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 Subject: "Second Chances 04" (t/b,incest,oral)

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   "Second Chances 04" By Marc Paige

   Ethan awoke around seven the next morning which was happening a little
too frequently to his liking, he Yawned and almost jumped out of his skin
when he saw Logan lying next to him in bed.  "What the fuck are you doing
in my bed?" Ethan asked sitting up in surprise.  "This is my bed and my
room moron" Logan answered looking over at Ethan thoroughly annoyed that he
had woken him up.  Ethan looked around and realized that Logan was right as
he saw all the posters of NBA stars that were like gods to Logan, in his
drunken haze he had stumbled into Logan's bed and slept with him.  "If you
weren't so fucking drunk you'd have realized that" Logan snapped turning
over onto his back.  This was they first real conversation he had had with
Logan all week, he lay back down and looked up at the ceiling.  "You know
one of these days mom and dad are gonna find out that you come home drunk
you know" Logan said glancing at Ethan.  "what the Fuck is that supposed to
mean?" Ethan answered turning his head to face Logan thinking that they
were about to have their first argument in over a week.  "Do you think
there dumb" Logan said looking into Ethan's eyes.  "They only way there
gonna find out is if you tell them, and you better keep your mouth shut for
your own fucking sake" Ethan threatened.  "If I was gonna tell them I'd
have done it already" Logan said flatly.

   They backed off for a while lying quietly next to each other as if
thinking of the next thing to say that would total piss off the other. 
"You know I don't get you, why do you get drunk and hang out with people
who don't even like you" Logan said looking at Ethan.  "You never had any
friends before and now suddenly everyone likes you" Logan said flatly
looking into his brother's eyes.  "Don't confuse me with yourself" Ethan
said as he turned his head to look at Logan again.  "You're wrong about
that" Ethan said as he tried to deny what Logan was saying and keep his
cool.  "Paul is your only friend and I bet if you were to stop giving the
others weed they'd all just go away" Logan said lifting his head and
putting his hand under it before he lay back down.  "You don't know what
the fuck you're talking about and I don't give them weed they buy it" Ethan
said angrily as he got out of Logan's bed and left his room.  Logan had
succeeded in pissing him off for the first time after not speaking to each
other in a few days.  "It's the same thing you know" Logan yelled at Ethan
before he slammed the door.

   Ethan hung around the house all Saturday unable to get what Logan had
said to him out of his mind.  He sat on the couch watching Logan playing
some game he never saw before on his Xbox wondering if he might be right.
Logan was even angrier at him for snapping at him earlier that morning and
treated Ethan like he didn't exist totaling ignoring him all day.  Still
having a slight hang over from last night he went back to bed and slept for
a few more hours to be fresh for his date.  He spent an hour that afternoon
getting ready for his date with Kelly trying to style his hair to make
himself look somewhat different more like Logan.  He got dressed in a dark
blue shirt and opted for a pair of dark blue dress pants instead of his
usual Saturday attire of a blue Jeans and a t-shirt.  Ethan looked at
himself in the mirror wondering if his hair would look any better if it was
the same length as Logan's.  He finished off his look with a dark blue
jacket and looked at himself in the mirror again wondering if the jacket
was too much.

   Ethan was finally satisfied with the way he looked, taking back off the
Jacket as he didn't want to seem overdressed for the occasion.  He went
downstairs where his parents were sitting on the couch together.  "Well you
certainly clean up nicely" his mother said smiling at him as she put down
her knitting.  "Thanks I think" Ethan said wrinkling his eyebrows at his
mother's comment.  Ethan looked at Logan and wondered if he thought he
looked okay since he had stared at him briefly Before turning his attention
back to the TV.  "She must be pretty special for you to get all dressed up
like that" Ethan father said smiling commenting him on his attire.  "Be
back by twelve thirty tonight" his father said with a smile extending his
curfew.  "Have a good time" Ethan mother said as he walked out the door. 
He got his car from the garage and drove out the yard to go pick up Kelly
for their date.

   Ethan thought Kelly looked especially hot tonight as he checked her out
when she walked up to the car wearing a short top and showed off her navel
ring and a really tight pair of jeans.  "So where are we going?" Kelly said
smiling as she got in the car.  "Do you like Chinese?" Ethan asked smiling
at her.  "Sure" Kelly replied as Ethan pulled off.  "This is a nice car"
Kelly said turning and smiling at Ethan.  "Did your Parents buy it?" Kelly
asked putting her hand on his that was on the gear shift instantly
reminding him of Logan.  "Yeah they did" Ethan replied smiling as he
shifted the gear into third.  "So what do your parents do?" Kelly asked
smiling at Ethan.  "My dad's a lawyer and my mom has a real estate agency"
Ethan answered stopping at a red light.  "Listen do you mind if we take a
slight detour" Ethan said hoping Kelly wouldn't mind.  "No problem" Kelly
replied as the light turned green.

   "Do you have any weed on you?" Kelly asked smiling.  Ethan smiled as he
thought Kelly was beginning to sound like Paul this was the second time she
had asked him for weed.  He headed back to his old neighbor hood and pulled
up in front of Pete's house where there were a lot of cars parked there,
apparently Pete was having a party.  Ethan and Kelly went inside
maneuvering through the crowd and found Pete in the kitchen mixing drinks.
"Hey you here for they party?" Pete asked smiling pouring some alcohol that
was unknown to Ethan into the blender.  which was saying a lot as he had
drank just about every alcoholic drink known that could totally fuck up a
person system.  "Nah business" Ethan replied as someone he didn't know
brushed past him.  "what's up" Pete said as he walked away from the
counter. "Just came to give you this" Ethan said handing Pete his half of
the cash he made at Eric's party.  "Slow night" Pete asked as he checked
the two hundred and fifty dollars that Ethan gave to him in twenties. 
"Yeah there weren't a lot of People there last night" Ethan replied.  "Is
that Kelly?" Pete asked ogling Ethan's date who was talking to some of her
friends that were there.

