Warning:
The content of this story may not be suited to some people; it contains sexual
material references that some may find offensive.
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Well high
everyone, NZ is heading into spring and what we all hope warmer better weather.
It seems to have been cold and wet so far, but we can only hope it’s a good hot
summer just like last year.
Now I know
this story is not going to be to everybody’s liking, but I’ve wanted to write
it for some time. It is unlike any of my other stories and does not have a
great deal of sexual content…sorry about that.
Another
question being asked is. What about the next chapter to “The Wife Swap” well
it’s about 90% done. I’ve just had a little writers block for the time being
and can’t quite get the last bit finished, but I’ve had a rest from it so
should be giving it my full attention from now on.
Hope
everyone is having a great day and the global economy not affecting you too
much.
Warm
regards to all
Lisa
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The
Volunteer
By Lisa
Peacock
You might
say I’d been born with a silver spoon in my mouth. My sister and I had, had a
privileged life, coming into a wealthy family; money had never been a problem.
I would not describe myself as a raving beauty. I was blond, attractive and
leaned more to the chubby side than slender or skinny.
At
twenty-two I’d joined an overseas volunteer group. As a qualified nurse and
partly trained doctor, I thought my skills would be better served helping some
of the underprivileged of the world. I was one of twelve volunteer nurses, each
of us were split up and assigned to a group to serve in out of the way regions.
Mostly in inhospitable and inaccessible areas where our skills would be best
served and appreciated.
It was a
small team that set out that morning. One nurse, that was me two doctors and a
couple of technicians. At most two days, it was well into the interior, rugged
terrain and little or no chance of getting there by road. We set off by
helicopter early morning, there was enough fuel for a one way trip out, then
refuel and a trip back. It had been done many times before so there should be
no complications. We flew over miles and miles of nothing a small village here
and a village there, a few people, poor farmers trying to eek a living from
poor to baron soil, a few sheep or goats or a cow or two for milk. There were
small patches of green where some were fortunate enough to grow crops to
supplement their daily sustenance. Then we flew a little higher into the
snowline as we headed over the mountain range and down into Balhazan, the
nearest reasonably populated area. It was about now we hit trouble, there was
an almighty bang and smoke billowed from the engine.
“Oh shit” I
heard the pilot say.
“What’s up
Jack” one of the technicians asked.
“It’s big
Peter…very big…we’re going down…I can’t hold her” his voice still calm.
The
helicopter began to spin and shudder as we plummeted toward the ground, the
snow ridge getting nearer by the second
“Mayday…mayday….
mayday” Jack screamed into the mike, but he couldn’t do both, trying to keep
the machine under control taking every ounce of his efforts.
“Buckle
up…buckle up” he shouted at us. I was scared…real scared almost frozen to the
spot. I stared open mouth out of the window as I saw the ground coming closer
and closer.
“Fasten
your belt Anna…hurry for god’s sake” I heard Peter shouting at me.
Oh god
where’s the buckle…where’s the buckle, I was saying to myself…too late, we hit
the ground and all went black.
I have no
idea how long I lay in the snow unconscious; when I came to I was looking up
into a clear blue sky. So this is what heaven is like I thought, then it all
came back to me, the falling plane…out of control and bam…. we hit the snow
covered ground. Suddenly I felt cold, real cold…I was shivering. I started to
move my limbs, one at a time, little by little. Everything seemed to be working
and apart from a few bruises and aching I seemed to be all right. I could smell
burning oil…or burning something. I twisted my body over so that I could see
the downed helicopter. It was on its side all twisted and buckled, smoke and
flames billowing from it. “Peter, Jack…anyone can you hear me…hey guys are you
ok” I’m shouting for them…no reply. I slowly push myself onto unsteady legs and
walk toward the downed craft, there’s a flash and a bang and I’m thrown on my
back again…there are no survivors.
