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We all do
silly or stupid things in our lives. Sometimes we learn by our mistakes,
sometimes we go on and repeat them again. Thinking, phew that was a close
call…. but what the heck, I got away with it so it doesn’t really matter. Some
unfortunately don’t get away with it and pay the ultimate penalty…their lives.
I was lucky and I did learn from my experience so I can now relate it to you.
I was still
at school, around fifteen or sixteen at the time. I guess I was just like any
other silly teen-age schoolgirl. My bedroom plastered with who ever was our
latest idol…couldn’t wait to become grown up. Parents were just a drag, after
all what did they know about teen-age daughters, always wanting to spoil you’re
fun. “No Laura, you can’t go out dressed like that…what will the neighbors
think?”
“But Sally
Holstrom’s parents let Sally dress like this” my stock standard reply, as it
was Sally’s reply to her parents. After all we were teen-agers for god’s sake,
we knew it all. “You worry too much mum…I know how to take care of myself” did
I? Well I thought so.
It was most
probably my school uniform that attracted him. I think it attracted most men
like him. Short skirts almost showing our knickers, school blouse unbuttoned
mainly. Yes his mind must have been working overtime as he cruised past us each
day, eyeing each and every one of us, until he finally decided I was the one.
Short skirt, long legs and blond hair held in a ponytail…yes I was the one.
Like a lion or wild animal, following the herd and finally deciding on its next
meal…I was the one.
I’d never seen him cruising or eyeing us up
and I guess neither had any of the other girls…after all why should we? We had
more important things on our mind…like who was going out with whom and did
Sandra Potts really sleep with Jason Rhodes…nah it was all made up surely. Like
most girls we had discussed sex. “Given the chance would you…? And so the
discussion would begin on would you or wouldn’t you…most said they would like
to try it…but were a little scared to do so.
The first
time he came to my attention was when he drove slowly passed me and waved. I
instinctively waved back, after all most of us do, someone waves at you and you
wave back, then think who the heck was that, I don’t know them. Perhaps they
were waving to someone else, or had mistaken me for someone else…let’s be honest
we’ve all done it haven’t we.
It wasn’t
coincidence that I saw him again whilst I was crossing the road. His car, a
very nice silver Jaguar cruised past me…the drivers smiling face and a little
wave in my direction. This time I didn’t return the wave, but there was no
mistaking it was addressed to me, after all there was no one else next to me.
I was being
followed…stalked I suppose is the correct term. I was starting to see him more
and more. The Mall, the high street shops, any where I went he seemed to pop
up, always a charming friendly smile and a wave.
I guess I
just got used to seeing him, he never seemed to pose any threat and perhaps I
had an admirer, albeit an older man…well he seemed about the same age as dad
and was handsome.
I never
divulged to my friends that this guy was following me…as a group we continued
to confide our fantasies with one another. One of mine was having an affair
with an older guy…which surprisingly two other friends also had similar
fantasies.
The thing
was I started having sexual fantasies about this guy…what I’d let him do if we
ever got to meet…my finger suddenly becoming his penis. I found myself
responding more and more to his smiles and little waves…encouraging him I
guess, the more I responded the greater his confidence became.
It was the
week of our exams. I’d pinched one of dads’ cigarettes to smoke later in the
day…I know, I know smoking’s not good for you…stunts your growth or something.
I was in
the high street and had just taken a lungful of nicotine when the guy came out
of the shop and banged straight into me…suddenly my heart was racing like mad
and my legs turned to jelly.
“Oh sorry
love…my fault…should have been looking where I was going….you OK?” he asked
“Oh…yes…yes…thanks”
I stammered.
He produced
a packet of cigarettes, removed one and asked me for a light.
“Forgot to
ask for matches” he said.
Once he got
it going he took a lungful of smoke, exhaled then offered the pack to me.
“Would you
like me to give you one?” he asked.
Of course
this had no reference to the packet of cigarettes he was holding in front of
me. It was the easiest and safest way to ask if I wanted a shag, after all if
questioned all he had done was offer me a cigarette.
I blushed a
little, my heart started to pound faster, I smiled and looked nervously at the
people around me. No one was the least bit interested in my admirer or me. I
was starting to tremble, not with the cold but with excitement. Oh god he
wanted us to go somewhere and fuck. Now if I’d been sensible I would have told
him to get lost you perverted old bugger…but I didn’t, instead I said yeah…ok,
I would.
The
cigarettes now vanishing into his pocket, he’d received the answer he wanted
and didn’t need them anymore
He smiled
that charming smile “That’s good…can I give you a lift home?”
