Author: Sterling Title: Listen Girls, It's Sex Or Die! Summary: A sudden change: When it's their fertile time, women and girls have to have sex or they risk dying. Here are sex ed manuals for the girls in this strange world and the stories told by two girls and a man who lived through the crisis. Keywords: ScFi Mf MF gi reluc humor slow inc father daughter NOTICE: This story contains explicit sex. First posted 9/24/2010. I'm always eager for comments, whether good, bad or mixed. Comments to sterling27@live.com. I have written many other stories and they can all be found at /files/Authors/Sterling/ You are welcome to copy this story if you include the entire text unchanged, including this notice. If you tell me where you have re-posted it, I can enjoy knowing it is appreciated and perhaps enjoy the feedback the story gets where you re-post it. Sterling And now, our feature presentation. Enjoy! =========================================================== Listen Girls, It's Sex or Die! Sections: 1. Guide For Girls -- Age Six 2. Guide For Girls -- At IUD Insertion 3. Linda's story 4. Jackie's story 5. Fred's story 6. Report On the Crisis of 2031 7. Interview With Hiram Joneswell {*1. A Guide For Girls -- age Six*} Puberty is the process of your girl's body turning into a woman's. For you it may start soon or it may start in several years. {_Note: Many girls your age feel like screaming: "No, I don't want to have anything to do with it! I am happy just the way I am!" You should know that you're not alone and this is a normal reaction. The authors of this pamphlet sympathize with you and wish you had a choice. But unfortunately you do not. At some point, almost always between the ages of 8 and 16, you will enter puberty._} You may know many of these things we're about to say, but we will assume you don't, just so no girl feels embarrassed by not knowing something everyone thinks she does. See the diagrams of a boy's and girl's body, showing the parts [diagrams not included]. Girls and boys are different between their legs. In one respect they are the same: they both have a hole where poop comes out. Now as for what is different: boys have a small thing that sticks out of their body shaped kind of like a finger, called a penis. Below the penis they have a sac containing two little balls called testicles. When a boy pees, the pee comes out a tiny hole in the very end of the penis. Girls have a pair of flaps of skin, called labia. When a girl pees, the pee comes out between the labia. As a little girl, that is about all you had to know, except that those are your private parts and no one should touch them except you. But a girl usually notices there is something else inside those labia, something larger that is an opening into her body. You can go through your entire girlhood without knowing what it is for or worrying about it. That opening is one end of a tube, called a vagina. When boys and girls reach puberty, these organs all enlarge. Their purpose is making babies, also known as reproduction. A baby grows inside a woman's body in an organ called the uterus, which boys do not have. A baby comes out through a woman's vagina. It may seem incredible that a baby could fit through a tiny hole like that. It is possible because it gets bigger when you reach puberty, and then when a woman is pregnant, her body changes. Her vagina gets very stretchy and can fit a baby's head, though even then it is a very, very tight fit. Babies have both a mother and father. It is no surprise that a baby often looks like its mother, since it comes out of her. But a baby also looks like its father in part and has some of his characteristics. The mother's half of the baby is contained in a tiny egg from a stash of them she has up in her body. Something has to pass from the father's body to the mother's so his part (a blueprint for half a baby, so to speak) can join with the egg. His two testicles make those blueprints, called sperm, and then they get mixed with other stuff from his body to make a milky fluid called semen. It comes out the tiny hole in the end of the penis. A boy's pee comes out through the same hole, and his pee looks just like a girl's pee, a clear yellowish fluid. The milky white semen is entirely different, though it comes out the same hole. The semen goes into a woman's vagina -- it makes sense that what helps make a baby goes in the same place the baby eventually comes out. You might think a father could wait for some semen to come out, then say, "Here's some semen" and hand the mother a little vial (it's never more than a tablespoon's worth), which she could then put into her vagina to make a baby. In fact people can make babies that way, but you may be surprised to learn that women and men almost never do that. They almost always transfer the fluid by a different method. You may want to sit down for this next part, as some girls find it a really gross idea. For what it's worth, many boys find it just as gross as girls do. A man's penis gets long and hard sometimes, and when it does, he can slide it into the woman's vaginal tube. Then the semen comes out the tip of his penis, already way up inside the woman's body. Many girls at this point have the reaction "Ewwww, that is so gross I would rather die than do that!!" This is a normal reaction. You should know that you never have to let that happen unless you want to. It is your choice. You can take comfort in that. You could even have a baby by getting your husband to hand you a little vial of semen. But keep an open mind, and realize that most boys and girls come to really like the idea of doing that after they have reached puberty. Anyway, after the man has slid his penis into the woman's vagina it releases the semen way up inside her. Sometimes it makes her pregnant -- it provides the blueprint for half a baby. The woman becomes pregnant, which means a baby starts growing in her uterus, which becomes larger and larger as the baby grows, and then she gives birth nine months later. You have probably known for a long time that boys have penises and girls don't and wondered why. A boy needs his penis to put semen way up inside a woman when he grows up. He doesn't need a penis to pee. You pee just fine without one! But since he needs the penis for later, for putting semen into a woman, nature figures it might as well have the pee come out his penis too. It helps to keep the tubes clean for when they are used to carry semen instead of pee. As we said before, boys and girls after they reach puberty like sex so much they often do it even when they are not trying to make a baby, or when they really, really do not want to make a baby. And the semen can do its job even when neither of them wants it to, meaning even pretty young girls sometimes get pregnant. {_For the Curious: This penis-in-vagina method of transfer is an ancient process we share with animals, who also need to transfer this milky fluid so the baby that then grows in the girl animal will be partly made up from the boy animal too. The animals we are descended from did not have little vials, so that way isn't even an option for them! The male has an instinct to slide his penis into the female. The female has an equally strong instinct to help him, which is often just holding still with her vagina in a place he can get at it. We still have the same basic instincts, though as humans we can overcome those instincts sometimes._} Although men and women like having sex just about any time, there are only certain times when a woman's body can get pregnant. Women have a cycle that repeats itself every 28 days or so, a cycle that starts when a girl reaches puberty. On the first two to seven days of your cycle your body leaks blood through your vagina. This is called having a period. Most girls find the idea of that happening to them kind of gross and disgusting. This is totally normal. There are special pads you wear in your underwear that are kind of like sponges. They soak up the blood and keep it from staining your clothing or leaking out. You can also make use of your vagina to help with this in a way many girls find convenient. You can put a small cloth/paper cylinder called a tampon up inside your vagina that absorbs all the blood before it even gets out of your body. When you take it out, the blood is all safely inside the tampon. We are sorry you will have to go through periods! But soon it isn't all that different from pooping. It is gross if you think about it too much, but you get so you just handle it routinely. So, the first 2 to 7 days of your 28-day cycle is having a period. At about 14 days into your cycle you are fertile, and that is when semen deposited in your vagina during sex can make you pregnant. If you get pregnant, your periods stop. Now, read this part carefully! During the day or so you're fertile, you must have sex with a man to keep you from getting very sick. The good news is that if you do have sex during your fertile days, everything will be just fine. In fact, once you get the hang of it, sex feels very nice, and even girls of nine or ten come to look forward to their fertile periods. {_For the curious: So what's with this 28-day cycle? Why does it happen? When the egg and sperm get together way up inside you, they form a really tiny little thing. It has to settle in your uterus to grow. And your uterus has to be just right so it can settle down. So first your body takes several days to get things just right. It's kind of like making a big plate of cut-up fruits and vegetables. Once the table is all set, you have your fertile day. Maybe a sperm finds an egg or maybe it doesn't. If it does the little thing starts settling down, but it takes a while for your body to know whether there is one or not. So your body waits about 14 days (kind of twiddling its thumbs) to see if a tiny baby shows up to eat the fruit and vegetables. If it does, your body does what it needs to help the baby grow for the next nine months. But if it doesn't show up, your body needs to try with another egg. But by now the fruits and vegetables are kind of mushy and old and no good. So that's when you have your period, when all the yucky fruits and vegetables get flushed out, and the cycle starts again. Then your body goes about making up a fresh plate, the egg gets set loose when the plate is all ready, and so forth._} Puberty used to be much less part of a girl's life than it is today. Back in the 19th century -- over 140 years ago -- girls did not reach puberty until ages 12 to 16 and started having babies right away. That is close to the "natural" way our human ancestors lived up to that time. It makes sense -- since the whole point of puberty is to let you to have babies, why would nature make you have puberty before you're ready to have babies, and why would you wait to have babies if you have reached puberty? Today puberty starts much earlier. Partly this is because we have better diets that make your body grow faster and stronger than it did 130 years ago. Your body says, "Hey! I'm big enough to have a baby, so let's get started." But mostly it is the effect of some chemicals that accidentally got into the environment as a result of our modern civilization. The chemicals say, "Hey! It's time to start puberty" even though your natural body signals have not told it to. You may be surprised to learn that before the year 2031, a girl did not have to have sex at all during her fertile period, and stayed perfectly healthy. Some girls and women would go their whole lives without having sex. Many religions taught that a girl should not have sex until she was married. Parents never minded if a girl waited until then, and they often told their daughters to wait until they were at least 18. A girl in the United States or Europe