Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. Interview with a Fluffer Leah S. [A window into a rather unusual and low-profile profession. Feedback always appreciated at leahs31@hotmail.com!] ---------------------------- Q. "Clarissa", I want to thank you for agreeing to do this interview with me. I think a lot of my readers will be very curious to hear about your experiences in the industry. First of all, can you describe what is involved in your job for me? A. Hi Leah, first of all, no problem, I am looking forward to talking about what I do. It sure is a weird-ass job but someone's gotta do it. Well, so a fluffer is a girl who works in the porn industry, or sometimes a guy I guess, and her job is to, basically to keep the guys hard. You know filming takes a lot of time, sometimes they need to move the camera or to fix the lighting or the sound or some shit like that, there can be big gaps between takes, and the guy needs to be ready to go. Like when the take starts he needs to be 100% hard, or else it's wasting everyone's time, and basically that's my job, that's up to me to sort him out. Q. So what do you do for the guys, for the porn stars you work with I mean. A. Basically I give them hand jobs or suck their dicks. Q. Right. Actually, I could never figure out why the stars would need help to stay up. I mean, they're looking at an attractive woman, naked, they're about to have sex with her, OK, I know the camera is rolling, which could be a turnoff I guess, but presumably they're used to that if they're in the industry... A. Oh, you'd be surprised. These guys have to fuck a lot, sometimes in pretty uncomfortable positions, lots of floodlights pointing at them, it's all a bit clinical. It can be really hard for them to stay hard (laughs). It takes a really good blow job to keep them up and I give a fantastic blow job. If I say so myself. Look, if a guy's looking at a totally naked porn star, she's really hot as most of them are, and he's totally about to fuck her in like, six different ways, and even with all that he can't keep his erection, well it takes a pretty mean blow job to get him up. Q. It sounds like you get some satisfaction out of your job, at least. A. Yeah, I wouldn't do it if I didn't like it. I love sex. Now I know all the female stars in the industry say that, and half of them, at least half in my opinion, are full of shit, and actually they hate having sex on camera, they just do it for the money and because they don't know how to do anything else, but I genuinely love sex, and you can trust me because I don't have a public image to maintain, my face is never on camera. Q. Don't you find it embarrassing to, to give hand jobs and so on, in front of the whole cast and crew? A. I find it hot. What you have to understand is that being a fluffer is really hot, if you are quite sexually submissive, and I am very sexually submissive. Like, you spend your day with these big hunky guys, a lot of them are very good looking and pretty much all of them have enormous cocks. And your job is to go down on them whenever they snap their fingers. Whenever anyone tells you to. And it's not like they say, "oh, could you please do me a favor, I need some help here," no, they just say, like, "come here" or "you, suck me", or they don't say anything at all, they just grab you and push your head down on it. And they don't even care about you, they're totally focused on the female actors, or more likely about how they look on camera or what they're going to have for lunch. You are just a walking sex toy out there, nothing more than that. I find that hot. I think most fluffers do. Otherwise they would go work at Wal-Mart or some shit. Q. You must have some good techniques. A. I have some great techniques. I personally get the most mileage out of oral. It's certainly different from normal sex, you don't have time to play around. Zero foreplay. Normally if I was with my boyfriend I would be tickling it and flicking my tongue across the head and blowing on his balls and playing with ice cubes and this kind of buildup, but on set I don't have time, I don't normally give throat, I prefer to use my tongue and lips on the sensitive parts of the head, but if I have to I will look the guy in the eye and swallow his dick and bob a bit. Sometimes I don't have much choice. You have got to remember these guys are maybe 4, 5 inches soft, but they grow to eight, nine, ten inches in a very short period of time. It just swells up like a balloon and if you are not careful it's halfway down your throat. It's quite scary in a sexy sort of way. My nightmare is not being able to get the guy's wang out of my mouth. They get so big. Anyway, the other thing I would normally do for my boyfriend is to tickle around his ass, finger him if he likes that, but of course you can't do that on set, so instead I reach round behind his balls and stimulate his prostate from the outside, that is very important I find. Q. What happens if you make him cum by accident? A. That never happens. If it does happen it's totally his fault. He should say if he's getting close. Q. But it does happen? A. It's happened to me once or twice. It's totally not my fault. Once I was giving a guy a handjob and suddenly he groans and says, "I'm going to blow," and I thought, shit. Well I was dammed if I was going to make it any easier for