Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. Natasha's Safe Place Being in relationship with a wonderful woman is great, but being in that same wonderful relationship with a woman that fills all my desires is so good it's hard to explain. The second is how I would classify my relationship with Natasha. I personally think she is amazing. She has it all, the looks, the brains, and the sense of humor, she is the total package. Earlier that morning she had left for work, I would have the whole day to get my plan ready. I didn't realize until that point exactly how long this whole event would take to put together. But, as the mastermind behind this project I was obligated to dot all the "I"s and cross all the "T"s. It was her birthday. She was about to turn 26. She really hadn't said much about what she wanted this year. We had been together for almost two years now. Last year's birthday was simple, we hadn't even been together for year at the time. We were still getting to know each other. We were still feeling each other out, testing the waters on what could be said and done. We still didn't know the full extent of what the other really liked. Being your typical guy, we went out to dinner and then a movie the previous year. I had even let her pick the movie, it was some romance movie. I was utterly bored during the movie, but it was her birthday so I tried to act engaged in the love story showing on the screen. When we got home, I had gotten her a typical gift, it was a picture that she had said she liked. She even showed me online where to buy it. Right there I should have known she was a keeper. Then we made love. It was slow and tender just like she enjoyed, on occasion. We had sex for hours that night. By the time we were done, we both laid there in sheer pleasure. About a week later, she confessed that it had been a long time since she had that intense of an orgasm or that many. I have to admit that it was a nice ego boost. Although, as with most women, I'm not sure if she meant it or just wanted to provide me that ego boost. Either way I enjoyed the compliment. I told her the other day that her birthday this year was going to be even better than last year. In true form, she provided me that devilish grin I have learned to love, and advised me that she was excited and she need a nice hard orgasm. I almost couldn't contain my laughter, she really had no clue what I had in store for her. Over the past year, we had gotten very close. We had shared some of our deepest secrets with each other. I knew things about her past that she had never divulged to anyone other than me. In turn, she knew the same about me. I had told her of all my dark secrets, the ones you keep locked away in fear of being judged by the world. The ones you have trouble admitting to yourself, let alone another person. But, she accepted me for who I was and in return I accepted her. We shared our sexual fantasies with each other, and had promised not to hold anything back. I had told her about my fantasy to have her as a sex slave. I wanted to have her totally submit to me. It was a pure power trip for me. I wanted to know that every wish I had, she would comply. That was an AMAZING Christmas present. She called me back into our bedroom. There she was kneeling on the floor, back straight, head up, arms crossed perfectly behind her. She wasn't wearing anything but the thick leather collar she had ordered online without me knowing. She was the definition of beauty. That night she did everything, well most everything, I asked her to do. There were a couple of times she insisted on not following orders. This was in her nature though. She wanted to see exactly what she could get away with, and I came to find out later she enjoyed some of the punishments that I applied to her for her disobedience. Each time she didn't move fast enough or perform her required task just right, I provided a few spanks to her ass with either my hand or a belt. Her ass turned the perfect shade of red. Once I even shoved my cock into her mouth. I knew she wasn't fond of that act, so I only did it very briefly. But, just as she liked to test me, I enjoyed testing her as well. I think if I could have held onto that night forever I would have. But, I knew she wasn't as into it as I was. And, although, she fulfilled my fantasy happily I knew it wasn't her cup of tea. Well, today I would provide her the same thing. Although, it wasn't exactly my fantasy or my cup of tea, I knew she would love it and would openly give in to this fantasy I was about to provide her. We did the typical dinner and a movie that night. The dinner was great, I took her to her favorite restaurant. Neither of us were able to finish our meals. She was simply full. I personally was so nervous about the evening that my stomach was filled with butterflies. We boxed up the remaining portion of our meals and ventured out into the night towards our next stop. We went to the movies and she again chose to see some sappy romance movie that was showing. As before I was utterly bored, but this time I was able to run my hands under her dress during the movie and massage her clit. That provided me with two surprises. The first was that she actually let me touch her pussy in public like that. This actually made the movie quite interesting for me. The theater wasn't full; it had about 15 other people inside. Watching her have two small orgasms during the show and not being able to