   "Yeah" Ethan answered looking at Kelly who was staring back at him
giggling with her friends.  "Man she's hot!" Pete said chuckling.  "Do you
have anymore weed its for Kelly" Ethan said smiling.  "Yeah wait a sec"
Pete said as he went into the kitchen and got a Ziploc bag and went to his
bedroom.  "Hope you make her work for this" Pete said handing Ethan the bag
of weed.  "we got to go okay" Ethan said smiling at Pete's remark as Kelly
left her friends and came up to him and Pete.  After they left Pete's house
Ethan took Kelly to the Chinese restaurant that his dad often bought from
and then to see a movie afterwards.  "Here you go" Ethan said handing Kelly
the bag of weed he got from Pete as he was driving her back home after the
movie.  "Thanks" Kelly said smiling as she stuffed the weed into her purse.

   "So what's the plan for the rest of the night" Kelly asked putting her
hand on Ethan's leg as they got back in the car after the movie.  "I can
think of something" Ethan said smiling slyly at Kelly.  "I'm not that kind
of girl" Kelly said smiling knowing what Ethan had on his mind.  "I can
give you a blow job though" Kelly said smiling.  "If you want to" Ethan
said trying not to sound overzealous.  Ethan pulled up in front of Kelly's
house and she immediately attacked him zipping down his pants and pulling
out his dick.  she swallowed it hungrily and started sucking him hard as he
gritted his teeth and grabbed the steering wheel.  After about a minute
Kelly pulled off of him and started jacking him off until he came all over
himself.  Ethan sat in the car with a look of shock on his face hoping
there would be a little more to it than that.  Kelly got out of the car and
smiled at him and walked up to her house and went inside without even a
kiss goodnight.

   "what the fuck just happened!" Ethan said to himself in dismay sitting
there covered in his own cum.  Ethan cleaned himself up a little and put
his cock back into his pants and drove off still in shock.  when he got
home he went to his room and undressed and lay on his bed recounting the
events of the night seriously doubting Kelly's motives for liking him.  His
thoughts about Kelly were quickly replaced by images of Logan.  He remember
the good time he had with him when they went to the movies last Saturday
except for the way thing ended between them.  That night was magic Ethan
thought to himself but what he experienced with Kelly, the jury was still
out on that matter.  Ethan felt his dick getting hard as he thought about
Logan and wondered if he was gay seriously questioning his sexuality for
the first time.  he didn't know what it was about Logan that gave him an
insatiable hunger and desire he had for his body.  He pulled down the front
of his boxers and started to jack off furiously thinking about Logan and
all the sexual adventures they had together, particularly the one they had
in the parking lot of the mall last weekend.

   He knew it was wrong to have all these desires and feelings for his
brother but he just couldn't help himself.  After a very fulfilling jack
off and squirting cum all over his chest Ethan cleaned himself off thinking
of how Logan would have lapped it up if he had been there.  He rolled over
and pulled the comforter over his sexually depraved body and went to sleep.
The next morning when he got up he went downstairs and found Logan and his
parents having breakfast together and decided to join them.  "Mom are you
okay" Ethan asked very worried when he saw his mother holding her stomach
with a very pained look on her face.  "Honey are you okay, is it the baby?"
his father asked putting down the paper he was reading and quickly went to
his wife's side.  "It's just cramps" their mother said smiling as she
patted their father's hand.  "I'm fine you guys, I had them all the time
when I was having you two" their mother said as both Ethan and Logan were
looking at her with a very concerned look on their faces.  "I think we
better go to the hospital you've been having those cramps since last night"
their father said to their mother.  "I'm not going to the hospital I'm
fine, beside I have an appointment with the doctor tomorrow" their mother
said taking up the fork to finish her breakfast.

   Ethan spent the morning obsessing over Logan watching him from the
bedroom window as he helped their dad wash his car.  He walked away from
the window longing for him just to touch him and kiss his lips and taste
his body.  Logan had noticed Ethan looking at him from the window before he
walked away and smiled to himself.  That night Ethan lay in his bed slowly
slipping into madness unable to sleep as his craving for Logan had reached
epic proportions.  He jumped out of bed and left his room and went to
Logan's bedroom door trying to think of a way to say he was sorry for
hurting his feelings.  Ethan let go of the doorknob with a sigh and went to
the bathroom to take a piss,he looked at the hamper and saw a pair of
Logan's boxer's in the hamper that he had changed out of earlier.  Ethan
flushed the toilet and went over to the hamper and snatched up Logan's
boxers and put them to his nose and inhaled deeply getting a faint scent of
Logan's body.  The scent of Logan's boxers weren't as appealing as the
source It came from but it would have to do.

