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   Date : 20160829

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   Synopsis : A young man meets some neighborhood boys and experiments
sexually with them, later including their dog.

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repost, or publish in no-cost or low-cost archives, periodicals,
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author.  This is a work of fiction.  The author does not condone any sexual
activity among persons under 16 in real life.

   These are just words, people, just words.  If you have a problem with
words see a competent shrink or an English teacher.  This story is a
departure from my regular fare, but it was a tale that had to be told, for
reasons beyond my understanding.



   --==+==-

   At last I was out of my parent's house and living on my own.  In a real
house that I'd bought, my own place, no less...  not a bad start.  I had
lucked into a good job a few years back, lived at home and saved for a
while, and finally bought a nice house in Lewisville.  I liked the
neighborhood, and the people seemed friendly.  I sank into suburbia and
tried to live my life without disturbing my neighbors.

   Once night a few minutes after I got home from work the doorbell rang. I
had just changed into shorts and a T-shirt, and I opened the front door.  A
kid stood there, probably twelve or thirteen, it's hard to tell.  Just a
kid.

   "Hi," he said.  "Want yer lawn mowed?" I could see a mower behind him
and a can of gas.  This was in the 80's, before weed-eaters became the
standard mowing accessory that they are nowdays.

   I had my own mower and mowed regularly, nervous about the neighborhood
rules I'd been presented with upon moving in.  My yard didn't look bad
today, even.  But I though...  what the hell...  I would have done it
myself in a day or two, but...  let the kid do it.  I had a few bucks in my
wallet.  I didn't think I'd make a habit of it, but for once it'd be nice
not to sweat in the hot evening sun.

   "How much?" I asked.

   "Six bucks," he said.  That should tell you the time period of this
story.  I nodded.

   "Sure," I said.  "Go for it."

   He turned and I shut the glass door.  A minute later I heard the mower
start.  I wasted some time in the kitchen and maybe forty-five minutes
later I heard the bell again.  I opened it and he stood there.

   "All done, wanna check it?" he asked.  I didn't really but I looked out
the door and made satisfied noises.  Looked good.  I gave him two fives,
and on impulse, asked him if he wanted a drink of water or some tea.

   "Sure!" he said, nodding.  I motioned him inside, and he followed me to
the kitchen.  I poured him a glass of sweet tea, and we made small talk,
making our way back into the living room.  I had looked him over as we
talked, he seemed like a nice kid, probably pretty normal, a head shorter
than me, rangy and slim, tanned from the summer sun, with almost spiky
dirty blonde hair.  I had, at this time, absolutely no sexual attraction to
him whatsoever, and for good reason, I didn't think of myself as the
slightest bit gay, and remember...  this was the 80's.  Guys weren't my
style, I was still in my early twenties, and my hormones flowed hot for
foxy young chicks in their late teens or early twenties.  I didn't have a
girlfriend at the moment but I was putting out feelers and hoping.

   I winced as he immediately made his way to the coffee table and looked
over what lay upon it.  Last night I'd gathered some samples from my
comprehensive porn collection and listened to the stereo (I didn't have a
TV yet) as I leisurely spanked the monkey on the couch.  To my
embarrassment my cum-towel was even visible beneath the table.

   "You got some good stuff," the kid said, shocking me even further.  Good
stuff?  What did a thirteen year old know about smut, about what was good
or not?

   "Can I look?" he politely asked, instead of just grabbing one.  I
appreciated that, but I was a little nervous...  letting an obviously way
underage kid look at porn?  This was before the internet, when porn was
harder to get, and a little bigger deal than it is today.  I'd spent a lot
of time, trouble and money on my porn, and it wasn't really something the
opportunity came up very often to share.  I never had until now in fact,
except with my cousin.  But a kid?  He looked barely old enough to have
hair on his balls.  I could understand his curiosity, hell, I had been
really curious at his age.  But a kid?  Should I?

   All this ran through my mind in a second and something somewhere in my
head made a choice.  I nodded, and he grabbed a magazine.  It wasn't
hardcore, no penises or penetrations, but it did have almost clinical
beaver shots galore.  In fact, I think it was named "Beavers Galore." Ah,
the good old days of printed porn.

   We passed a few minutes in silence, and he moved to another magazine. 
When I finally began to be a little nervous about how to end it he finally
put the smut down and moved towards the door.

   "Thanks," he said.  "Don't worry.  I won't tell anyone."

   "Yeah, thanks," I said, slightly relieved.  I still wondered if I'd get
a visit or phone call from an angry parent.  But surely the kid knew how to
keep his mouth shut.

   "Uh..." he said, hesitating at the door.  I nodded encouragingly.

   "Would you mind...  say no if you don't wanna...  but would you mind if
I brought my friend over to see that stuff?  He's really into girls an'
porn, way big time..."

   I wanted bad to say no, forget it, just because of the risk.  I was
young and risk was a big deal to me since I felt like my life was just
starting out.  But the thought struck me as cool, for some reason...  two
kids, looking at my nasty shit.  It turned me on, for some reason.  I
wondered if he'd jack off tonight, thinking of what he'd seen at my house
today.  I hoped he would.  It was weird to me how much it turned me on,
thinking that.

   "Uh...." I said blankly, my mind racing for a way to cover my ass,
"Uh... I guess, but you've both gotta understand, nobody can ever know.  I
don't wanna get in trouble."

   "Yeah," he said, nodding.  "I understand.  Nobody will, trust me."

   Weirdly, I trusted him.  I hadn't been burned too badly by life yet and
I still trusted people.  Luckily, this was one of the times I did not trust
in vain.  To his credit, the kid kept his word, as did his friend.



   --==+==-

   Oddly, after that, I didn't see him for three or four days.  I was
mildly buzzed thinking about two young boys looking at porn in my house,
and I wondered how good of friends they were, if they did everything
together, like maybe even jack off.  Remember, again, this was the 80's...
and I was young.  I had heard of "circle-jerks," but I wasn't sure if I
believed something so uninhibited could ever happen.  I didn't imagine
myself even a slight bit gay, like I said earlier, but the thought of
jacking off with someone turned me on.  I enjoyed simply thinking about it.


   One night an hour after I got home my doorbell rang.  I immediately
hoped it was the kid and it was, and to my pleasure he had another kid with
him, a slightly taller dark-haired kid.  The other boy seemed kind of
nervous and shy, but I understood.  Porn was still naughty, back in those
days.

   We said our hellos, and I let them inside.

