The_State_of_Love_and_Trust.txt
John P. Fault <jpfault@hotmail.com>

Copyright 2003, John P. Fault. Feel free to distribute, but please
leave the entire story intact, as-is, and not to any pay sites. It's
meant to be free for whomever wants to read it. This is a story
containing somewhat graphic sexual activity. If you're under age, then
you probably shouldn't read this. If you're a consenting adult then read
away. Remember, be responsible for your actions and yourself because
no one else will. I'm certainly not responsible for you, what you
think, or what you do, and I wouldn't want to be even if I could.
Ultimately, whatever comes around goes around, so play nice.

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Author's note: It's time, to use a poor choice of words, to whip one
out. Again, the commute is a good place to think of story ideas. Now
if I could only motivate to finish the two or three I've started and
not finished. Ah, muse, you are a harsh mistress. Hey, now there's an
idea...sorry, got distracted. :)

I hope you enjoy. As always, if you have feedback, please send it. My
email is up there at the top.

I have a couple of older stories that you might enjoy if you like this
one. They're at asstr.org ->

/files/Authors/Pagefault/

Thanks - jpf 7/16/2003

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The doorbell rang and made me realize that time had gotten away from
me again. I knew she was on her way, but I underestimated the time I
needed to prepare. Prepare, though, is what I had been doing. The
floor had an oilskin/chamois-cloth type drop over it around the sofa.
The sofa itself had a thin plastic drop cloth and a similar oilskin
over it all covered with a nice cotton slipcover. The coffee table was
pulled to the side and the end tables moved slightly away from the
couch. A tray of goodies sat under one of the tables. Some of these
included chocolate sauce, a basin with a washcloth and water, baby
oil, an "egg" vibrator, and a few other items. The tables were covered
with butcher's paper and then covered with all sizes and shapes of
candles. I had been lighting all of the candles when she rang the bell.

I quickly got the last few and the scene was set. I hoped to give her
an evening she wouldn't soon forget. We lived in different cities now
and though we carried on an active text based sex life, for two people
with such high sex drives, the distance was a huge hurdle. I guess we
were both busy enough to both keep us simmering but also keep us from
really seeking out anyone else. I still think that one of these days
we'll finally get it together and have a more permanent relationship.
I guess only time will tell.

I opened the deadbolt and let her in to my condo. She'd been here
before and knew what it normally looked like. It stunned her a bit to
see all of the candles going and the odd "rug" the sofa was on. I was
suddenly struck with a thought that it looked like a scene from
American Psycho. Oops. I hope she hadn't seen that movie.

"Wow. You've been busy. It must've taken forever to light all those
candles."

"Yeah, a bit, but I think it was worth it."

"You're planning something, aren't you ?"

"Would you expect less ?"

"I'd be disappointed if you hadn't."

Never being one who wants to disappoint, I pulled her to me, brushing
that stubborn strand of hair that won't stay back out of her face and
behind her ear. I looked deep into her eyes and again felt that
connection that kept me boiling inside when I thought of her.

"Do you trust me?" I asked.

"Of course. Why do you ask ?"

"I want to blindfold you."

"Oh."

"Is that no ?"

"No."

"That's no meaning it's okay, right ?"

"Yes. Sorry. It caught me off guard, but it's a bit exciting to think
about. You aren't going to tie me up are you ?"

"Do you want me to?"

"Well, I've thought about it..."

"It wasn't on tonight's agenda. I hadn't really ever thought about it,
but we'll just have to explore that one at some other time."

Before she could respond, I leaned in and kissed her. I could feel her
tongue dancing against mine. My hands lingered in the small of her back,
ever so gently rubbing, pulling her tighter to me. I slid a hand down,
over her ass, bringing her closer, pushing against my penis, rock hard
already in anticipation.

I pulled back and unwrapped myself from her. I grabbed a long thick
piece of black material from the tray under the table. I stretched it
out, looking her in the eyes, giving her time to back out. She nodded
slightly. I wrapped the cloth around her head, covering her eyes.

"Can you see at all ?"

"No."

"Good."

I stepped behind her and ran my hands over her hips. I kissed her
neck, running my tongue down the skin to her shoulder until her shirt
barred the way. She backed against me, pushing her ass back until she
felt my dick. I slid my hands up, slowly caressing her breasts
through her shirt. I moved back to her waist and unsnapped her pants
and then unzipped them.