   He pulled down the front of his boxers and stroked his dick to a
powerful orgasm covering the floor in his cum as he inhaled the scent of
Logan's underwear.  After he cleaned up the floor Ethan went back to his
room craving Logan even more as he climbed into his bed and hoped to sleep
of his desires for Logan.  The next day as Ethan sat through class after
class wondering about Kelly all day keeping a close watch for her.  The
experience he had with her was just so different compared to Logan and the
way they would kiss and cuddled just enjoying the feeling of each other. 
He had wanted Kelly for so long dreaming and fantasizing about her and now
when it was all within his grasp he was wishing she was someone else, he
was wishing she was Logan.  From that point on for the rest of the day all
he thought about was Logan and the thing they did together and what he
longed to do again.  That afternoon when Ethan went to pick up Logan he was
a few minutes late as Kelly kept him in a conversation that led to her
asking him for weed.  When he pulled up in from Of Logan's school he saw a
boy that was a little older than Logan had him cornered outside the school
harassing him.  Every time Logan tried to pass the boy would stand in his
way and shove him back as his friend stood there laughing.  "Hey asshole
let him pass" Ethan Yelled as he pulled up in front of them.  "Mind your
business loser" the boy snapped looking at Ethan.  "You better let my
brother pass or I'll drive this car up your ass you fat little shit" Ethan
snarled.  "Fuck you dickhead" The boy said glaring at Ethan before turning
his attention back to Logan.

   Those three words that the boy said to Ethan was all he need to send him
over the edge he had been dangling on because of being denied his desire
for Logan.  He got out of the car and came up behind the boy looking around
to see if anyone was watching before he turned him around roughly and
pushed him back against the wall that the name of the school was written
on. Ethan grabbed the boy's crotch and squeezed his balls tightly in his
hand as he tried to yell but just held his mouth open as the air rushed out
of his lungs and he grimaced in pain.  "What's your name" Ethan said calmly
as he looked into the boy's eyes that tears we're quickly filling up in,
unable to answer from the pain Ethan's grip on his crotch was causing.  "I
said what is your name" Ethan said again applying more pressure to his
grip. The boy yelped in pain a little as tears were now streaming down his
face still unable to talk from the pain.

   "Logan what's this asshole's name" Ethan said turning to look at Logan.
"Eddie" Logan said as he flipped his hair from his face and fixed his shirt
that was ruffled from Eddie and his friends hassling him and picked up his
bag pack from the ground.  "Eddie let me explain something to you" Ethan
said calmly as he looked into the boy's face who was a blubbering mess as
tears and snot covered his face.  "See that kid over there" Ethan said
grabbing a handful of Eddie's brown hair and turning his head roughly to
face Logan.  "His name is Logan he's my brother, take a good look at him"
Ethan said holding his head to face Logan who was standing with his arms
folded with a huge smile on his face seeing Eddie reduced to a pathetic
mess.

   "If you ever touch him or so much as look at him the wrong way I'll rip
your balls off" Ethan said tightening his grip on Eddie's balls making him
yelp in pain to get his point across.  "You understand" Ethan said looking
into Eddie's eyes expressionless.  Eddied managed to nod his head yes as he
sobbed uncontrollably as his friends stood there watching unable to do
anything or more accurately afraid of getting their asses kicked.  "Now get
the fuck out of here" Ethan said as he let go of Eddie's crotch and pushed
him away.  Eddie scampered away almost falling over picking up his bag pack
and running away crying.  "What the fuck are you waiting on get out of
here" Ethan yelled to the three boys who were Eddie's friends standing
there scared shitless.  they scampered away running behind Eddie as Ethan
stood there looking at them run up the sidewalk with an evil grin on his
face.  Logan flipped his hair from his eyes and smiled at Ethan as he
walked over to the car as Ethan got in and started the engine.  Logan
tossed his bag pack in the back seat next to Ethan's and got in and pulled
his seat belt as Ethan pulled off heading for home.

   "why did you stop him from beating me up?" Logan asked wanting to know
his brother's motives.  "Because I would have to explain to mom and dad why
I didn't stop him from giving you a black eye" Ethan said trying to conceal
the reason he stopped Logan from getting beat up.  "Is that the only
reason?" Logan asked trying to get the truth out of Ethan.  "Nobody messes
with my family okay" Ethan said softly making a turn in a street to get to
their house.  "If anyone's going to beat you up it'll be me" Ethan said
with a smirk glancing at Logan.  "That's flattering" Logan said brushing
his hair from his eyes and chuckling.  "Next time just kick him in the
balls" Ethan said making Logan laugh and he started laughing too after a
while.  "I don't think there is gonna be a next time" Logan said chuckling
as he had never seen anyone do what Ethan did to Eddie.  "Thanks for what
you did back there" Logan said with a warm smile as he looked at Ethan
placing his hand on his that was on the gearshift.  Ethan started blushing
when he glanced over and saw the way Logan was looking at him knowing that
his past transgressions were forgiven.

   When they got home their mother's car was parked in the driveway which
was a really rare occurrence since she never came home before their dad
did. "Mom we're home" Logan yelled out as he climbed the stairs.  "I'm up
here honey" their mother yelled back from her room.  "Are you sick?" Logan
asked as he opened the door and walked into his mother's room and saw her
lying on the bed.  "Oh no honey the doctor told me I have to stay off of my
feet for a while" his mother said smiling at him as he came over and sat on
the bed.  "where's your brother" Logan's mother asked as he lay down on the
bed beside her.  "Probably talking to his girlfriend" Logan said cuddling
up next to his mom.

