In Moscow It Is Hard To Find A Girl

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My Name is Elena Bogenskya. They call me Lena, for short. I am 15.
I have light brown hair with green eyes.

I live in Moscow with my older brother Pyotr, and my parents Alexander
Bogensky, everyone calls him Sasha. My mama is Irina, but her family and
friends call her Ira.

My dad is a lathe operator in a factory that makes trucks. My mama is a
librarian at Moscow State University. My brother is a student there also.

We live in a flat in a large apartment building, with many floors. We
have lived her as long as I can remember. Besides having many flats the
building has a courtyard outside, it has some grass and also some pavement
with a basketball hoop at one end.

We are in an area of Moscow several kilometers from downtown Moscow.
But it is not hard to get there, or anywhere else in Moscow because we have
a good metro, system. We live near a subway metro stop.

I go to public school number 7. It is a large school with grades 1 to
11. So I have gone to school only here. I have several friends, most are
girls but some of the people I know and am friends with from school are
boys too.

It would seem that am just an ordinary girl here in Moscow, but inside I
know I am different. I knew it from a young age, but I just knew that I
was a bit different; I just didn't know how I was different. Now that I
know and understand what I am, I have to hide it. It is hard to meet
people that I can really be myself, with who I truly am.

I first started noticing it about the time I started school. It was
with my mama at first, I began to realize that she had breasts; I knew that
she had them before, but it was like seeing them for the first time.
Before then I hadn't ever thought about them. Then I noticed the teachers
at school they had them too. I knew that someday I would too. But mine
were not of a concern to me. It was other women's that were of concern to
me. I was attracted to them, I liked to see them. It was OK to see them
through clothes but it was better to see them bare so that I could fully
see them.

Starting around when I was 8, when my father was promoted at work and we
had more money, my family would go to the banya sometimes, (Americans would
call it a bath house that has a sauna.) mama and I went to the women's side
while Pyotr and my father went to the men's side. I would be in the sauna,
with the other women and girls. Everyone would do this naked. I like to
look at them, the girls were so cute and the women so sexy, I thought. I
loved to run naked from the sauna to the cold pool. I loved being naked
and I was glad to see others naked too.

One thing I noticed seeing other women naked, they had hair over their
pussies. That I didn't have any that wasn't a surprise, other girls my age
didn't have any either. But many of the women did. My mama didn't. I had
seen her naked so many times, that I thought it natural that nobody had
hair there. I didn't know that you get hair there when you grow up.

When we were home from the banya that first time, I asked my mother
about it. Mama said, "As a girl grows up she begins to grow hair there."

"Why don't you have any when the other women do."

"I shave mine off."

"Why is that?"

“I think it is cleaner and cooler, especially in the summer.” Also she
said “It doesn't look nice with a bathing suit when the hair sticks out of
the suit."

"Will I get some?"

"Yes but not for a few years yet. I didn't get mine to start until I
was 12, so you have a few more years yet. Don't be in a hurry to grow up,
enjoy the age that you are."

When I got to be 10, I discovered masturbation. Our shower had a shower
head that was not fixed to anything, and you would hold it in your hand and
spray yourself down with it. One time I was washing my lower body and I
pointed the stream toward my pussy. I got a tingling sensation that felt
good. By playing around over the next few times that I took a shower, I
found on special place that would cause it to feel best, when I sprayed it.
Also I found that if I change the settings on the shower head I could get
it to come out in a pulsing stream. That was the best. It made me tingle
so much sometimes would feel like me head was spinning around and my legs
would grow weak and I would feel like passing out. But that was not bad
feelings rather it was so good. I found the more I did it, the better the
feelings were and, the more powerful they became. My family began to
complain that I spent so much time in the shower.

By the time I was 11 I was getting a little taller, and it seems that I
would out grow my shoes every two months, and it wasn't long before my
dresses would seem to short and my pants too tight and too short.

Mama said that I was growing up. She said that I was going to grow my
boobs soon, and that I would get hair on my pussy. She also explained
about sex. She said it was natural to be interested in boys. She told me
how boys and girls have sex and that it how babies were made.

