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I loved drying off in the hot sun and looking at all the bodies, shapes and sizes all around me all day. What I really loved was that my step sister Beth and the Simons family Denise were older women that wanted me to play with them. Beth always used to be off with her friends or in her room doing something when I hoped to play with her growing up. Now they were happy to have another young lady (Kate says) around I guess! My mom, Kate, liked the fact that Beth was a young lady that was happy and bright. Beth was someone it would be good for her child to emulate some day she thought. Having someone I saw as a beautiful lovely person was exactly what Kate looked forward to when she married Barry. Beth was also okay that Kate wore here skimpy bikinis around the pool even though her high school friends came over to use the pool (sometimes the guys would talk to my mom a lot but Beth did not mind, she was happy and found laughter and play with her girl friends too). I watched the women, my stepsister Beth, mom Kate, college friend of Beth and Deloris's daughter Denise and My secretly nudist twin boy classmate's mother Deloris all laying out right in front of me on their beach lounge chairs. As I and the twins, James and Jessie lay nude like everyone else but our butts in the air, on our stomaches facing the ladies I realized that the ladies, well that was me now! A younger version of a lady like them. The thought just sent vibrations all over me now. And knowing it was true was so evident because of how Deloris and Kate and now college girls had responded to me. I had grown 3 inches over the winter in both my height and my hips. Yet I was exercising regularly with the boys and had very firm muscles - Heck I could even out run most of the boys in the mile on the track! This womanly shape to my behind was just my outward sexiness blossoming and here I was showing it off to the world at a nude beach with my family. My dad and the twin's dad were right here able to stare at my nude pussy if they wanted! But these were the women in front of me and as a mirror now I keep thinking that wow this, being a lady in all those shapes and curves and "how sexy" was me! This was the beautiful shape I started to be now and would be more and more. It showed now that men and especially women wanted me to be around them! And now I was seeing with my own eyes and the tingly feeling that I wanted to be around ladies and not just playing sexy dress-up or talking but especially with touches and being exposed nude together was even be better. Denise was sitting directly in front of me. She and Beth must have been trying to get an all over tan as Beth like to say because they both faced directly at the sun. and were spreading their arms and legs so the insides of them were facing upward as much as they could shape their bodies to do. And they kept talking all along.. Mainly about dance and sports and college girls things. Again I noticed how different Denise's vulva was and compared to Kate and Deloris both Beth's and Denise's nipples were like pencil erasers. As time passed it was nice everyone chatting away, the men were sleeping and I could look at all their bodies now and try to get comfortable with this nudist thing (with sunscreen!). I was happy to see that I was probably normal because I was kind of a combination of all the women in my body. From my mom's tits to Deloris's behind to the other girls muscles or young shapes. I noticed again the tiny slit both Denise and I had that was our pussies. Even with her legs spread apart to get sun I noticed she did not have much in there but some tiny folds like me while Beth had kind of leathery lips, now getting bronze red, that she pulled open now and then, smiling at me. They were like orchid flower petals to absorb the sun. Ha it was funny their was "nectar" in there... hope she doesn't attract bees, I thought! Denise would try to do the same then and then we'd all laugh under our breaths as her pussy, as mine would, just snapped nearly shut in a few seconds (hey someone should make an opener for that!). But she did have a nice tan on the outside of her pussy. Funny it reminded me of a few years ago when I got hit in the eye with a ball and my eye swelled up. All there was was a slit that was pink or red from being sore with some eye lashes poking out of the dark slit. Of course she had no "eye lashes" or really any hair down there. Well there was a little fuzz around her anus. I'll have to remember to shave there too someday! As Kate and Deloris got up to get some snacks and drinks I noticed their beautiful tan bodies. They love each others bodies I think because they chat a lot talking about each others tiny swimsuits (microbikinis they called them) and how they fit here and there into their 'nooks and crevaces'. I love how they laughed and played with each other in talk and communication and helping each other. I hope I find a girlfriend to joke around with and have fun with. Except for telling Kate about my day or what I look forward too I don't chat so much with Kate as her and Deloris were. I do talk technical and writing things with my dad though. Barry said I am a great play friend with my friends and doer kind of person like with the video equipment and projects we work on together. Kate and Deloris are organizers and comparing type of ladies. They love to talk about relationships it seems and people. Yet Kate and I do spend good loving time together. Kate has always helped me and Beth get our things together and she