Living My Life All Over Again

By Pussywillow

m/g, M/gg, Cons

Disclaimer: This story is just the figment of the imagination and contains depictions of sexual encounters between adults and children. If this type thing bothers you then you should stop reading now. However if you recognize the beauty of such loving and consensual relationships, then read on and I hope you enjoy.

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If you had the chance, at what part of your life would you like to live over?

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This is a story about my different experiences with young children as I grew up and all through my life. If you think that young girls are not very sexual, then read my story and find out.

It started out way back in the 1940's when my sister and I were still children. Mom had to work to take care of us because she was separated from our dad, and this left us with a whole lot of time all alone together.

I guess that I was somewhere around thirteen or fourteen and my sister, Carol, was probably somewhere around seven or eight, and we were living in this small court complex so that mom would be real close to work.

I remember that Carol and her girlfriends all wore those real short dresses that were in style back then and I found that it was always very common for me to see their panties and sometimes even a brief outline of their pussies.

In fact can even remember one little girl had on a pair of well-worn panties one day and it had a hole in it right in the middle of her crotch showing a bit of labia skin. When I mentioned it to her and she got real mad and went home.

Now that I think about it, maybe she might have made the hole playing with herself.

Of course, my being a thirteen year-old male, I was always very sexually curious and quite horny – I guess just like all other boys my age, and I was always looking for any opportunity to try to sneak a look or a feel of either my own sister’s or her girlfriend’s pussies.

I remember this one girl – I will call her Amy, who often wore a short legged playsuit, and one day I found out she wore no panties underneath. Then, because of that, I would always try to get myself in a position where I could actually see up the short legs of her playsuit and get a peek at her bare pussy.

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The court apartment that we lived in, had a pull down bed in the living room, and at the time, it was my bed and mom and sis slept in the only bedroom.

Well, one Saturday morning I was sleeping on this pull down bed when mother had to go to work real early in the morning.

After mother left, I guess that Carol then got out of her bed, and came in, still dressed in her pajamas, and got up on my bed, waking me up.

I thought this was very unusual since she had never done anything like this before. Then as she laid there on my pillow just above my head, I knew that she wanted me to play with her. So I lifted up the top part of my body, bracing myself with an elbow, while I tried to tickle her with my other hand.

Of course, I never tickled her hard, just enough to make her laugh. I was tickled real hard once several years previously by an older cousin, and I can tell you it wasn’t fun.

While I was tickling all around on her, I saw her lift her legs up and fold them up over on her stomach so as to try to protect herself from my tickling.

From my position, all I could see now was her pajama covered butt, crotch, and the backs of her legs where her thighs were.

For some reason, seeing her in this very compromising position, I poked around on the thigh of one of her legs and then jumped my finger over her crotch on to her other thigh – back and forth I went like that while I heard her giggle and laugh.

As she just laid there letting me do this to her, I thought about the idea of accidentally poking her in her crotch area also just to see how she would react. As I now poked one thigh, I then started poking my finger by moving it on over to her other thigh while just accidentally poking my finger right in the middle of her crotch a couple of times.

When I did this, I heard her giggles turn into funny little ‘iks’ and then when my finger left her crotch, I started hearing her giggles again.

As I noticed that she was still lying in that same position and had done nothing to stop me, I continued on to poke her like that several more times before I got brave enough and just rubbed my finger from one thigh, right across her crotch, and then on to the other thigh. Back and forth I did that as I still heard her giggles turn into little ‘iks’ each time that I rubbed my finger across her crotch area.

Since I noticed that she still had done nothing to stop me, I gradually settled on down to just rubbing my fingers up and down against her crotch area as I heard her ‘icks’ just gradually go silent.

There I found myself actually rubbing my fingers up and down against her crotch as I realized that I was actually feeling-up my own little sister.

OH! THIS WAS WILD! But then, as I realized just what I was doing to my own sister, I suddenly went into a very deep guilty depression. I guess it was a depression that was really caused by my mother bawling me out about a year or so previously and giving me a very stern lecture about never touching little girls down there.

As I laid there, all curled up in a ball crying my eyes out from what I perceived was a very shameful thing that I had just done to my own sister, I felt sis trying to console me for a bit before she finally just gave up and went ahead and got dressed and went out to play with her friends.

So there ended my first and only sexual experience with my own sister, which I was to later greatly regret on just how it ended.

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After I turned eighteen, I was inducted into the army just right as world war ll ended. Then, shortly after, I was sent to Germany where I slept with several girls until I met this one girl.

I was all ready to propose to her when I received orders to be shipped back to the states, and I found no way out of it.

After I arrived home again, I tried everything that I knew of to try to get my German girlfriend back to the states so that we could be married. But due to the slowness of the mail system and the lack of money, I eventually had to abandon my quest and try to find a suitable girl here to marry.

In the meantime, as I was living in my parent’s house, waiting for the new college term to start, I found that I now had opportunities almost every day to have sex with my own sister. But because of the incident that happened way back when I was thirteen, it didn’t happen although I believe that Carol would have still welcomed it.

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While I was still in college, Carol married a boyfriend when she was still sixteen and soon after gave birth to a baby girl, which she named Patricia. About eighteen months later, she had another daughter, which she named Mary.

In the meantime, I had finished college, and because I didn’t like apartments, I saved up my money and purchased a small house.

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A few years later, Carol found that her husband liked burglarizing more than he did having a family and ended up in jail. So she divorced him.

Chapter 2

Since I was still single and was still living all by myself in my own house, I invited my sister to come and live with me until she could find herself another husband or resettle herself. But I wasn't too worried about that because my sister was very pretty and quite outgoing – just the opposite from what I was.

After they had been with me for several months, I began feeling much more acquainted with my nieces, and I would even let them crawl all over me as I would hug and kiss them and play with them. Oh, they really loved that because I was treating them so much better than their own father ever did.

As they still wore those real short dresses that my sister used to wear, I still had real great views of their panties whenever we played.

One night while my sister was in the kitchen washing dishes, I was sitting on the couch in the living room watching TV when Patty came over and sat down sideways on my lap. After a bit, she bugged me until I started tickling her which was what she really wanted me to do.

As I was tickling, she eventually pulled her legs up against her chest while trying to protect herself from my fingers, and was really giggling as I started poking her all over with my fingers.

While I was poking her I realized that I now had a real great view of her crotch area and even a slight outline of her pussy underneath her panties.

It was then when I mentally felt something snap inside my brain and I got really quite sexually turned on from just seeing her crotch like that. So I started poking her around on her inner thighs, advanced my poking until I "accidentally" poked her right on her pussy area.

When I did that, she really started giggling. So I continued to poke her several more times right where her pussy was. But all she did was just continue giggling at what I was doing to her, and I noticed that she didn't even try to push my hand away like she did when I was poking her on other parts of her body.

By now, I was really getting turned on with the poking that I was doing, so I continued poking and running my finger all around against her panty covered pussy area while she continued to just sit there and giggle. But eventually I had to stop and return to more normal activities when I realized that sis was finally finished with the dishes.

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The next night right after dinner, Patty again rushed over and sat on my lap as her mother went into the kitchen to do the dishes. After her mother left, I saw her spread her legs and lift her knees way up to expose her whole panty covered crotch area to me again so that we could continue doing what we were doing the night before.

Then as I started poking at her pussy again, I again heard her start giggling, and that’s when I ran a finger from her anus slowly up through her pussy as I heard her squeal and then even begged me to do that to her again, so I continued running my finger from her anus on up through her panty covered pussy several more times until I finally just settled down to just rubbing my fingers all around against her panty covered pussy while she just sat there and gigglingly watched what I was doing to her until we had to stop when her mother finally finished the dishes.

This continued on nearly every night after dinner, and it seemed that she could hardly wait to get on my lap so that I could play with her pussy again.

My playing soon got to the stage where she just sat on my lap with her arms wrapped around my neck while I massaged her pussy for her through her panties, and I could feel her just melt against me with her eyes closed until I had to quit.

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I continued massaging Patty's pussy for her after dinner for a couple more weeks until one night I got brave enough to pull the crotch part of the panties aside and then massage her now bare pussy. While I massaged her now naked pussy, she would wrap her arms around me and melt against me as usual. Only this time, I noticed that she started breathing rather raggedly and I could even feel her grab me, and sort of freeze up every so often.