him after that, so I pointed his dick up in the air and it went off fucking everywhere. I mean, cum was totally all over, it was on the bed, on the walls, I think even the camera caught a couple of loads. Everyone was laughing their asses off, but I think he got in trouble later. Q. Do you practice safe sex? A. Fuck, no. No one's gonna wait while you put a condom on the guy, every time you work on him, and take it off afterwards. No, you take it how it comes. Even fresh out of the girl. Q. Eww! A. Oh, I love it. I like how girls taste, I have a definite bi streak. Come on, the guy pulls it out of her and he gives it to you, it's nine inches long, it's covered in porn slut pussy juice, it's covered in his pre cum too, I have to suck it clean before the next take, well it doesn't get any better than that. Sometimes they stay in position, like if it's a hard position to get in or out of, like hammer style or double vaginal, well you're sucking his dick and her pussy is like one inch in front of your face, smells like sex and it's still open where he's been slamming it, I fucking love that. I'm sorry, am I shocking you? ...No? Anyway these guys are all tested for STDs so it's pretty safe. ...I draw the line at A to M though. Ass to mouth. ...Not that I always get given the choice. A guy has to be 100% hard to fuck an ass, any less and he just can't get it in, and the best way to keep that 100% erection, is to watch a pretty girl suck the ass juice off his dick. Q. I see... My next question was, do you have some special techniques for guys, when your ordinary ones don't work? A. Oh, absolutely. Every guy is different and every one needs something different. If they like tits I take my top off. If they like ass I drop my pants. My bikini bottoms if I'm wearing a bikini. If they like to feel like they're in charge, and most of them do, I kneel at their feet like a serving girl. Hell, I like to feel like they're in charge too. For handjobs I usually straddle their lap. Facing them, so no one else can see what I'm doing. Most of these guys have pricks long enough to reach my tits from there so I lean forwards and give them a bit of a titty fuck. Or I can whisper in their ear. I have one or two secret things I say to give them a boost. Q. What do you say? A. (laughs) I'm not gonna tell you, or it won't be a secret any more! Q. Go on, tell me just one thing. A. Oh, all right... I say, like, "I'm going to meet you in your changing room after the shoot and swallow your cum." Or, "I want you to give that whore the fucking she deserves. Don't go easy on her!" Q. That's pretty hot. A. That sort of thing, anyway. Q. You said earlier you have a bisexual streak. A. I totally do. Q. I don't suppose the female actors have much need for a fluffer girl (laughs). A. You'd be surprised. Some of them do use a fluffer, actually. Q. Really? A. Really. See, some of the female actors, they don't get aroused on set. They just take their money and go home to their family. But some do get aroused, in fact they don't want to work any other way, they say it makes it more comfortable. Q. So do you help them out, Clarissa? A. Actually I have fluffed for a girl in the past, yes. It's kinda the same in some ways, but totally different. A girl can lose her erection, lose her level of arousal, really fast. You have to be right in there and licking her pussy or using a vibe or giving her the finger or whatever she likes, right away. Sometimes they ask you to use a dildo on them, it means their pussy stays open while they wait round, or a butt plug if they're doing anal. ... Another thing that's different, is that it's no problem if you make her cum. In fact it can be a good thing, it helps her muscles relax. Q. They really do orgasm on set, then? A. Some of them do, absolutely. My friend told me about this star, she actually had to calm her down and stop her cumming. I think she may have been using some kinda pills, and she kept going off, and she wasn't listening to the director, and the guy said he was gonna cum too if she kept doing it. Q. What did your friend do? A. She tried to distract her, didn't work, tried doing stuff like biting her nipples and pinching her clit, she seemed to be getting off on that even more, so she went off to get some water to throw on her, but when she came back they'd started filming again I think. Q. I'm intrigued by this... female to female fluffing. A. Oh yeah, some of them love it. I remember once seeing a starlet sitting back with three fluffers hanging off her, one sucking each tit and one between her legs, she was loving it. The cameraman wanted to film them cos they were way hotter than the actual shoot, but the director wouldn't let him. Q. Right... So, who are your most difficult clients? A. Definitely the shemales. My company does quite a bit of shemale work. Q. Shemales, male to female transexuals? A. Right, trannies, always male to female I guess. A lot of guys have a thing for them, chicks with dicks, I don't know why women don't get turned on the same way by the idea of female to male transexuals. Hell, I do. Q. You do? A. I do, long standing fantasy of mine. I meet a handsome guy, not big built but nice bod, tight, we dance, he treats me real good, makes me feel like a princess, he takes me home and of course he turns out to be a she, she makes me suck her pussy, her tits, we spend