Oh god, I
say to no one but myself, there is no one else. Apart from the crackling of the
burning wreck there is nothing…just a vast nothing and silence. I once again
get to my feet and stand surveying the scene and landscape before me. Above me
more snow covered mountain, below me where the snowline disappears what looks
like the surface of the moon…stretching forever. I slump back down in the snow;
bury my head in my hands and cry. After a while I realize crying is not going
to get me out of here…going up and over the mountain is out of the question,
staying where I am was not an alternative, even though we had been taught to
stay put until rescue arrives…by the time they arrived I’d be a frozen corpse.
I was already shivering from the cold. It was fortunate that I had dressed in
heavier clothing. The skirt was inappropriate but it was good thick wool, a
wool pullover a heavy over coat with fur lined boots, had I some how realized
this was all going to happen. I had to get down off the mountain and find
somewhere for a little warmth, there was still a few hours of daylight left and
I remember the last small settlement we had passed over…so I headed in that
general direction.
Reaching
the solid ground was only slightly better than the snow line, but at least my
feet started to warm up as I trudged on. Then I came upon what looked like a
trail, was it an animal track or did humans sometimes follow it, whatever, it
was much easier to walk upon and it was headed in the direction of the
settlement.
The
daylight was starting to fade, I was cold miserable and I was starting to
hallucinate….I was seeing dead people, people I’d known from my past…I could go
no further…this was it, the place where I would surely die. I lay on the
ground…sleep, I just wanted to sleep, that sounded good to me.
I was
dreaming, I could hear voices, but I could not understand them, why could I not
understand them? Strong hands were pulling me to my feet, but why could I not
understand what they were saying…perhaps I was dead…was this heaven, no…no I
was alive and being supported by two strong men, my legs were working and I
walked with the aid of these two guys. My vision was hazy but I could see men…men
dressed in thick clothing, only their faces showing, strong weather beaten
faces, two younger men and an old guy I could see his aged, craggy weather
beaten face, a smile a warm friendly smile, then back to darkness.
I woke with
a start…it was light and I felt warm a snug. I gazed around the room I was in.
It looked like a stone hut, wooden beams and a thatched roof, the smell of
burning wood permeated the air along with other smells…what was that other
smell…it made me hungry…bread, it smelt like bread. Then I see faces above
me…looking at me, smiling faces, the old man and a younger woman. They are
talking to me but I can’t understand a word they are saying…what are they
saying?
I respond,
“Hello…I’m Anna, our helicopter crashed…my friends and colleagues, I think they
are all dead”. The memory of it all comes rushing back and tears start to form.
“I’m sorry…I shouldn’t cry” I reply, holding back the tears.
The old man
places a hand on my shoulder and says something to me…I know not what. Between
them they help me to sit up. The woman shuffles off to the stone oven, takes
out fresh hot bread, cuts off a piece, ladles some meat stew into a bowl and
returns with it.
I eat it
ravenously my hunger even more than I first thought. I look up and see them
watching me, smiling. “Sorry…you must think I’m a pig” I say, but they don’t
understand what I’m saying. I return to eating, but at a more dignified pace.
They then hand me some strong sweet tea which I gratefully sip…I’m beginning to
feel better already. When my hunger is satisfied the old man helps me back down
and soon the warm and full stomach have me fall asleep once more.
I must have
slept the rest of the day and all the next night. When I awoke again it was
once more daylight. The old man was gone but the woman was still there. I felt
stronger and more refreshed now. I was still in the clothes I had arrived in. I
rose and went over to the woman.
“Hi I’m
Anna…does anyone here speak English” I asked. All I got was a blank stare and
some words I did not understand. With some sign language I eventually
established our names. She was Deeba and she repeated my name A-N-N-A.
“Yes that’s
right Anna” I said.
Over the
next day or so it was all sign language as I got to know the other residents in
the village, if that’s what you could call it. Emad was the old mans name and I
worked out that Deeba was his daughter. There was one more resident in our hut
by the name of Asif, who was the grandson of Emad. Emad might be old in years
but his mind was sharp, body lean and straight and could match any of his
younger generation. To him fell the mantel of leader?
