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 M/g Pedo.  Cons.



   Disclaimer: The children described here are perfect, ideal, and
completely imaginary.  Reality can never be this good.  In prison, child
molesters are used as human toilets.





   The next morning, my phone ringing woke me up at eight.  It was Kathy
calling to wish me a good morning.  That was all and she hung up.  I was
tickled inside.

   I stopped at work for a minute and all my employees wanted to know if I
had been sick since they hadn't seen me for a couple days.  My
secretary/bookkeeper confided in me that she could see that I was in love.
I was shocked by her observation.  I didn't know what to say or how I felt
about it.  It was what it was.  There was nothing I could do about it.

   I called Kathy on the way to the hotel, and when I got there she met me
at my car.  She had decided that we definitely should go back to my place
and fool around again.  As incredibly tempting as that sounded, I had no
intention of turning Kathy into my sex toy.  I had never intended to become
intimate with her and the guilt and worry was always gnawing at me.  I
needed to try keeping her from turning me on.  But, how do you unbreak an
egg?  I had decided that we should go ice skating.  I hadn't done it since
I was a kid and I didn't think Kathy knew how.  How much trouble could we
get into while ice skating?  She went back to the hotel room for warmer
clothes and then we went for a quick light breakfast.

   At the ice skating rink we rented skates and unsteadily scooted onto the
ice.  The rink was almost deserted since most kids were in school.  It had
been too long for me and I had never been that good.  Kathy and I laughed
as we constantly fell and pulled each other down.

   I have a theory that tall people hate falling down more than shorter
people.  We have further to fall and hit harder.  I knew I was getting a
lot of bruises.  After an hour and a half we were both sore and tired, so
we turned in our skates and left.

   Kathy wanted to go to the zoo.  It was something else I hadn't done
since I was young, and I always thought about it.  With Kathy I could
re-explore my world around me.

   At the zoo the animals were all laying lazily in the sun.  Kathy and I
talked and mostly watched the constantly clowning monkeys.  Afterward, we
walked in the park and found a playground.  She acted like a kid as I
pushed her on the swings and we climbed all over the jungle gym.  She was
not reserved at all about being a kid again, after acting so mature with
me. I couldn't separate my feelings for her.  As a father figure I felt
proud of her, as a best friend I felt a comfortable companion, and as a
lover I felt a possessive passion.  Basically, it felt wonderful to be with
her.

   While at the playground, I tried to keep the wrestling to a minimum, but
just watching Kathy hang upside down and trying to keep her T-shirt
covering her was turning me on.  Following her cute butt around and
watching her bend over right in front of me wasn't helping.  She noticed me
watching her and she did it more.

   After a while we were bored and tired of the playground.  I suggested we
go back to my place for lunch.  She quickly said okay and took off running.
I gave chase and we ran all the way back to the car.  I drove straight
home. Once inside, we decided we both loved tuna sandwiches and we prepared
them together.  After lunch I was still a little sore so I asked Kathy,
"Did you know I have a spa?"

   "Really?" She hadn't explored the back yard.

   "Do you want to get in it?" I had turned it down last night in
anticipation of this moment.  Her overheated young body couldn't take 104
degrees.

   "Sure." She was eager.  Then her face fell.  "I didn't bring my
swimsuits." she said, thinking of her two new presents back at the hotel
room.  Then her face lifted a little.  "I could go in naked." She sounded
hopeful for the chance to be naughty.

   My cock heard that and lifted.  I was really tempted to agree, but I
knew that I had neighbors that could see.  I had gone in naked all the time
when it was the dark, but never during the day.  Besides, I already had an
answer.

   I teased her.  "No, we can't have all the neighbors get horny watching
me play with your naked body." Her face blackened in frustration.  "But," I
added "You left your old swimsuit in my car." She looked mad enough to hit
me.

   Kathy grabbed the keys ran out to get her swimsuit and I went and took
the cover off the spa.  We met back inside and both went to my bedroom.  I
guess we were going to change together.  Why not?  My cock had been
hardening ever since she suggested skinny dipping.  She made sure I was
looking as she stripped off her shirt, and then slowly pulled down her
jeans.  She was showing off her new underwear.  It was the low cut see-thru
ones.  She then reluctantly pulled them off too.  She then stopped,
standing there naked and beautiful, and waited.  I guess it was my turn.  I
too stripped off my shirt and dropped my pants.  The tent pole was there,
pushing out my underwear.  I decided to tease her too, as she watched
intently.  I reached in my underwear and rubbed my cock up and down a few
times.  I then pulled it straight up so a little of the head stuck out of
the waistband.  I then pretended to turn around to hide it from her.  She
made a small involuntary squeak and I turned back to face her.  With
exaggerated slowness I slid the waistband down my cock.  Kathy looked like
she was going to scream in frustration.

   I asked, "Do you want to help me?" In two seconds she was right in front
of me studying my upturned cock trapped in the waistband.  With one hand
she reached up and grasped the whole head of my cock, and with the other
pulled the front of my underwear below my balls.  She then reached up and
began fondling my balls, exploring them, as she stroked my cock with her
other hand.  I guess the spa could wait.  After a minute of this attention,
I was feeling very horny.  I didn't want to gross her out, but sooner or
later she would want to learn about blowjobs.