would usually have her first sex between ages 14 and 21. The main effect puberty had on her life was that she had to take care of her period. She would still start getting interested in boys, just like today. She also might feel interested in sex, but since everyone told her not to and she didn't know what she was missing, she usually didn't. Your life is more complicated today because you need to have sex so you don't get very sick. In one way things have changed for the better since 2031. Most girls got "cramps" during their periods, a pain in a girl's uterus that was often very uncomfortable. Since 2031 that is very rare. If a girl enters her fertile period and does not have sex with a man, she will get "estrus distress syndrome". (People never use that big fancy phrase but just call it EDS.) She will start by feeling unusually warm between her legs. It's like her vagina is saying, "Hey! I need a penis!" Then she starts feeling nauseous and dizzy, then she will usually get a fever and chills and serious muscle aches and a severe pain in her uterus. She is likely to go unconscious, sometimes lapsing into a coma, and occasionally she will die. Other things may happen that are gross, but you don't need to know just what they are. We've told you enough that you know that having sex with a man in your fertile period is a very, very good idea! Girls who've gone through a fertile period without having sex will eagerly have sex with the sketchiest dirty alcoholic or drug addict if they can't find anyone else! But unless you're stuck like that, you get to decide which man to have sex with. A few girls do not get EDS at all. If you are one of them, you are very lucky! You will know you're one of them if you have your first three periods without feeling sick between them. You still may want to go along and pretend you're having EDS so you can be like everyone else. {_Historical Note: Is this getting boring? You don't have to read any of these historical notes or "For the Curious", though when we ask we find almost all girls do. The first cases of EDS happened in 2031. Within months it had spread to every corner of the globe. People found out quickly that it is cured by having sex with men. But it was very hard for men and girls to just start doing that. Before EDS, it was a crime for a man to have sex with a girl who wasn't 16 yet. That was even if she wanted to, and he would often go to jail for life if he did! Just a little later they discovered that EDS is caused by "estrus distress virus" or EDV. Scientists have been working hard ever since to find a cure or different treatment, but they haven't found one. Most scientists now think that EDV can never be wiped out, and EDS can never be controlled any way but by having sex with men. Most viruses show up in nature by themselves, but this virus was invented by Hiram Joneswell, a genius who used his talents to do a very bad thing. He said he did it because he wanted to have sex with girls! But he never had any sex with anybody again, because girls and women said no to him and then he was arrested. He will spend the rest of his life in prison to pay for the terrible thing he's done. Scientists have changed things so we are sure no "genius" can make a bad virus like that again._} Your parents will be keeping an eye on you to tell when your body starts the changes that come with puberty. You should keep an eye out too. Your breasts or your nipples may start to grow. You may get some pubic hair, or different sensations between your legs. When those things happen, you have to get ready for sex with a man. You really want to get ready before your first fertile day. But it's not good to get ready before your body has grown enough, so you parents don't do it when you're very young. But that means that while it is very, very rare, sometimes you get your EDS before anyone thinks you're in puberty. So here is rule one: If you start feeling really warm between your legs, or dizzy or nauseous, see a grown-up right away! It might not be EDS, but you don't want to take any chances! Like it or not, if you actually get EDS you will have to have sex with a man. A lot of girls just don't want to think about it. They figure they will deal with it when the time comes. Here are some of the things that happen if you don't plan ahead: If you're dreading the moment, you're likely to pretend that the warm feeling between your legs or your dizziness or nausea is something else until it is dangerously late. Then there is physical pain. The vagina in most girls has a partial covering at the entrance, called a hymen. The first time a man's penis enters your vagina, it stretches and sometimes breaks the hymen -- and his penis is BIG. This can be very painful, and it can bleed. Second, the inside of your vagina is usually pretty dry (compared to the inside of your mouth, for instance). When a man's penis has to slide against your dry vagina walls, it will hurt you. By getting ready beforehand, you can get rid of the hymen and learn how to get your vagina wet so it won't hurt. We also have to look at it from the man's point of view. You cannot always find a man just when you want one. Although typically men like having sex, it isn't at all automatic. First, a man's penis has to get straight and hard before he can slide it into you. That is called an "erection." But it doesn't just get straight and hard because he tells it to. It is something that usually happens when he sees a girl or woman he is planning to have sex with, but not always. Many men are not sexually attracted to girls who are eight years old -- their bodies are tuned by nature to the old days when girls were at least 13 before they went through puberty. So even if he really wants to help you, he can't if he doesn't get an erection. Second, he has to deposit his semen in you. This is called "ejaculation," and the whole process, which involves other parts of his body, is called an "orgasm." This isn't automatic either. Both erection and ejaculation work best when you're fairly calm and happy and he can see you want him to ejaculate inside you. But if you're really getting EDS, you're likely to be crying, screaming, or vomiting. And you might be terrified if you don't know what to expect sex to be like. The man is likely to notice the pain you will feel when he stretches your hymen. All that is a far cry from being relaxed and happy, and the man might not get an erection, and if he does he might not ejaculate. Your dry vagina may also keep him from having his orgasm. We are trying to tell you why "deal with it tomorrow" is not a good strategy. But if you or a girl you know has not taken our advice, do not panic. If you experience EDS, dial "911." There are men who have what it takes to overcome those obstacles and give you the semen you need to keep from getting sick. It won't solve your pain and distress from sex itself, and it may be expensive for your parents. Girls who have not prepared end up having sex anyway when EDS strikes, but it takes months longer for them to feel OK about sex with men, and far longer to enjoy it. Typically your parents will make sure none of this happens. When you or they first see early signs of puberty (breast or nipple enlargement and pubic hair being the first two) your mother will probably start taking pictures of you naked every month or so, which get emailed to the doctor to decide when it is time for you to start preparing. The doctor may also order blood tests to help figure this out. Once the doctor gives the OK, there is one thing you can do to help out. You can make sure a penis will fit inside you without hurting. You will be introduced at this point to a vibrator. The vibrator will let you know if you don't already that sex with a man might feel good some day. You hold a vibrator in your hand and press it between your legs, usually right over the spot where your pee comes out, but you can move it around to find what feels good to you. Along with making you feel good, the vibrator makes your vagina grow a little bigger and makes it get wet inside. The vibrator tells your body, "Hey! Get ready for sex!" Once your body is as ready for sex as it gets, you put a fake penis (called a dildo) in it. When the fake penis goes in and out without pain, a real penis will too. It isn't surprising if the dildo hurts at first, or if there is some blood. The good news is that once this is done, you're done for life and never have to worry about it again! If the vibrator doesn't make your vagina get a little wetter inside, or if the dildo doesn't go in or it hurts a whole lot, tell your doctor. Maybe it's still too early for you to do this. So then you will go see your doctor. Your doctor will be a woman unless you ask for a man. After a brief examination, she'll have you use a vibrator to get your vagina wet. She'll then test to see how much stretching you have done with the dildo, and will complete any you haven't done yet. The main job that only your doctor can do at this point is to insert an IUD. This is a small device that goes into your uterus to keep you from getting pregnant. If you don't do anything special, a man ejaculating semen inside you during your fertile period will often make you pregnant, and you're way too young to have a baby! To insert the IUD the doctor slides something like a dildo up into your vagina, and from the tip of it she slides the small IUD up into your uterus. {_Historical note: Before 2031 there were many different ways to stop babies being started, called "contraception." Condoms and diaphragms were "barrier methods" that worked by keeping the semen out of your uterus, but they are no good today because they also prevent the semen from helping with EDS. "The pill" was something women took daily to keep them from having a fertile period, but starting in 2031 women on the pill soon developed a severe EDS that never stopped until they stopped taking the pill. Things such as "rhythm method" and "fertility awareness" relied on not having sex during a fertile period, which also does no good because that is when EDS happens! The IUD is different. It doesn't change hormones but works by its physical presence._} With your IUD inserted and your vagina enlarged with the dildo, you're almost ready. You'll also keep your vibrator with you -- though they are widely available in case of emergency. When you need to have sex, you use it to enlarge your vagina and make it wet so the man's penis can slide in and out easily. The next step will be to find a man and have sex for the first time. You may be saying "EEWWWWW!" It is better to have sex the first time with a man you know, and when you feel ready. It's much worse to wait until you have EDS and are feeling terrible physically. Girls your age do not need to know more details about sex. If you hear rumors, you can also ask your mother or father to tell you what is true and what isn't. You'll be told more when your IUD is inserted. You can have the next section to read any time if you want, but if you're not really interested in the details, we suggest you wait. =========================================== {*2. Guide For Girls -- At IUD Insertion*} You read the section above when you were six. It was important to read it again to refresh your memory. So at this point you have a vagina that will accommodate a man's penis without pain, you have an IUD to keep you from getting pregnant, and a vibrator to lubricate and enlarge your vagina for sex. Physically you're set. Those are important steps in growing up. Congratulations! If that is all you do, you will be in much better shape than totally unprepared. But in the earlier section we gave you very little idea of what sex is like. You could wait to find out until you get your first fertile day, but