helps to remind us and help keep us healthy like a mom should. I guess I'll have to have a lover too that I can depend on that way someday. What Kate does for us, some of it I do see is a mom thing. Beside running track or playing basketball after school many days I do projects with guys from school and Kate helps. She buys supplies or clothes I need or drop me off at a boy's (she has no worry about sex as this does not seem to be on my mind with the boys I guess). Sometimes with the boys, we run a couple miles in the nearby park and then go to my house to swim in the pool. If so then I have to call ahead to "warn her" or make a lot of noise so that she can at least put on her tiny micro bikinis (the boys love that and one gave her a cougar nick name.. "Kitty-Kate" - and Kate does not object! - one time she even showed one boy Roger she had no tan lines.. MOTHER!). After such runs without the boys I sometimes just strip and jump in the pool and forgetting to stretch and I pay for it later though. When I have sore muscles I can hardly sit in class and concentrate. Like helping organize my projects, Kate many times has to help me out with my muscles. Because it happens so often my latest routine is that after I shower in the morning and Barry is off to work Kate has me lay face down on her bed and she rubs me all over my back side. She uses that cream Deloris gave her too. It feels so good as I drift off for a few moments. When Kate rubs my muscles then or after I go jogging I feel a connection to her. I also feel it when she helps me wash my back in the shower. I know Kate and Denise also loved each other. It is by how they touched each other with that cream, they are very comfortable with each other touching themselves and not nervous about it at all. That is something I intend to be now that Kate says, I am a lady too. It is like Denise and Kate rub each other's backs, it is like I notice Barry does that to Kate evenings sometimes before he goes to bed too. That is something I can do for Kate too! After our drive home now I'll have to try that! ------ end Chapter 7 ----- ------ Chapter 8 ----- When we got home, Kate and Beth and Denise practically ran for the showers... It wasn't the hot water so much (we have a Jacuzzi) but was more I guess the sand and beach that they wanted to wash off. "We'll leave the other bathroom for you guys" she said. Barry and I always knew where all the beach things went in the garage and storage areas. For the past few years we had a great time like today playing together at the beach and building sand castles. We had all kinds of toys for us kids growing up and for my friends I met there or came along with. As I was closing up the storage area we went back by the pool to check out the water temperature. "I'm going to shower here Sarah. Do you want to go into the pool?" he asked. Being that it was still nearly 90 out and we had just hauled all the beach stuff in I could sure use some cooling off. Upstairs we could hear dampened squeals as the ladies took their showers. I though nothing but the peace down here would feel better. "Sure" I said. As my dad headed for the outdoor shower I laid my towel down on the lounge and turned around to get his. As I walked over to him he was coming out of the pool house towards the outdoor shower with his towel wrapped around him. I reached out and put my hand out for the towel. "Here Dad, I mean Barry," I looked up giggling a little. "I'll put our towels on the lounge. That way they can dry too as we take a dip in the pool." "Sarah, Thanks you. I wasn't sure if you might still be a little timid about seeing your old dad, I mean I guess me as a guy naked." He said. Funny I had not thought about it but as he took his towel off and handed it to me I thought, wow this should me more "weird" than it is but it seems okay, right. It was after all that we were all naked just a little while ago at the beach and I was very used to having James and Jessie around naked in this pool. "Yea, Dad, Barry, James and Jessie spent like at least an hour playing around in and out of the pool." Want to play Marco polo, we can if you'd like. And I got these neat submarine torpedos if you'd like to "play like underwater catch". "Let's play catch" he said. With that I put the towel spread out on the lounge, stripped by the shower, washed up as he had just done and we were both in the pool. As I "passed the submarine to him" I said, "Barry?" "Yes" he said. "I loved today. I couldn't believe, after a while, how natural it felt for me to play in the water naked and play Bolo with you and Derek and the boys." "Yes, and you are such a wonderful lady growing up and learning how this and the birds and the birds and the bees and the bees too are influencing you." He said. I know he said bees and bees and birds and birds.. I thought it was the birds and the bees but we had more people's bodies to learn from I guessed so that is why he said "birds and bees" that way I guess. I laughed out loud, "Dad, Barry, this is so funny. Okay I'm a lady and I can talk sex with you like your buddies that come over right?" "Yup, well yes I guess Sarah" he said. "But is it funny right?" "Yea." "Okay" he said. "As you guys were sleeping, Derek and you. Well James, Jessie and I were goofing off trying to relax with our butts in the air to get some sun an Beth and Denise were right in front of us as we looked towards them. They were sunning the insides of their legs and arm. Funny their, ah, their..." "Pussies," He guessed. "Ya, their pussies," I continued, "were up in the air and Beth's was