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One day while sister was gone, I was playing with Patty and she had eventually laid down on the couch so that I could tickle her. At the time, she was wearing a t-shirt and a pair of shorts.

As she laid there, I saw that her t-shirt had somehow got shoved up enough that I saw her belly button. I then had the bright idea of blowing air against her belly button with my mouth to make those real weird sounds. Then, as I did so, I heard her giggle up a storm. So I continued on doing it until I had the idea of maybe playing with her still nonexistent tits. So I moved her t-shirt on up along with my mouth until I was trying to suck on her barely visible tits while she giggled until I moved my mouth on back down to her belly button again.

After kissing around her belly button a little more, I had the idea of moving even further down as I started now to kiss down on her abdomen. So I gradually started pushing both her shorts and panties on down a little further each time as I kept on kissing an ever widening circle from her belly button on down her abdomen until I realized that I was soon kissing the very front of her pussy.

But as she just laid there, not stopping me – letting me do what I was doing to her, I soon had her shorts and panties pushed clear on down to her knees as I felt a great compulsion to keep on kissing her all around the front of her pussy.

Soon I had the great compulsion of kissing even more of her pussy, and I went ahead and just shoved both her shorts and panties completely off of her just as I saw her spread her legs way out for me. So there I was, for the first time in my life, looking at a spread wide-open little girl pussy.

By this time, I was so hot that I felt like I was about to cream my pants, and since her pussy looked so sexually pretty and inviting to me, I quickly had my mouth down slobbering all over it as I worked both my mouth and tongue all over it as much as I could. Since this was my vey first experience of eating a pussy, I really didn’t know all of what to do as I continued to wallow both my tongue and mouth all over it, even sucking her little clit up into my mouth and sucked on it while I found that I was now enjoying the greatest sexual experience that I had ever had in my whole life.

As I saw her two legs on either side of my head, it gave me such a sexual shock as to just what I was doing to her that I knew that I could no longer lift my head back away from her little pussy as I continued to just kneel there and eat pussy pie until I felt my tongue eventually get so tired that I could no longer move it, and finally, with great reluctance, I lifted my head away.

As I still knelt there looking at her spread wide open pussy right there before me, I noticed that I had deposited a rather large amount of my saliva all over her pussy. So I reached over and got some tissues and very carefully wiped all of my saliva off of her pussy as I very carefully ran my fingers all over it examining it very minutely while admiring it’s most awesome sexual beauty. That was when I found that there was nothing more sexually beautiful than a little girl’s bald pussy.

This was the very first time that I ever got to actually examine a small girl’s pussy like that and I must say that it just blew my mind.

From then on, that’s all she wanted me to do to her whenever her mother was gone, and especially right at bedtime while her mother was still at work. After the girl’s bath, Mary would go to bed while Patty, on her own, would come and find me, and then we would go into to my bedroom where I would dutifully lick her pussy for her.

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It seemed that our sexual adventures with each other slowly advanced until one afternoon, after I came home from work while her mother was still at work, she took her panties off and got on my lap so that I could play with her pussy as usual.

But this time, as I started massaging her pussy, I saw her reach down and give a little squeeze on the outline of my hard dick in my pants leg as she just smiled at me.

I then just sat there frozen in sexual shock while I both watched and felt her small hand continue to squeeze my dick inside my pants. That was the first time that she had ever touched me sexually in any way, and I just sat there in a sexual trance as I felt all the wild sexual feelings she was giving me very quickly rise on up until they got so great that I climaxed right into my pants. I finally had to excuse myself so that I could go change my underpants and clean myself up.

After a couple more afternoons of that, the next time when I got home and found that her mother was still at work, I had a bright idea. So I then excused myself and went into the bathroom and slipped a rubber on my hard dick and then put it back in my pants.

Look, by that time, every time she was even near me I had a hard-on.

Then after I went back into the living room and sat back down on the couch, she got back on my lap. So I continued massaging her pussy for her while she squeezed my pants covered dick. This felt so good and so erotic to me, that when I climaxed, it felt absolutely fantastic, and I realized that I no longer had to worry about getting my pants wet with my cum anymore.