it is a bad idea. You will probably be nervous about the EDS, and if you cannot find a man right away, you may be starting to feel dizzy or nauseous or worse. There will be plenty of unfamiliar or scary stuff going on, so it is no good to have the sex part itself be new too. You need to have sex first at a time you are totally ready, with a man you know, and when your body is feeling OK. Your parents are likely to insist on it. It is possible to pick some neighbor or family friend, but there are dangers. This person might not be attracted to you, either because of your age or for some other reason, and that might hurt your feelings. Also, if the sex itself is awkward or weird, you will still have to see this person like you did before. What is most common, and what we recommend, is to use an agency. This starts with a group meeting where 20 to 30 girls will meet with a group of 10 or so men. These men have been specially selected and trained in having sex with girls the first time. Each of them will talk for a while during the meeting so you can get a sense of who they are as a person. Each girl says a little about herself. Then each man will talk to each girl for a minute or so. Later you look them up on the web. This includes pictures of them naked and with erect penises. That may seem strange, but it is better to see it first that way than in person! You then rank them in order of the ones you would most like (or hate least!) to have sex with. You will then be told which of your top choices you're matched with. You shouldn't take it personally if you don't get your top choice. He might be too busy, if all the girls chose him. You might remind him of his sister or he just might feel you won't hit it off. Just what happens next is up to you. You can chat online, go for a walk or have an ice cream together first. When it is time for the sex, you can meet in a motel room or in your own bedroom. You can change your mind at any time and put this off. But if you do that many times you may have to negotiate with your parents, and they are paying for his time. --------------- What Sex Is Like At this point it's time for us to tell you more detail as to what sex is like. All we have told you so far is that a penis slides into a wet vagina and semen comes out the end of the penis. There is a lot more to it than that! Let's start by discussing sex between a man and woman who love each other. They will often kiss each other slowly, run their hands all over the other's body, and slowly take their clothes off. They do these things because they enjoy the touching and it makes them feel sexually aroused, sort of like the vibrator does, though it is slower and has more dimensions to it. Most often they have sex in a bed, and they both take all their clothes off. A man will often squeeze or suck on the woman's nipples. He will often use his fingers between the woman's legs to massage her. He is touching the same areas you touch with the vibrator, but men and women often prefer the sort of slow arousal that comes from touch rather than the sudden and dramatic kind that usually comes from a vibrator. Typically early in this process the man's penis becomes erect and he is ready for sex. It usually takes the woman longer to feel ready. Then they get into one of many positions (see diagrams [not included]) and the man slides his penis into the woman, which feels really good to both of them. He then moves his penis in and out for a while, typically between two and thirty minutes. He usually could have an orgasm soon, but the woman takes longer. After the man has his orgasm his penis gets soft again and he doesn't feel like more sex for a while. So because he knows that will happen he likes to wait until the woman has had her orgasm too. The man's pleasure centers are at the tip of his penis, mostly around the edge. He gets stimulated by those edges rubbing back and forth over the walls of the woman's vagina deep inside. The woman's pleasure center is the clitoris, and it isn't quite where the penis goes in. You may have found it while using your vibrator. But the penis going in and out does tug on tissues that in turn rub gently against the clitoris. When his penis is all the way in, the front of his body may press directly against the clitoris area. Often one of the partners touches the woman's clitoral area directly in addition to the penis going in and out. The partners get more and more excited, breathing faster, and then they have orgasms, sometimes at the same time, often one after the other. An orgasm is a rush of very pleasurable sensations, accompanied by a sense of tension relief. It has just a little in common with a sneeze in that one respect of the tension relief. You might have had an orgasm with the vibrator, or you might not. The man's orgasm is always accompanied by ejaculation. Semen travels down his penis and shoots out the end. There are typically two or three big spurts a second apart, and then a couple little ones. When men or women get really excited, they really want to go on to an orgasm and feel frustrated if they don't. Both partners enjoy their own pleasure, of course, but also enjoy their partner's pleasure. They like the idea that their body could give the partner pleasure while feeling pleasure too. So that is an experienced man and woman who are in love. How does that apply to you? You won't be in love with the man you have sex with, and it isn't a good idea anyway, because he has to go on to other girls. He probably won't kiss you because that is one of the more intimate things that is associated with being in love. You may not believe it now, but it is common for a girl to start feeling love for a man she has sex with and want to be with him. Girls have to avoid that tendency as much as possible. When you have a steady boyfriend or get married then such feelings are OK, even wonderful, but not when you are just starting out. As you get more experienced, your sex may start including the things that happen between a man and woman who are in love. There is no reason some of those things couldn't happen your first time, but you should set your expectations low. One thing to stress is the man's pattern. He will want to move his penis back and forth inside of you. This will be very pleasurable for him, and it will end in a burst of pleasure as he has his orgasm and ejaculates his semen into you. If he does not feel this sort of pleasure, he cannot give you his semen. Often when you are having sex during your fertile day you have some of those symptoms of EDS and not feeling great. But even if you're feeling sad or upset or sick, the man has to be feeling pleasure or he can't help you. This is not insensitivity on his part. When he is having sex, his animal self has to be in control. The only way he can ejaculate means he's going to feel good, even if he feels sorry for you. You may not feel good about a man feeling pleasure by sliding his penis in and out of your body when you aren't feeling pleasure yourself. So there are a few things you can try to keep in mind to help. For one thing, the man is showing you that you're grown-up and sexy. And he can't fake it, or his penis wouldn't get long and hard. He is having a good time and you are the one with the power to let your body do that for him, and you did. You could have chosen not to. But also keep in mind that even if he is feeling lots of pleasure, he is doing you a favor. There may be other girls he could have been having sex with, or maybe he would rather be doing something else. Finally, keep in mind this is just a start for you. You may not feel pleasure now, but you will later. There is a standard minimum kind of first sex for girls who are very anxious. You lie on your side naked in the dark. You use the vibrator to get your vagina large and wet. He's also naked and comes up behind you and facing you. He feels with his hands between your legs to find your labia, opens them and slides his penis into you. You may need to lift your top leg a little. He thrusts back and forth and ejaculates. He then withdraws his penis from you and leaves. Even that may sound scary, but it is way too limited for being ready for "real" sex. You can add things later, but we suggest trying more than that your first time. First, talk to him. Say anything you like. You can tell him you're nervous, petrified, sad, or so angry you want to strangle him. Or say that you're excited, or how good the vibrator has made you feel. You may feel bad and good things at the same time. Your man is selected for this job partly because he wants this to go as well as it possibly can for you, and he is trained to accept any feelings you have. You can make jokes. Giggle hysterically. You can tell him not to put his penis in you yet and he will wait. Once it is in, you can ask him to take it out any time too. But you should know that once his penis is inside you and he is very excited and about to ejaculate it is very hard for him to stop. You should ask him only in the most dire emergency, such as severe physical pain. And although this man is trained to accept your feelings, you are {*not*} allowed to hit him or hurt him physically at any time. Second, do it in the light. It may be hard at your age, but as much as possible be proud of your body! So your breasts are small; they have to be small at some point even if they are going to be huge later. The man is chosen to be one who finds you sexy, even if you don't look like a woman yet. Third, let him touch you all over. Be proud of how your body feels, not just how it looks. Fourth, do it face to face, in the so-called "missionary position". Lie on your back with your legs spread apart. He will move on top of you so you are facing. You will get to see the pleasure on his face, see his body moving, even see his penis going in and out of you. you're likely to see him looking over your body and admiring how sexy it is. Fifth, don't make him go away after he ejaculates. Let him snuggle with you and leave his penis inside you as long as it stays. Sixth, it is a good idea to talk while you're snuggling with a man. You can learn interesting things about each other. You may also discover that you really like snuggling in itself, rediscovering what you may have forgotten when you were a very small girl. --------------------------- Now It's For Real What you need to treat or prevent EDS is the man's penis inside you and ejaculating there. You'll feel better if his penis stays there a while. You'll also feel better if your skin touches his in a lot of places. His body gives off some collection of male hormones which help you. When the man goes away, you'll feel OK for a while, often about 12 hours, at which point you'll start feeling sick again. You need to get this man or another one to repeat this with you so you'll feel better again. Usually having sex the second time will get you through your fertile period and you will be OK for another 27 days, but a third time may be necessary too. OK, let's go through the steps. You are starting your first fertile period. You feel warm between your legs. The first thing you do is tell your parents or teachers, and they call the agency. If you're in school they'll send you home. Some man should arrive within two hours, preferably one. Hopefully it will be the same one you already had sex with. But your first man may be with another girl or he might be on his days off. If he is they'll send another one, usually one of the others you liked. Hopefully you won't be feeling bad yet when the man arrives. But you won't want to delay because you may start feeling worse at any time. If there's been a delay and you aren't feeling good, there's nothing wrong with lying in bed naked. Lie on your back with your legs apart