   "You know, it would feel really good if you were to suck on it." I
suggested.  Kathy looked at it for a second then lowered it to her mouth,
closed her lips around the very end, gave one suck and held it.  She wasn't
moving her head or lips.  She just stood there with the end in her mouth. I
felt stupid, and I was more than a little disappointed.  This was not how I
fantasized it would be.  We would have to work on it a little more, but
later.  I should start her off with handjobs.  I would feel a lot less
guilty that way.

   I reached down and tickled her ribs.  She gagged a little, broke free,
and started giggling.  Now I was free to pick her up and throw her onto the
bed, and I dove after her.  Growling, I started plastering the insides of
her thighs with licks and kisses.  She giggled and squirmed.  I then roared
and mouthed her pussy, grunting loudly.  She screeched and started openly
laughing.  The more I licked, the less she laughed, until all her laughter
had turned to moans.  Her wriggling had not stopped, only changed to an
up-down motion.  She was humping my face.  She wanted to orgasm so bad that
I could literally taste it.  I wondered what kind of sexual creature I had
released onto the world.  With the extra motion I was able to lick over her
asshole easily.  As her hips thrust up, I pushed my tongue as deep as I
could and roughly licked across her tight little butthole.  Instead of
clenching up, she paused.  I intentionally began to tongue it only.  She
started to pant and say "Oh Yes, Oh Yes, Oh Yes." I spent a few moments
just licking and tonguing her asshole then I went straight for her
clitoris. She started bucking wildly.  This was fun.  I kept at her
clitoris until she started to yell "Stop".  I stopped.  She was gasping,
trying to catch her breath.  It was too much on her clitoris, too soon, but
it was fun to play with.

   I left her pussy alone and began to kiss random parts of her body.  She
quickly calmed and began to purr.  I leaned over her body to kiss her face
and set my knee between her legs to hold myself up.  She grabbed me around
the neck and clamped her legs around my thigh.  She wouldn't let go.  I
rolled over onto my back, dragging her on top of me.  Now it was her turn
to cover me with kisses.  Her legs released mine, so I flexed it, rubbing
it across her pussy.  She stopped kissing, and experimentally humped back
against my leg.  I felt her body spasm slightly.  She felt it too and
started humping hard.  I had to help hold her body to keep her rhythm
going. She froze, climaxed suddenly, and screamed loudly.

   I lay her down gently on top of me.  Having her heaving naked body lying
on me was almost painful as I knew I would need relief also.  After a few
minutes of enjoying the feel of her glowing body, I rolled her off of me
and onto the bed.  I got up and went to get a towel and some lubricant. 
She was still breathing hard but watched me, interested.  She sat up and I
lay down on my back on the bed beside her.  I told her to watch me.  I
squirted some lube onto my upright cock and began to masturbate.  She
started to ask a question, but I told her to just sit and watch.  She had
already rubbed me to orgasm twice, but still had a lot to learn.  I showed
her different hand holds and where my cock was most sensitive.

   I thought it would be embarrassing, but it was easier than I thought it
would be.  I trusted her completely not to judge me.  In fact it made me
hornier having her watch me so intently.  I reached up with my left hand
and rubbed her nipples.  She shifted position to make it easier for me.  I
then reached down to her legs to tickle her thighs.  She leaned back and
spread her legs wide.  I scooped some lube up with my left fingers and
began rubbing it up and down her pussy.  This was all the stimulation I
needed.  I stopped breathing and my whole body clenched.  This was an
intense one.  I caught the first two hard squirts in my hand.  Then I
stroked downward to pump the rest of my heavy load onto my stomach.  She
watched intently as my semen pumped then dribbled out of me.

   Then the questions began.  I got us cleaned up and in our swimsuits.  In
the spa we talked quietly.  Then we played.  Her old suit was still too
small and was still a big turn on for me.  By the time we got out of the
spa our fingers looked like prunes and we had splashed out about two inches
of water.

   Back inside, we shed our suits and dried each other off.  We decided
that we had a very tiring day already and we should relax and watch TV.  I
got a bathrobe, but Kathy followed me into the living room naked.  I sat in
my big recliner, leaned back, and turned on the TV.  Kathy stood looking at
me for a moment and I understood what she wanted.  I opened my robe wide
and she crawled up and laid her naked body on mine.  I closed the robe
around us both.  I let her flip through the channels and she found a decent
movie.  Her warm little body felt wonderful as she snuggled into me.  Her
butt was especially warm and soft, pressed up against my groin.

   My cock was not going to take this lying down.  It soon rose and was
painfully trapped under her thigh.  Kathy felt this and casually shifted
her bottom up and over, spread her legs, and pulled it up tight against the
length of her hot pussy.  Then she closed her legs, tightly trapping it. 
This was just like the first night we had slept together.  We more or less
watched the movie as my hands began to wander all over her body and she
fidgeted with the head of my cock.  She often shifted positions, which
rubbed my cock against her pussy.  After awhile my hands were seriously
squeezing her breasts and brushing over her nipples.  She was stroking the
entire length of the underside of my cock between her legs.

