"Lessons"

    It was a Friday night, and my parents went out to some party for work.
They probably wouldn't be back until two or three in the morning.
My brother, Ryan, was supposed to be watching me while they were gone.
His friend, Joseph, would be over later.

    I hated that my parents made Ryan babysit me.  Who ever heard of a
fourteen year that needed a babysitter.  Ryan was only four years
older than me.  He was cool though.  He basically let me do what
ever I wanted as long as I didn't tell our parents.

    Tonight, we were going to watch videos.  Joseph had brought one over.
Ryan said I could watch it if I wanted, but I had to swear I wouldn't
tell mom and dad about it.  I, of course, agreed.  So, they put
the video in.  They called it a "Porno".  I had never heard of it,
so I was rather curious about it.

    It started out like any other movie.  Then after about five or six
minutes a guy and a girl started kissing and taking each other's
clothes off.  They were kissing and touching each other all over their
bodies.  After awhile, the lady put the guy's penis in her mouth.
She was sucking on it and licking it.  The guy started moaning
really loud.  After a couple of minutes of the lady doing that,
white stuff squirted out of his penis and all over the lady's face.

    Then the lady laid down and the guy started kissing her all over
her body.  First her breasts, and then traveling down to her vagina.
He put her face in between her legs and started licking her there
really fast.  The lady was moaning loud and pulling at the guys hair.
Then I saw her legs start to shake and she let out a scream.

    Then the guy slid up her body and put his penis into her vagina.
He pumped himself in and out of her fast and hard.  It looked like
it might hurt, but she seemed to really like it.  They kept changing
their positions and stuff.  I had no idea what they were doing,
but it did look kinda fun.

    After awhile they stopped doing whatever it was they were doing.
Then it showed another lady in a tub.  She started rubbing her breasts
with one hand.  Then, with the other hand, she had two fingers
inside of her vagina.  Ryan and Joseph called it "masturbating".
She kept sliding the two fingers in and out of herself.  She was
moaning and smiling.

    I had played with myself before.  It had felt kinda good, but not
as much as that lady was enjoying herself.  I wanted to try again.

    So, I got up and went to the bathroom.  I filled the tub and got im.

    Just as I got in, Ryan knocked on the door, and said that he was
going to the grocery store and video store, and he'd be back in an
hour or so.  He said if I needed anything, Joseph would be in the
living room.  I said okay, and waited to hear his footsteps away.

    Once I knew he was gone, I started rubbing my breasts and put two
fingers inside my vagina.  I started rubbing the two fingers just
like the lady on T.V.  It felt really good.  I even found myself
moaning slightly.

    I started rubbing a little faster and put my head back and closed
my eyes.  I was so into it, I didn't even hear the bathroom door open.

JOSEPH: I can show you something that feels much better than that, Chrissy.

   I screamed and grabbed a towel to cover myself.  I hated that door.  
It didn't lock.

ME:     What are you doing in here, Joseph.  And what are you talking 
        about?
JOSEPH: I heard you moaning, and came to see if you were okay.  I can 
        teach you things if you don't tell anyone.
ME:      Like what?

JOSEPH: You'll just have to trust me.  If you don't like it, just say 
        stop and I will.  I promise.

   I could feel his eyes all over me.

ME: What if Ryan comes back?

JOSEPH: We'll have plenty of time.  Let's go to your room.  Leave the 
        towel here.  Leave your clothes off.  You are so pretty.

    I blushed a little, and followed him into my room.  I was scared, 
but curious.  Plus, I'd always thought Joseph was cute.

    Once we were in my room, he told me to lay down on the bed.  After I
laid down he told me to spend my legs a little.  Then he put his
face in between my legs.

ME:     What are you doing down there?

    He didn't answer me, he just smiled.  I was going to ask again when
I felt his tongue touch my vagina and start licking it.  It felt
strange at first.  Then I laid back on my pillow and let out a couple
of moans.  It was the best feeling I had ever experienced.

    After a couple of minutes, it started to feel better.  I moaned
louder.  The louder I moaned, the faster Joseph would lick.  Then I
felt my legs start to shake.  It felt wonderful.  After the feeling
died a little, Joseph stopped and stood up.  He undressed himself.

    I had never seena naked guy before, except on T.V.  I couldn't 
help but stare.  It was so big, and it looked hard.

JOSEPH: Have you ever seen one before?

    I just shook my head.

JOSEPH: Go ahead, touch it.

    I crawled over and touched it very lightly.  Joseph took my hand
and put it around his penis and told me to rub it.  I could feel how
hard it was.  As I rubbed, he moaned a little.  Then he told he to
lay down and relax.

JOSEPH: I'm going to slowly put my dick into your vagina.  Its going 
        to hurt at first, but it will get better.  I promise.  Just be 
        patient and stay relaxed.
ME:     I'm scared.
JOSEPH: Just trust me ok?

    I nodded my head and laid down, and spread my legs again.  He slowly
started towards me and started sliding his penis inside of me.
He was right, it hurt, a lot.

ME:     It really hurts, can we stop now?
JOSEPH: I promise if you give me one more minute, it'll start feeling better.  
        I'll try to be more gentle.  It just hurts cause you've never 
        done it before.  After a minute, if it still hurts, I'll stop, ok?
ME:     OK.

    He gently pushed himself further in and I started to feel 
something liquid running down my leg.  I just ignored it.

    Once he was all the way inside, he started to pull out and then
back in.  It was starting to feel better, but I was still sore.

JOSEPH: There, how's that?
ME:     Better, but still sore.
JOSEPH: You wanna stop?
ME:     No, it feels kinda good.

JOSEPH: See?  I told you.  I'm gonna go a little faster, okay?

    I just nodded.  Then he told me to put my arms around him.  I did,
and he sped up his pace.  It was starting to feel alot better.
He was getting faster and faster, but he stayed gentle.

    Then, all of a sudden, he clutched my pillow and let out a scream.  
He slowed down and then rolled off of me.

    I sat up and looked down.  I saw blood all over my bed.  I screamed
and started crying.  Joseph hugged me and told me it was normal,
because I had never had sex before.

    Then we both got dressed.  Joseph got my sheets off and into the
washer for me.  Then we went back into the living room before Ryan
came home.  Joseph had to help me, I had trouble walking.  We went
in and sat down.

JOSEPH: You know, I just realized, I never even kissed you.

    He leaned over and kissed me.  I had kissed guys before.  So I knew what to do there.  Just as we parted, Ryan drove up and I moved to the other couch.

    I made sure I didn't walk much once Ryan was home so he didn't
notice I was walking kinda funny.  Every once in a while, me and
Joseph just looked at each other and smiled.

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