   "Tomorrow is the big day you're turning twelve" his mother said hugging
him as he smiled.  "After the baby's born you'll still hug me like this
won't you?" Logan asked looking into his mother's blue eyes that he
inherited from her.  "Of course honey" his mother said pulling him closer
as if to reassure him.  "So do you want me to make you anything special
tomorrow" his mother asked brushing his hair from his eyes with a smile
already knowing the answer.  "Pancakes for breakfast, lots of them!" Logan
said with a big smile.  "I thought so" his mother said smiling as she
kissed his forehead.  Having pancakes for breakfast on his birthday was a
tradition that Logan loved and always looked forward to.  later that night
Ethan lay in his bed as his craving for Logan almost made him scream, he
had jacked off twice already for the night thinking of only Logan and still
he was horny.  "Fuck it" Ethan said sitting up in his bed when he couldn't
take it any longer.

   He quietly slipped out of his room and crept over to Logan's bedroom
door and silently slipped in.  He saw Logan lying on his back on the bed in
a white vest and a pair of white briefs that made him look even sexier,
Ethan crept over to the bed and sat down quietly.  He leaned over Logan's
face admiring his beauty in the moon light that shone through the window
illuminating his face as he slept peacefully.  Ethan leaned closer to
Logan's face feeling his warm breath on his face as their lips were just
inches apart.  "Mmmmffffp" Ethan moaned and opened his eyes wide as Logan
who apparently had not been sleeping as he originally thought wrapped his
arms around his neck and kissed him passionately.  "I knew you couldn't
stay away from me" Logan whispered with a smirk when Ethan pulled away from
his lips.

   He looked into Logan eyes before attacking his lips with a passionate
kiss sticking his tongue in his mouth as Logan grabbed the back of his head
pulling him closer.  Logan as he gritted Ethan's lower lip gently smiling
up at Ethan as he pulled away and climbed on top of him.  Ethan pulled up
Logan's vest and leaned in and started kissing his chest and sucking on his
nipple and covering Logan's chest in little love bites as he squeaked in
pleasure.  Ethan planted a row of wet kisses all over Logan's chest moving
down to his stomach biting him softly as he gasped out in pleasure from the
feeling of Ethan's teeth on his skin.  Giving each other little love bites
was something they had both come to enjoy and expect from each other. 
Ethan looked up at Logan and gave him a sly smile before roughly tugging
his briefs off his waist freeing his dick that stood up spring board stiff.
Ethan sat back on his heel smiling as he admired his brother's cock which
always seemed to be in a it's present state of arousal.  Logan sat up on
the bed and got on his knees and threw his arms around Ethan's neck and
started kissing him on his lips stabbing his tongue into his mouth.  He
moaned softly as He and Ethan kissed sloppily covering ach other's face in
saliva as the moonlight illuminated their forms on the bed.

   Logan pushed Ethan back on the bed and attacked his neck biting and
sucking all over it as he breathed heavily.  He pulled away from Ethan's
neck and gave him a seductive smile before starting to cover Ethan's abs
with hot little kisses and little love bites.  Ethan looked down at Logan
who was naked from the waist down, he looked even more sexy to him and
pushed away his brother's hair that always covered his right eye as he
kissed his stomach.  Logan grabbed the waistband of Ethan's boxers and
tugged at them trying to get them down, Ethan lifted his hips and allowed
Logan to strip him.  Logan attacked Ethan's dick as soon as he had his
boxers off sucking on it hungrily as he massaged Ethan's balls in his hand.
He pulled Ethan's dick from his mouth and started licking the underside of
it all the way down to his balls stopping just short of Ethan's hole
lapping at his butt cheeks with his tongue.

   Ethan spread his legs further knowing what Logan wanted to do, he felt
his dick get even harder when he felt Logan's tongue probing his hole.  He
grabbed his dick and started stroking it furiously as Logan licked and
sucked his hole.  Logan tore himself away from Ethan's hole and pushed his
hand away from his dick and started to suck on his dick again trying to
swallow the entire six inches of it.  Ethan knew that he wasn't going to
last long as he felt his balls tightening signaling the beginning of his
orgasm.  Logan eyes shifted up and he smiled with his brother's dick in his
mouth as he bobbed his head up and down on it looking at the expression of
pure bliss on Ethan's face.  "Ahhhh Fuck" Ethan gasped when he felt Logan's
finger enter his ass suddenly sending him over the edge as his dick pulsed
and filled Logan's mouth with his cum.  After he swallowed all of his
brother's cum and licked every drop from his dick he crawled up on top of
Ethan and lay on his stomach and looked into his eyes with a huge smile on
his face.  "Kelly could learn a thing or two from you" Ethan said with a
smirk as he looked into Logan's eyes.

   "Have you fucked her yet" Logan asked grinning as he started to hump
Ethan's abs.  Logan's question had taken Ethan a little by surprise as he
looked into his eyes as he was absently petting his soft blond hair.  "Not
that it concerns you but no" Ethan answered softly.  "Well what are you
waiting on" Logan asked smiling.  "she's not exactly open to the idea"
Ethan replied and them wondered why he was telling Logan all this.  "You
can fuck me if you want" Logan said quickly as he continued to rub his hard
dick against Ethan's stomach.  "I'm not fucking you" Ethan said shocked by
Logan's offer since he had not even considered that till now.  "It's just a
thought" Logan said seductively as he moved up and gave Ethan a little kiss
gently tugging on his lower lips with his teeth as he pressed himself
against him.