   This had developed so slowly that I was not sure where comfortable
relaxing had turned into passionate lust, but I was incredibly turned on.
It got really serious when I started biting her neck and blowing my hot
breath across her chest.  My right hand snuck between my cock and her to
dip a finger into the top of her pussy.  I was surprised to find it wet.  I
then began to rub her clitoris.  My left hand was carefully pinching first
one nipple, then the other.  I was still doing this slowly and she was
beginning to stiffen and climax slowly.  Then her pelvis bucked against my
hand, driving my finger across her clitoris hard.  She lost control and I
held her down as she bucked and wiggled.  When the jerking spasms stopped,
I stopped playing with her and just held her.

   Kathy lay perfectly still in my arms.  Then, without warning, she
scrambled off of me and ran naked down the hall.  As she went she said
"Stay there." without waiting for a reply.  I sat there, robe open, with my
erect penis pointing at my face.  She came back in the room still naked,
carrying the tube of lubricant and a towel.  She climbed over me and sat
like before, with my cock between her legs, but higher so she could reach
my entire cock.  She then carefully covered my cock with lube.  She began
stroking like she had seen me do, but with both hands.  I laid my head back
and concentrated on the sensations of her rubbing, and her tight butt on my
stomach.  When I was halfway to orgasm, I decided to try something.  I
grabbed her hips and slid her down against my cock, and pushed her legs
together.  I then reached down under her butt and lifted her hips slightly.
I then began to pump.  She still held the tip of my cock and pulled it up
tight against her pussy.  The tightness of her legs and her hand cupping my
penis against her, made her as tight as any vagina I had ever been in.  I
could feel the head of my cock rub up the top of her pussy, and just barely
pop out above the lips.  I guess she felt that too.  My cock head was
rubbing across her already engorged and stimulated clitoris.  She started
to clench and shake almost immediately, but she hung onto my cock.  Feeling
her orgasm and her legs clench harder, was all I needed to let go.  I
pumped jerkily and tried to keep thrusting while I shot into her hands. 
Her orgasm lasted longer than mine; lucky girl.

   Kathy lay back down against me and I craned my head to look over her
body.  There was a goopy white mess on her lower stomach and between our
legs.  She had a towel but did not seem in a hurry to clean it off.  It
occurred to me that sperm was covering the outside of her vagina.  It was
unlikely to be a problem now, but it might be someday.  Getting pregnant
could ruin both our lives.

   I saw Kathy look out the window, at the setting sun.  I knew what she
was thinking.  I felt the same.

   "I'm sorry, but you can't spend the night," I added "...yet."

   "I know.  I'm just afraid you won't want to see me again."

   I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her fiercely.  I whispered in
her ear "I'm keeping you.  Whatever it takes, I'm keeping you.  You're mine
now." For the second time I held her as she cried.  This was a different
type of tears.

   The trip to the hotel was the same as the night before.  This time Kathy
was waiting for her goodnight kiss in the darkness.  The kiss was full of
passion, but also a lot of tenderness and caring.  Later, we talked on the
phone till we both fell asleep.  The next morning I called her at 8:00,
just to say good morning.  I then went to work and had to deal with a
difficult situation with a client.  It would take most of the morning and I
had no idea when I could get away.  I called Kathy several times to let her
know what was going on and to reassure that I was coming.

   It was past 2:00 when I arrived at the hotel.  Kathy had again made
plans to go to my house and fool around again.  I cursed myself softly for
being so weak and ready to succumb to pleasure.  Fortunately Kathy also had
the backup plan to go swimming again.  She even told me she already had her
suit on under her jeans.  We went to the gym and again she waited for me by
the pool.  I came out of the locker room and she was still dressed in her
tight jeans.  She was waiting to give me a show.  I jumped into the pool
and looked up at her expectantly.  No one else was in sight.  She unzipped
her jeans in front and pulled the edges wide apart.  I felt a moment of
panic and incredible stimulation when I saw only bare skin behind the
zipper.  I wondered if she was so brazen as to try and skinny dip here. 
She left the front of her jeans open and pulled her T-Shirt over her head.
She was wearing the sexier white mini-bikini.  When she pulled her jeans
down, her suit bottom also slid down an inch to show the top of her mound
to me.  She took her time kicking her jeans off and pulling her suit up.

   Then Kathy jumped right at me.  I caught her and her luscious body slid
down against mine and into the water.  In ten seconds she had destroyed all
of my self control and promises to not use her sexually.  My cock was as
hard as a two by four.  Kathy knew it too as she reached into my suit and
wrapped her hand over it.  I pushed her away playfully as I tried
desperately to distract her.  We played for over an hour with me running
away every time she got too explorative.  My hardon never softened as I
watched her jump and bounce in her new, white, low-cut sexy bikini.  She
loved showing it off to me.

   I finally said we had to get out.  I wasn't really tired, but my cock
ached painfully from being hard and bouncing around for so long.

   After the gym Kathy wanted to go see a movie.  I decided against that,
remembering what had happened last time.  We couldn't trust ourselves to be
alone, in the dark, in a public place.  Besides, we didn't have good luck
getting through a whole movie.

   Kathy had been doing a lot of planning so she asked if we could go
bowling.  It was a great idea, no physical contact, so we went to the
bowling alley.  I had bowled enough to know that I am terrible at it.  We
couldn't find a ball small enough for Kathy, so soon she got tired.  We did
manage to laugh the whole time.  Just watching her slender body bending
over was turning me on.

