Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. good evening, sir, the wind is rising here as isidore threatens ... wild sounds out there ... just clicking keyboard inside, candles, jewel-red wine and incense from the monks ... i wish you were here but what good would it do me ... you could at least let me crawl after you begging for your cock ... and after all didn't liane at the end of that little hike get a reward ... - Who are you? i don't know who i am, there's been a bit of confusion. to put it mildly. i was sort of hoping you would tell me. - What are your perversions? i love being whipped, slapped, spanked etc. i love being fucked no matter who it is. cock-worshipper. once my 13-year-old, innocent, beautiful nephew accidentally witnessed me writhing ecstatically under my grandfather's belt (during the years he fucked me regularly, he - obviously - did get to know me a little) and even though i eventually saw his shocked eyes watching us, i didn't try to stop either the whipping or the fucking which occurred immediately after ... here's what i think is the perverted part: even though i knew this poor kid was getting his mind rearranged, not only could i not stop humping under the belt, but i COULD NOT stop myself from sticking my pussy in the air and trying to get him to stick his cock in it fast - acting like an incredible filthy slut in front of this little angel ... and not being able to stop myself because of the need for cock ... seems slightly perverted. or very. :) - What is your sickest fantasy? sickest as in sickest? what if it makes you sick? :) i'm terrified of pissing you off again ... do you really want to hear the details of my most extreme fantasy? it's pretty disgusting. i'm a pretty disgusting cunt. - What is the most degrading thing that you have ever experienced? hmm, this could take awhile. :) this must be the bonus question, Sir. i just realized i've been thinking about this question, trying to decide on the answer, for about 30 minutes! dear me. hard choice for someone with my history. such a colorful scrapbook of memories to choose from ... it's funny you know, but since writing the tit bio for you i almost have a feeling of lightness somehow, like telling someone all that painful history sort of unloaded it in a way. so thank you, and thank you for acknowledding the difficulty of pulling it up. so there are a couple of things left over that didn't get put in the bio so if they're still hanging around maybe it means i'm supposed to throw those in too ... lighten it up just a bit more hopefully ... this memory would also definitely included on the short list for the most degrading thing i've ever experienced. the worst part of this experience has to be the memory of it ... of the way i acted ... not often, but every once in a while regularly (if that makes sense), circumstances provided my grandfather access to me. many times in my teenage years i would wake up with him on top of me, clutching at my gown and panties, trying to yank them out of the way, growling at me and pawing at my tits and pussy - a drunk tobacco-smelling sweaty pig reeking of b.o. - and then, after undoing his pants and jerking his shirt off so i'd have his hairy stinking chest against me, he would fuck me for what seemed like forever. being drunk, it took him much longer than it would have, and the problem was i couldn't take that much fucking without getting into it. so each time i would end up fucking this horrible beast like a lovestruck bride, kissing him passionately and riding him like i was on the joyride of my life ... are you too disgusted by me Sir? respectfully, confessingcunt p.s. i'm still wrtiting in response to some of the mail, Sir, but just felt like sending you this part of it now just in case you're on and about and might have pity on me and assure me of course you're disgusted by me ... but entertained enough to love me anyway?