A FAMILY AT LAST Part 2 Author: Philo P Dee Date: New Post 4/15/05 Story Codes: Mg, ped, preteen, mast, inc, cons Copyright: by Philo P Dee; all rights reserved except as detailed in /~PhiloPDee/info.htm Disclaimer: Material unsuitable for children; sexual content; erotic fiction; please read full disclaimer at webpage above - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - I was in the shower naked with my nine-year-old daughter who had just stroked my eager cock to one of the best orgasms I had ever had in my life. I gradually started to return to my senses, and looked down into my little girl's eyes. Realizing I seemed to be done, Amy's still soapy hand moved lightly now between my legs, cupping my balls, cautiously squeezing. "Was that the right way to do it, Daddy? Did I do it OK?" "OH... sweetie..." was all I could manage. "Wow! Look at all that sperm! I never thought there'd be THAT much!" she blurted out little girlishly. Both of her soft smooth arms went around my waist as she let her wet, sleek young body slide silkily around my thigh to press against my belly. Her small firm nipples felt like ripe strawberries as she squeezed her nearly flat chest firm against my still throbbing, semi-flaccid, cum-smeared cock. She looked lovingly up into my face and hugged me hard. "I love you, Daddy," she whispered. "Oh baby, I love you too," was all I could think of. I moved back with Amy still clinging to me, and collapsed onto the built-in shower seat in the corner. I tried to keep my eyes off my little daughter. Amy spun and nestled her wet taut little back between my thighs, pulling my arms around her. She leaned her head back to kiss me, open-mouthed, clingingly. "Was that really OK, Daddy?" she asked uncertainly. "Oh, yes, it was wonderful, Amy. But you still shouldn't have done it, honey. We talked about this before." "I know, but I really, truly wanted to do something special for you. It has been so nice to be with you, just the two of us. And I love you so much, Daddy." "I know, sugar, and I love you, more than I could ever say." I had to lighten this up, and as I searched for something to say, the first thing that came to mind was the stupid question, "Honey, how did you know how to do that?" "Dad, not every girl in my school is a virgin, you know! Some of the other girls talk about it. Was it REALLY OK?" she asked, looking coquettishly, directly into my eyes. "Much more OK than I can tell you, honey... but we still WON'T do that again. Understand?" I could feel her small body slump, as she seemed very disappointed, but finally she said very, very softly, "Oh, Daddy, I just don't understand. I'm sorry, and... oh, Daddy, do you really feel that way? Really?" "Yes, baby," I answered simply if not perfectly truthfully. As we got out of the shower and dried off I could not keep my eyes from taking in Amy's swelling nipples, her perfect round butt and hopelessly intriguing hairless little pussy mound. I didn't want any of the thoughts that raged through my brain. After Amy and I dried off, there was a long odd awkward silence between us. I hurried to put on my shorts, very embarrassed at the way my cock was beginning to swell once again. Still totally naked, my pretty young daughter looked up at me with large, questioning eyes, and I knew that she was struggling with her own doubts and fears about what the long term impact would be of her having just stroked her own father's large manshaft to a loud horny orgasm. She was obviously confused about why something that had seemed to make me feel so good was now making me feel so uncomfortable with her. She had known, and I had not been able to hide the fact, that I was aroused, excited, even thrilled by the look and feel of her luscious young female body. I had thrust my leg between hers to feel the pure sensual pleasure of her sleek wet thighs and even her sweet virgin pussy rubbing against my thigh. I had obviously needed and thoroughly enjoyed the feeling of her soft hand pumping my stiff aching cock to a lustful ejaculation. We couldn't just ignore what had just happened, and we had to deal somehow with the fact that we still loved and depended upon each other very, very much. "Oh, Amy, honey," I finally blurted out, "don't feel bad about this, please, sweetheart. I'm so sorry that I wasn't more careful and more responsible about preventing that. I will be a better daddy for you from now on, honey, I promise." But she got all teary then and said, "But Daddy, I don't understand what's wrong. I just wanted so badly to be with you that way... and I thought that you liked it. And then when it was so nice, and so... Oh, Daddy, I thought you would always want to be with me that way. But now it just feels so funny, and I don't know what to do... or how to make it okay again, or... I just don't understand." I