Archive name: Christmas Smother.HTM (F/F, Facesitting,
Humiliation)
Authors name: Smotherfan ([email protected])
Story title: Christmas Smother
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I’d been living
in the apartment block for almost a year before I saw Avril for the first time.
I’d heard about her for Avril was famous in the small community of residents
that made up the Heights society. She was famous for her looks, her figure, and
the notoriety of her late night chat show. She was a celebrity, the celebrity
of our commune.
I’d seen her on
cable, that mane of fierce red which cascaded over her shoulders, the deep
almost masculine voice that could coax a conversation from the most reluctant
of guests, those sparkling emerald green eyes and that body … Avril was almost
six foot of pure female sexuality.
I had never had
any fantasies for another woman, that was until I saw Avril, and now I was
standing next to her, waiting for the lift to arrive.
We said
nothing, I was tongue tied and Avril seemed utterly disinterested in me. I
could smell her perfume, it was heavy, like the pre storm air, and almost took
my breath away.
The lift
arrived. I stepped aside and Avril entered first, I followed and we made the
journey to our floor in silence. It was only when we both stepped out that
Avril spoke.
“I do hope
you’re not stalking me.” She said in that smoky voice, there was the merest
hint of a laugh.
“No … I … live
here, number sixteen.” I stammered, blushed and even held up my key, showing
the number on the fob.
“I know, your
names … don’t tell me, I’m usually good with names … Caroline or Carolyn?”
“Carolyn!” I
beamed a smile; this magnificent woman actually knew my name. I couldn’t
believe it.
“Avril
Harrington, it’s nice to meet you.” She held out her hand and we touched
fingers rather than shook, it was like receiving an electric shock, my fingers
tingled. “We must have a chat sometime, night!”
We’d stopped
outside her apartment and as she entered Avril casually dismissed me. I stood
for a moment just staring at the door as it closed behind her, and then I dragged
myself to my apartment.
It wasn’t until
I undressed for my shower that I realised my nipples were just erect and a tentative finger into my nether parts revealed the
extent of my excitement.
It was a sobering moment to realise that
the reason for my excitement was another woman. I took the shower, being
careful how I cleaned myself. I had never touched myself that much, all that
talk of girls constantly exploring themselves didn’t include me.
I’m not a prude
or frigid, nor am I ugly. I just prefer my partner to do the touching, sadly
Ken and I had split in the summer and although I’d dated since then, no one had
filled the void and now as Christmas arrived I was facing a holiday alone.
It won’t be the
first time, I’m the only child of parents who’d both passed away before I was
twenty, I’m twenty six now and seem to have been on my own all of my adult
life.
I’d didn’t see again
and the last few days to Christmas sped by. I didn’t get any last minute
invites and so as a Christmas Eve arrived I was waiting for the lift all on my
lonesome.
It was then
that I saw Avril again. One second I’d been on my own and the next she was
standing besides me.
“Carolyn
… how nice to meet you again.” Avril’s smoky voice seemed to caress the air.
“Hi.” I managed
as my voice cracked.
“I thought that
everyone had gone home for Christmas!” Avril said.
I don’t know
why but suddenly I was telling her about my folks passing away and that I’d be
having a quiet Christmas. She smiled sympathetically but said nothing.
We separated at
her door where we wished each other a happy Christmas.
I had my
Christmas plans. I wasn’t going to just mope about; I was determined not to
become just another lonely spinster. I showered, which was part of my evening
ritual, dressed in a casual top and gym bottoms and was about to open a bottle
of wine when there was a knock on the door.
Avril was
standing there, just standing at my door. She was wearing a dark ankle length
leisure gown that was almost see-through. As always she looked magnificent.
“Carolyn, if
this isn’t awfully impertinent … only I have been thinking … you are about to
spent Christmas alone and well, to be honest, so am I … so I wondered if we
couldn’t just see in Christmas day together … you know, share a bottle of wine
… what do you think?”
