Tim, the Teenage MC By: Rass Senip rass_senip@usa.net +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ >This posting contains: Chapter X: 10th Grade, Winter 1986/87 Part 1 - Life Support (no sex) Part 2 - The Dance of Sex (mc, oral mf, mf) Part 3 - Twosomes and Threesomes. (mfm) Part 4 - Parental Secrets (mc, oral mf, mf) Part 5 - Tim's Family Christmas (mfm) Part 6 - Sweet Sixteen (mc, mf) Part 7 - Choices In Sexuality (mc, mf, mfm, oral mm) Part 8 - Brother, Sister, and the Teddy (mc, inc, oral mf) Part 9 - LeAnne's Animal (hyp, mf, mf oral, mf anal) Part 10 - The Making of a Slut (toys, mf, ff, oral, anal) >The next posting contains: Chapter XI: 10th Grade, Spring 1987 Part 1 - An Adventure with LeAnne (mf, drugs) Part 2 - Awakenings (mc mf) Part 3 - The New & Improved Tim (mf, fat) Part 4 - Domination 101 (dom/sub) Part 5 - Your Subconscious is Thy Master (no sex) Part 6 - Police Action (mc, mm, mf, anal, rape) Part 7 - Apartments 6c and 9c (mf, very young incest) Part 8 - In the Name of Fatherhood (mc, mf) Part 9 - The First Signs of Spring (mf) Part 10 - Jack and the Teddy Bears (mf) Part 11 - Ghosts of Lovers Past (mf oral) Part 12 - The Power of Dreams (mfm) Part 13 - Where the Path Leads (mc mf) Part 14 - Prisoners (mm) >See the Table of Contents (TOC) posting for a complete list of all Chapters released so far and information on posting format. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Chapter X: 10th Grade, Winter 1986/87 Part 1 - Life Support (no sex) The day before Thanksgiving was a day some of us will never forget, but many will never remember. Suzi and I were in our third hour class taking a test. Suddenly Joey sent me an urgent mental message. "Tim! John's spazing out! He's... Shit. He just fell down. We gotta help him!" I reached out and found Joey, then looked through his eyes. I saw John laying on the floor, twitching, his eyes rolled up into his head. People were panicking around him, including Joey. I tried to access John's head, but it made me feel sick. "Shit!" I said out loud. People turned and looked at me, but I didn't care. There were more important things to worry about. "Suzi, John's in trouble. I gotta go help him." I said very loudly as I dashed out of my seat and ran out of the room. The teacher was yelling to me, and everyone else started talking at once. I left it far behind me as I reached the stairwell to go to the second floor where John's and Joey's class was. As I climbed the stairs, I notified the nurse exactly what had happened. She wasn't sure how she knew, but she didn't hesitate to grab her medical kit and hustle upstairs. I reached the classroom finding all the students had formed a circle leaving an open area immediately around John. The teacher was trying to get John to respond to her, but as I probed him, I found he was fading fast. His heartbeat was very unsteady, his thoughts were completely confusing to me. "Joey, share link, but just enough to let me share with John." I thought to him quickly. He did it, and as I made my way through the circle of students, I reached out to John and started to figure out what was wrong. I quickly was getting sick, and by the time I got to his side, I was feeling my breakfast wanting to come up. "Trash can, quick!" I yelled and commanded across the room. Three people dived for the trash can but I had sense enough to cancel two before they started to struggle against each other. The teacher was insisting I go back from wherever I came from, so I also had to fix that. The trash can got to me just in time for me to puke into it. Then I realized I could have stopped it from happening altogether with a couple of quick commands. I had to not only use those commands on myself then, but several others near me. The nurse arrived at that time, and she didn't seem surprised to see me. I tuned my mind onto John's, tracking down his problem while the nurse was checking his pulse and stuff. "He took something.. Some kind of pills.." I finally announced out loud. "His heart is going stop beating, and I can't get his stomach to puke it up!" I was trying my hardest to make him throw up, but just as I thought I was getting something to work, his heart did stop. "SHIT!" I said, as I tried to start it up again. I was having to share my own life energy with him, and I was feeling the drain. "His heart stopped!" the nurse finally concluded nearly thirty seconds after it had. I began sharing more and more of my own life force, laying down on my back with my eyes closed. Just as I started to get his heart pumping again, the nurse struck his chest with her fist. "AAAACCCKKKKKK!" was all I could say, having felt the blow myself. I whispered, "Don't do that again." But only Joey heard it. "He said don't do that," Joey told the nurse. "What? I started his heart again. Don't tell me what to do. Get out! Everyone." By that time, I wasn't able to sit up, much less follow her orders. I was trying to keep his nervous system working, for it was my only way of controlling the rest of his body. Somehow I needed to keep some kind of signal running to his brain. Then I accidentally ran across the source of the whole problem. "Joey. John. The five way long time ago. Drugs. My fault. Damnit, heart stopped." "His heart stopped!" Joey said to the nurse. "What do.. His heart has stopped!" the nurse said, raising her hand to strike again. "No! Don't," Joey cried. Her hand struck John's chest, then again, and again. Each time both John and I jerked, but less and less every time she did. Joey grabbed her fist before she could do it a fourth time. "GET HIM OUT OF HERE!" She cried to the teacher. "DON'T HIT THEM AGAIN!" Joey said straight into her eyes. I was starting to slip, finding myself unable to break away from John. His body was pulling my own into a coma. I managed to signal to Joey for help. "SHIT!" he said as people started to try and pull him away. Joey had no choice. He began sharing his own life force. "Stop! Let Joey go!" Higgs called from the doorway. Joey, looking very pale, moaned, and laid down himself. Now the nurse had three people incapacitated in front of her, with only one of them conscious. "Shit Tim. Don't kill yourself for him.. Oh shit.." Joey moaned. Joey closed his eyes, and felt the weight on his next breath increase many times. As he took in the next breath, Joey, John, and I all breathed in a deep breath, all our hearts beating as one. There were gasps from many in the room, and then Suzi came in. "Tim? Joey! What's going on?" I was able to impress to Joey that something needed to be rubbed on both John and I to give our nerves something to send that was normal. Joey thought fast. "Suzi. Rub Tim's chest. Like his mom does. Somebody rub John's." "This is crazy! You can't expect me to follow the advice of a student?" the nurse said to Higgs. Joey remembered his ring and raised it to Suzi and said "Linda, John's chest." Suzi understood, and switched hands so her ring hand was free. She said "Linda, go rub John's chest like I'm doing Tim's." "Huh? Why me?" Linda said, hesitating. Suzi threw her ringed hand up for Linda to see and said, "Linda, go rub John's chest like I'm doing Tim's!" This time, Linda got up and said, "Yes, Suzi." as she scrambled over others to get up to John. She knelt beside John and began making circles with her hand. Seconds ticked by, John's heart was about to stop again. But the rubbing was helping me slow that down. I knew I was fighting a losing battle, but I was trapped to see it out to the end. I made sure Joey wouldn't be dragged into it too, making his link only a partial one. "His heart is going to stop again," Joey whispered to Suzi. "Joey said John's heart is going to stop again." she said loudly. "How could he possibly know that!" the nurse sarcastically said. Both John and I took two breaths, then stopped. Our hearts stopped three ticks later. Higgs told the teacher to clear the rest of the students from the room. Five seconds later, Suzi cried, "He stopped breathing!" "His heart stopped again!" the nurse said raising her fist up again. As her fist slammed into John's chest yet again, Joey, exclaimed, "AAAAAACCCCCCKKKKK!!" then a moment later sat up and said, "I said don't do th... OH SHIT!! I LOST THE LINK!!! YOU STUPID BITCH!" Joey crawled up to me, started trying to force a link from his side. I wasn't able to respond, locked in a link with John that I couldn't break. "I can't get in! Come On Timmy... LET ME IN GOD DAMN... SHIT.. FUCK!" Joey said. Suzi was rubbing very fast, trying to somehow add her own energy to mine. Joey had calmed himself, and began concentrating with all his might. But after thirty seconds, of rubbing without any responce, Suzi started to give up. Her hand finally withdrew, her eyes streaming with tears. The nurse and Higgs were giving CPR to John and I, but the link was preventing me from responding. Finally, Suzi told Linda to stop, which drew Joey out. "WHAT! Don't stop. Tim said keep it up no matter what!" "They're dead Joey!" Suzi cried. "Linda, keep rubbing!" "Yes, Joey." "Stop, Linda!" "Yes, Suzi." "Suzi! STOP IT! LINDA KEEP RUBBING!" "Yes, Joey." "Linda, Stop! Joey They're DEAD! Can't you see that?" "Yes, Suzi." "Linda, if you want to save Tim's life," Joey said, pushing Suzi out of the way and started rubbing my chest himself, "you take that ring off and keep RUBBING!" "Okay, Joey," a free Linda said after removing the ring. Then she went back to rubbing. "SHit! All I am picking up is that stupid coin of.. THE COIN!" Joey dug into my pocket, barely able to control himself enough to pull it out. It fell out of his hands as it emerged from my pocket, but he grabbed it on the bounce. They heard the ambulance arrive outside while Joey scrambled over me to get between John and I. Joey looked at Suzi straight in the eye and said, "Rub, or I will never forgive you." Suzi just nodded and started rubbing my chest again. Joey laid down in the remaining space between John and I, took a hand from each of us into his own and placed the coin between John's and mine, while he wrapped his own hands around ours. "THis..iss.. gonnhha...wrrk." Joey said, fading fast. Either the coin was acting as an amplifier, or it just allowed Joey to make the link and he took it from there. Whatever happened, none of us remembers. When the ambulance team made it to the room, Higgs and the nurse moved out of the way. But before they could do anything, Joey pulled us out. All three of us opened our eyes and gasped for breath startling everyone, especially one of the EMS team who had just started to kneel down at our heads. He fell backwards, the color drained from his face. Joey was the only one to remain conscious, and just barely. John and I had only been awake for a moment. Joey convinced everyone that the three of us had to stay touching just like we were. It didn't take much. He was fully linked to me so he could pretty much make anybody do anything. Joey had John's stomach pumped, which removed the continuing poisoning of John's system. My mother arrived twenty minutes later, and Joey allowed her to peek in his head to find out what was wrong, mostly because he was having trouble speaking. My mother checked us out as best as she could. "Joey, do you think you could get me into this life link?" "I think.. so.." he said weakly. "Listen to me very carefully. We need to get you three to the hospital. Your link is acting like a blood transfusion, but you are running out of good blood. If I enter the link, take the coin and stay linked with John, can you keep your link with Tim?" "As long as... I don't break.... the link... with Tim,... I can keep... it going... without his help.... or the coin's." My mother told the two EMS teams, "When those two let go with their hands, get them to the hospital as fast as you can. But don't let them get separated, because they need to be close each other for Joey to keep Tim alive. They all have the same poison in their systems, if that helps. "And I have to keep holding this coin between me and John to keep John alive. I'll try and stay awake, but I don't know... What Joey?" "Link... trash can." "Trash can...?" my mother repeated. She looked at Higgs and said it again, "Trash can?" "Oh... Apparently Tim threw up after getting in here, in the trash can," Higgs answered. "I don't und... oh, I see. Thank you Joey," my mother said, kissing Joey on the forehead. My mother had a stretcher put down for her next to John. She laid down to make sure she was on it right, then sat up and removed her business coat, loosened her hair, then took a deep breath. She reached over John to the four clasped hands on Joey's belly and said, "I'm ready Joey." The only response from Joey was to frown. My mother gasped, steadied herself, then removed Joey's and my hand from on top of the coin's. She grasped John's hand, trapping the coin between, then eased herself down on the stretcher. Joey's and my hands were free, and Joey cut the link between us and the other two. My mother groaned from the extra load, but Joey perked up. "Suzi?" Joey said clearly. "I'm here." "You can stop rubbing now. Tim said thank you." "Your welcome Timmy. Joey? I'm sorry." "That's okay. You weren't in the link. You couldn't know. I knew if I could just get in, I could pull them back out." Then Joey said, "Samantha? Tim wants to know if you're doing okay." "Tell him... I.. will... be okay.... as... soon... as... I know..... he is." Joey said, "Thanks mom." "You're... welcome Timmy." We were taken to the hospital, Joey and my mother were able to make sure the doctors didn't separate us from our links until it was safe. Joey was able to break our link right as we arrived at the hospital. He also recovered the quickest, followed by my mom and then me. My mother had stayed linked to John for a half an hour at the hospital before he was strong enough to continue without her. John's parents were very confused at first why three other people had been involved in the way they had been, but Joey sorted them out. Our links had provided John with life support, but if the nurse and Higgs hadn't given us CPR, we probably wouldn't have made it. My own life energy kept John from dying from the initial shock of the poisoning, and Joey's gave us enough to stay alive on. We were like self-recharging batteries, only we were connected to something that sucked out our energy faster than we could replace it. Once Joey and I were cut off from the source of the drain, Joey was able to recharge me enough so I could recharge myself the rest of the way. My mother had done the same to John since the source of the drain had been removed from John's gut. The three of us went home on Thanksgiving and John stayed there until Monday. It wasn't until Wednesday, one week after it all started, before John came back to school. Suzi, Joey, Brad and I had a long talk with him, about what had happened, why it happened, and how he had gotten himself into drugs in the first place. John didn't even know what it was he had taken, and we never did find out. He had taken two different pills. One was an upper, and the other was the mystery pill. The drug interaction was what almost killed him. But the reason he had taken them was to get a high similar to that one brief five way. Brad admitted that even with his sister around, he still yearned for the four and five way contact he had experienced. I had realized a long time ago that the pleasure involved in combined orgasms was in itself highly addicting. Joey and Suzi admitted they didn't know how long they would last if cut off from our three ways for a long period of time. So I did the only thing I could do. I made them all promise that if they ever came to the point where they couldn't handle it, instead of going to drugs or worse, they would come to me. They all knew if that ever happened, they probably would never leave me. I didn't like the idea of my friends addicted to the pleasure I could supply them, but the alternatives were even less acceptable. I just hoped it never came down to that. I never thought it would turn out the way it did. ======================================================================== Tim, the Teenage MC By: Rass Senip Chapter X: 10th Grade, Winter 1986/87 Part 2 - The Dance of Sex (mc, oral mf, mf) After school that day, I had arranged for John and I to take a little... tour of some of the advantages of being a Tim ring wearer. I felt responsible for Brad's and John's problems, but felt Brad's had been taken care of for the time being. I decided John could become a honorary member of some kind. The ring idea had been my version of my father's collars. Rubies were masters, emeralds were dominant slaves (which only Julie had), sapphires were just regular slaves, and now I was trying to decided how John would fit in. He was my friend of many years, albeit not as close as Joey or even Brad. I wouldn't make him a master, but I didn't believe he fit into the slave groups either. After last period, we met on the third floor. "So, what are going to do?" John asked after I handed him a glass of my father's drink. "And what's this stuff," he added after taking a whiff. "You'll like it. It's a family recipe. I want to show you some of... well, I don't really know what to call it. Just trust me. You'll enjoy it." "Wow! This is good! What's it called?" "Life's essence, but we call it the drink of sex. You'll be feeling pretty horny in five or ten minutes. But don't worry. You'll have plenty of chances to work it out." "Uhm, okay.. I'm done." "So am I. Let's go down to the boys gym. There's something I want you to see." As we made our way down the stairs, I asked, "John, who got you into the pills, anyway?" "Uhm... I'm not supposed to tell, but okay. Jim Tannor offered me one, and I tried it. He's one of the guys I've been eating lunch with. It felt really good, so.. I asked him for another. Jim wasn't selling them to people, but I guess... he started to with me. You can't tell anyone, because he'd get into trouble big time. He came to see me in the hospital and stuff. He said he stopped, but I don't think he really will." "Well, I want to meet him tomorrow, okay? I'm not going to rat on him. I'm just gonna see what I can do. Uhm, hey.. You ever... you know.. do it with a girl?" John turned red, then said, "Sorta. Well no. Remember Tina Richards? Over the summer we sorta fooled around and stuff. She gave me a blow job once. That was excellent. And she let me feel her up. But we never did it, and I never actually saw anything. She got a boyfriend when school started and we haven't really done anything since." "John my friend," I said, opening the door to the boy's gym. "You will forget Tina Richards after today." He looked at me strangely, but then went in the door. The pompom dance team, thirty-eight junior and senior girls with bodies of loveliness, were all sitting on the floor in their Golden Girl outfits, discussing future events and plans. John looked at me again, this time with a hopeful look. I think the drink was starting to have its effect. I just winked at him, then motioned for him to follow me towards the group. I walked up to the girls and said, "Afternoon, ladies." "Hi, Tim!" they all said as they jumped to their feet excitedly. "Are you ladies ready for some fun?" They all said they were, but I called three of them over to me after feeling their doubt. "You know you don't have to do any of this..." I said to the three girls. "Everyone else here agreed to this without any problems. Just because you don't want to doesn't mean you're not part of the team. This isn't a school function ya know." "Tim," Melanie began, "we were talking yesterday. Could you?.. Uhm... Does he have to listen?" she said nodding towards John. "I guess not. Hey Julie! Show me your tits! John, that's Julie. She'll introduce you to the rest of the girls." "SHIT! Okay." John said, hustling over to Julie. I smiled back at Julie's big grin as she lowered her top back down. "Okay, what's up," I said, unconcerned with their shock at Julie's actions. The three looked at each other, then Melanie went on. "Well, we kinda, uhm... well... I know this isn't really fair to the other's, but uhm..." "We'll do it if you did something... extra..." Trish said. "Extra?... you mean in addition to? I don't know.. Tell me what, then maybe." Trish continued, "Joe Banken, he's my boyfriend? I really like him a lot. We're perfect for each other I think, and we've been going steady for over a year now. But lately he's been pushing to do it, and I think he might dump me for someone... easier. Do you think you could.." "Stop.. Do you know where Joe is right now?" "Uhm, probably in the weight room... He..." "Hang on.... Okay... Think about what he looks like... yeah.. Okay found him... His friends are pushing him to do it with you, and he is starting to believe them. So what were you going to ask?" "Oh, uhm. So, does he like, love me?" "Yeah, as far as he understands the meaning of the word." "What does that mean?" "Er, well...." I sighed. "He's not a... romantic like you and me. He thinks love is like.... put it this way. He hasn't been hurt by love, so he doesn't know what love is yet. Does that make any sense?" "I think, yeah. Oh. So you mean until someone breaks his heart, he won't really love someone? That sucks." "Yeah, but that's the way it works with guys like that. Some people don't recover from the broken heart and they never let themselves love anyone like that again. And the answer is no, I won't." "You won't what?" Trish said. "I won't do what you were thinking. You wanted me to break his heart for him. I don't need to. You can do that yourself. Then if his friends haven't turned him against you by then, I think he will come back to you. But I'm not going to force anyone to love anybody." "Oh..." Trish said, very disappointed. But then she said a little hopefully, "Actually, my original idea was just to somehow make him understand I wasn't ready to, uhm, you know." "I'll make you a deal. You give him a blow job once in a while, and he'll be satisfied with that. You're going to get your own satisfaction from our other deal, so it's only fair he gets his somehow." "You mean, put it in my mouth? That's disgusting!" she said with a face. "No it isn't. Here.." I said before sharing one of the other girls' first blow job with her. "Urrk.... okay, okay. I'll do it. Just don't do that again." "Sorry. I didn't mean to make it drip down your leg..." "What?" she said, looking. "Sorry, couldn't resist." I said smiling at my little joke. The other two had similar requests, both dealing with their boyfriends. I managed to find a compromise with each of them without actually doing anything more than reading a few minds, and sharing a memory or two. I didn't touch a single thought in the guys' heads, but the girls didn't know that. Twenty minutes after I had entered the gym, I closed the Tim Love Advice Hotline down, and walked over to John sitting with the other girls. "Having fun yet John?" I asked as everyone started getting up. "Uhm, yeah! But they won't tell me what's going on." "Let's just say it will be a dance you'll never forget," I said mysteriously, causing a few girls to giggle. "Come to think of it, I'll never forget it either. Ready Joey?" "Yeah!" Joey said from on top of the bleachers where he had been waiting all this time. "Doors are locked, windows are covered, and the guards are in place." "Okay!!" I said loudly to make sure everyone heard. "Is everybody sure they are okay with this? Once we start, we won't be stopping! Last chance to chicken out! Okay John. Let's grab our seats." Julie and Terri rushed up with our two fold up chairs and set them in the center of the gym. John and I took our seats, back to back to each other. "All right girls, just give me and Joey a minute to prepare you.." "Prepare for what?" John insisted. "Come on Tim.. I'm about to cream in my shorts just from what I think is going to happen." "Shhh. Tit tightening," I said as Joey and I started to find the muscles in each girl's chest so they wouldn't flop around so much and hurt. It probably would take some of the effect away, but they also looked really firm that way. Joey and I had been practicing and building up the girl's muscles for almost two weeks. It had been part of the deal to give them the ability to do this on their own once we had those muscles built up. Well, and once we figured out how to give them control. The girls had formed a circle around us facing inward. As Joey and I went around the circle in opposite directions, one by one each girl shifted their chest and then turned around facing away from us. Once they were all facing outward, Joey started the tape. Joey and I dropped the doughnut shaped blanket of the commands we had worked on for a week with the girls' help. It was the most complex and difficult thing we had ever attempted up to that time, but it worked perfectly and was well worth the effort. As the music started, the girls all began to wiggle their bodies like a belly dancers, keeping their backs to us, staying in sync with each other and the music. Their arms seem to flow down their body, up the sides of the two girls beside them, grabbing hold of the base of their dance tops. Then the entire circle of girls took a step towards the girl to their right, crossing their right leg with the other's left. They bent their bodies to their right, and I held my breath hoping the few that had lost their balance in the trial runs wouldn't this time. We never had run through the whole thing at once, but we had tested each part out, changing it until it worked right. No one fell as the bending caused their tops to rise up on one side. The girls bounced their upper torsos to the beat of the music, rotating them forward and then left. As they went through this bouncy rotating motion, their tops were slipped off over their heads, held above their bouncing heads by the two girls beside them. Then the music suddenly took a faster beat, and the tops were tossed forward, causing a neat effect by the cloth seemingly exploding from the circle outward in sync, with each top staying directly in front of the girl who it had come off of. (That had taken almost two days to get worked out) Their arms snapped down, flowed up their sides, then across their chests, turning just enough to see their arms covering their breasts. They twisted left, then they rotated right, never allowing us to see more than just a glimpse of their boobs. The music changed to a slower beat, with their bodies beginning to pulse along with it. They turned to their right, snapping their legs together in military style, displaying a profile view. Their eyes were slightly glazed over from the slowly building orgasm that would climax at the end of the dance. Their right arms dropped down, then made a circle motion above their heads and came to rest on the girl's right bare shoulder in front of them. They took a step forward, their breasts still covered by the remaining arm, and began walking in a humpy motion. The walk in itself was an incredible erotic thrill. It really appeared as if they were humping an invisible guy. When they had traveled halfway around their circle, their heads were thrown back with a large pelvic thrust that swung their bodies to face us. They bent forward while shaking their hair in front of them, covering up our view of their chests. When they dropped the second arm to dangle like the first, John gasped. The girls began to bounce again to the increasing beat, and their motions started to give brief glances at their breasts. The motions became more fluid, less bouncy, as they began to show more and more tit. Finally at a small climax in the music, they stood straight up, getting a "Shit" from John. The girls started to bend their knees, swaying their hips, and began to do part of their regular routine. It was pretty sexy, even before I introduced the bare tits, and with the addition of a few humps and grunts, I was sure John would be having wet dreams tonight. The climax was approaching, both the music's and the girls'. Their circle had expanded to twice the original size, and at the ending of their regular routine, they dropped to their hands and knees for the big finale. The music got soft, building in volume and energy while the girls began dragging themselves toward us, their expressions and bodies displaying every bit of lust and sexual arousal they were feeling. Their breathing was easily heard as they passed the midway point. Their mouths were hungrily open, their lips moist from their sporadic tongue movements across them. John was shaking from the excitement, and I must admit I was a bit too. The girls had been aroused longer this time than any of our previous practices, and it clearly made this part of the show much more intense. When nineteen hands reached from the floor and touched our thighs, they all moaned and rolled backwards to the floor, swept away with their orgasm's release while the music faded to silence. The only sound remaining after the tape stopped with a click was the hard breathing of forty-one people, thirty-nine of which had cum. Once we had sensed everyone had finished enjoying their high, Joey and I began clapping and hooting very loudly, which was joined by the dazed John. I said again to John, "Having fun yet John?" He almost made me go deaf with his positive reply. Most of the girls had sat up, some just remained on their backs. Once our applause finished, Joey and I blanketed the girls, releasing the tight breasts. This brought many gasps, but also signaled they could get up and dress. Five bare-chested girls, one being Julie, came up to John and I and excitedly asked how good they were. "Shit, you were fantastic! I creamed in my pants, TWICE!" John said. "Really?" two of the girls said as they all looked down at his crotch. John started to turn red, but then groaned and shut his eyes as three hands pressed against his still lumpy pants. Julie grinned at me, then said, "All right you horny bitches, grab this piece of meat and let's take him somewhere private. The master wants us to give him a good time. Pick him up, and make sure your slutty titties are where he can get to them." The four girls shivered and said, "Yes, Miss Julie." Then they each took a hold of the bewildered John, and carried him towards the doors. The other girls never noticed as Julie picked up the remaining five tops, then laced her arm through mine. Joey joined us at the door, watching the remaining thirty-three girls begin to run through their normal routine like nothing had happened. "How was the birds eye view, Joey?" I asked. "Not as good as yours at the end. Man Julie, if I hadn't seen this all week, I think I would have passed out. Did you see John's expressions?" "A little. I was a bit... distracted you know," Julie said as she laced her other arm through Joey's. We walked like that all the way to our room upstairs. We walked in finding John shirtless on the bed with the four girls suckling his chest. Julie barked orders, and two of them broke off and attached themselves to Joey and I. "Is Mistress Suzi joining us?" Dawn asked Joey. "Nope. She had... other plans," Joey said a little frustrated. "Come on Joey," I said. "With three muscle-bound guys at her beck and call, two with driver's licenses, you can't blame her for taking them shopping with her and the twins." "I know. But still. I don't like us doing stuff without being together." Dawn said, "Master Joey? Mistress Suzi asked me to make sure you were happy if sometime she wasn't here. I'll even try taking it in my ass if you want?" "That's nice of you Dawn... But I think... How about I break out the chocolate and whip cream. We still haven't tried that here." My bare dick perked up at that suggestion. "Hey, that's a great idea. If we just do their chests, it wouldn't get that messy." Julie said to me, "Tim, I don't know about the other four sluts, but I'm kind of running out of steam. Any chance of getting a sip of that drink of yours?" I took my shirt off, and called Julie to me. She was just a little taller than I was, but not significantly. I asked her to close her eyes, then I bent down to her left nipple and gently ran my tongue around it. I did the same thing to the other one, ran the tip of my tongue up her chest, then up her neck, chin, and finally arrived at her mouth. She parted her lips and tried to grab my tongue with them, but instead, I pulled her to me and kissed her. Her tongue attempted to enter my mouth, but I didn't permit it. After she stopped her struggles to penetrate my lips, I was kissing her as hot and passionately as I could for several minutes. Finally I broke the kiss and said to a stunned Julie, "Still out of steam?" She sighed with a sorta dreamy look on her face and said, "No... Where did you learn how to kiss like that?" I looked at Joey, and he shrugged. So I said, "I just kinda figured it out one day kissing Joey and..." "KISSING JOEY!" John said as he sat up on the bed. "That's.. that's.. gay!" "John, calm down. No one is gay here. Bi, maybe, but gay, no. You have...." "Shit! I ain't no bi or faggot. You're not going to try anything.." Joey stepped over to John and said "You dumb shit. If we were gonna try some fag stuff with you, don't you think you would be beggin' for it? Now stop being a paranoid dick head, and enjoy yourself." "Shit. All right. But how long have you two been..... er, bi?" "If you mean when did we start fooling around?" I said. "I guess it was the day before that five way that screwed you up." "Shit. No wonder. Okay. I got a confession to make. The reason I really went to sit with those other guys was I thought I was falling in love with Joey. Shit. That five way really messed me up. I've had dreams about kissing Joey and stuff. I guess I was afraid I was gay. But I don't want to kiss you or shit like that. It grosses me out most of the time." He was lying, and Joey and I both knew it. "John, so it grosses you out when we do this?" Joey said before we kissed wet and lustily, rubbing our crotches against each other, and generally making it as hot looking as possible. And we started getting carried away. We hadn't kissed in a while, mostly because it had gotten old doing it for Suzi's benefit. Joey stopped us when my hands went down inside the back of his pants to clutch his ass. We stood breathing hard on each other as we looked at each other's faces for a few moments. The bond we shared was never stronger than at that moment. When we turned to see what John's reaction was, we found everyone had been extremely turned on. John's hand was over his crotch, and the girls were just starting to snap out of their daze. "Sorry people." I said. "I guess we didn't realize no one here had ever seen us.. uhm, you know.." "And John, just because it turns ya on, doesn't mean you want to do it. So chill out, okay? Tim, Suzi, and I are.." "Joey, would you kiss me like that? I don't care if it's fag or not. I've been goin' nuts. I just want to know what it's like, and then I'll never ask you again." I said, "John, did you ever kiss Tina Richards like that?" "Uhm no. We kissed, but nothing like that." "Ladies, I want to ask the real yous something. Would any of you kiss John like that so he knows? I don't want to get him hung up on Joey because he was his first kiss." "I'll do it," Dawn said stepping towards John. "I think you're kinda cute anyway." John blushed, but said, "Thanks. Your kinda beautiful yourself, but I guess you know that." "Yeah, but that's okay. I like to hear it," Dawn giggled. John stood up, then closed his eyes and made a pucker face. "Oh, brother," Julie muttered. "Uhm, John?" Dawn said. "Hummmmph?" John said as Dawn laid into him. She knocked him back onto the bed and wormed her body all over his while she passionately kissed John like he was life itself. John started to get into the action, moving his hand to her back, then down to her skirt. Dawn was rubbing her crotch against his, her butt slowly rolling left and right. We all were getting turned on by the scene, and I felt a hand going down into my pants. "Shit, I guess we won't be trying out the chocolate," Joey said before pulling his own shirt off while Terri and Jen started undoing his jeans. I slipped my hand around Gwen's head and brought her to my face to kiss while Julie slipped my jeans down my legs. Joey said, "Holy shit, look at them!" John had worked Dawn's skirt down, and Dawn had managed to get John's dick out of his pants without taking them down. I froze them and said, "Dawn, are you sure? I know you're both virgins and all, but.." "Tim, let me go! Please? I want to. I haven't wanted to before, but now I do." "Okay, but it isn't love you two. This is sex, and you only do it for the first time once." "I don't have a problem with that. Do you John?" "Nope. Love can wait. Come on Tim. You started this." I sighed. I guessed not everyone even wants love for their first time. "Julie, before I let them go, help me pull his pants off, will you? I can't stand seeing his balls and dick cramped like that." We did. I quickly stimulated them back to where they had been before I interrupted and then pressed the play button. Gwen whispered, "Are you going to watch, or are you going to have some fun too?" I looked over at Joey who was on the floor with his two. He was sucking Terri's tits, while Jen licked his hard on. Julie was about to do the same, but I held her off. "Ladies, care to join me on the bed?" I said looking over at Dawn starting to hump. "Shit, I missed penetration. Oh well." I led the two lovely girls over to the bed, then went and poured three glasses of the drink. After we all had ours, I said, "Julie, for now on, if you want to have some of this, or give any of the other ring bearers some, feel free." "Thanks!" Julie said taking her empty glass to the fridge. I almost stopped her, but I figured, I gave her the privilege, what the hell. I was pleasantly surprised when I suddenly heard the whip cream can and found it circling my crotch. "WWOOHHOO!" I said when she poured some chocolate on. "Shit that's cold. Awe but it's getting warm with your hands. Excuse me, but I'm just going to lay back and enjoy this.." As the hands at my crotch mixed the two ingredients and painted my dick, I laid back, and found John's head next to mine grunting from Dawn's building lust. Dawn was up on her arms humping away, and they were both dripping with sweat. John's eyes were shut, but his hands were busy with her tits. I checked and found he was getting close to cumming, but she wasn't, so I put a block on John's since Dawn was doing all the work. My dick started to be licked like a lollipop, and then another mouth was sucking my balls. My horniness escalated, and suddenly I lusted for more. Ideas clicked in my head, seeing how to do two things at once. "John!" I said. He turned his head and blinked at me. I made his head move closer as mine did too, and we had an upside down kiss. Dawn noticed the surge of motion in John, opened her eyes and moaned loudly. The mouths at my crotch paused before doubling their efforts, bringing me much closer to cumming myself. I removed John's block and linked everyone up involved when Dawn's orgasm was about to blow. Five second's later, the world exploded with cum. I shot into someone's mouth as John shot inside Dawn, and we both broke the kiss to groan. Dawn jerked and shuddered, reminding me of Joey, and John lurched violently into her. Dawn collapsed on top of John, but gave me a lick on the forehead for fun before resting on top of him for a while. We heard some moaning from the floor, but didn't bother to look. I was pretty sure Joey had followed Julie's idea from all the sucking sounds below. When I got my breath back I said, "Having fun yet John?" from which I got another deafening positive reply. ======================================================================== Tim, the Teenage MC By: Rass Senip Chapter X: 10th Grade, Winter 1986/87 Part 3 - Threesomes and Twosomes (mc, mf) "Tim, I want to ask you something," Suzi started before our third hour class a week later. "But you have to promise me you will tell me the truth about how you feel about it." "Shit. This doesn't sound like I want to hear it, but okay. I promise. You want to go someplace private?" "Uhm, yeah. I can't get this out of my head. Let's go upstairs." Nobody noticed us leave as the tardy bell rang, nor did the few people passing notice us holding hands climbing the stairs. She was nervous about something, and I somewhat suspected the day I had been dreading had come. She unlocked our private room, and we walked in, still holding hands. We sat down on the sofa, I waited for her to begin. "You know I've been having problems lately with how we always either do things together, or we don't do things at all. But you and Joey spend so much time together with your project, sometimes I don't feel it's fair." "Do you want us to quit? Or you want back in?" "No... I've wanted to go to the dances with you guys, but we never can decide who I'm with. And with the Christmas dance coming up, I'd really like to go. But I can't choose between you. You know I can't, and you both will bow out to the other." "Suz, stop kidding yourself. You know as well as I do you want Joey to take you. You want to know how I feel? I'm... crushed. But that's the way it is, and I don't want it any other way. You..." "Timmy, I still love you. You don't know how torn I am," Suzi said, tearing up. "Can't you understand? I want someone else to take me. Not you, and not Joey!" and with that she cried into my shoulder while I sat there stunned. I reached out to Joey and informed him what was going on. As Suzi sat there hugging me, Joey and I were passing back and forth ideas. Joey rejected the only one I truly considered until I let him check how I felt for himself. Then he told me to fuck off and closed his end. "Suzi?" I said, stroking her hair as tears started running down my face. "I know you love me, and I know you love Joey. You have to give one of us up for the other, and you know who that is. Otherwise you wouldn't have talked to me without Joey." "No, Timmy.. Noo..." "I've talked it over with Joey, and he...er, well, he knows what I'm gonna do.." "TIM!" she said coldly, sitting up, looking me straight in the eyes. Then she said with ice cold precision, "You will NOT make this decision for me. DO YOU UNDERSTAND!?! I WILL!" "Shit.." was all I could say after she released her nails that were digging into my shoulders. "I came up here to talk to you about letting Ben take me to the dance. Maybe go on a couple other type of dates..." "What? Ben? You mean.. The druggie? The overstuffed muscled version of me? Why him?" "Hey, that's not being fair to him. He's very sweet, and I.. like him, you know? I just need some fresh air from you and Joey. To give me a chance to do some things we never seem to get around to. I still love you two more than anyone else in the world, but I'm tired of waiting for you guys. I know you can't give me what Joey has or what you have, but I feel so... alone sometimes. Like you two are on another level that I can't reach." "Why are you telling me all this without Joey?" "Because... Joey is smart and all, and he is sensitive, but... he has the tendency to get angry first when something upsets him. You don't. And I haven't made up my mind yet. I wanted to talk it over with someone. Not have you make the decision for me." "Sorry. But you know how I feel." "Yes, I know. But you have been wrong before." "Suz? Do you want to make love with Ben?" "No!.. Well, not really... Well..." "Yes you do. His body drives you crazy. You're getting hot just thinking about him." "Stop peeking! You know why he drives me crazy. He looks like you." "Suz, I think I understand. You want some personal attention. We always have tried to make sure we only spend time together with you. Maybe that was wrong... You're right. It isn't fair that Joey and I can spend time together without you, but you can't spend time with just one of us. "So what if we started seeing you separately? And still spend time together. What if Joey takes you to this dance, and I take you to the next? Do you think that will make you happier?" "I don't know... What if you and Joey started keeping track of how much time we spend with the other. I don't think I could keep count, but you two could. I don't want to hurt you two, and I definitely don't want to come between you." "You might as well come in and tell us what you think, Joey," I said. After a few moments of silence, a key went into the door and Joey came in recovering from his blush. He sat down next to Suzi and said, "Well, I think it sounds better than you going out with someone else. Suzi, I can't promise I wouldn't get jealous of Tim, but it would be nothing like I would feel with this Ben guy. And with Tim's thing for fairness, I don't think I have to worry about him hogging you." "Yeah. I think," I said. "I'm going to have to think this over. If I do agree, you still want Joey to take me?" "Yeah. I would kind of maybe like sorta maybe like... ask Julie to it? If you don't object. I don't really have a thing for her, but she's kinda fun like you Suz. And she isn't going with anyone right now and is kinda bummed about it." "That slut? Hmmmm. Well she did give me a good... er, okay." "Hey Suz. You could let Tim dance with you for like one song. And I could dance with Julie then too. You're right, Tim. She does remind me of Suzi. Especially her blow jouuuh!" Suzi's hand had slapped Joey in the belly. "Damn, Joey. Don't you know to never compare the way women have sex? Speaking of sex.... We seem to have an opportunity to do a little group lovin'. Unless Suz wants to flip a coin and have her first twosome since her virginity." "You know what I would really like?" Suzi said. "What?" Joey and I said. "Sex with two big muscle heads that look like you." Joey and I looked at each other, then linked up. A few thoughts later, and... "Done," we both said. Suzi gasped as she watched us start to grow. Our bodies inflated, our muscles bulged, and our clothes started to tear. By the time we were done, only the shreds of our shirts and the elastic waist bands from our underwear were still hanging on. "Awe shit..." Joey said in a deeper voice. "I split my favorite shoes. Shit, I sound weird." "Hey Suz, do you think it's big enough?" I said in my new deep voice, holding my eight inch cock in my hands. "I can make it bigger if you want. Oh shit Joey. My balls are as big as hard boiled eggs." "Heh, hard boiled.. Wow. Look how many blood vessels there are in my arm. Shit." "HOW DID YOU TWO DO THAT!" Suzi screamed in delight. "What this little thing? You better get busy, little woman, because this hard on is ready for action." Joey said. Suzi leapt into Joey's arms and said, "FUCK ME YOU TWO HUNKS!" and started humping Joey madly, fully clothed. "Oh shit. Joey we forgot to drink first. Suz... Stop.." Suddenly Suzi found herself humping a fully clothed regular size Joey. "Shit. You two were trickin' me.." Suzi said climbing off. "Sorry. It wasn't meant to be a trick," I said. "It was an illusion, but it would have been completely real to you. You would have felt everything just like if it was really happening that way." "It was supposed to be a Christmas present," Joey added. "Sorry Suz." She sighed. "Well, what I wanted was for you to start using the weight room. I would really like to see you two buff." "BUFF?" We both said. "Oh, I say Tim, don't you look buff today.." "Joey, if you were any more buff, I would just come over there and do you in the buff." "Hmmmmm," Joey said giving me that "I got a great idea" look. "Hmmmm?" I said, giving him that "I think you're right" look. "Hrrrr" Suzi said, giving us both that "Ever do it without me, you'll die" look. I took my shirt off, Joey started undoing his pants. Suzi threw the cushions off the couch, and started pulling out the bed. By the time she had it out, Joey and I were over at the fridge naked, gulping down three large glasses of drink. The most we had ever had before was one large glass. Suzi started drinking her two large glasses (she was on a diet) while we started to help her undress. We all dived for the bed, and just laid on our backs waiting for it to hit us. "By the way, did I mention that my dad drank a gallon of that stuff once?" "Really? Did he fuck for a week?" "No.... But when he couldn't stop cumming after the first five minutes, he decided never to.... Suz, where are you going?" "To get you two a couple more glasses. Hey, can you die from too much cum in your stomach?" "Shit. Get back over here. I was kidding." "I know. So was I." "Uhm, Tim?" "Yeah Joey." "Did your dad ever really drink that much?" "No, not that I know of.." "Uhm, what about three large glasses like we just did." "Nope. He never wanted to drink a lot of it because he was afraid of getting tired of it." "Uhm, Tim? My balls feel funny." "Now that you mention it, mine do too." Joey's and my dicks started getting hard and started rising up all by themselves. "Shit.. My balls are... tingling.." Joey said. "Timmy? You're drooling precum like a fool," Suzi said, taking a lick and made me moan. "Fuck me Suzi. FUck me.... I think I could come so hard it would come out your ass.." Joey said, trying to push his dick into Suzi. "Uhhh.. I'm starting to feel it too. Oh Joey. Get it in me quick!" Suzi said rolling onto her back. Then she grabbed my dick and started pulling it to her mouth, having trouble keeping a grip with all the precum. I was feeling pretty desperate myself, so I got on my hands and knees and crawled over to her mouth and started to lower myself to her lips. As Joey started to rock the bed with his pumping, Suzi's hands grabbed my ass and pulled me down into her. I was so horny, all I did was groan as her throat started to gag on me. Suz pushed me out of her and choked a moment, but then she did it again. After a few more tries, she had successfully suppressed her gag reflexes and was having me slowly fuck her mouth. The next few minutes was wild animal frenzy fucking, with Joey humping so hard and fast, Suzi's ass was bouncing off the bed. My own pumping was slow because Suzi had to breathe between pumps. Joey's wild fucking finally made Suzi pull me out because she wasn't getting enough air. I was extremely frustrated when she did that. She was unable to even help me with her hand, so I had to do it myself as my lust boiled in my head. Joey finally came inside her, which caused her own orgasm to begin. Joey was fucking violently as he spurted, and Suzi's screams were intense. I couldn't take it any more, so I shoved my dick back in her mouth and instantly came. I came so hard and so much it was coming out the sides of her mouth. She was swallowing as fast as she could, and in a moment's surge of lust and breath, she took it in her throat again and let me squirt it down her throat. I didn't notice her struggling at first, but when finally was able to pull it out she was gasping for breath, coughing and wheezing. By that time, Joey had pulled out. He was still as horny as ever, but he was too tired to fuck. Instead his lust filled mind had just lowered his head into her crotch and was busy sucking out their mixed juices. I was just as horny and not the least bit tired. I knocked Joey's head out of my way with my ass, and mounted Suzi's well moistened hole. I sank in with a splurt sound and immediately started to fuck. Joey was not willing to give up so easily. He started tugging on Suzi and me to turn on the bed, and