   After a single game I suggested we find a fancy restaurant to eat at. 
"No" Kathy said firmly.  If we did that then we wouldn't have time to go
back to my place.  I guess she wanted something at my place.  It wasn't
hard to guess what.  I was in no condition to resist.  I would have fucked
a sheep if that was all I had.

   Back at my place, we ate some quick snacks and leftovers while standing
in the kitchen.  She was in a hurry to get to the bedroom.  I pretended to
drag my feet.  She grabbed my hand and started pulling me down the hall. 
Once we got inside the door, she stripped and threw her clothes to the
side, and in two seconds was naked.  I looked at her and acted completely
ignorant.

   "Well, what do you want me to do?" I asked, pretending that she was in
charge.

   That threw her for a moment.  I had just always done wonderful things
with her body.  She then brightened, "Show me something new."

   I thought, "Oh, I am being challenged now."

   "Here's something new." I twisted my arms and grabbed her waist. 
Lifting her 45 lbs in the air I then turned her over.  She was now upside
down and facing me.  I pulled her to me and planted a wet smooching kiss on
her pussy.  She was laughing and squealing so loud, I wondered how she
could be in the mood for sex.  After, half a minute of licking and her
laughing, she started asking me to put her down.

   This wasn't what she had in mind for "something new".  She wanted
something sexy.  I wondered how she would react to my other idea.  I
wouldn't take her virginity, not exactly, but I would give her something
very special.

   I told Kathy to get on the bed on her hands and knees, facing the other
way.  She climbed up and bent over, exposing her incredibly sexy naked butt
for me to see.  She looked eager, but a little worried.  My dick was so
hard that my head hurt.  I slowly undressed as she looked over her shoulder
and started to get a little nervous.  As always, her eyes locked on my hard
cock as I pulled down my underwear.

   I approached her from behind and leaned over to look closer.  Her legs
were spread a little and the crack between her butt cheeks was open wide to
see.  For the first time I gazed at her butthole.  I liked the word
butthole.  Asshole, or anus, was too crude to describe this delicate rose
bud.  It was a little darker, tightly wrinkled, and perfectly round.  It
was absolutely tiny.  Her pink pussy that peeked at me from underneath was
slightly reddened from my licking moments before.  I crawled up behind her
and firmly pushed my pelvis against her butt and my cock was grazing her
belly.

   I could have taken her doggy style just like that.  I could have shoved
my hard dick into her virgin pussy and pounded the shit out of her.  I
could have hurt her.  But if I hurt her, I would have absolutely hated
myself for the rest of my life.  It would be like killing a unicorn.  If
would be destroying the most pure and perfect thing I could imagine.  I
would rather chop my dick of rather than defile her.

   I placed my big hands on Kathy's shoulders.  I then started a gentle
back massage working my way to her hips.  As soon as the massage started,
the tension and fear whooshed right out of her.  She snuggled her butt back
into my lap leaned her weight back into me.  After a minute I grabbed a
pillow and placed it under her head and lowered her face and shoulders to
it.  Now, her butt stuck up in the air, her ass crack was wide open, and
her butthole and pussy were in plain view.  She was totally relaxed.  Her
butthole was perfectly clean.  She must not have gone to the bathroom since
we had been swimming.

   I breathed hot breath across her tiny butthole to prepare her.  I was
surprised when my tongue touched the center of her asshole and she didn't
even jump.  She moaned and stuck her butt back further.  I licked her
butthole hard, then a gentle kiss, then a long lick up the inside of each
cheek.  She immediately started to whimper and beg.  I then stuck my tongue
out as far as it would go and tilted my head to reach up underneath her
trying to reach her clitoris.  I then licked from as far forward on her
pussy as I could reach, all the way back to her asshole then up.  I had to
support her hips with my hands because she seemed to be melting.  The
bundle of nerves in the perineum, the soft space between the genitals
(pussy) and the rectum (butthole), has always been my favorite target. 
Hers reacted well to licking, nibbling, sucking, biting, kissing, tonguing,
and rubbing.  I know because I tested each one.  I had also been licking
and tonguing her asshole.

   Her butthole was still relaxed.  Placing my whole mouth over her
asshole, I sucked firmly then stuck my tongue up against it.  I could tell
by the sounds Kathy made that she approved.  I pressed harder and made my
tongue sharper.  The ring of muscle was slowly giving way and the tip of my
tongue wedged tightly within the ring.  I knew this was the kind of
sensation she wanted to last forever, but it wasn't the kind to make her
cum.  I grabbed the lube off the night stand and flipped Kathy over.  I
lubed up my right hand pinky and my left hand forefinger.  Without further
warning, I pushed my right pinky against her asshole, and rubbed my left
forefinger on her clitoris and down to everything in between.  She spasmed,
which relaxed the butthole, and my pinky slid into her butt past the second
knuckle.  Kathy was still a virgin, but her butthole was not.