I untucked her shirt and let my fingers play over the skin of her flat
stomach. She sucked in her breath as I lightly touched her. I backed
up and reached in the back of her shirt, unfastening her bra. I
stepped forward again, brushing the back of my fingernails over the
gentle swell of her breasts. I began kissing her neck again as I
cupped her lovely tits, letting them fill my hands. I felt her nipples
against my palms, relishing the softness of her breasts and hardness
of her nipples.

After a minute or so of kissing her neck and ears, I pulled back from
her. I had her put her arms straight up and I eased her shirt off of
her. Then I slid her bra up her arms and over her hands. Her arms will
still up in the air. I had to admire her wonderful breasts. They
seemed so large on her petite frame.

I pulled her arms down. Then I pulled back and took my own shirt off.

"John?"

"One second."

I stepped back to her and embraced her. I could feel the heat from her
tits against my chest. We kissed hard and deep, our tongues circling
each others. I broke off the kiss after a bit and started kissing my
way down her body...or at least as well as one can when you're both
still standing up. It was a bit awkward, but I worked my tongue around
her breasts, around each nipple, before sinking to my knees in front
of her. I grasped her ass in my hands as I touched my tongue around
her belly button. I pulled her pants down and had her step out of
them.

She was standing before me wearing only black silk panties. They
looked so dark against her pale, smooth skin. I stepped back and just
admired her. It never fails to amaze me that she's so thin. Her
proportions are just amazing. From top to bottom, she's mesmerizing.
From the way that wayward strand of hair strays into her eyes, down
her lovely neck, her prominent and sexy collarbones, down to her
breasts that stand so nicely against her small frame, over her flat
belly, lovely hips and thighs, all of the way to her smooth legs and
small feet.

I moved behind her again, kissing her neck and running my hands down
her arms and over her stomach. I eased downward, trailing my tongue
down the center of her back. She shuddered as I licked down the small
of her back. I put my hands on her hips, hooking a finger in each side
of her panties, easing them down. As I pulled them slowly down, I ran
my tongue on the newly exposed skin. I eased the silk down her legs
and had her step out of them.

I stood back in front of her and led her over to the sofa. I eased her
down onto the center of the sofa. I peeled off my jeans and boxers and
sat next to her. She put her hand on my thigh, brushing the head of my
dick with her arm. We kissed for awhile, enjoying the moment.

I pushed her back against the sofa. I brushed my lips against hers
once more as I knelt over her. I kissed and nipped at her neck for a
bit before working lower and lower, stopping only after running my
tongue along the very top of her pussy. I would have licked over her
clit and between her thighs, but I just couldn't reach.

I got off the couch and grabbed the tray from beneath the table. I
then moved between her thighs. I opened the chocolate syrup and
dribbled some on her chest, over her nipples, and down her body. I
picked up a little sauce on a finger and held it up to her mouth. She
sucked my finger in greedily, swirling her tongue around it. I just
groaned.

I pulled my finger back and leaned in, licking the chocolate sauce off
her slowly. I enjoyed every taste, taking my time as I sucked on her
nipples and over her breasts. I eased down her belly, licking more
chocolate off of her lovely body, until I found myself sitting between
her spread legs looking at her pussy.

I could see a bit of moisture. I couldn't help myself. I leaned
forward and licked her from the bottom of her slit to her clit and
back. She arched her back and moaned my tongue touched her sensitive
clit and lips. She tasted so good to me, but I still dribbled a little
chocolate on to her clit. Then I jumped in and gave it my all. I
licked her pussy all over, pushing my tongue into her and then along
the outer lips, and back to her clit. I slipped a finger into her,
seeking her G-spot as I sucked and nibbled on her clit. My other hand
worked its way up her body and caressed a breast, slightly rolling a
nipple. Her breathing got more erratic and harder. I could feel her
muscles contracting as I started pushing into her a little faster with
my finger and stepped up my tongue's assault on her pussy. Her moaning
got more insistent and she grabbed my head and pulled me to her, her
hips bucking. I felt her clamp down around my finger and felt her get
wetter inside. She let go, still running her fingers through my hair
as I flicked my tongue against her.

After a couple of minutes, I pulled away and got up. I kissed her
deeply, feeling her tongue probe the inside of my mouth, tasting
herself. I grabbed the washbasin and cloth and went to the kitchen and
filled the basin with hot water.

I returned to the living room and knelt in front of her again.

"What now ?"

"You'll see. Or, I guess, more precisely, you'll feel. You just need
to be still and trust me."

"I want you to fuck me."

"In good time. I think you'll enjoy this. But you absolutely have to
trust me."

"I do."

"Good. Relax."