like a flower all opened up. She opened it up to get some sun. And it was so funny, it was like maybe a bright red Orchid glowing toward the sun. Ha never seen that before Huh!" "Nope I've never seen Beth at the beach that way!" He said and continued, "Did you like it"" "Oh yeah," I said. it was so open and nice to me and like a flower there was liquid that, well sorry Beth," I said, telling this to her dad, "but I guess it was sweat dripping from her..." "Pussy." He helped. "Ya, and," I continued. "and it was like nectar of a flower so much I wanted to say, 'close your legs your gonna get a bee sting!'" I embellished! "That's funny Beth!" "Ya, and both of them had nipples like pencil erasers. That's funny stuff... something to use in an act or movie right?" "Yes, that's great observation and comedy, Sarah! Make sure you 'Journal' that tonight." I had been keeping a Journal about the time I started helping out video recording the get-togethers last year. Barry told me to write down any thing funny, you may want to use it later in comedy or joking around with friends or help them with their stories about. "I'll write that and some other funny naked stuff I saw and noticed about Denise and stuff too. Even myself." I said. "Yeah," he said, and make sure you write your thoughts in some detail so later you can recall what you were like and thinking. But go to sleep in time... well after a few extra hours is okay by me because you are following something you love" "Okay." I said. He continued, "Knowing you and the long day you could be writing into the night!" I said, "But what about the sex questions or body questions I have?" (we continued to pass the submarine (the toy) underwater to each other) Well I feel fine being around the boys, James and Jessie and even you and well Derek.. well as a lady now I can appreciate, I mean I like Mr. Simons butt and muscles though and the rest of you guys but I also like looking at the women too. Is that normal with nudity?" "I think it is normal that you are buzzing with lots of thoughts inside," he said, "and as we pass this submarine toy, just trust with your mom and me that we are looking out for you. All you wonder about we can answer one at a time and make you feel good honey. Okay?" As we passed the toy and another ball across the pool a sense of calm came over me as we smiled at each other. We both swam some laps too and got out and lay on our lounges watching the orange as the sun was about to set. We heard from upstairs, "You guy still playing in the water some more? We're watching a movie in the living room now and will order a pizza in an hour if you guys want to come in, come in, and wear as you are if you want. We'll be naked too!" Kate's voice trailed off as she was walking from the window but raising her voice so we could hear. "Oh it's 'Fried Green Tomatoes'" she said as she came back and left the window again. I went inside and got some drinks for me and Barry and told them we were watching the sky light up as the sun went down and we'd be in when the pizza came.. they should start without us as we would probably wait and see maybe a second movie. As I came out and handed Barry his glass by the pool, for part of it I was walking nearly straight towards him and he was looking down my body and smiling. "What?" I said. "Oh nothing." he said. "Come on Barry, this could be stuff for my journal right.. and besides this is a good time for a few related beach nudist questions right?" "Okay, yes you're right, I'm impressed." He said. I'm seeing that you've become taller and thinner but have a nice woman's shape Sarah and now I am remembering that while we were not nudists my mom when I was young she thought nudity was something younger kids could handle. While she had hair down there unlike you, you must shave what you have, she had hips and thighs and well a body like yours." "Was she bisexual?" I asked, continuing, "Denise is bisexual." "Ha," he said and murmured off. Oh like "Denise and Beth?" What I though? He saw the puzzled look on my face and said, "Well we can talk as we have time. Beth there is no rush. just trust that all will come in good time and the less you know may actually be better, keep your juices flowing. " "Yes Barry but can you help me understand a little?" We both by the pool but I was up collect my toys at the end of the day (house rule). I was holding the submarine now as a rocket thrusting in the air as if blasting off from the edge of the water as I emerged from being bent over. "You have a womanly inside and outside Sarah" Barry said. "But you also have urges as an adult now. They are so fresh in your body that your body knows more than you. You see you are loving the feelings and yet catching up to the feelings with your thoughts or the good ways to think about your feelings." I smiled but knew I wanted a bit more details. Soon looking at me as I lay down, he could tell. "Ask me something and I will do my best to answer you like the young lady you are, but I ask that you have some strength inside to take those thoughts and put them in the journal of your mind and journal if you like and play with them, explore them, ask more questions and really try to build on what you know or add a new section to your life of what you know. Okay?" "I guess." I said. He reached over to me and gave me a hug and held my hand. "Feel good honey" we'll get this going. I smiled. He asked. "So what is the first question?" ------ end Chapter 8 ----- ------ Chapter 9 ----- Me I'm a young lady teenager that just had my first nude beach experience and it was with my family and another family! Now here I was naked in the back yard by the pool! My dad and I were there relaxing on easy street while others were inside watching some kind of "coming of age" movie my mom said. The second movie I had was sports she said, track in particular so I was happy about that, "Personal Best" she said. It was an older movie but about a college girl, I guess. 