   "I never caught your name the other day," I said, and the boy introduced
both himself and his friend.

   "I'm Darren," he said, "and this is Rex." He indicated the boy beside
him, who still seemed a bit nervous although his eyes were already glued to
the huge stack of high quality analog porn assembled on my coffee table.  I
had prepared for their visit and spent three days hoping no one else would
show up at the door and cause me to throw all that shit in the hall closet.
I introduced myself, and stood aside as they entered the room.  I made sure
the front door was firmly shut and locked, and that there was nothing
outside visible through the curtains on the small window in the door.

   "Damn!" said Darren, eying the stack of smut, and we laughed.  I
motioned to the pile and went to the kitchen for some tea while they made
themselves comfortable.  When I came back they were both on the couch and
had each selected a magazine off the top of the stack.

   I grabbed one I knew I liked and joined them.  The next hour was quiet
except for occasional muffled grunts and the sound of pages being turned. I
actually got a little bored, to me porn is all about new, not stuff you've
seen before.  I watched them out of the corner or rather the top of my eyes
as they showed each other stuff every now and then and mumbled to each
other.  To my surprise I saw Rex furtively run his fingernail down the
crotch of his jeans, where I knew his cock was.  I was surprised he'd do
something even that tame in the company of someone he didn't know.  I
looked at both the boys, and was pleased to see reasonable lumps in their
pants.  I could easily tell they both had hard-ons.

   That was enough to plant the idea in my mind.  I wondered what they'd be
doing if it was just the two of them.  As I thought this, I saw Darren do
what Rex had, but even a little more obvious, run his finger down what was
surely his hard cock inside his pants.

   "You guys got porn at home?" I asked them, the sudden noise making them
both jump and then laugh guiltily.

   "Yeah," said Darren and Rex nodded.  "We got some shit but not as much
as you.  An' not as good."

   He was looking at one of my prize possessions, a magazine named "Teens &
Tweens" that featured girls who, while probably legal, looked highly
under-aged.  I'd paid a king's ransom for that one from an old fart I
worked with who regularly brought home porn from his annual California
trips that couldn't be purchased here in the Midwest.  The girls were young
and cute and hairless and I'd actually rubbed my dick raw looking at them
until I discovered mineral oil.  It was one of my few mags that repeated
viewings didn't seem to diminish.

   "Yeah," I said, "that's a good one.  There's another one of those
somewhere in there."

   He laughed self-consciously.  I wondered how to get the ball rolling.

   "You guys do this a lot?" I asked, and they both looked at me blankly.

   "Look at porn, I mean," I clarified.  They both nodded and giggled, once
again self-conscious.

   "Yeah," I said, "I got a cousin I do this with sometime." I was trying
for a reasonable intro.  I hoped this gave it to me, although I wasn't
entirely truthful, it had been some time since I'd masturbated with my
cousin.  "We look at this shit all the time...  an' stuff like that..."

   I wanted somehow to get across the idea that I jerked off with him, but
I wasn't brave enough to just come out and say it.  I hoped that I could
get across the idea with having to do that.

   Their eyes met for a second and I wondered what they were thinking.  I
bravely forged on.

   "Yeah, we do a lot of crazy shit together..." I hoped that got the idea
across.  Apparently it did.

   "Like what?" said Rex, suddenly bold.  "You mean you jack off together?"

   I almost wasn't ready for it that quick, even after trying to start it
up.  I laughed, now the self-conscious one.

   "Yeah," I finally said.  "Yeah, shit like that."

   Darren laughed and shook his head.  "It's no big deal," he said.  "We do
it all the time.  Damn near every day."

   "Yeah," laughed Rex.  "So much we get sore sometimes."

   I smiled.  This had worked out fine, it gave me a great introduction
into what was my real desire.  I reached under the couch and my hand
emerged with my prize, a discovery I'd made a year ago that had helped my
hobby along greatly.

   "You need this shit," I said, showing them the small squeeze bottle I'd
put the oil in.  "It's mineral oil.  You can go for hours with this shit.
Baby oil burns after a while, but this is good shit."

   They both laughed, and exchanged looks for a few moments.  I sat,
watching them, and noticed Rex nod to Darren.

   "Yeah," said Darren.  "We do it a lot.  It would be really cool...  with
this stuff." He indicated my leaning tower of porn.  I was pleased at how
the conversation had turned out.

   "Hey," I said.  "Don't let me stop you.  It wouldn't bother me a bit. 
I'd do it too."

   They regarded each other again, the magazines in their hands forgotten.
I saw Darren wordlessly move his mouth, and Rex nod.

   "Yeah, okay..." said Rex.  For some reason he seemed to be the one in
charge now.  "Uhm...  you gotta realize...  it's kind of a secret."

   "Hey, it is to me too," I said.  "I do it all the time, but it's a
secret.  I understand."

   "You ain't got a girlfriend?" said Rex, touching a nerve.

   "Not at the moment..." I said lamely.  "Why, know any foxy chicks?" I
was trying to be funny and maybe draw attention away from my pathetic love
life.  As most of my jokes do, this one fell flat.  They stared at me
blankly.

   "No..." said Rex finally, as they both shook their heads seriously.  I
sighed.  So they knew I was a loser, so what.  That wasn't the issue, at
the moment.  I hoped I didn't seem too eager to them.

   "I was just joking," I explained.

   "His sister is hot," said Rex, nodding at Darren who snorted.

   "Leave my sis outa this," he said, and it was Rex's turn to snort.

   "You weren't so picky sniffin' her panties last night..." said Rex, and
Darren laughed and returned his attention to the magazine he was holding.

   "Honest, his sister is a fox," said Rex to me.  "We sneak in the
bathroom all the time and steal her panties.  She has a sweet little..." he
gulped and plowed bravely on.  "She has a sweet smelling little cunt."

   Darren laughed out loud at that.  I was shocked at the word, remember
this was the 80's.  I worked in a machine shop, true, but that was one I
rarely heard even there.

   "You keep my sister's cunt outta this," said Darren, but I could tell he
was amused.

   "You know you would," said Rex, going back to his magazine.  "You sniff
her panties and peek on her every chance you get.  You know you'd fuck her
in a second."

   "Yeah," said Darren.  "True...  in a second."

   To my dismay that seemed to be the end of it.  Jacking off seemed to be
forgotten in the maze of incesty revelations.  I was gratified, at least,
to meet another brother enamored of his sister since I was still crazy
about mine.  But I wondered how to bring the focus back around to the
subject at...  er, at hand.  Darren did it for me.