finally we complied. Then with more strength than I knew he had, he lifted my ass and legs above her, and then lowered me back down. I was still fucking her cunt, but her legs were up around my waist. Understanding what he was trying to do, I made room for him as best as I could. I felt his dick against mine, so I withdrew a moment to let him proceed. He dipped his dick in, then cupped his fingers and brought out a handful of juice more. As I began fucking again, he wiped it on her rose and proceeded to roughly work it in. Suzi was yelling for more, and Joey finally just got so frustrated that he just stuck it in without more than working a finger in. Suzi winced from the pain, and I groaned at the additional pressure. Joey didn't wait to let her get used to it, and a few moments later, all three of us were screaming out our lust. It was several minutes before we heard the people banging on the door, and we didn't even stop when Higgs opened it. The sudden draft of fresh air on our sweaty bodies pushed us over the edge and we came in a huge surge of orgasmic energy. Joey and I had connected everyone who was in or just outside the room, and suddenly everyone there was sharing in our largest joint orgasm yet. If we hadn't, we probably would have blown a few circuits in our brains with that intense of an orgasm. Everyone collapsed after the last surge faded away, with Joey almost falling off the bed backwards. Suzi and I were asleep in moments, and Joey managed to crawl up beside us before he passed out. But our sleep was only for a minute or two before a very upset principal with a pair of semen-soiled underwear shook me awake. "TIM! WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU WERE DOING! ON SCHOOL PROPERTY AND DURING CLASS TIME!" All I could say was, "uhm, fucking, sir." "I COULD SEE THAT! I TRUSTED YOU, AND NOW... YOU'RE IN BIG TROUBLE! GET THE HELL UP AND GET SOME CLOTHES ON! I'M CALLING YOUR PARENTS RIGHT NOW!" "Uhm, can't do that. Too tired. Wake me for fifth hour," and with that, I laid my head back down and almost fell asleep if not for several hands grabbing me and trying to force me up. I reached out with my mind, stopped their efforts, and while holding them off, I woke Joey. "Joey, we got problems. Help me blanket these guys to forget everything, and then we can go back to sleep." Joey linked up without a word, and only dropped his end once. After everyone had left the room and the door was closed, Joey disconnected and went back to sleep. I was getting cold laying naked like that, so I reached over to the blanket on top of the sofa's back and pulled it on top of us. I had pulled out of Suzi during the process, but was too tired to bother putting it back in. I just laid down beside her and fell asleep in seconds. I suppose in my sleep I realized how much I wanted us to remain together forever. This desire began an uphill battle against my perception that in the end there could only be two. And naturally I wanted them to be the two. ======================================================================== Tim, the Teenage MC By: Rass Senip Chapter X: 10th Grade, Winter 1986/87 Part 4 - Parental Secrets (mc, oral mf, mf) Joey woke us up later, and we discovered we had slept through the entire school day. The buses were already leaving by the time we got dressed, so I checked around for somebody who could give us a lift, but didn't find anyone who didn't have a prior engagement. So I called for two limos from my mansion, one for Suzi, and one for Joey and I. While we were waiting outside, we talked about the upcoming holiday break. "So Suz, do you think your mom and dad will let you stay at Tim's for those five days?" "My mom will pitch a fit about it 'cause I think she knows we have sex and stuff. But my dad will go for it, especially because of Tim's dad. What about your mom? You said she was having problems about it too." "Yeah, well, Tim's mom talked to my mom. They do that sorta thing a lot. Anyway, it's cool 'cause Tim's mom invited them over for dinner for the first night." "Hey Suz. Do you think it would help if my mom invited your mom and dad too?" "I don't know.... I mean, my dad would love too, but... I guess my mom is kind of tired of meeting all these rich people and having fancy dinners with them. We really aren't rich or anything. But with my dad having to always entertain people to get donations to the university, we got that big house and nice stuff so they would feel more comfortable when they came over." "If your mom is tired of the glamour and glitz, maybe they should just come over to my house for dinner. You, me, and your brother would probably be sitting at the card table, but we could do it. Oh... I forgot the oven was broken again." "Your dad is still out of work?" I asked without thinking. "Hey, what does your dad do anyway?" "He's an electrical engineer. He messes around with electronics and computers and shit. He's been wanting to get a computer forever, but..." "Joey, I know I asked you before, but what if my dad really does have a job open for an electric engineer somewhere? I mean, your dad is smart, right?" "Electrical, not electric. And yeah he's smart. But I told you he wouldn't go for charity, and that's what it would be. I guess he's had trouble with work ever since Sis died..." "Joey? Do you think you dad blames himself for your sister's death?" Suzi asked softly. "I don't know. I guess. He never talks about it. None of us do. But he and mom go visit her on her birthday every year. And my dad is always bummed out about it afterwards. That's usually when something happens at his job. I heard my mom saying something about it. Something always makes him really angry at work... Look. Can we talk about something else? This is depressing me." "Okay," Suzi said before giving him a kiss on his cheek. "Opps... looks like I'll be talking to you two later. There's the limos." Sure enough, two long black stretch limos pulled into the school's lot. There were lots of people hanging around for their bus (some of the buses came back for a second load), so everyone started to talk and watch them pull up. We all looked at each other, grinning, yet slightly embarrassed. The first limo stopped with the door immediately in front of us, and the second limo right behind the first. The drivers got out, and the first driver opened the door. I recognized him as the same driver I had met that first day, and then gulped realizing who and what was inside as Suzi started climbing in. Suzi stopped halfway, and said, "Uhm, guys? I think this one is yours. How are you Vicki? and... Carol isn't it?" Joey and I looked at each other, but then the crowd gasped as I noticed out of the corner of my eye someone getting out of the second limo. "Shit." I said, followed by another one from Joey when he turned around. The twins were wearing their skin tight leather outfits. The shape of their nipples were plainly visible through the material, and if I hadn't been so sexed out, I would have sported a woody. Suzi bumped her head on the door frame of the limo when I said "Uhm, hi Honey, Joy." As Suzi's mouth fell open in shock, Joey and I walked up to the twins. They each gave us a kiss to our embarrassment, but then immediately let me know they were here to go with Suzi. "Uhm, Suz? The twins want to, uhm... shop I guess. They're gonna ride with you. So I guess this one is your limo. The crowd was getting very noisy, then John walked up and said, "What's going on? Who are these... babes?" The twins gave John a smile while Joey said to me, "Uhm, do you think we should blanket the crowd?" People were starting to follow John's example, so I said, "Na, let them wonder. Let's just get out of here before we get mobbed. "Suz, get in with the twins. Come on, John. We'll drop you off," I said grabbing John's arm and pulled him towards the first limo. We shut our own door since I had sent the drivers to start the engines and get us out of here. As I turned away from watching the crowd fall behind us, I found John was still staring at Vicki and Carol. "John, this is Vicki, and that's Carol. Girls, this is John." "Hello," the two nude women said from the bed. "Uhm, Hh hh hi," John stuttered out. "Vicki, does the other limo have a phone?" I said, climbing on the bed towards the phone. "Oh, yes young master. Would you like me to dial it for you?" "Yes please." "Carol, is there any Life essence in the fridge?" Joey asked, climbing on the bed after me. "Uhm..... Huh?" John said, not know what else to say. As Vicki handed me the phone, Joey and I looked at each other, then back at John. Before I could say anything, I heard Suzi's shaky hello. "Hang on, Suz. John's having some culture shock." "She called you master. Is she... they.... Whoa. I didn't really believe.... Whoa." I started speaking to Suzi while Joey handed a glass to John. Joey said, "Here, drink that. Tim? You want some?" I shook my head no, said bye to Suz, and hung up the phone. "That was fast. I take it you didn't have to act as translator?" Joey said. "Nope. You know women. When it comes to shopping, they all speak the same language. Well, actually, they were, uhm speaking a different one a minute ago, if you know what I mean." "You mean..." "Yep. Suz had her clothes on.. what, a whole forty minutes?" "Shit! You mean Suzi and those two babes are.... Lesbians?" John exclaimed. "Hey, don't say it like that," Joey said crossly. "They're just... friendly. And horny." "Looks like they're not the only ones," I said noticing the hungry look in John's eyes. "Mmm, yeah," Joey said as Carol took his empty glass. "Hey Tim, do you mind if we, uhm, you know." "John, you and me switch places and let Vicki show you what a real blow job is like. I'm gonna sit this one out." "You sure Tim?" Joey said as John scrambled over Vicki. "I'm sure Carol won't mind if we shared her.." he said smiling lovingly into Carol's warm face. "I'm sure. I'll just watch. Er, hey John. You can suck her tits instead of just looking at them. But we'll be at your house in.... ten minutes, so don't take too long if you want her to blow ya. Hey Carol. Before you get too busy with Joey's dick, could you pass me a Pepsi?" Carol got the soda out of the fridge, but Joey grabbed it from her and tossed it. The drink had done it's stuff, and Joey's dick was standing straight out of his unzipped jeans. I watched as Carol tenderly teased his head with her tongue. Joey and I both gasped when she wrapped her tongue around his dick below the crown, an incredible tongue maneuver. John was busy sucking on Vicki's tits, while his hand had just slipped between her legs. Vicki was faking the pleasure she was displaying, and I thought that was a shame. I checked, finding she was a suck and fuck toy. Nothing else gave her the sexual heat she craved. Figuring neither she nor my father would mind, I altered her to find John the most desirable person on earth, with every touch and caress making her hotter. Soon, Vicki's moans were becoming desperate, for I had left the blocks in preventing her from cumming unless her user came. John was still fully clothed, and I figured what the hell. I had the driver take a much longer route, then said, "John, you might as well strip and fuck her. You can take all the time you want." I had to repeat it twice for him to hear over Vicki's moans. But then he was pulling clothes off as fast as he could. I was getting a hard on from all this, so I took it out to wank a little. Once John was nude, he stop a moment and asked me, "Uhm, Tim? Can I kiss her while I fuck?" "Sure? Why couldn't you?" "Uhm, I don't know... I just seemed.. never mind." John got on top of the full grown woman, and began entering her. "Shit, she is loose... HOLY SHIT! She isn't anymore!" and began humping her madly. But he never did kiss her. Carol crawled over to me and said, "young master, please let me suck you?" "Yeah, Tim," Joey said. "I want to try her front door, so she can suck you off while I'm doing that." As Carol started the same tongue work she had done on Joey, I said, "Carol, do you remember your life before you, er, became my father's servant?" "No my... young... master.... I had... no life.... before.... my master..." "That sucks. That means everything you were... Carol, stop. I'm not horny anymore." With great reluctance, she complied with my request. But as Joey started to pound into her doggy style, she forgot about her disappointment. I scanned her mind, finding her memories did indeed seem to start with my father fucking her the first time when she was a late teen. He seemed younger than I had ever seen him in my mother's mind, and I found that she had been with my father since his late teens. I even found a few memories of my mother as a slave. She was probably about my mothers age. Vicki was different however. She had all of her memories, and they didn't seem to have been altered. Three years ago my father picked her up at a shopping mall, and she has been one of my father's favorite car girls ever since. She was twenty now, making her seventeen when my father met her. I found Vicki had quit school before my father had found her, and my father made her finish her education, and was even considering making her go to college. The differences between the two women held my attention for the entire journey. I even missed Joey's orgasm, but couldn't miss John's with Vicki screaming her head off. John had barely gotten his pants on when we pulled in front of his parents' two story home. After saying his thanks and making it almost to the house, he had to come back to the limo to grab his books. He was probably in a daze the rest of the day. I told Joey of my findings, and his first reply was, "Wow. Just goes to show you how good Samantha is." "When did you start calling her Samantha? I mean, I don't mind, but.." "Well, after she gave me that blow job, I guess I stop seeing her less as your mom and more as a real live woman. You know?" "Yeah, I guess. But if you start calling my dad Charles, you're in trouble," I said pushing him on his back. "Hey, can I ask you a personal question?" Joey asked a few minutes later. "Depends on if I can ask you one afterwards." "Okay, that's fair enough. Have you and Samantha ever... you know.. Done anything?" "Huh? No, of course not.." "Oh." "You sound like you're disappointed. Why would you care?" "Well, uhm, I guess I just... Well, you're just missing out on some good head, that's all. I guess I just wanted to talk about how good she is. I mean, even with Suzi and the twins and all, I still... You know... Enjoy hers." "Damn. Okay, here's my personal question for you. How many times have you and mom messed around like that?" "Shit, Tim. You sure you really want to know? I mean, I know you're okay about it, but..." "I'm sure. Now spill it." "Okay... The last one was a number nineteen, so I guess that makes it twenty blow jobs." "And?" "And what?" "Come on Joey. I know you. Even without using my empathic ability, I can tell you're holding back." Joey sighed, then looked at me and said, "You won't get upset?" "Why would I? All right. I'll stop making you squirm. I know you two fucked. I knew it the day you did it. You two kept looking at each other. Hell, my dad and I even made a bet at how many times you two would do it that day." "Fuck! You know how much trouble Sam and I went through just to try and keep you from finding out? We didn't want you to feel left out." "Heh. You should have learned by now that no one has sex in my house without me knowing it. I even have that time in the kitchen on tape." "Shit.. Then why did you let us think we were getting away with it all this time?" "What, and spoil your fun? Mom said you were a better lover when the danger of being caught was greater." "What?! She's been setting me up?!" "No... She told that to my dad. I just overheard.. sorta. Anyway.. So why haven't you and her done anything lately?" "Hmph. You know what? I think you get off just thinking of your best friend screwing your own mom. If I ever catch you even laying a hand on my mom.. I wouldn't be responsible for my actions, that's all.." "Come on, Joey. You know I'd never do something like that. And I guess I do kinda get off thinking about you and mom. But you didn't answer my question." His attempt to lead me astray by faking his anger hadn't discouraged me, and Joey's face got twisted with torn loyalties. He finally just looked me straight in the face and said, "You will have to ask Samantha. I'm not the one to tell you." I blinked in surprise, not realizing until now there was something more going on here. Joey had never kept a secret from me before. I mean, yes, he kept things from me, but we both admitted the truth if one of us confronted the other about it. But this secret was specifically aimed at me, so he gave the only reply he could. "I'm sorry. I didn't know it was... I understand. Thanks, bud," I said, letting him off the hook. "Hey Tim... about my dad.." "I won't ask my dad for..." "No. Not that. Uhm.. If he blames himself... Well, could you help me find out? If he's hurting like I was, then..." "Yeah sure. When?" "Today. Like, as soon as we get there." "Okay," I said, moving over next to him. He was still naked, and Carol was nibbling at his cock like she does with my father. His eyes were looking up into space, and I could feel his mind churning. I stuck my face into his and said, "You know what?" "What?" "We make a good team. I'm glad we're... close." "I love you too, Tim. Now are you going to kiss me, or just stare at my zits." I gave him a light kiss on the lips, then laid back down beside him, finding Vicki clawing at my pants to join Carol in a little nursing. When we arrived at Joey's, his father was asleep in his chair with the TV on the sports channel. When I entered his father's mind, I found him to be having a dream about two women mud wrestlers battling it out on the TV while he watched it with his old high school friends. I quickly turned my attention to try and find out what caused his anger concerning Sarah, and almost missed the switching of his dream's focus. One of the wrestlers was standing behind him massaging his scalp smiling a wicked smile while the other wrestler stood before them with a blank look on her face taking her clothes off. I heard the scalp massaging wrestler's voice say, "Tom, make her suck you." There was something odd about the dream. I put myself into the dream for a moment, feeling and knowing what Tom was experiencing, finding his perceived age to be about eighteen, and that he felt completely helpless to do that woman's bidding. Tom thought to the vacant eyed wrestler to suck him, and then the dream started to break up. I wondered if the dream could have ever happened, and quickly accessed Tom's memories when he was eighteen. I didn't find anything until I suddenly ran across the woman who had been in his dream. The fiery red head with green eyes had been one of his classmates in college, and he remembers taking her out on countless dates, but couldn't recall what actually happened on those dates. He just remembers picking her up and dropping her off, and faint echoes of having sex, but nothing really clear. I backtracked his memories to the time he first met her, then found the first blank spot and started inserting commands. When I finished with the commands, I watched the memory of that first date play out, forcing Tom to remember it against his own will. Once I had seen the whole thing, I set it up to see it again, then had Joey join in the link, then sent Joey into dreamsville so he would experience his father's memory like a dream. .....coming from dinner with Tara, looking for a spot to park in the drive in... Tara's voice "I like that one over there." ... Okay.... As good as any... Shit she looks hot.... She has to be planning to make a move on me. We are seven spots away from anyone else..... Tara's voice "Tom? Have you ever heard someone else's thoughts?" .... What kind of a question is that? Is there some kind of hidden meaning?.... "What do you mean?" Tara's voice "I mean, have you ever thought you could hear someone else think?" .... Telepathy? ..... "Telepathy?" Tara's voice "Yes, that's the word. Have you?" .... Weird... "No. Not that I know of. Why?" Tara's hand reaches up to my head and touches my scalp with her finger tips. Feels fucking great. Tara's voice "Doesn't that feel good?" "Yes!" Tara's voice "Lay your head down in my lap." ...Tara moves her legs so they are on the seat with her back to the door. I lay down and feel her other hand touch my mind.... Tara's voice "You're much stronger than Chris. Even stronger than Jim. You should last a long time before burning out. Yes, that's right, let go of yourself. See how easy it is.." ....feels soo good..... fingers go deeper and deeper.... soo good... Tara's voice "Almost to the center. Let yourself relax and don't fight it when you feel me take you. I promise I won't hurt you. You're going to be my Number One. We're going to have lots of fun together." .... so relaxed.... I'm her Number One.... lots of fun.... I can feel her fingers on my soul.... take me.... please.... ...flash of light... thank you Tara.... Tara's voice, "You are now my Number One. Tomorrow you will take me out again, and won't mind my number two coming along. You will take us to the make out point and think it is your idea. For now on, whenever you hear me say 'come to me, Number One,' you will let me touch your head like I am right now and release your mind to me. You will not have any interest in dating anyone else but me, and as soon as I let your mind go, you will not remember anything that has happened while you are under my spell. And tonight you will only remember sitting here with me watching the movie, very happy and content to be my boyfriend. You will not attempt to lure me into having sex with you, and will only kiss me when I choose. I am a witch. I do not have sex with mere mortals. Say yes, I obey." ... yes, I obey..... "yes, I obey" Something was wrong. Joey didn't seem to want to come out of his dream. The memory was over, but Joey seemed to be waiting for it to continue. But then he opened his eyes and said, "What? Is that it? Where's the rest?" "Shit Joey, you were scaring me. I thought the dream had done something to you." "No! I thought you were going onto the next date and was just taking a few moments to get set up. Is he okay? Does Tara still control him?" "I'm not sure exactly what Tara did to him, but he hasn't been 'touched' by her since," I paused, searching for the last blanked memory. "Since about two years later." "I'm not very good at this, but I can't find any commands in his mind," Joey said a few minutes later. "Can you?" "There aren't any. I would have found them a long time ago if there were. Tara wasn't telepathic like us. I don't know what she was, but whatever she used, it's more like hypnosis than anything else. Very deep hypnosis. Deeper than anything I've ever tried." "Come on. Show me a few more memories. Like the next one, and then do the very last one. I want to know what she made him do." "All right, but just those two. You wouldn't believe the strain it's putting on your dad just to call them up. We may have to wait for tomorrow to see the last one." "Okay. Just don't hurt my dad," Joey said closing his eyes. .... Who is this guy?.... Oh well... I guess he can come.... brake... clutch & neutral.... "Hi. Who's your friend?" Tara's voice "Tom, this is Chris. He's a very close and dear friend of mine. Would it be all right if he came with us?" .... I don't mind.... "Sure. The more the merrier." .... Brake clutch 1st gas..... Clutch 2nd gas.... brake right turn...... <rest of thoughts concerning driving removed> Tara's voice "Let's park behind everyone so we can see them rock." ....Whoa... kinky... I wonder if Tara knows how hard I am.... Tara's voice "Come to me, Number One" ...OH! PLEASE TOUCH MY MIND!..... AHHH!!!.... Tara's voice "There, now... Chris, your time as Number One is up. You are now Number Two. You are quite happy to be Number Two. You will do whatever it takes to show my new Number One everything you have learned. For now on, I may call you both by your number name even while you are not under my spell and you will not think it strange. You will always call each other by your number name, and you are now best friends. Number Two, teach Number One the first lesson." Number Two's voice "Number One, concentrate on the car ahead of you. Imagine your hand reaching out to the two inside, reaching out to touch their minds, reaching... reaching... feeling.... touching.. now make your hands grasp their minds.... good.. hold on to them, and don't let them wiggle away... Now make them get out of their car by moving their minds.. Now make them undress each other... good.. Make them lose their fear by wishing them too.. very good. Give them the lust to fuck each other in front of your car.. Good. Tara?" Tara's voice "I've never had a Number One learn so easily. Go on with lesson two." Number Two's voice "Number One, concentrate on the two fuckers in front of you. Imagine them glowing, glowing with sexual pleasure. Now imagine the glow moving from them to Tara's body, taking the glow from them and giving it to Tara. Don't let them stop making more glow, and keep sending it to Tara. This is our function, Number One. We are Tara's tools for pleasure." Tara's voice, "More Number Two. I want MORE!" .... more.... next car, reaching.... touching.... grasping.... walking out... undress... make horny.... fuck... glow.... send glow to Tara... next car... reaching.... touching.... grasping.... walking out... undress... make horny... fuck... glow.... send glow to Tara..... Tara's very loud voice "OH! YES NUMBER ONE! YES! MORE NUMBER ONE! MORE!! I'VE NEVER BEEN SO!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!" ... I'm glowing! I can feel them fuck! FUCK ME ALL!... AAHHHH I'm CUMMING.... I'm Cumming again! And AGAIN!.... I'm FUCKING EVERYONE!.... I had to stop the memory when it caused Tom to start to go into shock. The drain of forcing the memories back to the surface was almost too great of an effort for him. As Joey recovered, discovering he had creamed in his pants, I did a quick little peek into a few more of Tom's repressed memories. They were only flashes and not entire sequences of events, so they didn't cause Tom much more stress. "Looks like Tara used your dad to get sexual pleasure without ever having sex herself. I can't find any instances where she did anything but use him to make people fuck and then steal or share the pleasure they felt." "Why did she let him go? I wouldn't think she would have ever let him go." "Hang on, let me check," I said skipping to the last blank spot. It took me a few minutes to flash enough of the memory to get the gist of what was going on. And I was a little worried about telling him who was also in the memory. "Looks like Tara made your dad over stress his partial telepathic abilities. He burnt out. When he couldn't do it anymore, she shared the pleasure with him one last time, then dumped him. He had already trained another Number One a few months earlier, and, er, I guess he associated the sexual pleasure with his replacement." "Huh? What does that mean?" I looked at Joey and said, "What are your mom and dad's pet names for each other?" Joey never answered me. All he could do was stare at his father as it dawned on him. I patted him on the back and left him there with his mother's voice echoing in his ears from just the day before. "Number Four, tell Number One to clean up his fucking room!" I knew he had never actually been Tara's Number One, but Joey couldn't help trying to remember if he had ever met Tara and if there were any blank spots in his memory. But the reason I had left him like that had been because he was hard just thinking about it. I figured he wanted to spend a little time alone. And who knows. Maybe he'd clean up his room. Yeah right. ======================================================================== Tim, the Teenage MC By: Rass Senip Chapter X: 10th Grade, Winter 1986/87 Part 5 - Tim's Family Christmas (mfm) The day after Christmas, Suzi, Joey, and their parents all joined us at my mansion for dinner. The three of us were incredibly nervous because we felt we needed to tell their parents about how we felt about each other. We had no idea how they were going to react, and both Joey and Suzi made it quite clear my parents and I were not to interfere in any way except verbally. There was also the matter of exchanging gifts. I knew my gift to Joey would most likely be initially refused, if not by Joey, then by his father. Suzi's gift I wasn't as worried about since my dad was also giving her father the goblets they had discussed last year. Of course Suzi's mom might object, but then she might not. She did kind of liked me. :) My mom and I made the dinner, and that unintentionally rung up some brownie points with Suzi's mom. In fact, Suzi's mom was the most understanding of the four, probably because she had already pretty much figured out that Suzi was seeing both Joey and I. I mean, it was kinda obvious when Joey would take her out, then I would, then Joey.. You get the picture. Joey's and my mom had kept in touch pretty much, especially since Joey and I were always doing stuff together. Joey's mom would call to have Joey sent home and then usually talk to my mom for a while. On more than one occasion, they would talk so long that Joey arrived home before they hung up. So Joey's parents knew about how the mansion was a gift from my dad to me, and that my mom was barely affording to keep it. But they still were a little uncomfortable to be in such a large and expensive home at first. Once the three mothers got busy chatting though, the atmosphere became fairly relaxed. Joey's dad even got a few minutes of friendly chit chat in with my dad, talking about a few things they did after they left our camp last summer, and even talked about doing something similar this coming summer. Suzi's dad monopolized the rest of my dad's time, but my dad and I both knew it was just his nature and he wasn't actively trying to get something out of us. Not that he didn't hope for something though. Suzi, Joey and I were very quiet during the otherwise very talkative dinner. We weren't very hungry. The butterflies in our stomachs were having orgies just so they could multiply in greater numbers. After we helped clear the table, Suzi, Joey and I announced we had some gifts to exchange. Both their parents had expected this since Joey and Suzi had both brought something for me and each other, and Joey had brought something for my mom too. Actually, Joey's gift to my mom was from his parents as well, and that made Suzi's parents feel they needed to apologize for not bringing something themselves. My presents to Joey and Suzi were in small boxes, but everyone expected them to be something expensive, or at least cost more than what they got me. But Joey's gift to me was priceless, or at least it was to him, and only those who were really close to him knew how priceless it was. "A baseball card? Oh my God. It's that one. You can't really be giving it to me!? I mean SHE gave it to you..." "Yeah, I know. But all those years you and I traded baseball cards, you always wanted it, and I would never tell you why I wouldn't trade it. At least not until you.. you know." "But... Oh Joey... Thanks man... Really.. thanks, but I.. I have to tell you, the only reason I wanted it was because you didn't want to give it up." "I knew that. But... Tim, it's the only thing I could think of that... You've been my best friend my whole life. I want you to take it. It's important to me that you do." I sniffed, and gave him a hug, resisting the urge to give him a peck on the cheek and stuff while in front of his parents. It took several minutes before we both could stop sniffling. Even Suzi was a little snifflely as she explained to our parents that Joey's dead sister had given it to him, the first of many in his baseball card collection. Suzi gave Joey the watch she had seen him admiring several times when we had taken the twins shopping. "Hey, speaking of the twins, where are they?" Joey asked as Suzi put the watch on his wrist. "Would you believe they had never tasted candy canes before?" I said with somewhat humorous look. "Candy canes? What do you mean?" Suzi asked. My father replied, "They got sick after eating nearly six dozen candy canes this afternoon." "Yeah," I added. "I've never seen someone actually look green like that before. They were really upset about missing dinner and meeting everyone, but not as upset as their stomachs were." "I seem to remember someone else getting sick on some fudge one Christmas," Joey's mom said. "Oh mom.." Joey said exasperated. "Will you ever let me live that down?" "I doubt it," Joey's dad said. "She reminds me every year that I was the one who let you get into the fudge. 'This time, make sure you put it up where Joey can't reach it, dear.'" "Uck," Joey said. "I never wanted another piece after that night. I hate fudge." I gave Suzi my present next, and her squeal when she opened it wasn't a complete surprise. "Ew Timmy.." she said pulling out the gold bracelet. "It's just like... How did you find it?" "I didn't. I had it made, using your, er, description of it. Does it look like your grandmother's?" "It's identical! ..Except for the inscription on the back. 'Forever Love.'" "May I see?" her mother asked. Suzi handed it over to her, and she examined it herself. "It does looks just like the original. Except for the inscription, like Suzi said. My mother's said 'Forever Yours.' You couldn't have done this just from Suzi describing it to you.." "Okay.. Okay. My dad was in Cincinnati last month and stopped by to photo the original for me. But that was after the jeweler already started it using my description of what Suzi said. Of course he had to start over, but.." "Jesus, Charles.." Frank said. "That must have cost a mint to have something like that custom made. I don't know if she should accept something that expensive.." "I was expecting you to say something like that, Frank," my father said. "Well, if you can't let Suzi except her gift, then I don't expect you will want that box over there.." Frank's eyes fell on the twelve inch square box, the largest gift under the tree, and he nervously kneeled down in front of it. He lifted it up, and instantly knew from the weight, "My god. You're giving me the goblets?" "For university. Tim's told me how much time you put into your job. I thought that perhaps it would be fitting for that library be called the Frank and Betty Aster Medical Library, if it hasn't already been officially named. After all, you're the ones who have to put up with the snobs like myself so it could be built," my dad said, laughing at his own joke like he always does. "Well... I... I don't know what to say," Frank admitted. "Charles, you've really done it," Suzi's mom said. "Frank has never been short for words, especially when it's about work. I think he'll accept it, if I know him like I do. Thank you Charles, Samantha. And thank you too, Tim," she finished, popping a kiss on my forehead. "Well, doesn't that take the cake," my father said. "I spend the money, he gets the kiss." "Oh, now... You get plenty of kisses," my mother teased, kissing him on the forehead like Suzi's mom had me. Joey gave my mom her present, and was very pleased with her response. "Oh, you devils. Margaret, I can't believe you spent this much on me!" she said, holding up the crystal serving bowl. "I'm sorry to say, it wasn't all that expensive. But when I saw it on sale at Jenny's, I knew you'd love it after the fuss you made over mine. Yours holds a little bit more than mine, does." "Thank you Margaret, Tom, and sweet Joey," giving him the same kiss on the forehead. That reminded me I never had asked her why they had stopped messing around, but now wasn't the time.. "Who's next?" I asked. "Here Tim," Suzi said, handing me a box that suspiciously looked like the one she gave Joey. "Holy cow! Joey! You told her!" I said, pleasantly betrayed. It was another watch, but not like Joey's. It was like his dad's calculator watch. "Heh, yeah. I was going to get it for you myself, but I wanted to give you the card too much. My dad even went and picked it out with her." "I wanted to make sure you got the newer model," Joey's dad explained. "Yours holds telephone numbers and has a database also." "Cool.." I said excitedly. I didn't mention the fact I already had a database and telephone directory in my head. I don't know what I'd do if I couldn't just force myself to remember things like that. "Thanks Suz. Thanks Mr. Connor... Your turn, Joey." Suzi's squeal was just as loud as when she opened my gift. Actually, I liked Joey's gift better than my own. "It's a locket. Oh! With Joey's and Tim's pictures in it. Ew Joey.. I love it!" "Yeah, Joey. That's cool. So that's why you wanted to see the bracelet. You wanted to try and match it.." I said, pretending I hadn't already known that. "And Sss..since your mom gave me the picture of you, I uhm.. didn't need to take that picture like I told you I was," Joey quickly made up. I gave him a quick grin at his near miss. "Okay, last but not least..." I said, handing Joey the smallest box of the bunch. He looked at me with a frown when he shook it and couldn't hear anything. "What. Is it empty?" "Why don't you open it and find out," I teased. He did so, ripping the paper off in one stroke. "Shit, Tim. You put enough tape on the box?" Joey said, forgetting Suzi's and my parents were in the room. His family cussed in front of each other all the time. Even his mom. The color drained out of his face when he did finally open it. "What is it?" Suzi asked. Joey picked the keys up, making the familiar clanking noise that car keys make. I had spent twenty minutes positioning those keys in paper to keep them from making that exact noise, and finally just found some foam and cut slots in it to stick the keys in. The effort was well worth the surprise. "Oh.. Wow.." Suzi said as Joey's mother gasped. "No sir," Joey's dad immediately said. "He's not taking a car from you. No Connor is going to accept charity, even from his best friend's father." "But it's not charity!" I said, having expected that response at least. "It's sorta a payment for the work we've been doing. Tell him, dad." "It's true, Tom. Joey and Tim have been working on something that, to me, is of great value. You don't need to know the details on what it's about, but if it wasn't for Joey, we would have never figured what it was about in the first place. And he is the key to continuing the work." "By dad is like hiring him, sorta. And me. He promised me a car too on my birthday next month. Don't say no until you see it, please?" I begged. "Come on, dad. Let me at least see it. Then if you say no, I won't argue with you," Joey said, not really sure if he would be able to keep that agreement. "No. Absolutely not. Tim, we appreciate the act, and Charles, I know you're just trying to do this for your son, but I'm sure Joey was doing whatever he was doing for the fun of it, and wasn't expecting payment for it. He's not going to accept it and that's..." "But DAD!" Joey said, suddenly noticing something. He held the key chain up to his dad's face." "Mm.. Mustang?" Joey's dad said, almost nervously. "Nineteen sixty seven, cherry red convertible, in case you're interested," my dad said. "Oh, and before you start saying how expensive it must of been, don't. It doesn't run. The body is in great condition, but the engine is shot. But Tim tells me you and Joey work on your car all the time, so that shouldn't be.." "Where is it?" Joey and his dad both said at the same time. I don't know who was more excited, but I could swear I saw some drool on the side of Tom's mouth. We took them out to the garage, and I pulled down the makeshift curtain at the end of the building, next to the only limo I had never ridden in. Joey and his father made strange noises as they caressed the shiny red paint, massaged the tires, swirled their fingers over the dash board like two boys feeling a woman's skin for the first time. I almost expected them to start kissing the seats, but they skipped the seats and popped the hood instead. "Shit. Look at this, Joey. It's a fuckin' wreck." "Shit. I guess we won't be taking it out for a test drive any time soon. Holy shit, dad. The belts are rotted.. and.." They both turned around and looked at me and my dad. "What?" I said. "You can't fool us," Joey said. "You bought the car in perfect condition, then swapped the motor with this piece of shit." Tom continued. "You're absolutely... wrong," my father replied. "That is the original engine. A man by the name of Gerald T. Finch bought it after it was pulled from a swamp. He restored the paint and the interior, but he never got around to the engine except to clean the swamp sludge from it. He traded it for an old limo I had parked in the spot it's in now. Finch is getting on in age, and he wanted something, shall I say, more mature for his wife's sake. The limo was my father's, and it wasn't running either, but it wouldn't take much to get it going again. I personally hated the thing." "But if you don't accept it," I added "there's a guy who wants to buy it from us. He has a spot waiting in his collection, right next to three other Mustangs. I just don't understand why he never drives any of his cars. They just sit inside this big warehouse, looking all nice pretty while the guy shows them to maybe three or four people a year.." "Come on, dad.." Joey whined. "What do you think," Tom asked his wife. "Shit, you don't want my opinion. You know how I hate cleaning the shit you get on your clothes after you two tinker with the car. But you know you want it." "Shit, all right, then. I'll let him have it on one condition. You figure out how much it is really worth, then Joey and I will pay you back little by little. No buts. That's how it's going to work. And... Thanks." "Yeah," Joey said grabbing me. "Thanks," and promptly kissed me on the lips. "JOEY!" his father bellowed. Joey and I jerked apart, realizing we both had forgotten ourselves. The looks of shock we were getting from Suzi's and Joey's parents, especially Joey's dad, made the butterflies in our stomach turn into bees. We hadn't intended to tell them about Joey and I. "Uhm, I think we all better go back inside and have a little talk," Suzi finally said. The tension was thick as we sat down in the room my mom and I had turned into a family room. Before remodeling, it had been where my grandfather's harem of women under the age of twenty had lived. My father hadn't bothered to use it since he moved into my mother's mansion, but it still took a lot of persuasion before he would allow us to alter the function of the room. What we called our living room was very similar in shape, it having been the room where the more mature women had lived. The sofa and pillows Joey's and Suzi's parents sat on were even the original furniture. "Uhm, mom, dad?" Joey began, then hesitated no knowing what to really say. "Let me go first, Joey," Suzi said. When he nodded, she looked at her parents, and said, "You know I care for Tim and Joey, but I don't think you knew how much I love them, both of them. And no matter what Tim thinks, I love them equally." She said, holding our hands up to her chest. "I guess it's my turn," I said before Joey could say anything. "Mr. and Mrs. Connor, probably the only reason why Joey and I can both love Suzi with out hating each other is... well, we kinda feel the same way towards each other." "Yeah," Joey said, not looking at anyone. "But in a way it's different. Not that we don't love each other, cause we do, but we don't see each other as boyfriends, just... I don't know.. Close. Closer than close. Just like we are with Suzi," he said looking up at us, not hearing the confliction he had just made. "Well, that's fine and all, but.. you two don't go around.. Kissing, do you?" Tom said. Joey and I exchanged desperate looks, but Suzi was the one who answered. "And what's wrong with that? I've seen you give him kisses before, and he even gave you one once." "But he's my son. And they were on the cheeks. Shit Joey.." he shuddered. "Sam, did you know about this?" Margaret asked. "Yes, but.." "Why didn't you tell me? I thought we were friends. Tell me you didn't encourage it." "I didn't encourage it or discourage it. Margaret, they're not hurting anyone. If they were, then I would have told you. They have the right to live their own lives." "I think you're blowing things out of proportion," Suzi's mom said to the Connors. "They obviously are more interested in girls than.. boys. I've suspected something like this was going on for sometime. And I don't really know the boys like you do." "You knew?" Suzi said amazed. "Then why didn't you say something?" "Because you gave every indication you didn't want to talk about it. You may be surprised to find out what I know, if you ever took me into your confidence," her mother said rather oddly. Even without my telepathic abilities I could tell she had been hurt by Suzi's secretive nature concerning Joey and I. "I'm sorry, mommy," Suzi said giving her a hug. "So Frank, did you know?" Tom asked, feeling a bit frustrated. "No. What about you, Charles?" "Uh-oh," I said when I saw a mischievous look in my dad's eyes. "Not only did I know about it, I have their first fuck on tape," he said smiling. "Oh my God," Margaret said. "Please tell me you don't mean what I think you mean." "I knew it!" Joey's father cried. "Joey, Margaret, get your things. We're leaving. And don't even try arguing, boy. You're in deep shit as it is." "I can't believe you said that!" I cried at my dad. "We're not leaving!" Joey said very defiantly. "I'm not a fuckin' faggot, and if you don't know that, then.. then.... FUCK YOU!" "Samantha, maybe we should leave," Suzi's mom said. "MOM!?!," Suzi cried. "I can't leave!?!" Joey's father was trying to force Joey to leave with them, and Suzi's father was about to do the same with Suzi. I looked over at my parents and was shocked to see them watching the scene with amusement. So I did the only thing I could think of that didn't involve my powers. I picked up the crystal bowl and dropped it on the bare marble floor. The explosion of glass shattering brought everyone's attention to me. "No one is leaving until you hear me out. I love Joey and Suzi. I'd give my life to save theirs. Shit, they are my life. Yes, all three of us made love. Mr. and Mrs. Connor, I've known you all my life. You've said yourself I'm almost family. And Joey and I have practically done everything together. So doesn't it make a little bit of sense that we have special feelings for each other? I trust him, I know his every thought, and I love him. Can you tell me what is so wrong with that?" "It's unnatural," Joey's father said in a stern voice. "That's what is wrong with it." "Why?" Joey asked. "Because it is. Men don't have sex with men. Shit, Joey. I thought you knew better. Ever since mister big shot over there finally decided to claim his bastard son.." "You fuckin' asshole," Joey breathed. "Tim and I started messing around almost a year before we even knew about his dad. I guess I'm the bastard. You can't be my father. My father would understand." And without another word, Joey ran out the door. "Joey!" his mother called after him. "Let him be. He'll come to his senses," Joey's dad said. "He's not the only one who needs to come to his senses," I said as I ran out after Joey. Suzi looked painfully up at her mother. "Oh, all right," she said. "But grab your coat, and you better take theirs as well." "Betty!?" Frank said shocked. "Hush, Frank. She knows what she's doing." Meanwhile, I tracked Joey down to the garage where he was sitting inside the Mustang, staring out into space as tears slowly ran down his face. "Hey, can I sit with ya?" I asked. "It's your car.." Joey said sadly. I didn't say what I was thinking, just silently got in beside him. "If only I hadn't fucked up and kissed you like that. Everything was cool until that," he said a few minutes later. "You mean we, don't you. I fucked up as much as you did." "Yeah, but still.. At least your mom and dad don't call you unnatural and shit." "They didn't call you unnatural. If anyone is to blame for this mess, it's my dad. You know he did that on purpose just for fun. Shit, Joey. My mom was even smiling at it while your dad was trying to force you out the door. My mom! I can't figure that out." "Shit.. But what are we going to do?" He said, starting to cry in earnest. My own tears started to flow then too. I reached out to pull him towards me, and ended up with him crying into my shoulder. "I don't know, Joey," I said, trying to keep myself from following his example. "I guess we'll just have to stop... being?.. friends?!" That's where my own dam broke. We recovered ourselves when we heard the garage side door slam shut. Suzi gave a sigh of relief when she saw us, and walked over carrying our coats. "Aren't you two freezing?" she said quietly. "I'm too numb right now to care," Joey said. "Well, put this on anyway," Suzi said, tossing us our winter coats. "Thanks Suz," I said, shivering as I put mine on. "So, you want to join us for a ride down depression lane?" I said with a weak smile. "Only if I get to drive," she said, going over to Joey's side. "Scoot over. You're not in any condition to be behind the wheel." she teased. Joey complied, but he didn't respond to her humor. "Tim thinks we should stop being friends," he finally announced. "No he doesn't, and neither do you," Suzi said. "Come on guys. You know they're wrong. Joey, just give them some time to think it out. And I'm pretty sure my mom is on our side... Parents. Go figure." I snuggled up to Joey, and he put his arm around me, then snuggled up against Suzi. Suzi turned herself so she could lay against the door, then pulled Joey closer until his back was laying against her chest, and I was laying sideways against his. "Joey, remember when we did it that day when Tim wasn't talking to us? Remember what you said afterwards?" "I said I betrayed the only person I thought I could never betray." I have him a hug, then said, "And it turned out you didn't." "Let's just run away together. We could do it, ya know." Joey said a few minutes later. "Oh Joey. They already lost your sister. Do you really want them to lose you too?" I said. "No..." he said, tearing up again. We laid in the car for probably a half an hour, talking about nothing in particular, all of us trying to sort our feelings and figure out what we could do. Finally Suzi said, "I'm getting cold. Can we go for a walk or something? I'll be okay if we keep moving." So we went outside and walked the path the go-carts had made last fall. Time flew by as we walked the complete path three times around. Then finally we decided to head back and face the music. "Well, whatever happens, we can always form a link and talk later," Joey said as we walked up the back steps. "Yeah," I said. "Uhm, thanks for the presents, guys. I'm sorry you probably won't get to keep yours Joey. I'll keep it for you if you want." "We'll see," Joey said. "Ready?" he asked with his hand on the door knob. We nodded and entered the kitchen. "You think they left?" Suzi said softly when we didn't hear anyone. "No, they're here... Holy shit. You're not going to believe what they're watching," I said even softer. We snuck