whimper or moan was a big turn on for me. And, it was pure frustration for her. After the second orgasm she reached down and moved my hand away from her sex and placed it on my leg. The second surprise was the fact that she wasn't wearing any panties. I guess she knew she would be having sex at some point and thought it would be pointless to wear them, or it could have just been a treat for me. To find out later that she hadn't worn panties the entire evening would drive me wildly insane with pleasure. I had confessed to her months ago that the thought of her not wearing panties turned me on to no end. She had enjoyed the events during the movie and the movie itself, but she seemed rather disappointed with the course of the evening. I could tell from the look in her eyes, that she thought there would be more. Little did she know what was in store for her when we got home. One of her fantasies was about to come true. She was about to spend an entire evening in bliss. My hope was that by the time the evening concluded that she wouldn't even move, she would just collapse to the floor and into deep slumber. As our movie concluded, I took her hand as we walked out to the car. I was so nervous my hand was sweaty. I'm sure she noticed; she didn't say a word though. As we got to the car, I opened her door and let her sit down. You could see her pussy glisten with moisture as her dress rose up her thighs and she sat down. I felt my pants grow tighter. We started to head towards home, my blood was rushing at this point. If she had looked over, I'm sure she could have seen the vein in my neck pulsing my heart was beating so hard and fast. To calm myself, I slid my hand over into her lap as we drove and began to squeeze her pussy from the outside of her dress. I guess it was just the pressure to her clit and entire pussy for that matter that she enjoyed. She giggled and laid her head back to enjoy the ride home. Finally, we were home. It was about to happen. I'm so nervous. I wonder if she even has a clue. The driveway was empty, they had managed to follow directions. I had advised them to park on the next street over; then they would walk to the house and enter through the back door which I would leave unlocked. I unlocked the front door and opened it, letting her enter first. I watched in anticipation as she entered the house, walking up the hall, she rounded the corner into the living room. That was the first moment of several that I had silently been waiting for all night. I could see the shock in her eyes. She had stopped breathing, her jaw slacked, her eyes wide, and she dropped the left overs from our dinner. Damn, I had really wanted those left overs. No time to worry about such minor things now, the plan has started and I need to help move this fantasy along. You see what Natasha was silently standing in front of was 4 men. Each of them were completely naked, wearing nothing but a black leather zipper mask so none of them could be identified. Their bodies were normal. Or, I guess they would be considered normal. But, I ensured that each of them were well endowed. Their cocks ranged anywhere from long and thin, to average but thick. I had no interest in this part of it, but I knew that she would want these men to be able to please her. They were actually 4 men I had screened through various adds on Craigslist and other websites. I had made sure to do my homework. Each of them had provided me with a drug and alcohol test. Also a recent STD test. I had performed a background check on each of them as well. I wanted to ensure that although these men would seem to her as strangers randomly pulled from thin air, I would have complete control of the situation. You see her fantasy was to be gang banged by several men. She wanted them to take turns using and her holes. I'm not sure if it was the thought of multiple men showing their desire for her at once that turned her on, or simply the sex. She wanted to be fucked in her pussy and her ass at the same time. She wanted to feel herself full with these men's cocks. This was something she said she had wanted for many years, but never felt comfortable enough with her partner to even remotely hint towards it, much less flat out request it. Personally, it wasn't my cup of tea, as I have previously stated. But, I am comfortable enough with my manhood and our relationship that I realize this is a fantasy that she wants to fulfill with me. If she can be comfortable enough to make a request like this, I will be man enough to realize that I am all she needs and this is just a fantasy for her to fulfill. Just as her being a sex slave was a fantasy for me. As she had stood there in disbelief, I had taken the time to disrobe and move behind her. My arms wrapping around her body. I pulled her close, my cock pressing against her soft dress she had worn that evening. I softly kissed her on her neck and ear, then whispered in her ear. "I hope tonight is everything you fantasized about." At that moment, she realized exactly what was about to happen. She was about to be used. She was about to be fucked in every way she could possibly desire. These 4 anonymous men and myself were about to plunge deep into her holes. We would satisfy ourselves with her. She would of course get immense pleasure out of this. I had again hoped that by the end of the night, she wouldn't even move. After the last man had finished pleasuring himself and released her, she would simply collapse to