She said that I would want to be with a boy and to do things with him.
But that I shouldn't do that because, I would be called names like being
"easy, or a slut." It would be a stain upon the honor of our family to be
called such things. Also she didn't want me to end up having a baby when I
was young. She said I should not be playing around with boys. But that I
would get urges to do things, but I shouldn't. She said that the way a
good girl could deal with those feeling was to touch herself.

She asked if I touched myself, when I was in the shower so long
sometimes. I got very red in the face, and she knew that I did it. She
said it was all right many girls did that; it was OK and natural for a girl
to do that. She said it was my body learning about what pleases me and how
a boy could please me at the right time.

She said that she would show me. She had me take off my clothes and she
showed me all my parts and what they were there for. But also she touched
me and showed me how good it could feel.

She touched my breasts, and rubbed my areolas and pulled and pinched
lightly my nipples. She fondled that area that was to become my breasts,
caressing it. It did feel good it made my nipples stand up. When they did
stand up, she kissed and licked them. That only made them stand up more,
also it felt heavenly.

Her hands slowly went down my belly giving me butterflies in my stomach.
Her hand reached my pussy mound. My naked, pouting pussy mound; I had no
hair on it yet. She ran her hand all around in it giving it light touches
everywhere. I liked it when her fingers went along my lips tracing them.
She did it the first time, with just one finger, but she went back a second
time, using three fingers. The two outside ones ran along the lips, but
the middle one ran up inside tracing the pink and moist slip between my
quivering lips. She got up to the top and stopped across the bump that was
my clit. Her finger circled around there. While she was circling she also
put pressure on it, then she would lighten up on the pressure but then it
was back as hard or harder than before.

It was making my head spin. I had never felt anything like this when I
used the shower. She then left the one hand with on my clit while she
reached out and began to toy with the opening to my vagina. She said,
"This is the hole a boy will want to go in to you. You must never let him
in. That is, until you are married." She ran her finger all around just
barely inside of the hole She pulled her finger back for a minute, it was
all shiny like it was wet. I could also feel myself as though I was wet
there, but I knew I hadn't peed. She put her finger into her mouth, and
sucked off the moisture from it. She went back to running the finger
around the hole while the others fingers on that hand was touching my lips.
Her other hand with the finger on my clit was running circles around it and
pushing on it.

I didn't know what was happening, if I felt dizzy and light headed
before, far beyond the good feelings of butterflies my head began to have
explosions go off in it like there were fireworks going off in my head.
She could see the glassy look in my eyes with the far away stare but the
trembling I was doing. She knew that I had finished, (had an orgasm).

She told me that I could do this now by myself, I was to do it in
private. She said if I did this I wouldn't need a boy. Funny, but later
when I did this, I never thought about boys when I did it. If I ever
thought of anyone it always of a girl or woman that I had seen. I knew
then that I liked to look at women and girls naked.

As I grew older, I still liked looking at the girls and women in the
banya, and now I also got to see my friends naked as we changed clothes. I
liked seeing them naked. I was wishing that I could touch them.

In time, I was 14 and started secondary school. I had many friends but
I hung out with four girls and there were also four boys also in our
circle. There was Olga, Viktoria, Julia, Marina, and me. The boys
were: Andrei, Nikolai, Mikhail, and Ivan. Vika was dating Kolai.
Andrei was always after Marina. Micha was always trying to get me to
go with him. But I kept telling him I only wanted to be friends.

One thing about school now that we were a bit older, we would shower at
school before swimming and after it. I got to see my friends naked. I
liked that. Vika had the best body, with nice big boobs but not too big
and she wasn't on the fatter side like Julia was, (not that Julia was that
big). I enjoyed them and I hoped that I could be with anyone of them and
touch them.

I was growing too, but my boobs were not so big. I was growing hair on
my pussy too. But I liked the look of my mother. I decided to shave my
hair also. At first the other girls teased me about it saying that I
wasn't growing any. But in time Marina and Olga too began to shave theirs
also.