   I wriggled my pinky and felt the inside of her rectum walls.  She
screamed with pleasure and started jerking and bucking.  I tried not to
hurt her ass as she bucked around with my pinky firmly inside.  And I kept
it inside as I rubbed her pussy and clitoris with my left hand.  For the
first time in my life I wished my cock was as small as my pinky.  I kept
doing everything for four or five minutes as she orgasmed.  I decided that
should tire her out.  Her spastic jerking continued even after I pulled my
fingers out.  The spasms faded and she lay there glowing and happy.

   Kathy raised her head, she looked at me, and said "WoW."

   After a moment, she said, "Can we do you now?"

   When her butt was in the air, I knew what I wanted most in life.  But, I
also knew what I could settle for.  I grabbed a big towel and laid it out
on the bed.  I told her to get on her hands and knees again.  She
whimpered, "Oh, no" but did it without question.  I then lubed up my cock,
got behind her, and squeezed her legs together on my cock.  I started to
pump.  It felt almost like having sex with her.  The lack of having my cock
totally surrounded was made up for by the incredibly erotic sight of her
tiny slender body and my cock appearing to drive in and out of it.  She
started whining again as my cock rubbed against her over stimulated pussy.
It might be called dry humping, but I used enough lube to make sure it was
anything but dry.  I could have cum.  I could have cum instantly.  But I
wanted more.

   After a few minutes, I slowly pushed her off of me and forward until she
lay flat in front of me.  She was too consumed with pleasure to object.  I
then lay some of my weight onto her and covered her small body with mine.
My cock sought the space between her legs, but I pushed it under.  I freed
one arm and reached under her pelvis to push my penis hard up against her
pussy and stomach.  I made sure that I was far enough in front of her that
I wouldn't push against her hymen, and squeezing her legs between mine, I
pumped down into her.  This felt incredibly real and tight.  She must have
thought so too, because she began a slow orgasm.  In less than two minutes,
I froze, my penis buried hard against her and my hand, and grunting hard,
had the biggest orgasm I had ever had.  She had finished her orgasm before
me and lay glowing until I rolled off of her.

   We showered together again, this time with just the fondling.  We didn't
talk much as I drove her to the hotel; we just held hands like new lovers.
At the dark spot she started to sniffle and said this was getting harder. I
agreed.  Our single kiss was not passionate, but lasted for several
minutes. I could barely say good night.  She called me as usual, but I told
her she needed to go to sleep.  I had a big day planned tomorrow and she
would need the rest.  She got excited and bugged and threatened me, but I
wouldn't tell her what it was.

   The next morning I called Kathy at 7:00 to wish her a good morning, then
I told her to open the hotel room door.  She opened it and I was standing
there.  I was surprised that she was already up and dressed.  She screamed
happily as only young girls can, and leapt up into my arms.

   "Where are we going?" She was breathless with excitement.  No wonder she
was up already.  I'm glad I planned something big, although, I think she
was just happy to be with me no matter what we did.

   "Do you want to go skiing?"

   She was shocked.  "YESSSSSS"

   "Ok, get the warmest clothes you have."

   She didn't have boots or gloves.  We took off to the mountains and
stopped along the way for a quick breakfast; and at a department store for
boots and gloves.  It took an hour and a half to get to the resort, but it
was beautiful the whole way.  Kathy hadn't been to the mountains too often,
so she had to point out every chipmunk and rock outcropping with delight.
It made the trip shorter.

   At the ski resort we rented our equipment and bought lift tickets.  I
had skied several times when I was younger, but I'm not very good.  I'm not
good at a lot of sports.  I guess I just never found anyone to do this
stuff with.  Well, we got our stuff on, got on the lift and went to the top
of the bunny hill, and then fell down.  We fell down a lot.  We needed
lessons but it was Friday and the instructor wasn't there.  At least it
wasn't crowded.  We learned as best we could and tried to not crash into
each other.  We really enjoyed the hot chocolate in the lodge at the
bottom. There was a sledding area to one side of the resort.  After a
couple of hours of trying our best, we traded in our skis for an inflated
inner tube.  Then we had a blast.  Kathy and I shared a tube.  Even though
she sat in my lap, I never got a hardon because we were having so much fun.
We crashed together.  We went too fast together.  And, we laughed together.
All day we played until the weekenders started to show up.  We called it
quits and headed back down the mountain.  We were tired, soaked, sore, and
hungry, but we were happy.  We went straight to my place.

   Nothing feels better after a day in the snow, than a spa.  We ate a
little something and jumped into our swimsuits because it was still
daylight.  Kathy had been prepared and brought her second sexy suit.  We
got into the spa and I just lay there with my eyes closed.  It felt so
wonderful.  Kathy didn't feel like playing or splashing, but after ten
minutes, I felt a small hand wander up inside the leg of my shorts.  I
opened my eyes and looked into her eyes, close to mine.  She was smiling
but not shyly.  Her hand closed on my soft cock and felt it harden under
her hand.

   Kathy whispered loudly, "Let's go to the bedroom."

   Oh, what monster had I unleashed?  I acted completely ignorant.  "Well,
what do you want me to do?" playing on the joke I had made last night.

   Her voice came out confident, controlled, and completely serious, "I
know what I want you to do."

   I thought, "Oh My God." When she said it that way, I knew exactly what
she was talking about.  I had dug a silly pit to trap her and now I was in
the bottom of it.  I had promised to fuck her, but I had thought that might
be years from now.

