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   Wednesday, Week 1

   And I sit here, the fifth night in a row, naked on my bed with a beer on
the nightstand I don't want, and I just look at it.  This thing I found in
the trunk of my car, this thing that gives me ideas and makes me wish it
weren't the fifth night in a row.

   I bought the car from a guy who looked like a biker but probably wasn't,
he just looks like he's got a Harley or something.  It runs OK, the car,
but its brown and I hate brown.  The stereo's OK too, one speaker crackles
but what do you do?

   I found it in the trunk, this rod of aluminum a foot long.  It's as
thick as my wrist and it's got rounded ends, and it's that dull silver that
aluminum is and it's really smooth, like someone polished it.  And there it
is, lying on the bed between my legs and I want to do it but I don't have
the guts.

   I drink some more beer, thinking maybe if I do I'll do it, but if I'm
gonna do it, I'll do it, right?  Like beer will make me do it.  I want a
fuckin guy here, but there isn't one, there's just the bar of metal there,
and if it had eyes it'd be staring at me.  So I light another cigarette and
take a long drag, and an ash falls on my tit, hot, and it feels weird, like
it should hurt.

   I smoke some more, and drink some more beer and then I'm playing with my
tits and my nipples are getting hard.  There should be a guy sucking on
them, and sticking his fingers in my pussy, but there's not, I have to do
it myself.  I fiddle with my clit and god it feels good, like it always
does, but not that good.  I want a guy here, licking my clit, sticking his
dick in me, fuck, he could put it up my ass if he wanted.  But I just
spread myself open with one hand and finger my clit with the other, the
fingernail feels better than the fingertip.

   And there it is, and I don't think I care, I'm gonna fuckin do it this
time.  I've got a bottle of baby oil, a little one I bought at SA five days
ago, and I open it and pour some on my chest.  It's warm, I spread it all
over my tits and get my nipples all hard again, I twist them in my fingers
and rub it all over my stomach.  I get more, and it's all over me, on my
legs and arms and I rub it on my pussy and it's really great, this feels
great.  Yeah, right, I want a guy here, I could slide all over him and he'd
grab me really hard and shove his cock into me.

   I pick it up, and rub oil all over it, and it gets slippery and warm.  I
just put it against my pussy and rub it up and down and it feels cold, warm
in my hands and cold on my cunt.  Weird.  It'll go in, I know, but it's
hard to hold now so I have to put one hand on the other end and push and
god, it's too big.

   But I don't give a shit it feels too good, really tight, really hard. 
It goes in three inches and I leave it there, rubbing my clit like mad
cause I'm gonna come in a minute.  I push it further, four inches and I
feel like I'm totally full.  God, it's big and it's so fucking hard, why
don't guys feel hard like that?  If they were as thick as this they'd feel
harder, this thing feels so big.

   I take it out and put it back in, really slow, man, if I had a guy here,
I'd be really happy right now, he could eat me and shove this thing in me
at the same time, but he's not here.  Fuckin bastard.  I shudder, when I
come and I try not to make any noise but I squeak a little bit.  I think
Amy's got a vibrator, and I should go get it.  That's kinda gross, I mean,
the thing's been in her pussy, right?  But she fucked Jason, and his cock
was in me and in her and I don't give a shit, so I go to her room.

   It's in her nightstand drawer and it's all clean.  She's so neat.

   I sit up against the headboard with a pillow and turn it on, and it
buzzes really loud.  I should be able to hear it when she jacks off, but I
never have.  Oooh, shit, that's wild, that's really cool, it's on my pussy.
Damn, that's strange, that feels great!  I should get one of these.  It's
humming away on my clit and I slide it in me, back out, all over my cunt,
Jesus Christ I could get used to this.  So I get the aluminum bar again and
put the vibrator right on my clit and press hard and I put the rod in,
three inches its in there and I come again, shaking all over but I can't
quit now, and I push it more and it's in four inches and then five fuck me,
fuck, fuck, fuck.

   I think it won't go in anymore, I just pump it in and out and the
vibrator is buzzing me to death, I can't take it so I move it down and
press it on the bar and holy shit!  The whole thing's buzzing in me,
buzzing like mad and it's too loud, shit, you could hear this outside.  I
put my foot against it to hold it in and press the vibrator on it, god this
is great, I rub my tits with the other hand and pinch my nipples, and I can
feel it starting again, I'm gonna come, fuckin 'A I'm gonna come huge, I
put the vibrator back on my clit and I do, I come, and come, really fuckin
hard, and all this shit squirts out of me, going all over the sheets and
all over my leg, fuckin 'A fuck fuck fuck, I pull it out and curl up,
holding my legs really hard cause they're shaking now, and the top of my
head is numb.