But the church was gaining in influence in our society, not that any of
my friends cared what the church said. But the politicians did and the
older generation did care. They were driving things and now it was
fashionable to be against gay people. Sex between two persons of the same
gender was now hated.

My friends said bad things about gays. I felt so left out. I did say
things about gays and put them down, too but I could only do it half-hearted
since I really didn't feel that way. I only said because my friends did
and I wanted to fit in with them. It made me so sad inside that I knew
they didn't like the person that I was.

I wanted so much to be able to talk about my feelings for other girls.
But it wouldn't be accepted by my friends because I liked other girls.
I tried to talk to older girls, even some who were out of school. But I
found that older girls were the same way.

I later found places that you could go that accepted lesbian girls. I
tried to make friends with other young women there. But when they found
out that I was 14, they didn't want anything to do with me, they all said I
was too young.

But there were other girls and young women who thought it was nice that
I was a gay girl. I began to feel better, that maybe there might other
girls like me and maybe I could meet a girl and maybe have a girlfriend.

I envied Pyotr, he had a girlfriend, at least he had a girl. I tried to
talk to her a bit about the news. We also talked about the gays wanting
equal rights or at least they shouldn't be beat up. She thought the idea
of girls together was disgusting. I told her that I thought so too, what
else could I do?

There were internet dating sites. Some would allow girls my age on
them. Most were guys looking for girls and girls looking for guys. But
there were some girls looking for girls. I contacted some girls who said
that they also wanted to meet other girls. We chatted some getting to know
each other and things seemed to be going well. Then they would ask me for
naked pictures of myself. It would turn out that these were not girls.
They were boys trying to get your trust. Then they would try and get me to
give them naked pictures of myself. They were all fakes; you can't trust
any one.

I use to do some babysitting for a little pocket money. I did think
that some of the girls were cute, and I didn't mind it at all when I would
supervise when they took their baths, (the boys too, but I didn't much care
about them I just did what I needed to do for them as their babysitter).

There was a new family that moved into the building, last year, and I
came to babysit for them too. Her mama was working and she often needed
someone to stay with her, as the girl's dad had died. The girl's name was
Anastasia, but they called her Nastia. She was 9 when I first met her and
began to sit for her. She was cute with a small button nose and full lips.
Her eyes were a bright blue and had a golden blonde hair, that was cut kind
of short over her forehead, and a little longer over her ears, and in the
back was longer reaching to the bottom of her neck where it had little
waves in it.

I would give her bath and so I got to see her naked, she had a flat top
and her pussy was that of a young girl with plump outer lips that hid her
inner lips. The whole thing was on a small mound that extended from her
lower belly.

I would think that at nine she was old enough to get her own baths, but
she didn't mind that I was there, in fact it seemed she liked me to be
there. We would talk as she bathed. She didn't seem the least bit
embarrassed when she would wash her pussy. She would spend a long time
washing, I didn't say anything about it, I just watched.

After a few times of watching her do that, her sexy actions would start
to get to me. It was making me think things that maybe I shouldn't think.
After I got home I would need to masturbate having watched her do that. I
believed that she was masturbating too. She spent too much time washing
there for it be just getting herself clean. What's more interesting is she
didn't mind that I was watching her while she did it.

As I continued to sit for Nastia, I got to know her and her mama more. I
was comfortable with her mama, and I got to like Nastia. She continued to
have me in the bathroom while bathing, and she continued with her
"washing."

I had my birthday and was now 15, Nastia a little later Nastia had her's
she was now ten, and growing into a very cute young girl. I was sure that
before long the boys would be after her. I guess I could have all the boys
I wanted too, Misha still wanted me, just that I didn't want him. My
friends couldn't understand why I didn't want to go out with him.

It was clear that Nastia was interested in sex, but she hadn't shown an
interest in boys. Maybe there was something there for me to look into.

I asked Nastia's mother if she could go with me to the banya, and she
agreed. Of course Nastia had been to a banya before. But while I had seen
her naked in the bath, I had never been naked before with her.