   "Well," he said, never lifting his eyes from the page he was looking at.
"Well, what are we waitin' for?"



   --==+==-

   I was satisfied, oddly satisfied.  I felt like things had worked out
perfectly.  The three of us were sitting, the boys on my couch and me on my
easy chair, all three pant-less and underwear-less.  Our fists circled our
hard oily cocks, stroking slowly as we turned pages.  When they had both
stood I had started to simply draw my cock out through my zipper slit, but
immediately they had both kicked down their pants.  Darren was wearing what
looked like a jock strap which he dropped and Rex wasn't wearing underwear
period.  I kicked my jeans down and dropped my undershorts, my semi-hard
cock flopping free.  I tried to remember that this was supposed to be an
everyday thing to me, and tried not too stare overly much at their cocks
but the urge to look was overpowering.

   I hadn't seen a lot of hard cocks in my life until then, just one
actually, my cousin who had a very unusual one.  These guys looked fairly
normal compared to him and compared to the occasional cock I'd seen in
porno mags.  Darren was fairly small, maybe a bit bigger in diameter than
my thumb, and probably about as long as mine, a modest five or six inches,
depending on how hard I pushed the ruler into the flesh of my abdomen.  I
remembered that he was still basically a kid, and hoped for his sake it
grew a bit more.

   Rex, now.  Rex was plenty large for a kid, maybe a wee bit longer than
mine and he had a small bush of wiry pubic hair while Darren was almost
bare.  I was pleased just to see their cocks.  It scratched a deep itch I
didn't know I had.  Not for the first time the thought occurred to me that
I might be a tiny bit gay.  I didn't like that much because being gay at
that time, the dawn of the HIV era, meant many things, most of them not
desirable to me.  Plus, I was young and virile...  I knew I liked girls,
I'd already spent a lot of time chasing them, my poor luck of the moment
notwithstanding.  My whole life up to that point had been flavored by my
relationship with my older sister, a relationship that had sadly ended long
ago, although I still loved her with all my heart.  I had jacked off for
many years with my cousin, and never worried about gayness, even though we
went further than simply jacking off...  we had even sucked each other, on
occasion.  But that was just a couple of guys having fun together, jacking
off together.  That's what I wanted this to be.  But...  more and more, I
was imagining the feel of these two boys in my hands.  My hands...  and
maybe my mouth.

   My bottle of mineral oil had been passed around and liberally applied.
It turned me on to see the hard greasy almost-purple caps of their cocks,
appearing and disappearing as their hands rubbed up and down their cocks. I
saw the both of them more than once appraising my cock, and I wondered what
they thought of it.  It seemed so similar to Rex's that I figured it was no
big deal to them, although I had noticed that Rex had much more loose skin
on the shaft of his cock than I did.

   I thought of something else.  I pulled my cum-towel out from under the
couch, and asked them to please not shoot off on my carpet.  We all three
laughed.  I hoped we were a long ways from ejaculating, I wanted this to go
on for a good long time.

   "When you guys gotta be home?" I asked.

   "Ten o'clock," said Darren.  I nodded.  I had another thought.

   "Did you ride your bikes over?" I asked.  I didn't want their bikes
outside my front door for the next few hours, advertising their presence in
my house.  And I had no idea if they lived close or far from me.

   "Nah, we walked," said Darren, smiling.  I supposed he knew what I was
thinking.  That was okay.  We continued stroking ourselves.  The boys
seemed more open to talk in front of me now, and discussed various aspects
of this girl and that.  Darren kept returning to the young stuff mags, and
I wondered if it was just because the girls looked about his age.  Rex
seemed to prefer older, more mature models.  By mature I mean late teens,
early twenties.  My target age was pretty young...  possibly due to my
early start with my sister.  I had a penchant for the young ones.  I didn't
yet understand my pedophilic nature at that young age.

   After maybe two hours I wondered how to gracefully end the session. 
Shit, I had to go to work in the morning.  I couldn't do this all night
even though I wanted to.  And, I reminded myself, I needed to make them
understand that we could do this again any time they felt like it.  I hoped
for many more times.  As I raised my head and opened my mouth, I could see
an almost furtive movement of Rex's right arm, drawing back from Darren. 
Damn, I thought...  it sure looked like he at least touched the other boy's
cock...  I wanted to see them do that, bad.  My cousin and I often jacked
each other off, it had gotten to be part of the routine for us.  Hell, I
thought.  I'll ask.

   "You guys ever jack each other?" I said conversationally.  They both
snickered and I knew I hadn't made a mistake in asking.

   "Yeah," said Rex, "yeah we stroke each other.  Does that bother you?"

   "Hell no," I said.  "My cousin and I did it all the time.  It's no big
deal, like you said.  Just a couple of guys, jacking off." They both
laughed at that.  I wondered if they had to justify it to themselves like I
did.

   That was all they needed.  Almost immediately their arms crossed as they
reached for each others cocks.  I almost felt left out.  I smiled as they
began slowly stroking each other and hoped I was just waiting for my turn.

   After maybe twenty minutes of that, Rex said, "Damn...  I can't stand
it...  I gotta cum!"

   Oh, I thought, this should be interesting.  I'd seen my cousin cum many
times, but I felt eager to see another guy do it.  And a boy at that, not a
man.  I looked at his balls and wondered how much he'd squirt out.

   "Can you keep going after you cum?" I asked him.  I was wondering if the
fun was over for him, if this was the happy ending for him or just a bump
in the road.

   They both laughed.  "Yeah," said Rex, "I can go again real quick.  Don't
worry, I do this all the time.  Darren don't cum 'til the end, but I can
cum in the middle and keep going."

   Darren smiled, almost seeming embarrassed.

   "Yeah," I said.  "I'm like that.  When I cum I'm done.  It takes me a
few hours to recharge."

   Darren nodded and they both laughed again.  Rex had gingerly taken my
cum-towel and spread it out on the floor in front of himself.  They looked
at each other and I could tell some kind of exchange was taking place but I
didn't know what it was about.



   --==+==-

   Well, that was interesting!  I thought as I closed the door on the boys.
Outside dusk was in the air as night drew down.  We'd gone about four hours
total, about the usual length of one of my own marathon sessions.  It had
been cool to see Rex cum, gasping for breath, his body jerking as he
sprayed squirt after squirt of semen onto my towel.  We'd gone another two
hours after that until the three of us wound it up.  Rex came again, the
kid was a beast, and Darren and I both dampened the towel with our fair
share of sperm.  It had been intensely satisfying to watch them both cum
and then to cum for them when my time came.  I think the three of us
already felt like brothers.

