Dear Diary (Mf; MMf; Mff; fb; tease; voy; exhib; mast; ped)
By Neverlander
(C) 2015
This is Melisa's diary!
You DO NOT have permission to read it!
I haven't given anybody permission so this means YOU!
If you read it anyway I'll sue you!
Tuesday 5/26
This is the first time I'm going to write in my new diary! Finally I
got something for my birthday that I wanted, which was yesterday. Mom
finally listened.
Oh I forgot! I'm supposed to start every day with "Dear Diary," so I'll
say it now: Dear Diary. I don't know why you're supposed to say that. I
mean it's not like my diary is a person or anything. But maybe it is
sort of like a person, like a best friend who will listen to me and not
repeat it to anyone, unless somebody who is going to get SUED is
reading this now!
Anyway I'm going to be real honest and write about everything that I
think about and what happens to me. The funny thing is that if people
obey what I said before then why am I writing if nobody will read it? I
can read it of course but I already know what's in it so why bother?
Here's what I think: if I get famous some day then in a zillion years
after I'm dead people will want to know about me and then it will be OK
for them to read this cause I won't be around to sue them anymore! (Ha
ha) But not till then, after I'm famous. And dead.
OK so if you're from the future and I'm not around anymore I should
warn you that I'm gonna talk about everything and that includes swear
words and stuff like sex! So if you don't like that then you should
stop RIGHT NOW. Got it?
Whatever.
Dear Diary,
Actually I'm kind of tired now so I'm going to bed and I'll write more
tomorrow.
Are you supposed to say "Bye, Diary?" I don't think so.
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Wednesday 5/27
Dear Diary,
Well, here I am again! Not much happened today but I guess I should
write something anyways especially since I'm starting here right in the
middle of my life and I haven't said anything about who I am or
anything. Well not actually the middle of my whole life but you know
what I mean.
OK, so I'm Melisa but everybody just calls me Missy. I'm 12, ever since
two days ago hooray! Even though what I really want to be is 13 but
that's a whole year away, oh well. I live with my mom in a nice house.
My dad used to live here too, but he moved out when my mom and him got
divorced when I was 9. But I see him a lot, like on weekends and
sometimes holidays so I don't have to miss him or anything. I'll
probably talk about him from time to time since like I said I see him
pretty often.
My mom's pretty cool, I mean like she doesn't order me around a lot or
anything, and she lets me do some pretty wild things. I'll probably
talk a lot about that too! She works selling houses, or actually she
shows houses to people who want to buy houses that other people are
selling. Sometimes I go with her when she shows houses, but only on
weekends since I'm in school the other days. But it's OK with her if I
stay home alone when she's out doing it, I'm very responsible.
OK, so like I said, I'm Missy, I'm 12 and I'm in the 7th grade at
school. I wouldn't say that I love school but it's not that bad either,
and I have a lot of cool friends there. My favorite subject is math,
pretty weird, huh? Girls are not supposed to like math but I'm good at
it, it's sort of like solving puzzles. I like figuring things out,
especially when other kids can't!
OK, I just did something kind of strange but I just want to make sure
you know everything about me. I stood in front of my mirror so I could
see what I look like so I can describe myself to you. The strange part
is that I took off all my clothes so's I could describe everything, you
know? But I don't think it's really strange, actually, just thorough.
So, to start with I'm 4 feet 11 inches tall and I weigh 93 pounds. I
didn't see that in the mirror of course, but we mark off my height on
the edge of the kitchen door and we have a scale in the bathroom. I
have red hair and blue eyes. I think maybe my eyes are my best feature,
they're real light blue, kind of unusual. My hair is sort of the frizzy
kind, but not too much, and if I cut it short it would probably be real
curly but I don't so it comes out wavy. And frizzy sometimes, like I
said. I usually wear it loose so it comes down almost to my shoulders
and kind of flounces around my face, and a lot of the time I hold it
back on the sides with barrettes, usually pink. I tried bangs once but
that was a disaster! Sometimes I tie it in two pony tails, or even
braids. It makes me look really really young when I do that.
People tell me my nose is cute cause it's turned up a little. And I
have freckles across the top of it, not a whole bunch or real dark or
anything, just what they call a sprinkling of freckles. I laughed when
I first heard that cause it made me think of sprinkles on an ice cream
cone! My mouth is kind of small but I have a big smile that shows a lot
of white teeth! My lips are rose color, even when I don't wear makeup,
which is like always. I have real fair skin, white almost, so I have to
be careful when I go outside to not get sunburn.
My arms are pretty good, I think. They're white too with just a few
freckles, and thin but they're strong. I can do 5 push ups and 3 pull
ups! People say I should play the piano because my fingers are long and
graceful. But I don't. My hands are nice and soft, so it feels good
when I touch somebody. I like to touch.
OK, this is the part you better skip if you don't want to hear about
what girls look like, under their clothes I mean! I don't know what the
big deal is. It's just how we are, you know? But some people get all
weirded out thinking about a girl as young as me naked, but I just
think I'm me, nothing so special. Of course some people (like some men)
get excited thinking about it, and I kind of like that! Actually I like
it a lot.
Anyway, going down lower, I'm starting to get bigger boobs - oh I mean
breasts! I guess I should use polite words. Yes, my breasts are getting
bigger, even though I started getting them like two years ago, at least
that's when I first noticed. Mom says I'm "filling out" more now. At
first I thought that meant I'm getting fat but that's not right it just
means I'm not a skinny little kid anymore. My chest used to be flat and
then these little hills when I was 9. But now they really stick out
more like when I look in the mirror and turn sideways. They're sort of
like these cones that point out straight ahead, but now the underside
is not just a straight line like before, it kind of curves up to the
tip. There's a little more of that freckle sprinkling across the tops,
but below that my boo I mean my breasts are white as snow. My nipples
are pink, real light pink. Even though they're light they stand out
since my skin is so white. The little rings around them are even
lighter but they stand out too. Sometimes they look kind of soft and
puffy but if it gets cold or if I pinch them they get real hard like
little pink marbles. If I don't wear a bra they always stick out
through my shirt, I guess cause the material rubs against them. Lately
I've noticed boys but especially men staring at me when that happens!
I'm probably gonna be pretty big when I grow up, since that's how Mom
is. Her breasts hang down a little now of course, and someday mine
probably will too. But right now they stick out and point up high, and
bounce and jiggle when I jump. Actually I think I have to change what I
said before, I think these are my best features.
OK going down further there's my tummy and my belly button. I don't
know if I'm an innie or an outie. Usually an innie, I guess, but if I
stick out my tummy I can make it look like an outie! That's one of my
little tricks. A thing I've noticed lately about this part of me is
that my waist looks smaller than before. Oh I know it's not getting
smaller it just looks that way cause my hips are bigger than before. I
mean not huge or anything! They're just a little wider. It's kind of
neat to run my hands down my sides and feel them curve in at my waist
and out at my hips and then back in at the tops of my legs. I like
doing that in the mirror, sort of like watching my hands skiing over a
couple of hills. I do that with my breasts, too, and squeeze them.
Guess I'm weird! No, not really, I know other girls who do that too.
Bet you can guess what's next! Yep, it's what's right between my legs
and my not so big hips, my little pussy! Oops I mean my vagina. No
that's not right either cause that's inside. OK, I just looked it up,
it's my "vulva", the part that's outside so you can see it. Well what's
new there is that now it has some hair around it, not a lot, more like
feathery fuzz than hair. And guess what? I'm a real redhead! Yep,
reddish orangey fuzz just above and a little down the sides of my
pussy. You used to be able to see the lips and everything right out in
the open, but now I had to pull my lips open a little in the mirror to
see that I'm just the same as before between them, nice and pink and
shiny, with the little bump at the top that feels so good when I rub
it. Some girls I know got freaked out when they started to get hair and
shaved it off. But I don't. It's not that much, and I kind of like
looking like a woman, even if I'm only 12. Besides which nobody can see
there anyway, so what's the difference? And I still get a cute little
camel toe there when I wear something tight!
I just read what I wrote and saw that I said pussy again! Oh well I
guess it's a habit. Instead of trying so hard to remember to use polite
words I'll just say that I don't mean to be rude when I don't, OK?
So down from my hips and my pussy we come to my legs, of course!
They're pretty long I guess, and thin but not skinny or anorexic or
anything like that. I like to run so they're strong and have a nice
shape (I think anyways!)
Finally there are my toes! They're cute and I usually paint them with
pink polish.
Oh wait not finally! How could I forget my ass! (My bottom, sorry) I
turned around and used another mirror, a hand one, to get a good look
at myself in the mirror. Pretty nice if I do say so myself! My cheeks
stick out pretty far and they're nice and round. I guess I have what
you call a bubble butt! While I was looking at myself I reached around
and gave myself a slap. It didn't hurt but right away the skin changed
from white to pink and stayed that way for a minute. I also like to
squeeze the cheeks with my hands the way I do with my breasts. Don't
know why, I just do.
Well there you have it. That's what I look like! Hope you like it.
P.S. I just looked at my tongue in the mirror. Some people have tongues
that are kind of grey or greenish but mine is nice and pink and smooth.
Also no pierce holes like some girls have, gross!
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Thursday 5/28
Dear Diary,
Some of my friends at school get mad when guys try to look up their
skirts, but I think it's fun! I mean if they want to get all hot and
bothered seeing our panties why should I care? Well actually I do care
because I like to think about how excited it gets them just to get a
peek under my skirt and imagine what's in my panties. It's so easy to
get boys going like that and grown up men too. Well maybe not all of
them. At school it's mainly the shy kids who secretly try to peek, the
boys who don't have girl friends, and the men, well there are a few
teachers all us girls know are pervs! I think it's fun to tease them
and I think even the girls who get mad about it secretly like to tease
them too. Actually I know a lot more about men than most of the kids in
my class because well just because. And Miss Fenton in Phys Ed too,
she's always walking through the locker room when girls are changing or
walking by the showers. She's such a lez!
So anyway today I was wearing a really short skirt and I had history
where the man teacher Mr. Garvey really has a thing for the girls. I do
this thing where I put my heels up on the cross bar thing under my seat
and then move my knees apart and together back and forth. It gives him
a view right up between my legs to my panties. I open my legs for a
couple of seconds then close them and wait more seconds before I open
them again. But he never knows just when they're gonna open again and
give him another thrill! It makes him almost stutter when he's trying
to talk and staring under my desk at the same time. Ooo you nasty dirty
old man staring between my legs like that! I'm just a little girl you
know just a innocent young girl! (he he he) I love thinking about how
it must make him feel looking at what gets him so hot and bothered and
he knows he will never get to have fun with. It must drive him crazy! I
bet he plays with himself all night thinking about it. It's fun
imagining that. And it's fun seeing the bulge in his pants!
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Friday 5/29
Dear Diary,
Didn't have history today so no chance to torture Mr. Garvey!
I'm going to pack now because my dad's picking me up pretty soon to
bring me to his house. Spending the weekend there. I'll tell about
anything interesting that happens there.
Just got back with my dad. We went to a restaurant and a movie. The
movie was one of those ones about making dinosaurs in modern times and
of course they get out. Not my favorite.
Going to bed now.
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Sunday 5/31
Dear Diary,
I'm writing this the next day, I mean after another day that I skipped.
I was so tired and went to bed late yesterday that I forgot to write
anything. I guess it's OK to skip in diaries.
OK, so yesterday was pretty weird. But interesting too. I just hung
around during the day watching TV and doing some homework (Dad makes me
bring it with me). But then I found out Dad was going to have one of
his Saturday poker game nights when his friends come over and they play
cards. This sounds boring but not always since sometimes they let me
sit with them and they teach me how to play. I'm pretty good I think!
When I saw the men arriving I knew it was going to be one of the Lady
Luck nights. I knew it because of who they were and I recognized them
from times before and also the way they look at me. But I know my Dad
wouldn't let anything bad happen to me. And he was smart to invent the
Lady Luck game cause he wins a lot when they play it!
OK, it goes like this: they sat down and started playing the poker game
while I was in the next room reading a book. Then one of them won a lot
of money, actually the chip things that stand for money until the end.
My dad says something like, "Well it looks like Lady Luck is visiting
you!" That's my signal, and I come running into the room. Dad points
to the man who won the money and I go over to him and sit on his lap.
He laughs and moves me around a little to get comfortable and then they
start playing again.
The thing I should tell you is that I got all ready before the game and
I was wearing this short little sundress with no sleeves that's pretty
skimpy. Oh and I tied my hair in ponytails like I said before so I
looked real young almost like a little kid! Except that my breasts
stuck out more than a little kid and you could see the tips press out
through the dress which was real thin and I didn't have anything on
underneath except panties. I almost never wear stuff like that in real
life but my dad knows what the men like to see. Oh and another thing I
had a lollipop and I sucked on it while the men were playing. The other
men tried to look cool like they didn't care but I could tell they were
jealous. I just looked at them and licked my lollipop. The dress was
real short and got pulled up so I think my panties were right on the
man's lap. As soon as I sat on it I could feel a lump where I was
sitting and I knew what that was all right! It kept getting bigger and
bigger.
The reason the Lady Luck game is so smart of my dad is that they all
want Lady Luck (me!) to sit on their laps, and on these nights Dad
invites just the ones who he knows really like it. So they all try real
hard to win games (they call it hands). Then when somebody wins Lady
Luck they all try to win next time. But here's the sneaky part, while
I'm sitting on the man's lap I kind of move around on the lump. Oh I
might as well say on his penis cause that's what it is! I move my ass
(oops bottom) around on it and get it all hard and excited which is of
course why he wants me sitting there in the first place! I can always
hear them breathing harder then and that's good cause it means that
they're not paying attention to the game. And as soon as they lose the
hand it means that I go sit on somebody else's lap instead. Also the
other men are trying hard to win but they can't concentrate cause
they're imagining what it would be like to have me moving around on
their laps, and their eyes are staring at my lollipop while I lick it
with my little pink tongue. When the man I was sitting on lost a hand I
turned around and looked at him with a sad expression. I said "sorry"
and gave my lollipop a suck then I got off his lap. I sort of slid off
so my bottom rubbed on his penis one last time. Then I went to get on
another one's lap (the man who won). So what happens? My dad wins lots
of hands because he never has Lady Luck sit on his lap (he's a good
dad, not a pervy one)! But he makes sure that the other men all get to
win Lady Luck at least once. The game goes on till real late cause the
men never want it to end.
While the men play they drink beer and other drinks and sometimes they
can get kind of touchy-feely. Last night they really did. Like when I
get up on their laps they like to hold me with their hands up under my
skirt while they shift me around to get comfortable, or their hands
kind of wander up while they're playing and feel my breasts through the
dress (for good luck I guess ha ha). And sometimes when I went to sit
down I saw that some of the guys had opened their zippers and a little
bit of their cocks was poking out already hard! They thought I wouldn't
notice it but I did. I didn't care though, I just sat down as usual and
moved around on them. They get harder real quick when that happens I
guess because they can feel their penises touching right on my panties
or my skin.
I just read what I wrote and if you think I'm like doing sex with the
men well I'm not! What I said is just pretending not real. I mean I was
talking about what I do for real but nobody thinks we are doing
anything bad. I mean I do sit on their laps and they get hard but I
don't say "hey you're getting hard" or stuff like that and the men
don't try anything. Well except for feeling me up of course but they
pretend it's a accident when they do. They get real excited and worked
up and everything but it's sort of like a secret and they pretend like
I'm just this little kid who sits on their lap when they win and
they're just being nice to me letting me do it.
I'm back home in Mom's house now writing this. Before I left Dad told
me again that it would be better if I never mentioned anything about
Lady Luck to Mom, she wouldn't like it. I always say yes I won't. I
suppose I should feel guilty about keeping secrets like that from Mom,
but I don't because of the things she tells me never to tell Dad about!
Maybe I'll tell you about that too. But right now I'm tired, and I'm
going to bed.
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Monday 6/1
Dear Diary,
I should probably tell you a little about where I live and my
neighbors. Well our house is nice but not too big. It has two floors
and my room is on the second floor. So's my mom's and there's another
bedroom downstairs. Out my window I can see the house next door and
look down at the lawn between my house and that one. The cool thing is
that our neighbor has a little swimming pool, one of those above the
ground kind, and he says me and Mom can go in it whenever we want!
Actually I know for a fact that a big reason he said this is that he
likes to look at Mom when she's lying around by the pool. Once I was in
my room and I looked across and saw him at a window looking down at her
with binoculars. She wears this teeny bikini and like I said she has
big breasts so I guess he got a good eyeful!
Actually what's kind of sad about Mr. Jensen (that's my neighbor) is
that his wife is in the hospital. She's not sick with a disease like
cancer or anything but sometimes she has to stay in a special hospital
where people can watch her because at home she sometimes kind of flips
out. Mom says she's depressed or by a pole or something like that. I
feel sorry for Mr. Jensen. I bet he's real lonely sometimes. They have
a little boy named Damon I babysit for sometimes when Mr. Jensen has to
go to the hospital to see his wife. Damon is 7 and even though I'm just
5 yrs older than him I'm very mature for my age and people know that so
babysitting is OK. Another reason it's OK for us to use the pool is I
sometimes stay with Damon while he swims there. Well just splashes
around mainly. We have fun.
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Saturday 6/6
Dear Diary,
Well guess what I found out today! I found out that my mom isn't the
only one Mr. Jensen looks at with his binoculars. I was at the pool
with Damon and I happened to look up and I saw binoculars in Mr.
Jensen's window and they were pointing at me! So it's not just sexy
ladies like Mom he likes to look at, he likes sexy 12 yr old girls too!
Well well well very interesting! Those friends I have in school would
probably be real mad if this happened to them but not me. All I could
think was wouldn't it be fun to give him something more to look at! Mom
was out showing a house today so I told Damon to come with me and we
went inside and up to my room. I've got a teeny weenie bikini too so I
put that on. I told Damon to turn around while I took off my clothes
and he did. But I know he peeked! Then we went out to the pool again
and Damon jumped in but I sat on the platform that goes around it and
put on lots of sun block since my skin is so white. I rubbed my hands
up and down my arms and my legs (front and back) and across my chest
and my tummy. While I was doing it I looked up just for a second and
yep there were the binoculars! Then I turned my back to Mr. Jensen's
house and took my bikini top off and ran my hands all over my front and
sides. Then I lay down on my stomach and laughed to myself thinking
about how he must be up there looking down at me and wishing so bad I
would turn over! But I didn't. After a few minutes I sat up and put my
top back on and lay on my back for a little while with the top pulled
down almost off. Then I went in the water with Damon. I know, I'm such
a tease! I wonder if he had his penis in his hand while he was watching
me (he he). I hope so.
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Sunday 6/7
Dear Diary,
Poor Mr. Jensen! I was thinking about how I teased him yesterday and
then today I heard Mom talking to Aunt Kate on the phone and she said
she heard that even when Mrs. Jensen is home she's so depressed that
she never gives Mr. Jensen any sex. Wow! He must be soooooooo
frustrated. No wonder he watches girls with binoculars. I bet being
teased by girls like me makes it worse. It must drive him crazy.
* * * * *
Monday 6/8
Dear Diary,
Today when I was getting home from school Mr. Jensen came out of his
house and said hi. I said hi back and he said he and Damon were just
about to go for a swim and I could join in if I wanted. It's kind of
funny saying "swimming" when the pool's so tiny! But I knew what he
really wanted so I said OK give me a sec and went inside to change. I
put on the same teeny bikini I wore the other day and when I walked
past Mom she asked me where I was going. I told her and she said OK and
winked at me. She thinks it's funny when girls do things to get men all
worked up. Mom's so cool! So we splashed around in the pool for a while
and I carried Damon around with me since he almost can't touch the
bottom. Mr. Jensen was staring at my bikini top the whole time! The
water was kind of cold and that made my nipples poke out. I think that
got him really excited and I could see his penis get big under his
bathing suit. And I really mean big!
Well I'm going to bed now but first I want to try a kind of experiment.
I'll tell you tomorrow if it works!
* * * * *
Tuesday 6/9
Dear Diary,
Ha ha I knew it! I did my experiment yesterday and here's what
happened. I told you that my bedroom window looks at the neighbor's
house. In fact I can see Mr. and Mrs. Jensen's room since it's on the
second floor too and it's right across from my window. I know it's
their bedroom cause I used to see them moving around in it sometimes.
Anyhow this was my experiment: after I wrote in you yesterday I went
upstairs to my room which was dark since I was writing downstairs in
the living room. I looked out my window and I could see Mr. Jensen in
his room. It looked like he was lying down reading a book and once in a
while he looked up out the window. So what I did was I turned on the
light in my room and walked around back and forth like I was getting
ready for bed or something. I looked out the window whenever I walked
past it. Then guess what? The second time I walked around the light
went out in Mr. Jensen's window! But I could tell there was someone
still there right at the window. And you know what else? I could see
those two shiny circles that are the front of his binoculars! So that
was my experiment to see if Mr. Jensen wanted to spy on me some more
and maybe get to see me naked! And the result is yes! It was so funny I
almost laughed. What I did then was I just took off my jeans and t-
shirt and walked around in my bra and panties for a couple of minutes
then turned off the light. That was all I let him see. This time.
* * * * *
Wednesday 6/10
Dear Diary,
This is so fun what I figured out how to do! I tricked Mr. Jensen again
to watch me with his binoculars. What I did this time was I went into
my room after I took a shower with a towel wrapped around me and walked
around till I saw the light go off in his bedroom. When I could see the
little binocular circles I stood near the window and put my hands on
the top of the towel like I was going to take it off. Then I did take
it off but also I turned around at the same time so he got to see me
naked but only from the back. I stood there for a little while sort of
shaking out the towel and let him look at my bubble butt! Then I threw
the towel on my bed and walked away from the window. When I came back
where he could see me again I had my pajamas on. Ha ha I bet that
really made him mad! Serves him right for being a peeper. (he he) Bet
it made his penis real hard and I bet he was playing with it the whole
time! I love teasing him.
I'm lying on my bed writing now and probably he gave up for now. Don't
worry Mr. Jensen I'll let you see more tomorrow. Maybe.
* * * * *
Thursday 6/11
Dear Diary,
History again today and you know what that means! Poor Mr. Garvey. I
wore a tight t-shirt and no bra today just for him. Well he didn't know
it was just for him but you know what I mean. When I walked into class
past him I held my shoulders back which makes my breasts stick out
more. You should have seen him he was drooling for the whole period!
Well not actually drooling but it seems that way almost. That gives me
an idea for Mr. Jensen. He's probably waiting now since it's just about
my bedtime. I've got him trained! (he he) I'll write more later.
I'm back. Well what I did this time was I took off my clothes and stood
right in front of the window where he could see me in just my
underwear. Then I reached behind my back and unhooked my bra and took
it off. I looked down at myself and just thinking that he was looking
at me and playing with his penis gave me this thrill and my nipples
stuck out just from that! I pretended to yawn and lifted my arms and
stretched and turned from side to side so he could see my breasts real
clear in his binoculars. I bet he really loved that. Too bad Mr. Garvey
wasn't here to see it too! Well, going to bed now. Tomorrow night I
babysit for Damon since Mr. Jensen is going to see his wife.
* * * * *
Friday 6/12
Dear Diary,
Well I just got back from babysitting. Mr. Jensen was out visiting his
wife in the hospital but he was right at his window with his binoculars
as soon as I got home from his house! This time all I did was walk
around in my underwear and pushed down my panties just a little before
going out of sight to put on my pajamas. Just to tease him.
I had a fun time babysitting Damon. He's so sweet and funny. I put him
to bed and then went downstairs to watch TV but he came down and stood
in front of me and said he couldn't sleep. I asked him if he wanted me
to help him go to sleep and he said yes. OK I said go back upstairs and
I'll be right up.
This is where I should probably tell you about one of the things that
my mom says I shouldn't tell my dad about just like he says not to tell
her about the card games. It's also why I know more about sex than most
kids I know. I go to this summer camp every year ever since I was 9
like 3 yrs ago. It's sort of an unusual kind of camp called Pretty
Little Teasers. BTW when I talk about it I'm just going to put PLT
instead of spelling out Pretty Little Teasers all the time so I won't
have to write so much OK? OK well like I said it's kind of unusual
because even though it has swimming and other camp stuff all of the
kids there do modeling like posing for pictures and stuff. The thing is
the pictures are kind of sexy. OK well actually they're very very sexy!
The lady who owns the camp, Marina (we call her Auntie Marina) had this
idea that lots of men would like to see pictures like that and she has
this friend Jean who knows a lot about computers and how to put the
pictures on the internet. So men who join up by paying money can go see
PLT on the internet and see pictures of all us girls and even watch
videos of us when we're doing the posing. My best friend at PLT is
Dani. She's a year older than me and she came to PLT the year after I
started going. My dad knows I go to camp but doesn't know it's called
PLT. He probably doesn't want to ask about it because he doesn't want
Mom to ask him for money for it. Actually Auntie Marina pays Mom money
for me to go there not the other way around! Anyway Mom told me not to
tell Dad anything about what I do there. So I don't.
One thing I thought was funny about PLT was the teasers part cause I
always thought teasing was just like making fun of somebody, you know
like saying nah nah nah at them and sticking out your tongue and stuff.
But then I found out that it means other things too like getting men
real excited with sort of showing sex in front of them so they would
get all turned on but couldn't have any. Auntie Marina was real good at
getting us to do that.
One really cool thing about PLT is that the men who see us on the
internet can send us emails and even pictures of themselves! We even
get to see them while they watch us pose at the same time we're doing
it and you can imagine what they do while they watch! Last summer this
man sent an email to me telling me how much he liked watching me pose
and it had a video with it he had made. Dani and I watched it a million
times it was so cool! What he did was he took a PLT video of me posing
and ran it on his computer and made another video of that with his own
camera. The cool thing was he was in the picture in front of his
computer screen all naked and he was touching his penis with me posing
in the background on his computer! He wanted me to see how excited I
get him when I pose. It must have got him real excited cause his penis
was so hard and sticking straight up! The only problem was I wish I
could of seen his face but all it showed was below his waist and his
hand going up and down his hard cock. But we could hear his voice and
that was very cool. There's this part where I sit up on the bathroom
counter and I'm wearing just my panties and I open my legs and you see
a nice camel toe shape between my legs. When I did that you could hear
him go "oh yes oh yes" and kind of groan and moan while he plays with
himself. Then later I push my panties down real slow, first a little
bit on one side then a little bit on the other side and he said
"ohhhhh" and started rubbing real hard and fast on his penis until he
was going "ahhhh" and the sperm stuff sprayed out even right onto his
computer screen! Dani and I loved seeing that and we jumped up and down
and clapped our hands! It's nice to be appreciated. (he he he)
So anyway the reason I'm talking about PLT is that Auntie Marina has a
little boy named Tommy who's 8 and one of the girls takes care of him,
Allison. She's a little older than the rest of us and she's real good
at making sure Tommy behaves during the day. The way she does it is she
tells him that if he's not good then she won't tuck him in at night.
Once she let Dani and me watch how she tucks him in and we could see
why he didn't want to miss that! So the first time Damon gave me a hard
time about going to bed I remembered how Allison handled it and I
figured I could too.
OK, so tonight when Damon said he couldn't sleep I knew what he wanted,
since I'd tucked him in a few times already just like Allison did with
Tommy. When I went up to his room he was already back in his bed. I
went over and sat on his bed next to him. I opened his pajama bottoms
and pulled them down and ran my fingers around on his stomach and the
inside of his thighs then on his little balls. Is this what you want me
to do? I said. He said yes and I began to run my fingers up and down
his penis. He got hard right away. His penis is real little of course
but it's so cute and it got nice and stiff when I played with the head.
I ran two fingers up and down, it's only 2 or 3 inches but he loved me
doing it and I really liked feeling how hard he was getting. Then I
pressed my finger on the little spot just under the head and sort of
moved it around in little circles. I didn't actually rub it just kind
of pulled the skin around with my finger. I knew that would make him
want more which was the idea. I teased him like that for a little while
then I took my hand away. I asked him if he wanted some more and he
nodded his head yes. Then I put my finger in my mouth and got it nice
and wet. He knew what that meant from other times and he squirmed
around and raised his little hips and his little cock up higher. I put
my wet finger on the same spot and began to rub in little circles, real
slow. That made the nice feeling shoot up like a million times and I
looked at his face while I rubbed him faster and then he whimpered real
loud and sort of arched his back so I knew he had his little orgasm.
There was no sperm or anything since he's still too young and I kept
stroking him real gently until he finally settled down. I said good
night and kissed him on his forehead. He went to sleep right away then,
and I turned off his light and went out.
I'm such a good babysitter!
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Saturday 6/13
Dear Diary,
I heard today that Mrs. Jensen is coming home next week maybe on next
Saturday. That's good I thought but then another part of me thought
well maybe not so good for Mr. Jensen. But it is good though because he
must be lonely and all with her away like that and she must want to get
home too. The one bad part is that then I won't be able to get him all
hot while he watches me! I mean he can't exactly say to Mrs. Jensen "oh
don't mind me darling while I watch the hot little girl over there and
play with my cock!" Too funny! But he's really gonna miss that I bet
and I feel bad for him. Oh well.
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Sunday 6/14
Dear Diary,
Real boring day it rained all day. School tomorrow but at least it'll
be over soon for vacation. Yay! And next month I go to PLT again!
Double yay and yippee! Gonna be so cool to see Dani and Allison and
Ciel and everybody again! I can't wait.
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Thursday 6/18
Dear Diary,
Well tomorrow's the last day of school. We're not doing much there just
sitting around talking mostly. All of the big tests are done but some
teachers are still giving some! Like Mr. Garvey who gave us a pop quiz
on Tuesday! Who gives quizzes at almost the last day of school? Well I
got even the next day I wore something that drove him crazy. I bet he
masturbates all summer thinking about it.
I keep thinking about poor Mr. Jensen. I'm babysitting tomorrow while
he's at the hospital making plans to bring his wife home on the
weekend. I've been undressing for him every night. He doesn't know I do
it on purpose to tease him. But I feel bad that I won't be able to when
his wife comes home so I've been letting him see me more now. I stand
right in the window after taking off all my clothes and let him see
everything and I mean everything! I bet that really makes him want to
have sex with me. I hope so.
Actually I've been thinking about that a lot lately. I don't mean about
him having sex with me, just wanting to. And about what I could do to
make him feel better since he has a lonely time with his wife who's too
depressed to do anything. I've been thinking of a plan. I don't know
we'll see.
Babysitting tomorrow night. Oh I already said that.
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Sunday 6/21
Dear Diary,
Wow a lot to write about! That's why I skipped like 2 or 3 days! I had
to get my head calmed down.
OK. Well to begin with there was a real awful storm Friday night! I
mean I thought it was a hurricane or something. There was rain and
thunder and lightning and everything! Actually I like storms like that.
I mean lots of girls I know are real scared of them but not me. I think
they're real dramatic and it's fun to pretend you're in a haunted house
or in a movie or something. My mom doesn't like them though, she gets
real scared. So anyway I had to babysit that night, and my mom she
decides she has to go to some meeting about a house and she will be
late getting home or maybe not come home until morning. Ha ha she
thinks I don't know it's not about a house at all but meeting with a
man to have fun instead! Well I don't mind and anyway she knows I'm
very mature and I'm not scared to be in the house alone.
So anyway after she left I went over next door to babysit for Damon.
Mr. Jensen said he shouldn't be too late and left to go to the
hospital. I played some games with Damon and then got him to go to bed
(guess how he he he!) Then the storm started and I sat at the window
and watched the lightning. It was a good thing Damon was already in
dreamyland or he would have been crying! When Mr. Jensen got home it
was real late and he said he was sorry he was late because of a tree
the storm blew down in the road and he had to wait while they cut it
up. The storm was still going on outside. I said to him, Mr. Jensen is
it OK if I stay here till my mom gets home, I'm real scared of storms,
please? I had my ponytails so I bet I looked real young and scared! He
said oh yes that's fine and I said thank you and he said I'll get you a
blanket and you can lie down on the couch. It was real late and he said
he had to go to bed because he had to get up early.
When I was lying on the couch I was thinking about how I would be at
PLT soon. I've been thinking a lot about PLT. On the couch I was
wondering what I would do next and I remembered things I learned at
PLT. Like Auntie Marina always told us how to smile when we posed. She
said when we posed in like our underwear if we looked at the men with a
real sweet smile when we held our legs open it would make it feel extra
good when they played with themselves. And there was a special kind of
smile she taught us that told the men we knew how our pictures made
them feel, it sort of said we're doing this on purpose to get you all
hot and bothered. She said it was a way of teasing them and that's what
we should remember to do, always tease them like our name says! Another
thing I learned was with John. Oh I forgot! John is Dani's step dad and
he stayed at PLT when Dani was there. I'm pretty sure he has a love
thing going with Marina. Anyway last summer he did a special video with
me and Dani and Marina said it was real important that we know the
right way to touch a man's penis so that when the men saw the video
they'd get all excited and wish we were touching them. That way they'd
be sure to come back later for any new videos. So anyway John gave me
and Dani a lesson and he told us where a man likes to be touched and
how to get him hard. He showed us on himself actually. Dani already
knew a lot about it since he sometimes lets her practice on him at home
so both of them were teaching me how to do things. Then we made the
video with both Dani and me doing things to John and I think I did
really good! That's what John and Auntie Marina said anyway.
OK so I was lying on the couch thinking about all this and I thought
yes I'm going to do it! I got up and took off my clothes and tiptoed
upstairs. I knew where Mr. Jensen's bedroom is since that's where he is
when he watches me undress at night! Besides it's right next to Damon's
anyway. I made sure Damon was asleep then I went into Mr. Jensen's
room. I was feeling a little scared and my heart was going bump bump
bump but I took a big breath and went over to his bed and got into it.
I don't know if he was awake already or if I woke him up but he said
something like "what" and jumped a little. I squiggled up next to him
and held his arm and said "Please can I stay with you?" Then I swear
no lie I'm so lucky, there was this huge crash of thunder outside and I
said "Oh please I'm so scared!" and pressed my whole body against him.
Although to tell the truth I was a little scared but not of the
thunder! He made a noise that was maybe saying OK but I couldn't really
tell. What I was hoping was this, that after watching me tease him
naked at my window so much he'd be so surprised and excited to feel my
actual body pressing against him that he wouldn't tell me to go away or
anything like that! I had my panties on but my breasts were pressing
right against his arm and I bet they felt nice and soft and warm to
him. Then I said "mmm" and snuggled up close against him and before he
could decide what to do I moved my hand down to his pajama bottom and
just rested my hand for a second on where I could feel his penis was.
Then I sort of scratched my fingernails through the pajamas right on
the place Dani and John had taught me about where it feels just sooooo
good. That was my plan, like to give him some real strong pleasure all
at once that one part of his thoughts would be not want it to stop but
to want me to do more even though he might not be doing actual thinking
about it, like Dani used to say get his other head to do the thinking.
(he he) Also I said "Please can I?" real soft. And my plan worked cause
he made this kind of gasp that turned into a sigh so I put my hand
under his pajamas and touched the place again but this time right on
his skin. And speaking of his other head it started to get big and
round right away sort of like a big mushroom when I touched it, I guess
maybe because I got him so teased and ready when I let him see me get
undressed. His whole penis was growing really fast in no time and like
I said once before when I saw him in his bathing suit it is really big!
He had this little tie thing on his pajamas so I pulled it to untie it
and got his big cock out in the open where I could work on it. I
started by tickling under his balls with my fingernails and then sort
of flicking my fingers up the underside like little feathers. Dani
taught me how to do that she says it drives John crazy. Mr. Jensen
liked it too I think even though I couldn't see him in the dark but I
could hear him going "ohh ohh" as I went up and down his hard penis
like that lots of times. It was fun! When my fingers got to the top
sometimes I sort of made a little cage around the head with my fingers
and pulled them up from below up to the rim of the big swollen up head
and off, over and over. He liked that oh you should have heard him! At
least I think he liked it but it almost sounded like it hurt or
something but I guess that was just cause it teased him so much and
made him just want to get more than I was doing, which by the way I was
doing on purpose! I don't know why but it is just so much fun to tease
a big hard cock! And Mr. Jensen is bigger than anyone I know! Well I've
only seen John in person but still. It's definitely bigger than Mr. Garvey's
bulge. (he he)
So while I was stroking Mr. Jensen's penis and making him go "ahhh" and
"oh god" and stuff I was thinking about puppies. I want a puppy. My
friend Megan at school has a puppy and it's so cute! I love to go over
her house and play with her puppy. It's a crocker spanel and he has
such nice soft fur especially his ears and I love to pet him. I guess I
thought about that because I was petting Mr. Jensen's penis sort of
like with Sparkle (that's Megan's puppy), real soft and slow and
gentle. In the dark the tip of Mr. Jensen's penis sort of felt more
like the puppy's nose instead of a mushroom the way it was sticking up
and trying to sniff around almost! So I was all cuddly with his penis
and made little mmm and ooo sounds while I tickled under the nose and I
petted it just like a puppy, stroking it with my hand in one direction
from the head down and lifting my hand and going back to the head and
petting down. All while I was doing this I was thinking, oh sweet
little puppy, that feels so good, doesn't it? Do you like it? I almost
said it out loud! After that I curved my fingers sort of like a half
circle and put my curved hand on Mr. Jensen's penis and moved my hand
up and down the underside from the bottom to the head up and down up
and down but real slow and soft. I was pressing his penis against his
stomach but I could feel it trying to push my hand up higher cause it
was getting it so stiff with petting it and all. I got an idea and what
I did was I didn't press it down so hard I let it stand up as far as it
could and then I let it kind of stay up at an angle while my hand kept
moving along it real slow and almost not touching him at all just
enough so he could just barely feel it teasing him. I really loved
listening to the sounds he made when I did that. I learned so many neat
things at PLT!
The storm was still real loud outside and once when the thunder crashed
Mr. Jensen even jumped a little! So I gave his penis a little squeeze
and then put my hand around it and started stroking up and down real
gently to kind of sooth him. Well not really sooth him but to make sure
he paid attention to how it felt so good and not the noisy storm. I
stroked him nice and slow to give him the most pleasure as I could. My
skin is real soft so I know it was feeling nice and sexy! I really did
want to make him feel good after teasing him so much in the window,
specially since after tomorrow he won't be able to see me undress any
more. While I was doing it to him I looked up at him in the dark and
said real soft "I love doing this to you." He moaned when I said that,
the good kind of moan, and I smiled and was so happy about all the sex
pleasure I was giving him! And I loved how his hard cock felt in my
hand, so warm and big and hard and I could feel it throbbing and giving
little jumps when I touched the right places. I got so excited about
how good in felt in my hand that I sat up so I could use both my hands
on him. I stroked him up and down with one hand after the other, when
one got to the bottom the other one was at the top ready to go down the
same way. Omg it felt so good to feel his hot penis in my hands, I just
rubbed them all over it, stroking and twisting my hand around the
puppy-nose head and flicking and tickling it! Then I made a ring with
my pointer finger and thumb and stroked up and down and at the same
time tickled his balls with my other hand. I did it so slow and light
cause I wanted to drive him crazy but the good kind of crazy. Then I
felt that the tip was wet and I knew what that meant! So I stopped
stroking.
Auntie Marina told Dani and me that when John's penis was going to come
we should edge him. What that meant was that we were supposed to touch
him so that he would feel like he was just gonna come the next second
but not enough to actually do it, and keep him feeling like that for as
long as we could. It's like this nonstop sex pleasure that goes on and
on with no orgasm even though he needs it more than ever. So when we
made the video the camera was real close to Dani and me between John's
legs and his cock was standing straight up, and we were both of us
touching and stroking it up and down. Then we saw a little dribble come
out of the tip of his penis and we knew it was time for the edging! So
we stopped stroking and just flicked our fingers up and down the
underside of his penis and tapped our fingers on the little place under
the head that feels so good. We did that for a long time and John had
trouble sitting still but we made sure that even though it felt so good
he couldn't come yet! While we did it we looked into the camera and
giggled at the men who would be watching the video and wishing so bad
we were doing it to them, cause even though we were edging and teasing
John's penis they were the ones we were really teasing, and we wanted
to make sure they knew it! BTW we finally made him come and it was very
very hot!
So now I started to edge Mr. Jensen. Instead of stroking him like
before I held his penis still with one hand and ran just one finger up
the underside and when it got to the top I sort of flicked it side to
side on the special spot. Then I kept doing it, flicking my fingers up
and down and tapping all around the head of his penis. He was moaning
so loud and moving his hips around so I knew he was right at the edge
point. It was so cool that I could keep him right there going crazy and
needing to come so bad but I wouldn't let him yet! Maybe it was mean of
me to do that but not really cause I knew I was going to give him what
he needed finally. I just thought it would be fun to make him wait a
little while for it! (He he)
OK it's time I said to myself. I lay down next to him and made sure he
could feel my breasts against him and I rubbed my hand on the head of
his penis to get it all slippery with what dribbled out of the tip.
Then I put spit in my hand to get it even more wet and then wrapped it
around his cock and I began to stroke it. Instead of letting it stay
kind of along his stomach I held it pointing straight up and it was so
big I had to reach up real high to reach the head when my hand went up
and down up and down! I went nice and slow but held it tight so he'd
feel it real good. I stroked up and down and twisted back and forth
when my hand got to the top and when it got to the bottom I reached
down and tickled his balls. I did this over and over, stroking him and
squeezing him and I know I made it feel so good. While I was doing it
to him he was moaning and moving around so much I knew I was getting
him closer and closer. I slowed down to keep him like on the edge then
I speeded up again. When he was getting close again I did it again,
slow then fast, slow then fast, just so the edging thing would tease
him more! (He he) Then I kept going fast. He made this real loud cry
and moan and I felt his cock throb and pump in my hand! I rubbed my
hand over the top and it got all warm and slippery from the sperm that
was shooting out. I kept stroking him while he was coming and made my
slippery hand stroke up and down in time with his spurting penis. His
hips were twisting around and moving up and down so his cock was
sliding in and out of my hand just like if he was pushing it in and out
of a pussy! Maybe he was pretending it was my pussy! (I hope so)
I lay next to him and he was breathing so hard I thought he might have
a heart attack or something! I noticed it wasn't raining any more and
it was real quiet outside. When he calmed down a little I moved up to
him in the dark and kissed his cheek. I said "Storm's over" real softly
and got out of bed and went downstairs. I put on my clothes and ran
home. Mom wasn't home yet so I went to bed.
When I got up Saturday morning Mom was home. She said she stayed in a
motel cause she was afraid to drive in the storm. Uh huh. I bet she
wasn't alone in the motel. I wonder if her boyfriend had as much fun as
Mr. Jensen. I doubt it!
Well my writing hand is tired so I'm going to stop now. But now you
know all about last Friday!
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Monday 6/22
Dear Diary,
Well I saw Mrs. Jensen today. She's home now so I definitely can't go
over and do nice things to Mr. Jensen any more. Oh well. At least I
gave him something to think about when he gets all frustrated. Of
course he can always play with himself. The light's off in their
bedroom so he could be doing it right now, maybe in bed next her trying
to do it real quiet. Bet he wishes it was my hand. (he he) But maybe
that gets him even more frustrated. Oh well. He won't be able to see me
much this summer anyways since I leave for PLT soon. Maybe when I get
back somehow he'll be able to watch me undress again, even with Mrs.
Jensen around. He still doesn't know I did it on purpose just to tease
him. But even if all he gets is teased some more I think he'll still
love it, though when he touches himself he'll be thinking about how
much better my hand would feel. Oh well. At least I'll still be able to
babysit Damon but not as much, just when they go out to a movie or
something. Damon's sweet, he appreciates me so much. I'll still get to
have fun with him at bedtime.
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Sunday 7/5
Dear Diary,
Well, I'm packing you up now to go to PLT tomorrow! I'm definitely
gonna have lots to write about when I'm there. Dani told me in IM that
Marina wants to do a special with just me and her! Dani and me I mean
not Marina and me. That will be fun. Really different but fun. I know
I'll learn lots of new stuff then.
Mom told me again that I shouldn't tell Dad anything about what I do at
camp, she says he wouldn't understand. Actually I think she's worried
he'd understand it too much!
I definitely am NOT going to leave my diary lying around for anybody to
find! I'll be really mad if anybody who's not supposed to tries to read
this. But if you do besides getting sued that's not all. You know all
the sex things I told about? Does it get you all hot and bothered? I
hope so. Cause you know what, news flash: You're not gonna get any.
(Ha ha)
So there!
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