   Ethan pulled Logan closer and started kissing his lips and his neck
massaging his smooth little butt.  He rolled over on the bed pushing Logan
off of him and climbed over his body and smiled at him.  Ethan attacked
Logan's chest biting him and covering him in kisses leaving a trail of
saliva on his body that gave of a silvery glow in the moonlight that came
in the window.  He kissed Logan's stomach and moved to his dick which he
badly wanted to suck, Ethan swirled his tongue over the foreskin of Logan's
dick before licking the underside of his shaft.  Ethan smiled at Logan as
he gritted his teeth as he bathed his dick with his saliva, he gave the
head a little kiss before moving down to his butt crack.  Logan quickly
pulled up his legs up to his chest and smiled at his brother wanting to
feel tongue buried deeply in his butt.  Ethan couldn't help but chuckle at
the sex crazed maniac his little brother had become or more accurately was
made into by him.

   Not denying Logan his pleasure Ethan lowered his head to Logan's butt
and started licking his hole as Logan made little squeaks of pleasure. 
Ethan dragged his tongue across Logan's butt up across his perineum over
his hairless balls and took his cock back into his mouth as Logan gasped
out in ecstasy.  Ethan didn't know what it was about Logan's dick that made
him so hungry for it, but he just loved the way it felt between his lips.
He dragged his lips over Logan's shaft feeling how incredibly hard his
little brother was as he started bobbing his head up and down on his dick.
Logan dropped his legs on Ethan's shoulder as the pleasure of Ethan mouth
on his dick was driving him crazy.  Ethan started rubbing his hands along
Logan smooth legs as he increased the speed of his sucking making Logan cry
out in delight as he put his hands behind his head and pressed Ethan face
into his crotch.

   "Hnnnnnnnnuh" Logan moaned out twisting his body on the bed as his dick
twitched rapidly in Ethan's mouth.  when Logan's orgasm was over Ethan
pulled off of his dick which hadn't shrunk an inch and put his legs down
and crawled up and lay beside him as they cuddled for a few minutes. 
"Don't say I never gave you anything for your birthday this year" Ethan
whispered to Logan smiling as he heard Logan's watch beep at midnight
officially making him twelve years old.  "It was the best birthday present
you ever gave me" Logan whispered smiling as he kissed Ethan's lips.  Ethan
smiled at him and kissed him back before getting off the bed and pulling
back on his boxers.  He smiled at Logan who blew him a kiss before he
quietly slipped out of his room, Ethan went back to his room and Climbed
into his bed with a big smile on his face totally satisfied.

   The next morning Ethan awoke to the smell of pancakes coming from
downstairs and smiled as he thought of the sight of Logan stuffing his
face. After he showered and got dressed he went down to the kitchen and
found his mother over the stove making a batch of pancakes a little
surprised Logan wasn't up yet gobbling them down.  "Oh I thought you were
Logan" she said as she turned and smiled at Ethan.  "Honey are you sure you
should be on your feet?" Ethan's father asked as he came in the kitchen. 
"I know what the doctor said but I couldn't disappoint Logan, you know he
always has pancakes for his birthday" his mother answered as she scooped
out one of the pancakes and poured some more batter into the pan.  "Alright
but as soon as you're done get back to bed" Ethan's father said kissing his
mother as she smiled.  "Where's the birthday boy anyway?" Ethan's father
asked him with a smiled as he tied his neck tie.  "I'll go get him" Ethan
volunteered getting up from the table an walking out the kitchen.

   Ethan went back up the stairs and opened the door to Logan's room and
smiled when he saw him with his arms spread out on the bed still sleeping
peacefully.  He walked over to Logan's bed and sat down and leaned over him
feeling his breath on his face as he breathed deeply.  "what are you doing"
Logan said as groggily as he woke up and gave Ethan a little smile looking
just as beautiful as he always did.  "waking you up" Ethan answered with a
smile.  "What times is it" Logan asked yawning and rubbing his eyes. 
"You're the one with the watch" Ethan said smiling as he started to stroke
Logan's hair not even realizing he was doing it.  Logan looked at the time
on his watch and turned over to go back to sleep.  "Come on your pancakes
will get cold" Ethan said pulling the sheets off of Logan and pulling him
up to a sitting position on the bed.

   Logan playfully dropped back on the mattress and smiled at Ethan.  "Are
you gonna get up or do I have to drag you out of bed" Ethan said looking at
Logan who made no attempt to move from his current position.  "Fine I'll
drag you downstairs" Ethan said as he moved his arms up to pull Logan off
the bed by his arms.  Logan grabbed Ethan and pulled him down on top of him
and kissed him on his lips sticking his tongue in his mouth.  They kissed
for a while before Ethan pulled away from Logan's lips and stared into his
blue eyes as Logan stroked the back of his head.  "Will you suck me before
school" Logan asked seductively as he smiled up at Ethan.  "Is sex all you
ever think about?" Ethan asked grinning as if he was one to talk.  "Yep,
except when I'm asleep" Logan replied with a smile.

   "Come on you little perv" Ethan said grinning as he pulled away from
Logan and sat on the bed.  Ethan's Jaw all but dropped when Logan pulled
back the sheets and saw he was naked from the waist down.  Logan hopped of
the bed with a smile and pulled on his underwear and went to the bathroom
to take a shower.  He came back in a few minutes later and pulled off his
towel making as much of a show of it as he could knowing that Ethan was
watching.  After he got dressed he and Ethan went downstairs for him to
make his appearance.  "Happy birthday sweetie" his mother said holding her
arms out as he walked over to where she was sitting and hugged her.  "Happy
birthday Logan his father said hugging him next.  "Thanks old man" Logan
replied with a smirk and started laughing loudly as his father grabbed him
and pulled him onto his lap and tickled his sides mercilessly for his
comment.  After his father released him he focused his attention on all the
presents that were wrapped and stacked neatly on the kitchen counter.  He
picked up a few of them and shook them vigorously them trying to guess
their contents.

