Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. The audition (mb) Always just a fantasy, please do not harm any children in real life. Email me at: misty1982@hushmail.com There is a not so well kept secret in Hollywood, that the more you are willing to degrade yourself the more work you will get. I have lived in LA for 15 years now and have degraded myself many many times for work. I have done porn along with B movies with directors and producers who were nothing more than pimps and johns. I never quite had the talent to make it big, I have a pretty face and a nice body but my voice isn't right on film and I sometimes have trouble keeping my dialogue natural sounding. So early on I learned that sex was a great alternative to talent. This also got me in trouble early on giving me both a son and daughter. My son, Sky, is now 11 and my daughter Moon is now 12. Yes I gave them hippie names as I have always been a free spirit into free love and free drugs. As my son and daughter grew it became increasingly obvious that I was not the best mother. One time when I thought I found a real catch he turned out to be kind of a pervert. We were both drunk and hi and horny as fuck when he asked me if I would jerk him off in my kids room where they were both sleeping. I was appalled at the thought, but when he offered me $200. to just let him watch them sleep while I masturbated him I gave in. Moon was 8 and Sky was 7 at the time, they both slept together in a twin size bed. They slept with a lamp on because they were both slightly frightened by the dark so they were both quite visible. I expected for him to stand in the doorway while I quickly jerked him off, but he walked right over to the side of their bed and looked down at Moon. I came up behind him and started to slowly jerk him off while he looked into Moon's peaceful face. I found myself getting upset at how aroused I was getting. The scene was so wrong and yet I was practically dripping with sex. I watched silently as he pulled their blanket down and away from them. Moon had on just a t-shirt and panties on, both were in plan view along with part of her belly. Sky always sleeps in his boxers exposing his skinny frame and muscled stomach. I could feel the excitement grow in his cock as he now had an even more intimate view of my two sleeping beauties. "$500. if you let me rub my cock on them." he offered a graspy "ok" was my only response He took his cock in his own hand and I was mesmerized as he bent over Moon's face and rubbed the head of his cock on her check and then her lips. I hadn't noticed before. but now I saw that his hand was rubbing her tummy and then ventured down to her panty covered pussy. Sky stirred some causing the man to pull back and look at my son's angelic face. I watched as he walked around the bed and started to jerk faster over my boy's face. With his left hand the man reached down and stroked my son's hair and then grabbing a fist full he leaned in and started to rub his cock on Sky's lips. Sky instinctively opened his mouth some and I saw the man quickly push his cock into the boy's small opening. The man moaned as he seemed to instantly cum filling Sky's mouth with semen. Sky started to choke and squirm as the fluid must have been overwhelming for him to swallow in his sleep. The man backed away as Sky tossed and turned while clearing his mouth of the foul intrusion. I regret to say that I got turned on watching my boy swallow his first load and seeing his lips and chin covered in this man's cum. Seeing something pure, innocent and beautiful besmirched is always erotic. I know that I saw Sky's eyes open and then quickly shut again but we never spoke of it. The man walked out with me and true to his word paid my $500. cash from a very large roll of hundreds. I felt guilty thinking about what he would want to give me to whole roll. The man left with little words and I never heard from him again. Which was bitter sweet, part of me was very grateful as remorse set in quickly and heavily, but a small part of me wanted more money and truthfully wanted to see my kids faces painted with more cum. I have taken my kids to many auditions out or neccesity. Many times the kids would be waiting in a bathroom or some dinky lobby while I "interviewed" for some seedy B film or porn part. I know they heard me moaning while some stranger called me filthy names while he used my holes in return for some low paying walk on part. As times got more desperate I found myself becoming less and less of a mother. Sky and Moon were the only part of my life I was truly proud of. They are both exceptionally cute kids. True to their names they both have that hippy look to them with longer hair, small features and usually can be seen in sandals and just the barest of clothing. They both have blonde hair and blue eyes and even though we live in LA both are pretty pale. I love getting compliments on my pretty children and often they mistake Sky for a girl and Moon for a boy. I usually just let them think whatever they want and accept the compliments on the kids beauty anyway they come. "Sky is such a pretty girl, she is going to break a lot of men's hearts very soon" my neighbor once told me. I didn't bother correcting her to let her know that Sky is a boy, although he may still break lots of Men's hearts. I finally got an audition to a higher budget film. The audition was at a real studio and everything. They even sent a car for me to take me to the audition site. I thought about just leaving my kids alone in the apartment as now at 11 and 12 they are more than capable, but they both are afraid to be alone so after some begging on their part I let them get into the town car with me. At the studio the casting agent came into the waiting room. "Misty are you ready?" he called out "Yes sir" I quickly replied and got to my feet. I was