'We could maybe learn from it as ladies' she said. With my dad, now our conversation starting on the topic of our family friend's daughter Denise being bisexual, what ever that was, and my step sister, his daughter, Beth was one as well, he had just added or mentioned? You see we had started talking about the nudity day and that I had joked with him seeing the girls legs spread and dew dripping from Beth's pussy very funny as a comedian we both are should know! I said I thought she better watch out, she might get stung by a bee! Or I wanted to say that. Funny and Denise's pussy WAS sorta like it was lightly stung like a bee and all four of their nipples too! 'Bisexual' and those legs open before me. That was all I could think of. And really mostly those girl's pussies staring right at me today had made me excited with some kind of desire to do some more nudism with them and hang out like ladies like that and talk I guess or play games. So there was my thoughts, on two college girls, as they tried to keep the 'pedals' of their flowers opened up to get some sunshine when I said. "The girls had their legs open and that made me feel excited to look at them and I wanted too to play with them some more in the waves but we had to go home too." Denise was spending the night I guessed and I was just thinking about her closed pussy and Beth's open one with, well, lips. Now my dad said they were both bisexual. It got me confused. (As I remember now, they skipped over it in sex education class!) I asked Barry, "What is being bisexual?" I asked. He said,"Well you know I am a comedy write right?" "Yes" "Well this is not really to surprise you" but most of my work has to add the fact that some men like to live with men" "Like gay" I said. "Yea," he said. "And some women, many comedian women, like Ellen (who does have a 'wife' I remember) or Margaret Cho, who I've worked with are gay too, right?" "I thought they were lesbians." I was puzzled. He continued, "well yes and that is 'gay' also." "Oh," Cho? Gay too I thought. He let me pause and ponder a little... Ha how was I going to get this all in my nudist day journal! I better stop asking questions so I CAN sleep tonight! He continued, "Funny somehow maybe it got twisted because gay used to mean happy and like skipping down the street elated and smiling, something macho men and sports nuts don't really do. But there are girly men as you know right? "Yeah, like on those designer-fashiion shows." I laughed a little. It's just some guys have dominated that word, like gayety or gay to capture who they are in loving to show that they are like girls skipping inside I guess... to be somewhat joking..." Gay guys like to strike toward their femininity and some lesbians are not girly like. So these lesbians or even some say they like the words 'butches' or 'dykes' find it to, well, "too gay" I guess to use that word and prefer others. "Okay yeah right dad," I snickered, "who's this, hows this related to Beth and Denise being bisexual?" I continued, "I thought bisexual was because of their maturity or something to do with Denise's and my pussies." I was puzzled and yet wanted to get it all out so that Barry could get it together and HELP!!! "I mean everyone was saying she was bisexual and we both have no labia hanging down outside like the rest of the ladies. From their I thought what has "bi" in it as a word.. so I thought, rather than like cycles guys ride with a motor, we had no motor like a bicycle. So then I gathered that must be it but with our pussies, like bicycles, bi-cycles. Like we were the only two bisexuals. And Denise said I am just like her." (I guess I could have tried google, da!) Barry said, "Yes but bi has a meaning... ah... Sarah..." He looked around, "Gee maybe we should have mom here too." Just then I heard the sliding glass door shut (we had air conditioning) and my mom walked out naked. It was so funny in lots of ways, especially that Barry mentioned her and she was stark naked... I had forgotten that Barry and I were naked too. "You guys want to come in and watch the girls and girls movie, Barry and Kate?" She asked. Barry was standing up bringing a chair closer near the front between the two lounges and motioned to Kate to sit on it. She did facing me sitting on another towel of ours drying as he sat back down on the lounge. "Sarah and I were joking around about today and we were also getting into some questions about sexuality and nudity and it was perfect timing for us to all have some laughs together." Barry (the optimist comedian) said. The sliding glass door popped open a bit and a naked Beth popped her head out.. "Dad, you and Sarah going to watch and see with mom, me and Denise if Idgie and Ruth are going to start making out in the cafe or what? "She read the book in college." Kate said. "Just keep watching honey, I've seen it before. I'm going to watch the stars out here with Sarah and Barry, Okay?" "Okay, then just us two will be cuddling up under the blanket" Beth said as the door then slid closed. There was a slight cooling breeze not helping our three naked bodies enjoy the sky. The external automatic lights had just come on but there was plenty of daylight and mom had her legs around the corner of my lounge as she looked up to the two stars becoming visible. "That's Venus" she said. As her and I were looking up, dad joked. I see two stars from Venus right here in front of me. Both bright beautiful stars and both bisexually beautiful. I slowly gazed down toward him as Kate did the same. I was glad I really must have been confused about this WORD and now that it included Kate and Me and Beth and Denise and probably even Deloris, bisexual is nice I followed my feelings about the women, I felt good. ------ end Chapter 9 ----- ------ Chapter 10 ----- We had such a wonderful day and I had basically learned to be a nudist while it seemed everyone around me was already. This nudism included friends from school and their parents and all were all used to it already apparently and it was okay. Everything was okay that it was alright I guess. Also there was the word Bisexual I was also seeing that it was a good thing I guessed that women could do. All the women now here it seemed were capable of it. So for that matter that all the women this day were bisexual and that was alright too, even thought I did not know what it was... I did know Barry started to talk about gay and lesbians and stuff and one was Ellen and her Portia and I guess even her old wife Anne Heche too. So I guessed it must be a nice benefit maybe or at least pretty cool. So as to me, maybe it must relate to one of my favorite comedians, Ellen on the TV. "We love such a wonderful day everyone had and you Sarah. And you enjoyed your day I can tell too." Kate said. "Oh yes!" I said. "And the nudity, that was okay, funny? She asked. "Yeah," I said, "me and dad were joking about the flowers on the girls I mean all the ladies.." Kate turned to Barry and made a little funny face like a cat curious and mischievously puzzled it seemed. "So you get most of enjoying the freedom like the twins, James and Jessie did today right?" "Oh yeah, we had lots of fun riding the waves and playing Bolo and also just building castles and also too seeing everyone enjoying being naked and getting a tan too!" "So now you see that being a bisexual is nice too, right?" Kate said. Barry chimed in "Well we were getting to the funny part about that..." I said, "Well now I am seeing that as say Ellen DeGeneres and Portia are wives of each other then they like to hold hands too and she had another wife Anne Heche too. I see Grandma Myers holding hands with her friends too when we see her at that place she lives sometimes too so I think I know it is like special friendship that where it's not just like holding hands with a man because he is your partner but holding hands with women by women, right?" "Well, yes that's it honey" my mom said. "and we'll discover more about it together in the morning okay? It is about what sex we are and how some women love to show that like holding hands in public and feel good about that. You know how I give you the massages Sarah?" (my dad looked at her a bit quickly when she asked that) "Yes?" "Well both kinds of women do massages like that but sometimes women do a bit more towards all of a woman's sensual needs in a massage." "Umm, that's sounds good. I'd like to feel that too." I said and continued, "I get to feeling warm all over seeing you and Deloris and for that matter Denise and Beth naked around me and I mean I feel it inside, warm, sensing inside.. sens-u-al.. like you said right?" "Yes, and sensuous" she said as my father smiled at me too. "Here, lay down," she said, "on your tummy." Barry stood up and cleared his throat. "Barry run upstairs and get that oil from the bedroom okay hun?" Kate asked. "Now Honey I am going to show you this once what I am taking about so you can get the feeling of the whole you sensing what it feels bisexual." She came around to the front of me and continued as I looked up. "I noticed today you enjoyed looking at Beth and Denise as they tried to get tan on their insides. I see how your saw her lips hanging open like this." She squatted a little and opened her lips. "And that feels good." She said. As she opened up to show me that flower again, I noticed also in the lighting of the pool area that inside she had moisture in there too. I said and asked, "Yea, I feel all warm inside now too like at the beach and it feels good Kate. Is that like Beth was wet today too?" She said. "Probably so. She knew Denise and you were enjoying looking at her and it made her feel that special feeling inside so one of the things a body does is get wet a little, you know kind of like when we are on our way to McDonald's you say, 'um, my mouth is watering'?" "Yes, I like that" I said. And when your dad comes down, you'll see there is few other ways too. ------ end Chapter 10 ----- ------ Chapter 11 ----- My mom, Beth Myers was now hovering over my naked lady like but teen body as dusk fell. My dad Barry was fetching some massage oil I guess as we waited by the pool. Kate said, "So another way besides like looking at the naked flesh of your step sister and me now, to feel tingly inside sometimes is also by at men as they please you in some loving way. You see Barry was talking to you nicely while I was watching the movie and talking about your day while you were in the pool..?" "and helping me play with this new toy of mine too," I said as I held up the submarine like a rocket making it go up and down into the night sky. "Yes," she said,"caring for all of you, see?" "Oh yeah," I said, "that felt so good, and he didn't even put it in me I joked!" "Now Sarah. of course not." She laughed, "He is blood related to you so I'm going to be general here. Between blood relative males and females... that is to be avoided such as where it can lead with a young fertile lady such as yourself. We can talk later about that." She kind of bit her tongue at the same time as all that but now I was understanding! She and we were talking sexually! "It is okay to have feelings sexually to anyone honey, Sarah, but sometimes in the world things just go easier with certain opportunities to follow to enjoy a happy sexual life. Like Barry and I have sex almost every night we are together and it is that common bond we have with taking and enjoying each other's give and take in many ways like my feminine way and his masculine ways too. It makes it easier for us to be partners and share those things on a continual basis and sexually at great opportunities because it happens every day we're together.. though tonight I noticed his thingee had a burnee, ouch!" She continued, "When Barry comes down, well, Sarah, you know all you know about things like the Vampire movies? How guys and such desire come to them and women in the movies? Well we'll see what you think about dad about loving and sexual feelings and he'll be naked too. .. You can think anything and fantasy sexually you want and not tell anyone or sometimes it may make sense like with a friend but notice another way you may get tingly inside with a man around... or you can say feel that way about Mr., ah I mean Derek." As my dad, Barry came down, now his "schlong" was swaying like a broken pole hanging from the top of a tent and I was getting tingly a little maybe looking at his greatness in the dusk. Okay she said, "here is another way", she bent down and winked at me into my eyes. "This is different then the oil I was using on you honey" As she spread it on my back and down to my legs I could feel a warmth as never before... wow was this some kind of bisexual oil or something. "is this for bisexuals? The oil? I asked. "Oh it is for them and anyone honey. It has a bit of a cinnamon type and spice to give you a sensual experience.." "I am feeling tingly," I said. She said, "And good, and also more will come inside your from your thoughts. I could be a man massaging you, Derek, anyone. Sometimes it matters what you pay attention to or nothing, related to what you get out of a massage. So now you'll know a bit more about this, just follow your feelings as I do a little deeper massage on you pulling and pushing and maybe dad wants to give it a try too." She continued to massage as dad watched, his penis was pretty big, it was kind of funny but I was trying to do what she suggested! It felt so good and I could glance to the side seeing her naked body and shaved vulva area now and then. Those lips now wet, glistening. And I felt I was getting wet. I parted my legs so I wouldn't get to hot down there. As Kate massaged I imagined the ladies all of us on the beach and in the water soaking up everything and each other. Pretty soon I was breathing heavy. "Honey, are you feeling good, baby?" Kate said. I murmured, "Yes, keep going." As Kate massaged I was not sore so she was doing circles on my reddened ass too! Pulling and kneading my muscles in all directions. I had worn a lot of sunscreen so I was not burnt like my dad was down there. Just as I was breathing very heavy she asked me to flip over. I hadn't even noticed the sounds that Barry had gone into the pool and was now drying off. Kate, she was wet in front and when she noticed I noticed she rubbed herself with her hands without thinking to get it off I guess. "That's okay Kate." I said, "It's natural, no mater what you are thinking on the inside that is up to you, right?" "Yes, I think your are getting it honey." Barry came by us on the way to inside of the house. "Everything making a little more sense Sarah, baby?" he asked. "Yes, I think I have enough to make my Journal pretty clear tonight, though I am feeling a bit woozy!" I laughed. "I'll help her with all that Barry. You go in and make sure those naked girls are enjoying watching that movie under that blanket. I want them to experience what love can be. I also got that other movie I think you will like.. that Hemingway girl shows her butt in it I think too!" As he went in, Sarah continued the massage on my front. I took the extra towel my dad had left and swiped Kate's pussy as Deloris had done for me a day earlier. "Like mustard" I said. Wonderful comfort you have Sarah. That's how life should be. "Now tell me do you have any feelings you want to explore?" she said as she now rubbed deeply over the minutes with the tingly oil all over my front muscles and tummy and around my breasts. "I kind of want to rub my pussy" I surprised myself by blurting out but I felt to get the most out of my "learning" to day and to help with completion of todays journal entry it only made sense to open up. She picked up the "rocket" and zoomed it through the air like a jet airplane and made a wooshing noise... "Ah see," she said. "Sometimes perfect opportunities present themselves. Like a rocket in the sky looking at the stars should be so fun for you. Honey see this rocket, and remember the cock you recently saw?" "Yes," I said. "Well this is very clean and..." She made a rubbing on her skin with the toy submarine and up and down motion, "and you know use it as you like dreaming and relaxing all alone thinking at the stars as you mentioned your desires. And soon it will be a person just think about. It will be your lover and friend with you bringing you to make love and feel wonderful and climaxing" With that she handed me the rocket and some other lube my dad had brought down from the room... 'astro glide'.. well that made sense... and for a sense of humor maybe for my dad I guess. As I heard the Sliding glass door close I sunk into the shallow end of the pool and the sheen of the oil slightly glissened and warmed up the sense across the water of my delight. I pressed the rocket into my pussy as I sat on the first step, my toes out of the pool as I rested one part of each connected to my body on each side of the stairs. Spread looking at the stars I thought of all the great sights today... remembering more from my daze. Mrs. Simons bending over as she picked up the towels and reached down for a minute standing up cleaning her toes and bottoms of her feet while smiling at my glances at her back side ass and pussy once in a while. Or the twining of mine and Beth's and Denise's bodies rolling in the waves and later looking, watching each other rolling in the sand. And the care they gave me rubbing the lotion all over my butt and body to keep me from getting burned as it was constantly washing off all day. I thought of all the love and good things I got that day like being with the guys too and all they helped out with and how they loved me holding me to as my dad did getting into the vehicle with the asphalt so hot on my feet. I felt that excitement of being alone and fully naked outdoors all again as I walked in all the bright light of the back yard toward my lounge again and lay back and put my feet bottoms together and rubbed and pinched my now hard! Eraser! nipples! First one and then the other. The astonishment and excitement at being a fully naked young teenage girl, I mean lady, practically all day with all those naked people too to look at and look at me. They were all around my first time naked in public body and the two college ladies were looking at me to and I at them and we all got excited about each other and now I know that that is exactly what they were doing and I was unknown to myself lusting after their pussies spread wide to the sun. My body started shaking as I though of them and what we did and what would could do together and I loved it. As I looked to Venus now nearly overhead I felt the rush of my orgasm and thrust the ship to it's home with my hands free and fins sticking out of my vulva area. A shaved porthole with a now shinny rocket ready for the night. I would never look at the submarine as being underwater in another way again. I stayed like that for nearly 15 minutes when I saw the lights flash on and off. Kate cracked open the door and asked, "better honey?" "Yes" I said. As she held the door, both of us naked, and I came in, and into her arms she hugged me and said, "I love you honey and glad you feel so good now... I think this one time, well you had a long day and you can just write an outline of notes in your journal and you can catch up and we'll have more fun for you tomorrow too, okay?" "That sounds good." I said. "And tomorrow what can we also do? Some naked stuff too? I want to see Beth and Denise and even Deloris too tomorrow and naked and have some fun with them." I trailed off as my eyes got a little droopy now. She said, "Well I've been thinking us ladies should get together wit a dancing night to your favorite ipod dancing play lists, food, games and stuff. And now that your are a lady I was thinking the boys can do their own thing, have their night, they are men and boys and can have their nights like we can too.? "Yes, Ye..ay!" I smiled at her and jumped a little up and down in her embrace as we headed for the upstairs. She continued, "As the boys could do stuff with worms, tinkering, work outs and such over at the Simons I know you would you like it if us women had a girls, ah, ladies night and you could be with us ladies tomorrow right?" "Can we give massages with that oil too?" I asked. "I have a way we can set up some massage tables so we are all able to see each other too!.." As she kissed me goodnight I slithered into my sheet and was almost swiftly asleeep... Hm, I again laughed as I was nodding off.. I wondered what those plastic mirrors on the ceiling in the garage were for...! A hot rod was shining in those mirrors but I wondered if hot rockets will be shining in them tomorrow... bringing ecstasy to me. I was going to sleep well thinking of all our bodies. Tomorrow is "christmas" I laughed... soon to see what is the pitter patter! ------ end Chapter 11 ----- ------ Chapter 12 ----- l experiences. I will be expanding my teenage stories such as with my stepsister in my next adventures (bookmark my author page). The rest is just my comments about nudism today and why women, "hetero or bi", should not hesitate to try it at least once for them as a possible transformational experience. That was many years ago and sure enough I've been to many nudist clubs since then. You see for me Sarah, the world of nudism is like jumping into a wonderland of fun and friendship. What happened in eighth grade has NEVER happened to me at a nudist resort. I have never had a weird or uncomfortable experience. Like at home as a child, any opening to sexual experience was always my choice! I wish all women who wonder what it would be like here would come out and see what a unique atmosphere it is. I have gone as a single woman many times as well as part of a couple. Every time, I have felt welcomed. No one stares at me, makes comments, or otherwise makes me feel uncomfortable. Many resorts have security watching out to make sure everyone is respectful. People have been asked to leave the grounds for inappropriate behavior, but this is rare. Nudists understand respect. I started going to Harbin Hot Springs ten years ago and learned about Lupin Lodge and Laguna del Sol through word of mouth. In the past seven years, I've visited clothing optional resorts in Florida, Texas, Arizona, and California. Nudism has opened up a new world of friendships, sports, and body acceptance for me. There are some myths surrounding this lifestyle. As nudists, we know they are not true! Myth #1. Everyone looks good without their clothes on at nudist resorts. Not true! You will see the same people here as you do in the grocery store. We represent a cross section of society, which means all sizes. Sadly, a lot of women are hyper critical of themselves, and don't feel they look good enough to be here nude. Once women visit, they realize everyone fits in. Myth #2. If you like nudism, you are a little " out there" in some way. I can only speak for myself and my observations. All of the nudists I know are just like my non-nudist friends. I see no difference. Myth #3. I won't fit in at those places. This was my biggest fear the first time I went. I thought everyone would be cliquish and I would be hanging out alone. I was invited to a potluck on my first day out, although I knew only one person. At every club I have visited, I have met nice people and made friends. The only place I noticed someone getting upset was when they wished their team wasn't doing so well playing one of the sports, just like the outside world. So know that 98 percent of the people playing sports will be supportive of you having a good time with your skill level. Here are my top ten reasons for loving nudism. 10. De-stressor. Everything is laid back here. You can't help but relax. You also can get an awesome tan all over you body - with no lines. And you get the feeling of enjoying that your body is beautiful. Nudists accept and enjoy being around all the shapes and sizes that people come in. 9. Simple pleasures. You get to feel the wind touch your skin as it blows through your hair and across every part of your body. You get to swim nude, feeling unencumbered, au natural. Your body feels free and your mind stimulated, because it is. 8. You get to be you. People do not search out judging you for your possessions, your occupation, or your body type. Nudists observe your character, kindness, and how much fun you are. 7. Bargain. Compared to most athletic or private clubs, the cost of membership at nudist resorts is very reasonable. I know of two clubs in California where it is under $ 350.00 per year for a single woman. You could go every day if you so desired. 6. Location. You will almost always be in a beautiful, peaceful location. Nudist resorts are often off the beaten path, and in the midst of nature. 5. Inclusive. As a female, you will have the opportunity to join in conversations, sports, games, and more. Or you can read a book and relax. Sure there are available men but other than at a dance it is rather hard to tell. Funny enough, they and people are very friendly, welcoming, allowing you to be on your own, and respectful, but not pushy. As a woman there doing things with people, you can usually go as far as you'd like or just do your own thing as you want. 4. Community. Nudists make good friends and neighbors. We have potlucks, celebrate birthdays, loan out tools, and say hello to everyone. This feels like a family, and if you are lacking one, you can have one here. 3. Activities. Are you an athlete or open to trying new things? There is a variety of activities: tennis, volleyball, karaoke, hiking, water volleyball, swimming, shuffleboard, table tennis, pool, hot tubbing, karaoke and more. There is something for everyone, even if you are non- athletic and you can even start your own activity for others to join in on. Most clubs have a gym also. 2. Positive self concept. Nudists will like you for who you are. Do you? We are famous for being non-judgmental regarding the sizes and shapes of others. This is a glaring difference between nudists and the outside world. You will experience acceptance the way it should be everywhere, but frankly, isn't. 1. Friends. Good friends and fond memories is what we will remember most when our time has passed. I have met the most wonderful people through nudism, including my boyfriend. They are the ones who make me laugh and help me enjoy life. I feel blessed to have a lot of great people in my life, many whom are nudists. Many women fear that men will gawk and be a little `too friendly." The truth is, men are respectful and people often go out of their way to be helpful. If by chance someone is not acting appropriately, it will be handled swiftly by management. I hope someday nudism is much more mainstream and our membership grows exponentially in the next few years. We need to recruit more people to come join us! We all need to tell our female friends that nudism is a great place for women to have fun. Just as sometimes a sexy bikini can say more to entice funny outcomes around men, It is ironic that we as women get more harassment from men with our clothes on than with them off! I hope that women who visit will enjoy their experience as much as I have. - Nudist Sarah Fanny Myers ------ end Chapter 12 ----- More stories or chapter continuation will be here: /files/Authors/Nudist_Sarah_Fanny_Myers/ Like? Comments or suggestions welcomed: If you like what you read and would like more then send a message. 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