the floor. I slowly began to lift her dress up. Her body was amazing to me, I reveled each time I saw her naked. Even after almost two years, I simply needed to see her naked body for my pants to tighten, my cock begging to be released. Tonight she had worn a bra, and of course no panties. I gave a silent snicker as I looked down at her bare ass as I remembered the events from earlier in the evening. Then I removed her bra dropping it to the floor in the puddle of clothes. My erection pressed firmly between the cheeks of her ass. My hands roamed her body, groping her soft breasts, and squeezing her shaved pussy. As I began to fondle her, the 4 men took the queue and started to stroke their cocks. Her eyes were wide open once again at the site of the 4 well endowed men standing before her. I whispered in her ear, "If you want this to stop at anytime you just have to say the word, otherwise you will follow directions. Now go to the middle of the room and lay down." The men had again followed directions well, they had cleared out the living room pushing everything to the edge of the room. I thought this should allow us enough room for the evening's event. Natasha slowly walked to the middle of the room, her naked body trembling with anticipation for what was about to occur. She slowly laid down on her back, her hair strewed around her face. Her breasts looked so soft when she laid on her back, I always loved to lay my head on her breasts. They were so soft; her skin was so soft. I followed behind her. I knelt between her legs. My hands were on her knees slowly pushing them apart to allow me access to her sweet slit. As she released her knees and allowed me to push them apart I slipped a finger inside her. She felt amazing. She was very tight, almost tight enough that it was sometimes hard to initially push my cock inside her. But tonight her sex was exceptionally slick. She smiled at me as I massage her with my finger for a moment before removing it and inserting it into my mouth. How I loved the way she tasted. There were days when we would sit there to watch a movie; inevitably I would end up on my knees between her legs for at least half of the movie rolling my tongue over her clit and lapping up the tart sometimes salty juices that she had produced. After having my moment enjoying her taste, I pushed the tip of my cock inside her. Her eyes rolled back, her jaw went slack, and she drew in a deep breath as my hard member pushed all the way inside her. I could feel the walls of her pussy grabbing my cock; if I hadn't masturbated earlier in the day, in anticipation of tonight, I would have had an orgasm right there. I began to rock in and out of her warm wet pleasure hole. I grabbed onto her hands and pushed them above her head as I thrust in and out of her. I leaned down and kissed her deeply. Our lips were pressed together our tongues twisting with each other. You could tell she was excited, her nipples were firm little eraser ends. I held her crossed hands with one of my own, and reached down with the other to tease those firm nipples. Each time I gripped one between my thumb and forefinger she let out a small quiet whimper. That sound alone would make a normal man cum. After a few moments of drawing my cock out to the tip and plummeting it deep inside her I ordered her to get on her knees. As she cheerfully fulfilled my request I ran to the bedroom. I grabbed the lube from nightstand and returned only to find the 4 men now in a circle around her stroking their cocks as she knelt in the center with her head down on the floor fingering her pussy and moaning. I advised them that they would soon have their turn, but before anyone else touched her I would fuck her first. They silently went back to their side of the room. I pushed my cock back inside her pussy. I grabbed her perfectly rounded hips and swayed in and out. The slapping sound of our skin colliding was like music. I took the lube I had retrieved from the nightstand and coated my finger before I slipped it knuckle deep into her ass. Again, there was that whimper. She always enjoyed it when I fingered her ass while I fucked her pussy. I didn't do it often, so it was always a shock when I did. I think the shock was what she enjoyed the most. I worked in two fingers by the time I was ready to actually fuck her ass. I slowly worked my cock inside her; I paused each time I pushed in farther, letting her body adjust. The last thing I wanted was to cause her pain this early in the evening. After a few moments, my cock was buried balls deep into her ass. I fucked her slowly at first, being gentle. Until, I felt her body relax. This was the queue that her body had become adjusted to the cock now penetrating her. I continued to fuck her tight asshole, each stroke pushing in harder and faster. Although she had her face down laying it on the floor, I could see her looking towards the men now stroking their fully erect cocks in anticipation of what was about to come. Her breathing started to get deeper, I could feel how wet her pussy was because my balls became wet each time I shoved my cock inside her and my balls slapped against her pussy. She was about to cum. Her body tensed and began to shake. I could feel her muscles contracting, running a ripple up my cock. It was then that my body couldn't last any longer. I felt my balls tighten and the hot lava pushing up to the tip of my cock before exploding deep in her ass. We stayed there for a