   It had been fascinating to see Rex's cock after it had gotten soft, I
hadn't realized until then that he was uncircumcised.  I badly wanted to
touch it, to feel it, that little tube of skin looked cool and interesting.
Surprisingly quickly he'd gotten hard again, and we'd jerked it for another
two hours until they began to make going-home noises.  Darren had cum
first, blasting an almost explosive blast of cum into my towel, and then I
had, a bit more sedately but I felt like I'd done myself justice.  I hadn't
masturbated in several days in anticipation of this session and I was full
of cum.  Rex finished up with a respectable squirt and dribble for someone
who had ejaculated barely two hours earlier.  When the boys left the whole
house smelled like semen, to my amusement.

   I put my magazines away and hit the sack.  I'd invited them to stop by
any time and they'd nodded and thanked me for a quote, fun time.  I
certainly hoped they'd be back soon, tomorrow would be fine with me.  I
felt like I'd been lucky stumbling onto them.



   --==+==-

   The boys didn't return until the weekend.  I guess that was fine, but I
was anxious to play again.  This time, I promised myself, this time I was
going to touch.  I hoped the boys would be more at ease with me and things
could maybe get a little more involved.  I was shocked when I realized I
was anticipating feeling their cocks in my mouth.  I had sucked my cousin
off, true...  for some reason that didn't feel gay to me at all...  but
these two?  Why was that?  Because they were young?  I'd have to give that
a little more thought.  But...  but I hoped it would happen.

   Somebody rang my bell about noonish, and I opened it to Darren.  He
asked if it would be alright if they came over that evening, and I said
sure.  I tried not to sound too eager, I didn't want to scare them away. 
About six thirty they arrived and I let them in.  Rex was carrying a
grocery sack and he spilled the contents on my couch, what looked like
several dozen porno mags.  Good, I thought, I'll have something new to look
at.

   We didn't waste any time.  Within minutes the three of us were
bottomless with greased-up palms.  I had refilled my squirt-bottle with a
full supply of mineral oil for just this occasion.  This time, after some
thought, I had taken a seat directly in the middle of the couch.  I knew
that it might have seemed a bit presumptuous, but when the "hands on" part
of the jerk-off session started I wanted to be in on the fun.  I got my
wish in record time.

   I felt Darren staring at me, from my left side.  I turned my head to
meet his eye, and he nodded down at my cock.

   "Want me to...?" he said, and I knew instantly what he meant.

   "Sure!" I said, hoping I didn't sound to eager.  Without hesitation he
reached his right hand out and circled it around my cock.  It felt great,
of course it did, it always feels great when someone other than yourself
takes hold of your cock, unless it's Lorena Bobbit.  His oily grip felt
fantastic, and at once he squeezed and pushed his fist down my cock.  I
almost gasped with pleasure and I realized it was going to be difficult not
to cum immediately.

   I reached for his in turn and it felt cooler than fuck in my fist.  It
wasn't giant by any stretch, but it was well-formed and just felt
comfortable in my hand.  I made a circle with my fist and rotated it around
the cap of his cock, which is something I like to do to myself.  I felt him
suck in a convulsive breath, and could see him smile out of the corner of
my eye.  His cock, already hard, got even harder.  I knew that shit felt
good.  Damn, his cock just felt fabulous in my hand.  I was more glad than
ever that I'd let him mow the yard that day.

   "Hey," said Rex from my other side.  "Hey, let's do this." He stood, and
moved in front of us.  For a second his rock-hard cock was just inches from
my face and I got a close-up eye-full of it.  Then he sat gingerly on the
coffee table, right across from Darren and I.

   "Darren," said Rex.  "You do his, he'll do mine, and I'll do yours. 
Sound cool?"

   We both nodded.  That sounded pretty fucking cool, yeah.  I let go of
Darren, and reached for Rex.  His cock felt totally different, larger and a
bit softer, but it was just as much fun.  The porno mags were forgotten as
the three of us got situated in a comfortable triangle, holding each
other's cocks.  Rex's cock felt huge after Darren's, although it didn't
look it, and I thought, four...  counting mine, this is the fourth cock
I've jacked.  I didn't agonize until later that night if I was gay or
not... because, damn...  it just felt cool to have my hands wrapped around
yet another cock.

   We passed the bottle of oil around and began to pump.  I relaxed my
prostate with all my might, knowing that in the past that had helped me to
keep from coming.  I was pretty turned on, just from what we were doing. 
It wasn't that "naughty," I mean the things I'd done with my cousin were as
far-out as this, but I was still pretty pumped.  I've had forty years to
figure it out, and have still not succeeded.

   I saw more than once each boy's body jerk and twitch, as they got close
and backed off.  Rex asked me more than once to slow down, and I had to ask
Darren the same.  Each of us reclined slightly to the right, my right arm
was supported on Rex's upper leg as I leaned towards him and pumped his
cock.  I didn't always know where to look, I wasn't really crazy about
staring either of them in the face as we jacked, so I usually watched their
cocks.  I could tell they were doing the same with me.

   I already felt like part of their little group even though I was close
to ten years older than them.  I wondered what they really thought about
me, if they thought I was gay.  I wished more than once that I actually had
a girlfriend I could introduce to them at some point so they'd know I was
fairly normal.  Just a normal guy that liked to jack off.  Well, whatever.
This was fun enough that I was willing to let them think whatever they
wanted to.  And they weren't really in a position to point fingers,
considering what we were doing.

   I have no idea how long it went on, that first time.  It felt like an
hour at least...  although I usually can't go quite that long without
cumming.  And I did get close, time and time again...  just through sheer
mental willpower and practice did I manage to keep back from the edge.  I
wondered if Rex would repeat his mid-session ejaculation like he had the
other day, but he didn't.  Finally they both caught each others eye and
nodded and laughed.  I could almost feel the end coming.

   "Uh...  Russ..." said Rex.  By now, in my mind, he was the leader of our
little group.  He just seemed like a take-charge kind of guy to me.  He was
pumping my cock slower and slower by now, and I nodded, meeting his gaze
for a moment.

   "There's somethin' we're usually doin'...  by the end.  Kinda far out, I
know..."

   "Yeah?" I said.  What else could it be except suck each other?  I
thought.  I was pleased.

   "We uhm...  don't freak, please, I ain't sayin' we gotta do it, this
time..." I nodded again, and grinned encouragingly.

