Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. ________________________________ This is a story about a sexual FANTASY written for consenting adults. If you're not both of those, don't read it. Characters in a FANTASY don't get sick or die unless I want them to. In real life, people who don't use condoms and other safe-sex techniques do get sick and die. You don't live in a FANTASY so be safe. The fictional characters in my stories are trained and experienced in acts of FANTASY - don't try to do what they do - someone could get hurt. If you think you know somebody who resembles any of the characters here, congratulations, but you're wrong - any similarity between the characters in this story and any real person is purely coincidental, since all of these characters are figments of my dirty little imagination. This is my story, not yours. Don't sell it or put it on a pay site. You can keep it and/or give it away with all of this information intact, but if you make money off of it, you're breaking the law and pissing me off. _________________________________ Mother and Child Reunion (Fm, MMm, MFm, inc, oral, anal, Mother, Son, violence) (C)Copyright 2004 - Shakes Peer2B shakes_peer2b@NONOsbcglobal.net (remove 'NONO' from the above address to contact me) /files/Authors/Shakes_Peer2B/ http://storiesonline.net/ (go to the Author's page under 'S') ________ Jeff was a good-looking boy, and as near as I could tell, was keeping himself out of trouble at school and on the streets. At home, it was a different story. My darling baby, the beautiful boy to whom I had given birth a little over fifteen years ago, had become a stranger to me. We rarely spoke to each other anymore, and when we did, we usually wound up yelling at each other. Of course, it didn't help that, since his father divorced me two years ago, and disappeared without paying so much as a cent in alimony or child support, I was forced to work two jobs just to make ends meet. Nor did it help that the only apartment I could afford for us was a seedy walkup. What can you do when you sling hash all day, then have to spend the evening dodging the drunks who think that just because they left a quarter on your tray they're entitled to a free feel? I'll have to say one thing: at thirty-three, I can still wear the clothes I wore in high school! That's a good thing, since those are about the only clothes I've got! I scrimped and saved, and even let the big tippers cop a feel now and then to keep Jeff in Catholic school. At least there, he could concentrate on his studies instead of having to watch over his shoulder all the time. I suppose the psychologists would say he blamed himself for our divorce, even though I tried to reassure him that he had nothing to do with the fact that his father was an asshole. Whatever the reason, he moped around the apartment, barely speaking to me most of the time, trying to be anywhere except where I was, and it was beginning to wear on me. I think it was wearing on him, too, but it was hard to tell when his expression never changed. It was always that blank, 'nothing gets through to me' expression that kids adopt around adults. Strangely, he kept the place neat as pin, even his own room, for which I was eternally grateful, since it meant that I didn't have to do housework, on top of everything else. He was even becoming a decent cook! At any rate, our family life, though it could have been worse, was more like an uneasy truce than a mother and her son living together. That particular Sunday night, I was looking forward to the next two days, since those were my days off, and I would get a chance once more to try to set things right with Jeff. Had I not been so pre-occupied, I would have known better than to open that door. When the door-bell rang, I looked through the peephole and saw a guy standing there with a clipboard and a delivery service jacket. When he said 'Special delivery' it didn't occur to me that even special deliveries don't happen after ten on a Sunday night. I had no sooner unlocked the last bolt and turned the handle when the door slammed into me, the chain splintering from the doorframe as if it were balsa wood! I was thrown to the floor by the impact. The sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach told me I had screwed up badly when three very large men pushed their way into the apartment. The one with the clipboard pointed a gun at me while the other two lifted my five-foot two inch body from the floor as if it were weightless. I remember thinking, 'Please, God! Keep Jeff quiet in his room until these men get what they came for and leave!' I knew, scantily clad as I was, that I was in for a rough time, and as I wiped the blood from my nose with the back of my hand I tried to steel myself for what was to come. The one with the gun told the other two, "Keep her here while I check out the rest of the place!" The grins on their faces told me they didn't mind following those orders, as their hands were already exploring