I tried to
tell them what had happened and that I needed to get word to the outside world
as to my plight and what had happened to our group…but they didn’t understand
or care. They either nodded in sympathy or shook their heads…I was getting
frustrated. I drew maps in the soil with a stick. “We crash here…mountain
here…Balhazan here…over mountain…that way” I said indicating the direction I’d
come from.
Again they would
look in puzzlement rub their unshaven chins…scratch their heads and give me a
look of not understanding.
“Errrrrrr…god
give me strength” I’d say and throw down the stick in utter frustration.
As the days
passed into weeks I did not sit around idle. I fed from them so I decided to
help them with the crops and cattle…. I didn’t want a free passage. I decided
that all I needed was patience and that eventually someone would find the
wreckage, see that the female passenger (me) wasn’t among the bodies and would
work from there. I assumed this village or community would be the nearest to
the crash site. So until that day occurred I’d toil in the fields and help with
the beasts, also my training as a nurse would come in handy, broken bones etc.
It wasn’t a large community. The outside world would know little about them…in
a poor country who cared about them anyhow? Out of sight out of mind.
Ages ranged
from babies, youngsters, young men and women, middle age men and women to the
elderly, even the elderly chipped in and did their bit for their survival…not
doing anything would make me feel guilty.
I was given
clothing more suitable to the area and colder climate, full woolen dresses and
shawls along with headscarves and fur lined boots…not exactly attractive or
designer label but it served its purpose.
I shared
the room with Emad, Asif and Deeba. A curtain stretched around my little area,
the only privacy I had. I was given a nightdress, woolen which was nice and
warm and far better than sleeping in just bra and panties
One might
have thought they lived a hard dull life…well I guess the hard bit was true,
but they seemed quite happy with what they had and laughed joked and even
partied at times. A beast would be killed and put on a spit, music courtesy of
a few rudimental instruments helped them dance and sing and you could not but
help join in the festivities. I danced and clapped my hands along with them and
flirted with the men as did all the women…bumping hip to hip as we
danced…giving each other warm friendly hugs as we finished…I thought nothing of
it…it was just their way. Perhaps I’d been sending out the wrong signals,
especially to Emad.
I lost
track of time but estimated it had been almost a year since the crash and I
started to despair at ever being found or rescued. Repeated attempts to get my
friends to go find the authorities fell on deaf ears…they didn’t understand or
perhaps they did understand and didn’t want me to leave. I now know what it
must have felt like for those people marooned on a dessert island, there for
years and years, they too must have given up all hope of rescue. I’d befriended
Emad as a friend…or at least I thought so, after all we shared the same space
each night, albeit a fenced off area for myself. I did not realize my showing
affection toward him was misinterpreted as something quite different by
him…he’d come to love me and the language barrier had contributed to our lack
of real communication.
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I knew and
felt something was wrong on that night when Deeba fell silent and she and Asif
moved out of the hut. The community had renamed me Meetra…instead of Anna and I
responded to the name every time they called out to me, I now felt one of them,
although I’d learned little of the language.
I was by
myself alone in the hut…I drew the curtain around my area, changed into my bed
attire, pulled the blankets over my head, turned on my side and went to sleep.
The
movement under the blankets woke me. A warm body was close to mine, an arm
around my waist, holding me tight…then a hand cupping my naked breast,
squeezing it. It took a moment or two to realize my night attire had been
pulled up around my midriff and the hand had sneaked under it.
“Who….
what…who’s that?” I said alarmed.
The voice
that replied was that of Emad. I could not understand what it was he’d said,
but he’d pulled closer to me. I could smell his garlic and tobacco laden
breathe. I reached out and felt his body…he was naked and my hand touched his
hard erection.
