have
no choice but to do this, we can endure a few more months until we sell the
apartment and I'm sure we will get through it."

   "I'm ok with this, really I am.  Not ecstatic and fantasy talk aside, it
won't be easy but I've thought it through and if it comes off then it will
be worth it."

   "But I'm worried about how you will feel after..."

   "Fine.  I will be fine.  I can see this for what it is and won't dwell
on it but can you?"

   "Yes."

   "Sure?"

   "Sure!"

   "Ok, then it is agreed and we will see it through so no further talk
about quitting from either of us." She kissed me as I slid to one side and
we cuddled together all night.

   Alex ran through his idea with us the following week.  Kerry would be
dressed in some classically tasteful underwear and hold the jigsaw up
saying a few things.  We'd also take a few slightly more sexy stills of her
and blank out her eyes or make sure her face wasn't visible, in Alex's
words give everyone a clearer idea of just what was on offer.

   He explained that he intended to sell the tickets through various
contacts in different areas and none of them too local to us.  To make sure
everything was above board he would invite these contacts to deliver the
ticket stubs themselves then they could do the draw there and then.

   The contact who had sold the winning ticket would then be invited to
make contact with the winner and arrange a location for the prize to be
delivered.  Alex would pick up Kerry then deliver her to ensure the
location was safe before leaving her with the winner.  He would also bring
her home.  At no time would her real name be used or our address be given
out.

   We talked about the `shoot' which was to take place in our house and
shot by me but I wasn't too sure I'd do it right as my previous attempts,
recording weddings, were poor to say the least.  In the end Alex agreed to
take it with me doing the `more risqué' photo-shoot at a different time,
besides he had some more professional video equipment.

   That Friday he came over with an agreement which he went through point
by point emphasising that Kerry would have to conduct herself in a positive
way throughout and it was essential the winner left satisfied.  He wasn't
rude about this but honest.  We confirmed we'd see this through as agreed
then split a bottle of wine.  It was then Kerry asked him what he had meant
about being burned before:

   "Well the teenage virgin was true and exactly as Josh mentioned.  All
very discrete, a number of willing bidders and when it was over both she
and the man she was with agreed it was very worthwhile.  Unfortunately that
made everyone believe I could sell everything and to be honest I began to
think that myself.

   I was then asked if I could sell a tiny island off the coast of Ireland,
again similar to this, by lottery and I agreed.  The place was really small
and a little wild but hell it was a private Island!  So I did a lot of
background work much as I've done with you guys then agreed to it.  Only
before the draw the owner changed his mind I was left with just under
£200,000 to return.

   People were furious and I was left to look a fool.  Turned out the guy
had an offer of £250,000 for the place which he'd decided to take in case
the sales didn't reach that mark.  It was ludicrous because I could have
got a lot more and when I tried to get him to pay my expenses which were
part of the contract he refused and I ended up very out of pocket with a
reputation for not delivering.  It took me two years to re-establish trust.

   So like I've said you can pull out up until after I've helped you with
your video shoot.  Once we have the material then I will begin to sell this
idea and you cannot change your minds!" We reaffirmed we'd see it through.

   "So what did you make from the err...  virgin?" Kerry asked as we
finished the wine and Alex was leaving.

   "Twenty percent." He stated with a big smile.

   "Just twenty percent?" She pressed seeing the grin on his face.

   "Well she was very grateful." He looked at Kerry's own grin.  "No before
you ask we didn't have sex!  She was younger than my daughter for Christ's
sake!  Besides I'm far too old for that sort of thing!" He added as he
left.

   That Friday a bewigged Kerry nervously walked around our spare bedroom
in her black lace underwear, heels and hold-ups clutching the jigsaw
puzzle, which was actually a pornographic one.  She talked about helping
the winner use it and demonstrated putting a couple pieces together then
she sat with the box on her knee to show the picture of the naked woman on
the box and give the viewer sight of her material covered sex not that it
was that rude really, less so that a bikini I think.