the whole night together. Mm... Anyway trannies are hopeless, lots of female hormones but no testosterone. Very difficult to keep them up. Fortunately most of them are gay so it's not my job. [Here we break; the interview continues in a second session] Q. Hi 'Clarissa', shall we go on from where we were? A. Sure, fine. If there's anything more you want to ask. My job always seems kinda mundane to me [laughs]. Q. Yeah, just another boring day at the office... sucking dick and giving handjobs! [laughs] A. And pussy, you'd be surprised how much pussy I have to eat. I can get most guys up in thirty seconds if I put my mind to it, assuming they haven't been drinking or smoking, but starlets can take longer, can be five minutes before they're ready to go. Q. That's quite a while, what do the actors do while you're... operating? A. Stand around and watch, usually. Which keeps them hard and saves me time later [laughs]. I just have to keep an eye out for the cameras. Damn cameramen always want to get me on film. The whole point of being a fluffer is that you get all the sex and all the money but you don't have your face on film. I'm always very careful about that. Q. I'm sure... A. Yeah. I could get blackmailed if there was tape of me out there. Luckily it hasn't happened... so far. Don't put that in the story! Q. Of course not [smiles sweetly]. It sounds like a hazardous profession...? A. Not really, apart from that... Well, it can get quite cold on set sometimes. That's about it. Q. That's not so bad. A. Um... of course, I do get raped a lot. Q. Excuse me???! A. Don't look so shocked. I've read your stories, it's all rape this, rape that. I should think I get raped every few weeks. Q. I'm just a bit dumbfounded here. Can you please explain? A. Well, I don't know if rape is the word for it. Sex without consent. I mean, I don't actually say no, or kick and scream, but I'm sure it wouldn't make any difference if I did. Q. When does this happen? On set? A. No, after. You have got to understand Leah, I work with very highly sexed guys. Now I don't know if you've ever been on a porn set...? Q. No. A. Well, this is how it works. The guy comes in one day, he does the money shot, he cums over the actress's face or on her tits or whatever. Then he goes home. No more sex that day! He comes in the next day and that's when they do the rest of the shoot. Now it doesn't matter if he cums at the wrong time because the money shot is already on film. But normally he holds back for the whole set, so that's over an hour of fucking, including multiple takes if they do multiple takes, which they shouldn't have to if there's chemistry and the camera guy knows what he's doing, in my opinion. He may do two different sets in the same day. Multiple chicks. Getting blown, sticking his dick up girl's asses, whatever. He's got me attending to him as well. Well after that he gets kinda worked up, as you can imagine. Q. I'm sure... A. So he's got aching balls and needs to come. Who's he going to take it out on? The actress is all worn out and wants to take a shower and go home. Guess who that leaves; little ol' me. I counted once - it was fifty-three seconds from the time the director said 'That's a wrap' to the time the head of the star's cock hit my cervix. I was up against the wall in his dressing room. Q. Wow. A. And then there's the director and the technical guys and they probably all have hardons as well from watching two hours of fucking about three feet away. And all of them want to get those hardons into one or more of my orifices. Q. Don't you have a choice in the matter? A. Not much. I don't tend to refuse if I get pushed. I could say no but I'd probably get roughed up and then get fucked anyway. And be out of a job. Look, I came into the industry with a friend of mine, we were living in the same apartment. We did our first feature, it was a big orgy scene, quite an eye opener for two girls from the sticks, and then some of the guys wanted to fuck us, cos they knew we were industry virgins. They took us into a room in the director's house, which is where the scene was being shot, and they started getting our clothes off. Leah, are you touching yourself? Q. Sorry. A. So you should be. Both hands on the table please. What was I saying? Well, my friend started making a scene, and things got a bit nasty. They punched her round a bit, then got all the rest of her clothes off. Stuffed her panties in her mouth, got her down on her knees, tied her hands behind her back, tied her ankles. Then they fucked her. And let me tell you girl, porn stars are generally not very talented people, but if they have one talent it is fucking and fucking and fucking and not stopping and not cumming either. That's what she got. I thought I told you to stop touching yourself? Q. Ahem. A. Anyway, these three big guys took turns to shove their big porn-star dicks into this pretty little trembling naked chick for well over an hour, which may not seem all that long but I assure you it is if you're the one taking it. Partway through, someone asked me if I wanted to play nice, and I said yes and opened my legs. I got off pretty lightly. Q. Wow. So what happened to her in the end? A. I don't know. I didn't see her again. I guess I always assumed she left town, maybe went home. [thoughtful] She left all her stuff in the apartment