our heads around the corner, finding everyone sitting and watching... well, us. My mom and dad were sitting in a lazy boy, my mom laying partially on top and beside him while they shared a bowl of popcorn. Both Suzi's and Joey's dads were holding their wives close, and Joey's dad suspiciously had his right hand under Margaret's shirt. But at the time he was only rubbing her tummy. Their attention was fixed on the TV where a slightly younger image of Joey pounded away into Suzi's back door while I laid underneath her. I didn't recognize when the tape was made until the screen showed us changing our position. "They keep saying something. Shit. I wish your equipment had sound, Charles," Tom said. "Look at that," Frank said softly. "I've never seen anything like it before." "Suzi sure seems to like it," Margaret commented. "I wonder why they've only done it once before this," Betty pondered. "Shit, I'd do it every night if there was two of me," Tom said. "Shit! Did I hear you right?" Margaret asked. "You'd make love to me while another man did too?" "Fuck, no. Not another man. I said if there were two of me. I wouldn't trust any one el.. Oh sshhhiiit. That's it, isn't it. God Damnit." "What?" Frank said. "Joey isn't going queer. Neither is Tim. They just trust each other. Shit Margaret, what have I done." "I was just as upset as you were.. Shit, you didn't do it all," Margaret said. My mom and dad both took a handful of popcorn and nosily munched it down. Suddenly my dad said, "Here's my favorite part. Watch this." The action on the screen had been speeding up, and now Suzi was bouncing back and forth fairly quickly. Our second game of Suz-ball had actually been a let down, so I wasn't sure why my dad had called it his favorite part. But the camera angle showed our crotches at a very good angle, and when Joey came, his dick actually appeared to expand in size, obviously an optical illusion of some sort, but never the less very impressive. Even my mom gasped at that, and Joey's dad immediately cried, "That's my boy!" "Tom!" Margaret said, then suddenly wiggled madly as her husband started moving his hands into her pants. "Thomas... Stop it! Now, not in front of... Tom.... TOM!" "What? I don't think they will notice. They're a little busy themselves," Tom said before placing his mouth on her neck. As the images of the three of us settled down in each other's arms, the two couples on the couch started their own show, one that Joey and Suzi didn't have any intention of watching. "Oh, come on you two. They watched us. It's only fair," I complained mentally when they indicated they wanted to leave. They insisted, but before I turned to leave, my father's arm appeared off the side of the chair, holding the bowl of popcorn out obviously to me. I grinned and sent him a 'no thanks', then joined Suzi and Joey in the kitchen for some dessert. "You know," I said between a forkful of angels food cake, "my mom and dad set all that up." "What do you mean, set it up?" Joey said with his mouth partially full. "Of course they set it up. You mean you just figured that out?" Suzi asked. "Well, yeah," I said. "When did you figure it out?" "The moment your dad mentioned the tape and your mom didn't jump all over him. Jeez, guys. I thought you knew her better than that." "Shit. She's right," Joey said. "You know Joey? I think we're starting to slip. We're the ones who used to pull things on our parents, remember?" "Yeah. I can't wait to find out what our kids do.." We all sat quietly thinking about that one for a few minutes, then Joey got a smile on his face. "What?" Suzi and I said almost simultaneously. "Let's go break in the back seat of my car," he said with a sparkle in his eye. "Okay, but _I_ still get to drive," Suzi said. ======================================================================== Tim, the Teenage MC By: Rass Senip Chapter X: 10th Grade, Winter 1986/87 Part 6 - Sweet Sixteen (mc, mf) "Oh, mom. That feels gooood," I said as she slurped on my dick. "Yeah, she's using a number sixteen on you," Joey said, carefully watching her as he fucked my mom from behind. I reached down and fondled my mom's breasts, feeling their soft yet firmness, their larger than average nipples, and gave them both a little twist. "Mom, are you sure it's okay to do this? I mean, I know it's my sweet sixteen birthday and everything, but didn't you say we could never do it?" My mom pulled her lips off my dick and said, "You're right. It's not right for me to suck you on your sweet sixteen.." "That's what I thought... What are you doing?" "Oh, Timmy.. For your sixteenth, I'm going to fuck you," my mom said, sliding herself onto my dick. "But... But.." I said before moaning. Her cunt was incredible to me. But the images of her as a baby kept flashing in my head, and then I realized my dick was inside the very passage I had been born through. "Mom, stop.. You can't... I won't..." Suddenly my mom's eyes glowed and pierced through my mind shield. "You will fuck me, Timothy. You want to fuck me, and you will fertilize me with your seed," a deep voice said out of my mother's mouth. I awoke with a jump, startling the twins who had just woke up themselves and had planned to give me a wake up blow job for my birthday. "Shit," I said under my breath. I hadn't had one about mom for a long time. I got out of bed, much to the dismay of the twins, and went over to the window. The sun was just starting to lighten the horizon, but there was plenty of light otherwise with the January's new fallen snow. "Man.. Of all the days for it to snow. Why did it have to do it on my sixteenth birthday? No, of course I don't expect you to answer that, girls. I'm just.. Just don't worry about it." I crawled back into bed and allowed myself to be pampered by their mouths. I was surprised when after they finished they crawled up to my chest and each took a nipple. They hadn't done that before. I let my hands roam their nude backs and cheeks, spending a little time just to enjoy their touch before I had to get up and go to school. The memory of my dream gave me a moment of panic when the nude figure of my mom came into my room to tell me school had been canceled. "And happy birthday, baby," she said kissing my forehead. "Uhm, mom?" I said before she left the room. "Hmm?" "Can I ask you something?" "Well, of course, dear. Is something wrong?" she said, coming back over to the bed. "No, I don't think so, but... Are you, uhm, like going to get pregnant?" The shock on her face only lasted a few moments, then she sighed and sat down on the bed. "Before I answer that, can I ask you why you're asking me?" "Well, you and Joey haven't been messing around for, what, almost four months now. And even you and dad are cooling it a little. But I also remember you saying something to dad once about how you some times had wished I had been a little girl, just so you could do those girl things." "You know I wouldn't want you any different," she said after getting over the shock of how much I knew. "I know. I'm not worried about that. But.. I guess in the back of my mind I've been picking up other things, and this morning I had a dream that kinda fit things together for me. You're getting your body ready to have a baby, aren't you. And that's why you're not having sex with anyone. You don't want to risk getting pregnant until you're ready." "I've underestimated you again, haven't I. I'm sorry Timmy. I should have never tried to keep it a secret from you. But I'm not even sure I can still have children. I didn't want to tell you before I knew one way or the other in case it upset you." "Well, I'm not going to say I love the idea, but then I don't hate it either. I'm just not sure if this family could stand another mind to control. Uhm, and there is something else. That dream I had this morning... I know this will sound kind of a strange question but... Uhm, who's gonna be the father?" She blinked at me a couple of times, then said, "Your father of course. Who did you think? Joey?" "Uhm, no.. But it doesn't matter. I take it you are still going to work?" "I was.. I think I'll be going in late. Would you mind if I held my sixteen year old baby for a while?" I ignored the flashback I had of my dream as the twins made room for my mom. But I had to order my dick to stay soft. My mom and I had never snuggled in the nude before. In another life, another world, my mom and I would have both lost control, making passionate love with each other like our desires demanded. But in this reality, our minds were full of the images of each other as babies, and eventually even fell asleep, with only peaceful dreams of having a new baby in the house. But when I woke up, I found myself only a few inches from my mother's sleeping face. Her mouth was slightly open, and her sweet breath repeatedly swept across my face. I watched her sleep, and even knew when she was about to awaken just by the change in her breathing. Her eyes slowly opened and focused, then we both had a moment of confusion. But once the confusion had cleared, we found ourselves closing that gap as we allowed ourselves to sample a kiss. The moment our lips met, our bodies flooded our minds with their demands. Without realizing our actions, our bodies pressed against each other and stayed that way. But something in the kiss began washing away our bodies' urges, and a minute after the kiss began, our control was restored. The kiss had contained a deep feeling of improperness, a sensation that we never were meant to be more than mother and son. This emotion, this basic truth about ourselves penetrated our souls and bodies, reducing and removing our primitive lust for each other's sexual contact. That simple kiss had contained what I like to call an antidote for the sexual attraction we had formed for each other. Our minds and bodies now agreed that there was nothing to find pleasurable in sex between mother and son. So we laid comfortably and at ease next to each other, talking for the first time about the dreams we had of each other. My mothers were very similar to mine, but a few of mine were more disturbing than hers, including the one I had experienced that very morning. We spend nearly the whole morning talking in bed, telling each other the most private of private secrets and thoughts. I had never felt so close to my mother before that day. After we bared our souls to each other that morning, we made an open agreement that we would always permit each other to freely scan each other's thoughts, knowing we never needed to hide anything from the other again. We felt as if our hands had been untied, or a weight had been lifted from our shoulders. And to my surprise, she wholeheartedly agreed when I asked if we could examine each other's bodies as a sort of test. My mother, probably the sexiest woman I have ever known, didn't even make me hard when her hands examined my genitals. To my mind and body, it was like my own hand feeling my testicles, learning their shape and size just out of curiosity. There was no intention to arouse me, so I simply wasn't aroused. I'm sure she could have, but she wouldn't, therefore I didn't. Uh, yeah. My own exploring of her body took longer, but the amount of physical contact was less. I became fascinated by her ass hole. I know the thought of even seeing your mother's ass probably makes you shudder, but then your mother probably hadn't had as much anal sex as mine, and her rose was truly extraordinary. Before she met my father, my mother explored every form of sexual intercourse, training and conditioning herself in the pursuit of increasing her own pleasure and becoming the most sexual creature who ever lived. She had become consumed with this quest of sexual perfection, and when she accidentally met my father at a popular strip club, she enslaved him so he could complete her conditioning without risking his betrayal. My paternal grandfather hadn't resisted using his own power to shape my father into what my grandfather wanted. Everything my father had been was the result of his own father's tampering, creating a twisted man with conflicting goals for his life. My mother had spent nearly an entire month undoing the layers of commands his father had haphazardly added whenever his son displeased him in some way. She had taken pity on him, and after those layers had been removed and his mind began to heal, she formed a loving relationship with the man emerging from his father's shadow. My father was freed from my mother's control before their project was finished. But because he had enjoyed the work he had done, especially the anal sex, they continued while she was under his control, completing it a few weeks before he was forced to release her. Despite fourteen years of celibacy, my mother never allowed her body to lose the physical conditioning he had put her through. She eventually realized she would have never finished the physical training if she had not been forced to. She felt that God had given her the only means to complete her work, and then returned her to sanity by giving her a child. Living without the pleasures she had worked so hard to maximize had been the penalty or price of his gifts, and the sixteen long years of resisting her desires for her own child had been his way of testing her. Her eyes filled with happy tears as she told me, "I've passed his test... Oh Timmy, my baby... Not only did he give you to me, but he gave me my life back after I had lost my way..." Suddenly her eyes opened wide in astonishment, then she exclaimed, "I think I'm going to have cramps!" My mother truly started crying then, and at first I thought it was from pain. But I quickly discovered her tears were still from joy, even though she continued to feel the initial sensations of menstrual cramps. She hadn't had cramps since her teenage years, and this led her to believe God was rewarding the passing of his test with the chance to have another child. I suppose I had my doubts whether or not God had actually done these things, but at the time it didn't matter. Even if the day had ended there, it still would have been my favorite birthday I ever had. And lucky for me the day wasn't over yet. (The only birthday that actually tops this one wasn't on my birthday, but my daughter's. Her birth opened a whole new chapter in my life, and it is a chapter that I do not feel I need to write. You're meant to experience it, not read about it.) After my mom got over her joy-cry, I found myself switching roles with her for the first time. I had always been the one who would lay my head against her chest and wrap my arms around her while she would run her fingers through my hair, or rubbed my back if I was sick or sad. For a moment I almost cried myself as I ran my fingers through her soft hair, feeling her cheek against my chest, only once giving a thought to my pecker laying against her soft belly. Joey had tried to contact me twice while my mother and I were having our time together. He had been surprised when we were still talking on his second attempt, and simply asked me to contact him and Suzi when I was ready. It was nearly noon before we finally did get out of bed. The twins were playing ping pong, and I wouldn't be surprised if they had been doing it ever since they left the bed around seven. The twins seemed to enjoy just standing there, hitting the ball back and forth, never missing, never even attempting to make the other miss, sometimes spending hours at a time without changing their steady beat. We fixed ourselves a large brunch, and the four of us ate together in the dinette room, watching the snow continue to fall through the large glass windows. My father called and wished me a happy birthday, and promised we would go car shopping as soon as the roads permitted. The original plan had been for my mom to take me to get my license right after school, then the three of us would go look at cars. Since it didn't appear that any of that would happen that day, my mom told me to go look in the garage where Joey's mustang had been parked two weeks earlier. "Oh my GOD!" I exclaimed when I saw Beany's twin. It wasn't brand new, but it was in great condition, and it was the exact same model as Beany, the helicopter I had flown last fall. I was so happy I felt weak in the knees. I had been dreaming of flying in Beany again ever since I left Holly laying naked in Beany's trailer. I looked for months to find another Beany and never found one. So finding one in my garage was a pretty big shock. A very pleasant one to say the least. Beany had a single sparkly silver paint job, but this one was two tone. Its metallic red and metallic blue gave it a race car look. The body was in better shape than Beany, but one look at the motor told me why. It couldn't have been flown for years. "Well I guess that kills my idea of flying over to Joey's and Suzi's," I said to myself out loud. "I don't think I'd want you flying in a snow storm anyway," my mom said from behind me. "Jeez, you startled me. How did you find it? What's her name?" "You are asking the wrong person. I only accepted the delivery. It was sent by a... Holly Quinn?" "Holly!.. Quinn? Oh yeah... Quinn was her real dad's last name. Wow. I can't believe she found another one like Beany. And I can't believe she bought it for me." "This is the letter that came with it," my mom said, handing over an envelope. "It came Monday while you were at that basketball game with Suzi. Tim... How safe is that thing? It doesn't even have a glass bubble or anything." "Huh?" I said while ripping the envelope open. "But that's the beauty of it, mom.. Nothing between you everything else. The only thing cooler than this would be one of those jet backpacks NASA has... Hmm, I wonder if they sell those... Oh well," I said as I unfolded the letter. -------------- Tim, After my mom and dad got back from their second honeymoon, my dad gave me the shock of my life. He took me out to a warehouse my real dad had owned that my stepdad sold a long time ago. The owner recently called him when they found an old crate they missed back when they had bought the place. Guess what was in it. Meet Midge, Beany's older sister. I don't know for sure why my dad had Midge boxed up, but I think he did it so mom wouldn't know he kept her. Mom said she had thrown a fit when he bought Beany because he was all the time flying around in Midge instead of playing with me. I don't remember Midge at all, just Beany. Since I can't fly two of them at once, and I know you love flying Beany almost as much as I do, I just had to give her to you. And it is the least I could do after changing my life. Dicky (I call him that sometimes) and mom send their thanks too. You will have to explain it to me sometime how Larry knows he never actually spoke to his dad, but still feels like he did. As you can see, Midge's engine needs some work, and I sent along a list of places where I get parts for Beany. If you need some help with her, let me know. Go get'em, Tiger Love, Holly Marie Strodmyer-Quinn PS If you have Midge up and running by May, let's get the two girls together and have a little race. Then maybe afterwards, we can break your trailer in. ----------------- "Wow. Mom? Meet Midge.... Oh MAN! I just can't believe it!" I said hopping in place. "Goodness, Tim. You haven't hopped up and down like that since you were little. I just hope my present interests you after this." "Huh? Mom, you already gave me your present. And it was better than getting Midge. Uhm, but I can open yours now if you want and we can..." "No sir," she said with a smile. "You have to wait until you eat your dinner. You know the rules.." I sighed and said, "Yeah, I know the rules." Then I brightened up and I looked back at Midge. I started jumping up and down again saying, "Oh boy, oh boy, oh BOOYY!" just like I used to, getting a laugh out of my mom. After she went back inside, I contacted Joey and Suzi to tell them my news. Suzi was happy for me, but just didn't get excited like I thought she would. Joey got really excited at first, but then he found out it was only a one seater, and his enthusiasm dropped quite a bit. He even was a little hesitant about agreeing to help me get Midge running. Joey and his dad were still working on the Mustang every moment they could. But Joey knew I couldn't do it without him, and they were almost finished with the car. The engine was running the week after they got her, but they insisted it sounded sick and they have been tuning it up ever since. I personally think they just love working on it, and I'm sure they will never be so satisfied by its performance that they say it doesn't need more work. In fact, Joey and his dad were working on it while I communicated with him. Their Oldsmobile hadn't been in the garage since the Mustang was dropped off, and before I closed the connection with Joey, his mom came in the garage to cuss them out because they still hadn't shoveled the driveway or cleared the snow off the Olds. Suzi and I actually got on the phone so she didn't look like she was spacing out while we communicated. We spent almost an hour talking about nothing as I watched the twins hit that damn ping pong ball back and forth. Suzi had been bored stiff, claiming if her brother wasn't away at college, at least she would have someone to suck on. Yes, she was joking. After I got off the phone with her, I too found myself a little bored. I wanted to go out and play in the snow, but the twins hated cold weather, and snow just didn't excite them. The last time it snowed, I had actually convinced them to come out and try to play in it. I thought I had succeeded when I suggested building a snow man. As it turned out, I did all the hard work, rolling the three big snow balls to their satisfaction, lifting them up on top of each other, then rerolling the head after I dropped the first one. And then all they did was spend five minutes making the most amazingly real looking snow cock and balls, and ten minutes later, Frosty got his first, and last, blow job. Two hot mouths like that make short work of a dick made out of snow. But you know? I could have sworn his smile was bigger than when I had stuck those rocks in his face. So today I didn't bother ask the twins to come out. I just put my winter coat and gloves on, went out to the storage shed, and started up the tractor with the plow on front. I swear, I'll never use a shovel again. Especially not after I inherited almost a quarter mile stretch of driveway. Even with the tractor, it still took me three hours to plow the whole drive. I moaned when I pulled up in front of the house where the twins stood in their snow bunny outfits. I spent the next hour rolling up, no, not three, but six large snowballs, three for each twin. They had fought over the last one, so they insisted they each got their own this time. Once the two snowmen's bodies were stacked, I went inside and collapsed in front of the fire place. One of the maids brought me some hot chocolate, and I suddenly was in a rather selfish mood. My mom was working in her office upstairs, and I didn't expect her to be down until dinner. So as the maid helped me undress, I gathered the few other hired help, and for the first time since moving in, I took advantage of my servant's servitude. I looked them over, and quickly picked Fanny and sent the others away. "Fanny, how long has it been since you served your master sexually?" I asked as I stretched out nude on the sofa. "Three long months, master. Not since you asked me to be your maid. I've longed to touch your cock ever since I saw you that first day. Please, may I feel it?" she said, licking her lips nervously. "Wouldn't you rather suck it?" "Oh, yes master. I crave to taste your hot cock. I want to feel you fuck my slutty mouth, and use me like the fuck toy I am." "Then suck it, bitch," I said. I almost gasped when she took it all the way into her throat immediately, but I managed to stay silent. For some reason I didn't want to give her the satisfaction of knowing I was enjoying her actions. But then I looked down at her as she attempted to tongue my balls while holding my cock in her throat. Her desperate need to please me was both extremely erotic and heart breaking at the same time. Stuck between my moral conscience and my lust, I did the only thing I could do. I moaned my head off, giving her probably one of my best performances in my life. And somewhere in pretending I was being taken to the brink of Eden, I suddenly lost myself in my own pleasure. She very willingly allowed me to take her head in my hands and fuck her mouth and throat in an almost savage and brutal manner. And when I came, I somehow had enough sense to let her go so she could taste it all before swallowing it down. I was shaking by the time I had come to my senses, and I immediately ordered her to stop. She complied with my order, but only because she had no choice. And she didn't try to hide the wet spot starting to show through her maid's uniform, something that wasn't supposed to happen unless we say. "Fanny, did you really like that? I mean... You're so horny I can't believe you can stand still." "I live to please my masters. My own wishes don't matter." "Fanny, for now on they do. You are no longer just a mindless toy. You are a woman with needs and feelings for yourself. Fanny, what is it that you want?" "I... I don't... I want you!" she said, throwing her body on top of mine. Her tongue forced itself inside my mouth, and began almost raping it. As Fanny's wet clothed crotch humped my hardening member, I examined Fanny's mind to find out what was going on. Part of my father's conditioning of his slave's minds had been to increase the sexual desires. My father felt it was important for the slaves to have sex at least once a week as a payment for their servitude. But unless they were instructed to do so, they would never initiate the sex with anyone. After becoming part of my staff, Fanny moved out of my father's mansion and got her own place to live. I wanted to give her a life separate from her job as a maid. But I had been negligent on completing my promise to do this, and I found the result disturbing. Fanny had taken up fantasizing about the sex she needed to have. I was at the center of that fantasy, becoming the object of her sexual desires. My attention was sharply diverted to her attempts to fuck me with her clothes still on had actually succeeded. My cry of pain as the head of my dick tore through the black cloth was followed by her own cry of pleasure. She humped my burning dick shouting, "MASTER! OH MASTER!" driving my own lust back up despite my wounded member. I swear there was a flash of light when her burrowing fingers suddenly penetrated my ass. And all I could do was lay there as her tongue had again swarmed into my mouth and her fingers pulled my ass open wider. I finally couldn't take the one way stimulation anymore and drove my hands to her flopping breasts. But I wanted her ass. That's what I wanted. I would not settle for less. So, I too sent my fingers burrowing. Fanny became quite passive as I stimulated her rose with my index fingers, slowly pulling her forwards into the butt fuck position. Then I nearly shot my load when she jerked herself backwards so hard all four fingers of my left hand sank inside her to the knuckles. Only the memory of Nicky's shit covered arm stopped me from going inside any further. It was a very strange sensation, finding myself holding her ass from the inside. I played with her like that, her moans and gasps getting me hotter as she wiggled the hot glove on my hand. And when I started getting tired of that, I tried on the other glove. Once I had worked my four fingers of my right hand inside her slippery cunt, she fell flat on her back from the massive orgasm flowing through her sweat covered body. I grimaced when I realized what was being pressed up against the back of my left hand. I pulled my hand out of her ass so fast it slapped me in the face, giving me a good whiff of the piece of shit had been trying to get past my hand. My other hand followed the first when I noticed she had the lump of crap halfway out. I don't think I've ever run to the bathroom so fast or scrubbed my hand so hard. And it still smelled like shit for the rest of the day. Fanny had passed out after her orgasm had finally passed. I helped one of the other maids move her to a bedroom and clean up the mess before sitting back down and relaxing. I felt extremely tired as I sat in the living room, staring out the window, watching the snow begin to fall again. Something about the falling snow made me think of Penny and her mom. I kept seeing Carol's face in the patterns of the wisping snow. I'm not sure if I somehow hypnotized myself, or just fell asleep with my eyes open. I just remember suddenly realizing that the face I was staring at wasn't one I recognized. The jerk my body made when I came to my senses startled the person who had been looking in at me. Luckily I had put some clothes on after getting chilled from sitting at the window like that. The stranger had been trying to determine whether I had been real or some kind of life like dummy. I was ready to leave the window to find something to eat when I realized that having someone on the grounds whom I didn't know was rather odd. I mean, it wasn't like the old house where the side walk as only a couple of yards from the front door. Whoever it was was purposely trespassing. I scanned the strangers mind and found he was having car troubles and had already walked a mile or two before finding our plowed drive. The twenty year old man almost decided to leave, but his feet were wet and numb, and he wasn't even sure if there was anywhere else to go. "Hey! Do you need help or something?" I called out the front door. He yelled a positive response of some kind, and hurried towards me. "My car broke down," he said when he reached the base of the steps. "Can I use your phone?" "You could if it was working," I said smiling. "Come on. You look like you could use a fire. We have a radio we can use to send someone a message if you need to." When he finally reached the top of the heated marble steps, he replied with chattering teeth, "Nobody is expecting me. I just needed to call a tow." "I doubt you're gonna get anyone out here in this weather," I said leading him inside. "Looks like you may be spending the night. We have plenty of room." "Uhm, well... Thanks for offering, but I don't want to impose," he said between chattering fits. "You're not imposing, you're freezing. You'll be lucky if you don't catch pneumonia. "Kelly.." I called. The native American woman appeared from around a corner by the west hall and anxiously said, "Yes... sir?" "Show Mr... er.." "Mitchell, Brian Mitchell," the stranger offered. "Show Mr. Mitchell to one of the guest bedrooms and prepare a lukewarm bath for him." "Thanks, but ..." he said as Kelly waited for him to follow. His eyes were taking in her figure and somewhat skimpy clothing, making the little sex pervert inside of him talk the big overbearing conscience into accepting my kind offer. "But what?" I said. "But.. What's your name?" "Tim. Tim Brandton." "Tim... Okay, but what do I wear afterwards?" "I'll bring you something in a minute. Now go before your teeth shatter." While I went to grab a robe and some slippers, I scanned his mind a little more thoroughly. Brian had been orphaned when he was eleven and had been under the state's care until he turned eighteen. He was working his way through college, and was feeling a bit burned out. He had lost his virginity when he was sixteen, and hadn't had any since. His grades were down and his morale was low, mostly because his life seemed empty. He didn't know what he wanted to be, and he was too busy, tired, and shy to ask a girl out on a date. Graduation looked so far away... He simply couldn't find anything to look forward to. But he had one large quality I liked. He was a romantic. He didn't care as much about getting his dick wet as finding someone to love and take care of. His heart ached for the day some woman would find him special, but he didn't think there was anything about him for a girl to find special. When I arrived at the bathroom, I found Kelly standing with her back to the tub that Brian had just finished lowering himself into. His eyes were locked onto her backside, and I could tell he was having quite a fantasy about her. "Why did you make her do that when you still have your underwear on?" I asked. "I, uhh... You know.." he said getting embarrassed. "Oh.. Kelly, Brian has a huge hard on from watching your ass," I said, watching him turn bright red. But his embarrassment turned to surprise when Kelly turned around with a hungry look on her face. "Uhm..." he said, not able to think straight. I admired the way he was fighting the urge to jump out and rip her clothes off by imagining how loving she would be like as a mother. His sense of right and wrong was deeply enforced by the passing away of his parents, always trying to be the good son they wanted. He had never forgiven himself for his moment of weakness when the volunteer had seduced him into having sex. He desperately wanted to find a woman whom he could love and protect, and to find his life's purpose with her help. I nearly shouted when my idea came to me. "Kelly, would you please go wake Fanny and bring her back with you?" "Yes, sir," she said with a small amount of disappointment. "Mind if I join you?" I said, stripping off my jeans and shirt. He looked at me a little nervously, then honestly said, "I'd rather if you didn't." "Too bad. It's my tub, and it's big enough for twelve people. Well, that's what the ad said. I've never actually tried more than seven. Oh wait.. The twins joined in later, so I guess that it was nine," I said pulling the last sock off. I could tell he was a little relieved when my dick had stayed limp, but he still wasn't sure about my intentions. He started to seriously believe I was gay, and that I was about to try something. "Where were you going when your car gave up on you?" I asked after I had settled in. "I don't know. I just felt like driving, but didn't have anywhere to go." "Okay.. Then were are you from?" "Seattle." "SEATTLE!" I cried. "That's like halfway across the country!" "Like I said. I didn't have anywhere to go. You got a nice place here. Your dad like governor or something?" "He's kinda good at business deals... Hey, do you believe in love at first sight?" Brian looked at me with that nervous look again, then said, "Why?" "Just wondering..." I replied as Fanny and Tina entered. Fanny was still nude from our round earlier, making Brian's eyes go big and round. "Brian, this..." I said, standing up and helping Fanny as she got into the tub. "is Fanny... She's the person you were looking for." "Huh?" he said, tearing his eyes off her to look a me. "What do you mean?" "You know what I mean. You didn't drive aimlessly across the country without having a reason. You were looking for someone to love and give your soul to. Well, Fanny needs someone to love her and fuck her. I'm not going into the details, but tomorrow morning when you leave, Fanny will be going with you." "Look, are you trying to play some sick joke?" Brian said. "Fanny, look at me," I said. Her eyes held confusion, just with a touch of desire. I carefully began undoing the carefully constructed commands my father had used to enslave her, and after five minutes of intense concentration, I broke the connection. Fanny fell forward, splashing into the water. For a moment I thought she was going to drown, but then her arms went around my waist and her face submerged to hug my stomach. She was crying senselessly, finding her life suddenly without the purpose she had the moment before. "What the fuck did you do to her," Brian said. "None of your fuckin' business. All you need to know is she needs someone to make her happy. And that someone is going to be you." "No..." she cried... "Master... I love you... Please don't give me away?...." I pulled her up to her feet and planted a small kiss on her chin. "My name is Tim," I said firmly to her pleading face. "Remember when you made it to the other side of the wall? You expected someone to walk right up to you and ask you to marry him. Remember? Well, he probably won't ask you to marry you just like that, but he needs you like you needed someone back then. "That's why everything you feel for me, you now feel for him," I commanded. The look on her face gave me chill as she stiffened and moved away. I almost canceled the command, finding giving her up was a lot harder than I had thought. "Look, er, Fanny.. I don't know what he's done to you but.... HEY! Stop that!" Brian cried when Fanny's hands went down his wet underwear. I got out of the tub at that point and ignored what they were saying to each other. I knew Fanny would probably try fucking him all night, but somehow I doubted she would get the chance, at least that night. But I knew he couldn't resist her desperate need for him to love her. "Master?" Kelly asked as we walked out together. Yeah?" "Will Fanny be happy?" "I think so," I said, running my eyes up and down her body. "You know, Brian was right about you.." "Master?" "You're like sex waiting to happen," I said, rubbing her ass with my hand. Kelly's legs gave out from under her, nearly passing out with the concept that I was suggesting sex with her. Unlike Fanny, Kelly hadn't taken up fantasizing about me or anyone else. She simply withstood the agony of not having the sex her conditioned mind demanded she needed, and now was so desperate she couldn't even stay on her knees very long. Kelly laid down on the floor, spreading her legs in the most sexual suggesting way she could manage. Her eyes begged me while her nipples visibly hardened, making my dick start to go hard again. There was something about her breasts that made my mouth water. I decided to go ahead and fulfill my duties as her master, sinking down to the floor and easily removing the cloth confining her large perfect breasts. Kelly's mammaries were firmer than any others I had sampled. But her nipples were the absolute highlight of her tits. The teats were so large, they reminded me of miniature penises from the way they hardened and stuck out straight. A long-lost memory resurfaced as I nibbled and sucked on the delightful nipples. Their large size was almost exactly the same size as I faintly remembered my mother's nipples felt when she had breast fed me. Buried instincts came back to me as I nursed on the moaning woman's teats. Kelly orgasmed the moment the urge to bite down on her with my gums made me use my now teeth-filled mouth on her. When I realized her mind interpreted the pain as intense sexual pleasure, I continued to chew her nipples while trying not to damage them. But I was focused on making her moans louder as I sucked, and didn't realize how rough I was getting. I was also finding it increasingly pleasurable to suck harder while using my lip covered teeth on the areola. So when I had a surge of wetness enter my mouth from her teat, I greedily fed on it as she reached her third orgasm. To my horror, I found the fluid I was sucking out of her breast was in fact from a puncture in her skin just below her areola. I suppose I had let my high arousal overwhelm me to where I hadn't recognized the taste of blood. It wasn't a serious wound, however, and once the shock was over, I was still very aroused and ready to move on to her ass. Kelly was only too willing to roll over and put her ass in the air. I slipped my prick between her legs and lubed its head with the juices dripping from her puffy slit. She wiggled with pleasure from the touch of my cock's head, then begged me to fuck her and fill her with my spunk. I was happy to comply, and quickly entered her winking back door. What a let-down. Her ass was looser than a wet grocery bag. And even though she tried very hard to clamp down on me, it just wasn't what I had expected, and only continued my pumping because of her lovely moaning. I came in her ass after ten minutes of building my arousal back up, then got right up and headed straight for my bed room. I went to bed early on my sixteenth birthday. My dick simply couldn't take any more. ======================================================================== Tim, the Teenage MC By: Rass Senip Chapter X: 10th Grade, Winter 1986/87 Part 7 - Choices In Sexuality (mc, mf, mfm, oral mm) LeAnne White probably had the highest IQ of anyone attending my high school for the four years I went there. She had so many scholarships offered to her and universities sending her their literature, she had to get a PO Box just so her parents didn't have to spend twenty minutes every morning going through their mail. Okay, so she couldn't have had that much mail, but that's the reason her younger sister told everyone. LeAnne was very active in school activities, including the yearbook staff, class treasurer, played every woodwind instrument in the band, and also played tennis year round. She practically made all the class president's decisions for him, making her position as class treasurer only a technicality. The class president election was always a popularity contest, something which she had no desire or chance to win. But as treasurer... hell, no one even ran against her the past two years. People figured that if the treasurer had brains, the money would stretch further. And everyone knew who had the most brains. With all her scholastic success and activities, LeAnne hadn't seen any need for a social life. Ask any guy at the time what they thought their chances were of getting a date with her. If they hadn't of slugged you for making such a request, they most likely would have laughed in your face. The key to knowing what LeAnne was like as a person was to understand that anything that even appeared to be sexual in nature was simply below her level of interests. She had as much interest in going to a dance as she had to go and tease a pitbull in the nude. In other words, she was a prude. So you could imagine my surprise when LeAnne requested to see me about a personal matter. She had been one of the people Joey and I had implanted the suggestion to contact one of us if they had a desperate need for help and was willing to trade it for something most likely sexual in nature. "I have often wondered what kind of research you do in order to gain such privileges such as your own private room. I know you have done a lot in tutoring people, but this," she said standing in the middle of our room, "seems a bit much for a limited tutor as yourself." "Limited, eh?" I said before deciding to let it pass. The few times I had needed to talk to LeAnne (which had resulted in 'convincing' her everything I was doing was on the up and up), I had learned she had a very high opinion of herself, but she wasn't consciously aware of her demeaning statements. "Limited in the sense that you are only a Sophomore," she logically reasoned out loud. "You couldn't tutor Junior or Senior level classes, and certainly not in the highest difficulty of classes that I am taking." "You might be surprised, but then you're not here for help in classwork, are you. So, what is it that LeAnne the Great needs from a lowly Sophomore such as myself?" "Hmm.. Good question. I'm not sure even why I asked to talk to you..." she said as she attempted to analyze the compulsion triggered from the implanted commands. "Well.. Has something been bothering you that...." I stopped as I felt an intense wave of... loneliness come from her. It only lasted a moment before she took a hold of herself and stomped her feelings back down with pure will power. My shocked expression startled her. I was about to tell her I thought I knew what she wanted to talk to me about when she said, "I'm sorry for bothering you," and walked out the door. Even with my telepathic and empathic senses, I had a difficult time uncovering the cause of her deeply buried and tightly controlled feelings. It wasn't until my lock on her mind started to break up that I noticed her minor slip up had triggered an avalanche. She was driving home thinking about ending her loneliness the quickest and least painful way. When I felt her change course to head for a very dangerous road she knew, I lost my grip on her mind and couldn't get her back. I considered my options, then ran out to my two-day-old shiny red Formula. If I hadn't been on a mission of mercy, I would have thoroughly enjoyed my first use of the high speed driving skills I had lifted. And after having to divert the attention of two different police cars and honking my horn a lot, I got the idea of getting some emergency lights and a siren in case I had to do that again. I loved that car. It was so sweet to drive 90mph in the 35 zones as I blanketed the road ahead of me to make everyone pull over. Even with my precautions, I nearly had an accident when I misjudged a turn and almost sideswiped a car on the shoulder. Not only had I beat LeAnne to her intended crash site, I had passed her up on the way, finding the commands for her to pull over just canceling themselves when I found her mind. Gwen, one of my Golden Girl slaves, lived just down the road from where we had ended up at, and Julie's wasn't much further away. I commanded LeAnne to meet me at Gwen's, then a few minutes later had to change that to Julie's when I found no one at Gwen's home. Julie was both extremely excited and a bit embarrassed when she found me on her door step. But when she recognized LeAnne walking up in a semi dazed state, all she could say was, "Her?" "I didn't pick her. She came to me, but chickened out before telling me anything. She would have kissed a big oak tree through her windshield if I hadn't stopped her. Would it be all right if I sort her out here?" "Uhm, sure.. I guess.." Julie said hesitantly. There was something bothering her, and I didn't catch on until I felt a presence I recognized when we approached her room. "Oh.. Hey Julie?" I said as she reached to open her door. "I can just take her back to school. I didn't mean to stop the fun you and Ben were planning." Julie went red, then opened the door wide. Ben was laying on her bed nude while another guy I didn't know started to pull his pants on in a hurry. Ben was about to apologize when I glanced back over at Julie for a second, then gave him a little smile with a quick raising of the eyebrows to let him know I wholeheartedly approved. Then I glanced over at the guy pulling his shirt on and said, "So who's your friend?" "Greg, everything's cool," Ben said. "Tim, this is my cousin Greg. Greg, this is my ma.. my friend Tim." "Hi," Greg said a little too loudly. He was extremely nervous, and not just because we had caught him naked. He feared we had seen something that would have given away his lust for his cousin's body. Greg was so nervous that he was starting to sweat bullets. If it hadn't been for Julie sitting down beside Ben to start stroking him, Greg would have probably left. "LeAnne, come in here please?" I called. "Shit. What's she doing here?" Ben asked sitting up. "Greg, why don't you go count the number of hairs on your nut sack and ignore everything we say until I tell you to stop. Then again you didn't have that much hair.. Uhm, instead of counting them, just try and keep them from touching each other," I said. As I explained the situation, Julie put Ben back down on his back and started sucking him slowly. By the time I had finished, Ben was a bit glossy eyed, and hadn't quite processed everything I had said near the end. And I had lost my train of thought for a moment when my roaming eyes had locked onto Julie's jeaned ass sticking up. Julie pulled off of Ben's dick with a pop and said, "So what are you going to do? Give her a social life?" "I don't know. If I forced a normal social life on her, she would have a tough time getting around her belief that everything she did was being motivated by a primitive mating ritual. Unless I remove that, she would probably end up suicidal again. A lot of her personality is based on that belief, so unless I want to change her into someone else.." "Why don't you ask her?" Ben said before grabbing Julie and pulling her on top of him. "She is the brain of the school." "Ask her what? She's been trying to figure it out for herself for months now. She doesn't have a clue what she's missing in life, so she doesn't..." I paused when an idea came to me while Ben and Julie started to make out. "LeAnne, how does seeing Ben and Julie kiss like that make you feel?" I asked. "Like I'm watching a national geographic special on gorillas," she responded "Doesn't it stir anything inside you? Haven't you ever wanted to kiss someone like that?" "No," she said very quickly. "I've never kissed anyone, and don't intend to." "Shit. You've never even given your mom or dad a kiss on the cheek. No wonder you don't have a clue what's wrong with you." Julie's shirt flew past my face, and once I saw they were really starting to get into it, I felt guilty about Greg missing out. "Hey, if you two are going to keep going like that, maybe Greg should... GREG!? Don't pull them out, dude! I just meant straighten.. Oh never mind." I turned back to the couple on the bed and said, "Ben, did you know he's gots the hots for you?" "Huh?" Ben said breathing hard. "Yeah, I kinda guessed that." "That's why we invited him to join us." Julie said as she raised her hips so Ben could slip her pants down. "We thought Suzi might like him," Ben said. "And I know he's clean and everything. Depending on how he did today, we were gonna talk to you about maybe... you know." After sucking and fucking Janos and Kyle whenever Suzi had wished, Ben had pretty much accepted bisexual sex and had enjoyed the last couple of sessions with Suzi. When he realized his younger cousin was spending a lot more time at his house and seemed to be looking at him more than was normal, he suspected his little talk and demonstration about jerking off last year had made more of an impact than he thought. Ben had started mentioning more sexual topics, getting eager responses from his freshman cousin. But because he couldn't know for sure if Greg was an interested bi or a straight with a innocent reason for the wandering eyes, Ben had kept his desires focused on Julie for the time being. But he was hoping his cousin would join them in their sexual play, and even sometimes considered having a twosome with him someday. As I examined Greg's mind, I had the distinct feeling that whatever happened that day would most likely affect the rest of his life. He wanted sexual guidance from his older cousin more than sexual intercourse. Ben and Julie had been working towards having sex with him for the past four days. They had gone out to the movies where Ben and Julie had necked in his presence for a while. The next day, Ben offered Greg a lift home from school. Greg had been a little disappointed when Julie walked up to Ben for a kiss and got in the front seat of the car before Greg could. Greg pretended he didn't notice when Julie's hand had slipped over to Ben's crotch. But he didn't expect the response Ben gave. "Shit, Julie... I'm driving here. Why don't you go in the back and blow Greg if you're that horny. I'm sure he won't mind, will you Greg?" Julie gave Greg one of her "I'm game" smiles and raised an eyebrow to ask Greg's permission. "Uhm, I uh..." Greg stalled. "I promise I won't bite," Julie had said humorously as she crawled into the back seat. Julie had given him his first blowjob in the back of Ben's