my slender body under my threadbare robe. I wanted to cry out for Jeff to run, but I kept hoping against hope that he'd just hide and the other guy would miss him. Those hopes were dashed a few minutes later when Jeff, still soaking wet from the shower, was pushed naked into the living room by the guy with the gun, still wearing the same blank expression he wore with me. Much to my shame, I remember thinking, even as I agonized over his embarrassment at being displayed nude in front of me and these strangers, 'My god! He's hung like a horse! My baby's become a real stud!" Perhaps it was the years of pent-up lust with no good outlet, but I felt my pussy getting wet, while my heart nearly burst with pride at the way he stood tall amongst those men, not cowering or trying cover himself, just watching them, as if looking for an opening. "There ain't nothin' here worth stealin'" the guy with the gun told the others, "but we might as well have us some fun with mama, here, before we go!" "You leave her alone!" Jeff spun on the leader, ready to defend my honor! "Jeff!" I barked, hoping to deflect the guy's anger before he decided to use the gun, "It's ok, baby! They won't do anything to me that your father didn't do. At least they're not making any promises they'll break later...!" I wished I believed what I was saying, but even more, I prayed that Jeff would! My heart was thudding in my chest and I wanted to break down and bawl, but I couldn't afford the luxury, not with my son in danger! "But Mom!" he cried, his face finally showing the anguish he felt, not wanting to drop the matter that easily. "It's okay, Jeff." I tried to soothe him, "If we cooperate with them, they'll leave us alone when they're done, and we'll be okay!" At some point, I had realized that wasn't true, but while there's life, there's hope. They couldn't leave us alive after coming in here without masks. They'd be too easy to identify, and something told me this wasn't the first crime these guys had committed. "Hell," the guy on my left with the scraggly red beard said, "I'll take some a' mama, but I'm thinkin' junior there's got fine lookin' ass on him, too!" "Ya," the black guy on my right replied, "li'l white ass be lookin' fine to me, too! You break 'im in, while me an' Dougy get mama goin' then we'll switch off!" "Please, no!" I pleaded with them, "I'll do anything you want, just leave my son out of it!" Red pulled me up so close to his face that I almost passed out from the blast of halitosis that assaulted my senses! "You gonna do ennythin' we want ennyhow, bitch!" he said, like a two-bit TV hood, but he did have a point. I really had nothing to offer them to save my son, but I desperately wanted to spare him as much of the coming pain and terror as possible. God, I hoped he'd be able to forgive me for what I was about to do! "We'll put on a show for you!" I said seductively, heart pounding, my eyes boring into Doug's, picking up the little spark of interest, "Let me fuck him first! The little shit's been moping around here for months, and I owe him something! Let me get my strapon, and I'll ream him good while you watch!" "You better make it good, bitch, or we'll tear him a new one, and you too!" Doug wasn't completely stupid, nor unnecessarily sadistic. I think he knew what I was doing, but was willing to give me the chance. He just had to talk big for his followers. Red was detailed to follow me into the bedroom where I retrieved the largest dildo I had, hoping it would be big enough to prepare him properly for these men, and a tube of lube. Jeff's dad had insisted I buy the harness. At first I thought he meant for me to use it on him, but when I found out he wanted me to use it on his secretary, I put my foot down. These days, the only time it saw any use was when I wanted to give my wrists a rest while masturbating - I could pull the dildo into my pussy with the straps without straining so hard. I removed what few scraps of clothing I wore, taking a few moments to wash the blood from my face, and strapped on the rubber phallus, seating it solidly where it would stimulate my clit. I needed to at least LOOK like I was enjoying myself. I did my best to look sexy as I returned to the front room, even rubbing my tits and ass against Red's roaming paws, pretending the horned callouses were turning me on, even though their hard, scratchy surface made it difficult to even think sexy thoughts. I walked up to Jeff and rubbed my body against his, doing my best to make him forget I was his mother. It must have worked, because the long, rubbery tube of flesh between his legs soon became an even longer steel bar, bobbing at an upward angle from his groin. My God! He was even bigger than I thought! "Damn!" Dougy exclaimed, "I think junior's even got YOU beat, Jerome!" Jerome didn't answer but the look on his face warned that Jeff had better be ready when Jerome took his turn. I tiptoed and bit Jeff's earlobe, turning him an even brighter red. "I'm going lube you, baby," I