though. Q. Hmm. A. Anyway, since then I have two rules. First, don't go into a room with anyone where the door is closed, unless I'm willing to fuck them. Second, if I do wind up in a room with someone and they do want a piece, I always give it to them. I might get away with saying 'no' but I don't want to risk it. Q. Pretty sensible, I guess. It's a harsh world. A. Oh, three rules I suppose. Rule three would be around wearing cotton underwear, it's more comfortable and nicer, especially on a hot day. Hey, weren't you supposed to be asking the questions? Q. Er, yes... [scans list]. I was intrigued by some comments you made last time, and in fact earlier today as well, about... working with... other women. Can you tell me some more about that? A. [laughs] Is this a come-on? Q. More of an innocent request for information... A. Your loss. Yeah, well, girls do take quite long to get aroused, and some of the actresses kinda insist on it, cos it can be quite uncomfortable for them if they're not. So I have done a bit of girl on girl fluffing. Actually, I think some of them get quite a power trip out of it. Q. Tell me some more about that? A. They can always jill themselves or use a vibe, but they know they have more status on set than we do, so they like to make us do it. Sometimes they'll be talking away to someone, and they'll grab one of the fluffers, by the ponytail, say, and pull your head down, and use your mouth. Or make you suck their tits. They like to kinda play with us, slap our asses, put bite marks on us, lead us round with their finger in our pussy. These are very kinky girls, Leah, and the stuff you see on camera is the least of it. Q. Well, you don't have to put up with that, do you? You're not their property. A. On set we are, that's what being a fluffer's all about. I remember doing a scene once, it was oral, both him and her were a bit bored and he was having trouble staying hard. In the end the director told me to lay down while they were shooting and she sat on my face, facing away from me if you see what I mean, while she sucked him. I had to keep low on the ground so I was out of the camera angle. I stuck my tongue up her and wiggled it and that got her going, and at the same time I wriggled out of my jeans and started thrusting my pelvis and spreading my pussy lips and giving myself the finger. Of course he could see me over her shoulder so that got him going too. The scene went a lot better after that. Q. How did it end? A. Well, too early, actually. I was doing some seriously good shit to her clitoris and she came. Just about broke my nose as a matter of fact. He came too. Pulled out of her mouth and pointed it over her shoulder. It splashed all over my thighs and tummy and in my pubic hair. The director wasn't too pleased. Q. It sounds like a great way to end a scene to me. A. I know, I know. But they didn't use it in the movie. Q. Why ever not? A. Cum shots are very boring. There's, like, only three or four ways they do them. Well, maybe a few more, but still, kinda boring. If I was going to make a porn movie, which I'm sure I never am, I'd do some different ones. Q. Like what? A. Well, use your imagination. Like, he's kneeling between her legs and thrusting into her, he pulls out, she holds her pussy open, he puts it right up to her inner lips and cums into her, you see each shot burst out of his cock and disappear inside her. Q. Nice idea, I had a scene like that in one of my stories, except it was oral. A. Fair enough. Or, what else. Like the girl is sitting on his lap facing away from him, jacking him between her legs, and she tosses him off and it looks like it's her squirting. Or after he cums, she scoops up some of it and starts using it as lube to finger herself with. The kinda stuff you do at home but never see on film. Q. You've been doing a lot of thinking about this? A. I guess so. Well, don't forget I don't usually get to see the cum shot. It becomes, like, some kind of unattainable fantasy, kinda thing. Q. Hmm... Another question. Do you see a lot of drug use in the industry? A. Not much. Well, you often see a joint going around, and there's quite a bit of drinking. Q. Do these guys have the courtesy to buy you a drink at least? A. [laughs] Guys in the porn business are incredibly tight with money. Only two reasons they buy you a drink - one is because they want to fuck you - and the other is that they've just won ten million dollars. Q. So you don't get offered a lot of drinks then. A. Well, a few, but when I do it's definitely not because they've won the lottery [laughs]. Q. One more question. I've always wondered how many porn stars have fake breasts. Can you enlighten me? A. [laughs] All of them! Basically all the girls have falsies. I like it; I like touching them. They're big and high and they push them around in such a confident way. So sexy. Hard for little miss natural B-cup here to compete. I guess all I can do is cultivate that girl-next-door look. Girl-next-door-sneaked-through-the-fence-to-suck-your-dick, sort of thing. Q. I suppose the dick is all real, though [laughs]. A. The dick is absolutely, one hundred percent guaranteed, real. I should know, I've swallowed miles of it in my time. Q. I bet. Well 'Clarissa', I think that concludes our interview. Thank you very much... A. It's a pleasure. I hope your guys on the web like it. Q. I'm sure they will.