car parked in the back lot of a church. Julie had never experienced an uncut dick before, and Ben couldn't resist pulling over and watching her do it when her mmmms sounded different than when she had sucked him. Once Greg had blown, Julie gave Ben a quickie, then commented how similar their cum had tasted. Greg and Ben had given each other a look that made them each wonder if the other had just imagined the same thing. Ben asked him over to Julie's house the following morning, and Greg had hesitantly accepted. Julie gave Greg another blowjob after school in Ben's car again, then gave him another in her bedroom after he had watched Ben and Julie fuck. There wasn't any hesitation when Ben had asked him over again that morning, and just before I had interrupted them, Ben had worked Greg's confidence up enough to strip while Julie went to get rid of whoever was at the door. If I hadn't interrupted them, Greg would had been in the midst of losing his virginity with Julie. I felt a little disturbed by their attempt in seducing Greg, especially when he was still a virgin. But I knew I had no business enforcing my own personal beliefs in situations except when involving my powers or myself, and I could only think of one valid concern there. By the time I had finished my probing and had worked all that out, Julie was on top of Ben fucking like a rabbit, but sounding like a herd of horny cattle. Because I had put Greg and LeAnne in a dreamstate, they had moved their attention to the action on Julie's bed. I frowned when I found LeAnne thinking of Julie in terms of a bitch in heat, viewing the scene as if someone had let the gate open and a stray dog had found it's way in. She considered the use of sex for anything other than reproduction to be a remaining animal trait. A trait she believed she didn't have. Greg on the other hand was not so closed minded. He very much wanted to join in on the action, but being in the dreamstate prevented him from doing so. But then I also felt that if my commands hadn't restrained him, I was pretty sure he wouldn't have acted on his desires unless one of the other two invited him to join them, and even then he might not have. Like I said, Greg wanted Ben's guidance. He had absolutely no idea what would be acceptable to him and what wasn't. He had been a bit worried about his attraction to his older cousin, but when Julie had given his first blow job, he knew he wasn't gay, and figured he would just let Ben initiate any sexual activity between them if Ben was that way. Greg was letting Ben decide whether he would be bisexual or straight, wanting to be whatever Ben was. Hell, I think if Ben had been gay, Greg would have given up women all together. But then maybe not. I nearly missed the climax when Ben came without Julie. But it was Julie's fault since she had unmounted him and had him shoot all over her chest and mouth. After the last spurt, Julie laid down next to him and smeared his cum around with a finger before tasting it, then stirred it up again and pressed it up to his lips. Ben's tongue came out from it's hiding place to taste his own seed, then proceeded to pull her finger in and suck on it like an infant. Julie lead him by the finger to her left breast which he naturally transferred his sucking to. His right hand went down to her cunt to frig, while his mouth worked to cleaning his spunk up while waxing her skin with his spit. I suddenly felt a surge in LeAnne's despair after Ben finished cleaning Julie up and the pair had moved into a loving embrace. Ben's and Julie's exchange of affection had triggered a battle between her mind and emotions. She had categorized all interactions between people into two groups. Intellectual and sexual. So if there wasn't any intellectual purpose in doing something with someone else, she simply wasn't interested. With all her intelligence and knowledge, she had made a mistake in a matter so elemental to the rest of us that it bordered on stupidity. Friendship and love to her were simply tools for finding a mate. Since she wasn't interested in having a child yet, she considered her moments of loneliness just another sexual related drive that she could repress. But I knew that her error would destroy her if she wasn't helped to see it. I had absolutely no intention of doing anything sexual with her. I respected her personal views, however ridiculous they seemed to me, and decided the best way to help her was to give her a demonstration of how bonds with other people were not necessarily sexual, just necessary. I decided that tomorrow I would become her best friend. I sent her home in a slight trance that didn't break until she was studying in her room, remembering only that she had gone home straight from school. Once her car was out of sight, I sat down beside Julie on her bed, then took a moment to look at my two sleepy slaves. "I'm glad you two have become close like this, and don't mind you including others in your fun as long as you're being careful. I know you only meant well thinking we would like you to find others to make slaves. But the fact is, we don't want to you to find them for us. Don't get me wrong. Suzi would probably be tickled pink by Greg. But she wouldn't enslave someone as innocent as Greg is, and we definitely do not want anyone to lose their innocence just so she could use him as a toy." "But it isn't like that," Julie said a little darkly. "He's not as innocent as he seems." "I know that. You don't understand. It isn't that he's not ready for sex, it's just that... Well, he's not ready to decide what kind of sex he wants. He's depending entirely on what Ben does and says just so he doesn't have to make those kind of decisions about himself. "Ben, you need to talk to him about this stuff before you two go and do it with him. He's like totally depending on you to decide what's right and wrong for him. If you're not careful, you could really screw him up." "Talk to him? How? I mean, how do you tell your cousin you think you want to fuck around with him, but you're not really sure? You say he's depending on me to tell him what sex he should like, right? I've been asking myself the same question ever since I met you, and I still don't know the answer. You expect me to figure it out for him when I can't even do it for myself?" "No," I said marching Greg over to the bed. "I think you should just level with him and tell him what you just told me, then maybe you both can figure it out together. He's never seriously considered anything beyond exchanging blow jobs with you, but he has jerked off thinking of anal sex a few times before he met Julie," I said as I brushed Greg's hard dick against Julie's thigh. "I can't tell for sure what would be best for him, but I think he would go straight pretty easily with Julie around. If you think you wouldn't regret it later, that would be the safest thing to do." "Fuck. If I hadn't taken pity on him when I caught him humping that pillow, I wouldn't have to worry about messing his life up. I just wish I knew if I'd be happy doing it with another guy on my own... Hey Tim, how come you never had me do anything with you? Even Joey had me blow him once." "He did? I didn't know that... To tell you the truth, I almost did one time, but you weren't sure if you could get comfortable about doing that kind of stuff back then. Hell, until today, I still thought you were still totally straight. I didn't want to do something you truly didn't want to do." I knew what he was thinking without even peeking in his head, but I waited for him to say it out loud. "Would it be okay... If I tried it without being a slave?" "As long as you understand I won't be returning the favor. I don't suck dicks." "Yeah, I know," he said with a look of uncertainty while he reached over Julie and felt the lump in my pants. "Wow," he said a minute later as Julie got up so I could lay down in her spot. "What?" Julie asked. "It's just that... When Suzi had me do this stuff, it got me excited. I always thought it was something Tim did to make me feel good while I was in slave mode.. Shit. I can't believe I'm doing this," Ben said as he lowered his face into the crotch of my jeans and took a deep breath. "You know who should be here?" Julie said from the foot of the bed. "Who?" I replied as Ben nuzzled my crotch. "Suzi. She would absolutely die to see this." Ben looked up and we both stared at Julie knowing how true her words were. It was no secret that Suzi fancied Ben more than the others because of his likeness to me, and that she had a thing for two guys fooling around. "Well," Ben sighed, "I guess I know my answer anyway." I looked in his eyes and felt that familiar feeling pass between us. A mutual feeling of curiosity and excitement drew our faces closer until we both closed our eyes and let our lips meet. My own excitement diminished rapidly once we had made contact, but Ben's actually increased to where he pushed me on my back and sent his right hand to my crotch again. Ben's hand had made its way into my pants before Suzi's face flashed in my mind and brought me to my senses. I quickly cooled Ben's fires, then noticed Julie's fires were aglow themselves. One little raising of the eyebrow was all it took to get Julie to wrap her nice ass around my raging hardon. As I started my pumping, an idea came to me. "Ben, lay down and get that thing hard again. Julie, you feel like getting all three of your holes plugged?" "OH GOD... YES! FUCK YES! YES! YES! OHHHH! YES!" As Julie got comfortable (heh) on top of Ben, I edited Greg's memories so he thought I was just another of Julie's boyfriends and prepared him for what was to come. If there was one thing I loved more than Julie's ass, it was Julie's mouth. GOD she was loud while Ben and I fucked her. And her mmmm's when Greg fed her his dick made everything that much more erotic. Julie always could drive me nuts with her moans. Julie's heat had been so high that she came before any of us. Her orgasm shuddered through her and caused her anus to tighten its grip. My own orgasm peaked at that point, spurting my cum into her clasping ass. I rolled off onto the floor and laid there catching my breath and enjoying my post cum high. My mind drifted a little and I almost missed an "Erp" from Greg and a louder than normal gasp from Julie. Julie sat up and was staring at Ben's face. I couldn't see what was going on, but when I heard the slurping sound, I sat up myself and looked. Apparently Julie had spit Greg's dick out without finishing the job, and in a rush of horniness, Ben had taken up the duty himself. The look on Greg's face had been a mixture of surprise and a relieved happiness, but that was washed away by the lust he was feeling. The look in his eyes when he pointed them at Julie's told her to get out of the way. As soon as Julie got off Ben, Greg laid down on top of Ben and didn't even hesitate to fit the tip of the large dick in his mouth. Julie and I just stood there dumbfounded, watching Ben grasp Greg's ass to raise and lower Greg's dick into his mouth in a humping motion while stimulating Greg's rose with a thumb. Ben's thumb made short work of Greg's rising orgasm. When Greg lost control and tried to hump madly, Ben easily held him off while going to town with his sucking. Greg made squeaking noises as he reached his peak and came in jerky motions. Ben found his mouth being flooded by spunk, but decided he didn't really care for it all that much. But he gulped it all down anyway, then did the best he could to get whatever had overflowed. Greg had forgotten Ben's dick while he had cum, but while Ben used his tongue to clean up around the base of his dick, Greg decided he would do whatever it took to make Ben cum in his mouth. Ben was just starting to come out of his daze of horniness when he was thrusted back into it with a surge of activity from Greg's tongue and a surge of blood to Greg's rehardening dick. So Ben started his own tonguing and used his thumb again, bringing Greg to a second orgasm quicker than the first time. Determined to at least get Ben off once, Greg redoubled his efforts and forced Ben's dick in all the way. Finding this too uncomfortable to maintain, he then took Ben's dick out all together and sloppily licked Ben's balls and shaft. When he felt Ben's thumb against his anus again, he instantly forced his hand under Ben's ass and started stimulating it with two fingers. Ben stopped his own efforts to bring Greg to a third orgasm, finding the effort to much to think about with the waves of pleasure shooting up his body from his ass. He spread his legs apart, then instinctively raised his knees to give Greg better access. Greg wasn't sure what to do when Ben's rose relaxed and one of his fingers started to go in. But during his hesitation, Ben's balls had retracted, telling Greg they were ready to shoot. So Greg did the only thing he could think of. He released Ben's captive testicle and sucked his dick back into his mouth before pushing the finger in. Ben's body stiffened with a moan, then have a few involuntary thrusts that nearly made Greg gag. But he was rewarded with his first taste of Ben's sperm, finding it well worth the wait and trouble, knowing he wanted to taste it again and again. It was a few minutes before Ben realized his cousin was trying to get him off again. I felt his regret about losing control, then his guilt for taking advantage of his younger cousin. He glanced over at me with a pleading look, then frowned when he saw I wasn't going to do anything. "Greg, stop being such a faggot and sit up," Ben said still frowning. "And wipe that cum off your chin." The faggot remark had hurt, but it also had its intended effect of sobering Greg up. Ben pointed his frown back at me as Greg got off and quickly gathered his clothes. "How do I know you didn't make that happen?" Ben said coldly. "It felt like something Suzi would have me do." My shocked expression wiped the frown off his face, but it returned when I said, "If I had, I would be butt fucking one of you while the other did me right about now." "And who said we won't?" "Look, Ben. I don't like what you're suggesting. I haven't done anything to your true self except make you unable to tell anybody about this shit. And as far as Greg goes, you're the one who took it this far, even after I warned you about it." "Fuck you, Tim. It wouldn't be any trouble to make Greg forget all this, but you won't, will you. Some friend you are." Julie said to Ben's face, "Shut up before you say something that you won't be able to apologize for later. You know Tim won't make anyone do things that are against their nature. If he won't fix your fuck-up, you can't force him to go against his own nature." "Fuck. Don't you start too," Ben muttered before taking her advice. "That was not a fuck-up," Greg said fully clothed as the rest of us started to get dressed. "I don't know what you were talking about really, but I’ve wanted that to happen for months now," he said looking at Ben. "Yeah, I know you have. But..." Ben said as he struggled to pull his pants up. "You don't want to do it again, do you?" Greg said in almost a panic. "Shit," Ben said as he gave up and dropped to the floor to get his tight jeans on the rest of the way. "We need to talk about it first, but right now I'm not really sure if we should do it again." "I..." Greg said before running out of the room. "Awe shit," Ben said, struggling to his feet. "This is all you're fault. If you hadn't come along and offered this deal to me, I would never have given a thought to doing it with a guy. I wish I.." I looked him in the eye and said in a stern voice, "You were about to give into your drug habit when I met you. That above all the other reasons was why I offered you this deal. You would have dropped out of school and never have had met Suzi or Julie, and I know you have thought you might have been dead by now. Nothing keeps you from taking that ring off your finger but you. So if you want to blame anything else on me, you will have to take the ring off first and never put it back on." The silence in the room was almost deafening as Ben stared at the slave ring on his finger. He was letting his emotions cloud his thinking, letting himself get angry at me instead of feeling the guilt for his own actions. When he reached to take off the ring, he hesitated long enough for Julie to intervene. "Don't? Please?" Julie said grabbing his hand. He looked in her eyes, but her pleading gaze didn't diffuse any of his anger. When he looked me in the eyes intending to pull the ring off defiantly, that familiar feeling formed again. He felt my resolve to let him make his own mistakes so he would learn from them like everyone is supposed to. I let him feel the weight on my shoulders resisting every whim and urge to use my abilities in an unhonorable fashion, and he finally understood how important it was to me to never force something on someone else unless it was absolutely necessary. Ben also saw I wouldn't just stand by and let them mess up their lives, but I had to give Ben the chance to fix things himself. So it was a very large shock when Ben pulled the ring off anyway. "I'm sorry for what I said," Ben said softly. "I still want to be you're slave and stuff, but while I'm wearing this thing, I never know what is me and what is the slave bit. Will you keep your promise about the drug thing?" "Of course I will," I said staring at the darkening stone in his ring. "Uhm, Ben? Greg is thinking some pretty stupid thoughts right now, and I think it would be better if I had a talk with him first. No matter what you would say to him right now, I'm pretty sure he will think you're hiding your true feelings." "Just talk, right?" he said, already knowing the answer. "Just talk." "Okay... I'm sorry for not trusting you. I guess I just..." "That's all right. I never realized how confused you were about the slave stuff and... Shit. He's walking home. I'll talk to you tomorrow, okay?" He nodded then looked at the ring in the palm of his hand. As I walked out, I felt his surprise turn to regret when he discovered the stone of his ring had turned black. He had taken it off many times in the past for reasons like to shower or during shop, and it had never changed color during those times. Ben of course never realized he had twisted the gem ninety degrees counterclockwise before removing it. Part of the commands I had given him when I presented the ring to him had included this subconscious sequence if he ever willingly decided to end his enslavement forever. Ben hadn't really believed that once he took it off to end his servitude that he couldn't just put it back on if he changed his mind. But at the time he did it, he had meant to never put it back on, and he was the first to do that. But the reality of how permanent it was hadn't sunk in until he saw the blackened ring. An important part of his life had just ended, and he knew he had made it end too soon. The first person to actually remove their ring with the intent of canceling the control it represented had been Linda to save John and I. But because she hadn't truly wanted to end it permanently, the subconscious twisting of her gemstone hadn't been triggered. This loophole had been an oversight on my part, but after I had discovered Linda had done this to serve me in the manner she felt was best, I reinstated her slave commands and left the loophole alone. Afterwards, I thought I had made everyone understand the difference, but Ben hadn't really believed it until seeing his ring. Of course, I could always reinstate him and give him another ring, but there would have to be a higher price for Ben to pay, and I hadn't a clue what that could be. And as I went out the front door, I felt Ben decide he didn't need the ring's 'power'. He could continue being a slave without anyone making him do it, and wanted to show he had the will power that he once thought he had lost to the drugs. So Ben put the blackened ring back on his finger and gave Julie such a kiss that she went limp. ======================================================================== Tim, the Teenage MC By: Rass Senip Chapter X: 10th Grade, Winter 1986/87 Part 8 - Brother, Sister, and the Teddy (mc, incest mf, oral mf) Greg was already two blocks away before I pulled up beside him in my car and offered him a lift. He initially refused, but after I asked him how far away he lived, he realized it would take forever to walk home. Neither one of us spoke for several minutes after he gave me directions. Greg was worried that I was either going to try and seduce him, humiliate him, or maybe even blackmail him. He nearly lost it when I said, "I think Ben really liked your blowjob." "Uhm, thanks.." "You should have seen Julie's face when Ben finally came in your mouth. I think she barely kept herself from joining you at his dick." "Heh," he said half heartedly. "So who's blowjob was better? Ben's or Julie's?" "Uhm, I don't know..." "I've found guys give head their first time better than girls do. Guys know what guys want." "You've... Has Ben ever given you.." "Nope. He's done stuff with other guys though, but he wasn't doing it because he wanted to. I can't tell you anything else about that, but I can tell you he wanted to do what he did with you, and that was the first time he wanted to do it with a guy." "And now he hates me." "Huh? Ben doesn't hate you. He feels guilty for losing control like that. Ben, Julie, and I talked about this earlier. He wasn't sure if he liked messing around with guys, but he knew you were thinking of messing around with him. You two were supposed to talk about it before trying anything, but he lost control and went too far too fast. So that's why he said what he said. He didn't mean to push you away. He's just confused about what he wants and didn't want to promise you anything." "Oh," Greg simply replied. I remained quiet to give him a chance to process all of that. We were almost to his house when I realized he had slipped into a daydream more than serious thinking, and saw he needed more guidance. "Greg, Ben wanted me to talk to you about this stuff," I said stretching the truth. "Is there someplace private in your house we could talk without being overheard?" "Uhm..." he hesitated as the image of me fucking his ass like I had Julie's passed through his mind. It had started out to be a warning and had caused a flash of fear, but ended up getting him excited and he almost gasped when he realized that. He studied my face attempting to judge my intentions, then looked down at my crotch to see if there was a lump. I made it quite obvious that I noticed his glance and said, "Now cut that out. We're not going to do anything but talk." Greg covered up his hurt feelings pretty good, but I still saw them. "Besides," I added, "your cousin would kill me if we fooled around before he got another crack at you." "Yeah, okay," he said after his shock passed and he saw the joke. "We can talk down in the gameroom without anyone else hearing." Greg's house was pretty nice. The basement was in the middle of being finished, and the gameroom was one of the few parts completed. They had two pinball games and an old Atari 2600 with tons of cartridges, but what interested me the most was Greg's older sister who had just come out of the new bathroom in only her underwear. Just as her concerns about being in her underwear in front of others were being raised, I issued the commands that removed them. I had meant to cancel them before I left, but luckily for her I forgot. "Greg?" she called. "Have you seen my hairdryer? I thought I left it down here.." Greg got over his shock of her attire and said, "Mom used it to blow up that air mattress. I think she put back it in your room." "Okay.. Thanks," she said as she walked past us. "I like your sister," I said after she reached the top of the stairs. "Ever see her naked?" "Shhh!" he said, pulling me into the game room and closing the door. "You can hear everything upstairs unless you have one of these going," he whispered while turning on a pinball machine. I checked and found no one else home but his sister. She was drying her hair and thinking about her date from the night before. "Well, did you?" I insisted. "Yeah.. Last summer she and I went skinny dipping with Ben and a couple of other cousins." "Oh yeah. Ben told me about that. You were so horny thinking about it that night, you were humping your pillow while Ben showered and he caught you. That's when he showed you about jerking off, isn't it." "I can't believe he told you all that.. Are you two that good of friends?" "Let's just say we both know this girl that is very important to us, and we've talked about a lot of shit while we're both with her." "Julie." "Nope. Her name is Suzi actually... You still like girls too, right?" "I guess.." He was having trouble understanding his own feelings. Greg kept thinking about me fucking Julie in the ass, wondering what it felt like from both positions. Then he remembered the sixty-nining he and Ben had done, and suddenly we was imagining himself in Julie's position with me fucking his ass, Ben fucking his mouth, and Julie's ass fucking his dick. "Greg?" his sister said opening the door. "Mom and Dad aren't going to be here for dinner so we're supposed to order pizza. What do you want on yours?" Greg snapped out of his daze from the sight of his sister in a black lace bra and panties and wearing nothing else. I had caught the fact she had worn something similar to the date last night, but hadn't noticed that she had felt horny enough to put something else sexy on. "P-p-pepperoni," he said. "Gloria.. Why are you... half naked?" "What do you mean?" she said checking me out a little. "And is your friend saying for pizza?" Oh man, she was hot looking. Gloria had a great body with a pretty face and nice tits. She was a college freshman living at home and working part time on the weekends. Her steady boyfriend had taken her cherry in eleventh grade, and except for giving Ben and another cousin a few blow jobs that past summer, she had been completely faithful. Ken, her boyfriend, was starting to get a little restless with their somewhat routine sex, and her sexy underwear had been a great hit the night before. Gloria was concerned about losing her lover to another girl whom he had admittedly fucked twice before while their relationship had gone on the skids for a short period. She suspected he had done it a few times since then, but didn't have any proof and didn't really want to know. "If it's okay, I'd like to very much," I inserted before Greg could answer. "I'll even chip in." "Oh, you don't have to.. er.." "Tim." "Hi. I'm Gloria, but I guess you gathered that. Nice car, by the way." "Thanks... Uhm, are you like a model or something?" "What? No. Why?" "It's just you look like one. Especially wearing hot black lace underwear. I bet you got them at Laughernights." "How did you know that?" "I bought some for my girlfriend last week, but she didn't look as good as you in them. Seriously." Liar. "Oh? So what else did you buy your girlfriend there," she said interested in my male perspective. "They had this really awesome looking black teddy that had a great weave to it. You could see just enough without actually seeing it all, if you know what I mean. Suzi did a striptease for me and Joey, and then we spent nearly three hours just kissing and stuff. We never did get it off of her... It was just too hot looking." I was telling her exactly what she was hoping to hear. Ken tended to get tired of the foreplay very quickly, never spending more than twenty minutes before he was pumping away. And it appeared Ken was responsible for the repetitive nature of their love making sessions. Gloria never got to be on top or have much to do but groan, and had only orgasmed on three separate occasions during their two years of weekly fucking. But he was a gentle and otherwise very loving guy, so she lived with the lack of sexual satisfaction and made do with the love they frequently shared. She had made filling her own sexual needs second to fulfilling his, and her latest attempt to do that was by buying some exciting underwear. "Wait right here. I'll be right back," Gloria said excitedly before running to and up the stairs. "Now what?" Greg said before noticing my smile. "Don't get any ideas about my sister.." "Too late for that, but don't worry. I'm not going to touch her," I said. Then I thought to myself "You are." Instead of waiting there as she had told us to, we went upstairs to the living room, and waited for her to come down the hall from her bedroom. When she did, Greg gave out a loud gasp and a few moments later was trying to shuffle his hardon from its rather uncomfortable pinned position. "Wow. That's the exact same teddy I got Suzi," I lied. "Shit, you look hot. I wish Suzi could have tits like that. Hell, I wish Suzi had a body like that." Okay, so that part wasn't a complete lie, but I wouldn't want Suzi any different than she is/was. "Does it really turn you on that much?" she said very happy with my response so far. "Hell yeah. I'm rock hard from just looking at ya.. Your own brother couldn't resist you in that outfit." That made the two siblings look at each other for a few moments before they diverted their eyes and blushed. Each of were recalling a separate instance where they had been turned on by the other. Gloria had caught him jerking off in his room a few months ago and had partly wanted to show him what a girl could do for a guy. Ever since then, she looked upon her little brother differently, and wished to openly discuss sexual matters with him in hopes to gain more insight and to share her own with him. Greg had watched her shower a few times in the new basement bathroom, and had even watched her and Ken fuck once from her closet. He didn't want knowledge, per se, he had just wanted her. But recently he had been becoming more obsessed with Ben, and hadn't actually thought about his sister sexually for over a month. However, she was his first sexual icon, so as he stood there having conflicting thoughts about what had happened earlier today, he couldn't help but have those old desires flare up. "So, are we ordering pizza?" I said to bring them both to the present. "Oh.. Yeah we are. Just give me a minute to change into something less..." "Comfortable?" Greg suggested. "Come on Gloria. It's not like we haven't already seen you in it." Greg was letting his confidence grow with his lust, and wanted to do more than just look. "Ha! If you think for one minute I'm going to meet the pizza boy wearing this thing, you're crazy. But if you really want me to stay like this, go and put on the swim suit Aunt Lois sent you. I'm not... Hey! where you going?" "To put on my swimming suit..." "I was only kidding!" Gloria said with a slight panic in her voice. "Yeah, you better be careful," I said to her after he disappeared in his room. "He does have the hots for you ya know." "Did he tell you that?" "Not exactly," I said as an idea formed. "Uhm, when are your parents coming home?" "Not until around ten. Why?" "And you're not going out tonight, right?" "I wasn't planning on it. Hey! Don't get any ideas. Ken's the only guy for me." "Yeah, I know. But your brother is having a hard time figuring out what he wants sexually, and you might be able to help more than Ben or I can." "Ben? So that's why Greg's been going over there so much. What are they doing? looking at playboys together?" "Actually, Greg's been... Since he's about to interrupt, he can tell you." "Okay Gloria. Here I am!" Greg said wearing a woman's string bikini. Obviously the bikini top had nothing to hold up, but the bottom front didn't even touch his waist because his boner pushed it out so much. Not only could you see the very tip of his dick's head, but a small portion of each ball was visible on the sides. "How do I look?" Greg said with an evil smile. "I can't believe you did that. You look...." she stopped. "So do you," Greg sharply replied. "Greg, what have you been doing over at Ben's?" "Uhm, well, we play video games and hang out and stuff.. Why?" "Tim was telling me you've been having some... problems with sex?" "Hey!" he glared at me. "You shouldn't tell her stuff like that!" "Why not? You two are perfect to help each other. Gloria needs a guy to test things out on before she uses them on Ken, and you need someone to guide you in figuring out what sex is right for you. Greg, there is a whole lot more to sex than just giving and receiving blowjobs." "What?" Gloria said, not sure she heard right. "Shut up!" Greg said frowning while clenching his fists. I could feel the anger rise inside him, and saw an opportunity. "Did you say giving blowjobs?" Gloria asked me. "Yeah. He and Ben did a little sixty-nining earlier today." "SHUT UP!" Greg said shoving me to the floor. "And until you came out of the bathroom in your underwear, he was hoping that I would fuck his ass." "You FUCKER!" Greg cried as he started trying to kick me. "Mother fucker son of a bitch!" "Are you saying my brother is GAY?" "I'm NOT GAY!" "No, he's bi." "BI?" she said with disgust. "Yes, bi. It's not a dirty word. Greg, stop trying to kick me. It's not going to work, dude. You're too much of a wimp." Greg started to really try his hardest to put his foot through my gut, but I was controlling the blows so they always either missed or were deflected by my arms and hands. "GREG!" Gloria said taking hold of Greg's shoulders and turning him to face her. "Stop that! And tell me he's making it up. Tell me this is a joke." Greg was sweating and breathing hard from his violent attempts to kick the living shit out of me. When he finally looked at his sister in the eye, he found himself frozen in her gaze, his anger diminishing as his desire rose again. Gloria became very aware of the hot, sweaty and somewhat muscular bare shoulders she had a firm grip on. His breath suddenly became the only sound in the room, and the only scent was a musky odor that hinted at his earlier sexual experience. Greg finally lowered his gaze, just to find the sight of her teddy increasing his arousal. He felt his hand being drawn to her right breast by an irresistible force from within him. It was so strong I had to check to see if someone was manipulating him without my knowledge, only to find it to be an old jerkoff fantasy of his coming to life. Greg's eyes met hers again just before his hand reached it's destination. He saw something in her eyes that time. Something he wasn't expecting to see, but was relieved to discover it was there. He knew what it was for he had seen it in his own eyes when he had glanced at his reflection in a mirror once while masturbating. The small look in her eye exploded into a face full of sexual desire. I felt a dam I hadn't detected before burst and crumble within her, releasing a flood of sexual desires and fantasies all involving her little brother who had been HER first sexual icon. Before Ken started dating her in her freshman year of high school, Gloria had used her prepubescent brother as the focus of her own early sexual fantasies. The tidal wave of those old feelings washed every thought from her mind and sent her into motion. Before I had realized what was going on, Gloria had closed the gap between them, planted her lips on Greg's while sending her hand down to his barely restrained crotch. And by the time I had gathered what had happened, Gloria had pushed her willing brother to the floor and was rubbing her entire body against his. If she had only been fueled by her old sexual passions, I would have stopped them from proceeding any further because she would have never forgiven herself later. But I noticed she was not only driven by her old fantasies, but by her current sexual frustrations as well. Gloria was clearly being the aggressor, easily overpowering her younger brother and preventing him from running the show. As Greg continued to try to get his lips down to a breast, Gloria rubbed her body up and down his, finally managed to slip his dick into the entrance of her love tunnel. Greg froze and looked desperately at his sister's own desperate face. His face made an expression that made him look like a child, driving Gloria over the edge to finish the penetration and taking Greg's virginity as she had dreamed several years before. But then her current needs took over, and using her own past experiences, Gloria knew she had to build her orgasm slowly to achieve maximum pleasure. Greg was helpless to argue, and soon submitted to letting her do what she wanted without urging her to quicken the pace. Her initial speed reminded me strongly of the twins, and I saw we would be here for a while. I ordered the pizzas and watched with partial interest as she slowly increased her speed. By the time the pizzas arrived, Gloria was just getting to what I would have considered an acceptable fucking speed. I ate pizza while watching her momentum build in spurts of energy, Greg still helplessly gasping and giving out a moan once in a while. To have so much stimulation without any control over its delivery was almost torture for him, but it was the kind of sex he would seek out after nearly two years of his sister taking her sexual frustration out on him. Of course that was unknown to me at the time, and as I finished my last piece, I watched Gloria cum in a long and deep moan that made me shake with pleasure at its sound. I restrained myself from going over to her settling ass and using my dick on it to get another wonderful moan from her, but I didn't hesitate to feel its ripeness before rolling the unconscious woman off her brother. Greg opened his eyes and smiled weakly saying, "Are we there yet?" "Heh. You sure took a lot. How many times did you cum anyway?" "I don't know. I can't remember. Six, I think. I'm pooped, and I didn't do anything." "Well, your pizza is getting cold, and so is your sister. You take care of the pizza, I'll take care of your sister." "Uhm.. You're not going to try.." I smiled at him and said, "If I had wanted to try something, don't you think I would have by now?" "Maybe... If she isn't going to wake up for pizza, maybe you should just put her in her bed for now. Shit, I'm hungry. But I gotta go pee first." I carried Gloria into her bedroom and laid her down in her queen size bed. When I turned to leave, I felt a surge of lust come from her sleeping mind. I peeked to find her dreaming of giving Ken a blowjob in her new teddy. After checking on Greg and finding him asleep on the throne, I laid down next to her and sent the commands. Her eyes opened and blinked a few times before her mind saw her lover instead of me laying beside her. Her glassy eyes moved to gaze at my crotch, then she suddenly moved towards it in jerky motions. Gloria's hands felt their way to the snap and zipper, her face pointed down between her arms as she struggled against her sleepiness. She had to stop and rest several times, finding it extremely difficult to move her body since in every sense she was still completely asleep. Once she had my dick free, she had no trouble getting her mouth wrapped around it. But after a few good strong suck and tongue actions, her mouth simply took up a repeating pattern of gentle suckily motions that babies use to get their milk. I got bored with that very quickly. But instead of using my powers, I played out the role. "Gloria, your tongue feels so good... Could you use it a little more?" Her small tongue movements were very disappointing, so I tried again. "Honey, I'd love it if you could suck a little harder." Again her response was a let down, so I tried a different approach. "Oh baby, I want you to suck it. Suck it and lick it and make me squirm. I want you to taste my dick like never before, feel it surge and pulse. God I want you to suck out my spunk and taste its flavor, and then swallow it all down." That worked. Her mouth came alive with energy and began sucking and tonguing like a pro, feeding off my precum like a nursing pup, then allowed my cum to overflow her mouth so she could savor the flavor afterwards. She managed to clean up the mess before she conked out on me, but I was satisfied and let her slip back into a deep sleep. I cleaned up their memories so they wouldn't remember me but would recall everything they had done. Before I left, I woke them both up so they could at least eat their pizza and get dressed before their parents came home. (Gloria actually started modeling a few months later. She quit her other job and moved into her own place, then moved into a bigger place which she shared with her boyfriend once she started making good money. The teddy she had worn that night for me and Greg started her fetish with sexy underwear. Her third modeling job was for women's underwear, and that had been the beginning of a very successful lingerie modeling career, partially because she didn't mind people seeing her in very revealing underwear. She never posed nude, but some of the stuff she wore didn't leave much to the imagination. But because there was always that remaining tease in the minds of the photographers, they constantly called her back for another try at getting her as naked as they could. They never succeeded. Well, okay. One did. After I recognized her in a catalog about a year later, I caught up with her and Greg and enjoyed a private lingerie show. I was kind of surprised to find that Greg also had formed the same fetish, probably caused by the women's swim suit he had worn when she had taken his virginity. He had his own secret wardrobe of women's undergarments that he wore whenever he and his sister got together for a mutual show and fuck. I also learned that Greg and Ben had never done anything else sexually with each other. Greg had his mind on his sister, while Ben's guilt turned into distaste for male to male sex. Despite her successful modeling career, Gloria stayed in school and didn't allow herself to accept the passes other men made at her. She married Ken after her Junior year of college, and ended her fucks with her brother. Gloria had managed to break Ken into letting her do half of the work, and as far as I know they are still happily married with two kids and a separate closet full of her teddies.) ======================================================================== Tim, the Teenage MC By: Rass Senip Chapter X: 10th Grade, Winter 1986/87 Part 9 - LeAnne's Animal (hypnosis, mf, mf oral, mf anal) "Good morning, LeAnne," I said as I walked up to our private room and found her waiting outside the door. "Good morning," she echoed. "You wanted to talk to me about something... Could you remind me what about?" "Sure," I said unlocking the door. "But first, come on in and get comfortable. I've excused you from all your classes today, and I've had the class officers meeting rescheduled for next week." She stood at the door giving me quite a probing stare, quickly coming to the conclusion I was serious, and that she didn't want to have anything to do with it. "Whatever you wanted to talk to me about will have to wait. You had no right to.." I looked in her eyes and said, "Remember.. after school you were driving home feeling that loneliness overtake you... Remember... Fine road, that curve, that tree... You would have killed yourself if I hadn't stopped you.." The color in her face slowly returned as I led her to the lazy boy and handed her a glass of a clear juice that my father had recently come across. Apart from its tingly pleasant taste and clear appearance, there was nothing unusual about the juice. "Feel better?" I asked after a few minutes of silence. Again, her eyes appeared to probe for my intentions, so I gave her a little help by making eye contact and forming an empathic connection. Her eyes went wide for a moment as she felt my presence, but she quickly took advantage of the situation and attempted to feel out any malice or deception. When she had finished her probe, I closed the connection and repeated, "Feel better?" "A little," she said softly. Then in a stronger voice she said, "What was that?" This time it was my turn to give her a probing look. Of course the look was only for show since I knew exactly what she was thinking at all times. But she had expected it, and I didn't want her to freak out. But then I probably couldn't freak her out, so I decided the best thing to do was to tell her the truth. "I'm empathic. I can share my feelings with others, and feel what others are feeling too." "Empathic.. If I remember correctly, empaths are supposed to be mute, and have the ability to heal others by transferring the injury to their own body where they heal it at a greater rate than others could. If you can talk, then I suppose you can't heal others." "Huh.. I didn't know any of that. I do know of two empaths that are a lot stronger than I am, and they're mutes. And when Joey and I form a share link, you could say we can heal each other or anyone else we add to the link, but we've never tried it with scrapes and bruises." LeAnne's mind began forming questions in a logical format, already forgetting the purpose of what I had asked her here for. But as the first question started to form on her lips, the bell rang, reminding her she was missing class for a reason. "So I take it you are going to play psychologist and try to figure out what is wrong with me?" "Nope. I already know what's wrong with you." "Oh? And what's that?" "I'll tell you if you really want me too, but you won't accept my.. er.. diagnosis. I would rather just show you." "Show me? I want to know first, then if you can explain why, you can show me." I sighed and sat back in the chair I was sitting in. "I can't explain it to you without showing it to you. You just wouldn't believe me or understand it any other way. And I would prefer showing you the why before telling you the what." "Tell me the what, and the how, then if I don't think you are trying to pull something, I'll let you show me the why even if I don't believe the what." I told her, and as expected she didn't believe me. And when I told her the how, she got a bit upset. "HYPNOTIZE ME?!?" "I only want to give you some experiences that you never actually had that involve having a good friend. That's all." "THAT'S ALL?!? You have to be nuts to think I'd fall for that. First of all, you couldn't hypnotize me. I studied hypnosis and know you wouldn't be able to put be into a trance without my cooperation. And I'm not going to cooperate." "Why not?" "Because you're a male, and as I understand, you are very.. active sexually. I'm not going to be tricked into something.. primitive." "You're wrong. You know why? Because I don't find you attractive. Good enough reason for you?" "No. Males instinctively will try and take advantage of a female no matter what they look like." "Okay. So what makes you think I couldn't take advantage of you right this moment?" "Lay a finger on me and I'll break your arm," she said cold and serious. "LeAnne, I'm not interested in anything but helping you. Really. Let me give you a hypothetical situation. If I could make you take off your shoes and throw them out the window without you realizing it, would you then believe that I could also make you do something like take your clothes off?" "That is ridiculous. You couldn't do it." "But do you believe if I had you throw your shoes out the window, making you have to go barefoot the rest of the day, do you think I could equally make you strip?" "Maybe. But I doubt it." "What about if you threw your bra out along with your shoes?" "I really don't like what you're suggesting, hypothetical as it maybe. And none of this is relevant to.." "So if I could do that to you, what would stop me from doing that or even going further with you?" "I'm not going to put up with this any longer. If you don't have anything else to.." she said before someone knocked on the door. "Come in," I said. "Uhm, do these belong to someone in here?" Mr. Carlton, a history teacher asked holding up a pair of shoes. LeAnne's just stared at her shoes in his hand, afraid to look down at her feet which she could tell were bare. But when a janitor appeared behind Mr. Carlton holding a bra, she gave out a small shriek and felt her braless chest through her top. I thanked the delivery boys when I took their parcels and sent them back on their way. I felt LeAnne's probing eyes on me again before I turned around to hand them to her, but when we made eye contact she dropped her gaze immediately. Her hand was shaking a little when she reached out to take back her property, so I said, "I didn't mean to frighten you. Do you understand that I could have just as easily made you have sex with me without you ever knowing it?" "Who says you haven't already?" She said shakily. "I do," I sighed. "Now think about it. Why would I go through all this trouble just to trick you while you're hypnotized. And there... Now you can remember taking off your shoes and bra and throwing them out the window." She recalled the events, finding some assurance when she realized I had made her remove her bra under the cover of her loose fitting top. I hadn't seen anything I shouldn't have. After twenty or so minutes convincing her I wasn't trying to trick her, she finally agreed. No sooner than she gave me her permission, I used my empathic power to lower her into a deep hypnotic trance. I took her back to the earliest memory fragment, then took her back even further to her time of birth. She had no memory of this event of course, but it was a simple matter of using our combined knowledge and imagination to create the images and sounds of emerging from her mother's birth canal into the world of the living. The week before, my mother and I were at the hospital waiting for her test results concerning her options of having another baby. A woman in labor was rushed past us, and my mother had suggested that I use my telepathic abilities to experience what it was like to be born. I used that knowledge to give LeAnne as accurate of a memory as possible of her own birth. The experience wasn't necessarily a wonderful one, but it gave me a different view on life, and I figured it would help her do the same. I used her memories of photographs to reconstruct her toddler years. Her memories didn't contain any physical affection from her parents, but there was a lot of love and support, and I fudged a bit by using some of her memories of her parents with her younger sister during her sister's infant years. All of this was just to give her a better background before I entered the picture myself. I sought out memories of her playmates as a child, finding she hadn't had many since her family had lived in a remote area in Arizona. But the few I did find, I managed to convince her to imagine myself as a little boy playing with her along side her other friends. I planted my presence throughout her childhood without making me stand out or adding any other experiences. When we reached her family making their move the summer before her freshman year, I stopped adding my image to her memories and brought her out of her trance. "Did you do it?" she asked after sitting up. "What did you do anyway?" "Just trust me, okay? How do you feel?" "I'm fine. I.." she started. "What?" I asked, faking concern. "I just realized you remind me of someone I used to know," she said concentrating on my face. "Really? Who?" "I'm not really sure. He was always around where I grew up, but I don't remember his name. He used to always play in the sand box with me, but we never really.. What?" "I just had the same feeling you had. I