   Kathy saw me thinking desperately and said "You promised me you would
put your penis in me, and that's what I want."

   I could never break a promise to a child; especially to my little angel.
I had sworn to not treat children like I had been treated.

   "But it will hurt you." I half whined.

   "I know" She sounded a little worried, "but I want it."

   "I wanted to wait." I was whining now and she sounded like the adult.

   "Wait for what?  Will it hurt less tomorrow?" She had thought this
through and was ready.

   I knew that I was more scared than she was.  I had never been lucky
enough to take a girl's cherry.  It disgusted me to think of all the
beautiful innocent young girls who had lost their virginity to some jerk
teenager in the back of his crappy car, just so he could have bragging
rights to his friends.  What a waste of a precious gift of trust.  I didn't
know if I was ready for it.

   I had always wondered if it wouldn't be better if a doctor were to cut
the hymen away and using an anesthetic.  Why suffer the pain?  Now that I
was in this situation, I understood.  The breaking of the hymen, the pain
of the first violation, was a rite of passage.  The ritual that was so
emotionally important that it must be marked by a dramatic mixture of pain,
pride, and love.  Once again, I was sickened to think of all the
thoughtless callous boys who had bragged about busting a girl's cherry.  I
loved Kathy enough that I wanted to be one to make her a woman.  I hoped
that she would always happy that it had been me.

   How could I do this properly?  I wanted it to be romantic, exciting, and
special.  I told Kathy to wait in the spa and I got out and went to the
kitchen.  I brought back two small wine glasses, and a bottle of my best
wine.  Her eyes got wide with excitement when she realized what I planned.

   I filled the glasses and handed her one.  I then took a sip to show her
how.  She smelled it and wrinkled her nose slightly.  She took a sip and
smacked her lips distastefully.  I thought I had made a mistake, and
reached for the glass.  She gave me a look that said that it was hers now,
and I would have to fight her for it.  It was her first glass of wine and
was also rite of passage.  I settled back down and explained that it took
some time to get used to the taste.  She lied and said that it was really
good.  We sat and talked about life as she sipped casually to prove her
maturity.  I didn't say anything more that indicated she was not mature
enough to be drinking.  After one full glass for her and two for me, I felt
we were both relaxed without being buzzed or heady.

   The sun was starting to set and the sunset was beautiful.  She looked at
it and got real quiet and sad.  She was afraid, waiting for me to tell she
had to leave.

   I said, "You're not going anywhere.  Tonight is going to be special."

   She looked at me and smiled with joy.  The sky was just starting to
darken, and I gathered her up into my arms and lifted her up out of the
water.  She wrapped her arms around my neck and snuggled her face below my
jaw and started to kiss me there.  My cock started to respond quickly.  We
left the wine there and the spa uncovered as I carried her, dripping wet,
into my bedroom.

   I lay her down on the bed and our lips drew together with a will of
their own.  The fire in my groin spread up through my belly and chest and
all the way to my lips.

   I vaguely became aware that it was getting chilly.  I pulled away slowly
and regretfully and went and got my softest dark towels.  Kathy watched me
intently; hopefully.  I came back and pulled off my swim shorts.  She
watched, but didn't move.  She watched my face even when my stiff cock
sprang free.  I reached down and slid my hands under her back.  It was easy
to untie her wet bikini top, and I pulled it off her body.  I dropped it
and reached for her bottoms.  She raised her butt off the bed before my
hands touched her and I smoothly slid them off.  I looked down on my wet
naked lover.

   Kathy looked mesmerized, as though not believing this was real.  Her
eyes never left mine.  My gaze dropped to take in her body.  Her hair was
wet, close to her scalp, and gathered around to rest on one shoulder.  Her
neck and shoulders were graceful and very feminine.  Her chest showed the
slight bulges of ribs except where her breasts smoothed the skin out with a
soft white curve.  Her nipples were round and very dark, with a small,
hard, distinct nub sticking up out of the center.  Her stomach was hard
with the curved lines on each side like an athlete's.  Her hips bulged out
ever so slightly being the most childlike part of her.  Her legs seemed
almost too long and slender.  Her feet were dainty and perfectly formed. 
Between her closed legs, all I could see was a small mound that rose
invitingly high from her body, and two pouty lips forming a deep crease in
the middle.  The complete lack of body hair and the incredibly white
smoothness fascinated me.

   Kathy had watched my eyes drinking her in.  With only my breath I
mouthed the word "Incredible" She gave me a beautiful smile and my heart
soared on high.  After a moment I laid one towel next to her and then I
moved over and the length of my body over hers.  She grabbed my neck, I
picked up her butt, and I moved her onto the towel.  I took the second
towel and very gently dried off her entire body, being careful not to rough
up her pussy.  I then used the same towel and quickly dried myself while
standing over her.

   Kathy didn't move, but watched me.  I bent over her body and kissed her
forehead fatherly.  I kissed her cheek affectionately.  I kissed her eyes
lovingly.  I kissed her lips passionately.

   We kissed until she started to wiggle with impatience and expectation. I
moved down and nuzzled her neck and brushed her whole chest with my lips.
She tilted her head back and started breathing deeply.  She was
surrendering her body completely to me.  I began to lick her breasts and
suck on her hard, tiny nipples.  She tasted slightly of chlorine, yet
somehow sweet.  I could barely hear her soft whines as she exhaled each
time.  I now stepped back off the bed and holding her thighs slid her
toward me to the edge.  I reached for her ankles and lifted and spread them
and stepped between.  She gasped, expecting the moment had arrived.