“Oh god
no…no Emad…please no”
He rolled
me on to my back and whispered something to me, something I could not
understand, then his lips were upon mine, forcing a kiss. I swung my head to
one side then the other to avoid his kisses. “No…no Emad please” trying to push
him off. His fingers now inside my pussy, feeling probing, pushing deeper and
deeper. “Oh god that hurts Emad…please no” I say again…but he won’t be
deterred. He may be old and wiry but he was strong…very strong…he continues to
thrust his fingers inside me. Now he’s excited enough and slides his body on
top of mine. I feel the warmth and harness of his erection against my thighs. I
continue to push against him “No…no Emad” I feel the head and the first two
inches enter me. “Oh god” I twist my hips and ass and it falls out. He tries
again and gets a few more inches inside me…again I twist and again it falls
out. He’s saying something to me…I know not what. I feel him try once more,
this time a full hard thrust takes him all the way in. I shout out in pain “Oh
god Emad” He holds that position for a moment or two…holding me speared on his
hard shaft. My hands pummel at him hoping I’m hurting him. He grabs my wrists
and pins them against the pillow, he speaks to me, a low soft murmur. I think
he’s trying to reassure me, calm me down. My heart is pumping, racing, thumping
in my chest. He holds his position, no movement, his erection inside me,
filling me. His voice is calm, gentle soothing, his hand strokes my hair, and
then feeling the tension in my body recede and only then do I feel his hips
start to sway…and now he’s fucking me. His thrusts are slow, long and deep,
deliberate strokes. Words spoken in any language all have the same meaning. I
feel and smell his hot breath as he continues to fuck and fuck and fuck. He
moans and sighs. “Uh…uh…. uh” his hips swaying, his cock pumping me. The room
is totally black, no stars or moonlight…just total blackness and “Uh…uh…uh” the
sound of his fucking. I wait for him to finish; there is nothing I can do. I
feel one big deep thrust “Uh”.
“Oh god” I
shout.
There is a
pause, and then another deep meaningful thrust “Uh”
“Oh jeeze”
I cry again another pause.
Once last
final thrust “Uh” followed by a low satisfied moan and I know he’s cuming,
pumping his seed into fertile ground.
He talks to
me. What is it he is saying? Telling me how wonderful it all was? Had I enjoyed
it? What? Just what was he saying?
He pulls
away from me and I turn on my side, my back towards him. His arm encircles my
waist and pulls me tight against his body. With my nightdress now well up
around my waist I feel the warmth of that body next to mine. He gently kisses
the back of my neck, whispering what must be sweet nothings in my ear. It takes
a while but eventually sleep overtakes me. I’m awakened twice more before dawn
and we repeat the same sequence of events.
With the
dawn comes the light. Emad is gone, for a while I lie there recalling the
previous nights events, then I dress and go to join the others and do my
work…another day, but today was not to be just any ordinary day…today is a day
I would remember for the rest of my life
As I step
from the hut all eyes turn toward me, they all know what had happened last
night…all must know that Emad had fucked me…but there was also something else,
an air of excitement and expectancy. I could see it in their faces.
First I saw
the two horses, one saddled the other with panniers on and a stranger, the
stranger was talking to Emad. On seeing me they broke off their conversation
and the women folk hurried toward me, quickly ushering me back inside. Chatter,
chatter, chatter, smiling and laughing with excitement. God just what was it
with these people today.
A dress was
presented to me and laid out. I was a beautiful colourful dress with much
embroidery upon it. It must have taken many hours to sew all the fine
needlework, there was also a bonnet, the likes you only see from days gone by
when women wore such items. It looked very much like a national costume. The
women were gesticulating, wanting me to undress, pulling at my garments. Whilst
my naked form in front of these women had me somewhat embarrassed it didn’t
seem to worry them. They redressed me from the ground up you might say and the
dress was almost a perfect fit. It was the first time I’d felt really feminine
in all the time I’d been here…but why the dress and why today…was this some
national day they were all going to celebrate. Four other dresses were produced
and four of the women attired in them and all the time there was this excited
buzz…even I was starting to get excited.
Women came
and went, more chatter more excitement and then they were ready.
Two of the
other women went first, followed by me. As I stepped outside I could see that
other women had dressed for the occasion also the men, dark suits and crisp
white shirts…even Emad was dressed and shaved, he had polished up quite well
and for an old guy didn’t come up too bad and then I remembered last night and
what we did together. I also knew that everyone here would know that as well.