“Yeah…that
would be good” I replied.
He steered
me away from the high street to the car park area. The amber lights flashed on
his car as he pointed the auto door key toward it. It looked new and shiny,
with real leather trim, unlike dads Toyota and the doors shut with a clunk,
rather that a bang.
“Best you
buckle up love…don’t want anything to happen to you eh?”
Once
buckled…he started the car which purred like a cat and we left the area.
Of course
he had not asked where I lived, because we weren’t heading in that
direction…well not yet. He kept to the commercial side of town, passing
workshops, factories and derelict building. I watched the world slip by…then
felt his hand on my thigh…my skirt was well up so I was showing plenty of it.
His hand was hot and he, like me, seemed to be trembling a little, perhaps he
was as nervous as I was. I made no attempt to move it; I saw little point in
doing so. It merely endorsed what I was in his car for. His hand moved up and
between my thighs. I parted my legs a little, a searching finger found my wet
pussy.
“Oh I see
you want this as much as me eh?”
When I
turned toward him. His face was bathed in a broad smile.
He turned
the car into a derelict building site, the building itself long gone. “Good
Commercial site for sale” read the Real Estate sign.
He parked
the car up beside an old wall that had once formed part of the building and
turned off the engine…silence.
I heard the
click of his seat belt as he unfastened it, followed by another as he undid
mine…the seat belt retracting silently and smoothly.
He put his
arm was around my shoulder and I was looking into his blue eyes…which seemed to
shine bright.
“You’re a
very beautiful young girl you know” he said
I blushed
and said thank you, his fingers already undoing the buttons on my blouse. With
the last one undone he pulled it apart and gazed at my bare midriff and bra
covered breasts. One hand cupping and squeezing.
“Mmmm that
feels nice…you have nice tits as well my love”
I gave a
smile and again thanked him for the compliment.
His lips
brushed gently against mine. “What’s your name love?” he asked.
“Laura…Laura
Bishop” I murmured.
“Mmmm I
like it…you suit Laura” he said, then his lips were kissing mine full bodied
and passionate. I gave a murmur and putting my hands behind his neck, pulled
him toward me…mouths open…tongues fighting each other’s in deadly combat.
I had
learned to kiss. I’d learned in the back seat of different boy friends
cars…whilst they had all come close to getting it…none had succeeded so far.
His hand
had not been idle…I felt it under my bra, pushing it upward and over my
breasts…now his hand grabbed and squeezed bare flesh…finger and thumb twirling
my nipple, making breasts firm and nipples stand on end…I squirmed, moaned and
sighed at his touch.
The kissing
stopped, his mouth found my breast and started to suckle upon it. “Oh god…oh my
god” I moaned.
The hand
that had been attached to my breast, was now working up my leg and thigh. I
twisted toward him a little, parting my legs part. His fingers looped under my
panties, found my wet pussy and slid inside.
“Oh my
gosh…you want this as much as I do don’t you?” he said as his fingers slid and
slurped inside my wet pussy.
“Mmm…yes…yes,
I do” I murmured in response, bighting my lip.
“Let’s go
in the back seat…it’s easier to fuck in there sweetheart”
The car
windows were already steaming up, a faint haze now starting to form.
We quickly
went from front to back, if anyone was watching us we never noticed, then again
we never really looked.
He
stretched me out fully, pushed my legs apart and lay between them, taking up
where we had left off, then I felt his hands tugging at my panties, coaxing
them down. Suddenly I panicked… I’d gone this far with other guys before and
then had stopped…went no further.
“No…no… I
can’t…I just can’t” I said, pushing against him.
“Oh come on
honey…you can…you can do this…you’ll enjoy it, you’ll see”
“No…no…please…I’ve
never done this before” I replied, still trying hard to push him off.
“It’s
fine…it’s fine you’ll like it…you’ll see” he said, continuing to tug at my
panties.
Again I
told him I didn’t want to go any further. That’s when the friendly smiling face
became a snarl.
“Listen
sweetheart, you’re going to have to learn you can’t get a guy all boned up and
just walk away…now come on…let’s do what we came here to do”
I started
to wonder what he would do if I continued to refuse, maybe I’d be another
statistic in the police files…strangled and raped. I realized I’d gone too far
with this guy…he wasn’t one of my school boy friends and right now he looked
mean… I stopped pushing him away.