   She re-read her lines several times plus a few more then Alex left and
we went for the more graphic shots: These involved Kerry naked on the bed,
back to the camera, then one with her face behind a large newspaper but
with just a g-string on so her lower breasts could be seen; nipples and top
half hidden by the paper.  Then a final nude one in silhouette half
obscured by the light shining across the lens.  This latter one I was very
proud of as it showed her tight body plus the outline of her breast and
nipple but almost as an outline so was rather tasteful.

   The next Tuesday Alex returned and showed us all the material he'd
edited.  The stills looked good and he'd left them alone but the video was
very clever as he'd cut it so Kerry's face was hidden more or less all the
time and her voice was used more in voice-over than to the camera.  It made
her look sophisticated and desirable yet it was clear what was being
offered.  Also with the wig and the voice change it hid her identity really
well.

   Alex told her she was stunning and would get every man he knew very hot
under the collar.  Kerry blushed at this but he told her it was true and if
he was a few years younger he'd have bought a dozen tickets himself!  My
wife told him he wasn't that old but he just laughed and said she was being
a little too kind.

   Anyway the whole thing was fantastically well put together even the way
he was packaging to his contacts.  To avoid any shocks he intended to put a
reserve on the process so all the guys selling it for him knew it wouldn't
go ahead if it didn't reach a certain undisclosed figure, not that they
were actually aware what this was.

   Alex gave us until the following week as a cooling off period then came
over and we sat and signed the contract.  He then told us he'd be in touch
in a few days to let us know all was up and running and give us an idea of
the initial response.  After that there would be a month of sales before
the draw.

   Both Kerry and I were on edge for the next few weeks even when Alex told
us first impressions were good.  He phoned us then each Friday to keep us
up to date only by week three he informed us we'd reached our reserve of
300 tickets and it was green light.

   That night for the very first time we had sex knowing for certain that
in exactly two weeks time Kerry would not be with me but in the arms of a
stranger.  It was actually really hot and we had very physical sex that
night.

   When Alex let us know the next Friday that sales had hit 450 we were
staggered and delighted.  As Kerry put it `if she had to sell herself then
doing it for £20,000 didn't seem so bad'.

   Anyway the next Thursday Alex told us how it would work the next night
and added he'd thought of something that would really help the both of us.
He visited to give us the final plans and to reassure us everything would
be fine; he explained that he would make certain everything was safe and
added he'd give Kerry a pay-as-you go phone before she was left which he'd
put on his mobile number on only.

   "I will expect you to call me two or three times to confirm you are and
continue to be safe" he added, "and we will agree a code word that if you
say it I'll be straight round."

   "I'll make sure I'm about as well." I stated but Alex shook his head.

   "No Mike it's essential you are not.  I don't want you knowing where she
is or even having contact with her otherwise it will become impossible. 
You cannot have any contact with your wife even by phone and I certainly
don't want you knowing where she is going." He paused.  "Not even the
town!"

   I looked at Kerry and she nodded.  Then he handed Kerry a small paper
packet which he told her contained some Ecstasy.  When she shook her head
he added that it would really help to smooth things saying how the reality
would be different to what she was thinking and added that the teenager
took it and she was really grateful she had.  Kerry shrugged and put it in
a pocket.

   He then handed me something as well telling me to also take because it
would help me relax and he was really worried my anxiety would be too
great, greater than Kerry's as it would continue to build whilst my wife
would not be nervous after she'd got down `to business'.  Neither of us
spoke at that point, Alex was right of course and in fact we were already
getting anxious.

   We were again on edge that night and made love quite physically both
excited but both to scared to discuss it at all then we slept badly. 
Friday came and I went to work (we'd discussed me taking the day off but
Kerry thought it would only make things worse) and somehow managed to get
through the day albeit rather distractedly.  When I got home around six we
held each other tightly and I whispered that she'd be ok but she said
nothing.

   We picked at some food but it didn't go down very easily and then around
half seven Kerry went to get herself ready.  We'd agreed with Alex she
would have on the same set of underwear as the video with a classic `little
black dress' over them.  It was a shorter one than she already owned but
she looked great in it and stylishly sexy.  She spent a very long time
bathing and doing her hair then applying makeup before finally dressing in
the clothes and coming to show me.  Wow she looked fantastic!