I was stunned;
the most gorgeous woman I had ever met wanted to celebrate Christmas with ME. I
just stared, my mouth opened and nothing came out.
Avril looked
quizzical. “Is that a no?”
“I’d love to,
just let me change.” I started back into my flat.
“Carolyn,
there’s no need, you look fine, lovely … now I have a bottle of champagne
chilling …”
The chimes that
heralded Christmas day were accompanied by our cheers as Avril broke the cork
with a tremendous ‘pop’ and for the first time in my life I tasted real
champagne and not just fizzy wine.
I was in my
version of heaven, sharing the celebration of Christmas with a sexy and in my
eyes famous woman. I wasn’t a lesbian but even I felt the sexual power of
Avril.
We talked;
actually talk about silly things like work, men, aspirations. Avril was
charming, her life was so much fuller than mine but she never pulled rank on
me.
Avril’s
apartment was so much better than mine, larger and much more opulently
decorated and furnished. I wandered about whilst Avril opened a bottle of wine,
her bedroom seemed immense and totally sexual. The bed was huge and round, the wardrobes were mirrored and
then I noticed the mirrors on the ceiling.
I was still gaping when Avril appeared.
“See that
you’ve found my fuck palace.” She
thrust a glass into my hand and poured the wine, and then she went and sat on the bed. Avril made the F word sound
dirty. “Well, what do you think?”
“How can you
sleep with all those mirrors?”
Avril laughed,
even that now sounded dirty. “Sometimes I don’t and then it’s real fun to see yourself a dozen times.” She looked around herself and I
realised what she meant, to the side and above her were multiple reflections of
herself. “But when I want to privacy, then this little gadget does this.” She
held up what looked like a remote control device. She pressed one button and
the lights dimmed another button and thin drapes slid across the mirrors. “It’s
my one real vice, not fucking, but gadgets.” She motioned towards the bedside
table. “Of course I have other gadgets for those lonely but horny nights.”
I knew what she
meant of course, vibrators, the single girl’s partner. “I’ve never used one.” I
said honestly.
“REALLY, well
tonight you can borrow one of mine.”
“Thanks, but no
thanks.” I had finished my wine and looked for somewhere to put the glass.
“Just leave it
on the table.” Avril suggested.
I never thought anything of suggestion, but as I placed the glass down Avril’s hand closed about my wrist. I just had chance to look down and then across at her before she hauled me onto the bed.
In a moment I
was pinned beneath the strongest woman that I’d ever met, the fact that she had
become my idol only made things worse.
“Please Avril;
I’m not a … lesbian.”
“Neither am I.”
She laughed that deep, smoky laugh. “I am into dominating people, having them
do things for me that they ordinarily wouldn’t do.”
I tried to
struggle but that only proved how much stronger and heavier Avril was, she even
seemed to be enjoying watching me exhaust myself.
“Let me up.” I
struggled.
“I can’t.”
Avril said simply.
“You can,
please Avril, let me go. I’m not going to say anything to anyone.” I pleaded,
trying one last time to break free, but Avril now had my arms pinned above my
head and her weight was spread right across my body. I stopped struggling.
“Alright, I give in, I know you’re stronger than I am, but please let me
up.”
“I can’t, I
have my reputation to protect and if I let you go now, I’ll have no guarantee
that I trust that you won’t go around blabbing. Sorry Carolyn but you have to
stay until I’m satisfied and certain of your absolute obedience.”
I got
frightened. “What do you mean?” I stammered.
“I said, I’m a
dominatrix and just you knowing that could spell disaster to my television career,
so I have to obtain your unswerving and unconditional submission to my will.”
She made it sound so matter of fact and everyday that I shuddered, physically
shuddered.
“I promise.” I
pleaded.
“Not good
enough, a promise can be broken, my conditioning can’t.” She started to shift
her position until she had straddled my waist. She was still leaning forwards,
that mane of red hair fell across my face. “When I have finished, you’ll never
think of doing anything against my wishes.” She smiled and even through the
mass of hair I could see that the smile held no warmth. “You should know that I
get a great deal of pleasure out this.”