   Ethan sat in amazement after Logan devoured a whopping twelve pancakes,
having one for ever year of his life.  "Honey remember back to bed" their
father said pulling on his jacket as he got ready to leave.  "Yes my
dearest husband" their mother replied with a smile as she kissed him
goodbye.  "Enjoy your day boys" their father said to them kissing Logan on
his head before he left.  After Logan came back downstairs from brushing
his teeth he went over to his presents again trying to figure out what his
parents had gotten him.  "Come on you'll have plenty of time with them
later" his mother said with a smile handing him his bag pack and escorted
him to the door.  "Bye mom" Ethan said as his mother kissed him before he
went out the door after Logan.

   As Ethan drove his brother to school he smiled thought of how close they
had gotten over the last month after years of constantly trying to tear
each other apart.  "Remember this" Ethan said handing the hundred dollar
bill he had given Logan a week ago back to him.  "You didn't spend it"
Logan said smiling as he took the money and held it up with both hands. 
"You said to give it to you on your birthday and it's your birthday" Ethan
said taking his eyes off the road for a second to stare at Logan.  "Thanks"
Logan said with a smile as he shoved the money in his pocket.  "We can go
to the mall after school and you can buy whatever you like" Ethan offered
with a little smile.  After a few more minutes of driving he pulled up in
front of Logan's school.  "See you later" Logan said with a smile as he got
out of the car and pulled on his bag pack.  "Bye" Ethan replied with a
smile.  He sat in his car in front of Logan's school for a few more minutes
watching him walk inside until he could no longer see him.  Ethan smiled to
himself as he pulled off thinking that it was cool to have a little brother
for the first time in his life.

   Ethan sat through his first class thinking about Kelly and the
disappointing first date they had, but he was still very much attracted to
her.  It was about eleven o'clock when Ethan was summoned to the
principal's office, after getting the message from his father to pick up
Logan and come to the hospital.  "Dad what's going on" Ethan said into the
phone when he called his father from the car.  "It's your mother, Just pick
up your brother and get over here" Ethan's father said before ending the
call.  Ethan found Logan at the principal's office and he ran up to meet
him.  "what going on dad called and said that you were picking me up in"
Logan said trying to figure out what was going on.  "I don't know dad said
to pick you up and come over to the hospital" Ethan answered as they left
the office in a hurry.

   "Do you think mom's having the baby?" Logan asked as Ethan drove to the
hospital.  "I don't know maybe" Ethan said with as he maneuvered through
the traffic to get to the hospital as quickly as he could.  When they
arrived at the hospital Ethan found a parking spot and he and Logan rushed
into the hospital.  "Can you tell me what room Julia Asher is in" Ethan
asked a nurse at the admit desk.  "Boys" their father said with a very
pained expression on his face as he walked over to them.  "Dad" Ethan said
as he and Logan walked over to meet their father who looked as if he had
been crying.  "IS mom okay?" Logan asked very worried.  "Your mother's fine
but.....  she lost the baby" their father said as he pulled the both of
them closer to him and hugged them as his eyes teared up.  Ethan was in a
state of shock as this was the last thing he expected to hear after the day
had started out so wonderful.

   Logan was silent as his father hugged them never expecting anything like
this to happen on his birthday.  "Can we see mom?" Ethan said pulling away
from his father.  "Sure ,sure" his father said wiping his eyes trying not
to let them see he was crying.  The three of them walked over to the
elevator and went up to their mother's room upstairs.  "Go in it's okay"
their father said to them as they stood outside the door unsure of what
they were about to face.  When they went into the room they saw their
mother lying on the bed weeping quietly, something they had both never seen
before.  "Oh my babies" their mother said stretching out her arms for them
to come closer.  They went over to her bed and hugged her.  Ethan felt
really terrible that he wasn't sad that his sister had died in fact he
didn't really feel anything.

   "Mom I'm so sorry" Ethan said as his mother hugged him tightly.  "You
boys go on home okay" their mother said after a few minutes of hugging them
tightly managing a little smile as she let them go and stroked their heads.
"Are you sure you don't want us to stay" Ethan asked looking into his
mother's eyes.  "No you boys go on home" their mother said stroking their
heads.  "Oh Logan I'm so sorry this all had to happen today" their mother
said stroking Logan's face gently.  "It's okay mom" Logan said wiping a
single tear from his eye.  Ethan got up off the bed and his father hugged
him before he walked to the door.  "Go on honey" their mother said kissing
Logan's head before he got up from the bed.  Ethan and Logan walked out the
room and looked back at his parents embracing each other crying before he
closed the door.

   "we can still go to the mall and get something for your birthday you
know" Ethan said to Logan as they drove away from the hospital trying to
make him feel better.  "Let's just go home okay" Logan replied holding his
head down.  when they got home Logan bypassed all his present and went up
to his room, a short while after Ethan went upstairs he passed by Logan's
room and heard him sniffling.  He didn't go in figuring that Logan didn't
want any company since he was feeling the exact same way.  Their father
came home and checked on them and took a shower before returning to the
hospital.  Ethan lay in his bed later that night thinking about the way his
father looked, the death of his uncle hadn't shaken his father the way his
sister's death did.  Ethan stared feeling really bad wondering if he was a
bad person for not feeling sad that his sister was dead.  He snuggled up
with his comforter and went to sleep hoping that when he woke up the next
that all that had happened was just a bad dream.