They walked me toward Emad and had me stand beside him. Emad took a firm grip
of my hand and held it out in front of him…his touch reminding me of last night
and I try hard to pull free, but to no avail. I look quizzically at the man
standing before us with book in hand…he looks remarkably like…. oh no…oh god
no. He raps a purple ribbon around our co-joined hands…oh dear god no, it’s a
marriage ceremony…my marriage. I look despairingly at all the faces surrounding
me; they are smiling back and nodding at me.
The man
holds up one hand and starts to read from the book. I have no idea what he is
saying, then he addresses me and asks what seems to be a question, all wait my
answer.
One of the
women speaks words to me. I look at her, again a quizzical look on my face. She
repeats the words. Like a fool I repeat them to her, addressing her not the
so-called preacher or whoever he was. We’ve all done it, someone says something
to you and you repeat the words to make sure you heard and understood what they
had just said. Well I did just that, they all heard it and I realized too late
I must have said the words “I do”
Now moving
on he addressed Emad, same question. He turned toward me, smiling and gave the
same answer. A gold ring was slipped on my finger and a similar one on Emad’s
finger. The reader spoke from the book some more; waved his hands around in a
form of blessing and I guess pronounced us man and wife. Suddenly the whole
community burst into applause, the men quick to rush over to Emad, backslapping
and shaking his hand. The women came to me with hugs and kisses. I realized I
was a married woman and that Emad was now my husband. Dear god how could this
be…how had it happened…it was a dream…a nightmare surely…soon I’d wake up from
it all.
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On that day
I surrendered all hope of rescue, it had been over twelve months since the
crash, surely some one would have found the wreckage by now and instigated a
rescue plan.
I felt
Edams arm around my waist as he drew me to him…pride showing in his face and
eyes…he had a bride, a young blond bride, he would be the envy of all the men.
Soon his bride would give him a child…hopefully it would be a boy. I knew the
child part was correct after all he had not used a condom. I had not used a
birth control pill since the crash and my eggs would be ready for
fertilization, something he’d already done…oh yes I’d be giving him a child
alright…boy or girl, only time would tell.
The
preacher/reader turned and walked away. Emad took my hand and we followed also
two other men from the village came with us. The reader went to the horse
carrying the pannier’s, removed a book or ledger, placed it on a table that one
of the villages had supplied for this purpose…then opened the ledger, he wrote
in it, writing that I could not understand, it looked like a lot of squiggles
and had no meaning.
He then
produced an inkpad. Emad rolled a finger over it, then pressed his finger on
the page, leaving his fingerprint. They took one of my fingers and repeated it.
My fingerprint next to Emad’s, the reader produced a pen and indicated I sign
next to my print. I realized I was about to sign a marriage certificate. They
had not offered the pen to Emad, obviously he could not write. I took the pen
and looked at those eagerly watching me, waiting to see my hand, write my name
alongside my fingerprint. Twelve months…twelve months I had waited to be
rescued and no one had come for me, would they ever. I surveyed the silent
crowed awaiting my signature. These people were now my family, they’d been good
and kind to me, I shared their food, I’d toiled with them and treated their
wounds and I was pregnant…well I was pretty certain I was pregnant…I signed the
book.
Shouts and
screams of delight followed, clapping, music and dancing. Tables were brought
outside, food and wine produced. The wine was new to me I’d never seen any
alcohol since I arrived here. The calf had been slaughtered and the fire lit
beneath the spit. It was party time. More hand shake and back slapping for Emad
and more hugs and kisses for me.
As the day
wore on and the food and wine consumed I took a moment to reflect the day’s
happenings. I felt and twirled the gold ring on my finger. I knew I’d
surrendered myself to all this, I’d abandoned all hope of ever leaving here.
These were now my people, my family and I turned my gaze to Emad, he was
laughing and smiling with his friends, somehow he seemed much younger…for
better or for worse he was my husband and I was his wife…time to move on.