I felt my
stomach lurch and suddenly I experienced a wave of cold fear sweep through me.
I even got goose bumps. “What will you do?” I whispered. I was painfully aware
that I was at her mercy.
She wriggled
forwards until her knees were over my shoulders. “I’m going to turn you into my
personal cunt licker, well to be more accurate my apartment cunt licker. I’ll
still have Jenny to service my needs at work.”
I had to
believe that I hadn’t heard her correctly. “This is rape or kidnapping or
something illegal, it has to be…” I stopped because Avril had just slapped my
face hard.
“I’m getting
tired of your voice.” Avril said menacingly. She shifted again and now her legs
were aside my face and I was beginning to stare into her wine dark red panties.
I had never been this close to another woman’s sex and just the thought of what
lay the other side of a thin piece of material made me feel sick.
Avril took my
silence as my growing submission. “In future you will only speak to answer a
direct question, otherwise if you wish my attention you may cough quietly and
with deference.”
Avril’s next
move left the crotch of her panties pressed against my chin. I could see the
dark sharp of her sex through the thin, almost transparent material of her
panties. Worse, I started to smell her, not just the heady aroma of her perfume
but now mingled with the darker, musky smell given off by her sex.
She looked down
at me. “You’ll learn to love this almost as much as I do, this is the correct
position from which a slave can worship and please her mistress.” I still
didn’t speak but now it was more through fear than anything else. “A slave has
to learn that her mistress is more important than life itself and that her
mistress has the power of life and
death.” She sounded as if she were speaking from a prepared speech, I was
starting to think that she probably mad and that I must have been mad to become
involved with her. “So now you must learn.” With that Avril made one last move
and before I could form a scream she sat on my face.
I looked up,
through the canyon formed by her thighs, her crotch was level with my eyes, and
my nose was crushed against her, my mouth covered by her ass. I couldn’t
breathe, her weight pressed down on me, pushing me deeper into the bed.
I couldn’t breathe, the thought drilled through my brain again and
again. I couldn’t move. I was helpless beneath her. As I watched Avril poured
herself another glass of wine and then toasted my beleaguered face. “Happy
Christmas Carolyn, happy Christmas.”
When she did
move it was just long enough to allow me to catch my breath before she re
seated herself. She repeated this again and again until I think I groaned for I
wasn’t sure any more what I was doing.
Avril just
ignored me, the faint kicks, and the spasms of my suffocating body; calmly she
sipped at her wine and then switched on a television. I couldn’t see it, but I
could hear it.
It was that
surreal, I was being suffocated by a woman who seemed more interested in
watching a television program.
Avril looked
down at me. “About time you had a decision to make … I’ll stop the facesitting
if you’ll start the cunt licking … what do you say?”
She moved back
off my face, sweeping the damp hair from my face. As I slowly recovered my
breath I realised that I was soaked in sweat.
“Well Carolyn,
what’s your answer?”
“I can’t do it
… anything else … I’ll … anything else … just ask … but I can’t … lick your …
pussy.”
“I’d like to
say that I’m disappointed, but I’m not … you see Carolyn, you will give in and you will do my bidding. I don’t care if it
takes an hour or two hours or a day, but sometime before Christmas day is over
you’ll have begged to link my cunt. Now as a change I’m going to turn round and
push your nose right up my arse, see how that feels and smells.” She smiled at
the look of horror that must have been on my face. “What’s up Carolyn, don’t
you fancy my arse in your face? You will,
there are so many things about me that you’ll come to love … the taste of my
pussy … the smell of my pussy … even the smell of my farts … they are all there
awaiting you … its just matter of time.”
She moved off
me. “You are facing the wrong way.” So saying she hauled me about, simply
grabbing my arms and pulling me around. I tried to struggle but I felt so weak
that my struggles were just brushed aside by Avril.
Avril straddled
me, her arse hovering above me. I raised my hands in defence trying to fend her
off. She looked on, an amused smile on her face as the strength slowly left my
arms and her arse sank lower and lower.
Finally I
couldn’t stop her, with a sob my arms collapsed and once more Avril claimed my
face as her seat, only this time it was her arse in my face and wriggling about
she guided my nose between her buttocks.
“This is my
very favourite position.” She announced. “Any thing I want to do I can, you can
kiss my arsehole, lick me, I can fart, even piss in your mouth, anything.”
It was all mind
games. Avril knew what she was doing and my mussed and mangled brain couldn’t
mount a defence. All I could think of was the moment when she allowed me to
breath. It was getting to the stage that I’d do anything just to be allowed to
breath.
Abruptly she
moves, leaving me breathless and sobbing on the bed. She moves about the room
and I can’t help but try and follow. I’m more than frightened that she’ll
attack me again and I know that I
haven’t the strength to beat her off.
Avril sheds the
leisure gown, beneath it other than those panties I have already seen way to
close; she has on a skin coloured vest that reached over her perfectly flat
stomach. She is gorgeous and despite
myself and despite the humiliation she has already heaped on me I can’t help
but recognise her beauty and power.
What Avril does
next astonishes me almost as much as what has already happened. She starts with
my tracksuit bottoms and in a minute I’m wearing only my panties. I did try to
fight her but as well as being stronger she seemed faster and to have more
arms.
I’m hauled up
the bed and in a theatrical gesture Avril spreads my hair across the pillow. As
she straddles me again I try to fight her off, my resistance is over by the
time her buttocks are spread across my chest. She looks down on me, I’m getting
used to this position.
“I have already
said that’s its just a matter of time, now, in a hour, tomorrow, sooner or
later you’re going to crawl to my feet and beg
to lick my pussy.” She isn’t even holding my arms or pinning them beneath her
knees. She so confident that she has me beat.
So confident …
I feel a great sob welling up and all of a sudden I’m crying, something I
haven’t done since a child. I think that I waft my hands ineffectually at her.
All the hurt starts pouring out of me. “Let me go … please Avril … please let
me go … I just want …” I stop, my heads ringing and then I realise that Avril
has slapped me.
“Shut up … shut
up or I’ll hit you again.” She snarls.
“Please …” The
slaps rattles my senses and I cower beneath her, my hands trying to shield my
stinging face.
“I’m starting
to lose my temper with you.” She warns. “Don’t ever annoy me; you’ll be very sorry, very sorry in deed.” Once
more she shuffles forwards; the word of panic and pleading are stifled in my
throat. Avril sits across my face, my mouth beneath her, my nose jammed against
her crotch, her smells assail me. I can only just breathe through my nose; each
breath is saturated in a bouquet of her smells.
I look up, up
between her powerful, all encompassing thighs. I know that I’m beginning to
lose myself and my will to resist.
“You look
almost attractive like that.” She laughs and then she shifts again and now I’m
completely smothered, completely denied of even her foul smelling air. “This is
so you understand that I even have to power to decide if you live or die.” She
doesn’t move, even when I try to free myself, she doesn’t move and my head
explodes as denied air the blackness envelopes me.
I come to and
find that I’m alone. It’s takes a minute but slowly I try to move, my head is
thick, like when you’ve woken suddenly, so it takes a while to realise that I’m
now tied to the bed. My hands have been pulled over my head, there’s a strap
across my stomach and another across my hips, and finally my legs have been
spread and then tied to the bed. I struggle but there is no escape. If I’d felt
helpless before then now I feel utterly wretched and totally beaten.
“Now my little BITCH.” Avril’s mockingly cold voice penetrates
my senses. I twist my head to realise that she has been sitting watching me. She
still has a glass of wine but as she stands up I realise that she is now
totally naked. “I wondered how my new BITCH
should celebrate Christmas and then I knew, I’d let her make me come and then come
again and again and again.”
I say nothing;
there is nothing that I can say that will have any affect whatsoever. This is
going to happen; I am going to lick Avril’s
pussy.