I dipped the washcloth in the water and wrung it out. I used it to
clean any residue of sticky chocolate off of her. I spent extra time
running it over her mound and thighs. I rinsed the washcloth and did
it again. She purred almost from the good feeling of warmth and
softness against her skin.

She shaved around her pussy, usually only leaving only a little hair on
her mound. I decided to take it a step further. I squirted a little
shaving gel into my hand and worked it over the remaining hair. She
sucked in her breath as she realized what I was up to, but she didn't
say a word. She stayed very still as I used a new razor to gently
scrape away the hair just at the top of her slit. I took my time,
being sure not to cut her. I used the washcloth to help keep the area
moist and warm and the hair soft and easier to shave.

After a few more minutes, her pussy was completely bare. I rinsed her
again with hot water. Then I got a handful of baby oil and rubbed it
into her smooth skin. I leaned down and blew air over her bare mound
and slit. She moaned again. I kissed her clit and she jumped a bit.

"It's even more sensitive than it was before."

"Excellent ! You like ?"

"I'm curious about how it looks, but it feels good."

I grabbed the container of oil I got at a local shop and started
rubbing it all over her.

"Mmm. That feels good. What is it ?"

"Just a little oil. Now shush and enjoy the sensations."

"Are you wanting to tit fuck me or something ?"

The mental image of straddling her and sliding my raging hard-on
between those beautiful breasts made my dick jump. Sliding back and
forth, feeling her tongue touch the head every now and then before
coming all over her was a very hot idea. Alas, that wasn't what I had
in mind. Smiling, I came back to reality.

"Now there's a thought...but no, I've got other ideas. Didn't I just
say to shush ?"

I rubbed oil all over her body. I took my time making sure she was
covered. I then got her to scoot back on the sofa and bring her feet
up onto the cushions, spreading her legs wide. This put her at the
perfect height for me. I eased forward. My cock was now on the perfect
level to line up with her hot pussy.

I didn't just jump right in, though, as much as I wanted to. I wanted
this to last. I knew I was much more likely to come than she was, so
more work needed to be done. I poured more oil over her and where we
were joined, rubbing it in a bit. The oil was going everywhere, but it
made the contact of our skin a new and exciting sensation.

I grabbed my dick and ran it up and down her slit. I heard her exhale
sharply as I pressed against her clit. I kept doing that until we both
wanted more. I slipped the head into her, staying there. She tried to
push forward a little more to get me farther in. I put a hand on her
to indicate that she should stop. I then eased in inch by agonizingly
slow inch until my pubic bone was firmly against her.

I leaned forward and kissed her deeply again. She wrapped her arms
around me. We kissed for awhile, just staying like that, with me deep
in her. I pulled back and out of her and started teasing her with my
cock again.

I stopped entirely and started licking her clit again. In a matter of
minutes, she was out of breath, but trying to say "I'm going to come.
I'm going to come !" I quickly slid my cock all of the way into her
and she moaned "Ohhhhhhhhhh goddddd...."

I started doing long, slow strokes almost falling out before driving
all of the way in. I ran my hands up her body and caressed her face
and neck as I fucked her slow and deep. She took my hands in hers and
put them on her tits, using her fingers to have mine pinch her nipples
lightly. She kept her hands on mine and she whimpered and then gasped.

"I'm coming....faster, faster, faster !"

I sped up my thrusting, feeling that tingle that meant I was getting
close, too. She came hard, wrapping her legs around me and pulling me
all of the way in. Her muscles all contracted, trying to shrink around
my expanding dick. I backed out hard against her legs and pushed all of
the way in a few more times before I came deep inside her, feeling
ribbon after ribbon of come unravel into her.

I collapsed against her for a moment. Then I kissed her on the lips,
lingering a bit and lightly touching her tongue with mine. I reached
behind her head and untied the blindfold.

She looked me in the eyes and then put her hands on my face. She
pulled me to her face and kissed me for a long time. I pulled back and
the soft look in her eyes conveyed the depths of caring we shared.

I was still a little hard in her. Not hard enough for another go, but
hard enough to not fall out. She swung a leg high and got me under it
and slowly but surely onto the sofa behind her. We spooned like that,
my penis still in her, for sometime. We fell asleep and eventually
I deflated a bit and fell out. The candles burned themselves out. And
we slept the sleep of a pair of people that were sated and happy.

Waking up with her, though, was wonderful. And in the morning, we were
ready for more. There's never enough time. We did our best to enjoy it
while it lasted.

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-jpf 7/16/03