and your vibrator at hand, so you can use is as soon as you hear the man coming -- or earlier, if you want. The man will strip and he should slide his penis inside you very soon. With any luck he will ejaculate within a minute. Within a couple seconds you'll feel a difference, a little thrill of pleasure sometimes. There's nothing to help a girl start loving sex like feeling the man's ejaculation take her instantly from feeling awful to feeling good. Your parents should be in charge of finding your men for you. But it's good to know how it works. The initial agency for helping you learn about sex is expensive, and your parents probably can't afford that for many months. There are cheaper agencies that get you a decent man who can do the job reliably. Agencies have their place, but most women and girls end up with a regular man and a couple of backups. There are a lot to choose from. Men enjoy sex a great deal and are usually enthusiastic about doing it with girls. Men like sex so much that before 2031 they sometimes paid women for the privilege! You may not be ready for a boyfriend when you're 10, but you might be at 13. Unfortunately boys do not produce semen that helps with EDS until about the age of 20. So all girls have to have some men to have sex with who are much older than they are. However, there is nothing wrong with having sex with a boy when it's not your fertile period. Sex with a boy can be a wonderful experience, once you get the hang of it and he learns to give you pleasure. Even before everything works smoothly, your vibrator can still make it feel very good. Within six months of their first fertile day, 75% of girls report they are enjoying sex most of the time and 40% are also having sex with men or boys when it isn't their fertile day. -------------------------- When things go wrong Sometimes you're with a man but things are not progressing rapidly to a man's erection and ejaculation. When the problem persists, {*you have to get another man*}. We are all taught to treat our elders with respect, but when suffering from EDS {*your*} needs come first. It is a crime for a man to get in the way of a girl doing whatever she feels is best to get the semen she needs. Things can go wrong at a number of points. Quite commonly a man may not achieve an erection or may not keep it. Or he may have an erection and have inserted his penis inside you, but be unable to ejaculate. In some rare cases, a man will ejaculate and his semen simply won't make you feel better. Some men are always that way, a few others have that happen to them periodically. It is sometimes hard for a man to admit he isn't succeeding and let you try with another one. Why? It's hard for any of us to fail at something we set out to accomplish. But sex has a special place for men. Ejaculating in girls and women is the way that men father children. Even when they are not expecting to father children, their nature makes them feel like it is very important. If they fail one time they may worry they will fail another. And however little you may care, they are failing where you are right there to notice. They may fear you will tell other people. If a man has trouble finishing sex with you, please do not tell more people than necessary. You may not understand how bad a man might feel if people find out he can't ejaculate in you. There are a number of things you can do to help a man who is having trouble getting an erection. Keeping the atmosphere light will help him relax. Even if you're feeling uncomfortable, you will get through this with another man. There really isn't that much at stake. Try to keep in mind that he is doing you a favor, and be grateful. Even if you get stuck with a man you don't find very attractive, he will still probably be able to help you. Girls are luckier than men in one respect -- no matter how upset we are, or how repulsive we find our partners, our vaginas can still accept penises and the semen that gives us relief. You can also play with the man. Kiss his ear, rub his neck gently, or his thighs. A little soft touch on his testicles can work wonders. Watch closely to see if he likes it; it may vary on the man or from minute to minute. Many men are helped if a girl takes his penis in her mouth. Your mouth and especially your tongue can stimulate a man's penis in interesting ways that a vagina cannot. But once a man's penis is hard remember to stop and make him insert it into your vagina. Men sometimes like your mouth so much they will get carried away, have an orgasm and ejaculate in it. That won't do you any good in preventing EDS! Another way things can go wrong is that you simply can't find a man. Your regular partner isn't available, and as you go through your backups you find none of them is available either. Sometimes a man says he is coming and gets caught in a traffic jam or something There is nothing wrong with going out into the street and asking for a man. Shouting "I need a man!" will often work. Holding your hand over your crotch by the side of the road is a universal sign indicating that you need male attention. Some girls are embarrassed to do this, but you have probably seen some other girls or women giving that sign and should realize it is nothing to be ashamed about. And then there is your father. Nature has made most fathers and daughters think having sex with each other is a gross idea. But when you're feeling awful or your health is in serious danger, it may be your best option. It may be harder for him than you. All you have to do is make sure he can get at your vagina. He has to get an erection and ejaculate when his instincts are telling him that you're his daughter and he shouldn't be doing it. So try to reassure him if you can that you really do want him to do it this one time, since it is an emergency. Doing it in the total dark may help. There is another reason it may get hard to find a man. If you actually start having EDS, you will start having nausea, dizziness, vomiting, fevers and chills, and serious pain. Many men may not be able to get an erection and ejaculate in a girl who is so sick. Most men only want sex with a woman who wants them to, and EDS symptoms make the man's body think you don't. There are agencies to provide men for when the EDS has gotten serious. These men are selected and trained for it. You should realize that he has to ignore your feelings or he can't do his job. This often means he may be a little tough in his outlook. He might make unflattering or crude remarks, he might be a little rough in the sex, and you need to let him do things his way, not yours. If he has driven fast or run fast to get to you, he may not be in a good mood to start with. Whenever you have significant symptoms of EDS it is best to assume the man will want to have sex with you from the rear. Get on your knees to present your rear end to him if you have the strength. In that position he won't have to see some of the more upsetting symptoms such as the pain on your face. It is also the position that arouses a man's deepest instincts and lets him deliver his semen the soonest. Women and girls will often feel bad after encounters that aren't ideal in those ways -- though the relief they get when the man ejaculates may compensate a lot. But they may feel angry that the man is rude or rough exactly when they are feeling very bad and want sympathy and comfort the most. Don't be surprised if this happens to you, and like any other time you feel bad, talk to a parent or good friend. -------------------------- What married women do Women who are married usually have their EDS problem solved. Some watch the calendar and when it is coming up on 14 days since their last period, they will have sex with their husbands twice a day. They don't wait to start feeling uncomfortable. However, fertile periods may come at unexpected times. Many occupations provide for private rooms and the understanding that a man may need a few minutes off when a woman's need comes upon her unexpectedly during the day. The same things that can keep a man from helping you can keep a husband from helping his wife. Not all husbands can handle sex twice a day, or they don't make enough semen. If it is hard for a man to admit defeat with you, it is much harder for him to admit that with his own wife. He wants to try just one more thing. His wife is naturally sympathetic and wants to help him, but she also may be getting increasingly uncomfortable or actually sick. Married women need a list of backup men just like you do. Marriage manuals recommend deliberately getting another man involved early on in a marriage on an occasional basis, so it isn't a big deal if he is necessary from time to time. To keep things even, it helps if the husband is an occasional partner for some other woman too. ----------------- Summary You have had your IUD inserted to prevent pregnancy, prepared your vagina to accommodate a man's penis, and had sex a few times until you're comfortable with it. You know the symptoms and signs of EDS and are ready to take action when you first have any of them. You have assembled a list of men to call and have the number of an emergency agency. You know that you come first when it is your time and know you should be assertive about getting what you want. You've done your job. You're as ready as a girl can be! =========================================== {*3. Linda's story*} I grew up reading the manuals. Dr. Zsu put in my IUD when I was ten. The agency man who had sex with me the first time was Zach, and I still smile when I think of him. It was so weird going to the web and seeing him naked, with his cock sticking straight out. But then the other guys also looked weird. Then it was time to lose my virginity. The only cowardly thing I did with Zach was to make him do it in the total dark. I'm kind of fat, and I just couldn't stand the idea of Zach seeing me naked. I told him I was scared to death, but he was reassuring. I did touch his body and feel his hard cock. He touched me everywhere, and it felt pretty good, and then like the manuals said I lay on my back with my legs apart. I used the vibrator just to be sure. Then he slid into me. It was nothing at all like a dildo. It really felt pretty good after about ten strokes, and I was happy to feel this grown man getting more and more excited and having his orgasm. So I got that out of the way. My parents encouraged me to have him come once more to let him see me naked and do it to me in the light. I was mortified. But it worked pretty well, I guess. We met with all our clothes on. He started feeling me all over, running his hands all over, and I could just tell he liked it. So then he slowly took off my clothes one piece at a time, admiring my body. And I think he meant it. I got to play with his cock and see it get long and hard, and then he had me guide it into my pussy. I got three men on my list of regulars, and the first few months when I got that warm feeling between my legs things went fine. I got my #1 man twice. Once he was busy and I had to go to my #2. That time I started feeling a little yucky by the time he arrived, and I got to feel that rush of relief and happiness when his semen spurted into me. Then came my fourth month. My #1 man's wife said he would be back in ten minutes, but he wasn't. My #2 man had just done another girl so his semen would be no good. My #3 man didn't return messages. So I was waiting on #1, but it turned out he had a car breakdown. I started feeling pretty yucky. Maybe I'm a sissy, but by two hours I had a fever, felt incredibly sick to my stomach and hurt in every joint. I was crying. My mother told me they had someone, but it would have to be in the dark and from the rear, since I was so sick. The door quietly opened and