“That’s
better love…it’s going to be OK…trust me”
I felt my
panties being pulled down and off altogether…finishing up on the floor. His
weight pushed me into the soft leather upholstery and the smile had returned to
his face. He shuffled a little found his fly and pulled it down. The thing that brushed my thigh was warm and
hard…first it was his fingers delving and playing with my pussy…the hard warm
thing continued to press against my thigh…then it was the turn of the warm hard
thing.
“Oh my
god…oh my god…ohhhhhh!” I screamed as he entered and thrust inside me. He
wasn’t wasting any time already his ass was rising and falling, making the hard
warm thing work inside of me. He was fucking me it was my first fuck.
He must
have liked my reaction to his penetration. “Big eh…did you think it was going
to be so big?” he asked a smug smile on his face.
“How do you
like being fucked Laura…do you like it?” his ass pounding between my legs.
“Oh god…oh
my god” was all I could say
“Is this
really your first time Laura…is that right”
“Yes…yes” I
gasped as he humped away.
“Well then
lucky me eh…and lucky you…you do realize you’ve just lost your virginity…you
can always tell the grandkids you lost it in the back seat of a Jaguar…most
loose it in the back seat of a Honda or Toyota…but not you Laura…nothing but
the best…back seat of a Jaguar” that smile continuing to be displayed.
“Oh god
please be careful…please” I begged him
“What’s up
Laura…not on the pill are we?” he asked still smiling.
“No…no I’m
not…just be careful…please” I begged again.
“Oh and me
not wearing a condom…we do seem to have ourselves a little problem here…or at
least you do Laura”
“Oh god no
please…please don’t make me pregnant I beg of you”
“Beg of me
Laura eh…well don’t worry my sweet I won’t get you pregnant” and he continued
to thrust and hump.
“You’re
nice and tight my love…that’s what I like about young girls…nice and tight…you
have a lovely sweet little cunt…you’re a real good fuck Laura…a real good fuck”
I didn’t
know if that was a compliment or not. It wasn’t as I had imagined it in my
fantasies…somehow it all seemed different…not quite as romantic.
His motion
became quicker, fast deep strokes, urgency in his breathing and then “Ohhhhh….
mmmmm…. ahhhhhhh” I felt the pulsing of his cock and the warm stream of cum as
he unloaded himself into my wet pussy
“Oh god
no…no…you said you’d be careful…wouldn’t get me pregnant”
“Yeah I did
didn’t I…I guess I lied after all” he casually replied. He made no effort to
remove himself; he remained firmly entrenched inside me. Brushing my blond hair
to one side, he ran his hand gently over my cheek…his lips gently kissing my mouth
and then that smile of his, so charming…so reassuring.
“Hmm…that
was beautiful Laura and you are so beautiful…it’s all been like a dream…I never
thought I’d ever get this far with you” He moved himself gently inside me “Mmm
I never want to come out of there my love…you’re so perfect for me…we must do
this on a regular basis eh…don’t you think so?”
Not wanting
to offend him or anger him I agreed, it had indeed been wonderful and I’d hoped
he was going to make it a regular thing I lied. The answer pleased him.
“Yes I just
knew that first time I saw you, you would like to be fucked…you do like to fuck
don’t you Laura?”
“Oh yes…yes
I do…I do” I said reassuring him.
“That is
good news Laura…because I’m going to fuck you again…right now…you’d like that wouldn’t
you?”
“Oh yes…yes
I would”
I’d already
felt his manhood swelling inside me and soon his ass was pounding up and down
again. No one would be able to see us. The windows were fully steamed up, just
the gentle rocking of the car the only indication to what was going on inside.
After the
second cuming…we dressed. I found my knickers on the floor, adjusted my bra,
and buttoned up my blouse. He tucked his now defunct manhood back in his
trousers and did up his zip. He then drove me home. I was glad to leave that
piece of derelict ground. I have to admit the thought of him doing something to
me and leaving me there had worried me…but here I was, no longer a virgin…being
driven home…at least I hoped I was being driven home.
“You were
marvelous honey…just marvelous…we must do it again…and soon eh?” his hand
falling on my bare thigh once more.
I gave him
one of my best smiles and said, “Yes that would be nice” he squeezed my thigh
and said, “That’s my girl”
He followed
up by telling me not to say anything to anyone about what we had done
together…never. He also told me that sometimes accidents can happen to girls
who say the wrong things…spreading lies and rumors…in the end it doesn’t do any
one any good.
I assured
him I wouldn’t say or tell any one and proceeded to ask him about getting me
pregnant.
“Oh honey
there’s nothing I can do for you there my love…if you young girls want to enter
into the major leagues you have to be prepared for that…you have to realize
guys fuck girls…if the girl doesn’t take or use protection, the result is
babies…you really can’t expect or blame the guy for it can you?” “What will you
do…keep the baby?”