As the
light began to fade and the party wind up. The women came for me, took my hand
and took me to Emad’s hut. It was time to prepare the bride for her husband. I
was stripped naked, bathed and scented oil applied to my body, put to bed
covered with a blanket and then all he women left. I was alone and ready to receive
my husband. A short while later Emad entered, he smiled at his newly acquired
bride. I watched as he slowly undressed. It was the first time I’d seen him
naked. He didn’t have the body of a young man, time had taken care of that, but
he carried no fat and was lean instead of skinny. His skin was a dark tan as
all men in this region; he had a full head of gray hair and an erection that
any young man would be jealous of. He peeled back the blanket his eyes raked my
naked form, and then he dropped down beside me. His hand ran gently over my
belly, stroking it, and then he bent and kissed the area he’d just stoked. For
the first time I understood his spoken word “Baby” he said it quite distinctly,
then pointing to himself said “Emad, baby”
I nodded
and said yes “Emad baby”. He gently lowered himself on top of my body and just
as gently entered me. This time I did not fight him, I willingly spread my legs
apart for him and enjoyed the wonderful feeling of his penis inside me. I could
not understand what he was saying to me I just agreed with him, running my
hands over his bum, squeezing and pulling him in. Softly moaning and sighing to
the motion of his hips “Oh god Emad…. Emad” I whispered.
His
lovemaking was in stark contrast to last night, when he forced himself inside
me. Tonight it was filled with love and gentleness, the only time he was a
little rough was at the end. It was always three full deep thrusts a pause
between each thrust and he would cum on the final thrust.
The
honeymoon lasted for five days; if we weren’t eating we were fucking, mostly
fucking. If I wasn’t pregnant now I never would be…at least not by Emad. Then
daughter and son moved back in. It didn’t seem to bother any of them. Daughter
and son would go to sleep with the sound of Emad and I fucking…he never hid the
fact at what we were doing.
When my
period didn’t arrive on time and I had morning sickness I knew I was
pregnant…Emad knew and then the whole village knew. It was time for more hand
shakes, back slapping, hugs and kisses…another calf killed and a day of
celebration.
I was three
months pregnant, I was ending my first trimester and entering my second my
waist was showing it. Then we heard the noise. Bap…bap…bap. Everyone stopped
what he or she were doing to listen, again bap…bap…bap and it was getting
nearer, the tone changing as it did so wamp…wamp…wamp, and then we saw it, a
helicopter making toward the village. God no…it can’t be, not after all this
time. My heart leapt with joy. They were coming, at long last contact with the
outside world. I looked toward Emad; he was watching me, a worried look on his
face. I put my hands on my expanding belly and looked at it, suddenly realizing
what this now all meant. I saw the others faces looking at me also…all thinking
the same thing. I was a married woman…I had a husband and a child…his child on
the way.
The
helicopter hovered over the village, the whirling blades kicking up the dry
dust and soil. We turned our backs from it taking refuge from the dust storm it
was creating. The engine came to a stop and the blades slowly wound down.
Uniformed men and civilians spilled from it and headed toward us.
Emad being
the head of the village went to greet them, a brief conversation and they came
toward me.
“Miss Anna
Greenaway” one of the civilians asked, with an Aussie accent. “I’m Peter Thorp,
representing the Australian Ambassador”
I hesitated
and looked at Emad, I only knew his name and other village members by one name
and it seemed that surnames were not too common in this part of the world.
“Well Mr.
Thorp I’m now Mrs. Emad and no longer Miss. Greenaway and I suppose my correct
name should be Meetra Emad”
This
declaration threw Mr. Thorp into confusion. “Oh...er…well, but you used to be
Anna Greenaway…is that right?” He and the others took note of my condition and
expanding waistline. No doubt they were wondering how come the relationship,
putting us together was more like a grandfather and granddaughter rather than
husband and wife…and a blond wife at that, it was hard to conceal my blond hair
even wearing a headscarf.