   The two weeks that followed after his sister's funeral were really
emotional for Ethan's mother, she would go into the nursery and sit in the
rocking chair and cry for the daughter that she never would never get to
know.  The death of their sister had really shaken up Logan as well they
didn't spend much time together as Logan seemed to withdraw from
everything. Ethan was really surprised by how hard his brother had took
their sister dying since he wasn't too happy about it ever since their
parents told them they were having another baby.  Kelly had been really
nice to Ethan after she heard what had happened they really connected and
got to know each other better, even though she had been asking him for
marijuana on an almost daily basis.

   He hadn't seen much of Paul that week and wondered where he was since it
wasn't like him to miss School even if he was higher than a kite.  Ethan
was overjoyed When Friday came around finals that week were murder.  Eric
was having a party to kick off the start of summer which promised to be the
biggest ever, and with all that happened he just wanted to have a good time
and try and forget all his problems.  As he was getting dressed he smiled
at the prospect of getting laid that night, when he got ready he went
downstairs and found Logan playing his Xbox which was a little surprising.
"Are you gonna be late" Logan asked without even looking away from the TV
screen.  "Maybe mom and dad aren't here so I don't have to worry about
missing my curfew" Ethan answered sitting down on the sofa to kill some
time.  His parents had left earlier that day for the weekend to spend some
time together, so he and Logan had the house to themselves.

   As he watched Logan sitting on the couch in his boxers and his vest he
felt his dick stir to life in his pants, as well as things were going with
Kelly his desire for Logan hadn't left him.  "why don't you take a picture
it last longer" Logan said smiling as he saw Ethan looking at him from the
corner of his eye.  "Do you always have to be a wise ass" Ethan said as he
grabbed Logan's dick through his boxers making him drop the controller and
squeal with laughter.  "It's a dirty job and somebody has to do it" Logan
said as he fell against Ethan lightly and looked into his eyes dreamily. 
Ethan put his hand on Logan's thighs and started to rub it slowly feeling
how soft and smooth his skin was.  Logan looked over to him and smiled,
they had both missed each other as they hadn't done anything together in
weeks.

   Ethan moved closer and stared into Logan's eyes feeling his warm breath
on his face before gently kissing his lips to which Logan reciprocated.  As
there kisses were getting deeper Ethan pulled away and got up and thought
he should better leave now before anything more happened between them. 
"You're leaving?" Logan asked with a sad look on his face.  "Yeah what's
the matter?" Ethan asked looking at Logan who was looking sexier to him by
the minute.  "I just thought you we're gonna stay with me instead" Logan
said shrugging his shoulder trying not to make a big deal out of it as he
picked up his controller and turned back to his game.  "I'll try and come
back early okay" Ethan said trying to make his brother feel better not sure
why he even cared in the first place.  As he drove to Eric's party he
thought about Kelly and really getting into a serious relationship her, and
put all the thing that he did with Logan to an end for good this time.

   When he got to the party there were a lot of cars there already and
music was blaring really loudly Eric's party had a really huge turn out the
biggest ever.  Ethan parked across the street and decide to go around the
back as there were some guys moving a couple of beer kegs through the front
door.  Ethan jaws almost hit the ground when he saw Eric on top of Kelly
fucking the life out of her on a lounge chair by the pool.  "Fuck" Eric
exclaimed when he saw Ethan looking at them.  "Ethan" Kelly said sitting up
and trying to cover herself.  "It's not what it looks like" Eric said
pulling up his pants.  "Looks like you were fucking my girlfriend" Ethan
said calmly as he walked over to them.  "Ethan I'm so sorry" Kelly said
tying to be apologetic but failing miserably.  "Sorry because I found out"
Ethan said looking at them both in disgust.  "I always knew in the back of
my mind that you were just using me to get pot for free" Ethan said looking
at Kelly.  "And you were supposed to be my friend man" Ethan yelled at
Eric.

   "You know I'm really not surprised by this, I knew you were never really
my friend" Ethan said before he turned and walked back the way he came
leaving Eric and Kelly by the pool.  Ethan got in his car and pulled off as
he was driving out the street he passed two cop cars coming up the street
and smiled to himself knowing exactly where they were heading.  He got in
the house and tossed his keys on the coffee table and went upstairs to go
to bed hours earlier than he usually would on a Friday night.  Ethan hoped
he wouldn't bump into Logan because he was in no mood to be around him by
the way he was feeling.  he climbed into bed and lay there in the darkness
of his room thinking of how foolish he was to believe that Eric was his
friend.  His thought were interrupted by his cell phone ringing he looked
at the number on the display and saw it was Paul's and knew exactly what he
was calling him for.  Ethan didn't answer the call and turned off his phone
figuring he talk to him tomorrow and hugged his comforter and went to sleep
trying to forget the mess that was his life.

   Saturday came and the events that were about to unfold would change both
Logan and Ethan's lives forever.  "Hey wake up" Logan said shaking Ethan
trying to wake him up.  "wake up" Logan screamed into Ethan's ear.  "What
the fuck do you want" Ethan snapped as he opened his eyes.  "Someone's at
the door to you" Logan said.  "You don't have to scream in my ear god damn
it" Ethan said angrily rolling over on his back.  "What time is it?" Ethan
asked rubbing his eyes.  "Twelve fifteen" Logan answered after briefly
glancing at his watch.  "Come on get up someone's at the door to you" Logan
said standing up from where he was sitting on the bed.  "who is it Ethan"
asked sitting up on the bed.  "Vincent" Logan replied before he walked out
of Ethan's room.