   Disappointing her, I knelt down and first kissed her belly with little
pecks all over.  I ran my hands up and down her legs that were raised above
me.  I bent over more and began kissing her inner thighs and above her
mound.  When I had spread her legs, her pussy had spread and was dripping
wet.  Some must have been water from the spa, but maybe not all.  I began
to deep massage her thighs and lowered my head to those precious lower
lips. I rested my entire mouth over her pussy, and then licked upward.  Her
hips rose involuntarily off the bed to follow my tongue.  I could taste the
chlorine, but there was another flavor there.  A warm, salty, earthy
flavor. It was getting much stronger.  I was very gentle while I tongued,
licked, and explored all of her deepest secret place with my mouth. 
Always, I was aware of that tight tissue of hymen.  I went very slowly, and
when I felt her start to tense, I quickly backed off.  She had a soft
gentle orgasm that I drew out as slowly as I could.  As her body calmed
down, I stood over her and rested her legs, still spread wide, on the
insides of my elbows.  I slid my hands under her butt and deeply massaged
her butt cheeks.

   Kathy was as relaxed as I could get her.  I then lay my ever hard cock
down across her womanhood, and looked into her eyes.  I felt that ritual
required me to ask the completely useless question, "Are you sure?"

   Immediately and with no reserve, she said "Yes".  Without leaving her I
reached over to the night stand and got the lube, then continued to hold
her legs.  I felt a little like a gynecologist.

   I said, "This will hurt a little.  Then I will stop so you can heal. 
We'll try to have sex tomorrow."

   Kathy nodded.

   I put a huge amount of lube on my penis and rubbed some over her exposed
hole.  I then slowly pushed my hard cock straight into the small hole in
the hymen.  Her eyes clenched in a wince that she tried to control and
shake off.  I backed off.  Going slow was a bad idea.  I again positioned
myself carefully, and jerked my hips fast but just a little.  With a pop,
my cock head was just inside her, and she gasped but not loudly.  Her whole
body had tensed up completely, so I stayed frozen with my cock just barely
inside her.  After a few long breaths she began to relax.  I looked down
for blood but didn't see any, but the head of my cock was caught in a vice.
I asked, "Are you ok?"

   "Yes" she nodded, and continued to relax.

   "Ok, I'm going to take it out so it won't continue to hurt."

   "Wait."

   I waited.

   "It feels kinda good.  Push it in just a little more."

   This was her night, and I was going to do anything she asked.

   With a slow and steady pressure I felt her tight entrance slip down past
the ring under the head.

   She winced and said, "Oh".  I instinctively retreated to the earlier
position with just the head in.  Her back arched slightly and her vagina
spasmed on my cock head.  It was so tight it hurt.

   "Ohhh" she said in a completely different tone of voice.

   She looked surprised and said, "That felt good.  Do it again." I didn't
need to be told twice.  I pressed softly.  Again, I could feel a tight ring
slide past the most sensitive part of my cock.  This time she was ready for
it.

   "oooh ummm." she paused.  "Again." She ordered.

   I slipped back and felt her vagina walls tightly pull the skin on my
cock.  I pushed back in and my cock slipped in more easily and maybe a
quarter inch more.  Her long "Unnnngh" sound told me to keep doing it.  I
could hardly believe it.  I was fucking her.  I had been so afraid of
hurting her that I hadn't even considered how this felt to me.  Now, my
cock told me, that I had to control myself if I wanted this to last.

   I will always remember my body's need to pound her to pieces, but the
overwhelming love I felt would never let me hurt her.  My hips set up a
steady slow rhythm of their own.  Sometimes I penetrated to the same depth,
sometimes a tiny bit deeper.  She grunted from frighteningly deep in her
throat each time.  Each thrust made her a little less angel and a little
more animal.  I hadn't expected her to want to go this far, but considering
her determination, I should have.  I could not believe that I was inside of
her and there was nothing more precious in the entire world.

   I was very careful to not let the head of my cock pop out of her.  I
didn't want to irritate her entrance any more.  This was becoming difficult
as her hips began to wiggle and squirm in pleasure.  She was making a lot
of loud animal noises, but she wasn't talking.

   I was watching my penis to make sure I didn't go too deep.  After a
minute, she was taking just over half the length.  The sight of my penis
disappearing inside her, coinciding with the wave of pleasure I felt each
time, was taking over.  She was starting to scream and shiver violently. 
It was like a hot wet vibrator around my cock.

   Kathy loved me and wanted me.  I almost felt like crying, I loved her so
much.  I had to close my eyes and started doing multiplication tables in my
head to distract myself.  It wasn't helping too much.  I felt on the verge
of cumming and was fighting it all I could.

   Then she said, "Ouch." loudly, and gasped.  I pulled back and froze, my
excitement was forgotten.  Fear poured over me like a cold shower.  I
wanted to but wouldn't be able to apologize enough for hurting her.

   She then whined imperatively, "Don't stop."