We continued doing this several more times until one afternoon when I came home, she had to tell me all about her sexual experience with a neighbor boy who was only a couple of years older than she was. Then, as she took off her panties and told me all of what the boy had said about her pussy, she then wanted to know if my dick looked like the neighbor boy’s.

As I asked her if she would like to see my dick. I saw her get real excited as I heard her say ‘yes.’ So she followed me right on into my bedroom where she sat down on the bed next to me.

After I had dug my hard dick out of my pants, she spent some time examining it as she asked me numerous questions about it. After I had told her all about it, I then showed her how move her hand back and forth on it in order to get me to climax. So I just sat there in an awesome state of sexual excitement because I had never felt anything that felt so erotic before in my life as both feeling and watching this small girl actually stroke my dick for me, and it took only a few strokes on her part before she had me exploding my cum right on out into the bunch of tissues that I held in my hand.

It wasn’t until my dick started to go soft again when she finally took her hand away, and then asked me all about the cum that I had just squirted out. So I told her all about it. But we soon had to stop because I knew her mother would soon be home.

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My sister always had to work a few hours on Saturday, so we would go into my bedroom and get undressed and I would lick her pussy for awhile and then she would play with both my dick and balls for a bit before she then stroked me off.

One of the things I loved to do was put a rubber on my dick and then just sit there on the edge of the bed and hug her to me while I played with her pussy as I watched her little hand just squeeze on my hard dick until she eventually got me off.

I’ve had women try to stroke me off before, but it wasn’t much better than when I did it to myself. But just feeling Patty’s small hand on my dick was enough to send me right on up into a real awesome climax. Why her little hands were just out of this world.

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Somehow Mary soon got in on these sexual adventures that we had every so often. So one Saturday when we were all naked, I asked them if they would like to suck on my dick. Well, both of them refused, so I went and got some chocolate syrup, put a rubber on, and then applied some syrup on my dick.

Well, since Patty still wouldn’t (I guess that she was afraid of my cum), I watched as Mary got down on her knees in front of me and actually licked all of the syrup off of my rubber covered dick and I thought that I was in absolute heaven as I both watched and felt this small girl suck on my dick until I finally exploded my cum out into the rubber inside her mouth. That was the first time any woman or girl for that matter to ever given me a blowjob. I just couldn't believe all of the awesome sexual sensations I got from it.

I believe that Mary found that she really liked doing that to me because she actually approached me several more times after that, wanting to suck on my dick, but she would only do it if I wore a rubber. I believe that she really got a big charge out of doing it. I know that I never refused her.

I guess, because Patty had seen her younger sister suck on my dick several times without it ever hurting her, I Finally got Patty to suck my dick also with a rubber on while I licked her pussy for her in a 69’er.

One day when I realized that I had run out of rubbers, she actually tried sucking my dick raw. Wow, did that ever feel good. Here I had my mouth slobbering all around against this little now nine-year-old girl’s pussy while she sucked on my dick at the same time.

When I finally climaxed, I guess that she tried to swallow it, but most of it dribbled back out of her mouth. Afterward, I watched as she rushed into the bathroom and cleaned her mouth out.

When she came back into the bedroom, she said that my cum really didn't taste too bad after all. But she was worried about the amount that she had swallowed. So I told her that it wouldn't hurt her because it was as pure as mother's milk. At first, she didn't like sucking on my dick raw, but after doing it several more times, she finally grew to like it, and soon, she would do it to me every chance we had as long as I would also lick her pussy for her. That’s when I realized that was what she really liked most of all was having me lick her pussy for her, and that’s when I realized that she would now do almost anything for me just in order to get me to do it to her.

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Carol soon got married again and moved out. That was when I realized that I really missed both Patty and Mary.

But by that time I was dating again and about six months later, I finally got myself married.

At first, Ruby and I fucked every chance that we could get and although I still missed my sweetheart that I left way back in Germany, I did feel rather satisfied now being married to Ruby.