   I was very proud of her but could tell she was getting terribly jumpy
especially when around ten past eight the phone rang only for it to be her
friend Laura.  She told her she was going out and managed to keep the call
to five minutes but Kerry looked ready to scream throughout she was so
tense.  Then nine came and went while we waited as taught as a string.

   At a quarter past Alex phone and told us the draw had been done and he'd
spoken to the winner and was now on the way over.  He added that he really
thought we should take our pills.

   Kerry was so uneasy now, as was I, so we agreed and washed them down
then waited some more.  The sedatives I took were I was beginning to get me
fuzzy headed and drowsy before he even turned up while Kerry didn't appear
to change that much except she was gripping me a little tighter if
anything.

   The doorbell chimed and when I answered it Alex entered looking a little
nervous himself but gave us a smile and told us it had gone really well he
then told Kerry they had a thirty minute or so journey so best be off.  He
looked at me and added I should get to bed before I crashed out and I
agreed but showed them out before finally flopping on my bed.  The drugs
pulled me under and despite the knot on my stomach I dragged myself under
the sheets then gave up my struggle to stay awake.

   I woke the next morning probably early but I was in such a fog I dozed
for an hour or two before finally a wave of realisation of what had
happened the previous night washed over me and I was finally awake, it was
after eight.  I showered and managed to rouse myself then went down for
breakfast but by now my anxiety was in full flood and I couldn't eat a
thing.  Thankfully it was well past nine by this time.

   I forced myself to walk to the shops then came home and made coffee
trying to keep calm as the clock ticked to ten.  It was half past when
Kerry's mother called and asked if we'd had a good time the previous night
(we'd told her we were going out hence the babysitting) and to tell me our
daughter had been fine the night before.  I lied and told her Kerry was
sleeping in that morning but I would get her to call later.

   It was during this conversation my mobile buzzed and I saw a text from
my wife: `Will leave soon.  Kxx'

   I was distracted but managed to make the right noises to her mother as
she twittered on about nothing; I guess hoping her daughter might wake up
so she could chat.  In the end she ran out of steam and I was able to end
the call.  I then dialled this new number for Kerry but her phone was off.
I text her telling her I loved her and looked forward to seeing her very
soon and then went back to worrying.

   Alex called just after ten telling me they were on their way and then he
rang off quickly before I could ask questions.  I didn't feel like speaking
to him anyway so tried the new mobile but it was still off.

   I had to endure almost another hour when the front door bell signalled
my wife's return.  I opened it and she came in and we hugged so tightly
that I thought she break a bone in my chest.  Alex had driven off so she
was alone.

   She came in and before could do anything she took my hand and led me to
our bedroom.  She looked fine, more than fine actually.  I knew her small
clutch bag held some makeup items (along with a little bottle of lubricant
and a number of condoms) which she'd obviously used to repair her looks
because she was just as well turned out as the night before.

   We got to our room and I was directed to sit on the edge of the bed. 
Kerry took the chair to sit opposite which was not what I'd expected so I
waited uncertain.  She looked at me with a smile then began.

   "I want to talk first and tell you about what I've done.  I'll also be
honest that I will say something that might get you upset but I need you to
understand and agree with me.  Don't get me wrong about this I'm not asking
for your approval but rather I just need you to understand."

   "Look it's ok.  You don't have to tell me about what went on.  You
really don't!  In fact I'm wondering if it's best we don't talk of it
and..."

   "No Mike.  I think you want to know, need to know and I need to share
this with you.  No secrets and I'm not having you wondering what I did or
whether it was good or bad.  You need to hear it all."

   "You're ok though?  I mean you didn't err...  find it too much to bear
or..."

   "I'm fine.  I was very nervous and worried and felt a little sleazy at
first but it was ok.  Better than ok in truth.  Alex was brilliant, made it
work smoothly and made me feel safe which was really great."