loved playing in the sandbox, and... Shit. Did you use to go to Saint Elmo Elementary?" "YES! You mean.." "Howdy, neighbor. The name's Tim." We spent nearly an hour talking about her home town and other kids that lived there. Of course I was mostly using her memories to keep up my side of the conversation, but I did make up a few things that jived with her perceptions of those childhood friends. It was eerie the way she seemed like an old friend to me. I mean, that's what she was supposed to feel about me, but I didn't imagine I would feel it for her as well. When the bell rang announcing the end of the third period, she stopped her chit chat and stared into space a few moments. "What's the matter, LeAnne?" I asked with concern. She looked at my face, then quickly looked away, trying to hide her face as her control over her emotions started to fail. She suddenly stood up facing way from me and said, "I wish we had never moved out here. I feel like my whole life is back there, in Tannahoe. I've don't have a single... friend here." I walked up behind her and gently rubbed her back while I said, "Sure you do. Me. I'll be your friend." I felt her emotions start to swell, but then suddenly she saw through my entire plan. She knew what I had done, but not why I had done it. She clamped down on her emotions and visibly stiffened before turning around to face me. "You bastard," she said with a coldness that made me almost shiver. "What? I didn't do anything but attempt to become a friend who you could talk to. You were doing so.." "FRIEND? You're not my friend. Children need friends to learn the social skills to interact with others. I'm not a child, and you're not my friend." "Wrong! I am your friend. You're just not.. What's wrong?" "I'm dizzy," she said sitting down looking pale. LeAnne visibly shuddered a few moments later, then sat back in the chair and closed her eyes. After my attempt of relieving her loneliness by coming a long lost friend had failed, she had been struggling against the surge of despair that had resulted. The stress from constantly battling her emotions had finally caught up with her, but as I watched, LeAnne systematically regained control of herself while relaxing to reduce the stress. Her self control was remarkable. I was actually learning a few pointers from her when I realized her stubborn resolve to never succumb to her emotional needs was the true source of her problems. Several years before, LeAnne had learned how to control her emotions and decided she was a much better person without them clouding her thinking. She later realized that if she gave into her emotions after staying disattached from them so long, she would never be able to suppress them again. But her mistake was thinking she could live like that. LeAnne's idea of a perfect human being resembled Vulcans on Star Trek. She believed that the human race had evolved to the point where it was time to leave behind our old animal instincts and move into the world of logic and reason. Her critical error was not realizing that no matter how much we could evolve, we were still animals in many ways and emotions were vital to our well being. LeAnne needed to lose that tight control over her feelings. And the only way I saw to do that without causing a long and drawn out depression was to let her experience the feelings of sharing with someone close without allowing it to turn into something sexual. There was only two people I knew who could help me do this, and in LeAnne's case it had to be Suzi. Suzi came in quietly just as I finished putting LeAnne to sleep. "So how are we going to be helping her by snuggling up to each other?" Suzi asked when I sat back and relaxed. "I'm going to let her feel everything you're feeling emotionally and physically. She'll see, hear, smell and taste what you do, and have all the emotions that you have while we give each other a little lovin'." "So.. It will be like a two way?" "No, not really. She won't know what you're thinking, and you won't feel anything from her. She'll just feel everything you do. Is that okay?" "Yes, that's fine. She wouldn't want to know how much of a bitch I think she is." "Heh. Well that might change after we're through." I prepared the links as Suzi pulled the bed out of the sofa. This was the first time I had ever attempted to use my empathic powers to link two people without including myself, and I found that I couldn't do it. After several minutes of considering my options, we decided to try just the telepathic links and see if LeAnne's own emotions responded the way I hoped they would. I activated the links, then reached my hand out to Suzi to pull us together for a hug. Damn she smelled good. Suzi's scent was a natural soft and sweet one, but it was amplified by the clean smelling perfume she was wearing along with the shampooy odor of her hair. For a moment I considered switching the link to me when my feelings for Suz seemed to bloom from the pleasure my nose was receiving, but I found I was having a similar effect on Suzi and decided she was still the best candidate for the job. My hands rubbed her back as she sighed and relaxed her head on my shoulder. I made no passes with my hands that could have been interpreted as sexually motivated, but couldn't help give her a few gentle kisses on the neck and cheek. I wasn't sure how LeAnne would interpret them, but I allowed them to happen because they were from the heart, not from the crotch. Since we were standing at the foot of the fold out bed, I picked Suzi up and playfully tossed her on the bed. Suzi only bounced once before she grabbed one of pillows she had placed at the head of the bed and flung it into my smiling face. I had just enough time to gather my wits and pick the pillow up before I had to use it as a shield against her frontal pillow assault. Her blows were fast and accurate, beating my defenses down while I attempted to stop laughing so I could give her a decent fight. I ended up on the floor flat on my back with Suzi's pillow pinning my face and my own pillow shielding Suzi's belly from any tickling I might have tried. I surrendered unconditionally and gasped for breath when she pulled her pillow away. Suzi sat on top of me, staddling my waist in an innocent way, while we talked a little about her birthday party two weeks from that weekend. Joey and I were going to spend the night the Friday before and help her decorate for the party, so we spent some time talking about what she wanted for the party. After spending fifteen minutes on the floor, I sat up to relax my cramping neck muscles that had been holding my head up enough so I could see her. Suzi had been leaning back against my legs and the edge of the bed, but sat up when I did, placing our faces inches from each other's. Her eyes were so bright, and her face so beautiful at that moment, it took every once of will power not to press my lips against hers and release my growing urge to make love. Suzi kissed my nose then stood up. I took her hand she held out to me, and didn't let go after she helped me up. We stood there in front of the bed feeling the other's hands caress ours, our eyes glancing to the other's faces to get a quick look of our loving expression before quickly returning to our hands. The feelings between us were making it increasingly difficult to keep our hands on neutral ground. Our eyes met accidentally and locked on each other while our bodies felt themselves drawn together like two magnets. Our arms wrapped around each other's waists, then our eyes closed as our lips finally joined together in a powerful yet unrushed kiss. The kiss was as pure as a kiss could be, lasting longer than most people spend having sex, and we had ended the kiss only because we had nearly fallen over from swaying back and forth for several minutes. Suzi gently pulled me onto the bed as she laid down on it herself, our eyes never breaking their renewed contact until they closed once more for another kiss. Our bodies pressed themselves together as our hands roamed freely over them. Our long kiss ended into a series of small gentle kisses before we stopped and rested with our foreheads touching. I sent my right hand down her arm and brought her hand up to my lips to kiss. I saw her goosebumps rise up on her arm as I planted my first kiss on a knuckle, and felt my own rise as her other hand brushed my cheek. Again our eyes met, flooding each other's eyes with the love flowing between us. No words were spoken as we closed the gap again, but this time we just held each other, feeling each other's hearts beat as we let time trickle by in complete peace. After laying caressing and snuggling for almost an hour, I looked at Suzi and said, "I love you." "I love you," she replied before moving to kiss me again. Something in the way Suzi stretched after that kiss ended told me she was in the mood to start something a little less innocent. I quickly confirmed this, then checked LeAnne's condition intending to close the links if she had had enough. Her tears had been drying for some time, having worked out her remorse and loneliness as Suzi and I had laid there. LeAnne's emotions had succeeded in their struggle to be felt, relieving the pressure she had been building for four years simply by crying. The experience of the love Suzi and I had been sharing had quickly overwhelmed her control while giving her the answer she needed. Humans had evolved beyond allowing their desires and lusts to control them, but not by losing these drives that were once necessary for the species to survive. LeAnne discovered that these drives instead had evolved with us to making our lives worth living while we obtained more knowledge and wisdom to pass on to the next generations. LeAnne had accepted how wrong she had been to consider all emotions to be unfavorable. She understood that they added substance to our lives, and the small penalty in performance was acceptable for the over all quality of life gained. LeAnne felt as if she had made the most important discovery in her lifetime. Little did any of us know this was just the first of many of such personal discoveries, and only the beginning of a long voyage that I wound up navigating for her. As Suzi pulled herself on top of me and initiated another kiss, I altered the links so LeAnne could terminate them if she so desired, then turned my attention to the tongue which was requesting permission to enter my oral cavity. I granted permission, then sent my hands down to her wiggling ass for a squeeze. Suzi responded by pressing her crotch into my rapidly growing one, stimulating me to run my hand across her backside, probing her ass with my fingertips through her clothes. Another surge of pressure against my lumpy crotch was followed by Suzi's mouth pulling away from mine as she got up on her arms and started humping her crotch against mine in a slow erotic way. We both quickly worked up a sweat, prompting us to start removing each other's clothing. I stayed on my back after she had lowered my pants and stripped off my shirt. Suzi had gotten used to just letting her male slaves decide how to pleasure her, but I felt she needed to start using her wonderful initiative talent more. We both kept our underwear on for the time being, having made this rule to never remove them if there was a risk of pregnancy. Out of all the times Suzi and I had made love, had sex, or just simply fucked each other's brains out for the animal pleasure of it, there had been no risk of pregnancy. We were able to control exactly when she started her cycle and always worked around the window of fertility. After having triggered her cycle after four months of worry free sex, Suzi had the worst case of menstrual cramps she had ever experienced. She had opted to have her periods every month as she was supposed to, but always start the cycle on the same day each month. We both knew she was right smack dab in the middle of her fertile period, and knew if I somehow slipped and came inside her, she would most likely be a blimp in nine months. But I had never cum after putting a block on myself, so for the first time Suzi took the gamble she never thought she would take. My attention was on our exchanging of saliva when I first realized my dick was touching bare skin, and that skin felt awfully wet and good. Suzi's love hole easily accepted my surging dick, her pussy haven accepted Ben's larger dick on countless occasions. The disappointment from realizing she no longer found my dick filling as it once had was quickly washed away by the fear of what she was doing. "Lock it down, my love. I trust your control over your shooting finger," she said before laying heavily into a kiss. I managed to remember to put the block on my orgasm after my mind had been flushed away with her savage kiss, then removed her bra and used my magic touch on her perky pointed tits. Suzi pushed herself down as hard as she could, attempting to make my dick penetrate as deeply into her dripping cunt as possible. My magic touch on her mammaries had caused her nipples to harden and her orgasm to begin its final climb. And in her attempts to make my dick go in deeper, she suddenly found the tip of my dick's head pressing up against her deepest part. We stopped and looked at each other with astonishment. I knew I had been growing longer, but I never imagined ever reaching the end of the tunnel like that. Suzi suddenly started wiggling about, struggling to make my dick head stretch the end with no success. Suzi finally gave up and started humping like mad, driving herself up the ramp towards the peak of her orgasm. As she approached, she slowed a bit, then violently rammed herself down and was rewarded by the feeling of my surging dick barely stretching the fabric of her fuck hole and the triggering of her orgasm. As her orgasm flowed through her body, my own body was dealing with the pain her last hump had caused. Not only had she bruised my balls a little, but her hip bone had hit mine in such a way it had hurt. Once I had indicated I needed her to get off, she quickly complied and apologized. Her apology was emphasized when she kissed and licked my balls, then began her wonderful tongue work on the shaft of my dick. I released the lock on my orgasm, then enjoyed her mouth worshipping my cock and balls for nearly five minutes before doing a little worshipping myself on her slimy cunt using my mouth and tongue. I was fully engrossed in attempting to bring her to orgasm before she did the same to me when she suddenly deep throated my dick with a skilled ease, then even managed to suck in one of my balls before it decided to retract and begin its flushing cycle. When she started humping my cock deeply into her throat, my eyes opened so wide in amazement that my eyeballs probably could have popped out. But my own orgasm had began a moment later, making my eyes close tightly as I moaned and applied direct stimulation on her clit. Suzi's head pulled up as I shot the first stream of my load down her throat, making the rest of my seed flood into her mouth for her to taste and suck down with vigor. In the heat of the moment, I overdid my attention to her pleasure knob and caused her to momentarily shudder from the overload. As I came down from my sexual high, the sounds of Suzi's sucking became loud and clear to my ears. I was instantly aroused again, but not for another blow. I lubed my left index finger with her excess wetness and wiped it on her rose, then began the ritual relaxing techniques to loosen her anus for a little butt fuck. Suzi moaned as my finger penetrated her ass, then said, "Timmy.. I've been saving my ass for you and Joey. I haven't let any of the others fuck my back door." I had never heard Suzi talk dirty so freely before. I loved it. As I worked my second finger in, Suzi started fucking my face and fingers, gasping while rubbing her face all over my hard cock. When she was just about ready, Suzi exclaimed, "I'm not empty... Shit, I sorry Tim." "That's okay Suzi. If I get shit on my dick, I'll just have to wash it off later." "Oh God. I can't believe... Fuck my ass Tim. Fuck my shitty ass!" Her words turned me on so much I didn't hesitate to obey them. Her ass felt as tight as ever, and naturally caused her some momentary pain when I plunged it into her. Suzi was on all fours as I fucked her from the rear, her pain immediately forgotten as I started my pumping. All too soon I felt my cum boiling in my balls, but I did nothing to prevent its release since I had sensed her own orgasm approaching even faster. When Suzi's ass shuddered and clenched tightly around my dick's shaft, I rammed into her as deep as I could and shot my cum in three hard pulses. Suzi fell forward, causing my dick to come out with a 'smck' sound. I surprisingly found it wasn't covered by shit, so I laid down beside her, took her hand in mine, then kissed the back of her hand like I had earlier. "Tim?" "Yeah Suz?" "That was the best fuck I've had for... Well, since the last time we had sex." "Suzi, when did you start saying fuck so much? You need to watch your mouth. It turns me on too much." "That's what Joey said... I guess being around you two and my three guys.." "Suz?" "Hmm?" "Do you miss the old days sometimes?" "The old days?" "Yeah. You know. Before we had slaves. Before we started having sex regularly with other people." "Oh Timmy. You know I will always love you..." That to me meant that she hadn't, and she realized it as soon as she said it. She was about to tell me that she had missed the earlier days, but she couldn't since it wasn't true and I knew it. "I'm sorry," she said wrapping her arms around me and hugging my chest. "I guess I've.." "It's okay," I interrupted. "I'm just being selfish. I guess I feel the same thing Joey does about you having sex with anyone other that us. I just kept it buried under my guilt of doing the same thing you're doing. But I still miss the old days anyway." "You're right. You're being selfish. And so is Joey. I love you two so much I won't ever let anyone in my back door except you two. And .." she said before turning her head so I couldn't see her face. I probed her thoughts and feelings, then continued for her. "We haven't promised you anything similar. But you know what? Whenever I have had sex with another woman, I have compared her to you. Never have I found someone who I would rather spend my whole life worshipping and loving than you. Say the word, and I'll make myself never make love or have sex with anyone but you. Just say the word and I will become your everlasting sex toy and slave. I'd give up my life, my freedom, my soul for you. You and you alone. You are my true love, forever yours, forever love." I felt her tear drip onto my chest, followed by its twin from the other eye. She knew I was monitoring every thought and feeling she had, so she didn't do anything but give me a squeeze and a kiss on my chest where she laid. The next thing we knew, Joey was gently shaking my shoulder, trying his best not to wake Suzi. I immediately saw that soft look in his eye, and smiled as he sat down next to us on the bed. "Sorry to wake you, but your patient was wandering around asking people to fuck her in her shitty ass." "My patient?" I repeated, trying to figure out what he was talking about. "LeAnne? Remember her?" "Oh shit..." I said a little too loud and waking Suzi. "Tim?" Suzi said stretching with her eyes shut. "Could you get Joey up here? I feel like a little group lovin'" "You rang?" Joey said as he gave Suzi a soft kiss on her cheek. "MMmm.. Joey, I'm feeling really horny. Could you fuck my ass?" Suzi said in a husky voice as she slipped her puss over my pole. "Shit," Joey and I both said. "Please, Joey? Timmy misses the old days. And I haven't had a two way fucking since the last time we did it together." "Shit, Suzi. If you keep talking like that, I won't even make it inside you before I shoot." I saw the twinkle in Suzi's eyes as she cried out, "Oh! Timmy.. You got so BIG! Fuck me Big Tim! Fuck my slutty cunt. OH JOEY! HURRY UP AND FUCK MEEEEEEE!" Joey didn't even finish pulling his pants off. He fumbled to get it out of his underpants then almost missed her puckering anus when he did get it out. Suzi gave out a small cry from the pain of his quick entry, and then gave another when he pulled back. Joey's was still larger around than mine, but I was at least a good inch longer in length at last check. Joey and Suzi quickly got into sync, and I started to participate in the humping motions. I linked our orgasms together and we all started working towards getting us over the peak. We must have really been going at it because the next thing I knew we were covered in sweat and feeling the cum in our balls start to make it's journey out. When I felt the first impulse to spurt, I suddenly remembered Suzi's condition and panicked. "GET OFF!" I screamed and commanded as my dick began to launch. It had passed the point where I could stop it, so my only option had been to force her off me. No sooner than my dick's head pulled out of her did a jet of my semen squirted out onto her crotch. Joey had not only thrown himself backwards off the bed, but he landed two feet away from the bed's edge and hit his head fairly hard. Suzi nearly fell off the bed herself, then took precious moments to balance her weight and sit up as my cum dribbled across her vagina. I leapt off the bed towards the drawer of sex aids and lubricants and dug out the spermicide before Suzi even realized what had happened. But by the time I had got back to give her the tube of spermicide, she had already wiped my spunk away from her opening with the bed sheets and quickly started applying the spermicide. "What the fuck was that for?" Joey said holding his hand on the back of his head. He pulled his hand away and looked at it, then said, "Shit, I'm bleeding." He sat down so I could take a took a look at him, finding he had a small cut, the beginnings of a large lump, but otherwise he was okay. I wrapped my arms around him from behind and gave him a hug. "You'll be okay. It's just a small cut. I'm sorry. It was my fault. I forgot that it was that time of the month and didn't put the block on my trigger. When I felt it start to blow, I remembered and I guess I panicked. I'm real sorry," I said kissing his cheek and gave him another squeeze. "That's okay. I'm not gonna be a baby about it. Shit. After the way Suzi talked to us, I completely forgot myself." Suzi slid off the bed to crawl onto Joey's lap and said, "I'm sorry too. I knew talking dirty would make you both go nuts like that. I've been practicing with Ben and the others and... Joey? I know you don't like the sex I've been having with them, but only you and Tim will ever have my back door. It's my way of showing you I love you more than any of them." Joey looked down at her breasts, not actually meaning to look at them specifically, but he found himself enjoying the view... well anyway, he said, "Thanks Suz. I... Well, I've sorta been thinking about cooling it with the others and spending more time with you if you'd let me. I'd even let Tim make me never want to have sex with any girl but you." "Oh Joey..." Suzi said with another pair of tears getting ready to fall. She moved so she could put her head on his other shoulder while hugging him like I was. We sat there for a few minutes just one big hugging mess of flesh before Joey jumped and said, "Holy shit. I forgot all about LeAnne!" Joey explained how LeAnne had been walking up and down the halls in a daze and had asked at least three different guys to fuck her shitty ass before Joey was able to reach her. He convinced her to follow him back up to the drawing room next door, promising her he would fuck her ass as soon as he grabbed a few things. The reason he hadn't brought her in the room where we were was because he wasn't sure how she would react to seeing Suzi and I nude like we were. I reached out with my mind finding LeAnne had wandered off again, this time actually wandering outside and found someone willing to do what she asked. Craig Worth had been going out to his car to leave for his co-op job when she had walked up to him without a coat or sweater on and asked him to fuck her ass. The cold had caused her nipples to show, mostly because at one point LeAnne's dazed mind had removed her bra and had thrown it out the window. They were just getting into his car when I snapped her out of it and made Craig forget the whole thing. I brought LeAnne back up to the room, the three of us quickly getting dressed before she arrived. "I should be furious with you," LeAnne said when she opened the door. "But you're not?" I asked. "No, I'm too confused to be mad. I feel better, but I can't explain why. How did you do all that?" "The how isn't important," I stated, reinforcing it with a mental command. "Just worry about sorting out what you want now, and you'll be okay I think. Sorry about forgetting about you after Suzi and I.. you know." "I can't believe I let myself feel all of that. I kept telling myself I needed to stop... whatever it was, but I just couldn't make myself do it. Oh God. I asked Mr. Perry to... to.. Oh my God!" "Hey," I said when she buried her face in her hands. "Don't worry about Mr. Perry or anyone else you asked to fuck your ass. They don't remember you asking them. I've already taken care of that." I couldn't help but smile at the knowledge that Mr. Perry would have loved to have taken her up on her offer, but he couldn't have said so in public like that. During his thirty-five years of teaching, Mr. Perry had managed to have sex with at least fifteen of his teenage girl biology students, and at one time had three girls in the sack with him at the same time. But he hadn't had much success for the past seven years, having only gotten a blow job last year from a girl failing his class. She had come to him and offered it in exchange for a passing grade. Seeing Mr. Perry as a pretty decent guy, never having forced anything on his lovers or done anything that I felt was really wrong, I made a note to myself to see about helping him get some before he retired at the end of the year. I checked LeAnne out to see if there was anything I needed to fix and to find out what had happened exactly. It turns out LeAnne's subconscious had been so absorbed in Suzi's and my sexual activity that she had almost been brainwashed into having the sex again. I had put her into the dream state so her conscious mind could actively process Suzi's physical experience like in a dream, but her subconscious had been left in control otherwise. Seeing there wasn't anything to do but wait for LeAnne to work things out for herself, I explained this to her and told her to come and see me on Monday sometime so I could make sure she was okay. LeAnne said goodbye and was closing the door behind her, then paused and frowned. "What's the matter?" I asked. "I was just.. I'm not really sure if you really deserve it.. I think you have helped me, so... I'm trying to say thank you and just can't... never mind." she said in an uncertain tone and closed the door. "Fuck," I said to an empty room. It was Friday, halfway through the last period, and I was tired. I laid down on the unmade bed and fell asleep thinking about Suzi's party. --------------- I had forgotten all about LeAnne by Monday morning. I was locking our private room's door after school when a voice called my name. I was a little surprised to see LeAnne running towards me with a face of desperation, and she almost knocked me over when she fell to her knees and started to cry trying to tell me something that I wasn't getting a word of. "LeAnne! What is it? Stop crying and just tell me?" She managed to gather enough self control to whimper, "I'm losing control.. Please help me?" I knelt on the floor and tried to comfort her while she sobbed. When she had worked out enough of her emotions to calm down a bit, I opened the door again and took her inside. "Ever since having that sex thing with you, I haven't been able to stop thinking about it. I've had flashbacks, daydreams, and all day today I have had problems keeping my eyes off of boys and even had to stop myself from... touching myself during lunch. I don't want to be doing any of this, but... my animal is taking over..." "Your animal? I understand what you're talking about, but I don't think you can separate yourself into what is animal and not animal. That to me is just going to lead you back to your original problem." "It doesn't matter. I can't stop it anymore. I almost tried to touch Rich Ambaster's butt just to see how it felt. This morning I only had problems with keeping my eyes from wandering to the guys, but it got worse and worse and worse... See?" she said after her hand landed in my lap and squeezed my thigh. "I can't stop myself from doing it. I feel like someone else is running my body." "Does it make you feel good to do it?" I asked allowing her hand to work it's way towards my crotch. "NO! It makes me.. well, it doesn't make me feel anything. I just know I'm not supposed to do it, but I can't help it.." "Shit. You didn't even feel Suzi's orgasms. I see what you mean. I think you have developed a separate consciousness of some kind and it's working against your intelligent one. Yep. The animal inside you isn't letting you feel anything good until you give it what it wants. Very interesting." "Interesting?!? Are saying I have multiple personalities?!?" "No.. Not personalities. Just.. Well, let me put it in the terms you've been thinking of them. You separated your desires and drives into two categories, the good and the bad, then suppressed anything you had put in the bad category. A lot of those things you were suppressing were not actually bad, like sexual attraction and wanting to have close friends. So now that I helped you see you need a lot of them and made you experience some of them, it looks like your subconscious is siding with the feelings you've been suppressing all this time." "But how do I get control back? I'm just getting worse. I think I'm about to unzip your pants.." "I'm not sure you can," I said as my zipper went down. "I could make you keep control, but then you wouldn't really be in control as much as being unable to do certain things except under certain conditions." "There has to be something else you can do," she said as she struggled to keep her hand out of my pants. "Maybe.. I can't think of anything right now," I said as her hand won and squeezed my crotch through my underwear. "There probably are several ways to let you take control back without me interfering. You probably should go see a shrink. I don't want to make you any worse than.." "I think I know of a way," she said after suddenly finding herself able to pull her hand back. "Give me a moment to think about it." I waited patiently for nearly ten minutes, before she looked into my eyes and said with complete seriousness, "I need you to teach me how to be a.... what is the word... a slut." My mouth fell open from the shock. "Excuse me? What did you say?" I asked as I scanned her mind. "It's a form of desensitizing myself to what the animal wants. From what I have seen, you're more than qualified to train me like a slut, and I suppose I trust you to not take advantage of me. As long as I am doing what the animal wants without giving it control while I do it, I'll be able to keep myself from doing it when I don't want to." "Shit. You're serious. And I think you’re right. But... Are you sure? I mean what if.." "Don't say it. I already considered all the possibilities. I need your help, and I offer to be your slut for as long as it takes. The deal is you stop me if I lose control, but otherwise make me do everything that isn't harmful to me you can think of." We discussed this for several hours before she finally convinced me. "I don't think this will be too hard," she said as we walked down the hall. "Oh?" I said surprised. "Well, how hard could it be?" "Girl, you don't have a clue, do you. Well, just remember it was your idea, and once we start, you won't have a choice but to finish it. Clear?" "I've never quit when I've faced a challenge before, I won't this time either." Before we split company, I said, "Starting tomorrow, your training to be the sluttiest slut on the planet will begin. Whether you like it or not." ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Chapter X: 10th Grade, Winter 1986/87 Part 10 - The Making of a Slut (toys, mf, ff, oral, anal) [The following entries were taken from LeAnne White's personal journal. She initially intended only to use this to document her experiences during her training to become a slut. But after her training was completed, she has continued to keep a written record of her sex life even to this day. However, to preserve her privacy, I have only included the entries that involve her training, and by her request, I have not listed any further entries dated after her graduation from my slut academy.] Monday, January 26th, 1987 -------------------------- Today the degradation of my self control accelerated beyond the simple urges to touch myself and flashbacks of the sexual experience I had on Friday. Concentration was disrupted repeatedly by momentary glances at the boys in my classes, followed by staring, then progressed to daydreams about them. At lunch time I managed to make it to a stall before taking off my undergarments and fighting the urge to touch my sexual organs. After lunch I continued to have problems focusing my attention on my class work. During sixth period, I momentarily lost all control twice while daydreaming about Ian Sikeston's nude rear end, and had almost touched it once before getting a hold of myself. I had no other option but to go to Tim Brandton and beg him for his aid. I am uncertain whether he truly was trying to help me Friday, or somehow caused my condition for his own perverted reasons. Whatever the case, I feel he is the only person who can help me regain control of my animal self. This journal is my attempt to ensure what I go through is not in vain. If for some reason the entries in this journal stop without explanation, I urge whoever finds this to take it to the authorities and have Tim Brandton investigated immediately. You may be my only hope. Tuesday, January 27th, 1987 --------------------------- This morning, Tim took me to Burger King and treated me to breakfast. I don't know how he could have known I hadn't eaten, and I think he also knew I had overslept and had rushed to meet him on the third floor on time. He told me we could make eating breakfast together a regular thing if I wished, and said it would give us a chance to discuss what we would do each day. I agreed, thinking I would simply have to get up a half hour earlier each day. When he asked if meeting here at 7:30 was too early, I realized he was talking about having breakfast during class time. I learned that Tim had discussed my situation with Principal Higgs and somehow arranged for me to miss as much class time as necessary until we finished my training. He never did explain how he could simply miss his first class, not to mention all his classes, on a regular basis. Despite my intuition telling me to trust him, I cannot simply overlook the way he seems to do whatever he wishes without anyone questioning it. I have no logical explanation for his strange abilities, and have a growing concern he is far more powerful(?) than what I have seen so far. I am somewhat confused by his insistence that my training will not be as simple as I believe it to be. I am quite prepared to carry out any task he gives me. It should be simply a matter of performing the motions necessary to stimulate pleasurable sensations. Tim told me that he would give me as much time as I needed to get comfortable in performing a task before going on to the next lesson, but I said it shouldn't be necessary. After we finished eating, we went back to his... the word "penthouse" comes to mind. He has the keys to three small classrooms on the third floor which are the only rooms used on a regular basis on that floor. Yes, penthouse is a very good description for his room. I'm certain it is used mostly for his sexual activities. My first lesson is surprisingly simple. Nudity. I am to strip naked whenever I am alone and get used to going without clothes. He asked me if I had a full size mirror in my room, then handed me a one hundred dollar bill and told me to buy one and use it to look at myself while I'm naked. He had to say my name three times before I heard him, and then he simply told me to go buy it and then go home and start practicing. That was three hours ago. I had a small problem finding a mirror big enough and expensive enough to purchase, but he gave me the money and there was no way I was going to give him back any change. So now I'm sitting at my desk, nude, after spending twenty minutes staring at my naked body in the mirror. I fail to see what this is supposed to accomplish, but I'm determined to follow it through to the letter. Time for lunch. I suppose it is safe to go into my own kitchen nude without anyone seeing me. No one is home. -7:10 pm- I HATE going without clothes! I've been chilled all day, I have scratched myself in more places than I can count, I spilled HOT coffee down my front and into my lap, my breasts hurt from going so long without the support of a bra, and worst of all, I'm starting to notice how ugly my body is while I'm staring at myself in that mirror. I don't really care about that, but I can't help but notice how unattractive I am. I wonder what Tim will say once he sees me. Wednesday, January 28th, 1987 ----------------------------- 9:40 am Tim told me to not worry about the little imperfections of my body because everyone has them and no one but themselves ever really notices them. I couldn't help but feel relieved by that. After we ate, he asked me if I had touched myself while looking in the mirror. I told him of course not. So he sent me home again and told me to try it once, but not to force myself to do it afterwards unless I naturally felt like doing it. I must be doing something wrong. I know masturbation is supposed to be very pleasurable, but the only thing I feel while using my finger to stimulate my vagina is a tickling sensation that doesn't last but for a moment. After that, I feel extremely foolish laying on my back with my finger going in and out of my vagina. 1:00 pm I felt I was getting nowhere, so at lunch time I got dressed and went back to school to talk to Tim. I couldn't believe it. He was actually in class. I went to the office to ask Marion (one of the secretaries who insists I call her by her first name) if she could look up what classroom he was in, but as soon as I walked in, Mr. Higgs asked me if I needed to talk to Tim, then had Tim called to the office for me. I half expected him to offer us his office to talk in, but it never happened. While we went up to his penthouse, I realized I was feeling very foolish again. I was about to ask a boy if I was 'playing with myself' correctly. He nearly had to drag it out of me after we got to the room. After I explained what I had been doing, he told me as far as he could tell I hadn't done anything wrong. Then I swore I felt something touch my mind. I can't explain what it felt like, but after it came and went, Tim told me he believed my animal was blocking the pleasure I was supposed to feel. Again I felt relieved. I now consider this to be strange because it means I will have to ask him whether I am doing something right instead of knowing it because it felt good. At the time however, I was just happy that I hadn't been doing it wrong and that it had been something I couldn't be faulted for. He asked me if I felt ready to have him in the room while I was nude. I was shocked. Of course I knew that was what he was working towards, but for some reason I couldn't believe he was asking me so quickly. He saw how shocked I was and told me I could wait until tomorrow, but shouldn't put it off much longer than that. So I'm going to spend the rest of the day imagining it is Tim looking at me instead of just my reflection in that mirror. I have noticed one thing since I have gotten back from talking to him. My breasts have stopped hurting, and when I examined them, my nipples got hard. I'm going to experiment a little with my nipples. I'm stroking one right now and it feels a little comforting. Perhaps my animal is letting me feel a little bit of the pleasure? 3:00 pm I can't seem to stop playing with my nipples. It does feel nice, but nothing extraordinary. I just keep getting this feeling that I'm right on the edge of making it feel really good. My sister is due home any time now so I have to get dressed for a little while. I'll be able to get back to my work right after dinner. 10:00 pm My nipples hurt from all of my efforts. I've spent so much time trying to get something more out of my nipples that I haven't imagined Tim watching me at all. I hope I can go through with this tomorrow. Thursday, January 29th, 1987 ---------------------------- 5:30 pm I didn't want to, but I did it. Tim was very understanding about how nervous I felt. I'm starting to believe he is sincere in trying to help me without having some kind of ulterior motive. We ate breakfast together as usual, but I wasn't very hungry. He told me to relax and think about how ugly the rather large woman who was sitting three tables over from us gobbling down her own breakfast would look naked. The image flashed through my head and I couldn't help but laugh. Tim gave me the strangest look when I did that. I'm not sure what it meant. He asked how things went yesterday, and I told him all about my nipples and how frustrated I had been last night. He said not to worry. If nothing else, I had learned how to lose myself in self-pleasure. I argued with him about that. I didn't lose myself. I had set my mind to a task just like any other. He didn't believe me. I started to feel a little sick when we got up to leave. I used to calm my nerves with just a moment of concentration, but today nothing I tried worked. All Tim had to do was look me in the eyes for a minute, and I swear my anxiety went away just by looking into those pretty blue-green eyes of his. I was back to being a nervous wreck by the time we got to his room at school. He unlocked the door, then held it open, telling me to get undressed and he would be back in a moment. He suggested that I pretend I was in a doctor's office waiting for him to give me a check up. It didn't help. I nearly left before I put my foot down, took a deep breath, and took everything off like I was rushing to jump into the shower. I stood there waiting for a good ten minutes before sitting down on his couch, and after another twenty minutes of waiting, I started to get mad. That was when I realized I had been pinching my nipples without thinking about it. I actually got excited that I had done something so primitive that I started using both hands. And it happened! I felt something wonderful shoot through me for just a moment, and then it was gone. I completely forgot about waiting for Tim, and suddenly he was watching me from the door. I had been so involved in trying to get that feeling back that I hadn't noticed him come in. And instead of feeling ashamed, I told him what had happened like it had been the greatest discovery ever made. He told me I had done well, and that I was ready to finish this lesson. My excitement vanished and all I felt at that point was a slight discomfort in my nipples from being twisted so hard. I couldn't help feel he had somehow planned everything and had known ahead of time what I went through. He had me turn around slowly, giving him good long look at my body. I felt his eyes examining every inch of my skin, noting every mark, every bulge, every little imperfection. I felt completely degraded, embarrassed, and wanted very badly to put my clothes on and leave. He had me move into different positions, some quite natural, some very unnatural. The worst were the ones where he took very close examinations of my anus and vagina. He spent the whole morning looking at me in every way imaginable. My discomfort grew less and less until I was simply feeling rather bored. He was examining my anus again when I felt my hand kneading my breast out of habit. I was very close to feeling that sensation I had felt earlier and I didn't even hesitate to use my other hand on my other nipple. I guess I must have made too much movement because I suddenly saw Tim's face smiling at me as he sat down on the couch to watch. I started to lose that feeling very quickly because of that, so I shut my eyes and concentrated on bringing that feeling back. I can't believe I started imagining what I would look like in the mirror, but I didn't stop because it was working. I'm twisting my nipples right now, and each time I look at myself in the mirror, I can feel it get a little closer. Is this what a slut does when she's alone? Watch herself twist and pinch her nipples trying to get that wonderful feeling to shoot through her again? I've done it six times today, and each time it gets a little easier. After I made that feeling shoot through me twice, Tim told me I needed to open my eyes and watch him watch me as I did it. I couldn't even get the feeling to start as I did it that way, so Tim had me stop for a while and we ate lunch together in the room. I didn't even think about the fact I was eating lunch with him nude until I had finished my sandwich and was wiping the crumbs off my lap. I can see now that Tim had been desensitizing me to being nude in front of him all that time he had been staring at me. I honestly wasn't the least bit embarrassed when he had me spread my legs and show him my vaginal lips. He gave me this wonderful smile when he saw I had passed his test with flying colors. I feel a strange duality about that. I feel very proud of my accomplishment, but I also feel I have betrayed myself. I'm not sure which of the two I should believe. Tim asked me whether I was ready to move on to the next lesson or if I wanted to try and get that feeling back while watching him watch me. I'm glad I chose the next lesson. My second lesson is to get used to feeling him touch every inch of my body. That scared me really badly, but Tim gave me another one of his smiles and started immediately with the lesson. I never knew how comforting someone's hand could be just brushing my cheek. After a few minutes of his soft hands on my cheeks and neck, he must have seen my fear dissolve because I found his hands were moving down my entire body. I felt like I had been thrown into ice water, and he immediately withdrew when I shuddered and stiffened. Tim apologized and asked me to lay down on the couch, so I did. I felt very uneasy again, but Tim started giving me a foot massage, and I really liked that. When he saw how relaxed that made me, he suggested trying my nipples again while watching him work on my feet. I did it, but only because I imagined watching myself in the mirror. I just did it again. But this time I felt my feet tingle like they had while Tim massaged them. I'm going to try it again. I give up. I'll try again later after dinner. 9:20 pm I'm getting better at this. I've only made my feet tingle twice, but I've had that shooting feeling three times in the past hour. I'm going to bed now. I'm exhausted. Friday, January 30th, 1987 -------------------------- 2:50 pm This was the longest day I've had in my life. I told him everything that I experienced yesterday while we ate breakfast, and was only a little nervous when I got undressed in front of him back in the room. He did my feet again while I got my nipples feeling good, and actually had two back to back. I couldn't believe it. But then he insisted we move on to the rest of the second lesson. I hoped I would get used to it just like the nudity thing, but he never did anything long enough to let me get used to it. I feel so numb. He touched me, pinched me, and slapped me just hard enough to sting but not actually physically hurt me. He didn't do anything to my nipples, vagina, or anus though. I broke down and cried once, and Tim did everything but promise not to do it anymore to make me stop. I want to believe he hates putting me through this, but I can see how aroused he gets while he's doing it and I feel so horrible because he does. I'm not angry, I'm just lonely. I thought Tim was someone who I could trust not to let his sexual urges get the better of him. He spent the entire day doing these things to me, never touching me with anything but his hands. Before he let me leave, he gave me some homework for next week. I have a black plastic penis in my mouth right now as I write this. I'm supposed to learn how to keep it in my mouth while I sleep, and in general get used to the feel of it and start practicing taking it into my throat without gagging. Of course I've heard that some girls take it in their mouths, but I never imagined anyone but the most barbaric people doing it. The only comfort I have right now is my wonderful nipples. I stroke and pinch them every moment I get. Oh my God. I can't believe I wrote that and meant it. I also love that mirror, and I just realized I got naked without thinking about it when I got home today. Do I really enjoy going nude? Sunday, February 1st, 1987 -------------------------- 10:00 am My sister caught me yesterday while I was naked in my room playing with my nipples. I must have looked scared to death when she asked me what I was doing. She's only thirteen years old and already wears the same size bra I do. We are complete opposites Jane and I. She's already gone to a few dances with boys, and I wouldn't be at all surprised if she has already allowed one of her several boyfriends to 'feel her up'. I could have died when she got this funny look in her eye and started to take her shirt and bra off. She asked me to show her what I had been doing, then promised up and down that she would never tell anyone. I never had trusted Jane before, but something about the way she acted made me believe her. My mother is out of town for the weekend, and my father knows better than enter a girl's room without knocking and waiting, so Jane and I spent the whole afternoon trying to make her feel that wonderful shooting feeling. She even stripped the rest of the way and watched herself in the mirror like I do. Jane finally gave up and just asked me to do it for her. We had an argument that led to her suddenly reaching out and giving my left one a hard pinching twist. The shooting feeling lasted nearly three times longer than anything I have felt before or since, and made my legs and arms tingle afterwards. Jane begged me to do it to her after seeing the effect on me. I did, and she peed on my bed from having her first shooting feeling. Jane and I spent the night in her bed pinching and twisting each other's nipples until we were so tired she didn't even put her nighty on like she had said. I gotta go. Jane wants me again. 8:30 pm. It's been a wonderful day. Jane and I spent the entire afternoon talking about everything. I never have had such a feeling of closeness with anyone before. I want to tell her about the training I'm going through so badly, but for some reason I can't. I try, but nothing happens. Tim has done something to me, I'm sure of it. After finally finding a friend in my sister, I think I won't need to go through Tim's training. I'm going to tell him tomorrow that I've decided I don't need his help. Monday, February 2nd, 1987 -------------------------- 10:00 pm I HATE HIM! He told me I made a deal and I had agreed to see it all the way through. But then he told me he wasn't going to force me to do anything, and warned me that no matter what I feel right now, it wouldn't last and my problems would come back. Tim let me go back to class, and I thought that was the end of it. But he was right! I hate him for that. By lunch time I was not only staring at the guys, but the girls too! I kept wondering if they had ever had their nipples twisted! I went home during lunch and played with my nipples in front of the mirror until Jane got home. She had taken off her top and bra before she got to my room, and as soon as I saw her I started crying. Jane comforted me as best she could, and even cried herself when I couldn't tell her what was wrong. I was the first one to start the nipple pinches after I sobered up a little, but when she did it to both of my nipples at the same time, something inside of me grabbed control. Jane struggled to pull me off her when my mouth clamped around her nipple. When I managed to get control again, Jane ran from my room telling me to say away from her. She hasn't spoken to me all evening. I've cried so many times I had to change my pillow cases they were so wet. I even heard Jane crying once. I'm so miserable. I've lost my best friend that I only had for two days. And the worst part is, I can't stop twisting my nipples! Tuesday, February 3rd, 1987 --------------------------- 2:20 pm Tim and I met for breakfast as if nothing had happened. But by the time we had reached the restaurant, I was crying into his shoulder. We had taken his car, and he held me for a long time after I finished crying. I'm not sure if he puts on some kind of cologne or if it's the clothes detergent, the soap he uses, or what. Even after everything he has put me through, I think he smells good. He seemed distracted while we ate, and I have to admit I was a little too. I couldn't get rid of the feeling that I was about to have something wonderful happen to me. I don't know where that came from because it never happened. I spent the entire day with a plastic penis in my mouth while he did his touching, pinching, and slapping. I don't know if it was because I was already miserable or because I was starting to get used to it, but it didn't seem as bad today as it had Friday. 7:30 pm Jane and I made up! And I was able to tell her everything! I don't think she believes it all, but she said if I don't force myself on her like that again, she would probably be okay with it. I misunderstood what she meant about that, and nearly pushed her off the bed when she started to suck on my right breast. She was very disappointed when I told her I didn't like it. She pleaded with me to do it to her, and I did it just to please her. I was so relieved when she admitted it wasn't doing anything for her either, so were happy as clams just pinching each other's nipples. Jane even tried my black dildo out in her mouth, then teased me by pressing it up to her vagina. I think I had turned white when she did that because she hasn't done it again since. Oh I'm so happy again. I was right about something wonderful happening. I can't wait to tell Tim in the morning. Wednesday, February 4th, 1987 ----------------------------- 2:30 pm Tim was all smiles when I told him about Jane. He's so sensitive to my needs, and even gave me a small kiss on the forehead. I felt as if I could have exploded with happiness. And I agreed with him not to tell Jane too much about my future lessons. I don't want my little sister becoming a slut too. I'm starting to get used to Tim's handling. I'm not going to say I like it, but it really isn't anything horrible about it. He hasn't hurt me, and he does give me these wonderful foot rubs that make my nipples stick out so far he asked me if I would mind if he nibbled them. I reminded him about Jane's attempt, but he insisted. I was just about to tell him to stop when he bit me. It felt as good as Jane twisting both my nipples. He did it to the other one, then explained that if he did it too much, I wouldn't get anything from my nipple twisting. I already had noticed how little twisting my own nipples were doing for me. I can still get the shooting feeling, but it just doesn't satisfy me like it once had. He had to leave and take a test during third hour, but left me to practice my deep throating which I hadn't been doing. My throat hurts from doing that, but Tim told me to make sure I kept doing it as much as possible, so I'm moving it in and out of my throat as I write. Jane's home. I'll finish writing the rest of my lesson down later. 9:20 pm Jane wants me to get her a dildo like mine. She's forcing me to agree to get her one by refusing to twist my nipples until I do. I'm so torn between my feelings of protecting my sister from corruption and my need for her attention and friendship. I'll have to talk it over with Tim tomorrow. If anything else maybe he'll let me take that dildo home for Jane as long as I bring it to school every day. 10:00 pm I nearly forgot. After we ate lunch, Tim said I was ready to let him fondle my private parts. He got out some body oil and oiled me up all over, then started kneading my breasts. I hate myself for loving that. I can't believe I let out a moan. But his hands felt so good! I didn't care for the anal and vagina rubs though. They felt degrading. Thursday, February 5th, 1987 ---------------------------- 2:50 Tim mentioned today that he thought my breasts had grown a little. I'm not sure about this, but my bra does feel a little uncomfortable. I didn't really take any notice of this before because I hardly wear them anymore. I'm not sure, but I think I'm starting to enjoy his touches. If it wasn't for all of the pinches and slaps, I would really like the long hours he spends on my skin. I'm even starting to rub my body with my own hands to make me feel good. And sometimes he only has to just touch my breasts to give me that shooting feeling. But Tim doesn't seem to want to touch them anymore. I'm a little concerned that he might be getting tired of me. I hope this lesson ends soon so we can start a new one. I would hate for him to get bored of me. Jane is home. I guess I better give her the dildo he gave me for her. It's not as big as mine, but at least I won't have to take it to school every day. 9:50 I think Jane is letting herself be taken over by her animal. She spent the day with me learning how to deep throat, and then after I let it slip about the nipple biting, she made me do it to her three times. Why did I do it? She didn't threaten me or anything. I just gave in and did it. Am I starting to weaken in that respect too? Friday, February 6th, 1987 ---------------------------- 1:50 pm I don't feel the pinches and slaps anymore, and I do like his touches. Tim is so gentle. And he's so strong! I didn't know he worked out in the weight room after school. I can't believe I felt excited when he told me the next lesson would be getting used to him being nude. Now I'm nervous about it. His limo(!) is coming tomorrow morning so I can spend the day at his place. He promises I will be home before dinner so my parents won't suspect anything is going on. I can make my nipples get hard just by thinking about it. At least I have gained control over that. My throat doesn't hurt anymore, but I still have a little gag reaction when I first start my deep throat exercises. Jane sounded like a frog this morning from the deep throating she did yesterday. Tim's finger slipped inside my vagina today. I think he was as surprised as I was. He asked if I ever get wet down there, and I told him no, not since Jr. High. I'm not sure, but I think he's worried about that. I wonder if Jane gets wet. After we ate lunch, Tim had me try doing the nipple thing while watching him watch me. I had no problem doing it. I even imagined him using his mouth and teeth on my breasts. That made me tingle again. I noticed he got aroused watching me like that. It was such a relief to know he wasn't getting bored of me. I was disappointed when he said he had to go to his sixth period class. I had hoped he would give me some more rubbing or maybe even play with my breasts like I had imagined. So now I'm bored. He didn't give me anything new to do, and because I came home an hour early, I have an extra hour to kill before Jane gets here. I guess I'll just try imagining what Tim will look like nude. I'll just get my anatomy book and study the male organs. 4:20 pm I'm so bored. I forgot Jane was going to a slumber party tonight and only had an hour to spend with me. Oh, I forgot to see if she gets wet. Darn it! I think I'll just take a break from all this and watch some TV. One of these days I'm going to mess up real bad and walk out into the living room without any clothes on in front of my father. I just did it now, but luckily only my mom is home and she had her back turned. 9:00 pm Jane took her dildo with her to the slumber party! I hope she doesn't do anything stupid. I'm so worried about her. I think I'll try and call her. 10:00 pm I feel a little better now. Jane didn't take her dildo after all. She just hid it better in case mom or dad went snooping. I'm going to bed now. Tim's limo will be here at eight and I want to be outside waiting. Saturday, February 7th, 1987 ---------------------------- 8:20 am I'm writing this in Tim's limo as we travel to his home. We, as in myself and two naked women named Vicki and Carol. I'm a little uncomfortable by their nudity, but to my relief Vicki relayed a message from Tim saying I wasn't to get undressed until he said. Just their existence scares me a little. Who are they, and what are they doing here? They call Tim 'Master Tim' and me 'Miss LeAnne'. What does this mean? Will I someday call him Master Tim also? Are these sluts? Or something else entirely? 10:10 am Tim is giving me a chance to write this down before we start with the next lesson. I have never mentioned to him I was keeping a written record of my training, but when he saw my notebook, he asked if that was my journal. My shock was almost as great as the chill that went down my spine. I've never been superstitious before, but I'm beginning to wonder what Tim really is. His house isn't a house, but a mansion. He has a huge estate, and the mansion is right in the center of it. Everything on the exterior is marble, including the steps that lead up to the huge front doors. I was extremely surprised by the interior decor being quite sensible and not gaudy or glitzy. Apart from the very impressive front hall, the rooms felt very homey, if spacious. Tim gave me the grand tour, and I was surprised to see what few servants there were, they all were wearing uniforms that covered their bodies decently. Of course this could have been for my benefit, but after meeting his mother, I didn't see why he would have bothered. Mrs. Brandton is astonishing. I couldn't help but admire how perfect her body was. I even would have to say she is beautiful, and I never thought I would think of a nude woman that way. I can't say what it is exactly that makes her look so sexually divine, but can say I nearly lost control over myself when the thought of twisting her nipples went through my head. I wish I had breasts like that. They're not all that big for a woman, but they are so firm looking. And her nipples I need to change the topic. I just twisted my left nipple so hard it hurt. Strangely enough, I miss my dildo in my mouth while I write this. I've gotten used to having something to move about with my tongue, and push in and out by inhaling or exhaling. That's enough for now. Tim is standing by the door waiting on me. I'm so nervous. 12:40 pm Tim has the most amazing control over himself, especially when it comes to sexual arousal. I better start at the beginning though. Tim took me to what he called the study, but was more like a stadium with beds instead of chairs. He was so calm, and I was so nervous. I hated my lack of control over my nervousness, especially when I couldn't find anything logically to be nervous about. I have never seen a nude male body in the flesh before, but I knew exactly what it looked like and how all the parts worked. I was so frustrated from not understanding what I was so upset about that I asked him to hurry up and get undressed. I love it when we look in each other's eyes. I don't how he does it, but I felt so much better afterwards that I gave him a hug and thanked him. I can still remember how good he smelled, and how nice his hugging me back felt. Tim didn't let the hug last very long, but I could tell he had liked it too. Tim asked me if I was ready, so I nodded. He took off his shirt and laid down to pull off his jeans, but stopped after undoing them. He asked me to pull them off for him, slowly. I was so excited and scared at the same time that I pulled them off in a quick jerk after I had them halfway off. I tried to keep my eyes off the tent in his boxers, but I couldn't. I barely remained in control when my animal tried to take over to reach out and touch it. That's when Tim said 'down boy' to himself and I watched as his erection immediately deflated. I've never seen such willpower before. I don't think I've ever been so impressed by someone. He's incredible. I felt his eyes on me, and when I looked up, he asked me if I was strong enough to take his underwear off. My heart felt like it was trying to get out of my body it pumped so hard. I knew then it didn't matter whether I was strong enough or not. I simply had to do it. I feel so ashamed from being so weak after seeing how strong willed he was. But at least I wasn't nervous anymore. If anything, I was excited. His skin felt so warm and soft when I slipped my fingers under the band on his sides. He lifted his bottom off the ground and I quickly pulled them down. When I saw his penis for the first time, I had this sudden urge for my dildo in my mouth. It vanished the next moment as he lowered himself back down, then asked if I was going to finish removing the boxer shorts. I was so embarrassed. He caught me entranced on the sight of his male genitalia. I diverted my eyes and concentrated on slipping his boxers the rest of the way off. After they came off his feet, I heard him say 'down boy' again, which I naturally looked over to see it just finish deflating. It couldn't have gotten all that stiff before he had caught it. Tim gave me the choice of either taking my clothes off also or rubbing my body all over. I chose the easier of the two. My clothes were starting to feel itchy anyway. I relaxed after a few minutes of Tim's handling, but I tensed back up when his erection brushed against my left thigh. And then I was confused. I kept having this urge for the dildo in my mouth, and yet I was completely revolted by the idea of his penis touching me. I new the dildo was just a replacement for his penis, so I was torn between the two knowing they directly conflicted with each other. I don't know how many times it touched me, but I shuddered every time it did. I think Tim was getting tired so he purposely pressed it against my side and smeared its 'precum' on my skin. I almost gave into my craving to flee. But Tim saw how upset I was and stopped. He calmed me down by giving me a foot rub, and then we went to the kitchen and fixed ourselves lunch. He gave me until 1:00 to write all this down before I'm supposed to meet him back in the study to continue our lesson. I feel strangely calm about going. I think something nice is going to happen. I hope I'm right about this like I was last time. 5:20 pm I'm on my way home in the limo and I'm very tired, but I have to write all this down before I forget anything. When I arrived in the study, Tim handed me a bottle of body oil and told me to use it on him. I felt so calm. I wasn't scared, nervous, or excited. I think I was in the middle of doing his chest before I felt a tingling in my vagina. I kept working on putting the oil on him, but the tingling was growing stronger and I finally had to stop and look. I couldn't tell there was anything different. Tim asked me what was wrong, so I told him. He told me to spread my legs and I did without hesitation, and didn't even shudder when he pushed his finger in. His finger made it tingle even more, and it started to feel good in a way. He looked up at me with a smile, and then pulled his finger out and showed it to me. It was glistening with moisture. I couldn't believe it. I was wet. I had a woman's equivalent of a male's erection. But apart from the nice tingling sensation, I didn't have any clear motivation to stimulate myself further. It was just there. I turned my head so I didn't see him put it in his mouth. I felt as if I could have thrown up from the idea. But the tingling apparently liked the idea because I felt it surge for a moment. Tim had me go back to oiling him up. I had naturally left this genitals for last, not really enjoying the concept of touching them. But he refused to roll over, and said I would have to start getting used to touching them anyway. He told me I could go over what I had already done as much as I wanted and take my time. He made it clear the goal was not only for me to touch them, but to stimulate him into an erection and possibly make him ejaculate. I believe he was constantly preventing himself from forming an erection. He seemed almost preoccupied by something as I did his chest again. His chest was very nicely built for a teenager his age. His arms were muscular also, but his chest was my favorite. I avoided touching the little stripe of hair that had grown from his crotch to his belly button. I felt as if it was teasing me, like an arrow pointing at his penis. My arms and hands were getting tired, so I took a deep breath, fixed my eyes on his crotch, put some fresh oil on my hands and did it. Tim jumped because I had squeezed his testicles too hard, so when I tried it again, I was more careful. Once my initial discomfort of handling his sexual organs had subsided, I took more notice of its shape and feel. The dildos were accurate up to a point, but when Tim finally let his erection form, I found his penis to be strangely familiar, yet shockingly different. His flesh and blood gave it such a different feel to it than the cool hard plastic. I still can't believe how many times I almost convinced myself to put it in my mouth. That would have been the real test to find out the differences, but the very idea makes me sick. He gave me tips on how to masturbate him properly, and I strangely felt compliant with his comments. The tingling in my vagina had grown without my realizing it, but when I saw his testicles retract and he told me he was going to 'come', I felt this twitch inside me that made me gasp. My attention was diverted to my own crotch, and forgot all about Tim's. Tim quickly reminded me of his own condition, but I didn't care. I was feeling my own arousal for the first time in a long time and quite frankly felt it was more important than what he was going through. After all, he probably had someone do it for him every day after seeing those two women in his limo. I learned a personal lesson from that. Because I was concentrating on how good it felt and not doing anything else, I found my arousal quickly diminishing. By the time I realized I should have continued masturbating Tim to keep my own arousal up, Tim had finished the job himself. I must admit I was fascinated by his ejaculation. Not aroused, but found it to be interesting. I was watching something I had seen many times before without ever seeing it function. Tim was a little upset with me. He refused to let me try again, saying I had failed the test. That upset me, and I begged him to let me retake it. He said no, then said it was time to move onto the next lesson. I was shocked when he told me to get dressed. I had expected and maybe even looked forward to saying nude while I was there. I unhappily followed his instructions, but as I picked up my bra, he stopped me and told me he didn't want me to wear a bra until my training was finished. I'm actually okay with this. They are not very comfortable after going without them so much. When I finished dressing, I felt his eyes on me again. I looked up to find them staring into my eyes, and I happily stared back. He has the prettiest eyes, so full of life and energy. I think I could stare at them for hours. And he was so sweet when he told me that before we did anything else, he wanted us to kiss. He said it was important to him to know he cares for someone before having any serious form of sex. Tim said I was ready to start the real training, but not until I had a real kiss from the heart. I never felt so, loved, I guess. He smiled at me probably from the expression I must have had on my face. That smile. I can still see it in my mind. I feel like all I want in the world is to see his smile again. I wish I could spend all day with him tomorrow. I didn't realize our faces had moved closer until I had trouble focusing from being so close. I noticed his eyes closing, so I did the same, and the next moment I felt his lips on mine. How could such a simple touch feel so good? I don't remember anything but the feeling of sharing myself with him, and the pleasure of our lips moving. I had a moment of clarity where I tried to kiss him the way I thought you were supposed to kiss, but whatever I did was wrong. So I let my instincts tell me what to do instead, and I was rewarded by his arms wrapping around me and feeling his wonderful body against me. I felt my pulse quicken and my focus sharpen on the sensations I was having all over my body. I don't know when my arms had moved to hold him against me like he was holding me. I started exploring his warm back with my hands as I felt a need to feel more of his body. I remember touching my tongue to his upper lip, then when I tried it again, I found his mouth had parted and I suddenly realized his tongue was touching mine. It felt so good to let myself go and feel around his mouth. And then he did the same to mine, sending a shiver down my body, and just drove me to a new height of excitement. I was so aroused by all this I must have instinctively rubbed my crotch against his because I felt his erection through our clothes and for an instant desired to feel it inside me. Tim made me slow down, and after a minute I broke the kiss to catch my breath. We broke apart, but he took my hand in his and we sat there without saying anything for several minutes. I felt his eyes on me the whole time, but I couldn't look him in the eye. I didn't want to know what I would find in his eyes. Lust, or, Do I love Tim? Do I want him to love me? Now I'm confused. I feel something for him that I've never felt before, and it is a wonderful feeling. But it also seems to hurt too. I wish I could talk to him about it. But do I dare? What if he doesn't love me and finds me weak for falling in love with him? I don't think I could bear that. Well, I better finish this. Tim broke the silence by telling me that the next few weeks would be very difficult on me, and that at times he would seem to be cold and ruthless in making me do something I didn't feel like doing. I don't remember all what he said, but he basically was telling me no matter what it appeared, he truly cared about me and would never intentionally hurt me. I understand for the first time how hard it is going to be for me. So far Tim has been right about everything, but now I'm twice as determined to do what he tells me and complete my training beyond all his expectations. Then maybe. No. I'm not going to fall in that trap. It will not do me any good to get love sick like a little girl. I am stronger than that. I have to be. We spent the rest of the time kissing and giving each other quick little feels inside our clothes without taking anything off. He twisted my nipples five or six times, and after I had squealed in surprise the first time, I found he loved it when I responded with little noises like that. I'll have to remember that. I hope Jane is back when I get home. I can't wait to tell her about some of this. 7:50 pm Not only was Jane home when I got there, she was in my room, naked, and using her dildo on her vagina! I couldn't believe my eyes! My little sister had broken her own hymen in a fit of horniness. She even had my dildo in her mouth! But the biggest shock was my response. I felt my crotch explode in tingles, and after yelling at her for what she had done, I started to shake and had to take my clothes off. Jane watched me try to aim my dildo at my opening, my arms and hands shaking so bad she actually had to help me to get it started. She tried to warn me when she saw I was going to ram it in, but she was too late. I cried out when the plastic head ripped through my hymen. My dad heard me and knocked on the door a minute later asking if I was okay. I couldn't go on after that awful pain, and haven't tried anything since. I think I've finally stopped bleeding, but it still feels sore. I feel so guilty for doing it. Why did I let myself go like that? Sunday, February 8th, 1987 -------------------------- 11:50 am I watched Jane use her dildo on herself last night before we started our nipple twisting. I think we are both tired of the nipple twisting because we didn't do it very long. After we turned out the light, she started asking me these questions. Questions that I didn't know the answers to. I fell asleep on her on the fifth or sixth question. I was so tired last night from everything I had done that day, but she was wide awake since she had stayed up the night before and hadn't gotten up until noon. When I woke up this morning, Jane wasn't in bed with me. We had slept in her bed since her room was further from my parents and we didn't have to worry about the noise as much. I slipped on my robe and went to look for her, finding her on my bed nude with her dildo still inside of her. She must have come to my room to masturbate in front of my mirror after I had fallen asleep, and had fallen asleep herself while doing it. I woke her up, then carried her back to her room before taking a trip to the bathroom. By the time I got back, Jane was already pumping the thing in and out of her. I did the strangest thing after I recovered from the shock. I asked her to let me do it for her. I felt very odd doing it, but Jane enjoyed it very much. I felt my own arousal start up after listening to her gasps and hard breathing. It didn't take too long for I had to try it on myself again. She wouldn't let me use hers, so I searched around the room for mine a minute before finding it under the bed. But before I could do it, my father announced it was time to get up for church from outside her door. I still feel guilty about how all I could think about during church was what it was going to feel like. Jane made me promise not to do it without her, and she had something to do after church and won't be back until around 2:00. I'll have to go find something else to do until then. 5:15 pm Jane didn't come home when she was supposed to. She's over at a friend's house and won't be home until around 8:00. I can't believe she did that to me. She knew I was waiting on her. I'm feeling a little depressed right now, and don't feel like trying it anymore. I just can't believe she'd do this to me. 11:00 pm Jane's avoiding me! She came home and said she didn't feel good and went straight to her room and locked the door. I heard her using her dildo in there, but she won't answer my knock. I'm going to unlock her door and demand to know what is going on. If she doesn't tell me, I'll take back the dildo. That will make her talk. 11:50 pm Jane told me. She and her best friend Susan had been experimenting with masturbation for the past month, and today they had oral sex. She offered to do it to me tomorrow if I got another dildo from Tim for Susan. I just stood up and left. I'm not going to have anything to do with her lesbian activities. Monday, February 9th, 1987 -------------------------- 2:30 pm I told Tim everything at breakfast, and he explained to me that what Jane was doing was actually quite normal. The only reason I saw valid was the fact that experimenting in sex with someone of the same sex was a lot safer than with the opposite sex, especially for girls. He made me promise I wouldn't interfere unless it was dangerous not to. I was a little unhappy about that, but I couldn't help but feel better after he smiled and said Susan would just have to find her own dildo. I could tell Tim was uneasy about something as I drove us back to school. Before we got out of the car I took his hand and asked what was wrong. He looked at me with such a puppy dog face and told me he wasn't looking forward to making me go through the next lesson. I kissed him. I KISSED HIM! Not the other way around. It was hard to end the kiss too, but I did it. I could see Tim was happy with my progress in that area. Once we got to the room, Tim asked me if I wanted to try anything before we started. A dozen things went through my mind, but I couldn't bring myself to try any of them except to kiss him again. But something wasn't right about the kiss. I don't know what it was, but there was something missing. I don't think it was anything that Tim was or was not doing. I just don't know. Tim undressed me, then went through the first two lessons looking for any resistance. There wasn't any. The next thing was for me to rub him down with body lotion, and I thought I had that part beat. I did it just like I did last time, even doing his chest and legs over before beginning the stimulation of his penis and working him towards ejaculation. At least I thought I was. His penis was fully inflated for a long time, but nothing seemed to trigger his ejaculation. When I finally got frustrated enough to ask what I was doing wrong, he told me it was time for my next lesson. When he told me to 'blow' him, my body went cold. I was absolutely repulsed by his order, but I knew I had to obey. My stomach felt as if it was ready to regurgitate the breakfast we had eaten together as I made my mouth open and move towards his hardened penis. I closed my mouth around it, and was surprised to find it didn't taste like urine, but something else organic. It wasn't all that bad, so I attempted to calm my stomach by pretending it was the plastic dildo instead of the real thing. That worked. I started to attempt to maneuver it like I had with the dildo, but since it was attached to Tim's body, it didn't quite work the same way. Tim didn't rush me or say anything while I experimented and learned for myself how to manipulate it in my mouth. Tim gasped when I finally felt confident enough to take into my throat. That was easier than with the dildo since his head was much softer and more flexible than the plastic the dildo was made of. I'm a little surprised at how I adjusted to the situation and felt comfortable moving my mouth up and down on his penis. I seems so unreal to me now. I feel a little ill just contemplating the fact I had his penis in my mouth. But at the time, it almost felt fun. When he told me he was about to 'shoot', I became very aware of what I was doing and how disgusting it was. I nearly threw up on him when he told me I could either keep it in my mouth and swallow it, or let it squirt all over my face and rub it in. I naturally decided to take it on my face, so I pulled my mouth off and shut my eyes and mouth. He yelled at me to keep pumping with my hand, then grabbed my hand when he saw I wouldn't open my eyes to find his penis. When my hand made contact with his penis, I started the up-down motions expecting him to ejaculate at any moment. He must have lost his high state of arousal for it took several minutes before he finally gave a loud moan and I felt a warm stream of fluid hit my right cheek. After five streams of semen, he finally relaxed, then had to tell me to stop 'pumping'. I wanted to wipe it off, but he insisted I only rub it in or lick it off with my tongue. He said it very sternly, but not without a hint of remorse. I was very surprised when he licked my left eye lid clean so I could open it without it getting some in my eye. He went over to the small refrigerator and poured himself a drink of something purple. He drank it down, then offered me a glass of soda or tea. I took the tea, wondering why he hadn't offered me what he had drank. Before I could even finish the tea, his penis was hard again and was starting to seep 'precum'. I shuddered when I realized he expected me to do it again, and nearly broke down into tears when he said I would be doing this for the rest of the day. I did too. Twenty-seven times. And after each one he drank another glass of that purple drink. After the first three times, he told me I had to start swallowing it. I threw up five times today. We both were extremely tired by the time he said we had done it enough for the day. I'm going to take a nap now. I've already fallen asleep three times writing all this down. 6:30 pm Jane was very angry at me for not getting another dildo. I told her the truth, then told her she had no right to demand anything like that from me or Tim. She stomped out of my room without another word. I'm sure she'll get over it. I'm going downstairs to get something to eat, then I think I'll just watch some TV. I don't want to think about what Tim will make me do tomorrow. Tuesday, February 10th, 1987 ---------------------------- 2:30 pm 32 blow jobs and I only threw up three times, all three in the morning. Tim says we'll have to do something different tomorrow. His equipment can't handle the load. It figures. I'm just getting used to it. Giving sixty blow jobs in two days makes me a slut, doesn't it? I'm going to take a nap again. I hope Jane doesn't wake me up and start yelling again. Wednesday, February 11th, 1987 ------------------------------ 2:35 pm 42 blow jobs, but I only gave Tim 12 of them. His best friend Joey came along with us to breakfast, and Tim told me I would be giving Joey most of the blowjobs today. I didn't argue. Joey's dick was larger in diameter, but Tim's easily was longer. Joey tasted different, especially his semen. I wonder if all males taste different. I have the feeling I'm going to find out. The biggest difference was how Joey responded. I had just figured out how to please Tim the quickest, but it doesn't work at all on Joey. Even his orgasms are different. Tim likes to moan really loud and press his crotch into my face so he goes in deeper, where Joey just kind of squeaks while jerking and shivering. Tim called it Joey's shudders and shakes. I didn't see the joke, but apparently there was one. They shot their cum all over my breasts and stomach, then I had to rub it in after getting a good taste of it. I actually am rather pleased about this. I didn't get near as sick today because I didn't swallow as much semen. I'm supposed to start practicing using more colorful words like dick, cock, balls, pussy, ass, etc. Tim said I might also start masturbating if I had the energy, which right now I don't. I'm going to go brush my teeth and take another nap. I need to get this taste out of my mouth before sleeping with it. It tasted like I had eaten a dead cat in my sleep when I woke up yesterday evening. Thursday, February 12th, 1987 ------------------------------ 2:20 pm Another day of giving blow jobs. Tim brought in two more friends of his, giving me four cocks to suck on. John was the only one of the three who had seemed nervous before I did him the first time. He obviously hadn't received very many blow jobs before. Actually I guess it isn't obvious because I can't think of any other reason to make me think that besides the nervousness. Oh, I know what it is. John was easier to make cum than the other three. It was as if getting a blow job was still a pretty new thing to him and he found it to be very arousing. The opposite could be said for Brad. I had a hard time to get him to ejaculate. And he was a little strange too. He kept asking me for a taste whenever I let one of them cum in my mouth. I suspect he may be gay. Tim gave me a wonderful foot rub while I was struggling to get Brad off one time. And Joey. Oh, he can do some incredible things with his mouth and tongue. He must have sucked on my breasts for hours without tiring. As I suspected could happen, I'm starting to like my cock sucking. It's become quite a challenge to learn the best way to make them ejaculate. The only one I haven't figured out is Brad. Hopefully I will have another chance tomorrow. His dick tasted strangely like maple syrup when I first tasted him. I forgot to keep track of how many blowjobs I gave today. It doesn't matter. Brad always took so long I know I must have given no more than twenty. No record to set there. Time for my nap. I'm more tired today from all the work I did on Brad. Friday, February 13th, 1987 ------------------------------ 2:50 pm I just got home from sucking over 70 cocks! Tim took me into the boys locker room and put me into a stall that had a hole between it and the next stall. I spent the entire day sucking dicks of all sizes and shapes, and even several black ones. I had no idea who their owners were, but I did know Tim's when he stuck his through the hole. I guess you never forget your first. Tim also gave me a homework assignment. I'm supposed to find a guy that I trust and lives nearby and start blowing him on a regular basis. The only person I can think of is that twerp Rick that lives next door. I know I can trust him because he'd do anything for me, but he's only fourteen, and I'm nearly eighteen. Besides, I've always seen him as a sorta clean kid, not interested in the sexual topics like most boys his age are. Well, time for my nap. I wonder what Rick tastes like. 8:00 pm Jane asked me if I wanted to sleep in her bed tonight. I think she's feeling guilty for getting mad at me. I said okay. She seemed to cheer up. 11:30 pm Jane was acting really weird. We did the nipple thing, and then she handed me my dildo and started using hers. I watched her for a minute, then put it in my mouth. It tasted funny. I think she had been using it. I wouldn't be at all surprised if she hadn't been letting Susan use it or hers. I didn't care. I fell asleep with it in my mouth for the first time. I don't think I was asleep very long before I felt someone licking my pussy. I'm so angry with her! How dare she try some of her lesbian loving on me! I'm in my own bed with my dildo in my mouth where it belongs. I'm not going to leave it around for her to snatch anymore. Saturday, February 14th, 1987 ----------------------------- 4:50 pm That was a lot easier than I thought it would be. I called Rick this morning and asked him if he would like to help me with a school project that needed a male point of view. He said yes immediately, but said he couldn't do anything until after 2:00 since he was going out with his parents. About twenty minutes till two, he was at my front door. I took him back to my bedroom, then closed and locked my door. When I saw his eyes staring at my purposely erect nipples through my T-shirt, I didn't hesitate to check his crotch out. He saw my glance, and tried to cover his erection up, but I had already seen it and knew he was mine. He asked what the project was, so I told him I was investigating which breast men like to touch first. The left or the right. The look on Rick's face was priceless. But then he got scared and started to get up. I told him to wait, pulled my shirt off, and told him to touch one. I forget which one he touched first. I didn't have to coax too much for him to try sucking on them. I managed to get a couple of shooting feelings from his infant-like sucking. But I got tired of that and moved my hand to his lump in his jeans. He didn't resist at all as I unzipped his pants and pulled it out. I was a little disappointed in it's size. He had just turned 14 last month. But what he lacked in size he made up in other ways. Taste for one. He had the strongest tasting cock so far. Not because it was unclean like some of the ones I had yesterday. It just has a flavor to it stronger than the others. And his semen was different too. Unfortunately I didn't have any of Tim's purple drink to give him, so I had to wait a whole twenty-five minutes before he was in the mood again. His volume was kind of low too, but Tim had told me the drink increases the amount also. It would be interesting to find out what is in that stuff. Rick came five times before he had to go home. Before he left I saw the look in his eyes that I had seen in Tim's that time I had laughed in the restaurant. I think I know what it is now. I imagine I had the same look when Tim had kissed me. I wonder if I'll feel the same for Rick. Jane went over to her 'girlfriend's' house at noon and is spending the night. I believe I overreacted last night, so I'm thinking about asking Tim for another dildo to make up with her. I just will have to make it clear to her I don't want any part of her lesbian activities. But I still feel obligated to hold off on using the dildo on myself until she is there to watch me. I think I might be able to learn a little from her in that respect also. I better go downstairs and do something in public. Rick promises he'll come over right after church tomorrow. Poor kid. I thought he was going to fall asleep on me after that last one. 10:30 pm Rick came over to talk to me after dinner. He wanted to know if we were boyfriend and girlfriend. I told him the truth more or less. I said we were just friends and that I needed his help to get through some problems I was having. He got a little upset when I wouldn't admit feeling something more for him than friendship. He broke my heart when he started crying a little. Rick is such a sweet boy. I knew right then I did feel something more than friendship and told him so. I didn't tell him what, and he didn't ask. He really livened up when I gave him a kiss on the lips. I'm glad he didn't feel like doing anything more. We talked about normal things like we did in the past. I used to babysit him and spend hours telling him everything I knew. He would just accept everything I told him, and later he would ask me questions on things that he wasn't clear on. He's very intelligent, and he retained almost everything I had taught him. Shortly after turning thirteen he seemed to lose interest in my lectures. His parents stopped calling me to babysit a few months after that because he had reached the age where he could stay home by himself. I was a little upset, but I wouldn't let myself admit it. I didn't have any use for those feelings. I hope we keep the old friendship alive while we form a new one. I guess I have formed friendships here, but I just didn't allow myself to see them that way. Time for bed. I'm very tired, especially since I didn't take my afternoon nap. Sunday, February 15th, 1987 --------------------------- 8:50 pm Rick and I spent the whole day in my room. We told our parents he was helping me work on a research paper for school, and he was my research subject. They accepted it without a second thought. After all, who would suspect me to be giving him 'private lessons'? Rick likes sucking on my tits just about as much as he likes me sucking on his dick. I don't really mind him doing it either, especially since I discovered I get aroused watching he and I in the mirror. Rick doesn't understand why I insist we move the mirror so I can look in it all the time. We haven't yet taken all our clothes off. I go topless, but he only unzips. At least he agreed to take off his underwear so I wouldn't have to fight it trying to come back up while I'm sucking. Of course he had to take them off in the bathroom so I wouldn't see his naked ass. Wow. I certainly have adjusted to using the slang words. I guess the only word I haven't used yet that I'm supposed to is "fuck". There, I used it. Rick started to ask me questions about girls and what they like. I answered as best I could, but I'm not sure how accurate my answers were. Especially the one about whether all girls liked to suck and be sucked. I sent Rick home at 5:00 when Jane got back from her girlfriend's house. She gave me this funny look when she saw Rick leaving. But before I could respond she went into her room and I plainly heard the click of her lock meaning she didn't want to talk. After dinner I was waiting in her room before she got there, and only had to say I was sorry before she closed her door and locked it again. We talked for a little while and I told her about my peace offering. She got real excited and gave me a big hug, then I think she started to get aroused because she gave me a sloppy kiss on the cheek and pulled away to see what my reaction was. I explained I wasn't interested in doing anything to each other, apart from maybe masturbating in each other's presence. She didn't make a fuss, but I could tell she wasn't happy about it. Is my sister truly a lesbian? I hope Tim is right about outgrowing it. I would hate for her to miss out on What was I thinking? I don't really want my little sister becoming a slut like I am. But I do hope she can find a nice guy who will love her and marry her before having sex with her. Jane's off the phone from telling Susan. I'm going to try my luck at masturbation. I hope it doesn't hurt anymore. 10:30 pm Now I know why Jane does it all the time. It's feels wonderful! Better than the shooting feelings did when I started having them. I got so horny that I agreed when my sister wanted to do each other. It took me a while to get wet, but once I did, it didn't stop! Jane grossed me out when she took my dildo out and put it in her mouth. And then she made a yummy sound and licked her lips! I felt sick to my stomach and told her so. I got her to swear not to do it again tonight, but she wouldn't promise to never try it again. After she had done that, I strangely wished I had a second dildo for my mouth. I almost asked if I could borrow hers, but there was no way I would put that thing in my mouth after she had used it like that. I'm going to ask Tim tomorrow for a second one for myself when I ask him for one for Susan. I'm pretty tired again. I probably will be even more tired tomorrow night. Who knows what Tim has planned for tomorrow. Monday, February 16th, 1987 --------------------------- 2:40 pm My throat hurts. First thing first though. Tim had twelve seniors jerk off all over me after they had drank some of his drink. I had cum all over me, and I didn't care! After they left, he wouldn't let me wipe any of it off, or even taste any of it. But he let me blow him, and I felt better afterwards. He also helped rub it in since I was getting very cold from it drying on me. Oh, how I love his rubs. Once it got too sticky for us to rub any more, he told me to start thinking about who I wanted to have intercourse with for the first time. I immediately started to say I wanted him, but he said I needed to spend some time thinking about it. I'm supposed to call him tomorrow morning as soon as I get up to tell him who so he can make arrangements to have him at school tomorrow if necessary. Of course this means I'm going to lose my virginity tomorrow. Why doesn't that scare me? Tim told me I probably wouldn't like most of the rest of today's training, but after I got through it I would be finished with this part of my training. He looked into my eyes and said in the most sincere voice I have ever heard "Trust me." He was right. I didn't care for most of it. I have never been so embarrassed and humiliated in my life! He put a dog collar on me, snapped a leash to it, then led me stark naked out of the safety of the room and down the hall. I begged him to take me back to the room when we started down the stairs, but he said, "Shut up, bitch. It's time to show you off to the world." And that's what he did. I don't know where we all went because I couldn't see. My tears had mixed with the cum around my eyes and blurred my vision. But I did realize we were in the main office when Tim was talking to Mr. Higgs about me. I really started to cry then, but didn't resist following him out and through the crowded halls between third and fourth hour. I was determined to do whatever it took. I had to stand up on one of the tables in the cafeteria during all four lunch periods. That was the worst, but I suppose I had started to adjust to the embarrassment. I stood up there the entire time, complying to people's requests to spread my legs or show them my ass. And at the end of each lunch, people started throwing food at me and calling me a slut. I didn't bother to cry. I had reached the point were I didn't care. Everyone knew how much of a low life I was, so it didn't matter what they did or said. When fourth hour was over, Tim helped me off the table. He had prevented anyone from touching me or throwing anything but soft foods, and even though he had put me through all of that, I wasn't at all upset with him. He was just doing his job, and I saw in his eyes he hated it. He took me down to the boys' locker room and led me through the rows of surprised boys changing for gym. I noticed that half of them seemed more embarrassed than anything, especially the ones who were in their underwear. Their looks were more of astonishment rather than the wolfish stares I had expected. And after he led me away from them and towards the showers, I found out why. Tim looked in my eyes again and told me to take my suit off for a shower. Up until that moment I thought I had been nude all that time. But when I looked down, I had my swim suit on that easily covered anything I would have wanted to cover. Tim told me he had hypnotized me Friday to put it on this morning without me consciously knowing I was doing it. No wonder I had so much trouble taking a pee this morning! I had been peeing through the suit! Thank God I didn't have to go the other way. Tim got in the shower with me and helped me work the suit off. The cum had become like a glue, especially when it had gotten wet in the shower. Tim didn't try to hide or stop the hardon he got while he worked the cum out with his hands. So when we finally got my bathing suit off, I went right up to him, took him in my arms and gave him a wet sloppy kiss while I pressed my naked crotch against his. Those tingling feelings have never tingled so much. I could feel his pulse all the way inside me from his dick laying across my cunt. Cunt. I never thought of it using that term before. Tim told me there would be plenty of time for that tomorrow, but we were running short of time if we were going to finish this lesson today. He didn't even have to tell me to do it, I just got down on my knees and took his cock into my mouth and throat. I had thought my training was over, and it was time for the test. But I was wrong. He took my head in my hands and told me to relax my mouth and throat and let him do all the work until I got used to it. Then he moved my head back and forth on his dick, pushing it all the way into my throat on each stroke. I gagged on it a few times, but I concentrated on what he was doing and learned how to anticipate when I could breathe. He stayed hard for a long time without cumming, and finally when I had become fairly comfortable with it, he told me to start trying some tongue. It was into sixth period before he finally moaned and gave me his cum. I was surprised to see Joey walk in and hand Tim a glass of the purple drink, but I surprised him more when I immediately started undoing his pants to give him a blow. Tim told us to go ahead, but to hurry up because it wouldn't take very long for the drink to work. And when he saw Joey was just letting me take care of it on my own, he had him take my head in his hands and operate me like a jerk-off machine. I had a little more trouble with gagging since his was fatter than Tim's, but its shorter length actually made it easier for me to breathe. I even almost liked it better than Tim's. But when he came, I could tell he had cum earlier because it just didn't have the volume of a first cum. But at least I got to taste more of it than I did with Tim's. Tim had shot most of it down my throat before pulling it back into my mouth. No sooner had I finished Joey when Tim had me lay down on the shower floor on my back and open my mouth. He got on top of me and lowered his precum dripping dick into my mouth. I gobbled it down and started to try my best tongue work, but then realized what he was going to do. I'm a slut. I have to be. I actually enjoyed him fucking my mouth! I felt so dirty doing it, but it felt so good to feel that way. When Tim finally came and tried to get up, I wouldn't let it out of my mouth! I made him do it again! He ran out of energy before he could cum, so I had him lay on his back and tried to fuck him with my mouth that way. It worked! When I had finished Tim off, I tried to get Joey to do it, but they both said there wasn't any time left. There was one last thing I had to do, and it had to be done upstairs. Joey had brought down my clothes, so I put them on and went with them up to the room. The bed was out, and I didn't bother to wait for them to tell me to get undressed and get on it. I couldn't imagine what there was left to do that didn't involve intercourse, but wasn't worried about what it could be. Joey left the room while Tim oiled me down all over. I was in such a daze from his rubbing that I didn't notice Joey come back with three men, one of which was Mr. Perry! I shuddered realizing I was going to give them all a blow job, but then I swallowed my discomfort and licked my lips trying to look like I was anxiously waiting for it. The first stranger wasn't much older than I was. He was black, had a very straight and long dick, but he didn't taste any different than most. He let me do all the work, and it strangely was relaxing to me after the brute force mouth fucking earlier. I liked him because he let me taste all of it when he came. I think he must eat a lot of onions because it sort of tasted like that. The second guy had a huge beer belly and must have been at least forty. He came so quick after I started that I almost choked on it. I never expected anyone to cum that soon. He tasted a bit bitter. Maybe from all the beer. Thankfully Mr. Perry didn't seem to know who I was. He's one of my favorite teachers, and had him for three different biology classes. He's retiring at the end of this year, and I guess that makes him about sixty. I wish I could have sucked him in the prime of his years. His dick was larger than most, and he had been considerate enough to ask me if I really wanted to do it, and if there was anything he could do to make it better for me. I'll never forget his face when I licked his dick and asked him to fuck my face. I wonder if I will ever be able to talk right again. He started out so gentle, but after I made him stop so I could tell him to do it harder, I couldn't believe he had that much energy or strength to do it so rough! The bell rang while he was working on me, and he spent nearly twenty minutes before finally cumming. It wasn't much, and it tasted very strange. I guess those balls of his weren't making anything anymore. I'm very tired, but I don't want to take a nap until after I let Jane pick out a dildo. Tim gave me a box of them, some of them even vibrate. I have no idea where I'm going to keep all these without my parents finding them. Maybe I need to get a safe. Or maybe I won't want them after I lose my virginity tomorrow. 