“I don’t
know if I’m pregnant yet…but if I am…yes I’ll keep the baby”
“Well
that’s up to you honey…just don’t involve me in any of it”
Not wanting
to be seen with a schoolgirl in his car. He dropped me off just short of our
house, I guess deep down I knew I was pregnant. I also knew he wouldn’t give up
following or hounding me. I knew it would happen again. I’d go through all the
protests but eventually would cave in and find myself in the back seat of his
Jaguar or some other place. With that in mind I sneaked into my elder brothers
room. Roger was a few years older and kept a stash of condoms hidden from mum
and dad…but I knew where he kept them.
I quickly
selected one and hid it in my school satchel.
Sure enough
a week later whilst walking home a silver Jag slid up along side me…window
wound down.
“Hi
Laura….I think we should have one of those special meetings we promised
ourselves” that charming smiling face.
I told him
I wasn’t interested but eventually, but eventually, as I knew he would, he
persuaded me to get into the car and he headed for the derelict section. His
hand dropping to my thigh…it was all going to start again. This time I told him
I’d brought a condom.
“Oh
good…now you are thinking…but don’t you think it’s a little late for that?” he
asked
It might be I told him…but there again what
if I wasn’t pregnant.
It’s the
first time I’d put a condom on a mans erection. I lay on the back seat with my
knickers off and legs spread wide. He was waiting patiently, eager to slip me a
length as my teeth tore at the cellophane wrapper, then carefully rolling it
onto his hard member. Seeing it for the first time I had to admit he was well
and truly hung and my heart pounded knowing where he was about to put it. After
a moment or two of humping his cock slipped out.
“Oh
damn…just a moment” he said, fiddled for a while, then I felt it back inside
me.
The humping
of his ass and the rocking of the car went on for a while then he came, but at
least this time he’d cum into a condom…well so I thought…but wrong.
“Daa,
daa…look what I’ve got” he said, holding up the empty condom. He’d removed it
earlier and indeed he had cum inside me. He proceeded to tell me he didn’t like
wearing condoms and if I didn’t want to get pregnant, best I start taking the
pill.
Of course I
was pregnant…the doctor confirmed it. My parents were devastated but I was
pleasantly surprised when they said they would give me all the support I
needed…I was going to make them grandparents. Who was the father? No response
from me on that one. I let them think it was one of my schoolboy chums and was
reluctant to say who. The father who’s only name I knew was Dennis and I
wondered if that was true, was unfazed about it. Said I would learn from the
experience and know better next time.
He
continued to screw me up to the time I started to show…then hit me with the
news.
“Sorry
love, we have to stop meeting like this…if people see me with a pregnant
girl…they might get the wrong impression” or right one I thought “Besides I’ve
got my eye on a nice young thing who I’m pretty certain will want me to do
her…she’s ripe and ready for it”
The next
time I saw him I was waddling up the high street almost ready to give birth to
his child. It was a hot day and any breeze was a godsend. I guess the last
person I wanted to see was him, but his wife and two kids accompanied him. He
saw me at the same time but seemed quite unfazed by it.
The kids
were shouting at mum and dad for ice cream…given such a hot day I didn’t blame
them. Dad handed mum some cash, then mum and the kids vanished inside the shop.
Dennis continued on to meet me.
“Hi there
Laura love…looking after my child I trust” putting his hand on my belly and
rubbing it.
“I am…no
thanks to your contribution”
“Well you
know how I feel on that score…your baby, you look after it” he replied, looking
over his shoulder in case his wife and kids came out.
“No doubt
you have some other poor girl in your sights right now”
“Yeah well
I’ve got to start looking for another one…the present one’s like you…silly
bitch got herself pregnant”
He hadn’t
changed, still the same arrogant self-centered bastard he always was.
“Hey, maybe
when you’ve dropped that bundle we could catch up again…just like old times…you
really were a good fuck Laura…one of the best I’ve ever had”
“That’s
never going to happen buddy, make one move like that and the whole world will
know who’s baby this is”
He just
smiled and said, “Sounds like a threat Laura…accidents still happen you know”
“Well
you’re the only one who can prevent them Dennis…if that is your real name”
He just
laughed “Oh Laura you don’t mean what you said…deep down you really do want to catch
up, be honest with yourself, we can go somewhere real nice…fuck till our hearts
content…who knows maybe I can give you another kid eh?”