   "We suck each other when we cum!" he finished in a rush, and I could see
both him and Darren almost wince.  What did they think I was gonna do, put
them down for it?  After jacking their cocks?

   "Yeah, that's cool," I said.  "My cousin and I did that all the time. 
It's no big deal..."

   "Yeah..." they both seemed relieved.

   "That don't mean we're gay or nothin'," said Darren, taking the
initiative.  I nodded again, having to stifle a laugh because he sounded so
much like what I'd been telling myself.

   "Yeah, I know, I think that too.  Just some guys, jackin' around."

   "Yeah," said Rex.  "Just jackin' around." They both laughed again.  I
felt relieved, and even more turned on, if possible.

   "Okay!" said Rex, removing his hand from my cock.  "We can switch off.
Darren, he can suck you and you do me and I'll do him.  That work?"

   "Yeah," said Darren.  "That works."

   "Yeah," I said.  "Next time we can reverse."

   "Yeah!" they said in unison, and I hoped they were pleased that there
was obviously going to be a next time.  I fervently hoped there was.  I was
having a great time.

   In preparation for the next phase, I rubbed my hands on my bare legs and
tried to remove as much oil as possible from my cock to my hands.  I knew
the stuff didn't taste horrible but I didn't want a mouthful of it and I
was gratified to see the two of them doing the same.

   We re-arranged ourselves and hunkered down, putting our faces into each
others groins.  As I was positioning myself and leaning over Darren's lap,
I suddenly felt Rex suck my cock into his warm wet mouth.  It felt
fantastic.  Cocks don't know if it's male or female lips wrapped around
them, they just love it.  I was hard, damn I was hard, just from the sexy
naughtiness of what we were doing, and I was glad this was the point where
I got to cum.  I wasn't going to be first, though, I'd let them set the
pace.

   With great anticipation I leaned down and sucked Darren's cock into my
mouth.  The only thing I had to compare it to was my cousin's, and it was a
world of difference.  My cousin's had been long, an inch or two longer than
mine, and shaped peculiarly.  I was like a long-stemmed mushroom basically,
the cap was larger and rounder than mine, while his shaft at the base of
the cap was barely the diameter of my thumb.  I had grown used to the feel
of it in my mouth, although, like I said, we hadn't done anything recently.
We actually hadn't done anything since he'd gotten a steady girlfriend and
eventually married.

   Anyway, Darren's cock was slim and short, maybe an inch shorter than my
distressingly average one.  I hoped for his future girlfriend's sake that
he still had some growing to do, but it was cool nonetheless and felt
comfortable in my mouth.  The oil taste wasn't bad, but it totally
overshadowed any cock taste that there might have been.  I wondered if we'd
use oil next time, or just start right in on the sucking.  I was curious to
actually taste both of them.  And oil notwithstanding, I was glad I'd taken
a shower after I got home from work.

   I felt Rex's nose bury into the flesh of my groin as he sucked my cock
deep, and then slid it out.  The guy was good, and I hoped that I was doing
as good a job for Darren.  Darren's cock felt small in my mouth, small but
sexy.  His cap was hard as stone and I explored his piss-slit with my
tongue, then ran it around the back of the cap.  I wondered what Rex's
uncircumcised cock would feel like in my mouth in a few days or a week.  It
had been hard from start to finish today and it was a surprise to remember
he was uncircumcised.  I was sure it would be cool.

   Without conscious directive I realized my fingers were circling Darren's
balls.  They felt as cool as his cock in my mouth, soft and firm, and the
almost total lack of pubic hair was an added bonus.  On impulse I slid his
cock from my mouth and engulfed his balls, sucking them in.  I could feel
his cock on the bridge of my nose as I softly mouthed his balls with my
lips.  It was sexy and satisfying and almost new, I'd done it to my cousin
but not in a long time.  I wrapped my hand around his cock and stroked it
as I sucked his balls.

   At last I took his cock in my mouth once again, and began to suck
energetically.  Rex had seemed to speed up on mine, and I wondered if we
were getting close to cumming.  I could have at any moment, I realized, and
it was taking all my willpower not to unload.

   Darren made a wordless noise, his lips around Rex's cock, and I felt
something inside him twitch and tighten beneath his balls, which were back
in my hand.  A huge splash of liquid sprayed in my mouth, again and again.
I remembered my experience with my cousin, and sucked it down between
squirts.  I was glad I hadn't cum yet, I'm always ready to quit immediately
after cumming and I didn't want anything to spoil the sexiness of this
session.  Darren squirted five or six times, filling my mouth between
swallows.  I was surprised how much semen he blasted into my mouth.

   I was pleased that I'd taken all of it without spilling any.  I gulped
the last of it down, tasting his almost-sweet fluid, remembering the more
bitter taste of my cousin's ejaculate.  This was just too cool, I thought,
just like the old days when I used to jack off with my cousin.  It had
actually been a few years since I'd had his cock in my mouth, and I hadn't
realized how much I'd missed it.

   I had relaxed my prostate by now and was letting happen what would
happen.  I felt the orgasm begin with tightness in my legs and stomach and
sucked air into my lungs with all my might.  At last I came, shooting a
load into Rex's mouth, and I heard him laugh somewhere below me.  I hadn't
cum since the night before Darren had mowed, and I felt like I had a pretty
good load.  I squirted and squirted and like a stallion and Rex gulped it
all down.  I gasped and sighed and at last Rex dropped my cock from his
mouth, after a long hard suck to clean it off.  I did the same to Darren's
now-soft cock, I hadn't wanted to give it up, but we were done.  I sat back
and watched as Darren pumped Rex's cock in and out of his mouth and at last
I could tell Rex was cumming.

   "God!" Rex croaked, his voice breaking.  "Goddam fuck!" I could see his
legs straining, the muscles at his hip joints standing out beneath his
tight flesh.  His whole body quivered.  I was almost jealous, although my
orgasm had been pretty intense.  It looked like he'd had a good one.

   We slowly got to our feet and began untangling our clothes.  We were all
a little chagrined, after the heat of the jerk-off session.  I felt all
warm and fuzzy, at least.

   "Come back any time..." I said, feeling a little lame but not knowing
how else to get the idea across.

   "Hey, man," said Rex, "could we keep our porn here?  Would that be
okay?"

   "Heck yeah," I said, nodding.  They finally finished getting dressed and
left.  I brushed my teeth, ate something, and went to bed.