scooped my precious little girl up in my arms, and hugged her small naked body close to me. I was feeling all of the illicit lust and desire for her that I had ever felt, and I was so damned tempted to take this one step further... to just let myself go... to take full advantage of my own young daughter's sexuality. But I knew that I could not trust my feelings that way with this delicious little female body that made my so crazy with my own perverted sexual cravings. This was my own daughter, that I desperately loved, and I had to protect her, to be a responsible, trustworthy father for her. I couldn't just let myself forget all that as I indulged my pent-up lust in ravaging her tender young virginity. I carried my daughter, still very aware of her total nudity, into my bedroom, and lay down with her on the bed. I wasn't able to explain in words how I felt, or the powerful feelings that I struggled with, but I was able to hold her and pet her and love her. I cuddled with my little girl for a very long time, kissing her, softly stroking and petting her small breasts, caressing her flat firm belly. Finally, after she had relaxed and knew how much I truly loved and cared for her, I was able to explain that I was not a perfect father, that I did have feelings for her that I could not justify, and that I was not always able to cope with them as well as I should. But I had to try - for her sake - to be a caring, responsible parent, to protect her and to give her her very best chance to become a happy, well-adjusted adult. I explained that we could be close to each other, and that we could even acknowledge the... uh, more physical feelings that I had for her, but that I could not let myself take advantage of her trusting, open innocence to the point that I would use her young body to satisfy my own very adult sexual needs. Amy looked at we with a wisdom beyond her age, and said, "But Daddy, I have sexual needs, too, and I have thought a lot about this, and..." I kissed her then, with a kiss somewhere between a father and a lover, and said very simply, "No, sweetheart. We just can't." Amy kissed me again, and then she got up to return to the bathroom and dress for bed. I wasn't able to get to sleep for a long time. I lay in my lonely big bed by myself, thinking that I should feel reasonably proud of myself for maintaining some self-control through what had been a very difficult, very tempting situation. But I simply felt empty and uncertain that I had done the right thing at all. And I was forced to come to grips that my daughter, who very definitely had her own mind, had not agreed with me on what we would or would not do in the future. She had simply walked away without speaking about it anymore, probably knowing full well that my eyes would be very hungrily following every swing of her lovely, small round ass. Over the next few weeks I purposely dated as much as possible, seeing the hot-pantied, recently divorced hospital nurse especially. One night I fucked her four times, very thoroughly trying to purge the fantasies of Amy's warm, wet pink nipples and pussy lips from my mind. I even slipped over to our neighbor's house one evening when her husband was out of town, and reminded myself how it had felt when she had been the first woman to 'seduce' me shortly after my wife had died. I made an awkward arrangement to meet the mother of one of Amy's young friends, who was the woman I had most enjoyed in bed, and the one to whom I felt most emotionally attached, even though she was also married. My favorite sex partner and I had a very brief but intense session in bed that afternoon, with time for only one quick orgasm. She had needed for us to take some time to talk privately, and to just kiss and cuddle. But the sex had felt great and was very satisfying. I dropped her off to pick up her car even though we would were going to the same place. Both of our girls had been to a swim meet out of town, and we smiled at each other as we waited to meet their bus. Her daughter was the first to come from the bus, and I was confused, almost amazed to find myself looking at the lolita-ish little fox with much more than a passing hint of genuine lust. She saw me noticing her, and she gave me a soft, private smile, her eyelids fluttering, and her lovely small breasts and curving young butt making me weak-kneed with the aching heat of sexual desire. My God, I thought, why am I feeling such a strong sexual urge for such a young girl? Why do I feel so excited and so hopeful about something I want so much, that I need so badly, when I know damned well that I can never have it? That afternoon Amy had done very well in their swim meet, and she was really pumped up and excited. We went to a nice coffee shop for dinner and finally home. I was very tired and flopped down on my bed