closed, and I felt someone behind me. He lifted my top leg a little and I felt the strong push of a hard penis. He barely pushed it back and forth ten times before he gave a big sigh as he spurted. The instant he sighed I knew it was my father, and the next instant I felt all my sickness vanish. No more nausea or headache, and the pain in every joint suddenly disappeared. I loved my father in a whole different way then. But he didn't pull his cock out of me right away, and he put his arms over me to feel my breasts, and he kissed my neck. He could do anything he wanted as far as I was concerned, I was so happy to be cured. I knew he didn't have to do those other things. He could have spurted his semen in me and gone. My #1 man was available to take me 12 hours later. There's always that question about whether a third dose is needed. I was asleep when my father came in about 12 hours after my second time and sat behind me on the bed. He asked if I would like a third dose, his hands running all over me. I am sure I could have said no, but I had wonderful memories of how it had felt before, and how thankful I was to him. And I knew he very much wanted to give me a third dose. He sucked my breasts, he kissed me, and he really made me feel my body was special. He also gave me pleasure like I'd never had before. And he rested with me a few minutes after he had had his orgasm before leaving. I was thrilled when he arrived in the middle of the night a few days later. I loved my daddy before, but this was a new dimension. It felt really good, and I loved to feel his body so fully satisfied by mine, and I loved the little bit of snuggling. It got so just about every other night he came to see me. Sometimes I wasn't in the mood quite so much, but after thirty seconds with the vibrator I felt fine about his organ surging up inside me. Those times he came really quick after he got into me, and that was exciting too in a way. But whenever I wanted we would make love. This was all a secret from my mother, so when my fertile periods rolled around, I got my #1 man to come do me. Daddy also avoided me when he was needed to give mom good semen. Since mom and I cycled together, it worked out pretty well. Eventually my mother found out, and there was a big fight. He started sleeping with me all night instead of her. I loved the closeness of that. Then he made up with her for a while, and promised to stop sliding into me, but after a week he couldn't resist. I told him he had to tell mom, and he did, though he didn't want to. What we ended up doing was all three sleeping in the same bed. Sometimes he slides into her, sometimes into me, but he really mostly does me. He explained that my body is just more exciting to his animal self that wants to mate with fertile women. Mom's almost too old to have any more babies even if she wanted to. My mom likes the closeness of snuggling. And my mom and I admitted to each other we also found it exciting to see and hear him humping away in the other one. It could be a lot worse. =========================================== {*4. Jackie's story*} It was really awful. I was 14. We were one of the first places it hit, and no one knew what to do. Girls were calling in sick and going home sick. Really sick. Four girls in my school died. Some got to the hospitals but nothing helped them. The ones who survived got better, but some of them were partly paralyzed. We learned all that within a few weeks. We were all scared shitless. We learned quickly that the problem only happened when you were in your fertile period. I had never thought about my fertile period before. I just knew my period period was a pain in the ass. But if you counted carefully, then about 13 days from the start of your period period you were in your fertile period and you could get sick. Not only could, you would get sick. And the 13 days thing only worked if you had regular periods. I didn't. Then the rumor went out that you needed to get a guy to fuck you during your fertile period. No condom. This was against everything we had ever been taught. We could get AIDS or we could get pregnant. But the parents and teachers didn't tell us it was wrong. We knew that some of the girls who had lived through one of those sick spells were getting old guys to fuck them constantly, that's how much they never wanted to go through that again. Some of them had been very shy before. And believe it or not, they said it wasn't easy to find an old guy to fuck you. Even with all those leers and whistles you'd get, not many guys would actually do it. Some were just shy or couldn't get their bodies to perform, though you'd rarely know for sure. But even with the others, you couldn't blame them. They could get locked up for life having sex with jail bait girls like us. But news went out that the guys could probably get away with it because they were breaking the law to keep something even worse from happening. And dying was worse than maybe getting psychologically messed up. So some of us did what we thought we would never do. We took off for places guys hang out to find someone to fuck us. Four of us went to the local college campus. We went up to cute guys and started by trying to look sexy, but when that didn't work we then kind of hemmed and hawed and asked them if we could go back to their rooms with them. A lot of the guys said no. So we got to asking less cute guys. I'm no beauty, but I'm not bad looking either. Shin-Wa Lee said he would. He knew vaguely what the problem was with girls getting really sick and that getting fucked could help, but no girl had asked him yet. So we went to his room. However much I needed to get this worked out, I was still really nervous. He took off his clothes so I took off mine. I lay back on his bed, with my legs apart. I figured he would know how it was done. He got a hard-on soon enough, and got this grin on his face. He squeezed my tits. Then he found my hole and pressed in. It hurt, and I yelped. But he didn't stop, he pressed in hard and it went in, but it felt awful. I felt like hitting him, since here I am feeling awful and he is grinning away. Then he went back and forth hard and thank god it was only a few seconds later he evidently came, because he gave this big happy groan. Then he pulled out, thank god. I had Lost My Virginity. But although it felt awful, there was something deep down that felt OK about it. I asked him for his number and asked him if he would fuck me when I really needed it. He said Sure. On the way home the four of us compared notes, and Melissa had found a guy who played with her between her legs first, and she got wet and it didn't hurt so much. It would work if you played with yourself too. So at home I started playing with myself, and found I could get myself wet. And I discovered that (duh) playing with myself felt good. I was at school at 10am when I felt this glow between my legs. They said it started that way. Oh shit. It was about the right number of days. I called Shin-Wa. He said he didn't have any way to get to where I was, so I would have to figure that out. I went home, and I told my mother I thought I was going to get it. She was very sweet and told me to go to bed. I found out later she had no clue what this was really about, because she and my father had sex so she didn't notice. I mentioned Shin-Wa, and she said that wasn't right to just get a strange boy to have sex with me. I explained I had already let him fuck me once, and she was shocked. But she agreed to go pick him up, just in case. So she came home with Shin-Wa, and by then I was already feeling pretty darn sick. My mother took one look at me and with a dazed expression left Shin-Wa and me alone. I had a chance to play with myself a little, even though I felt awful. Shin-Wa's dick didn't hurt this time. He banged away for maybe thirty seconds and then he came and pulled out. He didn't make any noise that time, because he knew my mother was in the next room listening. Well, I still felt like shit. My mother was very kind and nursed me like I had the flu or something. So then I got fevers and chills, and my stomach felt like it was going to explode. I thought I was going to die. I didn't sleep but by mid-morning the next day I was starting to feel better. But I vowed to myself I would rather actually die than go through that again. I was actually part of the survey they did where they found out that the guy who fucked you had to be like 21 or older. Shin-Wa was a freshman. What a great guinea pig I am. I figured I was OK until my next period. As expected, it came 14 days later. They were still running school, trying to keep things as normal as they could. The boys could carry on as they always had, but no one complained if the girls went home early or didn't come at all. I had been putting it off, but when I got my period I finally got up my courage and went out to where I thought guys would be. The best I could think of was a bar. At 14 I wasn't supposed to be in a bar, but I wasn't there to drink. Apparently I wasn't the first girl to have this idea. A couple of drunk guys asked me if I wanted to fuck, and I told them "no" politely. I said "no" because I didn't need it then, I needed it later, and politely because I didn't know if I would have to beg sex from one of them later. I knew what I should be doing was going up to guys and asking them, but after the second guy hit on me I just kind of froze. But then Neil came over. He wasn't terribly drunk and he seemed sort of kind. He was looking me up and down, but hey, I needed someone who was thinking I might be worth a fuck. I said I didn't want to do it then, but I really needed someone who would come to my house and do it to me when I needed. He thought about it. I asked if I could have his phone number, so he gave it to me. I said I had to line up a bunch of guys in case one of them couldn't make it when I needed him. He agreed to introduce me to a few of his buddies if I would promise to call him first. That made me feel a little good, like he really did want to do it with ME! So we went over and he explained the situation to his buddies. One said something like, "How about we sign up if you flash us your boobs now." Another agreed. Neil tried to tell them that was mean, since I was just a kid. Maybe he knew a girl who had gone through it. I tried to stay cool, but I lost it and got real mad. I said something like, "Look, I went through this once before and I thought I was going to die, and some girls do die, and I'm scared to death. I want to know that when your phone rings you will come over quick and fuck me even though it grosses me out! So here are my boobs." So I pulled up my shirt and my bra and showed them my boobs, but burst into tears and ran out. Neil ran after me and got me to promise to stay there outside while he got the guys to sign up, so I did. He tried to apologize for his friends, but I just wanted to get home. It was 5am when I woke up feeling warm between my legs and a little dizzy. Oh great, calling drunks at 5 in the morning. But I went to my list. I called Neil, but got no answer. Tom was next on the list. He answered with a grumpy hello. I said this was Jackie, you know the one in the bar who flashed her boobs, and I really needed him to come fuck me. I could hear a woman in the background asking who it was. He said he'd tell her later. I gave him the address and phone and he said he'd be there in fifteen minutes. I went to my parents, and though I was real nervous I told them I thought I was getting it, and I had called a guy Tom who was going to come over to fuck me. My father was angry. I said, "Well, do you have any better ideas?" That shut him up because he didn't have a clue. It hadn't sunk in yet that parents had to find guys to fuck their daughters, because it was so totally different from the way things used to be. Then I waited. A half hour and nothing. I was really sick to my stomach and dizzy. But at 45 minutes the bell rang, and there was Tom. The one who had asked if he could see my boobs. He gave my parents a wary look, said "She's asking me to, OK?" to my dad, and we went into my room. We got naked and he started sucking on my boobs. He smelled like he needed a bath and he hadn't shaved, but I felt so crappy I didn't give a shit. At first I didn't want to tell him to hell with my boobs, just fuck me already, because I figured he was doing me a favor and I had to let him do it his way. But I finally did tell him, though I was nicer about it. I was stroking between my legs all the time to get myself wet. He raised himself up to look down at me, then slid his dick in. His dick must have been long because he hit the end every time, and it was weird feeling it bumping me inside. And he went on and on like Shin-Wa never had. Maybe it was five minutes later he started going really fast and then gave a huge "Aahhh" as he came. A second later I felt it. Dizziness and nausea all gone, and my joints stopped aching. I cried a little and said, "Thank you" over and over. He rolled off me to one side, panting. He pawed me all over, but I didn't mind. I asked if he could come back in ten hours -- I had heard that I would need a repeat dose to keep from feeling bad all over again. He said OK and he did show up eleven hours later, raring to go. He had bathed and shaved during the day. I was just the slightest bit dizzy. This time he went on for maybe ten minutes. I was brave and asked him if he might not press in quite so far, and he said sorry. This time it started to feel nice between my legs, and I started having little twinges. When he came I felt that relief again, but only a little because I wasn't feeling bad really. So I was OK for another couple weeks at least. But my parents got it through their thick heads that they needed to help me, and they started doing things. They took me to a doctor to get me fitted with an IUD, so I wouldn't get pregnant. I wasn't pregnant yet, thank God. I had gotten a bad itch between my legs after Tom, and they treated me for gonorrhea, but at least it wasn't AIDS. And my parents told me that there was a new system -- no more calling up drunks. There was a list of five names to call. They were all dads of kids my age. The parents had got together and worked this out. My dad was on the list to fuck other girls in my class. You fuck my daughter, I'll fuck yours. It was a big relief. I got to look at little videos of the dads to make sure I didn't find one totally disgusting or something. They were all OK. It was two days after my period stopped. I woke up at 5am, feeling really horrible. I put my head up and promptly puked over the side of the bed. I screamed out "Mommy!" and she came racing in. I knew she was going to check on me in the middle of the night when my fertile day was due, but it was way early. I had slept through the early stages. Come to think of it, maybe I was feeling warm between my legs just as I went to bed. She said they'd get someone and I heard them talking on the phone. I lay back in bed crying, and I started shivering violently, I felt so cold. It seemed like an hour, but I was watching the clock and it was five minutes later I heard the car race up outside. Then I heard steps running down the drive and then down the hallway. He came into my room. I had my legs apart and was massaging myself. Sick as I was, at least I was getting wet. He took off his clothes, but his dick was just hanging there limp. He tried fingering it, but nothing happened. Oh shit. I could see him struggling with himself. He took a deep breath and walked out of the room naked to where I could see my parents in the hall beyond. There were a few words, and then I saw something that shocked me. I saw my mother kneel and start to take his limp dick in her mouth. My father was walking away muttering and he noticed the door to my room was open, then he shut it with a little curse. But it was just a couple minutes later that the door opened and the guy appeared again, this time with a nice hard cock. He said, "I'm sorry" a couple times as he lowered himself over me. At this point I was dripping with sweat and felt so hot. But his dick went into me, and he thrust for all of thirty seconds before he tensed up and held still, and a second later I felt like I had gone to heaven, the relief was so great. Looking at his panting face I thought he was the most handsome man in the world. He lay down beside me and put his arm on me gently. I turned to face him and just squeezed him with my sweat-drenched body and started sobbing. He stroked my hair and said soft comforting words. When I was quiet he said simply, "Hi Jackie, I'm Mr. Sakowski." So then he got up and got dressed. I covered myself up and thanked him again and again. It was 6am by then. He said he would be back around 2pm. He said goodbye to my parents, who came in all smiling. One ordeal done with. I felt pretty good again, so after eating I showered. My mother changed my bed. I thought about what I wanted to wear and picked something a little fancy. I even put on a little make-up. Mr. Sakowski arrived at 2pm sharp. He was dressed nicely. I had been sitting at my desk pretending to read. He gave me his hand and I stood. He then looked at me earnestly and bent down and kissed me. It was amazing. I had fucked three guys by now but never been kissed. After a little of that he began stroking my back and my legs, and then my front. I was feeling a little dizzy, but not from any EDS. Anyway, it felt like heaven as he touched me here, then there, everything feeling so good. When we were both naked, and I could see his stiff cock, he kissed me again and put his hand between my legs. He knew amazing things to do down there that I didn't. Then he slowly slid his cock in and moved in and out just so, I don't know how he did it. But I felt the pleasure building each moment as he sucked on my nipple and stroked my hair and moved his magical cock in and out. And then the pleasure intensified and broke. It was my first orgasm, and it was totally amazing. He hurried and thrust into me faster, and I loved the expression of concentration on his face and then his huge smile and moan. It made me so happy that my little 14-year-old body could satisfy such a handsome and caring man! But he got up to leave before long, though I think he wanted to stay. His official job was to pump me with semen and go. It wasn't obvious whether I would start feeling worse again or not, but we all agreed that if I was I would call him again. I was feeling bad again around 11pm. Because I missed him. I pretended I was a little dizzy and nauseous. He came promptly when called. He asked me how I was feeling, and I looked down and blushed a little. He smiled, and then I knew he knew. When we were in bed he said he had an idea to try if I wanted. He put his head between my legs and I felt his tongue. Oh my God. I had an orgasm just from that, and it was amazing. But I still wanted his cock inside me filling me up, and he did, and he came pretty quickly, and I loved it. He dared to stay a little longer this time, and I hugged him and wouldn't let him go at first when he said he had to. He called me a couple days later, saying he was just checking in to see if I felt trauma about sex with a strange man and said he would be happy to meet to listen to my feelings if I wanted. Well, I had many feelings I wanted to share! We ended up at a hotel, and shared so many good feelings it was amazing. This time he didn't have to leave, and we lounged in bed. He ordered in some fancy food. We took a shower together, and ended up having sex three times. He had me try being on top, and after being a little self-conscious at first I found I just loved that. I could swallow his cock up inside me over and over, and he obviously adored it. I was totally in love. My parents found out, and so did Mrs. Sakowski. My parents didn't mind too much; it was all part of this bizarre new world. He was always there when I went into my fertile day. Mrs. Sakowski was furious at first, but she knew it was a strange world too and she got over it. Mr. Sakowski was by arrangement having sex with three girls (he was a backup for two). Some other nice men, including my father, were having sex with her two daughters. Mr. Sakowski tried to hold back with me when his own wife's fertile day was approaching and keep the sperm inside, but one day he missed, and my father had to go help out Mrs. Sakowski! We're trying to see each other less, but he's still over here about twice a week. When he makes a resolution to stop, it gets broken when I have my fertile day and he really is needed to help me out. The world outside is still all fucked up, but for me it is a very happy time now. =========================================== {*5. Fred's story*} I was a more or less ordinary guy when it all started. I worked at the plant, stopped by the bar after work to schmooze with the guys, came home at night with a burger and fries and watched the tube until it was time to go to bed. Pulled up some free porn on the web and jerked off to it, sometimes. Beer on the weekend, more TV. Then I heard something about girls dying and about incredibly how they needed to get fucked to stay healthy. Now I hadn't been thinking about real girls much; the porn girls were good enough. It never went well with the real ones when I was younger. I had some good sex, but they always wanted to talk, to "snuggle," dates, flowers, and all. Wasn't worth the hassle. There were some families in the trailer park, some with girls obviously. Half of kids are (duh). One Friday in the middle of the night I hear some crying from next door, it goes on, so I get dressed and head over, and listen. The girl is crying, moaning. I hear the father and mother talking. I know them a little; we say hi when we meet. The father says pretty loud, "What the hell am I supposed to do, go knocking on doors asking for someone to come fuck my daughter?" I knew their girl. She was chubby with glasses, and a little dim. But a fine piece of ass anyway, as I thought about her that way for the first time. Young ones are always hot. So I shrugged and rang the bell. The father came and answered. So I said something like, "I overheard what you said. If you really need someone, maybe..." He hemmed and hawed a little. I have kind of a beer belly and hadn't just showered or anything. The mother appeared and she was happy to see me, while the dad wasn't so sure. She led me into the other room, and there was the girl, Mary. She was pale and sweaty in pajamas, lying on her side with her head over a bucket. I remember what the mother said. "Mary, Mr. Franklin is here. You know sexual intercourse is what's supposed to make it better." Mary looked at me with disgust, then turned back to wretch again. I could see the sweat running down her neck in streaks. The dad took over. "I hate it honey, but you've got to do it. Turn over, legs apart." Mary tensed up. They said it again, but she wouldn't have it. Then the dad got pissed off. He kneeled on top of her and wrestled her onto her back. Her mother got one leg over to the dad to hold, then managed to pull her pajamas and panties down a little and got the other leg out of the way. "Gee Fred, regular gang bang, eh?" said the dad with a forced laugh. My cock wasn't at all big just then. Here was this hysterical underage dog of a girl, being held down by her parents who wanted me to fuck her. But I decided to try to get into it. I asked if I could turn out the light. That was OK with the parents. None