   --==+==-

   It was probably Wednesday night of the next week before the guys showed
up again.  Once again, Darren stopped by and asked if they could come over
that evening.  I agreed with pleasure, and an hour later the two of them
arrived.  I was eager and ready to play, especially now that I knew what
all was going to be involved.  This was turning out way better than I'd
even hoped.  I had even put my endless search for female companionship on
hold, I was having so much fun.  Girls could come later.  There was cocks
to be played with.

   We got right to the good stuff without even the pretense of looking at
porno mags.  Within minutes I was stretched out on the couch with Rex down
between my legs sucking my cock.  Darren was standing on the couch, his
cock firmly in my mouth.  I loved sucking him, his cock felt so young and
fresh or something...  it was hard to explain, but I loved it.  I caressed
his hairless balls, loving the softness of them.  I finally reached my
hands around his butt, and began rubbing and caressing his firm ass.  I
wasn't sure what he'd think about that, and I hoped he'd tolerate it... 
because it just seemed sexy to me.  My fingers crept closer and closer to
his crack, and at last I could feel the ridged, wrinkled skin of his anus.
I finally placed my index finger in the center of it and pressed in
slightly, not quite enough to even enter his body.  I didn't want to seem
intrusive, but it was turning me on big time, I was just about to bust a
nut, in fact.  It didn't seem to bother Darren, he didn't say anything or
pull away from me, although he couldn't have pulled far since his crotch
was in my face.

   I slurped my tongue around the cap of his cock, and sucked hard.  He
groaned and mumbled a few cuss words, and I smiled to myself.  No, it
didn't seem to bother him.  I rubbed his asshole as I sucked him, more
turned on than I'd ever been.

   That night after they'd left I lay in bed and thought long and hard
(pardon) about what I had done that evening, and where it was going.  What
did I really want from them?  Just some mindless fun?  That's what I wanted
it to be.  Was I gay?  I tortured myself with that one.  I still didn't
think I was, I lusted after girls and I even loved a few of them...  but
this was fun, fun off the scale.  Why?  I had no idea.  Did I feel bad
enough about it to stop?  Not yet.  I'd go a few more times, at least.  I
finally went to sleep, my mind going in circles.



   They waited over a week before showing up again.  I was in turmoil by
the fourth or fifth day, wondering if they'd had enough, or if I had
somehow scared them away.  Maybe they'd felt that intensity from me the
other night...  or maybe the finger in his ass had made Darren nervous.  I
lay around and wondered.

   To my joy, Darren knocked on my door Saturday morning and asked if they
could come over later that afternoon.  I tried to be nonchalant, and said
sure.  I told myself to calm down, be cool when the doorbell rang late that
afternoon.  I went to the door and opened it, ready to usher them inside.
To my great surprise, there the two of them stood...  with a large dog on a
leash.  Immediately I knew what was going on, and I laughed to myself. 
Those little fuckers, I thought...  they brought a dog to fuck.

   I was or maybe "am" an experienced dog fucker.  My cousin had a Samoyed,
a large husky-like dog, that he and I fucked regularly for maybe two and a
half years, until the dog was poisoned.  It was great fun, and naughty...
and the little bitch had a tight little doggie cunt.  She was a pleasure to
fuck or to be licked by, either end was great.  I knew exactly what these
guys had in mind.

   "Don't freak, man," said Rex, and I smiled at him.  He went on.  "We got
something we want to show you.  I hope you'll like it."

   I nodded.  Yeah, I would.  The dog was large, a breed unknown to me, but
I'm not a dog specialist.  It was short-haired, thankfully, and seemed
friendly.  It was, of course, female.  I locked the door after they
entered, and we went into the living room proper.

   "She's housebroken, don't worry," said Rex.

   "I'm not worried," I said.  I didn't want to spoil their surprise.

   "This is Bessy," said Rex.  "She's mine.  And she's...  uhm...  she
likes to play around, if you know what I mean."

   I laughed.  "Yeah," I said, "I know.  My cousin and I fucked his dog all
the time.  It was lots of fun."

   They both seemed relieved and nodded.  I was glad they'd had the nerve
to bring the dog over.  I dropped my jeans, and the two of them followed
suit.  I stripped my shirt off, even, and they copied me.  For the first
time all three of us were completely naked together.

   The dog made a half-whine, half inquisitive sound, and Rex laughed. 
"She knows what's next," he explained.  He removed the dog's collar, and
almost immediately she sniffed his exposed cock.  To my surprise he wasn't
hard yet.

   "Rex..." I said.  "Before we get started on her, let me suck you for a
minute, until you get hard."

   He seemed to understand, and nodded and I approached him, dropping to my
knees.  His uncircumcised cock fascinated me, and I badly wanted to feel
that little tube of flesh in my mouth.  I knew he wouldn't be soft for
long, though.  Sure enough, at once I felt his dick begin to stiffen, and I
played and tongued his soft foreskin, loving it.  I reached around and
stroked his asshole too, like I had Darren's, and once again it was almost
like he didn't notice.  Finally he was hard, and I let him drop with some
regret.

   I was pretty hard by now, and I looked at Darren's cock.  He'd been
stroking it, and it was a nice shade of purple.

   "Russ, you can go first, 'cos you haven't had her yet," said Rex, and I
nodded.  Sure, I'd fuck his dog.

   "Get that oil," he said, and I fished the baby oil out from under the
couch and dribbled some on my cock, rubbing it in.  Rex had the dog in the
center of the room and I approached her, dropping to my knees behind her.

   "Just hold her tail up," said Rex, nodding.  I took the dog's tail and
lifted it, hoping she was reasonably clean.  She was trimmed neatly back
there, at least, and didn't look bad.  When the dog felt me lift her tail
she scooted backwards slightly, and, as I had with my cousin's dog, I felt
like she wanted to be fucked.

   I grasped her where her back legs met her body, and placed my cock in
the center of her doggie-butt and pushed.  She was tight, and I could feel
her trembling beneath me.  Rex motioned Darren to her front, and he dropped
to his knees and placed his cock right in her face.  She began to lick it
as he stroked himself.  I was all the way in her cunt by now, and it felt
incredible.  I pulled out, and pressed back in, knowing it was going to be
difficult not to cum at once.

   "Russ..." said Rex.  I met his eye.  "If you can help it, don't cum in
her.  Let her lick you when you cum.  Otherwise she gets pretty messy... 
okay?"

   I nodded, knowing it would be hard, but I understood.  My cousin had
asked me the same thing when we fucked his dog.  And his dog had seemed to
love the taste of sperm.