8:40 pm Jane took two of the regular dildos and one of the vibrating ones. I tried one before she got home and will probably never use a plain one again down there. We had some fun working them on each other. The only reason we had to stop was because Rick was at the door wanting to see me. Jane wouldn't let us alone, so I took out the largest dildos in the box, tossed it to her, and told her to practice. Before she could ask what she was supposed to practice, I pulled Rick's pants down clear to the ground and took it and both balls into my mouth on the first try. I made Rick wiggle and squirm as much as I could before applying the suction that he loves so much. Rick was staring at Jane's pussy after I finished sucking his cum out of him. I was a little upset that the first pussy he saw was my sister's. She was pumping her new toy in and out of her faster than I had ever seen her do before, and it made me a little horny for it myself. So I laid down on the bed, slipped out of my clothes, then handed Rick my vibrating tool. It took a while for him to get it right, but he figured it out. I wish he could have stayed longer. Nothing else happened after Rick left around 4:30. I'm going to bed now. I'm very tired. Tuesday, February 17th, 1987 ---------------------------- 2:20 pm He changed his mind! I'm still a virgin! Tim said I'm not ready yet! I was very upset with him, but he wouldn't listen to me. He even got mad and told me if I didn't like it, I could go find someone who didn't care about me and let them screw me up. I didn't say anything else. I just got down on my knees and opened his fly right there in the restaurant. I didn't care if the world saw me after what I had gone through yesterday, and I didn't care if I got arrested and put in jail. I had to prove to him I was ready, and I couldn't think of any other way. Tim didn't stop me, so I went ahead and took his hardening dick out and sucked it right into my throat. I knew I was really getting him stirred up, especially when I started making a lot of slurping noises, followed by a lot of mmms. By that time I suppose I forgot where I was and just concentrated on what I was doing. When he grabbed the sides of my head, I let him hump my mouth without any resistance. I was just starting to tingle when he pulled it out and shot cum all over my face. I tried to get as much of it on my face and in my mouth, but some of it missed and got wasted. I don't understand how, but no one in the restaurant noticed! I was busy trying to clean my face up with my finger and tongue when a man bumped into me and apologized without a second glance. Tim was zipping up while ordering our food at the counter, and the cashier never even looked down at what he was doing. How does he do that? Tim told me when we sat down that he had enjoyed it and said it would be a good idea to do it every morning. I didn't care. I didn't feel like talking, and I wasn't very hungry either. He wasn't going to budge and I knew it. He had me tell him what happened yesterday, and encouraged me to experiment on my own with both Jane and Rick, but to make sure I didn't take things too far. When we got back to the room, Tim immediately had me suck him off again, but this time he didn't drink anything before, and never took over by grabbing my head like I had expected. He let me enjoy it. Did I just write that? God, I _am_ a slut. I love sucking him off. After he came in my mouth, I kept sucking on him. He let me go for a few minutes before he reached down and gently lifted my head up away from his dick and up to his mouth. I looked hopefully into his eyes, then closed mine before we kissed. I love the way he kisses. He doesn't let you french him at first, he just slowly eats your lips and holds you. When we do finally french, it is so natural and giving. It just happens without either of us actually making the first move. I wanted just to melt in his arms. I don't remember doing it, but I had started jerking him off while we were kissing. We both still had our clothes on, but Tim's pants were wide open and he hadn't worn any underwear, so I had free access to his cock and balls. I started to pay more and more attention to his hard dick, and after a few minutes I broke off the kiss and went down to suck him again. And just like that it went soft. I still can't believe how fast it went from being fully hard to completely soft. How can anyone have that much control over one's arousal? If it hadn't happened right there in front of me, I would have never believed it. I was still kneeling there in shock when he turned away and started pulling the bed out of the couch. I had to move out of the way, but then I waited for him to tell me what to do next. Once he had the bed out, he told me to undress him, then myself. I did this as quickly as I could, resisting the opportunity to suck on his rehardening dick, but only barely. I was excited, and even a little aroused. I could feel just a slight tingling in my pussy. I'm using my vibrator right now, but it's not making me tingle. Maybe Rick or Jane will make it tingle. Anyway, he said for now on I would have to beg to suck him off. Unless I had his permission, I couldn't even touch his cock. I pleaded with him, but naturally Tim didn't give in. So I tried to suck him down my throat anyway, and he HIT ME! HARD! It felt as if he had torn skin off my cheek it hurt so bad. There wasn't a mark on me though. Now I don't even think he really hit me, just made me believe he hit me. It just isn't in his nature to physically hurt someone. I cried very hard, and wouldn't listen to him for several minutes. He finally had to grab my face and look into my eyes. I swear I could feel his remorse fighting his determination. He told me point blank that I had to pull myself together or I would never get what I wanted. He gave me kiss on the cheek where he had supposedly hit me and told me he wouldn't do that unless I gave into my desire again. I nodded and wiped my tears away, then said I was ready. Tim laid down and simply told me to suck his tits. He had to repeat it for I wasn't sure if he had said his tits or mine. I didn't want to do it, but of course I did. I lost the initial displeasure very quickly, but kept my mind on what I was doing, concentrating very hard to find out the best way to make him happy. I had just remembered how much he loved hearing the sucking sounds and my little grunts and mmms when he told me to lick his entire chest. I didn't have any problems there, nor when he had me lick his face, and even his ears. But when he told me to do his arm pits, I hesitated. Tim told me if I hesitated again, I wouldn't be getting any more cum from him today, then pushed my face into his left armpit. The scent at first was awful. I don't think he had put on any deodorant for a couple of days, or even had cleaned under there. But I got used to the smell pretty quick. I faked my enthusiasm when I went for the other pit, and I think Tim believed it. The next task almost made me pause when he told me, but I kept moving and lowered my mouth over his belly button to clean out. It actually tasted a lot like his cock, but I didn't tell him that. I don't think I'll have any problems cleaning belly buttons again. I did his toes, his feet, his legs, thighs, and finally his crotch. I wanted to just gobble his prick down so bad it almost hurt not to, but I made do by sucking on his balls and licking the base of his shaft. He let me do some freelance licking, so I did everything all over again just to show him I could. I'll suck his nipples any day. It was getting close to lunch time when he finally got up and got a big glass of drink and brought it over with him. I was excited because he had never drank that big of a glass before, and was expecting to have quite a cum feast. He gave me a few sips of it! Not really very much, but I definitely had enough of a taste to know I liked it. And after he drank it down, Tim told me the next part was going to be unpleasant for me, so that's why he was rewarding me now. I wasn't really worried about it because I didn't think anything could be that bad. I spent twenty minutes sucking his drooling cock, drinking cum until I was almost full of it. Tim was so tired afterwards I thought he was going to fall asleep at any moment, but he didn't. I wish he had. He rolled onto his stomach and told me to lick the rest of him. I immediately started licking his back and neck, but then I understood what he had been so worried about. I shuddered thinking about licking his anus, but I tried to work myself up to doing it by licking his butt cheeks first. I knew I had to do it, so I attempted to put my tongue between his cheeks three times before I got terribly sick and threw up. I was more upset that I couldn't do it than anything else. Tim helped me clean up the mess, then took my hand and led me out the door. I forgot we were naked until we were all the way down on the first floor. But because Tim was naked also, I guess I accepted the fact somehow no one would see us like that. I trust Tim probably more than anyone else in the world. I love him, and I'd do almost anything for him. I know he cares for me, but I also know he doesn't feel the same for me as I do for him. I'm okay with that. I've known from the beginning that there could never be a long term relationship between us. The weight room had twenty four sweaty smelly naked guys, all standing with their backs to us when we entered. When the nearest guy bent over and spread his ass cheeks with his hands, I knew what was going to happen. I somehow took a hold of myself and took the plunge with my tongue without Tim saying or motioning a thing. I licked all twenty four ass holes, and some of them weren't all that clean. Then I had to lick all of their arm pits and belly buttons before Tim let me choose one of them to suck. I'm rather proud of myself. I picked the smelliest, most disgusting looking one to suck, and I got so wet from doing it, IT ACTUALLY DRIPPED DOWN MY LEG! I don't know who was more surprised, me or Tim. The bell had rung while I had been sucking the guy off, so I hurried up to make him cum and didn't even bother tasting it. I wanted to go and try masturbating while I was so horny, but Tim had other plans for me. Tim wouldn't let us leave until the bell rang again, saying there were too many people to do something that I didn't catch. So by the time we got back to the room, I had lost the tingling feeling that was making me so wet. But that wasn't any problem for Tim. He had me lay down, spread my legs wide, and close my eyes. I waited anxiously, hoping he had reconsidered and was about to fuck me. I was severely disappointed when I felt his tongue at my crotch, and sighed when his tongue did nothing for my arousal. Tim used some rhythmic motions on my pussy and clit that he kept up for nearly the entire hour. I don't know how he could keep up that kind of pressure, my tongue is extremely sore from all the licking I had done, and he put a lot more into it than I had. It was worth it. During the last lunch period, I started to feel the tingles. Whatever he was doing finally worked, and I have never felt anything like it. The wetter I got, the more he worked, and that just made me wetter. I think I moaned when I heard him sucking my juices out. I never thought I would find someone drinking my pussy slime so pleasurable. When I started to wiggle, Tim stopped and crawled up my body with a very slimy grin. He pressed his mouth up to mine, so I opened mine to give him a french kiss, and found my mouth being flooded with my own juices. I gagged on it. Again I felt sick. But Tim made me swallow it and lick the rest off his face. I was horny again by the time I had finished, and I had the motivation to give Tim a surprise of his own. I can't believe how wet I got when I crawled out from under him and spread his ass cheeks apart. Unlike those sweaty jocks in the weight room, Tim had thoroughly cleaned his ass before school, and I knew exactly what I wanted to do to make him proud. I can't say I enjoyed it, but something about sticking my tongue into his hole gave me such a horny feeling I had to use my hand to masturbate myself. Well, since Rick and Jane should be getting here in a few minutes, I'll make the rest quick. Joey came in about the time I had finished resting my tongue, and I licked every inch of his body, paying a lot of attention to his asshole. But I wasn't exactly in the right frame of mind. Tim was eating me out while I was doing that, then the rest of the day the three of us spent exchanging oral sex. My tongue is so sore I don't know if I'll be able to try any of what I learned today with Rick, but I'm going to prove to myself that I've learned my lesson well. The first thing I'm going to do is lick Rick's ass, then maybe I'll have the energy to reward myself by blowing him. Speaking of the devil, here he is. 7:25 pm I didn't lick Rick's ass. Something told me that would be taking things too far with him. I don't think he could have handled it. I'm pretty sure it's not a cop out. So I blew him, and enjoyed him sucking my breasts. I wish I hadn't fell asleep on him. The next thing I knew, he and Jane were gone. Tim told me I had to start tasting myself when I masturbate. I've made myself clean off the dildo a few times. I'm going to wait a while before I try it again. I don't want to toss dinner up. 9:10 pm Jane came in and told me Susan would be coming home with her tomorrow and Rick had agreed to let her see him if she showed him her stuff. I was a little angry about that, but now I'm too tired to care. I made her promise to follow my orders while Susan was here, otherwise I would tell Rick to go home. Wednesday, February 18th, 1987 ------------------------------ 2:15 pm I have such a surprise for Jane. I can't wait for her to get here. Today, Tim's girlfriend Suzi came with us to breakfast. It hurt to see how close they are. It seemed so natural for them to hold hands or have their arm behind the other's back. There was nothing sexual about it either. Just love. Damn it, why am I tearing up? Okay, I'm back. I hated myself for it, but I liked her. Suzi is just one of those people who can get into a friendly conversation with anyone without making you feel she's humoring you. But the whole time we were talking about school politics, I couldn't help feeling suspicious of her. Or perhaps I was more suspicious of what she was doing at our breakfast. We had just gotten to the room when Suzi asked me to show her my tits. I got extremely nervous at that point, and almost didn't do it. Suzi felt their size and shape, then gave each nipple a twist which gave me a few shooting feelings. Suzi said she thought so too to Tim, and I asked about what. Tim responded saying I needed larger breasts, but not to worry about it. He would talk to me tomorrow about that stuff. It's true. I do have very small breasts. But short of having breast implants, what can I do about it? I suppose the implants are safe enough. I guess I'll just do whatever Tim suggests tomorrow. I was feeling a little confused because Suzi's twists had actually started a few tingles in my crotch. I wanted to do something more normal to steady my nerves, so I walked up behind Tim and reached around to rub his crotch. My hand never made it. He caught it and gently held it as he turned around to face me. Tim said in a very soft voice that I wasn't going to get any cock until this afternoon, and that Suzi was going to take over until lunch. Without any further words being said, he picked up his notebooks, kissed me and Suzi both on the lips, then left. Suzi asked me to sit down on the couch next to her, so I did. I think she was almost as nervous as I was, and I guess that at least made me feel better about the whole thing. Suzi asked if I had ever messed around with a girl before, and I immediately said no, then confessed I had done some things with Jane, but I didn't see that as 'messing around'. We talked for probably a good half hour about what we had done with girls, and what we liked best about doing things with the guys. I'm really impressed with Suzi. She's done everything. She's even had anal sex! That had never occurred to me before. I wonder how long it will be before I find a cock up my ass. No, I don't want to think about it. After licking ass yesterday, I thought nothing would be left for me to feel so queasy about. But anal sex? Isn't that just for homosexual males? Suzi asked me if I wanted to see her breasts, and I'm a bit surprised that I did. I guess that after everything I've been through, I'm starting to find trying out the new stuff to be a little arousing. Suzi is at least seventy pounds lighter than I, but even her breasts were fuller than mine. After only having felt my sister’s before, Suzi's tits made me feel inadequate. And then I found myself becoming very aroused at the idea of sucking them. When she saw I was moving my mouth to her teat, she told me to help her get the bed out first. Not only did we have to get the bed out, but we had to put the sheets on it too. Tim apparently had taken them home last night and washed them. Now I know what makes Tim smell so good. I wonder what detergent he uses. The sheets smelled just like him. Suzi and I crawled on the bed topless, then Suzi gave my left nipple a nice twist. I did the same to her, and was surprised when it had hurt her. She explained that every woman didn't get pleasure when their nipples are twisted like that. She said she could get pleasure from it, but it has to be worked up slowly, and then it never really gets all that great. I suppose Tim must have told her about me liking my nipples twisted and pinched. She played with my nipples a little, never really getting rough enough to make it feel good. When she saw I wasn't having much fun, she asked me if I still wanted to taste hers. Wow. I had a wonderful surge of tingles in my crotch when she said that. I didn't have to even think about it before moving my mouth over her right breast. Maybe the reason I didn't enjoy sucking my sister's breasts was because they weren't mature enough. Suzi's breast was so soft and felt so plump that I used my hand to feel the other one. I spent a few minutes sucking on her right breast before switching to her left one as she laid down on her back. I spent a long time experimenting to find out the tongue and mouth movements that gave her the most pleasure, then when my tongue tired out, I started to kiss the rest of her breasts. Suzi must have been getting really turned by what I was doing. I was about to start using my tongue again when she sat up. I found myself inches away from her face, surprised by the glazed look in her eyes and her mouth that was opening while moving towards me. I didn't feel any motivation to kiss her, but strangely enough I didn't feel disgusted by it either. I just let it happen without really caring either way. But once her tongue pushed its way through my lips, I gave her as much as she gave me. I'm still a bit awed at how quickly I got caught up in it. I guess out of habit I reached down to her crotch, and if I hadn't been so shocked by realizing what I was fondling, we probably would have kissed a lot longer. I think when I had jerked away from her, she must have bit her tongue or something. I told her I was sorry when I saw her holding her mouth after she had sat up, but she just said it wasn't my fault. I watched her face as she moved her tongue around inside her mouth, and I could almost see what she was thinking. Before she even opened her mouth to tell me, I pretty much knew I wouldn't like it. It wasn't actually all that bad at first. Suzi had me take the rest of my clothes off, then walked around me like a general inspecting her troops. I couldn't stop myself from shivering when her hands started exploring my body. When she rubbed her hand over my crotch, I felt those tingling feelings again. I caught her grinning when she inspected my pussy and found it starting to get wet. I lost those tingling feelings though when she held her wet finger up to my lips and had me clean it off. I think she enjoyed watching me do that because she repeated it several times. I imagine she got the clue I wasn't liking it when she noticed I wasn't staying wet. Suzi asked me what I thought I was going to be doing today, and after a moment of thought, I told her probably eating fifty girls out if I knew Tim. She smiled and said I was close. He had only arranged for thirty girls since it was my first day. I was fighting my shock when she asked me if I wanted anything to drink before we started. I didn't really consider her question because I was reaching down inside myself to grab a hold of my displeasure and disgust, then I guess for the first time in a long time I felt completely in control of my emotions. So while I was able to freely do it without discomfort, I got down on my knees, opened the surprised Suzi's pants and pulled them down, then licked her moist panties before pulling them down also. And when I pushed my face and tongue eagerly into her crotch, she gasped and lost her balance from her legs trying to spread apart automatically. I had felt a contraction and surge of moisture before her crotch fell away from my mouth. I started right back to licking her out as soon as she had come to rest on her butt. After I got going, she even laid down. And after about five or so minutes, I actually had her gasping and wiggling a little. I kind of liked that. But for the whole time I was eating her out, I didn't get a single tingle. I couldn't believe it when I made her orgasm! She even humped my face while she came, which made it hard to get enough air since I was also keeping the stimulation going and sucking her juices out all at the same time. When she finally stopped, we both rested for a few minutes. She asked me if I had ever done that before, and when I said no, she found that hard to believe. She swore to God that it had been as good as any she had ever had. Suzi called me a natural. Me? A natural cunt licker? I don't even like doing it! Joey came in while Suzi had me lick her entire body like I had done yesterday to him. I could tell he liked watching me do that by the tasty looking lump in his pants. I guess they hadn't known I had become fond of sucking cock because they exchanged looks before Suzi told me to go ahead. Oh, I can't tell you how good it tasted after eating all of Suzi's slimy stuff. And Joey hadn't cum yet, so it had a nice volume to it and wasn't as watery as his usually was. I wonder who blew him those other days before I had. We had lunch after I had finished having my dessert. I can't describe how stunned I was to find Suzi cuddling up to Joey just like she had with Tim. I'm not sure what this means. Does Tim know about them? I can't imagine how he couldn't know. Especially since they didn't even try to hide it from me at all. Suzi got dressed after we finished eating and left while Joey did his own inspection of my body. I suppose I was a little more comfortable about being alone with Joey than I had been at first with Suzi. Probably because I had spent time with him, and knew him a lot better than Suzi. He had me lick his body like yesterday, but he told me to skip the anus cause he didn't like that kind of thing. I was happy to hear that. When the bell ending fourth hour rang, Joey had me stop and rest, then offered me a couple sips of the purple drink if I kissed him. Well, I got my sips, and he got a really nice lump in his pants. But my fun ended when he pulled out the collar and leash and put it on me. I looked down at my nude body. There was no way I could be wearing something without knowing it, and shuddered because Tim wasn't around to do whatever he does to cloak us. I was a little relieved when the bell rang, meaning there wouldn't be that many people in the halls to see me. I'm beginning to see why Tim and Joey are best friends. No one saw me naked while we walked down the halls, and Joey didn't seem the least worried about getting caught when we entered the girls’ locker room. There were girls in there changing for gym, and not one of them seemed to notice Joey wasn't supposed to be in there. One of the girls walked up to Joey and gave him a kiss. I gathered her name was Terri, and she seemed very excited about us being there. She started slipping out of her clothes as a few other girls headed for the showers. I immediately noticed the fact that everyone was getting undressed to shower, including Mrs. Nettle, the coach! Everyone seemed to be perfectly aware of what they were doing, yet didn't find taking a shower before gym class to be the least bit strange. I wonder if they will ever tell me how they do that. Terri helped me take his clothes off, and called Joey “Master” a few times. Why did she call him that? Does he make her? Or does she do that for fun? Will I be calling Tim that? I guess I will if he wants me to, but I think I'd cry if he did. That would make me feel like I'm a possession, not someone he cares about. I think Joey wanted to do more than just kiss and feel Terri's tits, but he sent her in with the others and had me lay down so he could fuck my mouth. I'm glad he did it that way. My tongue was already so tired it felt like it was ready to fall off, and fucking my mouth like that required the least amount of tongue work. Oh, how I love the way they cum after drinking that drink. I think the more they drink, the more they cum. And I can't get enough of it anymore. I hope Rick didn't jerk off in school like he did yesterday. I wonder if I could start doing him before school in the morning to keep him from wasting it. I of course went and gave thirteen of those girls plus Mrs. Nettle a good licking out. I couldn't spend enough time to make any of them orgasm, but I did manage to get Terri off while we waited for the sixth period gym class to arrive. Terri and I sixty-nined, but she obviously was an amateur at it, and I didn't get a single tingle for my efforts. I did another sixteen girls during sixth period, the last two of which were having their period. Joey had to talk me into it both times, and I threw up after the second one. I hope they don't make me do that too many times. It can't be very healthy. Thankfully I was done for the day. I was so happy to see Tim walk in after throwing up that I ran up to him and kissed him hard. I think I might have hurt Joey's feelings. I'll have to make it up to him tomorrow if I get the chance. Not that he seemed all that badly upset. By the time I had finished kissing Tim, Joey was already on top of Terri having sex. I finally got some tingles from watching them doing that. I shivered when Tim's bare dick pressed against my left ass cheek, and the memory of Suzi telling me of her anal sex caused me to feel weak in the knees and the tingling tripled. I was already sinking to the floor when Tim gave me a little nudge to get me down on my knees. Tim said he had missed me, and that he had been waiting all day to feel me suck him off again. I think he must have been telling the truth. I didn't have to spend more than three minutes before he blew. I love sucking his cock, but I didn't mind him short changing me this time. I'm not exactly excited about eating Jane out, but I have to prove to myself I'll do it on my own without being told. I wonder if Rick will be interested in learning how to give a woman good lickings. I might actually enjoy him doing it to me if he gets good enough. 9:30 pm Susan is a bitch. I'm going to enjoy making her my own slut. Rick, Jane, and Susan were twenty minutes late getting home from school, and they thought I wouldn't notice the looks on their faces and how relaxed Rick was. They both had sucked him off before coming inside! I was furious! Especially when I found out it had been Susan's idea. Susan even had the nerve to say if I wasn't going to be nice, they were going to go over to Rick's house to play. And for a moment I thought they just might carry out her threat. But I remembered how snoopy his mom was, and I saw her working in the yard when I checked outside ten minutes after they were supposed to be home. No way would they be able to 'play' if they went over there. So I smiled at Susan and told her if she wasn't nice to me, I'd make sure her parents found her dildos. But that didn't shut her up. She said that if I did, she'd tell them I forced her and Jane to take them, and I'd be the one in trouble. I looked her in the eyes, giving her my best cold stare as I got in her stubbornly defiant face, then licked both of her cheeks and told her she would probably like it more if she stayed and be friends. I could have knocked all three of them over with a single breath they were so surprised. My old self would never had done anything so animal like. And as I undressed the frozen Susan, I could feel Jane's disbelief from the way she was watching me. Rick adjusted quickly though. I felt his hand starting to tug my shirt up, so before unveiling Susan's tiny breasts, I let Rick pull my top off and get on my lap to suck my tits. Jane was just coming out of her daze when I sent my hand down to Susan's panties and started fingering her. As Jane started stripping down, Rick noticed what I was doing and asked if he could do it to me. I gave him such a kiss I almost forgot what I was doing. I found my hand being pulled out of Susan's panties, and as I struggled to see what was going on, Rick found my clit and made me shudder with stimulation. The next thing I knew, Jane and Susan were sixty-nining, making me drop my plans of making Susan cum. But then Rick surprised me by sliding down and trying to get my pants and panties off, and I moaned a yes to him when I saw he wanted to try sucking me himself. Before I let him start, I had him move into a sixty-nine position. Rick is shorter than I am, so I couldn't really do all that much for him until he got his fill. But then I coaxed him into fucking my mouth, and in no time I was feeling the tingles while he got the hang of it. In a sense I'm glad he had cum twice earlier. It took him a lot longer for him to cum, so my tingles lasted a lot longer than usual. Rick had just cum into my mouth when the phone rang. Jane had to answer it because I had my mouth full. I saw the look of fear when she answered it, but then it went away a minute later and she hung up. Rick's mom was a little upset with him. He had forgotten he had a dentist appointment, and they were going to be late. So then it was just us girls. Jane seemed to be a little leery of me, almost afraid to find out what Tim had done to me to make me so slutty. Susan on the other hand was just plain bossy. She didn't have any problems telling us both what to do. I was being very patient with her, looking for a chance to get revenge in a way that was completely and totally safe. She was so sure of herself, so confident that she had a dirtier mind than the rest of us and therefore in charge of the sexual activities. But the moment I saw how close her nose was to Jane's ass hole, I knew exactly what I wanted to do. I started to act like I was bored stiff with her ideas. I yawned while she used the vibrator on me, pretended that I was daydreaming of something far more interesting than her nibbling at my nipples was. Actually, it wasn't far from the truth. Finally Susan got frustrated enough with my responses to ask me what my problem was. I said I just didn't find these kid games very exciting. Oh, you should have seem the anger in her eyes. She said nearly yelled when she asked me what kind of games I played. She walked right into my trap. I told her I didn't play games, I was a serious slut. Jane's mouth dropped open, but Susan just laughed and said I was just jealous that she was better at sex than I was. I replied that if she thought playing these kid games was sex, she was in for a big surprise. So she challenged me to out slut her. That's how she put it. We were going to have a slut competition. She didn't stand a chance. The first contest was to make the other cum by any means. I pointed out I had never had an orgasm, so I suggested for her to just make Jane cum, where I would still do it to her. Susan happily agreed to that. If we both had managed to make our subject cum, we would begin daring each other to do something that we would do ourselves, but didn't think the other would. Like I said. She didn't have a chance. She naturally wanted me to go first, but I used her pride against her by teasing she just wanted to learn my tricks, and didn't even really pay attention as she twisted Jane's nipples while using the vibrator on my sister's cunt. Susan really was an amateur. She was using every physical form of stimulation she could manage with only two hands. I think she started getting frustrated when it took longer than she had expected to get Jane off. But she did it, then stuck her tongue out at me. I had her lay down on her back, then stuck my tongue out at her. But instead of pulling it back into my mouth, I inserted it into her bellybutton, then dragged it up her tummy, circled each breast, then finally brought it up to her lips. Susan was already breathing hard and had that glassy eyed look by the time I had pulled my tongue back into my mouth. Her eyes started to clear, so I pressed my mouth to her lips and frenched her hard and fast. I got a short moan out of her, so I sent my hand down to her crotch and started fingering her like only a woman knows how. While she actively returned my tired tongue's attention, I made my nipples as hard as I could and drove them into her own fairly flat chest. I worked her up to a sweat with my fingers in her fuck hole, and as soon as she stopped frenching me back, I moved my lips down her neck, leaving as much spit as I could. When my lips got to her maturing nipples, I poured every last bit of energy into fingering her slit and stimulating her nipples. It only took me another minute before she came with a lovely moan. Oh God I was so hot. She had been so helpless. Just thinking of it now makes me so wet. I'm having trouble writing from using the vibrator on myself. Okay, that's better. I need to go pee first. When Susan finally got herself back together, I stuck my tongue out at her and said your turn. I wasn't the least bit surprised when she dared me to eat her out. Jane had told her how upset I had been when she had tried doing it to me. So I licked my lips and said enthusiastically "okay" Suzi was right. I am good at it. I suppose whenever I put my mind to something, I can do anything well. Not only was Susan easy to do because of her small size, but I continued to get more aroused as I made Susan gasp and even squeal. Something about making her so helpless she couldn't talk just drives me nuts! I even made her cum again, then asked her if she had enough. She said she had, then I had to remind her she had to prove she would do it herself. Oh I was so horny when she started licking me out. I had such a strong desire to take her head in my hands and rub her face and tongue into me like Tim and Joey do sometimes when I'm sucking them off. But when I saw Jane fingering herself watching us, I had the overwhelming urge to eat her out and then make her hump my face. Time for a vibrator break. I've never been so horny in my life. I was lost in my sister’s cunt and her best friend's licking me. But we ran out of energy pretty quick, so I said enough. I knew I had won, and I saw just a little fear in Susan's eyes. Once we had gotten our breath back, I looked her in the eyes and dared her to lick my ass hole. Oh! victory was mine! Her face said it as plain as my tits are on my chest. And when she refused and tried to gain her dignity back by sticking her ass in the air, I just said I won and gave her a long slow lick between her cheeks. Jane gasped, Susan moaned, and I just gave a happy sigh. I was the best slut in the house. I wish Tim could have seen me. That would have made it even more victorious. Not only have I lost all my reservations about, well, everything sexual, I've found I can finally start to enjoy it when others do it to me. I can't wait to try intercourse out, and if Tim doesn't fuck my ass too, I'm going to get Rick to do it. I know I can make him do just about anything. I just want to also note that pussy juice doesn't taste all that bad after you get used to it. I might actually learn to love it as much as cum. Maybe, maybe not. Thursday, February 19th, 1987 ------------------------------ 2:50 pm I'm going to have big boobs! Tim took me to a doctor this morning. I'm not sure what this guy practices normally, but he apparently secretly specializes in making women sexually appealing. I call him the slut doctor, but Tim didn't like it when I said it in front of him. Come to think of it, I never did find out what his name was. We only called him Doctor. The doctor did a full examination, and then some. He took measurements of every inch of my body, paying close attention of my breasts, ass, anus, and pussy. He took tissue samples, blood samples, urine samples.. I think he had a sample of every substance my body can produce. He even gave me a shot in the left nipple that hurt like a bitch and stung for a long time, but to my amazement later made that breast produce a small amount of a clear fluid which he put in a vial and corked. Between the time he gave me the shot and he collected the sample, he used an array of devices to measure the maximum capacity of both my anus and my vagina, had me push on some kind of balloon that he inflated inside me, and asked me hundreds of questions about my body and my plans for it. Like whether I was planning to have children, how many, when, and whether I would want to breast feed them. And just before he took the breast fluid sample, he told Tim I could give him a blow job now, then waited for me to do it. Tim apologized to me saying most people he sees don't have much of a choice about what they do. I'm not really sure what that meant, but I'm not going to try and figure it out. The doctor had a very nice and long dick, and he went down further into my throat than anyone has before. But his cum just dribbled out. I like it when it comes out hard enough to tickle my throat or the walls of my mouth. I don't think I would have known he was cumming if he hadn't announced it to the world. After he petted me on the head like some pet, the Doctor felt my breast, took the sample then told us to come back in two hours. Since we had skipped our regular visit to Burger King that morning, Tim took me to an expensive restaurant for a late breakfast. We spent nearly an hour and a half there as Tim explained what the doctor could do for me. The most important to me was having my breasts enlarged. I was surprised when Tim said silicon implants were out of the question. He told me they had caused several women he knew a lot of health problems that couldn't be fixed just by removing the implants. He told me that this doctor had a way to permanently increasing the amount of fat stored around the milk ducts and lobules (the actual glands that make milk) by injecting a highly refined venom from a rare South American snake. He assured me that this doctor had never lost a patient with this procedure, mostly because the venom would be forced to stay in my breasts until it had been absorbed by the targeted tissues. He did warn me that it was very painful, and the pain would last for at least an hour before subsiding. He wasn't kidding either. I hope I never feel that kind of pain again as long as I live. But I'm getting ahead of myself. Tim also told me that the process wasn't reversible without surgery, and that even though the doctor was calculating what ratio of venom to growth I needed from the sample he took from me, the resulting size is still somewhat of a gamble. There had been cases where the patient's breasts hadn't grown at all, and some where their breasts had grown to gigantic proportions. But they had been told that it could happen to them, and the doctor would know whether I was in that risky group. As it turned out I wasn't. I told him I wanted breasts like his mother, and that made him snicker. He told me that his mother had gotten her perfect body by the help of this doctor. His mother is actually the one who had trained him to do it to her, which is a bit confusing to me because I don't know what he did that I couldn't have done myself if I had just known how. After I decided on the issue of my breasts, he said there was a few other things his mother had him do to her that wouldn't be as easy to complete the process. He said the doctor had stretched his mother's anal and vaginal openings and cavities to the maximum possible size, then his mother went through a long and stressful physical conditioning that built up existing muscles and developed new muscles that allowed her to make her two cavities any size she wished in order give herself and her fucker the maximum amount of pleasure. The problem was to retain this capability, it required his mother to exercise those muscles to keep their strength up. Tim said he recently watched his mother put a brand new tube of toothpaste inside her vagina and squeeze nearly all the paste out in one large grunt. Tim mentioned it had taken her two months to get herself to the point she could do that, and that it was a constant chore to maintain her body. But Tim also said she never regrets it, and she probably has more sex than any person he knows. So he asked to think about it carefully, and that we wouldn't do it today anyway. He said that the physical training would be nearly unbearable, and that even though his mother had been the one to develop the technique, intending to use it on herself, she wouldn't have ever completed it if she hadn't been forced to. I asked who had forced her, and he said it didn't matter. All that mattered was he would have to be the person to make me do it, and that it would make everything I had gone through seem like a fuck in the park in comparison. Then Tim told me a lot about myself that I had only started to realize. I'll never fully have control over my animal self. But I have been taking more and more of my animal self's control of my emotions away, the most significant being the tingling feelings of arousal and any other pleasure involving sex. Every time I feel those tingling feelings, or even the shooting feelings, that means I'm winning my battle over my animal self by giving the animal inside me what it wants without letting it do it for me. Tim said I would probably find my animal self taking control of my actions again if it finds something new it wants, but I've learned how to take control back by complying with its wishes. Does that make sense? I don't care. We talked about the things I wanted to do with my life now that I've had my eyes opened to the joys of having a sex life, and how I could live the life I had originally wanted as long as I kept my other side happy. But now I don't want what I originally envisioned. The reward of working to better the community without personal gains pales in comparison to the reward of sex. I want to give and receive sexual pleasure. I want to be used like a fuck object, and also use others like that too. And I don't feel my mind is clouded by these needs at all. If anything, I have sharpened my skills of perception, especially in judging other people. Everything is so much more straight forward now. I can do anything. Sex is the ultimate tool in life. Tim told me that sex and even love isn't enough to keep one happy. I don't really feel this is true, but I trust his words, so I'm trying to sort what I want out of life besides having sex with everyone on the planet. I do have several scholarships that I could use to get a psychology degree. I'm thinking I could become a sort of marriage counselor that specializes in the sexual aspects. At least there will be plenty of men in college to suck, and hopefully fuck. Jane is here, so I need to wrap this up. I went ahead and had the venom injected into my breasts. The thing that hurt the most was the way the doctor had literally tied my breasts off to keep the venom from spreading to the rest of my body. They almost turned purple then, and are all blue and purple with bruises. And it burned! Oh, I didn't think I could stop screaming, but I did. Mostly because Tim looked me in the eyes for almost the whole time. He does have some fantastic power to calm me down like that. We went back to school around lunch time, then I spent the rest of the day proving that I wasn't afraid to suck any part of anyone's body. And I finally found Brad's secret. His anus is like a push button. Press it while you have his dick in your throat and he cums. I had him squirting like a garden sprinkler. Damn I'm good. 11:35 pm Tim came unannounced for dinner! And the way mom talked, it sounded like it had been her idea even though she had never met him before tonight. I'm convinced whatever he does isn't hypnotism. He definitely has some kind of power over people. I think Jane was in awe of him. Tim gave me this look that told me he was going to have some fun, then asked my mom if he could borrow her bra. Oh, you should have seen the look on Jane's face when my mom took off her top and then handed him her bra without even dad objecting. Mom has nice breasts, by the way. I wonder where I got mine from. I stomped on Tim's foot when he asked mom if she liked giving head, but he winked at me and had her tell him about how she gave my dad head every night just so he would go to sleep without tossing and turning all night. I always wondered why he had trouble sleeping when mom was on her business trips. Jane was staring at me like I was supposed to do something, but I had my own little joke to play on my little sister. I squeezed Tim's crotch a few times then glanced over at my dad. Tim raised an eyebrow, then smiled and nodded. So I said to my dad if he wanted a blow job right now. The response he gave wasn't what I or Tim had expected. He said sure honey, I'd love one from my big girl. Tim looked at me and told me he hadn't done it, and it must be a hidden desire of his. Well, I didn't do it, and Tim seemed to agree to that. Jane was visibly relieved, then asked if she could be excused. Before we left the table ourselves, Tim asked me if I would spend the weekend at his place for the special occasion. I shivered when I realized what the occasion was, then looked at my parents knowing they wouldn't agree. Oh but that was why Tim had come for dinner. They both immediately said what ever I decided was fine. So I accepted and kissed him. I kissed him as hot and sloppily as I could, hoping he would just lift me up and take my virginity right there on the kitchen table. But just as I was really getting into it, I found my desires and heat cooling fast. Not only can Tim turn off his own arousal, he can do it to others as well! He asked to see my room, and I was a bit surprised when I found Jane in front of my mirror watching herself masturbate with a vibrator. Tim led me to the bed and he sat down next to Jane and had me sit down next to him. In a firm voice, Tim told Jane she needed to tell me about what Rick and her had done. Something about the way he said that made my blood run cold. Jane's blood must have done likewise since she turned pale and stopped her pumping hand. Her eyes met Tim's, and I wondered if he used his power on her while she did. Finally she looked down, then looked a me and said in the softest voice, "Rick and I