We got there and I was very nervous getting undressed in front of her. I
was hoping she would like my naked body. But at first she wasn't too
impressed, or at least she didn't seem like it. But maybe I am not so
different from other girls. Maybe it is because my boobs were not so big
like Vika that she seemed not to have noticed me.

When we went from the sauna to the cold pool, most time people wrap
their towels around them, but I was being daring and ran naked to the cold
pool, Nastia did it too. Some of the older women there looked at us with
disapproving eyes. But I think that it was more that we were running, than
that we were naked. I did notice that some of the older ones did look me
over. That made me feel a little better, at least if Nastia didn't look at
me look that at least some of the older ladies with little children did.

We came home and that was the end of our adventure. I didn't think that
anything came of it. But the next time that that I was sitting for Nastia,
she asked if we could be naked again. I asked her why she wanted to do
that. She told me that she liked seeing me naked. It made my heart leap
within me that she wanted to see me naked. I was more than happy to
undress for her.

She asked to see my pussy and asked why I didn't have any hair on it
when all the older girls have it, so I told her that I do have some but
that I shave it off. She wanted to see, so I pulled my panties off and
laid back and let her look at me. I hadn't shaved for a couple of days and
it could be seen where it was growing. She looked closely at it and then
she ran her hand over my mound and then over my lips. It was like an
electric shock going through me. It made me jump. She noticed and asked
me why I had jumped, I had to tell her that it was because of her touch and
that it felt good, (I didn't tell it was not good, but rather it was
GREAT!).

"I did that to you?" she asked innocently.

"Oh yes, it feels very good when you do that," I replied. "Can you do
that some more?"

"Yes, show me how."

I had her rubbing my clit in little circles and in an up and down motion
across the opening to my vagina. She was very serious in following my
instructions. She concentrated raptly as her fingers rubbed my lips,
becoming moist with my sweet pussy juice and my proud clitty stood begging
for her heavenly touch. Honing in on the top of my slit, she gave me an
extra brisk rub. That was enough to give me an orgasm! She watched in
amazement as I was cumming.

After I regained my breath and my skin color went back to normal, I
asked her if she would like to have the same feeling. She said yes she
would like that very much. I wanted to try something I had seen on videos.
I laid her on her bed and took off her clothes. I began by stoking her
chest she didn't have any boobs yet but running my fingers over her areolas
was enough to cause her nipples to stand up. It wasn't much but they were
up a little above her chest where they weren't up before. I then kissed
them and licked them. That caused her to make little sounds. It sounded
like she liked it and I was glad.

But the big thing I wanted to do with her was I wanted to lick her
pussy. I had wanted to do that for so long, just that there was no girl to
do that to. Here was my chance. I kissed my way down her tummy; it ticked
her as I was using my tongue also. She gave out little giggles as I went.
But she was watching me to see where I was headed. I reached her pussy and
gave it some kisses all over before moving on and kissing and licking the
insides of her upper thigh near her pussy.

She went from watching with curiosity to watching with intense desire. I
was sure she hadn't even been like this before, and didn't know just what I
would be doing to her. Finally I moved back over to her pussy. I didn't
know how to lick her, but it was if a natural instinct took over. I was
licking up and down the slit and she loved that. I then spent a little
time licking around her clit. If she liked what I had done before she
liked my attention on her little man in the boat much better. She little
meows had turned more serious as she was more into this she could no longer
watch she just laid back and was into the feeling. She spread her legs
more and let me have access to her.

I used my fingers to open her lips and went inside. I could see the
opening to her inner vagina. It was all pink and looked a bit flushed.
But no matter what it looked like, it was delicious to me. I wanted it,
all of it. I put my tongue into her a bit and licked around. I found her
little pee hole and gave it a couple of flicks with my tongue. That got a
bit of a shiver out of her. I moved back to the opening of her vagina I
pushed my tongue into her, and licked around there. I got a small of a
taste of sometime after a little bit of doing that. It had a little sweet
taste and was it a bit oily, or perhaps I should say just a little
slippery. What ever it was I liked it.