   "He's been very supportive." I agreed.

   Kerry nodded and gave a little smile.  "Obviously it was all down to him
really.  Anyway I need to tell you my tale but I need you to be silent. 
Promise me now you will not make comments or anything until I've finished."

   "Ok, I promise to be quiet."

   "Totally?"

   "Won't say a word."

   "Right here it is then: Firstly after we left you Alex told me the
sedative you took was strong and would knock you out all night for which
I'm very grateful as you would have climbed the walls and I would have
worried.  The Ecstasy I took was a great idea also, it took the edge off
and helped to err...  get me in the mood, once I was with the winner.

   Anyway he told me I had to phone him after half an hour to confirm
things were ok and then again before 1 am just to be double safe.  I also
promised to call the following morning.  Also he insisted on checking out
the house, top to bottom to confirm the winner was on his own, Alex even
checked under beds and in cupboards.

   Once he was satisfied it was ok he told us he would be outside in his
car and that he had some friends who could be at the place within minutes.
He'd already told me all I had to do if I was in trouble was to hit redial
and leave the phone, and unless I gave him the code word, which was your
name, he'd come and break down the door!"

   I couldn't picture Alex doing that as he wasn't a particularly large man
so I went to say this but as I opened my mouth Kerry shook her head so I
remained silent.

   "So once he was satisfied I was safe, he left.  He actually slept the
whole night in his car just to make sure!  So I was finally alone with the
guy.  Now I suppose I'd not expected the man to be so young but he was."
She paused to check my reaction which was surprise as I'd also thought the
winner would be old.

   "Anyway it turned out the house was that of a friend's parents who were
away.  His friend had left to stay with another mate of theirs overnight so
we could use the place alone.  It was rather difficult for a while as we
made small talk and because he was so young I felt a little weird but
thankfully the drugs helped a lot and after he suggested we dance to some
music it got better." She laughed at this.

   "Rather silly really; dancing together in the front room of a house
neither of us was familiar with but it did the trick and after a bit of a
feel I had to tell him that he didn't need to woo me as I was there to give
him a wonderful evening.  After that we kissed and began to make out at
first standing there then on the sofa.  I enjoyed this and when I felt it
was the right time I undid his trousers and got out his penis."

   She looked at me tellingly then stated; "It was a good size and I must
admit I was quite taken with it as it was so very hard.  Now he was
nineteen, no virgin so knew how to use it but I still felt a little like a
teacher as he wasn't that experienced.  Anyway I sucked on it for a few
minutes, getting him in a bit of a state actually, before he finally pushed
me to the floor and we decided to have sex for the first time.

   He wasn't overly experienced so I took charge, rolled on a condom then
we went at it rather energetically.  He felt great inside me and once we
started to make love I held him close and got quickly to my own orgasm. 
Actually he wasn't too far behind me so the sex lasted no more than three
or four minutes but it was still good.

   We then stopped, drank a beer each then went up to the spare bedroom and
started again.  I sucked him until he was hard then he rode me for about
twenty minutes or so.  I had a big climax before he came again and then we
snuggled and went to sleep.

   I was really turned on by him so I apologise but I initiate sex during
the night and that time we did it for the best part of an hour, changing
positions until I was on all fours when he finally climaxed.  I got him
aroused a few hours later and repeated the whole thing until I crashed
again around six.

   We actually did it once more just after nine and were only just finished
when Alex knocked on the door.  After I'd taken a shower and dressed I said
goodbye then we headed home."

   "That's.."

   "Shush!" She interrupted gesturing for me to keep quiet.  "I've not
finished.  Anyway we left for home and on the way I chatted to Alex who
told me that he didn't have the final figures yet but we'd sold over 500
tickets!  I nearly cried.  Anyway I decided there and then I wanted to say
a proper thank you so I pressed him on how exactly the virginity girl had
thanked him and he admitted she gave him oral sex." I had gone hot and cold
now.

