But...
by Mark Aster

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This is about sex.  It has sex in it.  If you're
not allowed to read about sex, you're not allowed
to read this.  You know?
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"But... Can't we just be friends?"

 "We're definitely friends."

"But weren't you just...  You know."

 "I was going to kiss you."

"But I mean -- well, what about Pat?"

 "She's out of town with the kids this weekend.  I had to stay
 and work.  You know that."

"But, you know, you and her, and you kissing me..."

 "Oh, right.  She wouldn't mind.  Really!  We're not into,
 into monogamy.  She's probably deep in the throes of orgasm
 herself right around now, in fact."

"Oh!  That's...  Well..."

 "We like it."

"So you're just looking for a zipless, um, kiss, here?"

 "I've heard that, but I don't really know what it means.
 'Zipless fuck.'  What's that?"

"It means a, you know, that doesn't mean anything.  Just
the, um, bodies, not the hearts."

 "Two strangers writhing in the dark?"

"Yeah.  Is that what you want?"

 "No!  I want you.  We're not strangers.  You're my friend,
 I want to do something nice with you."

"Like going out for pizza, or walking in the park?"

 "Only even nicer."

"But...  Are you still trying to kiss me?"

 "Yeah."

"Mmmmmmmm."

 "Mmmmmmmmmm."

"That was... nice."

 "Thanks."

"But if you keep kissing me, I'll want to...  And that would
mess everything all up."

 "Why?"

"Mmmmmmmm."

 "Ah."

"Because, because of the guilt, and jealousy, and feeling used
and cheap and all."

 "We don't have to do that stuff.  Can I kiss you some more?"

"But...  Yeah.   Kiss me some more."

 "Mmmmmmmm."

"Mmmmmmmm..."

 "May I...?"

"Ohh!  But if we, you know, I might want to..."

 "To do what?"

"To do it again and again..."

 "That sounds nice!"

"Ohh..."

 "Do you want to?"

"I...  I'm sort of wet."

 "Here?"

"Ooooooohhh..."

 "Is it OK if I do that, if I touch you there?"

"Oooohh.  Yeah."

 "I can't really tell if you're wet; your panty is in the way."

"Aaaaaahhhh..."

 "Do you want to take your panties off?"

"Oh!"

 "Here, I can do it for you.  Lift up."

"You're taking off my panties."

 "Is it OK?"

"Yeah.  Kiss me again."

 "Mmmmmmm...  You ARE wet."

"AAAAAaaahhhh..."

 "You feel so good."

"It feels so GOOD!"

 "Your skirt might get wet."

"ohhhhhhhhh..."

 "Should we take your other clothes off?"

"Just aahhhh friends?"

 "Whaddya mean 'just'?"

"oooohhhh...  OK."

 "OK?"

"OK!"

 "Here, it's..."

"I can do that."

 "Ah, you're pretty."

"I'm shivering."

 "I'll hold you.  So smooth."

"Naked."

 "Perfect."

"You're not naked."

 "Sorry."

"Kiss me some more."

 "Mmmmmmm..."

"Mmmmmmmmm...  AHHhhh!"

 "Oh, can I kiss them?  Can I kiss your nipples?"

"yeah"

 "May I lick your breasts?"

"yeah -- oh yeah -- ohhhhhhh...  OOOOOHhhh!"

 "You're so lovely, so warm, so so so."

"aaaahhhhhh..."

 "Spread your thighs."

"Oh!"

 "May I kiss you there, may I lick you?"

"please.  PLEASE!"

 "Mmmmmmm..."

"Ahhhhhhh...  AAAAHHhhhhh..."

 "Nnnnnnnnggggg..."

"AHHHHH!  OHHHHH!  OH OH OH OH!  OH!  OH!!"

 "Mmm..."

"AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhh..."

 "MMMMMM!"

"AHHHHHHHHH! AH AH AH AH AHHHHHHHH!  Uhhhhhhh..."

 "Yum."

"My God!"

 "Mm."

"Come up here and kiss me."

 "Mmmmmmmmm..."