   I have no idea how long I pumped her ass, it seemed like forever, but
finally I decided it was time to give the boys their turn.  I sadly pulled
my purple rock-hard cock out of her, and nodded to Rex.  Rex nodded to
Darren, and he crawled to her back end as I moved to her front.  I wasn't
even in place before Bessy began licking my cock and I began to stroke as
she licked.  It didn't feel as good as fucking her had, but it felt pretty
damn good.  I nodded to Rex, doing a "come here" thing with my head, and he
walked over to me, realized what I wanted.  As Bessy licked me and I
stroked my cock he stood beside us and I took his cock in my mouth.  I had
gotten to love doing multiple things like that, like the things we'd done
on the couch last time, it just almost overloaded me and blew my mind.  It
sure made it hard to keep from cumming.

   At last there was just nowhere else to go.  I dropped Rex's cock from my
mouth, drew in a few gasping breaths, and came.  Semen squirted out the
side of the dog's mouth, there was so much, although Bessy valiantly tried
to slurp it all down.  My legs almost cramped and my balls hurt, I came so
hard.  I wished I'd left Rex in my mouth, but I was afraid I might bite
him, my body spazzed out so intensely from the orgasm.

   "Fuck!" I said, when I finally got my breath back, "Fuck, that was
intense!"

   "Yeah," said Rex, "Bessy is a great little fuck." We all three laughed.
I scooted over to the couch and watched Darren fuck the dog as Rex began
letting her lick him.  I was amazed, as I'd been with my cousin's dog, at
how much this dog tolerated and even seemed to enjoy doing these things. 
We had fucked my cousin's dog for over an hour at times.  Dogs are amazing
fucktoys.

   Darren pulled out at last, and they switched places.  Rex began pumping
into his dog's ass, as she licked Darren's cock.  At last Darren came, he'd
been damn close, as I had, and it was cool to watch him tremble and gasp
and shake as the orgasm took him.  Semen squirted out again, and I reminded
myself to lay down a towel next time.  Darren finally flopped down on the
couch next to me, his cock as soft as mine.

   "Ha ha!" crowed Rex, "now I get to cum in her!" Yeah, last guy gets the
prize, I thought.  Still, I'd had a totally satisfying orgasm.  It had been
a fun day, and I wondered if it would be over when Rex got done.

   We watched Rex cum, gripping Bessy's hindquarters and screwing his face
up and moaning cuss words.  It was cool and I felt like, once again, that
this had been a great bonding experience.  I wondered how long this would
go on, how many months or years these kids would be willing to come to my
house and play with their cocks.

   We sat around for a few minutes and talked, and Rex asked me if he could
put the dog in my back yard.  That was no problem, my yard had a stockade
fence all the way around it.  I got her a bowl, filled it with water, and
we let her out the patio door and I placed the bowl on the cement slab.  We
went back in, and resumed our conversations.

   They talked a little about the girls at school, and I told them to eat
that shit up while they could, about how it dried up fast in the real
world. Well, I figured the two of them would go to college, something I'd
managed to miss out on.  I told them about my last few girlfriends, and how
I was still looking now for one.  They both commiserated, and gave me
typical guy advice and both looking and dealing with the abscence of it.

   "That why you like shit like this?" Rex asked, and I knew what he meant.


   "Yes and no," I said, trying to be honest.  "That's not the only reason.
I like jacking off, and I still do it sometimes even when I have a
girlfriend."

   "Yeah," he agreed.  "Yeah, I know what you mean."

   "You guys got to the good shit quick," I said.  "When I was thirteen I
barely knew enough to even jack off.  And I sure didn't know dogs could be
fucked."

   They both laughed, and told me some stories about their first adventures
with the dog.  They had been friends since grade school, and jacking off
together had just seemed like a natural extension of that friendship.  I
was almost jealous, although I'd had a built-in friend with my cousin and
got a fairly early start with him.

   "Can we get your magazines out?" Rex finally asked, and I went to the
closet and fetched a few stacks of them.  We settled down for some quality
masturbating.  After barely an hour I was pretty bored.  I looked at
Darren, sitting on the floor beside me.

   "Darren," I said, wondering how much I could get away with.  The main
thing is, I told myself, just don't scare these guys away.  After the
things we'd done so far, though, I wondered if that was even possible.

   "Would you get up on your hands and knees?" I asked him, and he smiled.
I wondered if he knew what I had in mind.  He did it, though, sticking his
butt up in the air, his semi-hard cock and soft balls handing down between
his legs.  I got directly behind him, and reached through his legs and took
his cock in my hand.  His balls felt soft and sexy on my wrist.

   I finally released his dick, and placed a hand on each butt cheek.  I
slowly spread his butt apart, and looked as his asshole.  It was cool, and
didn't look much different than a girl's I had got to look at once.  I
leaned down, before I could change my mind, and began to lick.  I felt him
tense and then relax and wondered if he and Rex had exchanged glances.  I
didn't care, but I would have stopped if he'd asked me to.  He didn't, and
I continued to lick.  His puckered asshole felt sexy beneath my tongue, and
I stopped, spreading him further, and ran my wet lips over it.  I kissed
his asshole, and then moved around, finally kissing and licking his
buttocks here and there.  They felt soft and smooth and just mind-blowingly
sexy for some reason.  I wondered if it really was this sexy to me, or if
it was just the "naughtiness" of what I was doing that was turning me on so
much.  No idea.

   I licked and slurped around on his ass for a long time.  I'm sure he got
uncomfortable crouched there on his hands and knees, but he was tolerant of
me.  Maybe it felt good enough to be worth it.  I stroked his cock when I
could, and even played with his balls with my lips at times.  It was
weirdly sexy to press my nose into his asshole as I sucked his balls.  Once
again, the thought occurred to me...  what am I becoming?

   I finally sighed and sat back, and he sat gingerly.  The mood of the
room seemed a bit embarrassed, and I wondered what I could say to normalize
myself after that little episode.

   "Dude..." said Rex cautiously.  I turned to him.

   "We..." he seemed a bit reticent, which was odd considering the things
we'd done to each other.  And the thing I'd just finished doing.

   "We have done something," he bravely forged onwards.  "We have done
something a few times...  something kinda far out."

   I laughed to myself.  What was left?  Butt-fucking?

   "I ain't done it to him," Rex said, motioning to Darren, "cos it'd
probably hurt.  But I left him fuck me in the ass every now and then.  You
wanna try it?"