of it was OK with Mary. Then I took off my pants and underpants. How to get it up? I decided to try mean. It was weird with the parents there, but then the whole thing was totally weird. I said things like, "Hey Mary, I'm gonna fuck you." The mom said, "Fred!" but the dad shushed her. I continued, "Ram my dick up your cunt as far as it goes, and if it hurts, tough shit. Shoot you full of sperm." She whimpered but stopped struggling. If girls had let me talk like that before maybe I would have got married. My dick rose fast. I negotiated my way among the mother's hands, found the girl's crotch, found the spot. I pressed hard. The hairy stuff parted and there was the soft wet stuff. My dick was being funneled to her opening. I pressed again and felt a little catch. I figured she would be a virgin given how she looked. I didn't know for sure, never having fucked any virgins. I pressed and didn't get anywhere. I reached my hands around her butt for leverage. Pressed in real hard. An extra little cry from her and I slid in. She was a little wet inside. And she was literally hot from her fever. I pressed hard, and started going back and forth hard. Time to finish her off. I lunged and came. Gave her a good bunch of spurts. It had been a long time for me, and it felt really good. The cries stopped. "Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God," she said, obviously real happy. I realized my dick was up to the hilt in a girl, in the dark, having just spermed her, while her mother and father were right there. I pulled out and groped for my pants. I excused myself and took off. Couldn't find my undies, but put my pants on, out the door, and back to my own place. It was going to be Saturday. Ages since I fucked a female. I did feel relaxed and satisfied, so I had no trouble falling back to sleep. I was up at 9, not sure what to expect. So I started on my day. Cleaned things up around. Ate a Hungry Man for lunch, started watching a ball game. I heard a knock and jumped up. It was the girl's mother. OK, I won't get the shit beat out of me, at least not just yet. I answered warily. "Sorry", I said. She says something like, "Nah Fred, it's a totally weird world. You probably saved her life." She said she was shocked by the dirty talk, but Bill said he guessed with all that racket and mess, I had to go into rape mode to get it up. I apologized but she said it had worked and that was the main thing. And if it was rape they were guilty too. She said she came because after checking around she'd found that Mary would need me again around 5 or 6. She gave me a smile and handed me my undies. I said I wasn't sure I could do another rape, but she told me Mary was totally different once she felt what my sperm could do. At 5 I went over. Mary was sitting on the bed, dressed in jeans, and she gave a little smile. I apologized for the rape, and she apologized for being so ornery and disgusting, and I told her she couldn't help it. Then she said, "Now, I know I'm a dog. So you want to do me like a dog?" "Mary!" I said. I could hardly call her a beauty, but a dog was a bit much. She told me she was ashamed of her ugly blubbery bod. And said she'd dreamed about doing it like a doggy anyway. My cock was getting hard, because it knew that whatever way we did it it was going to get into a pussy again soon. I tried to find a decent way to talk about her body. "OK, you're not gorgeous. But you're sexy and I'm really looking forward to doing it again. And like a doggy sounds good." My cock finished rising. I stripped from the waist down. She pulled down her jeans and panties and presented her ample rear end. It looked especially sexy with her jeans and panties around her knees. She was waiting like a bitch in heat. So I got up behind her. I asked if I could feel her boobs. I wanted to anyway, and it would show I didn't think she was a total dog. So she unfastened her bra, and I got to feel them hanging down. Between her legs, I found her sexy pussy, and I could see it this time. I slid in and started my in and out. I could have just come and been done with it, but why not have some fun. I made some exaggerated grunting sounds, and she giggled a little. "I am in heat, you know." she said. Then I remembered. This strange thing only happened in a girl's fertile period. Child support payments? But then, no one would get much out of me, and I'd never had a kid, and that could be fun. I started getting even harder inside her. "I kind of liked it when you talked dirty to me," she said a little shyly. What the hell. I let loose with stuff like, "OK, you hot slutty bitch. I'm gonna fuck your innards out and knock you up good!" She moaned. So I said it again and again as I pumped her harder and harder, deeper and deeper. She cried out with what sounded like orgasm, then relaxed, and the next time around as I was getting out of breath I was at "... hot ... slutty ... bitch ... I'm ... GONNA ... FFUUCCKK!" I heaved up deep in her and spurted. I kept pumping and pumping even after the spurts stopped, then pulled out and slid down onto the bed to catch my breath. She turned around and I saw her looking at me with dreamy eyes. "First I get an orgasm, then that feeling again." She asked if she could touch my cock and I said fine. She was real gentle, then she kissed it. When I didn't complain, she took it in her mouth. It was nice, but I was all fucked out for the time being. So after that day with Mary, I had my ears open, walking around the place. Word got around that I had, ahem, "serviced" Mary when she was pretty sick and fighting me. Another neighbor Elaine stopped by and said rather matter-of-factly that her neighbor two over, Lucy, needed help. Her husband was away and she was feeling sick as a dog, and would I do for her what I did for Mary? Elaine brought me over. Lucy was still fully dressed. Elaine told her to take her clothes off, but Lucy said not with a strange man around. She was a little delirious, I think. So Elaine told me to go to the other room for a minute. When Elaine called for me, she had somehow cajoled Lucy into stripping, but when she saw me she started thrashing. Elaine tried talking to her, looking a little exasperated. Lucy wretched and started choking. After that was cleaned up, Elaine tried a few more times, then asked me if I could just do it anyway. OK, I thought: Woman, boobs, hairy crotch. My cock rose as I stripped. I seemed to be getting into rape for a good cause. This time the lights were on, and I kind of liked that Elaine was seeing me, belly and all. Elaine helped hold her but she wasn't so strong. I landed on her, spread her legs apart, roared in her ear to hold still, and she did, frightened a little. So I found the hole between her legs and drilled in. I was angry, so I pumped hard, I pumped fast, I lunged and spurted quick because she might start fighting again and bend my dick out of shape, for all I knew. And then she of course relaxed and smiled, and looked a little confused. Elaine said, "Now they say it's extra good to hug her skin to skin too." So I whipped off my shirt and landed on her, decided I would suck a tit while I was at it. Her husband was mysteriously away the next month too, though that time she found me before she was sick. I figured out that the problem was he couldn't get it up any more, so he needed guys like me to fill in, so to speak. That was two. Three was Michelle, two doors over, who was maybe 24 and knew all about sex. Doing her was really pretty ideal. She was pretty, so I knew I was fucking above my station in life. But she came, I think, and seemed to enjoy it, and thanked me. Her roommate Donna was in heat the same day, and another guy came to do her as I was leaving. Four was Irene. I would have thought she was too old to be having periods, but she needed me too. I took to wandering around during the night when I was feeling adventurous. Number five was interesting. One night there was some activity down at the far end of the park. Two extra cars were parked there. I saw a guy coming out. Asked him what was up. He said, "My friend told me his girl needed 'help', and I said I'd do my best, but she's a KID. How can you do a kid? I mean, no breasts or hips or anything. I mean I'd like to help, and I like fucking girls", and he gave me a little smile, "but they gotta be BIG girls!" I knocked. Figured I would see what was going on. A man was sitting with his head in his hands. Another pacing. "What you need is a pervert!" the pacing man said, giving me a look as he left. The man with his head in his hands looked up at this new guy with the beer belly. "She's small, flat chest, she hasn't even had her period, but she's got the disease. I'd do her myself but I can't get it up. But if you can..." I went into the room but he stayed behind. The mother was holding the girl's hand and crying softly. The girl was out cold and looked pale. She was naked, legs apart and panties down, ready for what the others couldn't do. "Please ... if you can," the mother said and rose. There was a little fuzz of pubic hair. She didn't look like a really little girl between her legs, if you squinted. But still, it was going to be tough. I had an inspiration. The mother wasn't half bad looking. She made to leave but I got her to stay. I closed the door and stripped from the waist down. "Maybe I can do it. Can you give me some head to get me started?" The woman looked shocked, but looked at her daughter, then hesitantly kneeled and took my cock in her mouth, kind of mechanically. "Convince me you really want me to do her." The woman got the message, and started licking with more enthusiasm, gently fondling my legs and balls. At least I was getting some head, and I'd never had any in my life! That was nice, seeing her hair and her working on me, and it felt nice. Real nice. She had done this before, even if I hadn't. I was getting hard. I stroked the girl's nipples. They were developing, if you looked at them right. I took my fingers and stroked the girl's lips and the little fuzz of pubic hair. "OK," I said. I lowered myself on the girl. I pressed. Shut tight, not much give. I pressed as hard as I could. Nothing. I pulled away and spread her pussy lips and looked. She had a real tough covering over her cunt. What to do. "I gotta open her up, OK?" I thought what choices I had, and decided to use my fingers. Yes, some rather tough skin, and I pulled with all my strength. As I tore it with my fingers, it started bleeding, and the mother gasped. The girl twitched a little. I got it torn enough I thought I could get in. But I was starting to soften. I looked at the mother again. If I could just touch her. I tentatively reached under her dress, and she shied away. I said, "Just touching, just a little," and she relented. I slid my fingers up under her dress, she spread her legs a little so I could get higher, and I put my hand right against her panties, felt the hair inside, just a touch moist. Mmmm. But I was hard again, and the girl was my job. I spread her legs even farther apart. So I pressed in again, and it slid in OK. Not too deep, but deep enough. The mother gets to watch her sweetie being deflowered, I thought. Maybe I'll knock up this little kiddo. So I did some fast back and forth strokes, and it took a while but then I felt myself coming. I let out a big, "Uunnnh!" as I spurted. It felt real good. The girl stirred, and a little smile passed over her face as she lay unconscious. I pulled out, panting. I asked for some Kleenex to clean up and the mother got me some and cleaned up the little girl. I pulled on my underpants and pants. The girl's color was improving, and the mother looked relieved. She quick said to me, "Do we have to tell him about the ...?" and she mimed the blow job. I could see she was scared. "Nah," I said and patted her shoulder. The girl came to groggily. She looked OK if tired, though she was exploring her private parts, and winced when she touched them. "Who's he?" she asked. The mother hesitated. The girl then realized she was naked with her legs apart, so she quick tried to get some sort of modesty with me. I found it very sexy, actually, seeing her worried about that. Her mother got a sheet to help her daughter cover up. Ma hadn't answered, so I figured I would tell the truth. "I just had sex with you, sweetie. I'm sorry it hurts, but it maybe saved your life." The mother got pink but nodded. On the way out I passed the father who was just standing there, looking anxious. I punched him lightly on the shoulder. "Mission accomplished," I said. "What's her name?" "Kira," he said. -------------- Mary got pregnant. We all talked about it, and she and I decided to get married. We figured her parents could help with the baby. I told her I was no saint and I was getting into my role as savior of girls, the Guy Who Can Fuck Anything. She got it and still wanted to marry me. I snore, but she's OK with that. And I get phone calls in the night, like an obstetrician in the old days, except I wasn't delivering babies, I was doing what you do to start them. =========================================== {*6. Report on the Crisis of 2031*} In 2031, nearly all (95%) US women of childbearing age started experiencing Estrus Distress Syndrome (EDS). In what follows these women of childbearing age are referred to as Estrus Females or EFs. It includes girls as of menarche and women before menopause. This is a review of major consequences in the United States. {*Mortality.