whispered, hoping the others couldn't hear, "and use my fingers to stretch you. Try to relax and push out, like you're taking a dump!" "You don't have to do this, Mom!" he whispered fiercely into my hair. "It'll be okay, sweetheart." I whispered back, "just make it look like it hurts bad, okay?" "Okay, mom!" he still wasn't happy, but I thought he'd do his part. I hoped he'd forgive me for doing mine. I pushed him roughly over the back of the sofa while squeezing some lube, surreptitiously, I hoped, onto my fingers. I let the tube fall into the crack of the tattered cushions, hoping I'd be able to retrieve it later if I needed it. I shoved two fingers all the way into his ass, along with a gob of gel. From the ease with which they went in, I guessed that Jeff had taken my advice. His throaty, lips-closed growl, and the jerk of his hips were very convincing, though. He looked as if he were trying to tough it out, but couldn't quite hold back. When I twisted my fingers around, he grimaced and pushed his hips against the back of the sofa, as if to get away from my probing fingers, but his anus remained pliable. I added a third finger as we went through the motions again. We must have been somewhat convincing, because both Red and Jerome had their dicks out and were stroking away. One more finger, and a few jerks at Jeff's ball sack, and it was time for the main event. I seated the phallus in the depression of his anus, managing to sneak a little more lube onto the shaft as I leaned over and bit his earlobe. "Get ready, Jeff," I whispered as I chewed on his ear, "It's going to hurt as it goes through the inner sphincter. I can't help that!" He managed a curt nod. For the audience, I said, "You little turd! You've been acting like a spoiled brat around here, sulking around like you're king shit! Well it's payback time, baby!" With that, I slammed my hips forward, driving my son's thighs into the back of the sofa, and drawing a pained "Ungh!" from between his teeth. "Yeah," Red was pounding his long, slender rod fast and hard, "fuck th' shit out of th' little bastard! How you like that shit, boy?" "You go, mama!" Jerome shouted, sliding his fist up and down his long, thick, black shaft with an overhand, corkscrew motion. Dougy, though, was just watching, still zipped. I ground my hips around inside the slack of the harness, making it look as if I were stirring Jeff's guts, when there was actually very little motion being transmitted to the dildo. I pulled slowly out, and slammed back in, gradually gaining speed, until my hips were smacking rapidly against my son's pale, muscular buttocks. Jeff was gritting his teeth and grunting with each thrust. I reached around, and to my amazement, found that he was still hard as a rock. For the benefit of the bystanders, I started stroking Jeff's hardon, praying that I'd be able to apologize enough later, before we got killed. Jeff played along, pumping his hips into my hand as I continued to pound his ass. The base of the dildo rubbing against my clit did its magic, as the feel of my son's enormous erection, pulsing in my palm, did unholy things to my mind. Before I realized what was happening, I was crashing through the first of a powerful series of orgasms! "Mom!" Jeff cried in anguish, and suddenly, his ass was meeting my strokes, and his dick was spewing white goo all over the couch! The very thought of my son cumming as I fucked his ass sent me spinning out of control! The watching men were forgotten as my pussy flooded the harness and fluid ran in rivulets down my legs! I slumped over Jeff's back, still pumping slowly as my legs threatened to collapse. "Well, looka there!" Red quipped, unnecessarily, "Mommy LIKES fucking Junior!" "Ya," Jerome chipped in, "an' Junior likes gettin' fucked!" Dougy, somewhere along the way, had shed his clothes. "Get over here, bitch, and get me ready!" he growled, though it looked to me like he was already ready. "Yo, Junior!" Jerome said, approaching Jeff's face "You git me ready too, so's I c'n fuck yo' purty mama!" Jeff looked daggers at the black man, and fear for his safety wiped all concern for myself from my mind. As he opened his mouth to speak, I pleaded, "Just do it, Jeff! Please! It'll be okay!" He gritted his teeth, deep anguish in his eyes, but then his eyes closed and his mouth opened. He shuddered as the black man's cock pushed its way between his lips. I saw the look in Jerome's eyes and knew what was coming next. "Try not to throw up, Jeff!" I whispered urgently, "Relax your throat and breathe through your nose!" I don't know if he heard me, and had no time to check on him as Doug's large member pushed its way down my throat. I did my best to follow my own advice. This had been one of Jeff's dad's favorite perversions, so I soon had my gag reflex under control, though I was a little out of practice. From the corner of my eye, I noticed Jeff still struggling. Not only was Jerome's cock bigger than Doug's, he wasn't giving Jeff any time to adjust. It