as soon as I could, stripped to boxers and a sleeveless gym shirt. Amy came in, wearing a pair of team shorts and t-shirt, and snuggled up to me. "Better get ready for bed, kid," I told her. Amy rolled over partially on top of me, her legs straddling my hip bone, up real close. She slid gracefully over my body, moving up to kiss me, open-mouthed and eager. "Oh, Daddy! I'm so happy! I didn't think I could ever swim that fast!" she told me, now hugging, rubbing her pubic bone firmly against my stomach. "Yeah, but I KNEW you could!" Amy lifted up on an extended arm and looked me right in the eye, a pleased smile on her face. "DADDY! ... Your penis is hard again," she said as I suddenly became aware that my swollen cock was in fact pressing against her pelvis. "Uhhhhh... yeah," I stammered as she lifted up to see the hard bulge almost popping out of my shorts. All I could think about or see was Amy's bare thighs, her nylon shorts pulled tight to her crotch, her firm small breasts begging to be petted. "Daaaaaddy... Just like it did in the shower. You're excited and kind of turned on again, aren't you?" Then smiling one of those strangely private, smugly self-confident little girl grins, she smirked, "You're thinking about it, aren't you? Daaaddy... Huh?" "Uh, well, this whole day is exciting, honey. I guess my body's just trying to show it!" I laughed. I was all too aware by then that the one climax I'd had with her friend's mom that afternoon had been much less than adequate to calm my raging libido. I had gotten pretty horny at the mere sight of her daughter, and now my own was making me feel... want to... need to... but NO! I couldn't be thinking about that right then; NO WAY! "I think you're excited by me, Daddy, by my body. Do you really think I'm pretty?" she flirted and blatantly squirmed her deliciously soft little round ass against my bone-hard cock. I looked into her smiling eyes, and flirted right back with her. "Yes, Amy, I think you know that you are gorgeous, and of course I love to look at you - your face and your beautiful little butt and your developing little ninnies. But that's NOT why this happened." "Yeah, RIGHT!" she giggled, and moved to lie back down on top of me before I could find a way to derail this whole topic of much too personal conversation. Amy's small cunt was still pressed tightly against my stiff prick and she was squirming slightly as her head lay on my chest and she hugged me tightly. I could tell that her mind was racing, thinking hard about something... Then she stiffened and sat straight up, moving her legs up to straddle my waist. Without warning, she pulled her t-shirt over her head. "Amy... what..." "You were right, Daddy. Both my breasts are growing now. See?" she asked, touching each of them with her hand. And there they were, two absolutely beautiful budding fleshy breasts, neither much larger than a cotton ball, almost hiding under their very large dark pink puffy nipples. God how sweet; how I ached to take one in my mouth! "Uh, yes Amy, but why are you showing them all naked to me now?" "They're awful small, Dad. Do you think they'll keep growing? Do you think I will have nice breasts, maybe like Mom did?" "Uh, well... yes... but..." "Do you like them Daddy?" "Sure, honey, I really do, but..." I stammered helplessly. My daughter took my hands, pulling them up to her chest, each palm cupping one pre-teen breast, her nipples hardening in my palms. Her hands held mine, pressing them onto her. "That feels nice, Daddy. I always liked and wanted you to touch my breasts. Do you still like them, Dad?" GOD! Did she remember my illicit indulgent sexual fondling of her from before she started school? Her developing young nipples felt so firm, so supple, so turned on and nubby on the soft smoothness of her small titties. Her dark pink nipples were like small strawberries as I rubbed them between my thumbs and forefingers. I luxuriated in feeling her tender young breast buds pressing against my fingers as she breathed in and out. Oh God, I had to remain calm; I had to keep myself somehow from getting so damned helplessly, hopelessly hot and sexually aroused by the exquisite feel of my own daughter's blossoming young bosom. "Yes," I stammered, feeling a lot more like a schoolboy than a father, "Amy, I love - uh, I mean - I do like your breasts. Honey, they're very, very nice." With my last ounces of reserve, I pulled my hands away. "Now, go on off to b..." But I didn't get to finish before she lifted my hands - me lacking any real resolve to struggle against it - back up to to her breasts again, her small soft palms pressing mine against the multi-textured pink and white flesh of her totally captivating young titties. "That feels so-o-o good, Daddy. Please rub my nipples some more." I couldn't stop myself; I took her firm