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 Friday, Week 2

   I had a dream about Simon last night, woke up in Kani's bed with her
warm next to me, my ass tucked into her hips, her arm around me, I can feel
her heart beating on my back.  I just lay there, feeling that, feeling
warm, safe, home.  My girlfriend.  Still an alien thought in my head,
getting more familiar, girlfriend you are a girl you're a lesbian no wait I
still like guys, dreamt Simon was fucking me last night, Kani watching us,
I'm bisexual, bi, I like both and that's cool.  All the cool people are bi.
I think.  Whatever, I don't care, this pretty, nice girl is holding me and
I don't want anything else.  Except maybe Simon's cock...

   Kani wakes up and kisses the back of my neck, I roll over to kiss her
mouth, the diamond in her nipple ring scratches my chest.  She says oh god
I'm sorry and licks it, kisses it, and I say I should scratch my pussy if
that's what I get and she laughs.  We hold each other, kiss a bit, she's
squeezing my ass and rubbing her hips against mine.  It isn't like I want
sex, exactly, it's just nice feeling her, her arms around me, hands
exploring, tiny, flat tits against mine, her soft lips on my neck, god, I
could stay here forever.  I squeeze her so hard she stops breathing, look
her right in the eyes.

   "I want everything you have," I say, "I want to know everything you
know." She stares at me, shakes her head a little, grins.

   "Like what?"

   "Like what..." I can't do it, can't say it.  But I gotta, gotta make it
make sense, make it fair.  Make the jealousy go away...  make it right. 
Sure.

   "Like...  I want to know what it feels like.  All of it." She looks
puzzled.  "The tapes." Now she knows, and she does that funny laugh when
someone doesn't know what to think, just got blown away.  She starts to say
something, stops, starts again, stops.

   "Exactly what do you mean?" she says, sounds different.  Is she mad?

   "I want them.  All of them.  You had them, I want them.  I don't want to
share you, I want us to share them." She smiles, really happy, like I gave
her a puppy or some shit.

   "Whatever you want, Rachel.  You're my girlfriend." She hugs me.  I'm
her girlfriend.  Girlfriend.  She's my girlfriend.  She wants me to screw
other people cause I'm her girlfriend.  This is too fuckin weird.  Am I
that much of a nympho?

   "Really?" I blurt, I didn't expect her to say yes.  "Really?"

   "Yeah, really." Now she's laughing, playing with my hair, moving her
hips against mine.  "But I get to watch.  I get to be here.  Remember? 
Gets me off."

   "You get to be here," I say, kissing her, "you get to help." She mmm's
and lifts my top leg up, puts her thigh between my legs, pushes it against
my pussy.  "You're my girlfriend," I finish, rolling on my back, pushing my
thigh into her pussy too.  And she kisses me, whining a little, and we both
lie real still after a bit, grinding on each other's legs, sucking on each
other's tongues.  I think I might love her, but I can't say it so I don't.
Say it, I mean.  I don't know fuck from if I love her or not.  Shit.  Why
does life have to be so god damn confusing?  Why does Kani have to be
ohJesusChrist so god damn good at giving head ohshit...

   I just can't stand it when she does that, little bites on my clit, her
tongue like a whip across it ohhh, baby baby baby make me come with her
teeth on my clit, my hands on the back of her head, her hands on my hips,
she sucks hard on it now and whoosh I come again and now I can't stand it
pull her head away, press my legs together, whimpering like a dog.  She
moves up and kisses me again, her lips wet with my juice, whispers in my
ear.

   "Eat me, girlfriend." And I know I want to, know I can't, not like she
does, it's too spooky my mouth on a chick's cunt, and she says really high
and really soft,

   "Please?" and I can't say no.

   I finger her a minute, get a feel for it, suck her tits cause I can do
that, move my head down slow, smelling her, sweet and thick and strange,
and she's wet and slick as a fuckin oil spill and I taste her,
b-fuckin-zarr but it's kinda good.  I can't decide if I like the taste and
then she jerks and breathes in real fast, 'huu' she goes, really high, and
I decide I do like it.  Her clit is hard as a marble and bigger than mine
and I suck on it, her hips twisting around beneath me, stick three fingers
deep into her and fuck what I'm doing I can't believe what I'm doing she's
liking the shit out of it and that's good enough for me.  She grabs my hair
and pulls it, too hard, baby, that hurts, so I press her hand to my head
with my free one and bite her clit, too hard too, she yelps and jerks away.

   "God, I'm sorr-"

   "Don'tyoufuckingstop," her voice all low and rough, her hand pulling my
head back to her snatch so I suck her clit hard and she's all 'ohhhhhh' and
spreads her thighs flat, uses her other hand to pull her lips open wide,
her clit sticks up farther in my mouth and I just keep workin it, thrilled
I'm doin it right and

   "Oh god Rachel (Rachel!) baby, don't - stohhhHH!"

   whufff my girlfriend cums in my face.  Her whole body tenses, freezes
and she's spurts hot, thick shit on my neck, on my hand, it's sweet and
bleachy and gross and delicious cause it came from her.  She said my name.
She's moving again, back to hug me tight, kissing me like mad, and I break
it and try to say it, and she whispers in my ear,

   "I love you, Rachel." and my brain spins out of my head, my heart is way
too big and she just hugs me tighter and tighter and I'm crying and I don't
know why, she just holds me and we don't move for a long, long time.