terrified as he looked past me and into the faces of Moon and Sky. I worried that I was in trouble and had lost the part because I brought the two kids along. I then saw him stare into Sky and new that he was checking him out. Not many parents are aware when someone is checking out their kids because they do not look for it, but trust me as soon as you start to notice it you will be surprised at how many guys eye fuck your kids. I nervously walked past the agent and into the audition room. "Hi Misty, I am Mr. Jacobs" "Nice to met you Mr. Jacobs, I hope you don't mind my kids being here they were just so excited to ride in the fancy car I just couldn't leave without them. "no problem at all. That boy of yours is quite a cutey isn't he. What's his name?" "Sky, sir. He just turned 11" "Beautiful child, ever thought about bringing him into these auditions?" I understood the refrence here. Mr. Jacobs was not asking if I ever thought Sky should be in movies. Cute kids are easy to come by and are rarely cast because of that reason. I had also been around enough to know that "these auditions" meant auditions for B actresses like me who earned her living being more of a whore than a serious actress. "I never have thought about it before Mr Jacobs, do you think he would do well" "Well I think he could certainly help your chances Misty, here look over this casting list and let me know which parts you think you would be a good fit for and we can discuss it further" Mr. Jacobs handed me the casting list, which is a list of the character names, their basic demographics and most importantly the range that the role pays. It is always listed from top billing (highest paying) to lowest. I have gotten into a habit of reading them in reverse order looking for the perfect role in which paid something, but also kept my poor acting abilities hidden. If you pick the leads then you will always be disappointed as those are usually already filled and its best to just try to find any work. So I looked at it and quickly decided on a "last page" part that still paid a few thousand dollars and would probably give me a line or two. "No no no Misty, you have too much to offer for that role. Why don't you try out for one of the leads? Here the one of Marcia Dubois pays $50,000. and you meet all the key demographics" "Do you think I have a shot at it?" "Well we were thinking about giving Marcia Dubois a son in the film, perhaps if you let me audition Sky for that role as well then I could get you at the top of the list. $50,000 is a lot of money" I knew that Marcia Dubois, the single 26 year old daughter of a wealthy Victorian family was not going to have an 11 year old son. But like Mr. Jacobs said $50,000 is a lot of money and my mind quickly began to rationalize how much Sky and Moon could benefit from such a big payday. "What would Sky's audition entail?" "Well does he have any experience?" Mr Jacobs asked I knew the meaning of the question and he wasn't asking about acting experience. "No he is a complete virgin" I responded. Not needing to mince words any longer I came out with the question that needed asked. "What would he have to do and with who?" "I see that you have been around and aren't naïve. Your son is just too fucking hot and lucky for you the director, the producer, and I are all long time friends who have similar tastes. You obviously don't have the talent for this role, but I do no a great coach who could help you and if you are willing to put in the work and trade some of Sky's services as well then I can guarantee you this part." "I understand, but I still would like to know the services Sky will need to perform" "Most moms don't want to know Misty. Sometimes the less you know the better" Mr. Jacobs responded. "Well I guess I am not like most moms then, I will only agree if you tell me exactly what you will do with my son" "Ok well, the three of us, plus a couple of other friends who we owe favors to will take turns with the boy. He will be undressed and fondled, we will kiss him and masturbate him." I found myself actually getting breathless and wet as Mr. Jacobs gave me these details. "for $50,000 I cant imagine that is all you want with Sky?" "No, I suppose not. He will suck all of our cocks, and maybe even a few extras. Mr. Speilman, the director is much more into face fucking than having his cock sucked, so you can probably count on Sky having his throat fully fucked." I surprised myself when I responded "So far it doesn't sound that bad, what else?" I think Mr. Jacobs new that I was enjoying this now and I noticed he was quickly hardening in his pants as well. "After we are done you wont be able to use the term virgin with him anymore. His tight ass will be fucked again and again. A couple of us are gentle lovers, but I guess I should warn you that Gunny the producer is not. He has one of the largest cocks I have ever seen and he wont be happy until he is buried all the way inside your boy. He will piston fuck him for an hour before he finally cums inside your boy's ass. I have seen porn stars flinch when his cock enters them, your son will not walk right for weeks when he is done with him. I also should warn you that sometimes we get a little rough with the boys as well. A little spanking here and there and perhaps the occasional paddle is used. We sometimes like to test the boys limits with dildos and to be honest I like to smack their nuts around a little as well. He will come back in one piece of course, but he will be well and truly fucked." I sat there stunned. Was this what I wanted to hear, that my son would be passed around and used like a cheap whore? I think my silence scared Mr. Jacobs. "$50,000 is a lot of money and that kind of part will just lead to more and more. I think the compenstation is more than fair for a little fun" "When do you want him?" was my only reply.