didn't help that Red had just shoved a dick almost as big as my dildo up Jeff's butt! I kept checking, and finally, he got some semblence of control, though my heart bled at the redness of his face and the tears that ran from his bloodshot eyes. I suspected they were as much from humiliation as from pain. I was spared watching any more of this particular degradation of my son by Doug abruptly pushing me down on my back, shoving my knees up to my chest and climbing between my thighs. He fumbled with the straps of the dildo until I unclipped the plastic buckles that held it on. Thankfully, I was still wet from my session with Jeff, and his sudden entry caused me little discomfort. I weathered Doug's pounding, and even managed the occasional "Oooh, baby!" and "Oh yeah!" as I struggled to get a look at my son and see how he was doing. Doug finally tired and turned us over, just as Jerome pumped his load down Jeff's throat, holding him by the ears until he almost passed out. I rode the gunman's dick like a pony as Red jerked three times and spewed deep in Jeff's butt. "You one fine fuck, boy!" he rasped, trying to catch his breath. Jeff said nothing, but I could tell he was seething inside as he watched me riding Doug's cock. Red yanked his wilted rod from my son's ass, but Jeff didn't seem to notice. His hate-filled gaze was directed at the leader of the group. When his eyes rose to meet mine, though, his cock came back to life. Doug noticed the direction of my gaze and, seeing Jeff's resurrected erection, said, "Time for a little payback, boy! Get over here and shove that sausage up your mother's butt!" "NO!" Jeff retorted angrily, "She's my Mother!" The sound of the hammer being pulled back on the gun stopped all other activity in the room. "That wasn't a request, boy!" Doug said, low and deadly. My son looked pleadingly into my eyes, and I said, "Do it, Jeff. Come on, baby, I'm used to it!" Well, I had BEEN used to it, when my ex would force it on me four or five times a week. I hadn't exactly made a practice of sticking things up my butt since then. "Are you sure, Mom?" Jeff sure didn't sound like the surly teen who'd spent the last year or so avoiding me. "You've got to, Sweetie." I said, knowing already that I'd never had anything that big inside me, "Make it look good, okay?" Somehow, he had snagged the tube of lubricant from the sofa cushions, and managed to coat himself with it, for which I was eternally grateful. With Doug's big dick stuffed inside my pussy, my little-used chocolate channel was in for some major stretching! I did my best to relax and push out, as I had told Jeff to do, but the pain was still excruciating! I had to scream, but I didn't want Jeff to know he was hurting me, so I cried, "YES! HARDER!" even though it was the last thing I wanted. Fortunately, my obstinate teen son didn't follow my orders this time, either. That long, thick, pole slid slowly into my bowels, moving things around to make room for itself in my overstuffed intestines. He paused with his sparse patch of pubic hair smashed against my cringing buttocks. I thought I could feel every vein and ridge of his enormous rod as it pulsed inside me, a living expression of my son's lust. As the pain of the initial entry slowly subsided, the very idea that the huge phallus invading my guts belonged to my son undid me! I almost forgot about the cock in my pussy as Jeff started slowly stroking in and out of my rectum. I felt my eyelids flutter, and my unfocussed eyes rolled back in my head with each long entry of that formidable weapon. "I thought you wanted some payback, kid!" Doug said menacingly, "Fuck that bitch! She can't be that great a mother, makin' you live in a dump like this! Now's your chance to get her back!" "I'm sorry, Mom!" Jeff's anguished whisper in my ear was barely audible. Like a machine gun, my son's hips started pounding me, to the cheers of the onlookers. "You bitch!" He gasped, "Parading around here wearing almost nothing, like I can't see! Teasing me with your body! Knowing I can't do anything about it! Bitch! Whore!" He slammed into me over and over, digging deep into places no one had ever been before, and even as my passion grew, my heart flooded with warmth at his acting ability. "Poun' that white-ass bitch!" Jerome yelled, once again corkscrewing his fist up and down his reawakening shaft. "Double fuck!" Red added, "Ream her holes! Fuck the shit outta mommy, boy! Yeah! Look at 'er stretch!" All this impinged only dimly on my awareness. Even my fear was pushed into the background as my universe centered on the giant rod pistoning my guts! My SON'S COCK! Of their own volition, my hips started ratcheting back and forth between the two impaling poles, unable to get them deep enough to scratch the itch that threatened to overwhelm me! Spasm after spasm racked my body, and my mind took up the litany: 'Your SON is FUCKING you! Your baby is SODOMIZING YOU!' Lost in the surreal, forbidden flood of passion for this virile man, my own progeny, I finally passed out. I remember feeling warmth flooding my bowels just as the darkness overtook me! I awoke to see Doug pushing Jeff down the hallway toward my bedroom. I wanted to follow, to protect my son, but Jerome and Red, reignited by the show Jeff had put on for them, were trying to prop my limp body on hands and knees. About fifteen minutes later, just as my 'lovers' were getting back up to speed in my mouth and sore pussy, we were all shocked by the blast of a gunshot from the back of the apartment! I went rigid with fear! Jeff! NO! "Damn!" Jerome exclaimed, "I didn't get my chance at that boy's ass! Me an' Dougy gonna have us a little wall-to-wall discussion 'bout that shit!" "Yeah!" Red said, resuming his thrusting down my throat, "I wanted another crack at Junior too!" The sounds registered, but didn't compute for several seconds, as two more blasts, unmuffled by walls and distance went off in quick succession. Red's cock was yanked unceremoniously from my mouth, and Jerome slumped over my body, driving me to the ground. Had he pissed on me? Something wet and warm was running down my sides. The dead weight was suddenly lifted from my back, and to my utter incomprehension, surprise, and joy, there stood Jeff, still naked, holding Doug's smoking gun. "Come on, Mom." my miraculous son said gently, "Go shower while I call the police, but don't douche yet. They'll want samples." In a daze, I stumbled into the tiny shower stall after Jeff set the water temperature. As the water ran red from my back, it finally dawned on me that that was Jerome's blood, not his piss, that I had felt! Then it hit me. Jeff was still ALIVE! And the bastards that did this to us must all be DEAD! My knees gave out, and I collapsed, sobbing, to the floor of the shower. The release of hours of tension, enormous relief at Jeff's and my survival, and the pounding of the water worked me over more brutally than the invaders of our home for several long minutes as my body quaked from the wracking sobs that would not stop. Finally, the cooling water roused me from my stupor, and I finished quickly and dried off. I donned a large shapeless, fluffy robe and wrapped the towel around my head before going in search of my son. He was just letting a flock of people flashing badges into the apartment as I entered the front room. We told them everything, but not in great detail. I imagined that Jeff was just as reluctant as I, despite our lack control over the matter, to tell about our mother/son couplings. Jeff was careful to stress how I had tried to protect him, and I, in turn, told how he had turned the tables on our attackers. They questioned us and collected evidence for hours, finally hauling away the plastic bags bearing the remains of the people who had turned our lives upside down. The lead detective paused on his way out, and offered us a card with the name and number of a crisis counselor. I took it, but unless it was free, I didn't see how we could afford to use it. "I wish more victims of these kinds of violent crimes were as level-headed as you two." he told us, sincerely, "We'd be hauling off a lot fewer bodies of innocent people from these crime scenes." He looked at both of us and continued, "The things you did may have been frowned upon by our society, but they were exactly what you needed to do to stay alive. Don't beat yourselves up about them. You won, and you got rid of three really bad apples. No matter what it felt like at the time, it was the right thing to do!" They had taken away the bodies, but the bloodstains were my problem and the landlord's. The super stood in the hallway scratching his ass through his striped pajamas, looked at the carpet, and said, "Ah, it was time to change that ratty rug anyway. I'll get the order in tomorrow, and come up to fix that chain in the afternoon, okay?" I nodded dumbly at the guy who had probably said no more than three words to us since we moved in. The old lady down the hall offered to let us stay at her place for a while, but Jeff and I both knew we had some talking to do, and we politely declined, thanking her profusely. The bloodstains on my bed had soaked through to the mattress, and even though we stripped the bedding and turned it, I couldn't bring myself to sleep on it so soon after our ordeal. Jeff said nothing, but turned back the covers of his bed for me and took a pillow and blanket into the front room to bed down on the couch. I tried, but I couldn't sleep. It was getting on toward the wee hours of the morning, the sun would be up soon, and my mind wouldn't slow down. I put the fluffy robe back on and went out to the front room. "Jeff?" I whispered, "Are you awake?" I heard scrabbling in the dark and the table lamp beside the sofa came on. "Yeah, I can't sleep either." he said, sitting up to make room for me, covering his legs and lap with the blanket. I sat next to him and leaned my head on his shoulder. He stiffened but didn't move away. "You were wonderful tonight, son. I