   "So this is what I'm going to do.  Alex is coming over later and I've
already told him I intend to have sex with him.  He's no threat to us, he's
old and not the most desirable man in the world but I really feel I need to
give him this and I want you to be there when I do.  It will be the sign
that we are one over this.  Besides after what I did last night I think I
have the right to ask you to be there!"

   She sat back then gestured for me to speak.  I was lost for words but in
the end I got my thoughts together.  It was ridiculous but although my wife
had had sex, many times the previous night with a nineteen year old I was
focussed on her wanting to have sex with Alex.

   "I'm going to find it hard to adjust to you doing that, if you do" I
finally stated honestly.

   "I know.  But it just feels like the right thing to do and he's no
threat to us, plus he will be very grateful!"

   "I bet he will!  I don't know how I will look him in the eye." I told
her honestly.  "And I've also got to decide how I will feel if I witness
it. I'm in a turmoil about what you've done already and I feel, well
impotent!"

   "I know, but we can solve a lot of that now." With that she got up and
unzipped the dress letting it pool about her ankles.  She then unclipped
her bra and removed her knickers leaving just her stockings and heels.  "I
really, really, really need to make love to my husband right now!"

   She was like a predator, someone I'd not met before as she pushed me
back and tore at my trousers.  My cock sprang free and it was in her mouth
really quickly.  I found myself hard in seconds and despite the confusion I
felt I grew excited.  She helped me undress then kicking off her shoes we
ended up on the bed her on top sliding her sex over my cock.  She was wet
and distended but it felt just as it always did.

   "I'm just a whore, a slut who fucks men for money.  I'm not your wife
anymore!  I want to open my legs to anyone I can find who wants to screw me
and I want their cocks up me all day.  I want to feel their nasty cocks cum
in me and their hands all over my slutty body!" She was really turned on
which I was surprised at given her admission she'd had sex twice already
this morning.

   "Fuck me!  Use your cock to give this prostitute some fun then go get
your wife some more cock to ride on.  Bring some of you football buddies
over and I'll screw the lot of them and their mates!  I need cock lots of
cock!  I'm a whore, a slut and a cock sucker!" She actually yelled at this
moment hitting a truly violent climax then ground on me trying to get me
off.

   "Put me on my back!  Fuck me like the cheap whore I am.  Ram it in me
hard, don't be kind, be nasty!  Use me like I deserve, fuck this new whore
then get others in to fill me with sperm.  Give it to me Mike!"

   She was on her back as I pounded her although she was saying very
hurtful things I was getting too excited to do anything than just agree
that she was a slut.  I continued for some time before finally climaxing,
with my own cry that triggered Kerry's second orgasm.  She was rocking and
gyrating for several minutes after this then went limp and I slid to one
side.

   After a couple of minutes she kissed me and looked me in the eye.  "That
was the best sex of my life!  I love you so much.  Don't think me mean, for
saying those things it just felt right at the time.  Forgive me for the
Alex thing please?  I love you, only you and I can say with absolute
certainty that this will never happen again after this evening.  I will
want no other lover than you!" Then she cried and I held her tight and told
her I forgave her and she took this as the green light.

   Alex did visit later that day looking a little uncertain until Kerry
admitted she'd told me and I was ok about it but, she added it was
definitely a special, won't-happen-again situation.  I gave him a hand
shake and a smile which I hoped might reassure him but I guess I wasn't
totally happy and I think it showed.

   We talked about the sales first and how he was doing collecting the
money then me told us we'd sold 570 tickets at £50 each giving us £28,500
less his 20%.  Kerry and I looked at each other then she went over to Alex
and gave him a long kiss saying thank you but then returned to me and sat
holding my hand.  He looked embarrassed and a little nervous.

   "So, what now?" I asked.  I truly believed my wife when she told me I
was all she wanted.  She'd proved that to me in bed earlier but the
prospect of her doing this in front of me was beginning to gnaw at me
again.

   "Well I'll get the cash to you before the end of next week.  Now be
smart with it; I would suggest you pay off the credit card first over say
three months while you live mainly off the cash.