moment; we had both forgot about our 4 strangers standing against the wall, cock in hand. As my cock softened I withdrew it from her ass. I pulled her up to a kneeling position and kissed her neck, "Time for the boys to have their turn." I let her go and relinquished control to the 4 masked men waiting patiently. I moved to the couch that had been pushed against the wall and watch as the 4 men descended upon her. Although each of them wanted to fuck her mouth, they all knew this was off limits. I had provided the rules to them earlier in the day. They knew they could only fuck her ass and pussy. They were advised not to be disrespectful, but they were allowed to fuck her as hard as they wanted. One of the men laid down in front of her and without any hesitation she climbed on top of him and pushed his cock inside her. She began to slide her wet pussy up and down his erect shaft. She moaned as it pushed deeper inside her. Two of the other men went to her side, each grabbing a hand and placing it on their cocks. It was actually quite beautiful to watch, she stroked each of their cocks as she slowly slid up and down on the man now laying under her. The men groping her breasts, squeezing them hard enough to make her whimper. Pinching her ever more sensitive nipples. The man under her grabbing her hips and alternating between pushing her back and forth to lifting her up and down along his shaft. She had to be gripping the mans cock fucking her. After only about 30 seconds of fucking her, he pushed her off him. You could see the pre-cum forming at the end of his cock. He laid her on her back, and came on her stomach. The white hot fluid that had just been shot across her skin glistened. She was still stroking the two men at her side vigorously. She never even skipped a beat. And, neither did the men. One of the men that had been getting a hand job slid between her legs as the first man moved out of the way. He reached down and plunged two fingers inside her dripping wet slit and withdrew them. Then he placed the fingers in her mouth. She sucked on those fingers, relishing in her own taste. The last of the 4 men moved to her side and she started stroking his cock with her free hand. I was surprised at how long #2 lasted. I know her pussy was grabbing onto his cock and squeezing, but he held strong for almost 5 minutes. He fucked her harder than the first man, and her joyful please of ecstasy proved that. Just like first man, before he came he pulled out of her pussy. His load shot over her body, the squirts from his cock shot across her tummy, a drop even shot far enough to land on her tits. The first man, now waiting for his erection to return, tossed her a wash cloth to clean the cum off her body. As she wiped the cum off her, her body was glistening with a mixture of the water from the cloth and sweat. The smell of sex filled the room. The sweaty tart smell was exquisite. I sat on the couch silently enjoying the scene that was happening before me. My cock was now erect again and I began to masturbate to the site of these men fucking the woman I cared so much about. Apparently, both of the men at her sides decided they wanted to be next in line to fuck her. One man simply laid down in front of her and motioned for her to climb on top of him. She willingly complied. As she slid down on his cock the second man moved to his place kneeling behind her. After a moment of the cock below her penetrating her, the one behind her put his hand on her shoulder stopping her. As she stopped he slipped his cock into her ass. He began to slowly move his cock deeper and deeper inside her ass. As he pushed inside her, I heard the scream of ecstasy I had been waiting to hear. "FUUUUUUUUCCCKKK MEEE!" This was the second moment I had silently been waiting for all night. From the sounds that came shortly after her scream and the sights that were directly in front of me, I could tell that the men had followed her order. As I sat there and watched, these two masked men filled both of Natasha's holes at the same time. And, she loved it. She had one hand on the man's chest below her. The other hand was reaching back and digging her nails into the ass of the man fucking her from behind. She hadn't lasted a minute with a cock in each hole before she started to have an orgasm that I had never seen before. It was a beautiful thing to watch. Her back was arched, her eyes were rolled back in her head, her legs were shaking, hell her whole body was shaking. I had seen this before on the rare occasion when I did exceptionally well in bed that night. What I had never seen before was just as the first orgasm ended, another started. It was like her body was having this orgasm to beat all other orgasms. Again, it was beautiful to watch. Not because the men fucking her was a turn on. But, because of the mix of agony and ecstasy her body was going through. It was easy to see that both of the men had to feel her muscles clenching down on their cocks, their look was the same mixture of agony and ecstasy. Soon, the man fucking her ass came. Pushing his hot sperm deep in her ass. As the man behind her moved away the man below her pushed her off and came on her tits. She was laying on her back, her whole body shaking. Cum sprayed across her tits and dripping from her ass. The first two that had been patiently waiting for their erections to return, used the wash cloth to clean the cum from her body. Then just as the men before them had