went all the way Tuesday." They had done it after I had fallen asleep on them. What do I feel? I don't seem to feel anything at all about it. It happened and I can't change it. They took each other's virginities. I had hoped to take Rick's, but not until Tim had taken mine. And after this weekend I would fuck him as often as I liked, so what does it matter? Once I had gotten over the shock, I gave Jane a heavy kiss. She responded to it a bit more vigorously than I had expected, and I got turned on by the fact I was frenching my own sister. And that really got my tingles going. I wanted to make her moan with pleasure, and I wanted to make her do the same to me. We went from fingering each other to eating each other in minutes, and the entire time Tim just sat and watched. Actually, there was another spectator. Rick had come in at some point and sat down next to Tim. I remember hearing his voice talking to Tim and realizing who it was like a light bulb had suddenly switched on. I made Jane cum a moment later, then rolled her off me and crawled over to the two men I had the most desire for. Tim told Rick to go for it, then winked at me before laying down next to Jane and twisting her left nipple. I think she orgasmed when he did that. I had never seen her jerk and moan so strongly from a nipple twist. My attention was drawn to Rick as his dick popped up in plain view. But before I could wrap my mouth around it, Rick said Tim had told him I wanted him to take my butt. I looked over at Tim, and found Jane trying her best to imitate my deep throat blow jobs. She couldn't really do it to Tim's. She had only practiced using the smaller dildo. I asked Rick what he wanted, and he said he thought it might be okay. Then he said Tim had invited him over Saturday afternoon if I agreed. I gave him my answer in my kiss. So, to make this quick, Jane blew Tim, I blew Rick, then Tim and I watched Jane and Rick fuck. But the whole time I watched them, all I could think about was how much I wanted to go through the physical training and become the perfect sexual partner. I wanted to be able to make Rick prefer my cunt and ass to my sister's. I know it is rather petty, but I can't help it. Friday, February 20th, 1987 ------------------------------ 2:40 pm I'm a fucking slut and I love it! I was so horny this morning that while we were in the restaurant eating, I got down on my hands and knees and begged Tim to let me suck him. He had been taken completely by surprise, and I noticed that everyone around us had heard me and was staring. That just made me wetter, and I didn't wait for him to tell me yes. I opened his fly so quickly that he almost fell off the chair. But his dick was ready and waiting for me, so I sucked it straight into my throat. I made as much noise as I could, and he loved every moment of it. I probably did some of the best tongue work I have ever done, and after finding Brad's secret cum button, I was delighted to find Tim's worked the same way. But after he came, he told me he needed to save it for later. Later? HA! I wanted it right then and there. I remembered something that Suzi had said while she had been talking about anal sex, but hadn't understood until that very moment. I turned on the suction like I do for Rick, then waited for Tim's asshole to relax. When it did, Tim groaned really loud from my finger going in his ass. I started I just orgasmed again. I was saying I started fucking his ass with my finger, and he seemed so helpless Oh, it gets me so HORNY thinking about how I had made HIM so helpless to my control! I'm so wet! I've calmed down now. I just stuck an ice cube in my pussy and that did it. I wouldn't let him go until he came a third time and hardly anything came out. He told me to go wash my hands, so I did, but while I was coming back from the rest room, I caught this guy checking me out like I was a piece of meat. I checked out his meat, and found it looked meaty enough, so I motioned him back towards the restrooms. All I had to do was lick my lips while rubbing my hand over the large lump in his pants for him to smile and open the men's room door for me. I walked right in, got on my knees, and was reaching for his crotch before he was even all the way in the door. It was so dirty! I was tingling like crazy. And when I got his big fat cock out, I nearly choked on it trying to stuff the thing in my throat! It was so big! I must have tried three or four times before it finally made it down. He put his hands on my head like he was going to start fucking my mouth, but after I had stopped moving my head to let him control it, he looked down and pulled his hands away like he had hurt me. I had to show him how! Oh, but it was worth it. He must not have cum for weeks the way he came in my mouth. If I hadn't known better, I would have sworn he had drank a big glass of drink before I blew him. And when I was done, he fell to his knees from exhaustion. When he sat down on the floor and started to say something, I just dived into his crotch again and got his dick as hard as it had been when I first saw it. I was just getting him back into the hard breathing when another guy came in. He was very shocked to see us like that, but before he could say or do anything, he suddenly blinked and stepped around us without a second thought. I heard him unzip, so I turned to watch what he was doing. But the door opened again before I could see, and was happy to find it was Tim coming in with a funny look on his face. As soon as I heard the sound of the second man peeing, I had to see it. I can't describe how turned on I was watching that man pee. I kept having these strange urges to have him point it at my mouth because I kept imagining it being cum pouring out like that. I had to get another ice cube. Sorry about the smudges. I'll have to find something that doesn't melt to keep my heat down. I'm such a slut. I'm laying here trying to lick myself out after I tasted the water from the melted ice cube. I give up. I'll just have to write all this stuff down later. I'm too horny to write any more. Saturday, February 21st, 1987 ------------------------------ 9:25 am Tim is making me write all this down before we do anything else. He said I'd regret it later if I didn't do it before forgetting, but I don't care. I just want to fuck some more. He just did something to me. I'm going to write every single thing down for now on. I'm so excited to write I can barely keep the pen in my hand. The bathroom. Okay, so I was going to suck the guy that had just finished peeing, but Tim told me it was time to go to school and fuck. He didn't get any arguments from me. I ran to the room and had the bed out and had all my clothes off before Tim even got there. He told me I needed to slow down, that it only happened the first time once. I told him to fuck me and then fuck me again, and laid down with my legs spread. Tim just frowned and seemed to be thinking about something while I laid there perfectly still while my pussy oozed and tingled like it was on fire. I was a bitch in heat, and the only thing I had on my mind was his cock going in my cunt. I complained when he didn't take his clothes off before climbing on top of me, but I couldn't get more than a sentence or two out before he pressed his lips to mine. I tried to pull every bit of him inside me, trying to suck his tongue in my mouth while wrapping my legs around him and feeling the lump in his pants against my waiting fuck hole. He took all of my lust and energy away with a single gentle kiss. It felt wonderful when he started to kiss me like I was a delicate flower, carefully caressing my badly bruised breasts, giving me such a wonderful feeling all over that I sighed with happiness when he paused to spit out a hair. I was so full of joy that I told him I loved him. He said he knew, and that he loved me too. Then he kissed me as gently and lovingly as he could. Oh, I was so happy. I didn't care if we never got to the real sex. I don't know how long we spent kissing each other and feeling each other with our hands. I remember how natural and unrushed it was to help him take off his clothes. I didn't even feel the least bit tempted to suck him or fuck him when I pulled his jeans off and found him already hard. But once we were in each other's arms, I couldn't help but fondle it with my hand. I didn't take very long after that for Tim to start turning up the heat with his deep kisses and wandering hands. When I started to grind my crotch into his left side, he rolled on his back while pulling me on top and gave me a look that told me it was time. I couldn't believe how natural it came to me to roll my crotch against his and capture the head of his dick with my pussy's lips. But before I took it inside me all the way, I waited for him to look me in the eyes so I could tell him I loved him again. Before he could reply, I slipped myself down, taking him all the way inside my very wet cunt. It felt better than I had ever imagined! It felt so wonderfully warm, and when it surged a few times, it made me shiver with pleasure. I felt like a wind-up toy being wound up as my lust rose and rose and rose. Just the motion of pressing my lips against his stirred up these wonderfully strong tingles that I couldn't help but start humping. I couldn't kiss him very long because I needed so much air to breathe. I never had felt the tingles feel so good before, and it just kept getting better the more I humped. At some point it felt so good I had to close my eyes, and I have no idea when I started moaning loudly like I was, but that just got Tim even more excited. I was dripping with sweat when Tim came inside of me, and all I could feel was his dick expanding and feeling his cum shoot inside of me. But the moment his first stream splatter against my insides, I had this sudden feeling I was getting close to something that felt even greater. I knew I could bring myself to orgasm if I could just keep going. But Tim couldn't. After he finished cuming, he started to go soft on me. I was desperate to feel my first orgasm, and tried to go even faster. But when I did, it fell out, and I wasn't able to get it back in without using my hand. After it fell out twice more, I gave up and collapsed on top of him. I started to cry from my frustrations, but Tim wrapped his arms around me and gave me these little kisses on my cheek that calmed me down. He promised he wouldn't cum next time until I was ready, and he swore he hadn't meant to that time, but I had turned him on so much with my moaning that he plum forgot to put a block on it. A block on it. That's what he said. I'm going to ask him about that today. I remember the fourth period bell waking me up. I had fallen asleep in his arms. But once he knew I was awake, I felt his hardon rising. The was no objection when I asked him if we could try again, so I lowered myself onto his cock and started fucking him like the slut I am. I got myself so close three times, but each time I thought I was just about to do it, I ran out of energy and couldn't go on. By the time the last lunch was over, I was too exhausted to try again. So that's when Tim said maybe it was time for him to try, and I glared at him for not mentioning it sooner. I don't think I'll ever get tired of getting fucked. After he had me moaning so loud that I started to lose my voice, he got up on his hands and just pounded his cock into my fuck hole faster and harder God I'm getting so turned on. Shit, Tim did it again. Okay, well, he made my pussy tingle more and more that I think I started to scream. And then he did it. I felt the most wonderful surge of pleasure shoot from my pussy through my whole body. I felt my vaginal muscles that I've never actually consciously used before start spasming around his cock, and then as I was really screaming from the intense pleasure, I felt him cum inside me again. And then he kept going! He didn't stop until every bit of my orgasm had finally gone. And when he did, he just fell on top of me and fell asleep. I don't know how long I laid there moving my pussy muscles, learning how to use them as Tim slept with his head on my shoulder. He was still inside of me, so when I had worked out how to do it, I started using them to try and stimulate him enough to get him hard. I had such a wonderful feeling of accomplishment when I felt his dick grow large inside me. He was still asleep even after getting him fully hard, so naturally I tried to work him up to cumming again without waking him. I must have been doing that for twenty minutes straight before my grunts and hard breathing finally made him stir and open his eyes. I'll never forget watching his eyes fill with lust when he woke up. And the feeling of him starting to fuck me again was almost as good as his first kiss. He was fucking me really good when Joey came in and interrupted us. I started to argue when Tim stopped and got off, but when I saw Joey taking his clothes off and Tim was heading for the refrigerator where he kept his drink, I shut up and waited for my next lesson. When I felt Joey's thicker mass sliding inside of me, I grabbed him and started fucking his mouth with my tongue. I had to stop as soon as I found he couldn't hump while I did that, and gladly just licked his face until I couldn't do anything else but moan. I was starting to feel it build up inside of me when he stopped and got off. I opened my eyes to see Tim's dick all hard and dripping with precum, and almost didn't hear them tell me to get on my knees. I'm such a slut! Not only did I know what they were going to do, I sucked Tim's cock into my throat before they could even start to tell me. I gagged on Tim when Joey started to fuck me doggy style, and when Tim started trying to fuck my mouth instead of letting me work it, I gagged so hard I accidentally bit him. But when Tim put it back in and Joey started his fucking again, I concentrated on Tim's slow humps. I got the hang of it and didn't have any problems even when Tim let go of my head and fucked my mouth as hard as Joey was fucking my slit. I was so horny! They fucked me like I was their fuck toy. I felt so fucking dirty, it didn't take me long to start feeling my orgasm start. I swear I almost passed out, and I have no idea how I kept myself from choking when I came. And after my orgasm ended, I felt it starting to build again! I had three fucking orgasms before they came together. They both pumped their hot white fuck lotion into me as fast and hard as they could, and I loved it. I sucked Tim's cum down while making all sorts of grunts and 'mmms', most of them were real too. And I milked Joey's prick with my newly learned vaginal muscles, and I could just feel his spunk starting to drip out of me at the end. When they finally stopped, I rolled onto my back and start eating as much as Joey's cum that I could dip out of my fuck hole. I love the way my pussy juice makes it taste. Mmmm.. I can't wait to try tasting Jane's mixed with Rick's. Joey let me clean his fucking stick off, but wouldn't let me get another mouth full of the fresh stuff. He did let me blow him as long as I wanted, but even when I tried the cum button, he didn't cum. He just stayed hard the whole time until the last bell rang. Tim was already dressed when Joey pulled it out of my lips and said thanks. I wanted to keep going, but they said they had to leave and get ready for the weekend with me. So I went home. Jane and Rick got home around 3:00, and I was waiting for them. I had Rick fuck me like Joey had, while I ate my little sister out. I couldn't get enough of it. Rick came three times before he couldn't fuck me any more, so I let Jane have a go with Rick while I dined on my well fucked pussy juice for a while. Between Jane and I, we wore Rick out. He went home tired but with a smile on his face that didn't go away. Jane and I kept eating each other out, and she actually got me to orgasm once, which naturally she was nearly as thrilled as I was. We had to quit when daddy came home because he was starting to get suspicious of how we spent so much time alone in our rooms together. Tim's limo wasn't picking me up until 5:00, so I spent a miserable hour watching TV that I could have been spending sucking or fucking someone. I was disappointed when Tim's two sluts weren't in the limo, and the driver absolutely refused to let me blow him. But Tim had a porno waiting for me to watch in the limo, so I stripped and spent my time riding in the limo learning new tricks. Not that I was inspired all that much by the movie. The acting in it was very poor, and even the sex looked a little forced. It didn't have the energy it should have. It was just so rehearsed. When the limo stopped, I was surprised to find I wasn't at Tim's mansion, but a shopping mall. I was quickly putting my clothes back on when I saw Tim coming towards the limo, and just got my shirt on when he opened the door. He was taking me shopping! That was the last thing I wanted to do! Tim told me I needed a new wardrobe, something more fitting for a slut. Oh, now that was more like it. So I put my arm through his and we walked in together. Joey, Suzi, and a pair of sexy looking twins were waiting inside. Tim introduced me to the two silent girls, then asked me to go with Honey and Joy to get some ice cream while he went with Joey and Suzi into the record store. Joy and Honey don't appear to talk. They haven't spoken a word to me yet. When the guy at the counter asked which flavor, they just pointed it out. Peppermint. Three scoops each! And they did the most amazing thing with their triple decker ice cream cones. I had only gotten a single scoop of strawberry, and by the time I was down to the cone, one of them drew my attention to their ice creams. They both had sculpted the most realistic ice cream cock I could ever imagine! It even had veins and everything! And then they both started eating them... you should have seen the way people were staring, especially the guys. One man was telling me something about how they could make money doing that, and we got into a friendly conversation while the twins worked their tongues on the melting pricks. Amazing how they didn't miss a single drip. I got so horny watching then, I asked the guy if I could see his car after he mentioned he had a Porsche. When he made a face of surprise and said he hadn't drove it to the mall, I told him that was okay, we could just go see whatever he did have. He was all for that. A Porsche, my foot. When I realized his 'other car' was a Pinto, I nearly laughed. But I'm glad I didn't. He had this wonderful uncut cock, and he seemed to have this endless supply of creamy semen. He only came three times, but he gave me as much the third time as he did the first. I was trying to convince him to fuck my mouth when he noticed the time and had a panic attack. He said he had to get home with the car otherwise his wife would kill him. I don't know how I found Tim and the others so easily, but the first store I went in they were there checking out the women's underwear. Tim's smile and the smirk on Joey's face told me they knew exactly what I had done. Suzi rolled her eyes up at the ceiling, then came over to me and used her finger to wipe off a stream of cum on my left cheek. I almost said something when she wiped it on her jeans, but then it came to me that was what that group of boys had been snickering about. I guess I was a little embarrassed, but not much. Tim made a little joke saying that since the rest of them hadn't eaten yet, I should just go walk the mall while they went and had dinner. I stuck my tongue out and said I had only had the appetizer, and they were the main course. The twins are very, unique is the only word I can think of. I couldn't take my eyes off of their butts while they walked ahead of us to the restaurant. They walk in perfect sync, and... I have to stop there. It's starting to turn me on again. Anyway, I had never felt attracted to anyone before, especially not to women. But I couldn't stop glancing at them, having flashes of what they looked like under those tight fitting clothes, and if they would moan while I nibbled on their nipples or lapped up their pussy juice. I don't even remember what I ate. Steak I think. Maybe hamburger. Or did we have pizza? Someone had pizza. Maybe pizza with hamburger. We spent three hours going through women's underwear, high heels, tight fitting jeans, high riding skirts.. everything but bras and tops since my breasts would make anything we bought now too small by next month. I wish they weren't so badly bruised. They don't hurt unless someone squeezes them, but they look absolutely awful. And I can't tell if they have grown at all. I had a terrible time keeping my mind on what we were doing. The twin's eyes were constantly on me, mostly because I was modeling each piece of wardrobe and they had the final vote whether to purchase it or not. Suzi and the twins appeared to have an argument, but it was the strangest argument I've ever witnessed. Suzi was doing all the talking, but she kept responding as if the twins were arguing back at her. Tim had to break it up by saying he would by it for Suzi instead of for me. I was sooo tired when we finally climbed in the limo to leave. I wanted so badly to just slip out of my clothes, put my dildo in my mouth, and go to sleep. And I was very happy to see that this limo had a bed in it. I just laid down, closed my eyes, and almost was asleep before I heard it. I sat up so fast when I recognized the familiar sounds of sucking a dick that I almost gave myself whiplash. And when I saw the twins nude kneeling between Tim's and Joey's legs while they talked casually with Suzi, my whole body tingled. The three had stopped talking as soon as I had moved, but I didn't see their faces since all I could do was stare at the twins naked backsides while struggling to get my clothes off. And then they stood up, turned around, and walked up to me with expressionless faces, but their eyes gave their intentions away. I was like putty in their hands. They laid me on my back, then each took up a position on opposite sides of me. One of them lowered her face in my cunt, the other pressed her cool lips against mine. I sucked her mouth with all my energy while her twin slowly licked me below. So slow! I was desperate for more than her slow tongue could give me, and then I had a craving to taste their creamy pussies and make them feel what I wanted to feel. I licked and sucked and licked... Oh, I was so horny for their juices. And when I felt a new tongue enter my fuck hole, I groaned hoping I was going to get eaten out right. Suzi made me orgasm twice before I was so tired I couldn't go on. I was falling asleep when I smelled Tim's cock in my face, and I happily moved my head onto his lap and fell asleep with his cock in my mouth. And that's how I found myself this morning in his bed. I don't know how they moved me out of the limo all the way up to his bedroom without me waking up, but I didn't really think about it since Tim's dick was growing hard in my mouth. I've had a wonderful morning. Tim let me take as much time sucking him, and let me have his cum twice before I soaped him up in the shower. I love fucking in the shower. The echoes of our moans, the water turning cold and making my nipple get hard, and feeling him finally spurt his hot seed into me after fucking for at least a half hour just makes me feel good inside. I'm done! I can go and fuck some more. 5:25 pm Rick just went home. I'm so glad he could come and be the first to fuck my ass. At least I was his first that way. After we had breakfast and I finished writing, I went to the study like I was told to. Suzi and Joey were watching cartoons on a big screen TV parked in front of the bleacher beds. They invited me to join them, saying Tim wouldn't be back for a little while. They were both nude, but did not seem to be the least interested in having sex right then. I supposed they had to consciously ignore me while I looked them both over while playing with my clitty a little. Joey must have done something I didn't catch, but I can't see how since I was watching them very closely. Suzi suddenly giggled, then slapped Joey's chest and gave him a warning look before glancing at me and giggling again. That's when Joey's dick started to rise it's purple head up, and then Suzi sighed and crawled behind his head and leaned forward. Joey started sucking on her left breast once she had made herself comfortable to go back to watching the cartoon while he sucked. I wasn't sure if I was supposed to join in or not, but Suzi glanced over to me and told me to go ahead. I tried to take my time sucking his dick, wanting to make it last as long as I could, but all too soon Joey reached down to take my head and started pumping my mouth on his dick. I was rather disappointed by the amount when he came too. He must have at least cum twice that morning before I had got to him. Joey said later that Suzi hadn't seen anyone take someone's head and control it like that before. That has to be the reason why she got so horny so fast. I didn't hear her say it, but Joey got up while I was cleaning him up. I watched as Suzi got on her back, took her knees in her hands, and pulled them apart and back while Joey got hard. I was so stunned when I watched him enter her ass that I didn't do anything but watch and finger fuck myself. Oh, I want Joey to do my ass next. I want to feel it stretch me and make my ass hole bigger. I want to fit the biggest fattest cock inside my ass and have Sorry. Had to take a dildo break. I still have one in each of my three holes while I'm writing this. I need to take them out though. Too distracting. Well, when I couldn't stand watching any longer, I did the only thing I could do. I sucked on Suzi's tits. I think she's a little mad at me for making them sore. I ate her out after Joey had cum again. I wish he hadn't wasted it in her ass like that. I was tempted to fish it out with my tongue, but I'm not stupid. I was happy to see Tim walk in with Brad and his sister Sandi. She's only twelve and already has bigger breasts than I have, and she isn't afraid to fuck and suck. Sandi was calling her brother and Tim Master, and I finally asked why some people called Tim that. He said it was a long story, but they are his slaves. Slaves as in will do anything he says without questioning it. A few of them were made that way against their will, but he didn't have anything to do with it. Everyone he has enslaved agreed to it before hand. So I am wondering, do I want to become his slave? I'm not sure. I fucked Brad while sucking out his sister. I liked her, but I don't care much for Brad. I don't think he's gay anymore, but he's rather odd, and the way he expects his sister to do anything he doesn't feel like doing makes me a bit cross, especially when he expected me to fluff his pillows for him. But I have to admit he's a good fucker. He made me orgasm twice, mostly because he kept teasing my ass hole. I knew he was just getting revenge for using his cum button so much. Sandi shared some of the goods after eating Brad's cum out of me. She kisses nice too. I'm going to have to work on Jane's kissing. All she knows how to do is wrestle your tongue. We were being served lunch in the study when Rick was led in by a maid. He was very nervous, especially when he saw everyone naked. He didn't come in past the doorway. Tim whispered to me he was there, and I immediately went to greet him. I had to drag him back to the others, then give him a blow job to relax him. He still wasn't all that comfortable afterwards, but he didn't try to leave. He probably was too interested in Suzi's and Sandi's breasts. I could see him imagining sucking on them. I hope my titties start to grow bigger soon. Rick's not really interested in my tits any more as small as they are. Not once did he suck on them today. When we finally finished eating, Tim took me and Rick to his bedroom. I was so excited. As we were walking down the halls, Tim had me walk in front of them while telling Rick how good it felt to fuck ass. I was getting more and more excited listening to him about it that I had to concentrate really hard to keep walking without falling over. Rick's hardon was really obvious from the lump in his pants. He had zipped up as soon as I had popped his dick out of my mouth after the blow job, and hadn't taken a single piece of clothing off. Even after Tim's very effective talk, he still was very nervous and said he wasn't sure about doing it. I tried to give him a pep talk myself, but apart from a little bit of begging, my own speech was just a condensed version of Tim's. Finally Rick plain out said he didn't want to, and he was sorry. He wanted to leave, and even looked upset enough to cry, but Tim said it was okay, that he didn't have to if he wasn't sure. Before I could object, Tim said that he should at least help me get ready to get my ass fucked. He told Rick to take me into the bathroom, then after I pottied, for he and I to take a shower together and make sure my ass was clean. Rick liked the shower idea, and quite frankly so did I. We went into Tim's huge bathroom and closed the door, then while I sat on the toilet, Rick got undressed and started up the shower. He was harder than I had ever seen him before when I finally got into the shower with him. He wanted to fuck right away, but I had the feeling Tim had a plan and didn't want me to give him that satisfaction. So I told him no, that the next person who fucked me would have to fuck my ass. That disturbed him, and I could see I had been too hard about it. Since I wanted him to stay highly aroused, just got down on my knees and sucked him in. I sucked on him until I knew he was getting close, then stood up and got the soap. I started lathering him up, and he finally did the same to me, then I asked him to concentrate on my ass. He was horny enough to accept that request, and before I knew it, he was finger fucking my ass. Tim opened the shower door and got in and started instructing Rick on how to loosen me up more. Rick followed every instruction perfectly, then even asked if he could put it in when he had finally had got to the point where he was freely fucking my ass with three fingers. Tim said if Rick didn't he would. Rick didn't give him the chance. I moaned a loud yes when I felt Rick's prick enter my ass. There was a little pain, but the tingling in my cunt was much more than that small discomfort. It felt so big! I could feel the rim of his cock's head moving up inside my ass, feeling it surge with blood, making me clasp my ass, which just made him surge again. My juices were dripping down my legs while he pushed into me slowly, going deeper and deeper. I felt like it couldn't possibly be Rick's little dick doing this, but when I felt his balls, then his thighs press up against me and heard his groan, I knew it was him, and moaned to him to fuck me. I think Tim was surprised when I did that. I had the impression he was expecting it to hurt worse than that. Rick started sliding back really slow, and I begged him to go faster, but he didn't seem to hear me. He looked lost in fascination, staring at his dick coming out of my ass. When he got to the point where it was just about to come back out, he reversed direction and slowly put it back in. I guess I wasn't arguing with him because it did feel wonderful. It was so slow and so steady, I was shivering while every nerve in my ass and crotch tingled like mad. Rick did it like that so long that I started to have trouble staying on my hands and knees. My legs were wobbly and my arms were even more so, and finally I remembered what Suzi had done. I fell forward making Rick pop out of me, which he strongly protested the moment afterwards. I took his hand and led him out of the shower to Tim's water bed, then I got on my back and pulled my knees up and apart. Rick shut up when he got the idea, and wasn't the least bit hesitant in sticking it back in. Rick kept doing it really slow, ignoring my shouts, cusses, and begging. It started to get to the point where the pleasure was fading and some new pain was forming. When I finally got his attention, I found myself looking into his eyes with such desperation, I felt as if I had grabbed onto his mind. He didn't look away, and he did start speeding up. It was starting to feel really good again when I first noticed the glazed look in his eyes. He was losing himself in the sexual pleasure. I could almost see his innocence evaporating before my eyes while his face took on a wonderful look of animal lust. God how I wanted him to lose himself completely into his passion. I wanted him so bad. I tried to concentrate on making it even better for him so I would blow his mind. But Tim crawled on the bed and ran his dick over my mouth to tease me, and then I couldn't keep my mind on anything but Rick's dick pumping in and out of my ass and Tim's dick touching my cheek or lips every time I looked away. Rick finally was making me gasp enough that I had to close my eyes. Oh GOD IT WAS GOOD! I couldn't stop the shudders, the deep pulsing releases of orgasmic pleasure that made my body tingle. I think I was shouting again, but I don't really remember anything but this feeling growing inside of me, starting from my ass and spreading out in all directions. It made me feel like an animal, a piece of meat, a fuck machine that had one function, and that was to fuck. My orgasm grew with it, and I only remember feeling both my orgasm and Rick exploding before I passed out. I love waking up with a nice juicy cock in my mouth and another one in my sloppy cunt. I didn't even bother to look whose it was. I knew it was Rick's in my mouth and had to be Tim at my fuck hole. I nearly bit Rick when I felt Tim pull out and press his cock at the entrance of my ass. It felt so HUGE! And so GOOD! I grunted while I pushed my pooping muscles to make it easier for Tim to get in. That hurt a little more, but I was too busy with Rick's cock to notice much. Tim had to have given him some of his drink from the way he fucked my mouth and came several times. Rick was just cumming the first time when Tim started pumping. I felt that fucking machine feeling again start to grow, and then there was a cock entering my pussy, but no one was there! But I didn't CARE! I was fucking three cocks at once! Every part of my body was tingling with fucking pleasure. My whole body was just one giant cunt that was getting fucked by three cocks. I came I don't know how many times. Orgasm after orgasm, while I sucked on Rick as hard as I could. I was so out of it, I reached around to Rick’s asshole and started pushing a finger in. And he was so horny he orgasmed in my mouth while relaxing his ass to where I could fit not one, but TWO fingers in him. I finger fucked Rick's ass through three more of his orgasms, I think two of mine, and finally, FINALLY, felt Tim go in deep into my ass and filled my ass with an ocean of his sperm. Rick fell off to the side of me while Tim fell forward and crawled up my body. I was really tired from all the fucking, but when I felt Tim's hard cock slide up to my pussy, I managed to gather enough strength to thrust myself up and take him deep inside me. I was so limp from my multiple orgasms that I think Tim had trouble staying inside me. I was just starting to get some energy back when Tim came again and laid down on top of me while he regained his breath. Rick had fallen asleep, and I think Tim would have done the same right then if I hadn't pulled his head up to mine and kissed him. I thanked him and said I loved him, which he of course said the same to me. I feel a little guilty for never having done that with Rick. I will have to tell him I love him when I see him next. After that, we took a little nap, then the three of us showered, then joined the others to watch "Adventures in Babysitting". I only got to blow the boys once during the movie, but that's okay. I'm starting to feel a little tired of all the sex. I'm laying here writing how I'm getting tired of the sex with a vibrator up my ass. I'm such a slut. Sunday, February 22nd, 1987 ------------------------------ 10:25 am Last night Tim told me that today I would graduate from his slut school. I couldn't believe it. I was devastated. I don't want it to end! But he said after today I wouldn't need his help any more, and I needed to start living a normal life again to know what I will want when it comes time to graduate high school. I pleaded with him, begged him to keep me as his slut. And when he wouldn't agree to that, I told him I wanted him to make me his slave if nothing else. I even called him Master and got down on my knees to beg. He made me stand up and told me if I truly wanted that to look him in the eyes and say it. I broke down in tears when I tried. He knew I really didn't want to become his property. Tim took me to his bedroom and we made love. Slow, honest, caring love, not the fast frenzied sex we had earlier. I woke up this morning with a smile on my face and his arms around me. I didn't want the moment to end so I stayed perfectly still for a long time, thinking about what I did want in life. I've decided to go through the physical conditioning Tim's mother had done to her. I don't have a bad body, just small breasts. Tim's right about it being time for me to leave his guidance. I want to go out there into the world, find some nicely developed, clean men, maybe ten or so, and fuck them silly. I probably will have to find some girls who like to fuck and suck guys and girls, but that shouldn't be too hard. Christine Bokl is pretty conservative, but has a nice body. I bet I could get her interested. And she's pretty good at tennis too. Maybe in the showers after a match. Well, anyway, when Tim woke up, he had barely had his eyes open before I had mounted his hardon. As I was humping him, I told him what I wanted to do, and he said we would go see the doctor tomorrow. Tim said he doesn't think he will need to be the one training me. He wants Rick and Jane to do it. I agreed. I strangely don't feel at all upset at this. It would have meant spending more time with Tim, but I don't really care. We didn't bother to talk about anything else. Tim had barely been able answer me as it was, so I just sucked on his mouth while I let my well trained internal muscles work on his swelling cock before I went back to fucking him like a rabbit. I'm starting to get the hang of sex and orgasms. I slowed down three times just so I wouldn't cum yet, and that made my final orgasm incredibly long and intense. And Tim was nice enough to wait and cum when I did. I hope he will let me give him a blow job once in a while. I'll miss his flavor. It's just Tim and I alone here. Everyone else went home yesterday evening. Even Tim's mother isn't here. I'd like to ask her some questions about the physical conditioning that Tim doesn't seem to want to answer yet. Damn. The batteries in my vibrator just died. 4:45 pm I'm in the limo on my way home, and I'm SO tired. But I can't stop thinking about everything that happened today, so maybe I can sleep once I write it all down. When I went to ask Tim for some batteries for my anal vibrator, he walked up behind me, wrapped his arms around me, and said I wouldn't need it for a while as he gave me little kisses on my cheeks and neck. I felt his rising hardon against the back of my leg, causing my pussy to surge with wetness. I parted my legs to capture his cock in between them, but Tim let go and backed off. He took my hand and led me to the kitchen where he silently showed me the cans of whipcream and bottles of chocolate syrup in one of the refrigerators. We both took one of each, then he quickly led me to a room that had porcelain walls and floor and a large plastic mattress in the middle. I can't remember ever enjoying his hands rubbing my entire body as much as while he coated my whole body with chocolate and whip cream. I was doing the same to him, and when we finished, there wasn't even a pause before we both started cleaning each other off with our tongues. We didn't get very far before we couldn't resist sixty nining. Tim moved me on top of him, then before I realized what we were doing, Tim started slurping on my very wet cunt. God, I don't know what he did, but whatever it was it felt so good I forgot all about his chocolate covered cock and couldn't stop myself from humping his mouth and tongue. Tim didn't last more than a few minutes before having to quit his wonderful tonguing. The moment I regained enough sense to realize what had been brushing my face all that time, I started making Tim moan from my own tongue lapping his balls. I think I was able to go longer working on him than he had on me before finally just taking the delicious thing into my mouth and throat. I sucked and slurped for a good five minutes before finally getting so frustrated that I pressed his cum button. But even then he didn't cum. He must have 'blocked' his orgasm. I gave up and submitted to his renewed cunt licking without any real satisfaction. I nearly peed when Tim started working his finger on my ass hole, then started concentrating on helping him obtain what I knew what he wanted. When I felt myself fully relax my asshole, I slid my crotch down his body and aligned my butt with his pole, then had to concentrate on relaxing it again before sitting down on his hot piece of meat. I love the way we both moaned in pleasure when I slid my ass around his penis. It felt even better than the last time, and there was absolutely no pain. And when I started slowly moving myself up and down, I closed my eyes and gave myself to increasing the pleasure I was feeling. After the first few minutes, Tim sat up and started to suck my breasts, making them feel good for the first time since the doctor had tied them off to inject the venom. I think they have grown! I'm sure of it! Oh I can't wait to compare them with Jane's! Anyway, Tim and I both got tired of that position since I couldn't go very fast like that. So I got on hands and knees, then pushed back hard when he reentered me. Tim started fucking me hard and fast, and I met every thrust with my own shove. Just as I thought I was going to finally cum, Tim pulled out, plunged it into my pussy, and went right back to full speed. The shock of his switching holes had not only prevented my orgasm from happening, but also made me much more aroused. He switched holes three more times, each time taking less to bring me close to orgasm before he switched. Before he switched the last time, my arms had given out to where I was laying on my face with my ass stuck up in the air. When Tim's dick exploded in my ass, I felt my body explode in pleasure with it. If I hadn't bit my tongue I probably would have passed out. I nearly did anyway, especially when Tim pushed my legs out from under me and collapsed on top with his softening prick still being milked by my ass. Tim muttered that I had been one of the best asses he had fucked as we laid there catching our breath. My mind wandered to all the things I had gone through to get to that point, and didn't come back to reality until I noticed Tim's breathing told me he was asleep. The memory of him falling asleep while his dick was in my cunt came to me, and I wondered if I could get him hard without waking him up using my ass. This was more difficult since I couldn't risk moving my legs further apart, and as I was trying to massage his cock with my shitting muscles, I accidentally pushed him out all together. When that happened, Tim told me "nice try", then opened his eyes and grinned at me. I'm pretty sure he hadn't been asleep, and now I wonder if he had been that first time. He slid off me, so I rolled onto my side to face him. We spent a few minutes kissing and talking, then Tim announced it was time for lunch. We went to the study and I was pleasantly surprised to find ten gorgeous and bulging guys preparing to serve us lunch. They were bare chested and wore only a G-string that told me they were all very well equipped. My excitement kept building while they each took turns feeding me my lunch. Tim watched us very closely while he fed himself, but I didn't take much notice of him at that point. When I couldn't stand it any longer, I grabbed the nearest one and pulled his body on top of mine as I stuck my tongue in his mouth. I shivered when I felt his cock grow underneath the garment covering it, then I reached down and tore it right off his body. My hands started shaking as I felt his cock continuing to grow against my naked belly. It must have been nearly twice the size of Tim's, and it was making my pussy ache to be filled by its mass. I broke our savage kiss and only had to breathe the words "fuck me" for him to lift his hips and press his huge helmet at the entrance. He seemed to be waiting for something, and I suddenly knew what it was. I looked over to see Tim staring at us with eyes that had filled with unshed tears. When he noticed my eyes were upon him, he blinked the tears out and smiled weakly at me. I was about to tell him I loved him and didn't want anyone's cock inside me but his, when he turned away and I felt my cunt being stretched and filled by a pure feeling of bliss. I instantly forgot all about Tim and wrapped my legs around the man's waist to pull him inside me even further. I felt his cock's head stretching my pussy to its maximum size, and caused every nerve in my body to tingle in pleasure. I felt the rim of his dick stroke across my G-spot which made me orgasm immediately. I guess I was holding my breath while he had been sinking into me, since once his cock finally reached the end of my love tunnel, I had to gasp for my breath before he placed his open mouth over mine. His cock surged inside me, causing my tingles to surge with it. I swear my whole body kept tingling the entire time he was in me. And when he broke his very wet kiss, he told me how good and tight I felt, and how he was going to love fucking a slut like me. But then he got this look on his face, one of male superiority or something. He told me I would have to beg him to fuck me. I think I would have done anything he asked at that point. I begged, whimpered, licked his face and neck, and finally even called him master once. I got him so aroused… I almost screamed from his sudden attempt to pull his tightly grasped cock back. He was in so tight that instead of pulling out like he intended, his dick pulled my ass off the ground before he fell back into me. The extra weight and momentum pushed against my interior wall so much I saw a flash of white light while I orgasmed again. He tried that a few more times, each time trying to go even deeper into me, making me scream with orgasm. He eventually did slide me off his dick, and to both of our disappointments, another guy insisted on taking his place. But once he unsheathed his sword, I lost my disappointment. Where Tim found these guys, I'll never know. But they all had these huge cocks. The second guy was just a bit smaller than the first, but he still felt HUGE. He slid in a little quicker, then we licked each other's faces like animals before he pulled his dick back, and then forward again. I orgasmed every time he did that. I swear I did. He had to go slow because my orgasms made my pussy clamp down on his fucking hot dick, and even though I was as wet as I had ever been, there just wasn't enough room for my pussy juice to coat his prick very much. I remember how his dick surged with pressure as his cum started to flow, and feeling the hot semen fill my deepest cavity, then feeling it seep quickly around his cock. I fell asleep from exhaustion as soon as he collapsed on top of me and stopped moving, but was woken up by another guy putting a glass to my lips. It was a big glass of that purple drink. That stuff is terrific! I never had anything more than a few sips, so I had no idea how horny and energetic it makes you. When another guy told me he was going to fuck me silly, I nearly came from his suggestion I was so horny. This time when this third guy entered me, I was so wet and horny that he didn't have any problems humping me. I was in a continuous orgasm while he sped up, and then it happened. I felt that feeling again. The feeling I was a fucking machine, a sexual being with only one function in life. And it grew and grew until I had this flash of total sexual bliss that didn't go away. I instantly saw how I could manipulate every muscle in my body, every movement, even every expression on my face to take him to the highest level of sexual release he would ever experience. And I did. I opened my eyes and looked up at his twisted face, reached up with my right hand while opening my mouth to stick my tongue out. His surprise didn't have time to register on his face before I was fucking his mouth with my tongue, clenching my pussy around him at just the right moments, then finally let his head go when I felt his scrotum tighten up. I rammed my left big toe into his ass to make him scream in pleasure while he came in three big surges of cum. I fucked his ass while he continued to fuck me a minute more before he orgasmed again and passed out. I rolled him off of me quickly, finding another cock making its final descent towards my waiting fuck hole. This one had an attitude, saying I thought I was pretty good, and calling me a bitch. I showed him. I kept him screaming for over two minutes before I let him pass out like the last one. By that time, the others had all removed their G-strings and were arguing over who went next. I simple ordered the nearest to fuck me, then after he pumped his load into me with a nice ear piercing scream, I rolled him off and felt the need for more cock. The next guy didn't even wait for my permission, but as soon as he was all the way in, I forced myself on top and started fucking him with vigor. Once I had him properly mindless in sexual pleasure, I ordered the next one to fuck my ass. That hurt. I was the one screaming that time. And it hurt for at least five minutes before I was comfortable enough to let him fuck me right. I was fucked by three more guys like that before I felt the need to have even more cock. I have no idea how many times I fucked them all, but it was a lot. They were all too big to fit down my throat, but I enjoyed sucking the juices out of their balls while I got pounded in the ass and cunt. I'm tired, and I don't really remember anything really unique after that. I fucked and sucked until they couldn't move anymore. I outlasted them all. Tim had to help me to the shower, and he spent a lot of time cleaning the dried semen out of my pubic hair, treating both my stretched asshole and the scratches all over my body, and generally gave me the TLC I needed before he carried me to the limo and kissed me goodbye. Tim must have done something to me again because I feel absolutely indifferent about the love I had felt before. I should be head over heels in love for him, but he's just a friend to me now. Funny. That's what started this whole thing. I just needed.... a friend. [end of copied journal entries] ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ The latest version of this story, plus other stories set in _The Book_'s Universe are available at: ftp://asstr.ml.org/pub/Authors/Rass_Senip/ Thanks to... The A. S. S. Text Repository l e t t x o r i e s ftp://asstr.ml.org/ Absolutely free access to over 20,000 erotica stories. =====>No spam. No advertisers. 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