“That’s
correct Mr. Thorp, I used to be” This sudden unexpected change in events had
them all wondering what the next move was to be. I was left standing there
whilst the men folk went with Emad, he produced our marriage certificate to
prove what I’d said was correct. Now convinced there had been no impropriety
and that I’d been a willing participant, it was now a question of “What do you
want to do Anna, or should we say Meetra?”
God why
now, it was now fifteen months since the crash, if they had arrived when they
should have I would have had no hesitation, I would have been on the flight and
headed straight back home, now where was my home. I felt attached to these
people and abandoned by my people, it wasn’t their fault though. They had
instigated an immediate search, found the downed helicopter and one missing
person, they had made a wide sweep of the area for days, found nothing and no
one and they had declared me missing or possibly dead. It was only the chance spotting
of a passing group who had reported a blond women living in a village way up
north. I don’t even remember the group, I was probably working in the fields as
they passed by and let’s be fair a pale skinned blond amongst tanned skin
persons would stand out…and hence the situation I was in now.
I decided I
was going to go back…but not for long. I needed to have my child in a proper
hospital and I also needed to catch up with family…there was so much more I
could do for these people…no my people, by returning home for a short while
before returning.
I could see
the pain in Emad’s eyes at my decision. He did not believe I would return, that
once back home I’d find lawyers, have the marriage annulled and that would be
the end of it. I tried to convince him that it was not so, but he did not
believe me. He so wanted this baby. He would gently stroke my belly, and then
kiss it as if he were kissing the child itself. I’d learned some of the
language by now and he would look at me with pride and declare, “My baby…Emad’s
baby” and my reply “Yes your baby…Emad’s baby” how his seed had been planted on
that night now long forgotten.
The
whirling blades once again stirred up the dry dust as the helicopter started to
rise. I looked at all the despondent faces; Emad’s amongst them as we gained
height. God I felt I was betraying them, abandoning them. It hadn’t taken long
to gather what I’d been rescued in. I gripped the seat and felt a little
scared, memories of that fateful day flooding back. I’d done my best to assure
him and the rest that I would return…that I had things that needed to be
attended to, closure in some parts before I could give my full attention to the
future with them all.
I wanted to
help them without spoiling their way of life completely, they were simple
honest folk who worked hard but at the same time were content and happy with
what little they had. I looked at the way we lived in the land of plenty, not
the same smiling faces, always looking to make that extra buck, greed and no
one sharing or caring. If I was going back I wanted a few creature comforts.
Mum and dad
may not have always approved at my choices in life, the way I had lived it,
unlike my older sister who had gone on to become a successful lawyer in
Melbourne, but they always loved and supported me. I told them of my decision
to return to my husband, as old as he may be. They and others could never
understand how I could have come to love such an old man. I’d sent many letters
back, detailing each week’s progress, pictures of our new baby…a son for
Emad…Emad Jr and I knew he’d treasure those pictures more than anything else I
could give him. It was to be two years before I returned…no doubt a lifetime to
them all. I finished my doctorate…that was one thing I felt I needed to achieve.
Father funded a generator for electricity, books for the children’s learning
and medicines.
A nurse
called Brenda said she wanted to come with me as did two other male handymen…a
Norwegian and a Brit. I told them it was not a pick nick we were about to embark
upon…but they would not be deterred. I made one more request of father. I
wanted better accommodation than a stone hut to bring my son up in…his
grandson…he went even further and as well as a two bedroom house he donated a
community hall and living accommodation for other volunteers. Our village was
Betak and this would be our base camp to service the out lying region…just as
well I’d been brought up with horses as this would be our only means of
transport.
I don’t
think Emad ever thought the day would come when he eventually got to see his
son…but that day was one of the happiest for both of us…the look on his face at
the sight of Emad Jr, now two years old was priceless. It was inevitable that
the village organize a party. My new friends and colleagues seem to have taken
to their new life like ducks to water. Emad that first night of my return
planted fresh seed in my garden and we are now awaiting a brother or sister for
Emad jr.
Living
happy ever after? Well that is for fairytales, we on the other hand are living
one day at a time… and me…well I guess I’m Home