   Relieved, I pushed forward very slowly and gently until I felt the
pressure on the end of my cock that told me I had reached the end.  Her
eyes grew wide.  I looked down and saw that I had almost four inches of my
cock inside her.  She screamed, lurched, and tried to grab me and pull me
deeper.  The gentle pressure of bottoming out and pressing on her cervix
did something to her as I held it there.  It was a wonderful orgasm.  She
tried to buck down hard onto my cock, but I held her thighs so she couldn't
hurt herself.

   Here I was with a beautiful, orgasming girl impaled on my cock, feeling
her tight, constrictive vagina convulsing around my throbbing member.  I
must have been so fascinated with the intensity of the sensations that I
forgot to cum.  I merely stayed frozen in place and she continued to orgasm
on her own.  I couldn't slide anyway because her vagina muscles had locked
around my cock.

   I thought my chest would explode from pride.  Not so much for what I had
done to her, but for her blossoming suddenly into a full sexual awakening,
and my being allowed to feel it.  After she had calmed down, her vagina
muscles relaxed again so I could slide back, but not all the way out.  On
impulse, I bent down and kissed her on the lips.  She didn't respond.  I
was happy that she had been so thoroughly consumed.  I continued to lick
and nibble her lips.

   As if Kathy suddenly realized what I was doing, her lips locked onto
mine, and she started to hungrily suck.  She wrapped her arms around my
chest and pulled her hot eager body up tight against mine.  Her fingers
were digging desperately into my back.  Knowing her body wanted me this
badly was the biggest turn on so far, and I was going to blow just being
inside her.  I gently started my slow thrusts again.  I had pumped maybe
six or eight times when her mouth relaxed from mine and fell away to one
side.  I looked into her eyes and they were glazed over and staring at
nothing.  The only sign that she was even there was the steady grunt,
"ungh, ungh, ungh,", as she worked her hips against mine, milking at my
penis.  She started speeding up her hips and I matched her.  I started to
bottom out gently, and tried to hold her back but couldn't.  Then her arms
tightened and her body clenched, preparing to spasm.  This time I was ready
and slowly explored the depth of her inner chamber with my throbbing cock.
She screamed and clawed at my back, and I exploded hard against the end of
her stretched out vagina.  She shook and shuddered and I may have too.

   I only held onto enough consciousness to keep from collapsing on her and
crushing her.  Vaguely I heard her scream fade into crying.  I held on as
she started sobbing.  I felt like crying too.  Occasionally my hips would
pump on their own, as if having a small aftershock.

   As slowly as ice melting, my cock softened and fell out of her.  Still,
we clutched at each other.  Eventually, too weak to do much more, I
released her and rolled myself off of her.  She made a whine of loss.  A
minute more and I got up to get a washcloth.  I looked at my cock and saw
that the white foam of sperm, mixed with lubricant, was a light pink color.


   I got a warm wash cloth, cleaned myself, and brought it back to the bed.
She lay with her eyes closed and looked like she was asleep.  Her breathing
told me she was awake.  I spread her legs gently to view the damage.  Pink
foamy sperm and lube seeped from her hole that had returned to a size that
was impossible to believe I would fit.  I washed her as gently as I could
while she moaned, possibly in pleasure.  Inside the lips of her pussy there
was no open bleeding and everything was so bright pink I couldn't tell
where the hymen had been.

   I went to go make us some hot chocolate.  I was almost done when Kathy
came into the kitchen wearing a clean towel.  Her bangs were plastered with
sweat to her forehead.  She didn't speak and we didn't need to.  She looked
at me with a kind of awe.  I felt the same way about her.  We sat next to
each other at the table and sipped at our chocolate.  She didn't look at me
when she asked quietly, "Do I have to go back to the hotel?"

   I thought about how what we had done was permanent.  If her mother
wanted, she would know what we had done; that we had sex.  There was no
hiding it now.  Whether we were together after dark, or not, no longer
mattered.  "No, you can stay with me as long as I can keep you."

   The rest of the weekend, she was sore.  That didn't stop us from having
sex twice on Saturday, and masturbating each other several times as well.
Sunday morning, after a good sexual romp, and breakfast, I told Kathy that
there was something we had to do.

   I got a suitcase and took her back to the hotel.  The week of rent was
over.  We entered the room together.  The note I had left for Dawn to call
me was just the way I had left it.  Nobody had been here.  We put all of
Kathy's clothes in the suitcase, and ceremoniously threw away the garbage
bag.  Never again would she live out of a garbage bag.  I took the note for
Dawn, and we turned in the keycard.

   We were driving back when Kathy said, "I hope mom never comes back.  She
never loved me."

   I was speechless.  I immediately pulled over and screeched to a halt. 
Kathy looked at me, surprised and worried.  I took both of her hands
lovingly in mine, forcing her to face me.

   I looked deep into her eyes and said, "Kathy, your mother loves you. 
She loves you more than you will ever be able to understand.  She is sick
right now.  She has a problem, and she knows it.  She knows that she can't
take care of you right now.  She loves you so much that she did the best
thing for you.  She gave you away.  She gave you to the only person who
really, really wants to take care of you.  She gave you to the only other
person who loves you as much as she does.  She gave you to me.  You are
mine now.  And, I'm keeping you."

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