“Yeah when
hell freezes over first buddy” I replied. He just continued to laugh and moved
away “I’ll be seeing you Laura…one day…but rest assured we will be doing it
again…you can count on it” was his parting words.
I continued
on up the street, as I passed the ice cream parlour, wife and kids were just
coming out.
She looked
at me and said “Kids…who would have them…never satisfied” smiling.
“You’ll
soon know yourself” she said, indicating to my state.
“Yes any
day now” I replied.
“Make sure
the father does his share” she said with a smile.
I returned
her smile “Yes…yes I will” and walked on. The kids never knew how close they
had been to their step brother/sister?
That was
ten years ago. Where he and family are now I don’t know and don’t care. I
search the papers and TV for any news. I read one report of a girl being found
raped and murdered, thought it might have been him, but they reprimanded and
charged a youth of the crime.
My son
Michael is a great kid, intelligent, smart and has his fathers’ good looks…he’s
doing well at school and is already talking about being a lawyer…like all
mothers I hope he makes it.
He has no
father in his life, but he does have my brother Roger and it is he who he looks
up to…Roger does all the man things with him…up to the lake fishing, hunting.
They go to all the ball games…so there is a man to look after him
I look back
at that time in my life and wonder how I could have been so naïve and at the
same time so utterly stupid. I read the papers and see the TV. I shudder every
time I see another girl has be murdered and raped…they continue to do the
stupid things I did…visit the same lonely places with the same kind of men and
the finish up dead.
I hear
comments like “God how stupid can a girl get…she must have known what she was
letting herself in for”
Well no I
didn’t, I saw only the fantasy in my mind, thought it would be a bit of fun…bit
of a giggle…but it’s no fun and no giggle. Yes I can honestly say LUCKY ME.
********************
The bar was
packed. After all it was Friday night and the end of another working week. I
was with Sara and Jill, my two best girlfriends. It was the first night out I’d
had in a long while. Roger had taken Michael off to the lake for the whole
weekend.
“Why don’t
you take this opportunity and have a night out with the girls for once…god you
work hard enough” said Roger
I had to
agree with him…the only men in my life were brother Roger and son Michael. The
thought of a free night with Sara and Jill had some appeal.
We pushed
and shoved our way to the bar, my bum getting the odd pinch or two.
“Ok…. I’m
getting the first round,” Sara declared. The noise was deafening, but we
decided this was a good place to start…move on as the night progressed.
For the
first time in a long while I felt good and relaxed. Then I felt the hand on my
hip, I was about to swing round and give the audacious guy a piece of my mind,
but I froze and my blood turned to ice when I heard the voice.
“Hello
Laura my love” his hand briefly ran over my buttock, then his arm encircled my
waist, he held me tight, pressing his erection against me “I’ve been thinking
about you lately…. in fact as you can probably feel I’ve been thinking a great
deal about you” now both arms around my waist “Hope you’re looking after our
son?” he buried his face into my hair and back of my neck, gently kissing it,
then whispering in my ear “Mmmm you smell so good, I think we should go
somewhere, don’t you?” “How about we take a trip in my nice new Jag…find a
quiet spot and get in the back of the Jag…you do remember the back of the Jag
don’t you”
“Why
darling you’re actually trembling at the thought…it excites you doesn’t it…you
really do want to do it…don’t you?” “I bet if I put my hand on that sweet pussy
of yours right now it would be wet…. shhhh…no don’t deny it…come on lets go…let
me give you one, just like I did ten years ago…it’s no good fighting it…you
know…I know sooner or later we are going to do it…it’s the way it is…let’s get
on with it…who knows I might even give you another baby…you’d like another baby
Laura wouldn’t you, a brother or sister for…what’s his name…oh yes Michael”
He pushed
against me, slowly gyrating his hips…his warm lips kissing my neck “Come on
Laura it’s time to say goodbye to your friends…we really do have to go now…you
do realize that don’t you…. that’s it honey just take my hand… oh your hand
feels so cold and your still trembling…it’s the excited expectation of what we
are about to do…but that’s OK I do understand… I’ll soon warm you up…it’s going
to be so good…real good…the back seat is just waiting for you…paradise is but a
short distance away”
“Put your seat belt on honey don’t want
anything to happen to you do we sweetheart”
“Here we
are darling…had to find a new place…the old section sold you know”
“Now how
about we get out of these seat belts eh…that’s the way”
“What’s
that you say…you’re not on the pill…oh dear…well looks like another baby for
you…but you don’t mind do you…now just let me get those panties of yours off
and then I’ll give you one”
LUCKY
ME????? YEAH RIGHT
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