I licked around her there and then moved up to her clit and them began
to suck on it. I went between sucking and working my tongue in little
circles. Sometimes I would wiggle my tongue up against it trying to get
the hood out of the way so that I could get at the little nub.

She reacted like I had never seen; Nastia was mostly a calm girl and it
was my experience that nothing seemed to get to her. She was a very
low-keyed person. But she was now thrashing around the bed and I had a
hard time keeping my mouth on her pussy when she started doing that. Her
little meows had changed to roars and I was glad that were alone. Then it
happened! She reached her climax! There was just a loud grunt and she
collapsed and lay there quivering like a bowl of jello. But there was a
big smile on her face as she lay there.

When she recovered enough she could talk, she told me how much she loved
what I had done for her. I could only tell her that I loved doing it for
her. I couldn't tell her that I had wanted to do that with a girl for so
long.

She asked if she could try that with me. Oh yes! I was waiting for
that my whole life, but I tried to be nonchalant about it.

"Yes, you can try that if you want to," said I casually. "Do you think
you know what to do?"

"I don't know but I would like to try it anyway. You will help me do it
right?" She gazed up at me with innocent eyes filled with erotic lust

"Oh of course I will my little one." How can I tell I desired this for
my whole life for as long as I was interested in girls?

I moved up on the bed and lay back while opening my legs. I kind of
wished I had shaved that morning, but at least I didn't have a heavy growth
like some of the older women I have seen at the banya.

"You can start by licking here." I showed her the entrance to my vagina.

"It is all wet there. You aren't peeing are you?"

"No little one, it is because I am excited, you doing this makes me feel
so good," I assured her.

"Just lick all around there." She began to do what I asked, and it felt
great.

She stopped to tell me, "Your stuff doesn't taste like pee. It isn't
bad, but it won't hurt me?" She was licking my juice off her lips.

"No my little one," I sighed, a little frustrated from the start of the
build-up of my cum. "You can even swallow and it won't hurt you."

She returned to her task with enthusiasm. I don't know who was getting
more out of it, her or me, as she seemed to be into it with a vengeance.
She was all over my pussy with her tongue.

I stopped her and showed her my clit and asked her to lick and suck on
it. She attacked me there with equal enthusiasm. I can't describe all of
what she was doing, because she was driving me out of my head with
pleasure. She was licking me and sucking on my clit like it was going out
of style and this was her last chance at it.

That was enough for me to go over the edge and I had my climax! It was
better than I had ever given myself. How could she do that she had never
had any sex before? Maybe it was the fact that sex with another person is
better than with yourself. But I think it is because it is sex with a
girl. No doubt that it was because it was sex with Nastia!

We lay in the bed and I kissed her. I was our first kiss. Strange that
we had our first kiss after her had licked each other's pussies. I stroked
her chest and found it was strange and yet very sensual that her chest was
flat and yet her little nipples stuck up as little pinheads.

She picked up the idea and she returned the favor as we kissed she
fondled my boobs. I liked that. I stopped the kissing and pushed her head
down and told her to suck my nipples.

She asked, "Can I suck on them like I was your baby?"

"Yes, little one please do that for me," I said with a warm smile and
another jolt to my wet pussy.

"Anything for you Lena," she replied, while holding me closer to her.

She did start sucking my boobs and it was heavenly. I swear there was a
nerve that went directly from my nipples to my cunt. The longer she sucked
on my tits, the hotter I got between my legs. Despite the intense heat, I
stopped her after a bit because I wanted to do the same for her.

It took us a while but we where played out, and laid there together. I
don't know about her, but I was very content. She must have been too.

She rolled over to me and asked, "Does this mean that I am your
girlfriend now? Because I have never had a girlfriend before," she said
with some uncertainty in her voice.

"Neither have I my little one, but yes you are my girlfriend. You are
very special to me because you are my first girlfriend too. I have wanted
one for so long and now you are here."

"Ah! I am very happy I want you as my girlfriend too," she said.

I decided that if you can't find a girl in Moscow, then you must create
your own.

End

Thanks Nick

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