*} Approximately 7% of EFs died from complications of EDS within the first year. Ten years later, mortality is 0.5%. {*Panic.*} The extreme distress of EFs and the significant probability of death caused panic that motivated extreme measures. {*Widespread sexual promiscuity.*} The discovery that semen delivered into vagina by penis could eliminate the symptoms of EDS led to most EFs seeking sexual intercourse during estrus. {*Ineffectiveness of birth control.*} Taking oral contraceptives gave rise to symptoms of EDS, so their use was universally discontinued. The effectiveness of the sexual intercourse therapy was incompatible with the use of most birth control methods, including condom, diaphragm, cervical cap, vaginal sponge, fertility awareness, the rhythm method, coitus interruptus, and abstinence. Remaining effective methods were the morning after pill (including notably RU-486), surgical abortion, the IUD, tubal ligation, and ovarectomy. The IUD is now by far the most commonly used method among younger women; tubal ligation is the preferred method for women whose families are complete. {*Unavailability of effective birth control.*} The supply of RU-486 was exhausted within days, and the supply of IUDs was exhausted within weeks. There were insufficient personnel to perform abortions. It took a year or more to meet the radically increased demand for these products and services. {*Fertility explosion.*} Approximately 55% of EFs became pregnant during the first year, compared to 2% the year before. Ninety percent carried these pregnancies to term. A minimum of nine months was available to anticipate the demand in services required by these births. 85% of births were attended by a medical professional, 90% of those having received the entirety of their training within the previous seven months. The effects of the huge cohort of children conceived after the onset of EDS will be felt for years. {*Adoption unavailable.*} In a dramatic reversal of pre-2031 patterns, most EFs seeking to put their babies up for adoption were unable to do so. The huge increase in supply and reluctance to take on a new responsibility in this era of uncertainty were factors. {*Pandemic of sexually transmitted infections.*} All STDs became rampant. As with contraception, treatment was incompatible with all measures to protect against transmission of STDs, notably the condom. Sufficient drugs for treatment were available within four months. Monthly testing of EFs and testing male treaters twice a week was adopted as a goal within four months. The infrastructure to meet this demand was not available for 18 months. Pilot programs started involving mandatory daily testing for the entire population, but were discontinued when the Lockhart treatment was proven effective. {*Virtual elimination of sexually transmitted infections.*} Intense demand and a relaxation of ethical standards in research led to the revolutionary Lockhart treatment. Applying the liquid to the penis prevents female-to-male transmission of all STDs, with no change in penis appearance, sensation or behavior. A yearly reapplication is necessary. With no transmission from female back to male, once men were cured they could no longer infect females, who could then be cured themselves. {*Age of Consent revised.*} EFs below the age of 16 could not receive treatment legally, since insertion of the penis of a mature man into the vagina of an underage EF was always statutory rape. Within six weeks the Supreme Court took the unprecedented step of stating that the competing harms defense would be valid in cases of statutory rape. A standard of "apparent consent" would be adopted, or parental consent if the girl was unable to give consent, and no consent at all in emergency situations with unconscious girls. Within three months legislation was signed revising age of consent laws and child support laws to essentially hold harmless males providing treatment when acting in good faith. Although the topic remains highly controversial, pedophiles are no longer universally vilified but accepted as the saviors of the lives and health of girls at menarche. Girls at that age frequently lack sufficient secondary sexual characteristics to cause arousal in men without pedophilic inclinations. {*Increase in frequency of sexual intercourse beyond treatment.*} There was a dramatic increase in frequency of sexual intercourse and number of partners beyond that required for treatment, dramatically among girls shortly after menarche. Causes were identified: (1) engaging in sexual activity increases interest in further sexual activity, and (2) the relief reinforcement effect. EFs who are treated while suffering from the symptoms of EDS feel a pleasure rivaling or exceeding orgasm within seconds of internal ejaculation. This creates strong positive association with the treatment and leads EFs to seek this even when not suffering from EDS symptoms. {*Strains on pair bonding due to infidelity.*} Treatment required men and EFs both to engage with multiple partners. Trusted partners for underage EFs came predominantly from parents of other underage EFs. Treatment from a single preferred partner was not consistently available because of failure to perform, logistics (male treaters being at jobs), or insufficient semen due to other recent sexual activity. This required seeking treatment from another partner on some occasions. {*Undesirable emotional attachments.*} Treaters and underage EFs often developed strong emotional bonds disruptive of family life, both for the EF and the treater. De facto bigamy was and still is more accepted than before, though still highly controversial. Underage EFs with babies by the treater were especially likely to enter into this arrangement. {*Male entitlement.*} The traditional human condition of greater male interest in sex thwarted by lesser female desire has been largely eliminated. Periodic urgent female interest has put males in a position of power with regard to sex. As a treatment for acute EDS, female interest in sex is for a short duration encounter, with male orgasm as soon as possible. As a preventive measure, female interest in sex as prevention for EDS is often similar. Frequent short-duration sex with multiple partners is close to the demonstrated innate male sexual ideal. The entitlement has led to a dramatic increase in rape. "Date rape" is rarely reported and rarely prosecuted, and reporting and prosecution of stranger rape is also down as a percentage of incidents. The various male organizations honoring and venerating Hiram Joneswell are another indication of male entitlement. =========================================== {*8. Interview with Hiram Joneswell*} Our GQ reporter conducted an exclusive interview with Hiram Joneswell at an maximum security prison whose name and location we are not allowed to publish. He is serving a life sentence without possibility of parole. Joneswell is the "inventor" of the EDS virus that has completely upset the entire sexual structure of the world as well as posing a tremendous threat to women's health. GQ: I know you've talked about it before, but let's start with this one: Why did you do it? HJ: I could say something about how I felt men have been oppressed by women's gains, and I was striking a blow for my gender. But really, I wanted to have more sex. GQ: How exactly was this virus going to let you have more sex? HJ: Well, you know the answer to that. GQ: But how would you put it? HJ: Men are having hugely more sex than they ever did before, because the girls and women are scared out of their wits: sex or die. And if I wasn't in prison I would be out there with them, f---ing away. GQ: Did you really think you wouldn't get caught? The line of evidence pointing to you was direct and clear. HJ: Hey, I'm smart at some things, not at others. GQ: You certainly were smart at genetic engineering. Without getting technical, what were the key challenges? HJ: It was easy enough to make the women and girls get sick, since I could key off of the hormones, and preventing the pill from working wasn't too hard either. There were tons of handholds in semen too, things I could tag onto. So I had the sickness and the cure. But that wasn't enough. Girls would just go around shooting themselves with little doses of masturbation juice. So the big trick was requiring the penis too. And the really clever part was making the virus invulnerable to attack. GQ: Did you realize you were blowing out of the water most of the forms of contraception and STD prevention? Did you foresee the deluge of pregnancies and STD infections? HJ: Sort of. I like girls and women pregnant. That's what their bodies are for. GQ: You are the devil incarnate to most women and a great many men. But there is a small group of men who hail you as a great hero, a god even. What do you say to that? HJ: A lot of those men who think I am the devil are having a whale of a good time f---ing girls around the clock. GQ: But are you a god? HJ: Beats me. Never thought of it that way. GQ: Not long after your arrest you said you had a way to cure it, and all you wanted was 20 girls to have sex with. Later you admitted you were making the whole thing up. HJ: Yup. Didn't work. Like I said, smart at some things, not others. GQ: Do you regret what you've done? Would you have done it knowing you would end up in prison for life? HJ: I used to think that was obvious, because life in here really sucks. But now I've had a few years in prison I'm not so sure. People may hate me, but I will be remembered for a very long time. Deep down all the men love me. And they say that women are not only having a lot more sex, but enjoying it more too. GQ: Anything you do regret then? HJ: I don't understand why the five percent of women don't get it. I wish I could have some lab time to figure that out. GQ: A pleasure talking with you. HJ: Any time. You know where to find me. ================================================================= = I'm always eager for comments, whether good, bad or mixed. Comments to sterling27@live.com.