mounds between my thumbs and fingers and felt her nipples harden more. I became highly aware of her pubic bone pressing and moving gently in small circles on the aching, pre-cum seeping head of my swollen, throbbing cock. I could tell that my stiff, slimy shaft had slid out of the opening in my shorts and was now thrusting naked and hungry against my little girl's pubic mound, wetting the soft jersey material of her small tight shorts. Amy put my arms around her chest and leaned over me, her delicious, tempting rosy tit buds inches from my face. "Suck my nipples, Daddy. Please?" NO! I CAN'T DO THIS! THIS IS MY DAUGHTER! THIS ISN'T... Her clean little girl smell and her hard erect young nipples were more than I could resist. Her loving smile captivated me completely. My arms enfolded and pulled her to me. I nuzzled the flat area between her little boobs, kissed her chest, then kissed each firm breast mound. I couldn't resist her nipples, just as wonderful as her mother's. I licked and sucked each one in turn, delighting as the hard centers compressed under my tongue, then popped back up again and again. "Ohhh, Daddy!" I heard her moan, and felt her pushing her hips to make the head of my dribbling cock rub on her clitoris. I sucked one of her small pink nipples into my mouth, nursed at her like a hungry baby, then opened my mouth more to take in her whole soft developing mound. I licked all around it with my tongue and then returned to suckling my daughter's responsive nubby nipple. I hungrily mouthed one sweet tit after the other. My little girl was moaning over me, her small hips moving against my abdomen. My cock was rock hard, and I could feel it pulsing against her small soft belly. Amy moaned, almost whimpering, and then slowly slid one leg off of me, lying beside me, turning my head so I could continue to nurse her wonderful nipples. I felt her hand fold around my stiff rod and squeeze it. Her hand moved up to my waist, and she pulled my shorts down and completely off, using one foot when she needed to. She had smoothly removed the clothing from my sexuality so that her hands could have full access. Her fingertips caressed my swollen prick and balls before she grasped my shaft, slowly beginning to stroke me. "Mmmmmmpppphhhh" was all I could mutter, her sweet swollen nipple filling my mouth. With one hand behind my head she pressed my mouth to her tit, her other hand pumping my cock. My orgasm built very quickly, I sucked hard on her tit, pressing against her chest. "OHHHHHH... AMY..." I cried, "MY GOD! That's... sooooo.... UNHHHHHHH!" I nearly screamed as my cum shot high, wave after wave falling back to splash me and her sweet hand. My daughter stroked and squeezed my rod until every last drop was milked out, then held and fondled it as I slowly softened. She moved up and kissed me hotly on the lips. "I love you, Daddy. Oh, I love you so, SO-O-O much," she whispered lovingly as I tried to catch my breath. "Amy..." I moaned. "I know what you're going to say," she broke in. "I shouldn't have done that. But you are my father, Daddy, and I love you! It's really wonderful and nice making you feel so good, and I love to stroke your penis and do that for you! Geez, your penis feels so hard it must be ME that excites you. And tonight was really nice. It felt really good when you sucked my breasts, and Daddy, when I rubbed my vagina against you I got so turned on and so horny! Oh, please, pleeeease, Daddy, let's do this again, for me and for you! I promise I'll never tell anyone!" I kissed her, wetly and clinging, as we indulged in the feeling of each other's mouths and tongues. I hugged Amy close and carressed her nipples. "Oh, Amy, I don't know any more if this is right or wrong, but you are absolutely right about how wonderful it feels. You're a beautiful young girl, you are my very own lovely, loving daughter, and I love you very, very much." Then I blurted out, no longer able to hide or even control the deep passions I had fought so hard against for so long, "Oh God, Amy, my beautiful little darling girl, I have to admit that I even love your body. I have thought about you and ached for you, and loved the look of your small body, your breasts, your wonderful little round behind, your long muscular legs, your smooth flat belly, even your delicious little pink pussy. Oh, honey, I want you so much, so badly. If you really do want to do this, then I want us to, too. It just feels so good, so great when you stroke my hard cock, baby. You do it really good, really very nice, very fine. Oh honey, I do need to do it with you, sweetie. Oh, I know I do need you!" "Ohhhhhh daddy," she sighed. She and I were becoming the family she had always wanted and hoped that we would be. - - - - - - - - - - - END PART 2 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -