Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. HELOISE Chapter 3 Suzanne hated flying and everything about it. She hated the airport, the security checks, the delays, and most of all, flying itself. It didn't help that Nathan was in such a funk over his mother's death. He hardly said a word all day, he just kept crying on and off even in public, at the airport and on the plane. "It's my fault," he finally said, "it's all my fault." "No, it isn't dear," Suzanne consoled him, "you kept trying to get her to move. You always cared for her." "But I'm the one who talked her into hiring that maid," he sobbed, "I mean she needed somebody. She couldn't look after that big house by herself anymore. And Heloise seemed like such a nice girl." "I'm sure she did, honey, there's no way you could have known," she soothed. "How could I have been so wrong?" he demanded. So that's it, she thought, your pride is wounded because you're not as good a judge of character as you thought. She took his hand and he squeezed it. He squeezed back, grateful to have her to talk to. That's one thing his mother had been wrong about, he mused. She had never liked Suzanne and tried to warn him against marrying her. Suzanne, being from Maryland was practically a damnyankee as far as she was concerned, and a city girl who would never fit in besides. Suze had disliked his mother in return, though he couldn't blame her. When his wife tried to be nice, Ma accused her of being phony and when she let her real attitude show, Ma said she was disrespectful. Who would have guessed that after Pa died, Ma would marry a Yankee city slicker herself and move out to the L.A. suburbs? Everybody thought he was after Ma's money, but he gladly signed a pre-nup. Nathan wound up liking him and he'd made his mother very happy until he passed on himself. He still found it hard to believe that Heloise had been involved with killing his mother. When he hired her she was so gentle and shy. She had fake green papers that gave her age as eighteen but he could tell she was just a child, sixteen at most. And he had to admit to himself that she turned him on. She was pretty rather than beautiful. She was about five-nine and a little overweight, but that was okay with him. Her skin was not too dark, almost exactly the color of a Hershey bar. She always dressed modestly so he had to guess about her tits but he figured a B-cup, perky and conical. Her only feature that was a semi-turnoff was her protruding African ass. Her face was her best feature -- high cheekbones, full (but not too full) lips, and light-brown, almost golden eyes. Best of all he loved the air of innocence and sweetness about her. He smirked to himself. His great-grandfather had been a slave trader, just like Nathan Bedford Forrest, the Confederate general he was named for. He wondered how much they would have gotten for a handsome nigger wench like her. "Penny for your thoughts," Suzanne said. "Hmmm . . . just thinking," he dodged, "Actually I was thinking about Heloise. Everything aside, if I wasn't married I'd have been all over her like a hyena on a crippled gazelle." "You would, eh?" she laughed, "well, just make sure you keep remembering that you ARE married." "I never do," he said. They finally landed and drove out to his mother's house. Suzanne wished they would stay at a hotel instead but didn't argue. She suffered through a seemingly endless stream of visitors stopping by to pay their respects. She was sure that at least half of them had never even said "hi" to the old lady but she had to be nice to them anyway. Then the memorial service and the funeral and finally it was all over. She played the perfect supportive wife through it all, the whole time wishing she was back home whipping her slave into shape. One thing she did like was her late mother-in-law's house. It was hardly a mansion but it was a large, well-built old house, set on two acres. It just outside the city but the town was trying to keep its own identity instead of being absorbed into the L.A. sprawl. But it was close enough to the city for what she wanted. After a little searching on the Web she'd been amazed at all the different kinds of clubs there were out here for people who were into . . . just about anything. Maybe she'd suggest to Nate that they just move in here rather than selling the place. She got in a good day's shopping on Rodeo Drive while Nathan met with his mother's lawyer. As expected, he inherited almost everything, but surprisingly the old lady left Suzanne all her jewelry, plus a letter apologizing for not getting along and thanking her for making her son so happy. Suzanne was so surprised that she almost regretted having the old bitch killed. The lawyer said it would take a few months to get everything taken care of but there shouldn't be any problems. One item that caught Nathan's interest was the trunk of family papers he found in the attic which included his great-grandfather's ledgers, journals and correspondence. He was still reading them on the flight home. "What's so interesting?" Suzanne asked, feeling a little neglected. "You know about my great-granddaddy," he said, lowering his voice, "the slave dealer?" She nodded. "I'm looking through his papers and you wouldn't believe some of the shit in here," he told her, "like girls trained especially to work in bordellos in New Orleans and Washington. He had a favorite `wench' he was banging and when she started getting a little long in the tooth he made her train her own daughter to take her place . . . "Damn! Can you imagine that!" I certainly can, she thought smugly. They both returned to their thoughts until they landed in Atlanta. He surprised her, suggesting they stay at a hotel overnight and rest up rather driving home right away. She agreed enthusiastically. They made up for not having sex while they were in California and slept like babies. * * * * * * * Suzanne couldn't wait to go down and check on her slave but with Nathan hanging around the house she didn't have a chance. Finally, Nate went to town dashed downstairs to make sure Hole was all right. What she saw when she opened the door shocked her. Hole was just sitting there in the corner, giggling to herself, her yes totally blank. She didn't even look up when Suzanne came in. She didn't resist when Mistress stood her up and fed, a little piece of biscuit at a time. Hole jabbered at her in Creole and Mistress was afraid that she'd gone completely round the bend. Next she removed Hole's diaper and almost threw up at the stench and the sight of all the shit caked and dried on to Hole's ass. Bringing a large bucket of warm water and soap she gently cleaned it all off, uncovering the worst case of diaper rash in history. Hole cried while Mistress washed her but lay still. After ransacking the house she found some Desitin to rub on the rash. When she finished she fed Hole a little more and had her drink some more water. "I'll be back in a little while," she told her, "you just wait right here. Here, you can use this bucket from now on and here's some tissue. I'll be back later, okay?" Hole just stared at her and then managed to croak, "Thank you, Mistress." Suzanne smiled at her and left. She had to do something. She couldn't check on her slave every day and still keep it a secret from Nate. And she didn't want Hole to go crazy down there. She remembered stories she'd seen about people in solitary losing their minds from sensory deprivation. Over the next week she got things organized. She left a fifty-pound bag of dog food and replaced the bucket with a box of kitty litter which Hole faithfully scooped out and dumped into a garbage can. To keep her mind occupied she put their old TV/VCR in the coalbin and changed the tapes every time she went down, providing porn and regular movies, History Channel specials and music videos. Heloise was thankful for the distraction the TV provided, even though she got bored watching the same tapes over and over. At first she was too disgusted to watch the X-rated movies but over time she became fascinated with them. After all, this was to be her life. Sometimes when Mistress appeared to check on her and bring more tapes she just chatted with Hole, not Mistress/slave, but like a person and discovered that her captive could be quite engaging. For Hole Mistress's visits were the only high points in her life, and even though she wouldn't admit it to herself she was starting to love her Mistress.