done, they filled her holes with their cocks and fucked her without mercy. Her body having orgasm after orgasm. The men lasted longer this time, which was pleasurable to her. After they had finished. I advised them that I wanted to fuck her next; one of the other men was welcome to join me. Number 3 and I fucked her for what seemed like an eternity. Her glistening body having wave after wave of powerful orgasm. We even had the time to swap places, twice. I ended up getting to cum in her ass for the second time tonight. The rotation of men continued for hours. Each time one would finish, another would take his place and continue to fuck her. By the time we had finished with her, each of us had cum on her body and in her ass multiple times. We had fucked her in places all over the house, not just the living room. She rode two of them on the couch, She had been bent over the kitchen table and fucked as she gave another one of them a hand job. Hell she even took on all four of them one time in the living room, both of her holes filled and a cock in each hand. Finally after hours of ecstasy the men were spent. Each of them dripping sweat and flaccid. I motioned for them to head to the other room to get cleaned up and retire for the evening. I still wanted to fuck her one more time. I took my time before I finally fucked her. I played with her tits. I kissed her lips softly. I plunged my fingers into her still wet pussy, rubbing her spot. By this point the sounds she was making, were almost inaudible. They were a whisper. She had nothing left in her to give. But, I wanted just a little bit more. So I asked her to lay on her side and she got in position as quickly as she could, which at that point wasn't fast. I laid down behind her and pushed my, once again, hard cock inside her pussy. She let out that small whimper again. This time that whimper was more than I could stand. I immediately felt that hot white lava demanding to be released from my balls. It was all I could do to get my cock out of her pussy before I came. All I could do was chuckle at my quick orgasm. At that point, I knew she didn't even care. Natasha was laying on her back in the middle of the room. Her eyes were open but staring at nothing in particular. It was the same look you would have if you were laying on your back in the middle of a field watching the stars. Her breathing was deep but controlled. Sweat covered her body. I obtained a clean wash cloth and soaked it with cool water. I began to slowly wipe her body down, cleaning the sweat and remaining cum from her skin. She tried to talk a couple of times as I cleaned her body. What came out was only gibberish, not even English. It was more of an infants attempts to speak. Each time she tried to speak I just looked at her and smiled as I stroked her hair. She glanced at me a couple of times, but quickly reverted back to staring at the stars. After I had cleaned her body I laid down beside her. I pulled her head up so it was resting on my chest. "I know this was your fantasy. I want you to know how much I love you. I want you to know that you can tell me anything, every dark fantasy, every wicked thought." I heard her sigh; I looked down to see this smile come across her face. Later she would tell me, it wasn't a smile because of the multitude of orgasms her body had just produced. It was because right then and there, she realized that she was in a safe place. When she was in my arms she could simply be herself and tell me anything. Soon, without as much as a sound she was asleep. This was the third moment I had been waiting for all night. My wish had come true for the evening. Just as I expected, she called into work the next day. Or rather I called into work for her. She was still asleep. That morning I had managed to move her from the living room floor to our bed where she stayed until about noon the next day. When she woke up, a smile stretched from ear to ear. To my surprise she started asking me questions about the previous night. Apparently, after about 3 hours into our little party, she lost track of time and was actually running on auto pilot. She admitted to me that she was in the middle of having an orgasm and simply blacked out. She quickly added that she was very happy that no one stopped. She described it as having all the sensations but no control over her actions. Again, kind of like an auto pilot. She asked me who the men were; I told her about my search. I also told her about the strict requirements that each had to abide by, and information that each had to provide before they were allowed to join us. That is when she told me about the smile, and told me that the child like gibberish that I heard at the end was her trying to tell me how much she loved me. Hearing her describe the night and telling me how much she loved me was the final straw for me. That's when, without any doubt in my mind, I knew. It's turned into a tradition to fulfill each of our fantasies. We have found some that we both really enjoy together, some I enjoyed, some she enjoyed. But, through it all, it has brought us closer together. Each time one of our fantasies are fulfilled it's a reaffirmation that we really are in a safe place when we are in the others arms. We got married after dating for about 3 ½ years. And now after being married for 10 years. Looking back, I couldn't be more in love with another person. She is perfect even in her flaws. She is home, Natasha is my safe place.