A couple of years later, we finally had our first child, and I was sure glad that it was a boy because of my past experiences with my nieces. I was very much afraid that I would be tempted to have sexual experiences with my own daughter if the baby had turned out to be a girl.

Soon after John was born, Ruby just gradually went asexual on me and I was never able to touch her anymore. Needles to say, we just had the one child.

Chapter 3

As the years went by, I remained just a very sexually frustrated person until I finally reached my eighties when my body gradually started shutting down.

I remember lying in my bed with both Ruby and John next to me. But soon, I just closed my eyes, and suddenly, I found myself hovering up over the bed watching Ruby still holding my hand just before I felt myself being whisked towards the very bright light that I saw.

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Then, all of a sudden, I found myself back again in that court apartment still rubbing my fingers back and forth against my sister’s crotch area as I heard her ‘icks’ gradually just go silent.

It was then that I realized just what had happened, and as I suddenly just froze there seeing my whole past life flash before me, I then realized that this was the place in my life where I wanted so much to do all over again if there was ever some way of making it happen.

It took only a second or two before I then awoke back out of my trance and saw Carol still lying on my pillow, pushing the bottoms of her pajamas down and off of her as I heard her say, “Don’t stop. Keep on doing it.”

There I laid, still propped up on my elbow with my fingers now rubbing my fingers against her now very naked pussy.

I now felt myself living in a very erotic sexual dream world as I realized that Carol had actually wanted this sexual experience with me even more than I did as I continued rubbing my fingers back and forth against her perfectly formed beautiful hairless pussy.

It was then that I felt her fingers press against mine as I heard her say, “No, rub it just like this.”

As I felt her hand now guide my fingers, I soon heard her say, “Oh yes, just like that. Keep on doing it.”

I then watched as she threw her arms back over her head as I felt her small butt gyrate around in time against my fingers as I rubbed her most beautiful pussy for her just like she wanted me to.

It wasn’t long before I felt her freeze on up into an orgasm, and then after she had recovered sufficiently, I saw Carol, gigglingly, move down on the bed and started pulling off my underpants.

Oh my gads, I never knew that there was such a great feeling in the entire world as feeling my own little sister actually playing with both my hard dick and balls. But, all too soon, she had me right on up beyond that point of no return, and in the next instant, I was baptizing everything around me with all of the cum that kept shooting out of my dick.

After we got the stuff pretty well cleaned up, we both just laid there for the most of the morning having the time of our lives sexually playing with each other.

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Every day from then on, we just couldn’t keep our hands off of each other while we gave each other all of those real fantastic sexual feelings over and over.

As I remembered back in my past life just what I did with my nieces, Carol and I were very soon into having oral sex with each other.

But one day as she was sitting on my lap facing me, I watched as she rubbed my hard dick up and down against her pussy when she made me climax. Since my dick still stayed hard, she suddenly realized that all of my cum made a wonderful lubricant for rubbing my dick up and down against her pussy. So I just sat there and watched as she continued to rub my hard dick up and down against her now real slick pussy.

But all too soon, I felt her go right on up into an orgasm, and as she did so, I felt her give a push, and the next thing that I knew, I could feel the head of my hard dick actually inside of her.

I remember her suddenly stopping as I heard her cry out from the pain. But a few moments later, I felt her gradually push herself more and more against my hard dick until I soon realized that she was actually sitting down on me with my dick now buried all the way up inside of her.

Then we fucked. Oh gads how we fucked. I never knew that anything could ever feel any better than that than to feel my hard dick buried deep inside my own little sister’s vagina.

The only thing that ended our fuck session was after I had climaxed into her three more times, I felt myself starting to hurt way down inside of me and I had to pull my dick back out of her.

Afterwards, I guess that we must have held each other tight against us for over an hour before we finally separated.

After that morning, we fucked nearly every chance that we could get just about every day from then on until I was finally inducted into the army.

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After I got sent over to Germany, lo and behold, I actually met the girl of my dreams again. But this time I knew just what was going on, so I got us married as soon as possible, and that’s when I quickly found that she really loved to fuck also and we eventually had five children, and continued to live a very long loving life together.

About my sister’s children? No, that never happened. She never married until she was in her late twenties and had two boys.

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Of course this story never really happened - Or did it?

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