"Mmmmmmmmm..."

 "Ah!"

"You're amazing."

 "What do you mean?"

"You just... did that, and how you're just lying there with
those puppydog eyes..."

 "And?"

"And you're not, you know, you haven't come yet!  It's like
you don't have any ego."

 "No, no."

"No?"

 "I'm all ego.  I'm lying here smug and happy because I made
 you feel good, and you're flushed and naked and gorgeous, and
 you think I'm amazing."

"Mmm."

 "And I know the best way to get a woman to make you come is
 to act like it's not that important to you."

"You're silly."

 "I'm also very excited."

"Mmmmm..."

 "Yeah."

"Can I unzip you?"

 "I'd like that."

"Mmmmm...  I thought you were excited."

 "It's been all zipped up; give it a chance."

"Awwww..."

 "Ahhh..."

"Now it's perking up!"

 "Ahhh, yeah..."

"All big and stiff."

 "That feels good."

"It does."

 "God..."

"So!"

 "So?  Ahhhhh..."

"So I'm lying here naked with my legs open, squeezing your
thing in my hands, and we're just friends?"

 "Really good friends.  AHH!"

"Really, really good?"

 "Marvelous.  oh yeah..."

"You like that?"

 "AAAHHHH!"

"Mmmmmm..."

 "Ohhhhhhhhhhh..."

"Is that nice?"

 "Ohhhhh, oh yeah..."

"Mmmmmmm..."

 "Oh, nice."

"In my mouth..."

 "Ahhhh ahhhhhhhh..."

"Mmmmmmmm..."

 "GOD!"

"Ah, no, no, no!"

 "no?"

"I think I want you inside me, down there."

 "Oh!"

"Can we get your clothes off, too?"

 "Um, sure, let me..."

"Bullwinkle boxer shorts?!"

 "You wanna make something of it?"

"Hee hee...  There we are."

 "Ahhhhh..."

"You wanna be on top, friend?"

 "Ahh, I..."

"Oh, lie down."

 "OK"

"Stretch out, ahhhh, I'll just...  OHH!"

 "Ahhhh..."

"You're inside me."

 "It's good, being inside you."

"OHHHH!"

 "Ahhhhhhh..."

"It's REALLY big now."

 "Oh Ahhhhh..."

"yeeeeesssssss..."

 "Like that?"

"Just like that, like that, like that, like..."

 "AHHHHHHH!"

"oh GOD!"

 "oh so good so good so good so good..."

"oh so far in me, oh oh OH OHHHH!"

 "I love your bottom..."

"I love this oooohh..."

 "Me too."

"Now you oooohhh you know I want you ooohhh..."

 "You have me oh god god you have me..."

"I want you forever and aaaaand for always..."

 "Greedy gorgeous ah AHH AHH you'll have to settle AHHHH..."

"oh ooooooohhhh..."

 "oh god are you coming again?"

"coming coming COMING CAAAAAAHHHHHH!!"

 "ohohohohohoh OH OH..."

"Mmmmm..."

 "MmmmmmMMMMMMMAHHHHHHHHH!"

"ohhhhh..."

 "god"

"god that was nice"

 "You're so beautiful."

"But..."

 "But?"

"Mmmmmmm..."

 "Mmmmm..."

"But when we, when we were..."

 "Just now."

"I really did want you forever, and for no one else to have you,
and..."

 "and..."

"And all that stuff, you know?"

 "And I wanted to own you, and stroke into you forever, and for
 you to bear me children, and..."

"Oh!  But..."

 "But we want all sorts of things, sometimes."

"Oh."

 "And we should be happy with the ones that we can have, don't
 you think?"

"Mmmmm..."

 "Mmmmmm..."

"How long before we can do it again?"

 "Soon, soon.  Ahhhh..."

"Kiss me while we wait."

 "I like kissing you."

"Mmmmmmm..."

 "So sweet."

"I want to do it again and again and again..."

 "Sounds nice."

"Mmmmm..."

 "Mmmmmmmmmm..."

"But..."


But...
by Mark Aster
The End