She straddles
me, facing down my body. I have a perfect view of her pussy, its engorged lips,
the scattering of pubic hair. IT
hovers above my face; the excited, musky smell assails me.
“Well?” Avril asks
in a soft but confident voice.
I extend my
tongue, raising my head, my face brushes against the inside of her thighs and
then the tip of my tongue touches the hot, oily flesh of her outer lips. I shudder
as does Avril but for different reasons. Avril sinks lower and my tongue sinks
deeper, her oily secretions start running down my tongue, dripping onto my
face. It feels as if I’m drowning in her fluids.
Eventually Avril
begins her climax, mashing down on me, ignoring my tongue, her discharge runs
down my throat and I swallow. I’m a seat to be sat on, a saddle to be used. Avril’s
orgasm happens around me, because of me but right now I’m furniture.
She moves away;
still astride me but now sitting on my chest. I feel her slime spread across my
body but say nothing. I’m happy to be breathing. Avril says nothing; she doesn’t
even glance towards me. I see her taking a drink and then she wriggles back
again.
“Again.” She
says the only word she utters as her cunt descends onto my face.
Finally I’m sent
to the shower. I don’t even look in the mirror; I don’t want to see what a mess
my face is. I shower, dry myself and then return to the bedroom. I don’t know
what to expect or how to handle myself.
Avril is lying
on the bed, she’s naked and I notice that the curtains have been withdrawn and
so I can see a dozen Avril’s, each as magnificent as the next. As she sees me Avril
rolls from the bed and comes towards me. I take a step back, even naked she
looks magnificent and I feel so inferior against her.
“Carolyn.” The
smoky voice is back. “Let me look at you.” She touches me and I flinch. “Don’t
be afraid, you pleased me and I have never punished anyone for pleasing me.”
She ruffles me hair. “Nice, but I prefer a pet to wear her hair short, so after
Christmas I’ll arrange for my hairdresser to call, you’ll like what he does.”
“Please … what’s
going to happen to me?”
“Right now, we
are going to bed, tomorrow or should I say later, you’re going to practice your
technique…”
“I mean later …
after the holiday.” I interrupt.
“Don’t ever interrupt me.” She snaps.
“I’m sorry.”
“Better and the
future is my decision, right now I expect you’ll carry on your life with the
one condition that I will vet your every action and that I will always have the
first call on your services … now I’m going for a shower. You get the bed ready.
I sleep on the left so you get the right … you may wear you knickers, nothing
else.”
The bed is
soft, luxurious. I find my discarded panties and climb beneath the quilt. I find
that I’m tired and shaking and can’t explain why I haven’t just fled to my own
apartment.
Avril returns,
like me she only slips into her panties and then she climbs into bed besides
me. I try to keep a distance between us but then her powerful arm pulls me
closer. I can feel all of her long and powerful body pressed against my back.
“You’re
shaking?” That smoky voice whispers into the darkness and my ear. “Is that
through nerves, passion or both?”
“I have never
done this before.” I answer.
She laughs. “Well get used to it, this is how I
like to sleep, either with a lover or just my pet.” She brushes her hand
against my nipples and then laughs again. “Did you like that?”
She knows I did,
my nipples are up as soon as she touches me.
“Should I do
that again?” I can hear the amusement in her voice.
“Please.” I
whisper, shaming myself with my answer and the depth of my own perversion. This
woman has literally taken me prisoner and now I’m begging her to touch me.
She does so, Avril
is much more experienced than I am and soon I’m whimpering beneath her touch,
arching my back and pressing against her. Avril’s hand pushes inside my
panties, her fingers find how wet am I. She laughs. “Horny little BITCH.” She touches my clitoris, not hard,
just rubs her finger tip over it. I come, hard and suddenly and all the time Avril
plays with me.
“See BITCH, how kind I can be when you
behave?”
“Yes.” I
whisper, understanding the lesson that Avril had just taught me. I drift to
sleep, our bodies just touching, tomorrow will just be another day, but I also
know it will be the first day of a new life for me.