   "What's up" Ethan said as he answered the door dressed only in his
boxers still half asleep and saw Vincent standing outside the door with
looking very pale.  "I don't know how to tell you this man" Vincent said
looking into Ethan's eyes with a pained expression.  "Paul's dead man"
Vincent said as his voice started to quiver.  "What the fuck are you
talking about" Ethan asked as Vincent's words brought him out of his half
asleep state.  "He shot himself with his dad's gun last night" Vincent said
trying to choke back his tears.  "I went to get a movie from him and the
cops were all over the place" Vincent said wiping a tear from his eye.

   Ethan just stood there looking at Vincent as his brain wasn't
registering what his friend was saying.  "Did you hear me man" Vincent said
to Ethan who had a blank look in his eyes.  "Uh.....Yeah" Ethan said still
in a state of shock.  "I'm heading over to Eric's place to tell him now"
Vincent said after staring at the blank look on Ethan's face as he turned
and walked back to his car parked in front of Ethan's house.  Ethan went
back closed the door and went over to the couch and sat down wondering if
he was still asleep and would wake up and it had all been a dream.  "I need
a ride to my basket ball game this afternoon" Logan said as he came in the
room and sat down on the couch next to Ethan.  "Did you hear me?" Logan
said after Ethan didn't respond.  "Uh.....  Yeah" Ethan replied after a
while.

   "Are you okay?" Logan asked noticing the distant look on his brother's
face.  "Yeah" Ethan answered not even looking at Logan as he wasn't sure he
was awake.  Ethan sat on the couch not moving for what seemed like four
minutes to him which in fact had been four hours.  "Aren't you ready yet,
I'm gonna miss my game" Logan said to Ethan who was in the same position he
left him in four hours ago.  "Ethan" Logan said as he walked over and
nudged his brother's shoulder.  "What" Ethan said jumping as Logan startled
him bringing him back to reality.  "You need to take me to my basketball
game" Logan said wondering why his brother was acting so strangely. 
"uh............  yeah" Ethan replied realizing that he was not dreaming and
his best friend was really dead.

   Ethan went upstairs and put on the same clothes he had on the night
before and brushed his teeth looking at himself in the mirror wondering
what he ever did to deserve all that was happening.  He came back
downstairs and found Logan standing by the door pacing up and down.  "Hurry
up or I'm gonna be late" Logan said impatiently opening the front door and
walking out dressed in his uniform.  Ethan came outside and turned off the
alarm on his car and unlocked the door he got in and unlocked the passenger
door for Logan who quickly got in.  Logan pressed the button in the car to
put the top down as Ethan started the engine and reversed from the driveway
and drove down the street trying to figure out why Paul had killed himself.
He remembered that he was absent for a couple days earlier that week but he
seemed fine to him on the days he was present.

   "Hey are you okay?" Logan asked looking over at his brother who looked
very pale.  "I'm fine" Ethan said flatly readjusting his hand on the
steering wheel as he stopped at a red light.  Ethan felt a chill run up his
spine as he remember the call he got from Paul that he didn't answer the
night before.  Ethan started to feel sick to his stomach when he realized
that Paul was probably calling him to say goodbye, and that he may have
been able to talk to him out of committing suicide if he had answered the
phone.  He tried to hold back the tears filling up in his eyes as he pulled
off when the light turned green, realizing that he probably could have
saved his friends life if he'd have just answered his phone.  "Are you
gonna stay for my game?" Logan asked as they were about two minutes from
his school.

   Ethan didn't answer he just continued driving feeling an overwhelming
amount of guilt for not answering Paul's call knowing that if he did his
friend might still be alive.  "So are you gonna stay for my game?" Logan
asked as Ethan pulled to the curb across the street from his school. 
"Ethan are you gonna watch me play" Logan asked again as Ethan had a blank
look on his face Just staring directly ahead.  "Hey I'm talking to you!"
Logan yelled getting angry that Ethan refused to answer him.  "I don't care
about your fucking game okay" Ethan turned and yelled at his brother as he
was overwhelmed by his emotions.  "I fucking hate you, I wish you were
dead" Logan yelled as he got out the car and slammed the door and walked
across the street holding his head down not even noticing the car that was
speeding towards him.

   "LOGAN!" Ethan shouted as he jumped out of his seat when he saw the car
racing toward Logan.  Logan lifted his head when he heard Ethan's voice. 
His eyes widened as a look of terror appeared on his face as he froze when
he saw the car speeding towards him.  Ethan jumped over the passenger seat
and ran as fast as he could and pushed Logan out of the way but not before
taking the full impact of the car.  Logan got up off the ground where he
had fallen and held his elbow that was badly bruised when he fell. 
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" Logan screamed when he saw his brother lying in the
street realizing that he had gotten hit by the car.  Logan ran over to
Ethan who was lying in the middle of the street on his back totally
motionless.  "ETHAN, ETHAN" Logan wailed as he knelt over his brother's
mangled body.  "Logan ........I Lo....I lo.." Ethan gasped out with tears
in his eyes before everything went black.  "No, no" Logan sobbed as tears
ran down his cheeks.  Logan put his head on Ethan's chest and wailed as a
small crowd gathered around them in the street.





   THE END..........????????.