hope someday you'll be able to forgive me for the things I put you through." "No!" he cried, "Mom! You heard what that policeman said! You did what you had to do! There's nothing to forgive!" I looked fearfully up at his face. "Do you mean that, Jeff? I so hoped you'd understand why I did it!" "Of course I understand, Mom!" he said, still in turmoil, "It's just...! Aww, hell!" He turned away, seething inside. My heart went out to him but I couldn't seem to get a handle on what was bothering him. "Is it that you had to kill those men?" I asked, hopefully. If I could at least get an idea of what was bothering him, I just knew we'd be able to work it out! "No!" he shook his head vehemently, "Those weren't men! After what they did to you and me, they deserved to die! I just wish I could bring them back to life so I could kill them again!" I tried to hug him, and he shied away. As my arm fell briefly into his lap, I got my first clue. "You weren't acting when you said those things while you were fucking me," I whispered, "were you?" Jeff got even more agitated and didn't answer. "Were you?" I asked, gently but demandingly. "Yes and no, okay?" he shouted, "Just leave me alone!" "Is that why you've been avoiding me for the last year?" I asked, chagrined, "Have I been teasing you, with the way I run around here half undressed?" "YES! YES! YES!" he shouted, "ARE YOU HAPPY NOW! YOUR SON IS A PERVERT WHO LUSTS AFTER HIS OWN MOTHER! NOW LEAVE ME ALONE!" "I'm so sorry, son!" I cried, "It never registered on me that you were old enough to even notice! I've been a fool! I didn't mean to tease you!" "It's just...!" he fidgeted with the blanket and stared at his feet, "...you're just so beautiful and sexy! I know it's wrong, but I can't help it!" I turned his face toward mine with a gentle hand on his cheek. "Can I tell you a secret, Jeff?" I asked. He nodded, staring tearfully at me. "I never came from what those horrible men did to me." I told him truthfully, "But I couldn't help myself when we were doing each other! In spite of the circumstances, you made me cum more and better than I ever have before! I knew it was wrong, too, but it felt soooo right!" A tent was growing under the blanket in Jeff's lap. "Mom?" he asked, breathlessly. Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed the strapon that the cops had somehow decided they didn't need as evidence. I picked it up and waggled it in front of Jeff. Heart in my throat, I said, "I'll do you, if you'll do me!" "Oh, Mom!" he whispered, unbelieving, "You mean it? NO! It's wrong! We can't!" He tore himself away from me, but I followed, wrapping my hand around his erection under the blanket. "The damage has already been done, sweetie, through no fault of our own. I have been so frustrated since your father left, but working two jobs I don't have time for dating. You are the answer to my prayers, in more ways than one! Won't you help your poor, hard-working mother out?" With that, I kissed him, full on the lips. My heart pounded, and my pussy leaked copiously. No one was forcing this on us this time, and I knew full well what society would think of me if they knew. "Oh Mom!" Jeff breathed into my demanding mouth, "If you only knew! I've wanted you for so long! You don't know how many times I've wanted to tear that flimsy robe off of you and rape you, just for teasing me so bad! I masturbate every night, thinking of you and what I'd do to you if I could!" "You can, Jeff!" I croaked, "Anything you want! Everything you dreamed of! Do it to me now! Do it to me forever!" I don't guess you could exactly call us a 'functional family'. We're certainly not what society would consider a 'normal' family, but we ARE a happy, loving family. My young lover took me to new heights that night, and on many nights thereafter. I was his rag-doll, his plaything, to experiment with and enjoy whenever and wherever he chose. I have ecstatic memories of being unceremoniously bent over the dining table or the back of the couch, my skirt or robe flung up to expose my pantiless nether regions, while Jeff's huge cock plumbed the deepest recesses of my willing ass or dripping pussy! I learned to deepthroat even his formidable lance, and delighted in lying backwards, head hanging over the edge of bed or table, as my son fucked my throat, hard and deep. I also remember tender nights with hours of foreplay followed by slow, gentle, lovemaking. Jeff, like his father, was a demanding lover. Unlike him, though, Jeff was considerate of my needs. On the rare occasion when he didn't have a particular 'plan' in mind, I would take over. He came to enjoy having my dildo up his butt as much as I enjoyed his cock up mine. It's been a wonderful time, but we'll have to slow down for a while. Jeff got a full ride at an Ivy League school, and will be away for months at a time, now. God! I'll miss him! For this, I will always be grateful to those despicable men: The son I thought I'd lost is now my pride and joy, and my best, my secret lover!