   I would suggest while you begin to pay the mortgage monthly again don't
pay off the outstanding payment debt for several months and then just a
little at a time maybe take a whole year so it looks like you are just
living to your means.  You should be seen to be slowly reducing the debt
even if it means you have to pay a few hundred in interest.  Better that
than a visit from the tax man." We nodded.

   "Use cash only for food, clothing and baby stuff.  Don't go out and buy
loads of luxury goods, they will look suspicious and remember you earned
this money the hard way, so make it count." He smiled.

   "No one knows the prize was Kerry, the winner thinks her name is Mandy
and that she is twenty two and from London.  I've told him I'm happy for
him to tell everyone about how great it was so that helps me yet like I've
said does you no harm at all."

   "Thank you so much Alex." Kerry stated then got up and went to him.  I
felt a little sick at this but given what my wife had just done to help
save our home I knew she'd not thank me for interfering now.

   She was still in the same clothes she'd worn the previous night which
she'd been in and out of three times now but she still looked fantastic in
it.  She went over and took off her dress in front of him then got on her
knees and began to undo his trousers.  She pulled them to his ankles then
slipped of his shoes and socks leaving him in his underwear.  He made no
move as she dragged his polo-shirt over his head, he was as nervous as I
was.

   Kerry then removed her bra and dropped that as well then kissed him hard
before getting back on he knees.  That's when we got a shock.  She pulled
down his boxers and out sprang his cock; hard and angry looking.  He was
big and I mean really big, and must have been three inches longer than I
was and much thicker.

   Kerry said something that I didn't hear then she began to give him oral
sex.  She was seemed both relaxed and quite comfortable despite it's size
as she worked him with her mouth and hand then after five minutes she stood
and told him (and me I guess) she needed to feel him inside her.

   Then it happened; she dropped her knickers and before either of us could
blink she had mounted him dropping her wet sex down over his cock.  It
didn't go in easily so she worked herself down onto it but soon the whole
lot was inside her.  He made an almost whimpering noise then gave me a
furtive, guilt filled glance before he closed his eyes as my wife rode him.

   Then quite suddenly I witnessed my wife jerk and saw her thighs tense up
as her climax hit her.  She gave a low scream and said `oh fuck' several
times and held him pulling his face to her breasts.

   "Keep fucking me, fuck my cunt!" I actually gasped at this it was the
first and only time I'd heard her use the `C' word.  "Oh Shit!  You're so
fucking big." With that she began to really pound the man until with
another squeak she hit a second climax and that was the cue for Alex to
ejaculate.

   I suppose up until she got off him I'd not thought about her taking him
without a condom but when she did I felt even more upset but she didn't
seem to care at all and told him he was a great lover as he scrambled to
get dressed.  He didn't stay long after that and disappeared with just a
goodbye.

   Kerry grinned at me: "That was unexpected!" She laughed at my expression
but came over and gave me a very prolonged kiss.  "Thank you so much!  It
was a bit tough for you especially as he turned out to be a bit of a horse
but I think he'd earned it!"

   "You clearly enjoyed it!" I stated trying to sound relaxed.  I'm not
sure I succeeded.

   "He was big and I was still feeling really sexual but I'm not sure sex
with old men is really my bag!  Besides you are enough for me, trust me."

   We got the money the next week and put it away and did as Alex suggested
using it to help us with weekly living expenses for the next year or two.
In the end I found a new job which helped our finances as well.

   It really was a once only thing although the sex since that time has
been mind blowing; sometimes Kerry dresses as a hooker and we do a little
role play, other times we share nasty pillow talk or fantasies that involve
other men or prostitution.  Recently Kerry has detailed how I find and
seduce an `innocent' young wife and get her to whore for us.  She, it
appears, likes the fantasy of corrupting another woman and me using and
abusing her, not that I believe she would like me sleeping with someone in
real life but then again to do it once in front of her would be interesting
even if only to see how she coped.

   We've never seen Alex again but he was a genuinely great marketing guy
and after my initial upset I am ok with what Kerry did for him, as she said
he really did deserve it.