   Oh, shit I thought.  Yeah, yeah I'd like to try that.  Once again, I
didn't want to seem to eager.  And I understood what he'd said without
saying it, Darren's cock was nice and slim, perfect for ass-fucking.  Both
Darren and myself seemed a bit large for that.

   "You...  uhm...  you took a dump lately?" Rex asked, embarrassed.  "We
learned that pretty quick...  it's a good idea."

   I nodded.  "Yeah, before you guys came over, maybe three hours ago. 
Think that's long enough?"

   "Yeah, probably," he said.

   "Where's your john?" asked Darren.  "I wanna wash my dick."

   I pointed down the hall and he disappeared.  On impulse I followed, and
I heard Rex behind me.  The three of us had just fucked a dog, we all
needed to wash.  We crowded in my master bathroom and Darren washed his
dick and balls, and then offered to do ours.  We let him, and to my
satisfaction I started getting hard again just from the feel of his hands
of my cock.  He finished me and was starting on Rex as I went back to the
living room.  I retrieved my bottle of mineral oil, and waited on them to
return.

   I found my cum towel and spread it out on the floor.  I was nervous,
mostly hoping I was clean inside, I didn't feel the slightest urge to poop
and I hoped that meant my colon was empty.

   There was an awkward silence when they returned so I got down on the
floor over the towel on my hands and knees.  I heard them mumble to each
other and then I felt Darren's hand on the sides of my hips.

   "Go easy, I'm a virgin," I said, trying to be funny, and at least they
laughed.  I felt something touch my asshole and felt something drip on my
as he squirted a little more oil on me.  He pressed the tip inside me
slightly, and squirted yet some more into my body.

   A moment later I felt a totally different feeling as the cap of his cock
touched me.  He went very slowly, and I was trying with all my might to
relax.  I felt more and more pressure, and at last I could tell the head of
his cock was literally inside me.  I felt a tiny twinge of pain but mostly
all I felt was full.  As he pushed deeper and deeper the sensation grew,
and at last I felt his hips touch my butt.  He was in all the way.

   "You okay?" Darren asked, and I grunted an assent.  He understood and
slowly backed out of me.  That felt pretty good and equally good when he
pressed in again.  The mineral oil made his dick feel very slick and there
was almost no pain.

   "Yeah," I said, "that feels great..." I don't know if it actually felt
great, but at least it didn't feel bad.  I felt Darren touch my cock a time
or two, but I think it was too hard for him to reach.  That would have felt
cool with a cock in my ass, I decided.  I thought about asking Rex to
stroke me but I realized something else would be easier.

   "Rex," I said.  "Come around in front of me." He knew what I had in mind
and he walked on his knees to face me.  I took his cock in my mouth, and
began to suck.



   --==+==-

   After the boys left, I spent a few moments in the bathroom, and managed
to squirt a few drops of semen out of my ass.  I wasn't sure if I'd repeat
the deed...  although I know that when I got horny all bets are off.  It
had been satisfying to feel Darren cum inside me, his hands gripping where
my legs met my hips, his body straining against mine.  Rex had cum in my
mouth shortly afterwards, and I sucked him clean, glad he'd let Darren wash
the dog juices off his cock.  The two of them had just plopped on the couch
after that, and I knew well that tired feeling just after you cum.

   "Hey, man..." Darren said.  "You didn't get to cum!"

   That was true, and I appreciated him noticing.  They situated me on the
couch, and Rex dropped to the floor and took my cock in his warm wet mouth.
Darren, to my pleasure and slight embarrassment, once again stood on the
couch but this time he faced away from me, putting his butt in my face.  I
spread his ass cheeks apart, and licked his sexy asshole until I came in
Rex's mouth.  We were all three worn out after that, and just sat for a
while.  Finally they dressed and left.

   Like I said, I wasn't sure...  butt-fucking seemed pretty gay to me...
it was hard to deny that one...  the fact that they'd apparently done it
more than once didn't help much.  It was pretty goddam gay.  I lay in bed
yet again, and thought about serious shit.



   --==+==-

   That's pretty much the way the rest of that summer went.  Then fall, and
then winter, although going to school really cut into the time that the
boys could play.  We got into the habit for a while of them showing up
Saturday around noon, and playing for five or six hours...  sometimes more.
I got better and better at cumming more than once during a jack-off
session, as did Darren.  Rex was a beast, and he came three times more than
once.  They brought Bessy every now and then and we just fucked our spare
time away.

   I met a girl about this time, a sweet Hispanic girl named Renee.  We got
closer and closer, and at last I knew that a choice had to be made.  One
Friday night she stayed at my place, and I knew that it was time.  When
Darren came by the next day on his bike, I explained it to him as she
waited inside.  I'd told her it was my "lawn kid," which actually wasn't
even a lie, since he had done my lawn until the end of last summer.

   He understood, and didn't even seem disappointed.  I opened the door as
I said my farewells, so he could see her on the couch, and see that she
really existed.  I had told him to come by during the week if they could,
she worked late and I didn't see her very often during the week.  They did
that, after a two week wait, one Wednesday night they came over and we
jacked and sucked ourselves silly.  I showed them pics of her and offered
to let the smell her panties, which got laughs from them.  I hoped they
understood about her...  they had seemed to.

   I saw them a few times through the winter and when it was spring we had
a little resurgence of our guy-affair, since Renee had disappeared with the
March winds.  Rex had gotten even taller by then, and Darren had begun to
fill out and his cock even seemed noticeably larger.  Although I enjoyed it
more in retrospect than I had at the time I never let him butt-fuck me
again, I guess once was enough for me.  I still licked their assholes when
we got together although it had never been reciprocated.  So be it.  I
understood.

   That's it, by that next summer they both had real girlfriends, and
whether those girls put out or not our little fling seemed flung.  Darren
stopped by a time or two alone, and then one day I realized I hadn't seen
him in months.  I had moved on, luckily, as had they, and I had a steady
girlfriend that finally moved in with me.

   Years later I repeated the jack-off experience with a guy that I worked
with, we jacked off together maybe once a month for a few years, but
without any physical contact.  That was fine with me, I think touching is
kind of a youth thing for some reason.  I haven't had a lot of guilt over
the things I did all those years ago and it turns me on sometimes to think
about what we did together.  But all in all, I'm fairly confident in my
masculinity...  although I'd probably still stroke a cock if it were
offered.  It's no big deal, just a couple of guys, jerking off together. 
No big deal.



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